http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:FlatlineOnSteroids&section=today deviantART RSS for by:FlatlineOnSteroids en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Tue, 24 Nov 2009 15:18:47 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://FlatlineOnSteroids.deviantart.com/journal/27726927/ http://FlatlineOnSteroids.deviantart.com/journal/27726927/ Mon, 12 Oct 2009 13:49:03 PDT
But, I guess, cruising through the internet I did find some quotes, or sayings, or whatever, I found extremely funny. I mean, that doesn't mean they ARE funny, I just think so.

I'll share several of my favourites;

- Who's General Failure and why is he reading my disk?

- The noblest of dogs is the hot dog, it feeds the hand that bites it.

- Whose cruel idea was it for the word 'Lisp' to have an 'S' in it?

- Don't steal. The government hates competition.

- If 4 out of 5 people suffer from diarrhea does that mean the fifth one enjoys it?

]]> =FlatlineOnSteroids http://FlatlineOnSteroids.deviantart.com/journal/27628222/ http://FlatlineOnSteroids.deviantart.com/journal/27628222/ Wed, 07 Oct 2009 06:40:55 PDT ~sparkletheory

~TGillan

~Searif

~Coin-Operated-Life

~Echigo-Blank

~IamNoSuperhero

~emosadface

~startthemachine-23
http://FlatlineOnSteroids.deviantart.com/journal/27558548/ Sat, 03 Oct 2009 12:45:05 PDT
Too boring.

Can't wait 'til Monday, it will be filled with grilled cheese and bacon.

]]> =FlatlineOnSteroids http://FlatlineOnSteroids.deviantart.com/journal/27423700/ http://FlatlineOnSteroids.deviantart.com/journal/27423700/ Sat, 26 Sep 2009 07:41:22 PDT

Autumn has arrived. My favourite season, but really, it feels more than just that. When I got up this morning, around 6 : 30 to shower, it felt more like a state of mind. Without looking out the window, I could feel the time of the year, the crisp peacefulness in the air, the calm before the storm.

Yeah, this again.

Autumn is full of pain and happiness, and memories, always memories. Of feeling comfortable and just letting go. Like an old friend. I look forward to this all year round, but now that's it has arrived.. How did I ever make it through the other three seasons ? I missed it, and never want it to end.

Soon also, will be my favourite holiday. Halloween. Halloween is the one holiday that has not lost it's magic for me, it never could. It has stayed consistant throughout my life, bringing good feelings from childhood when few other's specific holidays did, and even these days it is still a beautiful day. Not too cold, just warm enough. And fun. Always fun.

2009 is ending.. But for me it's a beginning, this is when the real changes happen. Autumn will once again open it's arms to me.. And I am ready. This is my final test, and I have never been more determined to win. I have everything I have ever wanted on my side, in my pocket, through my mind. Now, I define my life.

And it will be perfect.

]]> =FlatlineOnSteroids http://FlatlineOnSteroids.deviantart.com/journal/27317566/ http://FlatlineOnSteroids.deviantart.com/journal/27317566/ Sun, 20 Sep 2009 10:46:10 PDT

Thank you for the support

Also, I am not sure if I should renew my subscription.. I want to, but also I am low on cash :/ And I think I only have two weeks left on mine. I am choosing possibly between the subscription.. And a dress

]]> =FlatlineOnSteroids http://FlatlineOnSteroids.deviantart.com/journal/27233749/ http://FlatlineOnSteroids.deviantart.com/journal/27233749/ Tue, 15 Sep 2009 18:27:22 PDT [link] where by playing an easy trivia game you can help fight world hunger. For every multiple choice question (there are different categories, such as Math, Geography.. ART ) you get correct, ten grains of rice is donated to the UN World Food Program. You can do this at no cost, with no sign up, anytime. It's fun & you're making a difference.. Plus you might learn something

So I encourage you to try it out !

If anyone knows of any similar websites as well, I'd be happy to hear about them.


Stamp by *ironhenry

]]> =FlatlineOnSteroids http://FlatlineOnSteroids.deviantart.com/journal/27228721/ http://FlatlineOnSteroids.deviantart.com/journal/27228721/ Tue, 15 Sep 2009 14:24:06 PDT Believe me, you are my fate.
And I believe you’ll find a way, or will you keep on falling until you reach the ground?
Of your lonely mind will you ever find yourself again?
And will you keep on dying until you’ve finally found a better place where you find you will not wake up again?

Cause what you see is crystal wall, what you breath is silver air, but weigh this moment with a future of your dreams no longer there.
What you see is burning black, and what you breathe is empty air, so weigh this moment with a future of your dreams no longer there…

You’re falling… yeah,
You’re falling… yeah,
So take my hand, and come on let’s fly.

There’s always someone laughing, from the corner of their cage,
but to fly amongst the mountains you must dance within the waves.

So will you keep on falling until you reach the ground? Of your lonely mind will you ever find yourself again?
And will you keep on dying until you’ve finally found a better place where you find you will not wake up again?

Cause what you see is crystal wall, what you breathe is silver air, but weigh this moment with a future of your dreams no longer there.
What you see is burning black, and what you breathe is empty air, so weigh this moment with a future of your dreams no longer there…

You’re falling… yeah,
You’re falling… yeah,
So take my hand...

What you see is crystal wall, what you breath is silver air, but weigh this moment with a future of your dreams no longer there.
What you see is burning black, and what you breathe is empty air, so weigh this moment with a future of your dreams no longer there…

So will you keep on falling.. until you reach the ground?

]]> =FlatlineOnSteroids http://FlatlineOnSteroids.deviantart.com/journal/27192101/ http://FlatlineOnSteroids.deviantart.com/journal/27192101/ Sun, 13 Sep 2009 13:53:33 PDT I can go from feeling every one of your pains, to being selfish enough to double them, for my own self-gratification. I'm the nicest and cruelest person you will ever meet. My brother's and sister's are the homeless and the beaten down, my peers the ones who feel my rage, see me cry. Who knew keeping myself strong could leave me so weak.

I never had a childhood, but I still act like one, behind my maturity. I woke up this morning and dressed my mother, and I hated her for being something she has no control over, cold at times but weak none-the-less. Will I be that one day? Am I already?

I love like no other, and resent. Oh, can I ever resent. I will drop you in five seconds flat without a single reason. And I won't care. I only care when you stop caring. Why would you stop caring for me? After all I did for you. After I changed your life. Because I know it happened. I knew it would happen before you did.

I prey on the weak. I pray for the weak. Both I make strong, but who am I left with in the end? The weakest of them all.. Myself.

]]> =FlatlineOnSteroids http://FlatlineOnSteroids.deviantart.com/journal/27133633/ http://FlatlineOnSteroids.deviantart.com/journal/27133633/ Thu, 10 Sep 2009 14:15:36 PDT In my mother's high-heeled shoes
I'm wondering if I will drop
Fly away with you

I can smell the rain coming
But I won't leave until it falls
I'm gonna soak in its downpour
Til I hear my mother's calls

Cause I am playing God
I am raising hell
As far as I can tell
I am all alone
Alone in this world
Alone, with you

I carry Spring rain in my hair
Weighted sorrow in perfect clouds
Bursting in the air
Wash away and drown

I am playing God
I am raising hell
As far as I can tell
I am all alone
Alone in this world
Alone, with you

The roof slips beneath my feet
As the branches back away from me
The softest grass turns to concrete
But I will fly
I will fly
You will see

Cause I am playing God
I am raising hell
As far as I can tell
I am all alone
Alone in this world
Alone

]]> =FlatlineOnSteroids http://FlatlineOnSteroids.deviantart.com/journal/27074286/ http://FlatlineOnSteroids.deviantart.com/journal/27074286/ Mon, 07 Sep 2009 12:28:40 PDT And yes, I haven't been on all summer.

But once school starts, I shall take a little break from 24/7 Facebooking & drag my laptop over to Oliver's & upload some photoes.

I'm fairly excited.. Last year, then I'm out of here, I am just hoping I graduate.

]]> =FlatlineOnSteroids http://FlatlineOnSteroids.deviantart.com/journal/25467043/ http://FlatlineOnSteroids.deviantart.com/journal/25467043/ Mon, 22 Jun 2009 05:33:14 PDT
After that, not sure what I will do this summer.

Possibly ;

- Go to Canada's Wonderland ( and ride all the rollercoasters !! )

- Get a job (parents are FORCING me )

- Make many decorative cakes !

- Not be so white by the end of the summer

- Shopping

- Take some pictures of the tiger lilies.

]]> =FlatlineOnSteroids http://FlatlineOnSteroids.deviantart.com/journal/25267620/ http://FlatlineOnSteroids.deviantart.com/journal/25267620/ Fri, 12 Jun 2009 06:22:42 PDT
]]> =FlatlineOnSteroids http://FlatlineOnSteroids.deviantart.com/journal/25248493/ http://FlatlineOnSteroids.deviantart.com/journal/25248493/ Thu, 11 Jun 2009 05:30:36 PDT But lately I've been taking a LOT of pictures, & I should get around to posting some when I get home tonight.
Sorry, (for the millionth time) <3

]]> =FlatlineOnSteroids http://FlatlineOnSteroids.deviantart.com/journal/23923701/ http://FlatlineOnSteroids.deviantart.com/journal/23923701/ Fri, 27 Mar 2009 19:59:37 PDT *Sigh*.

I'm such a procrasinator.

Hopefully spring will encourage me to get outside & take some pictures. I did a week or so ago, but I haven't done anything with them yet. Just pictures from around the house, though. Tomorrow night, perhaps I'll get around to sorting through them

]]> =FlatlineOnSteroids http://FlatlineOnSteroids.deviantart.com/journal/23490584/ http://FlatlineOnSteroids.deviantart.com/journal/23490584/ Mon, 02 Mar 2009 14:02:10 PST
I'll probably be around more when there's something to post.

& I'm no longer 'emotional poet', status wise, I'm going to change that to.. Who knows what.

]]> =FlatlineOnSteroids http://FlatlineOnSteroids.deviantart.com/journal/23242057/ http://FlatlineOnSteroids.deviantart.com/journal/23242057/ Mon, 16 Feb 2009 18:53:31 PST
Well, not quite. I've been busy lately, & lacking creativity, & I suppose because of both those factors I was temporarily uninterested in slaving hours over DA. So I'll prepare to be burnt at the stake for that lapse in sanity

I'll be hoping to post something.. anything! If I can't find anything, I'll get right on it.

I woke up this morning, finally been hearing the birds lately. That made me smile, & got me to thinking of all the lovely spring pictures I will soon get, & decided it was time I voyaged onto DA once again.

So here I am .

Also, look't me bein' all awesome. A good friend of mine did a request for me, & I must say I am quite pleased with the outcome. Check it:



]]> =FlatlineOnSteroids http://FlatlineOnSteroids.deviantart.com/journal/22491173/ http://FlatlineOnSteroids.deviantart.com/journal/22491173/ Fri, 09 Jan 2009 16:26:42 PST Had a lot of fun in North Bay, spent my birthday there, had some general crazy times.. Just have to say, you had to be there to understand.
This week at school was pretty alright too. It had it's ups & downs, anyways. It was nice to see a few people, others, not so much. There were some weird times like sledding down stairs, coming out of closets, haha.
I have my exams coming up.. I'm kind of worried about failing all my classes, kind of curious to see what would come of it if I did. Other than a smack from my mother. Or twenty. Lol.
So otherwise there's not really much else worth talking about. I'm a little lost in thought lately, & trying to let drama slide me by, although it's hard at time.
So yeah. I'll be posting one or two things tonight.. It would be great if I could write something worth posting too, don't think I have in a while.

Take care y'all

]]> =FlatlineOnSteroids http://FlatlineOnSteroids.deviantart.com/journal/22215677/ http://FlatlineOnSteroids.deviantart.com/journal/22215677/ Fri, 26 Dec 2008 19:32:19 PST But sometimes it's so hard to keep that up.
Not to just give in every once in a while & ride the wave & hope that I never hit shore.
There are days when I don't know who I am.
& There are days I don't want to know.
It takes me months to figure it out, I'm still not entirely sure.
There have been times when I have sat there convincing myself that I am caught up in the safety of the moment, & that right then, nothing can hurt me.
Too bad all I'm doing is allowing myself to engage in some sort of self-destruction.
I don't always know what to make of the hand of cards I was dealt.

So I laugh.
"Laughter is the best medicine".


Also, I've been listening to this for hours.

Bye, Bye - Mariah Carey

This is for my peoples
Who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby
Your man or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye
No, no, no

Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers
Friends and cousins
This is for my peoples
Who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky
Cause we will never say bye

As a child there were them times
I didn't get it
But you kept me in line
I didn't know why
You didn't show up sometimes
On Sunday mornings and I missed you
But I'm glad we talked through

All them grown folk things
Separation brings
You never let me know it
You never let it show
Because you loved me and obviously
There's so much more left to say
If you were with me today
Face to face

I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on I wish
I could talk to you for a while
Miss you but I try not to cry
As time goes by

And it's true that you've
Reached a better place
Still I'd give the world to see your face
And be right here next to you
But it's like you're gone too soon
Now the hardest thing to do is say

Bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye

You never got a chance to see
How good I've done
And you never got to
See me back at number one
I wish that you were here
To celebrate together
I wish that we could
Spend the holidays together

I remember when you used to
Tuck me in at night
With the teddy bear you gave me
That I held so tight
I thought you were so strong
You'd make it through whatever
It's so hard to accept the fact
You're gone forever

I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on I wish
I could talk to you for a while
Miss you but I try not to cry
As time goes by

And it's true that you've
Reached a better place
Still I'd give the world to see your face
And be right here next to you
But it's like you're gone too soon
Now the hardest thing to do is say

Bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye

This is for my peoples
Who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby
Your man or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye

Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers
Friends and cousins
This is for my peoples
Who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky
Cause we will never say bye, bye.

I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on I wish
I could talk to you for a while
Miss you but I try not to cry
As time goes by

And it's true that you've
Reached a better place
Still I'd give the world to see your face
And be right here next to you
But it's like you're gone too soon
Now the hardest thing to do is say

Bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye

]]> =FlatlineOnSteroids http://FlatlineOnSteroids.deviantart.com/journal/22159447/ http://FlatlineOnSteroids.deviantart.com/journal/22159447/ Wed, 24 Dec 2008 07:45:09 PST
If any of you have any deviations displaying red/green, winter scenes, or holidays themes (Christmas, or whatever you celebrate this time of year), link me & I will feature them in my journal.

I just wanted to thank you all, & wish you a good one

(Most likely I will also fav anything I feature )



]]> =FlatlineOnSteroids http://FlatlineOnSteroids.deviantart.com/journal/22087092/ http://FlatlineOnSteroids.deviantart.com/journal/22087092/ Sat, 20 Dec 2008 14:48:38 PST
Not really any solid plans, but I hope to;
- Do some baking.
- Make a trip down to North Bay to visit a friend (hopefully).
- Learn to skate (Unlikely).
- Take some new pictures.
- Actually do some of my overdue assignments.
- Find a few million sparkles.
- Hang up some things on my walls that I got -last- year for Christmas.
- Return my overdue movies.
- Transfer all my music onto my other computer.

Not the most exciting holidays.. But still.


]]> =FlatlineOnSteroids http://FlatlineOnSteroids.deviantart.com/journal/22030986/ http://FlatlineOnSteroids.deviantart.com/journal/22030986/ Wed, 17 Dec 2008 11:37:57 PST I definitely need something Christmassy soon
So I'll see what I can do.
I'd love to post something now.. But unfortunately I'm at school

]]> =FlatlineOnSteroids http://FlatlineOnSteroids.deviantart.com/journal/22003489/ http://FlatlineOnSteroids.deviantart.com/journal/22003489/ Mon, 15 Dec 2008 18:21:47 PST Around 10 : 30.

2. What was the first thing you thought this morning?
I was mad about it being a snow day.

3. Is the person you have a crush on older or younger than you?
He is older.

4. What is he/she like?
Intelligent, respectable, fun, good opinions, understanding, shy but great when he is himself.

5. What do you hope to do this weekend?
Heh, go to the city.

6. Do you think you will be in a relationship 3 months from now?
I doubt it, either way, I can wait, things are fine as they are.

7. Do you own a stereo that cost more than $100?
Yes.

8. Have you ever told someone of the opposite sex you loved them and meant it?
Mmhm.

9. Hows your heart lately?
Beating.

10. What were you doing this morning at 7am?
Cursing the snow day.

11. What will you be doing this afternoon at 12pm?
It's passed.. But I was vacuuming.

12. What is the thing you miss most?
Childhood.

13. What will you be doing at 4:23pm tomorrow?
Draaaama.

14. What was the reason you last cried?
A friend was being a jerk to me Wednesday, & made me cry three times.

15. Have you ever danced in the rain?
Not to date.

16. Have you slept naked?
Yes

17. Have you had a broken heart?
Hearts are born to be broken, but we are also born with the gift of healing

18. What season do you like the most?
Summmmer, or fall.

19. Have you ever talked to someone when they were high?
Unfortunately. (Hint hint, never talk to me when you're high if you want to keep my respect).

20. How many red lights have you ran?
None, I don't drive.
jk
21. Have you ever cried while taking a shower?
Yes.

22. What was your favorite grade?
Grade eight, & ten, & maybe kindergarten too

23. What were you doing at 12 am last night?
Sleeping.

24. What's a sure way to catch your attention?
Pull out a flamethrower & start burning down the building.

25. Have you ever, in any way, been betrayed by someone you trusted?
Oh of course. Thus is life.

26. When was the last time you were given roses?
Last June.

27. Is there anything that you are craving for right now?
A sandwich would be great.

28. Where did your last hug take place?
I hugged my grandma yesterday at her restoration home's dining area.

29. Do people ever make stupid mistakes when spelling or saying your name?
Sadly.

30. Do you drink soda?
Not really.

31. Do you drink tea?
Iced tea.

32. When was the last time you saw a cop?
Sunday.

33. Did you ride in someone elses car today?
I didn't go anywhere today.

34. Have you made a mistake in the past week?
Of course.

35. What are you listening to right now?
Parents talking about the chocolate basket we received.

36. Who was the last person to text you?
No one.

37. Do you miss someone?
Of course.

38. Are you happy with your body?
I try to be.

39. Are you happy with your life?
Happy enough.

40. What was the last movie you saw?
Vantage Point.. I loved it.

41. Are you sleeping somewhere saturday night?
Toronto probably.

42. Are you gonna tag people with these useless question?
Nope.

]]> =FlatlineOnSteroids http://FlatlineOnSteroids.deviantart.com/journal/21942586/ http://FlatlineOnSteroids.deviantart.com/journal/21942586/ Fri, 12 Dec 2008 06:12:42 PST


That's all I wanted to say.



]]> =FlatlineOnSteroids http://FlatlineOnSteroids.deviantart.com/journal/21849828/ http://FlatlineOnSteroids.deviantart.com/journal/21849828/ Sat, 06 Dec 2008 14:50:29 PST + choose a singer/band/group.
+ answer using only titles of songs by that singer/band/group.
+ tag 6 more people.

Plus 44.

1. are you male or female?
She'll Cry Tonight.

2. how would you describe yourself?
Everything's Alright.

3. what do people feel when they're around you?
I Am One.

4. how would you describe your previous relationship?
When Your Heart Stops Beating.

5. how would you describe your current relationship?
Make You Smile.

6. where would you want to be now?
Cliff Diving.

7. how do you feel about love?
Baby, Come On.

8. what's your life like?
Nervous Breakdown.

9. what would you ask for if you had only one wish?
Little Death.

10. say something wise.
Lycanthrope.

]]> =FlatlineOnSteroids http://FlatlineOnSteroids.deviantart.com/journal/21781336/ http://FlatlineOnSteroids.deviantart.com/journal/21781336/ Tue, 02 Dec 2008 10:36:12 PST Kitakami

001. Real name → Erica
002. Nickname(s)→ Ace, Sparkle, etc
003. Status → Siiingle
004. Zodiac sign → Capricorn
005. Male or female → Female
006. Elementary → Glen Orchard
007. Middle School → Didn't.
008. High School → Gravenhurst
010. Hair color → Dark brown.
011. Long or short → Long.
012. Loud or Quiet → I dunno, in between.
013. Sweats or Jeans → Jeans.
014. Phone or Camera → Camera!
015. Health freak → Well, I won't eat a cheeseburger off the floor..
016. Drink or Smoke? → No way man.
017. Do you have a crush on someone? → Indeed.
018. Eat or Drink → Eat.
019. Piercings → Ears.
020. Tattoos → Nope.

FIRSTS:
023. First piercing → Ears when I was 8.
024. First best friend → Geoff, Kim, Chris, Emma etc.
025. First award → Writing in grade 4. That I remember, anyway.
026. First crush → Ethan Katz.
027. First pet → Daisy, my dog.
028. First big vacation → Niagra Falls lol.
030. First big birthday → Birthdays suck.

CURRENTLY:
049. Eating → Gum.
050. Drinking → Nothing.
052. I'm about to → Pretend I'm working.
053. Listening to → Random kids being idiots.
054. Plans for today → Finish the school day, go home & post on DA.
055. Waiting for → The bell to ring.

YOUR FUTURE:
058. Want kids? → yeaah! Yes.
059. Want to get married? → Yeees.
060. Careers in mind → Photographer, writer, bartender, wife.

WHICH IS BETTER WITH GIRL/BOY?
068. Lips or eyes → Eyes.
070. Shorter or taller? → Taller or same height.
072. Romantic or spontaneous → Romantic.
073. Nice stomach or nice arms → CHEST.
074. Sensitive or loud → Sensitive.
075. Hook-up or relationship → Relationship.
077. Trouble maker or hesitant → In between.

HAVE YOU EVER:
080. Lost glasses/contacts → Don't wear them.
081. Ran away from home → Yes.
082. Hold a gun/knife for self defense → I don't think so.
083. Killed somebody → NO O.O
084. Broken someone's heart → Hope not, but probably.
085. Been arrested → No.
087. Cried when someone died → Of course.

DO YOU BELIEVE:
089. Yourself → I try.
090. Miracles → Yes. Find any young child, or lover, & sooner or later you'll witness a miracle.
091. Love at first sight → I don't think so.
092. Heaven → I dunno.
093. Santa Claus → No.
094. Sex on the first date → No.
095. Kiss on the first date → Sure.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
097. Is there one person you want to be with right now → Mmhm.
098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life → Not completely, but I'm working on that.
099. Do you believe in God → Nope.
100. Post as 100 truths and tag → Hmm, 'kay.
Tag yourself

]]> =FlatlineOnSteroids http://FlatlineOnSteroids.deviantart.com/journal/21737646/ http://FlatlineOnSteroids.deviantart.com/journal/21737646/ Sat, 29 Nov 2008 19:52:52 PST Just got back from a two day trip to Toronto a few hours ago. Of course, it wasn't really pleasure, we went to see my grandma. Despite all odds she's doing better, although she's lost her independence, which really hurts to see. I can't even say how much, it just bites.

Otherwise, things are going. I'm trying to keep myself awake as long as I can, so when I crash, it'll be for a long, long time. Hopefully.

Either way, it'll be a nice sleep.

]]> =FlatlineOnSteroids http://FlatlineOnSteroids.deviantart.com/journal/21172706/ http://FlatlineOnSteroids.deviantart.com/journal/21172706/ Sun, 26 Oct 2008 14:11:48 PDT Heck, life isn't always bad, sometimes it'll do the work for you, & things will get better on their own.
All in all, I think things are pretty good right now, not perfect, but I'm not going to force change on something that is already steadily getting great lately.
So I'm pretty happy.
& Halloween is this Friday- My favourite holiday! I can't wait, I've got some plans, & some *possible* plans. I'll be busy this week, so I might not be able to post much of anything, but I will try.
Take care y'all

]]> =FlatlineOnSteroids http://FlatlineOnSteroids.deviantart.com/journal/21140311/ http://FlatlineOnSteroids.deviantart.com/journal/21140311/ Fri, 24 Oct 2008 13:01:22 PDT

Yay.

]]> =FlatlineOnSteroids http://FlatlineOnSteroids.deviantart.com/journal/21111241/ http://FlatlineOnSteroids.deviantart.com/journal/21111241/ Wed, 22 Oct 2008 13:59:07 PDT
2. [X] You have tripped down the stairs before.

3. [X] You have walked into a door.

4. [X] You have pushed a door the wrong way.

5. [X] You have walked into a wall.

6. [X] You have fallen going UP the stairs.

7. [X] You have jumped off something.

8. [X] You have been electrocuted/shocked.

9. [X] You have put metal/aluminum in the microwave.

10.[X] Right after a commercial comes on you forgot the show you were watching.

11. [X] You have forgotten something that someone said.

12. [X] You sometimes don't understand stuff / jokes, or it takes a long time to figure them out.

14. [X] You have been bleeding and not even noticed it.

15 [X] You've worn something backwards / inside out the whole day without knowing.

16. [X] You have stuck a fork / knife in a toaster before.

17. [X] You have played with fire.

18. [] You've stepped on a flat iron / curling iron / straightener.

19. [X] You didn't even notice there wasn't a number 13 in this quiz

20. [X] You just checked to see if there wasn't a number 13


1. What is more difficult for you, looking into someones eyes when you are telling someone how you feel, or looking into someones eyes when they tell you how they feel?

It's easier to hear something, I struggle with talking sometimes.

2. Think of the last time you were angry. Why were you angry?

Feeling uncared for, & because my bus driver forgot to drop me off.

3. You will die in three minutes. Who would you call?

I wouldn't waste my last three minutes on a phonecall.

4. You have three months to live:

(1) Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die?

Aha, yeah.

(2) What do you do with your remaining days?

Everything I can.

(3) Would you be afraid?

Yeah, & depressed.

5. You can have one of the following two things: trust/love?

Love.

6. You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if you are late one more time you get fired. Do you save the dog?

Of course, my boss would understand.

7. You are unfaithful to your spouse/significant other. Do you tell him/her?

I wouldn't be unfaithful.

8. Think of the last person who you know that died. You have the chance to give them 1 hour of life back, but you have to give one year of your life. Do you do it?

No. Their death released them from their suffering.

9. Are you the kind of friend that you would want to have as a friend?

Honestly, probably not.

10. Does sex=love?

No.

11. Your boss tells your co-worker that they have to be let go because of work shortage, and they are the newest employee. You have been there much longer. Your co-worker has a family to support and no other means of income. Do you go to your boss and offer to leave the company?

No, chances are they'll get fired soon anyway.

12. When and how was the last time you told someone how you felt?

I talked to Dawn today.

13. What would be harder for you, to tell someone you love them or that you do not love them back?

That I don't love them.

14. What do you think would be the hardest thing for you to give up?

The fact that I'm not crippled/blind/deaf.

15. Romantic love, when was the last time you told someone you loved them?

Not lately.

16. If you had to go back in time and change one thing, if you HAD to, even if you have "no regrets" what would you change?

I can't narrow it to one.

17. Imagine. It is a dark night, you are alone, it is raining outside, you hear someone walking around outside your window. WHO do you wish was there with you?

Tori, she'd be just as scared as I.

18. Would you give a homeless person CPR if they were dying?

I hope so.

19. You are holding onto your grandmother's dying hand and the hand of a newborn that you do not know as they hang over the edge of a cliff. You have to let one go to save the other which one would it be?

I don't think I could make the decision.

20. Are you old fashioned?

A little.

21. If you could do anything OR wish anything, what would it be?

More quizzes, lol.

]]> =FlatlineOnSteroids http://FlatlineOnSteroids.deviantart.com/journal/21097846/ http://FlatlineOnSteroids.deviantart.com/journal/21097846/ Tue, 21 Oct 2008 16:07:11 PDT Halloween is about a week & a half away.. I can't wait! I'm half undecided, but I don't know, I think it's going to be pretty awesome this year, at least I hope so.
Today had it's ups & downs, although I actually feel like I did something for once school-wise (script writing), although I'm a little sad that my mark in Native Studies is going to plummit, goodbye top-of-the-class.. Lol.
But otherwise, it's that time of the year again! Or at least it will be soon. Writing time. Sometime soon the contests will begin.. I'm thinking of doing a collab. this year, if it's allowed. Either way, I'm hoping to go farther than I did last year, with everything.
Anyway, that'll be all for now.


]]> =FlatlineOnSteroids http://FlatlineOnSteroids.deviantart.com/journal/21055351/ http://FlatlineOnSteroids.deviantart.com/journal/21055351/ Sat, 18 Oct 2008 23:03:39 PDT Someone I once considered a friend, just called my best friend "faggot". I was told if I continued to "support homosexuality" by being friends with this person, that I would be one friend shorter.
This makes me mad.
How can anyone say that? So what if his sexual orientation isn't the same as everyone elses? He's not gay. He's bisexual. How can anyone say something so mean about the kind hearted guy sleeping beside me now, snoring louder than anyone I've ever heard? It makes me sick.
I'd never stop being friends with him.
I love him like the best friend he is to me.
Whatever he is.
Because it doesn't matter.

]]> =FlatlineOnSteroids http://FlatlineOnSteroids.deviantart.com/journal/21007476/ http://FlatlineOnSteroids.deviantart.com/journal/21007476/ Wed, 15 Oct 2008 19:16:14 PDT It sure says something. It's not that you messed up, or made a poor choice, it's that in all honesty you're not the person they once knew.
It's unexpected. Two months went by, & a distance was formed. I just never realized that distance might have actually been because of me. I thought the other person just didn't need me anymore, but as it turns out, I just wasn't anyone to turn to; I was unreliable.
This for me is a failure. It hurts. I've always treated it as a common thing that I was able to be there, that I understood things, & that I could listen. & Vice versa. Now, it's not just a distance, it's a severed connection. Any attempt at hiding it only makes me realize how awkward things are.
And it's all my fault.
I had a great friendship, & yeah, I took it for granted. I figured it would always be there. Well surprise, just because I go one way, doesn't mean everything will always follow me.
If you're inconsistant, why would everything else stay the same?
It's more than missing someone, it's wanting to redeem yourself in their eyes.

I'm sorry.

]]> =FlatlineOnSteroids http://FlatlineOnSteroids.deviantart.com/journal/20960483/ http://FlatlineOnSteroids.deviantart.com/journal/20960483/ Sun, 12 Oct 2008 20:47:39 PDT The company who made me was too cheap for accessories

2.) I have an irrational fear of:
Aliens, ghosts, etc.

3.) What type of food do you eat at your grandparents house?
LOTS of whatever.

5.) What would you do if you were stranded on an island with the person you hate most?
One of us would die.

6.) What would you do if you found out you had been cheated on?
Be angry, hurst, & probably blame myself.

7.) Do you stalk anyone on MySpace?:
No.

8.) I find the thought of childbirth:
Full of pain.

9.) Next door to my house/apt is/are:
Trees. Many, many, trees.

10.) My toenails are:
Red.

11.) My preferred style of jeans are:
Um?

12.) Who is your partner in crime?
I operate alone.

13.) Know how to cook?
Yessir.

14.) I am annoyed with:
Repeating myself.

15.) What is the worst way you were dumped?
"I'm gay."

16.) What child-related smell do you like the most?
Baby powder.

17.) What sea creature scares you?
Squid, for sure.

18.) What color hair do most of the people you are around have?
Brown.

19.) What object have you broken most recently?
I broke some slate at work yesterday.

21.) What was the last thing to make you cry?
Um, we didn't have any chocolate in the house.

22.) What are the stems on wine glasses for?
Decorative purposes?

23.) My favorite shoes are:
Reeeed.

24.) Can you use chopsticks?
Most definitely not.

25.) Do you prefer beaches or forests?
Both have their uses.

26.) What serial killer do you find most disturbing?
Jeffrey Dahmer.

27.) Who knows a secret or two about you?
I dunno, you tell me.

28.) Have you ever burned yourself?
Unfortunately, yes.

29.) Who is probably talking a load of crap about you right now?
LOL. You know who you are, I don't have to write you all down.

40.) Do you believe in things that last forever?
Depends what the thing is.

41) What are you listening to?
Nothing.

42.) What do you smell like?
Mint.

44.) Does anyone regularly tell you they love you?
TORI.

45.) What's most confusing to you?
People.

46.) Do you have any bad habits?
Yeah.

47.) Have you ever wanted to be a teacher?
No way, I couldn't handle it.

48.) What is one thing you've learned about life?
It's not easy.

49.) What's your favorite color?
White.

50.) Have you ever been stuck in an elevator?
No.

51.) What does your dad call you?
Erica.

52.) Has anyone told you that they like you as more than a friend?
Apparently.

53.) What are you looking forward to?
Monday, & Tuesday.

]]> =FlatlineOnSteroids http://FlatlineOnSteroids.deviantart.com/journal/20923271/ http://FlatlineOnSteroids.deviantart.com/journal/20923271/ Fri, 10 Oct 2008 15:28:08 PDT It consisted of detention, loss of voice, poutine, hugs, & all around fun.
I'm getting too sick for my liking, & unfortunately have to work like this, I'm hoping my boss will take pity on me & send me home early, that would be AMAZING.
I think I'll be posting *something* later tonight, it's still undecided what that will be though.

]]> =FlatlineOnSteroids http://FlatlineOnSteroids.deviantart.com/journal/20887610/ http://FlatlineOnSteroids.deviantart.com/journal/20887610/ Wed, 08 Oct 2008 10:24:40 PDT Lots has been going on lately, & today, I should be in a great mood but somehow I'm not.
I'm getting my computer back tonight (been broken for over a week) so I might post sometime soon.

]]> =FlatlineOnSteroids http://FlatlineOnSteroids.deviantart.com/journal/20755132/ http://FlatlineOnSteroids.deviantart.com/journal/20755132/ Tue, 30 Sep 2008 07:27:58 PDT Not much is going on, I've been having ups & downs lately.. But today feels like it's going to be better.
Going out for lunch with Kim.. Also going to renew my subscription (Getting the money today).. Finally! It's been about.. Close to 5 1/2 months since I've had it.. Gaaah. How did I ever survive?
So yeah. I've been posting more often again, which I'm glad of. I've been writing more too, not really finishing things, but it's a start.

]]> =FlatlineOnSteroids http://FlatlineOnSteroids.deviantart.com/journal/20719851/ http://FlatlineOnSteroids.deviantart.com/journal/20719851/ Sun, 28 Sep 2008 09:08:08 PDT Yay.

I'll probably be posting later tonight, just some things I was experimenting with.. & If a friend of mine agrees to/successfully collaborates with me by tonight, I will be posting a poem, & possibly just some things I've been meaning to post for a while.

]]> =FlatlineOnSteroids http://FlatlineOnSteroids.deviantart.com/journal/20655876/ http://FlatlineOnSteroids.deviantart.com/journal/20655876/ Wed, 24 Sep 2008 17:06:00 PDT - My best friend Andrew was forced to move, pretty much my world took a huge kick to the behind with this, words can't even describe how this feels, anything that has ever happened to me pales in comparison. I hate seeing people happy, I feel guilty BEING happy, it feels like "How can the world move on? How can everything be the same?" I don't want to be, I just want things to be normal, but for the sake of not appearing a total self-absorbed psycho, I'm resisting all the horrible thoughts & such I'm getting, & keep on smiling. Of course, that's the only thing to do. He might be back, afterall, I just have to keep hoping.
- Went to the ROM today with my Native Studies class. Huge let-down there. The tour guide didn't seem to know nor care what he was talking about, & I didn't get to look around the actual mueseme.
- I've been writing more lately. I guess it comes with the moods, I just haven't had much luck finishing my poetry.
- I am supposed to be doing my homework right now, but honestly, I might as well be ripping out my fingernails, it's painful, and I'm not getting anywhere except in a moody bloody mess.
- I signed up for photography classes in October.. Probably nothing special but it's going to be fun.(Kim : if you're reading this, consider signing up?)

-

]]> =FlatlineOnSteroids http://FlatlineOnSteroids.deviantart.com/journal/20452808/ http://FlatlineOnSteroids.deviantart.com/journal/20452808/ Fri, 12 Sep 2008 10:27:47 PDT So lately:
-I have done absolutely nothing in any of my classes, seriously, all I do is sit on the computers, play games, and walk around town discussing Terry Fox.
And damn. Our power just died. I'm lucky I'm on a laptop, unlike Tyler, whose computer just died, hopefully he reads this so I can properly laugh a him. So yeah, I'm chillin' with Lindsay, Kelly & Cody.
-So yeah. Going to the fair this weekend, with Kim. Going to be a blast.
-Hopefully I'll post something later tonight, I'm working on a story for my friend Tyler, although it's not completely what I'd want on my account, aha. But it's good.

]]> =FlatlineOnSteroids http://FlatlineOnSteroids.deviantart.com/journal/20318950/ http://FlatlineOnSteroids.deviantart.com/journal/20318950/ Thu, 04 Sep 2008 04:48:37 PDT - Went to Tori's the weekend before school, had an awesome time in the fair & whatnot & at her place & meeting friends.
- Baking a cake tonight, for my mother's birthday.
- Might not be posting as often, but will try to. It's hard to manage everything.
- If I don't leave now I'll forget something & miss the bus again.

]]> =FlatlineOnSteroids http://FlatlineOnSteroids.deviantart.com/journal/20090112/ http://FlatlineOnSteroids.deviantart.com/journal/20090112/ Fri, 22 Aug 2008 05:17:02 PDT
So enjoy. & Thank you for the support

]]> =FlatlineOnSteroids http://FlatlineOnSteroids.deviantart.com/journal/19953871/ http://FlatlineOnSteroids.deviantart.com/journal/19953871/ Thu, 14 Aug 2008 14:14:13 PDT [ ] I am shorter than 5'4.
[X] I think I'm ugly sometimes.
[X] I have many scars.
[] I tan easily.
[X] I wish my hair was a different color.
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[X] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[] I have/I've had braces.
[ ] I wear glasses
[ ] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free
[X] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[X] I have more than 2 piercings.
[ ] I have piercing in places besides my ears.
[] I have freckles.
[X] I have more then one nickname. )

Family/Home Life
[X] I've sworn at my parents.
[X] I've run away from home.
[X] I've been kicked out of the house.
[X] My biological parents are together.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[X] I want to have kids someday.
[ ] I've lost a child.

School/Work
[ ] I'm in school Freshmen
[X] I have a job To take care of my own responsibilities at home and at school.
[X] I've fallen asleep at work/school.
[ ] I almost always do my homework.
[X] I've missed a week or more of school.
[ ] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years
[ ] I failed more than 1 class last year.
[X] I've stolen something from my job
[X] I've been fired

Embarrassment
[X] I've slipped out an "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[ ] Disney movies still make me cry.
[X] I've peed from laughing.
[X] I've snorted while laughing.
[X] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[X] I've glued my hand to something.
[X] I've had my pants rip in public.

Health
[X] I was born with a disease/impairment.
[X] I've gotten stitches/staples.
[ ] I've broken a bone
[ ] I've had my tonsils removed.
[X] I've sat in a doctor’s office/emergency room with a friend.
[ ] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[ ] I had a serious surgery.
[X] I've had chicken pox.
[ ] I've had measles

Traveling
[X] I've driven over 200 miles in one day.
[X] I've been on a plane.
[X] I've been to Canada.
[ ] I've been to Mexico.
[X] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I've been to Japan.
[ ] I've celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[X] I've been to Europe.
[ ] I've been to Africa.

Experiences
[X] I've gotten lost in my city.
[X] I've seen a shooting star.
[X] I've wished on a shooting star.
[X] I've seen a meteor shower.
[X] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[X] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[X] I've kicked a guy where it hurts.
[] I've been to a casino.
[ ] I've been skydiving.
[X] I've gone skinny dipping.
[ ] I've played spin the bottle.
[ ] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[ ] I've crashed a car.
[X] I've been Skiing.
[X] I've been in a play.
[ ] I've met someone in person from myspace
[X] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[] I've seen the Northern lights.
[X] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[ ] I've played chicken.
[X] I've played a prank on someone.
[ ] I've ridden in a taxi.
[X] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[X] I've eaten sushi.
[ ] I've been snowboarding.

Relationships
[X] I'm single
[] I'm in a relationship
[ ] I'm engaged.
[ ] I'm married
[] I've gone on a blind date.
[ ] I've been the dumped more than the dumper.
[X] I miss someone right now.
[X] I have a fear of abandonment.
[ ] I've gotten divorced.
[X] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[X] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[X] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[X] I've kept something from a past relationship.

Sexuality
[ ] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex.
[X] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[X] I am a cuddler.
[X] I've been kissed in the rain.
[X] I've hugged a stranger.
[ ] I have kissed a stranger

Honesty/Crime
[X] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't.
[X] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[X] I've snuck out of my house.
[X] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[X] I am keeping a secret from the world.
[X] I've cheated while playing a game.
[X] I've cheated on a test.
[] I've run a red light.
[X] I've been suspended from school.
[X] I've witnessed a crime.
[X] I've been in a fist fight.
[ ] I've been arrested.

Drugs/Alcohol
[X] I've consumed alcohol.
[ ] I regularly drink.
[ ] I've passed out from drinking.
[ ] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
[... ]]> =FlatlineOnSteroids http://FlatlineOnSteroids.deviantart.com/journal/19884444/ http://FlatlineOnSteroids.deviantart.com/journal/19884444/ Sun, 10 Aug 2008 18:53:22 PDT In the big scheme of things, I'm just one person. One person out of six billion other "one person"s.

But this person has plans.

I know where I want to go in life, I know who I want to be, & I know how to get there. I've got my game plan all laid out for me, I've got a way to get where I want.
& Now I have to have patience.
Nothing just "happens". Everything happens for a reason, & everything worth it happens because you MAKE it happen. If dreams were so easy to reach, everyone's would have their desires, trouble-free, & they just wouldn't be dreams anymore. They'd be another one of those things we take for granted.


So..
School is starting soon, what is it, two weeks-ish? Tremendous head smacking goes to that. On the flip side, I just want to get it all over with as quickly as possible.

So I'm sort of writing again. This writer's block is proving a complicated foe. It's hard to erase, what, 6-7 months of losing one's self.

I'll get there someday, it keeps me alive.

]]> =FlatlineOnSteroids http://FlatlineOnSteroids.deviantart.com/journal/19712774/ http://FlatlineOnSteroids.deviantart.com/journal/19712774/ Fri, 01 Aug 2008 05:54:59 PDT My aunt came up, so even though it's slightly (aha), against my will, I'm spending time with her. We went shopping etc the other day, I got quite a few new things, plus I got my ears & my eyebrow pierced
Disturbingly, she got her belly button pierced..
Anyway. I also bought The Amityville Horror 1 & 2, I watched the first one the other night, it was pretty awesome, especially for an almost 30 year old movie.
Tonight I'm going shopping again, with my aunt, so I dunno, maybe I'll find something interesting.
I still haven't been swimming this summer, as I doubt I will anyway, which is fine by me.
& I'm supposed to be at work for 9.. Yeah.. It's 9:55 now. So I better end this.

Have a good day

]]> =FlatlineOnSteroids http://FlatlineOnSteroids.deviantart.com/journal/19544139/ http://FlatlineOnSteroids.deviantart.com/journal/19544139/ Tue, 22 Jul 2008 20:09:13 PDT Life's pretty decent at the moment, not so much drama. Plus, my boss taught me how to drive the other day, & today my mother let me drive her car .
I went into town last night since my mother had to make a trip to the doctor. I went to Kim's & got her, & we went out for ice cream/a milkshake. Basically there were a lot of old people there, I think they let them out of Leisure World or something, & yeah, it's not like I go there a lot but I've never seen the place that busy. We also saw some pretty crazy demon ant spawn at Kim's, & a mysterious dog by the health clinic. Afterwards, while I was waiting for my mother's prescription to be finished, I got some things in Shoppers ranging from hair curlers (which I tried & failed at), to new hair products, there was a sale .
Today we went to the vet, for my cat's checkup. It went pretty good, minus my cat crying the whole way there, from morbid fear of the car. Afterwards in the IGA I saw a girl I hadn't seen since public school, it was kinda random but cool to see her. & I got an iced tea, so I was happy. Unfortunately, upon arriving home, I had to wash my mother's car. Heh.
So yeah, those have been my last few days. I have a few things to do this summer :
- Sawdust City Days with Kim. ^^
- A bus trip to see Tori.
- Buy a new camera/computer.
- Back to school shopping
- Get my G1.
- Enter a contest of some sort.
- Experiment with my hair.
- Get a new dress for an upcoming wedding.
- Make more lists, they're so fun.

I've probably forgotten the details & whatnot, but yeah, that's a gist of summer.

Keep it kosher.




]]> =FlatlineOnSteroids http://FlatlineOnSteroids.deviantart.com/journal/19487121/ http://FlatlineOnSteroids.deviantart.com/journal/19487121/ Sat, 19 Jul 2008 18:09:57 PDT
But anyway, I hope you enjoyed the kittens, it's murdering me not to post more.. I might in a few days if no objections are made..

]]> =FlatlineOnSteroids http://FlatlineOnSteroids.deviantart.com/journal/19243230/ http://FlatlineOnSteroids.deviantart.com/journal/19243230/ Sun, 06 Jul 2008 21:09:02 PDT
Type "[your name] is" in the Google search:
“Erica is crying while eating”
“Erica is 24 today”
“Erica is a weirdo”

Type "[your name] needs" in the Google search:
“Erica needs a reality check”
“Erica needs to put on a sweater. She’ll catch cold.”
“Ok, Erica needs advice.”

Type "[your name] looks like" in Google search:
“Erica looks like a lion.”
“Erica looks like she got severely beaten with the ugly stick.”


Type "[your name] says" in Google search:
“Erica says where’s my finances head?”
“Erica says hiya”

Type "[your name] wants" in Google search:
“Erica wants a new hairstyle”
“Erica wants to be a mom”
“Erica wants a light”
“Erica wants to kill herself.”

Type "[your name] does" in Google search:
“Erica does makeup”
“Erica does her Shakira impression”
“Hot teen Erica does anal”
“Mother gooses meandering mind: Erica does her magic”
“Erica does a little improv”

Type "[your name] hates" in Google search:
“Erica hates oil”
“Erica hates cameras”
“Erica hates drivers who do the speed limit”

Type "[your name] asks" in Google search:
“Erica asks Adam for a DNA test”
“Reports ask Erica if she has any comments about her arrest”

Type "[your name] goes" in Google search:
“Erica goes to Washington”
“Castaway Erica goes topless”
“Erica goes crazy”
“Erica goes mining”
“Baby Erica goes to school”
“Erica goes kite flying”

Type "[your name] likes" in Google search:
“Erica likes to ponder”
“Erica likes to give cows to her valentines”
“Erica likes music”
“Erica likes to talk with her hands”
“Erica likes peni”

Type "[your name] eats" in Google search:
“Erica eats everything”
“Erica eats a pie”
“Erica eats an oreo”
“Dirty Erica eats chicken on the 6 train”
“Erica eats 2.5 pickles in 45 seconds”
“Erica Brielle Barham Eats Solid Food“


Type "[your name] wears" in Google search:
“The Erica wears Prada”
“Erica wears a French maids outfit”
“Erica wears a men’s wetsuit”
“Erica wears the pants”

Type "[your name] was arrested for" in Google Search:
“Erica was arrested for bringing pot brownies to class”
“Erica is arrested for selling crack cocaine to elementary school kids”
“Erica Edwards arrested for domestic violence”
“Erica was arrested for public intoxication”
“Erica was arrested for maintaining a crack house when she let a dealer move in”
“Erica was arrested for molestation”

]]> =FlatlineOnSteroids http://FlatlineOnSteroids.deviantart.com/journal/19196520/ http://FlatlineOnSteroids.deviantart.com/journal/19196520/ Fri, 04 Jul 2008 05:39:27 PDT
I didn't even realize it was approaching. I mean, I did a loong time ago, but I forgot..

Thank you everyone

]]> =FlatlineOnSteroids http://FlatlineOnSteroids.deviantart.com/journal/19178082/ http://FlatlineOnSteroids.deviantart.com/journal/19178082/ Thu, 03 Jul 2008 05:44:10 PDT I must've sat on the floor for half an hour yesterday, followed up by two hours of "sweeping" the floor. One of these days I'm going to sweep the paint right off.
The thing is, I'm alone the entire day.. No boss to tell me what to do, not that it'd matter, if I ask, the answer is always "You know what to do", "I don't know" or "Whatever you want". So am I slacking off if I literally can't find something to do?
Trust me, I would if I could. Another thing is, even if I find something to do, I'm already done by the time my boss comes back at 4ish to tell me to go home. So I usually feel pretty dumb right about then.
I almost want to make a mess, just so I can clean it.. Spin some oil, drop some nails all over the floor, anything.
Afterall, I can't do everything three times over, it just doesn't need to be done.

So I guess it's back to sitting on the floor for me.

]]> =FlatlineOnSteroids http://FlatlineOnSteroids.deviantart.com/journal/19147654/ http://FlatlineOnSteroids.deviantart.com/journal/19147654/ Tue, 01 Jul 2008 13:28:47 PDT Not my favourite time of year, but I suppose once it burned down to the end, I needed a break. It's safe to say, I'm bored out of my mind, even on the five days a week I'm stuck working.. Oh fun.

I'm slow, I know, I haven't updated or posted anything in a while.. So shoot me, I need some motivation.

Life has been.. Slow? Bittersweet? Oh well. My heart is still beating, & I have too much to be grateful for to give my problems more than a swift rant, & if you know me, you've probably gotten that & more lately, & to my wonderful & understanding friends, I thank you.

I'd also like to thank everyone for favouriting & commenting on my work while I've been less active.. To the point I'll never be caught up enough to give thanks! Once I've got things sorted out, I of course will take a stab into it..

So, how's it going? Any amazing plans to tell of, or any fun & trouble making?

]]> =FlatlineOnSteroids http://FlatlineOnSteroids.deviantart.com/journal/18700622/ http://FlatlineOnSteroids.deviantart.com/journal/18700622/ Fri, 06 Jun 2008 16:13:11 PDT
Poetry, well that's harder to say. Funny how it's been pushed aside when it's such a part of my life.. I'm still experiencing a massive block, no fun there. Yeah, I say "Ew" at my poetry, but haven't I always? Anyway, -someone- at sometime likes it, so that's acceptable.

I'll try to post something new tonight, & maybe a bit more as the weekend progresses.

]]> =FlatlineOnSteroids http://FlatlineOnSteroids.deviantart.com/journal/18495705/ http://FlatlineOnSteroids.deviantart.com/journal/18495705/ Sun, 25 May 2008 13:48:33 PDT
But then again, I'm a little off.

On the plus side, the flowers are blooming, & it's beautiful out

]]> =FlatlineOnSteroids http://FlatlineOnSteroids.deviantart.com/journal/18480674/ http://FlatlineOnSteroids.deviantart.com/journal/18480674/ Sat, 24 May 2008 14:28:16 PDT She's back, & no more screwing around with quizzes this time, aha. I apologize for that, for not uploading anything in goodness knows how long, & for how inactive I've been. I'm terrified to tackle the 2000 some-odd messages, & get caught up with everyone. I guess I haven't been the best watcher recently. Things have been.. Hectic. & On top of that I was mourning the loss of my subscription, & taking some time to get back to my full self, since I didn't think my pictures were "me" anymore, & my writing, well, that's slowed to a tremendous hault. Due to lack of inspiration, I haven't been writing lately. Hopefully though, with my return, that will change, possibly inspired by the art I see here

I hope you enjoy the new photos I'll be uploading, & I won't post many at once, so that you don't get too tired of me


Glad to be back.

]]> =FlatlineOnSteroids http://FlatlineOnSteroids.deviantart.com/journal/18334179/ http://FlatlineOnSteroids.deviantart.com/journal/18334179/ Thu, 15 May 2008 10:15:22 PDT
[X] I love at least one shade of pink.
[X] I don't like being messy
[] My belongings are organized.
[] don't like rock music.
[] I like wearing accessories all the time.
[X] Bright colors amaze me.
[ ] I hate black.
[ ] I go to the salon once a week.
[X] I comb my hair almost all the time.
[] I bring my phone with me everywhere.

Add up all your marks and multiply it by 10.
40%

Boyish

[ ] I wear baggy pants.
[] I play video games.
[X] I listen to boy bands like My Chemical Romance, Yellowcard, Switchfoot, Sum 41
[X] I like wearing jackets with hoods.
[X] I'm too lazy to do chores.
[] I don't like shopping.
[X] I like to go bungee jumping.
[ ] I like being sweaty.
[ ] I'm a big fan of marvel heroes.
[X] I barely wear perfume.

Add up all your marks and multiply it by 10.
50% boyish

Nerdy

[] I always carry a pen in my purse or pocket.
[ ] I enjoy studying
[ ] I wear glasses.
[ ] I'm a straight-A student.
[ ] I've never skipped any class in my whole life.
[ ] I like my shirt tucked in
[ ] My favorite subject is science.
[X] I enjoy reading books.
[ ] My assignments are always passed on time.
[X] I correct people with their grammar.
Add up all your marks and multiply it by 10.
20 % nerdy

Emo

[X] I love the color black.
[] I always sit at the corner.
[ ] One side of my hair is covering one of my eyes.
[X] I like listening to hardcore/screamo music.
[X] I have a lot of problems in my life.
[] I'm not much of a loud person.
[ ] I don't talk much.
[] I don't have that many friends.
[ ] I barely have fun.
[X] I barely go out with my folks or friends.

Add up all your marks and multiply it by 10.
40% emo

Childish

[ ] I am open to my parents.
[X] I sleep with a stuff toy.
[X] I watch cartoons.
[ ] I don't like watching horror movies
[ ] I sleep with a night light.
[ ] My parents are the ones who choose my outfit.
[ ] I'm scared of roller coasters.
[ ] I like being with my family relatives.
[X] I take bubble baths.
[X] I've ran around the house in my underwear.
Add up all your marks and multiply it by 10.
40% childish

Popular

[ ] A lot of people adore me.
[ ] I hangout with the coolest crew at school.
[ ] My parents are loaded.
[X] I get everything I want. (Almost.)
[ ] I don't wear the same outfit twice.
[ ] I always have the latest gadgets.
[ ] I'm updated to the latest gossips.
[X] I don't like people blocking my way.
[X] I have a lot of friends.
[X] A lot of people look to me.
Add up all your marks and multiply it by 10.
40% Popular.

Ok so the brake down is this in order of percent
30% girlish
50% boyish
20% nerdy
40% emo
40% childish
40% popular

1. How late did you stay up last night?
11

2. What was the first thing you thought this morning?
There was a bug in my room, I wanted it dead.

3. Is the person you have a crush on older or younger than you?
Same age.

4. What is he/she like?
Fun.

5. What do you hope to do this weekend?
Family party/babysitting/Andrew's birthday

6. Do you think you will be in a relationship 3 months from now?
Yeah

7. Do you own a stereo that cost more than $100?
Yeah

8. Have you ever told someone of the opposite sex you loved them and meant it?
I love everyone

9. Hows your heart lately?
A little confused

10. What were you doing this morning at 7am?
Brushing my teeth

11. What will you be doing this afternoon at 12pm?
I was at Kim's then lol.

12. What is the thing you miss most?
Um right now I want cake.

13. What will you be doing at 4:23pm tomorrow?
Probably nothing.

14. What was the reason you last cried?
I don't remember.

15. Have you ever danced in the rain?
A few days ago.

16. Have you slept naked?
Lol, as if this is important.

17. Have you had a broken heart?
Yeah.

18. What season do you like the most?
Fall/summer.

19. Have you ever talked to someone when they were high?
Yes

20. How many red lights have you ran?
I don't drive.

21. Have you ever cried while taking a shower?
Yes

22. What was your favorite grade?
8 & 10

23. What were you doing at 12 am last night?
Sleeping

24. What's a sure way to... ]]> =FlatlineOnSteroids http://FlatlineOnSteroids.deviantart.com/journal/18195148/ http://FlatlineOnSteroids.deviantart.com/journal/18195148/ Tue, 06 May 2008 11:35:29 PDT A - Age: 16
A - Annoyance: People, bad smells, work, the chair I'm sitting in, & this laptop.

B - Best Friend: I have a looooot, Andrew, Kim, David, Frankie, Tori, I dunno, there's got to be more, I just can't think of them, heh.
B - Bar: Of steel.
B - Birthday: January 3rd.

C - Crush: I'm not sure how to answer this
C - Car: Anything but a clown car.
C - Cat: She's gray & chubby

D - Dead Pet’s Name: Sparkles 1-12
D - Dad’s name: David.
D - Dog: Daisy.

E – Easiest person to talk to: Well oddly enough I'd have to say myself since I always catch myself talking or whispering to myself without realizing it.
E - Eggs: Sunny side up.. Mmm.
E - Email: E-mails are great.

F - Favorite color: Black, white, gray, red, purple.
F - Food: I have gum.
F - Foreign Slang: Um.. I have no clue.

G - Gummy Bears or Worms: Both.
G - God: You called?
G - Good Time: Today, lol.

H- Hair Color: Dark.
H – Height: 5'6" I guess.
H - Happy: Oh yeah.

I - Ice cream: Cookie Dough, Nerd, Chocolate Sundae etc.
I - Instrument: Torture devices.
I - Idol: Xena.

J - Jewelry: Necklace.
J - Job: Jobless.
J - Joke: I'd rather not take the time to think of one.

K - Kids: Someday.
K - Karate: In my dreams.
K - Kung fu: I'd probably hurt myself if I tried.

L - Longest Car Ride: Any car ride without music.
L - Longest Conversation: When my mother gave me an awkward talk at dinner.
L - Last thought: Jordan is a fag.

M - Milk Flavor: Shaken
M - Mother’s Name: Diane.
M - Movie Last Watched: Um, The Battle of Britain in History.

N - Number of Siblings: None.
N - Northern or Southern: Northern, not by choice.
N - Name: Erica.

O - One Wish: That I didn't have this Business project.
O - One Phobia: Fish.
O - Otter Pop: With my kinky burger please.

P - Part of your appearance you like best: Nose.
P - Parents, are they married or divorced: Still married.
P - Part of your Personality you like best: My insanity.

Q - Quick or Slow?: Depends.
Q - Queen or Queer?: Queen of the Queer. Lol.
Q - Quiet or Loud?: Depends.

R - Reason to smile: There are idiots yelling in the hall.
R - Reality TV Shows: Are fake.
R - Right or Left: Down.

S - Song Last Heard: Listening to Firefly by Breaking Benjamin.
S – Season: Spring.
S - Sex: Female?

T - Time you woke up: 6 : 30 AM
T - Time Now: 3 : 32
T - Time for bed: Depends if I'm tired.

U - Unknown Fact About Me: I have no shoes on.
U - Unicorns: Sexy.
U - U are: Mad that it says "U".

V - Vegetable you hate: Beats.
V - View on Politics: I don't have any.
V - Victoria's Secret: Underwearz.

W - Worst Habits: Talking in a stupid accent.
W - Where are you going to travel next?: Home.
W - Weight: 128ish.

X - X-Rays: Are not good for you.
X - Xylophone: Lmao, Mbira Jam.
X - Xenon: Um? Mercury?

Y - Year you were born: 1992
Y - Year it is now: 2008
Y - Yellow: Roses.

Z - Zoo Animal: Orangutan.
Z - Zodiac: Capricorn .
Z - Zoolander: GREAT MOVIE.

]]> =FlatlineOnSteroids http://FlatlineOnSteroids.deviantart.com/journal/18060377/ http://FlatlineOnSteroids.deviantart.com/journal/18060377/ Fri, 02 May 2008 08:01:46 PDT
1. Perfect?
Dur.

2. Tall?
Not really.

3. In your pajamas?
I'm in my pants.

4. Left handed?
No.

LAST:

1. Friend you saw:
Kim. Lol. I still see Kim.

2. Person you talked to on the phone?:
Andrew.

3. Person to text you:
Kim texted me on her invisible cell-phone.

4. Was today better than yesterday?
It will be.

FAVORITES:

1. Number
13 & 24.

2. Color(s):
Black, white, gray, red, green, purple.

3. Fruit:
Strawberry.

4. Place:
By the water.

QUESTIONS & ANSWERS:

Q: What was the first thing you did this morning when you got up?
A: I shut my alarm clock off before it could go off.

Q: Do you have anything bothering you?
A: Just a bad smell.

Q: What's the last movie you saw?
A: A movie on mountains in Science.

Q: Where is the last place you went?
A: This classroom.

Q. Do you smile a lot?
A: Depends.

Q: Do you wish upon stars?
A: No, but they're pretty.

Q: Are you a friendly person?
A: I think so.

Q: Where did you sleep last night?
A: In my bed, like I usually do.

Q: When was the last time you cried?
A: I laughed so hard yesterday in Drama that I cried.

Q: What was your last thought before going to sleep last night?
A: If I was going to pick my blanket off the floor.

Q: Rate life as of right now one being bad ten being great?
A: Nine.

Q: What do you hear right now?
A: Typing, Kim, Jordan.

Q: Does anything hurt right now?
A: My foot because I'm sitting on it.

Q: What's your favorite month?
A: September.

Q: What did you do last night?
A: I talked to Andrew, painted me nails, & watched TV.


EIGHT EMOTIONS:

1. Are you missing someone right now:
A few people.

2. Are you happy?:
Yes.

3. Are you sad?:
Well obviously not, considering I'm happy.

4. Are you bored?:
Sort of.

6. Are you nervous?:
No.

8. Are you tired?
Yeah.

ABOUT YOU:

001. Real name?
Clark Kent.

002. Nick names?
Airborn, Eureka, Slimpy, Clark Kent.
003. Eye colour?
Blue.

004. Zodiac sign?
Capricorn.

005. Male or female?
Female.

[Insert the missing-for-who-knows-what-reason 006 through 007]
Um?

008. Slut?
For cake.

009. Smart?
It depends.


010. Hair color?
Browny-blacky.

011. Long or short?
Long hair.

013. Sweats or Jeans?
Jeans.

014. Phone or Camera?
Camera.

016. Drink or Smoke?
Neither.

020. Tattoos?
No.

021. Righty or lefty?
Righty.


FIRSTS:

024. First best friend?
I had a lot.. Geoff Westerby, Stephanie Purkis, Kim, Chris Davidson, Heather.

025. First crush?
Ethan.

027. First pet?
A dog.

028. First big vacation?
Niagra Falls.

CURRENTLY:

049. Eating?
Air.

050. Drinking?
Air.

052. I'm about to:
Answer the next question.

053. Listening to?
Jordan making noises.

054. Plans for today?
School.

WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX?

070. Shorter or taller?
No midgets please.

072. Romantic or spontaneous?
Why do you want to know D:

074. Sensitive or loud?
Doesn't matter, everyone's different.


075. Hook-up or relationship?
Relationship.

HAVE YOU EVER:

079. Drank bubbles?
I've had my mouth washed out with soap.

080. Lost glasses/contacts?
No.

081. Ran away from home?
Yeah, when I fought with my mother.

084. Broken someone's heart?
I don't think so.


085. Been arrested?
No, I believe I have not.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

090. Miracles?
Sure.

092. Heaven?
No.

093. Santa Claus?
I can think of a million other people I'd rather have coming down my chimney with a sack.

Consider the following:

1) No known species of reindeer can fly. But there are 300,000 species of living organisms yet to be classified, and while most of these are insects and germs, this does not COMPLETELY rule out flying reindeer which only Santa has ever seen.

2) There are 2 billion children (persons under 18) in the world. BUT since Santa doesn't (appear) to handle the Muslim, Hindu, Jewish and Buddhist children, that reduces the workload to 15% of the total -... ]]> =FlatlineOnSteroids http://FlatlineOnSteroids.deviantart.com/journal/18039884/ http://FlatlineOnSteroids.deviantart.com/journal/18039884/ Sat, 26 Apr 2008 14:18:27 PDT

Well, yeah, it's been a year. Lol, seems like longer.. So much has changed in a year. & This year has been so much better =]

Thank you to all my watchers & friends

]]> =FlatlineOnSteroids http://FlatlineOnSteroids.deviantart.com/journal/18004751/ http://FlatlineOnSteroids.deviantart.com/journal/18004751/ Thu, 24 Apr 2008 09:47:00 PDT I've been taking pictures a lot lately, not really writing that much, though. It's really beautiful out so it gives me more opportunities.
I was supposed to post a new ID recently, which I'll get around to eventually, sorry that I haven't posted anything in a long time..
Generally things are doing good for me, got a hair disaster going on though, but I'll live. I really have missed coming on, hopefully I'll see you all around

]]> =FlatlineOnSteroids http://FlatlineOnSteroids.deviantart.com/journal/17860185/ http://FlatlineOnSteroids.deviantart.com/journal/17860185/ Tue, 15 Apr 2008 06:27:19 PDT
1. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE ?
No.


2. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED?
Um, yesterday, from laughing so hard.


3. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING
I can't barely even spell my name.


4. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT?
Bacon.


5. DO YOU HAVE KIDS?
No.


6. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?
I guess so.


7. DO YOU USE SARCASM A Lot?
Not that much.


8. DO YOU STILL HAVE YOUR TONSILS
Yes.


9. WOULD YOU BUNGEE JUMP?
Yes.


10. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE CEREAL?
I haven't had cereal since I was about 4.


11. DO YOU UNTIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF?
Yeah.


12. DO YOU THINK YOU ARE STRONG?
I guess so, a little..



13. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM?
Fudge crackle or cookie dough.. Or nerd.


14 What. .IS THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT PEOPLE?
They're personality


15. RED OR PINK?
Red


16. WHAT IS THE LEAST FAVORITE THING ABOUT YOURSELF?
My mouth is too small.


17. WHO DO YOU MISS THE MOST?
My aunt Shirley, she passed away a few years ago.


18. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO SEND THIS BACK TO YOU?
I really don't care, I'm just bored & avoiding work.


19. WHAT COLOR PANTS AND SHOES ARE YOU WEARING?
Light blue jeans, & white/black/red shoes.


20.Do you like your partner's friends?
For the most part.


21. WHAT ARE YOU listening to RIGHT NOW?
People typing.


22. IF YOU WHERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE?
I would be the purple crayon.


23. FAVORITE SMELLS?
Clean laundry & bacon.


24. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
Some person calling for my dad.


25. DO YOU LIKE THE PERSON WHO SENT THIS TO YOU?
Not that much actually.


26. FAVORITE SPORTS TO WATCH?
Skating


27. HAIR COLOR?
Black + brown


28. EYE COLOR?
Blue


29. DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS?
No


30 FAVORITE FOOD?
Perogies


31. SCARY MOVIES OR HAPPY ENDINGS?
Both


32. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED?
Alvin & The Chipmunks


33. WHAT COLOR SHIRT ARE YOU WEARING?
Black & white striped.


34. SUMMER OR WINTER?
Summer


35. HUGS OR KISSES?
Bites


36. FAVORITE DESSERT?
Hm.. Something homemade or a Blizzard


37. MOST LIKELY TO RESPOND?
Tori? Or Peter


38. Least likely to respond?
Everyone else


39. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING NOW?
Martyn Pig by Kevin Brooks & The Time Twister by Jenny Nimmo


40. WHAT IS ON YOUR MOUSE PAD?
I don't use one


41. WHAT DID YOU WATCH ON TV LAST NIGHT?
Corner Gas


42. FAVORITE SOUND?
Music


43. ROLLING STONES OR BEATLES?
Both


44. WHAT IS THE FARTHEST YOU HAVE BEEN FROM HOME?
Greece


45. DO YOU HAVE A SPECIAL TALENT?
Probably not


46. WHERE WERE YOU BORN?
Orillia


47. WHOSE ANSWERS ARE YOU LOOKING FORWARD TO GETTING BACK?
Tori's


46. What’s something you’re really looking forward to?
This class being over.

]]> =FlatlineOnSteroids http://FlatlineOnSteroids.deviantart.com/journal/17853880/ http://FlatlineOnSteroids.deviantart.com/journal/17853880/ Mon, 14 Apr 2008 18:11:36 PDT Not much to say, I think my writer's block has been lifted, & once my critic-ish friends have given me the ok, I'll be posting my possible-brilliant poem.. Which I am thrilled about.

I'll be taking a walk, probably tomorrow night, so expect some new pictures ^^

Also, check this out, it'll knock your socks off :





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