http://browse.deviantart.com/journals/?order=5&q=by%3AFlamesalight32 deviantART RSS for in:journals sort:time by:Flamesalight32 en-us Copyright 2013, deviantART.com Thu, 23 May 2013 05:36:09 PDT deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://st.deviantart.net/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://flamesalight32.deviantart.com/journal/Busy-Beaver-Nervous-Beaver-347500980 http://flamesalight32.deviantart.com/journal/Busy-Beaver-Nervous-Beaver-347500980 Tue, 08 Jan 2013 17:02:38 PST Busy Beaver, Nervous Beaver.. nonadult journals/personal Flamesalight32 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/l/flamesalight32.jpg?5 Copyright 2013 ~Flamesalight32
I know, I know I have been AWOL recently but don't fret I am here to to catch you all up on schtuff I have been doing, and things to come!

Soo up to this point I have been confirmed with all the colleges I have asked to be at that I am in their system, and Only recently have two of those colleges come up with times for me to present my portfolio to them. The first being the college of choice and first draft pick out of all of them, sent me a letter and all my info actually last year just before christmas. The second pick of a more unlikely lot have confirmed a time suitable for them. Prices I don't agree with and the college overal ]]> http://flamesalight32.deviantart.com/journal/Friends-Portfolio-Website-D-346319130 http://flamesalight32.deviantart.com/journal/Friends-Portfolio-Website-D-346319130 Wed, 02 Jan 2013 14:06:53 PST Friends Portfolio Website :D nonadult journals/personal Flamesalight32 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/l/flamesalight32.jpg?5 Copyright 2013 ~Flamesalight32
Just recently my friend :iconJaayRay: has just recently uploaded all of her design, photography, print work, etc. onto her new website: http://jericaraymond.weebly.com/

I strongly encourage you all to go and look through her website just to see some of the awesome work she does :D

So encourage Away!!! ]]> http://flamesalight32.deviantart.com/journal/2012-to-2013-345785667 http://flamesalight32.deviantart.com/journal/2012-to-2013-345785667 Sun, 30 Dec 2012 21:46:50 PST 2012 to 2013 nonadult journals/personal Flamesalight32 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/l/flamesalight32.jpg?5 Copyright 2012-2013 ~Flamesalight32
it is officially wind-down to the ischedesigns.ca launch! I have almost all the files needed, working, and uploaded for midnight tomorrow!
I bought the space to store everything on the 21st because hostgator had an end-of-the-world sale on their services for 50% off!! which meant for the amount of money I would have payed for 1 year I get for two! #happy

BTW PXPhotoPhotography.deviantart.com is where all of my photography schtuff is being put up which is hopefully this summer where I will spend the remainder amount of my time! because I finally got my ]]> http://flamesalight32.deviantart.com/journal/Job-stuff-and-things-for-2013-343676418 http://flamesalight32.deviantart.com/journal/Job-stuff-and-things-for-2013-343676418 Wed, 19 Dec 2012 12:55:38 PST Job stuff and things for 2013!! nonadult journals/personal Flamesalight32 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/l/flamesalight32.jpg?5 Copyright 2012-2013 ~Flamesalight32
SO as the title suggests I have some cool things to report!!

1. IscheDesigns.ca WILL be functional by new years (why? because new years is always when my site changes or gets updated to a new style)
2. The main page twill be functional and designs will get their own pages n stuff so sharing and liking will not be a problem.. still have to figure out how to add comments and how it will be configured
3. Oh yeah almost forgot ischedesigns.webs.com will still be functional but will only act as a reroute page.
4. Connecting with me ]]> http://flamesalight32.deviantart.com/journal/Cold-vent-drafts-341744412 http://flamesalight32.deviantart.com/journal/Cold-vent-drafts-341744412 Fri, 07 Dec 2012 21:04:02 PST Cold vent drafts nonadult journals/personal Flamesalight32 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/l/flamesalight32.jpg?5 Copyright 2012-2013 ~Flamesalight32
like real life friends that when you walk up to their clique of people you haven't seen in a while, nor do you hang out with them that much, expecting them to talk to you and they just ignore you.. well some of them that is... you make a joke and the one person you expect to laugh at it doesn't.. which throws you off because you think that instantly something's wrong with you.. and then the downward spiral staircase of self hate begins..

Now the reason why this sounds odd is that if I am overly un-moody that there is a lot that I am dwelling on!

so in ]]> http://flamesalight32.deviantart.com/journal/The-sombre-shit-that-this-week-turned-out-to-be-340572617 http://flamesalight32.deviantart.com/journal/The-sombre-shit-that-this-week-turned-out-to-be-340572617 Fri, 30 Nov 2012 19:28:35 PST The sombre shit that this week turned out to be nonadult journals/personal Flamesalight32 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/l/flamesalight32.jpg?5 Copyright 2012-2013 ~Flamesalight32
I mean it does hurt me as much as them when they are sad like this but I go through crap as well and the best way to feel better is to know that someone like myself will always be there and granted I talk out of my ass sometimes, but I do it because at some point through talking out of my ass it ends up sounding like it is coming from someplace a little north of my digestional track, south of my vocal chords, and east of my right arm...

no not my left arm..

my heart..

because that is the place where all the crap ]]> http://flamesalight32.deviantart.com/journal/--338337339 http://flamesalight32.deviantart.com/journal/--338337339 Sat, 17 Nov 2012 20:45:18 PST ... nonadult journals/personal Flamesalight32 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/l/flamesalight32.jpg?5 Copyright 2012-2013 ~Flamesalight32
..or not..

Things accomplished:
-Purchased the domain ischedesigns.ca for 2 years!!
-Started work on the layout!
-Put lights up on the house
-Finally watched the movie Brave!

Brave was awesome.
the animation, the stories, and the voices were awesome all round.

I am slowly getting ready for winter!

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Quote-o-the-day:
‎"writing is the best way I ever figured out to make myself. And when I go back and read that stuff, a lot of it doesn't sound like me, and a lot of it is terrible, but it was all ]]> http://flamesalight32.deviantart.com/journal/Outlooks-are-a-changin-337963417 http://flamesalight32.deviantart.com/journal/Outlooks-are-a-changin-337963417 Thu, 15 Nov 2012 18:02:05 PST Outlooks are a changin' nonadult journals/personal Flamesalight32 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/l/flamesalight32.jpg?5 Copyright 2012-2013 ~Flamesalight32 Watched "Arrow" to understand how to court a lady...

Feelin' good.. maybe I will actually sleep tonight...

OH right forgot to mention that this whole "girl" thang has been bugging me for a few days now and messing up with my sleeping patterns.. my usual sleep times are 10pm - 7am ... but with this they became 12:40am - 6:50am..

Soo yeah I hope tonight is different!!

AND I finally got to meet the Web guy at my placement! really surprised how enthralled he was about what I have been doing! but tomorrow is crack time and I have to get everything done by then!!! along with some of the cont ]]> http://flamesalight32.deviantart.com/journal/Site-and-stuff-in-short-337816065 http://flamesalight32.deviantart.com/journal/Site-and-stuff-in-short-337816065 Wed, 14 Nov 2012 18:51:40 PST Site and stuff (in short) nonadult journals/personal Flamesalight32 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/l/flamesalight32.jpg?5 Copyright 2012-2013 ~Flamesalight32
This is going to be an amazing Journey!! and I can't wait to take you all with me!

WOOT!! ]]> http://flamesalight32.deviantart.com/journal/things-kinda-went-my-way-for-a-change-337660339 http://flamesalight32.deviantart.com/journal/things-kinda-went-my-way-for-a-change-337660339 Tue, 13 Nov 2012 18:25:41 PST things kinda went my way for a change... nonadult journals/personal Flamesalight32 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/l/flamesalight32.jpg?5 Copyright 2012-2013 ~Flamesalight32
-The blog I was creating for my co-op finally started to piece together for me.. Which is getting me antsy to want to buy a domain and start using php to my advantage.. because I can see it really being beneficial for me to integrate into the website I want to create! It opens up a lot of opportunities.. But for now ischedesigns.webs.com will have to do :(

^if you are reading this what would your opinion on this be????

What didn't go my way and what I should have seen from the start:

-This one girl I have been trying to swoon has presumably fallen for someone else...
I mean it makes sense, and she should ]]> http://flamesalight32.deviantart.com/journal/Remembrance-Day-and-lifey-stuff-337226668 http://flamesalight32.deviantart.com/journal/Remembrance-Day-and-lifey-stuff-337226668 Sun, 11 Nov 2012 09:26:59 PST Remembrance Day and lifey stuff. nonadult journals/personal Flamesalight32 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/l/flamesalight32.jpg?5 Copyright 2012-2013 ~Flamesalight32 and then when the kids of whom were representing Canada's youth, that stupid swell up in my throat holding back tears came to me.
NOTHING on tv or what have you has EVER done something like that to me.

So I say to those of whom who are young or Old and are in any way a part of the army who have come across this. You have my utmost respect and always will. Even if I don't know NEAR what it feels like to have to go through something like that. You are what shape this country!! <3

ALSO in other stuff!
I decided that on my ]]> http://flamesalight32.deviantart.com/journal/This-is-why-I-took-my-PA-Day-at-work-336926269 http://flamesalight32.deviantart.com/journal/This-is-why-I-took-my-PA-Day-at-work-336926269 Fri, 09 Nov 2012 17:41:52 PST This is why I took my PA Day at work!!!! nonadult journals/personal Flamesalight32 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/l/flamesalight32.jpg?5 Copyright 2012-2013 ~Flamesalight32
parents went on this long ass rant about not keeping track of how many hours in total I am up to at my co-op!!!

WHY.... THE FUCKKK.... WOULD I CARE!!?!?!?!?!?!?

OH WELL IT IS BECAUSE WE WANT TO KNOW SO THAT YOU CAN GO ALL ***SMIRK SMIRK **** on the teachers and complain ALL THE FUCKING TIME LIKE AN OLD PERSON!!!!!!!

FUUUUUUUUUU

TBH I don't care not because I don't want to know but really because I know that for the time that I have made up so far that put together WILL give me either 3 credits or more than enough to pass co-op!! which means no matter what even if I don't get 3 exact credits I get what?? OH RIGHT -Experien ]]> http://flamesalight32.deviantart.com/journal/People-seem-to-hate-me-for-being-intelligent-336633904 http://flamesalight32.deviantart.com/journal/People-seem-to-hate-me-for-being-intelligent-336633904 Wed, 07 Nov 2012 19:05:21 PST People seem to hate me for being intelligent. nonadult journals/personal Flamesalight32 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/l/flamesalight32.jpg?5 Copyright 2012-2013 ~Flamesalight32 I simply said that we have nothing to worry about because it would take over 100 years of constant exposure for there to even be an affect.

Well one of the kids in the class yelled out "Ische you don't have balls"

well sir I can see you have FAILED health class with flying colours.

this sent me into a little bit of a rage/mental-fit because that hurt me and made me feel like I didn't matter and that my opinion doesn't matter at all anymore and that I should just give ]]> http://flamesalight32.deviantart.com/journal/Word-of-advice-Give-yourself-some-you-time-335233268 http://flamesalight32.deviantart.com/journal/Word-of-advice-Give-yourself-some-you-time-335233268 Tue, 30 Oct 2012 18:11:44 PDT Word of advice: Give yourself some you time!! nonadult journals/personal Flamesalight32 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/l/flamesalight32.jpg?5 Copyright 2012-2013 ~Flamesalight32
and I have not a costume to wear.

Now granted I am not the most attractive person in the world ANNNDD I don't have a lot of time on my hands soooo I will be me for tomorrow??

GAHHH the problem becomes that I told my friends (whom are mainly female) that I wouldn't be dressing up for halloween and what I was greeted with was mainly silence buuuuttt sadly I could see through the silence and see the utter hatred in their eyes.
Which from my perspective it quite scary of a thought! because I don't want to displease them and I also want to be a lazy git! so somewhere there has ]]> http://flamesalight32.deviantart.com/journal/stuff-and-things-334696227 http://flamesalight32.deviantart.com/journal/stuff-and-things-334696227 Sat, 27 Oct 2012 19:40:30 PDT stuff and things nonadult journals/personal Flamesalight32 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/l/flamesalight32.jpg?5 Copyright 2012-2013 ~Flamesalight32
That was all I really wanted anyway..

didn't ask for much so I didn't get much.

OH and birthday wishes from people in person and on facebook! I probably should've mentioned my birthday to the secretary at my co-op placement and I would have gotten cupcakes and stuff. That would have been nice but if I don't or can't get anything.. just some time to myself or with friends I care about is all that matters... kinda sucks that no one took the time to run over and say happy birthday, it was more of a I-have-to-be-there-and-talking-infront-of-you kinda deal.. oh well I'm ok wit ]]> http://flamesalight32.deviantart.com/journal/Happy-Birthday-to-me-334250459 http://flamesalight32.deviantart.com/journal/Happy-Birthday-to-me-334250459 Thu, 25 Oct 2012 09:22:07 PDT Happy Birthday to me! nonadult journals/personal Flamesalight32 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/l/flamesalight32.jpg?5 Copyright 2012-2013 ~Flamesalight32 Happy Birthday dear meeeee eeeeeeee
Happy Birthday to me! ]]> http://flamesalight32.deviantart.com/journal/Updates-and-stuff-332429246 http://flamesalight32.deviantart.com/journal/Updates-and-stuff-332429246 Sun, 14 Oct 2012 14:40:51 PDT Updates and stuff! nonadult journals/personal Flamesalight32 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/l/flamesalight32.jpg?5 Copyright 2012-2013 ~Flamesalight32
I shall bring you up to speed I shall!!!

1: co-op is going great, the guys there are awesome! as they should be.
2: catching up on tvshows on Project Free TV.. if you haven't heard of it GOOGLE IT NOW.
3: haven't done any personal projects recently.. just been bogged down with soo much other stuff! haven't even started designing my website for the new year... LE GASP!!
4: My birthday is coming up soon! like add 11 to 14 kinda soon!! still don't know what I want... I am very humble in my choosing sometimes but this year seems to be the year that I just don't know yet...
     LIST ]]> http://flamesalight32.deviantart.com/journal/1st-week-I-have-SURVIVED-331282554 http://flamesalight32.deviantart.com/journal/1st-week-I-have-SURVIVED-331282554 Sun, 07 Oct 2012 18:15:42 PDT 1st week, I have SURVIVED!! nonadult journals/personal Flamesalight32 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/l/flamesalight32.jpg?5 Copyright 2012-2013 ~Flamesalight32 Yayy!!

the people over there are awesome, very talkative, very friendly.

I have also thought to myself how my views and confidence levels when asking or being asked questions has changed since the last time I was in school.

The better efforts of relaxation through the summer helped.

But I found that as much as I want to jump ahead and go faster and learn more and be better I just have to slow down, act calmly and just deal with whatever is needed in the present time. Businesses don't like people who are snappy and to the point, so I should now start to choose to be ]]> http://flamesalight32.deviantart.com/journal/A-G-O-and-all-of-its-massively-awesome-stuff-329532174 http://flamesalight32.deviantart.com/journal/A-G-O-and-all-of-its-massively-awesome-stuff-329532174 Thu, 27 Sep 2012 18:10:49 PDT A.G.O. and all of its massively awesome stuff!! nonadult journals/personal Flamesalight32 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/l/flamesalight32.jpg?5 Copyright 2012-2013 ~Flamesalight32 now this is coming from someone like myself who only does weird little sketches and then redo's them with photoshop..

I found that being that I am trying to be in the mindset of an adult now I have a new found respect for massively talented artists that do or did high detailed paintings!!!

but the weird abstract I will still remain uninterested!!

I also went to the Aboveground Art supplies store!! which my school gets most of its art supplies from!!! XD let's just say I bought a couple of things!!

1)12 pack of Prismacolor pencils (be ]]> http://flamesalight32.deviantart.com/journal/Yayy-day-and-the-waiting-game-329375857 http://flamesalight32.deviantart.com/journal/Yayy-day-and-the-waiting-game-329375857 Wed, 26 Sep 2012 18:21:25 PDT Yayy day and the waiting game nonadult journals/personal Flamesalight32 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/l/flamesalight32.jpg?5 Copyright 2012-2013 ~Flamesalight32
Yayyy

and the waiting game being that the guy from 'Just Fix It' Never emailed me back today.. :( although apparently I could win a free Samsung HDTV.. and apparently my credit scores suck... probably because I don't HAVE a credit card :P.. :P stupid spam...

The only good thing out of the whole co-op fiasco is that I get to go home early and don't have to do Journal Entries... woooot!
because those things are freaking dumb. The moment I saw them I know I hated them with a passion!!!

AND I am also going to the A.G ]]> http://flamesalight32.deviantart.com/journal/Interviews-and-people-are-awesome-329220651 http://flamesalight32.deviantart.com/journal/Interviews-and-people-are-awesome-329220651 Tue, 25 Sep 2012 18:49:11 PDT Interviews and people are awesome!! nonadult journals/personal Flamesalight32 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/l/flamesalight32.jpg?5 Copyright 2012-2013 ~Flamesalight32
otherwise not much else has happened...

yayy!! happy dance!!
now to see if the boss man approves.. ]]> http://flamesalight32.deviantart.com/journal/shit-then-icecream-328302280 http://flamesalight32.deviantart.com/journal/shit-then-icecream-328302280 Thu, 20 Sep 2012 16:14:19 PDT shit then icecream?? nonadult journals/personal Flamesalight32 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/l/flamesalight32.jpg?5 Copyright 2012-2013 ~Flamesalight32
soo the bad news:

-Mad Hatter Tech said no.. unfortunately right now is the busiest time of the year and nobody wants to help a high school co-op student get their hours so that they can graduate and go to college without the hassle of high school pulling on their pants like an infant.
-AND I have a lloott of Art class homework to do for Monday!! uhhhh! at least it is a long weekend... grr I have to be in Toronto on Saturday!! soo basically like a whole weekend!! damn!!

and the good news:

-Teachers are feeling bad for me so they are asking for website designey stuff!
]]> http://flamesalight32.deviantart.com/journal/Life-Updates-and-stuff-327816258 http://flamesalight32.deviantart.com/journal/Life-Updates-and-stuff-327816258 Mon, 17 Sep 2012 16:43:20 PDT Life, Updates, and stuff. nonadult journals/personal Flamesalight32 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/l/flamesalight32.jpg?5 Copyright 2012-2013 ~Flamesalight32
uhh today seems like the day that everyone gets or got a cold over the weekend!

sadly I am also part of that ratio of people at my school.

sucks...

on the other hand I HAVE to get rid of this cold sooner rather than later.

but sadly I also haven't been notified by Mad Hatter Tech yet ... :(
maybe it is a no or something.. I hope not..

I also have to see about making a cake or something... I have a whole weekend to do it.. but I will be in Toronto on Saturday.. :( so Sunday I will have to nag my mom to help me bake something.. Should be fun! ]]> http://flamesalight32.deviantart.com/journal/Your-reflection-is-the-most-scary-sometimes-Q-s-327213293 http://flamesalight32.deviantart.com/journal/Your-reflection-is-the-most-scary-sometimes-Q-s-327213293 Fri, 14 Sep 2012 17:36:10 PDT Your reflection is the most scary, sometimes. Q's nonadult journals/personal Flamesalight32 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/l/flamesalight32.jpg?5 Copyright 2012-2013 ~Flamesalight32
can't wait for next week though.. co-op will be awesome!

more reflection questions.  and no next week I won't do any more reflection-on-my-week questions.

From last week what has changed?
-friends have finally gotten past the shock of the first few days of school, and have appreciated their time schedule more.
-a friend has lost his commitment to coming to English class.  faith lost....

Did you get any homework? if so how many days were spent doing homework?
-None! that's what happens when you have a layed back English teacher, and an Art class and co-op for the aft.

Does anyone hate you more now?
-Nope ]]> http://flamesalight32.deviantart.com/journal/Short-and-sweet-326874067 http://flamesalight32.deviantart.com/journal/Short-and-sweet-326874067 Wed, 12 Sep 2012 19:05:03 PDT Short and sweet nonadult journals/personal Flamesalight32 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/l/flamesalight32.jpg?5 Copyright 2012-2013 ~Flamesalight32
1. Woke up at 4am to blood gushing out of my nose.  Yeah it is at it again! NOOOO. There went 1hour of my life spent cleaning out my nose so that it won't start again! GRR...
2. Went to school.  (we all know how challenging that can be)
3. Figured out what I needed to change on my resume.
4. Went to Mad Hatter to handed the head lady my resume. (She is so nice) And she even toured me around their office space! again making Mad Hatter even more considered like home!! AND she showed me the rest of the building that I never knew existed. SOo cool!
5. Came home exhausted.. drank a lot of 5al ]]> http://flamesalight32.deviantart.com/journal/With-time-comes-ANSWERS-326703628 http://flamesalight32.deviantart.com/journal/With-time-comes-ANSWERS-326703628 Tue, 11 Sep 2012 18:34:41 PDT With time comes .. ANSWERS? nonadult journals/personal Flamesalight32 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/l/flamesalight32.jpg?5 Copyright 2012-2013 ~Flamesalight32
WOOT the business is called Mad Hatter Tech. REALLY cool business. Really cool things that they do.

And they are in the same building as Google. WOOOT!

they have and do everything I want.  They have been around since 2001 so they know their stuff.  But the awesome part is that they have a digital design section to their business that I hope (if I get an interview) to be a part of and collaborate with the awesome people that work there, and hope to get a summer job.  Which just might lead to a full time job and stuff..

Let's just say I am excited!

Life Fulfilled!! ]]> http://flamesalight32.deviantart.com/journal/A-Smile-is-worth-a-thousand-326503191 http://flamesalight32.deviantart.com/journal/A-Smile-is-worth-a-thousand-326503191 Mon, 10 Sep 2012 15:33:46 PDT A Smile is worth a thousand... nonadult journals/personal Flamesalight32 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/l/flamesalight32.jpg?5 Copyright 2012-2013 ~Flamesalight32
SO school is weird.. as par usual!!

ALSO gained a friend on facebook! thanks to google translate!!
He wanted to know what I was saying so I felt sorry for the guy and wrote what I wanted to say and translated it using google translate.  
I know hate me all you want but a simple act of kindness by letting someone feel included even if you don't ACTUALLY speak Spanish, is something that people should look up to, rather than being ignorant to someone elses language and nothing getting better because you both won't try.

There is kindness in this world so I might as w ]]> http://flamesalight32.deviantart.com/journal/WTF-weekends-why-are-you-abandoning-me-already-326324471 http://flamesalight32.deviantart.com/journal/WTF-weekends-why-are-you-abandoning-me-already-326324471 Sun, 09 Sep 2012 15:35:01 PDT WTF weekends why are you abandoning me already?? nonadult journals/personal Flamesalight32 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/l/flamesalight32.jpg?5 Copyright 2012-2013 ~Flamesalight32
God it feels like October already! GAHHH

On the other hand I got stuff done, kinda, and started new stuff, kinda.

-Slept longer (like 2 hours more, maybe, IDK)
-Replied to a graphic design thingy (that i will only tell you about if you track me down at school) and am doing what was asked!! DFTBA!!
-Was also complimented with "awesome" towards my artwork from said person

Other than those three the last two were the more awesome of the few.. the first one was just a coincidence that it even happened!!

SO yeah!

ALSO I am thinking about baking a mini cake for ]]> http://flamesalight32.deviantart.com/journal/1-week-of-fucking-school-GAHHH-and-some-Q-s-325910845 http://flamesalight32.deviantart.com/journal/1-week-of-fucking-school-GAHHH-and-some-Q-s-325910845 Fri, 07 Sep 2012 16:45:25 PDT 1 week of fucking school! GAHHH.. and some Q's nonadult journals/personal Flamesalight32 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/l/flamesalight32.jpg?5 Copyright 2012-2013 ~Flamesalight32
Soo 1st week packed away for our minds to fester and ponder and freak out about for the rest of our lives... yeah..

What did you like about your first week of school?
-I liked the fact that I was singled out when my CO-OP speaker in class chose to.  It gave me a better feeling about the fact that I am on the right path and have the right attitude about what I want my future job to be.  
-I liked the fact that I could see new people, and reunite with old people.. Twas fun and a lot of laughs were had...

What did you dislike about your first week of school?
-The DRAMA SHIT... seriously ]]> http://flamesalight32.deviantart.com/journal/WTF-325523617 http://flamesalight32.deviantart.com/journal/WTF-325523617 Wed, 05 Sep 2012 15:55:21 PDT WTF?? nonadult journals/personal Flamesalight32 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/l/flamesalight32.jpg?5 Copyright 2012-2013 ~Flamesalight32
Please say it ain't so... the end of the week isn't close enough...

plus the friend that wants to start a relationship with my friend also wants to F*** them... like WTF!! GAHH EWWW this is just sooo not right... ew ew EWWWWWW!!!

So scared!!! not cool!! ]]> http://flamesalight32.deviantart.com/journal/week-away-325066341 http://flamesalight32.deviantart.com/journal/week-away-325066341 Mon, 03 Sep 2012 08:15:07 PDT week away! nonadult journals/personal Flamesalight32 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/l/flamesalight32.jpg?5 Copyright 2012-2013 ~Flamesalight32
twas gone 4 a week of relaxation before the hectic week of school that starts tomorrow!!

Got a DA Pro backpack for the new season.. should do me really well

other than that I have everything done, and some awesome pictures to upload to PixelPhoto Photography in the next few days!! ]]> http://flamesalight32.deviantart.com/journal/ME-and-my-problems-kinda-322630855 http://flamesalight32.deviantart.com/journal/ME-and-my-problems-kinda-322630855 Tue, 21 Aug 2012 19:40:56 PDT ME and my problems?? kinda?? nonadult journals/personal Flamesalight32 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/l/flamesalight32.jpg?5 Copyright 2012-2013 ~Flamesalight32
Plus I am here to explain how I tick emotionally in a 7 point list.. 4 all you weird girl types that can't read past my big ears and weird acne..

1. Professional - a lot so even to the point of my sister being ignorant and rude in public that I almost lose it and end up looking like a crazy person
2. I am a bag of weird emotions - when I get really angry, I get stressed out and start getting emotional.. I am a baby.. :P
3. I am lazy - but seriously who isn't.  I mean to be productive in a day but with my dad needing help with the comp ]]> http://flamesalight32.deviantart.com/journal/BLOGGGG-322312386 http://flamesalight32.deviantart.com/journal/BLOGGGG-322312386 Mon, 20 Aug 2012 09:10:34 PDT BLOGGGG nonadult journals/personal Flamesalight32 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/l/flamesalight32.jpg?5 Copyright 2012-2013 ~Flamesalight32
I have a website which is basically my portfolio but I am wondering if I should change the look of my blog to kinda make it look like a portfolio and then change things up so that I have a separate page for all my reblog stuff.  so that THAT stuff doesn't show up on my main page?? GAHHH

HELP...

Also follow and send me an ask on tumblr to let me know what your thoughts are. ]]> http://flamesalight32.deviantart.com/journal/Motivation-what-s-that-322131888 http://flamesalight32.deviantart.com/journal/Motivation-what-s-that-322131888 Sun, 19 Aug 2012 11:28:07 PDT Motivation?? what's that?? nonadult journals/personal Flamesalight32 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/l/flamesalight32.jpg?5 Copyright 2012-2013 ~Flamesalight32
sooo recently it has gotten extra cold, well maybe my body temp is just higher.. but I have been hanging in sweat pants and tshirt, freezing my hands off... not really that fun.

Plus my mind has gone straight to keeping myself hungry and sane, so doing designs hasn't really been a thing for the past few days..

but if anyone has any recommendations for stuff to design let me know... I might do a forum post about it, might do something on ma blog, soo yeah!

anything anyone wants 4 me to design please let me know because I am not having much luck here at the moment!

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guuhhhh

persistence is futile! but maybe I have to take a looong ass time to come up with a new design idea?!?

problem is, that when I have an idea for a design I have to have a BIG urge to come back to it and make some changes, or else coming back to it usually ends in me failing to add anything to it and epically fail big time! :(

kinda sucky that I have to deal with being rejected again, but it helps me deal with rejection in other cases as well.... O_o LOL

but I may or may not come up with anything this week for ideas... unless something passes my gaze and I instantly get an idea for s ]]> http://flamesalight32.deviantart.com/journal/Little-Update-320935822 http://flamesalight32.deviantart.com/journal/Little-Update-320935822 Mon, 13 Aug 2012 12:05:38 PDT Little Update: nonadult journals/personal Flamesalight32 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/l/flamesalight32.jpg?5 Copyright 2012-2013 ~Flamesalight32
Which I guess makes sense but really they are allowing others to do similar stuff like what I am doing.. but I would imagine that my design falls too close to a copyright that warner brothers would probably run and jump on.. and having said that I think threadless doesn't want to have to deal with legal issues that may have prompted allowing my design to go to print.

It makes sense but IDK I am still kinda torn that they did that and didn't at least let it get scored and THEN denied it going to print.  Because on the in ]]> http://flamesalight32.deviantart.com/journal/Plans-kinda-out-the-window-319958162 http://flamesalight32.deviantart.com/journal/Plans-kinda-out-the-window-319958162 Wed, 08 Aug 2012 16:28:24 PDT Plans kinda out the window! nonadult journals/personal Flamesalight32 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/l/flamesalight32.jpg?5 Copyright 2012-2013 ~Flamesalight32
Not to alarm anyone but I have dug myself a hole again after being self conscious over something irrelevant to this account.

Something that I probably should get over soon but meh.. soo I hope tomorrow is a new day with new ideas and less hate filled ones... seeing as those ones have gotten the better of me but then again have always gotten the better of me so why bother??

Some other things that I have recently read up on is that stress causes pimples.. *shocker* I know .. but in order to actually have GOOD skin, it would have to result in ]]> http://flamesalight32.deviantart.com/journal/Moving-319860226 http://flamesalight32.deviantart.com/journal/Moving-319860226 Wed, 08 Aug 2012 07:36:37 PDT Moving?? nonadult journals/personal Flamesalight32 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/l/flamesalight32.jpg?5 Copyright 2012-2013 ~Flamesalight32
If you were a part of that, in my gallery I have a new folder called "Profile Picture Project" visit there for all of those pictures ;)

Trying to clean the place up a bit!! ]]> http://flamesalight32.deviantart.com/journal/What-shalt-I-do-this-week-319499413 http://flamesalight32.deviantart.com/journal/What-shalt-I-do-this-week-319499413 Mon, 06 Aug 2012 20:12:03 PDT What shalt I do this week?? nonadult journals/personal Flamesalight32 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/l/flamesalight32.jpg?5 Copyright 2012-2013 ~Flamesalight32
But sadly the 10 pictures after closely inspecting them from yesterday were pretty grainy.. which is what I was afraid of ;(

I was at a car show on Sunday and before it rained I snapped a few photo's but sadly my poor little camera isn't doin' as well as it should :( would love a camera 1 step up from mine!! which is basically a BIGGER handheld digital camera kinda in between a small point and shoot, and a DSLR.. get some actually decent picx for n ]]> http://flamesalight32.deviantart.com/journal/Two-New-Posters-they-are-like-the-best-coupling-318582523 http://flamesalight32.deviantart.com/journal/Two-New-Posters-they-are-like-the-best-coupling-318582523 Thu, 02 Aug 2012 12:21:23 PDT Two New Posters!! they are like the best coupling nonadult journals/personal Flamesalight32 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/l/flamesalight32.jpg?5 Copyright 2012-2013 ~Flamesalight32
:thumb318553263: & :thumb318446492:

Please buy some!! I'm a little low on money at the moment for anything so if you could please buy some or let other people know that these are for sale on here then that would be really appreciated!!

Loki is there too but as a design rather than a poster:
:thumb317019170:

If you like these and would love to see more, let me know who I should demonize next!!

MUAHAHAHAHAHHA ]]> http://flamesalight32.deviantart.com/journal/PLANS-318542017 http://flamesalight32.deviantart.com/journal/PLANS-318542017 Thu, 02 Aug 2012 08:29:01 PDT PLANS!! nonadult journals/personal Flamesalight32 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/l/flamesalight32.jpg?5 Copyright 2012-2013 ~Flamesalight32 1.Get Iron Man poster DONE and submitted for Print today..
2.Get ALL the profile pictures drawn and submitted today!!

THEN after all that is done! then I can finish the unfinished lego zombie man design that I started and got really tired of because it was 1 am :(

and some other personal projects as well!! but I got to get this IronMan thing done this morning!! ]]> http://flamesalight32.deviantart.com/journal/are-you-done-yet-318409888 http://flamesalight32.deviantart.com/journal/are-you-done-yet-318409888 Wed, 01 Aug 2012 15:08:32 PDT are you done yet?? nonadult journals/personal Flamesalight32 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/l/flamesalight32.jpg?5 Copyright 2012-2013 ~Flamesalight32
Ya see I have been thinking and taking advantage of my free time..

but I have 7 designs done!! 1 of which was uploaded today..
the 6 designs I have are drawn on paper.  sooo another all-nighter maybe???

... but I need to figure some out which are very difficult to come up with..

Also thanks to those who have shown support for my project thingy so far!! I might do some of which that have been on the waiting list so far and then nothing but again I will have to see!!

MAINPOINT: all of the designs to be looked over, completed, and uploaded to their owners tomorrow.. sorry I am pushing things back a day but with dealing with s ]]> http://flamesalight32.deviantart.com/journal/Bring-ya-up-to-speed-318226455 http://flamesalight32.deviantart.com/journal/Bring-ya-up-to-speed-318226455 Tue, 31 Jul 2012 17:43:44 PDT Bring ya up to speed nonadult journals/personal Flamesalight32 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/l/flamesalight32.jpg?5 Copyright 2012-2013 ~Flamesalight32
did that till about 1am this morning.  BTW Canada time!! LOL

woke up this morning and realized that my body just doesn't like being strained till 1am because I had a Massive headache.  Took an advil.  I have UnidentifiedGhost, Epicookies, bubble-gum1lol, and LunaWolf22's ico ]]> http://flamesalight32.deviantart.com/journal/Currently-318122817 http://flamesalight32.deviantart.com/journal/Currently-318122817 Tue, 31 Jul 2012 08:38:25 PDT Currently nonadult journals/personal Flamesalight32 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/l/flamesalight32.jpg?5 Copyright 2012-2013 ~Flamesalight32
but please still spread around the http://forum.deviantart.com/community/projects/1761486/ to this project I am doing.  you can still ask it is just they will be put on a waiting list for right now.

Thanks all who participated ;) ]]> http://flamesalight32.deviantart.com/journal/Lego-men-and-future-317409165 http://flamesalight32.deviantart.com/journal/Lego-men-and-future-317409165 Fri, 27 Jul 2012 18:27:27 PDT Lego men and future?? nonadult journals/personal Flamesalight32 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/l/flamesalight32.jpg?5 Copyright 2012-2013 ~Flamesalight32
Lego Men have been in my life since I was 5.. soo a looong time ago!! and I have never grown up since!!
they have been an interest before my computer came along.. and I would spend countless hours with my Lego products and other things which sparked my creativeness and weirdness.. honestly though I don't really have a lot of lego men. I think I only have 1 lonely surviver!! somewhere lonely in my house here..

but lego has sparked creationism for a long time and I solute them for doing that!! ]]> http://flamesalight32.deviantart.com/journal/Loki-head-update-317001968 http://flamesalight32.deviantart.com/journal/Loki-head-update-317001968 Wed, 25 Jul 2012 18:02:14 PDT Loki head?? update!!! nonadult journals/personal Flamesalight32 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/l/flamesalight32.jpg?5 Copyright 2012-2013 ~Flamesalight32
I have his helmet done up in 2 colours.. the base colour and shape, and the yellow highlights...

the base colour is a variation of a very dark gray..

although I would love to have creative fun with his face because I suck at faces I might just make his face blank white and make him look like a demon..  with his eyes... being that I have creative lee way and that his colour/what I call a mascot colour is green.. I might incorporate that into the highlight in his face.. won't know till I try!!

but for a fact that it won't be like the exact to his face kind of things like what I have seen other people put up here, but a spin on the fac ]]> http://flamesalight32.deviantart.com/journal/Loki-head-316909385 http://flamesalight32.deviantart.com/journal/Loki-head-316909385 Wed, 25 Jul 2012 09:45:40 PDT Loki head?? nonadult journals/personal Flamesalight32 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/l/flamesalight32.jpg?5 Copyright 2012-2013 ~Flamesalight32
you have been warned!! ]]> http://flamesalight32.deviantart.com/journal/End-from-last-week-and-all-the-crazyness-and-stuff-316468223 http://flamesalight32.deviantart.com/journal/End-from-last-week-and-all-the-crazyness-and-stuff-316468223 Mon, 23 Jul 2012 07:27:30 PDT End from last week and all the crazyness and stuff nonadult journals/personal Flamesalight32 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/l/flamesalight32.jpg?5 Copyright 2012-2013 ~Flamesalight32
first off last weekend I had a bit of a stressed time whilst at the beach... because I go to kite flys with the fam and we put on and show and stuff and all the organization and communication went right out the window!! almost literally in some cases.

so after I came back I get this notification here.. and a very putting down comment from somebody on something else I commented on.. needless to say that WRECKED ME... like hardcore I couldn't get to sleep till 1am because I started thinking less, and lesss, and lesssss of myself which happens from time to time.. and then I get softened up and start ge ]]> http://flamesalight32.deviantart.com/journal/Slowly-getting-back-to-normal-315773401 http://flamesalight32.deviantart.com/journal/Slowly-getting-back-to-normal-315773401 Thu, 19 Jul 2012 17:58:25 PDT Slowly getting back to normal nonadult journals/personal Flamesalight32 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/l/flamesalight32.jpg?5 Copyright 2012-2013 ~Flamesalight32
I slept for a bit to gain some time I lost.

Plus the dark knight rises is tonight.. I don't have any tickets to go... sooo jealous of you people who have tickets for that!!
I am currently awaiting what James White has in store for posters once he sees the movie!! I have been talking back and forth with him recently so it makes it easier to ask questions... plus James White is just re ]]> http://flamesalight32.deviantart.com/journal/What-have-I-been-all-day-315326284 http://flamesalight32.deviantart.com/journal/What-have-I-been-all-day-315326284 Tue, 17 Jul 2012 15:15:22 PDT What have I been all day?? nonadult journals/personal Flamesalight32 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/l/flamesalight32.jpg?5 Copyright 2012-2013 ~Flamesalight32
pleh
...

got shipped over to the hospital for some testing stuff.

spent a lot of time visiting different doctors for different things.

a lot of my time (5-6 hours) was spent today in that hospital .. thus why nothing was done and everything wasn't active.

...

I have had little to no sleep today :( like 4 hours... it will take a whole week to gain some of that time back!! plus the power went out at around 6 yesterday morning so my clock beside my bed has been everything but un-fucked till recently..

but the doctors were awesome and too ]]> http://flamesalight32.deviantart.com/journal/I-just-need-to-start-creating-315054337 http://flamesalight32.deviantart.com/journal/I-just-need-to-start-creating-315054337 Mon, 16 Jul 2012 10:24:02 PDT I just need to start creating nonadult journals/personal Flamesalight32 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/l/flamesalight32.jpg?5 Copyright 2012-2013 ~Flamesalight32
for the past part of my day today I was reflecting on how I affected a friend.. how that would have changed theirs view on me and more recently my view of myself.  I don't like calling the feeling depression because I have no idea what it is like.  But I think it is more so loneliness and the thought of not being able to start a loving relationship with someone else.  Now that could say differently for everyone else but trying to get passed that problem without ]]> http://flamesalight32.deviantart.com/journal/hmmmm-314947772 http://flamesalight32.deviantart.com/journal/hmmmm-314947772 Sun, 15 Jul 2012 19:21:28 PDT hmmmm nonadult journals/personal Flamesalight32 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/l/flamesalight32.jpg?5 Copyright 2012-2013 ~Flamesalight32
-I don't like to be left behind which probably explains why I talk so much.  I had NO friends only enemies in grade school before grade 9.
-I like for people to tell me what is going on. If I am bugging them just say so. Ask me to talk face to face and I will.
-I don't like to be name called/yelled at. because I have been yelled at by my dad when I was younger and I haven't been the same.
-I am fairly simple with personal, sombre things.
-When I get a little nervy and frustrated with things pimples grow on my forehead.  like Pinocchio's nose it is a visual tell.  
-When I get frustrated a lo ]]> http://flamesalight32.deviantart.com/journal/weekend-of-fun-a-stuff-314940411 http://flamesalight32.deviantart.com/journal/weekend-of-fun-a-stuff-314940411 Sun, 15 Jul 2012 18:38:40 PDT weekend of fun a stuff! nonadult journals/personal Flamesalight32 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/l/flamesalight32.jpg?5 Copyright 2012-2013 ~Flamesalight32 ...
on ma face :(
...

got some pretty cool pictures of some fireworks to go through!! might edit them up a bit seeing as the image processor doesn't save me from having to do so.. crappy colour brightness and whatnot...

Had fun at the beach yesterday!! a bit windy but it was all worth it when they put the fireworks up in the air!!

it seems a lot of people were at beaches while I twas gone from the internets!!

also some were a bit grumpy....

but I had a good time and to me that is all that mattered!! ]]> http://flamesalight32.deviantart.com/journal/Updates-and-100-Q-s-Answered-get-ready-314451266 http://flamesalight32.deviantart.com/journal/Updates-and-100-Q-s-Answered-get-ready-314451266 Fri, 13 Jul 2012 10:22:12 PDT Updates and 100 Q's Answered!! get ready!!! nonadult journals/personal Flamesalight32 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/l/flamesalight32.jpg?5 Copyright 2012-2013 ~Flamesalight32
{UPDATES}

I have recently made a new site/thingy it is similar to the Madman RC Canada FB fan page in the idea that it is a site for one of my interests that I really like!!

It is called PixelPhoto, pretty simple so far right?  what I do there is post EDITED photo's that I have taken and put them up there for everyone to see!! now the only editing I do to them in Photoshop would be some adjustment layers and weird patterny-things..

Right now I really badly want a decent camera to take pictures for PixelPhoto because the one I have is becoming ]]> http://flamesalight32.deviantart.com/journal/New-Project-underway-314132885 http://flamesalight32.deviantart.com/journal/New-Project-underway-314132885 Wed, 11 Jul 2012 19:02:26 PDT New Project underway!!! nonadult journals/personal Flamesalight32 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/l/flamesalight32.jpg?5 Copyright 2012-2013 ~Flamesalight32 Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/PixelPhotoPhotography
Website: http://pixelphotophotography.tumblr.com/

please show some support and spread the word around about it! if you are on tumblr then please follow!! if on facebook I encourage you to give it a like to show some support for this little project I am starting up!!! ]]> http://flamesalight32.deviantart.com/journal/Love-and-relaxation-312103775 http://flamesalight32.deviantart.com/journal/Love-and-relaxation-312103775 Mon, 02 Jul 2012 10:22:30 PDT Love and relaxation! nonadult journals/personal Flamesalight32 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/l/flamesalight32.jpg?5 Copyright 2012-2013 ~Flamesalight32
wasting times checking emails and surfing tumblr for most of my morning! :P

poor grandma has to go to 2-3 funerals and visitations this week! :( most of which were in her confirmation class.. which would mean that they are all her age... making her feel even worse about it, but she's a strong lady and will probably end up living longer than any of the others... we hope...and I am pretty sure that is how it will work out!!!

I am glad to have a very close, loving, family and would do anything to keep it that way..

trying to come up with design ideas and thin ]]> http://flamesalight32.deviantart.com/journal/Appearance-shapes-your-soul-307434804 http://flamesalight32.deviantart.com/journal/Appearance-shapes-your-soul-307434804 Sat, 09 Jun 2012 20:49:09 PDT Appearance shapes your soul nonadult journals/personal Flamesalight32 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/l/flamesalight32.jpg?5 Copyright 2012-2013 ~Flamesalight32 - Name: Kyle;
- Eye Colour: Blue;
- Hair Style/Colour: My Hair colour I seem to think is Blonde;
- Height: 5' 9"
- Clothing style: Grub;
- Best Physical Feature: My eyes;
}

THE INSIDE {
- Your Fears: Being yelled at by someone I admire, ya just that;
- Your Guilty Pleasure: Chocolate, Candy, etc.;
- Your Biggest Pet Peeve: Peoples speech-isms (eg. "Like" being used WAYY too often, end their sentences with a *sigh* or laugh EVERY time), people eating with their mouth open;
- Your ambitions for the future: Graduating, Being with someone I love, Becoming a graphic artist or designer;
}

THOUGHTS {
- Your first thought ]]> http://flamesalight32.deviantart.com/journal/Update-307295041 http://flamesalight32.deviantart.com/journal/Update-307295041 Sat, 09 Jun 2012 07:20:41 PDT Update! nonadult journals/personal Flamesalight32 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/l/flamesalight32.jpg?5 Copyright 2012-2013 ~Flamesalight32
So. Currently I am doing a commission for a buddy out of Alberta!! another shirt thing (PSST! if you are reading this and are in need of a shirt design, send me a note stating what you would like on the shirt, and what colour of shirt and we will continue from there!!)

I am also almost done my classes of this semester!! YAY! but I have two exams and they are like the first part of the week! NOOO :(

I am finally kindof fluent in PHP to the point where I can create a database, a table (which is a nam ]]> http://flamesalight32.deviantart.com/journal/Sketching-what-you-do-that-What-for-300655524 http://flamesalight32.deviantart.com/journal/Sketching-what-you-do-that-What-for-300655524 Mon, 07 May 2012 17:54:48 PDT Sketching... what?... you do that?? What for?? nonadult journals/personal Flamesalight32 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/l/flamesalight32.jpg?5 Copyright 2012-2013 ~Flamesalight32
So here is what I have sketched recently!

:thumb300088755: :thumb300271905: :thumb300277797: :thumb300628187: :thumb300654522:

So ya I have been having some fun with the sketching! Another to be uploaded soon!!!

And I have to stop procrastinating and get this other poster thing done the way it should be!!

RIGHT! ]]> http://flamesalight32.deviantart.com/journal/Down-with-a-sickness-299558821 http://flamesalight32.deviantart.com/journal/Down-with-a-sickness-299558821 Tue, 01 May 2012 18:23:07 PDT Down with a sickness??? nonadult journals/personal Flamesalight32 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/l/flamesalight32.jpg?5 Copyright 2012-2013 ~Flamesalight32
which I am not too proud of...

although my parents seem to think that I have allergies!?!

which to me isn't a good thing, which I am hoping that it is not!! AT ALLLL
I mean I feel sorry for people that have allergies, they suck! but the fact that I may have them just doesn't seem right?!

'cause this has happened before! scratchy throat, runny eyes, drippy nose. it is just another type of cold!!

or at least that's what I think! ]]>