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        <pubDate>Thu, 10 Dec 2009 21:26:26 PST</pubDate>        
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                <title>09 wow</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 12 Apr 2009 17:05:04 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So I haven't been on here near enough.  Life keeps me very busy and I'm just trying to keep up.  Me and Jillian are good.  She turned two in March.  I just can't believe this year is already here and I feel rushed for some reason.  Not sure what I'm being rushed but I feel it.  Got a new fella after the last two cheated on me.  I'm scared of what this new year has in store for me.  Just like I was scared of last year.  I guess I have to just hold on and hope for the best.  I'm trying to get to everyone's comments and pictures.  Give me time.  love you guys <<<33<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>EMachines</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 09 Nov 2008 20:31:32 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Are the frickin devil.  My computer has finally just given up and died.  I'm hoping my parents will get the hint and get me a new one for x-mas since I didn't ask for anything else.  Won't be able to update as much except for new things I take on my camera.  Miss you roo and missa!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Keep Bleeding</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 24 Aug 2008 19:34:25 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Nothing much to say today.<br />Just feeling used, abused, and thrown away.<br />Kinda the same as I felt yesterday...and every day since you went away.<br />I try to ignore the pain.<br />Distract myself from the day to day.<br />But I always end up sad and alone.<br />Waiting by the phone.<br />Looking out the window when I hear a car.<br />How pathetic I must seem to you.<br />I can't help but cling to you.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>22 on 22</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 22 Jun 2008 15:38:34 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ IT'S A MY BIRTHDAY TODAY!!!    I'm old yay lol.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>The big 500</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 09 May 2008 15:14:25 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I have submitted 500 deviations on devart as of now!  That along with 5,729 pageviews.  Makes me feel kinda special ^_^<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>ONE TODAY</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 16 Mar 2008 11:41:11 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Jillian is One years old TODAY!!!!!  We're going to Chuck E Cheese!  Yeah that's right!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>One year</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 02 Mar 2008 11:23:50 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ A year has already almost gone by since my daughter has been born.  Jillian Elizabeth Tidwell will be a year old on March 16th.  It's weird to think that I've had her a year already.  Where did the year go?  She's walking now.  Talks a lot of babble.  Claps her hands together and try's to mumble yay.  It's too weird to think about her growing this fast.  I wonder how fast the next year will go.  Before I know it she'll be going to school and getting into trouble.  :sigh:  I'm pretty sure we're having her party at chuck e cheese.  Hells yeah!  lol Hope to see all my friends there that live here and can come.  OH The wonderful Melissa has also dyed my hair with amazing grace and as soon as she sends me all the loverly pictures she took I plan to post them and show everyone.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Mr. Grinch</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 23 Dec 2007 20:50:56 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I've been very depressed and unhappy this holiday season so far.  Me and my fella keep fighting and it's starting to look very bleck.  I think that's the right word for it.  Anywho New movie Sweeney Todd really brightened my day and I love it and recommend it to everyone!  Even if you don't like musicals at all I promise you will love this one!  This is Jill's first x-mas and I'm spoiling her rotten with presents this year.  So is everyone else really.  lol  She's about the only thing that makes me happy at the moment.  I feel very lonely.  Sorry I've been soo busy and haven't updated but you know I love you guys.  Happy Holidays and whatnot.  Love to all.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Jobness</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 04 Dec 2007 20:14:31 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So I finally got me a job and it's keeping me VERY busy.  Plus taking care of the Jill of course is a job in itself.  I got rid of my virus for now hopefully forever but I know better then to think that.  I work at a clothing store called Half of Half and if any of my in state friends happen to want to stop by feel free <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" />  I loves visits!!  Other then that Jillian is crawling and has 2 teeth.  I think she's going to be walking by x-mas maybe.  I'm going to try and post some new pics of her right now.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>VIRUS AAAHHHHH</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 26 Nov 2007 18:23:17 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I have a virus and no way to update.  I will let you know when or if it goes away or gets better or something.  Sorry guys.  I love you all really want to look at your stuff and comment but I can't <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" />  Gotta run.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Me lazy</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 10 Oct 2007 12:22:45 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Yeah haven't updated cause I'm just lazy lol.  Me and Jill are great.  She got a stomach barfing virus a while ago and then gave it to me.  Thank god all that's over!  Man I'm too lazy to even do this now lol Plus there's not much else I'm out looking for a job cause I'm tired of staying at home all the time broke.  Me and Josh are fighting as always.  Jill is almost 7 months old already.  Which is CRAZY!  She's trying to crawl and can walk if I hold her hands.  It's soooo cute!  Ok I am VERY distracted by watching HEROES!!!  SO if you want to know more just ask <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>4 months</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 25 Jul 2007 10:15:38 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Wow it has been 2 months since I updated.  My bad you guys.  I'm way behind on devart but I'm working on looking at everyones stuff and commenting as fast as I can.  Babies keep you busy ya know!  You guys like all the pics of her or think I should try and add some of my old stuff that I haven't posted in there too?  Just curious.  I'm trying to do that anyways but just thought I would ask what you guys think.  So Jill is 4 months old now.  I like to call her Jilly and Jilly-Bean.  I call her Jill when I'm typing cause it's faster then writing out Jillian.  Yes I am lazy <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":P" title=":P (Lick)" /> She is finally starting to sleep in her crib.  That was my fault for always wanting to cuddle her.  <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" />  I'm finally figuring out how to work photoshop a little bit.  Not a lot just a little bit.  I'm slow ok I know this.  >.<  Jillian is doing great though.  I'm out looking for a job even though I don't want to but hey you have to grow all the way up sometime.  I'm going to have to take her to daycare though and I'm not crazy about doing that.  I'm kinda worried about it but I used to go to the daycare I want to take her to so that makes me feel a little better about it.  You guys like my new avatar?  I'm about to post the pic I got it from cause it's just cute!   -^_^-   Ok so just updating and now I need to eat while Jill is still asleep cause she's spoiled rotten and always has to be held when she wakes up which is again my fault.  <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" />  Love you guys!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>2 Months!!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 15 May 2007 10:22:06 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well I've been staying busy with my beautiful baby girl.  She's going to be 2 MONTHS OLD TOMORROW!!!!  I can't believe how big she is now!  She came out 6 pounds and is 11 pounds now!  Well last time I checked she was it's about time to check again.  She has her 2 month doctors appointment coming up I think this week.....man it seems like just yesterday I was scared to hold her cause she was sooo tiny!  Now I can just toss her around lol not literally but I know what's too much and whatnot now.  Before I know it she's going to be crawling around and talking.  Oh she's already making coo noises <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" />  They make me smile!!!!  She has almost mastered holding her head up already!  I was reading baby books and she is WAY advanced for 2 months.  She's doing stuff that 4 and 5 month olds are doing.  She's growing too fast <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/c/cry.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":'(" title="Crying" /> but I'm just glad that I get to be here for it all!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Dare again?</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 11 Apr 2007 22:08:46 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ "So you get to ask me 3 questions. No matter how crazy, inappropriate, or random they are, I will answer 100% truthfully... The only question I will not answer are stalkerish ones like 'Where do you live?' or 'What's your phone number?' Okay, understand? Good.<br />
The dare is for you to put this in your journal to see what other people ask about you!"<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>JILLIAN</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 21 Mar 2007 07:24:51 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Jillian is here!  FINALLY!  YAY!  OMG I know what true love is now!  I can't get enough of this baby!  Go look at pictures!  She's BEAUTIFUL!  And believe me I would be the first person to say if I had an ugly baby and she's just gorgious!  I'm going to be VERY busy so I'll get to everyone when I can I promise!  Oh I had her March 16 2007 at 9:45 pm.  She was 6 pounds 12 ounces.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>RAWR!!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 14 Mar 2007 14:55:55 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Ok so Jillian doesn't want to come out yet!  It's her due date and she's not here!  *sigh*  I'm tired and cranky and SOOOO ready NOT to be pregnant anymore!  The doctor has set up for me to start inducing labor at 7:am Friday morning.  That's frickin early but whatever I would have done it Thursday if he would have let me!  Sorry this is going to be short cause I feel like CRAP and just want to lay down.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>AIM is back!</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 01 Mar 2007 22:19:46 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Ok so I got unlazy and put aim back on my computer!  So send me a message with your aim name if you want to talk to me ok?  PLEASE!  Oh!  I also have yahoo messenger so you can send me a message telling me your name on that one too!  laters!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Need some cheering up folks!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 25 Feb 2007 21:31:24 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ 1. Who are you?<br />
2. Are we friends?<br />
3. When and how did we meet?<br />
4. How have I affected you?<br />
5. What do you think of me?<br />
6. What's the fondest memory you have of me?<br />
7. How long do you think we will be friends?<br />
8. Do you love me?<br />
9. Do you have a crush on me?<br />
10. Would you kiss me?<br />
11. Would you hug me?<br />
12. Physically, what stands out?<br />
13. Emotionally, what stands out?<br />
14. Do you wish I was cooler?<br />
15. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I?<br />
16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.<br />
17. Am I loveable?<br />
18. How long have you known me?<br />
19. Describe me in one word.<br />
20. What was your first impression?<br />
21. Do you still think that way about me now?<br />
22. What do you think my weakness is?<br />
23. Do you think I'll get married?<br />
24. What makes me happy?<br />
25. What makes me sad?<br />
26. What reminds you of me?<br />
27. If you could give me anything what would it be?<br />
28. How well do you know me?<br />
29. When's the last time you saw me?<br />
30. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?<br />
31. Do you think I could kill someone?<br />
32. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same?<br />
33. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?<br />
34. Are you going to put this on your DA and see what I say about you?<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>BUSY!!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 15 Feb 2007 19:19:31 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I have been SOOOO busy with baby stuff!  I'm trying to keep posting new pics and keeping you guys updated on whats going on.  Ok so I had my baby showers last weekend and they were awesome and we painted Jillians room and its SOOOO cute that i'll have to post pics but there going to be under my scraps cause i didnt take them my mom did i was too busy keeping people entertained to take any of my own and whatnot.  Jillian is due in LESS then a montha dn im starting to freak out but im SOOOOO excited at the same time!  There is still baby daddy drama but im trying NOT to stress myself out about it cause thats not good for me or the baby and im just tired with dealing with it really.  I have to run right now but before i go im going to put some pics up under scraps of me and the shower.  oh i have woreless net now so i can load pics A LOT faster then before.  toodles!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>avatar</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 06 Feb 2007 21:54:04 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I wants a new avatar who wants to make me one?  or you can tell me EXACTLY how to make one whichever works for me!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Truth Or Dare</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 12 Jan 2007 18:15:22 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ TRUTH OR DARE<br />
<br />
So here's the deal...<br />
You get to ask me *TEN QUESTIONS*, no matter how crazy, inappropriate, or just random, and I promise to answer it 100% truthfully (thats the "truth" part)<br />
<br />
....now I dare you to repost this and see what people ask you...<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Fight for all the wrong reasons</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 05 Jan 2007 12:53:13 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I have realized some things about myself and I think I need to start going to a pscyhciatrist (sp?).  I don't know what else to talk about except that I need help and I just figured it out and I hope that a doctor can help me since I can't seem to help myself anymore.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Is someone getting the best of you?</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 29 Dec 2006 22:43:33 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Someone who is not willing to fight for me and will abandon there possiably future child is NOT worth my time!  <br />
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<br />
Sorry I haven't been commenting and stuff lately.  Been kinda depressed and the net has been seeming to make it worse so I haven't been on it.  Me are Josh are over and I'm not going back.  Just read the top statement and that says it all!  I'll try to comment to everyones wonderful work asap.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>*Does a little dance*</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 30 Nov 2006 00:03:28 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I'M HAVING A GIRL!!!!!!!  YAY!!!!!!!!!!!  THAT IS ALL!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Guess what I got???</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 11 Nov 2006 19:27:58 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ An Industrial!!!  Who wants to see it?  Who knows what it is?<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Being Poor Sucks :(</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 25 Oct 2006 12:14:16 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I miss going out and taking pictures and then going to print them off!  <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" />  I haven't had many new film pics lately cause I can't afford to develop the fricking film I'm so poor and it makes me very sad.  :*(  I have like 3 rolls of film to develop actually I think 4 now and I almost don't want to take any more film pics cause it's too depressing not being able to go print them.  There just sitting in my drawer and I get to stare at them and be sad every time I open that drawer.  Josh says (my fella) that as soon as he gets his first paycheck that he's going to develop at least one of my rolls of film.  <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" />  He can tell I'm sad not having my pictures and I don't even have to tell him.   I also miss my hair <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" />  So I'm putting up my profile pic of one of me with hair cause I wants to.  <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":P" title=":P (Lick)" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~FloYdMaChiNE</author>
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                <title>dirtyelfprincess made me do it</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 14 Oct 2006 18:58:33 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Two names you go by besides your first name:<br />
1. La-La<br />
2. lil big <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":P" title=":P (Lick)" /> it's a sister thing <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":P" title=":P (Lick)" /><br />
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Two parts of your heritage:<br />
1.Irish<br />
2.Scottish <br />
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Two things you are wearing right now:<br />
1. my fav shirt thta one of my freinds gave me that has some random team on it that I have no idea who they are.<br />
2. my warm fuzzy black slippers cause my toesis were cold<br />
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Two things you would want in a relationship:<br />
1. giggity giggity <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/winkrazz.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";P" title="Wink/Razz" /><br />
2. to be able to talk to them<br />
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Two of your favorite hobbies:<br />
1. taking pictures<br />
2. painting<br />
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Two things you want really badly at the moment:<br />
1. to know the father of my baby<br />
2. for my relationship to last no matter what the outcome of the first one<br />
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Two pets you had/have:<br />
1. SAMANTHA!!!  Only the best cat ever!  I have tons of pics of her in my gallery<br />
2. I basically consider Josh's pets my pets so our cute little Spaz doggy <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /> <br />
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Two people who will fill this out:<br />
1.  <a href="http://chhill.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/c/h/chhill.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="chhill" /></a><br />
2.  <a href="http://ilovethecasualties.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/i/l/ilovethecasualties.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="ilovethecasualties" /></a><br />
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Two things you did last night:<br />
1. my fella <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/winkrazz.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";P" title="Wink/Razz" /><br />
2. slept good<br />
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Two People that live in your house:<br />
1. Josh<br />
2. his dad<br />
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Two things you ate today:<br />
1. shotgun dan's pizza<br />
2. arby's roast beef sandwich<br />
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Two people you last talked to:<br />
1. Josh<br />
2. his friend Travis (not your Travis Melissa)<br />
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Two things you're doing tomorrow:<br />
1. taking over for my dad in his sunday school class of 3 and 4 year olds <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /><br />
2. my friends baby shower<br />
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Two longest car rides:<br />
1. to Kansas<br />
2. to New York buy bus on a church trip <br />
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Two Favorite Holidays:<br />
1. x-mas ( i love the songs!!)<br />
2. my birthday <br />
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Two favorite Alcoholic beverages:<br />
1. Smirnoff<br />
2. uhhh I don't drink much...exspecially not lately <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /><br />
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Two Things You Can't Live Without:<br />
1. Love<br />
2. Someone to love<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>My Baby</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 08 Oct 2006 06:47:39 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well I posted up the ultra sound pic and my fella posing like the baby is laying in my tummy in case you can't tell what the baby is doing.  It's under scraps so you ALL have to go look at it and say stuff k?  Love you all!  <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/blowkiss.gif" width="35" height="21" alt=":blowkiss:" title="Here's a kiss for you, my love!" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Ok looks like just 6 then :*(</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 01 Oct 2006 18:51:10 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ "The first ten people to comment on this post will get a request of their choice.<br />
The only catch is that they then have to post the same tag on their OWN journal and allow people to make 10 requests from them too. I think it's a good challenge for us."<br />
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Ok here's the only downside of this.....I can't really do much on comand like my drawings and paintings and collages have to come to me like i have to be in the mood or there crap.  I can take pictures impulsivly though.  So basically you can ask me to take any kinda of picture your interested in seeing but no nudity or dirty things like that cause i'm a good girls ;]  Now I'm not saying i cant draw or paint something I'm always up for a challenge!  but i'm not sure how long it would take is all.  ok now go for it!  give me something!  I'm kinda excited now!  <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/g/giggle.gif" width="17" height="15" alt=":giggle:" title="Giggle" /><br />
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1.  MongolShawn-smiling silly pic  ~check and done :]<br />
2.  Ilovethecasualities-pink floyd sketch  ~check and done <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":P" title=":P (Lick)" /><br />
3.  dirtyelfprincess-David Bowie collage  ~check and done <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /><br />
4.  zipline-pink floyd drawing of either judge or hammers ~working on<br />
5.  corruptsoulx-collage of my choice ~check and done :]<br />
6.  ILIKESURREAL-floyd collage ~check and done<br />
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No one else seems interested in asking me to make anything so I'm going to dp that one drawing eventually and be done with this.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>icon</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 22 Aug 2006 16:39:43 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I've had my Jim Morrison icon for a long time now.  I still love the Lizard King don't get me wrong but I'm kinda tired of having the same thing all the time.  I like to change things up.  The point is i forgot how to make an icon.....i think i like did it with paint or something and it took for frickin ever but i cant remember for anything right now how to do it!  So if anyone knows how or knows an easy way i can do it or even wants to make one for me (which would be awesome) that would be much appreciated.  <3Thanks<3 ]]></description>
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                <title>*sigh*</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 16 Aug 2006 14:15:07 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well there's been a lot going on with me and I wrote a real long entry about it a couple of days ago but it didn't get put on here for some reason :shrugs:  oh well.  I don't really feel like talking too much about it cause I'm kinda upset about it right now.  I'm pregnant.  Now I'm kinda upet about it cause there's a 50/50 chance that I could loose the baby and there are 2 possiable fathers :[  My situation just keeps geting worse and worse :[  I'm 7 weeks along though and I hope that the baby stays ok but who knows.  Everything happens for a reason right? ]]></description>
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                <title>RHPS</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 07 Jul 2006 18:14:52 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ jonukwho you are going to be soooo jealous :]  Guess what play i saw last night?  THE ROCKY HORROR PICTURE SHOW!!!  OMG it was sooooo awesome in person and i went with my mom cause she new they guy who played Brad and we got pictures with him that i'll just have to post now wont i?  :] oh and what do i put them under?  i only have 2 one i took and the other i didnt so would i put them under scrapes or journal photography or what?  helps me if you want me to put them up k? ]]></description>
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                <title>FINALLY!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 25 Jun 2006 16:22:14 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I FINALLY got everybodies pictures looked at and whatnot not i just have to update.  I have done something EXTREME to my look and i want to see how many people can guess what and how many people want to know what i did.  Let me know you people care ok cause i needs to feel the love.  I had my 20th birthday on the 22nd this month and it wasnt anything big or special just another year older which is kinda depressing but kinda good idk.  Me and Michael also broke up and i am now going back out with Josh.  Confused?  Me too its ok :] ]]></description>
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                <title>yeah sorry</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 19 Jun 2006 21:18:24 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ sorry i havent updated my computer has been acting funny and ive been busy with all sorts of things and lots of changes going on in my life right now and i just havent updated.  im still alive and sorry that i havent updated and commented on pictures but i will soon i promise :] ]]></description>
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                <title>Married</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 04 Jun 2006 20:04:20 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ My sisters all married now forgot to mention that shes happy and moving to Oxford next week.  My parents are in Alaska for there 25th anniversary and im stuck here with newly weds and a little sister.  Yay fun not but its better then dealing with my mom.  Watching dirty dancing lol love this movie cause im sooo cool lol  I don't have any pics of my sisters wedding sadly cause for one i was in it and for 2 my frickin batteries died!  I was soooo ticked off!  No one would go out and get me batteries and no one would let me go get any cause i was in the wedding.  Oh well there was a special photographer so hopefully his pictures are as good as mine lol im not full of myself ;]  Not really anyways ]]></description>
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                <title>Toto we're not in Kansas anymore.</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 17 May 2006 19:35:38 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I haven't updated since i got back from Kansas cause well honestly i dont feel like that many people care and read my blogs so whats the point in writing one everyday or whatever.  I'm not saying no one comments and no one reads them but idk just the people that do comment i usually talk talk to anyways so i mean they already know what happened with whatever.  Oh well doesnt matter im super busy right now anyways with my sisters wedding being this SATURDAY!!!!  I'm runnning the Bachlerette (sp?) party so im busy with that and not to mention all the other stuff setting up for the wedding and dress sizing and jelly beans jelly beans jelly beans lol if you talk to me or Ashley you should know whats up with that.  Yeah that's all i really have to talk about.......oh i hung out with my cousin Rachel yesterday and that was great!  i love when i actuallylike my family and dont have to like them lol.  oh and Kansas was very fun lots of fun dancing with my awesome aunt (whos not really my aunt but that doesnt matter shes family either way) at my cousins wedding.  After all that fun dancing around i SO have to have dancingat my wedding lol cause it was just too fun lol i have pictures that i might post some other time when im not so busy cause im writing this at work on my break right now cause it seems to be the only time im free.  Believe me though i LIKE being busy but i miss talking to my Michael but i got to talk to him last night about lots of stuff so im much better then i was without talking to him.  Are you confused yet?  lol TOODLES!  oh and im listening to my new MP3 player and its awesome cause im actually listening to coldplay while im at work!  lol yes well all know im a goob :] ]]></description>
                <author>~FloYdMaChiNE</author>
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                <title>going going</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 11 May 2006 12:27:23 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ We're going to Kansas today for my cousins wedding.  I won't be back for a couple of days and I won't be able to update so just thought I would let you know.  Later ]]></description>
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                <title>I'm leaving on a jet plane.</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 23 Apr 2006 12:37:59 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ OK I'm not REALLY leaving on a jet plane.  Well I don't think I'm going to have any other time to update then right now while I'm at work hee hee ;]  I'm leaving tomorrow to go to Missouri to see my Michael!  YAY!!!  I'm leaving tomorrow right after i get off work around 2 and it's a 7 hour trip but I bet I can do it in like 5 with a little speeding perhaps.  Not saying I will cough cough I will cough.   Anyways lol I'm such a goob.  But yeah I get to stay there till Friday cause I have to work that Saturday.  I'm so frickin excited!  I cleaned out my mom's car today cause my car couldn't make it 7 hours exspecially after all the work that has just been done to it and my moms car is NASTY but not anymores :] Me and Michael have sooo many plans and I have sooo much left to do before I can leave tomorrow lol but I can do it.  I'm so excited about the trip that I can probably get ready with everything after work today in an hour or less!  All I have left to do is pack and go to the store for some snacks and get gas.  Not too much but the packing might take a while cause I'm so frickin picky about every little thing but hey THAT'S ME!  Ok well I should probably get back to work or make it look like I'm working which is what I was trying to do but ha ha I don't think that's working.  But yeah if I don't write or answer anyones blogs for a couple of days that's why.  Love you guys!  I bet you'll miss me right? ]]></description>
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                <title>I was tagged.</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 15 Apr 2006 12:01:50 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I was tagged my Ambulance-x.<br />
Rules : The 1st player of this "game" starts with the topic "6 weird habits/things about yourself" and people who get tagged need to write a journal about their 6 weird habits/things as well as state this rule clearly. In the end, you need to choose the next 6 people to be tagged and list their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says "you are tagged" in their devpage comments and tell them to read yours.... <br />
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1. OCD<br />
           I'm so OCD that it scares me sometimes lol like my room has to be in it's correct order before I can go to sleep at night.<br />
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2. Clean<br />
            I have to take a shower every single day!  If I don't take a shower then I am in such a bad mood for the rest of the day just because I feel yucky.<br />
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3. Snort<br />
            I snort when I laugh <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/e/embarrassed.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":blush:" title="Blush" />  my boyfriend says he thinks it's cute cause that's when he knows I really think somethings funny but I think it's annoying and I hold it in as often as possible cause it tends to scare people when I do it.  Good reason to hide it right?<br />
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4. Clingy<br />
             I tend to be very clingy with all my boyfriends!  Well mainly the really good ones.  Like I put them first and set them on this pedistool and they are my soul focus.<br />
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5. Violent<br />
              I hit people.  It's like the way I flirt.  I guess that's because I was such a tomboy when I was younger and now it's just stuck to tap a guy on the shoulder every once in a while like if he makes fun of me or something like that.<br />
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6. Procrastinate<br />
                       I procrastinate all the frickin' time!  This is why I couldn't hack it in college because I would put it all off till the last minute and then start to freak out about not being able to get it done and that would cause extra stress and I would either ace it or flop out horriably!<br />
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ok so now to tags peoples YAY :]  I hope you all do this cause it was kinda fun lol<br />
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jonukwho<br />
IlovetheCasualties<br />
Trashcn<br />
tnek46<br />
LucindaNY<br />
PeaceLoveHappiness ]]></description>
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                <title>As long as i'm happy right?</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 11 Apr 2006 23:36:57 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well me and Josh broke up again cause he was treating me kinda bad and pushed me over the edge.  I'm not going to do the hole break up go back out break up go back out shit like i did with my 3 year relationship.  I have found someone that i have wanted for a long time now.  The only problem was that he lived so far away and i didnt think i could handle that but now i dont care i want him and he wants me and were going to make it work!  Yes i know long distance is hard im already seeing that and its only been 3 days since ive seen him and im dying but i can do this!  i need to grow up!   Oh and im doing much better after all the wreck stuff.  No one has called yet about it so hopefully the lady i hit wont call the insurance people and i can save my dad some money.  oh im going to put up some pics in my scrapes of the wreck so you guys so go look at them ok?  <br />
Love, Lauren ]]></description>
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                <title>You'll never guess what happened to me today!</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 30 Mar 2006 16:19:03 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Ok well the pictures didnt show up but i dont feel like editing it so if you want to see the pics i can post them.<br />
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I got in a frickin' wreck!  My car is i think totaled but my dad said we'll see if its that bad when the tow truck guy drops it off at the house.  I'll take pictures when it gets her by the way cause man that could have been soooo bad for me!  I mean i'm ok i got my arm kinda messed up from the air bag which of course i took pictures of for all of you to see and say owchies to.  Well here it is<br />
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My dad said its going to hurt tens time worse tomorow and look twice as bad.  It hurts like crazy right now so you can bet im just so excited about what its going to feel like tomorow :[  i'm still kinda in shock that i got in a wreck....and OMG did that fucking air bag smell horriable!  i thought my car was going to blow up cause of all the smoke from the air bag alone.  I'm not going to have a car for a while thats for sure.....and that sucks even worse!  I hate being a bother......and damn..... if Ashley is going to have her wedding then i'll defiantely have to wait till after that to get a new car.  But i have to keep saying at least i'm ok.  I did get a ticket though :[  it says i was following too closey when really the lady just stopped really fricking way tooo fast!  Oh the ladies car that i hit theres nothing wrong with it thank god cause theres more money that i dont have right now.  The lady said she was fine and please note that she was on crutches BEFORE the accident!  omg i swear if she trys to say that i made her worse or some shit im gonna cry!  Well this is my first wreck by the way and i rode with the police officer over to the inspection station you know where big trucks go to have a rest stop or whatever.  That was my first time in the back of a police car and the cop said well at least I wasnt in the back of his car cause i was in trouble.  I was on the way from my dads work (after already being at my library job all day) going to see Josh for his lunch break when all this happened while im thinking about any details you all might want.  So i was headed to Jacksonville during 3:30-4:00 traffic and i guess i should have been paying better attention or not following so close or whatever.  Damn this sucks soooo bad!  I have no car!  My insurance is going to go up!  I want to just go to sleep and i think i jsut might or relax and watch tv or something.  man it's going to suck to have to bum rides to and from woprk every damn day.  I'll update more later when the car gets here and everything.  Hopefully everything will work out ok.  Ok so the tow truck guy is already here and i took some more pics of my car for you guys.<br />
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So theres the air bag that saved my life but hurt like hell!<br />
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Theres a side angle of my poor car.<br />
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and theres the big fanally the front of my car.  My dad said we should be able to fix it without it costing too much but we just can't get it fixed fast enough.  I feel like such an idiot for not paying attention and getting too close and shit.  The engine still cranks and runs which is good my dad just wishes he would have got there in time to tell the tow truck guy that he could have towed it with his trailer thingy hes got.  That would have saved us frickin $160 fricking dollars!  That's ONE HUNDRED AND SIXTY DOLLARS already down the drain on this car that we could have saved if i would have thought first about the tow truck guy and my dad having a trailer.  Too late now i guess now i just have to start scrimping and saving everything to try and get my Sally fixed again! ]]></description>
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                <title>Break up Back up</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 20 Mar 2006 14:17:52 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ok nevermind ignore that last journal entry lol i would just delete it but people where so nice about what happened in it and its nice to know that i have such good friends! :]  but yeah he realized that he wanted me and being apart from me was the last thing that he wanted he just can't do the living thing with me just yet.  He says maybe in time when he's more finacually secure then we can move in together.  Man im so happy to be back with him!  I don't think i have been that depressed before...i mean that i can remeber and i can only remember one other time i was that bad and it was years ago.  Anyways we're back together and hopefully to stay this time.  love you guys thanks for being so awesome though about when he did break up with me. ]]></description>
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                <title>Break up :[</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 18 Mar 2006 22:03:57 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So Josh said i was too clingy and that he needed his space and i was smothering him living with me at my parents house so he wanted to break up.  So he moved out and he said that we could maybe go back out after he's had a break.  Well 2 days later he seems to be over me and wants to try being with another girl.  Man i feel like a dumbass.  i didn't see it coming what-so-ever!  i thought we were great.  :[  i was really and i mean relaly happy for the like first time in years like 2 years to be exact i think.  i really loved him :[  but whatever he wants to end it like that then he's not worth it right? ]]></description>
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                <title>Movin' on over</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 08 Mar 2006 20:40:52 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well my boyfriend got kicked out of his house last week and my parents were nice enough to let him stay here for as long as he needs.  But yeah the point in me telling you all this is cause i thought i needed to update this and since he's here all the time i won't be updating as much as you all can tell already but don't worry i am still here as always i just might take a little longer to reply sometimes.  Well i gotta run love you guys! ]]></description>
                <author>~FloYdMaChiNE</author>
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                <title>LILLIES!!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 16 Feb 2006 20:32:08 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Guess what i got for Valentine's Day?  Give up?  it was lillies! and omg are they gorgeous!   They are a special kind of lilly where all you get is buds so when they bloom you get to see it first and they'll last longer!  oh i'm so excited and i can't wait for them to all bloom!  i'll go ahead and post a pic now even though there mostly buds and hopefully in the next couple of days they'll bloom!  Anybody got any helpful hints on how to make lillies last longer???  oh and the pic is under scraps cause i didnt think the pic was that good so i go look at them! ]]></description>
                <author>~FloYdMaChiNE</author>
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                <title>mm mm mm mmm</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 30 Jan 2006 00:16:31 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So this is LOVE!!!!  im humming the song from Cinderella called so this is love.  :] ]]></description>
                <author>~FloYdMaChiNE</author>
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                <title>Survey Thingy</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 22 Jan 2006 19:04:07 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ 1. Who are you? <br />
2. Are we friends? <br />
3. When and how did we meet? <br />
4. Do you have a crush on me? <br />
5. Would you kiss me? <br />
6. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. <br />
7. Describe me in one word. <br />
8. What was your first impression? <br />
9. Do you still think that way about me now? <br />
10. What reminds you of me? <br />
11. If you could give me anything, what would it be? <br />
12. How well do you know me? <br />
13. Whens the last time you saw me? <br />
14. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldnt? <br />
15. Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you? ]]></description>
                <author>~FloYdMaChiNE</author>
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                <title>Hair hair everywhere!</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 20 Jan 2006 12:32:53 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well i got a haircut yesterday!  i plan to put up pics of it soon but not just yet cause im lazy lol but soon don't worry.  i hope everybody likes it!  i want you to tell me the truth about it though!  if you dont like it say so dont try to soften the blow or anything ok?  but dont be completely horriable either cause that would make me very sad even though i wouldnt tell you.  anyways i will post very soon be patient my pretties lol TOODLES! ]]></description>
                <author>~FloYdMaChiNE</author>
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                <title>New Year</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 01 Jan 2006 13:29:10 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well Happy New Year!  My new year was kinda a blah cause i had to babysitt but i got to hang out with my boyfriend so that was a plus.  I really hope that this year will be a brand new start for me!  i want to wipe the slate clean has my bf says and start over a new!  i want to here anyones new years resolutions and what you did for new years too!!!  Hopefully yours was better then mine and you got you some either alcohol or other things lol. ]]></description>
                <author>~FloYdMaChiNE</author>
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                <title>X-mas eve</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 24 Dec 2005 11:54:11 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ it's x-mas eve and im on the internet lol how much of a loser am i?  lol oh well i've been super busy and i still am but i havent been on here much and i had to let everyone know that im still alive and i will be commenting on everything that i havent been lately soon.  it doesnt feel like x-mas you know....well how would you know but lol nvm im just confusing myself now.  Merry x-mas everyone or happy Holidays or whatever you get it lol.  Love you all!  Love La ]]></description>
                <author>~FloYdMaChiNE</author>
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                <title>finals</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 10 Dec 2005 01:26:11 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ YAY!!!  My finals are over!  im so excited about that!  i'm going to take a break from school for a semester because i think this last semester has just completely fryed my brain!  So since my brains fryed if i sound retarded or confused you'll forgive me right?  lol well i sure hope so.  How are finals and whatnot going for everyone else? ]]></description>
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                <title>repost if you agree</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 08 Dec 2005 13:13:32 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Gay is a three letter word<br />
just like 'you' and 'mee' when it is misspelled.<br />
<br />
Homophobia and You:<br />
<br />
I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.<br />
<br />
I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.<br />
<br />
I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.<br />
<br />
We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.<br />
<br />
I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.<br />
<br />
I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.<br />
<br />
I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.<br />
<br />
I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.<br />
<br />
We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.<br />
<br />
I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.<br />
<br />
I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.<br />
<br />
I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.<br />
<br />
I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.<br />
<br />
I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.<br />
<br />
I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.<br />
<br />
I am the woman who died when the EMTs stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.<br />
<br />
I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didn?t have to always deal with society hating me.<br />
<br />
I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.<br />
<br />
I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.<br />
<br />
I am the person who is afraid of telling his loving Christian parents he loves another male.<br />
<br />
I am the girl who lives a fake life everyday because I'd be shunned by my catholic family for liking other girls. <br />
<br />
I am the person who had lived through years of lonlyness because my ex partners parents found out he was gay and moved to another state, then country. ~Rohkan<br />
<br />
Repost this if you realize homophobia is wrong. ]]></description>
                <author>~FloYdMaChiNE</author>
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                <title>x-mas</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 06 Dec 2005 03:04:14 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ it's almost x-mas time!  it suposed to snow here like Wednesday i think but with the craziness of Arkanses weather who knows.  My mother is having a x-mas party tomorow which i hope to avoid somehow.  i can't believe that she's having one this early but it's what she wanted so whatever.  i hoping for some snow!!!  *crosses fingers* ]]></description>
                <author>~FloYdMaChiNE</author>
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                <title>ilovethecasualties made me do it</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 17 Nov 2005 16:49:15 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ (A) First, recommend to me:<br />
1. a movie<br />
2. a book<br />
3. a musical artist, song, or album<br />
<br />
(B) I want everyone who reads this to ask me three questions, no more, no less. Ask me anything you want. No kidding, ANYTHING, I'll give you the absolute honest truth, to the best of my ability.<br />
<br />
(C) Then I want you to go to your journal, copy and paste this allowing your friends to ask you anything ]]></description>
                <author>~FloYdMaChiNE</author>
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                <title>SoulMate</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 11 Nov 2005 02:39:32 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Me and tim broke up again and i think this is the last time i'll be mentioning anything like that or at least him i guess i dont know, who knows? right! ? Oh but on the brighter side I THINK I FOUND MY SOUL MATE!!!  We are like exactly alike!  its so awesome!!  Only downside is he lives out of state right now and he might be able to move back soon i hope!  (crosses fingers) ]]></description>
                <author>~FloYdMaChiNE</author>
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                <title>HALLOWEEN!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 29 Oct 2005 11:50:42 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Yay for Halloween!  that was all really.....uummmm i dont know what i want to be yet but...ohwell!  yay!  lol ]]></description>
                <author>~FloYdMaChiNE</author>
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                <title>confused</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 27 Sep 2005 09:38:58 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ im so confused about things lately.....i dont know what to do or how to act.  i feel like everyone hates me or something....i dont know im just in a weird mood.  Been talking to my x and i dont know what to feel.  i want him back but i dont think he wants me back.  i think he deserves better but i still want him.  i dont know.  i just feel like staying in my room forever. ]]></description>
                <author>~FloYdMaChiNE</author>
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                <title>Jonesboro</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 23 Sep 2005 11:15:50 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well im going to see my sister and my buddy Jessie in Jonesboro which is 2 hours away....i think this will be my first like more than an hour trip that ive driven by myself.  i hope i dont get to bored or tired on the way!  so yeah ill be gone like 1 or 2 days and ill miss you guys!  i gotta run! ]]></description>
                <author>~FloYdMaChiNE</author>
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                <title>Single</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 07 Sep 2005 11:10:57 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well i'm single.  Just like the title says!  i've been dating the same guy on and off for 3 years and it's finally over.  I think it's all for the best.  I'm defiantely not ready to get into another relationship right now ....yeah i just thought i'd inform people just in case anyone was wondering why i've been kinda cranky and stand offish.  Sorry for that if i have been. ]]></description>
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                <title>back in the saddle again</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 22 Aug 2005 12:05:04 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well i hope that my computer will stay fixed for at least a little while!  Hopefully i can buy another much better computer from my best friend Brian.  He's awesome and he would hit me if he read this.  Butt yeah i'm gonna try and find something to post. ]]></description>
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