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        <pubDate>Mon, 07 Dec 2009 21:53:48 PST</pubDate>        
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                <title>Holy jfdhsldifhslidufhsdljifhsd!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 29 Nov 2009 08:48:55 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ My 1 year anniversary with my boyfriend is coming up in December! YAY! I'm so excited. He's probably gonna take me to the mall that day and bring me to the cheesecake factory. ^-^<br /><br />Also, I'm gonna have another Christmas party this year! I'm sure it won't be as fun as last year's, but that's okay. I have to start making invitations soon. <br /><br />I don't know how much fun Christmas Eve will be for me, though. My grandparents moved from a few towns away all the way to Florida. I used to go to their house every Christmas Eve. I really miss them and I hope I can still have a nice Christmas Eve, even though it'll never be the same...<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>I've decided that...</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 05 Nov 2009 11:46:15 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Maybe it's time to let go. Sometimes it's best to not talk to people if they're not giving enough effort, or if they're not giving any effort at all to get in touch with you. I've realized that there are some people in my life that just don't try to contact me, whether they're family or friends. I don't know if it's because they don't care, or if they're just busy, but it doesn't matter. I've tried so many times to keep them in my life and be a part of theirs as well, but it's so hard when you give them your all and get nothing in return. It's painful too, knowing that you're thinking about them often and they probably hardly think of you. I know I'm not the top priority in everyone's life, and I never expected to be, but when someone never ever talks to you at all, you end up feeling like their last priority. <br /><br />Things change in people's lives. Over time, you learn to accept it and move on.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Holy crap.</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 20 Oct 2009 19:27:49 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I read this amazing book today called "Beastly." It was awesome. And I hardly read books, but I've realized that I should start reading more. The most recent books I've read (aside from the Twilight saga, which I'm getting rather sick of reading over and over again) are: "The Astonishing Adventures of Fanboy and Goth Girl" (which was a great book), and "Beastly", which was an awesome book, too. "The Astonishing Adventures of Fanboy and Goth Girl" is a book about a boy that doesn't fit in in high school and only has one best friend, but when he meets a goth girl named Kyra, a bunch of crazy stuff happens. "Beastly" is basically a teenage version of Beauty and the Beast, but it's a little different than the kiddie Disney version. I won't spoil it for you, so go read the books! >;D<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>It'll be okay.</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 28 Sep 2009 07:01:36 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Things have been a little rough lately. School drama and all that other bull crap really needs to stop. I kind of just hate school and I want to graduate already. I know it's not easy in the outside world, and I know things are very hard from what I've heard and seen. I'm going to be getting myself a job soon so I can start saving up money for a car/apartment/college/whatever else. I don't care what it takes. Though, I've realized that throughout my life I've taken things a little bit too seriously. Today I'm going to push aside all of my goals and preparations for the future and have fun with my boyfriend. I think even though now's the time to start taking life seriously, maybe I've taken things too seriously too soon. Today is going to be our fun day to just relax and even get to know some more of our likes and dislikes. <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Woo!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 05 Sep 2009 09:52:51 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I'm gonna be a senior in a few days! <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/d/dance.gif" width="29" height="21" alt=":dance:" title="Dance!" /><br /><br />I thought my schedule kinda sucked when I first got it, but it's really not so bad! I have at least one friend in every class, which is great, and my boyfriend and I have lunch together! I'm so excited! <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br /><br />Cheers to growing up! <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/a/aww.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":aww:" title="Aww" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>New Jersey, here I come!</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 20 Aug 2009 17:21:28 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So, I'm leaving for New Jersey tomorrow. Atlantic City, to be precise. I'm staying at a hotel with my grandparents for one night. It's going to be awesome! The last time I stayed at a hotel was when I went to Atlantic City 5 years ago. Only 4 more years 'til I can hit the slots. >:3<br /><br />On Saturday, we're leaving Atlantic City to go to my aunt's house. She's not my aunt by blood, but she's a really close friend of my grandparents and she's the sweetest woman ever. :] I've never been to her house before, so I'm really excited to see her! <br /><br />I hope you'll all miss me, because I'll miss all of you! :3 <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Home sweet home.</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 27 Jul 2009 08:01:07 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I'm back at my house for a day or two. It actually feels really weird. I started to get used to my Grandma's house, and her house always kind of felt like home, but now since I'm living there it feels that way even more. Also, my house smells different because my Grandparent's house smells like smoke (my Grandma smokes a LOT). <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/x/xd.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":XD:" title="XD" /> It's kind of sad that I don't even feel at home when I'm at my house. Not just because my room is basically empty (with most of the stuff out of it and the posters off my wall and whatnot), but I sort of feel like I don't really belong here anymore. I might as well get used to that feeling because I don't have that much time left here in this house anyway. I'll be going into my senior year of high school soon, so as it is unlikely, it still is possible that it's my last year living here. I doubt it, though. I couldn't afford an apartment right after high school because I don't have a job yet (even though I'm going to get one in the beginning of the school year), and I don't think I'd have enough money to pay for one even if someone else lived there with me. College costs a lot of money, and paying for rent would make it a lot harder. I don't think my parents would make me pay rent to live at my house if I go to college.<br /><br />Well, enough of my rambling. I'll figure out what I'm doing when the time comes.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>I'm starting over.</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 19 Jul 2009 22:08:15 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ For those of you who didn't know, I moved to my Grandma's house today. I'm going to be living there for almost the rest of the summer! It's pretty cool since I'm really close to where <a href="http://luna-roo.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/l/u/luna-roo.gif" alt=":iconluna-roo:" title="luna-roo"/></a> lives, making it easier to have sleepovers and such. My Grandparents are leaving this Thursday for Florida so they can go house hunting, and they'll be gone for 6 days, so I'll be watching the house for them (and maybe even have sleepovers when they're gone ;D). Hopefully things will start looking up soon! :]<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Stop the world, I wanna get off.</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 28 Jun 2009 19:17:46 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Seriously, I can't keep living like this anymore. Everyday is all the same. Wake up, do nothing. I need something new in my life. I don't want to live here anymore. I want to get out of here. Who's with me?<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Screw you, YouTube.</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 27 Jun 2009 10:55:16 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Two of my YouTube accounts have been suspended for copyright infringement. Actually, one of them was, and since you can't have other accounts, the other one was. YouTube has sucked ever since Google bought it. I was going to retire from AMV making anyway, but it pisses me off that most of the videos that I had on there can never be retrieved ever again. Thank YOU, YouTube, for being the biggest asshole a website has ever been to their users. <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br /><br /><br />Oh, and R.I.P. to Michael Jackson and Farrah Fawcett. You are forever missed. <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Holy poop!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 20 Jun 2009 08:48:21 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I can't believe it's my 6 month anniversary today. This is the longest I've ever been in a relationship before. Hooray for long relationships! <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /><br /><br />I took all of my tests already so it's summer now! Hopefully I didn't fail the chemistry regents. Oh well. I wouldn't have to worry about it right now anyway even if I did. <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br /><br />(And ahhh, my mood thing isn't changing so it still says that I'm in a compassionate mood right now. <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/x/xd.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":XD:" title="XD" />)<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Junior Prom...</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 17 May 2009 16:10:43 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ...was amazing. I had a really great time dancing and having fun with my boyfriend and my friends. It took a little while to get my boyfriend to dance with me, but he did, and he's absolutely adorable. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> Slow dancing was the best part. We were crammed in on the dance floor and kept bumping into people, but at some parts it felt like we were the only ones there. He looked stunning in the tux that he wore. I couldn't have asked for anyone better than him. Our 5 month anniversary is coming up on the 20th, and I couldn't be happier...<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>From now on, things will be better.</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 28 Apr 2009 19:36:50 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ It's been a very rough 4 days. I'm glad my best friend and I have decided to stay good friends, despite the hard times we've been through lately. I think it's for the best, since our problems usually get our friends involved, and it doesn't help much. That's because everyone only hears one side of the story and doesn't hear the other. Miscommunication is very common with us, I guess. Maybe change isn't so bad. I've started to get closer to another group of friends recently, and it's kind of nice. I'd never desert my old friends, but I just want to avoid all of the problems for now. I'm hoping for a fresh start with the new friends I've made, and even though they act like a bunch of immature idiots sometimes, I think a little bit of fun is what I need. I've had to act careful around everyone, careful not to offend anyone with anything that comes out of my mouth. I always try to word things carefully, but sometimes that doesn't happen. I've actually gotten more immature as I grew older (since I got tired of the responsibility of always doing good in school), but it's good to know how to have fun instead of always working your ass off all the time. As we get older, we're supposed to try to stay kind of like a kid, innocent and everything, even though the innocence tends to fade. I never want to forget how to be a kid. Before you know it, you'll be old and forget how to have fun. I want to live this life and take everything day by day, living each second as if it were my last. This life doesn't last forever, so I might as well enjoy it while I can. Besides, junior prom is coming up! I'm extremely excited for it and I'm going to get a dress this week, probably Thursday. It's going to be the night of my life. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Kill me please.</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 13 Apr 2009 16:01:52 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ -sigh- Have you ever been really crushed when someone you love had to leave? And you feel even worse when you can't go with them? That's how I feel right now. I also really don't want to go back to school tomorrow. I have a chemistry take home test that I don't understand for the most part, and I'm probably going to fail chemistry again this quarter. To top it off, a video game my friend lent me keeps freezing at this one part, so I can't get any further in the game. My parents wouldn't take me to Wal-Mart today because they're assholes. I really wanted to buy the game myself so I could return my friend's game to him, but I guess I can't do that now, and I can't play the game either. This sucks. >.><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Have you ever felt like...</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 23 Mar 2009 14:11:51 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ people take you for granted? Right now I'm just feeling a little bit hurt. Have you ever cared for someone so much that they're all you think about? And then it hurts you when they hurt you or let you down? I feel like that every now and then. Sometimes I don't know what to do. Sometimes I feel like I want to give up...but then again, I can't. I can't give up. You know the saying "You don't know what you got until it's gone"? Well, that's how it'd be if I gave up. I can't let that happen again. I can't. I just want someone to love me...and to respect me. That's all I've ever wished for my entire life.     <br /><br />It's just, I've...lost so much these past few years. There were gains too, but along with gaining, I've lost a lot as well. Like finally meeting one of my brothers...and then finding out that the other one died a few years prior. How do you think that could make someone feel? And with my first love a few years back. Finally feeling loved for the first time, and then finding out that I was just the girl on the side. Well, that doesn't matter to me much anymore since you can't really expect to be with your first love forever. xD; Though the 2 months after that were the dark ages of my life because it felt like it took forever to get over him. But you know what made me happy? The things that kept me going through those hard times. Along with that loss, I met my best friend a few weeks after I finally got over it. I may have lost a lot, but I gained something even better.<br /><br />I guess I've got to look at all the good things I've gained. I'm going to set a goal for myself. From now on, I'm going to try to make things better and not make things worse, no matter what mood I'm in. Hurt, angry, sad, whatever. I can't act on my emotions anymore. I've been trying not to, but I don't think I've been trying hard enough. I have to be strong. Not just for myself, but for everyone else, too.....<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Gah.</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 18 Mar 2009 18:07:37 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Today was okay. I surprised my boyfriend by going to his house today with some food since he was sick. Speaking of being sick, I am too. I haven't been in school for 2 days since the glands on my neck are really swollen. I have to get a blood test in the morning tomorrow to see what's up. It probably isn't that bad though, since I feel okay. It's just my neck that's bothering me. I really don't want to go back to school tomorrow. >.<;<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Snow day!</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 02 Mar 2009 09:39:14 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Yay! This is the first snow day we've had all year! My school is EXTREMELY cheap with snow days as it is, and I'm relieved that we got one today. We're not getting any days off for the next 5 weeks of school, so we might as well have a snow day today! It's still snowing outside pretty badly right now, so hopefully we'll get another one tomorrow. >:3 That would be really awesome. As much as I love seeing my friends and my boyfriend at school, at least I don't have to wake up early and do work! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=D" title="=D (Big Grin)" /><br /><br />And isn't it a bit weird that we're having a snowstorm in March? Spring is supposed to be starting soon. I think the seasons are a bit off. It's still nice to have a break, though. <br /><br />Anyway, I'm in my boyfriend's band now! It's pretty cool being lead singer, but it's a bit nerve-racking too. I've only learned about 2 songs, and I need to learn quite a few more. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/animesweat.gif" width="19" height="19" alt="^^;" title="Sweating a little..." /> I hope we don't have to play shows anytime soon, because I am SO not ready for that. I need to break out of my stage fright. >.<;<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Life update.</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 26 Feb 2009 14:47:12 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Wow, a lot has happened since I've last updated this journal. Well, my 2 month anniversary with my boyfriend was on the 20th. Oh, and on Valentine's Day, he took me to a really expensive restaurant. The bill turned out to be a lot of money, and he paid it all because he really loves me. I felt like a big useless idiot for costing him that much money, but he told me I was worth every penny. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> 139 bucks is a lot, isn't it? <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/animesweat.gif" width="19" height="19" alt="^^;" title="Sweating a little..." /><br /><br />Speaking of money, I should get a job. I haven't even gotten my working papers yet. I need to start saving up for college because parents are retarded and always force you to do things you don't want to do. It's not that I don't want to go to college, but seriously, what else am I supposed to do? Be a bum and live on the street? <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/x/xd.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":XD:" title="XD" /> I have to make money SOMEHOW. It's not like I'm going to marry someone rich. Not that I'd want to anyway. I'd rather be in love and struggle with money than not be in love and not have to struggle with money.<br /><br />ANYWAY, I'm going to go and eat some more croutons now. Bye. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=D" title="=D (Big Grin)" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>You know what?</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 02 Feb 2009 18:43:31 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Your mom's a bimbo, and so are you. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>It's inevitable.</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 01 Feb 2009 10:16:10 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I've come to realize that life is meaningless as we all struggle to find our true purpose in life; love. And even for those who think they've found it, death is inevitable.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>ENGLISH REGENTS!</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 26 Jan 2009 17:53:53 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Holy bologna. I'm so worried about passing the english regents. I payed attention in class a lot when we were reviewing, and I'm trying my best to remember the format of the essays, but nothing seems to be working. >.< I'M SO WORRIED! Hold me! -goes to cry in a corner- I had to write 4 essays that were due today, and I couldn't do any of them without looking up essays online that were already done last year. I feel so hopeless. I really hope I pass...I also have a social studies midterm on Thursday, which I'm not as worried about but I don't think I do well. I love my history teacher, it's just that his teaching methods are kind of hippie-ish. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/x/xd.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":XD:" title="XD" /> Not only that, I always fall asleep in his class. Mid-terms are important, but they're not as important as a regents. That's why I don't really care about it. I should, though, since I don't think I'm doing so well in his class. I think I'm just barely passing or something. I passed intermediate algebra this quarter with a 67. I'm so pathetic. My parents will probably get angry at me for getting such a low grade, but truthfully, I don't really care as long as I pass. I have too many other classes to pass. On the bright side, I'm dropping Spanish 4! It's too stressful for me since I have other classes that are more important. I also dropped photo 1 since I don't need it. I already did photo club last year, so they'd be teaching me stuff I already know how to do. <br /><br />Besides all of that school crap, life's okay. Nothing wonderful, nothing really sucky either. I went to the mall yesterday with my best friend, Marisa. I bought a whole bunch of stuff, including these awesome pink and red cheetah pants at Hot Topic. They were expensive, but so worth it. I spent all of my $85, plus a $25 gift card for Hot Topic. I didn't spend it all at the mall, but I ended up spending the last of my $18 renting two guitar hero video games. Turns out, one of the games didn't work on my ps2, and then the batteries to the wireless guitar died. What's WORSE is that I can't find any more Triple A batteries to replace them. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/x/xd.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":XD:" title="XD" /> Oh well. I might as well study for the regents tomorrow anyway.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~FinalFantasyPsycho</author>
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                <title>Holy Bologna.</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 19 Jan 2009 17:43:56 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Tomorrow is mine and my boyfriend's month anniversary. For real. O__O It went by so quickly! I still can't believe I have someone who loves me so much. I REALLY wanted to get him something, but I didn't get the chance to go anywhere. Not only that, he came over THREE TIMES this weekend. I think we spent too much time together. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/x/xd.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":XD:" title="XD" /> I still did enjoy being in his presence, though. ^^ I think we'll love seeing each other even more when we haven't had any alone time, though. Too much time together can make you sick of the other person, and I really wouldn't want that to happen. We're trying to take things as slow as possible, which is also good. Hooray for self-control! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=D" title="=D (Big Grin)" /> <br /><br />I actually can't wait until tomorrow. I wish I could go on that trip to see the Presidential Inauguration, but my essay wasn't good enough. -_- I'll probably sneak into Cafe 3 to chill with my friends Rajiv and Alexandra. That way I can watch the Inauguration and actually not eat lunch by myself! I don't know. I probably won't have the guts to go into another cafe since I'm such a chicken about getting caught. >.<; That's another problem I've got; I don't take risks. OR, I'll take risks at the wrong time. I'm such a retard. >.> Anyway, I'm just hoping for a great day tomorrow...<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~FinalFantasyPsycho</author>
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                <title>^___^</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 12 Jan 2009 14:09:20 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well, today was alright. It was a normal day at school, and I got to hangout with my (wonderful) boyfriend after school. Mr. Z was being annoying and kicked us out of the orchestra room because we're not allowed to hangout while the jazz band performs anymore. -_- So we crashed at Young Publisher's with some friends of mine. Mr Cauchi is always so interesting. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/x/xd.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":XD:" title="XD" /> After that, my mom picked me up and I went and got my haircut! I have to admit, it looks pretty hippie-ish. xD I feel like I'm in the 1960's. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> It's not as awesome as my old haircut, but it doesn't look so bad on me. We also went to King Kullen and Rite Aid (where I spent almost all of my 20 dollars). It felt great to get out again, even though it wasn't something special. When I was getting my haircut, I saw an old friend of mine that I used to be close with in elementary school. We talked for a little bit after I was finished getting my haircut. It's great to talk to some old friends after a long while. ^^ Also, I started writing a song for my boyfriend after an amazing time with him on Friday. I finished the song today. All I have to do is keep practicing, and I'll have it down! Hopefully I'll get it down soon so I can show him. Or maybe I shouldn't let him hear it until his birthday? I don't know. I don't think I can wait a few weeks to show him. I think I'm gonna let him hear the song next time he comes over my house. I named the song "I'll Be Waiting," because I think it has a lot to do with what's going on. ^___^ I love him so much already, and I can't wait to see him again at school tomorrow. Life's not the greatest right now, but it could be worse! I can't wait for the future...<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~FinalFantasyPsycho</author>
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                <title>Life's okay.</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 04 Jan 2009 15:46:24 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Yeah, so the sleepover I had with my friends was awesome on Saturday. We reminisced on old TV shows that were taken off of Cartoon Network and Nickelodeon. Gabi's house is so fun. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=D" title="=D (Big Grin)" /> I fell asleep around 6 in the morning. We woke up around 10:45 and I ate 5 waffles. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/x/xd.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":XD:" title="XD" /> My mom picked me up around 2:45 and I got to my boyfriend's house by 3. I had an okay time there. ^^ I felt fat since I ate 3 pieces of pizza. We watched Benny Hill. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/x/xd.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":XD:" title="XD" /> I was kind of upset when I had to leave. I wish I could've taken him with me...-sigh- I think I like hanging out at my house better, for once. Parents can be very annoying. I can't wait to move out. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br /><br />And today sucks since I have to do my math take home test. It says on the paper that it's due Wednesday, but I could've sworn that my teacher said it was due the day we got back. Ahh, I don't know. I'll try to do as much as I can tonight. <br /><br />Life's okay right now. Nothing super great, but nothing that's really horrible. I guess things'll go back to normal once I go back to school tomorrow. This break was way too long. >.< And even though school's not so great, at least I'll get to see my boyfriend without any annoying parents involved. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=D" title="=D (Big Grin)" /><br /><br />I'm happy that (almost) everyone finds me and him great together. There are very few people who have problems with us together, but I could really careless. Everyone's made mistakes in their lives, and it's best to leave it at that once they put it behind them. It's when people keep making the same mistake over and over again that you're supposed to say something about it. Then again, when you gossip and complain about everything, that's not cool either. When you judge people, you're going to get it done right back to you whether someone does it on purpose or not. As long as you learn from your mistakes, it's alright. I'm trying my best to do good in everything that I do, and who knows if it's working or not? It's just the fact that I'm trying. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~FinalFantasyPsycho</author>
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                <title>No means no.</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 03 Jan 2009 01:58:17 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well, I've been thinking a lot, and I've realized that a lot of people are stupid. Especially the people who don't understand the meaning of the word "no." Peer pressure sucks, but when it comes to that, grow a set of balls and say no already. Unless you're a girl, and in that case, just say no. When people try to force you into things that you don't want to do, it's stupid to just go along with it. I have to say, my boyfriend respects me a LOT. He respects my beliefs and doesn't go further than I'm comfortable with. Speaking of which, girls who don't say no to certain things will end up with horrible consequences. <br /><br />Boyfriend: "Hey, wanna have sex?"<br />Girlfriend: "Um, I really don't want to, but okay."<br /><br />Talk about idiotic. What if they end up pregnant? OOPS. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/x/xd.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":XD:" title="XD" /><br /><br />Haha. I'm just saying, IT COULD HAPPEN TO YOU. <br /><br />NOTE: Just to let you guys know, this has absolutely NOTHING to do with me. I was just setting an example for some (stupid) people who have NO idea what they're doing. <br /><br />P.S. JUST SAY NO. NO MEANS NO! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>My first date...</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 26 Dec 2008 20:06:12 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ...was amazing. My wonderful boyfriend and I went to the movie theater and saw "Yes Man." It was a really funny movie. After the movie, we walked over to Dunkin Donuts and we got some hot chocolate. It burned my tongue, but I'm alright. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/x/xd.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":XD:" title="XD" /> His mom picked us up and brought us back to his house for a little while. I was going to go home after that, but they invited me to a family dinner, and I went with him. It was pretty fun, and the food was amazing. To tell you the truth, I didn't care where we were as long as I was with him. His family was really nice! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/w00t.gif" width="23" height="23" alt=":w00t:" title="w00t!" /> After dinner, I didn't want to go home. I wanted to stay with him for the rest of my life and never leave his side. When I got home, I started listening to music and partying in my room (which was unusual since I'm sick with a really stuffy nose). I was so giggly. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/g/giggle.gif" width="17" height="15" alt=":giggle:" title="Giggle" /> Throughout the whole day, he kept wanting to kiss me. I warned him that I had a cold, but he said he didn't care. His kisses are so amazing...I definitely want to go on another date. Holding hands was wonderful. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/d/date.gif" width="36" height="22" alt=":date:" title="Date" /> I wanted to <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/sing.gif" width="29" height="20" alt=":sing:" title="Singing" /> my heart out (even though I sound horrible since I'm sick). I wish I could be with him for the rest of my life...<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~FinalFantasyPsycho</author>
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                <title>&lt;3</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 21 Dec 2008 12:45:29 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well, last night was one of the best nights of my life. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> My Christmas party was amazing. We all had so much fun! My special someone was there with me. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> It was so funny, because his parents came to pick him up around 10, and them and my mom ended up talking for 3 hours. O___O We got an extra 3 hours to be with each other! I felt kind of bad ignoring my friends for a little while, but I heard them laughing in the other room and it seemed like they were having fun. We were waiting until our friend's New Year's party so we could kiss at midnight, but...he kissed me. And it was so amazing to have kissed someone after so long. We tried to take things as slow as possible, and I know kissing after only one week sounds kind of rushed, but it really wasn't. It was the longest week of my life. I have to admit, I was a bit nervous, but everything turned out wonderful. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> He loves and respects me so much...I'm so thankful to have someone as great as him. And our parents are pretty chill with each other, so it's all good! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> We might hangout this Friday. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/d/dance.gif" width="29" height="21" alt=":dance:" title="Dance!" /> I've fallen in love so quickly...it's such a great feeling. I was so mesmerized about everything after he left. I wanted to shout to the world and sing so loudly, but it was 1 in the morning, so I couldn't do that. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/x/xd.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":XD:" title="XD" /> A bunch of my friends stayed over for the night, and it was great. I was the first one to fall asleep, but I still had so much fun. All the presents were so awesome, and the memories we shared were even better. It turns out that one of his good friends kissed his girlfriend for the first time too! So we basically have the same anniversary as them. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/x/xd.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":XD:" title="XD" /> It's kind of weird, but pretty amazing too. I'm so glad to have found the right guy. I truly believe that even after one week, this will last a long time. He loves me so much...and I love him too. I thank God for everything, because without Him, I would never, ever, find true love.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~FinalFantasyPsycho</author>
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                <title>Finally...&lt;3</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 13 Dec 2008 14:47:23 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well, today was a good day. I just found out that a guy friend I sorta kinda like sorta kinda likes me back. We haven't know each other long, but still. -sigh- I somehow guessed it coming, and I'm so happy. I'm going to be friends with him first, of course. I want to get to know him more. The only hard part is my mom. She wants any guy I date to be Christian. I want to obey her. I want to be with someone who loves God. I really do. It's just that I'm in high school right now, and I'm not going to take things as seriously as I would if I was older. I don't want to sin against my God by being with someone who doesn't love Him like I do, but I do wonder what I can do. I want to somehow help lead all of my friends to God. I don't want my friends to go to Hell. I love all of them so much. Sometimes things that seem bad can end up being good things. I hope this is the beginning of something good. I pray to God that He won't be upset with me dating someone who isn't a Christian. You never know what'll happen, though. Only God knows if this is good or not. But, it's up to me to find out for myself. I won't make the same mistake I made with my first boyfriend. I want to see where this friendship will lead to. Maybe one day everything will change.....<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~FinalFantasyPsycho</author>
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                <title>Yayyy. =D</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 11 Dec 2008 17:21:53 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I actually had a great day today! I had a decent time at school, then I stayed after school with some buddies. Then I went on the bus with Luna back to her house. I played Rock Band with her bro, and we watched some Family Guy episodes. Her house is all Christmas'd up! I wanted to do that to my house, but after I got home, I couldn't find any inside lights for the house up in the attic. Hopefully I can make the house all nice for my Christmas party on the 20th. ^___^ This week has been pretty rough on me so far, but today's been good. I hope tomorrow will be fun too! ^^<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>I hate my life.</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 10 Dec 2008 15:23:17 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I hate my life. I'm always left out of everything. My mom's going to a concert in NYC all by herself. And her excuse for me not going is that I already missed one day today. I DON'T FREAKING MISS SCHOOL ALL THE TIME. I JUST WANT TO GO WITH HER. Yeah, I may be throwing a tantrum. I may be acting like a child. BUT I DON'T CARE. I JUST WANT TO GET AWAY FROM HERE. We never go anywhere together. She's always taken my brother places. But not me. I don't even want to go to school anymore. I just want to get out of here. I'm tired of everyone leaving me out of everything. I hate my family. I hate living here. I want to leave. And it doesn't help being this upset on the 3 year anniversary of my oldest brother's death. I don't even want to be here anymore. I'm tired of all the pain. I'm tired of being left behind all the time. I'm tired of being treated like crap from my brother Andrew. I'm tired of not being appreciated. I can't take this anymore...<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~FinalFantasyPsycho</author>
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                <title>Movies. =D</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 01 Dec 2008 14:58:54 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ () Rocky Horror Picture Show<br />() Grease<br />(x) Pirates of the Caribbean<br />(x) Pirates of the Caribbean 2: Dead Man's Chest<br />() Boondock Saints<br />() Fight Club<br />(x) Starsky and Hutch<br />(x) Neverending Story<br />() Blazing Saddles<br />() Airplane<br />Total: 4<br /><br />(x) The Princess Bride<br />() AnchorMan<br />(x) Napoleon Dynamite<br />() Labyrinth<br />() Saw<br />() Saw II<br />() White Noise<br />() White Oleander<br />(x) Anger Management<br />(x) 50 First Dates<br />(x) The Princess Diaries<br />() The Princess Diaries 2: Royal Engagement<br />Total so far: 9<br /><br />() Scream 2<br />() Scream 3<br />() Scary Movie<br />(x) Scary Movie 2<br />(x) Scary Movie 3<br />() Scary Movie 4<br />() American Pie 2<br />() American Wedding<br />() American Pie Band Camp<br />Total so far: 11<br /><br />(x) Harry Potter 1<br />(x) Harry Potter 2<br />() Harry Potter 3<br />() Harry Potter 4<br />() Resident Evil 1<br />() Resident Evil 2<br />(x) The Wedding Singer<br />() Little Black Book<br />() The Village<br />() Lilo & Stitch<br />Total so far: 14<br /><br />(x) Finding Nemo<br />() Finding Neverland<br />() Signs<br />() The Grinch<br />() Texas Chainsaw Massacre<br />() Texas Chainsaw Massacre: The Beginning<br />(x) White Chicks<br />() Butterfly Effect<br />() Suddenly 30<br />() I, Robot<br />() Robots<br />Total so far: 16<br /><br />(x) Dodgeball: A True Underdog Story<br />() Universal Soldier<br />() Lemony Snicket: A Series Of Unfortunate Events<br />() Along Came Polly<br />() Deep Impact<br />() KingPin<br />() Never Been Kissed<br />(x) Meet The Parents<br />(x) Meet the Fockers<br />(x) Eight Crazy Nights<br />(x) Joe Dirt<br />(x) KING KONG<br />Total so far: 22<br /><br />() A Cinderella Story<br />() The Terminal<br />() The Lizzie McGuire Movie<br />() Passport to Paris<br />() Dumb & Dumber<br />() Dumber & Dumberer<br />() Final Destination<br />() Final Destination 2<br />(x) Final Destination 3<br />(x) Halloween<br />(x) The Ring<br />() The Ring 2<br />() Surviving X-MAS<br />(x) Flubber<br />Total so far: 26<br /><br />() Harold & Kumar Go To White Castle<br />() Practical Magic<br />() Chicago<br />() Ghost Ship<br />() From Hell<br />() Hellboy<br />(x) Secret Window<br />(x) I Am Sam<br />(x) The Whole Nine Yards<br />() The Whole Ten Yards<br />Total so far: 29<br /><br />() The Day After Tomorrow<br />() Child's Play<br />() Seed of Chucky <br />(x) Bride of Chucky<br />() Ten Things I Hate About You<br />(x) Just Married<br />(x) Gothika<br />(x) Nightmare on Elm Street--I've seen a few parts of it.<br />(x) Sixteen Candles--I've seen part of it.<br />(x) Remember the Titans<br />( ) Coach Carter<br />() The Grudge<br />(x) The Grudge 2<br />() The Mask<br />() Son Of The Mask<br />Total so far: 34<br /><br />() Bad Boys<br />() Bad Boys 2<br />() Joy Ride<br />() Lucky Number Seven<br />() Ocean's Eleven<br />() Ocean's Twelve<br />() Bourne Identity<br />() Bourne Supremecy<br />() Lone Star<br />() Bedazzled<br />() Predator I<br />() The Fog<br />(x) Ice Age<br />(x) Ice Age 2: The Meltdown<br />() Curious George<br />Total so far: 36<br /><br />(x) Independence Day<br />() Cujo<br />() A Bronx Tale<br />() Darkness Falls<br />() Christine<br />() ET<br />() Children of the Corn<br />() My Boss's Daughter<br />(x) Maid in Manhattan<br />() War of the Worlds<br />(x) Rush Hour<br />(x) Rush Hour 2<br />Total so far: 40<br /><br />() Best Bet<br />(x) How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days<br />(x) She's All That<br />() Calendar Girls<br />() Sideways<br />() Mars Attacks<br />() Event Horizon<br />() Ever After<br />() Wizard of Oz<br />(x) Forrest Gump<br />() Big Trouble in Little China<br />() The Terminator<br />() The Terminator 2<br />() The Terminator 3<br />Total so far: 43<br /><br />() X-Men<br />() X-2<br />() X-3<br />(x) Spider-Man<br />(x) Spider-Man 2<br />() Sky High<br />() Jeepers Creepers<br />() Jeepers Creepers 2<br />() Catch Me If You Can<br />(x) The Little Mermaid<br />(x) Freaky Friday<br />() Reign of Fire<br />() The Skulls<br />() Cruel Intentions<br />() Cruel Intentions 2<br />(x) The Hot Chick<br />(x) Shrek<br />(x) Shrek 2<br />Total so far: 50<br /><br />() Swimfan<br />(x) Miracle on 34th street<br />(x) Old School<br />(x) The Notebook<br />() K-Pax<br />() Krippendorf's Tribe<br />() A Walk to Remember<br />() Ice Castles<br />() Boogeyman<br />(x) The 40-year-old-virgin<br />Total so far: 54<br /><br />(x) Lord of the Rings Fellowship of the Ring<br />() Lord of the Rings The Two Towers<br />() Lord of the Rings Return Of the King<br />() Indiana Jones and the Raiders of the Lost Ark<br />() Indiana Jones and the Temple of Doom<br />() Indiana Jones and the Last Crusade<br />Total so far: 55<br /><br />() Baseketball<br />() Hostel<br />() Waiting for Guffman<br />() House of 1000 Corpses<br />() Devils Rejects<br />(x) Elf<br />() Highlander<br />() Mothman Prophecies<br />(x) American History X -- I saw a pa... ]]></description>
                <author>~FinalFantasyPsycho</author>
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                <title>101 Truths.</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 30 Nov 2008 19:30:35 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ 001. Real name â Andrea.<br />002. Nickname â Andrizzle.<br />003. Status â Single for a LONG time.<br />004. Zodiac sign â Cancer.<br />005. Male or female â Female.<br />006. Elementary â school was great. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=D" title="=D (Big Grin)" /><br />007. Middle School â sucked big time.<br />009. Smart â Sure?<br />010. Hair color â Medium-dark brown.<br />011. Long or short â Medium to long.<br />012. Loud or Quiet â Quiet when you don't know me, loud when you're my friend. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=D" title="=D (Big Grin)" /><br />013. Sweats or Jeans â Jeans<br />014. Phone or Camera â Both. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=D" title="=D (Big Grin)" /><br />015. Health freak Â Nopes.<br />016. Drink or Smoke? â Neither.<br />017. Do you have a crush on someone? â Who knows?<br />018. Eat or Drink â Eat. ;D<br />019. Piercings â Ears.<br />020. Tattoos â Nopes.<br /><br />FIRSTS:<br />023. First piercing â Ears.<br />024. First best friend â I'm not so sure.<br />025. First award â I don't remember.<br />026. First crush â <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/x/xd.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":XD:" title="XD" /><br />027. First pet â Tammy, a german shepherd.<br />028. First big vacation â Driving in a truck to Florida. -_-<br />030. First big birthday â I dunno.<br /><br />CURRENTLY:<br />049. Eating Â Nothing.<br />050. Drinking â Nothing.<br />052. I'm about to â straighten my hair.<br />053. Listening to â "4 Minutes" by Madonna.<br />054. Plans for today â Sleep.<br />55. Waiting for â Christmas. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /><br /><br />YOUR FUTURE:<br />058. Want kids? â When I'm married.<br />059. Want to get married? â Yes.<br />060. Careers in mind â Singer, Actress, Director, Producer, Voice Actor, Dancer...<br /><br />WHICH IS BETTER WITH GIRL/BOY?<br />068. Lips or eyes â Eyes.<br />070. Shorter or taller? Â Taller, thank you.<br />072. Romantic or spontaneous â Both, but a bit more on the romantic side.<br />073. Nice stomach or nice arms â Both. I don't want someone too skinny or too big. And I want him to be able to carry me with no problems. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=D" title="=D (Big Grin)" /><br />074. Sensitive or loud â Both, but more sensitive.<br />075. Hook-up or relationship â Relationship.<br />077. Trouble maker or hesitant â Somewhere in the middle.<br /><br />HAVE YOU EVER:<br />080. Lost glasses/contacts â Nopes. Don't wear 'em. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br />081. Ran away from home â Almost.<br />084. Broken someones heart â Who knows?<br />085. Been arrested â No.<br />087. Cried when someone died â Yes.<br /><br />DO YOU BELIEVE IN:<br />089. Yourself â Sometimes, but not usually.<br />090. Miracles â Yes.<br />091. Love at first sight â Sometimes.<br />092. Heaven â Yes.<br />093. Santa clause â Not anymore. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/x/xd.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":XD:" title="XD" /><br />094. Sex on the first date â NOOO. I want to be married first, thank you.<br />095. Kiss on the first date â Hmm...maybe. Depending on the guy. I haven't been on any dates though, so that sucks for me. -_-<br /><br />ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:<br />097. Is there one person you want to be with right now â Maybe...<br />098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life â No.<br />099. Do you believe in God â Yes, I do. <br />100. Do you believe you are insane â No.<br />101. Post as 101 truths and tag â Thanks, but no thanks. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~FinalFantasyPsycho</author>
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                <title>-long sigh-</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 27 Nov 2008 11:06:21 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Sometimes I feel so useless. The fact the a lot of kids my age have jobs and always have something to do makes me sad. No one's ever able to hangout with me anymore because they're busy with their friends, or they have to work. You know? It's not fair. Then I'm stuck sitting at home, doing absolutely nothing and feeling useless until the point where I feel sick. Everyone else has so much to do, so much to live for. They actually have a life. Yeah, work might suck sometimes, but at least they're making money and putting themselves to use. Sitting home and doing nothing isn't fun, no matter how many people think it is. I never see my cousin anymore because she's always had plans with her friends. Now she has a job, and I can't even see her on Thanksgiving because tomorrow she has to work. Her brother's coming over today, but still...it's not fair. I feel like I'm being left behind by everyone else because they're so much further in life than I am. I feel like I'm the least successful person I know. I haven't accomplished anything important in life. Not one thing.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Update on my singing career and survey</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 17 Nov 2008 13:26:13 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Woo! As you may have already known, I made my school talent show! And tomorrow I'm going to sign up for my school singing competition called 'Longwood Idol'. I sucked last year and didn't make it, but I have a feeling I can make it this year. They only allow 8 people (4 boys and 4 girls) and there ought to be way more competition this year since last year was only the first time Longwood Idol took place. Wish me luck! The talent show was obviously much easier to get into since it's not a competition, it's just a show of amazing talent. :] Hopefully I can be in the talent show AND Longwood Idol. ;D<br /><br />Lastly, here's a fun survey for your patience! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br /><br /><br />How much of your teenage life have YOU screwed up?<br /><br />[x] gotten kissed<br />[] gotten a phone taken away in class<br />[] gotten suspended<br />[] gotten caught chewing gum<br />[] gotten caught cheating on a test<br />Total so far: 1<br /><br />[x] arrived late to class more than 5 times (In a year.)<br />[x] didn't do homework over 5 times<br />[] turned at least 3 projects in late.<br />[x] missed school just because you felt like it<br />[] laughed so loud you got kicked out of class<br /><br />Total so far: 4<br /><br />[x] got your mom, dad, etc to get you out of school<br />[] text people during class<br />[x] passed notes<br />[x] threw stuff across the room<br />[x] laughed at the teacher<br />Total so far: 8<br /><br />[] been in a fight at school, fist or verbal<br />[x] took pictures during school hours<br />[] called someone during school hours<br />[x] listened to iPod, CD, etc during school hours<br />[] skipped a class period<br />Total So Far: 10<br /><br />[] threw something at the teacher<br />[] went outside the classroom without permission<br />[] broke the dress code<br />[] failed a class<br />[x] ate food during class<br />Total So Far: 11<br /><br />[x] gotten a call from school<br />[] couldn't go on a field trip cause you behaved badly<br />[x] didn't take your stuff to school<br />[] given a teacher the finger when they weren't looking<br />[x] curse during class/school<br />total so far: 14<br /><br />[] faked your parents signature<br />[x] slept in class<br />[] cursed at your teacher<br />[x] copied homework<br />[] got in trouble with the principal-the vice principal<br />total So Far: 16<br /><br />Multiply by 3<br />grand total: 48<br /><br />post as "i screwed up __% of my teenage life"<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~FinalFantasyPsycho</author>
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                <title>=D</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 09 Nov 2008 12:20:17 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well, my mom SOMEHOW let me go to Janisse's sweet 16 (even though I suffered not going to Ashley's), and boy did I have a great time. My mom only half ruined my weekend. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> I had a really fun time. I wish my parents had the money so I could've been in the actual party, but besides that, it was great! I danced until my feet felt like they were going to fall off. Janisse looked gorgeous, and everyone in the party looked so good. The food was delicious (so much that I was in the bathroom 9879837498 times and for more than 5 minutes at a time), and everything was just great. I took a bunch of videos and pictures. I'll post some of the pictures up once I edit them and make them look all pretty. :3 I slept over Luna's house after the party was over. I did get picked up kind of early today. My freakin' mom sent my dad to pick me up without even speaking to me first, and that kind of ruined my day a little bit since I didn't want to come home and see my mom. Not only that, there's like nothing to do at home anyway, but at least I had a good time yesterday. I'm just going to sit at the computer and look back at the memories (and the memories I could've had. -_-). -sigh- Life doesn't always go the way you want it to, but I'm just glad the birthday girls had lots of fun at their parties. Moral of the story? Moms ruin everything. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=D" title="=D (Big Grin)" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~FinalFantasyPsycho</author>
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                <title>I hate my life to no extent.</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 06 Nov 2008 20:17:41 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ My mom makes me want to die. Everytime something great in my life comes up that makes me really excited and happy, she takes it away. She comes home from church today, comes in my room, takes some of my halloween candy and expects me not to have a bad attitude. Then I pack some more and ask her if I can have a bus pass to Luna's house so I can go to both sweet 16's. Then she tells me she doesn't like my attitude and isn't going to give me one, and then says that I can't go to both sweet sixteens that I had been looking forward to for months. I seriously can't take it. EVERYTIME SOMETHING WONDERFUL IN MY LIFE HAPPENS, SHE TAKES IT AWAY!!! SHE MAKES ME NEVER WANT TO WAKE UP AFTER I GO TO SLEEP. I JUST WANT TO MOVE OUT AND GET ON WITH MY LIFE WITHOUT HER. SHE ALWAYS RUINS EVERYTHING!!! Now my friends will be devastated since I can't go because my mom is a bitch about everything. I hate my life so much.....<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~FinalFantasyPsycho</author>
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                <title>iTunes Survey</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 29 Oct 2008 16:52:56 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ If your life was a movie, what would the soundtrack be?<br /><br />So, here's how it works:<br /><br />1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc)<br />2. Put it on shuffle<br />3. Press play<br />4. For every question, type the song that's playing<br />5. When you go to a new question, press the next button<br />6. Don't lie and try to pretend you're cool...<br /><br />Results<br /><br />Opening Credits: Stephen Lynch - Best Friends Song (xD)<br /><br />Waking Up: Weird Al - Constipated (XDDDD oh wow. I don't think I'd wake up constipated)<br /><br />First Day At School: Final Fantasy VIII - Eyes On Me (piano version)<br /><br />Fight Song: KC & Jojo - All My Life (so much for a fight song! XD)<br /><br />Prom: Jonas Brothers - Sorry (how emotional! =[)<br /><br />Life: Bon Jovi - Livin' On A Prayer (that's so true!)<br /><br />Mental Breakdown: Weird Al - Ebay (xDDD How does that make any sense!?)<br /><br />Driving: Linkin Park  - Pushing Me Away (Oh yeah...I'm an emo driver. xD)<br /><br />Flashback: The Romantics - What I Like About You (what a lively flashback!)<br /><br />Getting back together: Def Leppard - Tonight (That makes sense. ;D)<br /><br />Wedding: Digital Underground - The Humpty Dance (oh, that's a great wedding song. x________x)<br /><br />Birth of Child: Daft Punk - One More Time (NUUUUUU! NO MOAR CHILDRIN. xD)<br /><br />Funeral Song: Mayuko Aoki - Morning Glow (awww, I love that song. ^^)<br /><br />Final Battle: Avril Lavigne - Fall To Pieces<br /><br />End Credits: The Veronicas - Untouched (rofl. xD I love that song!)<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>100 Question Survey.</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 24 Oct 2008 14:05:34 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Stolen from Luna. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=D" title="=D (Big Grin)" /><br /><br />001. Real name â Andrea.<br /><br />002. Nickname â Andrizzle. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=D" title="=D (Big Grin)" /><br /><br />003. Status â Single. ;D<br /><br />004. Zodiac sign â Cancer/Monkey.<br /><br />005. Male or female â Female.<br /><br />006. Elementary â Graduated.<br /><br />007. Middle School â Graduated. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=D" title="=D (Big Grin)" /><br /><br />008. High School â 11th grade.<br /><br />009. Smart â Sometimes.<br /><br />010. Hair color â Brown.<br /><br />011. Long or short â Long.<br /><br />012. Loud or Quiet â Both.<br /><br />013. Sweats or Jeans â Jeans.<br /><br />014. Phone or Camera â Both.<br /><br />015. Health freak â Sometimes I can be one.<br /><br />016. Drink or Smoke? â Neither. :3<br /><br />017. Do you have a crush on someone? â Mebbe. ;D<br /><br />018. Eat or Drink â FOOD!?!!? CHOCOLATE!?!?!?!!?<br /><br />019. Piercings â One on each one.<br /><br />020. Tattoos â None for me!<br /><br /><br />FIRSTS:<br /><br />023. First piercing â Ears.<br /><br />024. First best friend â I don't remember. O.o<br /><br />025. First award â I don't remember that either. xD<br /><br />026. First crush â I was 3. :3<br /><br />027. First pet â Dog.<br /><br />028. First big vacation â Disney World with Grandma & Grandpa.<br /><br />030. First big birthday â I don't rememba!<br /><br />CURRENTLY:<br /><br />Uh....where did all the questions go!? It went straight from question 30 to 49! ?_?<br /><br />049. Eating â Nothing.<br /><br />050. Drinking â Nothing.<br /><br />052. I'm about to â finish this survey. xD<br /><br />053. Listening to â "Untouched" by The Veronicas.<br /><br />054. Plans for today â I dunno.<br /><br />055. Waiting for â MY HANDS AND FEET TO NOT BE COLD.<br /><br />YOUR FUTURE:<br /><br />058. Want kids? â Yups.<br /><br />059. Want to get married? â Oh yeah. ;D<br /><br />060. Careers in mind â Singer/Musician.<br /><br />WHICH IS BETTER WITH GIRL/BOY?<br /><br />068. Lips or eyes â Uh. Eyes.<br /><br />070. Shorter or taller? Â Taller, definitely. O.o<br /><br />072. Romantic or spontaneous â Both. =]<br /><br />073. Nice stomach or nice arms â Both. ;D<br /><br />074. Sensitive or loud â Both.<br /><br />075. Hook-up or relationship â Relationship.<br /><br />077. Trouble maker or hesitant â Neither.<br /><br />HAVE YOU EVER:<br /><br />080. Lost glasses/contacts -> Nopes. I don't need 'em.<br /><br />081. Ran away from home â Almost.<br /><br />084. Broken someones heart â Who knows?<br /><br />085. Been arrested â No.<br /><br />087. Cried when someone died â Yeah.<br /><br />DO YOU BELIEVE IN:<br /><br />089. Yourself â Sometimes.<br /><br />090. Miracles â Sure.<br /><br />091. Love at first sight â Not exactly.<br /><br />092. Heaven â Yes. =]<br /><br />093. Santa Claus â Not anymore. xD<br /><br />094. Sex on the first date â NO. O___O<br /><br />095. Kiss on the first date â I'm fine with that. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=D" title="=D (Big Grin)" /><br /><br />ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:<br /><br />097. Is there one person you want to be with right now â Yes.<br /><br />098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life â No.<br /><br />099. Do you believe in God â Yes, I do. ^^<br /><br />100. Post as 100 truths and tag â NO WAY.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~FinalFantasyPsycho</author>
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                <title>I don't feel so good.</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 10 Oct 2008 07:53:17 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I felt fine this morning, but I got a really bad stomach ache in school. My mom picked me up by 5th period, and I'm home now. I think it could also be because I saw the kid I like with another girl. It wasn't like, walking and talking at the same time. They were both standing in front of each other, as if they either like each other or are going out. I think that could've triggered my bad stomach ache. I also haven't been feeling very good these passed few days either. :/ -sigh-<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Fears (Stolen from Alicia)</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 09 Oct 2008 17:01:25 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ If you get more than 30, I strongly recommend some counseling<br />If you get more than 20, youÂre paranoid.<br />If you get 10-20, you are normal.<br />If you get 10 or less, youÂre fearless.<br />People who donÂt have any are liars.<br /><br /><br />I FearÂ<br /><br />[x] the dark<br />[] staying single forever<br />[] being a parent<br />[x] giving birth<br />[] being myself in front of others<br />[] open spaces<br />[] closed spaces<br />[x] heights<br />[x] dogs (big dogs)<br />[] birds<br />[] fish<br />[x] spiders (big spiders)<br />[] flowers or other plants<br /><br />Total so far: 5<br /><br />[] being touched<br />[] fire<br />[x] deep water<br />[] snakes<br />[] silk<br />[x] the ocean<br />[] failure<br />[] success<br />[] thunder/lightning<br />[] frogs/toads<br />[] my boyfriend's/girlfriend's dad<br />[] boyfriend's/girlfriend's mom<br />[] rats<br />[x] jumping from high places<br />[] snow<br /><br />Total so far: 8<br /><br />[] rain<br />[] wind<br />[x] crossing hanging bridges<br />[x] death<br />[] heaven<br />[] being robbed<br />[x] falling<br />[] clowns<br />[] dolls<br />[x] large crowds of people<br />[] men<br />[] women<br />[] having great responsibilities<br />[] doctors, including dentists<br />[x] tornadoes<br /><br />Total so far: 13<br /><br />[] hurricanes<br />[x] incurable diseases<br />[x] sharks<br />[] Friday the 13th<br />[x] ghosts<br />[] poverty<br />[] Halloween<br />[] school<br />[] trains<br />[] odd numbers<br />[] even numbers<br />[] being alone<br />[x] becoming blind<br />[x] becoming deaf<br />[x] growing up<br /><br />Total so far: 19<br /><br />[x] creepy noises in the night<br />[] bee stings<br />[x] not accomplishing my dreams/goals<br />[] needles<br />[] blood<br />[] dinosaurs<br />[] the welcome mat<br />[] high speed<br />[x] throwing up<br />[x] falling in love<br />[] super secrets<br /><br />Final Total: 23<br /><br />Paranoid? I agree. xD<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~FinalFantasyPsycho</author>
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                <title>Wah.</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 30 Sep 2008 09:48:03 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I'm really bored today. Yesterday I totally forgot that I had today and tomorrow off. xD I was actually kind of disappointed because the only reason I go to school is to see the kid I like. HE'S SO GORGEOUS. I wanna see him so badly. Now I actually hate not going to school, only for that reason. And I have absolutely nothing to do today. My best friend won't pick up her freakin' phone, and my mom won't take me anywhere. I feel like going to the mall and spending 97349873487 hours in Claire's and Hot Topic. Not that I can afford anything in Hot Topic anyway, but I just love looking at their stuff. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=D" title="=D (Big Grin)" /> But really, I'm so bored. x_x<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~FinalFantasyPsycho</author>
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                <title>Fake Friends</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 25 Sep 2008 11:41:04 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I'm posting this to show Musable that I actually do care. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br /><br /><br />This only applies 1% of people...probably 0%<br /><br />No offense, but ... People are getting too fake on me . They only want posts, comments, or to see how many friends they can get. So let's see who will actually repost this. This is a test to see who's paying attention. This is a test to see how many people in my friends list actually pay attention to me. Copy and repost in your own bulletin. Lets see who the true friends are and I think I know who you are... Repost this if you are a friend...Don't reply... just copy and paste this in a new bulletin as "Fake Friends''"<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~FinalFantasyPsycho</author>
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                <title>iTunes Thingy (Stolen from Alicia)</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 22 Sep 2008 16:14:58 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ RULES<br />1. Put your library on shuffle.<br />2. Post the first line from each of the first 30 songs it plays.<br />3. Make people guess. NO CHEATING<br />4. Bold it out when someone gets it.<br />5. If you know it, feel free to reply!!<br /><br /><br />1- Couldn't save you from the start.<br />2- When you walk away, you don't hear me say...<br />3- I'm holding on your rope, got me 10 feet off the ground...<br />4- Tell me all about yourself, tell me all about your favorite bands...<br />5- Eyyyy, now walk it out!!!<br />6- It's undeniable that we should be together...<br />7- Just a small town girl living in a lonely world.<br />8- There's always that one person that will always have your heart.<br />9- Long ago, just like the hearse you die to get in again...<br />10- We could take this road to nowhere.<br />11- Haunted by the past, a nightmare that seemed so unreal...<br />12- She closed her eyes, and then the girl was standing on the sky.<br />13- I'm hot, you're cold...<br />14- Just gimme di trees and mek we smoke it yo (Smoke it yo!)<br />15- At night I walk this stinkin' street past the crazies on my block...<br />16- I watch how the moon sits in the sky on a dark night shining with the light from the sun <br />17- Ooooh, you can dance, you can jive, having the time of your life!<br />18- Oh, well imagine, as I'm pacing the pews through a church corridor and I cannot help to hear, not I cannot help to hear an exchanging of words... <br />19- You say yes (yes!), I say no (no!), you say stop, and I say go go go!<br />20- Go!!! So 1, 2, 3, take my hand and come with me because you look so fine and I really wanna make you mine.<br />21- I had the strangest dream that you were lost at sea.<br />22- She's my cherry pie, cool drink of water such a sweet surprise!<br />23- Should've seen this coming, you're way too good for anyone but me.<br />24- Hi Barbie! Hi Ken! Wanna go for a ride? Sure! Jump on in!<br />25- Well if you wanted honesty that's all you had to say.<br />26- Baby girl, what's your name, let me talk to ya let me buy you a drank.<br />27- Ha-ha, well now, we call this the act of mating.<br />28- He feeds on fear, he feeds on pain, he rules again with growing hate...<br />29- I'm in my ride at the corner by the light, 'nout to pull up in front of your door.<br />30- Dis is, the point when I need everybody get to the dance floor, it's like that y'all (that y'all).<br /><br />Another iTunes survey thing!<br /><br />1. How does the world see me?<br />Liam Sullivan - Lemme Borrow That Top!<br />(I guess I borrow lots of things from people...?)<br /><br />2. Will I have a happy life?<br />Avril Lavigne - I'm With You<br />(Awe. ^^)<br /><br />3. What do people really think of me?<br />Mariah Carey - Don't Forget About Us<br />(People don't forget about me? xD)<br /><br />4. Do people secretly lust after me?<br />DHT - Listen To Your Heart<br />(YA'LL BETTER LISTEN TO YOUR HEART AND STOP LUSTIN'!)<br /><br />5. How can I make myself happy?<br />Van Halen - Dreams<br />(Ah, dreams can do a lot. =])<br /><br />6. What should I do with my life?<br />Dream Street - Feel The Rain<br />(I guess I should feel the rain? XD)<br /><br />7. Will I ever have children?<br />Group X - Johnny Poopoopants<br />(Yes, one named Johnny Poopoopants! Roflmao.)<br /><br />8. What is some good advice for me?<br />Three Days Grace - Gone Forever<br />(Uh, what? Being gone forever isn't good advice. -_-)<br /><br />9. What do I think my current theme song is?<br />Billy Joel - We Didn't Start The Fire<br />(Of course! -lights house on fire- I didn't start it!)<br /><br />10. What does everyone else think my current theme song is?<br />Michael Jackson - Billie Jean<br />(THE KID IS NOT MY SON. O____O)<br /><br />11. What song will be played at my funeral?<br />From First To last - My Heart, Your Hands<br />(Uh...)<br /><br />12. What type of man/woman do you like?<br />Lipps Inc - Funkytown<br />(He'll be just as funky as me. ;D)<br /><br />13. What will my day be like?<br />Nickelback - Someday<br />(It'll be like any other day, I guess. O.o)<br /><br />14.Why am I here?<br />Bob and Tom - Yeah Toast!<br />(TO EAT SOME GOOD TOAST. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=D" title="=D (Big Grin)" />)<br /><br />15.What will people remember me for?<br />Evanescence - Haunted<br />(Haunting people? O________O)<br /><br />16.What song will be stuck in my head tomorrow?<br />Richard Marx - Right Here Waiting<br />(Watch, it probably will be. xD)<br /><br />17. Are people waiting outside to take me away?<br />Cascada - Kids In America<br />(THE KIDS IN AMERICA WANT TO TAKE ME AWAY. O_O)<br /><br />18. What will this year be about?<br />Skye Sweetnam - Sharada<br />(All about me and my show! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=D" title="=D (Big Grin)" />)<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>My brother's wedding...</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 22 Sep 2008 15:00:16 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ was awesome! 'Cept I had cramps the whole morning. This may be too much info for you guys out there, but I'm going to say it anyway. Almost everyone in the bridal party (including myself) got their period the day of the wedding. xD It sucked! Everything turned out okay though. I wish I could've danced with my brother...he didn't dance with any of my family. I guess it's different since we just met him a few months ago. Instead of dancing with our mom, he danced with his adoptive mom. I felt bad for mom, since he promised her and all. And my sister-in-law's brother's best friend was a hottie. But I didn't get to meet him. -_- He was 19 though, and a bit too "experienced" for me, or so I've heard. I wouldn't do that anyway. <br /><br />On a different note, I'm really bored right now since I did my chem homework in lunch. I've been having a lot of family problems right now (mainly ones between my parents). It gets me upset, because one day I KNOW they'll get a divorce. Their relationship is horrible, and I hope I NEVER have a marriage like theirs. It makes me afraid to ever have a relationship with any guys. Sometimes I just feel so alone, like no one's ever around to lift me up after I've fell to the ground...I don't understand why all of this is happening...and all the things that have happened to me. It doesn't make any sense. Is there really a future out there for me...? The people I love, the ones I'd like to meet and be with, will it ever happen?<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>School starts tomorrow. &gt;.&gt;;</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 02 Sep 2008 13:46:44 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Ahh! School is starting tomorrow! My schedule completely sucks and I have just about no classes with any of my friends. I'm DEFINITELY getting my lunch period changed, because really, who wants 8th period lunch!? I'll probably starve tomorrow! xD Anyway, hopefully it won't be THAT bad and I'll be able to deal with it for a few days before getting it changed. I also want to get my english class changed because 3 of my friends have it together and I'm alone, as usual. It really sucks. Well, at least if this year sucks, senior year will be fun. xD<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Home at last!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 23 Aug 2008 07:23:19 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well, I just got back from Brooklyn about an hour ago. I went there on Thursday to spend some time with my cousins (third cousins, actually) because I don't see them very often. Nicole just turned 11, and Jake is 7. They both fight a LOT. They're not bad kids, they just need to learn how to behave better. Anyway, we went to Coney Island both nights that I stayed over. The first night we went to a free Huey Lewis concert (woo!), and last night we saw these awesome fireworks. It was awesome, and I'm going to visit them again in 2 weeks because there's going to be a block party there. <br /><br />Hm, what else happened in August...?<br /><br />Almost 2 weeks ago, my best friend and I went to 2 Jonas Brothers concerts. They performed great (as always), but it'll never be as good as the first concert (June 17, 2007 <3). <br /><br />I have to say, August flew by really quickly, as always. 11th grade, here I come! >.>;<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>-Tagged-</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 06 Aug 2008 02:42:40 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Lucky me, I was tagged by Rajiv. xD<br /><br />I don't know how to post their icons. Oh well. lol.<br /><br />Rules:<br /><br />1. Post these rules.<br />2. Each tagged person must post 8 things about themselves on their journal.<br />3. At the end, you have to choose and tag 8 people and post their icons on the same journal.<br />4. Go to their pages and send a message saying you tagged them.<br />5. No tag-backs!!!!!<br /><br />~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~<br /><br />1. You can usually find me jumping around the house while listening to my iPod. That involves the lip syncing and air guitar as well. xD<br /><br />2. I hate the dark. I've ALWAYS hated the dark.<br /><br />3. I like a very wide variety of music. That goes anywhere from Jonas Brothers to Avenged Sevenfold.<br /><br />4. I have too much spare time, especially during the summer.<br /><br />5. I can play the piano and the viola pretty well, and I'm good at singing too. =]<br /><br />6. I don't like scary movies. They're too scary for me. Comedy is more up my alley.<br /><br />7. I'm the biggest fan of Final Fantasy that you'll ever find. That goes for Kingdom Hearts too.<br /><br />8. Sometimes I think I should've been a guy. xD<br /><br />I think I'm going to tag...<br /><br />Luna<br />Megumi<br />Ashley<br />Alicia<br /><br />I dunno who else to tag. xD<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>-sigh-</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 01 Aug 2008 13:48:33 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ It's the 2 year anniversary of my neighbor's death today. He used to live 2 doors down from me. In May of 2006, he finally moved to Florida to be with his family. 2 years ago today, he died of a massive heart attack. We actually didn't find out until the next day, when his brother called my dad. My dad was at work, and he couldn't even call my mom to tell her. He had to come home. Boy, was he was in tears. I've never really seen my dad cry like that. Me and all of my neighbors that were close with him were all really upset. My family was the closest with him though. I have a picture of me, him, and 2 other girls on my desk. I look at it everyday and remember him. He was like family to me, almost like an uncle. Him and my dad were best friends. Whenever I listen to a song that reminds me of him, I always break down crying. Right now I'm alright, but I don't know how things will be later. -sigh- Things will be better tomorrow. Hopefully some of my friends will come over and sleepover. We're having a mini block party around my block tomorrow, so maybe that'll help cheer me up. Anyway, I really miss my neighbor a lot. A few months after his death, I used some pictures from his going away party and made a slideshow with the song "I Will Remember You." That song makes me cry everytime I hear it...<br /><br />Ernest Alvarez<br />October 10, 1958 - August 1, 2006<br />You are dearly missed. <33333<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Whoa...O_O</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 30 Jul 2008 11:31:53 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Okay, I'm really weirded out right now. Where to start...alright. I have a guy friend that has had a crush on me for the longest time. He's liked a few other girls, but not as much as he's liked me. I've just recently found out that he's dating one of my friend's friends, and it's weird because she's a lot like me and didn't really want a boyfriend. She knew that he liked her too, but she told me that she already broke his heart. I would've never thought that they'd be going out. Like, I never really liked him that way, but I feel kinda sad though. I think I was getting used to someone liking me, and now he's with someone else, so I don't know. I guess that's what I get for taking advantage of this situation. -_-;<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>I got a digital camera!</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 15 Jul 2008 19:51:42 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I got a digital camera today! My daddy took me to P.C. Richards and bought it for me. It was supposed to be my birthday present, even though took him a week after my birthday to get it. >.> I'm so impatient. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/animesweat.gif" width="19" height="19" alt="^^;" title="Sweating a little..." /> Anyway, I'm so happy! It'll be very useful for the next Jonas Brothers concert I go to (which will be on August 8th), and the one after that (on August 10th)! Woo! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=D" title="=D (Big Grin)" /> This summer has been   okay so far. My party was a success, even though more than half the people I invited didn't show up (but that's okay). I had a great time! Me and some of my friends cosplayed characters from an anime or a video game that we like. My mommy made mine all by herself, and I have to say, I actually looked like Aeris Gainsborough! ^^ Hopefully tomorrow I can go to my friend's house and swim in her pool. This summer is definitely one I won't forget! Especially because I turned 16 last week. ^^ HOORAY FOR CAMERAS! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=D" title="=D (Big Grin)" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>TODAY'S MY BIRTHDAY!!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 08 Jul 2008 10:04:59 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ WOO! I officially turned 16 at 12:25 pm! But the thing is, I was in the bathroom when I did! I woke up with a really bad stomach ache this morning, and it didn't really go away until just a little while ago. I had a bad dream lastnight too, so, so far my birthday sucks, and I sure as hell don't feel 16. I guess birthdays start to suck as you get older. xD;<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>School's REALLY Out, and I'm sick. T_T;</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 25 Jun 2008 11:13:58 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Okay, I'm finished with all of my tests as of yesterday, and hopefully I passed all of them. I really felt like crap yesterday, and when I finally got home, I had a temperature of 101.8. And then later on, I had a temperature of 104.3, which is the highest I've ever had a temperature before. I'm feeling a little bit better now, and I went to the doctor's earlier today. I should be all good by Friday, and that's what I'm hoping for since I have a pool party to go to on Saturday. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/animesweat.gif" width="19" height="19" alt="^^;" title="Sweating a little..." /> Hooray for summer! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=D" title="=D (Big Grin)" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>SCHOOL'S OUT!</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 12 Jun 2008 20:57:39 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Woo! I'm gonna be a junior next year! ^^<br /><br />My school is retarded. Since I live in New York, I have some regents' to take, and I also have finals. I have to go BACK to school tomorrow to take my english final, so I don't see the whole point in celebrating yet (I gotta pass everything first)! Hopefully I'll pass math for the year so I won't have to take summer school. That'd be my first time failing a course (and a quarter grade). Wish me luck!<br /><br />School's out for the summer! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=D" title="=D (Big Grin)" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Bleh.</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 27 May 2008 10:17:39 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ UGH. Today's the last day of vacation. I have to do some of my homework before I can play Kingdom Hearts. This sucks. v.v<br /><br />Hopefully I'll have some fun today.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>&gt;.&gt;</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 26 May 2008 10:47:40 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I'm having such a horrible day today. I don't even feel like talking about it.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Wow.</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 24 May 2008 15:54:02 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ My mom took away the money my dad gave me to the movies and said she wasn't going to drive me. So I walked to a friend's house without telling her. She tried punishing me for the rest of the vacation, but we had a "wonderful heartfelt talk" and I guess I'm off the hook (which usually doesn't happen by the way). Eh. I'm really surprised. Whatever. One of my best friends is over, and we're gonna go eat some chicken. BYE!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Moviesss.</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 24 May 2008 13:21:07 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I'm trying to get some friends together to go see Narnia, but me and my friend Ashley are the only ones who can go. I don't even know if my mom is going to drop me off yet, so I'm not even sure if I can go.<br /><br />I'm so boreddddd. T_T;<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>v.v</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 24 May 2008 09:58:15 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ This sucks. Luna can't sleepover because her little brother doesn't have anywhere to go, and her parents are going away. This really bites. >.>;<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>SLEEPOVER!!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 24 May 2008 09:26:20 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So, today Luna is sleeping over my house (Yes, Luna-Roo), and we're gonna PARTY! I actually have to go take a shower soon since she'll be over before 2. v.v But anyway, it's really pretty outside today. I wish we could go to an amusement park or something (even though I'm deathly afraid of roller coasters, especially the ones that go upside down). xD; I'm such a 'fraidy cat. I do go on them with whoever's going on though. ANYWAY, back to the subject. We'll probably stay up to who knows how late, draw sped pictures, and talk to people over AIM. Since my room is all finished now, I have my computer in there, this awesome software that allows me to watch TV on my computer, and this freakin' cool loft bed that's even higher (and bigger) than my last one! But my monitor for my computer has this blue crap on it. It looks like my computer is infected with geostigma. xD And there's a lag whenever I play video games, so I can't play KH on my stupid computer/TV. >.> Oh well. We probably won't even sleep in my room, we can party in there for hours and then go out in the den and play some video games. WOO! Party. :3 I'm gonna draw/take some more sweet pictures to post up on here. See you later, guys! ;D<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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