http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:Floss-chan&section=today deviantART RSS for by:Floss-chan en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Mon, 30 Nov 2009 08:55:12 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://Floss-chan.deviantart.com/journal/28083325/ http://Floss-chan.deviantart.com/journal/28083325/ Sun, 01 Nov 2009 09:45:06 PST
I don't know how often I'll be updating this page, or if I'll ever update it ever again (not that I do now). I'm trying to figure out who I am and who I want to be and using this time to try and shape myself. This leaves me to question if someone is a way that is undesirable, and they change, are they not being true to themselves? Why does no one object if it's a change for the better? If that person changes, are they not being themselves any longer regardless of their good or bad habits?

What shapes a person to be who they are? Does their upbringing dictate how they will end up being later in life or is that person responsible for the way they are? The easy thing is to blame my parents, but the person who I want to be wants to take responsibility for my actions. Or am I so self-loathing that I want to believe I deserve everything that's brought upon myself?

I'm not the person I used to be. I no longer have energy. I have no inspiration. I no longer daydream. I'm only 22 and I shouldn't be like this.

]]> ~Floss-chan http://Floss-chan.deviantart.com/journal/20319735/ http://Floss-chan.deviantart.com/journal/20319735/ Thu, 04 Sep 2008 06:33:08 PDT
Gonna go before the teacher says something!

]]> ~Floss-chan http://Floss-chan.deviantart.com/journal/18911794/ http://Floss-chan.deviantart.com/journal/18911794/ Wed, 18 Jun 2008 12:50:30 PDT
a) Tell you why I befriended you
b) Associate you with something - a song, a colour, a photo, a mental image, etc.
c) Tell you something I like about you
d) Tell you a memory I have of you
e) Ask something I've always wanted to know about you
f) You must copy/pasta this into your journal so I can comment

]]> ~Floss-chan http://Floss-chan.deviantart.com/journal/17192767/ http://Floss-chan.deviantart.com/journal/17192767/ Wed, 05 Mar 2008 09:57:53 PST
I just hope everything works out...

]]> ~Floss-chan http://Floss-chan.deviantart.com/journal/16736432/ http://Floss-chan.deviantart.com/journal/16736432/ Tue, 05 Feb 2008 10:05:20 PST

Oh ho ho ho ho.

PS- Vertigo today. Should I be driving? Absolutely. Also, who wants to drive me to Pittsburg Sunday?

]]> ~Floss-chan http://Floss-chan.deviantart.com/journal/16656880/ http://Floss-chan.deviantart.com/journal/16656880/ Thu, 31 Jan 2008 10:29:43 PST
I like Honeybells.

]]> ~Floss-chan http://Floss-chan.deviantart.com/journal/15678391/ http://Floss-chan.deviantart.com/journal/15678391/ Mon, 26 Nov 2007 12:02:56 PST
I know the name of the movie wasn't The Fog or The Heavy Fog or The Forbodding Mist That Your Headlights Can Barely Penetrate. It was only called The Mist. But... It scared me. Scared me good. I would have so much inspiration right now if I wasn't so depressed. Not like I can get on my computer and draw anyway (yadda yadda, pencil and paper) which leaves me to my next subject:

...

I don't even feel like complaining about that. Things must be bad. I'm too depressed to even COMPLAIN.

That and I guess I'm taking a page from Enys book to just keep things low drama. I like to watch the internet drama, not create it.

I'm at the library right now. There's three computers all on one power strip and I'm so tempted to piss off the other two people sitting here by flipping the switch. But I won't.

I did do The Mist fan art, be it just a doodle drawn at Perkins, but it's fan art nonetheless.

]]> ~Floss-chan http://Floss-chan.deviantart.com/journal/15441914/ http://Floss-chan.deviantart.com/journal/15441914/ Fri, 09 Nov 2007 23:06:08 PST BEAR: NO.

]]> ~Floss-chan http://Floss-chan.deviantart.com/journal/15045140/ http://Floss-chan.deviantart.com/journal/15045140/ Sat, 13 Oct 2007 14:17:50 PDT
1. Scalp
2. Between fingers/toes
3. Neck
4. Pretty much everywhere else

Things that feel great on poison ivy:

1. Scalding hot water
2. Sandpaper
3. Angry, clawed kittens

]]> ~Floss-chan http://Floss-chan.deviantart.com/journal/14863426/ http://Floss-chan.deviantart.com/journal/14863426/ Sun, 30 Sep 2007 22:04:50 PDT
Pointless banter that a total of maybe 3 people will read.

Monkeysphere effect. Internet style.

]]> ~Floss-chan http://Floss-chan.deviantart.com/journal/14583066/ http://Floss-chan.deviantart.com/journal/14583066/ Mon, 10 Sep 2007 23:09:35 PDT
is a fanclub of one of my favourite webcomics... and... I just had to join.

Go there.

Now.

Do it for Pony.



Also, due to the growing disdain for perky, over-bearing managers who are focused on driving sales and leaving their one associate working in the store by themselves for 3-4 hours while fighting off lines of cranky people, then reprimands said associate for not keeping sales up, I am looking for another job. If you or anyone you know would like to give me money for being cool, or even doing artwork SEND ME A NOTE.

I'm actually looking at a 3rd shift baker job and I don't think that'd be so bad.

ps- I love Beau and I will make us steak every other tuesday. x3

]]> ~Floss-chan http://Floss-chan.deviantart.com/journal/14165673/ http://Floss-chan.deviantart.com/journal/14165673/ Tue, 14 Aug 2007 13:29:59 PDT While you make pretty speeches,
I'm being cut to shreds.
You feed me to the lions,
a delicate balance

When this just feels like spinning plates.
I'm living in cloud cuckoo land.
And this just feels like spinning plates
Our bodies floating down the muddy river.

(Radiohead)

]]> ~Floss-chan http://Floss-chan.deviantart.com/journal/13933986/ http://Floss-chan.deviantart.com/journal/13933986/ Sun, 29 Jul 2007 22:36:25 PDT
That is all.

I'd like to be motivated to:

Make notes about tea from this book I checked out at the library two months ago.
Return said book.
(Edit- I have no intention of paying fees from overdue books >_>
Read whatever Harry Potter books I have.
Watch several movies I've been wanting to watch.
Make soup and eat it from the cool chinese bowl I bought at Goodwill.
Play Super Mario 3. And beat it. Again.
Play Ocarina of Time. And beat it. Again.
Level up my Pokemon on Pearl.
Hit winter month on Harvest Moon: FoMT
Deposit my paycheck (try to remember what I'm saving for).
Clean and organize everything in my room, top to bottom. Again.
Get a couple hours of Caesar III (yes, III) under my belt.
Clean my car.
Get Gabe flea/tick medication (pulled a tick from him today).
Get battery for my Pokemon Pikachu 2 so I can start wearing him around work.
Get batteries for Tamagotchi V1 c. 1997. Attempt to raise Mametchi again.
Sew edges of Saree material.

All before work on Wednesday.

The only thing I seem motivated to do right now though is watch that retard Criss Angel on YouTube and watch the internet fights in the comments. Also been looking up optical illusions/magic tricks. Did I mention I hate Criss Angel? No, I take that back. I hate the idiots who are all like "OMG CRISS ANGEL IS SOOOOO AWESOME.".

Also, sometimes, if I really push myself, I can play Half-Life 2: Episode 1. I'd like to beat it, oh, before October.

You read all that? 5 internets to you.

]]> ~Floss-chan http://Floss-chan.deviantart.com/journal/13545726/ http://Floss-chan.deviantart.com/journal/13545726/ Fri, 29 Jun 2007 23:15:35 PDT
Whoever reads this and gets the chance, listen to this song: [link] I like it a lot. Let me know what you think. Thom Yorke is awesome. I like his voice.

I should get my shower and go to bed.

]]> ~Floss-chan http://Floss-chan.deviantart.com/journal/13323201/ http://Floss-chan.deviantart.com/journal/13323201/ Tue, 12 Jun 2007 22:55:16 PDT
I'm gonna go lay in bed and toss and turn. o____o

]]> ~Floss-chan http://Floss-chan.deviantart.com/journal/13219424/ http://Floss-chan.deviantart.com/journal/13219424/ Mon, 04 Jun 2007 18:52:05 PDT
Ok, so I just insulted myself there and I have no counter-insult(?) for myself.

I guess what I'm getting at, is...

I don't know.

]]> ~Floss-chan http://Floss-chan.deviantart.com/journal/13095032/ http://Floss-chan.deviantart.com/journal/13095032/ Fri, 25 May 2007 23:27:32 PDT
Uhm, the weather's been nice? My favourite time of year. I got a book from the library about tea. I finished it in two hours. one hundred and sixty pages. I really like tea. I plan on re-reading it and taking notes. I keep a notebook and make really detailed notes on subjects I find interesting. There's no particular order to what topic goes where in the notebook, but every page is neat and legible. I should make use of the 3 nice binders I have (one of which being a really cool Burning Crusade 3-ring binder) and keep notes on loose leaf paper, that way I can better organize my topics.

I'd really like to start keeping a daily planner, too, but not having a job I go into "I can do whatever" mode.

I've got a lot of interesting (to me) objects in my room. I think I'll try and do some photography. No, scratch that. There's nothing I hate more than some moron who trots over from MySpace, takes a bunch of stupid pictures of "random" things and calls it photography. They can gtfo of DA I'll take pictures, but I won't call it photography.

]]> ~Floss-chan http://Floss-chan.deviantart.com/journal/12983222/ http://Floss-chan.deviantart.com/journal/12983222/ Wed, 16 May 2007 21:04:36 PDT

Mine is the Ondes Martenot. Maybe the piano, second. It's tough. I wish I could proficiently play either of them.

]]> ~Floss-chan http://Floss-chan.deviantart.com/journal/12810362/ http://Floss-chan.deviantart.com/journal/12810362/ Wed, 02 May 2007 00:31:12 PDT
Talking less and less with those around me, fearing to bring up rough subjects even with the slightest hint. Until there's nothing left to talk about and every problem is in my head. And I have to leave or I fear for my life. Not because someone will hurt me, but I'll hurt myself under all the pressure.

But where do I go this time if it happens sooner than I expected?

]]> ~Floss-chan http://Floss-chan.deviantart.com/journal/12578566/ http://Floss-chan.deviantart.com/journal/12578566/ Fri, 13 Apr 2007 09:42:36 PDT
2. Car gets broken into, stuff stolen.

3. Realize bank-type card is missing, have cow about bank account possibly being cleared.

4. Find bank-type card in sewer drain in street.

5. Realize gas is being siphoned out of car.

6 ?????

7. Profit.

]]> ~Floss-chan http://Floss-chan.deviantart.com/journal/12495845/ http://Floss-chan.deviantart.com/journal/12495845/ Sat, 07 Apr 2007 11:53:48 PDT

I hate this snow, it was 72 degrees 5 days ago.


People on the internet are DUMB.


I now have a flaming horse of doom.


That is all.

]]> ~Floss-chan http://Floss-chan.deviantart.com/journal/11793133/ http://Floss-chan.deviantart.com/journal/11793133/ Tue, 13 Feb 2007 00:32:50 PST
Trying not to write depressing things, since I'm alone and it's 3 am and I'm full of depressed thoughts. Hopefully, once I have Eny here with me, I'll be ok all the time. ^_^

Kinda wish I was motivated to do more artwork. I just don't feel like it anymore. It's more of a hassle and I don't even enjoy it.

Meh, hard to be cheery. Today is a day that seems to be my saddest as it has every year for a while now. More than one reason is thrown in, but a lot of it has to do with the time of year, and me being sad that I'm older and time goes too quickly. Today, I'm not going to hold back my sadness, as I try to do when I'm alone. Instead, I'll let myself mourn freely without guilt for being depressed.

I miss

]]> ~Floss-chan http://Floss-chan.deviantart.com/journal/11308546/ http://Floss-chan.deviantart.com/journal/11308546/ Thu, 04 Jan 2007 01:20:28 PST
I'll never get tired of listening to How to Disappear Completely.

I especially love this version, mainly the beginning, which I try to play on my keyboard, but it just doesn't have the same effect on me. Must be the acoustic guitar.

]]> ~Floss-chan http://Floss-chan.deviantart.com/journal/10994791/ http://Floss-chan.deviantart.com/journal/10994791/ Fri, 08 Dec 2006 12:47:55 PST SAME EXACT QUESTION.

BTW, JESUS HAS A WII, HE SAYS IT'S AWESOME.

]]> ~Floss-chan http://Floss-chan.deviantart.com/journal/10737138/ http://Floss-chan.deviantart.com/journal/10737138/ Wed, 15 Nov 2006 17:43:44 PST
WORDS ABOUT CURRENT EMOTIONS.

MORE WORDS.

EXPRESSION.




]]> ~Floss-chan http://Floss-chan.deviantart.com/journal/10147968/ http://Floss-chan.deviantart.com/journal/10147968/ Thu, 21 Sep 2006 22:58:46 PDT
So, yeah, since recently returning to DA since... um, a few years. on a different account. uhm... I mean, some of them are ok, I guess, but like, most of them are stuck-up snots, and uhm.... think they're better than everyone? Like... uhm...

Ok, I'll just put it up, out in the open here:


Have the Emo's invaded DA now, also?

Ok, there. I said it.




Meh. I needs me a lazer tag gun. LAZER TAAGGGGGGGGGGGG GUUUNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNnnnnnno odles.

]]> ~Floss-chan http://Floss-chan.deviantart.com/journal/10140853/ http://Floss-chan.deviantart.com/journal/10140853/ Thu, 21 Sep 2006 08:58:05 PDT
Why did they give me a one week subscription trial? Don't they know I want one, but don't have the funds to get one?

You. Give me your spare change. You're just going to put those pennies in a cup anyway. >_>

]]> ~Floss-chan http://Floss-chan.deviantart.com/journal/10116543/ http://Floss-chan.deviantart.com/journal/10116543/ Mon, 18 Sep 2006 20:56:10 PDT


Geeze, let me finish.

I want my Babbages back. ]]> ~Floss-chan http://Floss-chan.deviantart.com/journal/9041537/ http://Floss-chan.deviantart.com/journal/9041537/ Sun, 11 Jun 2006 22:00:00 PDT
Ugh. ]]> ~Floss-chan