http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:FutileHope&section=today deviantART RSS for by:FutileHope en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Thu, 17 Dec 2009 06:01:11 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://FutileHope.deviantart.com/journal/28853561/ http://FutileHope.deviantart.com/journal/28853561/ Wed, 09 Dec 2009 19:46:38 PST So yes I am alive and have been doing some art stuff. Mainly photography has consumed me. A little writing but nothing has completely come together for me. Not much in photoshop at all. With school and work and now being the care taker or 2 ferrets and a chinchilla I dont have much time. Tho with 2 ferrets I think its safe to say I'll have some pictures of them to share, even if they go to scraps.

I realized some of my photos have been building up on me so I decided that I needed to do a bit of a dump. Hope you enjoy it, I had fun getting the pictures, sadly October in Fl is boring and still green. Though going to the lagoon is a nice change compared to some of the other places around town.

I'll try to get a little more frequent in hostings and postings. Hoping to take a photography class this summer if money allows, thatll help learn me something about it and improve what little I do know.

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Two new projects I'm going to be working on. First is the Shout It Out, originally posted by [link]
The other is 's stock contest: [link]

Really sucked into the Shout It Out one, even tho the other has a deadline, if I dont make it oh well.

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I'm not sure how many of my watchers actually read my journal, but I figured that I would share my most recent ones. It was posted on a few other sites but I figured I would share it with everyone here that may read it.

I recently just finished watching a movie I just learned of, Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind. As I watch it got me thinking what could make a person go as far actually having someone erased from their memories to forget and get over them. It seems almost heartless to do such a thing, to take away the memories of someone that while in the end may not have been all that great were at time the highlights of your days. To wake up just to think of them and know that they are thinking of you. Those moments when you look at one another and just get lost, no words need being said, just a deep gaze that goes beyond love, exposing your most inner secrets and self to them without ever realizing it. The movie is deffinently something different and a great piece of work in its own, just making you think as much as it does. I just dont understand what it would take to make someone willingly erase another from their memories. The thought of losing anyone thats been in my life would hurt and to actually lose those that were that precious to me, whats the point of life but to find those you can let close to you and trust. Of course some you let close only hurt you but still, everything you experience makes you strong in one way or another. To have someone erased from your memories is as if you were taking a part of yourself and throwing it out to the street because no matter who it is, everyone in our lives has an impact on us in one way or another. I guess I finally found a movie that has got me thinking again, its nice. I would deffinently suggest this to anyone willing to watch it.

[link]
Quick summery:
Joel is stunned to discover that his girlfriend Clementine has had her memories of their tumultuous relationship erased. Out of desperation, he contracts the inventor of the process, Dr. Howard Mierzwaik, to have Clementine removed from his own memory. But as Joel's memories progressively disappear, he begins to rediscover their earlier passion. From deep within the recesses of his brain, Joel attempts to escape the procedure. As Dr. Mierzwiak and his crew chase him through the maze of his memories, it's clear that Joel just can't get her out of his head.

"
How happy is the blameless vessle's lot!
The world forgetting, by the world forgot
Eternal sunshine of the spotless mind!
Each pray'r accepted, and each wish resign'd.
"

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]]> ~FutileHope http://FutileHope.deviantart.com/journal/8347276/ http://FutileHope.deviantart.com/journal/8347276/ Sun, 02 Apr 2006 19:47:42 PDT .< I swear I will put in for a day off to do just that. Itll have to be in late April to May tho with scheduling and all that good stuff.

But ANYWAY onto why i'm posting this!

I so broke 1k views! THank you ALL who boosted me up there! I think something is in order now that I have Photoshop CS and need to get some work done in it. Hope to be able to put something up shortly for all those out their viewing me.....ok that was odd sounding.....anyway^^ ]]> ~FutileHope http://FutileHope.deviantart.com/journal/7485225/ http://FutileHope.deviantart.com/journal/7485225/ Mon, 02 Jan 2006 02:59:13 PST
To do:
1. CG Kaoru's lineart(had it for a while and never got the time to>.<
2. Make layout for my Myspace page(1 every 2 weeks or so)

Thats just to start off with. Yes I know, I shouldnt have a to do list cause its not me but I need it in order to accomplish anything it seems lately.

My first part will be a Layout for the new year for myspace. I'm taking the theme for it off a song by Muse from their Origins of Symmetry cd, Feeling Good.Hope to have it up in about a day or two....

Tho since I am working nights atm it may be somewhat delayed, but I will have it up this week.

Oh and Happy Holidays and New Year to everyone. Better late then never^_^ ]]> ~FutileHope http://FutileHope.deviantart.com/journal/6997493/ http://FutileHope.deviantart.com/journal/6997493/ Wed, 09 Nov 2005 07:18:05 PST
Seiji ]]> ~FutileHope http://FutileHope.deviantart.com/journal/6621194/ http://FutileHope.deviantart.com/journal/6621194/ Tue, 27 Sep 2005 22:27:28 PDT ]]> ~FutileHope http://FutileHope.deviantart.com/journal/6229564/ http://FutileHope.deviantart.com/journal/6229564/ Sun, 14 Aug 2005 22:52:27 PDT
So overall I havent been well lately. As I've been told, things can only get better from here. ]]> ~FutileHope http://FutileHope.deviantart.com/journal/6046778/ http://FutileHope.deviantart.com/journal/6046778/ Wed, 27 Jul 2005 08:26:57 PDT ~FutileHope http://FutileHope.deviantart.com/journal/6034280/ http://FutileHope.deviantart.com/journal/6034280/ Mon, 25 Jul 2005 21:13:25 PDT .< ]]> ~FutileHope http://FutileHope.deviantart.com/journal/5897628/ http://FutileHope.deviantart.com/journal/5897628/ Sun, 10 Jul 2005 19:07:31 PDT Six hours and fifteen minutes pass since power was lost and then our kitchen light jumped on. A record. No strong winds not a ton of rain....i'm sure if was a bit different nearer the water but I faired excelent. Hope everyone else came out good. ]]> ~FutileHope http://FutileHope.deviantart.com/journal/5877566/ http://FutileHope.deviantart.com/journal/5877566/ Fri, 08 Jul 2005 13:47:09 PDT ~FutileHope http://FutileHope.deviantart.com/journal/5834527/ http://FutileHope.deviantart.com/journal/5834527/ Mon, 04 Jul 2005 03:21:22 PDT
Thanks again for over 100 views in a month....300 was hit around June 3rd^^ ]]> ~FutileHope http://FutileHope.deviantart.com/journal/5795258/ http://FutileHope.deviantart.com/journal/5795258/ Wed, 29 Jun 2005 20:53:45 PDT
Now I'll be able to get back to designing some things....still need to get that pic of Tas for an idea I have.....need to get the pics I saved while I was away too ^_^ ]]> ~FutileHope http://FutileHope.deviantart.com/journal/5726326/ http://FutileHope.deviantart.com/journal/5726326/ Wed, 22 Jun 2005 18:19:34 PDT
I'll be back in town around tuesday or wednesday or so....not completely sure. ]]> ~FutileHope http://FutileHope.deviantart.com/journal/5669381/ http://FutileHope.deviantart.com/journal/5669381/ Thu, 16 Jun 2005 18:03:54 PDT ]]> ~FutileHope http://FutileHope.deviantart.com/journal/5540513/ http://FutileHope.deviantart.com/journal/5540513/ Fri, 03 Jun 2005 08:29:37 PDT Thanks all^^

Hopefully I'll have more to put up soon
Bear with meh, Guild wars ish an addiction ]]> ~FutileHope http://FutileHope.deviantart.com/journal/5506738/ http://FutileHope.deviantart.com/journal/5506738/ Mon, 30 May 2005 21:51:16 PDT .< They suck so much. Well jus a lil update cause it seems I do get a lil notice, never thought I would but you people seem to actually like my work....what are you? crazy? XD jus kiddin^_^ ]]> ~FutileHope http://FutileHope.deviantart.com/journal/5063184/ http://FutileHope.deviantart.com/journal/5063184/ Mon, 11 Apr 2005 18:01:56 PDT ~FutileHope http://FutileHope.deviantart.com/journal/4831630/ http://FutileHope.deviantart.com/journal/4831630/ Wed, 16 Mar 2005 19:04:55 PST
Heck Spring Break is next week and in my free time and boredom I'll probably end up making some new stuff^^ ]]> ~FutileHope http://FutileHope.deviantart.com/journal/4715114/ http://FutileHope.deviantart.com/journal/4715114/ Wed, 02 Mar 2005 21:02:15 PST Finished watching FMA so I'll more then likely theme a few things after that. And I'm working the Ren fair this weekend possibly so I might theme some images after Ren.*shrugs* We'll see if I have time for all that^^ ]]> ~FutileHope http://FutileHope.deviantart.com/journal/4585288/ http://FutileHope.deviantart.com/journal/4585288/ Mon, 14 Feb 2005 21:49:54 PST .< Meh, thier all showing up, slowly. ]]> ~FutileHope http://FutileHope.deviantart.com/journal/4573838/ http://FutileHope.deviantart.com/journal/4573838/ Sun, 13 Feb 2005 20:46:31 PST ~FutileHope