http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:FireBert85&section=today deviantART RSS for by:FireBert85 en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Thu, 31 Dec 2009 22:40:31 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://FireBert85.deviantart.com/journal/16450113/ http://FireBert85.deviantart.com/journal/16450113/ Thu, 17 Jan 2008 18:16:53 PST I'm going to vent:
I hate being creative. No, rather, I hate trying to be creative and NOT being. I have hit and miss moments with my artwork. I love to draw, I've done it as long as I can remember. Nowadays at school, since I've mature a bit, I'm trying to get my drawing to mature too. I try paying closer attention to details in hair, shading, highlights, all the elements that make fantastic artwork like I've seen on Deviantart. But it seems I lack a certain je ne sais pas about artwork. Trying to create things from scratch--from my head--always fails. I also lack the patience when it comes to really focusing my time and energy onto creating something meaningful. The time's thing a real issue these days with all my school and filmmaking and what-not going on.

I just realized that no ones gonna fucking see this and it makes me look like a bleeding heart pompous prick. Like really, who really cares what I think? But that's why I'm trying this journal thing out, maybe this community actually has some input and words of wisdoms, a resource that can help me further my desire and passion to draw. I don't want to lose it, but I'm afraid my life is taking me in new directions.

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