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Now i have a laptop of my own. Before i got a gateway that gave me constant trouble and i exchanged it for the Turion X2 which I'm using now while i install World of Warcraft on here. It's fricken awesome. I also got my Yoshi plushie today as well so another bonus lols. And this saturday,besides my working, is also Andy's anti-Homecoming party as i like to put it. So can't wait for that.

If anyone that i know personally from around here just give me a text on my cell. If you don't have my number send me a message at kaisgirl1316@hotmail.com or ask Andy if you know her for the number. Peace out.

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First one Telemacius:
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And my egg:
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It would be very appreciated if you could go and look at them so they will level up faster.

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]]> ~Fireblader http://Fireblader.deviantart.com/journal/22245385/ http://Fireblader.deviantart.com/journal/22245385/ Sun, 28 Dec 2008 15:32:35 PST Man my life seems to be busy all the time lol. Try to keep this thing updated. Send me a message once in awhile too all of you.

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]]> ~Fireblader http://Fireblader.deviantart.com/journal/18538191/ http://Fireblader.deviantart.com/journal/18538191/ Wed, 28 May 2008 04:52:00 PDT I'm hopeless and I don't care if I die

]]> ~Fireblader http://Fireblader.deviantart.com/journal/18458243/ http://Fireblader.deviantart.com/journal/18458243/ Fri, 23 May 2008 05:33:51 PDT Oh yeah I'm also applying for some jobs. Hopefully I get a good one that pays good. I would like to get those tripp pants and a corset from hottopic tooos hehehe.

]]> ~Fireblader http://Fireblader.deviantart.com/journal/18393513/ http://Fireblader.deviantart.com/journal/18393513/ Mon, 19 May 2008 04:52:02 PDT Besides her buying me thing I bought a couple things with some of my paper route money. I got a dragon box, ceramic with a blue dragon holding an orb on the top, the whole box is covered in celtic knots and it has a dragon's face on the bottom, then I bought some books, "There will be Dragons" by John Ringo (Luke said it was good so it probably is), and the 4th Temeraire book which it's name slips me at the moment. Then I got my Shojo Beat Magazine so yay!

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]]> ~Fireblader http://Fireblader.deviantart.com/journal/18112610/ http://Fireblader.deviantart.com/journal/18112610/ Thu, 01 May 2008 05:33:58 PDT But still I wish there was a way to tell her that time will pass and you must not dwell over things that might end up making you a better person and finding the person you're really ment for.

]]> ~Fireblader http://Fireblader.deviantart.com/journal/18065854/ http://Fireblader.deviantart.com/journal/18065854/ Mon, 28 Apr 2008 05:28:36 PDT I still have me times of depression, but it's getting better. I found that killing the damn ants in my room with my scissors is a good way of getting rid of my anger. And also I have been preoccupying my self with Drakengard 1&2 to keep me in check I guess to say. The nightmares have gone away...for now atleast. But I'm still having wacked out dreams where I'm only half of what I am and the other part of me is something else, like a dragon or some sort of beast. Well atleast I'm getting better, accept for my heart, I don't think the damn thing is ever going to be fixed.....

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]]> ~Fireblader http://Fireblader.deviantart.com/journal/17742945/ http://Fireblader.deviantart.com/journal/17742945/ Tue, 08 Apr 2008 05:36:34 PDT My friends barely ever tell me what's wrong or if something is bothering them. I have to pry cause I worry that it might be something that might have a bad toll on them. But then I'm just a nusantce to them. Why can't they trust me at alls? I have like 3 friends who will open up, but the rest it's imposseble. I swear they're going to be the end of me one of these days

]]> ~Fireblader http://Fireblader.deviantart.com/journal/17678010/ http://Fireblader.deviantart.com/journal/17678010/ Fri, 04 Apr 2008 04:57:35 PDT And I don't think Andy should even have the title Jugalette.....She isn't true to herself and Luke says she's a poser which I sorta have to agree with him after the shit Andy has said to me....I think I'm going to have to start putting back up all my defenses.

]]> ~Fireblader http://Fireblader.deviantart.com/journal/17620818/ http://Fireblader.deviantart.com/journal/17620818/ Tue, 01 Apr 2008 04:48:41 PDT Maybe I should just get out of here while I still can and hopefully find someone meant for me soon.

]]> ~Fireblader http://Fireblader.deviantart.com/journal/17600177/ http://Fireblader.deviantart.com/journal/17600177/ Mon, 31 Mar 2008 03:50:05 PDT Now I have to try and find a guy like this so this isn't going to be good. It's either that or I wait....

]]> ~Fireblader http://Fireblader.deviantart.com/journal/17552046/ http://Fireblader.deviantart.com/journal/17552046/ Fri, 28 Mar 2008 05:03:26 PDT But then there's also the ex. thing. He says things that end up hurting me and I don't think he knows how I still feel about him. I don't think he gets that I'm gona wait forever for him no matter what and that I will always lovehim no matter what happens.....
Although I don't really think that I'm ment for this world too much longer the way I'm going.

]]> ~Fireblader http://Fireblader.deviantart.com/journal/17373667/ http://Fireblader.deviantart.com/journal/17373667/ Mon, 17 Mar 2008 04:47:16 PDT I'm pathetic and I know it okies....
Well any ways, I feel like I want to shoot myself in the head and or go back outside and sit in the cold for hours like I did when I went to JoAnna's Saturday. I like the feeling of the cold. It's odd cause I didn't really like it before. But it numbs the pain and I try to stop everything from hurting. So yeah......Forget the warmth, there oughta be none in this world. Cause all you really end up feeling in the end is just plain out friged cold......

]]> ~Fireblader http://Fireblader.deviantart.com/journal/17326295/ http://Fireblader.deviantart.com/journal/17326295/ Fri, 14 Mar 2008 05:33:39 PDT I'm so tired I should sleep and get what I can but I don't want to. I was up all night wondering what the heck my ex. is planning. He said he had a suprise for me..... I have to wait til' 10 my time to find outs -_-;;;;.
I'm sorta worried what it might be. Will it end up hurting me in the end or will it be good for me?
I doubt he knows what I meant when I said 'you don't understand.' There are only 2 things I want, I doubt that either one of them would be the 'suprise'.....-_-

]]> ~Fireblader http://Fireblader.deviantart.com/journal/17316612/ http://Fireblader.deviantart.com/journal/17316612/ Thu, 13 Mar 2008 13:53:47 PDT So what if I shook myself hard enough. Would I make a jingling sound or something? Or could I end up killing my self?
These are the questions that haunt me. Well there are mores.

Is there such a thing as karma?
If there is then why is all this shit going on. I feel like I'm breaking in two cause the one person I want to be with, I can't. I want to scratch my eyes out and block my hearing.
Then there is the question, Why I'm on here, what is my point in life?
I don't know why I'm here. I thought I was on this planet for a reason, but I don't see that there is a reason anymore. I don't have a point to my life. And no one wants me around and no one needs me around. I'm just a useless waist of space living on this rock in the solar system.

]]> ~Fireblader http://Fireblader.deviantart.com/journal/17267610/ http://Fireblader.deviantart.com/journal/17267610/ Mon, 10 Mar 2008 08:16:38 PDT I just need someone to talk with, someone who will understand and help me right now. That's all I ask for.

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