http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:FiFuMs&section=today deviantART RSS for by:FiFuMs en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Fri, 04 Dec 2009 11:45:06 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://FiFuMs.deviantart.com/journal/25928096/ http://FiFuMs.deviantart.com/journal/25928096/ Mon, 13 Jul 2009 19:15:11 PDT I doubt I have many left.
Just felt like bringin' a little update to my poor neglected little site.
Summers rolled in, and so has the free time. I've spent many nights furiously writing away, listening to music, and generally becoming a lazy sloth. Sooner or later, I'll get around to uploading (Downloading. Sideways loading. Diagonal loading. Whatever you call it) All I have worked on up until now. It seems like I've forgotten about my poor dA account, and by how many views I have, I'm guessing most haven't forgotten about me.
I'm sorry!
I return with open arms and a bounty of new work. Hopefully. I just need to slightly re-organize my work space.
I don't clean.
Anyways, I just have to say
7,000 views?!
You guys are fantastic. Boy do I miss this place. Old watchers, drop me a note or leave a comment. I want to hear what you're all up too, and how you've been doing.
I PROMISE I've been following ALL the work you've submitted, I just rarely have the time to comment.
Anyways, just a quick little journal to explain how excited I am to "be back". (Yes, I've had some sporadic moments of inspiration and uploaded a couple pathetic pieces, but soon I'll be uploading regularly!) Don't forget about me!

And guess who got themselves a scanner =] Mmmhmm.

Ah! I USED A SMILEY!



PS:Isn't it just lovely, when someone comes along and makes your entire summer?
Ah <3

]]> ~FiFuMs http://FiFuMs.deviantart.com/journal/24519747/ http://FiFuMs.deviantart.com/journal/24519747/ Thu, 30 Apr 2009 18:44:13 PDT Since I've uploaded something...
Decent.
Highschool has left me with little time
Or drive
To write
I miss days when I could sit in the backyard and just write.

Instead I'm calculating the surface area of cylinders
Learning about long dead members of the royal family
Correctly indicating whether a word is a verb or a noun
How to read notes in a bar

When will I have time for myself?



In other news.
Moving?
I might be.
Toronto here I come.
Summer of '10


Sick again.

]]> ~FiFuMs http://FiFuMs.deviantart.com/journal/23451142/ http://FiFuMs.deviantart.com/journal/23451142/ Sat, 28 Feb 2009 12:52:00 PST Heck, I guess I would be one too.
Seriously though, if you can pump out ten, twenty, even thirty poems in a day...
Your not really putting feeling into them.
I guess that's just my opinion.

Really, I'm basically sick of the empty, hollow poetry and writing that everyone's doing now.
Gives those who actually try a bad name.
I dunno.
Rant done. You may now ignore and continue on.

]]> ~FiFuMs http://FiFuMs.deviantart.com/journal/22880523/ http://FiFuMs.deviantart.com/journal/22880523/ Thu, 29 Jan 2009 07:19:35 PST Fourteen today.
Spooky feeling, knowing a years slipped past...

]]> ~FiFuMs http://FiFuMs.deviantart.com/journal/20497793/ http://FiFuMs.deviantart.com/journal/20497793/ Mon, 29 Dec 2008 22:51:46 PST Center stage.
Arrogance, selfishness.
Narcissism.

People now-a-days are too hard to read.
Faces hiding behind masks,
Painted from each others emotions.
Who am I?
Who are you?
Does anybody know anymore?



Friendship was easier when you were straightforward.
All of you.
Remember those who smile
And those who grimace.



That's all.

]]> ~FiFuMs http://FiFuMs.deviantart.com/journal/20261533/ http://FiFuMs.deviantart.com/journal/20261533/ Sun, 31 Aug 2008 22:18:17 PDT When will I fucking learn.


I think I'm just going to become a lesbian.
Or A-sexual.
Whatever.

]]> ~FiFuMs http://FiFuMs.deviantart.com/journal/18758384/ http://FiFuMs.deviantart.com/journal/18758384/ Wed, 16 Jul 2008 12:15:02 PDT
Anyways, what I really meant to get on here and rant about was how much I love you guys

I've been on here for...a little over a year, and in that time I've met some truly extraordinary people, made some great friends and got some insight on other forms of art. Through all of this, I can safely and confidently say I have grown in what I do best. Which, I guess is writing. (I haven't drawn in months *panic*) Thank you everyone for making my stay up until now so enjoyable, and giving encouragement when needed, and a kick in the butt when I'm being a twat.

I love you all <3

]]> ~FiFuMs http://FiFuMs.deviantart.com/journal/17623746/ http://FiFuMs.deviantart.com/journal/17623746/ Sat, 24 May 2008 11:54:36 PDT
1. Tag 10 People (Not the one who sent it to you!)
2. Answer all truthfully.
3. Take it in public!
4. Tell all taggees on their profile that they have been tagged, and link to your journal.


[] I am shorter than 5'4. (I'm like...5'6...)
[x] I think I'm ugly sometimes. (Constantly.)
[X] I have many scars. (Yeah..)
[X] I tan easily. (Very)
[ ] I wish my hair was a different color.
[X] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color. (LOL)
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance. (very...)
[x] I have/I've had braces. (Braces...retainers...uhg)
[X] I wear glasses. (NERD)
[ ] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[x] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger. (A couple times, yuppers. Blind people lol.)
[ ] I have more than 2 piercings.
[ ] I have piercings in places besides my ears.
[X] I have freckles. (When I tan, I GET RED HEAD FRECKLES ><
[ ] I hate my dad.
[ ] I hate my mom.
[x] I have a brother
[ ] I have a sister
[x] I've sworn at my parents. (Ahaha...)
[X] I've run away from home. ( I was four. Roflz.)
[ ] I've been kicked out of the house.
[x] My biological parents are together.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[x] I want to have kids someday. (maybe...)
[ ] I've had children.
[ ] I've lost a child.
[x] I'm in school. (High school next year!!)
[X] I have a job. (paper route. Rofl)
[x] I've fallen asleep at work/school. (My teachers let me sleep...I already know what they have to teach me.)
[x] I almost always do my homework. (Yeah...lol....)
[X] I've missed a week or more of school. (I think...like...2 months?_
[x] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years. (If there was one in Elementary, totally))
[ ] I failed more than 1 class last year.
[ ] I've stolen something from my job.
[ ] I've been fired.
[x] I've slipped out an "lol" in a spoken conversation. (YES LOL)
[ ] Disney movies still make me cry
[ ] I've peed from laughing.
[x] I've snorted while laughing. (Yeah...I had a stuffy nose)
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried. (PSSHT. LAST NIGHT!)
[X] I've glued my hand to something. (My friends ass...)
[ ] I've had my pants rip in public.
[x] I was born with a disease/impairment (Does being weird count?)
[ ] I've gotten stitches/staples.
[ ] I've broken a bone.
[ ] I've had my tonsils removed.
[X] I've sat in a doctor’s office/emergency room with a friend.
[ ] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[ ] I had a serious surgery.
[X] I've had chicken pox
[ ] I was born in a different country.
[ ] I've driven over 200 miles in one day.
[x] I've been on a plane.
[X] I've been to Canada.
[ ] I've been to Mexico.
[X] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I've been to Japan. (I WISH.)
[ ] I've celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[ ] I've been to Europe
[ ] I've been to Africa.
[X] I've gotten lost in my city.
[X] I've seen a shooting star.
[X] I've wished on a shooting star
[X] I've seen a meteor shower.
[X] I've gone out in public in my pajamas. (7-11 lol)
[x] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator. (Many many times)
[x] I've kicked a guy where it hurts. (Every guy who touches me. Lol)
[x] I've been to a casino. (I got kicked out with my mom...LAWL)
[ ] I've been skydiving.
[ ] I've gone skinny dipping.
[X] I've played spin the bottle. (Ahaha...)
[ ] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[ ] I've crashed a car.
[] I've been skiing.
[x] I've been in a play.
[X] I've met someone in person from myspace.
[x] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[ ] I've seen the Northern lights.
[X] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[X] I've played chicken.
[x] I've played a prank on someone.
[x] I've ridden in a taxi
[X] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[ ] I've eaten sushi. (Allergic..)
[ ] I've been snowboarding.
[ ] I'm single.
[X] I'm in a relationship.
[ ] I'm engaged.
[ ] I'm married.
[ ] I've gone on a blind date.
[ ] I've been the dumpee more than the dumper.
[ ] I miss someone right now.
[X] I have a fear of abandonment.
[ ] I've gotten divorced.
[X] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[X] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[X] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[X] I've kept something fr... ]]> ~FiFuMs http://FiFuMs.deviantart.com/journal/17064629/ http://FiFuMs.deviantart.com/journal/17064629/ Mon, 25 Feb 2008 20:06:51 PST Five-six pages since I was sick with pneumonia.
Way to much to be due in one day.
Know how I answered all the questions?
"Because of interpretive dance."
How much shit am I in?

]]> ~FiFuMs http://FiFuMs.deviantart.com/journal/16698932/ http://FiFuMs.deviantart.com/journal/16698932/ Sat, 02 Feb 2008 23:27:15 PST EPICANITY.

The name comes from the root word Epic, which is, as all you know, epic.

Our religeon focus's on the study of no life-ism and video game-ism.
For those who are not familiar with our gods....

Mario: Our supreme ruler.
Bowser: God Of War
Link: God of Courage
Sonic: God of Speed
Playboy: The God Of Lust
Kairi: Goddess of Love
Kirby: The God of Food
Pyramid Head: God of RAPE (Thank you Veni <3)
Navi: The Goddess of ANNOYING
Yoshi: Goddess of Children
Sephiroth- Lord of the Dead (With Hilary Clinton)
Tetris- God of Puzzles
JigglyPuff- Goddess of Music
Samus: Goddess of sometimes unknown gender
Donkey Kong: God of the bananas

We worship at the alter of Mario, and pray to the gods of Nintendo.
Our bibles are a mixture or playboy, strategy guides, lame anime forums and crappy fan art.


All of this is due to change, because it's 11:30 and were all fucking tired and half of this makes no sense.

oh.

And Link so could be a girl Mouse <3

]]> ~FiFuMs http://FiFuMs.deviantart.com/journal/16595727/ http://FiFuMs.deviantart.com/journal/16595727/ Sun, 27 Jan 2008 11:22:40 PST Well almost.
The 29th.

I guess turning a year older should be sweeter.
But honestly, just feels like another weight added to my shoulders.
Another year where I can't measure up to the expectations.
Another year I watch everything I've ever wanted to do
Fall down into pieces.
Another year of trying to hold together myself
My family
Friends
Life
So happy birthday to me.
And hope this year ends short
With me in a six foot grave.


Love you all.

]]> ~FiFuMs http://FiFuMs.deviantart.com/journal/16278728/ http://FiFuMs.deviantart.com/journal/16278728/ Sat, 05 Jan 2008 23:29:00 PST
Well, it's New Years Eve again. A time to usher in a new year, and to do away with the old. Except, what has 2007 been to me? I ended a painful chapter of my life you could say, and took my best friend, now turned boyfriend, into my confidence and confided all my dirty little secrets. It felt so good to get those off my chest, and knowing he would do anything to fix it all. I've made some amazing new friends, they know who they are. *Wink at Andrew* ^^
2007 has been the year of improvements for me. Improving my mood, my outlook on life, improving how I stand in my parents and families eyes, which friends I call my own. Also improving on my creative side, my drawing technique, starting on new and exciting projects with friends, started a whole new area in dance, dragged myself through a new instrument and retaught myself old ones. It's been great to see the encouragement my friends have shoved in my face when ever I felt like I was failing. You guys totally rock, even if my science fails! AH!
My friends totally deserve a shout out here, because they've kept me alive in my awful time of need. Allen, though I break your heart over and over again, and you can sometimes make me bleed, you've still been a fantastic friend. You've held me up when my friends broke me down, and you've always been ready to defend me when I needed it. Andrew is the newest friend I have, although now one of the closest. We may bitch at eachother, but he's honestly sweet and he's been one of the goofiest people I have ever met. He's been somewhat of a wake up call to me. Aaron, my little Mousey. We've fought for most of this year, and disagree'd beyond belief, but I know, hope, you'll always be here for me. You'll always be my therapist! Chrissy, what can I say? He was my favourite person to laugh with for the most part of this year. Yes, he is a complete dork with his Final Fantasy and racing love, but he's sweet and adorable and normally here for me when I need him. Lastly, but definatly not least, my baby boy Cameron. It's been what, seven months now? He's the closest I've been to anyone. He's my gaurdian angel, my secret teller, my best friend, my brother, my boyfriend, my steady. He's perfect. We fit perfectly together, like pieces to a puzzle. I love you guys so much!
So what does this mean? I guess I'm trying to say that I hope 2008 will top this, because life isn't worth living without change! I hope to keep my friends around me, my happiness up. Maybe I'll even stop being bi-polar! Hah! Let's hope this year unfolds to be beautiful, not only for your own personnal lives, but for everything around you. I hope I'll grow more, learn more about myself and what I'm capable of. To test my boundaries of self confidence and break through them, to start something new. To learn that life can suck beyond belief, but it can be beautiful. To always smile and frown less, to laugh and goof off and stop trying to act cool. To always be my weird self, and screw everyone who hates it. So, good-bye 2007, it's been great, but it's time to start again!
Happy New Years Everyone!
Let's Usher 2008 In With A Smile Upon Our Faces!
~Love Fifi

]]> ~FiFuMs http://FiFuMs.deviantart.com/journal/15743365/ http://FiFuMs.deviantart.com/journal/15743365/ Sat, 22 Dec 2007 15:30:52 PST AHH!!
He, (I was told it was a he, but I swear it was a her) was so perfect for me! It's like, when you see that one dress or something that you just NEED, well I just NEED this damn dog! I'm craving the little thing.
I mean, I've wanted a dog my whole life, their so great.
But I've never wanted a certain dog like I've wanted this one! He stole my heart!!
AHHHHH!!!!
Someone save me!
Either that, or donate some money so I can buy him.
I want him T_______T

]]> ~FiFuMs