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Any ideas?

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I'll try to keep this short! Sorry to complain I don't usually like to complain this much.

My school is far away from everyone and I don't really have many friends because of the atmosphere, the school is very posh and very bitchy and everyone is so clever. I thought I was average but now it just feels worse and I feel dumb. It also makes me realise just how bad Edenham was for education.

Something mad here like 99% got 5 A-c GCSE's and 25% of those were A and A* grades and then for A level 78% of students got an A B or C so they put us under a lot of pressure already so that the school gets higher each year.

I'm getting home work from every single lesson and it's amounting to me doing at least 3 hours per day now! I know i wanted to go here because of the good grades and my mum wanted me to because they are ranked 3rd after St Olaves and Newsted Woods. But it is awful.

I hate my chemistry class i felt so stupid because we we're doing something new and the teacher KEPT asking me questions and i didn't know and after about the 3rd time of me not knowing she called me to the front and said 'Now Stephanie I suggest you bother to tell me when your struggling with someone, I suggest you work harder and go over the work at home before our exam next lesson because there are plenty or spaces left n media and there is a long waiting list for chemistry.'
It was so horrible and the girls were sniggering at me because they are all clever and they don't get why i couldn't get it, baring in mind Mr Welsh was a SHIT chemistry teacher and my new teacher is going over everything so fast she's a right cow!!!!!

Besides that on the first day I was getting almost pulled from group to group cos all the girls that weren't new wanted to talk to the new people but after they lost interest they are really bitchy and just ignore me so I'm mainly standing around alone...Because everyone has their own friend groups already as there were only like 30 external places meaning most accepted were boys who all stick together and the rest are girls but there is not many of us and only 3 new girls in my classes and only one doing my subjects.

Anyway I am sorry to complain it's just hard for me right now, apart from chemistry the teaching is very good and I am loving the subjects and the way they are taught especially english lit. but as for the atmosphere and the people i have to spend the day with (or in my case WITHOUT) its making me really lonely and unhappy. I cant help being shy either and i doubt that helps but i hope that it will work out for me. I only know a few people but they are not even people I hang about with...



I MISS LOCKERS SO MUCH BUT I KNOW I HAVE TO MOVE ON WITH MY SCHOOL LIFE.

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anyway


We couldn't find it's mummy when we found it and it wasn't harmed by my dog either. We took it home and put it in a towel in a box and put a hot water bottle underneath to keep it warm.

I did some research on it, turns out it must be about 5 weeks old. It's eyes are not yet open and it scrambles around it can't walk.

I went out my room after moving the box and it musta woken it up cos i had such a shock when i came back in, there was this lil thing crawling around my room i forgot and nearly freaked out i thought it was a rat!
Anyways i figured it was hungry and looking for mummy and it was making all these squeaking sounds, so i named 'him' [looks like a him..] Squeaky.

My mum spoke to a wildlife center they told us to feed it some warm sugared water. I did this all on my own seeing as my mum had to leave for work and we found the baby at 9am, my bro didn't want to help me at all! I'm really proud of that too it was difficult loading a calpol syringe, trying to get it to open it's mouth and trying to hold it and feed it at the same time without squashing him he's so little and fragile...!

When it was done I had to clean its nose and mouth so it didn't choke or anything from it's feed [bearing in mind the whole time i'm not touching it directly im sure they are probably ridden with disease but i cant just leave it to die!]

After it's feed i put it back in the towel and now it's curled up asleep.

If your wondering why we haven't given it to a wildlife center yet, i can't get there with it till my mum comes home and can drive us there, so around 5pm it will be in better hands.

So yeah that was my day, it's been fun and strange all the same, I love animals but i have never handled a squirrel and they are so cute!

If anyone has any tips or ideas for me about this please do write

P.S - A photo of 'Squeaky' can be found in my scraps, here: [link]

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Not looking forward to it because I don't know anyone, well one person...

Anyone been up to anything much this week?

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The other one was where I was being chased by some people and I jumped out of a car and ran down an alley way and got beaten up by some people. only person I remember there was Martyna and she was laughing at me getting beaten up! Lmao.


Well anyway other than that which was a bit odd. Not much has happened recently that is worth writing about.
I put all my old art into a folder, I really dislike it but I suppose I shouldn't remove it because it can show how I will -hopefully- improve. I started reading my camera manual properly as my cam is a professional one it's so hard to work out. I pretty much left it on auto ever since I got it and now I realise it can do SO much more than that it's a shame i never bothered to read it long ago! So yeah I'm going to be messing around with it and testing some different things out when I decide what I want to take photos of.

I really need a model I'm just not sure what I'm looking for as of yet.

I'm also getting my hair dyed today at the hairdressers, after my home bleaching disaster I am hoping they can do it all nice for me now! I'm going to go with a lighter colour this time, I have been brunette for years. Well, I hope i can go lighter I'm not sure whether I can change it too drastically yet it might fall out!!

Not long till I start sixth form, i seem to start a bit earlier than everyone else, the 4th September.

and - Hope everyone is well

So yea if you read this, comment me I'm lonely! haha.

]]> ~Forever-Imagination http://Forever-Imagination.deviantart.com/journal/20092141/ http://Forever-Imagination.deviantart.com/journal/20092141/ Fri, 22 Aug 2008 08:32:38 PDT
In short: A*AAAAABBCCCC

RE - A* [how did that happen I'm not even religious?]
English lit - A
English lang - A
Ict (merit equiv to) - A
Graphics - A
Science additional - A
Science core - B
Art - B
Maths - C
German - C
History - C
Citizenship - C

Quite pleased at least i can study what I want at sixth form woot! Which is gunna be:
English lit; physics; biology; chemistry. Cos I wanna work somewhere in the medical field
Hope I'm strong enough for science A lvls! *scared*...


Congrats to everyone you did fantastic hope your all generally pleased with your results!

and specially -

Grats to steph C who got top 10 in photography I know you worked really hard for that!

Also *I think* the top three in the year for their GCSE's:

Jenna, Matt F and Nikki George so well done to them )))) Haven't heard of anyone who did better yet. ! )

]]> ~Forever-Imagination http://Forever-Imagination.deviantart.com/journal/15821547/ http://Forever-Imagination.deviantart.com/journal/15821547/ Thu, 06 Dec 2007 13:34:05 PST Any funny stories or anything interesting, I'm bored!!!



]]> ~Forever-Imagination http://Forever-Imagination.deviantart.com/journal/14854107/ http://Forever-Imagination.deviantart.com/journal/14854107/ Sun, 30 Sep 2007 10:26:56 PDT I emailed some people the photos because infortunately I don't have everyones address. I'm hoping you can pass them on, I'm sure at least one of you knows everyones email addys!

The pictures were alright but they were blurry.
My cam never does that, as you can see from my gallery none of my pics were blurry or bad quality and i took them on that camera.
Not sure what happened really maybe Kadie's mum pressed the wrong settings by accident..but they should be good enough for the year book..
If not, we can take some more another time if they are really that bad.
I like them though XD everyone looks nice in them

]]> ~Forever-Imagination http://Forever-Imagination.deviantart.com/journal/14437498/ http://Forever-Imagination.deviantart.com/journal/14437498/ Sat, 01 Sep 2007 07:59:37 PDT
Boring journal -

Anyone know anything about our citizenship course work [that i really don't wanna do. . . . ]

Because I didn't get a sheet as far as I know and I heard from Matt we're meant to be doing something ? ? ? Eh - News to me!
So i'm like...annoyed now cos it's only a few days left of hols, looks like i'll be tied down with work till the end.


Hope everyone's enjoying the last of our hols..
Can't wait to see you all at school I reckon this years gunna be great [ forgetting the work!!!]


Take care

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Does anyone know the final times for thursday?

I got the stretching/ear plugging urge all over again a few weeks ago. I reckon i've always had it but so many people hate it it just held me back a bit...made me think maybe I don't want it. But I doo!

After school forcing me to take out my 8g I didn't bother again and had to resort to the crappy 1mm piercings that didn't even let me put 1.6's in!

I know a few people who have done it and gotten over the phase or got bored but I still haven't.

So - meh. Over the past 3 days I went up 3 stages. I know it's really bad but my ears didn't even hurt much till the last stage so I figured it could take more... 0_o so I'm happily back to my 8g's again...gotta wait at least 1 month till I can go to 6g [4mm] 0_o
Don't ask why I like this kinda thing so much I don't really know.

That was such a rant on something that only interests myself..-haha sorry..

Yeh so...

Anyone got more plans for the holidays?

and this sounds geeky talking about school but -

DO WE STILL HAVE TO WEAR BLAZERS FOR YR 11?

ta! xx

]]> ~Forever-Imagination http://Forever-Imagination.deviantart.com/journal/14055417/ http://Forever-Imagination.deviantart.com/journal/14055417/ Tue, 07 Aug 2007 07:05:45 PDT
I got back from a great holiday, only to find out my computer had broken. Fair enough, happens every so often, but to then find out...all my photos and my photoshop work..and every bit of homework and coursework....GONE...was just....gah. Can't explain.

Your probably thinking didn't you back it up then!?!!

YES. I did, problem was....someone [not saying names] decided to try to fix my compuer when I was on holiday....NOT unplugging my back up drive for all my stuff & USB... all that stuff...So, they decided to delete the hard-drive and re-install everything so it HOPEFULLY wouldnt be corruped anymore..only to find it over-wrote all my work..ALL...and there's no going back.

Means i lost all the photos i took on work experience and the some 24,000 files i had......including like a thousand songs i spent ages putting on my comp and downloading and such......that was about 2 years of work and all my memories and photos from us lot together years back...I can't even believe it...

It feels like a chunk of me is missing..


I know all too well how Eternal-Tragedy felt loosing her work. Kills...
I have to start all over again...*Sigh*


On a better note..
I went to PURE yesterday. I dunno if anyone knows what it is but it's a big Fashion show type thing up in London..
I went to help my mum choose all the wedding gowns and prom-wear for her company. Sadly all the stuff there [all types of clothes you could imagine not just wedding dresses..] were previews of what's gunna be on sale next year..Meaning,

I couldnt buy anything!!! *cry*

was all the trends and that and my GAWD, they don't appeal to me..
Colours like YELLOW,PINK,BROWN
are 'IN'
and so is flowers..and hippy kinda stuff really..

I don't pay attention to fashion at all it was just what was mostly there being advertised...

the models were quite guuuuud to see on the catwalk with all their exotic clothing..

It was fun but tiring, all that walking around...
Don't think i want anything much to do with the fashion industry as a job when i'm older!Xs

Hope you are all doing well D:

]]> ~Forever-Imagination http://Forever-Imagination.deviantart.com/journal/13896690/ http://Forever-Imagination.deviantart.com/journal/13896690/ Fri, 27 Jul 2007 06:17:14 PDT I probably won't be online after today, off on holiday tomorrow...
Really excited now ^^
See everyone in a week...!!!!!!!!
Hope your holidays are going well and your not bored in the daytime like I have been so far!!

]]> ~Forever-Imagination http://Forever-Imagination.deviantart.com/journal/13741391/ http://Forever-Imagination.deviantart.com/journal/13741391/ Sun, 15 Jul 2007 06:53:06 PDT The holidays are going to be so great !! ^^

]]> ~Forever-Imagination http://Forever-Imagination.deviantart.com/journal/13648289/ http://Forever-Imagination.deviantart.com/journal/13648289/ Sat, 07 Jul 2007 15:31:52 PDT I don't wanna go all ... "attention seeking" but for some reason I keep feeling down sometimes lately..like I ..one min I can be laughing then I just go all quiet..
Not sure why it happens most of the time.
I just felt like typing that because I was thinking it and
it is 11:25 and I don't really wanna tell my family..
I dunno why I started a journal i don't normally tell anyone my problems.. guess I have to write them here now.
I'm really not looking forward to sunday because I gotta write that dreaded Macbeth essay.

]]> ~Forever-Imagination http://Forever-Imagination.deviantart.com/journal/13539279/ http://Forever-Imagination.deviantart.com/journal/13539279/ Fri, 29 Jun 2007 12:56:42 PDT thought were your close friends turn out to be anything but in the end? People who actually act nice to your face and the moment they turn their backs, are telling everyone else how much they hate you. They laugh at you and when they are on their own they treat you as a friend, using you like a leech. All people like that are scum. They are so damn insecure deep down that they love to destroy what other people have, making others feel unhappy. Who cares if some people are more different than others? Obviously they do; just shows how sad and shallow minded people can be. People like that shouldn’t even deserve the satisfaction of knowing that they have hurt people. That’s what they love is it not?

I mean, if everyone woke up and stopped taking the piss out of each other then no one would have to dread going into school each day would they? But – EVEN when you tell these disgusting heartless creatures that they are doing damage to people, they carry on? What the f*** goes through their heads each and every time they act nastily toward someone they “dislike” for ‘no’ reason. It’s especially pathetic when they try to act kindly toward you, being sympathetic and the next day they go against their “kind” words. Not forgetting the poor little creatures who refuse to take the blame for their malicious intentions and actions. Well, we all know what happens to people like that don’t we?

It’s good to know they will grow up a pointless, unrewarding, fake and lonely life. They may marry someone, but that person will just be the same as them. In the end they will get double the pain though. That is what they deserve. What they have done to people, will come back to haunt them. I hope they remember this when they are old and more rotten.

Yes, I am all for people changing. But you cannot erase what others remember can you?

I really do HATE them, ALL of them. I wish people would stop being two faced. We can see straight through it anyway. They are wasting their time.
Even so, it is absolutely hilarious [HAHA] to see them being so fake, but at the same time unbelievable.

I do feel slightly sorry for them. Slightly
How must it be to wake up everyday and know you don’t have one real friend? Because we all know, they are so FAKE they backstab each other! I mean I’m sure we all know what I am on about here, eh?



ALSO –
I want to say a big Thank you to my real friends. I know I don’t say it enough but you mean the world & beyond to me. Thank you for never giving me reason to doubt any of you. I hope I know you all, my whole life.
I you all!

]]> ~Forever-Imagination http://Forever-Imagination.deviantart.com/journal/12977507/ http://Forever-Imagination.deviantart.com/journal/12977507/ Wed, 16 May 2007 12:55:00 PDT Haven't been on DA much lately,
I must find something to submit because I haven't in ages.

How is everyone doing?
especially - How's work experience for you all!!?

]]> ~Forever-Imagination http://Forever-Imagination.deviantart.com/journal/12523193/ http://Forever-Imagination.deviantart.com/journal/12523193/ Mon, 09 Apr 2007 10:38:36 PDT I miss not going out with my friends as much as i used to, but it just seems that everyone has so much to do and so little time...

I have been practasing drawing a lot more recently. There was one time when I stopped for about 9 months and i wish i hadn't... I could have improved over that time. Oh well.
There are a couple of pics i'm quite proud of, considering i haven't been drawing long..I will keep it up and hopefully, the more i practise, the more i improve!

Very happy to say that i found my graphics pen for my tablet, that has been missing for, god knows how long!
Only thing is, i find it really hard to use and i haven't been on Photosop properly in months.
Nor have i used my cam as much as i should!

Not sure what's gotten into me but hopefully my inspiration will come back and stay... ^^

How is everyone?

]]> ~Forever-Imagination http://Forever-Imagination.deviantart.com/journal/11322005/ http://Forever-Imagination.deviantart.com/journal/11322005/ Fri, 05 Jan 2007 08:13:55 PST ) here are JUST SOME of them for now













Clubs:


AND - I thought i'd give this a shot

the point of this challenge is to test and improve your skill as an artist. After 100 pics who wouldn’t be better. Please forgive me if this in any way excludes you from taking the challenge.

The rules

1.) Make 100 pics each pic having a theme listed below. Each pic should have ONE and only ONE theme to it, for it to count.

2.) No time limit so have fun

3.) The main picture should be drawn but not limited to. for all fair purposes, people are allowed to use their paint programs and photo shop to create the pic.

3a.) pics should be of own artistic ability. You may not edit photos, or break any other rules set out in the Da etiquette policy. Your pics can be anything from sketches and doodles to great master pieces. Just have fun with it.

4.) The list below is to be placed somewhere in your journal for others to see that......
A.)You are in the challenge
B.)What you have completed

5.) make sure to update this list and check off what is done and make a link to the pic

6.) In the comments for your art work note if it is part of the list and what ONE theme it is.



THE LIST:
1. Introduction
2. Love
3. Light
4. Dark -----> Complete [link]
5. Seeking Solace
6. Break Away
7. Heaven -----> Complete [link]
8. Innocence
9. Drive
10. Breathe Again
11. Memory
12. Insanity
13. Misfortune
14. Smile
15. Silence
16. Questioning
17. Blood
18. Rainbow
19. Gray
20. Fortitude
21. Vacation
22. Mother Nature
23. Cat
24. No Time
25. Trouble Lurking
26. Tears
27. Foreign
28. Sorrow
29. Happiness
30. Under the Rain
31. Flowers -----> Complete [link]
32. Night
33. Expectations
34. Stars
35. Hold My... ]]> ~Forever-Imagination http://Forever-Imagination.deviantart.com/journal/11299756/ http://Forever-Imagination.deviantart.com/journal/11299756/ Wed, 03 Jan 2007 11:02:11 PST
Hope everyone is doing well and for those of you who are back at school I know what it's like..urghhhhhhhhhhhhhh...!

]]> ~Forever-Imagination http://Forever-Imagination.deviantart.com/journal/11287483/ http://Forever-Imagination.deviantart.com/journal/11287483/ Tue, 02 Jan 2007 11:40:32 PST said

"Thought I'd help out a mate of a mate He sells interesting electric gadgets and the like on this site - just spreadin' the love ^_^"

[link]

(electricplantet.co.uk)


yeh other than that, not a bad day

]]> ~Forever-Imagination http://Forever-Imagination.deviantart.com/journal/11283156/ http://Forever-Imagination.deviantart.com/journal/11283156/ Tue, 02 Jan 2007 02:59:46 PST I don't miss school work, just my friends

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]]> ~Forever-Imagination http://Forever-Imagination.deviantart.com/journal/10933550/ http://Forever-Imagination.deviantart.com/journal/10933550/ Sun, 03 Dec 2006 07:28:51 PST Joined DA, yay
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some help with the background idea for her comic strip that she is going to be starting soon! Can't wait till I see her complete it, it's gunna be so awesome ;o <3

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]]> ~Forever-Imagination http://Forever-Imagination.deviantart.com/journal/10493556/ http://Forever-Imagination.deviantart.com/journal/10493556/ Tue, 24 Oct 2006 04:04:08 PDT I'm at Icewolf's house with Blue Moon ;o I kinda forgot that Kadie is comin' soon rofl, aw harsh, yeh....Hmm so, gunna go see Phantom Of Teh Opera vereh soon and I'm excited lmao...We just did really funny vids on my phone and I'm definatly gunna upload them to [link]

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]]> ~Forever-Imagination http://Forever-Imagination.deviantart.com/journal/10036157/ http://Forever-Imagination.deviantart.com/journal/10036157/ Mon, 11 Sep 2006 06:17:55 PDT I can't believe the holidays are over either..It's gone so quickly !
and hopefully by now my mate has got her Da account working..

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Kinda not knowing what to do right nows thoughhhh...Apart from listen to Muse ]]> ~Forever-Imagination http://Forever-Imagination.deviantart.com/journal/9815265/ http://Forever-Imagination.deviantart.com/journal/9815265/ Tue, 22 Aug 2006 11:36:55 PDT
Only one person shall understand me when I say that...Ahhhhhhhhh LOL skinny badger, rofl...aw <3 Tody has been such a good day overall, so many laughs and good things came outa todayyyyyyy *happy dance*
Hopefully more days like today in the future, there are never enough of 'em! ]]> ~Forever-Imagination http://Forever-Imagination.deviantart.com/journal/9782760/ http://Forever-Imagination.deviantart.com/journal/9782760/ Sat, 19 Aug 2006 13:13:48 PDT :@@@@ ]]> ~Forever-Imagination http://Forever-Imagination.deviantart.com/journal/9363227/ http://Forever-Imagination.deviantart.com/journal/9363227/ Thu, 13 Jul 2006 09:46:49 PDT ]]> ~Forever-Imagination