http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:Fate-of-a-dreamer&section=today deviantART RSS for by:Fate-of-a-dreamer en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Mon, 28 Dec 2009 11:10:52 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://Fate-of-a-dreamer.deviantart.com/journal/19339243/ http://Fate-of-a-dreamer.deviantart.com/journal/19339243/ Fri, 11 Jul 2008 16:26:43 PDT Where people go, when their dreams have died
As I walk, from these faceless streets
I must be the last one alive
Where are you, you're not with me
Numb my mind with a fantasy
Watching people live and die on screen

Where are you, you're not with me
Where are you, I'm free

You left me high and dry it changed me
You lied to me now I am angry
And if the sun comes in your room
And awakens you from your vanity
You won't find me 'cause I'll be
On top a mountain pissing on your grave
Na,na,na...

There's a place from where I just arrived
And I escaped the last one alive

Where are you
You're not with me
Where are you, I'm free

You left me high and dry it changed me
You lied to me now I am angry
And if the sun comes in your room
And awakes you from your vanity
You wont find me 'cause I'll be
On top a mountain pissing on your grave

]]> ~Fate-of-a-dreamer http://Fate-of-a-dreamer.deviantart.com/journal/19062576/ http://Fate-of-a-dreamer.deviantart.com/journal/19062576/ Thu, 26 Jun 2008 18:16:02 PDT To put the world to rights
I'll stay home forever
Where two and two always makes a five
I'll lay down the tracks
Sandbag and hide
January has April showers
And two and two always makes a five
It's the devil's way now
There is no way out
You can scream and you can shout
It is too late now
Because you're not there
Payin' attention
Payin' attention
Payin' attention
Payin' attention
yeah I feel it, I needed attention
Payin' attention
Payin' attention
Payin' attention
Yeah I need it, I needed attention
I needed attention
I needed attention
I needed attention
Yeah I love it, the attention
Payin' attention
Payin' attention
Payin' attention
Soon oh
I try to sing along
But the music's all wrong
Cos I'm not
Cos I'm not
I'll swallow up flies?
Back and hide
But I'm not
Oh hail to the thief
Oh hail to the thief
But I'm not
But I'm not
But I'm not
But I'm not
Don't question my authority or put me in the box
Cos I'm not
Cos I'm not
Oh go up to the king, and the sky is falling in
But it's not
But it's not
Maybe not
Maybe not

]]> ~Fate-of-a-dreamer http://Fate-of-a-dreamer.deviantart.com/journal/18710531/ http://Fate-of-a-dreamer.deviantart.com/journal/18710531/ Sat, 07 Jun 2008 08:31:37 PDT From the rooftops I remember
There was snow
White snow

Clearly I remember
From the windows they were watching
While we froze
Down below

When the future's architectured
By a carnival of idiots on show
You'd better lie low

If you love me
Won't you let me know?

Was a long and dark December
When the banks became cathedrals
And the fog
Became God

Priests clutched onto bibles
Hollowed out to fit their rifles
And the cross was held aloft

Bury me in honor
When I'm dead and hit the ground
A love back home unfolds

If you love me
Won't you let me know?

I don't want to be a soldier
Who the captain of some sinking ship
Would stow, far below

So if you love me
Why'd you let me go?

I took my love down to Violet Hill
There we sat in snow
All that time she was silent still

So if you love me
Won't you let me know?

If you love me,
Won't you let me know?

--

Take me back.

]]> ~Fate-of-a-dreamer http://Fate-of-a-dreamer.deviantart.com/journal/18574437/ http://Fate-of-a-dreamer.deviantart.com/journal/18574437/ Fri, 30 May 2008 10:04:42 PDT They put me through
The pain Ive been subjected to
But the lord himself would blush
The countless feasts laid at my feet
Forbidden fruits for me to eat
But I think your pulse would start to rush

Now Im not looking for absolution
Forgiveness for the things I do
But before you come to any conclusions
Try walking in my shoes
Try walking in my shoes

Youll stumble in my footsteps
Keep the same appointments I kept
If you try walking in my shoes
If you try walking in my shoes

Morality would frown upon
Decency look down upon
The scapegoat fates made of me
But I promise you, my judge and jurors
My intentions couldnt have been purer
My case is easy to see

Im not looking for a clearer conscience
Peace of mind after what Ive been through
And before we talk of repentance
Try walking in my shoes
Try walking in my shoes

Youll stumble in my footsteps
Keep the same appointments I kept
If you try walking in my shoes
If you try walking in my shoes
Try walking in my shoes

Now Im not looking for absolution
Forgiveness for the things I do
But before you come to any conclusions
Try walking in my shoes
Try walking in my shoes

Youll stumble in my footsteps
Keep the same appointments I kept
If you try walking in my shoes

Now Im not looking for absolution
Forgiveness for the things I do
But before you come to any conclusions
Try walking in my shoes
Try walking in my shoes

Youll stumble in my footsteps
Keep the same appointments I kept
If you try walking in my shoes
Try walking in my shoes
If you try walking in my shoes
Try walking in my shoes

----

No matter what.
My song, forever.

]]> ~Fate-of-a-dreamer http://Fate-of-a-dreamer.deviantart.com/journal/18322845/ http://Fate-of-a-dreamer.deviantart.com/journal/18322845/ Wed, 14 May 2008 15:23:00 PDT You will be dispensed with
When you've become inconvenient
In the harrowdown hill
Where you went to school
That's where I am
That's where I'm lying down

Did I fall or was I pushed?
Did I fall or was I pushed?
And where's the blood?
And where's the blood?

I'm coming home
I'm coming home
To make it all right
So dry your eyes

We think the same things at the same time
We just cant do anything about it

So don't ask me
Ask the ministry
Don't ask me
Ask the ministry

We think the same things at the same time
There are so many of us
So you can't count

We think the same things at the same time
There are too many of us
So you can't count

Can you see me when I'm running?
Can you see me when I'm running?
Away from them

I can't take their pressure
No one cares if you live or die
They just want me gone
They want me gone

I'm coming home
I'm coming home
To make it all right
So dry your eyes

We think the same things at the same time
We just cant do anything about it

We think the same things at the same time
There are too many of us
So you can't count

It was a slippery slippery slippery slope
It was a slippery slippery slippery slope
I feel me slipping in and out of consciousness
I feel me slipping in and out of consciousness"

Fucking genious
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]]> ~Fate-of-a-dreamer http://Fate-of-a-dreamer.deviantart.com/journal/17928202/ http://Fate-of-a-dreamer.deviantart.com/journal/17928202/ Sat, 19 Apr 2008 13:17:21 PDT Say, "There's no place like home"
You'll be back there alone
In your room
(If you say it right)

I'm walking a line
I just want to say that you've been on my mind
We don't talk all the time
Still, I don't need to hear that it's all been a lie

I hope relief's delayed
I wish I knew the reason why she stayed
He made you so afraid
I just know that nothing could burn you out

When you say goodnight
But you don't want to sleep
'Cause the anger's too deep
If you say it right
Say, "There's no place like home"
And you'll be back there alone
In your room

You're too young to go
I'm too old to hear all the things that you know
You're too young to see
But you're too old and wise for the father in me

I know you feel betrayed
I wish I knew the reasons why she stayed
He made you so afraid
I just know that nothing could hurt you now

When you say goodnight
But you don't want to sleep
'Cause the anger's too deep
If you say it right
Say, "There's no place like home"
And you'll be back there alone
In your room

I wish you could be brave enough to
Get into the mind of those who
Are capable of doing that to
Someone who will always love you
You escape into a world of blackness
To try and justify the hint of madness
To try and justify the hint of madness
To try and justify a world of blackness
Do you start when the kid's awake
Or do you lie and give them all a break?
Are you there because she asked you once to?
You'll regret it 'cause the money came through

It's all gonna change one day
It's all gonna change one day
It's all gonna change one day
It's all gonna change one day

From the moment that I heard you calling
To the second that I heard this morning
From the moment that you passed away
The only church you had was far away, and
We'll be there for you to throw the lifeline
We'll be there for you to see in the sunshine
Move slowly for your brother's sake
You said they need you: now it's all too much to take

]]> ~Fate-of-a-dreamer http://Fate-of-a-dreamer.deviantart.com/journal/17560152/ http://Fate-of-a-dreamer.deviantart.com/journal/17560152/ Fri, 28 Mar 2008 16:01:33 PDT ומבקשת נחמה
היא לא רוצה לשמוע
לא להתמודד

בתוך אלפי מראות
היא מחפשת את עצמה
שלא תשכח אף פעם
מי היא באמת

יהיה פה דם
יהיה פה דם
חושבת על הים
מנסה להרגע
יהיה פה דם
יהיה פה דם

נכנסת מתפשטת
כבר קשה לה לדבר
סוגרת את עצמה
בתוך עולם קטן

ברור לה ששניה אחת
אחרי שיגמר
היא תיקח הכל ותעלם מכאן

יהיה פה דם...

רגליה רועדות
איך היא התחילה כבר לעוף
היא לא רוצה לדעת
מה היא מרגישה

ילד או ילדה קטנים
זזים אצלה בגוף
בסוף יבוא היום
ותבקש סליחה

"יהיה פה דם

]]> ~Fate-of-a-dreamer http://Fate-of-a-dreamer.deviantart.com/journal/15913785/ http://Fate-of-a-dreamer.deviantart.com/journal/15913785/ Thu, 13 Dec 2007 07:04:52 PST Just as you write my number down
Just as the drinks arrive
Just as they play your favourite song
As the magic disappears
No longer wound up like a spring
Before you've had too much
Come back and focus again

The walls abandon shape
You've got a cheshire cat grin
All blurring into one
This place is on a mission
Before the night owl
Before the animal noises
Closed circuit cameras
Before you're comatose

Before you run away from me
Before you're lost between the notes
The beat goes round and round
The beat goes round and round
I never really got there
I just pretended that I had

What's the point of instruments
Words are a sawed off shotgun

Come on and let it out
Come on and let it out
Come on and let it out
Come on and let it out

Before you run away from me
Before you're lost between the notes
Just as you take the mic
Just as you dance, dance, dance

Jigsaws falling into place
There is nothing to explain
Regard each other as you pass
She looks back, you look back
Not just once
Not just twice
Wish away the nightmare
Wish away the nightmare
You've got a light you can feel it on your back
You've got a light you can feel it on your back
Jigsaws falling into place

______________________________________

Fucking genius.

]]> ~Fate-of-a-dreamer http://Fate-of-a-dreamer.deviantart.com/journal/15802263/ http://Fate-of-a-dreamer.deviantart.com/journal/15802263/ Wed, 05 Dec 2007 04:09:49 PST and twenty ways to know
who will wear
who will wear the hat

There are twenty years to go
the best of all i hope
enjoy the ride
the medicine show

And thems the breaks
for we designer fakes
we need to concentrate on more than meets the eye

There are twenty years to go
the faithful and the low
the best of starts
the broken heart, the stone

There are twenty years to go
the punch drunk and the blow
the worst of starts
the mercy part, the phone

And thems the breaks
for we designer fakes
we need to concentrate on more than meets the eye

Thems the breaks
for we designer fakes
but it`s you i take 'cause you´re the truth, not I

There are twenty years to go
a golden age i know
but all will pass
will end too fast, you know

There are twenty years to go
and many friends i hope
though some may hold the rose
some hold the rope

and that´s the end and that´s the start of it
that´s the whole and that´s the part of it
that´s the high and that´s the heart of it
that´s the long and that´s the short of it
that´s the best and that´s the test in it
that´s the doubt,the doubt,the trust in it
that´s the sight and that´s the sound of it
that´s the gift and that´s the trick in it

you´re the truth, not I
you´re the truth, not I

you´re the truth, not I
you´re the truth, not I



This song is not about death, but it should be.
I love you, rest in peace.

]]> ~Fate-of-a-dreamer http://Fate-of-a-dreamer.deviantart.com/journal/15092714/ http://Fate-of-a-dreamer.deviantart.com/journal/15092714/ Tue, 16 Oct 2007 19:00:13 PDT Some things make you whole
Some things that you find
Are beyond your control

I love you and you're beautiful
You write your own songs
What if the right part of leaving
Turned out to be wrong

If I could kiss you now
Oh I'd kiss you now again and again
'Til I don't know where I began
And where you end

Thought I fell in love the other day
With an old friend of mine
I was running kisses
Down every inch of her spine

We had the roof down
The sun came shining in
The black fact is
That I was thinking of you

If I could kiss you now
Oh I'd kiss you now again and again
'Til I don't know where I begin
And where you end

I slept in the sun the other day
I thought I was fine
Everything seemed perfect
'Til I had you on my mind

I tried to love you
I did all that I could
I wish that the bad now
Had finally turned into good

If I could kiss you now
Oh I'd kiss you now again and again
'Til I don't know where I begin
And where you end

If I could kiss you now
If I could kiss you now
If I could kiss you now

Oh where you end
Is where I begin

]]> ~Fate-of-a-dreamer http://Fate-of-a-dreamer.deviantart.com/journal/12758490/ http://Fate-of-a-dreamer.deviantart.com/journal/12758490/ Fri, 27 Apr 2007 18:59:36 PDT Gathering the words to coax the fire to start
Throwing sparks at my frozen angel
Words to melt the ice around your pretty heart
Turn the ice to water, the water into flood
The flood becomes a river, a river of pure love
Love comes into delta, nourishing the sea
Sea goes out to ocean
Ocean endlessly

Throwing sparks at my frozen angel
Gathering the words to coax the fire to start
Turn the ice to water, the water into flood
The flood becomes a river, a river of pure love
Love comes into delta, nourishing the sea
Sea goes out to ocean
Ocean endlessly

The second before you walk into the room
I had no thoughts of love whatsoever
Love was not on my mind
Nothing but my life,
My life was all settled in,
It was just the way it needed to be
And I fell upon you
Like something out of the blue
It was out of the blue, I didn't know
I didn't see it coming
But it came upon me
And it held a hold on me
Took a hold on me
And I could not help but believe
I have faith in this thing
I have one chance in my life and I must take it
And I've got to give it to you and I will not let it go
I will not let it go
It's the only thing I can believe in.
Oh, I can believe in



Wherever you are now, rest in peace my little baby.

]]> ~Fate-of-a-dreamer http://Fate-of-a-dreamer.deviantart.com/journal/12067733/ http://Fate-of-a-dreamer.deviantart.com/journal/12067733/ Mon, 05 Mar 2007 13:14:41 PST Tired of everything?
Can you feel what I can
Almost everything?

I wanna leave today
The sky is big and my life is small
I wanna leave with you
So we can build a perfect garden

The stars are far away
I can see them with my eyes
I watch them fade away
Like the moments of my life

I wanna leave today
The sky is big and my life is small
I wanna leave with you
So we can build a desert garden

The stars are far away
I can see them with my eyes
We watch them fade away
Like the moments of my life

Strange how the houses look
Exactly all the same
And you're just a slave like me
At least I know it's true

I wanna leave today
The sky is big and my life is small
I wanna leave with you
So we can build a desert garden

The stars are far away
I can see them in my eyes
We watch them fade away
Like the moments of my life

--

If you read this, this song is for you.

]]> ~Fate-of-a-dreamer http://Fate-of-a-dreamer.deviantart.com/journal/11921098/ http://Fate-of-a-dreamer.deviantart.com/journal/11921098/ Thu, 22 Feb 2007 12:37:01 PST And turn off your mind
Step right up folks and you will find
A growing trend
An epidemic
Spread with zen
And hypodermics

Just close your mind
You can find all you need with your eyes

The big machines take care of you
Until you kill yourself
And then the sales go through the roof
Calculated, formulated
Feed my head with simple thoughts
And let me breathe instead of being taught
All bottled up and tearing at the seams
I'm bored
Just let me breathe

A daily dose of eMpTyV
Will flush your mind right down the drain
Shannon Hoon and Kurt Cobain
Make yourself a household name

Just close your mind
You can find all you need with your eyes

The big machines take care of you
Until you kill yourself
And then the sales go through the roof
Calculated, formulated
Feed my head with simple thoughts
And let me breathe instead of being taught
All bottled up and tearing at the seams
I'm bored
Just let me breathe

Strike up your best angst ridden posture
Manufactured anger
Let's not forget my legacy
All my heroes have failed me
Now they're dead and buried

Just close your mind
You can find all you need with your eyes

The big machines will take care of you
Until the fashion fades
And the checks go through
My bankroll's red
And my face is blue

And still they'll turn their backs on you for
Someone new

Feed my head
With some real thoughts
And let me think instead
Of being taught
I'll say things
You won't believe
Just stand back
Just let me breathe

]]> ~Fate-of-a-dreamer http://Fate-of-a-dreamer.deviantart.com/journal/11623022/ http://Fate-of-a-dreamer.deviantart.com/journal/11623022/ Tue, 30 Jan 2007 12:44:53 PST
Always the summers are slipping away

A 60 ton angel falls to the earth A pile of old metal, a radiant blur Scars in the country, the summer and her

Always the summers are slipping away Find me a way for making it stay

When I hear the engine pass I'm kissing you wide The hissing subsides I'm in luck

When the evening reaches here You're tying me up I'm dying of love It's OK

]]> ~Fate-of-a-dreamer http://Fate-of-a-dreamer.deviantart.com/journal/11617146/ http://Fate-of-a-dreamer.deviantart.com/journal/11617146/ Mon, 29 Jan 2007 21:09:58 PST Drawn together
By subtleties that we are not aware of
Disturbed souls
Playing out forever
These games that we once thought we would be scared of

When you're in my arms
The world makes sense
There is no pretence
And you're crying
When you're by my side
There is no defence
I forget to sense I'm dying

We're damaged people
Praying for something
That doesn't come from somewhere deep inside us
Depraved souls
Trusting in the one thing
The one thing that this life has not denied us

When I feel the warmth of your very soul
I forget I'm cold
And crying
When your lips touch mine
And I lose control
I forget I'm old
And dying

]]> ~Fate-of-a-dreamer http://Fate-of-a-dreamer.deviantart.com/journal/11421826/ http://Fate-of-a-dreamer.deviantart.com/journal/11421826/ Sat, 13 Jan 2007 12:09:56 PST The idea is just a way for us to understand
But the world is neither fair nor unfair
So one survives
The others die
And you always want a reason why

But the world is neither just nor unjust
It's just us trying to feel that there's some sense in it
No, the world is neither just nor unjust
And though going young
So much undone
Is a tragedy for everyone

It doesn't speak a plan or any secret thing
No unseen sign or untold truth in anything...
But living on in others, in memories and dreams
Is not enough
You want everything
Another world where the sun always shines
And the birds always sing
Always sing...

The world is neither fair nor unfair
The idea is just a way for us to understand
No the world is neither fair nor unfair
So some survive
And others die
And you always want a reason why

But the world is neither just nor unjust
It's just us trying to feel that there's some sense in it
Mo, the world is neither just nor unjust
And though going young
So much undone
Is a tragedy for everyone

It doesn't mean there has to be a way of things
No special sense that hidden hands are pulling strings
But living on in others, in memories and dreams
Is not enough
And it never is
You always want so much more than this...

An endless sense of soul and an eternity of love
A sweet mother down below and a just father above
For living on in others, in memories and dreams
Is not enough
You want everything
Another world
Where the birds always sing
Another world
Where the sun always shines
Another world
Where nothing ever dies...

]]> ~Fate-of-a-dreamer http://Fate-of-a-dreamer.deviantart.com/journal/11339164/ http://Fate-of-a-dreamer.deviantart.com/journal/11339164/ Sat, 06 Jan 2007 15:41:49 PST For setting fire to bridges
Boats
And other dreary worlds you know
Let's get happy!
It's a perfect day for making out
To wake up with a smile
Without a doubt
To burst grin giggle bliss skip jump sing and shout
Let's get happy!

"But it's much too late" you say
"For doing this now
We should have done it then"
Well it just goes to show
How wrong you can be
And how you really should know
That it's never too late
To get up and go...

It's a perfect day for kiss and swell
For rip-zipping button-popping kiss and well...
There's loads of other stuff can make you yell
Let's get happy!
It's a perfect day for doing the unstuck
For dancing like you can't hear the beat
And you don't give a further thought
To things like feet
Let's get happy!

"But it's much too late" you say
"For doing this now
We should have done it then"
Well it just goes to show
How wrong you can be
And how you really should know
That it's never too late
To get up and go...

Kick out the gloom
Kick out the blues
Tear out the pages with all the bad news
Pull down the mirrors and pull down the walls
Tear up the stairs and tear up the floors
Oh just burn down the house!
Burn down the street!
Turn everything red and the dream is complete
With the sound of your world
Going up in the fire
It's a perfect day to throw back your head
And kiss it all goodbye!

It's a perfect day for getting wild
Forgetting all your worries
Life
And everything that makes you cry
Let's get happy!
It's a perfect day for dreams come true
For thinking big
And doing anything you want to do
Let's get happy!

"But it's much too late" you say
"For doing this now
We should have done it then"
Well it just goes to show
How wrong you can be
And how you really should know
That it's never too late
To get up and go...

Kick out the gloom
Kick out the blues
Tear out the pages with all the bad news
Pull down the mirrors and pull down the walls
Tear up the stairs and tear up the floors
Oh just burn down the house!
Burn down the street!
Turn everything red and the dream is complete
With the sound of your world
Going up in the fire
It's a perfect day to throw back your head
And kiss it all goodbye!"

]]> ~Fate-of-a-dreamer