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Remember the times that you played pokémon on a gameboy? Those were the days right? I dunno if you've seen this but....

....They're going ONLINE! Yep you heard me! Pokémon Online baby!!!! I quote "unlike previous Pokémon Games, POL will feature all 493 Pokémon, catchable, evolvable, or breedable"!!

Forums pa lang yung upped now e. I hope that POL will be up soon... and it won't end up in vain.. Pati na rin 'tong pag-promote ko sa kanila. Hahah.

visit [link] if you don't believe me...

Game Concepts here. [link]

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Ayos lang kasi may pera! hahaha!

Tapos sa klase may baklita! Hahaha!

]]> ~Francis88 http://Francis88.deviantart.com/journal/17158256/ http://Francis88.deviantart.com/journal/17158256/ Mon, 03 Mar 2008 01:35:22 PST GERD and Barrett's esophagus. I started a week before the actual reporting. At first, I thought I could find those in the M.S. book but i thought wrong. Darn! The topics were too short! Thinking that my professor isn't going to be happy, if i just took it from the book, i thought of using the web. Ah! At last, a slice of heaven. There were the topics! I've found them...but i'd have to read all 10000+ words (Haha. A little exaggerated there. I think it's just 2000+ words) to understand my report. Plus, I also have to know DES and Achalasia and their x-ray diagrams - related to GERD. Finally, the day of the report came. It worked out just fine! I didn't even need my cue cards. I was discussing all the way and I was able to answer all the question of my professor except for "how high will you elevate the head of the bed?" ... (just elevate the head) I thought to myself *lol. I know I read it somewhere! I just can't remember! I said at least 7-10 inches. "..... you should elevate the head of the bed at least 4-8 inches" ... Hot darn! That was embarrassing, not knowing the report! But what the heck, at least I got a good grade. It's not the highest though but I'll take it.



Here's another one, a community case study. This time it's a group work. The presentation was scheduled after 1 week (Darn! Why does it have to be so close?!). I knew that the survey and the actual presentation was going to be easy. The tricky part was the documentation. The tallying was tiring. Interpretation should be explained well. You can't just say that this is 15% and the other is 85%. Interpretation should have the answer to "why". Why is it 85% or 15%? It may seem easy to interpret 1... but all 71, we didn't think so. It took us 2 whole days to finish the interpretation (not to mention we also have to organize the presentation if we wanted it to be successful). The leaders assigned the other members to prepare a dance number. Other finishing touches then we were finally done! The day of the presentation. It went great but we lacked some important data. We were given a chance to add the missing information to raise our final grades. Yay! Err... about the dance number..... i'll let you know when I upload it to youtube. All right!!



Finally, the endless advance reading. You'll never know when the professor will give a test.

Well, that wraps it up (Forgot to tell the other things... those weren't that important anyway!)

Feels like i've been through hell not once not twice.. Thrice!! But all's fair in love and war *lol(What are you talking about?!).

Seriously, everyone gets into a tight situation. Its just a matter of clever decision making. Use your head!!! Right?

Even after all the mayhem, after all the nose-bleeding terms, after all the tedious writing, there is still much to do..



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~Last Saturday was a blast! We had a couple of drinks. Some where pretty knocked out. Luckily, it was our friend's birthday. He said we could stay at his place. Yeh!

~Dynasty Warrior 4 Hyper (PC)
- All i can say is... WAW! I haven't had this much killing in years!!! Yeh!!!

~3DSMax
- I'm getting the hang of it. Still need a little help and advise though.

~Can't wait for the Ironman movie. I think it'll be showing in May 2008.

~MS nursing and OB nursing are driving me nuts!!!!!!!!!! Fortunately, I still have my PC to please me... Yeh!

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~Who wants to be a Superhero: Before, the Iron Enforcer.. and now, the Dark Enforcer! Bwahahahah!!

~too bad i got separated from my buddies on enrollment! Dammit!!

~update you guys later......... too gloomy.................................

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~FYI: Linkin Park's What I've Done single is the Transformers Movie OST. Ganda ng trailer!!

~I've just finished my summer classes last week..
And now, at last, i can finally have some peace. During my summer classes kasi there's so much work to do! It's driving me nuts (Buti nga may bakasyon pa kahit konti)!! Now, the next semeter starts by june-something (june 11... I think)! so i've got to catch up with my sleeping needs!

~I'm kind of nervous about my performance this summer..
not only me, but my friends too are nervous!! Hope it all goes well!

~Looks like there's going to be another movie of Pirates of the Carribean. They are now making the 4th sequel - as we speak!

~(I told you this was bullsh*t!)

~At Worlds End: ([brawl starts] "this is madness!" ................[brawl continues].................. "this is politics!")

~My buddies here wants to make a movie - just out of fun (Inspired daw sila gumawa dahil sa "On the Lot" reality show). They told me that it is going to be a horror film and I was the 2nd person that's going to die (Is there another person in the film which I can have that doesn't require dying? T_T).

]]> ~Francis88 http://Francis88.deviantart.com/journal/9492609/ http://Francis88.deviantart.com/journal/9492609/ Tue, 25 Jul 2006 17:27:18 PDT
I'm working on terrain animation right now.. I'm using Terragen and CamPath.

Your comment is very much welcome!! Thanks!! ]]> ~Francis88 http://Francis88.deviantart.com/journal/9381022/ http://Francis88.deviantart.com/journal/9381022/ Fri, 14 Jul 2006 23:54:56 PDT
Wahaha!!

I kinda forgot my password in this account! Tanga ko tlaga!

Anyway, its great to be back again at devArt!! Heheheh!!

~To do list:

1. Practice making new kinds of ART!!..

2. Putting the practice into action ("ART" making)

3. Improve practice of making new kinds of ART

4. Putting the improved practice into action ( improved "ART" making)

5. etc., blah blah, so on and so forth!!!! ]]> ~Francis88 http://Francis88.deviantart.com/journal/7775268/ http://Francis88.deviantart.com/journal/7775268/ Wed, 01 Feb 2006 20:16:41 PST
hir goes nothin'..





May nraramdaman k p b pra skn?


Cgro wla na...


Pro i cn't move on untl d kta nkakausap ng maayos...


Prang it's not right na wla ka..



sbi ng mga kaibigan ko ilang araw lng yan



makakalimutan din kita pero 8 mons. na! Nsa icp p rin kta..



~"kiki-x"






Its more of a diary entry than a journal entry ryt?... ]]> ~Francis88 http://Francis88.deviantart.com/journal/6595181/ http://Francis88.deviantart.com/journal/6595181/ Sun, 25 Sep 2005 02:07:36 PDT ~Francis88 http://Francis88.deviantart.com/journal/6330557/ http://Francis88.deviantart.com/journal/6330557/ Fri, 26 Aug 2005 03:04:51 PDT
Wala naman gustong ipahatid sa journal na ito eh....

Pero ito lng ang gusto kong sabihin...

Time flies so fast... don't you think so? yeah.. i think it does fly so fast.... so fast that you don't even notice that you're now a college student... wow huh?... But on the top of all my babling here, i just wana say....


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O!! ITS MY BIRTHDAY! WE'RE GONNA PARTY LIKE ITS MY BIRHTDAY!!! WO0O0O00O0O0O0O0h!!!!! YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Its my birthday this coming sept.3!! W0o0o0o0o0o0o0h!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ]]> ~Francis88 http://Francis88.deviantart.com/journal/5642444/ http://Francis88.deviantart.com/journal/5642444/ Tue, 14 Jun 2005 01:38:35 PDT
Anyway here it goes...





*lighting a cigar*

*smokes*

How's it hangin' dude? Me? im ok!
staring.. just thinkin' of something..
Sometimes, there are things that i don't
really understand...

*Takes a deep breath*

Why is it always like this dude! u knw..
no matter how many times i study it, in what
ever angle i look at it, guys will always lose
when it comes to loving someone..

*looks at the stars*

Sometimes i think that, "do these girls
understand the hardships of us guys/dudes[haha*lol*]
to tell them we love them sooo much?"

How about courting? Do you think they understand us?
Giving value to them?
How about being BUSTED? OUCH!

Surely, they don't, do they?
They don't know nor understand all our hardwork for them..!!
All they know is to choose, hurt us guys/dudes and be happy.
Right?

*looks at the horizon*

It was always like this. First of all, guys/dudes
are always the ones that suffer! Courtship was always
a hassle for us and what about the moves we make
to make them realize we love them.. Do they even know that?

"Escorting" them safely home, helping them, feeding?, and the like!
It's like working for her without getting paid! So what's something
in return? Well, that depends! Understand me so far?

Yes dude, it depends! They won't really care if we love them!
If they won't like us, we'll get a big N0.. Even if we cry 'til we
bleed or kneel on top of salt[*lol]..

Its just like buying a dress and she fights over it
without even fitting it yet!

Sorry for us guys/dudes if they won't choose us. even
if we really love 'em! Its just that we have to meet their
"standards" or else just let go and feel sorry for ourselves..!

There is nothing we can do! They have a lot of excuses like..

"I'm not yet ready..."

"I'm sorry but can we just be friends?"

"Hahaha!.. You're making me laugh! IS THIS A JOKE?.."

"Better luck next time ok?"

"Give me a decade. I'll think about it?"

"You're just like my brother.."

blah blah bling bling!! you understand?
it's like a big collision of heaven and hell for us.
right?

*Grabs a beer*

*Drinks the beer*

It doesn't end there! That's just the pre-relationship
stage.

What about the real relationship stage? It's still a
hassle for us!! Yes it's true! They'll say we
should be the one handling the relationship, we should be
kind to them or else.., we should be devoted and faithful... WE
WE we WE!!!

How 'bout them?.. hmm let's see..

Aha! They'll be the one telling us when or where to
meet them, they'll be the one demanding, they'll be the one
telling us when to call them, blah blah!

*Grabs a beer*

*Drinks and empties the beer*

*Smokes*

But you know what dude, i feel that we dudes
are more loving when it comes to that.. We are different
when it comes to loving someone.. We are not playing
games... WE ARE SERIOUS.. ]]> ~Francis88 http://Francis88.deviantart.com/journal/5548801/ http://Francis88.deviantart.com/journal/5548801/ Sat, 04 Jun 2005 05:20:06 PDT ]]> ~Francis88 http://Francis88.deviantart.com/journal/5536832/ http://Francis88.deviantart.com/journal/5536832/ Thu, 02 Jun 2005 21:02:33 PDT
pls. visit [link]

its not yet finish though!!! ]]> ~Francis88 http://Francis88.deviantart.com/journal/5443472/ http://Francis88.deviantart.com/journal/5443472/ Mon, 23 May 2005 22:22:36 PDT

"It's definitely different when you love
someone and when you're inlove with
someone"

explanation: alin nga ba ang mas
malalim?

Loving someone or Being in love with
someone?

marami sa atin ang na confuse tungkol
dito..

Ikaw ba ay may girlfriend o boyfriend
ngayon?

Mahal mo ba siya pero parang may isang
tao na parang mahalaga din sayo.

o may mahal ka na akala mo eh mahal
mo nga siya pero meron ka pa rin isang
tao na
minamahal ng totoo.

Kapag love mo ang isang tao masaya ka..

Feeling mo ok na ang lahat...pero ang
ma-inlove
ka, ang siyang pinakamasakit sa lahat!

Kasi ang mga taong inlove ay ang mga
taong ngsasakripisyo at ngpaparaya.

Teka bakit ka nga ba ngpaparaya?

Dahil ba hindi ka niya mahal o dahil
hindi ka siguradong ok lang sa kanya?

Kung yan ang dahilan mo, walang duda
na inlove ka nga sa kanya.

Kasi iniisip mo kung anong meron kayo sa
ngayon ang tanging mahalaga at
kontento ka na.

Pero isipin mo paano kung mawala ang
taong yon at talagang hindi na kayo mag-
usap at
magkita, kaya mo ba?

Paano naman kung sayo siya inlove at
ibinigay niya ang lahat para sayo pero
hindi mo
napahalagahan ang lahat ng ito kaagad!

Paano kung isang araw naguluhan na
siya sayo ng husto at maisipang lumayo
na lang?

Paano kung sa sobrang pagiging iba mo
sa kanya di ka na niya kausapin at
tuldukan na
niya ng tuluyan kung ano na ang meron
kayo?

Then bigla mong na realize kung gaano
ka importante sayo ang bawat isa kaya
lang
wala na siya!

Kaya mo ba?

Kung hindi ang sagot mo, malinaw na
inlove ka nga...

Paano naman pag mahal mo lang, kapag
mahal mo lang, alam mo na palagi kang
may
choice, ayaw mo siyang mawala dahil
alam
mong wala kang ipapalit.

Yung masaya ka sa kanya pero sa gabi
hindi naman siya ang iniisip mo.

Mahal mo siya pero aminado ka sa sarili
mo na balang araw hindi siya ang
pakakasalan
mo.

Mahal mo siya pero ang puso mo hindi
lang pra sa
kanya.. Mahal mo at masasaktan ka
pagnawala
siya pero alm mo na kaya mo yon.

Ngayon anong nararamdaman mo
ngayon: DO YOU LOVE SOMEONE or
YOU'RE
INLOVE WITH SOMEONE?

Isang araw magigising ka na lang na
INLOVE ka na nga pero kahit anong
gawin mo ay
huli na.

Dahil maaaring yung taong INLOVE din
sayo ay
wala na pala.

Tandaan mo: Masyadong mapaglaro ang
puso huwag tayo magpaloko!!!

We learn to love someone pero minsan
lang
dumating sa atin ang pagkakataong ma-
inlove!!!

Kaya kapag dumating ito, ano ang
gagawin mo?

kung ako, i'll give some tym for myself... Mahirap n eh!!!

'til next tym!!! Ü ]]> ~Francis88 http://Francis88.deviantart.com/journal/5281298/ http://Francis88.deviantart.com/journal/5281298/ Fri, 06 May 2005 04:04:08 PDT
~francis88.deviantart.com:
- ..... bkt naman ganun!?....

~francis conscience1:
- o bkt?...

~francis88.deviantart.com:
- naasar na at nakukulitan na skn c K*N....

~francis conscience2:
- G*G0!!! Ng-seselos k kc masyado eh...!!!

~francis conscience1:
- wg ka ngang brutal mgsalita!!! may problema n nga, g*gAguh*n mo pa!!! Alm moh... easy k lng.... wag msyadong hot ang ulo!!!

~francis88.deviantart.com:
- sa tingin nyo guys... badmood lng ung cmula pagseselos ko?....

~francis conscience13:
- actually hapi ka nga nung day n un kc nglalaro ka... so sa tingin ko hindi badmo0d un...

~francis conscience12:
- UngAS!!! Kta mong may nangyari b4 sya nagselos eh... ang close nga "niLa" eh...

~francis conscience6: [whisper....]
- Tang*na...!! Tahimik lng kc 'tong c Master eh...!!! Hindi umaaksyon... Palpak tuloy....

~francis conscience7: [whisper....]
- oo nga... badtrip c Master!!....

~francis conscience1:
- Anu un?!

~francis conscience6 and 7:
- lagut..!!!

~francis conscience1:
- salita kayo ng salita dyan tungkol kay Master eh kayo nga hindi kayo mkaporma dyan eh!!!!

[sabay pasok ang kaisa-isang anak n babae ni francis NANAY conscience]...

~francis conscience6:
- Waw!! Chicks!!!!

~francis conscience7:
- Haaay!!! sana nasa real world din ako 2lad ni Master... Puro mgkakamukha kc tayo d2 eh.... Nyahahaha!!!!

~francis conscience1:
- ei Master... ok k lng....?

~francis88.deviantart.com:
- oo ok lng!! Tagay na!!!! W0o0o0o0o0oh!! Hic..!! WaAaAHAHAAhahah!!! Sarap ng Red ALEc(Horse)!!! W0o0o0H!!! Try moh conscience1... hiC!!! Ang bilis tumakbo sa lalamunan!! Nyeeeeiiiiiihh(kabayo chant)!!!! TaGay mGa pRe!!!

~francis conscience2 up to 50:
- MALIGAYANG PANIMULA PARA KAY MASTER!!!! Itaas m0h!!! [sabay nagtaasan ng mga BeerMug at Red ALec(Horse)]

~francis conscience1:
- Haaayy naku Master... Walang maitutulong yan... gnun n lng b un? Give-up k n agad sa girl m0h??

~francis88.deviantart.com:
- eh anu nman gusto mong gawin ko?!?!?!?!....
~Francis88 http://Francis88.deviantart.com/journal/5259767/ http://Francis88.deviantart.com/journal/5259767/ Tue, 03 May 2005 19:46:24 PDT
Yeah!! Online ulit ako... received a lot of comments, seen many deviations and read all sorts of journals.. almost replied to all of them... still....

300+ lng PAGEVIEWS KO!!! WaAaAaAaAaH!!!

Anyway, eto n ang episode1

~francis88.deviantart.com:
- Banas naman o!!! Anu b dapat kong gwin para mapansin ako sa DEV!? BADTRIP!!!!

~francis88 conscience1:
- Kulang ka naman kc sa pansin eh!!! KLSP!!! NYAHAHAHAH!!! Be patient lng... tym will come...

~francis88 conscience2:
- Tama c conscience1!!! it takes tym naman eh!!

~francis88.deviantart.com:
- P*T*NG *NA!!!! Extra ka nanaman conscience2 eh!!! Kahapon ka pa ha!!! Kya na-bad trip sa 'kin c KeN dhil syo eh!!!

~francis88 conscience2:
- G*G0!!!! Cnu b ung uto-uto?!

~francis88 conscience3:
- Tama na away!!! Stop Fighting... Naglalaro ako, ang ingay nyo!! ..... AHHH ZOMBIE!!! .....DEDZ tuloy ako... "YOU DIED.." ....Wala bang resu(resurrection) d2?

~francis88 conscience2:
- Eh yan ang hirap syo conscience3 eh!! Ginagawa mong Payon Cave ung Resident Evil eh!!.. Hinayupak!!!

~francis88.deviantart.com:
- oi conscience1 still there? Extra pa kc ung ibang konsensya d2 eh!! Ikw lng nman ung kkausapin ko d2.. Basta un.... sana lng malaman ng mga tao sa Dev na i still do exist... kkal0ngkot kc minsan eh....

~francis88 conscience1:
- .........

~francis88.deviantart.com:
- ui...? dyan k p?

~francis conscience2:
- hahaha!!! tinulugan!! Wlang kwenta k kc kausap eh!!!

~francis88.deviantart.com:
- BANAT PA!!! GULPE ka sa 'kin!!!

~francis conscience2:
- Peguls pala ha!!!??? Game!!

~Background music ♪♪:
- (TRIPLE H THEME[sa wrestling]) TIME TO PLAY THE GAME! WAHAHAHA!!! ITS ALL ABOUT THE GAME AND HOW YOU PLAY IT! ALL ABOUT CONTROL, AND IF YOU CAN TAKE IT!

~francis88.deviantart.com:
- Triple H? The GAME? oh c'mon!! 'NAY!!!

~francis88 NANAY conscience:
- [pingot sa tenga si conscience2 ni NANAY conscience] Halika d2!!! Uwi n tayo!!!!

~francis88 conscience2:
- WaAaAaAaAaAaH!!!.... [iyak sabay uwi]

~francis88 conscience1:
- .......ZzZzZzZzZzZz..................... ahhh... ui...... nkatulog b ako....?

~francis88.deviantart.com:
- oo.... .......ang baho ng hininga mo....... mag-ayos ka nga muna....
~Francis88 http://Francis88.deviantart.com/journal/4698460/ http://Francis88.deviantart.com/journal/4698460/ Tue, 01 Mar 2005 01:35:28 PST
For all the School of Saint Anthony Seniors batch 2004-2005:

i'll miss u guys...

For all people that we will be leaving behind in the school:

a good descendant remembers their mentors.
Never forget us(animators, artists(digital or drawing),etc...).

Without us, you may not be the person u are now..

Ang drama k0h!! WAaAaAaAaAH!!! ]]> ~Francis88 http://Francis88.deviantart.com/journal/4611293/ http://Francis88.deviantart.com/journal/4611293/ Fri, 18 Feb 2005 01:06:58 PST
Welcome to my part 2 of luv sick peeps!! all u nid 2 know...

Ung part 1 is about ung situation ko.. dis time, ung situation naman ni jpman/TKOR/jpeg(iisa lng nman ung name nito eh)..

Kung ung part 1 is the "MU" stage... eto nman i call it.. hmm.. bsta ung tipong...

You have lots of emotions for the person but u don't have a chance to be wid her..

cguro kc hindi ka nya type.. or sumthin' like dat.. sori tlaga kng hurt ka pare!! meron naman akong ibang sources eh.. hindi naman necessary na ikaw ung example ko..

anyway, the "LOTS d EMOTIONS, CHANCE d ZERO" stage usually occurs wen manliligaw ka pa lng sa gurl, guy, bading(YAK!!!).. pero ung manliligaw ka na alam nya syempre!! dun pa lng matatawag un n "LOTS d EMOTIONS, CHANCE d ZERO" stage(la akong maisip n pwedeng itawag eh)...

iba na ung tawag dun kpg di p nya alam n nililigawan mo pla cya.. i will discuss dat topic sa part 3 na.. dito muna tayo sa part 2...

back to the subject matter, i suggest lng n...

1. WAG MO SYANG MASYADONG SERYOSOHIN... it will only lead to more shame and loss of ganda/pogi points

2. HABANG MAY BUHAY, MAY PAG-ASA... like in d no. 1 statement, wag msyadong seryoso. Lht ng tao may chance 4 as long as u luv d person and u show it to him/her(syempre ung not dat serious)

3. MAKINIG NG LABSUNG(JOKE!!)

4. SAMAHAN SIYA EVERY LUNCH OR RECESS TIME... dis is only optional if you are not a shy person or kapag close n kayo.(TYPICAL)

and..

5. MAGDASAL 4EVER(RECOMMENDED)

'till next tym...

R0K ON!! Abangan ang part 3

'nuff said!! ]]> ~Francis88 http://Francis88.deviantart.com/journal/4517835/ http://Francis88.deviantart.com/journal/4517835/ Mon, 07 Feb 2005 04:45:55 PST than friends, but not quite lovers. Puwedeng may verbal agreement, puwedeng wala. One or both of you may have admitted your feelings, possible ding hindi. You just let your gestures do the talking for you. Walang pormal na ligawan na nangyari. Hindi kayo mag-dyowa. Pero sa kilos niyo, sa mga sinasabi niyo, parang kayo, pero hindi. This kind of "relationship" can happen at different stages for different reasons. It can happen after a break-up. You still love each other, and you want to be with each other but you broke up for a reason. And for reasons that you alone know, ayaw
niyo na muna magkabalikan. It can also happen before a relationship, iyong pareho kayong nakikiramdam. Possible din na ayaw niyo munang mag- seryoso kaya kunwa-kunwarian
lang muna. Testing lang. Puwede ring hindi puwedeng maging kayo kasi isa sa inyo may ka-relasyon na. Kaya habang hindi pa siya nakikipag-break doon sa boy/girl (sabi niya
makikipag-break siya soon pero di naman niya ginagawa), wala muna kayong relasyon para nga naman hindi siya nangagaliwa kasi "hindi naman kayo." This pseudo-relationship stage, for a time, can be fun. Lalo na kung naghahanap ka lang naman ng "kalaro." Pero huwag ka lang mag-e-expect na may patutunguhan kayo kasi wala talagang kasiguraduhan.
So bakit ang daming nagse-settle sa ganitong set up ganoong hindi naman sigurado kung may patutunguhan? Iba't ibang dahilan. Puwedeng for fun lang. Puwedeng "buti na iyan
kesa wala" or puwede na iyang "pantawid-gutom." Meaning, habang wala pa iyong the real thing, doon muna sa kunwa-kunwarian. For those who are not in a serious relationship,
they would think that pseudo- relationship is better than no relationship at all. It would be fun, if all you are after for is that "kilig" feeling. But then I learned that although it was only a pseudo-relationship, the emotions were real. And usually, in
this kind of set up, ang merong malulugi.. ung nainlove sa taong taken na. Una, you can't ask him/her to commit. Since it's not really a relationship, you can't demand commitment from your partner. Ano ba kayo? You will always be uncertain about your role in his/her life. You can't expect him/her to be always there with you. And if you feel jealous of the other boys/girls, you just have to keep it to yourself. Ano ka ba niya
para magselos? Pangalawa, what if you fall deeply in love with him/her? You can't be sure if he/she feels the same way. Baka nag-a-assume ka lang na mahal ka rin niya. Even if you are dying to tell him/her you love him/her, you can't. Because you're not sure if he/she will like it. Baka mapahiya ka lang. This stage will always make you wonder where you are in the relationship. Or if there is a relationship at all. Pangatlo, what
if you become attached too much? What if you have invested all your emotions and this man/woman hasn't? What if you remain faithful to him/her, not entertaining other guys/gals,only to find out that he/she is seeing other girls/boys? Isa pang downside ng pseudo- relationships, it is fleeting. When a disagreement sets in, or when one of you gets cold, then that would be the end of it. Unlike in a serious relationship, hindi mo alam kung saan ka lulugar sa isang pseudo-relationship. Wala kang pinanghahawakan. Kasi sa pseudo- relationship, there is no "us." Meron lang "you and me," hindi "us."

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Part 1 pa lang 'to!!! 'Till next time..

'nuff said!! ]]> ~Francis88 http://Francis88.deviantart.com/journal/4485058/ http://Francis88.deviantart.com/journal/4485058/ Thu, 03 Feb 2005 01:11:00 PST
Kakaasar sobra!! I have high-blood pressure na nga gaganunin pa ako.. Mamamatay ako ng maaga nyan!!!!

Sayang walang emoticons nga dito sa journals eh.. bawal ata.. papakita ko lang siya ng mga emotions ko... here goes nothing..

la na akong maisip eh!! Basta Sh*t!!):

'Nuff said!! ]]> ~Francis88 http://Francis88.deviantart.com/journal/4054337/ http://Francis88.deviantart.com/journal/4054337/ Mon, 13 Dec 2004 00:16:00 PST ~Francis88