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<sub>But I ain't...

I'm so sorry I haven't been around to make pretty arts or comment like I use to, it's just life really has been hitting hard balls at me, and right in the groin area too.

Summer was very interesting to say the least, I can't believe how much stuff happened in a matter of 3-4 months.

But regardless, I should maybe have more time now, due to financial issues, I'm not going to college this first semester, and my family is moving into another much nicer house :3 I get a bigger room, tv, huge walk in closet, the works.

I'm a bit sad though, as I did live in my old house since FOREVER, and I was practically raised in it, many memories... but hey, it's time to move on, which is what I want to do.

I'm changing, and finally decided to do what I want to do, who I want to be and not what everyone else wants.

Also almost four months with my lovely, I can't be any happier

So this is just a journal to show I'm not dead, when I get the chance, I'm doing a HUGE gallery sweep, get some new art supplies, and maybe start doing commissions!

I'm hopeful to say the least, and trying to be positive :3

That is all.

See ya guys later >W<




These be homies of mine =W=</sub>
~Fluffybox http://Fluffybox.deviantart.com/journal/26042780/ http://Fluffybox.deviantart.com/journal/26042780/ Sun, 19 Jul 2009 11:03:32 PDT

<sup>And still on hiatus, kinda.

It was only a matter of time before I was tagged with this, tagged me, so I'm doing it XD I think I've done this quite a few times.

1. post these rules
2. each tagged person must post 8 things about themselves on their journal.

3.At the end, you have to tagg eight people and post their icons on the same journal.

4.go to their pages and tell them they were tagged.
5. no tag-backs!



1) Today is my 2 month anniversary with my blood and love sucking parasite, aka my boyfriend I'm happy for once.
2) When I stand up, my knees can dislocate and shift around
3) If I had the chance to I would eat a human being, just to know what they taste like.
4) My life is one giant motherfucking thrill ride that you enjoy one second but can hyperventilate and vomit on the next.
5) I have a purse that looks like a boombox, it even has REAL speakers so I can hook mp3's players up to it and play music |3 It's amazing.
6) 'Earth Angel' is currently my favorite song, and also my all time favorite love song.
7) My favorite movie ever has to be 'Who Framed Roger Rabbit?', I love it to death
8) My boyfriend is currently at work until 5, I really should go outside or something instead of playing pokemon XD

Want to know anything else? Just ask, I love being asked questions @W@ ANYTHING AT ALL STUPID OR NOT

WAAH NO WORK UNTIL WEDNESDAY FUCK YEAH PARTY AND 6 FLAGS THIS WEEK

I'm still pretty dead here other then that @A@




These be homies of mine =W=
~Fluffybox http://Fluffybox.deviantart.com/journal/25823084/ http://Fluffybox.deviantart.com/journal/25823084/ Wed, 08 Jul 2009 17:35:00 PDT

I got a job now, I start on the 13th, it's in the middle of nowhere and people are chill, and they don't seem to care if I dye my hair...

Just sucks because I'm a cashier at a grocery store AGAIN =A= I can already feel the sleazy people threatening my life and hitting on me.

Least my boss seems chill.

Cool story Bro amirite?

Saw these floating around journals, so I stole shamelessly


Tag some people and compare your asian-ness

[ ] Both of your parents are from Asia
[ ] You were born in Asia
[ ] You use the term "Azn"
[x] You think DDR is cool
[x] You watch anime
[ ] You like Korean dramas (never really watched them)
[ ] You have stuff hanging on your phone...
[x] Your parents want you to marry within your own race (My dad does... )
[x] You eat rice almost everyday
[ ] You drink lemon tea (Fuck that, give me Vanilla Chai tea, I make that shit all the time)

4/10

[x]You style your hair
[x] You have a xanga/bebo/myspace/friendster (How does this make me asian?)
[ ] You speak languages other than English
[ ] Your parents are strict compared to other REALLY asian parents
[x] Your parents have high expectations of you
[ ] You always get A's/B's on your report (B's and C's really, HS wise )
[ ] You do Chemistry/Biology/Physics/Accounting (Lol stereotyping)
[x] You know your multiplication table
[ ] You play badminton or table tennis
[x] You've seen the Asian version The Ring/The Grude (It was stupid)

9/20

[ ] You go/want to go to a university and would NEVER consider an apprenticeship
[ ] You own an Asian car (Because that's what makes you asian... )
[x] You're not the only child
[ ] You've gotten little red envelopes around February
[x] You know the difference between kung fu, karate and tae kwon do
[ ] If you're a girl, you prefer white guys over asian guys, or if you're a guy you prefer asian girls (I don't give a shit XD )
[ ] Your mother tries to bargain even though the product is already discounted (LOL STEREOTYPES)
[ ] You can do the rubiks cube (I bet I can make it into a piece to smoke weed out of though)
[ ] You have a box of noodles somewhere in your house (Kitchen drawer, all 10 of them)
[x] You play video games (Currently on Pokemon Platinum and playing Blazblue and Monster Hunter with friends and boyfriend)

12/30

[x] Everytime you're going out your parents ask you where you're going and what time you'll be home
[ ] You have karaoke at
[x] You have have heard of BoA, Gahomezette, Ayumi Hamasaki, Gackt, Jay Chou, Twins, or DBSK (Boa is ok, Ayumi is cool, Gackt's song 'Doomsday' is my fav by him)
[ ] You've been to a LAN party more than 3 times
[x] You have incense sticks/moth balls in your house (keeps the cig and weed smell out of my room)
[x] You own a gaming console (Who doesn't?)
[x] You play a musical instrument (use to play the harmon... ]]> ~Fluffybox http://Fluffybox.deviantart.com/journal/25604209/ http://Fluffybox.deviantart.com/journal/25604209/ Sun, 28 Jun 2009 10:47:07 PDT

<sub>Dude....

DUDE!

WHAT THE FUCK IS WITH THESE CELELBS DYING?!

I can understand Ferrah maybe.. and... MJ had it coming too.. no way all that plastic surgery was healthy...

BUT BILLY!? BILLY MCMOTHERFUCKING MAYS!?



WHY!? WHY ARE YOU SUCH A MERCILESS GOD!? ALL HE WAS TRYING TO DO WAS SELL ORANGE GLO AND OXYCLEAN!? YOU SICK SON OF A BITCH!

;A; Now There will never be new commercials I can laugh at while someone spoofs them to my fancy. Now I can never scream YOU SHUT YOUR WHORE MOUTH WHEN BILLY MAYS IS TALKING and have the same feeling or reaction from people again.

Also does anyone find it weird he was 50 years old like MJ? AND AND AND the plane he was on saturday had it's tires blow out when it was landing?

I think !

So yeah, let's enjoy our Celebrity plague while it goes on, who knows what's famous person will croak next.

But for now RIP BILLY ;A; I'LL MAKE SURE TO USE KABOOM ON MY CLOTHES FOR NOW ON!

http://Fluffybox.deviantart.com/journal/25540549/ Thu, 25 Jun 2009 13:35:20 PDT

1. How old will you be in five years?
24, Hurf Durf, hopefully by then I'll actually know what I want to do in life and I find my place in life

2. Who did you spend at least two hours with today?
Well you could say my boyfriend, me him and a bunch of friends saw Transformers 2 last night o.o and we were at my house but like at midnight and just chilled for awhile. Other then that though no one, it's actually a quiet day for me.

3. How tall are you?
Some days I'm 5'10, other days I'm 6'0 :/ Really depends who's measuring me and who I'm by

4. What do you look forward to most in the next six weeks?
SUMMER TIME, friends, love, beaches, parties, making a second home out of my dad's place, and just pure relaxation =W=

5. What's the last movie you saw?
Transformers 2, wasn't that bad actually oAo Thing is it was sooo much more actiion pack and humorous then the last, they went to being kid friendly to downright OK HEY TEENS TURN. Pretty too look at, felt like the matrix, and not much story development or dialogue though. XD That and they seemed to love poking fun at hicks and black people.

6. Who was the last person you called?
Hurf, Probably my mom asking about stuff

7. Who was the last person to call you?
Amanda XD telling us about the porn shop that's open 24 hours, we were bored and she called me to tell everyone about shit we could do after after the movies.

8. What was the last text message you received?
My friend Jill, wanting to see if I wanted to hang out after her work and help her make dreadfalls and things :3 Though I dunno if I can go tonight ;A; We'll see.

9. Who was the last person to leave you a voicemail?
Oh man, no one ever leaves me those anymore, probably my dad or mom...

10. Do you prefer to call or text?
Text, I'm terrible on the phone and can only talk to certain people for long periods of times.

11. What were you doing at 12am last night?
Watching Transformers 2 XD

12. Are your parents married/divorced?
Divorced

13. When did you last see your mom?
This morning

14. What color are your eyes?
Green with brown flecks

15. What time did you wake up today?
10:43am, I had a dentist appointment

16. What are you wearing right now?
Army camo tank top with a black hoodie with a fairy on it and jeans.

17. What is your favorite Christmas song?
Winter Song by Sara Barillies and some other girl, and Silent Night.

18. Where is your favorite place to be?
Anywhere with good vibes, friends, love, fun, and maybe some illega... ]]></sub> ~Fluffybox http://Fluffybox.deviantart.com/journal/25332591/ http://Fluffybox.deviantart.com/journal/25332591/ Mon, 15 Jun 2009 15:44:29 PDT


So after three days of pure fucking bliss, I'm back.

I went to Anime Next with my boyfriend and six friends, it was only an hour away and we had two rooms, four to each person, <333 the couples room (me+boy(Jon) and our two couple friends) had the best room.

Oh gawd though, where to begin the adventure, I ran around like crazy taking picture of cosplayers, screaming a bunch of internet memes with other /b/ tards, got a bunch of pictures taken of myself due to my rave outfit, spent almost $250 bucks on shit which including a fox hat, awesome ass goggles I customized, and a nurse surgical mask, watched my friends fight in a sword competition, and then of course THE RAVE.

Along with the con they had a rave which was awesome too, I talked to one kandi kids there, whom adored my kandi as much as I adored his, and I even got to talk to one of the DJ's who would occasionally come off stage to dance with us XD. Me and Jon also watched two cosplayers dressed as Super Mario Bros have a dance off.

OH and I got to meet awesome people in Artist Ally too and bought a lot of customized pins from one of them, including a warden and jailbot pin

Other then that we also went swimming at the hotel pool and I cooked porkchops for dinner and breakfast for my room XD;;; It was an amazing three days and certainly was needed for the week of hell I went through before hand. I defiantly plan to go next year

So yeah, back home and exhausted from everything, and I think I feel moar inspired to draw now after being there, so I'm happy.



These be homies of mine =W=
http://Fluffybox.deviantart.com/journal/25124012/ Thu, 04 Jun 2009 11:44:14 PDT


<sub>Due to family issues, I have moved in with my father for now who does not have internet, so even though I'm not really active anyways, now I REALLY won't be.

I'm fine, despite almost getting severely hurt or killed, a few of you know already what happened, so I won't go into it.

My mother probably lied about the situation, so I have to go to the police today =A= Ugh...

Like I said though, I'm fine, the boy and me were a bit shaken but fine, probably going to live with my dad now, so everything in the end will go back to the way they were, if not better.

As I said though, access to the internet will be limited, so I apologize to those who comment or whatever and I have yet to respond to :<

Thanks in advance, ya'll have a good summer :3 See you when I do.



These be homies of mine =W=
http://Fluffybox.deviantart.com/journal/25072065/ Mon, 01 Jun 2009 15:00:01 PDT


Summer time is here, kids are itching to get out of school, some are graduating and stepping up to a new game. The people we know now will change 20 years from now, guaranteed, who you knew now will come and go, and someone else may possibly take there place.

It'll be interesting to see who will rise and who will fall, 'No child left behind' can only go so far, and once your ass is out of High School, hell even College, well... they don't call it survival of the fittest for nothing, and the U.S in this shitty economy... it's no exception.

I'm amused, I'm highly highly amused.

Anyways, I got tagged by so I figured I'd do it.


1. Post these rules
2. Each tagged person must tell 8 things about themselves
3. At the end you have to tag 8 people and post their icons in your journal
4. Then go back to their page with a comment saying you tagged them
5. No tag backs! LOL NO

1: My body parts tell people I'm female, especially my big 'ole titties, but in all honesty I sometimes feel more of a male then I do female :/ Am I a transexual? Probably not, I wouldn't mind being a guy, but being a chick ain't bad either, in some weird way I feel I'm just.. both -shrugs-

2. I currently have no idea what the fuck I want to do with my life, I was set on being a nurse, to a psychologist, now it's up in the air, I'm probably now going to do something with computers, art, radio, or tv, who the hell knows.

3: When I drive, I can't reverse turn worth shit, also I'm the obnoxious asshole in the car who has music BLASTING with all the windows down XD

4: Hopefully when I get a job if I do, I'm thinking of buying a wig to wear to work. Why? Because I'm considering cutting my hair short, get a mohawk possibly, and donate my hair to charity :3 Because hair is hair, it grows back, and I certainly wouldn't mind cutting it and giving it to someone who can use it :3 Plus I don't give a fuck what people say, like it or not, it's my hair, I'll do what I want with it, fuck your shit.


5: I want to get a few tattoo's and I'm probably going to get piercings as well, my body right now is a blank canvas, and it bothers me a bit, I really can't wait until I can change it to what I wish.

6: I have a fear of heights, yet I love rollar coasters and plan to go sky diving,... ]]></sub> ~Fluffybox http://Fluffybox.deviantart.com/journal/24998873/ http://Fluffybox.deviantart.com/journal/24998873/ Thu, 28 May 2009 14:26:45 PDT


<sub>Yeeeeeeeep I can drive nao, and somehow I passed EVERYTHING with no problem, not one thing was checked off o.O The only thing I did was minor, I didn't put my blinker thing on when I went to park on the side, but he didn't take points off for that. Hurf Durf

PEOPLE'S HOUSES WILL BE RAPED ALONG WITH GAS STATIONS, HOME MARKETS, THE BEACH, AND SEXY RAVE PARTIES FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF.

Shame I can't drive my car at the moment, my battery is dead on my car so I gotta get it jumpstarted and I have to get it insured tomorrow.

BUT THEN I SHALL RAPE NEW JERSEY IN ALL IT'S TINY TINY GLORYHOLE.

Maybe I can get a job too, and, you know, not get offered to be a PORN STAR by creepy old dudes and Myspace.

I can dream can't I?

Art News: I've been working on cardboard more since I have so much and I just love how the other two pieces came out :3 It's such an amazing thing to draw on with any medium! So far I am currently working on about three pieces, so expect to see them up soon.

Also two more weeks until Anime Next :3

SPAM JOURNAL FTW

EDIT: Have a art meme

When did you start drawing?
Ho hum, I started drawing ever since I could pic up a pencil, I didn't really get into drawings until 7th/8th grade, it was when I was friends with a bunch of people who were artists XD

What were the names of your first characters?
My first characters EVER was a guy named Terry and some princess character, then I made Neopet characters named Hunter and Angel, who were Lupes, this was at the time I was OBSESSED with wolves. Then I made a werewolf/vampire named Kilik and a kitsune girl name Ryokia. My first FURRY character was not Meii, but a character named Spott, who was a green and black hynena dog with leoperd spots and a mohawk, Meii came right after.


Did they have a back story? What was it?

Oh yeah XD Terry and the Princess were in a world that involved time travel and monsters, it was like a terrible mix I made for Dragon Warrior Monsters and Pokemon XD;;; Kilik and Ryokia were friends, due to a rp I had with someone for three years though, they got very VERY detailed stories, Kilik became a king after rescuing this girl he liked who was a princess, Ryokia became the right hand er.. women.

I never gave Spott a story, but Meii was originally a demon from hell who saved an angel after he crashed on earth and blah blah blah XD

What influenced the design of your first characters?

Terry and Princess we... ]]></sub> ~Fluffybox http://Fluffybox.deviantart.com/journal/24857651/ http://Fluffybox.deviantart.com/journal/24857651/ Wed, 20 May 2009 14:15:49 PDT



<sub>So in about three weeks I shall be going to my first anime convention, Anime Next ([link]) and was wondering if anyone else will be attending it.

I thought I was going to cosplay Tifa from Final Fantasy, Lucy/Nyu from Elfen Lied, and Akira Kogami from Lucky Star, but due to money troubles going about my family, myself and friends, that may not be the case. If anything it'll be one cosplay not all three XD;;; I'm not sure yet, either way that won't stop me from having an awesome time.

If you are going nonetheless, I'll either be cosplaying the following, or just look for a girl in bright raver pants, yellow tinted sunglasses, army hat, blah blah and say hi to me :3 I'll also be with a bunch of guys, two who will be cross dressing lucky star characters for a day (maybe), one including my silly lover boy. But yeah, if you're going to be there, don't be afraid to be like OMG HI, because most likely that's what I'm going to be doing.. along with humping.

Anyways, sorry for the dry spells of art and things, I'm rarely EVER home since school is over for me, so I'm always with friends, boyfriend, I have my drivers license test the 28th, searching for jobs, and I also have this swollen gland (size of a dime) on the side of my neck that could be a million and one things... I named him Phillip.

Hurf derf I'm a busy popular girl, when did this shit happen?

JULLAAAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

Peace


These be homies of mine =W=</sub>
~Fluffybox http://Fluffybox.deviantart.com/journal/24674045/ http://Fluffybox.deviantart.com/journal/24674045/ Sat, 09 May 2009 18:47:03 PDT


.... about the Internet.

No not really, I'm just burnt out from school, I finished three reports in a week and somehow managed to finish a Philosophy test UNDER 20 MINUTES, TWENTY MINUTES! THAT'S FUCKING SPEED RACER PIKACHU QUICK ATTACK SHIT MOTHERFUCKER, THAT WAS DONE FASTER THEN THIS SWINE FLU SHIT IS GOING. Plus that was not easy, SOCRATES AND ARISTOTE ARE HARD ;A;

Fft, Swine flu, one child from mexico who died on america soil due to it = OH FUCK SWINE FLU NEEDS TO BE ON A PANDEMIC LEVEL JESUS CHRIST. You realize that the only reason they're dying in Mexico is because there health care sucks right? Not only that but Swine Flu makes you VOMIT AND SHIT, so you get dehydrated... ok fine, drink water amirite? BUT WHAT DOES THE WATER IN MEXICO MAKE YOU DO?? It makes you ...VOMIT AND SHIT... so you go to hydrate yourself... but you end up just shitting and throwing up moar... IT'S A LOSE LOSE SITUATION, so it's kinda like a YO DAWG Meme.

I mean, yes people are going to be infected, but shit, we are NOT going to die from it, our health care is fairly decent :/ and we're already causing havoc on it. What is with people thinking the world is going to end every damn second? Be someone coughing or seeing a tiny speck coming toward earth.. WE IS ALL DEAD.

Also I'm a retard and gave my mother her Mother's Day gift early, but it's ok cause it's my typical fashion to be that retarded so she liked it. I bought her a hand painted wine glass and a mushy card and she was indeed a happy mother, so I felt happy and for once felt like I did something right to make my mother pleased with me.

This Wednesday I'm done school, technically I only have two days not even, Monday is really my last day for me. Ffffftt god I have so much planned this summer it's pretty scary, I'm not use to having a packed summer of fun shit to do XD Nonetheless now maybe I can get my inspiration and motivation back to finish pieces now that I won't have stress.


I so was going to write moar, but I got side tracked with a billion things, including shoving my fat face with steak and home made strawberry shortcake for dinner... Oh well I'm too much in a kickass mood to care. -ramble ramble-

OH! POKEMON GOLD AND SILVER REMAKES ARE COMING OUT LIKE I KNEW THEY WERE XD FUCK YEAH! Silver Soul and Golden Heart! You can't tell me you ain't a little excited about that x3 Least I am -huge pokemon nerd- Derp

Working on refs n shit, once I start getting into summer more I may open requests and things, done now, k bye ~Fluffybox http://Fluffybox.deviantart.com/journal/24506828/ http://Fluffybox.deviantart.com/journal/24506828/ Wed, 29 Apr 2009 23:50:42 PDT


<sub>While I start to face the final bosses of college, it slowly starts to kick my ass and hit me with critical hits. That being said, I really can't wait until my two weeks are done and I can finally kick back and relax for a little more then three months. Plus since I maybe getting my license soon (finally) and possibly a job at a pet store, I can't complain about life at all.

As always I'm pretty inactive here when it comes to posting art, and again it's not because I don't draw but I hate cluttering my gallery with unfinished shit and also friends and family also seem to adore my attention, if I'm not at school, most likely I'm out with people. Nonetheless, with school done I SHALL HAVE NO NEED TO SLEEP so I'll be up for days straight just drawing up storms and finishing pieces. Even then though.. I may procrastinate like a motherfucker.

That's really it, nothing else worth posting here

Have a complimentary survey

A - Available?: Of course, do I really ever stay taken for long?
A - Age: 19
A - Annoyance: Being lied to and really fake people, also my feet being touch...

B - Best Friends? My home girl Becca, known her for years to come
B - Birthday?: December 30th, I was an 80's kid for a whole day

C - Crush: Maybe
C - Car: I has a white Kia named Snow... even though she's dirty right now
C - Cat: Technically allergic, but I've been around them so much I don't get anything oAo

D - Dead Pets Name: D: Oh god.. let's see, Micky = First dog ever, Star,,Blackie = Rabbits, TOO MANY FUCKING FISH TO COUNT, Flitter = Cockatiel, and my little hooded rat Toki
D - Dad's Name: James John Devery the Second... and no I am not shitting you
D - Dog: Diesel the wonder nigger, my black lab.

E - Elevators: Would be fun to make out in or do spontaneous shit in and then see if anyone notices for a second when the door opens.
E - Eggs: Are in my ovaries
E - Email: rabidflameofdoom@yahoo.com

F - Favorite color: Green
F - Food: Chinese food, meat, seasfood, and anything drowned in garlic and/or lemon.
F - Foreign Slang: Does LOL count?

G - Gummy Bears or Worms: FUCK, that's hard.. WORMS
G - God: I am my own
G - Good Times: Are what I live for

H - Hair Color: Blondish, brownish, orange... my pink faded
H - Height: 5'11
H - Happy: Almost all the time, if not content, I don't let shit get me down no mo'

I - Ice Cream: Chocolate
I - Instrument: Harmonica
I - Idol: Dr.Steel,... ]]></sub> ~Fluffybox http://Fluffybox.deviantart.com/journal/24353524/ http://Fluffybox.deviantart.com/journal/24353524/ Tue, 21 Apr 2009 00:36:23 PDT



<sub>Did you know that when you look up at the stars you are looking 8 minutes into the past? If the sun went out.. we wouldn't know for 8 whole minutes.. because that's how long it takes for light to get here on Earth.

Everytime you look up at the sky, you are looking at the past, every damn time, you can't change it to the present or future... it's always the past.

A bit mind numbing to think about at times no? It's actually ironic I heard that around the time something weird and unexpected is happening to my life.

But I'm happy, and I'll ride this wave until it starts to turn into a bad storm... it's how I roll nowadays. I'm just hoping this wave continues to stay on this path for a long... long time

But if it doesn't, it doesn't at this point I'm learning it's too short a life to hold grudges, it's too much to sit and fret about shit. Things happen, people make mistakes, bad ones, terrible ones, but we cannot forget that we are all flawed human beings. As such we have the power to change, and so long as someone really does try to make amends for there actions and seem to really mean it, though it may take time... I will give them a chance. I have for 19 years, I'll continue to do it until I die.

I will ride this so long as it gives promise, if it doesn't I get off, life goes on, and I move on with the world. If anyone has a problem with it, they can say it to my face, but that won't change the way I act and feel.

Also, Happy Hitler's B-day/ Columbine Day/ and of course 4:20 DAY (well little late really, but shit oh well)

Now have a survey

Who do you have feelings for these days?
Certain someone, it's kinda ironic really but I'm not upset by it so far and I think this may be the time it's actually gonna be ok... if not.. well... it happens -shrugs- Called life, I learned to do what I feel is right and so far this feels right, in the end I don't care what anyone else says

What color eyes does the last person you kissed have?
Blue


Will you talk to the person you like tonight?
Derp, I did before, he fell asleep, he was tired.

What color shirt are you wearing?
Black

Are you friends with the last person you kissed?
I dunno what you would call us really :/ Still figuring things up, it is a rather confusing time.

Do you have a reason to smile right now?
I always got plenty of reas... ]]></sub> ~Fluffybox http://Fluffybox.deviantart.com/journal/24267357/ http://Fluffybox.deviantart.com/journal/24267357/ Thu, 16 Apr 2009 02:15:06 PDT


So the one design got taken down which I was happy about, however the other one is still up. 8/ So in all honesty I am happy he came through HALFWAY which is more then he ever did in his life, but I still plan to talk to him about having the other design taken down... god why is this shit like a fucking divorce or whatever? Next think you know I'm going to be hiring a lawyer and asking for child support 8C HE NEEDS TO TAKE CARE OF HIS RATTY SON PICKLES, WHERE WAS HE WHEN HIS OTHER SON PASSED AWAY!?

LAZY NO GOOD BASTARD FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK- I'M GETTING MY PEOPLE ON THIS CASE HURRR

I just wanted to say thank you again for everyone who did point this stuff out to me though, I didn't expect to have people respond and react to the art theft ;W; you don't know how much this means to me.

At this point don't mind me though, cause this is just a mini rant about stuff, k?

So yeah, I'm back in school for 27 days until school ends and my summer can begin, spring vacation was eventful, but nonetheless the most fun I have had in a while. For once I actually felt really happy, I felt alive, and I was actually DRAWING, i had inspiration and motivation.... but now with school back and being hit with about 8 projects ( 7 for just ONE class) all need to be done in less then a month, each class I go to feel myself coming down little by little, as stress and depression sink in again.

Which is beginning to make me wonder what I want in life. Is college worth it? What do I want to achieve? Is this the right path for me?

I always changed my mind a lot when it came to a job, first I wanted to be a vet, then a nurse, then I buckled down and said Counselor or some shit. Yet the more I sit and think, I realize that none of this is making me happy. In fact, the classes that I'm taking, things like Philosophy, Psychology, and Sociology, the very things I love to talk about with people and love to sit and dwell on, are now becoming things I rather shun. I thought being a psychologist and going to college would make me happy, I could take the classes I wanted to take, learn things I wanted to learn, take classes I'm good at and relate to, eventually get my degrees and live a life where I know money is good and I would be happy. But then I got myself in this and I'm just.. not... happy! I'm miserable, all I want to do is be anywhere but where I am now :/

Thing is I want more adventure in my life, I realize... ]]> ~Fluffybox http://Fluffybox.deviantart.com/journal/24182571/ http://Fluffybox.deviantart.com/journal/24182571/ Sat, 11 Apr 2009 12:48:46 PDT


So somethings happened unexpected last night. I was out enjoying my spring break out in Point Pleasent (hurrrrr New Jersey) smoking a Midnight Dream clove, when I get an unexpected text from -gasp- WHO ELSE? MY EX! The one has been claiming the designs belong to.

He basically told me over a text that he 'relinquished' all title and ownership of 'stan' to me, and shit like that blah blah blah, how he doesn't want another feud... whatever, how he feels I DESERVE CREDIT, and that HIS GIRLFRIEND STILL WISHES TO DRAW HIM. I love how he didn't say anything about the other character design =A=

Either way, I was in no mood for this bullshit and called him straight up on it, mind you I haven't heard this man's voice in ... fuuuu almost half a year, it was rather akward. But I talked to him, we argued a bit, he tried to claim he changed again aka shit I've heard many times before that I don't care about anymore, blah blah blah.

Basically he said he would have his gf take down the designs... why do I have a feeling this is not going to be delivered? I mean this is really kinda stupid :/ But I'll wait and see. I want BOTH my designs down, the ONE WINGED WOLF character (did you see what she did thur with her da name and my design?) with the ONE WING on his back, the ONE WING on his eye, and that happens to be a WOLF, and the 'stan' demon one. Christ, he even said he was even making himself new designs <_> SO WHY DOES SHE WANT TO STILL DRAW MINE? WHERE IS THE LOGIC?

It's still pretty funny though XD SHE WANTS TO DRAW YOURS MORGAN!! I DON'T WANT TROUBLE. OH BTW I CHANGED AGAIN... REALLY... I PROMISE TO SHOW YOU THIS TIME.

Well I know I'm awesome and so are my designs, I actually work hard on them, and if you don't want trouble, don't go ripping my shit directly. It's one thing to be INSPIRED to draw shit drawn by me, but not RIP shit drawn by me... get it? Goooddd

Honestly folks, I don't care about whoever drops by my page and sees something they like, this goes for ANYONE. It's flattering, and I'm glad my work is admired by a few people out there, I'm glad I inspire people, I'm glad to create worlds and things that people look at and like or even love. However, that's not an excuse to copy every detail of a design and call it your own with a few exceptions, OH I CHANGED THE WING FROM THE RIGHT EYE TO LEFT... CAUSE YOU INS... ]]> ~Fluffybox http://Fluffybox.deviantart.com/journal/24059727/ http://Fluffybox.deviantart.com/journal/24059727/ Sat, 04 Apr 2009 14:42:36 PDT


Ok dudes, I would just like to thank those who have directed me to about the theft of two of my old designs. :/ I guess one of the reasons she's in hiding is because of this.

I have to say I was pretty surprised when I saw them, but it just turned to just... pure amusement.

Some of you probably know in the past I did have a huge beef with her about IRL life stuff (OH GAWDZ TEH DRAMAZ) , along that time I suppose everyone also jumped the bandwagon about some internet stuff she pulled, idk exactly what happened because I've never been a furcadia fag and never really knew her until those events popped up. I'm not going to explain everything that had happened between her and me, but probably the biggest thing that happened was because at the time I was dating a guy she seemed to adore stalking and harassing me at some point, oh, and cheating a few times is no exception to the rule. Well after much realization, I realized both were at fault for so much shit, they were BOTH terrible people, I could write a book that would make the writer of Twilight bend over backwards. The relationship was over after god so many terrible things he did (somethings he should rightly be put the jail for), her stalking powers that could put Brian Peppers to shame, and they're back together again obviously. So now they're back together forever and ever and the mean old Morgan is out of there lives to never ruin them and their love ever again. The End.

Going the the character designs, they were actually interpretations of how I saw the dude when I dated him, as a anthro like character and his so called 'hollow' side. :/ A lot of artists do it, I did the same, but I'm guessing even after the break up neither of them could be creative so they decided to reuse mine even though I never rightfully gave him them the designs or permission to draw them, I really should have seen that coming lol.

I was a bit urked and surprised as I said, but then I found it pretty laughable. She had taken my designs before and I remember her ED article talking about it at one point (yeah, she had one, what does that tell you? ). Not only that, but I remember I had a picture up with a design I made of my ex, and she went on to tell me that's NOT how I'm suppose to draw him, clearly pissed that I didn't draw her design she made for him in the past.... the whole thing was funny... thi... ]]> ~Fluffybox http://Fluffybox.deviantart.com/journal/23897635/ http://Fluffybox.deviantart.com/journal/23897635/ Thu, 26 Mar 2009 10:45:13 PDT


<sub>“There was one question that was voted on that ranked fairly high and that was whether legalizing marijuana would improve the economy and job creation, and I don’t know what this says about the online audience ,” Mr.Obama said, drawing a laugh. He said he wanted to make sure the question got answered. “The answer is no, I don’t think that was a good strategy.”

The Video
[link]



I litterally just watched the live 'Open For Question thing' and how he just laughed and the crowd laughed.... I am pretty mad right now. I watched almost the WHOLE THING..... D:<

I mean I'm not mad by him saying that legalizing marijuana isn't a good strategy, that's FINE, but if you actually watched the whole thing.... hell just look at the quote and the little video clip, he basically fucking mocked and LAUGHED along with the crowd about people who smoke and use marijuana.

We're not just talking about the 'LOLOLOLOL POTHEADS' we're talking about the people who use it for MEDICAL uses as well, people who are dying of cancer and smoke to ease the pain, people with anxiety and social disorders, veterans like my father who have post traumatic stress disorder from the wars, people with AIDS, bulimia... people with fucking PROBLEMS who use marijuana to get through daily life and not be in constant pain every fucking day.

In case you haven't notice, I'm a supporter, I admit to using it on occasion. I personally think it's helped me quite a few times with depression (08 was a bad year for me, terrible) and even with motion sickness (I get sick in the back of cars, etc). I'm not saying it was a CURE nor am I 'dependent' on it like some people will say, if I was I wouldn't be sitting here right now. But in all seriousness, I know many people who smoke it as well, some smoke it because yes, they like to get high, while other smoke it because it's what has helped them with pain and such. I've also done my share of reading on marijuana, I've watched shows and videos on it. That being said, I don't claim to be an expert, but fuck the worse thing that's happen to people involving marijuana is being ARRESTED for having it. As for smoking it? Yes smoking it is bad, but if you buy a VAPORIZOR, like the ones used in the Green Cross, you end up inhaling all the good stuff and none of the bad, it's easier on the lungs and there's no smoke. As I said, worse people are getting, is arrested and even put i... ]]></sub> ~Fluffybox http://Fluffybox.deviantart.com/journal/23747718/ http://Fluffybox.deviantart.com/journal/23747718/ Tue, 17 Mar 2009 14:05:30 PDT


<sub>LOL they finally took down my watchmen fanart >W> I'm guessing some nerd bawwed seeing there favorite Watchmen character holding his peepee and DA felt like they needed to be a internet White Knight about it.

Or that Purenightshade chick got pissed that I called her out on tracing and did something about it, lol.

Oh well, not my fault even with a mature tag someone still feels like a sissy seeing it :/ And it's around other art sites for people to laugh and LOL over :3 So I don't care.

Just thought I would give a heads up as a few friends already were like 'WHAR'D IT GO?'

And I'm better from my fever and shit =W= I'm just sleepy now.

I have a fuck ton of sketches and WIP, I'm actually trying to stick to those and fix them up, so art should be up sooner or later.

TO DO LIST:
Commission for
Tattoo commission for real life friend
Gift Arts

Internet Lover Boy <3</sub>



THE JAILBOTS:





http://Fluffybox.deviantart.com/journal/23657534/ Thu, 12 Mar 2009 10:46:57 PDT



[link]



<sub>I pooped a little....

Also being sick sucks, I feel like my appendix is going to burst, and knowing my luck it will.

Fucking cold...

DEERRRRRRRRRR

TO DO LIST:
Commission for
Tattoo commission for real life friend
Gift Arts

Internet Lover Boy <3



THE JAILBOTS:





http://Fluffybox.deviantart.com/journal/23495235/ Mon, 02 Mar 2009 17:54:40 PST


1. Smoked. [x]
2. Drank alcohol [x]
3. Cried when someone died. [x]
4. Been drunk. [x]
5. Had sex. [x]
6. Been to a concert. [x]
7. got naked with a friend. [x]
8. thought sexual things about your friend. [x]
9. Been verbally/sexually harassed. [x]
10. Verbally/sexually harassed somebody. []

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 9%


11. Felt someone up and/or been felt up. [x]
12. Laughed so hard something came out of your nose. [x]
13. Cheated on a boyfriend/girlfrend before. [x] (It's complicated >A> )
14. Been cheated on by a boyfriend/girlfriend. [x] (oh fuck yeah)
15. Been to prom. []
16. Cried at school. [x]
17. Gotten lost in a WalMart or a department store. []
18. Went streaking. []
19. Given or receieved a lap dance. [x]
20. Had someone of the opposite sex in your room. [x]

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 15%

21. Had someone of the opposite sex sleep over. []
22. Slept over at someone of the opposite sexs house. [x]
23. Kissed a stranger. []
24. Hugged a stranger. [x]
25. Went scuba diving. []
26. Driven a car. [X]
27. Gotten an x-ray. [x]
28. Hit by a car. [x]
29. Had a party [x]
30. Done serious drugs. [x] (kinda?)

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 22%

31. Played strip poker/darts. []
32. Got paid to strip for someone. [x]
33. Run away from home. [X]
34. Broken a bone. []
35. Eaten sushi. [x]
36. Bought porn. []
37. Watched porn. [x]
38. Made porn. []
39. Had a crush on someone of the same sex. [x]
40. Been in love.[x] Fucked me over royally each time


PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 28%

41. Frenched kissed. [x]
42. Laughed so hard you cried. [x]
43. Cried yourself to sleep. [x]
44. Laughed yourself to sleep [x]
45. Stabbed yourself. []
46. Shot a gun [x]
47. Trash talked someone and then acted like their best friend the next day. [x]
48. Been online for 9 consecutive hours. [x]
49. Watched TV for 9 consecutive hours. []
50. Watched an animal die. [x]

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 36%

51. Watched a person die. []
52. Kissed and/or messed around somewhere with at... ]]></sub> ~Fluffybox http://Fluffybox.deviantart.com/journal/23333982/ http://Fluffybox.deviantart.com/journal/23333982/ Sat, 21 Feb 2009 23:17:51 PST



<sub>Baaaaaaaa I was going to write something sad here's that kinda been on my mind about this girl I know and love..

But then I decided to say fuck that....

Secret Santa has been done =A= I dun like it that much Been doing nothing now but kicking back on life, shit's been mighty fine since 08 passed and gone.

I still have a lot of haunting memories that won't go away, but that will hopefully get fixed in time, I hope they do.

In the mean time, as I said, I'm living life, I got a bunch of good buddies on my side and I couldn't be happier.

Hanging over friends tonight, long school day, something tuesday >A>, gamers tournament friday and then sleepover, then hanging out that following sunday...

Hurrrrr busy girl

TO DO LIST:

Commission for
Tattoo commission for real life friend
Picture for Basically done
Gift Arts long overdueeeeee
Draw moar RazelxScream and make hate me moar
Buy tablet that works on Vista
Open up commissions when everything is said and done
Draw myself as a princess from convo's me and have Kinda done
Practice moar on coloring skills and animal skills - Practicing
Practice in fucking general
Draw up referances
Lots of pictures for http://Fluffybox.deviantart.com/journal/23166514/ Fri, 13 Feb 2009 00:39:08 PST



Taken by my friend Maaannaaaa on FA


1. Are you single or taken?
I'm not saying on DA, cause you all suck

2. Chocolate or flowers?
Flowers, I'm a sucker for them...

3. Will you do anything special for Valentines Day?
Sleeping, today is Rocky, I won't be home until Valentines Day morning, I plan to sleep mostly the whole day, I'm gonna be tired as fuck showing my tits off at the lingerie contest.

4.Do you like anyone?
Maybe, maybe not

5. Were you dating anyone last Valentines?
Yeah, he was a fucking dick and I'll never forgive him for the things he did to me...

6. What would be your dream Valentines date?
Heh, I can go for anything really, but lesse...
Probably waking up cuddling next to my significant love, with a big smile on our face, the words 'Good Morning beautiful' ringing in my ears. We get ready to go out to just have a grand old time, be walking along the boardwalk, going to see a movie, fancy or non fancy dinner, smoking a bowl together (stoner love LOL), then at night dancing along the streets not giving two shits if anyone hears us or if we wake the neighbors. Then, we come home to a warm bed, ready to have a long night of long, passionate and rough sex... only to fall asleep together again... and probably do the same thing the next day, even though it wouldn't be Valentines Day...

Yeah I can fucking dream can't I? -sigh-

7. Do you make a big deal about Valentines?
I never.... had anyone I could really do it with, either because I never got to see them or they were an ass...

8. Have you ever had a secret admirer?
I did once, probably still do, but I've had more STALKERS then anything else, and I hate it... I hate it so much....

9. Would you ever write someone a love letter?
I have before.... not like it was ever appreciated... or anything..

10. Do you believe in Cupid?
I believe in your fat ass father dressing up like Cupid and molesting little boys...

11. Do your parents give you presents on Valentines?
Kinda not really

12. Do you still send out Valentines cards?
Nooo... I need to give some sort of gift though... I'm a t... ]]></sub> ~Fluffybox http://Fluffybox.deviantart.com/journal/23139442/ http://Fluffybox.deviantart.com/journal/23139442/ Wed, 11 Feb 2009 13:46:19 PST



<sub>Hello sexy babies, how are we today?

Well I'm happy to say that I'm awesome! I'm finally off meds and shit and jaaaa :3 Besides my thyroid meds I got to seroquil or meds in my system!

It's awesome! I sleep on my own, I wake up refresh and new, I'm happy, and best of all I'm losing more weight... XD I'm becoming a skinny faggot! I'mma 137.9 pounds!

Um... sorry if it seems like I'm on but don't post anything! I have been drawing, but my internet is down at the house D: I only get on the internet at school, so I gotta remember to scan my shit and then upload it school >W<

I'm happy even more because I'm getting better, I think that's also because I'm off those awful meds

Ummm yeaah... I'm just about finished the so I can't wait to post the up, hope my person likes it...

And that's it really, I've been out having a good time and enjoying life >W<

TO DO LIST:

Commission for
Tattoo commission for real life friend
Picture for
Gift Arts long overdueeeeee
Draw moar RazelxScream and make hate me moar
Buy tablet that works on Vista
Open up commissions when everything is said and done</sub> ~Fluffybox http://Fluffybox.deviantart.com/journal/22954802/ http://Fluffybox.deviantart.com/journal/22954802/ Sun, 01 Feb 2009 23:28:14 PST




<sub>Rules:
Go to urbandictionary.com and type in your answers to the following questions.
Post the first definition it gives you.
Tag 3 people.


1.) Your name? - Morgan

She's the most beautiful girl you will ever see. Every feature that she posseses is engraved in your mind from the second you lay eyes on her. Morgan is not limited to just physical features, her personality is equally as beautiful.

You wonder how it is that a person this extraordinary can exist, but find yourself just appreciating the fact that she exists, and even better yet, that you know her.

Morgan is BEST PERSON YOU WILL EVER MEET IN YOUR LIFE. She is an amazing girl who is beautiful in every way possible. Morgan is a person with stunning green eyes and a smile that will light up the world. She loves laughing and smiling, and its also another word for being AMAZING and GORGEOUS and LOVED. Morgan as a verb is to laugh a lot. morgan can also be an interjection, like saying THATS GREAT! Words cannot describe a morgan, even these.
Noun--My friend is such a Morgan, i love her soo much.
Verb--OMG YOU ARE SO FUNNY! WHAT A MORGAN!
Adjective--That guy has such morgan-ness going on
Interjection--MORGAN! I JUST SAW A LLAMA!

Seriously, this is what I got typing my name in, no shit, I'm pretty surprised XD





2.) Your age? - 19

To "be 19", or to have "gone 19" essentially means that something has gone wrong, is just plain weird, or is inexplicable. Derived from Stephen King's 'Dark Tower' series. Its true meaning, if anything more than a motif, has yet to be revealed.
"Welcome to the 19th level of The Dark Tower."

"The whole fucking world has gone 19."




3.) One of your friends? - Fuck you I'm doing a couple friends XD

Matt
Ancient greek translation for "eternal sex-god". It is beleived that anyone that holds this name has a great level of skill and ability to perform sexual acts for long periods of time. Men posessing this name are also well endowed.


Tammy
A sweet girl-next-door type. A girl who would be your best friend. And if y... ]]></sub> ~Fluffybox http://Fluffybox.deviantart.com/journal/22926638/ http://Fluffybox.deviantart.com/journal/22926638/ Sat, 31 Jan 2009 16:15:28 PST


<sub>Stolen from somewhere~

Your Boy Side

[ x ] You love hoodies.
[ x ] You love jeans.
[ x ] Dogs are better than cats.
[ x ] It's hilarious when people get hurt.
[ ] You've played with/against boys on a team.
[ ] Shopping is torture.
[ ] Sad movies suck.
[ ] You own an X-Box.
[ x ] Played with Hotwheels cars as a kid.
[ ] At some point in time you wanted to be a firefighter.
[ x ] You used to be obsessed with Power Rangers.
[ ] You watch sports on TV.
[ x ] Gory movies are cool
[ ] You go to your dad for advice.
[ ] You own like a trillion baseball caps.
[ ] You like going to football games.
[ ] You used to/do collect baseball cards.
[ x ] Baggy pants are cool to wear.
[ ] It's kinda weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people.
[ x ] Green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favorite colors.
[ x ] You love to go crazy and not care what people think.
[ ] Sports are fun.
[ x ] Talk with food in your mouth.
[ x ] Wear boxers.

Total = 12 Points.

Your Girl Side
[ ] You wear lip gloss.
[ x ] You love to shop.
[ ] You wear eyeliner.
[ x ] You have some of the same shirts in different colors.
[ ] You wear the color pink.
[ x ] Go to your mom for advice.
[ ] You consider cheerleading a sport.
[ ] You hate wearing the color black.
[ x ] You like hanging out at the mall.
[ ] You like getting manicures and/or pedicures.
[ x ] You like wearing jewelry.
[ ] Skirts are a big part of your wardrobe.
[ x ] Shopping is one of your favorite hobbies.
[ x ] You don't like the movie Star Wars.
[ x ] You are/were in cheerleading, gymnastics or dance.
[ x ] It takes you around 1 hour to shower, get dressed, and put on make-up (fuck that shit) and accessories.
[ x ] You smile a lot more than you should.
[ x ] You have more than 10 pairs of shoes.
[ x ] You care about what you look like.
[ ] You like wearing dresses when you can.
[ ] You like wearing body spray/perfume/cologne.
[ x ] You wear girl underwear.
[ ] Used to play with dolls as little kid.
[ x ] Like putting ma... ]]></sub> ~Fluffybox http://Fluffybox.deviantart.com/journal/22876865/ http://Fluffybox.deviantart.com/journal/22876865/ Wed, 28 Jan 2009 23:11:20 PST Because that was old new....




25 Random Facts About Me

1. Three Names You Go By:
Morgan
Girl
Fluffy

2. Three Screen Names:
TheFluffyOne
Rabidflameofbob
Meii_Feii

3. Three Things You've Done Tonight:
Went to School
Talked to friends online
Cried happy tears

4. Three Things You Like About Yourself:
My awesome humor
How people feel comfortable and happy with me
My mad skills
( And mah dick.... -couldn't resist putting that in-)


5. Three Things You Dislike About Yourself:
The fact that I don't stick up for myself as much as I should
Staying in bad situations to long
Not being more... er... open?

6. Three Things You're Afraid Of:
Loneliness
Falling from great heights (that can be taken as both in achieving goals and actual heights)
Being loved for the wrong reasons


7. Three of Your Everyday Essentials:
Music
Art
Company (Family,friends,pets,lover,etc)

8. Three Important Objects:
Laptop
Ipod
Art supplies

9. Three Favorite Bands
Placebo
Pink
Everything else will go in as third

10. Three Ways To Be Happy:
Drawing something I approve to be awesome
Cuddling with a special someone
Being with friends having a gay old time

11. Three of Your Favorite Songs:
Slackerbitch - Placebo
Sober - Pink
Grow Up - Superpowerless

12. Three New Things You Want to Try in 2009:
Improve my art skills
Go for radio or DJ
Just try new things and jump into new adventures without looking back

13. Three Things You Regret: (I regret nothing for the most part, but here's something I wished I did or that I'm sad about)
Not listening to my mother when she was right
Not having a relationship with my half sister...
That's it really oAo

14. Two Truths and A Lie (In that order)
I'm a occasional weed smoker
I dress in a odd assortment of clothes
I use to be a man who was addicted to crack and... ]]> ~Fluffybox http://Fluffybox.deviantart.com/journal/22834907/ http://Fluffybox.deviantart.com/journal/22834907/ Mon, 26 Jan 2009 23:02:08 PST


<sub>I'm technically dating again.... I didn't think that was even possible... but it seems to be....

Oh god what am I getting myself into this time? Well at least this one seems legit... I don't think I ever said about the others...

HUR HUR HE'S SO QUIET THOUGH... he's completely different from the other two I had a serious relationship with >A> COMPLETELY DIFFERENT... breed...

This will be an interesting ... very interesting indeed....

TO DO LIST:

Commission for
Tattoo commission for real life friend
Picture for
Gift Arts long overdueeeeee
Draw moar RazelxScream and make hate me moar
Buy tablet that works on Vista
Open up commissions when everything is said and done
Draw myself as a princess from convo's me and have
Practice moar on coloring skills and animal skills
Practice in fucking general
Draw up referances
Christmas picture for
Work on new characters

REAL LIFE TO DO LIST:

Find job
Get online radio station up for OCC Gamer's Club (my college)
Get ready for lingerie contest at Rocky
Get ready for first anime con in summer
Get license in a month
Sell yugioh cards for cash
Sell body for cash
Survive classes this... ]]></sub> ~Fluffybox http://Fluffybox.deviantart.com/journal/22704578/ http://Fluffybox.deviantart.com/journal/22704578/ Tue, 20 Jan 2009 21:57:52 PST


<sub>Morgan uses judgment to make decisions. She is ruled by her head, not her heart. She is a cool, collected person who is usually unexpressive emotionally. Some may see her as unemotional. She does have emotions but has no need to express them. She is withdrawn into herself and enjoys being alone.

The circumstances when Morgan does express emotions include: extreme anger, extreme passion, and tremendous stress. If someone gets her mad enough to tell her off, she will not be sorry about it later. She puts a mark in her mind when someone angers her. She keeps track of these marks and when she hits that last mark she will let them know they have gone too far. She is ruled somewhat by self-interest. All her conclusions are made without outside emotional influence. She is very level-headed and will remain calm in an emergency situation. In a situation where other people might get hysterical, she has poise.

Morgan will work more efficiently if given space and time to be alone. She would rather not be surrounded by people constantly. In a relationship, she will show her love by the things she does rather than by the things she says. Saying "I love you" is not a needed routine because she feels her mate should already know. The only exception to this is if she has logically concluded that it is best for her mate to hear her express her love verbally.

Morgan is not subject to emotional appeals. If someone is selling a product to her, they will need to present only the facts. They should present them from a standpoint of her sound judgment. She will not be taken in by an emotional story about someone else. She will meet emergencies without getting hysterical and she will always ask "Is this best for me?"

People that write their letters in an average height and average size are moderate in their ability to interact socially. According to the data input, Morgan doesn't write too large or too small, indicating a balanced ability to be social and interact with others.

Morgan will demand respect and will expect others to treat her with honor and dignity. Morgan believes in her ideas and will expect other people to also respect them. She has a lot of pride.

Morgan will be candid and direct when exp... ]]></sub> ~Fluffybox http://Fluffybox.deviantart.com/journal/22695814/ http://Fluffybox.deviantart.com/journal/22695814/ Tue, 20 Jan 2009 14:39:12 PST


Stole from people who hate me for being awesome :3



[x] You have screamed at an inanimate object for “hurting you"
[x] You have ran into a glass/screen door. (( I've ran into normal doors too you know.... ))
[x] You have jumped out of a moving vehicle.
[x] You have thought of something funny and laughed, and then people gave you weird looks.
[x] You have run into a tree/bush.
[x] You have been called a blonde.

TOTAL: 6

[x] you know that it IS possible to lick your elbow.
[x] You just tried to lick your elbow.
[x] You never knew that the Alphabet and Twinkle Twinkle Little Star had the same melody. (I'm sorry, of all the stupid shit i've realized, that is not one of them)
[x] You just sang them to make sure.
[x] You have tripped on your own feet and fallen.
[x] You have choked on your own spit.

TOTAL: 12

[ ] You have seen the Matrix and still don’t get it.
[x] You type with three fingers or less.
[x] You have accidentally caught something on fire.
[x] You tried to drink out of a straw, but it went into your nose.
[x] You have caught yourself drooling

TOTAL: 16

[x] You have fallen asleep in class.
[x] Sometimes you just stop thinking.
[x] Sometimes when you are telling a story you forget what you are talking about.
[x] People often shake their heads and walk away from you. (it's called running around with a golden wrapped condom and screaming you found the 'golden ticket' like in Willy Wonka.. and doing other stupid shit )
[x] You are often told to use your ‘inside voice’.

TOTAL: 21

[x] You use your fingers to do simple math.
[x] You have eaten a bug accidentally...
[x] You are taking this test when you should be doing something more important.
[x] You have put your clothes on backwards or inside out, and didn’t realize it.
[x] You’ve looked all over for something and realized it was in your hand/pocket the whole time.

TOTAL: 26

[ ] You have posted bulletins because you are scared that what they say will happen if you don’t.
[x] You break a lot of things. ( Hearts it seems nowadays... )
[x] You tilt... ]]> ~Fluffybox http://Fluffybox.deviantart.com/journal/22664259/ http://Fluffybox.deviantart.com/journal/22664259/ Sun, 18 Jan 2009 23:47:19 PST


THIRD JOURNAL FOR THE DAY FUCK YEAH

DUDE, I'M ON A MOTHERFUCKING HIGH RIGHT NOW HOLY SHIT!!!


TODAY IS AWESOME!!! LIFE IS AWESOME!! AND HERE I STAND BEFORE THE WORLD WITH MIDDLE FINGERS HIGH IN THE AIR AND A HEARTY LAUGH DEEP IN MY THROAT!!

FUCK YEAH SEAKING EEERRGGGHHH

I BATHE IN VICTORY AS I LAUGH AT OTHERS PAIN, YOU TRIED TO BRING ME DOWN AND CAUSE ME HELL!! AND THEN LOOKS WHAT HAPPENED!!!

YOU TRY TO COPY ME BUT YOU'RE NEVER GOING TO BE ME, YOU'RE ALWAYS GOING TO BE UNSTABLE WHORES WHO WISH THEY HAD MY PERSONALITY AND DISPOSITION!! YOU CRY BECAUSE YOU'RE NOT IN MY LIFE!!! AND FOR THAT I TIP MY HAT AT YOU, AND SKIP OFF INTO THE FUCKING SUNSET RAINBOW SHINE!!!

EVEN BETTER!! You try to claw for me, have me in your clutches, either because you want to repent like a saint or come into my Wonderland, and I just laugh as you reach and I taunt you and run like the White Rabbit!!!

Ok high over... that was nice...

But no seriously, today was awesome, it's technically still not over.... but yeah... omg I haven't had a high like that in forever, I don't think I LOL'D so loud.. ever...

says hi...

'Tomorrow you'll be thinking to yourself
Yeah, Where'd it all go wrong, the list goes on and on


When you see my face
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell'

GOD DAMN DOES IT FEEL GOOD TO BE RIGHT... AGAIN... WOO!!!

That is all.






Proudly part of this year...

THE JAILBOTS:
~Fluffybox http://Fluffybox.deviantart.com/journal/22650502/ http://Fluffybox.deviantart.com/journal/22650502/ Sun, 18 Jan 2009 10:40:52 PST I wake up every evening, with a big smile on my face
And it never feels out of place

And your still probably working at a 9 to 5 pace
I wonder how bad that tastes

When you see my face
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell

Now where's your picket fence love
And where's that shiny car,
And did it ever get you far

You've never seem so tense love
I've never seen you fall so hard,
Do you even know where you are

And truth be told I miss you
And truth be told I'm lying

When you see my face
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
If you find a man that's worth a damn and treats you well
Then he's a fool, your just as well, hope it gives you hell

Hope it gives you hell

Tomorrow you'll be thinking to yourself
Yeah, Where'd it all go wrong, the list goes on and on

And truth be told I miss you
And truth be told I'm lying

When you see my face
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
If you find a man that's worth a damn and treats you well
Then he's a fool, your just as well, hope it gives you hell

Now you'll never see, what you've done to me
You can take back your memories they're no good to me
And here's all your lies,
You can look me in my eyes
With that sad sad look that you wear so well

When you see my face
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
If you find a man that's worth a damn and treats you well
Then he's a fool, your just as well, hope it gives you hell

When you see my face
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
When you hear this song and sing along, oh you'll never tell
Then you're the fool, I'm just as well
Hope it gives you hell
When you hear this song I hope that it will give you hell
You can sing along I hope that it will treat you well


Freedom is something I never tasted until this month....Today will be a day of awesome... and the next days will be of awesome... I can't wait to dive in....

La vie est merveilleuse sans vous....

]]> ~Fluffybox http://Fluffybox.deviantart.com/journal/22641984/ http://Fluffybox.deviantart.com/journal/22641984/ Sat, 17 Jan 2009 21:17:20 PST



Gots me a scanner... whoopie!

Ugh why am I tired for no reason =A=

Why are rats so cute too? I just a brand new HUGE MOFO of a cage (it's a three layered cage meant for ferrets practically) from my neighbor, so I'm thinking once my poor, lazy white ass can find me a job..

IMMA GETTIN ME SOME DEGU'S N CHINCHILLA'S

Such cute motherfuckers with their dust bathes :3

Either that or I can just get moar rats... but degu's are so playful and CUUUTTTEEEEEE AND SCHIZOOOO

And they make 'Week' noises XD

And chinchillas are fluffy, and if I get enough I can kill them when I'm bored and make myself a hat -insert PETA fags raging at comment-

Or I could just fucking go kill a wolf, rip it's pelt off with my teeth(because I'm hardcore lyke that) , shove a stick up it's ass and make a SCAREWOLF -insert moar rage but creativeness-

Nah I'm just trollin' ....

I'd eat the flesh, I'd be a fool letting that kinda stuff going to waste... besides I'd be one of the few people knowing what a REAL wolf taste like....HOW AWESOME OF A CONVO WOULD THAT BE?

Me: What did you guys do this weekend?
Friend: Stayed home
Other Friend: I WENT TO A CONCERT FUCK YEAH
Piss: I made love to my girlfriend aaaallll weekend
Fuck: I RAAGGGEEDDD ON 4CHAN
Friend: What did you do this weekend Morgan?
Me: I killed a wolf and ate it :3 And then made myself an awesome pair of leggings with the fur...
Friends: OAO

Yeah, I'd be one awesome motherfucker pulling that shit off... yeaaahh...


Oh I'm sorry,... ]]> ~Fluffybox http://Fluffybox.deviantart.com/journal/22605954/ http://Fluffybox.deviantart.com/journal/22605954/ Thu, 15 Jan 2009 22:34:53 PST



LIFE WAS AWESOME

AND THEN MY EX TEXTED ME..

SO THEN I WAS LIKE...

-INSERT POST TRAUMATIC STRESS-

AND THEN I WAS LIKE...

FUCK

AND THEN I WAS LIKE...

Hmm... LOL

AND THEN I WAS LIEK..

WTF JUST HAPPENED HERE MANG?

AND THEN I WAS LIKE..

GOD DAMMIT MY MIND IS ALL FUCKED UP NOW....

AND THEN I WAS LIKE...

....

FUCK

Ahhh what to doooooooooooo~

~Fluffybox http://Fluffybox.deviantart.com/journal/22570680/ http://Fluffybox.deviantart.com/journal/22570680/ Wed, 14 Jan 2009 00:54:44 PST And the pleasure of the fat man.. begins again...




Goddamn... Pop Will Eat Itself is awesome....

Damn I'm tired...

Damn vaporizors are awesome...

Damn my mother being sick....

Damn her having to take b-12 shots...

Damn her for trying to hide that other shit is wrong...

Damn rape...

Damn lol...

Damn love....

Damn I'm awesome....

Damn I'm stressed...

Damn my Damn is Damn....

Damn damn... damn...

Jews...

Going to bed, night....






Proudly part of this year...

THE JAILBOTS:





http://Fluffybox.deviantart.com/journal/22564335/ Tue, 13 Jan 2009 16:51:05 PST because I'm a faggot.... and I've never done this before! Looks like fun :3

FOR VALENTINES DAY I would love to have any one of the following >W> :

1.) Just for kicks I'd love to see one off my fursona characters, Bloodsugar (( [link] , [link] )), drawn or me >W> If you're a furag and draw them I'd love to see her drawn all kickass and things.

2.) DJ, (( [link] )) she's one of my human characters If you don't draw furries she's a great alternative too :3

3.) Or if you feel like going beyond that (or you find the picture I have not enough of a ref or something) you can always draw me sexy Warden (Superjail), Hichigo or Ichigo (Bleach) art... that always would make me squee like a retarded fan girl.

HELL YOU CAN BE CREATIVE TOO, you could put them in Rocky Horror Picture show attire for all I care x3 I'm not picky at all and I'll love whatever I get


Yeah, that's it....

I'LL PUT A NEW JOURNAL UP AFTER THIS JAAAA

]]> ~Fluffybox http://Fluffybox.deviantart.com/journal/22404791/ http://Fluffybox.deviantart.com/journal/22404791/ Sun, 04 Jan 2009 22:30:37 PST


It echoes in my brain
I didn't mean it
pulses through my veins
I didn't mean it
I'm the one to blame
I didn't mean it
did too much cocaine
I didn't mean it.

Slackerbitch, faghag, whore
looks real cute, her lips are sore
slackerbitch, faghag, whore
always comes back for more

Your memory will fade
I didn't mean it
you've always had it made
I didn't mean it
I know you feel betrayed
I didn't mean it
I just wanted to get laid
I didn't mean it

Slackerbitch, faghag, whore
looks real cute, her lips are sore
slackerbitch, faghag, whore
always knocking on my door

You come across impure
I didn't mean it
you're goddamn immature
I didn't mean it
you act so insecure
I didn't mean it
you hate me now I'm sure
I didn't mean it

Slackerbitch, faghag, whore
looks real cute, her lips are sore
slackerbitch, faghag, whore
dripping sex from every pore
slackerbitch, faghag, whore
looks real cute, her lips are sore
slackerbitch, faghag, whore
such a motherf*cking bore.

TROLLING BITCH, FURFAG, GORE....
LOOKS REAL SHOOPED, HER TITS NEED MOAR

I dunno... I like ruining songs, it makes me gigglesnort coke.

FUCCCKK being an insomniac sucks dick, because you end up taking your meds and they take forever to work and you're staying up until 4 or 5 in the morning and then getting up at 5 in the afternoon.

Also in other news, STALKER GET, but hopefully because I blocked him and things he's not going to rape me in my dreams or fap over the fact that I hung out with him once >A>

BAAAAHHH GUYS ARE BEGINNING TO LIKE MEEEEE and the person I like isn't even a guy... but sad fact is sad, I'll never ask her out because I know for a fact it could never ever work out and asking would risk ruining the friendship we have. But oh well. Besides that as this point love has been ruined for me, I want really nothing to do with anything when it comes to having a loving partner. I'm too paranoid, too nervous, too everything negative to even think about being in a relationship. oAo I'd fear cheating, not being good en... ]]> ~Fluffybox http://Fluffybox.deviantart.com/journal/22309568/ http://Fluffybox.deviantart.com/journal/22309568/ Wed, 31 Dec 2008 16:32:53 PST

TOGETHER WE FORM THE ULTRA AWESOME JAILBOT TEAM

And we love to serve out Warden

Anyways, Happy New Years!! Hopefully for me the new year won't bring me as much drama and crappy events like the last one did.

YAY ALCOHOL AND CHINESE FOOD FER MEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!

Anyways, go out there and have some fun!!

]]> ~Fluffybox http://Fluffybox.deviantart.com/journal/22271809/ http://Fluffybox.deviantart.com/journal/22271809/ Tue, 30 Dec 2008 01:13:18 PST


O hai DA, I'm 19 now, I can buy cigs legally... maybe I'll get me sum Midnight Dreams or Blacks... *W* Lol and a friend of mine bought a quarter pound of weed for both of us to share...

YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY

Weed + Birfdeh + Seeing The Spirit tonight =

And then I plan to fuck around New Years Eve and then celebrate my birthday with my friends on the weekend C: So everything is cool... My birthday was usually a time just me and my mom celebrated and fucked around with. >A> We're going to attempt to make a psychadelic cake....

ALSO DID YOU GET ANYTHING FOR ME GAIS?

Cause you didn't have to, I don't really want anything.

ALSO LACK OF ART CAUSE MY SCANNER IS DEEAAAADDDDDDD

But I'm buying a new one soon, so that doesn't matter really.

D:< Fucking tablet pens not responding to tablet FFFFFFFFFFF

So ja's I r 19, and I am going to bed soons since it's only 4 in the morning... ish..

OH BTW DID YOU KNOW I WAS ONLY AN 80'S KID FOR A DAY?

If you think about it... I was...

Um, yeah, other then that, nothing rather exciting, and since they're no arts up I can't really talk about that either...

Op but if you use to roleplay with me, you'll be happy to know I'm roleplaying again, so yeah, you can stop bitching now.

So.. yeah.. Happy B-Day to meeee






http://Fluffybox.deviantart.com/journal/22228123/ Sat, 27 Dec 2008 14:49:36 PST


GO AWAY BAAW JOURNAL YOU MAKE ME SAD

HAVE CRACK INSTEAD

[17:22] OxIchigoChanxO: I DUNNO IF I'M GOING TO THE MALL
[17:22] OxIchigoChanxO: BUT DADDY'S TAKING ME SOMEWHERE.
[17:22] RabidflameofBob: XD
[17:22] RabidflameofBob: he's gonna rape you
[17:22] RabidflameofBob: silly
[17:22] OxIchigoChanxO: .....-brain died-
[17:23] RabidflameofBob: He's taking you to get a ... facial
[17:23] RabidflameofBob: :>
[17:23] OxIchigoChanxO: OH GOD
[17:23] OxIchigoChanxO: WHY U DO DIS?
[17:23] OxIchigoChanxO: -sob-
[17:23] RabidflameofBob: XD
[17:23] RabidflameofBob: What
[17:23] RabidflameofBob: you no like facials?
[17:23] RabidflameofBob: What about candy?
[17:23] RabidflameofBob: DON'T YOU FUCKING LOVE SOME CANDY?
[17:23] OxIchigoChanxO: ...CANDY!? -big desu eyes-
[17:23] RabidflameofBob: yes
[17:23] RabidflameofBob: shoots right from your dads special nozzle
[17:24] RabidflameofBob: :3
[17:24] OxIchigoChanxO: ....OH GOD MY MIND.
[17:24] RabidflameofBob: XD
[17:24] OxIchigoChanxO: MENTAL IMAGES
[17:24] OxIchigoChanxO: -bashes head-
[17:24] RabidflameofBob: Your mom loves it too
[17:24] RabidflameofBob: :3
[17:24] RabidflameofBob: SHE LOVES THE NOZZLE BECCA
[17:24] RabidflameofBob: LOVEEESSSS IITTTT
[17:24] OxIchigoChanxO: WHY ARE YOU YELLING AT ME!?
[17:24] RabidflameofBob: BECAUSE
[17:24] OxIchigoChanxO: AAAHHHHHHH YOU GOT SO MUCH BIGGER.
[17:24] RabidflameofBob: I'M A MAN BECCA
[17:24] RabidflameofBob: MEN YELL
[17:24] OxIchigoChanxO: -sits in corner-
[17:24] OxIchigoChanxO: DESUDESUDESU
[17:24] OxIchigoChanxO: -rocks back and forth-
[17:24] RabidflameofBob: Special nozzle
[17:24] RabidflameofBob: hur hur
[17:24] OxIchigoChanxO: XD god why.
[17:25] RabidflameofBob: -head bangs to 'And then there were none'-
[17:26] OxIchigoChanxO: XD
[17:26] OxIchigoChanxO: -sees dad-
[17:26] OxIchigoChanxO: OH GOD NO WHYYY
[17:26] RabidflameofBob: TELL HIM I WANT HIS SPECIAL NOZZLE WITH THE CANDY
[17:26] RabidflameofBob: OWO
[17:26] OxIchigoChanxO: ..
[17:26] OxIchigoChanxO: NO MORGAN
[17:26] OxIchigoChanxO: I MOTS CERTAINTLY... ]]> ~Fluffybox http://Fluffybox.deviantart.com/journal/22199135/ http://Fluffybox.deviantart.com/journal/22199135/ Thu, 25 Dec 2008 20:17:34 PST



Whether you love me or hate me, been dissapointed in me, or proud of me.

Be that you think I'm the worse person out there, or the greatest person ever lived...

Whether I've ever hurt you, or you have ever hurt me....

Whatever the case maybe...

I hope you still had a happy christmas.... I hope you did, even if you don't feel the same for me....



I knew I should have looked.... my christmas was fine and dandy... but I still didn't need to read those words without feeling my heart being ripped apart...

But as long as everyone is happy, either with me or without me, I really can't complain now can I? No... I guess not.

I guess in sometimes I'm like a chemical spill, I poison things around me... ah well..

Can't wait to use my camera... and make new memories...

Being nineteen looks kinda nice... summer doesn't look so bad either....

Lebend ist hart, ich wünsche, dass es nicht war
Ich werde dieses defekte Herz anfangen...
Machen Sie es besser ... dann es war vorher...
Ich plane, mit oder ohne Sie zu leben...
Tun Sie, was Sie, hatte ich recht, und ich weiß, dass Sie sich irrten...
Aber das, ist Lächeln ganz richtig, wenn es ist, was Ihnen hilft, nachts zu schlafen...
Wenn es Ihnen hilft, Ihr Leben zum vollsten zu leben...
Fröhliches Weihnachten, und kann Ihre Tage, immer fröhlich und voll sein...

....

That is all



http://Fluffybox.deviantart.com/journal/22125800/ Mon, 22 Dec 2008 16:14:47 PST




SEVEN DEADLY SINS

ANGER

1. Who did you last get angry with?: Meh, last weeks drama with my ex and now I guess you can call ex friend.... but at the same time I really can't complain too much, because to make short, it made me realize that I was indeed stupid for putting so much trust in them, and also it showed me who my real friends are, like yesterday just hanging with a bunch of buddies like I did, it was great :3 . Because of it though, it's so strange, I'm like someone who's been in the dark for so long, and just coming out of the light, it scares me now... because I litterally have no stress, it's gone! And that's just such a weird feeling... It's litterally fucking gone! And while picking up the pieces is a bitch yes, I can't help but skip toward the future now with this new feeling of unboundless spirits. Besides, it really wasn't more anger then it was shock and sadness, but still, at this point I'm just shrugging off and living life wild, awesome and free.

2. What is your weapon of choice?: Words and the emotional-blows kinda deal, I rather not have to use physical violance, but if I had to pick, simple, a shot gun. Why? It's simple, quick, easy, and it gets the job done, for the most part so long as you have it steady and firm in your hands (like a penis lol -no not really- ) you'll probably win and walk off with the most important thing, your life.

3. Would you hit a member of the opposite sex?: Playfully for the most part, but of course once again, I'm not violent, as much as I feel some people may need a quick lickin', I'm usually one that's more bark then bite. I've never even BEEN in an actual physical fight, but if I'm protecting someon, including myself, then yes, I would hit a guy.

4. How about of the same sex?: Same as above.

5. Who was the last person who got really angry at you?: Meh, maybe my ex friend thing? Couldn't really give a shit.

6. What is your pet peeve?: Probably when I have an away message up and people still continue to BITCH that I don't talk to them, it could say I'm out for the day and people will refuse to read the away message and think I'm ignoring them. Or they bitch how bad my internet glitches, seriously, I know it suc... ]]> ~Fluffybox http://Fluffybox.deviantart.com/journal/22023278/ http://Fluffybox.deviantart.com/journal/22023278/ Tue, 16 Dec 2008 20:46:32 PST




At first I was having a god damn shitty weekend, to make it very short, the guy I was with once again basically cheated on me... so I just left, because at this point I was just disgusted and done. I had blocked all contact from him and wrote a letter on myspace blog where he could see it to show I was done... I'd know he'd read it there... I couldn't send it to him like I orginally was going to do.

To make it a real royal fist up the ass, my friend bitched me out, saying how I went about it was 'wrong' that in breaking up it takes 'both people' (even though he cheated) and how 'he was going to break up with me anyways but was scared'. The real kicker was apparently somehow she thought I was going to jump my ex AND her... which was a definatly a 'Wtf is this shit' moment... that makes me lol now but still... I got even more mad, I took every bit of what she said and responded to it with the truth and how I felt, in the process yes, I did rip her a new asshole, but I made sure she understood completely what I was saying and how she was building herself up for destruction, and that also my ex couldn't give two flying fucks about her.

Her fiance basically said not to talk to either him or her. He never liked me in the first place, so he just took the opportunity to tell me to fuck off and how 'He didn't read half of it and never believed me anyways', kinda shit.

At that point all I could really do was shrug and smile, I knew her other pet had died on the day this shit happened.. but the way I put it as 'I'm sorry your friend died, but did you really have to bury me with him'? Somehow she decided getting rid of me was the best solution, so some friend she was, or as she liked to put herself out as... a mother.

In normal cases I'd be very upset and heart broken, because let's face it, I did care for her deeply then any other friend, she was like a sister to me, and I tolerated Jon because he made her happy. And my ex well..... the love I had for him was more then any man I ever had for... but we won't talk about that.... instead I'm just learning to shrug and move on with life. It just makes me smile because she would always talk about this friend who hurt her SO BAD yet... she did the same thing to me as her friend did to her, she just threw me out like nothing, she said she cared for me so much and loved me, but then right after that pulled the 'Don't talk to me ever again' card.

Which makes me laugh cause then that makes her no better then her friend, and she always tried to make herself the better person.. so she says.. But as well, the three bundles I called my lover and friends were cowards to begin with and couldn't stand me for god knows the reason. And that's fine, because at least now I know they weren't my friends or lover, and I can finally go on and not have any drama pull me down.

It actually opened my eyes to my real friends, who since that day I've been hanging out with, I fucked around on the beach playing with seagulls yesterday, today I got this adorable sweatshirt from two friends of mine and this AWESOME PICTURE OF MY FURSONA MEII WHICH WILL BE PUT UP SOON. And all this we... ]]> ~Fluffybox http://Fluffybox.deviantart.com/journal/21923974/ http://Fluffybox.deviantart.com/journal/21923974/ Wed, 10 Dec 2008 23:31:30 PST




So i feel alot better letting some steam out a couple days ago, I talked to some people who really helped me, and everything is right in the world... for now...

All I gotta do now is finish three of my essays for school (which I'll be done with next week, it's so fucking weird knowing that lol) work on getting my license, and then find a job... probably at the hospital next to my house.

I feel kinda bad because I literally have like.. A DOLLAR to my name, so I can't really give people presents D: I can only draw... which can be good for some but ... others... meh, and either way I'd still like to actually BUY things for people D: and have money for myself to go out and get shit..

Other then that things are kinda going smoothly, I can't really complain, ya know?

Expect some art soon, so long as I don't get the banhammer for stupid shit >> Some of you know what I'm talking about, if you don't, don't worry about it, it's probably not going to happen.

Meh


http://Fluffybox.deviantart.com/journal/21721433/ Fri, 28 Nov 2008 20:47:02 PST




Hey kids, still stressed as all fuck and going nuts here, but that's nothing new right? RIIIIGGGHHHTTT?

Gawd I need professional help so bad u.u

So yeah, hope everyone at least had a kickass Gettin Fucking Fat and On the Dr.Phil Show For It day, aka thanksgiving. I bet your arteries are clogged to shit with taters.

Ugh I DO NOT FUCKING WANT to go back to school and be stressed to hell with bullshit. Along with some past thhings that have haunted me up to this very moment, some family issues.... maybe some love issues... I dunno...

Well the good news is I'm getting a job HOPEFULLY soon... and also I'm sprucing up my hair, me and my friend always talked about getting a chelsea hawk, she already got hers and it looks nice, and I'm thinking of getting mine that way too....

For kids who don't know what that is here's a pic..

[link]


I personally want it to look JUST like that, if not a bit longer and fluffier

It's also going to be dyed either rainbow (do fucking want, kinda like how my char Bloodsugar looks) or worse case, blue and purple.

I also plan on getting my first tattoo soon and my lip pierced... of course I need... MONEY first

Now some of you are thinking, HOW CAN I GET A JOB WITH ALL THIS SHIT? LET ALONE KEEP ONE!?

Simple! Hair = Wig, Piecing = take it out during work then put it back in, and tattoo = covering that shit up.

It all works out really :3

These are things I really want, besides getting professional help, because man, I can't even be alone anymore without freaking myself out and getting close to breaking down... I'm just god damn nuts....

Also I apologize for the lack of art D: I just haven't drawn anything really worthy of being posted, I'm working on it though! That I am!

Anyways, hope everyone is fine and dandy on there end... I'm hanging in there...


Also thanks for the almost OVER 9000 page views! I can't believe I got so much!!! I love you guys!

Anyways, much love~!






http://Fluffybox.deviantart.com/journal/21565651/ Wed, 19 Nov 2008 12:37:09 PST




Joker
[x] You have a dark sense of humour.
[x] People often tell you you're 'crazy', 'weird', 'a freak' and other words to that effect.
[x] You like wearing bright colours even if they clash.
[x] You don't tend to make a lot of sense.
[] You are self-obsessed.
[x] You will do anything for a laugh.
[] You can't laugh at yourself very easily.
[x] You're smiling a lot of the time.
[x] You are intelligent.
[x] You like to be the center of attention.
[x] You enjoy the work of the Marx Brothers.
Total: 9

Two-Face
[ ] You are a Gemini.
[x] You seem to have two sides to you that different people see.
[x] You have taken revenge on a bully.
[x] You have/had a burn or scar or something similar visible for over two months.
[x] You believe in chance and fate.
[x] You tend to be paranoid.
[] You consider yourself unattractive.
[x] You feel no one can truly like/love you for who you are.
[x] You have trouble making decisions by yourself.
[] Blackmail is a completely acceptable method to use in getting what you want.
Total: 7

Penguin
[x] You love birds.
[x] You consider yourself a complete gentleman/lady.
[x] You have/had an overprotective mother.
[] You always keep an umbrella in your bag just in case.
[] You are always dressed smartly.
[x] You were/are bullied in your youth.
[] You consider yourself obese.
[x] You have a lot of connections.
[x] You want to work with animals in some way.
[x] You want to run your own nightclub.
Total: 7

Scarecrow
[x] You like to scare people.
[] You have a reclusive nature.
[] Your life is ruled by research/work.
[] You are scared of birds.
[x] You are tall and skinny.
[x] You take/have taken psychology at school/university/college.
[x] You feel your parents were loveless towards you. (my dad, ja)
[] You were born out of wedlock.
[] You used to pick on animals as a child by hurting them or scaring them.
[x] You have/had religious fanatics in your family.
Total: 5

Riddler
[x] You love puzzles and riddles.
[] You have red/ginger hair.
[x] You have OCD.
[x] You are quirky.
[x] You consider yourself a 'smooth talker'.
[x] You are an intellectual.
[] You get high marks on your texts/exams.
[] Most of your body is covered in tattoos.
[x] You seldom win in physical fights.
[] You complete computer games with ease.
Total: 6

Mr Freeze
[x] You prefer cold weather.
[] You want to be cryogenically frozen.
[x] You have lost a loved one to a terminal illness.
[] You go/have gone to boarding school.
[] You are a loner.
[] You go all out to hurt someone who hurt you.
[x] You would do anything for the one you love.
[x] Winter is your favourite season.
[] You have poor blood circulation.
Total: 4

Ra's Al Ghul
[x] You are manipulative.
[x] You would love to get rid of everything and start the world again from scratch.
[x] You want perfect environmental... ]]> ~Fluffybox http://Fluffybox.deviantart.com/journal/21315935/ http://Fluffybox.deviantart.com/journal/21315935/ Tue, 04 Nov 2008 10:44:29 PST




Some meme going around I decided to do

Five Reasons to Hate Me

1.) As you can already tell I'm a lazy ass and way behind on gifts and a kiriban, that's a perdy big reason to hate me

2.) I do drugs, like weed and dex, and I'm one day going to try LSD maybe, if you don't like drugs that's a pretty big reason to hate me, though I do nothing else I assure you.

3.) Did I mention I occasionally smoke clove cigs too? Oops.

4.) I'm too honest for my own good, like what I just told you, if I don't like your bullshit and drama, I'll tell you, better yet, if you don't stop or you decide to make it worse ( like if you decide to to really fuck with people like my friends or family), I've been known to be a real bitch when it comes to shit like that. I'll try to find a way to make your life hell, and chances are, I have that solution in hand.

5.) I'm a /b/ troll, I don't care what you throw at me, because I'll probably throw some of my own, and then I'll bring 4chan.... and then we'll all get in the party van and has us a good time. DICKS EVERYWHERE

So there you go, pretty much honest truth on why you kids would want to hate me

AND FUCK GO ON SUBETA!!! NOW NOW NOW!!! (((([link]))))

It's like Neopets and Gaia combined, except it's easier to get shit, the clothes and crap are better, and the pets are fucking adorable ;A;

FUCK GO MAKE AN ACCOUNT AND GET ADDICTED LIKE I AM!

Also I added my Myspace, photography account, and crud like that on the bottom so you can find me elsewhere :3







http://Fluffybox.deviantart.com/journal/21219734/ Wed, 29 Oct 2008 15:58:14 PDT




Ahoy there gang! Fluffy here, sorry I look like I've been dead for awhile. I did submit three more pictures if you didn't see though!

So here's the throw down

- I've been real busy what with school then all, I LOATHE the fact that I have so many essays, I've done them all mostly... now I just gotta research paper due in a few weeks. Right now I've kinda slowed down a bit which is good (right now I'm in photography for god sakes. I'm the top of my class, THANK GAWD) so I'm gonna draw more and probably smoke sum weed and hang with friends, it's all good.

- I went to Rocky Horror Picture show :3 WHICH WAS AWESOME! Me and my friends all had a wild time and I met some real chill people. I plan to go more since it's every friday in my little sexy shirt and leather shirt. LOL

- I also decided NOT to go to larping, which would have been this weekend, I'm just not all too interested at the moment to go, I also wanna get some money and such and fix my outfit before I really go out and have fun. I also wanna watch over my mother a bit since she just got over her second divorce and she has a new boyfriend (aka shit no one cares about) I'm really protective ovr my mother, so I just wanna make sure she doesn't get hurt again.

- BAAAAAAAAAAAWWWWW EARLY HALLOWEEN Y'ALL GO GET SOME DRUGS AND CANDY AND HAVE A GOOD TIME ;3 I know I will, I'll probably party hard, get my usual free drugs, and go do something awesome


http://Fluffybox.deviantart.com/journal/20988493/ Tue, 14 Oct 2008 15:50:33 PDT




001. Name → Morgan
002. Nickname → Mergan, B tard chick, Desu girl, Meii, Fox girl(lots of shit that ends with girl), Reina, Morg.
003. Status → Taken by teh lovers of love and happy!
004. Zodiac sign → Capricorn
005. Male or female → The things that got titties and bloody vaginas
006. Elementary → Two Catholic Schools, One Public, Worse time ever
007. Middle School → Toms River Intermediate East
008. High School → Toms RIver High School South :> GRADUATED BITCHES, COLLEGE IS THE SHIT~!
009. Smart → I don't seem it at times, but I know I am, I also know I got alot to learn XD
010. Hair color → Brown with red
011. Long or short → Almost shoulder length
012. Loud or Quiet → I'm mostly a very loud and obnoxious person, but that doesn't mean I don't have my quiet moments XD
013. Sweats or Jeans → FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF Nothing plz I WANNA BE A NUDIST :>
014. Phone or Camera → Camera phone? OH HO HO
015. Health freak → I like me sum salads and veggies, but I'll guzzle down candy and enegery drinks just as quickly
016. Drink or Smoke? → Drink occasionally, smoke occasionally, both very rare.
017. Do you have a crush on someone? → I still have feelings for a past love still, but I'm currently falling back in love again with my current partner now
018. Eat or Drink → EAT :>
019. Piercings → None oddly
020. Tattoos → Not yet, still deciding

FIRSTS:
023. First piercing → It'll probably be my tongue if I ever grow balls to do it.
024. First best friend - Her name was Jorden :> We're not friends anymore though :< Distance grew us apart
025. First award → I think it was 6th best rank in lazer tag XD
026. First crush → James from pokemon? XD
027. First pet → Mickey, best dog ever.
028. First big vacation → Fucking disneyland bitches, EVERY YEAR UNTIL I WAS 16 8C
030. First big birthday → Everyday was like a birthday for me when I was younger XD

CURRENTLY:
049. Eating → Air, delicious polluted air
050. Drinking → Pepsi
052. I'm about to → do your mom in the ass royally with some peanuts in hand
053. Listening to → Fer Sure (remix) FER SURE MAYBE FER SURE NOT >8C
054. Plans for today → Mingle downstairs with family, steal food, play with rats, go to psychology class, come home, mingle more, talk to boyfriend chan on phonez, take meds, sleep.

YOUR FUTURE:
058. Want kids? → In the way future yes :>
059. Want to get married? → Meh, thats a tough one for me
060. Careers in mind → Counseling, cause I like talking and listening. Possibly THINKING of a singing career.... like that'll ever happen

WHICH IS BETTER WITH GIRL/BOY?
068. Lips or eyes → Eyes, they say everything
070. Shorter or taller? → Taller definatly, unless it's a girl, then shorter :>
072. Romantic or spontaneous → Both of course :>
073. Nice stomach or nice arms → stomach, then I can kiss it :>... ]]> ~Fluffybox http://Fluffybox.deviantart.com/journal/20927567/ http://Fluffybox.deviantart.com/journal/20927567/ Fri, 10 Oct 2008 20:26:30 PDT





Dawwwww I think sum people got dur panties in a bunch at mah hate art 'gainst mah ex, you know, that really stupid sketch I did that someone requested me to do... you know who you are, and you'll probably reply to this journal when you sees it :>

Butthurt, priceless, and makes epic lulz.

AND THUS I SHALL KEEP DOING IT FOR THE EXPRESSION, CREATIVITY, LULZ, AND FOR AN HEROS EVERYWHERE WHO BITCH ABOUT SUCH.

But yeah, meh, that's all I wanted to say.




http://Fluffybox.deviantart.com/journal/20890155/ Wed, 08 Oct 2008 13:37:55 PDT
With my haaaaaaaaannnddd~

Up her skkiiirrrttt~






Hey everyone! How have you been? How's the wife and kids?

Sorry I haven't been around much, my computer randomly got the blue screen of death and had to get a new hard drive, thank god my computer was under warranty.

A couple other things have been going on besides that, so here's the skinny minny.

- As some of you fags know, I broke up with my ex and back with my other... other ex... so no more emo sad wolfie 'YOU MAKE ME MISERABLE' clouds over my head, it's just a really stupid, squishy, coyote following me everywhere now. I'm glad with my choice, I have no regrets, and this time I don't plan to go back with Cloud, third time may be the charm, but its probably a charm that'll eat my head off or make me blow my head off, like I wanted to do when I was in the relationship. I won't go into much detail besides that... it was perdy bad.

- My grandmother passed away October 4, she helped raise me as a kid, and we live in her house... there's a lot of memories trust me, but I'm not sad or anything, surprisingly I haven't cried once about it. I'm glad she's passed on, she was suffering, and now she's in a better place.

- Been trudging along in college, essays galore, only class I hate is my art class =A= I don't learn anything and I don't like my teachers style of teaching... and I have to stay there for about THREE HOURS... it's horrible.

- This weekend I'm going to the PA Ren Fair, next weekend I'm taking a trip to see Rocky Horror Picture show, and then the fucking third weekend I'm off to larp my gypsy necromancer character XD I'm a busy girl!

- I got some art I'll upload, nothing really amazing though, I'm in that 'I'm not happy with my art' phase at the moment.

So yeah, busy month for me that's for sure, just wanted to give a big update on mah life :>

Ta ta for now lovelies, I LOVE YOU HOES~


<... ]]> ~Fluffybox http://Fluffybox.deviantart.com/journal/20642596/ http://Fluffybox.deviantart.com/journal/20642596/ Tue, 23 Sep 2008 20:01:39 PDT




So ja ja this is what's been going on:

- Been mostly going to college and work, I come home around 9 or 10 and do whatever after... and man college isn't exactly hard but more annoying, PROJECTS FUCKING GALORE XAX I have a psychology one due the 30th, Math... yes Math... project due this week, and an art project in october! Just very annoying knowing it's there.

- I realized now just how fucked up Fern Gully the movie was seriously, I have the music too and I can't stop listening to batty's rap XD I made two new character just from that song, both bats, Nurse and Batty. Pictures will come soon

- I'm going Larping next (ocotober) month! Imma be a gipsy druid thing :> It should be alot of fun. I'm also going to a Rocky Horror picture thing in october hopefully too, which should be even MOAR fun.

- October 12th will be my first re-together month with my boyfriend, but I just look at it as seven months together with an extra week.

- I love how people think I'm ignoring them when you know, I gots a life to live and I don't get to see people as much as I use to... and people don't seem to understand that... so they get pissed and obessive and almost clingy... -sigh- It's very sad and somewhat annoying

- Other then that nothing has been really going on, just been a busy little bitch is all.

SO HERE"S SUM SPAM

-


1) Do you think​ you'​re matur​e?​
I can be immature, but do I think I am? I can be




2) Have you kisse​d someb​ody in the last 2 weeks​?​
My boyfriend chan of course




3) Who was the last perso​n'​s house​ you went to besid​es your own?
George's house, my friend



4) Miss someo​ne?​
Always




5) Think​ing about​ anyon​e?​
Just my boyfriend and how I get to see him saturday




6) What is the last thing​ you bough​t?​
Food and sketch books



7) When is the last time you went to the mall?​
Last weekend, I bought six sketchbooks




8) What drugs​ do you have in your syste​m?​
Mmmmm Seroquil, Sythroid, and Abilify




9) What are you doing​ tomor​row?​
Work and school



10) What is your favor​ite flavo​r of ice cream​?​
Chocolate and Mint

11) Anyth​ing annoy​ing you right​ now?
Just school... meh people being stupid....




12) Favor​ite color​?​
Green




13) Favor​ite place​ to shop?​
Art stores :>




14) Who did you ride in a car with last besid​es your famil​y?​
Lars and Amanda's bf's car XD




15) Ever bough​t anyth​ing from a sex shop?​
Nope



16) What'​s the color​ of you'​re shirt​ you are weari​ng?​
Grey... ]]> ~Fluffybox http://Fluffybox.deviantart.com/journal/20363793/ http://Fluffybox.deviantart.com/journal/20363793/ Sat, 06 Sep 2008 19:36:03 PDT




Info

[ ] I am shorter than 5'4.
[x] I think I'm ugly sometimes.
[ ] I have many scars.
[x] I tan easily. (more like burn)
[x] I wish my hair was a different color.
[x] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[x] I have/I've had braces. (HAD)
[x] I wear glasses.
[ ] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free
[x] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger
[ ] I have more than 2 piercing.
[ ] I have piercing in places besides my ears.
[ ] I have freckles.

Family/Home

[x] I've sworn at my parents.
[x] I've run away from home.
[x] I've been kicked out of the house. (wasn't actually, but threatened by my step father)
[ ] My biological parents are together.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[x] I want to have kids someday.
[ ] I've lost a child.

School/Work

[x] I'm in school
[x] I have a job
[x] I've fallen asleep at work/school.
[x] I almost always do my homework.
[x] I've missed a week or more of school. (surgery, illness, etc)
[ ] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years.
[ ] I failed more than 1 class last year
[x] I've stolen something from my job
[ ] I've been fired

Embarrassment

[x] I've slipped out an "lol" in a spoken conversation (I do it all the time XD )
[x] Disney movies still make me cry.
[ ] I've peed from laughing.
[x] I've snorted while laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[x] I've glued my hand to something.
[ ] I've had my pants rip in public.

Health

[x] I was born with a disease/impairment
[ ] I've gotten stitches/staples.
[ ] I've broken a bone
[ ] I've had my tonsils removed.
[x] I've sat in a doctor's office/emergency room with a friend.
[ ] I've had my wisdom teeth removed. (getting them removed)
[x] I had a serious surgery.
[ ] I've had chicken pox.
[ ] I've had measles

Traveling

[ ] I've driven over 200 miles in one day.
[x] I've been on a plane.
[ ] I've been to Canada.
[ ] I've been to Mexico.
[ ] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I've been to Japan.
[ ] I've celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[ ] I've been to Europe.
[ ] I've been to Africa.

Experiences

[ ]I've gotten lost in my city.
[x] I've seen a shooting star.
[x] I've wished on a shooting star
[x] I've seen a meteor shower.
[x] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[x] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[x] I've kicked a guy where it hurts.
[x] I've been to a casino.
[ ] I've been skydiving.
[ ] I've gone skinny dipping.
[ ] I've played spin the bottle.
[ ] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[ ] I've crashed a car.
[x] I've been Skiing.
[x] I've been in a play. (stupid 5th grade plays and shit)
[ ] I've met someone in person from myspace... ]]> ~Fluffybox http://Fluffybox.deviantart.com/journal/20315402/ http://Fluffybox.deviantart.com/journal/20315402/ Wed, 03 Sep 2008 20:25:39 PDT




So I started College today, the big ultra mega fagtastic step in my life that makes my mother crap rainbow and ponies over.

Today I had english with Mr. Bill Turb, what's awesome about him is he's so lenient and young, and we can just call him Bill, he makes me feel comfortable. Sucks we already have a essay to do, ODDLY enough it's about this article for Myspace though, and I already got two paragraphs done though so that's good.
This one girl was goggling at my drawings, it was really funny XD She's like HOW DO YOU DO THAT OMGfsk bherkkerkg
I'm not use to that type of attention art wise oAo guess I should, hur...

LOL I got Math and Psychology tomorrow, shit, HOW FUN IS THAT GOING TO BE HUH GAIS!? Seriously, that's gonna suuuccckk =A=

So then me and Cameron (boyfriendchan aka buddeh) go into Browns Woods late at night cause I wanted to go on the beach, and when we were coming back it was PITCH DARK. So I'm freaking a bit trying to figure where the hell I am, and then me and him see this.. little... thing....

Annnnd it was a skunk... bearing it's teeth at us.

XD Cameron swinged at it with this huge stick he had and THANK GOD we didn't get spreyed but oh god that was so freaky, I was close to running out like a fox outta hell. We both had our heart racing.

Lol that was my exciting first day of college basically.... fuck I'm hungry DX I just ate a salad thhhoouugghhh~

K thanks night <3


http://Fluffybox.deviantart.com/journal/20275862/ Mon, 01 Sep 2008 16:37:15 PDT





1. How old will you be in five years?
Old enough where I can buy cigs and drink, hopefully be living in North Carolina, going to a four year college, and have lots of friends and have my art skills improved. :>

2. Who did you spend at least two hours with today?
No one but the computer at the moment, waiting for sunny and then later on my desu ni cameron

3. How tall are you?
5'11 ft

4. What do you look forward to most in the next six weeks?
Sccccccchhhhhhhhhhoooooolll and halloween and the halloween parade

5. What's the last movie you saw?
FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF Pulse, it was ok

6. Who was the last person you called?
Sunneh

7. Who was the last person to call you?
Cameron, telling me he's hanging with me tonight... shaweet...

8. What was the last text message you received?
My internet friend Kevin

9. Who was the last person to leave you a voicemail?
Probably Sunny

10. Do you prefer to call or text?
Depends who it is and how tired I am XD

11. What were you doing at 12am last night?
Trying to sleep for once...

12. Are your parents married/divorced?
Father's been divorced, mother is getting divorced again! -party-

13. When did you last see your mom?
Five minutes ago, I scared her like I did every morning XD

14. What color are your eyes?
Green with brown flecks

15. What time did you wake up today?
2:00pm? I slept in cause it's a holiday

16. What are you wearing right now?
this japanese cutsy sweatshirt I have and a pair of pj bottoms

17. What is your favorite Christmas song?
Carol of the Bells

18. Where is your favorite place to be?
Anywhere with friends, my room, shit like that...

19. Where is your least favorite place to be?
On a long ass line where you can't sit ><

20. Where would you go if you could go anywhere?
Somewhere that isn't North America :>

21. Where do you think you'll be in 10 years?
Somewhere with a lover and friends, where I can be truly happy.

22. Do you tan or burn?
I'm whiter then white, so I basically burn like holy hell.

23. What did you fear was going to get you at night as a child?
I'm not sure, E.T was one of them LOL XD

24. What was the last thing that really made you laugh?
That's a hard one because I'm always laughing :>

25. How many TVs do you have in your house?
3, soon 4, one for my room

26. How big is your bed?
Queen size

27. Do you have a laptop or desktop computer?
I got two laptops :>

28. Do you sleep with or without clothes on?
Without most of the time

29. What color are your sheets?
Purple with butterflies at the moment

30. How many pillows do you sleep with?
They're 2 pillows and then a bunch of stuff animals, I sleep with one pillow though and my annabelle doll

31. What is your favorite season?
Winter and fall :3

33. What do yo... ]]> ~Fluffybox http://Fluffybox.deviantart.com/journal/20201783/ http://Fluffybox.deviantart.com/journal/20201783/ Thu, 28 Aug 2008 13:05:20 PDT




Stole'd from Do it fer me please? XD I wanna know


And be honest!!! XD


[] Push me into a wall and kiss me?
[] Come To My House To Do Nothing But Chill?
[] Slap Me?
[] Slap me if i asked you to?
[] Kiss Me?
[] Let Me Kiss You?
[] Watch A Movie With Me?
[] Take Me Out To Dinner?
[] Take A Shower With Me?
[] Take Me Home For The Night?
[] Let Me Sleep In Your Bed?
[] Take Me Anywhere With You
[] Repost This For Me To Answer Your Questions?
[] Let Me Make You Breakfast?
[] Make me breakfast?
[] Tickle Me?
[] Sleep with me?
[] Fuck me?
[] Let Me Tickle You?
[] Stick Up For Me Uf I Was Being Put Down?
[] Instant Message Me?
[] Greet Me In Public?
[] Hang Out With Me?
[] Hold my waist from behind while we are out?
[] Bring Me Around Your Friends?
[] Fall in love with me
[] Like me
[] Love me

Do You...

[] Miss Me?
[] Think I'm Sexy?
[] Think I'm Cute?
[] Think I'm Hot?
[] Think I'm Ok?
[] Think I'm Ugly?
[] Want To Kiss Me?
[] Want To Cuddle With Me?
[] Want To Date Me?

Am I...

[] Smart?
[] Funny?
[] Cool?
[] Loveable?
[] Adorable?
[] Great To Be With?
[] Attractive?
[] Mean?
[] Ugly?
[] Gorgeous?

Have You Ever...

[] Thought About Hooking Up With Me?
[] Found Yourself Wanting To Kiss Me Non Stop?
[] Wished I Were There?
[] Had A Crush On Me?
[] Wanted My Number?
[] Had A Dream About Me?
[] Been Distracted By Me?

Are You...

[] Happy You Know Me?
[] Thinking About Me
[] my friend?

YAY

So I got roses yesterday from a friend of mine (also ex...ex...) who's trying really hard to get me to like him again.

And he's making it hard to say no...

WHY MUST I BE A SUCKER FOR ROSES!? Either way it was cute x3, he's been a good support on alot of things and I was amazed by how much he knew about me still. It was really kinda funny..

THAT and college starts soon, I got basic drawing, photography, math, english, and psychology... Did I say those before...though? I forget x3

But yeah, k thanks bye



http://Fluffybox.deviantart.com/journal/20086597/ Thu, 21 Aug 2008 21:49:33 PDT




So basically I've been having a roLAWLar coaster week, I basically dumped my lying and cheating ex to the curb so his little lapdog psycho 'girlfriend' can have the remains. :>

It makes me smile that she's that stupid, she's falling for the same mistakes over and over, least I know better now, hehe. She really must a lonely little whore... boo hoo... heee maturity and smarts don't go hand and hand and she shows that... HHAHAHAHAHHAAAA -lols at her-

Ah oh well, maybe she'll get on my level one day, oh fuck, no she won't... because she's always on her knees for him.

LMAO



Anyways, got my new computer, Vista really ain't all bad, but still kinda annoying.

And so far what's left of my summer is made of cools and awesomes, no problems really, I've got alot of support and friends now and I have to say I can honestly... smile... and be happy :> I look forward to college coming around too, maybe then I can figure out what the fuck I wanna do in life and get a decent job. HA HA

But really, I'm happy now, because I'm free, no more what ifs, no more thinking about his lies, no more thinking about if he ever was loyal and trustworthy, I'm fucking FREE AS A GOD DAMN BIRDY... WEEEEEEEEEEE

So yeah, interesting shitty summeer that's getting good, new laptop, and hopefully new pictures, and a new character named Cupcake :>

So yeah, K THANKS BYE~




http://Fluffybox.deviantart.com/journal/19989187/ Sat, 16 Aug 2008 14:29:01 PDT




So yeah, for like, the third or fifth time I'm not with my lover no mores, and I think for a long time it's gonna be that way.

Don't get me wrong, love the guy to death, but this just hurts too much, and no because of 'family' issues, I can't even see or talk to him..... -sigh- But I'm strong and I plan to move on, I've had a lot of help from some friends and plenty of support from people ho don't want to see me hurt again.

It's still akward though, really akward, but then again I'm not surprised that as soon as we break up I hear some er... news of some shit he didn't tell me.... from a very random source...

-sigh- Bah, let him do what he wants, and I know all of this will get to him somehow... whatever

I just came home from going out with some friends for support, I'm surprised I've gotten so much in so little time, it's kinda nice for once.......

Bah my summer has been sucking... BABAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAAAAAAA ... bah

Anyways, no comp yet, won't get it until next week, oh well, I'm going insane, least I'm strong...

I miss him... but hey... it's meant to be right? He left again... he had to supposedly, I knew this was coming so I won't be bothered for long... I'm strong and I can take care of myself, in the mean time I'll just let whatever comes my way... come my way..




http://Fluffybox.deviantart.com/journal/19938670/ Wed, 13 Aug 2008 16:58:35 PDT




So my screen is offically dead and right now I'm using one of those hook up screens to talk. Since it broke'd my mom was like WELL GUESS YOU'RE MOVING WITH YOUR AUNTY AND UNCLE TO BEL-AIR aka New laptop. SHAWEET

So she's paying to get me a new laptop, which is.... just awesome, and it'll have alot more room and shit for me to do stuff (250GB compared to 80 I have now) Only problem is that it has Vista, but I'm willing to buy Windows XP for what now? $150?

Now I know what you're thinking, 'MORGAN WHY DON'T YOU JUST BUY A NEW SCREEN fbdrsugbrktbgukb CHEAPER' well I didn't plan on my mother buying me a new laptop.... and who said... I'm not? With my own money I'm saving the screen is $260 and I'm going to buy that and have someone fix it all nice and perdy for me.

Then I shall have........ TWO LAPTOPS.... MWAHAHHAHAHAHAA UBER B TARD FURRY DESU GIRL IS THAT L33t MOFO.


You know you're jealous, you know it...

But yeah, lots of mulah to save, but worth it, now if only I had a better paycheck @A@;;;;;; I need ANOTHER new job.

But yeah IN OTHER NEWS, I'm working on :nisemono:'s new character and working on some new art that I'm avtually trying to color and get better at. That and me and the boy are back together and ah... I've had a weird obession with veggies... I have no clue why... just have, I've been eating salads and carrots like crazy @A@

And that's it, computer should come in soon~


~Fluffybox http://Fluffybox.deviantart.com/journal/19780558/ http://Fluffybox.deviantart.com/journal/19780558/ Mon, 04 Aug 2008 22:17:57 PDT





Tagged by the wonderful, beautiful and talented

I. Name 10 significant details about your life so far.

1. I just graduated from High School this year and I'm going to college
2. I'm 5'11, 162 pounds, and I'm a 38D Cup (a hur)
3. I have a brother with autism, two step brothers, and a half sister whom I miss dearly
4. I'm currently on a break from my lover Cloud, due to outside problems (like his mother... ugh)
5. I have a scar on my neck from surgery, but I tell people different stories (I shanked someone, etc)
6. Art is my life, along with photography, can't you tell?
7. I like to also sing and write
8. Roleplaying is a healthy addiction I have
9. I have two hooded rats who are my babies Toki and Pickles, named after the characters from Metalpocolypse
10. Life has given me alot of hells, including presently, but I still love it

II. What are 10 things you can't live without?

1. Music playing constantly, or at least more then half my day
2. Love
3. Pencils
4. Paper
5. Friends
6. Soda
7. Laptop
8. Family
9. Movies
10. Video Games

III. What are 10 things you want to accomplish in life?

1. become a better artist
2. go skydiving
3. become famous for a day or two
4. Live a sucessful life
5. Find true love
6. Travel around the world
7. Model
8. Meet some people from online
9. Do something in my life that's artsy and makes money that I can live off of and enjoy
10. Learn alot of new things

IV. Name 10 Important traits about yourself?

1. Artistic skills
2. Boobs
3. Happy personality
4. Postive attitude
5. Carefree most of the time
6. Attempts to make people smile and laugh
7. Humor
8. I don't let people or things bring me down for long
9. I listen to people, or aty least try
10. I always try to be there for the ones I love

V. What are 10 quotes you like?

1. "Why So Serious?"
2. " Any man can have one really bad day... and end up just like me.."
3. "I'm only laughing on the outside, my smile is just skin deep, if you could see inside, I'm really crying... you might join me for a weep."
4. "If a little dreaming is dangerous, the cure for it is not to dream less but to dream more, to dream all the time."
5."You're so sad maybe you should buy a happy meal, you're so skinny you should really super size the deal, secretly you're so amused, that nobody understands you."
6. "Sometimes you have to put up walls, not to block people out, but just to see who loves you enough to knock them down."
7. "Don't reach for the stars, you just look stupid stretching out for no reason"
8. "Why yes, I do frequently burst out in song"
9. "Life doesn't... ]]> ~Fluffybox http://Fluffybox.deviantart.com/journal/19723468/ http://Fluffybox.deviantart.com/journal/19723468/ Fri, 01 Aug 2008 18:04:14 PDT







Don't you love... when everything just spirals because either you did something for the right reason... or you made ONE simple mistake.... ? Just one....? Or maybe both those reasons?

Don't you love watching your world crumble beneath you...? Don't you...?

Now don't get me wrong sweeties, I ain't one to be depressed, but just after today... what happened... just now... I have every RIGHT to be at the moment...

I'm friendless...
Now I'm loveless....

Not the choice of both parties though for both situations... far beyond it....

-sigh- The world just... loves me... or so it seems.... SARCASM FTW

Just... fuck life man.... Fuck life... fuck this... I'm having a cigarette and gonna try to forget all of this....try is the key word...

By the way... I'm back bitches.... apparently I didn't have to go nowheres far like i thought I did... at least for now...

FUCK



~Fluffybox</sup>