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School is driving me insane- I thought I hated Photography in high school... College is about 15 times worse. Anyway, I'm sure I'll get better, just the way I've always gotten better.

See already on my way.

]]> ~Frosts-baby-vampire http://Frosts-baby-vampire.deviantart.com/journal/14779859/ http://Frosts-baby-vampire.deviantart.com/journal/14779859/ Mon, 24 Sep 2007 22:25:00 PDT
I'm going to flunk. I'm going to plummet. I'm going to fucking be bald by the time I'm finished with these tests, because I'm going to pull my hair out. *Sigh* So much for being calm and collected.

I think I'll go cry now.

Hope everyone else is doing okay.

]]> ~Frosts-baby-vampire http://Frosts-baby-vampire.deviantart.com/journal/14509822/ http://Frosts-baby-vampire.deviantart.com/journal/14509822/ Wed, 05 Sep 2007 21:35:51 PDT
And somehow I am still bored out of my mind every day I get out of class.. I sit there for hours doing nothing- 0, zilch for hours- until my mother (god bless her and her hate for traffic) can come pick me up.

Tomorrow I'm taking a trip back to the Academy for laughs and for my sanity. I miss that place more than anyone can know (though I can't say the same about some of the people).

So, to those freinds who are there, I'll see you tomorrow- today- the 6th. To those who have moved on, you better NOTE ME! You know who you are.

]]> ~Frosts-baby-vampire http://Frosts-baby-vampire.deviantart.com/journal/12813314/ http://Frosts-baby-vampire.deviantart.com/journal/12813314/ Wed, 02 May 2007 08:33:17 PDT
The last time I saw you, you smiled and told me to get to class as a joke. That smile is what got my through psychology, and made me happy to be around you. Though I feel now like I didn't know you that well, I hope you are in a better place. We need people like you on Earth, people that aren't afraid to smile and laugh. You will be greatly missed, and never forgotten because you would of never forgotten us.

May You Rest in Peace, My Freind.

Blessed Be, Kris

]]> ~Frosts-baby-vampire http://Frosts-baby-vampire.deviantart.com/journal/12637882/ http://Frosts-baby-vampire.deviantart.com/journal/12637882/ Tue, 17 Apr 2007 21:08:24 PDT
And help me out please on it please.

Click here first to get started.

[link]

And sign up from there... *Smooches* Thanks a lot guys!

~~~~

So today was much better...

Found out that the whoel art thing- completely rigged.

A teacher from one of the school's walked around with the judges. All of his students won a big award.

One of my teacher's talked with the judges afterwards and thought my concentration (religion) for my portfolio was an excellent choice. Point for my good scale.

~~~~

My best freind told me she loves me. As in, I LOVE YOU, you idiot- why can't you see it?!

And I blushed like a school girl and almost died.

~~~~

And then I found that awesome game on one of my FavArtists sites.

SO my day was better than yesterday. Other than not knowing about college and stuff. *shrugs* I'll get there eventually.

I worked out a deal with mom. If I get a scholarship- I'll go. If not, I'm taking a year off of school to work. Sounds like a bad idea? I don't give a crap.

Not only would it give me time to do what I want, it'll give me an opportunity to save some money and maybe move out.

ANYWAY, yay. I'm outta here.

]]> ~Frosts-baby-vampire http://Frosts-baby-vampire.deviantart.com/journal/12624543/ http://Frosts-baby-vampire.deviantart.com/journal/12624543/ Mon, 16 Apr 2007 20:03:36 PDT
This morning, my teacher took pictures and told me I needed to change my concentration from 'Facades' which is awesome- to 'shoes'. Part of my Facade portfolio, is the shoes- it's hard to explain, I'll try to get some pictures of the projects up on here.

Anyway, the conversation wore me out and made me want to die and go home. Reverse that. It was like a slap in the face- 'Your idea sucks, here's mine.' *Sigh*

~~~~

My mom handed me an envelope when we got home, one from a scholarship we were relying on for part of my school.

I wasn't awarded.

She starts thinking about how we're going to pay for my schooling. And doesn't smile again, for the rest of the day, because she's still wondering if we'll make it.

Just the icing in between the extra layer of cake about to come up.

~~~~

So my Senior portfolio went up two weeks ago, awards were given today.

Here's the Brag... And I won two Award of Merits, one for drawing- 'I See You', and one for painting- 'Fire Inside'. I am very proud of that, and don't want to discredit the fact I recognize that I earned them.

Here's the Rant... My problem is, this one girl got 3 BIG awards. 3.

It's okay that the one boy got 12 Award of Merits- they are small compared to the ones they actually announce, I don't care about those- BUT 3 BIG AWARDS?

That I must say is Bull Shit.

Maybe I didn't deserve those awards but I know fifteen other people that walked away with nothing. Not even an honorable mention for showing up. How can we be inspired artists and keep going with our lives the way we want if we don't have the support of the very few judges we can get right now.

I may only be a high school student and have many more judges to come but Jesus Christ, for some people this was their chance to prove to their family art should be their life.

~~~~

After the ceremony, we went to a vigil of an officer that one of our freinds tried to save out of a car last Friday during a horrible storm.

The officer slammed into a pole, slid up it and then landed again, misplaced in the passengers side. Denys, our friend, with two other men, pulled the door off its hinges and pulled him out, sending him in the ambulance with no delay.

The next day, he died.

It was a beautiful ceremony, and a good ending to a bad day (not to mention the esquisite sun set), but only made me more depressed with everything else today.

Mom, who is also depressed now, feels like she's responsible for everything. What do I do? I feel like crap...

Help Me.

]]> ~Frosts-baby-vampire http://Frosts-baby-vampire.deviantart.com/journal/12259470/ http://Frosts-baby-vampire.deviantart.com/journal/12259470/ Tue, 20 Mar 2007 14:31:28 PDT
I, however, do not want the prints on here and that is why I must open another account. I don't know if that's legal in the DA world. Smoches everyone.

Kris

]]> ~Frosts-baby-vampire http://Frosts-baby-vampire.deviantart.com/journal/12207420/ http://Frosts-baby-vampire.deviantart.com/journal/12207420/ Fri, 16 Mar 2007 14:25:10 PDT
Effing wrong.

I dont' know but it's going to feel so freeing and yet like someone closed the door and chained me to the wall.

I don't know who I'll be after graduation. And that scares me half to death.

]]> ~Frosts-baby-vampire http://Frosts-baby-vampire.deviantart.com/journal/11606048/ http://Frosts-baby-vampire.deviantart.com/journal/11606048/ Sun, 28 Jan 2007 23:46:42 PST
With my friends- I change into a monster. My personality has changed from who I wanted to be into someone who is a disaster to me. I want to be who I was a month ago. That happy, smiling girl that knew what the hell she was doing.

Not this mindless fiend that is here now.

Maybe it's just me. Maybe it's all catching up. Maybe it's not and that's the problem. So for now, do I put on a facade and go on with life? Or do I act like that drone I'm being made out to be? Rage and hate? Or Calm and Serene?

~~~~~~~

College planning and scholarships have been taking up my time. I need to destress, and calm down I guess. How do I do that when I'm not legal drinking age and MJ is illegal?

School's a bitch. Eco is the only class that's even worth going to cuz the others are basic blow off classes. I feel like I'm not worth the school's money. It's pathetic.

Anyway, I hope I can make it out. I'll claw my way there if I have to. I refuse to be left behind this year. And then from now on, it's just me. My freinds already have plans to move out of state and I'm stuck here. With my mom.

Such a wonderfully crappy life ain't it?

]]> ~Frosts-baby-vampire http://Frosts-baby-vampire.deviantart.com/journal/11105059/ http://Frosts-baby-vampire.deviantart.com/journal/11105059/ Mon, 18 Dec 2006 12:42:11 PST
Anyway, Hope you guys have the best holidays! Let me know what's up!

]]> ~Frosts-baby-vampire http://Frosts-baby-vampire.deviantart.com/journal/10850439/ http://Frosts-baby-vampire.deviantart.com/journal/10850439/ Sat, 25 Nov 2006 21:53:58 PST
I think I'm depressed too, but who isn't. I think I may break it off with my best freind, but who doesn't... *sighs*

And again, I feel like crap.

]]> ~Frosts-baby-vampire http://Frosts-baby-vampire.deviantart.com/journal/10733798/ http://Frosts-baby-vampire.deviantart.com/journal/10733798/ Wed, 15 Nov 2006 12:29:54 PST
My mom is yelling at me again. Nothing new. I guess- she's just so annoying and I can't stand her. 'But we're so close' bullshit. She hates me and I hate her. I want to get out of here but I can't. I have to go to college...

I have to make something of myself- no one's going to do that for me. So now it's my turn to do what I need to do.

]]> ~Frosts-baby-vampire http://Frosts-baby-vampire.deviantart.com/journal/10470786/ http://Frosts-baby-vampire.deviantart.com/journal/10470786/ Sat, 21 Oct 2006 23:00:55 PDT
I can't sleep, I barely eat. My mom is too critical. But who isn't.

This pain in my head is there everyday. I can't think past the head aches and I can't focus when I don't have them. Ugh...

I don't know what else to say. Maybe I'll submit some art...

Have a good day everyone.

]]> ~Frosts-baby-vampire http://Frosts-baby-vampire.deviantart.com/journal/10301116/ http://Frosts-baby-vampire.deviantart.com/journal/10301116/ Fri, 06 Oct 2006 07:07:19 PDT
But before I did I wrote this little spiel.

They don’t get it. No one does. I’m so alone in this world. I don’t under stand why I’m still living while everyone I ever loved was taken from me. I don’t understand why they all had to die and I am left to mourn. It’s been so long since they were going and yet I can’t bring myself to forget that pain. I hate it, welling inside until it must be released, until I can’t take it any more. I hate crying. I hate this world. I hate everything in my world. I cut myself on accident but all I could do was sit there and stare at the blood dripping from my finger until finally it stopped. It fascinated me so much I wanted to see more. Now I’m debating on cutting myself- just to see blood. I just want to die, to be with them. All of them. God help me, because no one else can. I just can’t take it anymore. I don’t want to be the girl that kills herself. I also don’t want to be that girl that cries.

I just want to be gone.

SO YEAH... I decided not to cut myself and took the meds and passed out. And now, I'm the Krista everyone sees everyday once more...

]]> ~Frosts-baby-vampire http://Frosts-baby-vampire.deviantart.com/journal/9908566/ http://Frosts-baby-vampire.deviantart.com/journal/9908566/ Wed, 30 Aug 2006 14:18:33 PDT
Schools leveling itself out and I just finished a presentation that I would have to say was the hardest one I've ever had to do here. I don't understand the next assignment though, no comprehension at all. Someone said I may have ADHD and yada yada.

I don't I know I don't... *rolls eyes*

I'm so stressed my jaw is popping too. Which means all my muscles are too stressed and my body is taking revenge on me. Oh well, one more thing to worry about.

Hope everyone's doing fine, and family is doing okay. See you all soon I hope.

Loves You. Kris ]]> ~Frosts-baby-vampire http://Frosts-baby-vampire.deviantart.com/journal/9826336/ http://Frosts-baby-vampire.deviantart.com/journal/9826336/ Wed, 23 Aug 2006 10:45:25 PDT
So senior year isn't what it's supposed to be, no big surprise. They fucked us all over. Yay....

And I still want to die. lol ]]> ~Frosts-baby-vampire http://Frosts-baby-vampire.deviantart.com/journal/9577996/ http://Frosts-baby-vampire.deviantart.com/journal/9577996/ Wed, 02 Aug 2006 14:15:25 PDT
I went to Iowa for a month and then came back to home sweet home. It's f-ing hot down here compared to there though their humidity sucks.

Had a party at Kitty's when I got back, rocked down the house with Jess n her.

My Ap Portfolio showed up and I got a three on it. not the best, but certainly not the worst.

I have several art projects almost completely done for school. I can't wait to go back.

THIS IS MY SENIOR YEAR IN HIGH SCHOOL. OMG.

I am freaking but so happy at the same time.

My house is getting cleaned out in the next month and I'm setting up a art studio/hang out in the garage conversion of our house. Hopefully by October I'll have everything ready for a Halloween party.

God I feel so old, so grown up, so not myself.

Let me know what's going on with you guys, I miss you. ]]> ~Frosts-baby-vampire http://Frosts-baby-vampire.deviantart.com/journal/8666181/ http://Frosts-baby-vampire.deviantart.com/journal/8666181/ Wed, 03 May 2006 21:20:44 PDT
lol-

I had a pretty bad "Iwanttokillmyself,bleed,cut,causepain,overdose,psychodelicallylevelout" day. I'm not ususally like this. I don't know what's wrong with me but hopefully I'll be back in my element soon. People are getting on my nerves when they shouldn't be. I almost killed four today just to get them out of my hair. I need batteries for my CD player and I don't have the money to do it, how sad, I can't spare five bucks for batteries.

Working on prosperityspoison's picture(s) right now- Don't know when i'll be done, probably sometime tonight. You should visit her site: [link]

She's a wonderful photographer.


Well, enough with me. Good night and Blessed Be. ]]> ~Frosts-baby-vampire http://Frosts-baby-vampire.deviantart.com/journal/8493158/ http://Frosts-baby-vampire.deviantart.com/journal/8493158/ Sun, 16 Apr 2006 19:50:15 PDT
It's funny my mom came home from some place and had apparently jacked some clay from someplace. Now keep in mind this is my 40 year old mother. lol...

Anyway, I will have alot of pictures to post after school tomorrow, Happy days. ]]> ~Frosts-baby-vampire http://Frosts-baby-vampire.deviantart.com/journal/8214214/ http://Frosts-baby-vampire.deviantart.com/journal/8214214/ Mon, 20 Mar 2006 07:10:35 PST
Pray, hope, or whatever you do for me.

I'm sick off my ass, coughing and hacking till... well you get the picture.

*sniff* *hack*

Anyway, I'm outta here... ]]> ~Frosts-baby-vampire http://Frosts-baby-vampire.deviantart.com/journal/7831201/ http://Frosts-baby-vampire.deviantart.com/journal/7831201/ Tue, 07 Feb 2006 17:37:14 PST
Go to any of these sites if you wanna taste of it. three of them aren't fully developed on our stories but may have other stories posted, feel free to read.

Nicole

[link]

Kit

[link]

Jess

[link]

Me

[link]


See ya.. ]]> ~Frosts-baby-vampire http://Frosts-baby-vampire.deviantart.com/journal/7567878/ http://Frosts-baby-vampire.deviantart.com/journal/7567878/ Tue, 10 Jan 2006 19:08:19 PST
[link]

I said GO!

Update on me~

My teacher's are pissin me off... What's new?

Okay I'm gone, time for you to go too... To her site you dip! ]]> ~Frosts-baby-vampire http://Frosts-baby-vampire.deviantart.com/journal/7220348/ http://Frosts-baby-vampire.deviantart.com/journal/7220348/ Sun, 04 Dec 2005 12:51:05 PST
My life is nothing more than a speck of invisible dust in the future. And that's all I can really say. The fact I'm beginning to realize just how much I hate everything about my life is grinding itself into my brain.

So here we go, down this road no one wants to follow... This life is nothing compared to some and I just want out right now. This place is horrible and I can't stand the people in it. I want to kill those who can't be reasonable with me and smite those who think they are my friends. They know nothing about me anymore. No one really knows what's going on. Maybe it's because I've secluded myself from our 'group' as we used to call it.

I just hope I can find myself before someone else does, because I want to shape my life, not let some person that doesn't even know the real me. And this, this is where I have to grow up, and achieve this goal... ]]> ~Frosts-baby-vampire http://Frosts-baby-vampire.deviantart.com/journal/7066676/ http://Frosts-baby-vampire.deviantart.com/journal/7066676/ Wed, 16 Nov 2005 18:39:09 PST
I'm sorry to put this on you guys, so sorry yet again. I needed you to know. I just wanted you to know what I'm going through. Don't ask me what's wrong it's all right here. Here goes nothing, and yet everything…

I need to get some feelings out before I explode. Something is happening in me. Something that I can't explain is going on. I'm pushing Jeremy away, pushing everyone away. I try not and then… You get the picture. I don't understand what's going on. I never really can tell. Something is coming and it's going to be worse than I thought it would be. I knew about the fighting, and there it was. This, this will be ten times worse. I need help but if I go to a doctor- or psychiatrist- I'll just be prescribed pills. Pills are bad for you. They make you think unclearly. This world is once again crumbling around me and I can't hold up my walls anymore. My heart is being ripped to shreds. I'm being pulled in too many directions. I'm to the point that I'm almost cutting myself again. Although it's so simple to say, I can't do that again, I think about it everyday. I can't hold back much longer. Tears fall every night now, though during the day, around friends, there is nothing but dryness and hate. Horrible feelings are surfacing again, feelings I thought I had lost. When Edwin was here- they were suppressed because he kept them back for me, but now that he's gone- I can't bear the load of everything that's happened in the last two years. Friends are relying on me to be their strong point but at the same time I'm getting every feeling back that I lost and I can't take what they are putting on me. Still no one thinks before they speak, or even after. Pain is cutting through my heart, pretty soon I'm just going to hole myself up and never come out of the place I do it in. Needles are digging through my chest a brilliant hurt that I'm not exactly sure where it came from. My emotions are taking me on this roller coaster that never stops, that will never stop. This life is a test run I feel- Hopefully I'll be born again, because I fail this time.

Love you all, Kris ]]> ~Frosts-baby-vampire http://Frosts-baby-vampire.deviantart.com/journal/6825322/ http://Frosts-baby-vampire.deviantart.com/journal/6825322/ Fri, 21 Oct 2005 06:10:36 PDT
We aren't that compatible, as such n such website says. Do you think we should continue this relationship?

*blink blink* What the fuck? If you want to continue to be my freind then be it but you bring this shit up with me and your gonna get punched. I swear, if our spirits didn't align you wouldn't know me in the first place. *glare*

Anyway, my freind that is currently pregnant- her bf left and is now coming back to try and win her back. *twitch* I'm gonna kill him on sight... *nods* But she told me I have to hold back until he's made his case... And then I'll kill him. ]]> ~Frosts-baby-vampire http://Frosts-baby-vampire.deviantart.com/journal/6695264/ http://Frosts-baby-vampire.deviantart.com/journal/6695264/ Thu, 06 Oct 2005 12:59:44 PDT
So walls and shields, that's all I am so I don't get hurt, but how can you have freinds and more than that when you have only walls and shields...

My world is crunbling once again, just like it did last year, just a bit earlier... ]]> ~Frosts-baby-vampire http://Frosts-baby-vampire.deviantart.com/journal/6641627/ http://Frosts-baby-vampire.deviantart.com/journal/6641627/ Fri, 30 Sep 2005 10:42:35 PDT
AND I will be starting to post pics of my art work from my AP class... Again if you don't like it get over it...

I have now passed teh two classes I was worried about- * parties * And I'm celebrating tonight biatches! hehe...

I will get back to teh series when I get back to the series, but as for now it's off to never land again. * sighs * See ya guys laters... ]]> ~Frosts-baby-vampire http://Frosts-baby-vampire.deviantart.com/journal/6457158/ http://Frosts-baby-vampire.deviantart.com/journal/6457158/ Fri, 09 Sep 2005 19:49:41 PDT advance in the rational powers of man, and new light would be shed on the phenomenology...
(Dynamic anatomy- Burne Hogarth)

2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What do you touch first?
Nothing but air

3. What is the last thing you watched on TV?
A political film...

4: WITHOUT LOOKING, guess what time it is:
9:50

5: Now look at the clock; what is the actual time?
9:46

6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
people and pencils

7. When did you last step outside? What were you doing?
This morning, going to school

8. Before you came to this Web site, what did you look at?
[link]

9. What are you wearing?
comfortable grey pants, black dress, and black knit sweater, black flip flop, oil necklace, blue ear rings, my own skin

10. Did you dream last night?
Yes.

11. When did you last laugh?
When I was being sarcastic this morning

12. What is on the walls of the room you are in?
Pretty pictures painted by various AP Art students of last year.

13: Seen anything weird lately?
Little black blotches out of teh corner of my eyes, but when i turn there is nothing there

14: What is the last film you saw?
Unleashed. A DAMN GOOD MOVIE

16: If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy first?
I'd pay off my mom's debt, and then put thousand in teh bank and spend teh rest on crap I want.

17: Tell me something about you that I don't know.
I'm very self concious, and hate speaking infront of people

18: If you could change one thing about the world what would you do?
Hate and love wouldn't be so painful, or everyone would have enough money

19: Do you like to dance?
Sure, when i'm alone

20: Whats your middle name?
Kate

21a: Imagine your first child is a girl. What do you call her?
Rylie Synn Huston (yes the middle name is sin)

21b: Imagine your first child is a boy. What do you call him?
Allek Lean Huston (Middle pronunciation: Lee-in)

22: Would you ever consider living abroad?
Only if I got to bring all my freinds with me ]]> ~Frosts-baby-vampire http://Frosts-baby-vampire.deviantart.com/journal/6439135/ http://Frosts-baby-vampire.deviantart.com/journal/6439135/ Wed, 07 Sep 2005 07:52:50 PDT
Girls hiding behind masks, drive me crazy. I have met so many girls that are different around different people. I say fuck that. Get a grip on your attitude and who you are. If you don’t, you won’t know what is the best thing for you and you will only end up in a bigger hole than you started in. Start building the dirt steps now so that when the time comes you can get out of that deep dark hole. This means STOP LYING TO COVER YOUR ASS AND START TELLING THE TRUTH TO PEOPLE. Trust me it will impress them more to know the real you then the fake you.

Copying idols. Need I say more?

***Guys- Please oh god, stop trying to be something you’re not to impress us girls. It’s unnecessary and only makes you look like a fool in the end. You know that group of girls in the mall that you eyes the other day- untouchable unless you gently nudge yourself into their status- I promise. See second paragraph under girls, my complaints are pretty much the same.

Don’t push! Girls will take you as far as they want to go. If you push into a relationship or too far into the relationship we will kick you back a few paces before starting anything back up. Even for that case- We may end it until further notice.

The pants around your ankles aren’t that pretty. No I don’t want to see your heart covered boxers over your belt. Jesus Christ! Can we say plumber? PULL UP YOUR GOD DAMN PANTS. That style is in the past. Ganstas and pimps, beware, your belts may explode causing your ass to be harmed if you do not cover up as is appropriate.

Men are superior my ass. Women are weak. My ass. Let me tell you something- I saw a girl at my school deck a guy for grabbing her ass and he went down like a tree in a forest. I myself have down research and as for who gets in more serious lethal fights- it goes up to the girls, hands down. Stats also show that more than half of bouncers at clubs are now women, and they get into on average a night, three fights. I have a friend that owns a type of brass knuckles just for her job as a bouncer. Bite me.

***Every Sex- Making out in public areas where you can be strictly seen is disgusting. Yes you want to let everyone know your in love- kissing briefly is appropriate, sucking face is not. The mall is not the place to mount your girlfriend and the back row of the movies is not the ideal place to force her head down. Get a room, I’m sure you have one at home- get your mom out of the house and get your chick over there. It’s not that hard I assure you.

The World and Me- I love the way the world seems to revolve around certain individuals at certain times. (Yes, I do this sometimes too, but I hate myself for it.) Both sexes have that air that they have to be in the spotlight all the time. Let each other have a turn- tell the others that you would like to talk now. Don’t go on assuming- It will never happen if you don’t vocalize it.

***Art- Discrimination and lack there of. If you are going to discriminate against certain things in an art piece make sure you know what the hell your talking about. Many artists become discouraged because of the simple fact their art isn’t perceived well. They push on to find, that one person that got them down was completely wrong. Make sure you know what the hell you are talking about and if asked can do better than the original artist, for if you can’t you need to keep your god damn mouth shut.

***Stories- Much research goes into writing a story, and yes I do mean much. Every detail is laid out carefully, everything from colors of flowers to expertise of a character is found, and carefully looked over. I myself have written a story involving a tongue piercing incident. Some one reviewed and said I didn’t describe it right. How can you not describe it right when you were there in factual life? It was my fourth time piercing a tongue… Maybe I didn’t describe it right—then again—What the fuck do you know?

DO NOT CRITICISE UNLESS YOU CAN DO BETTER OR KNOW WAYS TO FIX THE PROBLEM.

Discrimination Against:

***Country- Get over your little antics about other countries and races and yada yada. I’m sorry, it doesn’t matter. We’re all free in America to do what the hell we want when we want under laws set by a government. When you get on the government you change the rules, until then deal with the migration of other races etc. I’m tired of seeing people in situations that have to do with their homeland and race or country. Just leave them the hell alone- wave and say peace!<... ]]> ~Frosts-baby-vampire http://Frosts-baby-vampire.deviantart.com/journal/6414376/ http://Frosts-baby-vampire.deviantart.com/journal/6414376/ Sun, 04 Sep 2005 13:44:57 PDT
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For those who do not know what GSA is, Gay Straight Alliance will be pretty straightforward. We will not permit bashers or any other type of flames. Thanks. Please come join in!

*smiles sweetly*

Everything's going okay in the hood. Stuffs getting back to normal working alot with features of teh body in my sketch book- getting pretty good now. no posts yet... Sorry. talk to you guys later!

Good bye and Blassed Be!

Kris ]]> ~Frosts-baby-vampire http://Frosts-baby-vampire.deviantart.com/journal/6391355/ http://Frosts-baby-vampire.deviantart.com/journal/6391355/ Thu, 01 Sep 2005 19:33:05 PDT
Okay, so I'm trying to go downstairs for a class, and the halls at my school are pretty crowded.... And two people stop in the middle of the stairs at the top, so everyone is blocked. Well, me being me, I pushed around the girl in the convo and she, being a (not that I'm racist but seriously) Mexican and that gansta girl, yells "Watch your fat ass."

*blink blink* Excuse me?

I walked away but you don't know how bad I wanted to turn around and just take her down there because for one, she was two times smaller than me and two, well, she disrespected me. Authority was around though too and prevented my verbal rudeness... But, the guy she was talking to was in my class and I don't want to cause a conflict there, because well, I don't want to get kicked out...

How come people judge by size, shape and color? I've seen it so god damn often I'm sick of it.

I saw her later on in the day, and she took one look at me and then turned away... Suspicious or not? *shrugs* You know what, I give up...

On a better note, and all in all I had a good day... *nods* Usually it's worse...

Blessed Be (unless your the wench who called me fat ass) and farewell,

Kris ]]> ~Frosts-baby-vampire http://Frosts-baby-vampire.deviantart.com/journal/6272828/ http://Frosts-baby-vampire.deviantart.com/journal/6272828/ Fri, 19 Aug 2005 16:51:03 PDT
I told my mom I didn't want to hang around her because everytime I do we fight... She didn't like that-- *sighs* I wonder why... And now she's all like spazztic because she doesn't want us to fight but she doesn't know how to stop it and yada yada yada...

My fiance told me he was coming down here to see me in November- We'll see how that goes... hehe... I may just disappear from the face of the earth before he even gets on the plane... or I'll disappear when he gets back on it- I haven't quite decided yet... BWAHAHAHAHA

*cough* Anyway, my friend's mom is in the hospital- again - so pray to god, or goddess or whatever you pray to that she gets better soon. She's gone through alot and today is also the day my friend's grandmother died four years ago so it's even harder to watch her mom go through this.

I got my school laptop today and am working on getting all the illegal stuff on it. *smiles evily* Rerouting things will be easy... *nods* But they gave me the same computer as last year and it sucks so I will probably be signing up for a new one anyway.

And I have been so stressed lately, that let's say the 'monthly curse' hasn't come around for four months and my mom is thinking I'm sexually active (and pregnant I might add) -- When my fiance is a country away-- Yeah right...

So *vent vent vent* and *rant rant rant* I'm leaving now... Farewell, Blessed be and thank you once again! ]]> ~Frosts-baby-vampire http://Frosts-baby-vampire.deviantart.com/journal/6210262/ http://Frosts-baby-vampire.deviantart.com/journal/6210262/ Fri, 12 Aug 2005 18:49:11 PDT
Thank you for sticking with me for so long...

Thank you for paying me visits...

Thank you for the reviews...

Thank you for the support...

Thank you for the tips...

Thank you for your thoughts and raves...

Thank you for thanking me...

Thank you for everything...

But most of all, thank you for being there for me- not only on this site but in real life too, many of you don't think about it but the things said and done here also reflect on our everyday life- Mine has been made better from the things said about me and my art here on this site- I am glad you appreciate me as much as I do you. And I hope you all know how much I appreciate you...

As some know, my friend and confidant, archangel2, will be leaving my area this year and I want to take this time to thank him for all he's done for me, and all he will do hopefully. I wish to let him know how much of a freind he is and how much I will miss him. On your adventures away from home, I hope you find your place and come back to visit, to prehaps help me find mine... This is going to be hard on me as I have lost so many, and god damn it you better keep in touch you bastard... *sighs* Anyway, I say farewell for now...

Lots of Love to You All and Blessed Be. Kris ]]> ~Frosts-baby-vampire http://Frosts-baby-vampire.deviantart.com/journal/6189802/ http://Frosts-baby-vampire.deviantart.com/journal/6189802/ Wed, 10 Aug 2005 16:15:09 PDT
I want to be someone else, is that too much to ask?

All my friends are leaving me to die, and I feel like I've been impaled and put at the top of a fucking mountain to watch a invisible war below. I feel so helpless in this life and yet, I feel so in power... My heart's fluttering right now and I don't know if it's because I'm about to explode- Or because I'm so close to tears...

I wish I could just kill myself and get this existence over with, but I made a pact with someone that I wouldn't- And I don't break promises... *Damn it to Hell*

And so here I sit yet again... Daydreaming and spilling my heart out- but is anyone listening? Probably not... ]]> ~Frosts-baby-vampire http://Frosts-baby-vampire.deviantart.com/journal/6152104/ http://Frosts-baby-vampire.deviantart.com/journal/6152104/ Sat, 06 Aug 2005 17:53:42 PDT
I got this letter- the same as mi best freind- and might hae a chance to go across seas, but my mom being my mom said it's probably a scam- They also tried to pull it off a few years ago, but it flopped.... ANYWAY, I'm pissed- and have no where to vent it *breathes*

I will stop my ranting now while I still know how to hold my tongue...

David I need to talk to you bad before you leave... ]]> ~Frosts-baby-vampire http://Frosts-baby-vampire.deviantart.com/journal/6033623/ http://Frosts-baby-vampire.deviantart.com/journal/6033623/ Mon, 25 Jul 2005 19:47:23 PDT
I got into AP Art! I am so happy- and I have three summer projects to finish. Which will be taking up quite a bit of my time.

Other than that life's going swell.

FOR THOSE THAT LIVE IN THE DALLAS/IRVING TEXAS AREA, THERE IS A COFFEE SHOP CALLED Mugshots THAT YOU GUYS HAVE TO VISIT- AT THE CORNER OF ROCHELLE AND MACARTHUR- MY FREINDS OWN IT AND THEY NEED SUPPORT!

Thanks for the ramblings- See yas laters... ]]> ~Frosts-baby-vampire http://Frosts-baby-vampire.deviantart.com/journal/4809818/ http://Frosts-baby-vampire.deviantart.com/journal/4809818/ Mon, 14 Mar 2005 10:50:25 PST
This is what's been going on...

*My mom took my laptop and I got grounded so I'm delayed- yet again.
*This week is my spring break and I would have time to work on my shit but yeah, see above.
*My mom read my stories/ poems that she promised to GOD and ME that she would not read, and called me 'demented'- that was just the tip of the ice berg...
*We got into a huge fight and I called her a bitch and told her to fuck off...
*I'm bored out of my mind... And there's nothing to do (no sketchbook with me).
*This computer's slow and I'm just starting to complain... I will stop...

*Quote O The Day: There's nothing here anymore, as she's sees him walk out that door, and realizes she has to move on, Daddy's little star is gone.

One of my freind's wrote that... I liked it...

Working on some poems maybe, have a few ready to go when the series is done. I have to get off before familia gets back to la casa. oooo... I used spanish!! FUN!! Anyway, must say adios...

I CAN'T WAIT TO GO HOME.... ]]> ~Frosts-baby-vampire http://Frosts-baby-vampire.deviantart.com/journal/4705927/ http://Frosts-baby-vampire.deviantart.com/journal/4705927/ Tue, 01 Mar 2005 19:42:08 PST
Yes, I got yelled at for 30 minutes for that little 70- but did she say 'Good job' for the five 90's? HELL NO... *takes deep breath* Okay, I'm good..

I probably won't be on much, I have alot of stuff going on-- I have to get hours turned into school for community service, and Art is kicking my ass now-- We will see if i get into AP...

I would really lik eit if you guys would visit Archangel2's site-- He has his portfolio finally posted and I think you'll like some of his art... *mwah*

Yes, i'm working on the Assassin's Series, and it's getting there. I'm getting into a D&D Ring that my freind's bf started so my time will also be divided for that... I ave so much crap to do and so little time to do it. *sighs*

I guess that's it for now- Bye guys (and girls)- Love yous!! *huggles* ]]> ~Frosts-baby-vampire http://Frosts-baby-vampire.deviantart.com/journal/4655858/ http://Frosts-baby-vampire.deviantart.com/journal/4655858/ Wed, 23 Feb 2005 17:10:07 PST
School's sort of over whelming right now, projects due and yeah- tests... Taks was this Tuesday and I nearly lost my mind sitting in that room all day... Ugh, and with the worst teacher too-- *wrinkles nose*

Anyway, I have nothing more to say I guess... ]]> ~Frosts-baby-vampire http://Frosts-baby-vampire.deviantart.com/journal/4616868/ http://Frosts-baby-vampire.deviantart.com/journal/4616868/ Fri, 18 Feb 2005 18:39:41 PST
Found my wacom in my room, will start doodling soon- my goal is to have two of the Assassin Series up by the 25th... If I do not you can flame me... *nods* hehe...

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On another note- I love you guys! I appreciate all of you, reviewing and such, thanks alot! ]]> ~Frosts-baby-vampire http://Frosts-baby-vampire.deviantart.com/journal/4582710/ http://Frosts-baby-vampire.deviantart.com/journal/4582710/ Mon, 14 Feb 2005 17:33:44 PST
I went to VASE last weekend, placed for one of my vases and almost made it for my drawing- missing by only one point- oh well... There's always next year...

Out of four art teachers, three have no students going to state and the other one has four people... out of- god knows how many people...

Anyway, I will be on every so often... I am still working on the Assasin Series-- but I lost my tablet in the mess that is my room... big bummer... I will clean and find it!! Ugh. One more thing on my to do list...

My baby was so sweet and gave me lots o' good stuff for Valentine's... A ring was included... hehe... I happy... *bounces off the walls* Need to get his package sent off as soon as I get my pic back...

Have another art competition next weekend, we'll see how good I do... Sending my fixed up drawing from VASE- Pray for me to whatever Gods you have befriended... *lights candles to the Goddess*

So, for now I'm flying away, off of this forsaken planet and to my own- See you on the return trip.. maybe... hehe... bai bai now... ]]> ~Frosts-baby-vampire http://Frosts-baby-vampire.deviantart.com/journal/4490723/ http://Frosts-baby-vampire.deviantart.com/journal/4490723/ Thu, 03 Feb 2005 17:41:58 PST
We have all been to those meetings where someone wants over 100%.

How about achieving 103%? Here's a little math that might prove helpful.

What makes life 100%?

If

A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T U V W X Y Z is represented as:

1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26.

Then,

H A R D W O R K
8 1 18 4 23 15 18 11 = 98%

K N O W L E D G E
11 14 15 23 12 5 4 7 5 = 96%

But,

A T T I T U D E
1 20 20 9 20 21 4 5 = 100%

And,

B U L L S H I T
2 21 12 12 19 8 9 20 = 103%

So, it stands to reason that hardwork and knowledge will get you close, attitude will get you there, but bullshit will put you over the top.

And look how far

A S S K I S S I N G
1 19 19 11 9 19 19 9 14 7 = 118%

will take you. ]]> ~Frosts-baby-vampire http://Frosts-baby-vampire.deviantart.com/journal/4465637/ http://Frosts-baby-vampire.deviantart.com/journal/4465637/ Mon, 31 Jan 2005 19:27:00 PST
I got 2 hours of sleep last night... Strange sounds keeping me awake... Doesn't help I keep watching freaky scary movies...

NOTE: DO NOT WATCH THE GRUDGE IF YOU HAVE STAIRS IN YOUR FUCKING HOUSE! Or a sick mother that wants to scare the crap out of you...

Anyway, I am hyper... Had enough caffine to kill a horse... And mi freinds did not help, they encouraged...

Started an rp with my freind... May post it on here... Don't know yet... I need to post Nikolette and Nikoleai's story... *shrugs* We will see... ]]> ~Frosts-baby-vampire http://Frosts-baby-vampire.deviantart.com/journal/4444352/ http://Frosts-baby-vampire.deviantart.com/journal/4444352/ Sat, 29 Jan 2005 10:26:52 PST
yada yada yada... nuttin to say.. ]]> ~Frosts-baby-vampire http://Frosts-baby-vampire.deviantart.com/journal/4430795/ http://Frosts-baby-vampire.deviantart.com/journal/4430795/ Thu, 27 Jan 2005 17:16:24 PST
*sighs* Okay I'm good now. Anyway, a note for freinds:

If I have ever wronged you, forgive me. If I have ever said anything you disliked, I'm sorry. If I ever loved you, know that I still do. If I was gone tomorrow, will you remember me too? ]]> ~Frosts-baby-vampire http://Frosts-baby-vampire.deviantart.com/journal/4421458/ http://Frosts-baby-vampire.deviantart.com/journal/4421458/ Wed, 26 Jan 2005 15:46:13 PST
Mom's taking a plane tonight to Houston and coming back tommorrow cuz my ass of a dad hasn't paid child support and they finally are going to court about it.

Sitting at the cafe I spend all my time at and watching people so i can draw them later... So mianly I'm bored...

My bf is at his relative's house and can't get on... I won't be able to call him because my mom is taking her cell phone and so yeah, I'm in a shit hole and will probably make myself sick over it...

Not taking my anti's no more- doctor finally listened to me!!
-miracles do happen...-

Thanks for the support Jackie! It helped alot with my argument... ]]> ~Frosts-baby-vampire http://Frosts-baby-vampire.deviantart.com/journal/4409012/ http://Frosts-baby-vampire.deviantart.com/journal/4409012/ Tue, 25 Jan 2005 06:48:30 PST
Missing my buddies who I recently pissed off- Oh yeah... Really pissed off...

Old Shits: Starting new series... Almost down outlining second picture, will start posting soon

Mom's mad at me -oh well- I'm pissed at her too... Too bad for her- I don't give a shit... ]]> ~Frosts-baby-vampire http://Frosts-baby-vampire.deviantart.com/journal/4394893/ http://Frosts-baby-vampire.deviantart.com/journal/4394893/ Sun, 23 Jan 2005 14:52:12 PST
There will be two versions: one just outlined then one that is colored...

The Series consists of:
A Bow and Arrow Assassin
A Dagger Assassin
A Straight Sword Assassin
A Gun Assassin
A Whythe Assassin (Weapon is My Own)
A Whip Assassin
A Double Edged Staff Assassin
And one other-- which I have not decided on yet
Then the group picture--

Hopefully I can get them done quickly enough but in the event that I don't take my apology... ]]> ~Frosts-baby-vampire http://Frosts-baby-vampire.deviantart.com/journal/4393414/ http://Frosts-baby-vampire.deviantart.com/journal/4393414/ Sun, 23 Jan 2005 11:50:42 PST
Because 1) I could go any where
2) I could do something no one else could
3) I would finally be noticed...

I have now been excluded from everyone else in my 'group'. There was a party last night at my 'friends' house. Everyone was invited-EVERYONE-except for me...

Now I have a question... Should I have just shown up? Or did I do the right thing by not going?

I'm just so fucking mad at her right now I don't think I'll speak to her next week...

Anyway, I was going to do some stuff last night and yeah... I went home talked to my hunny for an hour then fell asleep... AND didn't get a thing done... Sucks... I should get something done tonight though... And probably this coming week. ]]> ~Frosts-baby-vampire http://Frosts-baby-vampire.deviantart.com/journal/4378450/ http://Frosts-baby-vampire.deviantart.com/journal/4378450/ Fri, 21 Jan 2005 16:08:05 PST
My boyfreind, who checks this site and will surely see this, is a sweetie!! Even though he lives forever away from me he is buying me a Valentine's present- and mailing it to me!! I can't wait...

Thank again to my reviewers who yeah... reviewed... ]]> ~Frosts-baby-vampire http://Frosts-baby-vampire.deviantart.com/journal/4370668/ http://Frosts-baby-vampire.deviantart.com/journal/4370668/ Thu, 20 Jan 2005 16:36:58 PST
I wanted to give a shout out to: My baby, Jeremy, cuz he's such a cutie... And all mi reviewers-

I also want to apologize to two people- they know who they are and I will not name them... ]]> ~Frosts-baby-vampire http://Frosts-baby-vampire.deviantart.com/journal/4327996/ http://Frosts-baby-vampire.deviantart.com/journal/4327996/ Sun, 16 Jan 2005 19:10:05 PST
Love ya all ]]> ~Frosts-baby-vampire http://Frosts-baby-vampire.deviantart.com/journal/4310740/ http://Frosts-baby-vampire.deviantart.com/journal/4310740/ Thu, 13 Jan 2005 13:37:19 PST
I am coloring most of the pictures I have posted here so it may take me a while to post anything else. I will also be putting out a series of somethings soon. I need to figure out which series I'll realease first. I have a few poems I need to type up as well and don't really have the time-- Maybe I can get a freind to help... *shrugs*

Anyway, I think that's all I have to say- Good luck on Semester Exams guys! And have a good weekend... ]]> ~Frosts-baby-vampire http://Frosts-baby-vampire.deviantart.com/journal/4272539/ http://Frosts-baby-vampire.deviantart.com/journal/4272539/ Sat, 08 Jan 2005 19:43:48 PST
I am now taking happy pills every other day so that I am not too hyper all the time- though I would like to be...

I have a head ache and I'm getting sick. Sucks for me cuz i can't skip school next week due to testing...

I guess that's all for tonight. ]]> ~Frosts-baby-vampire http://Frosts-baby-vampire.deviantart.com/journal/4261567/ http://Frosts-baby-vampire.deviantart.com/journal/4261567/ Fri, 07 Jan 2005 11:38:02 PST
ANYWAY- Sorry I didn't get anything done last night, the power at the cafe I was at went out so the wireless internet did too... and so yeah- I will have extra stuff to post tonight!! Yippee...

*sniff sniff* =^.^= *meow* ]]> ~Frosts-baby-vampire http://Frosts-baby-vampire.deviantart.com/journal/4245013/ http://Frosts-baby-vampire.deviantart.com/journal/4245013/ Wed, 05 Jan 2005 15:33:58 PST
I really need help... ]]> ~Frosts-baby-vampire http://Frosts-baby-vampire.deviantart.com/journal/4239252/ http://Frosts-baby-vampire.deviantart.com/journal/4239252/ Tue, 04 Jan 2005 16:21:34 PST
Anyway, I feel a little better... But exams aree coming up and shit is going way too fast. I feel like I've been left behind and everyone's running away. I'm so out of it right now.

*sighs* Guess I need to figure out what's wrong with me- probably need antidepressants... ]]> ~Frosts-baby-vampire http://Frosts-baby-vampire.deviantart.com/journal/4232785/ http://Frosts-baby-vampire.deviantart.com/journal/4232785/ Mon, 03 Jan 2005 20:00:31 PST
I need a life- Anyway, I'm going home!! YES!! See ya guys tomorrow, should have a few more pics coming out. ]]> ~Frosts-baby-vampire http://Frosts-baby-vampire.deviantart.com/journal/4223144/ http://Frosts-baby-vampire.deviantart.com/journal/4223144/ Sun, 02 Jan 2005 18:07:46 PST
Anyway, I got a lecture on our four hour car trip home from Houston to Dallas. And guess what! I still don't give a crap...

If ya love someone you should go out with them. Sorry that how it is... and if you don't like it you can bite my peachy ass... ]]> ~Frosts-baby-vampire http://Frosts-baby-vampire.deviantart.com/journal/4192903/ http://Frosts-baby-vampire.deviantart.com/journal/4192903/ Thu, 30 Dec 2004 11:37:48 PST
I am so pissed off right now it's not even funny... *takes a deep breath* Okay I'm better...

Has your mother ever asked you to do her a favor- and then tells you to do something stupid liek go get something from the garage- when it could have been faster just to go get it herself?

Pisses me off... Ugh... Here we go again... *goes to do mother's bidding* ]]> ~Frosts-baby-vampire