http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:Flare9052&section=today deviantART RSS for by:Flare9052 en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Sun, 20 Dec 2009 15:57:35 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://Flare9052.deviantart.com/journal/23361853/ http://Flare9052.deviantart.com/journal/23361853/ Mon, 23 Feb 2009 12:09:02 PST +Kiss on the Forehead = "I hope we're together forever"
+Kiss on the Ear = "You're my everything"
+Kiss on the Cheek = "We're friends"
+Kiss on the Hand = "I adore you"
+Kiss on the Neck = "we belong together"
+Kiss on the Shoulder = "I want you"
+Kiss on the Lips = "I love you"

What the gesture means...
+Holding Hands = "we definitely love each other"
+Slap on the Butt = "That's mine"
+Holding on tight = "I don't want to let go"
+Looking into each other's Eyes = "I just plain love you"
+Playing with Hair = "Tell me you love me"
+Arms around the Waist = "I love you too much to let go"
+Laughing while Kissing = "I am completely comfortable with you"
+picking someone up off their feet = "that they love them fully and would do anything for them"

--Advice--
+ Dont ask for a kiss, take one
+If you were thinking about someone while reading this,
you're definitely in Love.


--Requirements--
+Post this again after reading!!
Or you will have a bad year of Relationships.


If you LIKE, LOVE, OR MISS someone right now
and can't get them out of your head
then Re-post this within One Minute and Whoever you are missing will surprise you.
Repost this as "what a kiss means"

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I had a dream like that where it all happens in this beautiful forest, just walking around and looking then I walk in a town just out side this forest. It looked so rocky like an old england theme. I though cool! Though It seems as though its getting darker the deeper I get in this town. I see a house, look in the window. I see a women beating something to death. I was afraid to get anywhere near the window and hoping the women didn't see me. Even though she looked up as though she knew I was watching. I walked in this house with several people. One of them was my brother. Thats where the first dream ended before I went to school.

A few days after that dream I had it again. Though this time It was all dark. The forest that was beautiful was dead. Clouds in the sky were dark and it was raining. It was wet and muddy. I saw a pipe and I went in it, (Chance taker) the road was gone so I took the pipe to get on the other side. (the grass is greener on the other side) NOPE not this time! I found a cat that for some odd reason I had an instint conection to. I couldn't let it go so I traveled through the pipes and found the end and it was still just as dark. But I still see people, homeless and raggy. I didn't care but I was confused. I see these 2 black women and they were doing a ritual by using something that was dead and bringing it too life. I was freaked out, but on the other side of it, it was cool. Then I turn around and still holding the cat... That same black women was in front of me. The cat freaked and I got a scratch on my arm. (its the same scratch I found when I woke up) This black women took my cat and took it to that ritual table. I was scared and yelling leave my cat alone! they took a fork out and put it in the air. I cryed so hard yelling give my cat back! She stabed my cat, I watched as the cat was repeatedly stabbed, crying and dropped to the ground, crying like I have never cryed before. I heard this voise say "look and help the cat" I looked at the cat when I walked up to it. still crying a female voise told me to rub this gold powder on it, so I did and I said it wasn't working, the voice said keep rubbing, then this wierd thing happend, my cat was coming back to life. I was so happy I huged the cat. Then the rain stopped and the clouds cleared. The path that was blocked, opened! as the path faded away the town was in clear view. still the same! I walked and found that same house like I knew where exactly where to go. I went in and that women that was beating something was there in the living room, I tried to put on a great fake happy smile and said hi. she did too. though when I went in the fire place room, I saw this doll house that was the exact same model of the home I was in. though I saw dead people in it and dolls and clowns that killed those people. It was a mission. I was to go in each room and save those people. I knew they weren't dead. so the kitchen was first. this clown turned around in the kitch and look at me. Then It ran in my direction and turned into something that resemble a plastic bag. I riped it up and kept ripping it.... then I woke up.

ahh what a wierd dream I had but tell me what do you think of that dream? what dream did you have that you revisited? what changed? What did you do that changed it?

]]> ~Flare9052 http://Flare9052.deviantart.com/journal/21548463/ http://Flare9052.deviantart.com/journal/21548463/ Tue, 18 Nov 2008 10:22:04 PST Its true people move on, and of course life throws things at you that you dont expect, especially when a great friend you have loved and respected, trusted, doesn't respect you in the same way because of one tiny thing they dont approve of. One of my friends dont approve of dating people, she doesn't get the concept about it because she's never tried it. To me, dating is trying and getting to know the person before you know exactly, if this person is what you really want.
To her dating is only a method of messing with the other persons feelings. That your going out with one person while dating, and dating others at the same time. Practically saying your whoring yourself to multiple people. >_< that ain't cool. Thats what I got out of it. She is against dating when really she hasn't tried it at all!!!!!!!!
Lets just say I am getting use to the dating thing and its fun, getting to know other people and asking questions to know more about them. Its great to me.

QUESTION! WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT DATING?
DO YOU LIKE IT OR NOT?
HOW MANY PEOPLE HAVE YOU DATED AT THE SAME TIME YOU DATED THAT ONE INDIVIDUAL?

]]> ~Flare9052 http://Flare9052.deviantart.com/journal/20544238/ http://Flare9052.deviantart.com/journal/20544238/ Wed, 17 Sep 2008 19:58:34 PDT for 3 miles I got 20m:41s at Johnson Spring View Park. and got 80th/103 place. I thought it was poor.

At Nevada Union High School my time for 3 miles was 22m:31s and my placing was 66th/127 people.

Running Cross country has always been hard but
this year I will become better than I was for the last 2 years.

Cheers from the crowd makes me happy and run faster. but I do that I waist energy I need. I manage to still finish without walking.yay! ^_^

]]> ~Flare9052 http://Flare9052.deviantart.com/journal/19700385/ http://Flare9052.deviantart.com/journal/19700385/ Thu, 31 Jul 2008 13:12:48 PDT Though in my past I've been made fun of for drawing them and never in my life was I given respect for at least drawing good art, in all sorts of media. That is until three years ago when finally people are seeing how good I am, and still getting better. when I was in Minnesota that was when I was made fun of for drawing cats. no one there besides my true friends respect cats and the curious thing they do. but thats what I think. people have different thing they believe in and I am open to what they have to say. Its their belief not mine to judge or say other wise. Thats the way it should be with art. No one is better than anyone else, we're all the same. We love art, and their shouldn't be any competition. But some people don't see that.
So thats why Ignorance is bliss their blinded by their own ignorance, and arrogance.

]]> ~Flare9052 http://Flare9052.deviantart.com/journal/19359144/ http://Flare9052.deviantart.com/journal/19359144/ Sat, 12 Jul 2008 17:42:53 PDT At the mall I pass by a guy who really liked me. so I keep walking until I look back and find that he's smiling. So I smile back, I started feeling really lucky all of a sudden. Still looking I cant stop smiling cause this person is flirting with me with his eye's. I walk down to the Abracrombi and Fitch store. I bump into him and we are staring and smiling at each other like our eyes are talking for us. He said hi and so did I. Though I was nervous so I wanted to get out of there. Now I was walking slowly to the escalator. This guy passes by me giving me a nod, smiling, saying hi again. LOL I started blushing and smiling. He moved his lips telling me to follow him. So I smile and start glowing. I follow him to where he worked. He saw me and smiled saying hi. He introduced himself to me and I did the same. He asked me how old I was I said 17 (pause) I am turning 18 this September. He was happy hoping I wasn't any younger. So he gave me his number. I was really happy. I told him I would call him first. I know he wanted to kiss me cause he was moving a little closer to me each time he talked.

There's another guy though, I deeply have feeling for him and we have known each other for 3 years. He told me he liked me but I am pretty sure its not as much as I like him. I just wish maybe one day he will ask me out. but This guy flirts with me all the time I just don't see why he wont make any other move on me.

]]> ~Flare9052 http://Flare9052.deviantart.com/journal/18685649/ http://Flare9052.deviantart.com/journal/18685649/ Thu, 05 Jun 2008 18:51:42 PDT GONE TO A MALL: yep I love it.
DO YOU BELIEVE IN YOURSELF: well of course it give you spirit.
DO YOU SWEAR: trust me some times I cant control myself.

Anyway... Today was the last day of school, co dose to me and my friends, now summer is going to be a iffy because I have to go to summer school and college... tell me that's fun. then after all that a nice vacation to Minnesota. cant wait!

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Rules:

1. Must answer all questions.
2. Be honest.
3. Tag 6 other people.

NAME: Kris Cushman

BIRTHDAY: September 27, 1990

BIRTHPLACE: Colorado Springs, Colorado

CURRENT LOCATION: Antelope, California

EYE COLOR: Blue

HAIR COLOR: Blonde

HEIGHT: 6'4"

L/R HANDED: Right handed

THE SHOES YOU WORE TODAY: running shoes

YOUR WEAKNESS: opening my heart to people.

YOUR PERFECT PIZZA: Cheese pizza with extra extra cheese XD

GOAL TO ACHIEVE THIS YEAR: try to suvive this school year

YOUR MOST OVERUSED PHRASE ON AN INSTANT MESSENGER: sexy

YOUR BEDTIME: 9:30-10:00

YOUR MOST MISSED MEMORY: when me and andy use to live in peyton, colorado and look at the mountains, and watch meteor showers every three weeks

PEPSI OR COKE: coke

McDONALDS OR BURGERKING: both yummy

SINGLE OR GROUP DATES: Single dates so I know I am not being cheated on

LIPTON ICE TEA OR NESTEA: nestea

CHOCOLATE OR VANILLA: chocolate

CAPPUCCINO OR COFFEE: cappuccino those taste great.

DO YOU SMOKE: No and I plan to keep it that way. ^_^

DO YOU SWEAR: a lot but not to much in public

DO YOU SING: Yes not for a living though but I am pretty good.

DO YOU SHOWER DAILY: everyday

HAVE YOU BEEN IN LOVE: yes but It turned out to be lust. _\ /_ why me.

DO YOU WANT TO GO TO COLLEGE: Yes

DO YOU WANT TO GET MARRIED: not my plan but it sounds fun.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN YOURSELF: yes and sometimes when I play games!

DO YOU GET MOTION SICKNESS: no never had it.

ARE YOU A HEALTH FREAK: No hell no not at all.

DO YOU LIKE THUNDERSTORMS: yes they put me to sleep.

DO YOU PLAY AN INSTRUMENT:no

In the past month have you...

1. DRUNK ALCHOHOL: yeah wine

2. SMOKED: NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

3. BEEN ON DRUGS: NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

4. GONE TO A MALL: nope

5. EATEN A BOX OF OREOS: i wish.

6. EATEN SUSHI: no but still I wish

7. BEEN ON STAGE: maybe in a spot light but no I have stage fright

8. BEEN DUMPED: never I dump them

DO YOU WORK: about too.

FAVORITE EYE COLOR: Blue or brown

FAVORITE HAIR COLOR: blonde or brown

SHORT OR LONG HAIR: short it looks great on guys.

WEIGHT: 165

BEST CLOTHING STYLE: casual

NUMBER OF CD'S I OWN: tons I dont know where to start

NUMBER OF PIERCINGS: none

NUMBER OF TATTOOS: ewww Tattoos yucky

THINGS IN MY PAST I REGRET: leaving mom

I tag Amuria, blackrose, and anyone else that wants to try. ><

]]> ~Flare9052 http://Flare9052.deviantart.com/journal/15540908/ http://Flare9052.deviantart.com/journal/15540908/ Fri, 16 Nov 2007 22:35:55 PST My friends respond and say that he's right in front of you... <_<
great they put me in the spot light... ><
Oh boy then the cop says he doesn't see me.. I know he was playing because I am not that much of a ghost with my friends.
Now I was thinking something went wrong on mom's side of the story.
Boy was I right something happened today which involved a cop and asking me questions... no I did not do anything wrong neither did mom so well I now know that when I am very nervous I tell great lie's that people believe.
not like I really want to do that at all.

]]> ~Flare9052 http://Flare9052.deviantart.com/journal/15450702/ http://Flare9052.deviantart.com/journal/15450702/ Sat, 10 Nov 2007 14:48:32 PST
me and kevin love to talk on the phone and there really isn't a time where we dont have phone sex. Yay me on top. anyyyyywayy... he sent me some naked pictures of him self to me and I opened them in my compurter art class. Boy I was awake the whole day. XD
I open one of them and OMG!!!! what I said in my head and during class, oops. I was so ready to learn in my next class because it woke me up. hahahahehe [squeek] Oh my... I looked at them agian and now they dont give me extra energy they turn me on, I dont want that.
ooooooooooo dirty pictures!!!!!! hehehe yay.

]]> ~Flare9052 http://Flare9052.deviantart.com/journal/15262969/ http://Flare9052.deviantart.com/journal/15262969/ Sun, 28 Oct 2007 18:35:34 PDT and well it was yesterday I was laying on the couch talking to him and he was laying on the bed.
I out of the blue said " you know its a bit lonely here"
he said " i know its lonely here too, all by myself here in bed"
I said " Yeah and my brothers asleep and moms gone."
he was like "really its just me and my dog"
I said "hehehe well... its just me and my cat(s)" ;D
so we both laughed, I just couldn't help myself in the love department so I was just purchasing flirts. if you know what I mean. For people that do congrats and for people that don't well Me and kevin were flirting hell a lot. This made me so happy after I got off the phone.\
I just got this weird feeling in my heart and I felt like I was glowing. I could not stop smiling at all I was soooo happy
I am still happy maybe for day I will but wow.

Sally and Elizabeth just try to make me feel bad, Iam just getting started being happy I think it will be hard to knock me out of this light.

]]> ~Flare9052 http://Flare9052.deviantart.com/journal/15157045/ http://Flare9052.deviantart.com/journal/15157045/ Sun, 21 Oct 2007 11:26:48 PDT There is about 46 of them and my friend Al which is a ghost who want's to protect me and he cant because he cant leave elizabeths house. Anyway these bad ghost are hurting me now even though I cant feel it they are influencing me to be cruel and mean to everyone around me. Every day I am angry and I dont know why but I woke up at elizabeths home and I feel peaceful weird huh.
I felt last night that I had someone beside me and I would not get hurt because they are protecting me.
I was also told that I have a clear spirit and my color really is yellow which means happiness.
The ghost that want to hurt me are going after me because I am innocent I didn't kill anyone in other words. These are rappests and murderers that are influencing me. Scary O.O

But my momm is protecting me and really she isn't Her color spirit is dark red
meaning power the ghost are affriad of her so they stay away from me but when she is gone I am vulnerable to possession.

]]> ~Flare9052 http://Flare9052.deviantart.com/journal/14861161/ http://Flare9052.deviantart.com/journal/14861161/ Sun, 30 Sep 2007 18:43:35 PDT .< Well lets see on the 27th which is my birthday alot of strange things happed <,< Its very awkward that these events went on.

It started when I first played the ouija (weegee) board. I asked a hand full of questions.

I ask the board if there was someone that like me at school and it said yes. O.O

Was I happy... then after that I ask it what grade he was in. 9th grade.
Now I was thinking (great a freshmen) but who cares there was probably a reason to why i Tried to find him.

Then I ask it again how old will I be when I get to meet him.
(Gulp) what? I said to myself. =.= Ok now that was weird. Because on my birthday 27 of September I was 17 and I did meet a guy unfortunately was a freshmen. HUH? I thought.

Now After I go to red robins. My favorite place to eat. The people were singing happy birthday songs and they were happy songs. >_< why didn't I get a happy song. Instead I got the Adams family song and its basically about ghost right? why did these things happen.

*.* I am a little curious to why this happened at all.
But I still love my Birthday and meeting this guy who liked me.

]]> ~Flare9052 http://Flare9052.deviantart.com/journal/14576589/ http://Flare9052.deviantart.com/journal/14576589/ Mon, 10 Sep 2007 14:39:26 PDT

18 or lower means I'm not stupid

[x] Gum has fallen out of your mouth when you were talking.

[ ] Gum has fallen out of your mouth when you were NOT talking.

[x] You have ran into a glass/screen door. (never broke it though )

[ ] You have jumped out/off of a moving vehicle.

[ ] You have thought of something funny and laughed out loud, then people gave you weird looks.

[ ] You have ran into a tree.

[ ] It is possible to lick your elbow

[x] You just tried to lick your elbow.

[ ] You never knew that the Alphabet and Twinkle Twinkle Little Star have the same rhythm.

[ ] You just tried to sing them.

[ ] You have tripped on your shoelace and fallen.

[x] You have choked on your own spit.

[ ] You have seen the the Matrix and still don't get it.

[x] You didn't notice that in the last question "the" was spelled twice.

[x] You just looked at it.

[x] Your hair is blonde/dirty blonde.

[ ] People have called you slow.

[ ] You have accidentally caught something on fire.

[ ] You tried to drink out of a straw, but it went into your nose/eyes.

[x] You have caught yourself drooling.

[x] You've fallen asleep in class.

[ ] If someone says "fart" you laugh.

[x] Sometimes you just stop thinking. (-blank stare-)

[ ] You are telling a story and forget what you were talking about

[ ] People shake their heads and walk away from you.

[ ] You are often told to use your "inside voice"

[ ] You use your fingers to do simple math.

[ ] You have eaten a bug.

[ ] You are taking this test when you should be doing something important.

[ ] You have put your clothes on backwards or inside out, and didn't realize it.

[x] You've looked all over for something and realized it was in your hand, hair or pocket.

[ ] You sometimes post bulletins because you are scared that what they say will happen to you if you don't even when you know it won't happen to you.

[ ] You break a lot of things.

[ ] Your friends know not to use big words around you.

[X] You sometimes tilt your head when you're confused.

[x] You have fallen out of your chair before.

[x] When you're laying in bed, you try to find pictures in the texture of the ceiling.

[ ] The word "umm" is used many times a day.

18 or lower means I'm not stupid

Total= 14 sooo that means im NOT STUPID MAUHAHajajajajaja~ XD

nya~ :3

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