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I know I watch a number of artists from Ma. so, if you see this journal and would like to set something up let me know!! We could set up a big dinner for chats, drinks and apps or I could see about renting out a hall somewhere that you could display your art!!

I don't know! Let me know what you think, please.



]]> =Flermigan http://Flermigan.deviantart.com/journal/27995261/ http://Flermigan.deviantart.com/journal/27995261/ Tue, 27 Oct 2009 13:33:50 PDT I miss the days when waking up meant cyber-peeping into people lives through way of art.
I miss the days when DA was more than just a shoutbox and more than a place to tweet your bullshit.
Everyday isn't write a little ditty day.
Not every picture you take is upload worthy.

Take heed, dear friends, the days of unknown deviant greatness is over.

Welcome Deviantspace/Book/fuckingtwitter.

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Love it.

]]> =Flermigan http://Flermigan.deviantart.com/journal/27509809/ http://Flermigan.deviantart.com/journal/27509809/ Wed, 30 Sep 2009 18:34:38 PDT
There are times when I shatter.
My pieces become so much less
than the whole of me.
Shards fly away like paper planes
and paper hearts.
Left over sighs and teary eyes.
Fallen angel's wings
left for the damned.

- they are left for me -

And you pick me up
one sliver of flesh at a time.
You piece me back together.
Every time missing something
else.
Every time missing someone
else.

A memory or a feeling
lost.
One side of my crooked smile
gone.
And you find a way to keep me.
You always find a way to keep me
together.

Whispering a tiny piece of yourself.
Stitching up my doe eyes.
Kisses that complete a quiet mouth.
Finger tips on fingertips.
- lingering -
Fixing me.
Keeping me.
Locking my missing pieces
into your heart.

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Down to the earth I fell,
With dripping wings. Heavy things won't fly.
And the sky might catch on fire.
And burn the axis of the world, that's why
I prefer a sunless sky, to the glittering and stinging in my eyes.

CHORUS
Oh I feel so light.
This is all I want to feel tonight.
Oh I feel so light.
Tonight and the rest of my life.

Gleaming in the dark sea,
I'm as light as air
Floating there breathlessly.
When the dream dissolves I open up my eyes,
I realize that everything is shoreless sea.
Weightlessness is passing over me.

Oh I feel so light.
This is all I want to feel tonight.
Oh I feel so light.
Tonight and the rest of my life.
Tonight and the rest of my life.

Everything is waves and stars.
The universe is resting in my arms.
I feel so light.
This is all I want to feel tonight
I feel so light.
Tonight and the rest of my life.

Oh I feel so light.
This is all I want to feel tonight.
Oh I feel so light.
Tonight and the rest of my life.
Tonight and the rest of my life.

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Something always brings me back to you.
It never takes too long.
No matter what I say or do I'll still feel you here 'til the moment I'm gone.

You hold me without touch.
You keep me without chains.
I never wanted anything so much than to drown in your love and not feel your rain.

[CHORUS:]
Set me free, leave me be. I don't want to fall another moment into your gravity.
Here I am and I stand so tall, just the way I'm supposed to be.
But you're on to me and all over me.

You loved me 'cause I'm fragile.
When I thought that I was strong.
But you touch me for a little while and all my fragile strength is gone.

[CHORUS]

I live here on my knees as I try to make you see that you're everything I think I need here on
The ground.
But you're neither friend nor foe though I can't seem to let you go.
The one thing that I still know is that you're keeping me down

Keeping me down

You're on to me, on to me
and all over...

Something always brings me back to you
it never takes too long

]]> =Flermigan http://Flermigan.deviantart.com/journal/26006201/ http://Flermigan.deviantart.com/journal/26006201/ Fri, 17 Jul 2009 12:36:42 PDT I wanted to tell you
a million things.
I'm sorry.
I love you.
If you need anything at all...

But no matter what I said
no matter how much I meant it,
it all just seemed so empty,
meanless.

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MataHariii is a brand new artist here on DA and she also just happens to be my best friend.
She is a uniquely brilliant artist who will stop you in your tracks with her words and capture you with her beautiful traditional art.
Watch her and love her as much as I do, please.






]]> =Flermigan http://Flermigan.deviantart.com/journal/25492273/ http://Flermigan.deviantart.com/journal/25492273/ Tue, 23 Jun 2009 10:13:21 PDT Blurry eyes and hands soaked
Thinking of the after whys
Thinking of your slow goodbye

I feel your hands along my face
Your tender kiss and warm embrace
Still I know that you're not here
And so I lay in silent fear

Will I get the chance to prove my worth
Even though she found you first
I'll put my hands in yours and pray
To sleep and wake with you each day

Knowing the way it's supposed to be
Knowing you should be here with me
I close my eyes again and cry
These tearful sighs, my lullaby

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Some cheese with your wine?

Yeah, so this deviant's name has been inspiring since I first met her here. Her writing is also absolutely incredible so if you aren't watching her, I suggest you get right on that.

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I know this is lame and cheesey but if you are watching me and you like rhyming poetry, I certainly wouldn't mind you fiddling around with it.

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I have over 30,000 pageviews. I am not sure when or how it happened but it did.

Hug me or something.

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]]> =Flermigan http://Flermigan.deviantart.com/journal/24948657/ http://Flermigan.deviantart.com/journal/24948657/ Mon, 25 May 2009 18:08:13 PDT
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So, I was featured here [link]

Pretty nice.

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]]> =Flermigan http://Flermigan.deviantart.com/journal/24734862/ http://Flermigan.deviantart.com/journal/24734862/ Wed, 13 May 2009 09:54:08 PDT
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by A Fine Frenzy. Go download it...

[link] <--watch it


One, two, three
Counting out the signs we see
The tall buildings
Fading in the distance
Only dots on a map
Four, five, six
The two of us a perfect fit
You're all mine, all mine

And all I can say
Is you blow me away

Like an apple on a tree
Hiding out behind the leaves
I was difficult to reach
But you picked me
Like a shell upon a beach
Just another pretty piece
I was difficult to see
But you picked me
Yeah you picked me

So softly
Rain against the windows
And the strong coffee
Warming up my fingers
In this fisherman's house
You got me
Searched the sand
And climbed the tree
And brought me back down

And all I can say
Is you blow me away

Like an apple on a tree
Hiding out behind the leaves
I was difficult to reach
But you picked me
Like a shell upon a beach
Just another pretty piece
I was difficult to see
But you picked me
Yeah you picked me

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]]> =Flermigan http://Flermigan.deviantart.com/journal/24659409/ http://Flermigan.deviantart.com/journal/24659409/ Fri, 08 May 2009 21:17:03 PDT
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My friend wrote something for me and I suggest you all go read it immediately. Give her pretty comments and hug emoticons...she'll love it.





I am beyond lucky to even know a woman like this. Check out her work. She is really one of a kind.

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]]> =Flermigan http://Flermigan.deviantart.com/journal/24598834/ http://Flermigan.deviantart.com/journal/24598834/ Tue, 05 May 2009 10:11:32 PDT
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I will never forget the way you looked when you walked into the bar that night. The way you smiled, the way you said "hey" way longer than that word should be uttered. The color red the cosmo you were drinking was, and the way you kept brushing up against me.

I will remember the first time we kissed. It wasn't the way I wanted it to happen but I never wanted it to end. I will remember being shocked that you wanted to spend the night and the way it felt to sleep beside you. That was happiness for me.

"And I remember thinking to myself: So, this is the beginning of happiness. This is where it starts. And of course there will always be more. It never occurred to me it wasn't the beginning. It was happiness. It was the moment. Right then." - The Hours.

There is something about this movie that is just so insanely inspiring. I am always writing about moments and how your whole life can come together or fall apart in a flash. I wish I could live my life in the moments, I do try. I will try harder.

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]]> =Flermigan http://Flermigan.deviantart.com/journal/24235964/ http://Flermigan.deviantart.com/journal/24235964/ Sun, 03 May 2009 08:14:57 PDT
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I came across this photo by today in my list of over 200 deviations I have to sort through. It's too adorable not to favorite. Please show her some love!





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The second place winner of 's Imagination contest!







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]]> =Flermigan http://Flermigan.deviantart.com/journal/24126017/ http://Flermigan.deviantart.com/journal/24126017/ Wed, 08 Apr 2009 08:30:36 PDT
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I am curious to know how many of you actually use the word "Flerm" in your everyday life.

I hope everyone does...and I hope it's often.

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]]> =Flermigan http://Flermigan.deviantart.com/journal/23788552/ http://Flermigan.deviantart.com/journal/23788552/ Thu, 19 Mar 2009 21:37:33 PDT
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i want to move to italy

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]]> =Flermigan http://Flermigan.deviantart.com/journal/23736831/ http://Flermigan.deviantart.com/journal/23736831/ Mon, 16 Mar 2009 19:56:08 PDT
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My subscription is ending this week.

No time + no money = suck suck suck

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]]> =Flermigan http://Flermigan.deviantart.com/journal/23627170/ http://Flermigan.deviantart.com/journal/23627170/ Tue, 10 Mar 2009 14:02:06 PDT
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i stopped drinking monster in the morning and have gone back to coffee. so i am tired most days recently.

i have over 200 deviations to looks through.

i am a judge in a contest and haven't even begun to read through the entries. this is my first priority here.

my love life is EXTREMELY confusing.

i miss my friends.

i keep getting sick because i am completely run down.

for reason when i have free time i go out to eat and think it's a good idea to get lots of drinks. it's not.

i am complaining a lot.

ima stop complainin

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]]> =Flermigan http://Flermigan.deviantart.com/journal/23235132/ http://Flermigan.deviantart.com/journal/23235132/ Mon, 16 Feb 2009 12:48:23 PST
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It was around 7 when you lifted your hand and
looked at it with a purpose.

-"My hands are so boring".

I have to say, I didn't know how to react to that.
Not that I've ever been very good with words.

"They're beautiful".

I slid my hand up the inner part of your arm
stopping to intertwine our fingers.

-"Now they're beautiful".

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]]> =Flermigan http://Flermigan.deviantart.com/journal/23039111/ http://Flermigan.deviantart.com/journal/23039111/ Fri, 06 Feb 2009 11:42:08 PST
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Every word she writes is in verse,
Like it's all she has.
And she's broken,
She's always been.

And I love her.

Her face
Puffy lips and eyes that
Show her anger.
Show her search for death.

And I love her.

For all that she is.
For all that she will never give me.
For the things that she has lost.
For the things that she finds in me.

I love her.

A hunger for blood that makes her weak.
A facade she bears to hide it.
A heart melting and flowing like lava.
A love she wants so badly to give.

I love her.

I've never touched you.
I don't know that I ever will.
But I hold you.
I will always hold you.

I love you

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]]> =Flermigan http://Flermigan.deviantart.com/journal/23003316/ http://Flermigan.deviantart.com/journal/23003316/ Wed, 04 Feb 2009 13:57:01 PST
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my shout box has turned into a porno.

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]]> =Flermigan http://Flermigan.deviantart.com/journal/22859922/ http://Flermigan.deviantart.com/journal/22859922/ Wed, 28 Jan 2009 08:29:30 PST
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I recieved a comment with a link that said "rofl this may be relevant to your interests" and when clicked it will send the same link to random people on DA from your account and spread as they click the comment. If you get a link on DA don't click it, even of you trust the person, they could have been hacked. Don't click the link no matter what and you may wanna change your password if you get the comment.




Love spam...just not this kind.

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]]> =Flermigan http://Flermigan.deviantart.com/journal/22576274/ http://Flermigan.deviantart.com/journal/22576274/ Wed, 14 Jan 2009 11:15:18 PST
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This is maybe the best piece of writing I have ever read here or anywhere for that matter.




The author:


I have encountered a number of amazing writers here on DA but perhaps none as unique and thought provoking as this artist. I hope you take the time to check out her gallery. Trust me, it is TOTALLY worth it.

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]]> =Flermigan http://Flermigan.deviantart.com/journal/22449784/ http://Flermigan.deviantart.com/journal/22449784/ Wed, 07 Jan 2009 10:30:22 PST
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I'm here again
In some boring place
That smells of
Old ladies and moth balls
-No one likes it here
We walk around
With our heads down
And our hearts buried
In our sleeves
-And we beg Mother Nature
-To take the rains away
We pray for Spring
And the smell of Lavender
We wait for days that
May or may not
Ever come

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]]> =Flermigan http://Flermigan.deviantart.com/journal/22351201/ http://Flermigan.deviantart.com/journal/22351201/ Fri, 02 Jan 2009 10:16:27 PST
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"our passions are ourselves -
the strange of heart, the fierce of word...we may die alone, but we won't go quietly.
there isnt much more a person can ask for. not without being painfully disappointed."

If you've ever met anyone in your life that has words like this floating around in their brain I suggest you never let them go.


Thank you.

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]]> =Flermigan http://Flermigan.deviantart.com/journal/22276671/ http://Flermigan.deviantart.com/journal/22276671/ Tue, 30 Dec 2008 09:42:27 PST
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I can barely bring myself to read poetry lately, let alone write it. I tried writing someone about Christmas Eve *wink to cass* and I did but mleh, I didn't post it obviously. I haven't been doing enough to be able to write something with real meaning. Working at a movie store really isn't the highly creative kind of atmosphere I crave

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]]> =Flermigan http://Flermigan.deviantart.com/journal/22064865/ http://Flermigan.deviantart.com/journal/22064865/ Fri, 19 Dec 2008 10:53:40 PST
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I promised to play a game...so... there it is:

1. I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll tell you which song or movie you remind me of.
3. I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle you in.
4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.
5. I'll tell you my first memory of you.
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll ask you something I've always wondered about you.
8. I'll tell you my favorite thing about you.
9. If you play, you MUST post this on yours.

Comment and I will do so for you!

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]]> =Flermigan http://Flermigan.deviantart.com/journal/21844968/ http://Flermigan.deviantart.com/journal/21844968/ Sat, 06 Dec 2008 09:21:43 PST
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I know you know
Let the life come back and force through my veins
It goes, it goes
Through the protons, neutrons securing the frame
Say yes say no
It's a matter of me forcing the praise
Put on the new
Woman, man, and child who are breaking the braces

The catacombs
And revolving doors inside of my brain
Preachers and whores
And the neon pulpits burst into flames
I come from both
Sides of me and either side of their tracks
Humbling my ghosts
Letting life that floods my veins bring me back

The unshackling of the chains on my wrists
And the loyalty to pain that resists
And the greatest books are talking about this
Why must everybody die to exist?

Hello my love
Seeking passages and food for your soul
On 95
Look ahead cause they're not filling that hole yet
Come lay your hands
Over mine and it will make us both brave
Braver to know
Let the light, the life force back in our veins

The unshackling of the chains on my wrists
And the loyalty to pain that resists
And the greatest books are talking about this
Why must everybody die to exist?

Are you ready for the power of god?
Are you waiting for the saints to all nod?
At the girl who should be raised from the dead?
At the demons who've been forced from my head?

Hey
Oh hallelujah
Oh hallelujah
Oh hallelujah I've come undone
Oh hallelujah
Oh hallelujah
Oh hallelujah I've come undone

The unshackling of the chains on my wrists
The loyalty to pain that resists
And the greatest books are talking about this
Why must everybody die to exist?

Are you ready for the power of god?
Are you waiting for the saints to all nod?
At the girl who should be raised from the dead?


**If you don't know this song, I suggest you download it. It's wonnnnnderful

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]]> =Flermigan http://Flermigan.deviantart.com/journal/21831294/ http://Flermigan.deviantart.com/journal/21831294/ Fri, 05 Dec 2008 13:09:59 PST
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I used to kiss someone with lips like yours.
It's not fair.

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]]> =Flermigan http://Flermigan.deviantart.com/journal/21651177/ http://Flermigan.deviantart.com/journal/21651177/ Mon, 24 Nov 2008 16:30:49 PST
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After all the bullshit that's been going on in this place lately I just wanted to say, way to go with the Daily Deviations today, deviantART. What an amazing collection of work.

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It's all the same

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]]> =Flermigan http://Flermigan.deviantart.com/journal/21421247/ http://Flermigan.deviantart.com/journal/21421247/ Mon, 10 Nov 2008 13:11:42 PST
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i am an all or nothing kind of girl.

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]]> =Flermigan http://Flermigan.deviantart.com/journal/21213749/ http://Flermigan.deviantart.com/journal/21213749/ Wed, 29 Oct 2008 08:17:02 PDT
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"The Dance" by Charlotte Martin


Inside my mouth i can hear all the voices say
do not lean over the ledge
i shouldn't look down and i shouldn't have found
that your lips i still taste in my head
raising my glass to the head of the class
as she powers out steps one through ten
i think i'll be fine if i'm covered in wine
nice to hate you and love you again
and see you again
and see you again

weary and worn little monster is born
tell me lies and i'll justify them
desperate today and it's making me pay
for that night for that kiss for your bed
whoever dared to love someone out there
i don't need a balloon and a pin
the name of the game is outrunning the blame
so i hate you and love you we're friends
guess we'll be friends
i guess we'll be friends

oh why (why) can't (can't) you take me in your arms now?
why (why) can't (can't) you take me?
why (why) can't (can't) you take me in your arms now?
why (why) can't (can't) you take me?

better stop crying hello and goodbye-ing
go on through me slip right through my hands
you get your time and the other half's mine
it's okay this love weighs fifty men
it's okay this love weighs fifty men
it's okay this love weighs fifty men

oh why (why) can't (can't) you take me in your arms now?
why (why) can't (can't) you take me?
why (why) can't (can't) you take me in your arms now?
why (why) can't (can't) you take me?
why (why) can't (can't) you take me in your arms now?
why can't you take me?

amen
amen
amen
amen

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]]> =Flermigan http://Flermigan.deviantart.com/journal/21075506/ http://Flermigan.deviantart.com/journal/21075506/ Mon, 20 Oct 2008 07:36:45 PDT
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So, I submitted a couple little scribbles and it felt really good. It's good to be writing, even if I don't think it's what it should be. I've been gone for long enough. I haven't really been myself for the past couple months. I've been really busy with work and love and life. I went out for my birthday and realized how much I had changed. I was quiet, barely social and during my night out it started to get to me. I was being a, sort of, watered down version of myself..and that girl sucks so I am done with her ha. Maybe I was doing it for the "love" portion of my busy-ness. I don't really know for sure.

Anywho, it's nice to be writing and paying attention to all of the amazing artists I watch here. I have to update my watch list since I took everyone off but it should only take a moment.

I hope you are all well

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]]> =Flermigan http://Flermigan.deviantart.com/journal/20983245/ http://Flermigan.deviantart.com/journal/20983245/ Tue, 14 Oct 2008 09:46:20 PDT
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We just keeping running into each other now.
We run and collide and fall.
Maybe just to feel it once more.



My birthday is Friday, I expect many, many "I love you"s and gifts. Especially from you, Deyan.

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]]> =Flermigan http://Flermigan.deviantart.com/journal/20822236/ http://Flermigan.deviantart.com/journal/20822236/ Sat, 04 Oct 2008 09:19:24 PDT
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I've featured her a few times before but never has it been more deserving. This piece is just beautiful and soft and full of life in the most minimalistic way. Give it a favorite, tell her you love it, and check out her gallery.








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]]> =Flermigan http://Flermigan.deviantart.com/journal/20618961/ http://Flermigan.deviantart.com/journal/20618961/ Mon, 22 Sep 2008 12:34:28 PDT
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I like the broken glass and the way there's now several of me
in this seven years of bad luck.

Sometimes I think anyone could write these words.
And I forget who I am and forget how to remind myself.

Maybe I'm not so special.
None of my pieces are my own.
I am individually equal and uniquely the same.
Hiding in every crack.
But never really hidden.

There's always something showing.
Always someone waiting to laugh at you.
So you stay between the shards
and you use them as bait.
And when that one someone finally
stops laughing
That's when you start.

Your seven years have come and gone
and you have only one things to
show for it.

And that one thing
is enough.

But me
I'm still hiding.

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]]> =Flermigan http://Flermigan.deviantart.com/journal/20204694/ http://Flermigan.deviantart.com/journal/20204694/ Thu, 28 Aug 2008 16:00:37 PDT
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what color is your underwear?
blue with red stars

whats on your mind?:
nina bear is on my mind...silly arab

what are you doing right now?:
watching friends, licking a scab....i'm sexy, i know

who is your best friend?
lately, Stacey

have you done something bad today?:
yes i have

do you watch Disney channel?:
not unless i'm physically forced

who is the last person you talked to on the phone?:
Stacey

are you jealous of someone right now?:
nope

what makes you mad most of the time?:
liars

do you bite your nails?:
sometimes...mostly when i'm single, which doesn't make any sense

do you want to see someone this very moment?:
Nina, Stacey, Cassidy, Suzie

are you keeping a big secret right now?:
no secrets

do you have a friend you don’t actually like?:
why would anyone do that to themselves? haha no, i like all my friends...all fuckin 3 of them

does anyone like you?:
obviiiiii

What do you do when you’re mad?:
take a shower or cry...sometimes both at the same time. ima multi-tasker

What’s the worst thing you’ve done when you were mad?:
hmmmm...i guess just saying shit i don't mean, saying things i wish i could take back

Ever made anyone cry when you were mad?:
yes. not my greatest moment

Do you swear when you’re mad?:
yeah but i swear when i'm happy, too

How many times have you had your heart broken?
once...

Have you ever loved someone so much that you’d die for them?:
yes...well i say yes, but i'd probably just get scared and be like..."no, no, take her!!!" ...ima bitch

Has anyone besides your friends/family ever said ‘I love you’ to you?:
yes. it's nice

Do you actually hate anyone?:
no, hate is far too passionate for someone you don't care for. i choose to be indifferent

Ever made a hit list?:
ha, no

Have you ever been on a hit list?:
most likely

Are you a mean bully?:
no way, super nice

Do you hate George Bush?:
i don't think he's a good president

Is your self-esteem extremely low?:
not at all

Are you good looking?:
i certainly think so =Flermigan http://Flermigan.deviantart.com/journal/19914139/ http://Flermigan.deviantart.com/journal/19914139/ Tue, 12 Aug 2008 10:49:16 PDT
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"stop thinking those ceptic thoughts
and look up and realise that every place
is a place to breathe"


can someone make something pretty out of that mess, please?

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i have totally forgotten about, the corrs. ya know, that sexy irish band? the lead singer is like, exceptionally sexy. good music and yummy ladies, can't go wrong

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i'm not getting any journal, poll, or deviantwatch updates. so, if i watch you and you have put up something you want me to see, let me know here!! thank you

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]]> =Flermigan http://Flermigan.deviantart.com/journal/19429878/ http://Flermigan.deviantart.com/journal/19429878/ Wed, 16 Jul 2008 14:35:41 PDT
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shitty day, i dont think i've ever felt so stupid.

i probably wont be writing anything for a while, i have a lot of work ahead of me, a lot of busy days.





also, i'm not feeling sweet, but i cant change that bullshit

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]]> =Flermigan http://Flermigan.deviantart.com/journal/19311079/ http://Flermigan.deviantart.com/journal/19311079/ Thu, 10 Jul 2008 13:09:31 PDT
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This is for all the writers who watch me or who happen to read this journal. I thought I would start a story, just a few lines and maybe I would tag some people and you could write a few more lines. Just to see where everyone would take it. If you don't wanna play it's cool, just ignore the tag So, yeah, just copy and paste the first part of the story into your journal and throw on some of your own lines. tag some peeps and have them continue on with it. It's all in good fun

When I was sixteen I met a man with one eye.
He had a cain
and a top hat and tails.
Handsome for a man with just one eye, I suppose.
Having no mouth, I found it hard to understand him.
He would just stare and you either knew
or you didn't.
And for the most part,
I did.

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AND now I will tag, innocencedivine, maimtoturekill, and pardonm3

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I put my foot in my mouth for the second time today. A different reason but it still tastes the same. Like chicken. No, like chicken feet. Because the thin line between my mouth and my brain is slowly getting thinner and slowly cutting through the air like the wire caged by the taste. And no it's not bitter, it's more, more than you can possibly imagine.

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20,000 pageviews...amazing

thank you <3

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]]> =Flermigan http://Flermigan.deviantart.com/journal/18583013/ http://Flermigan.deviantart.com/journal/18583013/ Fri, 30 May 2008 19:43:51 PDT
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I remember how she would tickle her inner arm to fall asleep... and when she woke up she would lift her heavy eyes and give me a soft smile... like I was her dream.

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]]> =Flermigan http://Flermigan.deviantart.com/journal/18443638/ http://Flermigan.deviantart.com/journal/18443638/ Thu, 22 May 2008 07:55:06 PDT
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So, today is a very important day for me...So You Think You Can Dance starts tonight! Yep, it's lame and I don't care because the show is amazing and it can always make me happy. So, in celebration of this wonderous day, I am having some friends over for food, drinks and dancing. Also, to add on to the awesomeness, Cassidy is coming home today She and I have been friends for just way too long and we don't get to hang much because she goes to school in New York. So, I'm planning on having a reallyyyyyyyy good time tonight. Plus many many phone calls from a beautiful Hungarian It's going to be a good day...a goooooooooood day!

If you live close, don't be afraid to stop by

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1. Are you slowly drifting away from someone close?
yes, 2 people actually

2. When was the last time you felt unbearably guilty?
mother's day always makes me feel like i could be more, which makes me feel a bit guilty....now it's over and i'm fine in my mediocracy again

3. How is life going for you right now?
it's 50/50...home life is sad, love life is happy

4. When was the last time you held someone's hand?
walking through the harp with heather in boston, maybe a month ago

5. Who can you tell everything to?
Nina and Alex

7. Who was the last person you talked to on AIM?
my good friend John ...(Murray)

8. Last words you spoke?
NO KYOUI!

9. Have you ever kissed anyone who's name started with a C?
yep

13. How do you feel about gay marriage?
I'm allllll for it

14. What is the next concert you're going to?
i'm sure i'll go to see the zoo soon....and everyone reading this just went, "the whaaaaa"?

17. Can you play guitar hero?
like a pro

18. Do you like someone?
very much <3

20. Do you prefer warm or cold weather?
warm...not hot...hot is sickening

21. Is any part of your body sore?
not at the moment, fit as a fiddle

22. Who was your last text from?
Erin

23. What is the last movie you watched in theaters?
i haven't been in a long long time...i think it was the chronicles of narnia

24. What do you currently hear right now?
Ellen is on tv...classicccccc lesbian

31. Coach Purse or NFL game tickets?
i'd take either, sell them and have a cookout ...a BIG cookout

32. Do fish have feelings?
absolutely

34. What do you currently smell like?
myself...and coffee....so, old ladies?

35. How old do you think you will be when you finally have kids?
i dont think i'll have kids

36. Would you rather watch football or baseball?
football...Patriotssss woowoooooo (not really)

37. Missing someone right now?
yeah

38. What's the strangest fact about you?
i used to be a hooker

39. Where is your number one person on your friends list?
Myspace: at school in Florida...soon to be back home July 4th

41. Do you feel like dancing?
always...which reminds me, so you think you can dance starts next week...if you live close, ya comin over

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moving on


everything's greattttttt

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]]> =Flermigan http://Flermigan.deviantart.com/journal/18098484/ http://Flermigan.deviantart.com/journal/18098484/ Wed, 30 Apr 2008 11:26:09 PDT
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I was just chatting with my roommate and I realized I tend to say "HUH?!" in this, like, really obnoxious tone. Which, in other people, I find completely nauseating and I do it myself...pffft. Not cool at all. Also, I think I tend to be kind of open when it comes to talking about sex, another thing I don't like in others. When I do it I'm all, "Oh, I'm joking and it's charming, blah blah blah"...I should really rethink the way I speak, ya know, just in general cause, I think I give myself far too much leway...leeway?....lee-weigh??...I'm sure you know what I mean.

In conclusion, I'd like to say, I'm happy I'm me, cause if I wasn't I wouldn't like myself at all.


EDIT!!!

So, everyone's kinda taken this in a direction i didn't intend it to go. I was just being funny ...cause, ima funny lady...if you didn't already know

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]]> =Flermigan http://Flermigan.deviantart.com/journal/17995027/ http://Flermigan.deviantart.com/journal/17995027/ Wed, 23 Apr 2008 16:50:34 PDT
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I pulled up the shade for the first time in so long today.
And I was reminded of how beautiful a sunset can be.
And I remembered the way you kissed me in my dream.
I don't know, maybe it was the way the light glared off the glass.
Sort of faded and blurry, the way we remember dreams.
Or maybe it was just that things like the sun make me think of you.
Seeing things that are beyond my comprehension bring you to mind.
Then again, something as simple as breathing can do the same.
And I know that it's different for you, I know your thoughts are innocent.
Still....still, I can't help it.




Yeah, I'm totally blocked lately. *shrugs*

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