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Anywho, uploaded some drawings. Enjoy.

]]> ~Freakomite http://Freakomite.deviantart.com/journal/17819919/ http://Freakomite.deviantart.com/journal/17819919/ Sat, 12 Apr 2008 19:14:30 PDT 2. Crappo moment - Seeing Paul before he left.
3. Silliest moment - Dancing penis. Rofl.
4. Favorite food - Mambas.
5. Next week's wishes - To write Paul, exercise, dance in rain.



Hey guys. I haven't been around, and I bet none of you guys really remember me, but watch out for some artwork, mainly photography. I'm going to be taking classes to expand my horizons and I'm going to be buying a new camera soon. Keep an eye out... I'm sure I'll catch it.

-T

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1. I'll respond with something random about you.

2. I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.

3. I'll pick a flavor of Jello to wrestle with you in.

4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.

5. I'll tell you my first/clearest memory of you.

6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.

7. I'll ask you something that I've always wondered about you.

8. you must put this into your journal.

]]> ~Freakomite http://Freakomite.deviantart.com/journal/13951531/ http://Freakomite.deviantart.com/journal/13951531/ Tue, 31 Jul 2007 05:13:53 PDT

Seven things that scare you:

1. Being alone
2. The dark
3. becoming my parents
4. never leaving ktown
5. being alone.
6. being forgotten
7. spiders (sometimes)

Seven things you like the most:

1. the beach
2. daydreaming
3. reading
4. making silly noises at people I like.
5. smiles
6. driving
7. the color blue

Seven random facts about you:

1. I am the NC state speed gold panning champion
2. I collect regular sided dice
3. I love shoes and seem to collect those too.
4. I've been doing photography less then the amount of time I've been on deviantart.
5. Chocolate is my downfall; cookie dough as well.
6. I've been to most states on the east coast.
7. I'm planning on going into the military.

Seven things you plan to do before you die:

1. Travel everywhere.
2. Achieve some sort of status in life--having a career.
3. Finish school.
4. See all seven wonders.
5. Adopt one child and have one of my own.
6. Learn another language
7. Have five poems published (two already are).

Seven things that attract you to the opposite sex:

1. Quirkiness.
2. Humor
3. Music Interests (I'm sorry I'm not listening to certain things all my life, I'd kill someone)
4. Religion (Christianity for me is a turn-off).
5. Strength (Yeah I want to be thrown around a little).
6. Eyes
7. Lips

Seven things you say the most:

1. Thank you for calling the university best buy this is teresa how may I help you?
2. I'm sorry we do not have any wiis.
3. Grrr.
4. (whil;e yelling out the window of my car) You stupid mother fucker you're going 20 mph under the speed limit move that piece of shit!!!
5. Addawhata?
6. Nerp.
7. and probably something like "Oh my god I love those shoes!"

Seven celebrity crushes (whether local or foreign, including characters from a video game, cartoon, anime or manga, book…. etc.):

1. Sesshoumaru
2. Mugen
3. Johnny Depp
4. Captain Jack Sparrow
5. Will Turner
6. Elizabeth Swann (not actual crush but a I wanna be just like her crush)
7. And any guy fromt eh movie 300 (they were all hot)

]]> ~Freakomite http://Freakomite.deviantart.com/journal/13746736/ http://Freakomite.deviantart.com/journal/13746736/ Sun, 15 Jul 2007 16:44:04 PDT
Mucho photos. Now all I have to do is reinstall photoshop cs2 and play around and then post them.

Turmoil of things going on personally.

Just so you know if you're reading this. I miss you. I want you here or me there... and I wish that our lives were at the right time.

]]> ~Freakomite http://Freakomite.deviantart.com/journal/13261952/ http://Freakomite.deviantart.com/journal/13261952/ Fri, 08 Jun 2007 07:04:08 PDT
So, the next day off I have I'm going to work on my art. It shouldn't be that far away. I know exactly where I'm going to take photos too.

Thank you guys!
Teresa

]]> ~Freakomite http://Freakomite.deviantart.com/journal/13047143/ http://Freakomite.deviantart.com/journal/13047143/ Tue, 22 May 2007 05:49:57 PDT
Or I'll just start doing more photography period.

I promise now... goooo view my page lots!

]]> ~Freakomite http://Freakomite.deviantart.com/journal/12608266/ http://Freakomite.deviantart.com/journal/12608266/ Sun, 15 Apr 2007 16:25:01 PDT
On that note, in june and july I will be gone for 3 weeks...

Which is why I cannot afford a new camera right now.

Afterwards I'll be saving to go sky diving... I just wish I had a good camera for that.

Basically I'm saying I haven't been submitting because I hate my camera... and I want a new one... that and I'm a dork and haven't been able to reply to basically anything.

XoXo
Teresa

P.S.
Wish me luck I'm trying for a senior position at work... I got upgraded to fulltime not that long ago.

]]> ~Freakomite http://Freakomite.deviantart.com/journal/12489518/ http://Freakomite.deviantart.com/journal/12489518/ Fri, 06 Apr 2007 22:18:51 PDT
Happy wives of dead people = omg she is not hugging me... ew ew ew ew ew. It was a dead people hug. eeeewwwwwww.


Some of my thoughts:

I want to poke his eyes.
He really looks alive.
She wants a hug
Omg, what if he sat up and smacked that happy bitch?
He looks bloated.
OMG she wants another hug.
WTF?!?!?! After hearing "My face hurts from smiling so much"
I've been standing next to this guy for too long. I think I'm going to be sick.
Oph, another hug. What if I got sick on her white shirt?
Oh yay time to go!

]]> ~Freakomite http://Freakomite.deviantart.com/journal/12366179/ http://Freakomite.deviantart.com/journal/12366179/ Tue, 03 Apr 2007 19:38:19 PDT
Edit: I also have writer's block.


Something about slinky words and glimmering glances. Teeth and biting appear. Tangled arms and feather touches upon my skin.

]]> ~Freakomite http://Freakomite.deviantart.com/journal/11640871/ http://Freakomite.deviantart.com/journal/11640871/ Wed, 31 Jan 2007 20:43:42 PST
I have a work in progress (in photoshop) and I have a piece of poetry in progress.

Think I may work with some charcoal tomorrow.

Other then that, I bought a new car last Saturday. '07 Chevy Cobalt. Black and almost fully loaded, I don't think you could fit much of anything else into that package.

I was just happy that my name is on a loan, that means my credit rating will go up! XD Yeah, screw guys who won't sign papers making houses default. We'll show them! lol I'm just joking, I wouldn't want to be in contact with him for any reason.

On heavy rotation:

Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
Ciara
"Flagpole Sitta"--Harvey Danger (oldie, but awesome)
Incubus
Reggie and the Full Effect
Gym Class Heroes

<3 you guys I'm going to sleep.
Teresa

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Teresa

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Red.

Hair.

Kinda cute.

But pretty radical for me.

<3

T

]]> ~Freakomite http://Freakomite.deviantart.com/journal/10065819/ http://Freakomite.deviantart.com/journal/10065819/ Wed, 13 Sep 2006 23:47:31 PDT
X = Beer

Y = Caffine

N = Beef Jerky

T = Dancing

So what is P?

1/2X + 3Y + N + 10T = P

P = STOMACH ACHE!!!!!!!!!

Eww. ]]> ~Freakomite http://Freakomite.deviantart.com/journal/9997368/ http://Freakomite.deviantart.com/journal/9997368/ Thu, 07 Sep 2006 10:37:11 PDT
--I've been looking up the meanings of the dreams I've been having (weird thing is the predictions have been coming true.

--Went to Chilli's with a friend today.

--Have to work today.

--I may have a new picture to post soon, I just have to get my pictures developed/get a usb cable to hook my camera up to the computer.

--I will not post drunk pictures of me, I look horrible in them
(I already deleted the one of me on the floor).

--I've been much happier lately, and have been wearing skirts ore often.

Toodles.

T ]]> ~Freakomite http://Freakomite.deviantart.com/journal/9900652/ http://Freakomite.deviantart.com/journal/9900652/ Tue, 29 Aug 2006 19:45:03 PDT
It's time. I'm throwing the towel in on being a slack ass.

That is, after I sleep off the alcohol. Irish cream is always good btw... love it. ]]> ~Freakomite http://Freakomite.deviantart.com/journal/9836020/ http://Freakomite.deviantart.com/journal/9836020/ Thu, 24 Aug 2006 07:15:44 PDT
So, I'm going to PRIDE on Saturday, then my birhday is tuesday, then I'm having a party on Friday night for my birthday... It should be most fun.

Oh, and I'm writing out my story for Victorian Future on paper then posting it, so that I may catch more mistakes that way....



...every girl's crazy 'bout a sharp dressed man.... ]]> ~Freakomite http://Freakomite.deviantart.com/journal/9346691/ http://Freakomite.deviantart.com/journal/9346691/ Thu, 03 Aug 2006 16:03:24 PDT I GOT A JOB!!!!!!!!!! YAY!!!!!!!NESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


And I'm trying for a different one. Good to have backups aye?

Love you guys!!!!!!!

Hey guys! I need a favor! If you find any good stock of people dancing let me know! I'm creating a videoish tribute to stock artists called Just Dance! I would greatly appreciate it. I'll update you guys on the progress. It will take a good bit of time and a lot of stock images. I'm giving at most 1.2 seconds per image. I may string a couple images together for an effect of actual dancing, but otherwise, it's not going to be long for one image to be up there at all. All artists will be notified and credited, in movie and out. If you are a stock artist that has come upon me! Do me a favor! Create stock of you dancing! It'll be great! Wanna be recognized! Do it! K thanks!

Muah

Teresa

Update:
I am 56 seconds into the song which is over 5 mintues long al let me see how many images I have used already... almost 80 images!!!!!! And I'm not even into a whole minute of the song!!!!!! I need more images... and I've spent hours looking for good stock images. And only from DA This is going to be dedicated to DA Stock artists. Gah....

Updated again:
I'm still working on this, it takes longer then you think! My wrists hurt from working on it! Trying to find the right stock, trying to hit the beats correctly, and trying to live a life. Takes waaaaaaaaaaay too much time. Oh well. Hopefully this will be done before Christmas.

Look I got one of those week subscriptions things... yay biotches. ]]> ~Freakomite http://Freakomite.deviantart.com/journal/9311830/ http://Freakomite.deviantart.com/journal/9311830/ Sat, 08 Jul 2006 12:42:06 PDT ~Freakomite http://Freakomite.deviantart.com/journal/9291303/ http://Freakomite.deviantart.com/journal/9291303/ Thu, 06 Jul 2006 11:12:12 PDT
T ]]> ~Freakomite http://Freakomite.deviantart.com/journal/9125886/ http://Freakomite.deviantart.com/journal/9125886/ Tue, 20 Jun 2006 11:42:12 PDT
I had a tv drop on my wrist the other day, and I'm starting to think I fractured it. It hasn't gotten better in about 2 days going on 3rd. It has bumps on it and hurts to touch. yeah It's swollen too. I've been icing it due to Blake's advice.

Was supposed to goto a job interview today but I took the directions and couldn't find it at all... I even was still try ing after my interview was supposed to start... so I applied at another place...

Got to clean up downstairs, but I'll try and catch up on everything.

And Chris, check your email.

Silly


Love you guys,
Teresa

And the title is because I went to say I'm sorry guys but a ton of titles popped down when I typed "I" so I picked one... maybe I'll do a different one later. ]]> ~Freakomite http://Freakomite.deviantart.com/journal/8991719/ http://Freakomite.deviantart.com/journal/8991719/ Mon, 12 Jun 2006 21:43:41 PDT
But in other news, I have been clubbing a lot lately, and it's been fun. ]]> ~Freakomite http://Freakomite.deviantart.com/journal/8938012/ http://Freakomite.deviantart.com/journal/8938012/ Thu, 01 Jun 2006 07:44:35 PDT
Now on to the ridiculious.

I quit said job that was causing me to stress out so much.

Here's the thing, my ex boss was trying to scare me because of it... it was a big hoopla and now one of my good friends is angry with me. Because said boss basically tricked me into calling him (my friend) a bad boss and he asked me if I think I could do better and I said "I dunno, I guess?" in a very unsure tone so technically I didn't know... so DEREK shouldn't be mad at me!!!!!!!

The real thing is I mainly quit so that I wouldn't screw over Derek, and I wish he would see that.

Anywho, on to the sorry.

I'm sorry ex for getting you suspended. I hadn't meant to... :/

<3 you guys mucho
T ]]> ~Freakomite http://Freakomite.deviantart.com/journal/8837541/ http://Freakomite.deviantart.com/journal/8837541/ Sun, 21 May 2006 17:41:08 PDT


Ex, I'm really sorry I haven't been able to keep up on all that has been going on... silly me.

Strange, I am going to look at all of your work soon enough... and I'm sorry we don't talk as much as we used to. You're still my favorite aussie!

OutSideInWorld, thank you for the faves! I hope you're doing ok.

Mangahearts, I'm sorry we haven't been able to catch each other online at the right time. Maybe sometime soon.


Tomorrow I have an interview for a "business" job. Go me... I'm off to buy appropriate attire. ]]> ~Freakomite http://Freakomite.deviantart.com/journal/8632794/ http://Freakomite.deviantart.com/journal/8632794/ Sun, 30 Apr 2006 16:11:24 PDT Thanking ahead of time for anyone who actually reads this.

Now on to the

Today was a good day to stand up for myself.


I walked out on Macado's. The Bastards.

________________________________________ _________

[link]
[link]

And here is a link to the only thing that has made me cry in months....

[link] By ~Ex1

It still means so much to me.

My Bestest Friends:
~Ex1
~strAngEbutOK

My Bestest Stalker of all!
~OutSideInWorld

Remember beauty is what you make of it. Capture it to be able to show others what beauty is...




Proud member of

I deleted Artist watch, because well... I suck at updating stuff. ]]> ~Freakomite http://Freakomite.deviantart.com/journal/8624288/ http://Freakomite.deviantart.com/journal/8624288/ Sat, 29 Apr 2006 19:00:29 PDT Thanking ahead of time for anyone who actually reads this.

Now on to the

okie poeple, I can't type much because I'm not supposed to be using th computer, but I just wanted to tell everyone lasik went great. I can see a million times better then before. It's worth the money you wouldn't believe. The computer is hurting my eyes, so I'm adverting them from it right now... Muah love you guys much, and I hope ya'll are doing great!

T

________________________________________ _________

[link]
[link]

And here is a link to the only thing that has made me cry in months....

[link] By ~Ex1

It still means so much to me.

My Bestest Friends:
~Ex1
~strAngEbutOK

My Bestest Stalker of all!
~OutSideInWorld

Remember beauty is what you make of it. Capture it to be able to show others what beauty is...




Proud member of

I deleted Artist watch, because well... I suck at updating stuff. ]]> ~Freakomite http://Freakomite.deviantart.com/journal/8515969/ http://Freakomite.deviantart.com/journal/8515969/ Tue, 18 Apr 2006 22:27:44 PDT Thanking ahead of time for anyone who actually reads this.

Now on to the

Yay!!!!!!! 5000 Pageviews!!!!!!!!!! Woohoo! Party!!!!!!

Alright and I GOT THE JOB!!!!!!!!!! YAY!!!!!! WOOHOOOOOOOO

So... I think I'm giving up on Drawing Kagome, what should I do for a 5000 gift to all my watchers?


--T

________________________________________ _________

[link]
[link]

And here is a link to the only thing that has made me cry in months....

[link] By ~Ex1

It still means so much to me.

My Bestest Friends:
~Ex1
~strAngEbutOK

My Bestest Stalker of all!
~OutSideInWorld

Remember beauty is what you make of it. Capture it to be able to show others what beauty is...




Proud member of

I deleted Artist watch, because well... I suck at updating stuff. ]]> ~Freakomite http://Freakomite.deviantart.com/journal/8482704/ http://Freakomite.deviantart.com/journal/8482704/ Sat, 15 Apr 2006 20:15:00 PDT Thanking ahead of time for anyone who actually reads this.

Now on to the

So... one of my friends who got fired from Macado's (panda for some of you who actually know him) got hired at Last Chance as an Asst. Manager. Well, he was promoted to Manager and now his Superior (one awesome guy) Sam and him are asking me to come over and be asst. manager. (It's not guaranteed, but it's basically in the bag). So... fucking sweet. I'd have to pull up sales, but PR is what I'm good at. I can to that, I will do that. I'm happy. I'm very happy.
YAYSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!



So... That's it. Fucking awesome.

________________________________________ _________

[link]
[link]

And here is a link to the only thing that has made me cry in months....

[link] By ~Ex1

It still means so much to me.

My Bestest Friends:
~Ex1
~strAngEbutOK

My Bestest Stalker of all!
~OutSideInWorld

Remember beauty is what you make of it. Capture it to be able to show others what beauty is...




Proud member of

I deleted Artist watch, because well... I suck at updating stuff. ]]> ~Freakomite http://Freakomite.deviantart.com/journal/8474117/ http://Freakomite.deviantart.com/journal/8474117/ Fri, 14 Apr 2006 22:54:43 PDT Thanking ahead of time for anyone who actually reads this.

Now on to the

So, I got my hands on some Kahlua today. I have fallen in love. Kahlua and Milk on the rocks. Please, k thx. It's sweet and creamy. It's so good. I actually found something I truely truely like for the taste, not for the effect. Because, I don't know if you've noticed, but Kahlua only is 20% proof. I'm used to drinking 151. Oh well. It's nice and hopefully will allow me to sleep well tonight. I heart Kahlua!

________________________________________ _________

[link]
[link]

And here is a link to the only thing that has made me cry in months....

[link] By ~Ex1

It still means so much to me.

My Bestest Friends:
~Ex1
~strAngEbutOK

My Bestest Stalker of all!
~OutSideInWorld

Remember beauty is what you make of it. Capture it to be able to show others what beauty is...




Proud member of

I deleted Artist watch, because well... I suck at updating stuff. ]]> ~Freakomite http://Freakomite.deviantart.com/journal/8411799/ http://Freakomite.deviantart.com/journal/8411799/ Sun, 09 Apr 2006 17:43:49 PDT Thanking ahead of time for anyone who actually reads this.

Now on to the

Ok... So for that up and coming 5000 pageview!!! I'm drawing *gasp* Kagome! But not with a pencil. With a mouse... and it's friggin hard. So it's going to take me a while... but I got her eyes really well. I hate her mouth and I have everythign else, but hey... who knows! I migh tfinally get everythign done later... Gone to sleep... night people.

HEY!!

I guess Wal-mart doesn't look through Classic Rock's albums to see if they have cussing in them! The Dark Side of the Moon has some in it and it doesn't bleep them out!! Can you believe it?

I can't... stuck up mother... I won't say it.

________________________________________ _________

[link]
[link]

And here is a link to the only thing that has made me cry in months....

[link] By ~Ex1

It still means so much to me.

My Bestest Friends:
~Ex1
~strAngEbutOK

My Bestest Stalker of all!
~OutSideInWorld

Remember beauty is what you make of it. Capture it to be able to show others what beauty is...




Proud member of

I deleted Artist watch, because well... I suck at updating stuff. ]]> ~Freakomite http://Freakomite.deviantart.com/journal/8364300/ http://Freakomite.deviantart.com/journal/8364300/ Fri, 07 Apr 2006 21:45:11 PDT Thanking ahead of time for anyone who actually reads this.

Now on to the

Um... sorry for flooding your inbox guys!!!!!!


Love you mucho!!!!!!


Muahs
Teresa

Update:

Um, I'm getting the pictures from the beach put to cd, I pick them up tomorrow... so maybe more inbox flooding? Again I'm sorry... but I've been holding out on your guys too long! I'll be putting up a Sesshoumaru drawing or two maybe tomorrow also!

Update updated: I put them up!!!!



Enjoy... I know I haven't put anything up remotely Inuyasha in a while. Muahs love you guys.

Update Updated Updater:

Someone! Catcha Screenshot of my 5,000 pageview!!! It's a huge thing for me!!! I swear I will gift someone with something if they do!!!!!!! I don't care even if it's an AMV or a poem, or fanart, or whatever!!!! Lemme know I'll do it!!! Gimme that screenshot!!!!!

Update Updated Updater Updates:

I'm going to get the pictures I took from the beach today! Which means... more inbox flooding... but I my span it out so it's not that bad... I heart you guys...

And it tooks like I need to get a new subscription... *sighs* I'll prolly be without it for a month... Gotta pay my bills right? Alright See you guys later!

Note to Ex--

I made my pb&js only have 195 calories!!! Muhahahahahahahahahahahahaha

I changed the bread and the pb!!!

On that note, they have as much calories as my ramen.... *evil giggles* I love ramen.

Contest thingy from ~ClubInuyasha [link]

I had this Hilarious Idea of Sesshoumaru letting down his hair in from a castle as Inuyasha/Kagome or maybe Jaken?!?! lol tries to save him... (Rapunzel) Sesshoumaru, Sesshoumaru let down your hair so I may scale this castle to save thee. If KAgome was doing the saving I could see Inuyasha off to the side saying Oh WTF?!?!?! Lmao, sorry it was a funny idea in my head... probably won't be able to do it in time... but it's funny.

________________________________________ _________

[link]
[link]

And here is a link to the only thing that has made me cry in months....

[link] By ~Ex1

It still means so much to me.

My Bestest Friends:
~Ex1
~strAngEbutOK

My Bestest Stalker of all!
~OutSideInWorld

Remember beauty is what you make of it. Capture it to be able to show others what beauty is...




Prou... ]]> ~Freakomite http://Freakomite.deviantart.com/journal/8336232/ http://Freakomite.deviantart.com/journal/8336232/ Sat, 01 Apr 2006 17:05:57 PST Thanking ahead of time for anyone who actually reads this.

Now on to the

Stress. It's eating me alive.. and I'm just trying to breath.

I talk like I'm fine, but really deep down... I just want to die.

Sadly, I can't hurt myself anymore... I've vowed never to let anyone hurt me anymore including myself... and even I cannot break that promise.

So, I'm suck here, hurting... just for the sake of hurting sometimes I think...

________________________________________ _________

[link]
[link]

And here is a link to the only thing that has made me cry in months....

[link] By ~Ex1

It still means so much to me.

Some Great People:
~Ex1
~strAngEbutOK

Remember beauty is what you make of it. Capture it to be able to show others what beauty is...


Proud member of

I deleted Artist watch, because well... I suck at updating stuff. ]]> ~Freakomite http://Freakomite.deviantart.com/journal/8327912/ http://Freakomite.deviantart.com/journal/8327912/ Fri, 31 Mar 2006 21:31:47 PST Thanking ahead of time for anyone who actually reads this.

Now on to the

Every time we lie awake
After every hit we take
Every feeling that I get
But I havent missed you yet

Every roommate kept awake
By every sigh and scream we make
All the feelings that I get
But I still don't miss you yet

Only when I stop to think about it

I hate everything about you
Why do I love you
I hate everything about you
Why do I love you

Every time we lie awake
After every hit we take
Every feeling that I get
But I havent missed you yet





And I can't bring myself to say I love you, because, that would just be too much like trying to hurt myself.


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On another note, I am off Tuesday, so that's when I'll be uploading everything. This is a forwarning of inbox flooding.

Hate 'em, Love 'em, but don't just leave 'em.

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[link]
[link]

Well, she's not bleeding on the ballroom floor
Just for the attention.
Cause that's just ridiculously on.
Well, she sure is going to get it
Here's the setting
Fashion magazines line the walls now
The walls line the bullet holes

Have some composure
Where is your posture?
Oh, no, no
You're pulling the trigger
Pulling the trigger
All wrong

Give me envy, give me malice, give me your attention
Give me envy, give me malice, baby, give me a break!
When I say "Shotgun", you say "Wedding"
"Shotgun", "Wedding", "Shotgun", "Wedding"

She didn't choose this role
But she'll play it and make it sincere
So you cry, you cry
(Give me a break)
But they believe it from the tears
And the teeth right down to the blood
At her feet
Boys will be boys
Hiding in estrogen and wearing Aubergine dreams
(Give me a break)


Some Great People:
~Ex1
~strAngEbutOK

Remember beauty is what you make of it. Capture it to be able to show others what beauty is...


Proud member of

I deleted Artist watch, because well... I suck at updating stuff. ]]> ~Freakomite http://Freakomite.deviantart.com/journal/8316684/ http://Freakomite.deviantart.com/journal/8316684/ Thu, 30 Mar 2006 17:39:01 PST Thanking ahead of time for anyone who actually reads this.

Now on to the

I've went off and took some more photos. I know I am going to name one "Road to Destruction".

One of the plants here has been torn down, and I haven't been by it in sometime... I gasped at the damage. All hopes and dreams of the people that once worked there were dashed.

I also took some photos at the park.

Other then that... I want to go out, I want to go out and eat, but I don't want to go alone... I feel so stupid talking about this. If it were before me and Megan had the fight, I would have called her up. But, it's not and I'm not... *sighs* I feel so alone, probably the reason I like to work so much. Going to stop talking about this I'm actually getting depressed.

--T


"Give me envy, give me malice, give me your attention
Give me envy, give me malice, baby, give me a break!"

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Well, she's not bleeding on the ballroom floor
Just for the attention.
Cause that's just ridiculously on.
Well, she sure is going to get it
Here's the setting
Fashion magazines line the walls now
The walls line the bullet holes

Have some composure
Where is your posture?
Oh, no, no
You're pulling the trigger
Pulling the trigger
All wrong

Give me envy, give me malice, give me your attention
Give me envy, give me malice, baby, give me a break!
When I say "Shotgun", you say "Wedding"
"Shotgun", "Wedding", "Shotgun", "Wedding"

She didn't choose this role
But she'll play it and make it sincere
So you cry, you cry
(Give me a break)
But they believe it from the tears
And the teeth right down to the blood
At her feet
Boys will be boys
Hiding in estrogen and wearing Aubergine dreams
(Give me a break)


Some Great People:
~Ex1
~strAngEbutOK

Remember beauty is what you make of it. Capture it to be able to show others what beauty is...


Proud member of

I deleted Artist watch, because well... I suck at updating stuff. ]]> ~Freakomite http://Freakomite.deviantart.com/journal/8299260/ http://Freakomite.deviantart.com/journal/8299260/ Tue, 28 Mar 2006 21:40:19 PST Thanking ahead of time for anyone who actually reads this.

Now on to the

But mybe just to me and Lati.

If you want a glimpse into Stellarcon... please see this flash... I cried I laughed so hard... and you guys probably won't get it.

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Okaliday I got tagged by

Rules: The 1st player (me) of this "game" starts with the topic "6 weird habits/things about yourself" and people who get tagged need to write a journal about their 6 weird habits/things as well as state this rule clearly. In the end, you need to choose the next 6 people to be tagged and list their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says "you are tagged" in their devpage comments and tell them to read yours....

6 weird habits/things about me...

1) I absolutely love wine glasses and will drink anything out of them (just like now and my rum and coke lol)

2) I keep flowers I put in my vases way past the length of withering... I make sure they are good and dead before they leave me (it's an insecurity... lol)

3) I buy stuff and take it back all the time... I'm never sure of a purchase I make...

4) I will not eat corn on the cob at all, no ifs and or buts, I won't do it... but I'll eat it if it has been cut off...

5) I have an overwhelming need to do something wild and I've done the tattoos and yet it's still not enough... and if I keep going this way I fear I will never get enough and won't ever be able to have a "normal job" or "normal life"

6) The color black is everywhere in my life, almost all of my clothes, my bed sheets, my comforter, etc. etc., but my favorite color is a deep hot pink but I think it's too bright... I think I have a dreary outlook on life right now...

*sigh*

now, i tag:

Ex1
HidoiYume
yrmomma
Eh... whatever... I'm not really trying to get anyone else to do it... but if you want to! GREAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Ok I'll stop now.

I would have tagged Strage, but she's the one that tagged me...

Muahs.

-T

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[link]
[link]

Well, she's not bleeding on the ballroom floor
Just for the attention.
Cause that's just ridiculously on.
Well, she sure is going to get it
Here's the setting
Fashion magazines line the walls now
The walls line the bullet holes

Have some composure
Where is your posture?
Oh, no, no
You're pulling the trigger
Pulling the trigger
All wrong

Give me envy, give me malice, give me your attention
Give me envy, give me malice, baby, give me a break!
When I say "Shotgun", you say "Wedding"
"Shotgun", "Wedding", "Shotgun", "Wedding"

She didn't choose this role
But she'll play it and make it sincere
So you cry, you cry
(Give me a break)
But they believe it from the tears
And the teeth right down to the blood
At her feet
Boys will be boys
Hiding in estrogen and wearing Aubergine dreams
(Give me a break)


Some Great People:
~Ex1
~strAngEbutOK

Remember beauty is what you make of it. Capture it to be able to show others what beauty is...


Proud member of http://Freakomite.deviantart.com/journal/8268660/ Sat, 25 Mar 2006 20:01:14 PST Thanking ahead of time for anyone who actually reads this.

Now on to the

I just haven't posted it yet... because... well... I haven't got it on this computer yet...

It has a new photo of me... but you can't see it too well... It's in a mix of other photos... of the beach of course...

Will post soon.

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[link]
[link]

Well, she's not bleeding on the ballroom floor
Just for the attention.
Cause that's just ridiculously on.
Well, she sure is going to get it
Here's the setting
Fashion magazines line the walls now
The walls line the bullet holes

Have some composure
Where is your posture?
Oh, no, no
You're pulling the trigger
Pulling the trigger
All wrong

Give me envy, give me malice, give me your attention
Give me envy, give me malice, baby, give me a break!
When I say "Shotgun", you say "Wedding"
"Shotgun", "Wedding", "Shotgun", "Wedding"

She didn't choose this role
But she'll play it and make it sincere
So you cry, you cry
(Give me a break)
But they believe it from the tears
And the teeth right down to the blood
At her feet
Boys will be boys
Hiding in estrogen and wearing Aubergine dreams
(Give me a break)


Some Great People:
~Ex1
~strAngEbutOK

Remember beauty is what you make of it. Capture it to be able to show others what beauty is...


Proud member of

I deleted Artist watch, because well... I suck at updating stuff. ]]> ~Freakomite http://Freakomite.deviantart.com/journal/8251841/ http://Freakomite.deviantart.com/journal/8251841/ Fri, 24 Mar 2006 02:05:33 PST Thanking ahead of time for anyone who actually reads this.

Now on to the

Tonight was crazy incredible. I bought new clothes. Then I went to Gboro. I hung out wit my homie LiNDA L and ate at Taco Bell. That was wicked in itself, because I don't get to see her much. But, when she had to goto Tumble class I went to LiNDA J's. When I got there her and Teresa decided to smoke Hukkah (not sure if that is spelled right?), which is flavored tobacco. So, I joined in, I actually got a cool little buzz off of it. Well, after her boy got there we went to a tattoo parlor. We both got new tattoos. Mine is on the back of my calf and hers is on her back. The guy did a wicked great job on mine and wasn't half bad looking... so I flirted oh yes I did. He noticed that I lived near charlotte and told me that he has a few friends that work at Ace's... if I needed another tat it was a good place to go. He gave me and hug and we were off. Drama on the hall (when isn't there?) and then we took off again. To Arizona Pete's. Which if you don't know is a club. I've been there before but it was not as fun as tonight was. I danced with Squireley! And like three guys. Mainly because we were warding off guys lol. It was fun for me because we had the attention for a little bit. But... it was that last guy that made my day the best. Me and Val were slow dancing because it was the last song before they kicked you out and this guy comes up to us and dances with both of us. Well, they played this other song afterward that was 70'sish afterward and everyone was leaving, but this guy just kept dancing with me. It was like swing dancing almost. It was just, I've never had a guy to dance with me like that before unless he was an actual teacher (which I've forgotten all my steps it's been a good 7 years since I had the lessons). He would push me away and then twirl me and jerk me back to his arms. He kissed me on my jaw line and then pushed me away again to twirl me. He even actually dipped me a few times. When the song ended he kissed both of my hands and said "Goodbye Sweetness". Yeah, so I've decided that is how I want a guy to treat me. That's where my standards are to now. And btw I thought he looked good IMO. He had a cute white smile. And I knew he was leading when we were dancing. I've never had that with anyone... I've always lead... I need someone who can lead me...and not just dancing either... *sighs* oh well. Got home going to sleep. Love you guys. Night

Teresa

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[link]
[link]

So wear me like a locket around your throat
I'll weigh you down, I'll watch you choke
You look so good in blue, so good in blue.


take your taste back
peel back your skin
and try to forget how it feels inside
you should try saying no once in a while


It was so long ago, and now you know...





"Living is just a waste of death"




"Are you that clever,
that you'll smile forever?"





"Education is being lost in the world of thought"
________________________________________ __________


Artist Watch:

I will update this section as much as possible (lets be real, I don't update this but maybe one a month); these are some people's art I think you should check out!

~PhantomVision-Stock
~Ex1
*EonneO
~strAngEbutOK

Remember beauty is what you make of it. Cap... ]]> ~Freakomite http://Freakomite.deviantart.com/journal/8238109/ http://Freakomite.deviantart.com/journal/8238109/ Wed, 22 Mar 2006 15:26:30 PST Thanking ahead of time for anyone who actually reads this.

Now on to the

Decided to Draw some more anime-ish things. I also am going to upload some pictures I took at the beach, just have to get them into format to be able to get them on my computer.

BTW I HAVE A VIRUS ON AIM! Becareful!

________________________________________ _________

[link]
[link]

So wear me like a locket around your throat
I'll weigh you down, I'll watch you choke
You look so good in blue, so good in blue.


take your taste back
peel back your skin
and try to forget how it feels inside
you should try saying no once in a while


It was so long ago, and now you know...





"Living is just a waste of death"




"Are you that clever,
that you'll smile forever?"





"Education is being lost in the world of thought"
________________________________________ __________


Artist Watch:

I will update this section as much as possible (lets be real, I don't update this but maybe one a month); these are some people's art I think you should check out!

~PhantomVision-Stock
~Ex1
*EonneO
~strAngEbutOK

Remember beauty is what you make of it. Capture it to be able to show others what beauty is...


Proud member of ]]> ~Freakomite http://Freakomite.deviantart.com/journal/8232258/ http://Freakomite.deviantart.com/journal/8232258/ Tue, 21 Mar 2006 23:14:21 PST Thanking ahead of time for anyone who actually reads this.

Now on to the

You know what's sad? A waitress that will bring in almost a $400 check after taxes. (Two week period yes, but still.)

Yeah, so I worked a little over 45 hours on table service. Which is $2.30 an hour. I worked aalmost 69 hours on non-tipped service, which is $5.15 an hour. So it totals to $453.70 before taxes. This is going to be sweet because I have $135 on me. I get paid Friday!!!! Woot woot I get to pay some shit off! Woot woot!

Yeah, but still, I spent 114 hours out of 336 hours working. Take into account I sleep around 10 hours everyday, which only leaves 82 hours to anything in two weeks. Sad, huh? Ok so that's 6 hours a day, but still, that has to do with eating, showers, getting ready for work, driving (about an hour a day), and what not.

Funny.

Love
T

________________________________________ _________

[link]
[link]

So wear me like a locket around your throat
I'll weigh you down, I'll watch you choke
You look so good in blue, so good in blue.


take your taste back
peel back your skin
and try to forget how it feels inside
you should try saying no once in a while


It was so long ago, and now you know...





"Living is just a waste of death"




"Are you that clever,
that you'll smile forever?"





"Education is being lost in the world of thought"
________________________________________ __________


Artist Watch:

I will update this section as much as possible (lets be real, I don't update this but maybe one a month); these are some people's art I think you should check out!

~PhantomVision-Stock
~Ex1
*EonneO
~strAngEbutOK

Remember beauty is what you make of it. Capture it to be able to show others what beauty is...


Proud member of ]]> ~Freakomite http://Freakomite.deviantart.com/journal/8199549/ http://Freakomite.deviantart.com/journal/8199549/ Sat, 18 Mar 2006 16:34:04 PST Thanking ahead of time for anyone who actually reads this.

Now on to the

I was looking through something that someone gave me, and I read a quote and it reads:

"It's the good girls who keep the diaries; the bad girls never have the time."

--Tallulah Bankhead

I believe it fits me.

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[link]
[link]

So wear me like a locket around your throat
I'll weigh you down, I'll watch you choke
You look so good in blue, so good in blue.


take your taste back
peel back your skin
and try to forget how it feels inside
you should try saying no once in a while


It was so long ago, and now you know...





"Living is just a waste of death"




"Are you that clever,
that you'll smile forever?"





"Education is being lost in the world of thought"
________________________________________ __________


Artist Watch:

I will update this section as much as possible (lets be real, I don't update this but maybe one a month); these are some people's art I think you should check out!

~PhantomVision-Stock
~Ex1
*EonneO
~strAngEbutOK

Remember beauty is what you make of it. Capture it to be able to show others what beauty is...


Proud member of ]]> ~Freakomite http://Freakomite.deviantart.com/journal/8173492/ http://Freakomite.deviantart.com/journal/8173492/ Wed, 15 Mar 2006 22:09:10 PST Thanking ahead of time for anyone who actually reads this.

Now on to the

Wow, I swear the only time I've ever been this exhausted was when I was up 38 hours straight. So...

I got up at 9:48 am today, er yesterday... (it's 12:37 am) and I threw my cloths into the dryer. And apparently I had too many clothes in there because it took forever to get them dry! I got a bath (yes BATH), ate a snack, dried my hair, put makeup on, got everything else together and it still wasn't done!

Ok, skipping ahead. I got everything and was out the door. To wallie world. To get batteries. Took forever because I used to work there and everyone will talk to you. (And perhaps I love those people and just can't walk away) Alright so... I was there and everyone was looking at me for some reason. I didn't know what it was... I was a little uncomfortable with my shirt because it required me not to wear a bra... but yeah...

So, FINALLY I leave. Pay my sprint bill (which I thought was going to be $50, it was only $15). Get on I-85 and go get some food and then gas. When I went to get food from Mcd's (chicken fingers thank you!) a few of the construction workers were looking at me. Alright, I'm in a frickin’ drive-thru my shirt was not pulled down! What's up?

So, I go get gas which is just down the street. I get out and this guy actually pulled over to talk to me. He's like "Hey! The dark side! Good One!" I kinda give him an eyebrow up, like, wtf are you doing? and he goes "I've seen you around a few times, I thought it was pretty funny." By this time I'm done pumping my gas, and he's flirting a little. But when I goto leave, he told me "Have a safe trip Beautiful." Now, he wasn't my type at all, but it still hit me pretty hard; was that why everyone was staring at me? I thought I looked pretty good today, but I didn't know I looked good enough for some guy who saw me at the gas station pull off the road and come talk to me. You know? I dunno.

(Btw, he was talking about a sticker that I had put on my car that says “Join the Dark Side”)

So, I drive. And I took the long way apparently. it took me 4 hours and 15/30 minutes to get there. Holy craps. But, it felt so good... when I started to walk out there--soon as I got the sand in between my toes... I was in heaven. I rolled up my pant legs and walked out into the ocean... man I wished I brought my bathing suit... So, I started to take pictures and walk... and walk. before I knew it I walked about 1/2 a mile just taking pictures and playing.

You wanna know what is really sad? I felt like the ocean called to me... I love the beach and the ocean... I absolutely hate being away from it. And it was a good 5 years since I've been. I wanted to walk out into the ocean and head straight for the middle. The ocean has no limitations... no boundaries, it doesn't care... it just is ... a beautiful mix of harmony and chaos... a yin and yang to the thoughts of someone who has something trying to burst out of her...

So, I walked back to my car and went and got some souvenirs. (Along with some doughnuts) Then I found a new spot for the sunset. At first I was at Carolina Beach, but during the sunset I was at Kure Beach. (I got a cute mug that says "Kure Beach North Carolina" on it.) It was a breath taking sight to see the blues and pinks mixing above the horizon. I took a few more pictures until the sun was almost completely set and then...

I fucked up. I hit a wrong button. I formatted my memory card. I was about to cry when I remembered, I took some pictures with a disposable camera. So, I laid down on the sand and watched the stars while listening to the waves crash onto the beach. After about 30 minutes and deciding that the moon wasn't going to show itself... I got up and headed for my car. It was 8:15 pm when I started it up.

On the way home I caught some good stations, Carolina's rock 105 ROXXORS MY SOXXORS. I wish I had that instead of 106.5. About eh 10ish I rolled through Rockingham, and a cop pulled out behind me... (I had swerved because I'm a dork and I was getting into the music) and followed me past the city limits. HA! I'm good he couldn't pull me!!!!!! So... what if before I hit the town he was in I was going 80 mph? Hmmm... He doesn't know that.

So I kept going, and instead of being stupid and going down independence... I took I-485 and it cut down prolly an hour out of the trip...

I stopped at a steak n shake for dinner and (I had on a different shirt! With a bra!) one table wouldn't stop trying to look at me. That kinda pissed me off... your... ]]> ~Freakomite http://Freakomite.deviantart.com/journal/8163711/ http://Freakomite.deviantart.com/journal/8163711/ Tue, 14 Mar 2006 21:25:25 PST Thanking ahead of time for anyone who actually reads this.

Now on to the

So, today sucked. Well the first part started out with me only being in bed about 3 hours before I get harshly awoken by two parents yelling at each other. So, that kept me up for about 3 hours till I could actually fully get back to sleep. I got up about 12 pm and got ready and tlaked to mom a bit. Went to work and was asked to do Retail (hostessing). I agreed and it was the worst discision I ever made, almost. So, it completely sucked. After work I hung out with people like I usually do and Sam (who is gay) hung out with me. When I went to leave he gave me two kisses on the cheek. Sadly, that is the most action I've seen in a few months. *sighs* So, if I'm bitchy to you take it as it is because I need ass.

BESIDES THAT. I'm going to take a trip tomorrow. I don't know what beach I'm going to or whatever, but I'm going to a beach. I'm taking my camera and drawing pad. Wish for the best. I'm getting the hell out of here for a little while. But, everyone at work is going to a club tomorrow so I might get back in time to do that, because I need to make friends with people. So, I'm going to get ready to sleep. I'm worn out.

Much Love,
Teresa

P.S. I haven't answered comments yet because I've been running my ass off... I will though, and I have read them and they are much appreciated. Love you guys!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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[link]
[link]

So wear me like a locket around your throat
I'll weigh you down, I'll watch you choke
You look so good in blue, so good in blue.


take your taste back
peel back your skin
and try to forget how it feels inside
you should try saying no once in a while


It was so long ago, and now you know...





"Living is just a waste of death"




"Are you that clever,
that you'll smile forever?"





"Education is being lost in the world of thought"
________________________________________ __________


Artist Watch:

I will update this section as much as possible (lets be real, I don't update this but maybe one a month); these are some people's art I think you should check out!

~PhantomVision-Stock
~Ex1
*EonneO
~strAngEbutOK

Remember beauty is what you make of it. Capture it to be able to show others what beauty is...


Proud member of http://Freakomite.deviantart.com/journal/8143485/ Sun, 12 Mar 2006 20:22:52 PST Thanking ahead of time for anyone who actually reads this.

Now on to the

So... I have decided. John is too much trouble for me... He is too high maintenance. And I am waaaaaay too silly for him. That, and I do not seem to be able to be myself around him. I hate that.

I have made a list of things that would work against us:

1. He drinks waaay too much waaaaay too often.
2. He is prissy (giving props to my Jessie for heads up now lmao)
3. I think he fried his brains with drugs
4. He drinks too many caffine drinks (he drinks 3 red bulls before he comes to work and then gets drunk directly afterwards)
5. Something about him just agrivates me now.

So, I have decided he is a nice lil thing to look at, but not touch. Like window shopping. You see something pretty but know it will be too much like work. (Like a huge toy but has too many little pieces and has to be assembled straight after you get it out of the box--No thank you)

So... the John drama is no more.

Johns suck anywho.

________________________________________ _________

[link]
[link]

So wear me like a locket around your throat
I'll weigh you down, I'll watch you choke
You look so good in blue, so good in blue.


take your taste back
peel back your skin
and try to forget how it feels inside
you should try saying no once in a while


It was so long ago, and now you know...





"Living is just a waste of death"




"Are you that clever,
that you'll smile forever?"





"Education is being lost in the world of thought"
________________________________________ __________


Artist Watch:

I will update this section as much as possible (lets be real, I don't update this but maybe one a month); these are some people's art I think you should check out!

~PhantomVision-Stock
~Ex1
*EonneO
~strAngEbutOK

Remember beauty is what you make of it. Capture it to be able to show others what beauty is...


Proud member of ]]> ~Freakomite http://Freakomite.deviantart.com/journal/8133464/ http://Freakomite.deviantart.com/journal/8133464/ Sat, 11 Mar 2006 18:40:08 PST Thanking ahead of time for anyone who actually reads this.

Now on to the

Having to stand there for 30 minutes and hear "You need to keep drawing" over and over again is irritating. My parents were drunk, and wouldn't let me go back to my own damn room until they drilled it into my head that I should draw. I laugh at this. I have seen many (many) more talents artists then myself at a younger age then I. Because I drew one picture (one mother fucking picture) that seemed godly to them, I (of course!) have to be an artist. 90% of artists fail. I believe I would be one of those. I do not have the will to undergo the breaking down of my work, nor continuing it for 6 hours+ in a day. I am unable.

I wish they wouldn't push the subject. But, as they are letting me live under their roof, I will have to start drawing. I fear they will kick me out at some point if I do not.

To add to this, I almost did not goto work today... I almost drove by the exit to where I needed to go and kept driving... it felt like a good day to go somewhere else... away from here. But, then I remembered I had bills and couldn't do that. What a pity.

________________________________________ _________

[link]
[link]

So wear me like a locket around your throat
I'll weigh you down, I'll watch you choke
You look so good in blue, so good in blue.


take your taste back
peel back your skin
and try to forget how it feels inside
you should try saying no once in a while


It was so long ago, and now you know...





"Living is just a waste of death"




"Are you that clever,
that you'll smile forever?"





"Education is being lost in the world of thought"
________________________________________ __________


Artist Watch:

I will update this section as much as possible (lets be real, I don't update this but maybe one a month); these are some people's art I think you should check out!

~PhantomVision-Stock
~Ex1
*EonneO
~strAngEbutOK

Remember beauty is what you make of it. Capture it to be able to show others what beauty is...


Proud member of ]]> ~Freakomite http://Freakomite.deviantart.com/journal/8037667/ http://Freakomite.deviantart.com/journal/8037667/ Wed, 01 Mar 2006 13:18:37 PST Thanking ahead of time for anyone who actually reads this.

Now on to the

I have decided that who has ever known what they wanted to be when they "grew up" lied. Because I'm still trying to figure it out. The military isn't what I "want to do with my life" it's supposed to be a learning adventure! If I had to chose anything at this moment in time it would be a stunt car driver. You know the ones that drive the car in the movies and commercials and shit, where the actors can't. I would love to do that. I'd like to race cars too. It would give me that little bit of excitment that I need in my life.

________________________________________ _________

[link]
[link]

So wear me like a locket around your throat
I'll weigh you down, I'll watch you choke
You look so good in blue, so good in blue.


take your taste back
peel back your skin
and try to forget how it feels inside
you should try saying no once in a while


It was so long ago, and now you know...





"Living is just a waste of death"




"Are you that clever,
that you'll smile forever?"





"Education is being lost in the world of thought"
________________________________________ __________


Artist Watch:

I will update this section as much as possible (lets be real, I don't update this but maybe one a month); these are some people's art I think you should check out!

~PhantomVision-Stock
~Ex1
*EonneO
~strAngEbutOK

Remember beauty is what you make of it. Capture it to be able to show others what beauty is...


Proud member of ]]> ~Freakomite http://Freakomite.deviantart.com/journal/8032813/ http://Freakomite.deviantart.com/journal/8032813/ Tue, 28 Feb 2006 22:10:37 PST Thanking ahead of time for anyone who actually reads this.

Now on to the

Silly Me, I forgot we were lying to ourselves. Sorry.

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[link]
[link]

So wear me like a locket around your throat
I'll weigh you down, I'll watch you choke
You look so good in blue, so good in blue.


take your taste back
peel back your skin
and try to forget how it feels inside
you should try saying no once in a while


It was so long ago, and now you know...





"Living is just a waste of death"




"Are you that clever,
that you'll smile forever?"





"Education is being lost in the world of thought"
________________________________________ __________


Artist Watch:

I will update this section as much as possible (lets be real, I don't update this but maybe one a month); these are some people's art I think you should check out!

~PhantomVision-Stock
~Ex1
*EonneO
~strAngEbutOK

Remember beauty is what you make of it. Capture it to be able to show others what beauty is...


Proud member of ]]> ~Freakomite http://Freakomite.deviantart.com/journal/7975658/ http://Freakomite.deviantart.com/journal/7975658/ Wed, 22 Feb 2006 20:38:44 PST Thanking ahead of time for anyone who actually reads this.

Now on to the

If you reply to this journal entry:

1. I'll respond with something random about you.

2. I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.

3. I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle with you in.

4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.

5. I'll tell you my first/clearest memory of you.

6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.

7. I'll ask you something that i've always wondered about you.

8. you must put this into your journal.

________________________________________ _________

[link]
[link]

So wear me like a locket around your throat
I'll weigh you down, I'll watch you choke
You look so good in blue, so good in blue.


take your taste back
peel back your skin
and try to forget how it feels inside
you should try saying no once in a while


It was so long ago, and now you know...





"Living is just a waste of death"




"Are you that clever,
that you'll smile forever?"





"Education is being lost in the world of thought"
________________________________________ __________


Artist Watch:

I will update this section as much as possible (lets be real, I don't update this but maybe one a month); these are some people's art I think you should check out!

~PhantomVision-Stock
~Ex1
*EonneO
~strAngEbutOK

Remember beauty is what you make of it. Capture it to be able to show others what beauty is...


Proud member of ]]> ~Freakomite http://Freakomite.deviantart.com/journal/7975635/ http://Freakomite.deviantart.com/journal/7975635/ Wed, 22 Feb 2006 20:36:40 PST Thanking ahead of time for anyone who actually reads this.

Now on to the



________________________________________ _________

[link]
[link]

So wear me like a locket around your throat
I'll weigh you down, I'll watch you choke
You look so good in blue, so good in blue.


take your taste back
peel back your skin
and try to forget how it feels inside
you should try saying no once in a while


It was so long ago, and now you know...





"Living is just a waste of death"




"Are you that clever,
that you'll smile forever?"





"Education is being lost in the world of thought"
________________________________________ __________


Artist Watch:

I will update this section as much as possible (lets be real, I don't update this but maybe one a month); these are some people's art I think you should check out!

~PhantomVision-Stock
~Ex1
*EonneO
~strAngEbutOK

Remember beauty is what you make of it. Capture it to be able to show others what beauty is...


Proud member of ]]> ~Freakomite http://Freakomite.deviantart.com/journal/7973997/ http://Freakomite.deviantart.com/journal/7973997/ Wed, 22 Feb 2006 17:22:35 PST Thanking ahead of time for anyone who actually reads this.

Now on to the

So, Megan and her sister decided to screw me over metaphorically. Power bill = in my name, they = not going to pay the $247 bill that they jacked up. So... it's decided that Megan = not a friend and will never be again. Also she decided she's not paying the phone bill either... and she fucking begged me to get that damn phone for her...

Anywho... I don't think I have much more weight to take off before I can go into the military... happy happy joy joy.

My eyes hurt. Literally hurt. The bad thing, I've been wearing my glasses... why do they hurt then!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!

A mess... I have a mess on my hands... too many to count and too many to clean up. I feel like running away.

But then again, if I run that means they won.. and that will not happen.

*sighs*

________________________________________ _________

[link]
[link]

So wear me like a locket around your throat
I'll weigh you down, I'll watch you choke
You look so good in blue, so good in blue.


take your taste back
peel back your skin
and try to forget how it feels inside
you should try saying no once in a while


It was so long ago, and now you know...





"Living is just a waste of death"




"Are you that clever,
that you'll smile forever?"





"Education is being lost in the world of thought"
________________________________________ __________


Artist Watch:

I will update this section as much as possible (lets be real, I don't update this but maybe one a month); these are some people's art I think you should check out!

~PhantomVision-Stock
~Ex1
*EonneO
~strAngEbutOK

Remember beauty is what you make of it. Capture it to be able to show others what beauty is...


Proud member of ]]> ~Freakomite http://Freakomite.deviantart.com/journal/7880813/ http://Freakomite.deviantart.com/journal/7880813/ Mon, 13 Feb 2006 07:18:27 PST Thanking ahead of time for anyone who actually reads this.

Now on to the

Funny... um... I moved back home.

Had a fall out with my best friend

It was really bad.

bad enough to question the friendship.




What does one do?

________________________________________ _________

[link]
[link]

So wear me like a locket around your throat
I'll weigh you down, I'll watch you choke
You look so good in blue, so good in blue.


take your taste back
peel back your skin
and try to forget how it feels inside
you should try saying no once in a while


It was so long ago, and now you know...





"Living is just a waste of death"




"Are you that clever,
that you'll smile forever?"





"Education is being lost in the world of thought"
________________________________________ __________


Artist Watch:

I will update this section as much as possible (lets be real, I don't update this but maybe one a month); these are some people's art I think you should check out!

~PhantomVision-Stock
~Ex1
*EonneO
~strAngEbutOK

Remember beauty is what you make of it. Capture it to be able to show others what beauty is...


Proud member of ]]> ~Freakomite http://Freakomite.deviantart.com/journal/7734160/ http://Freakomite.deviantart.com/journal/7734160/ Sat, 28 Jan 2006 17:25:02 PST Thanking ahead of time for anyone who actually reads this.

Now on to the

Moving. So, I moved. I live a lot closer to both of my jobs. I hate one of the jobs I'm at... they work me to the bone and barely pay me anything... So, I'm waiting until I save some money up to buy a car... just going to run my older one into the ground until then. I'll only get like 2 grand for it as a trade-in anyway. I need to take my sigma stuff off of it because Sigma dropped me, not the girls, the actual I guess business thingy deal whatchamacallit. I'm also looking for a different day job, maybe less hours and a desk job... I wish. Oh, and I wish it pays more. I can be cheery... definitely if I'm not being woke up at 5 am to unload trucks. Yeah, unload trucks with furniture on it and "travel systems" (car seats and strollers rolled into one, atleast weighing 40 or more lbs each and there is atleast 40 of the on the truck). Oh, and cardboard cuts. My hands are proof. I hate my job there... I am looking for a new one... maybe free up sometime. *sigh* Oh... and I meant to put it gets lonely in the new house. Oh and that my dad is going to Las Vegas for a job and mom wants me to come home more often, spend the night probably... she'll prolly give me money if I do, which is great becuase I need all I can get. Paying off school loans and trying to get a new car... and I want to save money up just in case something happens or if I want to just take a trip and leave. yeah.. oh well Love you guys!
Teresa

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[link]
[link]

So wear me like a locket around your throat
I'll weigh you down, I'll watch you choke
You look so good in blue, so good in blue.


take your taste back
peel back your skin
and try to forget how it feels inside
you should try saying no once in a while


It was so long ago, and now you know...





"Living is just a waste of death"




"Are you that clever,
that you'll smile forever?"





"Education is being lost in the world of thought"
________________________________________ __________


Artist Watch:

I will update this section as much as possible (lets be real, I don't update this but maybe one a month); these are some people's art I think you should check out!

~PhantomVision-Stock
~Ex1
*EonneO
~strAngEbutOK

Remember beauty is what you make of it. Capture it to be able to show others what beauty is...


Proud member of http://Freakomite.deviantart.com/journal/7665422/ Sat, 21 Jan 2006 09:58:17 PST Thanking ahead of time for anyone who actually reads this.

Now on to the

Alright, so following the car wreck, I have decided it might be better just to get another car... Too many things wrong with the car:

-Transmission
-Catalytic Converter
-Gas Gauge needs replaced
-Bumper needs replaced
-Lock on driver's side needs fixed
-New door panels
-The passenger seat window control needs replaced
-And the brakes keep fucking up (even after they are fixed, time and time again)

So, yes I think that a new used car will do the trick. I'm going to go look at some today... I know I know, I'm not going to get the first one I look at... I've done this quite a few times now... just never actually got another car... decided to keep my piece o' junk. *sighs* Just more money out of my pocket...

________________________________________ _________

[link]
[link]

So wear me like a locket around your throat
I'll weigh you down, I'll watch you choke
You look so good in blue, so good in blue.


take your taste back
peel back your skin
and try to forget how it feels inside
you should try saying no once in a while


It was so long ago, and now you know...





"Living is just a waste of death"




"Are you that clever,
that you'll smile forever?"





"Education is being lost in the world of thought"
________________________________________ __________


Artist Watch:

I will update this section as much as possible (lets be real, I don't update this but maybe one a month); these are some people's art I think you should check out!

~PhantomVision-Stock
~Ex1
*EonneO
~strAngEbutOK

Remember beauty is what you make of it. Capture it to be able to show others what beauty is...


Proud member of ]]> ~Freakomite http://Freakomite.deviantart.com/journal/7609557/ http://Freakomite.deviantart.com/journal/7609557/ Sun, 15 Jan 2006 10:07:24 PST Thanking ahead of time for anyone who actually reads this.

Now on to the

Yeah, so it's offical. I'm a dork.

So, I'm getting everything I need for my desktop since my dad took the laptop away, and Megtan decides she's hungry. Alrighty, cool. We head towards Arby's. Yeah, so it's like 11:10ish at night, and we're in the drivethru, Megan decides she wants to see if they are open inside since it says open on the sign. I go to back up, not thinking about it because hey, it almost fucking 12 at night. BAM!!! I hit the car behind me. So yeah, I'm a fucking dork.

________________________________________ _________

[link]
[link]

So wear me like a locket around your throat
I'll weigh you down, I'll watch you choke
You look so good in blue, so good in blue.


take your taste back
peel back your skin
and try to forget how it feels inside
you should try saying no once in a while


It was so long ago, and now you know...





"Living is just a waste of death"




"Are you that clever,
that you'll smile forever?"





"Education is being lost in the world of thought"
________________________________________ __________


Artist Watch:

I will update this section as much as possible (lets be real, I don't update this but maybe one a month); these are some people's art I think you should check out!

~PhantomVision-Stock
~Ex1
*EonneO
~strAngEbutOK

Remember beauty is what you make of it. Capture it to be able to show others what beauty is...


Proud member of ]]> ~Freakomite http://Freakomite.deviantart.com/journal/7531172/ http://Freakomite.deviantart.com/journal/7531172/ Sun, 08 Jan 2006 21:08:10 PST Thanking ahead of time for anyone who actually reads this.

Now on to the

jump in the water
jump in with me
jump on the alter lay down with me
the hardest question to answer is why
somebody save me
please don’t erase me

-Shinedown

________________________________________ _________

[link]
[link]

So wear me like a locket around your throat
I'll weigh you down, I'll watch you choke
You look so good in blue, so good in blue.


take your taste back
peel back your skin
and try to forget how it feels inside
you should try saying no once in a while


It was so long ago, and now you know...





"Living is just a waste of death"




"Are you that clever,
that you'll smile forever?"





"Education is being lost in the world of thought"
________________________________________ __________


Artist Watch:

I will update this section as much as possible (lets be real, I don't update this but maybe one a month); these are some people's art I think you should check out!

~PhantomVision-Stock
~Ex1
~EonneO
~strAngEbutOK

Remember beauty is what you make of it. Capture it to be able to show others what beauty is...


Proud member of ]]> ~Freakomite http://Freakomite.deviantart.com/journal/7505975/ http://Freakomite.deviantart.com/journal/7505975/ Wed, 04 Jan 2006 07:34:18 PST Thanking ahead of time for anyone who actually reads this.

Now on to the

My appeal to financial aid has been denied. And I have to pay upfront cash to RCCC... don't have it. Looks like I'm taking a semester off.


To do list:
-Get stuff from Gboro
-Get a job
-Move out
-Take Lint with me
-decorate room
-Fix Car
-Pay my bills off
-Save money up to goto community college this fall

Even though my Dad is going to try and talk to the dean... I doubt that it will help.
Just making my preperations.

________________________________________ _________
So wear me like a locket around your throat
I'll weigh you down, I'll watch you choke
You look so good in blue, so good in blue.

They say, "You want a war? You've got a war."
But who are you fighting for?

take your taste back
peel back your skin
and try to forget how it feels inside
you should try saying no once in a while

she took me down and said:
"boy's like you are overrated. so save your breath."
loaded words and loaded friends
are loaded guns to our heads

It was so long ago, and now you know...





"Living is just a waste of death"






"Are you that clever,
that you'll smile forever?"










"Education is being lost in the world of thought"
________________________________________ __________


Artist Watch:

I will update this section as much as possible (lets be real, I don't update this but maybe one a month); these are some people's art I think you should check out!

~PhantomVision-Stock
~Ex1
~EonneO
~strAngEbutOK

Remember beauty is what you make of it. Capture it to be able to show others what beauty is...


Proud member of ]]> ~Freakomite http://Freakomite.deviantart.com/journal/7468158/ http://Freakomite.deviantart.com/journal/7468158/ Sat, 31 Dec 2005 14:53:26 PST Thanking ahead of time for anyone who actually reads this.

Now on to the

New Years and my best friend's birthday come to me as a relief.


If there was a way to be
everything you wanted to be
would you complain that it
came to you too easily?

Working towards everything I wanted to be, never will it come easily.

________________________________________ _________
So wear me like a locket around your throat
I'll weigh you down, I'll watch you choke
You look so good in blue, so good in blue.

They say, "You want a war? You've got a war."
But who are you fighting for?

take your taste back
peel back your skin
and try to forget how it feels inside
you should try saying no once in a while

she took me down and said:
"boy's like you are overrated. so save your breath."
loaded words and loaded friends
are loaded guns to our heads

It was so long ago, and now you know...





"Living is just a waste of death"






"Are you that clever,
that you'll smile forever?"










"Education is being lost in the world of thought"
________________________________________ __________


Artist Watch:

I will update this section as much as possible (lets be real, I don't update this but maybe one a month); these are some people's art I think you should check out!

~PhantomVision-Stock
~Ex1
~EonneO
~strAngEbutOK

Remember beauty is what you make of it. Capture it to be able to show others what beauty is...


Proud member of ]]> ~Freakomite http://Freakomite.deviantart.com/journal/7433137/ http://Freakomite.deviantart.com/journal/7433137/ Tue, 27 Dec 2005 16:46:28 PST Thanking ahead of time for anyone who actually reads this.

Now on to the

Just to let ya'll know, I plan on reading up on everyone's journals and taking a look at the deviations, but I've fallen flat on my face. I'm picking things up and trying to weld them together again.


To let you know how bad it is, I made up a jingle...

I'm a royal Fuck up
Fuck up
Fuck up
I'm a royal Fuuuck up
Fuuuck up
Fuuck up
I'm a royal fuuuuuck up
fuck up
fuck up
I'm a royal fuck up
stuffed in a bottle!


That's all while crying. I really don't know where the stuffed in a bottle came out of, but it did. That was a few days ago. And I still believe I fucked up. But, I'm going to make them right. But then again, I always fuck things up after I fix them. *sigh*

I'm sorry to those that I haven't been paying attention to as much as I used to.. I'm seriously just trying to get along now... with everything... everything has been turned upside down.

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Stellarcon 30 is a regional science fiction, fantasy, and gaming convention that will be held February 17 -19, 2006 at the Radisson Downtown in High Point, North Carolina.

Guests include talented authors Lynn Abbey (GOH), Elaine Cunningham and Timothy Zahn, game designers Sean K Reynolds (GGOH) and JD Wiker and many more.

Events include art show and auction, costume contest, tabletop gaming, guest lectures, panels, charity auction, readings, Live Action Role-Playing, and writer workshops.

For complete information go to [link]

Memberships: Preregistration: Adults $30, Children 6-12 $15, under 6 free
Registration is available on line
Pre-reg Deadline January 1, 2005

Hotel Information: Radisson Downtown
• Address:
135 South Main St
High Point, NC 27260
• Reservations (see notes below)
336-889-8888 or 800-333-3333
• Room Rate: $75/night + tax
• Reservation Notes
*You must mention Stellarcon 30 to receive the convention rate. Also, our room block will expire on February 3, 2006. You will definitely want to reserve your room before that happens!
*Online reservation code: STELL
________________________________________ __________


Artist Watch:

I will update this section as much as possible (lets be real, I don't update this but maybe one a month); these are some people's art I think you should check out!

~PhantomVision-Stock
~RevelationsNinja
*HidoiYume
~strAngEbutOK

Remember beauty is what you make of it. Capture it to be able to show others what beauty is...


Proud member of http://Freakomite.deviantart.com/journal/7348388/ Sun, 18 Dec 2005 18:50:11 PST Thanking ahead of time for anyone who actually reads this.

Now on to the

Mood: Just thinking...
Listening to: Fall Out Boy-NoBody Puts Baby In The Corner
Reading: One of Julia Quinn's many books...
Watching: Cronicles of Narnia

All I have to say is ...


When I fix things to where they are functional

Watch out world

Because here I come...




Top listed things to do on my list after things are settled:

( )SkyDive
( )Bungee Jump
( )Find Mack
( )Learn About Cars -inside and out-
( )Strip -don't ask why, it's a self confidence issue-
( )Learn to Ride a Motorcycle, get the license, and own one.
( )Swim in the middle of the Atlantic
( )Travel -to places far and wide-
( )Mark many more off my list...

________________________________________ _________
Stellarcon 30 is a regional science fiction, fantasy, and gaming convention that will be held February 17 -19, 2006 at the Radisson Downtown in High Point, North Carolina.

Guests include talented authors Lynn Abbey (GOH), Elaine Cunningham and Timothy Zahn, game designers Sean K Reynolds (GGOH) and JD Wiker and many more.

Events include art show and auction, costume contest, tabletop gaming, guest lectures, panels, charity auction, readings, Live Action Role-Playing, and writer workshops.

For complete information go to [link]

Memberships: Preregistration: Adults $30, Children 6-12 $15, under 6 free
Registration is available on line
Pre-reg Deadline January 1, 2005

Hotel Information: Radisson Downtown
• Address:
135 South Main St
High Point, NC 27260
• Reservations (see notes below)
336-889-8888 or 800-333-3333
• Room Rate: $75/night + tax
• Reservation Notes
*You must mention Stellarcon 30 to receive the convention rate. Also, our room block will expire on February 3, 2006. You will definitely want to reserve your room before that happens!
*Online reservation code: STELL
________________________________________ __________


Artist Watch:

I will update this section as much as possible (lets be real, I don't update this but maybe one a month); these are some people's art I think you should check out!

~PhantomVision-Stock
~RevelationsNinja
*HidoiYume
~strAngEbutOK

Remember beauty is what you make of it. Capture it to be able to show others what beauty is...


Proud member of ]]> ~Freakomite