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                <title>It's good now</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 22 Jan 2009 20:13:16 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I have been busy with my stuff, school is almost over, it's 2nd semester now, so I'm going to keep up with my homework, so if you ask for some stuff, I will try to get it done. It might take me longer for the art then my stories. SO if you REALLY want a drawing, you'll have to wait. I can start up a story pretty quick better then art. SO if you guys could do me a favor, tell me all the stuff you want (even past stuff, cause I forget) and I WILL write it down, and get on it as soon as possible!<br /><br />Okay, here's what's on! I am planning on moving in with my mom after school, I'm getting a Sugar Glider, I'm gonna try to get into the short story publishing....maybe, and I AM SOOO HAPPY, my mom owns her house, so I get to paint on my walls!!! And I'm planning on drawing all my favorite anime characters! I already put up Muei for TOA!!!<br /><br />Well, fill me in, and I'll start!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>I'm sooooo swamped!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 16 Dec 2008 20:52:19 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I have had so much going on right now, I've been fighing with my dad recently about moving with my move for more then a month, so now FINALLY the plan as been up where I will move to AZ at the end of my ninth grade. I just want to see my man, he is so lovely. I'm seeing him for Christmas while I visit my mom. I'm so realived to get out of this house for a while.<br /><br />I am SOOOOO trying to get ur guyziez stuff done that you requested, so just tell me all you want and I will try and get it done while I visit my mom who as a laptop I can use all the time. So tell me all I need to know, and I will get it done!!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Anime Vegas 08'</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 12 Sep 2008 18:25:07 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I went to Anime Vegas, and I loved it! X3 It was fun, I met a bunch of people, and I have a new boyfriend! X3 He is so fine! I got some new myspace friends, and if you want to be my friend on myspace then ask cause I won't give it out in the open.<br /><br />Anyway, I'll try and put up some pics I took, not very many though because I was having too much fun! XD So, I'll try to put up some new stuff, I just got internet at home, and my laptop is being a piece of crap, so I have to use my dad's brand-new one.<br /><br />SO I'l ty to do your guy's request as soon as I can, school is hard, and right now, in ninth grade, that's where it counts, so I have to keep my grades up. Suck ass! DX I hate school.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Requests anyone?</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 07 Jul 2008 18:17:50 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I am bored, and I'm trying to get a scanner for my laptop, but I guess I'll use the one for my home computer. I 'm not home right now, but I'll use my mom's....maybe, if not I'll take pics of it. It's the best I can do.<br /><br />So, anyone tha twants me to draw something, I'm all for it. I'm as bored as hell, and I haven't been drawing latley, just writing. I'm write a AschxLuke yaoi story right now, but I want to draw too....I just don't know what TO draw. <br /><br />So, ideas, requests, ANYTHING!! So tell me, and I will make. I'm also going to an anime convention with ~sorasonlygirl on my birthday, which is on the 30th of August! I can't wait, and I just bought my Itachi outfit. I will take pictures, don't worry! I'll probably make out with some random Naruto or Sasuke.<br /><br />~sorasonlygirl is being Sasuke, so she'll probably make out with the same random people I do. XD <br /><br />Well, requests pweeze!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>I can't take it anymore! -gunshot-</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 30 Jun 2008 20:25:08 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Yeah, the title is a bit....extreme, but I'm serious. My mom has tried to keep me here a few times, and I could kill myself before I permently stayed in this hell hole!!! She makes everyday all about stupid shit that she fights and yells about.<br /><br />Mindless shit that doesn't even fucking matter. SHe was yelling at me to clean HER house when it was my brother's fucking job!!! I did help out, but then it got messing again because my mom doesn't give a crap. Well, I have the urge to clean it because it's so bad, but it'll be a waste of time. I know that it'll get messy again, so why bother. I am going to clean it in the hopes that it stays this way until I leave.<br /><br />Only two more weeks, then I'm going home to bitch about her to all of my friends all I want! I don't care about her as much as I care about my dad, and she knows it. So why even try to convince me to stay. She was also yelling at me because she said that she spent 300 dollars on my for my hair to get done, which is a total fucking lie, SHE spent MORE the HALF the money on hair supplies for HER, and SHE got her hair done too!!! I can't stand her, I can't wait till I go fucking home!!!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>I'm almost home!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 29 Jun 2008 18:27:34 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I have...fourteen more days till I go on a plane to go back home!! WEEE!!! XD<br /><br />Anyway...I have my laptop!!! XD I LOVES IT SOOO MUCH!!! I have a bunch of Sasunaru pics on it already! XD I also helped my gramma clean her house (my moms side of the family -except for my mom's rich, lawyer, sister- is the most messiest family!!) from around ten 'o clock in the morning till around two in the morning, slept for five hours, then worked again till maybe three or four in the afternoon!!! It was worth it though!! I got one hundred bucks!! SWEETNESS!!! <br /><br />....I'm probably going to spend it all in one day!!! That's the kind of person I am!! XD Well, I know I will be using it for something important to me!! Of course!! The funny thing is that my little brother was offered to help, and he said yes at first but then changed his mind!! He was soooo pissed that I got soooo much money and he didn't!! XP Well, to bad for him!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Life at my moms...is better then evur!!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 22 Jun 2008 10:14:48 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I am not going to lie to you when I say that my mom and her side of he family (well, my gramma; her mom) scare me. They always fight, and scream. That's why I don't want to stay woth her, all of that fighting makes me pissy, then my mom get's pissy at me for being pissy even though she's the one that made me pissy in the first place! <br /><br />But it's all good, and you know why....nothing....well, I'll tell you then. I'm getting my own brand-new laptop of my own....aren't you jealous! XP Oh, and I'm going to get a skin for it online where it as Naruto on it --> <a href="http://sasorisama.deviantart.com/art/Naruto-Dies-Irae-74566406">[link]</a> <--- And with my name "Kerushi-chan" on the bottom. It's not so bad here, well, wish me luck that it doesn't worsen!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>I just realized...</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 06 May 2008 15:08:20 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I have had a lot of things happen to me in my life, and if you don't believe me or haven't been friends on this site or in real life for very long, then read my first journals. But, I'm talking about men now, and yes, I've dated before, and it's only been one so far....I'm pitiful, I know. But that one guy I dated only wanted me for sex, and I've realized that most men only want you for sex. I mean, I do want it, but when I'm older. But I want more then that, I want a man that loves me for who I am, not for what I can sexual give them! But I know it will be VERY hard to find a man that wants you more for emotional relationship then a sexual relationship. I just hope I'll be able to find that perfect man before I get into relationships that worse then my first one. (I can't change my emotion...thing, because I'm on my phone and my phone won't let me change it....if I could I would make it very....very...sad.)<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>My life is crazy!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 26 Apr 2008 12:00:36 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I have so much to say! Okay, I had my phone taken away for a few days but I got it back, I need a hug...I'm emo but I like hugs...I'm getting a laptop for my birthday this year on August 30, a tattoo for my next birthday of the Hidden Leaf symbol...somewhere. I had to get a "womenly exam," if you get my drift....it sucked. I'm on "the pill" for reasons other then what it's really used for. I'm going to a birthday party tomorrow, I'm going on my dad's boat today with my friend that's visiting from California, and I had to wash my dad's car...it wasn't that bad, but it wasn't wonderful. Well...that's it...an I need a nap...<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Skunks smell.....really BAD!!!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 16 Apr 2008 22:23:38 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I am just finding out that skunks smell bad....you know how I know that....cause one is in my backyard....under my dog's house....and it sprayed both my dogs...and I think me cat...oh, and my right arm...so I writing this with one hand...and it's annoying the fuck out of me...my cat got out,and I just learned that a skunks spray effects a male cat like it would with another male cat...my cat is fixed, but he still has his tendencies to act like he's not fixed at all!!! My two dog's that got sprayed are still outside, but they come back....and I'm almost going to barf because of the skunks smell...and I don't want to stink up my room so I'm stting in my living room while I'm typing this...with one hand! My....life....sucks! But, I'm happy my cat's okay at least...and yes, I know I love my cat more then my dogs!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>California...again</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 10 Apr 2008 09:20:34 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ If you have read my old journals, then you would know that I have gone to California before to Disneyland. It wasn't to bad, but I'm not much of a Disney person. I'm more of a Naruto and anime person. I'm NOT going back their, I am going for my aunts birthday, and I am lucky enough to go shopping in San Diego! I am also rich and spoiled enough to going on a shopping spree!!! WEEEEEE!!! I am spoiled, I will admit it, and if you know me, you would know how many games and games systems I have. A PS2, a Wii, a $600 phone, and that phone has unlimited everything! Internet, music, and Microsoft Word! I am a spoiled rotten brat, but that is cause my dad says he gives me this stuff because I don't do drugs or anything stupid. SO, learn from my example, if you don't do drugs, or anything stupid, you will be rewarded! Equivalent exchange, bitches!!! You better learn that before you do something with your life that you soooo wish hd never happened! <br />" Humankind can not gain anything without first giving something in return, to obtain, something of equal value must be lost. That is alchemy's first law of equivalent exchange. " - a direct quote from Alphonse Elric from FMA.<br />You better remember ever word...because ithas already melted into my brain forever.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>I'M HOME!!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 26 Mar 2008 14:52:14 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I finally left my mom's....but it wasn't that bad! *gasp* I know that it's a shocker, but I did have some fun. She said that she would get me a tattoo when I turn sixteen, which is SWEET!! I'm thinking of getting Naruto, but my dad says that I'll grow out of him before I turn sixteen. I doubt it!!! I mean...he is sooooooo sexy!! I want to get him like having one finger up like number 1....which'll be ME!! He will being saying that I, Kelsey, am number one!!! I can't wait till I turn sixteen, but some of my friends (not my anime friends of course!! ) say that if I get a tattoo with Naruto, then they will never speak to me again....but I just won't show them!! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/winkrazz.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";p" title="Wink/Razz" /> I mean, I don't have to, and I don't want to, 'cause I'm think of getting him below my belt....like on my ass!!! Which'll be soooooo SEXY!!! I already have a car to drive....well, two actually! I can only choose one, and my dad said that when I get my car he will go to one of those giant car sticker places and get a huge one of Naruto's demon seal and stick it one the hood of my car....sweet!!! My dad is soooo nice to me, he gave me a $600 phone for christmas. I have a Playstation 2, a Wii, a DS, and my $600 dollar phone. Also, my gramma gave me a credit card...but not a real one TT^TT she is going to get me a real one when I vist her in the summer, SWEET!!! X) I gots to go now! BYE!!!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>My mom doesn't suck! *gasp* I know!</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 21 Mar 2008 23:41:53 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I am a little happier, because my mom just told me that she is going to get me a tattoo when I turn sixteen!!! WEEEEEEEEEE!!!!! I am sooo much happier right now, but I'm still pissed that I'm not home yet. I'm thinking of getting Naruto on my ass with him putting his finger up as # 1, you know? I was wanting to get Naruto's demon seal, but I heard that black fades easily. I don't know, I might get the dragon, homunculas dragon symbol for a tattoo. I don't know yet, and yes I know that it will be with me forever, so I have to think things through! I REALLY want to get Naruto on my ass so I will have a reason for flashing my ass at people, I mean, I have a nice figure and a nice ass! I don't like to brag, but when I'm high off of Mountian Dew then I don't hold back at all. I just had a BUNCH of Mountian Dew, so I am having such a headache....can I have a hug? TT--TT<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>I AM GOING TO DIE!!! help pweaze!</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 18 Mar 2008 21:20:24 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I am seriously going to die, my mom is doing the same shit she always does! She won't drop a argument when they clearly need to be dropped, and I can not stand the drama! I am going to die if she keeps up this bull shit, and I can not handle her crap!! I am seriously crying right now....I'm not joking, I just want to go home to my dad and live without her. I just wish she would die right now and leave me the hell alone! I am not kidding, I want her to burn in the fires pits of HELL!!! I seriously just want to go the hell home, but I have to wait until sunday to leave this frucking hell hole and go the hell HOME!!! pweaze help me not become more emo then I already am, and I can not deal with this anymore.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Arizona.....sucks!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 16 Mar 2008 09:32:04 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Why do I even bother....what...oh, you don't understand. Sorry, I talk to myself a lot. My mother is such a pain in my goddamn ass! I have to stay at Arizona with my mom, and she still is trying to get me back. I live with my dad, and I'm visiting her right now. She still is trying to get me back, and she still doesn't understand why I left with dad. My dad told me that if she tries anything, I got to a hotel and he'll pick me up....I am not anyway near a drama queen or any drama for that matter. I just want this week to end as soon as possible so I can just go thefuck home and see my dad and my REAL family. I mean, I do love my mom, somewhat, but I can stand it when all she talks about is " I'm tired, I don't feel good, stay here, quit messing with your brother, blah blah blah! " I hate her soooo much, and I can not stand it. Why do I even try anymore, she doen't understand why I donzt want to stay! I will tell you this, she use to beat me, and get drunk and drive with me and my brother in the car, sh choke me and bit my arm. All she would ever do was sleep all day, I can't tan because of her! She used to make me clean dishes that were months old, and all I ate when I lived there was top ramen, frozen food and mountian dew! I'm shock that I don't hate those kinda foods now, I mean, I eat them all time! I even just bought a Naruto jacket that has Naruto on it and it says " I love ramen, dattebayo! " I love it so much, and I'm watching a baby right now so I'm going crazy. i'm probably going to write a journal everyday because of her and her antices! Well, I can't be emo here, so I'm just going to stuff my face, go on the computer all day, and play my video games. I am ging to go crazy....wish me luck!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>CRAZY EMO!!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 08 Mar 2008 20:30:31 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I am a crazy emo, I will admit it. I have had the crazy week, at my school we had CRT testing. I'm good at math and reading, but I suck ass on science! I had to take the science part of the test for two hours, then two hours again after luch! I was so stressed out and to top it off I wasn't having the greatest of weeks. (monthly thing) I'm sooooo tired right now, not only because I'm having my "thing" it's also because I have to stay with my mom for a whole week! I want to stay with my grandma, but nooo, my mom got pissed off when my grandma suggested me staying with her for one day! I am going to die from the inside out from my week with her, I can't be emo while I'm there though. She'll find out and she will blame my dad, and then try to keep me with her. She doesn't even understand why I even wanted to leave and live with my dad! She is such a bitch, I hate her frik'n guts! She's always telling me " Why don't you live here, you can take all your friends to the mall. You can go to better colleges here, you can actually go to town whenever you want to. " Blah blah blah! 1. I have friends here already 2. I don't like malls that much to go to them everyday, I don't have that much money anyway 3. There are good colleges here, Arizona doesn't have the greatests colleges in the world 4. If I go to town everyday, I know I will get tired of it! I live out near the California and Nevada border, so I don't go to town that much, but I like the excitement of weekly, if not monthly, trips to town. I would also get tired of my friends if I stayed with them every single day, my life his hell. But I have to go now, I have to be as emo as possible before I leave. So, I have to go and cut myself now. I hope I don't bleed too much this time......I'm not joking. <br />( I can't change the mood because my phone won't let me, but I would put it as suffering or no mood at all )<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Yay!!!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 18 Feb 2008 07:56:53 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Guess what....wait....that's retarded to say, anyway, I'm getting my braces off today....I guess none of you guys knew that I had braces...we'll I do but, today I am getting them off, I can't wait, and I'll be sure to show all of you my happiness by uploading a bunch of pictures very soon, I can't right now because I'm using my phone for internet, and it won't upload pictures this way, so I have to go to school to upload them, which wil be tomorrow, so I will soon, HAPPINESS ALL AROUND!!!!! (And don't mind the mood thing, my phone won't let me change that either, if I could I would put it as overjoyed!!!!)<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>California</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 10 Feb 2008 17:43:32 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I'm in California right now....my dad is taking him and is girlfriend and me to Disneyland and says it's the chance of a lifetime.....yeah right...I'm to emo for that shit...I mean I'm 14 FUCKING years old!!! I don't want to go to pussy ass Disneyland for 4 year olds!!! Then his girlfriend said that I could have the 50 dollars and use it on something else other the Disneyland...I wanted to use it to buy Naruto stuff...like a headband....but then my dad got all pissed off....so I'm going to Disneyland....I'm going to be bored out of my FUCKING MIND!!!! I need to go and cut myself now......it's the only way to feel.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Hell Hole</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 07 Feb 2008 14:35:46 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ My life is a living hell hole...all I'm doing everyday is remembering what my mom used to do to me because I have to see her soon. When I lived with my mom she used to beat me soo many times I lost count at....HELL I DON'T EVEN REMEMER!!! One time she was drunk because her weed addict boyfriend left her which I still think she is with ( I'm living with my dad right now ) anyway she was then trying to drive me and my brother home..I was eleven at the time and I think my brother was eight at the time...and when she was driving she would run off the road and everytime I would wake her up while tried to drive and after a few ten times of me telling her to wake up she began to beat me..I'm not lying..then I just gave up trying...then after she began to notice her car hitting the center divider she kept asking me and my brother where we live, and how the hell I'm suppose to remember...so after a hour of she drived aimlessly she could only remember where my grammas' was since we went there everyday so when we got there she kept telling me that she was sorry in her drunken stuper...oh and she slept in my bed while hugging me, and I've got to tell you that after that experience and the fact that I was almost a teenager at the time, it was very uncomfortable. Another time was when one of my brothers friends want him to come over and I wanted to stay home...my mom argued with me at first, and her boyfriend was with her..and before this happened he almost killed me and my mom, anyway after her boyfriend took her to the car they drove off to my brothers friends house...then she came back alone and after she yelled at me some more she pulled me into the car and then she began to choke me and bit my arm.... like actually biting.....I'm not lying....she actually did it..I have pictures....Then after I tried to run a few times we finally went to my brothers friends house I ran out of the car to the house, and her and her boyfriend argued while my dad took me back home, then me and my dad moved to Nevada the very next day....and now I can't forget those things and many other times. My life is a living hell hole...I know..I am a emo.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~FullmetalKiki4ever</author>
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                <title>Poor Baby!</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 25 Jan 2008 08:39:41 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ My poor Shadow baby got fix recently ( if you don't know who i'm talking about, YOU DON'T KNOW ME! )......okay...my cat Shadow. I call him my Shadow Baby Boy, anywho......he just got fixed abd know my dad's making fun of him because his meow is wussy.....but his girlfriend ( Crystal ) says that he would sound the same way if he lost his will to live too!!!! Then she told me that one of her friends fixed all of her male cats, expect for one........all of them were farm cats.......all of the fixed ones died and the other one didn't......they lost the will to live!!!!! POOR BABIES!!!!!!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~FullmetalKiki4ever</author>
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