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[ ] You have a short temper.
[ ] You often act on your emotions without thinking first.
[ ] You are very competitive.
[X] You like to play with fire.
[ ] You are not a strong swimmer or you can't swim at all.
[ ] You prefer warm weather over cold weather. (I prefer gloom)
[ ] You often lose control over yourself.
[ ] You can be quite reckless.
[X] You sometimes hurt people without realizing it.
[ ] People have often called you insane.
Total: 2

.:WATER:.

[X] You have a calm, laid-back personality.
[x] You like to go to the beach.
[ ] You rarely get angry.
[X] When you do get angry, you know how to control it.
[ ] You think before you act.
[X] You are good at breaking up fights. (Good enough)
[x] You are a good swimmer.
[X] You like the rain. (LOVE IT)
[X] You can stay calm in stressful situations.
[X] You are very generous.
Total: 8

.:EARTH:.

[x] You are physically strong.
[X] You have a close connection with nature. (I can't remember the last time I killed something.)
[x] You don't mind getting dirty.
[X] You form strong opinions on issues that concern you.
[X] You could easily survive in the wild. (I think i could, but lets not make this an experiment!)
[X] You care about the environment.
[ ] You can easily focus on your work without getting distracted. (hah! I wish)
[ ] You rarely get depressed. (Sometimes i'm depressed, over logical things though)
[ ] You aren't afraid of anything.
[ ] You prefer to have a strict set of rules.
Total: 6

.:AIR:.

[X] You have a free spirit. (OF COURSE)
[X] You hate rules. (the ones that make no sense)
[x] You prefer to be out in the open rather than in small, enclosed spaces.
[X] You hate to be restrained. (HATE)
[ ] You are very independent and outgoing.
[X] You are quite intelligent. (for sure)
[x] You tend to be impatient.
[X] You are easily distracted.
[X] You can sometimes be hyperactive and/or annoying.
[X] You wish you could fly.
Total: 9

.: DARKNESS:.

[x] You spend most of your time alone.
[X] You prefer nighttime over daytime.
[X] You like creepy things. (guilty)
[ ] You like to play tricks on people.
[ ] Black is your favorite color.
[ ] You prefer the villains over the heroes in movies, TV shows, videogames, etc.
[ ] You don't talk much. (not even close)
[] You are atheist.
[X] You don't mind watching scary movies. (I don't like them, but they don't scare me)
[ ] You love to break the rules.
Total: 4

.:LIGHT:.

[x] You are very polite.
[ ] You are spiritual.
[X] When someone is in trouble, you never hesitate to help them. (sometimes it's impossible)
[ ] You believe everything you see or hear.
[ ] You are afraid of the dark.
[X] You hate violence.
[X] You hope for world peace.
[X] You are generally a happy person.
[X] Everyone loves to be around you. (the people that are worthy of being "ones")
[ ] You always follow the rules. (...Right...)
Total: 6




U just pick which ever one u have the most of, byw.
Thank u HuntOh!!!!

]]> ~Forbidden-Kyo-Lover http://Forbidden-Kyo-Lover.deviantart.com/journal/25069669/ http://Forbidden-Kyo-Lover.deviantart.com/journal/25069669/ Mon, 01 Jun 2009 12:56:52 PDT
]]> ~Forbidden-Kyo-Lover http://Forbidden-Kyo-Lover.deviantart.com/journal/21338340/ http://Forbidden-Kyo-Lover.deviantart.com/journal/21338340/ Wed, 05 Nov 2008 11:13:15 PST
[-] gotten kissed(wut's wrong with being kissed?)
[] gotten a phone taken away in class
[] gotten suspended
[-] gotten caught chewing gum
[] gotten caught cheating on a test
Total so far: 2


[] arrived late to class more than 5 times
[-] didn't do homework over 5 times
[-] turned at least 3 projects in late
[-] missed school just because you felt like it
[] laughed so loud you got kicked out of class
Total so far:5

[] got your mom, dad, etc to get you out of school
[-] text people during class
[-] passed notes
[-] threw stuff across the room
[-] laughed at the teacher
Total so far:9

[-] been in a fight at school, fist or verbal
[-] took pictures during school hours
[- ] called someone during school hours
[-] listened to iPod, CD, etc during school hours
[-] skipped a class period
Total So Far:15

[-] threw something at the teacher
[-] went outside the classroom without permission
[-] broke the dress code
[-] failed a class
[-] ate food during class
Total So Far:20

[-] gotten a call from school
[] couldn't go on a field trip cause you behaved badly
[-] didn't take your stuff to school
[-] given a teacher the finger when they weren't looking (well I've done it to their face to)
[-] curse during class/school
total so far:24

[-] faked your parents signature
[-] slept in class
[-] cursed at your teacher
[-] copied homework
[] got in trouble with the principal-the vice principal
total So Far:27

Multiply by 3

I have messed up my teenage life by 81%

]]> ~Forbidden-Kyo-Lover http://Forbidden-Kyo-Lover.deviantart.com/journal/21317144/ http://Forbidden-Kyo-Lover.deviantart.com/journal/21317144/ Tue, 04 Nov 2008 12:09:08 PST He keeps judging me for some bad things that i've done in my past.....I keep telling him that i've changed, but he doesn't seem to listen....he keeps judging me by my past actions and thinks i'll do something bad to hurt him....he also thinks that i have an STD.....even though i told him that i've been checked(and yes i'm clean)so in your honest opinion, do you think that he's freaking out over nothing?
...Normally i wouldn't be all emo-fied on freaking DA, but this has been a problem for a while....So i would really like an opinion from someone....

]]> ~Forbidden-Kyo-Lover http://Forbidden-Kyo-Lover.deviantart.com/journal/21316825/ http://Forbidden-Kyo-Lover.deviantart.com/journal/21316825/ Tue, 04 Nov 2008 11:46:49 PST [-] You have your own room
[] You own a cell phone
[] You have an ipod/ mp3 player
[-] Your parents are still married
[-] You have more than 2 best friends
[] There is a swimming pool in your backyard
T 0 T A L: 4


[-] You dress how you want to
[] You hang out with friends more than once a week
[] There is a computer/ laptop in your room
[-] You have never been beaten up
[] You never cry more than twice a month
[-] You are allowed to listen to the music you want to
[-] Your room is big enough for you
[] People don't use you for something you have
[-] You have been to a concert that you've liked
T 0 T A L: 5


[-] You have over 50 friends on myspace
[-] Your parents let you have a myspace
[] You get allowance
[-] You collect something normal
[-] You look forward to going to school
[] You don't wish you were someone else
[] You play a sport
[] You do something after school
T 0 T A L: 4


[ ] You own a car
[] You usually don't fight with your parents
[] You are happy with your appearance
[] You aren't self-conscious at all
[] You have never got a failing grade in your life
[-] You have friends
T 0 T A L: 1

[-] You know what is going on in the world
[-] You care about so many people
[-] You are happy with your life
[-] You know more than one language.
[-] You have a screen name.
[-] You own a pet.
[-] You know the words to 5 songs
[] You don't have any enemies
[-] You are a generally nice person.
T O T A L: 8




Now count your numbers and multiply by three.
Then title this journal "My life is __% Happy".

]]> ~Forbidden-Kyo-Lover http://Forbidden-Kyo-Lover.deviantart.com/journal/21216086/ http://Forbidden-Kyo-Lover.deviantart.com/journal/21216086/ Wed, 29 Oct 2008 12:05:38 PDT why guys
like girls:

1. They will always smell good
even if its just shampoo

2. The way their heads always
find the right spot on our shoulder

3. How cute they look when they sleep

4. The ease in which they fit into our arms

5. The way they kiss you and all of a sudden everything is right in the world

6. How cute they are when they eat

7. The way they take hours to get dressed
but in the end it makes it all worth while

8.Because they are always warm even when its minus 30 outside

9. The way they look good no matter what they wear

10. The way they fish for compliments even though you both know that you think
she's the most beautiful thing on this earth

11. How cute they are when they argue

12. The way her hand always finds yours

13. The way they smile

14. The way you feel when you see their name
on the call ID after you just had a big fight

15. The way she says 'lets not fight anymore'
even though you know that an hour later....

16. The way they kiss when you do something nice for them

17.The way they kiss you when you say 'I love you'

18.
Actually ... just the way they kiss you...

19. The way they fall into your arms when they cry

20. Then the way they apologize for crying over something that silly

21. The way they hit you and expect it to hurt
22. Then the way they apologize
when it does hurt. (even though
we don't admit it)!

23. The way they say 'I miss you'

24. The way you miss them

25. The way their tears make you want to
change the world so that it doesn't hurt her anymore..... Yet regardless if you love them,
hate them, wish they would die or
know that you would die without them ... it matters not. Because once in your life,
whatever they were to the world
they become everything to you.
When you look them in the eyes,
traveling to the depths of their souls
and you say a million things without trace of
a sound, you know that your own life
is inevitable consumed within
the rhythmic beatings of her very heart.
We love them for a million reasons,
No paper would do it justice.
It is a thing not of the mind
but of the heart. A feeling. Only felt.

]]> ~Forbidden-Kyo-Lover http://Forbidden-Kyo-Lover.deviantart.com/journal/21138993/ http://Forbidden-Kyo-Lover.deviantart.com/journal/21138993/ Fri, 24 Oct 2008 11:16:15 PDT +Kiss on the Forehead = "I hope we're together forever"
+Kiss on the Ear = "You're my everything"
+Kiss on the Cheek = "We're friends"
+Kiss on the Hand = "I adore you"
+Kiss on the Neck = "we belong together"
+Kiss on the Shoulder = "I want you"
+Kiss on the Lips = "I love you"

What the gesture means...
+Holding Hands = "we definitely love each other"
+Slap on the Butt = "That's mine"
+Holding on tight = "I don't want to let go"
+Looking into each others Eyes = "I just plain love you"
+Playing with Hair = "Tell me you love me"
+Arms around the Waist = "I love you too much to let go"
+Laughing while Kissing = "I am completely comfortable with you"
+picking someone up off their feet = "that they love them fully and would do anything for them"

--Advice--
+ Don't ask for a kiss, take one
+If you were thinking about someone while reading this,
you're definitely in Love.

]]> ~Forbidden-Kyo-Lover http://Forbidden-Kyo-Lover.deviantart.com/journal/20904885/ http://Forbidden-Kyo-Lover.deviantart.com/journal/20904885/ Thu, 09 Oct 2008 12:06:55 PDT
[x] You don't like public speaking
[x] You find it hard to talk to strangers
[x] You don't like to look people in the eye
[ ] You hate using public restrooms
[x] You don't like to go shopping alone

TOTAL: 4


[x ] Being introduced to new people makes you nervous
[x] When you're in a group of people, it's difficult to think of what to say
[ ] You have a lot of trouble talking to the opposite sex
[x] You hate to be teased
[x] You hate answering the door

TOTAL: 4


[x ] You can't stand people watching you
[ ] One on one conversations make you nervous
[x] You don't like to ask people for help
[x] You hate to read out loud
[x] You don't like asking questions

TOTAL: 4


[x] You dread ordering food at restaurants
[x] You are uncomfortable at parties, unless you know everyone well
[x] You don't like to talk, because you're afraid of being embarrassed by what you say
[x] You wish you were more outgoing
[x ] You hate being in the center of any room

TOTAL: 5

[x] You don't know how to react to compliments
[x ] You don't like crowds
[x] You prefer reading, writing or listening to music than being around too many people
[x] You blush easily
[x] You spend a lot of time in your room
[x] you dont know how to react to someone saying thankyou

TOTAL: 6


Add all the x's and multily by 5

I am 115% shy...

]]> ~Forbidden-Kyo-Lover http://Forbidden-Kyo-Lover.deviantart.com/journal/18746987/ http://Forbidden-Kyo-Lover.deviantart.com/journal/18746987/ Mon, 09 Jun 2008 11:17:59 PDT
I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.

I am the boy who never finished high school, because I got called a fag everyday

I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.

I am the one working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.

I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.

We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.

I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.

I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.

I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.

We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.

I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.

I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.

I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.

I am the woman who died when the EMTs stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.

I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didn't have to always deal with society hating me.

I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.

I am a warrior for my country serving proud, but can't be my true self because gays aren't allowed in the military.

I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.

I am the person ashamed to tell my own friends I'm a lesbian, because they constantly make fun of them.

I am the who isn't sure what she is. I am the who is rejected by her "best friends" because of a less-than-conventional crush.

I am what I am and I don't know who because I am always thinking about what other people will make of me. Who am I? Not boy not girl, just me and little people care about who you are and what you long for when you look like someone else obviously and your wishes and dreams seem easily to be guessed. Fail.

I am the boy tied to a fence, beaten to a bloody pulp and left to die because two straight men wanted to "teach me a lesson."

This is the boy, Matthew Shepard. On October 7, 1998 Aaron McKinney and Russell Henderson lead him to a remote area east of Laramie where they demonstrated unimaginable acts of brutality . Matthew was tied to a split-rail fence where he was beaten and left to die in the cold of the night. Almost 18 hours later he was found by a cyclist who initially mistook him for a scarecrow. Matthew died on October 12 at 12:53 am at a hospital in Fort Collins, Colorado. MURDERED BECAUSE HE WAS GAY!!!

IF YOU BELIEVE THAT HOMOPHOBIA IS WRONG... REPOST THIS
AS "HOMOPHOBIA."

IF YOU ARE IGNORANT... IGNORE.

Please, repost this in support of your friends and loved ones who are. Love is not defined by color, creed, sexual preference, or gender!

]]> ~Forbidden-Kyo-Lover