http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:Firestar-Rised&section=today deviantART RSS for by:Firestar-Rised en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Sat, 19 Dec 2009 13:54:04 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://Firestar-Rised.deviantart.com/journal/24564253/ http://Firestar-Rised.deviantart.com/journal/24564253/ Sun, 03 May 2009 11:04:39 PDT The things that will not be going on,
Most of my 2007-2008 things.
Artwork will be posted up, and most of it will be Avatar Commisions from GaiaOnline. (GO JOIN. IT'LL MAKE YOU HAPPY.)


But anyways.
Yeah.
I'll clean this account off as soon as my computer, or my dad's, starts to get up and running. Then I'll update the things I like onto the other account.

Or maybe I'll do it from this one.
xD;
Just find the J drive and hook it up.
OHBOY.









ANYWAYS.
New account,


]]> ~Firestar-Rised http://Firestar-Rised.deviantart.com/journal/24558196/ http://Firestar-Rised.deviantart.com/journal/24558196/ Sun, 03 May 2009 01:25:21 PDT Like a new clean start.


So I'll be cleaning this account off the charts and starting a new one.

But it wont happen untill the main computer is set up in the house.
[Just moved. YAY.]





But anyways.
I'll update soon.

]]> ~Firestar-Rised http://Firestar-Rised.deviantart.com/journal/22550959/ http://Firestar-Rised.deviantart.com/journal/22550959/ Mon, 12 Jan 2009 19:27:48 PST Yes.
I just said Fack.



I havent been on updating in like forever.
I'm going to facking sscccrrreeeaaaammmm.



Asher's coming down in April, EBEAR was spose to be down here LAST week. And all of that other shiznit.


I'm going to explode.
>..>
BUT IN GOOD NEWS.


I'm in love with Corel Painter.
._.;;;

]]> ~Firestar-Rised http://Firestar-Rised.deviantart.com/journal/21177948/ http://Firestar-Rised.deviantart.com/journal/21177948/ Sun, 26 Oct 2008 20:05:33 PDT
All of them are old.
o:
But they look good.

]]> ~Firestar-Rised http://Firestar-Rised.deviantart.com/journal/20975945/ http://Firestar-Rised.deviantart.com/journal/20975945/ Mon, 13 Oct 2008 19:11:55 PDT :/
Get the picture?
Matthias is mine.
So no stealing him.
I found someone with a copy of him.
At school.
Claiming him.
:/
It makes me sick.
'Tthias is mine.
He is my other side.

]]> ~Firestar-Rised http://Firestar-Rised.deviantart.com/journal/20479828/ http://Firestar-Rised.deviantart.com/journal/20479828/ Sat, 13 Sep 2008 21:53:51 PDT Asher asked her out.
She's waited two years for this.
She ccccrrrriiiieeeedddddd.
doooooooooooooooooooood.
Like.
TEARS.
....

-vanishes-

]]> ~Firestar-Rised http://Firestar-Rised.deviantart.com/journal/20122550/ http://Firestar-Rised.deviantart.com/journal/20122550/ Sun, 24 Aug 2008 00:18:09 PDT BUT ANYWAY.
That's not the cool part, I'm actually starting up a new club this year, I'm starting up the PAN Club. I know, sounds kinky right? xD It's the Pacific Asian Nation's club. Awesome right? I know, it will be an assload of fun, and it wont be just... Anime. xD I'm actually getting sick and tired of just anime, I mean, Anime doesnt make up every drawing style, and/or culture on the asian worlds. So I want to actually do something where we take all of that and make it into something... Amazing? xD

Eh, I know at least three people are going to throw fit's because of this, mainly the club leader, and another gal. But who gives a shit right? It's my own damn choice, and if I have people willing to follow me, then I'm going to do it. And when they say I cant do it, I'm going to rub it in their faces and go, "HA."


....
OFF TO STUDY THE SPANISHNESS OF EFFING DOOM.
-poofs-

]]> ~Firestar-Rised http://Firestar-Rised.deviantart.com/journal/19889620/ http://Firestar-Rised.deviantart.com/journal/19889620/ Mon, 11 Aug 2008 02:16:12 PDT
Bet you all gasped when you saw the new stuff. <3


I kep it under lock and key.
:3
JOY.


But, I've been playing on my new Tablet, so I put it on here.
=w=


OH. BY THE WAY.
My hair is red now.

]]> ~Firestar-Rised http://Firestar-Rised.deviantart.com/journal/19705937/ http://Firestar-Rised.deviantart.com/journal/19705937/ Thu, 31 Jul 2008 18:56:55 PDT Blasted Grandmothers.
They get it in their heads that you need to date a good, young man who rolls over at, "Please do this"
.....
Bleh.
Disgusts me.
Dx
-is looking for someone who say's no-



xD
Anyways.
A COUPLE MORE DAYS.
Dx

]]> ~Firestar-Rised http://Firestar-Rised.deviantart.com/journal/19640069/ http://Firestar-Rised.deviantart.com/journal/19640069/ Mon, 28 Jul 2008 11:01:39 PDT OH
MY
GOD.

I screamed last night in the store. No kidding. I just like. Screamed. xD it was great.
So I got a Bamboo tablet, it's amazing. I got to play around with it while working on grandma's computer. I'm actually almost done, just getting the photo's from the old computer and putting them on the new one. :3
I feel amazingly smart for a 15 year old right now.


Any tip's for tablet using?

]]> ~Firestar-Rised http://Firestar-Rised.deviantart.com/journal/18062108/ http://Firestar-Rised.deviantart.com/journal/18062108/ Sun, 27 Apr 2008 20:38:51 PDT When you Left, I tried to stay, but then I had too go [So childish]

Love it was not.
Hate it was not.
Friendship it was.

]]> ~Firestar-Rised http://Firestar-Rised.deviantart.com/journal/17168299/ http://Firestar-Rised.deviantart.com/journal/17168299/ Mon, 03 Mar 2008 16:50:50 PST Health:
So went to the docters on Friday and got my knee x-rayed. That was a party and a half- not really. They made me do a bunch of funny poses, like on my hands and knee's, butt in the air. That made me laugh so hard, it was like the perfect porno move EVA. X] So anyway, I have to go back on Thursday and get my knee looked at... again. Oh boy. So in the mean time it's a knee brace and to many damn pills for me a day for my liking. I hate pills, I would much rather eat herbs and stuff. :]

School:
Nothing New in school I guess. Just your same random Crap. ^^

Art:
Still finishing my Kitai picture. My computer wanted to die on my last night so it KILLED it. I was all, "Oh Noes!" And then I fell down crying. XD JK. I was mentaly crying.

Books:
Finished Rickety Tam.
WHOMG.
IT WAS SO GOOOOOOOOD. >w<

Family:
Kattie is in the Hospital right now. :/ Still kinda freaking out Ya know?

Stock:
Please credit me in your deviation description

Let me know if you use this image

If you want to use my stock out of DA ask me first

Do not use my stock to create brushes or new stock without permission

You are allowed to use my stock in a print, remember to credit me!

Some models are Friends from School, I have full permission to use them.

Any other questions, note me!

]]> ~Firestar-Rised http://Firestar-Rised.deviantart.com/journal/17061180/ http://Firestar-Rised.deviantart.com/journal/17061180/ Mon, 25 Feb 2008 16:41:34 PST Health:
Went to docters, oh boy. The Doc said I have some Acid Reflex, but nothing really wrong with me- unless I dont take me pills. We got him to check up on my knee, so he said we need to go get an X-Ray on friday. So in the mean time, I have to wear an Knee Brace for no more than 8 hours because it might start to bother it. After the docters we ran over to Walmart and got my pills, Brace, Soup and Nail Polish remover. Of corse, we had to stop by McDonalds to get an Icecream, and I saw some of my old class mates. I tried to say hi, but I got some blank looks. Which of corse made me laugh, I'm happy I got to leave the little Idiots school and go to my Big BadAss school we're I get to have fun with my little buddies.

School:
School's been good, just need to make up some past work of corse, due to the fact I'm a lazy ass and I need to work more. I made my mom and dad happy, I'm starting to really get my math[B/2(a) + c], and I've been reading a Drawing a bit more than getting into everyone's drama. Speaking of Drama, I think that people shouldnt have such large love problems at only 15-16. Your spose to have big problems when your 20-30. I dont know anymore, Life is just a ride for me, I'll find the perfect place to get off soon. I'm still going to be a Vet, maybe not a city doc, but A Vet for the Wringly Brothers. That would be fun, do it for a few years then go be a photographer of Wildlife anywhere in the world- Germany Anyone? I think it would be good to go ahead and do the Vet first, because I could learn more about the Animals, and get to do what I really want. After I finish that, I could go exploring, and get pictures 'n stuff. Would be fun.

Art:
Art is getting better, I've been looking at a few 'How to Draw' Books. The how to draw Yoai is the best- who knew that Gay porn would be so useful out side of the fangirlism eh? So anyway, I'm working on a profile for Kitai and Yume, the Naruto Comic one is coming up with (go to [link] for comic). Yeah, I've been slacking on that comic, and I still need to draw up the Character for the Kingdom hearts one, but in good time. In good time. The newest picture, 'Scream, Scream, let it go' ( [link] ) is pretty old, seeing how I drew it in Spanish Class. D: Havent been drawing at school, just reading.

Books:
Finished reading two books that people have to read if they havent- Angels & Demons, and The 13th house. Both are VERY good, I would recomend them to anyone that enjoys a good book. While reading Angels & Demons it really changed my veiw on some things, mostly if there is a god or not. I'm going to have to say that I think their is one, but he's not the only one, just because I think making everything is impossible for one man, but Possible for many. Yet that little nagging voice in the back of my head says that their is nothing, it's just science. Who knows eh? The 13th house was good, But I do have to say I like the other books by Sharon Shinn better. The Dark Moon defender had me screaming, Mystic and Rider had me smiling, 13th house had be weeping, and The reader and Raylinx had me jumping for joy. All good books, I cant wait to see if she writes anymore.

Family:
Mom and Dad are looking at houses now, they found one that they really like, and I like it too. It's got lots of flowers and next to school, but It's peach. Well, you can only have so many good things.
We should be getting Kattie in about a month if everything works out, so we've been cleaning house like theres no tomorrow. We even put the computer down stairs, oh boy. I have yet to clean my room, I guess I should seeing how it's a mess. Well, I guess it's not that bad, I need to pick up cloths and it'll be done. So I think I will do that tomorrow after homework, then go ahead and start to wash down my walls.

Stock:
Please credit me in your deviation description

Let me know if you use this image

If you want to use my stock out of DA ask me first

Do not use my stock to create brushes or new stock without permission

You are allowed to use my stock in a print, remember to credit me!

Some models are Friends from School, I have full permission to use them.

Any other questions, note me!

]]> ~Firestar-Rised http://Firestar-Rised.deviantart.com/journal/17026279/ http://Firestar-Rised.deviantart.com/journal/17026279/ Sat, 23 Feb 2008 13:40:48 PST
Please credit me in your deviation description

Let me know if you use this image

If you want to use my stock out of DA ask me first

Do not use my stock to create brushes or new stock without permission

You are allowed to use my stock in a print, remember to credit me!

Some models are Friends from School, I have full permission to use them.

Any other queries, note me!

]]> ~Firestar-Rised http://Firestar-Rised.deviantart.com/journal/16774357/ http://Firestar-Rised.deviantart.com/journal/16774357/ Thu, 07 Feb 2008 17:54:52 PST It's like the worlds going, "Ha! Who the hell do you think you are? Trying to find happiness!"
...
Yeah.

]]> ~Firestar-Rised http://Firestar-Rised.deviantart.com/journal/16658723/ http://Firestar-Rised.deviantart.com/journal/16658723/ Thu, 31 Jan 2008 12:55:50 PST I be sick. I have to go to the docter. I have a freaking form of Vally fever. I'm going to scream. Really. I am. D: -dies-


[rant]
So Josh broke up with me, and it's really been taking it's tole. I swear, it's like none of them even thought of the fact tht maybe I would fall apart. I have been falling apart- every freaking day I want to scream, fall down, and burst into tears. I hate having to put on a fake smile just to make eveyone else in my life happy- is that even right? Should I have to even think about having to plast the biggest smile on my face so people wont see through it? They wont see how hurt I am inside? Josh and other person's name we do not menchion just up and left. Had no idea that this was how it was going to end. GOD- it's like, they thought I was going to be happy and junk. They have no idea how much they kept me together- no idea. At all. And then it's like they have the same freaking mind, and leave. Without a goodbye! Sure they said Bye, but it wasnt a proper goodbye!
[/rant]

-sighs-
But yeah.
I cut down the rant, because... yeah.

But I do like someother peoples. >>
-coughZachcoughAshercoughtrevorcough-
>w>

I has to go, I'll be updating today.

Comic:
Dad:

]]> ~Firestar-Rised http://Firestar-Rised.deviantart.com/journal/16549400/ http://Firestar-Rised.deviantart.com/journal/16549400/ Thu, 24 Jan 2008 10:25:59 PST -Carrie

]]> ~Firestar-Rised http://Firestar-Rised.deviantart.com/journal/16539878/ http://Firestar-Rised.deviantart.com/journal/16539878/ Wed, 23 Jan 2008 16:24:45 PST

:3

]]> ~Firestar-Rised http://Firestar-Rised.deviantart.com/journal/16468331/ http://Firestar-Rised.deviantart.com/journal/16468331/ Sat, 19 Jan 2008 01:04:58 PST So in other Happy-go-Fucking-Lucky news, Josh broke up with me. Why? Because I care too much, and he doesnt want to see me get hurt; because he might get hurt as well. Well Fucking-La-De-Da. I must have forgotten that only one person in this relationship really fucking matters. How silly of me. Excuse me as I grab a Fucking gun and I shoot myself. Happy? Now there's one less Emo-I'm-Going-To-Break-And-Hurt-You person in this world. So sorry for having a heart! -throws hands up and rolls eyes- So thats what's got me in a 'The World could go fuckin' fuck itself untill it's blue in the face' mood. Happy? No? Get over it.
Just to top that, they guy I do end up liking, likes my best friend, who also likes another guy, who likes her, but doesnt want to ask her out. Why? Because he doesnt want to make things harder. AJKFHWTFJSD. Sense when did anything come easy? Please! Can you see why I'm pissed off?
There is not a sane thought in my head tonight. Or the night before. No, the night before I was so angry, I was having thoughts of Stabbing random people, then watching them bleed; the to top it all off, dragging the boddies across the rode, and watching people drive over them. Normal? Fuck Yeah.
....
I should go to bed.


-Carrie

]]> ~Firestar-Rised http://Firestar-Rised.deviantart.com/journal/16239848/ http://Firestar-Rised.deviantart.com/journal/16239848/ Thu, 03 Jan 2008 12:46:16 PST
D:
I had a REALLY weird dream last night.

I WAS B-O-Y
Not only a boy, BUT Naruto!
D:
WTFBBQ?!

Okayokayokayokayokay.
So it goes like this:

Naruto(me) and all of those other little Ninja's, where below an old Aztec Temple(O_O). So we all sat down under it and where staring up at the top, when all of a sudden ROY FROM FMA steps out.
>>
Clash of the Anime's?
Fuck yeah!
;D

The war begins! ;D

So I go leaping up the temple and call on the Nine-tails.
I pumel the living snot out a Armstrong. o-o;

Yadadadadadadadadadadadadadadadadadadada dadadada
More fighting.

So the dream ends where I'm fighting this thing, and Roy and Hawk are bickering at me. D:
"Use the punches Naruto. Use them."

>>
Well fuck the Punches,
Guess who steals Riza's Gun?
:3
Oh yeah.

And thats when it ended.
D:

Weird huh?

]]> ~Firestar-Rised http://Firestar-Rised.deviantart.com/journal/15952630/ http://Firestar-Rised.deviantart.com/journal/15952630/ Sun, 16 Dec 2007 00:34:52 PST every thought is spent on you
even when I see nothing,
I still see you.

So I guess I'm never alone
With you haunting my shadows
Stalking my dreams
Watching my thoughts.

Can I scream to make you vanish
Can I cry to wash you out of my eyes
Can I blast my music so I dont hear your laughter.

So I guess I'm never alone,
With you staring down at me
Reading my every move
Whispering soothing words

Dreaming about those days
when we danced and played
across the feilds.

So I guess I'm never alone
With you
in my mind
in my soul.

]]> ~Firestar-Rised http://Firestar-Rised.deviantart.com/journal/15696235/ http://Firestar-Rised.deviantart.com/journal/15696235/ Tue, 27 Nov 2007 16:19:04 PST

Best friends:
1. Lauren
2. Kelsey
3. Shannon
4. Kattie

Friends made on the Internet:
1. Josh
2. Taylor
3. Liam
4. Gabe

The people you talk to the most on the Web:
1. Josh
2. Liam
3. Taylor
4. Trevor

Who you would like to see in life:
1. Josh
2. Taylor
3. Liam
4. Trevor

People who you wish could see what you could see in them:
1. Liam! D:<
2. Trevor
3. Jessica
4. Brandon



And the smiley face is there because It's awesome. :3

]]> ~Firestar-Rised http://Firestar-Rised.deviantart.com/journal/15695743/ http://Firestar-Rised.deviantart.com/journal/15695743/ Tue, 27 Nov 2007 15:47:04 PST >w<


....
>>
<<
Thats all I have to say.
;o
-poofs-

]]> ~Firestar-Rised http://Firestar-Rised.deviantart.com/journal/15663590/ http://Firestar-Rised.deviantart.com/journal/15663590/ Sun, 25 Nov 2007 11:26:30 PST OHMIGODIT'SSOFUCKINGCUTE!

>w<


made it for me.
:3
-squeals-

]]> ~Firestar-Rised http://Firestar-Rised.deviantart.com/journal/15657897/ http://Firestar-Rised.deviantart.com/journal/15657897/ Sun, 25 Nov 2007 00:25:27 PST > Gods.
I had a talk with josh, found it was easir than i thought it would be, but still hard. i still cried. i still wished i didnt, but i knew it was best in the long run for me and josh. he needed someone there, and i needed someone here. but i'm scared now, i'm kinda lost without my owner to pull me around. D;
i will miss him horrible and never be the same without him. i have loved him sense day one and i'll keep loving him until the day i love. and he knows it, thats why he said that one day we can try again, a day when he can be with me... i wont feel so alone... i wont feel so...... scared.

]]> ~Firestar-Rised http://Firestar-Rised.deviantart.com/journal/15642945/ http://Firestar-Rised.deviantart.com/journal/15642945/ Fri, 23 Nov 2007 23:17:20 PST <333

]]> ~Firestar-Rised http://Firestar-Rised.deviantart.com/journal/15359611/ http://Firestar-Rised.deviantart.com/journal/15359611/ Sun, 04 Nov 2007 10:04:19 PST I was talking to a group of my friends on a website and they called me a weirdo.
._.
GAY PORN HELPS THE SOUL.
<333



x]

Anywho, Last night I put some pictures up. -twirls- I should be putting more up. I dont know. >> I'm still fussing here and there. I want to draw my Bestfriends Boyfriends Crush's Halloween costume, but I want to put him in it as well. >> -humms and haws- Maybe in Chibi form Neh? That would be fun. :3 I've been drawing Oodles of chibi's and such. I should load those up neh?
I've also been working on my story, I have the first and last chapter planned out. I read my First chapter to Danielle and she almost cried. I love it when that happens. >3

School has been fun, Math still sucks. D: I dont like adding a,b, and C's. D: It sucks ass. English is whoosh. I wish we had more essays and such, I really hate those blasted packets. They get on my nerves. Spanish is noisy as hell, So I come out with a large headache. Dx Library is awsome, the librarian wants me to go into Library science. D: I dunno what to do. Bah.

C: I've been reading those random FanFics and drooling. Just because I perverted. >w< So if you know of any good ones Tell me.

]]> ~Firestar-Rised http://Firestar-Rised.deviantart.com/journal/15235635/ http://Firestar-Rised.deviantart.com/journal/15235635/ Fri, 26 Oct 2007 21:14:58 PDT I just brushed it off, Sure I was pissed, but, When am I not? So later on that night, around 8pm my Friend Danielle calls me up in a Panic, She had gotten a Threat lett saying she was going to get beaten up. So of corse I get even more pissed, and Josh calls me up after and wants to tell me good night. I almost screamed into the phone, "Why the fuck Bother?! Dont you have some Video game to play?!"
>>
So I get to school today, my mood hasnt gotten any better, I become snappy, and Bitchy-ish.
I got called A fucking WHORE today because I hang out with Danielle. >> That just Iced the cake. I turned around and insulted that person so fast she didnt even know what hit her.
My friend gave me his music player so I could calm myself down and I wouldnt kill anyone. Seeing how I'm abusive and such.

So 6th period came by and Franky wants to be macho Spanish boy and throws random shit at me, Hurting the right side of my face further. >>
7th period was Blah.


I got home today, Vented to mom about the school, Watched TV, read a book, And then Josh calls.
I sat on the phone with him for about 20-30 minutes while he played video games in my ear. DIDNT EVEN TALK TO ME.
I am so sick and Tired of feeling like I'm used! And I will always being there!
So I snapped at Josh and told him, "I'm getting off the phone with you. Maybe I can find someone who actually wants to talk to me." And I hung up.
-cries-
Today is a Shit day.
:/

]]> ~Firestar-Rised http://Firestar-Rised.deviantart.com/journal/14915564/ http://Firestar-Rised.deviantart.com/journal/14915564/ Thu, 04 Oct 2007 16:28:26 PDT >>


-cough-
Anywho, I gots some new art! I just have yet to put them on, and I will soon! Most likely on Friday. But right now I need to draw some stuff. <3333

Ta-ta!

]]> ~Firestar-Rised http://Firestar-Rised.deviantart.com/journal/14351935/ http://Firestar-Rised.deviantart.com/journal/14351935/ Sun, 26 Aug 2007 15:57:31 PDT What joy!
-grumbles and rolls eyes-
I got all C.P.
Fun flucking Fun.
._.

The school is big, and stuffs.

Havent met to many new people.
._.
Blah.


SOOOOO.
Other day, talking with BOYFRIEND.
Oh yes, I got a boyfriend -dances around-
Is coming down late may.
-boogies-
And stuffs.
He's going to try and come down around my birthday.
He said something about bringing his friends.
So
Me=Hyper.

I hope everyone is doing peachy.
8D

]]> ~Firestar-Rised http://Firestar-Rised.deviantart.com/journal/13899014/ http://Firestar-Rised.deviantart.com/journal/13899014/ Fri, 27 Jul 2007 10:10:16 PDT And I just got done with teh Pictures and Journals.
:/
YOU GUYS WRITE TO MUCH.
O_O;
x]

]]> ~Firestar-Rised http://Firestar-Rised.deviantart.com/journal/13006542/ http://Firestar-Rised.deviantart.com/journal/13006542/ Fri, 18 May 2007 21:33:14 PDT Half of my Face is swollen.
And It feels like a Waterfall is crashing on my head.
Wonderful neh?

D= I was walking the the hallway and some 7th grader was opening the door, she saw me (Granted, I dont like her one bit, and I know she doesnt like me, She thinks she's all that and it makes me madder than anything) and I thought she was opening the door slowly, well as I walked up, she swung fast(And hard) And the door hit my jaw. -winces- Ow. The door is all metal, and such.

I swear, there's two Bumps on the right side of my Jaw. And Its slackish. Not like how it normally is.
Whoah. Pain wave.
Ow.

I wouldnt even dare asking mom and dad to take me to the Docters. I know we cant afford it. -shakes head- and How everythings been going on....
God Im torn. I want to get help, but I dont want my parents to have to pay the money for a check up and such. -shakes head again-
All they know is that I've got a headache, and thats it. They dont know about my pain. Or that half of my face is swollen. (Thank god for long hair and no Bangs)

So. Yeah. xD

]]> ~Firestar-Rised http://Firestar-Rised.deviantart.com/journal/12953020/ http://Firestar-Rised.deviantart.com/journal/12953020/ Mon, 14 May 2007 12:35:42 PDT I went to go show my dad something, and I couldnt get on my page, wonderful Neh? I know! xD
So, yeah, I was like all 'Rawrish' Yesterday.
It was my Birthday on Sunday. ^_^ Yay!
I got 2 new Sketchbooks, a new 'How to Draw Manga' Book, a Gift card for Target, a Hello Kitty stuffy and such!
xD
We had all of my friends that could come, come over. ^_^
It was fun.
Chedder Cheese and I got into a Food fight at the Chinese restraunt. xD Then dad put Wasabi and Soy Sauce in my Drink. xD
And Chedder Cheese threw a Cookie at me. o_o;
So yeah, we were insane.

So I woke this morning, and was all like, "Meh, go away, I Tired'. Kinda like a Cave man. xD So, Yeah, Whoo for not going to school because you cant even think of what 2+2 equals!

I posted up a journal yesterday. o_o; But Its not showing up. Grrrrrr.
It says:
I posted up some new Pictures taken by My father, If you are interested in getting a Print, poster, or even on a coffee mug(ect) please Send me a Note Please have this in it-
Name-
Address or P.O. Box
Picture(s) name-
Item(s) you wish to have the Picture on(please put name in () before the item!)-
Only Fill these out if you are getting the item, leave the Spaces BLANK if you are not getting that item!
Border color for Poster-
Color of Mug-
Color of Shirt-

End of message! xP

Ok, So we do pictures on about everything there is that we can do it on.
In the PM, I'll tell you pricing and such. ^_^

Tell your friends about it~!

]]> ~Firestar-Rised http://Firestar-Rised.deviantart.com/journal/12941813/ http://Firestar-Rised.deviantart.com/journal/12941813/ Sun, 13 May 2007 12:59:41 PDT
Its not Like I took them, Pfft, If I did, they would come out all blurry and such.
Its not like I took them.
My father did, so, yes, I can post them up. xP
Shuush!
If you want a copy, Print, Poster or anything along the lines of that, Email me at
Skubald@juno.com
And We will talk about pricing and Everything else. -nod-

DA isnt linking me. >>
It wont let me see my pictures, or anything like that.
Not even my front Page.
Crap! D=

]]> ~Firestar-Rised http://Firestar-Rised.deviantart.com/journal/12842625/ http://Firestar-Rised.deviantart.com/journal/12842625/ Fri, 04 May 2007 16:59:19 PDT Just...
Speachless.

Im... I dont know.
Broken?
Hurt?
Depressed?
Shattered?
Torn?
Ripped?
Angry?
Emotional?

I dont know anymore.
Im lost.
Just....
Lost in myself.

Its amazing what a simple thing will do...
Shatter you. Break your heart.
Make it so you never trust?

But why? Why is my only question. Why?
Maybe it was because of social changes?
Make Carrie cry and go two points up?
Make Carrie Shatter and Leave her Broken and get 10 points?

Why is it so fun to watch me...
Break?

Why do people like to watch me not trust?
To turn into a wounded animal and crawl away from everyone?

Is it funny? Is it Fun? Is it something that makes you feel... Better?
Please, I want to know...

]]> ~Firestar-Rised http://Firestar-Rised.deviantart.com/journal/12380809/ http://Firestar-Rised.deviantart.com/journal/12380809/ Thu, 29 Mar 2007 19:40:27 PDT I left a comment on someone's picture, and they were all like, I dont undertand. So I just told them what I meant, but -of corse- they get all snippy with me. -.- Sheesh, why the fuck do I bother coming on here anymore. ._. Why? ._.
Fanart Centrel always seemed to be a bit nicer, AND IT DIDNT BITE ME. ._.
>>
<<
God people, Must we all be in SHITTY CRAPPY FUCKED UP moods?
._. Yeah, I've had a really bad day.
Tuff, no one's going to make it better.
Someone is sure as hell going to make it a worse one though. ._.
Most likely, Some stupid son of a bitch. ._.

Did I forget to menchoin, I got REALLY pissed because someone sat on me today? I flipped them over and made them eat DIRT. ._.
Im. Not. In. A. Good. Mood.
._.
>>
<<
And my back hurts.
And Im PMSing.
And I feel like Crap
And Im going to kill myself over Spring break
And Im going to break down sobbing any moment. ._.

YOU HAVE A QUESTION, GO SHOVE IT UP YOUR ASS. ._.
*grumbles and shuffles around room glaring out from under her hat that she stole from Itachi*._.

Sorry, I just needed to vent, But i've had a shitty day, and I think Im alowed to be in a pissed mood.


*Swoosh* The walls are up, no more emotion. ._.





Whooooo. I joined FanFiction.Net. ._.
All I have to do is wait THREE STINKEN days. ._.
>>
<<
Grr. Today is just not my day is it. ._.



IM GRADUATING! XD(thought I might say that. ._.)

~Carrie

]]> ~Firestar-Rised http://Firestar-Rised.deviantart.com/journal/12314158/ http://Firestar-Rised.deviantart.com/journal/12314158/ Sat, 24 Mar 2007 19:19:21 PDT
You know its sad, when you think of the three Brothers from FF Advent Childeren. XD
lol. Im such a dweeb.

Everytime I see that, I always like, want to shout, "Mother!" Because like, yeah. XD
God, their all mama's Boys. ._.

XD Wusses. :3 Though, They are cute*Hits self for saying that*

]]> ~Firestar-Rised http://Firestar-Rised.deviantart.com/journal/12313777/ http://Firestar-Rised.deviantart.com/journal/12313777/ Sat, 24 Mar 2007 18:46:26 PDT Im just standing there, Just standing, and my mom will make a blonde joke, and then relate it to me.
Then, Im the butt end OF EVERY joke. ._.
Then, Im to blame.
It just makes me so mad. DX
Eh, well, I need to go. I want to play Hitman and shoot someone. ._.

>.>
<.<
XD

]]> ~Firestar-Rised http://Firestar-Rised.deviantart.com/journal/12199511/ http://Firestar-Rised.deviantart.com/journal/12199511/ Thu, 15 Mar 2007 20:58:07 PDT

*Cough* ._.

*Runs away*

]]> ~Firestar-Rised http://Firestar-Rised.deviantart.com/journal/12162433/ http://Firestar-Rised.deviantart.com/journal/12162433/ Mon, 12 Mar 2007 21:08:15 PDT I need to save this.

Were is my Knight in Shinning Armor
The one who will come to save my heart from a Breaking.
Were is the man I call mine
The man I can Adore
Is he hiding in a bush
Fighting a Dragon
Or is he at anouther womens heart

My Knight is to late
He armor is now dull
My heart is cracked
and the Dragon is still there

My heart burns as the Fire comes from the dragon
The knights armor shines when I look at him
But, now it is dull
Because I see he is nothing but someone who will
Side with the Dragon.

So good night my Knight.
The Knight that once shone so bright
the knight that lit up my room
Made me feel at home.
~Carrie(Me. XD)

]]> ~Firestar-Rised http://Firestar-Rised.deviantart.com/journal/12161376/ http://Firestar-Rised.deviantart.com/journal/12161376/ Mon, 12 Mar 2007 19:33:29 PDT Thodays been an easy day. I've been busy Drawing up some of my Original Characters. (oc) And Ive been redrawing some old people.
I also plan on Drawing something for people. Or even writting things. I dont know, Just an Idea. I may even Make banners and such. I want to get a subscription. I'll get it after next time I babysit. Then, I'll be happy. So I can put up my wild and Exotic banners I've been making. And Im nearly finished. ._. And after Im done with that, I get to spin around on my head screaming.
So, Mom's doing good, She worried about her work, while she's carring around a 7 Week old Child. She needs to calm down. x3
Im really happy for her. I dont know why, I just am. ._.
Isnt interesting that no one reads your journals. -cough- Yeah.
Or how noone reads your story.
But, Im not compaining. ._. Maybe I am, But, dont heed any attention to me. XD
And, I have officialy realized that, I should be taking my life as slowly as Possible. Im always ready to run as fast as I can, But, maybe its not worth it. ._. I dont think it is. But, thats just me. I would rather sit and watch a sunset. And hide from the smog. -.-
Im going to stay the weekend(hopefully) and Laurens. Im hoping at least. XD.
._. Im like, Really confused at the moment, to many emotions going through me. Its almost as if, Im in a huricane, and I cant secide between throwing myself into the wind to live for once. Or to cling to a pole, so I can save myself, But be wounded for life. ._.
Yup. Just like that.

Did you know Pi day is on Wensday? I was thinking about a Pi day contest. Winners will get a Picture and the Runners up will get something. Maybe just a chibi and suchness. ._.
The rules are: It has to be about PI. The number Pi. xD Not the food, But in the picture, there can be a humorus joke with a Pie. Pies are good. But yeah, If you want to be in the contest, Tell me now. Contest ends Wensday.

Im thinking about adding a few of my drawings to my Scraps. ._. Like, the Axel one thats not done and a few others. >.<
I need to starts posting more stuff. Dx

lol. ._. I love Blue October.
Like childeren to a playground.
._. Wonderful Lyric. xDDD lol. ._.
Do kids still like Playgrounds? ._. I never did. O_O

So, yeah. ._.
Byyyeeee~!

]]> ~Firestar-Rised http://Firestar-Rised.deviantart.com/journal/12161112/ http://Firestar-Rised.deviantart.com/journal/12161112/ Mon, 12 Mar 2007 19:13:48 PDT We dont want her to misscarry again.

Yay! I though I might just add this. XD
I'll Put up anouther Journal in a few minutes. This is just a note saying that all is well with Mumsy.

]]> ~Firestar-Rised http://Firestar-Rised.deviantart.com/journal/12148769/ http://Firestar-Rised.deviantart.com/journal/12148769/ Sun, 11 Mar 2007 19:56:16 PDT
._. Wow. I cant even type right. ._.

Im going to be a big sister. ._.

Im going to have a a bunch of Twerps running around. ._.

*Twitches*

omg. ._.

*sits down stunned out of her wits*

]]> ~Firestar-Rised http://Firestar-Rised.deviantart.com/journal/12145460/ http://Firestar-Rised.deviantart.com/journal/12145460/ Sun, 11 Mar 2007 15:00:56 PDT Says alot about me doesnt it? xP

I need to put banners on my journal. I just need to figure out how to do that. *nods* I was thinking og Chibi's with moods. ._. A happy banner for when Im happy(if that ever is) and a sad, or mad banner for whenever Im not happy. xD Which, I think the sad and the mad will be used all the time...!

I need to start writting more in here, and I need to start writting Broken heart and Once apon a Broken dream. *nods*
AND, I need to finnish the Sora picture. *shifty eyes*
AND, I need to scan in my Amber picture( a remodel of a VERY old Character that someone asked for. xD)
._. So yeah. I have alot to do.

And school. *makes gagging noises*

._. Mom's been a psycho bitch. ._. I think she may be pregnat. *shudder* If she is, Im moving in with Lauren. xD No way in Fucking Hell am I going to deal with THAT. ._. *Hides*

Lauren-Chan~ I want to spend the night again. ._. And maybe steal the Kingdom Hearts controler from Greg. ._. xD
Laurens got Kingdom Hearts two for PS2. ._. *Twitches* I. Want. To. Play.
And, Sense she has it, she has sparked up my Fangirlism. ._. Lucky for her, I went some were other than her. Adult Fan Fiction here I come! XD

Im in a Happy mood. (fear it, it wont last long..!) I aammmm~ x3 I have no reason to be a bitch right now. ._. Wait an hour, mom will come home, and I'll be killing myself.

Eeeeee~ I got Blue Octobers CD from Travis. xD I had to steal his CD player as well. x3 So, Its been playing non stop. Yay~!

._. Im Hyyyppperrrr, And Tylers not on PowerPets. Dx Not fare. ._. Neither is Carrot. ._.
*Feels alone*

*starts running around in circles screaming* XDDD

x3 So, My days been ok. ._. Mom left, she went to go see about a house. (*Claps and Wh00ts*) BUT, She doesnt like a deal on it. Dx Sucks. ._. So, Were still living in the shit hole we call an Apartment.

Also, Its a good thing. We could move back over to RoseDale so I can go to school with Lauren, Kelsey and Heather. ._.
I WONT BE ALONE~!

XD I told you I was Hyper. ._.

I need to stop typing, or I'll type all day. xD lol. ._. Bye~

Note to self: Banners and Journal Background.


EDIT: Omg, I know how to add Banners and Such. XD lol. I need to get a Sub.. ._.

]]> ~Firestar-Rised http://Firestar-Rised.deviantart.com/journal/12095293/ http://Firestar-Rised.deviantart.com/journal/12095293/ Wed, 07 Mar 2007 15:41:23 PST It hurts when they make you cry and say your an Idiot for crying.
It hurts when your friends with you and you father screams at you.
It hurts when you think you can trust your mother and she stabs you in the back.

Never. Never again will I tell them anything. I cant trust them.
And they said I could.
Well, I guess I cant.

Im trying to bite back the tears.
That are trying to fall down my face.
*Sobs*

]]> ~Firestar-Rised http://Firestar-Rised.deviantart.com/journal/12083902/ http://Firestar-Rised.deviantart.com/journal/12083902/ Tue, 06 Mar 2007 16:56:53 PST I get to talk to Tyler on Skype. He's so awsome. x3

Ok, But, yeah. O_O I spent the night over at Laurens. And got to Talk with Chris(Her older brother...). Which was fun. *Nods* We have alot in commen. *Laughs* But thats not the point.
Well, then again, there is no point. O_O
He seems like a really good friend to have. x3 And from what Lauren says if you can break the shell, then, your special.*Nods* But, he was fun to talk to. It wasnt all about Thomas. xD Lol...
Lauren, I swear to god, we thought you were doing something. xD Thats why, I would go out, or we would leave the light on.

Its not that I dont trust you around Thomas...
Well, It IS I dont trust you with Thomas. xD
You two were flurting som much.*Rolls eyes*


But, yeah. Im done razzing lauren. xD

Immm Hyper. x3

]]> ~Firestar-Rised http://Firestar-Rised.deviantart.com/journal/11993898/ http://Firestar-Rised.deviantart.com/journal/11993898/ Tue, 27 Feb 2007 21:14:33 PST But, The thing is, He's done this before. He'll break both of our hearts, and leave us out to cry and weap in sorrow.
Granted, Im used to this, Being left alone to cry, so I dont get really teary. But, I still cant believe she broke down into tears. Im still stunned beyond belief.
She always seemed like a strong person to me, Her parents had Devorced, and she got a lot of things placed on her, that a 14 year old shouldnt have. She acts like, she has to be mean and tough to prove that she can win this battle, and she can be the stronger person.
But isnt she becoming weaker when she does this? I think so. But, I love her to bits.(In a friendly way...!) And, I dont know, we became best friends when we met. She shared everything with me, and had no Idea if I was going to break her.
Mean while, She hardly knows about me, I dont like throwing all of my trust into one person. Because, I still hold that fear of breaking.
But how can she just trust me like that? She's been friends with anouther person for as long as I've known her, and Her other friend doesnt know half of the Stuff I do.
I just dont understand. And I've kinda taken on the responsiblity of a Caring Sister. The kind that will never let you down.

But I Feel let down. Jeff hurt her badly. It was like, the brick wall she had up, crumbled into peices...
I wanted to trust Jeff, I wanted to be friends with him, I wanted to believe he wasnt going to hurt her.
But, He keeps hurting her, and its so frustrating because she wont listen to me. She's throwing to much trust into a situation that cant last. And, I watching her crumble in front of me.
And Its just so agravating. Because, she always goes back to him, Back to the one who hurt her.
He hurt my Sister. The one who i stick up for, the one I care for, the one who Trusts me, and I dont want to watch her crumble.
But, she wont listen.
Its always, But he said he loves me, and he'll never hurt me again.
But he did, and even as Im writting this, I have tears coming out of my eyes. I feel like, Im looking at myself a year ago, when I trusted to much. And then, it was swept away, and I crumbled, and never got onto my feet again.

I cant watch her go through that. I dont want her to have to put on a mask, so she can hide the tears, so she can hide her true emotions.
I want her to trust.
I dont want her, to Cry anymore.

I tried to talk with Jeff. But, he walks away, like a hurt puppy.
And she fallows him.
Mean while, I feel like Im the bad guy.
He deserved what I gave him, I should have given him more, to make his life like hell. But for her sake, I didnt.
And now, Im the bad one.
Me, the one who protects her, the one who will always be by her side...
Is the bad person.
Is the evil one.

I dont know why Im telling you all of this, But maybe its because I havent been able to talk to anyone who doesnt blame me. Maybe its because I think I can trust again. Anyway, Im sorry I sent you such a long rant. e_e I feel kinda better, After getting this off my shoulders.

---------------------------------------

Lauren, if your reading this, I mean all of it. I know, if kinda weird for me to be typing this. I fell crappy for what I did, But Im not backing down on it. You'll catch me dead before I talk to the son of a bitch who hurt my best friend and my sister.
But he also hurt me.
Lauren, the truth is, I was scared shitless you were going to crumble so much, It was going to look like me.
You dont understand, When that happend to me, My heart was gone, and I had a hole in me. One I wasnt able to fill.
I was alone, and I couldnt trust anyone, I put it into my mind, I could trust no one.
Not even Kelsey.
Hell, she doesnt even know about this. She has no Idea that I was hurt so much, I cried myself to sleep for WEEKS. Weeks apon Weeks. And, I never got better. I never will get better.
I given up on love and true happiness.
But that doesnt have to be the same for you.

All Jeff's doing is spinning you into a web of pain and sorrow.
One of these days, he's going to break you.
And I wont be there to help you.
And I wont let myself live on with regret.

I understand if you hate me, I understand if you never want to talk to me again.
Yeah, I know, Im a Bitch.
But, Im only saying these things because I care about you.
And maybe fear is behind it as well, I dont want to be hurt again, yet, I couldnt stand it, if you got hurt. Why do you think I blew up on Jeff? Because he said something stupid?
No, i... ]]> ~Firestar-Rised http://Firestar-Rised.deviantart.com/journal/11990827/ http://Firestar-Rised.deviantart.com/journal/11990827/ Tue, 27 Feb 2007 17:08:15 PST

One of my friends, made me fell like Crap.
C-R-A-P.
All for a STUPID, IDIOTIC, NO GOOD SON OF A BITCH.

[link].terms.

Im so mad, Wait, mad doesnt even begen to feel how I feel.
Like the tittle says :nods:

She's to blind to see, he's only going to break her heart, which breaks me, rips me to shreds.

Im crying. C-R-Y-I-N-G.
:faints: Im going to go, Before I say anything Stupid or Something thats going to get me killed. *Sigh*

]]> ~Firestar-Rised http://Firestar-Rised.deviantart.com/journal/11900332/ http://Firestar-Rised.deviantart.com/journal/11900332/ Tue, 20 Feb 2007 19:42:19 PST [x] Holes
[ ] Lizzie McGuire Movie
[ ] Hallloween Town
[ ] Halloween Town High
[ ] Cadet Kelly.
total so far: 1(hahahahaha lol...)

[ ] Get a Clue
[ ] Motocrossed
[x] Snow White and the Seven Dwarfs
[x] Pocahontas
[ ] Pocahontas 2
[x] Lady and the Tramp
total so far: 4

[ ] Lady and the Tramp 2
[x] Cinderella
[x] The Parent Trap (original)
[ ] The Parent Trap (newer version w/ Lindsay Lohan)
[x] The Little Mermaid
[ ] The Little Mermaid 2
total so far: 8

[x] Mary Poppins
[x] The Fox and the Hound
[x] Dumbo
[x] Pinocchio
[x] Bambi
total so far: 13

[ ] The Great Mouse Detective
[ ] The Rescuers Down Under
[x] Toy Story
[x] Toy Story 2
[x] Lion King
[x] Lion King 2
total so far: 17

[x] Peter Pan
[ ] Peter Pan 2
[x] Fantasia
[ ] The Three Caballeros
[x] Alice in Wonderland
[x] Sleeping beauty
total so far: 21

[x] 101 Dalmations (animated)
[ ] 101 Dalmations (real version)
[ ] 102 Dalmations
[ ] The Sword in the Stone
[x] The Jungle Book
[x] The Aristocats
total so far: 24

[x] Robin Hood
[ ] Oliver and Company
[x] Beauty and the Beast
[x] Aladdin
[x] Aladdin: Return of Jafar
[x] Aladdin: The King of Thieves
total so far: 29

[x] Finding Nemo
[x] Monsters, Inc.
[x] Hercules
[x] Mulan
[ ] Mulan 2
[x] Tarzan
total so far: 34

[x] Lilo & Stitch
[x] The Hunchback of Notre Dame
[x] The Emperor's New Groove
[ ] Bed knobs and Broomsticks
[x] Pete's Dragon
total so far: 38

[x] Remember The Titans
[x] Who Framed Roger Rabbit?
[x] James and the Giant Peach
[ ] The Mighty Ducks
[x] A Bug's Life
[x] The Incredibles
total so far: 43

[x] A Goofy Movie
[ ] An Extremely Goofy Movie
[x] Atlantis
[x] The Chronicles of Narnia
[x] Around the World in 80 Days
[ ] Confessions of a Teenage Drama Queen
total so far: 47

[ ] A Cinderella Story
[x] Pirates of the Carribean: The Black Pearl
[x] National Treasure
[x] Princess Diaries
[x] Princess Diaries 2
total so far: 51

[x] Freaky Friday
[x] Honey I Shrunk the Kids
[ ] A Muppet Christmas Carol
[ ] Ice Princess
[x] Pirates of the Caribean: Dead Man's Chest
total so far: 54

[x] Flubber
[ ] Black Couldren
[ ] Dinosaur
[ ] Madeline
[ ] Max Keebles Big Move
total so far: 55

[x] Treasure Planet
[x] Brother Bear
[ ] Home on the Range
[x] Chicken Little
[x] Cars
[x] The Wild

OVERALL TOTAL: 60 (.... )
Now repost with "I've seen ___ Disney movies"

Scccaarrrryyyyyy! xD lol.
I never watch movies. e_x I blame my mother. xD

]]> ~Firestar-Rised http://Firestar-Rised.deviantart.com/journal/11784586/ http://Firestar-Rised.deviantart.com/journal/11784586/ Mon, 12 Feb 2007 10:40:56 PST
My perfect guy would have to be a.. Dont laugh, But he would have to be a comboy.
OK, So I like a Deep, But soft voice. Hands that are soft but hard. And a man who keeps in shape. *Shivers* Im such a kid...

But, I love Horses, I would love to live on a Rnach, to sit on a swing and Rock back and forth. To smell him and feel like Im with the horses. ;-; But sadly, there are hardly any more Cowboys left in this cruel world. *Sobs* Evilness.

So, I will have to move to Texas to find him. And, so I can get a ranch.

I have no Idea why I just thought of this... Maybe its because I met a cowboy once. A REAL cowboy. And.... I dont know. Its almost as if... I became addicted to the horse smell and those strong arms.... But then again I was like.... 6 years old. O_O

Ok, So maybe Ive been reading romance Novels. About Cowboys and such.

;-; And, When people write, I have dreams. I get so wrapped into a book, I could walk off a Cliff and not even know. O_O

Neh, But, Im still Pissed at dad. *Rolls eyes*
I wanted to get a book. My parents NEVER say no on books. But, They said no, BECAUSE IT SAID VAMPIRE.*Rips hair out* Mom said I couldnt barrow it from a fried. So I said, I will never read again...
Needless to say, Im able to barrow it from a friend soon. xD lol.

]]> ~Firestar-Rised http://Firestar-Rised.deviantart.com/journal/11773124/ http://Firestar-Rised.deviantart.com/journal/11773124/ Sun, 11 Feb 2007 12:31:13 PST Ok, SO maybe it doesnt count as Looking as in Searching for a dAy, when she's being watched. But, She awsome, so thats why I watch her. Watch. O_O Irish will the the highest One. xD

British
[X] You drink a lot of tea.
[X] You know what a brolly is.
[ ] Deal or No Deal has taken over your life.
[ ] You wanted Ben to win X Factor.
[X] You use the word "bugger" or the phrase "bloody hell."
[X] Fish and Chips are yummy.
[X] You can eat a Full English Breakfast.
[X] You dislike emos almost as much as you dislike chavs.
[ ] Its football...not soccer.
Total: 6

Australian
[X] you wear flip flops all year.
[ ] You call flip-flops thongs not flip flops.
[ ] You love a backyard Barbie.
[ ] You know a Barbie is not a doll.
[X] You love the beach.
[X] Sometimes you swear without realizing.
[ ] You're a sports fanatic.
[X] You are tanned.
[ ] You're a bit of a bogan.
[ ] You have an Australian something
Total: 4

Italian
[ ] The Sopranos is a great show.
[X] Your last name ends in a vowel.
[X] Your grandmother makes her own sauces.
[X] You know how a real meatball tastes.
[X] You know Italian songs.
[ ] You have dark hair and dark eye color.
[ ] You speak some Italian.
[X] You are under 5’10’’
[ ] you know what an Italian horn is
[X] Pizza/spaghetti is the best food in the world!
[X] You talk with your hands.
Total: 7

Spanish
[ ] you say member instead of Remember.
[X] You speak Spanish or some.
[X] You like tacos.
[ ] You TyPe lIkE ThIs On Da CoMpUtEr.
[ ] You are dark skinned.
[X] You know what a Pita is.
[X] You talk fast occasionally.
[X] You have had highlights or have dyed your hair.
[ ] You know what platanos are.
Total: 5

Russian
[X] You say villain as: Vee-lon.
[X] You get short tempered.
[X] You know of somebody named Natasha.
[ ] You get cold easily.
[X] Rain is fun for you.
[X] You get into contests all the time.
[X] You can easily make do with the cold weather.
Total: 6

Irish
[X] You think beer is the best.
[X] You have a bad temper.
[ ] Your last name starts with a Mc, Murph, O', Fitz or ends with a ley, on, un, an, in, ry, ly, y.
[X] You have blue or green eyes.
[X] You like the color green.
[X] You have been to a st. pattys day party.
[X] You have a family member from Ireland.
[X] You have blonde hair.
[X] You have/had freckles.
[X] Your family get togethers always include drinking and singing.
Total: 9

African American
[ ] You say nigga/nukka casually.
[ ] You have nappy hair.
[ ] You like rap.
[X] You know how to shoot a gun.
[ ] You think President George Walker Bush is racist.
[X] You like chicken.
[X] You like watermelon.
[X] You can dance.
[ ] You can 'sing' gospel.
Total: 4

Asian
[ ] You have slanty/small eyes.
[X] You like rice a lot.
[X] You are good at math.
[ ] You have played the piano.
[ ] You have family from asia.
[X] You laugh sometimes covering your mouth.
[ ] Most people think you're Chinese.
[ ] You call hurricanes typhoons.
[ ] You go to Baulko.
Total: 3

German
[X] You like bread.
[X] You think German Chocolate is good.
[X] You Speak some German.
[X] You know what Schnitzel is.
[X] You hate it when stupid people call you a Nazi.
[X] You went to Pre-school.
[X] You're over 5'2
Total: 7

Canadian
[X] You like/play/played hockey.
[X] You love beer.
[X] You say eh.
[ ] You know what poutine is.
[ ] You speak some French.
[ ] You love Tim Horton's.
[ ] At one point you lived in a farm house.
[ ] You watch/watched Degrassi.
Total: 3

American
[ ] You hate foriegners.
[ ] You hate non - Christians.
[X] You're lazy.
[ ] You are not cultured.
[ ] You hate abortion.
[X] But love the death penalty.
[ ] You don't read.
[X] You shop at Wal-Mart.
[ ] You think this survey is rather biased.
Total: 3


British: 6( We have British Friends. e_e And, Well... Yeah...)
Australian: 4
Italian: 7(*Gasp*... ]]> ~Firestar-Rised http://Firestar-Rised.deviantart.com/journal/11714598/ http://Firestar-Rised.deviantart.com/journal/11714598/ Tue, 06 Feb 2007 18:59:38 PST
Hello! Did you ever think about some of the Kids who have no chance of Getting better? Who have cancer and will DIE when they turn 14 or 20. I mean, they would Give ANYTHING to have a normal Crappy day at school then be stuck in a bed and be plugged into a Machine. Really people. Grow up. I would give my own life to have one of those kids who sits in a bed, Wishing his/Her pain was gone, so they could smile, and PLAY.

Life is so confusing sometimes. It feels as if people hate themselfs so people will Pitty them. Kids with Cancer dont really Care. All they want is to get better, not to be ruled out as an 'Emo' or what ever the hell the call it now a days. And, Why would you want to be pittied? So people can Look down at you? Come on, I dont want to be pittied.

I cough up blood for gods sake EVERY DAY. I got stabbed in the arm. Yet, Im not wanting people to Fall down to my feet going, 'Poor Carrie!', But someone who just got called a freak is wanting me to Bow down to them.
I just want to slap them O_O


Ok, On a differnt note, WE GOT A PUPPY! She's so cute. She's got Golden and Lab in her. Her father was a White Golden. x3
And, Im still sick. e_e

But, Time for me to go. Please comment. Thank you.

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Yeah, I said the 'a' Word. Get over it. O_O

It is! But Ive found there's great ways to get over it! Music. x3 I love listening to Vangelis when typing, It puts so much Emotion into my writting's. That or It helps with Drawings, You can pop in any CD, or heck, even listen to the radio, and you listen to the music. It kinda helps you see the emotions inside of you... God, I sound like some crazy, pot filled Hippie. e_e

But yeah, So Now that Im done ranting about stupid things, Down to what Ive wanted to say.

Im loving DA.
Omg, I never thought I would love any art site. But I love this one.(Thank you Heather! )And Ive made so many friends. x3. For once Im glad I joind DA. O_O

But Yeah...

Nothing's been going on Latly, Ive been sick as a dog, and Of corse drawing an typing up to my eyeballs in stuff. e_e And, I havent posted anything exept for two drawing's because Im being laaazy.
e_e Yup, Im being Lazy, Because I have broncitis. Im alowed to do that right? O_O

Wh00t! SuperBowls tomorrow. Which means I get to steal Dougs DVD player. Yay for Pirates! Maybe I'll even sketch some more stuff.*Looks around* But you didnt hear anything...
I hope the colts win. x3 I have.... $20 on them. And If I win, Well then, more Sakura pens. Or, into savings for a tablet, which I want... xD lol...

Speaking of Tablet, Do you like yours?(Directed at people with them) Is it easir to Draw them on Paper, then color on Computer? e_e Its not fun using your Mouse to color lots of details. e_e
Or should I just get the tablet and stop my Bitching?

e_e I saw a new pretty program I must get, Its called Poser 6. Its so awsome, It does animation and Life like stuff. And thats been my dream to do Life like(Yeah, Call me a weirdo, But it is. ). So, Yeah. BUT, Its like... 200 dolars. e_e More than the tablet costs*Bangs head on wall*
But at least I dont need to worry about Getting Photoshop.

But, Yet again, Im ranting. I seem to be doing that a lot these days...

e_e I hate being sick. It feels like My lungs are going out and Im drowning.. e_e Just Broncitits... Well, Lets hope.

Ok, Yeah, Im like... Bored. e_e and Im using that Smily face to much...

Time for me to go! Ta-Ta!

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So, for my Wonderful Christmas, I got:

Copic markers! Squee! My aunt got them. ^^ Mom and Dad were kinda Pissed. xD Well. Yeah.
I got a Digital Camera.
Some Gift Cards..
A teddy Bear.
A hamster.(His name be's Kyon. -Key-on-)
I got a Charcol set.
2 more Sketch Pads
A new room
A broken Labtop(Mom broke my Labtop. ;-
A how to draw Manga book.
Lip Gloss.
And some other stuffs.

So yeah, I've had a pretty boring Vacation, I havent seen any of my friends. Kinda Bites. ;-;

And yeah. Sooo Um, Im going to go now*Waves* Bye!

Oh! AND my Pet died. ;-; The day... After Christmas. ;-;

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Well right now Im sitting in my Bedroom. And its dark, very dark. I cant see the other side of my Bedroom. O.O;Snap...

Well, other than that Im like really bored, so excuse me as I rant.

Weeeeelllllllll, I do say Im REALLY mad. My parents REFUSE to buy me copics, or let me buy them, So Im stuck. And I hate life. Yeah. ;-; But I may get Prismacolor.^^

Well other than that I went to go see Eragon on the 15th. 4 showing of it. It was awsome but it wasnt Eragon. So yeah. And they all had bloody friggin' accents. >.< Which sucks. ;-; So before the movie me and a friend went to the Wasibi Express and Had sushi. Well I did, she had a Chicken and rice bowl. ^^

I swear, I have new artwork, I just cant put them on DA because it doesnt like me. ;-; So if ya can help, please do!

I got a new sketch book. And Markers... But I still need a black out lining pen. .-. Dad wont take me to get one though. I think its in the BIG box I got from meh Grandparents. I know its full of Drawing suplies. Im praying for it to be something good.

Im like really in a crappy mood. Because, my parents are blasting Christmas music.;-; I HATE christmas music because... It's always the same songs. We had a CD on the otherday from a Friend and it played Silver Bells 8 friggin times. By the ninth we started singing the messed up version of Silver bells. lol.

Ah, but it helps when you can put on your Radio and drown your parents out with Heavy Metal. *Giggles*

Oh! I found this really cool thing on iTunes, A radio station from Japan, So thats what Ive been listing to. I didnt realize how cool P!ATD in japanese sounds. <3 So yeah. ^^

Byeeee byeee! I need to go, Mom fell off the couch and I think she's hurt*Rolls eyes* Well thats what she gets for playing Silver bells 9 times in a row.

]]> ~Firestar-Rised http://Firestar-Rised.deviantart.com/journal/10511253/ http://Firestar-Rised.deviantart.com/journal/10511253/ Wed, 25 Oct 2006 20:37:51 PDT .< GAH! What a Friggin CRAPPY NO GOOD day! Blah! I feel like a loner in school now and my best friend has left me.*Cusses her out* Blah. >.<

To love is to Loose
To loose is to Pain
So why love?

Every time you loose a friend
You loose a life.

Im so sick and tired of this same Crap that Im fed up with this! -.-

Im officialy going to the darkside. May Kelsey die a Horrible death -.-

But yeah, I have a bunch of dark emotional pictures I need to put*Cackles*

...... Wow......

>.< Im going now, Before I say anything Stupid.

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