http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:Frexe&section=today deviantART RSS for by:Frexe en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Wed, 25 Nov 2009 03:52:56 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://Frexe.deviantart.com/journal/24818926/ http://Frexe.deviantart.com/journal/24818926/ Mon, 18 May 2009 09:07:50 PDT Speaking of changes, seems as though DeviantArt has updated the whole look and feel of the website. Unfortunately, they've still stuck with the crappy colour scheme. Oh well, I guess I'm not the artist of this establishment.

I feel that I've hugely neglected this site and it's people, And perhaps even the people that used to be in my life when I was a happier young lad, studying, not working. I've left a lot of things behind, and I'm going to use this journal on DeviantArt to hopefully restart my artistic spark!

Weather it's just been a hard time for me, adjusting to the independent life, more decisions and responsibilities, in fact I should sleep, I have work in less than 6 hours. Or weather I've just forgotten the things that make me happy.
Friends have tried telling me that it's alcohol that makes me happy... But it's VERY short term, and has side effects.
Family have said it's that they're not around... Perhaps, but I love the freedom.
Some closer friends have still stayed in contact with me, and I with them, And this has made life that little better.

But I feel, the reasons I feel the way I feel, has something to do with all of the above, and more!
It certainly feels good to have a girlfriend.
I'd love to have a better job.
A motorcycle would certainly full fill some fantasies.
Better income would allow for more comfortable living.
Better housemates, that aren't as ignorant, manipulative and stupid, would REALLY help, not only my living standard, but also my sanity and wellbeing.
Perhaps even healthier eating and living would also help...

The point I am trying to make is, I feel I've lost a lot of my personality and my own self being.
If art was my way of expressing myself, or even my way to a better job, since it is my field of study, then perhaps I need to stop being so lazy, stop wasting my time on Facebook, and actually get up and draw something! Model something! Create a logo or a website, for nothing! Just to get it out... Let my artistic creative side explode like a volcano erupting! Throwing glowing lava into the air, and oozing brilliant magma down the edges of myself...

The only way I can make this work, is to make a promise to myself, and to NOT forget about it.
If this idea does not succeed, then...
Well, We'll get to that if it comes around. Lol.

I may make another Journal entry later, to update you all... Or parhaps, to kick-off the artistic side, I should upload photos I've taken, or other artistic things I've made, in a way of telling a story of my past year and a half.

I shall finish this now and Upload another photo before sleeping.

]]> ~Frexe http://Frexe.deviantart.com/journal/16485496/ http://Frexe.deviantart.com/journal/16485496/ Sun, 20 Jan 2008 06:26:29 PST So yeah, Big news. I passed my Certificate 4! Whoo! On a Credit level! Probably the highest rank I've even received from a school.
And as such, I needed to find work or continue studying... I picked studying.
So, Now I'm moving to the Australian Capital. Canberra!
To study animation at AIE, a really good school for gamers and movie FX artists alike... I hope to learn a lot from there. Which I assume I will. I also hope to beat my "Credit average", With a Distinction or something!

Big news, that accompanies the previously mentioned. I'm moving out! To live on my own! Leaving ~imroy with my parents. HA! And all my chores and heart ache... *sigh*. Sure is exciting!

Anyway, If anyone actually does read this, Or view my page, You've probably noticed, I haven't been submitting anything for like, a year. That's because I was studying. So as I go on to study harder and bigger stuff this year, It's going to take more of my time. But like I did last year, I'll submit anything cool I make in the process. So I'm still open for business! I'll just be studying more.

I hope you all had a great Xmas, And I wish you all a Happy new year... A bit late, but Meh.

Regards.
Scott.

]]> ~Frexe http://Frexe.deviantart.com/journal/14040344/ http://Frexe.deviantart.com/journal/14040344/ Mon, 06 Aug 2007 08:21:21 PDT Good Inspiration!

I swear, Volcom, if you say anything on here that's:
* Gay
* Sexual
* Gruesome
* Stupid
* Painful
Then I'm going to hit you!

But seriously, People... TELL ME WHAT TO DO!
I've run out of things to model.
TAFE is taking up a lot of my time, Though I'm doing an Arts course. But I need to make art in my spare time, And I can't think of what to do.

If I be political, People hate me for my views.
If I be abstract, People think I've got no talent.
If I try too hard, It comes out looking really shit!

*sob*... I need help!
I I thinking, I could do sketching and photography, Things that are faster and need less processing and post-processing, unlike modeling. (no offence to photographers and sketch artists.)

Also, I had the weirdest thing happen to me today, I'll try to type it in narrative form, to make it more interesting.
2 days ago, I re-installed a game, Black and White 2, Hoping I could take media from it and use it in my documentary for TAFE...
I played it for a while, getting really bored really quick and decided to quit the game.
But I thought to myself "It's such a great example of morals, I'll get the patch to fix the bugs, So I could continue using it as a resource.". I started the download and went to bed.

I awoke the next day to find the download had finished. I began installing the patch.
The patch installed quickly, But when I clicked on the '.exe', to play the game, it had an error. I was confused for a while, But gave up very soon, I was sick of the game anyway, so I decided to uninstall it.

I had nothing to do that day and needed something to keep me occupied.
Counter Strike, it will get my blood pumping and nerves reacting!
... An error!... "Missing DLL".
"What the..." I said softly, while reading the rest of the message.

Oh well, that game is often unstable, I'll just play some Heavy Weapon (A small flash game).
... "Backgound.jpg not found". "Ok, this is getting annoying!" I thought as I closed the error message in anger.

Stupid crap games, I'll just play some trusty Supreme Commander...
... "SupremeCommander.exe missing"
"OMFG! What the fuck is wrong?" I cursed loudly at my computer, shacking my hands angrily in question.

I inspected my Games folder, And found all the games folders intact. But upon deeper inspection I found that those folders were basically empty!

I checked the Counter strike folder first.
It looked fine from the outside, but inside, there were no folders! Only files: readme's, shortcuts, etc.
All the sub-folders were missing! The "cstrike" folder, and others were all missing!

I quickly checked my Supreme Commander directory... SAME THING!
I was mortified!

I went back to the root of "c:/" and requested the properties, too see the pie graph of free space...
To my devastation, I had an extra 30 gigs of free space which I didn't have before!
Somehow, my computer, at some point, deleted a large amount of data, without me knowing!

That's some seriously fucked up shit!

Anyway, I hope you all have a nice day, and hope to hear from you all with inspiration.

]]> ~Frexe http://Frexe.deviantart.com/journal/12320047/ http://Frexe.deviantart.com/journal/12320047/ Sun, 25 Mar 2007 08:29:30 PDT
]]> ~Frexe http://Frexe.deviantart.com/journal/12088705/ http://Frexe.deviantart.com/journal/12088705/ Wed, 07 Mar 2007 01:50:57 PST All credit should be addressed to that person. The link: [link]


Top ten reasons why Gay marriage is wrong:

1) Being gay is not natural. Real Americans always reject unnatural things like eyeglasses, polyester, and air conditioning.

2) Gay marriage will encourage people to be gay, in the same way that hanging around tall people will make you tall.

3) Gay marriage will change the foundation of society; we could never adapt to new social norms. Just like we haven’t adapted to cars, the service-sector economy, or longer life spans.

4) Straight marriage has been around a long time and hasn’t changed at all; women are still property, blacks still can’t marry whites, and divorce is still illegal.

5) Straight marriage will be less meaningful if gay marriage were allowed; the sanctity of Brittany Spears’ 55-hour just-for-fun marriage would be destroyed.

6) Straight marriages are valid because they produce children. Gay couples, infertile couples, and old people shouldn’t be allowed to marry because our orphanages aren’t full yet, and the world needs more children.

7) Obviously gay parents will raise gay children, since straight parents only raise straight children.

8) Children can never succeed without a male and a female role model at home. That’s why we as a society expressly forbid single parents to raise children.

9) Legalizing gay marriage will open the door to all kinds of crazy behavior. People may even wish to marry their pets because a dog has legal standing and can sign a marriage contract.

(one of the saddest parts about our society is that these arguments, before the humorous common sense, are the real reasons why people can’t accept gay marriages.)

REPOST THIS IF YOU BELIEVE THAT GAY MARRIAGE SHOULD BE LEGAL! EITHER EVERYONE HAS EQUAL RIGHTS OR NO ONE DOES! THAT’S WHY IT SAYS “ONE NATION, UNDER GOD, WITH LIBERTY AND JUSTICE FOR ALL”


]]> ~Frexe http://Frexe.deviantart.com/journal/11794010/ http://Frexe.deviantart.com/journal/11794010/ Tue, 13 Feb 2007 03:43:29 PST
Anyway, I was unable to get back to deviantArt the week of my birthday, And then after that I had a mad panic rush to change TAFE course's (From catering operation to Digital media), and enroll, and then I had to learn to take a bus (I've walked to school my whole life)... So I've been pretty stressed for a while.

But now that I'm in my class, and met some people, and talked to others I recognise, I feel a lot less stressed, although I do have some assessments to do.
Some of the people I've met are even here, On deviantArt:
*nakedmole
~philipkoudrin
There are others, I'm yet to have a good conversation with them though.

In my last deviant journal entry, I said later that night (my birthday) I'd be drinking beer... Let me just say, I don't care many people think I'm gay or "un-manly" Beer tastes like shit! Spirits are for me mate... I'm happy my mate knocked my beer over, I would have hurled if I had to finish that "Victoria Bitter"... [shiver] *yuck*!

Ok, Some things In my life that may be of interest:

* I've been using the Macs a lot at TAFE, I really enjoy them! - I think I'm a Mac lover. ^^

* Listening to a fair bit of music, Some guys you may want to check out are:
* The Butterfly Effect
* The Flashbulb
* Incubus
* Tool
* The Postal Service
* Sigur Ros
* Stabbing Westward
* Front Line Assembly
... Just to name a few. Most are metal/industrial, but Sigur Ros is ambient/soft soothing and The Flashbulb is drill core/electronica.

* A wicked game I've found lately, I've fallen in love with it, and I'm buying it the day -- Nay the second it comes out...
Supreme Commander!
It's designed by the guy who made the very, very popular Total Annihilation, I seriously advise you to download a copy of the demo as soon as possible, It's so choice...

Still waiting for more games to come out... There aren't any good games coming out on PC lately, but there sure will later!
* Supreme Commander
* Left 4 Dead
* Half-Life 2: Epsiode 2 + Team Fortress 2 + Portal (That Gnarly game)
* S.T.A.L.K.E.R.: Shadow of Chernobyl
* Unreal Tournament 3
... I really hope these games don't interfere with my studies.

Well, Cya all, this journal should keep me clear for a few more months/a year. Have a good one guys!

P.S. Yes, the title of my journal entry is a rip-off of the Nirvana song "Smells Like Teen Spirit". They're also a good band!

]]> ~Frexe http://Frexe.deviantart.com/journal/11526221/ http://Frexe.deviantart.com/journal/11526221/ Mon, 22 Jan 2007 05:41:38 PST I'm 18 now! I'm legal (in my country)... And I've had 3,000 page views for a while now.

Thats about all. I'll update more later today... Like cool bands and games I've heard and played...

]]> ~Frexe http://Frexe.deviantart.com/journal/10885633/ http://Frexe.deviantart.com/journal/10885633/ Wed, 29 Nov 2006 00:36:56 PST And what an after party! Everyone (but myself and 2 others) got so drunk, Many of them threw there guts all over the place, others just passed out next to tree's, the house and people's cars... One passed out on the trampoline.
*sigh*... What a beautiful time.

Anyways, other than that, I've been up to a bit:
* Playing WOW (World Of Warcraft)
* Playing NFS:Carbon
* Listening to a lot of music
* Doodling in Photoshop (a lot)
* I had a girlfriend for a while, and she was fun... Then we broke up. (Hence this artwork)
* Chatting to friends, Hoping to keep in touch with them now that school is over.

... I hope you've all had a great time in the past few months (As I haven't posted a journal for about 5 months). If you've done anything awesome or interesting lately, Post it as a comment, I'd love to hear about it.

Cya guys. I hope you all keep having fun.

]]> ~Frexe http://Frexe.deviantart.com/journal/9536371/ http://Frexe.deviantart.com/journal/9536371/ Sat, 29 Jul 2006 19:14:00 PDT I'll admit, Lately I havn't released as many 3D works, if any. Thats because I've been having some software difficulties, So i've been messing around with Photoshop lately. I'll hope to get back to 3D stuff soon.

Anyway, In light of this 2,000+ Page Views I'd like to release a brand new Avatar, Its not cool, but it's new.

I'll make a new Avatar when i have my 3D stuff up and working.

Cya everyone. Have fun! ]]> ~Frexe http://Frexe.deviantart.com/journal/8684346/ http://Frexe.deviantart.com/journal/8684346/ Fri, 05 May 2006 17:47:11 PDT I Made a new avatar... I Was just messing around with Photoshop, using the "smudge" tool and then i saw this, and thought it would be great as an Avatar.

Anyways, in other news, I failed just about all my exams... Kinda sucks too. The good thing is that if you add my and my friends Chemistry results together, we make up 50%! (Well 49.5, but you round up).

Not much other news... I should be putting a new deviation [or 2] up on deviantArt in the next few days to few weeks. It's a 2D one, so I'm trying to make it look as if i have some sort of talent.

Thats all, So cya later guys!
Scott. ]]> ~Frexe http://Frexe.deviantart.com/journal/8403884/ http://Frexe.deviantart.com/journal/8403884/ Sat, 08 Apr 2006 01:18:18 PDT I've got an ok looking wallpaper type thing, and a small frame of it is my avatar... i'll put some more effects and stuff into it so it looks good, then I might post it.

Anyway, I started my half-yearly exams last week on thursday and friday, and i'll be doing the rest of them on monday and tuesday. THEN IT'S EASTER HOLIDAYS!

anyways i'll chat to you all later.
Cya!
Scott

*My friend and I have been trying to design a military firearm, for the fun of doing it, and because we havn't got an Australian firearms company's. We have Metal Storm, but they're very combat ineffective for ground troop warfare weaponry, so we're trying to make a good and cheap ground warfare weapon... Although asfter looking at some of the Austeyr variants, i think Australia is more into high tech shit. ]]> ~Frexe http://Frexe.deviantart.com/journal/7869591/ http://Frexe.deviantart.com/journal/7869591/ Sat, 11 Feb 2006 23:58:43 PST
A few questions to anyone who reads this journal:

1. Anyone ever have a Pregnant friend in high school? If so, what did you do/what can i do?

2. What would you do if a friend of yours went out with some guy, and he threatens you if you even talk to her.

3. What would you do if you found out a friend was a lesbian?

Any answers would be appreciated. ]]> ~Frexe http://Frexe.deviantart.com/journal/6446938/ http://Frexe.deviantart.com/journal/6446938/ Thu, 08 Sep 2005 02:04:50 PDT thats all i wanted to say.

oh does anyone here think it's weird for a year 11 student to go out with a year 7 student?
if thats too weird then how about a year 11 student going out with a year 9 student? (i think she's in year 9... anyway!) ]]> ~Frexe http://Frexe.deviantart.com/journal/6393452/ http://Frexe.deviantart.com/journal/6393452/ Fri, 02 Sep 2005 01:04:15 PDT unfortunatly i've only received about 80... how sucky?

anyway, thats all i wanted to say... that and guns are cool. if you havn't yet heard/seen the XM8 then go check it out, it's high on the list of rifles to replace the US army's M16. the XM8 is highly modular and has a sleek and sexy look, so love it!

anyway, see you all sometime.
have a good one guys ]]> ~Frexe http://Frexe.deviantart.com/journal/6107573/ http://Frexe.deviantart.com/journal/6107573/ Tue, 02 Aug 2005 00:09:30 PDT ...
... well thats about it...

oh [link] and i are doing a collab

well thats all
cya all!
have a good one! ]]> ~Frexe http://Frexe.deviantart.com/journal/5528247/ http://Frexe.deviantart.com/journal/5528247/ Thu, 02 Jun 2005 05:12:32 PDT
1. A bunny and other stuff for a girls birthday
2. An AK-47 (for fun)
3. A new desktop background (cause my current one [link] is too bright and hurts my eyes at night).
so yes that means my next desktop background will be dark... hopefully.

Since i got low marks in my exams i've been trying to get some study in, but it's proving to be boring and hard work.

unfortunatly that game Ragdoll Kung Fu that i'm so anxious about has been delayed (about a month)... . but i talked to the guy thats making it and he said it's cause of some licencing problems... so now i'm sooo excited

BTW: any gun lovers out there... you know who you are. you gotta see this! [link]
if your not sure what your looking at, it's the XM109 25mm NATO Anti-Material rifle... yes thats right 25mm, it's halfway between a rifle and a cannon. ]]> ~Frexe http://Frexe.deviantart.com/journal/5380006/ http://Frexe.deviantart.com/journal/5380006/ Tue, 31 May 2005 23:08:02 PDT unfortunatly i feel i did really badly in them but eh... not trying lately (probably should).

anyway found this awosme little game gets released sometime after june i think (it's my favourite game on my deviant page), it's called RagDoll Kung Fu. its the greatest little game ever! it's made by Mark Healey at lionhead studios (lionhead studios = damn awsome!), they have a website for it [link] but it hasn't got much on it... i like to search around for stuff (that means just google it).

till next time, cya all ]]> ~Frexe http://Frexe.deviantart.com/journal/5334869/ http://Frexe.deviantart.com/journal/5334869/ Thu, 12 May 2005 00:41:49 PDT #bwgame & #lionhead).
but once exams finish i'll be back to making artworks again (i promissed this girl i'd make her one for her birthday) and i have a few in mind already inculiding a Glass AK-47 or something (may never get done or be so crap i don't post it) ]]> ~Frexe