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I began to struggle with my relationship with my boyfriends who goes to a school 6 hours away from me. I used to think that everything was alright and that nothing could go wrong. Lately though, at least on my part, they have.
Instead of growing closer to my boyfriend, I feel myself growing farther away. Different things of the past and present have irritated me and have made me wonder if this relationship is going to work out in the long run. I'm not happy all the time anymore but maybe things will get better during the summer. Maybe...

As I have struggled through certain things and obstacles my friends who I used to only care somewhat about where there surprisingly for me. Now they are my world. Through different trials they have made this place my home. If "home is where the heart is", my heart is with them.

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I have finally found a place where I am accepted and I do not know if I am ready to give it up for the obx which was familiar to me one time. I do not know if I want to leave my friends again. But during the summer I will cherish the time I have at my other home (obx). I am looking forward to seeing again some significant people in which I have not seen in a while. <3 heart to all of them [friends, bf, and my awesome family].

"Even though we walk sometimes through a dreary world does not mean we walk alone. Just look up from the ground and look around you. Perhaps there are some people and friends by your-side that you didn't notice because the whole time you where looking down instead of up." - me

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I've been having fun, but I want time alone with Peter. There seems to be someone who's always there with us except for less than an hour since I have been here... Cindy said it was fine.
Yay. Tomorrow

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I have been having trouble accepting that some people really do love me. It's stupid to say that I think it's hard to trust someone to really love me and not use me, but it's true. Peters mom died on Valentines day. I almost said sorry when he told me that, but before I could he told me not to say sorry because I would be with him this upcoming Valentines. It's difficult for me to understand that on such a tragic day reminder how I could possibly make him happy and yet he is. He loves me that much.

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]]> ~ForestEyes08 http://ForestEyes08.deviantart.com/journal/21797913/ http://ForestEyes08.deviantart.com/journal/21797913/ Wed, 03 Dec 2008 11:12:45 PST do well on upcoming finals
loose extra body fat
draw more
become more organized
get better grades
work harder
become more focused
get a great job i love someday
be kind
talk less
love life
live life to the fullest
never cheat
stay in love
and guess what,
... marry my fiance Peter<3. 23
love you peter xoxoxoxo

~PEEP~

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1. I miss being far away from: My love Peter, My Family, My Friends, My Home, and My Dog - Cocoa

2. Everything that I was in High school is no more and I guess that means a new beginning (even though my goal is for, though I am away at college,I don't want some relationships to end <3)

3. Distance

4. New responciblities now that I am not around my parents and I am on my own to make smart/bad decisions (the consequences of getting bad grades in college will be me loosing my scholarship and etc)

5. Time to grow in my abilities and work.

_ Love you Peter
Love you Mom, Dad, David, Jody, Dawn, Joesph, Cailin
Love you Woody, Neva, and Chelsea B
Love you Cocoa
--- I hope to see ya'll soon. Message me often so it will almost be like I'm there with ya'll. Bye4Now ---

~Carlynne _

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please respond so i will be able to upload my pictures with your help.

thank you and have a fantastic day!

~Carlynne

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He holds my hand, leans his shoulder against mine
(seriously), time seems to stand still

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Date ~ This Saturday, May 10th

Time ~ Starts at 6 o'clock pm ; Ends at 9 o'clockpm

My Band's Name: Baima

We play 1st!

Come join us (& come about 5 minutes early so you will see us play b/c we start EXACTLY at 6:00pm ^^)

]]> ~ForestEyes08 http://ForestEyes08.deviantart.com/journal/17860609/ http://ForestEyes08.deviantart.com/journal/17860609/ Tue, 15 Apr 2008 07:12:56 PDT We thought that the cancer would not come back. It was completely sad: she had to live with only one breast. Imagine looking down at yourself, nude, and seeing one that has always been there completely not there anymore; gone.

Something terrible has happened. The doctors, earlier on this month, found cancer cells in one of the lymnodes under her arm. What they told her made her cry: she has to get her other breast removed.

The surgery was yesterday, monday. She now has no breasts, thanks to cancer. She is in a hospital bed right now -tuesday-, and will be back to her home wednesday.

Girls, guys, anyone, please don't take the simple things, such as having both healthy breasts -no matter what size- (I am not being funny, breast cancer and the turmoil they go through is NOT funny) for granted. My grandma now doesn't HAVE ANYMORE!

People, whoever you are, that stumble across my site, nomatter what religion you have, even if you don't have any you believe in, stop and think &/or pray (if you do, doesn't matter the god/God) for my grandma & remember: don't take for granted the little things such as a healthy body. No matter what size of a body you have, nomatter how much "improvement" you think you need, be glad you are healthy.

I, rightnow, am filled with a mixture of sadness and hope. I am sad for which grandma has had to go through, and I have hope that perhaps ALL the cancer is now gone. The thing is, I don't know how she is going to feel (physicaly AND emotionally) when she gets back tomorrow and on. I want her to be happy, I yearn for her to be happy, but I have a major feeling that things won't be the same. Hopefully she will heal and accept herself again when she gets back.

She's not just some "grandma", some numberless person out there, she's MINE, she's my grandma whom I love dear. I'm going to end with the message I've been trying to tell you all: be greatful. Please, be greatful and do not take everymoment for granted. Please, for me, my grandma, and all who love her and are impacted by this aweful news: Be happy knowing your body parts are there and love yourself and your body (no matter the size).

And for all of those suffering with the fight of breast cancer, or any type of cancer/trial, know that you are not alone. Know that I think of you (who ever you are) and know that you are loved by those around you (even if it doesn't seem like it alot). I keep ya'll, including my grandma, in my prayers.

Goodbye.

~Carlynne
15 Apr. 2008

LOVE YOU GRANDMA!

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Have a great and fun day !

~ForestEyes08

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It correlates with that saying because to do something right, you need to stick through.

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~My thought: "Yes, I do, and that person is sitting across from me."

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