http://browse.deviantart.com/journals/?order=5&q=by%3AFootstepps45 deviantART RSS for in:journals sort:time by:Footstepps45 en-us Copyright 2013, deviantART.com Tue, 18 Jun 2013 18:32:32 PDT deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://st.deviantart.net/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://footstepps45.deviantart.com/journal/I-m-alive-and-I-ve-recovered-348009036 http://footstepps45.deviantart.com/journal/I-m-alive-and-I-ve-recovered-348009036 Fri, 11 Jan 2013 18:31:21 PST I'm alive and I've recovered nonadult journals/personal Footstepps45 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/o/footstepps45.jpg?3 Copyright 2013 ~Footstepps45
I've recovered somewhat from the tragedy and now have a huge crush on this girl who amazing... which according to my friends is good and healthy for my mind.

Doesn't feel healthy when she invades every thought in my head and is inspiration for most drawings I do nowadays...

God I'm not good with this stuff....
Fucking fuck.  I don't think she'll ever want me.... I'm just a southern girl who most people think is crazy and she's... amazing.

:iconcrushplz: ]]> http://footstepps45.deviantart.com/journal/An-apology-for-my-watchers-304864656 http://footstepps45.deviantart.com/journal/An-apology-for-my-watchers-304864656 Mon, 28 May 2012 06:51:16 PDT An apology for my watchers nonadult journals/personal Footstepps45 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/o/footstepps45.jpg?3 Copyright 2012-2013 ~Footstepps45 I'll start with the small stuff.
High school is a beotch.  Being a senior, I have to worry about college and finals and friends and family and graduation.

My art skills also went on perpetual holiday.  But something really awful had to happen for that to occur.  Here goes:

The boy I loved died.

There. I said it.  No you did not misread that.  Let me explain.

My friend Charmayne told me that I should not go through life alone after I went on yet another tangent about how much I hate men and dating is stup ]]> http://footstepps45.deviantart.com/journal/Life-KEEPS-GETTING-IN-THE-WAY-288227693 http://footstepps45.deviantart.com/journal/Life-KEEPS-GETTING-IN-THE-WAY-288227693 Fri, 02 Mar 2012 15:15:52 PST Life KEEPS GETTING IN THE WAY nonadult journals/personal Footstepps45 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/o/footstepps45.jpg?3 Copyright 2012-2013 ~Footstepps45
:bulletred: This weekend, or at least today, I might be able to post because the computer WITH internet at my house will be open tonight, and a little tomorrow.  
DO EXPECT THE FOLLOWING:
-Portal things i.e. GLaDOS, Chell, ChellDOS, etc ]]> http://footstepps45.deviantart.com/journal/Absent-Without-Leave-Part-DOS-277100736 http://footstepps45.deviantart.com/journal/Absent-Without-Leave-Part-DOS-277100736 Sun, 01 Jan 2012 15:34:21 PST Absent Without Leave Part DOS nonadult journals/personal Footstepps45 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/o/footstepps45.jpg?3 Copyright 2012-2013 ~Footstepps45
:iconportalplz: I GOT THE ORANGE BOX AN ]]> http://footstepps45.deviantart.com/journal/Absent-Without-Leave-275174248 http://footstepps45.deviantart.com/journal/Absent-Without-Leave-275174248 Wed, 21 Dec 2011 21:58:57 PST Absent Without Leave nonadult journals/personal Footstepps45 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/o/footstepps45.jpg?3 Copyright 2011-2013 ~Footstepps45
Heres the bad news:  My brother downloaded a bunch of crap off the internet (also was discovered to be going on pr0n sites... I accidentally made that discovery.  Eck.  Not fun.), therefore giving our main home computer 15 VIRUSES!!!!  Upon manifesting themselves, our internet turned itself off and now the modem can't seem to recognize the internet when its plugged in.  So, for an indefinite amount of time, I will be without immediate access to the internet.  The viruses have been taken care of, but I think a new driver needs to be installed.

I apologize for my lack of DA attendance.  I have been goi ]]> http://footstepps45.deviantart.com/journal/IT-S-CHRISTMAS-TIEM-HEEHEEHEEHEEHEEHEE-274007386 http://footstepps45.deviantart.com/journal/IT-S-CHRISTMAS-TIEM-HEEHEEHEEHEEHEEHEE-274007386 Wed, 14 Dec 2011 19:42:41 PST IT'S CHRISTMAS TIEM!!!! HEEHEEHEEHEEHEEHEE!!! nonadult journals/personal Footstepps45 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/o/footstepps45.jpg?3 Copyright 2011-2013 ~Footstepps45 http://footstepps45.deviantart.com/journal/IT-S-CHRISTMAS-TIEM-HEEHEEHEEHEEHEEHEE-274007363 http://footstepps45.deviantart.com/journal/IT-S-CHRISTMAS-TIEM-HEEHEEHEEHEEHEEHEE-274007363 Wed, 14 Dec 2011 19:42:30 PST IT'S CHRISTMAS TIEM!!!! HEEHEEHEEHEEHEEHEE!!! nonadult journals/personal Footstepps45 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/o/footstepps45.jpg?3 Copyright 2011-2013 ~Footstepps45 http://footstepps45.deviantart.com/journal/Portal-Problems-269118499 http://footstepps45.deviantart.com/journal/Portal-Problems-269118499 Mon, 14 Nov 2011 19:04:25 PST Portal Problems nonadult journals/personal Footstepps45 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/o/footstepps45.jpg?3 Copyright 2011-2013 ~Footstepps45
[EDIT]:  Comic has become a collaboration with :iconIsoya22:

:turbopoke:

:bulletblack:   At the 3/4ths sane mar ]]> http://footstepps45.deviantart.com/journal/Feels-kinda-like-death-264469837 http://footstepps45.deviantart.com/journal/Feels-kinda-like-death-264469837 Thu, 20 Oct 2011 20:35:37 PDT Feels... kinda like death nonadult journals/personal Footstepps45 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/o/footstepps45.jpg?3 Copyright 2011-2013 ~Footstepps45 http://footstepps45.deviantart.com/journal/LION-KING-IN-3D-OH-MY-GOSH-258880059 http://footstepps45.deviantart.com/journal/LION-KING-IN-3D-OH-MY-GOSH-258880059 Sat, 17 Sep 2011 14:44:44 PDT LION KING IN 3D!!!!! OH MY GOSH!!! nonadult journals/personal Footstepps45 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/o/footstepps45.jpg?3 Copyright 2011-2013 ~Footstepps45
IT WAS/IS A:FLKJSD:FILJPOSEJIR:LKJSDF:LIJL:MC:LKSJF:SILJ:L!!!!!!

My bro Mark, who is 10, and I went and saw it.  I wore my '95 -'96 High school sweatshirt that my aunt gave me cause she didn't want it.  According to that, hypothetically speaking, I would be 33-34 years old and it would be possible for me to have a 10 yr. old son.

I got some old looks cause I sure as hell don't look 34.  I assure you, I am 17.

:bulletblue:This is coming to you live from the Sullivan funded CASTLE marathon I have been having that commenced yesterday after school.  SEASON 4 STARTS MONDAY SEPTEMBER 19th!!!!

:bulletorange:Some peo ]]> http://footstepps45.deviantart.com/journal/List-of-what-may-or-may-not-be-of-significance-245568860 http://footstepps45.deviantart.com/journal/List-of-what-may-or-may-not-be-of-significance-245568860 Sat, 30 Jul 2011 22:29:15 PDT List of what may or may not be of significance nonadult journals/personal Footstepps45 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/o/footstepps45.jpg?3 Copyright 2011-2013 ~Footstepps45
2. I bought Toy Story and Toy Story 2 on DVD yesterday!  :squee: I haven't seen the first one in ages so my mother, younger sister, and I all sat down and watched it together.  It's a lot darker plot wise than I remember...

3. Adventure Time with Fiona and Cake.  The Comic-Con short has piqued my interest and now I eagerly await its arrival to television.

4. MATTHEW LEWIS.  That is all.  :iconfoxnodplz:

5. I bought myself one of them webcam-thingies so I can make Youtube video stuffs.  My friend suggested I get one and I am taking his advice.  A ]]> http://footstepps45.deviantart.com/journal/Strangely-Relaxed-218294144 http://footstepps45.deviantart.com/journal/Strangely-Relaxed-218294144 Thu, 02 Jun 2011 19:09:59 PDT Strangely Relaxed nonadult journals/personal Footstepps45 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/o/footstepps45.jpg?3 Copyright 2011-2013 ~Footstepps45
Earned $30 from that so there's a reason to be chill.

Another is listening to some of the "Lilo & Stitch" soundtrack.  I find this one the most relaxing: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rNBBvc28MBE&feature=related

I started watching Pokemon again! And even from the beginning!  But uh... I've only really watching the parts with Jessie and James from Team Rocket... :P

I AM A ROCKETSHIPPER AND I AM PROUD OF IT! :la:  Anything I draw of them together most likely will not make ]]> http://footstepps45.deviantart.com/journal/Rio-Movie-219208785 http://footstepps45.deviantart.com/journal/Rio-Movie-219208785 Sat, 23 Apr 2011 14:49:38 PDT Rio Movie nonadult journals/personal Footstepps45 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/o/footstepps45.jpg?3 Copyright 2011-2013 ~Footstepps45
I am totally nerding out about this movie.  8D  I LOVE IT.

Soundtrack is so addicting it's not funny.

The animation is AMAZING.  Its just OH MIE GARSH!!!!!!  A definite change of pace from the browns and subtle blues of the Ice Age series, and a great one, I must say.

"Going somewhere, pretty bird?"

Nigel is such an awesome villain, that is all.

Do the Funky Monkey!!

For the love all that is good, I can not draw the birds!  I can draw Linda fair, but whenever I try the birds, they look weird....

If at first you don't succeed, hide all evidence that you tried, right?  Nah, I ]]> http://footstepps45.deviantart.com/journal/Happy-Birthday-to-ME-219874827 http://footstepps45.deviantart.com/journal/Happy-Birthday-to-ME-219874827 Wed, 23 Mar 2011 21:16:36 PDT Happy Birthday to ME! nonadult journals/personal Footstepps45 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/o/footstepps45.jpg?3 Copyright 2011-2013 ~Footstepps45
SEVENTEEN.

Now that I think about it, I kinda feel old.  I remember going to the movies in '97 to see Hercules when I was almost 4.  And 101 Dalmations, oh how I adore(d) that movie.

What can you do at 17?  Not a whole lot but I still get to go out for sushi fo' dinna!  Look at me, trying to sound gangster.... doesnt really work bein' bright blonde and pale.... eh.

I bought myself a new Hercules VHS.  You heard me, a vhs TAPE.  Not DVD.  Its just not the same, although when I run this one down, I'll have to get the DVD anyway cause my tape player most likely be broken by that point.

Read Zombies vs. Unicorns.  TO ]]> http://footstepps45.deviantart.com/journal/Remember-Niger-220108460 http://footstepps45.deviantart.com/journal/Remember-Niger-220108460 Mon, 14 Mar 2011 17:34:52 PDT Remember Niger nonadult journals/personal Footstepps45 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/o/footstepps45.jpg?3 Copyright 2011-2013 ~Footstepps45
Niger needs our help.

This article will give you the information on the recent flood and famine: http://www.wsws.org/articles/2010/sep2010/nige-s01.shtml

And some general statistics on Niger:

-Niger is the Least Developed Country in the World, according to the United Nations Human Index

-The Median Income is less than $200 a year (about $.54 a day, less than $4 a week)

-Life Expectancy is only 44

-25% of children die before the age of 5

-Literacy rate is 28% with only 9% bein ]]> http://footstepps45.deviantart.com/journal/Dogs-221464334 http://footstepps45.deviantart.com/journal/Dogs-221464334 Wed, 19 Jan 2011 19:07:36 PST Dogs nonadult journals/personal Footstepps45 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/o/footstepps45.jpg?3 Copyright 2011-2013 ~Footstepps45
I get home and find shards of paper all over my bed.  Ben completely decimated the damn thing and now I have to redraw it and it just pisses me off a little.

OK Maybe alot but that wont get it done, now will it?

*DEEPBREATHANDEXHALE*

iwillnotkillmydogiwillnotkillmydogiwillnotkillmydogiwillnotkillmydogiwillnotkillmydogiwillnotkillmydog

:iconcriesplz: ]]> http://footstepps45.deviantart.com/journal/Hedgies-222306543 http://footstepps45.deviantart.com/journal/Hedgies-222306543 Mon, 13 Dec 2010 19:57:43 PST Hedgies nonadult journals/personal Footstepps45 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/o/footstepps45.jpg?3 Copyright 2010-2013 ~Footstepps45
MEEEEEE!!!!

I want one so bad!  I like the apricot coloring.  The light coloring of the spines, the pink nose, all together in a little ball of cuteness!!!!

But so expensive... a 16 1/2 year old just doesnt have $200 to drop....

That plus food, water, cage, bedding, toys.

But they are very smart.  It is possible to litterbox train them and their quills arent barbed so they dont hurt.

:3 ]]> http://footstepps45.deviantart.com/journal/I-know-this-is-old-but-for-those-who-dont-know-222442906 http://footstepps45.deviantart.com/journal/I-know-this-is-old-but-for-those-who-dont-know-222442906 Mon, 06 Dec 2010 16:23:53 PST I know this is old but for those who dont know... nonadult journals/personal Footstepps45 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/o/footstepps45.jpg?3 Copyright 2010-2013 ~Footstepps45
This guy is GROSS. Do NOT work for him and look out for people like him!
Check out what he wrote about "How to find an artist"

" How to find an artist:

I recommend looking through art sites such as Deviantart for an artist which suits your taste, or any other site that has a decent art community such as Newgrounds. There's a few reasons you want to find an artist this way. First of all, they're cheaper. These guys aren't used to making a lot of money for their work so they will be more appreciative of the chance even if they are being payed slightly less th ]]> http://footstepps45.deviantart.com/journal/Week-From-Hell-222921127 http://footstepps45.deviantart.com/journal/Week-From-Hell-222921127 Thu, 11 Nov 2010 17:21:54 PST Week From Hell nonadult journals/personal Footstepps45 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/o/footstepps45.jpg?3 Copyright 2010-2013 ~Footstepps45
THE WEEK FROM HELL.

Damn, This bites.  Don't get me wrong, I love my job.  But going straight from high school to 3 hours of work sucks butt.  I am so f-ing tired right now...

And as a sidenote:  Do not be an asshole and tip the people in the cow suits.  I am one of those people and being only 5'4" getting up is hard with out help.  Knocking us over is just a dick move.

A few nights ago, I was the cow at my highschool's  homecoming game.  While I was waving to pe ]]> http://footstepps45.deviantart.com/journal/Backtracking-223173638 http://footstepps45.deviantart.com/journal/Backtracking-223173638 Thu, 28 Oct 2010 15:42:23 PDT Backtracking nonadult journals/personal Footstepps45 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/o/footstepps45.jpg?3 Copyright 2010-2013 ~Footstepps45 One night I didn't get to sleep untill 1 in the morning studying.

This has just deterred my inspiration all t'hell.  I ain't got anythin' to show fer my efforts.

So sad.

But On the bright side, CASTLE makes my life betters!!! :dummiy:
And I got mai hair did!!!!
It is no longer the blonde fuzzball of DOOM anymore. ]]> http://footstepps45.deviantart.com/journal/Finding-Nemo-223477688 http://footstepps45.deviantart.com/journal/Finding-Nemo-223477688 Sun, 10 Oct 2010 20:35:35 PDT Finding Nemo nonadult journals/personal Footstepps45 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/o/footstepps45.jpg?3 Copyright 2010-2013 ~Footstepps45
Watched it this past week and was like :la:

Then started bein' a geek and looked for FN art here. :giggle:

Therefore discovered Dory/Marlin art. :worship:

Through which I found some of my faves which are by AlexFanatic10 and  elixirxsczjx13.
http://elixirxsczjx13.deviantart.com/art/THE-MOON-STOPPED-BEING-FULL-179863395 'The Moon Stopped Being Full'  - elixirxsczjx13

http://alexfanatic10.deviantart.com/art/DxM-Shall-We-Dance-FTW-181689174 'DxM Shall We Dance FTW' - AlexFanatic10

Fantasic work to you and all the rest!

"When life gets ya down, you know what you gotta do? JUST KEEP SWIMMING!" ]]> http://footstepps45.deviantart.com/journal/Broadway-Sort-oF-224202602 http://footstepps45.deviantart.com/journal/Broadway-Sort-oF-224202602 Sun, 29 Aug 2010 20:12:29 PDT Broadway. Sort oF. nonadult journals/personal Footstepps45 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/o/footstepps45.jpg?3 Copyright 2010-2013 ~Footstepps45
Mary Poppins on Broadway Tour is the AWESOMIST SHOW EVER in the HISTORY OF EVER.  I saw it in Charlotte and was/am chattering about it for on and on.  I was in Orchestra left, 3 rows away from the stage.  I loved the adaptation of Supercalifragilisticexpialidocious (Spelled it without looking! HA!) and I really liked Brimstone and Treacle.  Those of you who have seen it know what I'm talking about.

But MY GOSH, Mary was a tease to Bert to no end!  I felt kinda bad for him at certain points, what with her aloofness and snarky comebacks ]]> http://footstepps45.deviantart.com/journal/Adorable-224451509 http://footstepps45.deviantart.com/journal/Adorable-224451509 Mon, 16 Aug 2010 23:02:45 PDT Adorable nonadult journals/personal Footstepps45 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/o/footstepps45.jpg?3 Copyright 2010-2013 ~Footstepps45
People saying my sneeze is fricking ADORABLE. >_<

I'm sneezing almost constantly.  It sucks.  So the comments just keep on coming and considering school starts on Wednesday, I'll probably get even more comments on it.

But, alas!  These allergies are not my fault!  I got them from my mother who, according to the doc, has three pages of allergies consisting of vario ]]> http://footstepps45.deviantart.com/journal/There-can-be-miracles-224592100 http://footstepps45.deviantart.com/journal/There-can-be-miracles-224592100 Tue, 10 Aug 2010 00:53:03 PDT There can be miracles nonadult journals/personal Footstepps45 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/o/footstepps45.jpg?3 Copyright 2010-2013 ~Footstepps45
I just kind of lost the spark for awhile... but the scanner magically fixed itself.  So maybe everything else will fol ]]> http://footstepps45.deviantart.com/journal/There-can-be-miracles-224592106 http://footstepps45.deviantart.com/journal/There-can-be-miracles-224592106 Tue, 10 Aug 2010 00:53:01 PDT There can be miracles nonadult journals/personal Footstepps45 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/o/footstepps45.jpg?3 Copyright 2010-2013 ~Footstepps45
I just kind of lost the spark for awhile... but the scanner magically fixed itself.  So maybe everything else will fol ]]> http://footstepps45.deviantart.com/journal/Tired-224852639 http://footstepps45.deviantart.com/journal/Tired-224852639 Tue, 27 Jul 2010 19:46:28 PDT Tired nonadult journals/personal Footstepps45 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/o/footstepps45.jpg?3 Copyright 2010-2013 ~Footstepps45 I needed to get that out in some way or somebody was gonna feel some pain.

Anyway, for all my successes,  there still is a heavy shortage of Holix fan-art.  Which I find surprising.  The ones I found were fantastic, but are few and far inbetween.

Props to those who did them, by the way, y'all know who you are.

Circex:  Eh... Ok
Noex:  *cringes* Bleh
Six/Rex:  OMGosh NO. Just, NO!
Holix:  YES. Epic Win of Epicness.

And on goes my seemingly sole mission... for the most part. ^_^ ]]> http://footstepps45.deviantart.com/journal/Family-224894357 http://footstepps45.deviantart.com/journal/Family-224894357 Sun, 25 Jul 2010 17:51:30 PDT Family nonadult journals/personal Footstepps45 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/o/footstepps45.jpg?3 Copyright 2010-2013 ~Footstepps45
Go eat your heart out, you damn idiot.

He is causing my mother and I so many problems, UGH!!! He can go jump off a freaking cliff for all I care.  The situation gives you NO RIGHT to treat us like that!

Grow a damn pair and get over yourself.  Jeez you are immature and a prick who can't control himself at all.  The world does not revolve around you and it never will.

You say it's all about the kids yet you teach them its okay not to listen to their mother and to disrespect me and women in general.

Final Verdict:  @$$hole.

Have a nice day and hope that your life never becomes as suck-@$$ as mine has become. ]]> http://footstepps45.deviantart.com/journal/Names-225311899 http://footstepps45.deviantart.com/journal/Names-225311899 Sat, 03 Jul 2010 19:16:29 PDT Names nonadult journals/personal Footstepps45 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/o/footstepps45.jpg?3 Copyright 2010-2013 ~Footstepps45
Some are:

Squishy
Squidley McSquidleyson III
and Squid.

Which should we go with? If not these, what do you suggest?

:D Six's squid and Holiday will appreciate it. :D

Above names provided by:  JadedFlame, CryptidGirl, and Me! ]]> http://footstepps45.deviantart.com/journal/Happy-Days-225389841 http://footstepps45.deviantart.com/journal/Happy-Days-225389841 Tue, 29 Jun 2010 16:00:03 PDT Happy Days nonadult journals/personal Footstepps45 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/o/footstepps45.jpg?3 Copyright 2010-2013 ~Footstepps45 Original:http://footstepps45.deviantart.com/#/d2sjfa6
Colored:http://loudnoises.deviantart.com/#/d2swont

I'm going to camp in 4 days from now so don't expect any work from me after July 3. ]]> http://footstepps45.deviantart.com/journal/Toy-Story-3-225583918 http://footstepps45.deviantart.com/journal/Toy-Story-3-225583918 Sat, 19 Jun 2010 10:25:19 PDT Toy Story 3 nonadult journals/personal Footstepps45 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/o/footstepps45.jpg?3 Copyright 2010-2013 ~Footstepps45 IT WAS AWESOME!!!  I loved Spanish Buzz, he was so funny! ]]> http://footstepps45.deviantart.com/journal/Braindead-225629891 http://footstepps45.deviantart.com/journal/Braindead-225629891 Wed, 16 Jun 2010 22:56:07 PDT Braindead... nonadult journals/personal Footstepps45 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/o/footstepps45.jpg?3 Copyright 2010-2013 ~Footstepps45
I am sooo tired that I can't go to sleep.  Autopilot is officially here for me.

Eating all that chocolate cake was not a good idea.

Yay Holix. ]]> http://footstepps45.deviantart.com/journal/Geeking-Out-225649213 http://footstepps45.deviantart.com/journal/Geeking-Out-225649213 Tue, 15 Jun 2010 23:11:11 PDT Geeking Out nonadult journals/personal Footstepps45 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/o/footstepps45.jpg?3 Copyright 2010-2013 ~Footstepps45
And yes I believe Holix is ever so slightly cannon.  Leader of the Pack anyone? ]]> http://footstepps45.deviantart.com/journal/Devious-Journal-Entry-225762385 http://footstepps45.deviantart.com/journal/Devious-Journal-Entry-225762385 Wed, 09 Jun 2010 20:36:39 PDT Devious Journal Entry nonadult journals/personal Footstepps45 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/o/footstepps45.jpg?3 Copyright 2010-2013 ~Footstepps45 There will this little thing that is like INVISIBLE and insted of continuing on drawing, I'll forever trying to fix something that isn't really a problem in the first place.  Then I'll make it worse! ARG! PERFECTIONISM SUCKS.  ASS.

Ranting aside, there isn't enough Holix fanart around here.  Even subtle stuff.  I will attempt to amend this through willpower and COFFEE! Magical stuff, coffee is.  
This will be my new goal but i gotta stay focused on this one as previous examples show, I'm not good at keeping them...  Somebody has kick my ass all the way or it will never get fi ]]> http://footstepps45.deviantart.com/journal/Go-Holix-225773818 http://footstepps45.deviantart.com/journal/Go-Holix-225773818 Wed, 09 Jun 2010 08:51:49 PDT Go Holix! nonadult journals/personal Footstepps45 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/o/footstepps45.jpg?3 Copyright 2010-2013 ~Footstepps45
I am now officially of Rex & Circe.

I like Holiday & Six pairing more. ALOT more.  Their relationship intrigues me.  It's also funny too. ]]> http://footstepps45.deviantart.com/journal/Summer-225982234 http://footstepps45.deviantart.com/journal/Summer-225982234 Fri, 28 May 2010 18:29:34 PDT Summer! nonadult journals/personal Footstepps45 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/o/footstepps45.jpg?3 Copyright 2010-2013 ~Footstepps45
I didn't exempt any of my exams.  Oh well only one more day of school and then HELLO SUMMER!!
Then I can lay around and DO NOTHING.  Well that and draw.

In other news:  I have discovered Generator Rex.  I'm not usually one to go for that kind of show but I really like this one.

I think Circe is cool.  Although Rex's powers way better...  EH :shrug: ]]> http://footstepps45.deviantart.com/journal/Green-with-a-Tiara-226432282 http://footstepps45.deviantart.com/journal/Green-with-a-Tiara-226432282 Sat, 01 May 2010 15:43:26 PDT Green with a Tiara nonadult journals/personal Footstepps45 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/o/footstepps45.jpg?3 Copyright 2010-2013 ~Footstepps45
MY OUTFIT

I look like a FRICKING PIECE OF GREEN LUMBER WITH A TIARA.

Now I really want to just make my own, considering this one is church-issued.

*SHUDDERS* ]]> http://footstepps45.deviantart.com/journal/Yellow-226513670 http://footstepps45.deviantart.com/journal/Yellow-226513670 Mon, 26 Apr 2010 14:33:43 PDT Yellow nonadult journals/personal Footstepps45 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/o/footstepps45.jpg?3 Copyright 2010-2013 ~Footstepps45
I like yellow too.

Please join the Facebook page i made:  "Cancer is EVIL.  I want it to disapper forever!!"

Because, Cancer is, indeed, EVIL. ]]> http://footstepps45.deviantart.com/journal/Cancer-226607291 http://footstepps45.deviantart.com/journal/Cancer-226607291 Tue, 20 Apr 2010 19:50:05 PDT Cancer nonadult journals/personal Footstepps45 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/o/footstepps45.jpg?3 Copyright 2010-2013 ~Footstepps45
One of my cancer camp friends just lost her battle with cancer.  It already took her leg beforehand.

It relapsed for the rest of her.

Rest in peace, Pearl Barr.

We love you. ]]> http://footstepps45.deviantart.com/journal/Stop-team-Evil-Spanish-Teacher-226705032 http://footstepps45.deviantart.com/journal/Stop-team-Evil-Spanish-Teacher-226705032 Wed, 14 Apr 2010 19:22:26 PDT Stop team... Evil Spanish Teacher???? nonadult journals/personal Footstepps45 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/o/footstepps45.jpg?3 Copyright 2010-2013 ~Footstepps45
My vile Spanish 3 teacher says if she catches me doodling on my notes again, I'm gonna get some hefty detentions.

*insert homicidal axe-murderer look*

She says it "impeding" my learning. ]]> http://footstepps45.deviantart.com/journal/Mad-for-absolutly-NO-FRICKEN-REASON-226787163 http://footstepps45.deviantart.com/journal/Mad-for-absolutly-NO-FRICKEN-REASON-226787163 Fri, 09 Apr 2010 23:04:06 PDT Mad for absolutly NO FRICKEN REASON nonadult journals/personal Footstepps45 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/o/footstepps45.jpg?3 Copyright 2010-2013 ~Footstepps45
I'm just really mad at nothin'.   ARGGGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

How do I make this go away?  I don't like this mood.... :( ]]> http://footstepps45.deviantart.com/journal/Different-Direction-227067059 http://footstepps45.deviantart.com/journal/Different-Direction-227067059 Sat, 27 Mar 2010 13:42:22 PDT Different Direction nonadult journals/personal Footstepps45 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/o/footstepps45.jpg?3 Copyright 2010-2013 ~Footstepps45
That's not to say I'm not still obsessed with watching Castle.

Nathin Fillion and Stana Katic are the bomb!!! ]]> http://footstepps45.deviantart.com/journal/School-and-Protests-227413393 http://footstepps45.deviantart.com/journal/School-and-Protests-227413393 Sat, 13 Mar 2010 09:20:06 PST School and Protests nonadult journals/personal Footstepps45 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/o/footstepps45.jpg?3 Copyright 2010-2013 ~Footstepps45
For those of you unfamiliar to this church, they are heavy anti-gay, anti-war, and anti-soldiers.

I have quite a number of gay and bi friends and I see no problems with them.  These people say that God hates america and "Fags."  I think that God is a loving God and loves all things and people.

These people defile soldier's and gay people's graves.  It disgusts me.

For those of you who are a part of that group, I will not say that I hate you.  I will simply s ]]> http://footstepps45.deviantart.com/journal/Snow-227925495 http://footstepps45.deviantart.com/journal/Snow-227925495 Fri, 12 Feb 2010 20:39:29 PST Snow!!! nonadult journals/personal Footstepps45 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/o/footstepps45.jpg?3 Copyright 2010-2013 ~Footstepps45
SNOWSNOWSNOWSNOWSNOWSNOWSNOWSNOWSNOWSNOW.

I just had to do that.

First solid amount of snow since Hugo!!!

YAY! ]]> http://footstepps45.deviantart.com/journal/Can-t-Handle-It-228256991 http://footstepps45.deviantart.com/journal/Can-t-Handle-It-228256991 Sun, 24 Jan 2010 18:01:52 PST Can't Handle It nonadult journals/personal Footstepps45 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/o/footstepps45.jpg?3 Copyright 2010-2013 ~Footstepps45
Do you want to know why?

I will be recieving the H1N1 shot.  No problem Right?

WRONG!!!!

I have something called Trypanophobia or the irrational of needles or injections. With possiblities of shock-induced low blood pressure and fainting.

Just thinking about it makes me want to throw-up and faint. In that order.

Well, wish me luck.  I must try not to get worked up about it but, I don't know how long it'll last. ]]> http://footstepps45.deviantart.com/journal/A-list-228939532 http://footstepps45.deviantart.com/journal/A-list-228939532 Sat, 19 Dec 2009 15:57:50 PST A list nonadult journals/personal Footstepps45 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/o/footstepps45.jpg?3 Copyright 2009-2013 ~Footstepps45
 1. I have been hit with a very nasty cold and something else.  Can't figure it out.
 2. There is also a serious case of artist block hanging about in my head.
 3. Chocolate chip cookie dough ice cream is the most delishous thing ever invented.

AND

 4. I love alll of you for looking at my work!!!!

:turbopoke: ]]> http://footstepps45.deviantart.com/journal/Sorry-229442591 http://footstepps45.deviantart.com/journal/Sorry-229442591 Tue, 17 Nov 2009 16:04:05 PST Sorry nonadult journals/personal Footstepps45 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/o/footstepps45.jpg?3 Copyright 2009-2013 ~Footstepps45
Im going to do word prompt drawings/comics with Castle!!

Much better idea because I say so. I can already see them in my head and I've already run by a random word generator.

Words are:

           Sudden
           Permitted
           Dealt
           Proper
           Quick
           Vice
           Stirring
           Circuit
           Tack
           Admit
           Posing
           Comfort
           Helpless ]]> http://footstepps45.deviantart.com/journal/It-s-a-party-in-the-middle-of-nowhere-229496764 http://footstepps45.deviantart.com/journal/It-s-a-party-in-the-middle-of-nowhere-229496764 Sat, 14 Nov 2009 10:27:35 PST It's a party in the.... middle of nowhere... nonadult journals/personal Footstepps45 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/o/footstepps45.jpg?3 Copyright 2009-2013 ~Footstepps45
They live in the middle of the country.

Like own the whole street and 28 acres, go huntin' and muddin', put deer heads in the wall kinda of people but I love them anyway.  They do drive an hour every day to go to high school with me.

Getting ready for my twin cousin's sweet 16 party. WHEEE ]]> http://footstepps45.deviantart.com/journal/That-freaking-hurts-229807631 http://footstepps45.deviantart.com/journal/That-freaking-hurts-229807631 Sun, 25 Oct 2009 10:13:47 PDT That freaking hurts!!!! nonadult journals/personal Footstepps45 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/o/footstepps45.jpg?3 Copyright 2009-2013 ~Footstepps45
I had my mom and step-father look at my throat, then I looked at it and one tonsil was swollen like a friken GOLFBALL.

It hurts like bloody hell to swallow or talk.

:( :( :( :( :( ]]> http://footstepps45.deviantart.com/journal/Work-in-progress-230101403 http://footstepps45.deviantart.com/journal/Work-in-progress-230101403 Sun, 04 Oct 2009 17:18:18 PDT Work in progress. nonadult journals/personal Footstepps45 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/o/footstepps45.jpg?3 Copyright 2009-2013 ~Footstepps45
A song for your thoughts.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Unxi37F3dEI

I <3 Castle and all that jazz.

BYEEEEE!

-Fs45 ]]> http://footstepps45.deviantart.com/journal/Ahh-The-Joys-of-Being-an-artist-230236822 http://footstepps45.deviantart.com/journal/Ahh-The-Joys-of-Being-an-artist-230236822 Fri, 25 Sep 2009 15:58:56 PDT Ahh... The Joys of Being an artist. nonadult journals/personal Footstepps45 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/o/footstepps45.jpg?3 Copyright 2009-2013 ~Footstepps45
The original drawing will be framed and set up for over a 100 people to see.

Oh! and have the song for your thoughts:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gOFuXw7itnc&feature=related

I got a feeling
That I don't belong
Got a feeling
That I shouldn't be here
Can't stand
Another single day
I gotta get away
Ohh! ]]> http://footstepps45.deviantart.com/journal/Theres-a-she-wolf-in-the-closet-230422357 http://footstepps45.deviantart.com/journal/Theres-a-she-wolf-in-the-closet-230422357 Sat, 12 Sep 2009 17:33:05 PDT Theres a she-wolf in the closet... nonadult journals/personal Footstepps45 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/o/footstepps45.jpg?3 Copyright 2009-2013 ~Footstepps45 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4aEW_Z5Va5s

Random thought: I think i hav compulsive drawing syndrome.
When i start thinking about a tv show or movie i really like, i get a feeling like
"I MUST DRAW IT OR THE BALANCE OF THE WORLD WILL DISSOLVE!!!!!"

yes i know im crazy.
Crazy is best. Beat the rest.

-Fs45 ]]> http://footstepps45.deviantart.com/journal/Don-t-diss-230515244 http://footstepps45.deviantart.com/journal/Don-t-diss-230515244 Sun, 06 Sep 2009 14:26:41 PDT Don't diss!!! nonadult journals/personal Footstepps45 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/o/footstepps45.jpg?3 Copyright 2009-2013 ~Footstepps45
DO NOT DISS THE FDM!!!!

I know for a fact that alot of people use it so.....

  HAH  TO YOU, ROOMMATE.

Signed -

A very pissed Fs45 ]]> http://footstepps45.deviantart.com/journal/New-Obsession-230619960 http://footstepps45.deviantart.com/journal/New-Obsession-230619960 Sun, 30 Aug 2009 17:11:09 PDT New Obsession! nonadult journals/personal Footstepps45 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/o/footstepps45.jpg?3 Copyright 2009-2013 ~Footstepps45
But this time... I am obsessed with *drumroll*...

Anastasia from 20th Century Fox! *appluase*

I know, I have issues. But thats how it works with me. I'll go crazy over one suject for a while and annoy the crap outta my friends along the way. XD

I have been told to shut up about something more than once. Thats how bad it gets.

-__-' ]]> http://footstepps45.deviantart.com/journal/What-I-was-supposed-to-give-this-title-231111957 http://footstepps45.deviantart.com/journal/What-I-was-supposed-to-give-this-title-231111957 Thu, 30 Jul 2009 21:00:55 PDT What? I was supposed to give this title? nonadult journals/personal Footstepps45 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/o/footstepps45.jpg?3 Copyright 2009-2013 ~Footstepps45
Quit acting so friendly.
Don't nod don't laugh all nicely.
Don't think you'll up-end me.
Don't sigh, don't sip your iced-tea.
And don't say, 'It's been a while...'
And don't flash that stupid smile.

Don't ask me, Don't ask me, Don't ask me, ask me, ask me how I've been.

Don't think I've forgotten,
you never liked that necklace.
So cordial, so rotten...
Kiss, kiss, let's meet for breakfast.
Don't show up so on-time
and don't act like you're so kind

Don't ask me, Don't ask me, Don't ask me, ask me, ask me how I've been.

Ahh, Don't ask me, Don't ask, Ow..

So don't sit t ]]> http://footstepps45.deviantart.com/journal/epic-sigh-231295455 http://footstepps45.deviantart.com/journal/epic-sigh-231295455 Sun, 19 Jul 2009 21:30:40 PDT epic *sigh*... nonadult journals/personal Footstepps45 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/o/footstepps45.jpg?3 Copyright 2009-2013 ~Footstepps45
I've got this freaking yard sale I'm doing with my sibs ad i miss my guy friend even though he is ignoring the message i sent him and I can't sleep and I have song stuck in my head but I can't listen to it because it isn't on my zune and i need another zune card and I'm hoping i get to go to Cedar Point with my dad and my sister and i don't want to go on the family trip to Buffalo to see the step family

-Fs45 ]]> http://footstepps45.deviantart.com/journal/Camp-is-over-231463379 http://footstepps45.deviantart.com/journal/Camp-is-over-231463379 Thu, 09 Jul 2009 13:27:07 PDT Camp is over... nonadult journals/personal Footstepps45 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/o/footstepps45.jpg?3 Copyright 2009-2013 ~Footstepps45
banana
golfcart
highrope
chocolate milk
water
"prom"

Camp Happy Days and Special Times is a camp in South Carolina for cancer kids and their siblings to get away from their parents and forget about the cancer for a week.The whole week has theme. This year's theme was "A Most Excellent Adventure." We had a toga party and a "prom" where we can dress up or not.

Please, if you can, donate to them.
Please join their cause on Facebook!

Signed

Camper Footstepps45

P.S. The reason I know about them is because my brother Mark had leukimia cancer ]]> http://footstepps45.deviantart.com/journal/lifes-like-a-jump-rope-231514513 http://footstepps45.deviantart.com/journal/lifes-like-a-jump-rope-231514513 Mon, 06 Jul 2009 13:30:37 PDT lifes like a jump rope nonadult journals/personal Footstepps45 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/o/footstepps45.jpg?3 Copyright 2009-2013 ~Footstepps45
I know, so shocking.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JuzEcmGzX_s

this one is Jump rope by Blue October ]]> http://footstepps45.deviantart.com/journal/Lets-Clear-this-up-Now-231964300 http://footstepps45.deviantart.com/journal/Lets-Clear-this-up-Now-231964300 Sun, 07 Jun 2009 19:05:40 PDT Lets Clear this up Now nonadult journals/personal Footstepps45 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/o/footstepps45.jpg?3 Copyright 2009-2013 ~Footstepps45
Southern Belles DO NOT Exist!!!

Never have!

or at least thats what I think.

Feel free to correct me but nothing harsh...
I'm not emotionally stable for that!!! ]]> http://footstepps45.deviantart.com/journal/Have-some-music-232339003 http://footstepps45.deviantart.com/journal/Have-some-music-232339003 Sun, 10 May 2009 12:46:42 PDT Have some music nonadult journals/personal Footstepps45 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/o/footstepps45.jpg?3 Copyright 2009-2013 ~Footstepps45 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ddZPrJ8ROto "Please Dont Leave Me" - P!nk
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8RDdmfWsrsw "Where Does the Good Go?" - Tegan and Sara
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nPs7-5feq-M "What I Am" - Edie Brickell
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l06M-dsQf3Q "Gives You Hell" - All-American Rejects
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MvzINsg1PKo "No Envy No Fear" - Joshua Radin
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=F58TfYHqLak "Make You Crazy" - Brett Dennen
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IWJHMBjjq5c "Love Story" - Annie Stela
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_ecn0rVt7rI "Its O ]]> http://footstepps45.deviantart.com/journal/Save-Me-232354899 http://footstepps45.deviantart.com/journal/Save-Me-232354899 Sat, 09 May 2009 09:13:46 PDT Save Me nonadult journals/personal Footstepps45 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/o/footstepps45.jpg?3 Copyright 2009-2013 ~Footstepps45
I've gotta stop my mind
Working overtime
It's driving me insane
It will not let me live
Always so negative
It's become my enemy

Save me ah ah save me ah ah
Save me ah wooh
Save me ah ah save me ah ah
Save me ah wooh

Why would I think such things
Crazy thoughts have quick wings
Gaining momentum fast
One minute I am fine
The next I've lost my mind
To a fake fantasy

And none of these
Thoughts are real
So why is it that I feel
So cut up and so bad
I need to take control
Coz my mind is on a roll
And it isn't listening to me

Save me ah ah save me ah ah
Save me ah wooh
(thinking and thinking)
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