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I need to do something...

I'm painting my own shoes soon

Otherwise i'm not doing anything...

Kinda want school to start again...

Kinda don't want it to start...

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Till my next post
~Plaid Panda

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]]> ~Feredin-Isen http://Feredin-Isen.deviantart.com/journal/23681207/ http://Feredin-Isen.deviantart.com/journal/23681207/ Fri, 13 Mar 2009 17:37:48 PDT I found out today that I have all the symptoms of bipolar disorder except for the symptom involving suicidal thoughts. I feel alone. Can't be close to the people I want to.

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enough said.

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*shakes head*


*gulps coffee*


Aight, game on..


Seeya in Java and Math Hachiko!

]]> ~Feredin-Isen http://Feredin-Isen.deviantart.com/journal/22356204/ http://Feredin-Isen.deviantart.com/journal/22356204/ Fri, 02 Jan 2009 14:40:25 PST Eh. fuck that.

Tis the time of year for some resolutions..well..I don't really have any...or not ones I'd put on here at least hahahah.
Hope it's a good year.

Hachiko, i hope the new year brings us, Tybalt, Mercutio, and all our characters some fucking insane adventures.

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Well I'm not crying just to show you how fucked up I really am
You should know that by now
One year gone and nothing to show
Tip my hat and give a bow

Changes that would make you smile
Oh how I'd kill just for you to talk a while
Purple rings fading in
Why do you glare at me everytime I sin

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I haven't shaved for over a week so I have developed a semi beard thing. Makes everyone think I'm even older which is hilarious, cause they all think I'm a senior.

My chiropractor told me I was hot yesterday. That was funny and a confidence booster lol. And yes my chiropractor is a girl, there was no homo involved. Then like right after she said that, one of the intern nurse ladies, said she loved my glasses and they looked really good on me. And only like 15 minutes after all of this, apparently the girl ringing us up at starbucks was checking me out. I didn't notice, but my mom did. Mom was kinda weirded out by it lol. So yeah...those events made me feel good lol.

I wanna get this flash program soon. Anime Studio Pro. It's cheap, and I want to do animation and stuff really bad. I've wanted to do animation since i was 13 so this is my chance. I wanna get a tablet to go with the program, but that may come further down. Still not sure yet.

Well I gotta go to dinner~

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Ok. So I've been cranking songs slash poems for like a couple of months, and it's time for something new. I'm bored of all the depressing romance shit I come up with..I'm a demented child, I'll never have happy songs. So I need something new. I'm gonna start drawing again *gasp* Yes Yes..Plaid Panda is actually gonna try and draw instead of watching from the sidelines.

I don't think I'm cut out for anime and manga style drawings. I'm sure I could do it if I put all my might in it, but unfortunately my school load went from 2 minutes of homework a night in freshman year, so the sophomore 2 hours a night. So I need to stick to my strengths and try different stuff as a go.

Baby steps

I said I needed to stick to my strengths..my strengths are...er...a draw a damn good flower hahah...I need to work on that. I need new stuff..I need different. I don't want to look back at this time wondering why I didn't do anything.

I'm getting a tablet soon! It's gonna be awesome! It won't improve my skills so much, but will produce digital quality that can look so much better. It's also easier to fix flaws
I plan on getting a Wacom Bamboo Fun
It's gonna be sweet. I also plan on getting Anime Studio. It's a type of flash program thats good for like tweening animation. I've wanted to do flash animation for 3 years now, but Flash programs and tablets are very expensive for an 11 year old. But now I'm older, and thought it through, and I have money. And the money will give me to power to CREATE.

I need to start reading again, I need to draw, I need to socialize...I have to make something of myself.


Expect more art in drawings and such soon. Maybe it'll be good, maybe not haha

Plaid Panda out

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My english teacher might be a bitch, but I'll live.

My german teacher is really nice...and not bad looking hahaha.

My biology teacher is nice, but I don't know anyone in that class...

And in drivers ed, I have class with my beloved Hachiko, I missed her so much. Frosty is there too...apparently he's gonna introduce me to some interesting people...I'm kinda scared...cause of the shit he's gotten into..

It's sad I don't have as many classes with Hachiko this year, and I barely have anyone I know in my classes...it's gonna be a rough year...

I get to see Mrs.Crisp tomarrow!!!!!!! I'm learning JAVA...I'll be making games by the end of the year hahaha

Also weird thing. I made friends with four freshmen girls...It was amazing how easy that was...maybe I'm better looking than i thought hahahah

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Period 1 Honors English 10 odd/even
Period 2 German 3 even (FUCK!!)
Period 3 Honors AP World History odd
Period 4 Honors Biology 1 even
Period 5 Honors Computer Programming Java odd
Period 6 Health and PE 2 even
Period 6 Drivers Ed even
Period 7 Honors Algebra 2 odd



Hachiko, did we get any classes together?????

]]> ~Feredin-Isen http://Feredin-Isen.deviantart.com/journal/20151924/ http://Feredin-Isen.deviantart.com/journal/20151924/ Mon, 25 Aug 2008 16:10:30 PDT I fucked up
But it's hard enough
To deal with all this random shit
And on top of it all
I love you

And every day
I wonder what it would be like
To stop this lie for good
So I could care for you like I know I should

I say these things
To separate
You from me
And me from what I feel for you
It's sad but true
And I wave goodbye

The chance is gone
The magics lost
I can't believe I let you slip away
Into yesterday
And now you'll never know how I really felt

You have to admit
You're impressed
I held this lie and kept up the charade
But it's no parade
It sucks to be me

So here it is
I fucked up
You were right and I was wrong
You win
I never meant to hurt you

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1. tag 10 people (not the one who sent it to you!)
2. answer all truthfully
3. take it in public!
4. tell all taggees on their profile that they have been tagged,
and link to your journal.

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Info
[ ] I am shorter than 5'4.
[X] I think I'm ugly sometimes.
[X] I have many scars.
[X] I tan easily.
[X] I wish my hair was a different color.
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[X] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[ ] I have/I've had braces.
[X] I wear glasses.
[ ] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free
[X] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[ ] I have more than 2 piercing.
[ ] I have piercing in places besides my ears.
[ ] I have freckles.

Family/Home Life
[ ] I've sworn at my parents.
[ ] I've run away from home.
[ ] I've been kicked out of the house.
[X] My biological parents are together.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[X] I want to have kids someday.
[ ] I've lost a child.

School/Work
[X] I'm in school
[ ] I have a job
[X] I've fallen asleep at work/school.
[X] I almost always do my homework.(some days it's half and half, but normally yeah)
[X] I've missed a week or more of school.
[X] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years.
[ ] I failed more than 1 class last year
[ ] I've stolen something from my job
[ ] I've been fired

Embarrassment
[X] I've slipped out an "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[ ] Disney movies still make me cry.
[ ] I've peed from laughing.
[X] I've snorted while laughing.
[X] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[ ] I've glued my hand to something.
[X] I've had my pants rip in public.

Health
[X] I was born with a disease/impairment
[X] I've gotten stitches/staples.
[X] I've broken a bone
[ ] I've had my tonsils removed.
[X] I've sat in a doctor's office/emergency room with a friend.(with my dad)
[ ] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[ ] I had a serious surgery.
[X] I've had chicken pox.
[ ] I've had measles

Traveling
[X] I've driven over 200 miles in one day.
[X] I've been on a plane.
[X] I've been to Canada.
[ ] I've been to Mexico.
[X] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I've been to Japan.
[ ] I've celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[X] I've been to Europe.
[ ] I've been to Africa.

Experiences
[X] I've gotten lost in my city.
[X] I've seen a shooting star.
[X] I've wished on a shooting star
[X] I've seen a meteor shower.
[ ] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[ ] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[X] I've kicked a guy where it hurts.(technically I punched him there but...)
[ ] I've been to a casino.
[ ] I've been skydiving.
[ ] I've gone skinny dipping.
[ ] I've played spin the bottle.
[ ] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[ ] I've crashed a car.
[ ] I've been Skiing.
[X] I've been in a play.
[ ] I've met someone in person from myspace.
[X] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[ ] I've seen the Northern lights.
[ ] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[ ] I've played chicken.
[ ] I've played a prank on someone.
[X] I've ridden in a taxi.
[ ] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[X] I've eaten sushi.
[X] I've been snowboarding.

Relationships
[ ] I'm single
[X] I'm in a relationship
[ ] I'm engaged.
[ ] I've gone on a blind date.
[X] I've been the dumped more than the dumper.
[X] I miss someone right now.
[X] I have a fear of abandonment.
[ ] I've gotten divorced.
[X] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[ ] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[X] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[X] I've kept something from a past relationship.
[ ] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex.
[ ] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[X] I am a cuddler. (if given the opportunity maybe)
[ ] I've been kissed in the rain.
[ ] I've hugged a stranger.
[ ] I have kissed a stranger.

Honesty/Crime
[X] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't.
[X] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[ ] I've snuck out of my house.
[ ] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[X] I am keeping a secret from the world.(I guess)
[X] I've cheated while playing a game.(It's the only fun way to play GTA)
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My childhood was pretty good. My parents loved me and my older brother was a tyrant, but whatever, I know he loves me now. I was never beaten, but always scolded. I never seemed to get things right, and then as a result , angry parents. I was born with the disability to make a decision, and I still can't. Big decisions I can make pretty well, but frivilous ones rack my brain. I have had my first true friend since the first grade. He has always been there and had good advice when needed.

Most of elementary school is a blur, because nothing exciting or new happened. Middleschool is more clear. I made a whole lot more friends. In the seventh grade a met my other best friend. I was not great friends with her in the start, but that changed. In the eighth grade is when I became good friends with her. She was is one of the few grils that you can talk about anything to...I mean everything. Eighth grade I really made alot of friends. Sadly most of them went to a different highschool. Fortunatley my two best friends followed me to the nineth grade.

My life was fine until about two weeks ago. It was like the world collapsed around me. My Father past away...Dad was my hero, and I don't know the stories or farytales you or your parent's read to you, but in mine the heros never died~ Alex Enggist(my older brother/his speack at the service) Mom was a reck the first couple of days. She is fine now and we are most worried about financial issues. Dad didn't have a will. His death was completely unexpected. He went to his home to his mother in Switzerland. On his way back he landed in Dulles Airport in Washington D.C two hours north of where I live. He walked four gates away and he collapsed. When paramedics arrived he was in Cardiac Arrest. By the time they got him to the hospital, they couldn't bring him back.

He got to see his birhtplace, his family, and even his first grandchild before he went. He was a great man.


Thank you for reading.

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