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                <title>Game Over</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 26 Nov 2009 07:57:13 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div class="space-top"><div class="recoil"></div><div class="insert_coin hc push-down"></div></div><div class="space-text"><br /><br /><sub> <sub> Till I finally return proper.<br />Until then, peace and love to everyone.<br />And keep drawing. Keep hope for yourselves.<br />And never stop loving what you love to do. <br /><br /><i> Later.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />The Game.<br /><br /></i><div class="space-bottom"><div class="player-ship"></div></div></sub></sub></div> ]]></description>
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                <title>Nope, I'm not back. But I am scared</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 11 Oct 2009 18:16:49 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I'm only stoppin' by.<br /><br /><br />Stolen from <a href="http://tishakaru.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/t/i/tishakaru.png?2" alt=":icontishakaru:" title="tishakaru"/></a> <b> GO WATCH HER NOW, SHE'S AWESOME. AND LOOK AT HER GALLERY, IT'S AWESOME TOO. <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> </b> <br /><br /><br />x = Somewhat<br />xx = Greater<br />xxx = huge enormous crippling holy monkey-pellet fear<br /><br />A<br />[x] Achluophobia - Fear of darkness.<br />[x] Acrophobia - Fear of heights.<br />[ ] Agliophobia - Fear of pain.<br />[ ] Agoraphobia - Fear of open spaces or crowds.<br />[xx] Aichmophobia - Fear of needles or pointed objects.<br />[ ] Amaxophobia - Fear of riding in a car.<br />[x] Androphobia - Fear of men.<br />[ ] Anginophobia - Fear of angina or choking.<br />[ ] Anthrophobia - Fear of flowers.<br />[ ] Anthropophobia - Fear of people or society.<br />[ ] Aphenphosmphobia - Fear of being touched. <br />[xxx] Arachnophobia - Fear of spiders<br />[ ] Arithmophobia - Fear of numbers.<br />[ ] Astraphobia - Fear of thunder and lightning. <br />[ ] Ataxophobia - Fear of disorder or untidiness. <br />[ ] Atelophobia - Fear of imperfection.<br />[xx] Atychiphobia - Fear of failure.<br />[] Autophobia - Fear of being alone.<br /><br />B<br />[x] Bacteriophobia - Fear of bacteria.<br />[ ] Barophobia - Fear of gravity.<br />[ ] Bathmophobia - Fear of stairs or steep.<br />[x] Batrachophobia - Fear of amphibians.<br />[ ] Bibliophobia - Fear of books.<br />[ ] Botanophobia - Fear of plants.<br /><br />C<br />[ ] Cacophobia - Fear of ugliness.<br />[ ] Catagelophobia - Fear of being ridiculed publicly.<br />[ ] Catoptrophobia - Fear of mirrors.<br />[ ] Chionophobia - Fear of snow.<br />[ ] Chromophobia - Fear of colors.<br />[ ] Chronomentrophobia - Fear of clocks.<br />[ ] Claustrophobia - Fear of confined spaces.<br />[x] Coulrophobia - Fear of clowns. <br />[ ] Cyberphobia - Fear of computers. <br />[ ] Cynophobia - Fear of dogs. <br /><br />D<br />[ ] Dendrophobia - Fear of trees.<br />[ ] Dentophobia - Fear of dentists.<br />[ ] Domatophobia - Fear of houses.<br />[xx] tychiphobia Â fear of accidents.<br /><br />E<br />[ ] Ecophobia - Fear of the home.<br />[ ] Elurophobia - Fear of cats.<br />[x] Ephebiphobia - Fear of teenagers.<br />[xx] Equinophobia - Fear of horses.<br /><br />G<br />[ ] Gophobia - Fear of marriage.<br />[ ] Genuphobia - Fear of knees.<br />[ ] Globophobia - Fear of balloons. <br />[ ] Glossophobia - Fear of speaking in public.<br />[xxxxxxxxxxxxxx lulz] Gynophobia - Fear of women.<br /><br />H<br />[ ] Heliophobia - Fear of the sun.<br />[ ] Hemophobia - Fear of blood.<br />[ ] Herpetophobia - Fear of reptiles.<br />[ ] Hydrophobia - Fear of water.<br /><br />I<br />[ ] Itrophobia - Fear of doctors.<br />[xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx *not* lulz] Insectophobia - Fear of insects.<br /><br />K<br />[ ] Koinoniphobia - Fear of rooms.<br /><br />L<br />[ ] Lekophobia - Fear of the color white.<br />[x] Lilapsophobia - Fear of tornadoes and hurricanes. <br />[xxx] Lockiophobia - Fear of childbirth.<br /><br />M<br />[x] Mageirocophobia - Fear of cooking.<br />[ ] Melanophobia - Fear of the color black.<br />[x] Microphobia - Fear of small things.<br />[x] Mysophobia - Fear of dirt and germs.<br /><br />N<br />[xx] Necrophobia - Fear of death or dead things.<br />[ ] Noctiphobia - Fear of the night.<br />[x] Nosocomephobia - Fear of hospitals.<br /><br />O<br />[x] Obesophobia - Fear of gaining weight<br />[ ] Octophobia - Fear of the figure 8.<br />[ ] Ombrophobia - Fear of rain.<br />[xx] Ophidiophobia - Fear of snakes.<br />[ ] Ornithophobia - Fear of birds.<br /><br />P<br />[ ] Papyrophobia - Fear of paper.<br />[ ] Pathophobia - Fear of disease.<br />[xx] Pedophobia - Fear of children.<br />[ ] Philophobia - Fear of love.<br />[x] Phobophobia - Fear of being afraid. <br />[ ] Podophobia - Fear of feet.<br />[ ] Porphyrophobia - Fear of the color purple.<br />[x] Pteridophobia - Fear of ferns.<br />[ ] Pteromerhanophobia - Fear of flying.<br />[ ] Pyrophobia - Fear of fire. <br /><br />S<br />[ ] Scolionophobia - Fear of school.<br />[ ] Selenophobia - Fear of the moon.<br />[ ] Sociophobia - Fear of social evaluation.<br />[ ] Somniphobia - Fear of sleep. <br /><br />T<br />[xx] Tachophobia - Fear of speed.<br />[ ] Technophobia - Fear of technology.<br />[ ] Tonitrophobia - Fear of thunder. <br />[x] Trypanophobia - Fear of injections.<br /><br />V-Z<br />[x] Venustraphobia - Fear of beautiful women.<br />[x] Verminophobia - Fear of germs.<br />[ ] Wiccaphobia - Fear of witches and witchcraft.<br />[ ] Xenophobia - Fear of strangers <br />[x] Zoophobia - Fear of animals<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>If one has nothing, then they have nothing to lose</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 01 Oct 2009 19:58:37 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Life has been cracked again. <br />As the world seems to go wrong, <br />As it has.<br />Once Again.<br />For the final time.<br /><br />But since I don't have to deal with it anymore, my mind is free.<br />I feel inspired. <br /><br />I want to make the real girl I love fall for me.<br />But I know that will never happen.<br />I want to Ace every class I take with ease and a good attitude. <br />But I hate working hard on mundane work.<br />I want to be loved by everyone.<br />But I hate talking to people that I don't instantly get along with.<br />I want everything in this world.<br />But everything in this world is useless to me.<br /><br />I want to jump off a building, shoot my brains out, and break my neck.<br />But I don't want to die before I'm done with this world. <br />This foolish world.<br />This sick world.<br />This... <br />Broken universe.<br /><br />I'm going. <br />To fix my shattered corner of the universe.<br />I'll be back<br />When the all pieces are back together.<br />I'll be happy<br />When a piece, a perfect piece, fits neatly next to mine.<br />I have one in mind,<br />but she's done with that time.<br /><br />It may just be a tiny knick, but it's enough that we don't fit.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>DAMN YOU TIME AND YOUR PASSING</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 29 Sep 2009 17:48:51 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Starting time: 7:45 pm<br /><br />Name: Marek, Nathaniel, Gin, MarMar, Asshole <br /><br />Sisters: 2 step sisters around my age. Both are in foster family homes now though.<br /><br />Brothers: 1, that's currently in prison, just outside of town actually. I haven't seen him in person for years<br /><br />Eye Color: Darkest Brown you'll ever see<br /><br />Shoe size: 13<br /><br />Height: 5'11<br /><br />Weight: 182 lbs<br /><br />What are you wearing right now: Baggy Track shorts and a Pink Floyd shirt. <br /><br />Where do you live: By a large graveyard, in Oshkosh WI. <br /><br />Favorite Number: 7<br /><br />Favorite Drink: Egg nog<br /><br />Favorite Month: October<br /><br />Favorite Breakfast: Pancakes and Lots of Toast<br /><br />***********Have You Ever***********<br /><br />Broken a bone: Nope. :3 I'm just a lucky wimp<br /><br />Been in a police car: Yeah, but I didn't do anything<br /><br />Been on a plane: Once on a trip to Arizona. <br /><br />Been in a hot tub: Oh gods yes <br /><br />Swam in the ocean: Nu.. ;3;<br /><br />Fallen asleep in school: Almost.. Many times<br /><br />Broken someone's heart: Yup.<br /><br />Cried when someone died?: Not very hard<br /><br />Fell off your chair: I've <s> broken  a chair in Foods and Nutrition class before. ;A;<br /><br />Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call: Not a call, but a text, yes.<br /><br />Saved e-mails: Never<br /><br />***********What is************<br /><br />Your room like: Cozy, but it's geting messy more often. I spend most of my time in the Kitchen on the PC. Like right now.<br /><br />Whats right beside you: Fucking annoying plants that my dad won't let me move<br /><br />What is the last thing you ate: Honey nut Cheerioooooooooooooooosssssss <br /><br />ÂÂÂÂÂÂÂ-Ever Had-ÂÂÂÂÂÂÂÂ-<br /><br />Chicken pox: Nope.<br /><br />Sore throat: dozens of times<br /><br />Stitches: Yeah, when I was just 5<br /><br />Broken nose: My nose is too squishy to break<br /><br />ÂÂÂÂÂÂÂÂ-Do YouÂÂÂÂÂÂÂÂÂ<br /><br />Believe in love at first sight: Not really. But it could happen.<br /><br />Like picnics: It depends on what food stuffs will be consumed<br /><br />ÂÂÂÂÂÂÂÂÂÂÂÂÂÂÂÂÂÂÂ<br /><br />Who was the last person you danced with: April..<br /><br />Who last made you smile: The Pamster<br /><br />ÂÂÂÂÂÂÂÂÂWhoÂÂÂÂÂÂÂÂÂ<br /><br />Did you last yell at: April..<br /><br />Do you wear contact lenses or glasses: No, but I think they're very cool and attractive on girls. :3 <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /><br /><br />ÂÂÂ-Final QuestionsÂÂÂÂ-<br /><br />What are you listening to right now: Uhhhhhh....Chaos Nico Nico Douga Ryuuseigun<br /><br />What did you do today: Wasted my time on the computer again, thought about suicide, continued in my quest to always piss someone off, took note that I'm failing at Physics. Not literally, but my average sucks ass compared to what it should be.<br /><br />Hate someone in your family?: Yup<br /><br />Good singer: HELL YEH<br /><br />Diamond or pearl: Platinum, Biotch<br /><br />Are you the oldest: Nope<br /><br />Indoors or out doors: IN. FOR THE LOVE OF GOD, IN.<br /><br />ÂÂÂÂÂÂToday did youÂÂÂÂÂÂÂ-<br /><br />1. Talk to someone you like: Several times, yes. <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /><br /><br />2. Kiss anyone: Sadly, no.<br /><br />3. Get sick: Very<br /><br />4. Sing absentmindedly: Several times, yes.<br /><br />5. Miss someone: yeah..<br /><br />6. Eat: Barely.. *Stomach = grumble* -___-; <br /><br />ÂÂÂÂÂ-Last person whoÂÂÂÂÂÂ<br /><br />8. You talked to on the phone: April<br /><br />9. Made you cry: Noel<br /><br />10. Went to the movies with: April, Ashley, Eric, and Tah, I believe<br /><br />11. You went to the shops with: Wtf shops?? Uhhh, my Mom?<br /><br />ÂÂÂÂÂÂHave youÂÂÂÂÂÂ-<br /><br />19. Been to Mexico: Never<br /><br />20. Been to Canada: noooo, But I wish I have<br /><br />ÂÂÂÂÂÂ-RandomÂÂÂÂÂÂÂ<br /><br />21. Have a crush on someone: Well, I guess.. Not really feelin' the love flowin' lately<br /><br />22. What books are you reading right now: Divine Comedy by Dante<br /><br />23. Best feeling in the world: Being with the one you love, and knowing that they love you.<br /> <br />24. Future kids names: Dante, Henry, James, Alistair, Nero, Alphonse, Moony, Lupin. Rose, Alice, Morgan, Ava, Luna, Emmelia, Lynn, Foxlin. <br /><br />25. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal? Nope, I have a morbid fear of suffocating in the night, and when the Police write the death report on my body, they'll find that I was "Murdered by Suffocation". The perpetrating stuffed animal would then be sentenced to prison and raped during it's time there, and I don't want a stuffed animal of mine to be reaped, so yeah. <br /><br />26.... ]]></description>
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                <title>So uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 26 Sep 2009 15:16:54 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Fuck Everything?<br /><br />Yes/no?<br /><br />Yes>No<br /><br />k, thnx, see ya all later. <br />I gotta go kill the corrupted universe then blow my brains out.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Don't Worry About a Thing Cause Every Little Thing</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 30 Aug 2009 22:18:44 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Is gonna be alright. <br /><sub> or so bob Marley and The Whalers say anyway. >.> <.<;<br /></sub><br /><br />Now, while Mr. Marley may believe that things are just fine and dandy, <b> MR. BLOODYARTBLOCKASSHOLENHIEM </b> THE 4th has something different in mind. X_____X;<br />I (,quite unfortunately,) have no inspiration, inclination, I'm-gonna-do-it-dimatation to draw anything. ANYTHING. <br />Not even the "sexy" ladies I mentioned in the last journal. @w@;<br /><br />It doesn't help that school starts tomorrow, or that my anxiety and paranoia issues are rearing their ugly heads again. <a href="http://onionfailplz.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/o/n/onionfailplz.gif?1" alt=":icononionfailplz:" title="onionfailplz"/></a><br /><br /><i> <sub>  My art, one of my only sources of pride, is dying. </sub> </i><br /><br />I don't think any of you will be seeing anything special from me for some time.. or rather, in very large spans of inactivenesses.<br /><br />I still luv you gais though, and I'm not gonna abandon DA. <br />I just don't consider myself as much of a community member if I have no part in the community.. <br /><br /><br />Anyway, all in all; I can't draw.<br />Everything else is dandy, don't worry.<br />this is just a heads up to anyone pondering my art lackingness..<br />If anyone was at all.<br /><br /><i> Laters.<br /><br />---------------<br /><sub> <i> You know what's awesome? <br />How about <b> Thunder Penguins </b> Summoning an army of <b> Mecha Godzillas </b> ?<br />You know what's at the plain of awesomeness just above that? <br />These groovy folks whom I happen to know;  <br /><a href="http://dementedpamela.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/d/e/dementedpamela.gif?10" alt=":icondementedpamela:" title="dementedpamela"/></a><a href="http://mell-off.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/m/e/mell-off.png?3" alt=":iconmell-off:" title="mell-off"/></a><a href="http://malchia117.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/m/a/malchia117.jpg?4" alt=":iconmalchia117:" title="malchia117"/></a><a href="http://axel26.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/a/x/axel26.jpg?4" alt=":iconaxel26:" title="axel26"/></a><a href="http://ramesis.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/r/a/ramesis.png?3" alt=":iconramesis:" title="ramesis"/></a><a href="http://chartreusketch.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/c/h/chartreusketch.png?2" alt=":iconchartreusketch:" title="chartreusketch"/></a><br /><br />And this God-like master of Okekaki <a href="http://nemurism.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/n/e/nemurism.gif?1" alt=":iconnemurism:" title="nemurism"/></a><br /><br /></i></sub></i> ]]></description>
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                <title>In short,in matters vegetable, animal, and mineral</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 21 Aug 2009 01:56:23 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <b> I am the very model of a modern Major-General! </b> - <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=t6us7AwnTII&feature=related">[link]</a><br /><br />Sorry bout that intro, I've just been really into The Mikado and Gilbert and Sullivan show tunes lately.. <sub> Don't ask. ;>w> </sub> <br /><br />Anywho,<br />I haven't been invading your inboxes lately. This can be directly related to any of the following reasons;<br />1) I dunno what to draw. ;3;<br />2) I dun really wanna draw.. T3T<br />3) The upcoming school year, and trying to do as much as possible before  all my free time is stripped and hosed down with the horrific devil water that is homework. <br /><a href="http://frageplz.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/r/frageplz.gif?1" alt=":iconfrageplz:" title="frageplz"/></a> <br />4) ......or just my re-newed addiction to Pokemon thanks to a certain someone.. @w@; <br /><br />Oh, speaking of which, an old friend came back into my life. <:,3<br />My best friend at some point, and the one that inspired <sub> <b> (TOLD) </b> </sub> me to join DA. :3 If it wasn't for her, I'd still be scribbling crappy half-realistic, half-OMGWTFISTHAT?? drawings on note book paper. *u* <br /><b> AND NONE OF YOU WOULD KNOW ME, SO THAT WOULD BE A MAJOR D: FOR YOUS GAIS!!!! </b> <sub> ...I think it would anyway. ;3; </sub><br /><br />But... there's still a lot left unsaid between us from last time we were buddys, and I'm not sure if we'll even get to any of it anytime soon, with all she has to deal with in her personal life, and the obvious unease the conversation would bring.. But above all I'm really happy we're friends again. And I hope things can be like they once were, so very long ago... u.u<br /><sub>(And I wish she was watching me so she could read this and be like; <br />"Awww ;u;" or more likely <br />"à² _à² ...You actually think we're friends again now?" <br />and I'd be all; <br />";A; !!?!?!" <br />"<a href="http://imseriousplz.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/i/m/imseriousplz.png" alt=":iconimseriousplz:" title="imseriousplz"/></a>"<br />"<b> ;3; </b>"<br />....<br />either way yo. o__o; )<br /></sub> <br />Ok, so besides being addicted to Pokemanz, and my friend so kindly re=friending me, and my Birthday in four days.... <br />Oh? OH THAT'S RIGHT. *0* <br />I turn 17 in a matter of several thousands of minutes.<img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/b/bulletblack.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletblack:" title="Bullet; Black" />w<img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/b/bulletblack.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletblack:" title="Bullet; Black" />;<br /><br /><i> It's a funny feeling getting older.. <br />Almost seems as though the years start to meld together, <br />time moves faster, <br />and the only thing you truly have any control over, <br />is the hope you hold,<br />that something nice,<br />anything even remotely pleasing,<br />is waiting around that infinite bend.<br />That infinite bend you're constantly taking,<br />as you wind your way down the road of life.<br /></i><br /><br />But yuppers, getting all old and gaunter and handsome and fair skinned and skinnier and smarter and charming and adventurous and girls and... yup yup! it's not fun kiddos. <b>  <br />NOT ONE ITSI BITSI TINY LITTLE BIT. </b> >.> <__<;<br /><br />Also, I'll be uploading some... um... More mature? works soon, so just a heads up to those whom would rather not be traumatized by my forays into the female body. nwn;;;;;<br /><br />All in all, I hope you guys are all doing well, and if not, making the best of what you got. <br /><br /><i><b><sub> -Love, Your's verily, Most sincerely; </sub> Gin <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /><a href="http://handsomeonionplz.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/h/a/handsomeonionplz.gif?1" alt=":iconhandsomeonionplz:" title="handsomeonionplz"/></a><img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> </b></i><br /> <br /> ---------------<br /><sub> <i> You know what's awesome? <br />Guitar playing <b> Ninjas </b> fighting Space <b> Pirates. </b><br />You know what's at the plain of awesomeness just above that? <br />These groovy art folks I just happen to know;  <br /><a href="http://dementedpamela.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/d/e/dementedpamela.gif?10" alt=":icondementedpamela:" title="dementedpamela"/></a><a href="http://mell-off.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/m/e/mell-off.png?3" alt=":iconmell-off:" title="mell-off"/></a><a href="http://malchia117.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/m/a/malchia117.png?3" alt=":iconmalchia117:" title="malchia117"/></a><a href="ht... ]]></description>
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                <title>Say Hello to the past and present anxiety of today</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 14 Aug 2009 18:19:03 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ F U A&TT<br />F U SOCIAL ANXIETY<br />F U MUFFIN MAN (the muffin man? THE MUFFIN MAN.)<br />F U... BAD... STUFF....THAT I...DON'T...LIKE POPPING OUT OF MY SUBCONSCIOUS AND HURTING OTHER PEOPLE. ;A;<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Right, now that that's done, how is everyone? :3<br />My interwebs has been down for several days, and I've been crappy.<br />Time to start commenting, and replying to all the deviations and replies and journals and OH WHAT FUN THAT SHALL BE. <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /><br /><br />Peace in. JUPITER<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Apologies/ I may die! ,:D</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 30 Jul 2009 11:22:14 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hello there all you watching watchers. <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /><br /><br />I am most terribly sorry that I haven't been keeping up the deviations for you all, for you see, I haven't had the will to draw for a while now, and even when try drawing something, I lose the will to continue shortly thereafter. Further more, I've been busy lately working for my dad and keeping my friends happy.<br />But what is most troubling, is that I HAVE to draw something for several people. around 4 things for a few people here on DA, and at least 6 pieces to do for some friends of mine in real life. <br />Now, I'm glad to draw it all, I'm just not feeling the will to do anything just now..<br /> <br />In other news, I might, <sub>might</sub> have a disease of the mouth called <i> "Ranula" </i>. <sub>- look it up </sub><br />From what I've read, it seems to be the advanced version of what I have going on in my mouth. So far my deal doesn't seem that serious though.. <br /><br />Oh well, on a cheerier note my summer's been going great, aside from constant nosebleeds and random colds and illnesses from time to time. n_n;<br />The only real downer is that a number of friends here on DA are having some serious troubles in their life, and I can't really do anything to seriously help them.. :,<<br />Nothing is worse than watching something horrible unfold before your eyes, yet being unable to prevent it.<br /><br />I hope they find a way to move on, and I hope all you out there stay frosty.<br /><br />---<br />Check these groovy people out, they've got the kinda skills I wish I had. <br /><a href="http://mell-off.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/m/e/mell-off.png?3" alt=":iconmell-off:" title="mell-off"/></a> <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> = laidbackness / shiny hair<br /><a href="http://axel26.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/a/x/axel26.jpg?4" alt=":iconaxel26:" title="axel26"/></a> <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> = friendliness / shading<br /><a href="http://tishakaru.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/t/i/tishakaru.png?2" alt=":icontishakaru:" title="tishakaru"/></a> <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> = maturity / character style<br /><a href="http://malchia117.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/m/a/malchia117.png?3" alt=":iconmalchia117:" title="malchia117"/></a> <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> = will power and confidence / originality<br /><a href="http://ramesis.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/r/a/ramesis.jpg?2" alt=":iconramesis:" title="ramesis"/></a> <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> = best friend :3 / mystery and coolness<br /><a href="http://collectorscaravan.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/c/o/collectorscaravan.jpg" alt=":iconcollectorscaravan:" title="collectorscaravan"/></a> <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> = very interesting comments / word choice<br /><a href="http://dementedpamela.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/d/e/dementedpamela.gif?10" alt=":icondementedpamela:" title="dementedpamela"/></a> <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> = everything / hair and consistency <br /><a href="http://sagatt.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/s/a/sagatt.jpg" alt=":iconsagatt:" title="sagatt"/></a> <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> = humble and friendly nature / Epic coloring and poses<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>I'm back</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 13 Jul 2009 13:52:29 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ In case any of you haven't noticed already.... <br />I've returned from my mom's after a killer week of intense gaming goodness with <a href="http://ramesis.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/r/a/ramesis.jpg?2" alt=":iconramesis:" title="ramesis"/></a> and he even gave me his old pc and set it up  for me. <a href="http://happytearsplz.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/h/a/happytearsplz.gif" alt=":iconhappytearsplz:" title="happytearsplz"/></a> thanks dude. n.n<br /><br />but even so....<br />I have not feeling the drawing vibes lately.<br />I get great sensations of anxiety when I think of certain things that trigger painful memories  <br />I hate myself because I think I may be too controlling...<br /><br />I don't know. <br /><br /><br />But life continues on this rickety tack,<br />winding through dark tunnels of unknowns.<br />or rising to the very summit of joy,<br />before plummeting down into a screaming fit of sorrow.<br /><br />Some like the ride,<br />others become nauseous at the thought.<br /><br />But we all have to see it through.<br />We all must strap ourselves in and bare it to the end.<br />Weather that be with our eyes clinched shut<br />or wide open will determine our courage.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~G1Nnasu</author>
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                <title>100TC &amp; Constantly Random Updates!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 05 Jul 2009 22:09:06 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I'll try to update this <i>irregularly</i> with links to my work, or random lnks or comments about.. Whatever~ <3<br /><br />NEW STUFF -------><br />===========================<br />I'm going away for a week to hangout with my oldest and best friend <a href="http://ramesis.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/r/a/ramesis.jpg?2" alt=":iconramesis:" title="ramesis"/></a> <br />So I hope I can leave my page in all your good, grubby, minuscule,  hands, paws and feet. At least till I get back anyway. <br /><br />Laterz.<br /><br /><a><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iN5XevNGuus&feature=related>moo">[link]</a></a> My leaving song<br />================================ <br />Old stuff -----><br /><br /><br />I decided to try and complete the 100 themes challenge before summer ends, but that seems like nothing more than a pipe dream at this point..<br />This is the list:<br /><br />1. Introduction<br />2. Love<br />3. Light<br />4. Dark<br />5. Seeking Solace<br />6. Break Away<br />7. Heaven<br />8. Innoncence <a href="http://g1nnasu.deviantart.com/art/Dark-Innocence-125845947">[link]</a><br />9. Drive <a href="http://g1nnasu.deviantart.com/art/Where-Ever-This-Road-Leads-127978695">[link]</a><br />10. Breathe Again<br />11. Memory<br />12. Insanity<br />13. Misfortune<br />14. Smile <a href="http://g1nnasu.deviantart.com/art/Bonjour-Mr-Poirot-126862174">[link]</a><br />15. Silence<br />16. Questioning <a href="http://g1nnasu.deviantart.com/art/Tell-Me-the-Exactitude-127685714">[link]</a><br />17. Blood<br />18. Rainbow<br />19. Gray<br />20. Fortitude<br />21. Vacation<br />22. Mother Nature<br />23. Cat<br />24. No Time<br />25. Trouble Lurking<br />26. Tears<br />27. Foreign<br />28. Sorrow <a href="http://g1nnasu.deviantart.com/art/Fin-de-la-Corde-125640261">[link]</a><br />29. Happiness<br />30. Under the Rain<br />31. Flowers<br />32. Night <a href="http://g1nnasu.deviantart.com/art/My-Luminary-Clock-126450760">[link]</a><br />33. Expectations<br />34. Stars<br />35. Hold My Hand<br />36. Precious Treasure<br />37. Eyes<br />38. Abandoned<br />39. Dreams<br />40. Rated<br />41. Teamwork<br />42. Standing Still<br />43. Dying<br />44. Two roads <a href="http://g1nnasu.deviantart.com/art/A-Reality-Torn-125630886">[link]</a><br />45. Illusion<br />46. Family<br />47. Creation<br />48. Childhood<br />49. Stripes<br />50. Breaking the Rules<br />51. Sport<br />52. Deep in Thought<br />53. Keeping a Secret<br />54. Tower <a href="http://g1nnasu.deviantart.com/art/Setting-the-Gallows-127610281">[link]</a><br />55. Waiting <a href="http://g1nnasu.deviantart.com/art/Still-Fox-127664171">[link]</a><br />56. Danger Ahead<br />57. Sacrifice<br />58. Kick in the Head<br />59. No Way Out<br />60. Rejection<br />61. Fairy Tale<br />62. Magic<br />63. Do Not Disturb<br />64. Multitasking<br />65. Horror<br />66. Traps<br />67. Playing the Melody<br />68. Hero<br />69. Annoyance<br />70. 67%<br />71. Obsession <a href="http://g1nnasu.deviantart.com/art/ReAd-oR-DiE-125749534">[link]</a><br />72. Mischief Managed<br />73. I Can't<br />74. Are You Challenging Me?<br />75. Mirror<br />76. Broken Pieces<br />77. Test<br />78. Drink<br />79. Starvation<br />80. Words<br />81. Pen and Paper<br />82. Can You Hear Me?<br />83. Heal<br />84. Out Cold <a href="http://g1nnasu.deviantart.com/art/Death-of-a-Dark-Star-127105696">[link]</a><br />85. Spiral<br />86. Seeing Red<br />87. Food<br />88. Pain<br />89. Through the Fire<br />90. Triangle<br />91. Drowning<br />92. All that I Have <a href="http://g1nnasu.deviantart.com/art/The-Pirate-King-126030018">[link]</a><br />93. Give Up<br />94. Last Hope<br />95. Advertisement<br />96. In the Storm<br />97. Safety First<br />98. Puzzle<br />99. Solitude<br />100. Relaxation<br /><br />--<br />This is taking much longer than I had expected...<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~G1Nnasu</author>
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                <title>"Impressions" and update</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 07 Jun 2009 17:20:35 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ There are many people walking the same road as you.<br />Some stand by for but a second before they're gone.<br />Others, we find familerence in every given day they're near.<br /><br />And while we may not notice it, <br />each and every one of them leaves a dent, an impression<br />that we will and must carry with us,<br />for the rest of our lives.<br /><br />The biggest dents are generally the most general.<br /><br />Some of us were born to make you laugh and smile.<br />Some were born to have you listen and think.<br />Some of us came along to bring you pain and sorrow.<br />And some of us, were born to love you.<br /><br />--------<br /><br />Well, it's been a long school year, but it's finally winding down.<br />We've all learned things, many or few, big or miniscule. We're older now, and hopefully wiser. Things this time have been lost more often then they have been gained. I, personaly, have suffered the loss of three loved ones. <br />One, to an long expected death.<br />Another, to pure hatred and fury.<br />And the last, and possible most disheartining, to pure overconfident foolishness and human flaws.<br /><br />I'd like to think I've gained more than I've lost... But the only true thing I have now, that I did not have a year ago,<br />Is a hardened, heavier heart. <br />A new toung, of pure lucky quicksilver.<br />And knowledge of a centain level of total satisfaction and peace,<br />which I've strived for, ever single night since I lost it.<br /><br />:Update: <br />I...<br />+Got back most of my lost data on RE5<br />+Got a new plethera of freshman, er... Sophmore buddys<br />++Am passing most of my classes with an A or A-<br />+++Am getting much better at drawing on computer<br />++Found out that I'm quite attractive? hmm..<br />+++Went to one of my best friend's 17th Birthday party. And had a great, if at moments.... extremely uncomfortable and akward, time..<br />++Have another new GF.. Maybe I shouldn't talk to girls as much.. meh. Oh well..<br /><br />-Lost my big, new, awesome TV to my dad because he BROKE HIS >.<; Asshole..<br />--Totaly bombed the last few assignments we had in some classes   <br />--Still don't have my PS2 back danmit<br />---Am randomly getting pissed at home for little or no reason.<br />----Lost my best friend<br />--Feel like a really, really horrible person at times.. usually right before I go to sleep.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~G1Nnasu</author>
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                <title>The Road Has Yet to End</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 29 May 2009 17:52:05 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ This has been a long time comming in such a short time spent.<br />I should have been more careful, tactful, smarter, better.<br />But in my quest to set things right, I once again spurred a demon. <br />Such demons I've fought before. <br />Time and patience seem to quell such beasts, <br />but such constant work becomes tedious. <br />It seems as though a new monster appears periodicly,<br />and every waking moment a new one is brewing..<br /> <br />Where are my allies? Where is my calvilry? <br /><br />It appears as though they left me long ago, <br />but I have always seemed to prevail by some means.. <br />for however long that hollow peace lasts is so very joyous and comforting..<br />But this kingdom I've lived within for so long and comtemptively is forever under siege. <br />The people are weary, the land is scorched. My sword and armor show the ravages of battle, becoming dull and frail with each passing day.<br /><br />They have become less and less effective over these past few weeks, if not completely useless now. <br /><br />I have no means to sharpen them. <br />No means to find new arms.<br /><br />I have only the means to move on, <br />on my own two feet.<br />I must abandon my kingdom.<br />A kingdom I was banished from long ago..<br /><br />It seems as though I will forever walk the tear soaked path<br />searching for a kingdom that I can truly protect.<br /><br />The darkness that shades the edges has become a close friend,<br />my only true friend on this path.<br />Something that also know's what it is to be feared.<br />And though it remains ever silent,<br />it's subtle presense runs deep, so very deep<br />within the sympathy of my heart. <br /><br />The darkness is my friend.<br />My only friend on this path.<br />The path that I walk alone.<br />The path that I must walk alone.<br /><br />Lest I lose my precious darkness to someone too..<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Gone, went my last chance</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 23 May 2009 19:12:12 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ With her, as I tried to correct my sins. <br />A girl can take only so much<br />of another person's grief.<br />My hopes ran high,<br />I overestemated myself.<br />Her hopes ran high,<br />They passed me by.<br /><br />And now they wait.<br />waiting in her creaking heart.<br />For the next young man,<br />Who dares to make a bold new start...<br /><br /><br /><br />update (For those who care) I:<br />+Got a plethera of new friends.. Mostly girls<br />+Took my painting home from Art 2.. looks nice over my bed<br />+Got X-box live finally.. Gamertag - G1Nnasu<br />-Slacked off in a few of my classes.. I want high grades<br />-Broke up with my GF... Still friends though<br />-lost my data on RE5... But I got all the achievements, so it's k<br />--Kinda broke my wrist.... Isn't too bad, but I can't draw now ;;<br />-Crashed my dad's bike.. Only I suffered any damage<br />--------Pushed a friendship over the edge... I can still see it falling.. falling..<br /><br />Oh well. What can I really do about it anymore? <br />Fate is irreversable, Time is irreversable. <br />And unless I reverse the two,<br />This is the result. This... is what life has in store for me.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~G1Nnasu</author>
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                <title>Boredom and Sadness</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 20 May 2009 17:09:17 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ [Relationship Status] Single... I think<br />[Parents still together] No.<br />[Siblings] Half brother (In jail), 2 step sisters (Both crazy, like Seriously not kidding.. really)<br />[Pets]A labrador, tabby cat<br /><br /><br />FAVORITES<br />[Color] Black and things that go with it<br />[Number] 7, 42<br />[Animal] Fox, Minx<br />[Book] And then there were none, City of Dreams<br />[Flowers] Blue Roses<br /><br />DO YOU<br />[Have Tattoos?] No. But I want one on my inner wrist<br />[Cheat On Tests?] Never<br />[Like Roller Coasters?] not really..<br />[Wish You Could Live Somewhere Else?] Sure, I get tired of this town sometimes<br />[Clean?] If I'm told to. It ends up spotless<br />[Own A Cell Phone?] Fo sho<br /><br />CURRENT<br />[Hair] A bit long, Dark brown, Poofy, Fluffy, Wavey. But not curly<br />[Playing] Civilivation Revolution<br />[RePlaying] RE5 <br />[Believe There Is Life On Other Planets] Sure<br />[Hate Yourself?] Yes<br />[Collect Anything?] Keepsakes<br />[Like Your Handwriting?] Hell no, but kinda<br /><br />LOVE<br />[First Crush] Katelyn Stuger, 8th grade<br />[You Believe In Love At First Sight?] Maybe..<br />[You Believe In "The One"?] I guess...<br /><br />ARE YOU<br />[Sarcastic] I'm told that I'm an ass whenever I am, I try not to be. <br />[Shy] No<br />[Talkative] When I at least know about the subject<br /><br />WOULD YOU RATHERâ¦<br />[Pierce Your Nose Or Belly Button?] BOTH!! jk<br />[Be Serious Or Funny] Both at the same time... Like Shaun of the Dead<br /><br />ABOUT YOU...<br />[What Time Is It?] 6:34 pm<br />[Name] Marek, Ginn, Nathaniel, Perv <br /><br />WHAT DO YOU WANTâ¦ <br />(yes these questions in this category make no fucking sense with it.)<br />[Where Do You Want To Live] London<br />[How Many Kids Do You Want] 2, in case the first turns bad... jk<br />[What Kind Of Job Do You Want] Artist, Director, Actor, Comedian, <br />Hit-man<br />[Gotten Sick] Few days ago<br />[Sang] Don't Stop Believing in halls at school today. <br />[Felt Stupid] Every time I look within my mind<br />[Missed Someone] Nobody... Cept, maybe my dog.. or just Emily.. Idk<br />[Gotten Drunk] Last Chrismas<br />[Gotten High] Nope<br />[Danced Crazy] at MORP<br />[Gotten You Hair cut] A month ago... I think<br />[Watched cartoons] Hell yeah<br />[Lied To Someone] The best way to cover one's flaws is with a thick, heavy blanket of lies<br /><br />WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON THATâ¦<br />[Slept In Your Bed] A rainbow trout<br />[Saw A Movie With You] Mel, Luke, Brady, Hannah nannah ninja, Leo, Tripper....all to see Hugh Jackman..<br /><br />HAVE YOU EVERâ¦<br />[Been To California] Screw Cali, no offense. They just be hating on our cows here in Wisconsin, yo.<br />[Been To Europe] Yes, spent some time in wales a few years ago<br />[Wished You Were The Opposite Sex] At specific ocassions....<br /><br />HONESTLYâ¦<br />1. [Honestly, what color is your underwear?] Lemme check... Dark Blue<br />2. [Honestly, whats on your mind right now?] How full I am.. Killing.. Death.. Baby Tigers... Edgar Allen Poe.. Love.. Entertwined emotions... Memory loss.. My mom.. Sweedish Fish.. Emily.. Art projects.. Labtop.. Doughnuts.. <br />3. [Honestly, what are you doing right now?] Thinking about crap that I shouldn't, Wasting my time in front of a computer.<br />4. [Honestly, do you think you are attractive?] Not at all<br />5. [Honestly, have you done something bad today?] I annoy my friends, laz out on homework, and piss myself off<br />6. [Honestly, do you watch Disney Channel?] Hell no<br />7. [Honestly, are you jealous of someone right now?] Oh yeah... That's me all the time<br />8. [Honestly, what makes you happy most of the time?] When things work out, when I make someone happy, When people care, Guitar Solos<br />9. [Honestly, do you bite your nails?] All the time<br />10. [Honestly, what is your mood right now?] Depressed, angsty, paranoid, annoyed, melancholy<br />11. [Honestly, who do you want to see at this very moment?] God<br />12.[Honestly, do you have a deep dark secret?] A few<br />13.[Honestly, do you hate someone right now?] No<br />14.[Honestly, are you satisfied with life?] It's fine, but being human, I want what I cannot obtain, and wish for what cannot come true<br />15.[Honestly, do you like someone?] Yeah..<br />16.[Honestly, does anyone like you?] Only those who I don't not yet feel for<br /><br />EVERYONEâS CONFESSIONS...<br />[ ] I still watch cartoons on Saturday<br />[x] I eat Froot Loops.<br />[x] I go trick or treating. <br />[ ] Iâve taken a bubble bath in the last month.<br />[ ] I have water balloon fights with my friends <br />[ ] I still believe in Santa <br />[ ] Mommyâs still the coolest person ever<br />[x] Sleep till noon. I've slept till 5 before<br />[ ] I still pass out little Valentines day cards on Valentines Day.<br />[ ] The boy/girl that sits next to me is cute.<br />[x] I still drink apple juice. <br />[x] There are monsters under my bed.<br />[ ] I canâ... ]]></description>
                <author>~G1Nnasu</author>
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                <title>Time and Forgiveness</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 10 May 2009 12:42:57 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ He knows she tried to be forgiving, but who can just shrug away a guilty lie, a stab in the back? Such a mistake will change a relationship irreversibly, even if we have learned from the mistake and would never repeat it. The Princessâs eyes grew narrower. She became more distant.<br /><br />Our world, with its rules of causality, has trained us to be miserly with forgiveness. By forgiving too readily, we can be badly hurt. But if weâve learned from a mistake and become better for it, shouldnât we be rewarded for the learning, rather than punished for the mistake?<br /><br />What if our world worked differently? Suppose we could tell her: âI didnât mean what I just said,â and she would say: âItâs okay, I understand,â and she would not turn away, and life would really proceed as though we had never said that thing? We could remove the damage but still be wiser from the experience.<br /><br />-Braid<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Debriefing: 8th Grade</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 08 May 2009 16:12:15 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I'm going to start giving summarys of school years past, starting with the eariest one I can actually remember kinda vividly.... <br />So yeah, take a trip with me down memory lane; It FUN!!!!1111one<br /><br /><br />Prolog: It was a new school, new people, and a completely new experience for me. On the first day my only accomplices were a few guys I knew from the Eagals Football team I was on the previous summer. <br />This was the first time I had been in public school since 3rd grade, so I was a bit shy and catious, but none the less, I was still able to avoid sinking into a social circle. In other words, I was like a wanderer; not staying in one groups presense too long, yet keeping on good terms with most of the groups I met. This prevented me from making true friends, but I really didn't care about that. It was a learning experience. Nothing more, nothing less. But I soon found it became harder and harder to stay neutral in the social ring, I was tempted to take the easy route of just becoming a dork, geek, nerd, ect. However, I knew that would lead to social restrictions in the future. <br />So as I went through my first REAL year of school, I gained much experience and insight on how to live out the rest of my school years smoothly.. For instance, I've found that some helpful tips on surviving school are;<br /><br />-Stay neutral; Don't sink into a social circle before you've seen them all, and are sure you'll fit in accordingly.<br /><br />-Know your stuff; Keep your grades up. If you try to juggle Crap grades with friends, relationships, and sports, you'll just end up in a very stressed and shitty situation in your school life.<br /><br />-Lv. up your charisma skill! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> ; You've gotta be able to talk to people. Even if it's only for 2 seconds, or 1 sentance, you should be funny and interesting. This makes things easier in the future... <br /><br />-Simple and clean; There's a reason they say you souldn't have your first kiss before you're 16; Because you shouldn't get in a relationship, or anything till you can handle it. If things are perfect, sure. otherwise, nosmoochyforyou!<br /><br />-Think a lot; If you have free time, you should think about the day ahead of time. Ready to live as you've planned, yet prepaired for what ever may happen.<br /><br /><br />....I should start following these more myself actually... n_n;<br />Anyway, I'll summerize my complete 8th, 9th, and 10th grade experience in the future, I'm too tired and lazy right now...<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>I was tagged</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 04 May 2009 18:11:33 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Dear <a href="http://axel26.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/a/x/axel26.jpg?2" alt=":iconaxel26:" title="axel26"/></a><br /><br />I don't really know how to tell you this, but our romance is over. I think I realized it when I saw the shrunken head at the mental hospital and I saw you sit on Bill Clinton. I'm sure you're scarred enough to understand The middle-east. I'm returning your ring to you, but I'll keep your suicide note as a memory. You should also know that I will tell the authorities about a passionate interest for mice.<br /><br />Go burn,<br />Marek<br /><br /><br />huh.. that's kinda creepy. Anyway, <br /><br /><br />-> How you do the Letter Meme:<br /><br />Dear (the last person who left a comment on your journal):<br /><br />I don't really know how to tell you this, but ___1___. I think I realized it ___2___ ___3___ and I saw you ___4___ ___5___. I'm sure you're ___6___ enough to understand ___7___. I'm returning ___8___ to you, but I'll keep ___9___ as a memory. You should also know that I ___10___ ___11___ .<br /><br />___12___,<br />-your name here-<br /><br />1. What's the color of your shirt?<br />Blue - Our romance is over<br />Red - Our affair is over<br />White - I'll join the monastery<br />Black - I dislike you<br />Green - Our horoscope doesn't match<br />Grey - You're a pervert<br />Yellow - I'm selling myself<br />Pink - Your nostrils are insulting<br />Brown - The mafia wants you<br />No shirt - You're a loser<br />Other - I'm in love with your sister<br /><br /><br />2. Which is your birth month?<br />January - That night<br />February - Last year<br />March - When your dwarf bit me<br />April - When I tripped on sesame seeds<br />May - First of May<br />June - When you put cuffs on me<br />July - When I threw up<br />August - When I saw the shrunken head<br />September - When we skinny dipped<br />October - When I quoted Santa<br />November - When your dog ran amok<br />December - When I changed tennis shoes<br /><br /><br />3. Which food do you prefer?<br />Tacos - In your apartment<br />Pizza - In your camping car<br />Pasta - Outside of Chicago<br />Hamburgers - Under the bus<br />Salad - As you ate enchilada<br />Chicken - In your closet<br />Kabob - With Paris Hilton<br />Fish - In women's clothing<br />Sandwiches - At the Hare Krishna graduation<br />Lasagna - At the mental hospital<br />Hot dog - Under a state of trance<br />None of the above - With George Bush and his wife<br /><br /><br />4. What's the color of your socks?<br />Yellow - Hit on<br />Red - Insult<br />Black - Ignore<br />Blue - Knock out<br />Purple - Pour syrup on<br />White - Carve your initials into<br />Grey - Pull the clothes off<br />Brown - Put leeches on<br />Orange - Castrate<br />Pink - Pull the toupee off<br />Barefoot - Sit on<br />Other - Drive out<br /><br /><br />5. What's the color of your underwear?<br />Black - My best friend<br />White - My father<br />Grey - Bill Clinton<br />Brown - My fart balloon<br />Purple - My mustard soufflÃ©<br />Red - Donald Duck<br />Blue - My avocado plant<br />Yellow - My penpal in Ghana<br />Orange - My Kid Rock-collection<br />Pink - Manchester United's goalkeeper<br />None - My John F. Kennedy-statue<br />Other - The crazy monk<br /><br /><br />6. What do you prefer to watch on TV?<br />Scrubs - Man<br />O.C. - Emotional<br />One Tree Hill - Open<br />Heroes - Frostbitten<br />Lost - High<br />House - Scarred<br />Simpsons - Cowardly<br />The news - Mongolic<br />Idol - Masochistic<br />Family Guy - Senile<br />Top Model - Middle-class<br />None of the above - Ashamed<br /><br /><br />7. Your mood right now?<br />Happy - How awful I've felt<br />Sad - How boring you are<br />Bored - That Santa doesn't exist<br />Angry - That your pimples are at the last stage<br />Depressed - That we're cousins<br />Excited - That there is no solution to this.<br />Nervous - The middle-east<br />Worried - That your Honda sucks<br />Apathetic - That I did a sex-change<br />Ashamed - That I'm allergic to your hamster<br />Cuddly - That I get turned on by garbage men<br />Overjoyous - That I'm open<br />Other - That Extreme Home Makeover sucks<br /><br /><br />8. What's the color of your walls in your bedroom?<br />White - Your ring<br />Yellow - Your love letters<br />Red - Your Darth Vader-poster<br />Black - Your tame stone<br />Blue - The couch cushions<br />Green - The pictures from LA<br />Orange - Your false teeth<br />Brown - Your contact book<br />Grey - Our matching snoopy-bibs<br />Purple - Your old lottery coupons<br />Pink - The cut toenails<br />Other - Your memories from the military service<br /><br /><br />9. The first letter of your first name?<br />A/B - Your photo<br />C/D - The oil stocks<br />E/F - Your neighbour Martin<br />G/H - My virginity<br />I/J - The results of your blood-sample<br />K/L - Your left ear<br />M/N - Your suicide note<br />O/P - My common sense<br />Q/R - Your mom<br />S/T - Your colle... ]]></description>
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                <title>La.Di.da.</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 03 May 2009 18:42:38 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I've had an interestingly boring week.<br />Let's see... I...<br />-Broke my mouse<br />-Pulled my calf<br />-Saw 3 things die<br />-Am getting disaterous grades in a few of my classes<br />-+ Feel as though something horrible will happen very soon... but it will pave the way for something beautiful.<br />+Got to play some really good games on XBLA, like Castle Crashers, The Dishwasher: Dead Samurai, annnnnd Braid <3<br />+Finally had a problem-free week with a good friend of mine<br />++-Went to prom, and had a great time.. even though my GF didn't go, AND I got grabbed painfully.. in bad places.. a number of times. Ow.<br />+Doubled the number of watchers I had! Thanks guys. ;3 <br />...or should I say girls? heh..<br /><br />Anyway, here's the first part of the story of "Braid". I really like the basic concept that's explained here in the beggining. try the game sometime. It's amazing.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>The Gate is Open</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 25 Apr 2009 11:02:32 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hey.. I've been going though some major things lately.. things that pushed my mental well being, (as well as the well being of others) to the limit. <br />Death is an intresting thing if you really think about it..<br />It's one of the last well known unknown thing this world has yet to crack the secrets of. We all know that once you die, you can never come back... And when someone else dies, you'll never see that personin life ever again.. All the experiences you've had with them, all the emotions you shared, you felt... All of them will live on, only in your heart and memory. <br /><br />And whenever a time comes where you need that person, or something causes you to simply remember them.. You start to feel the same sense of loss and lonelyness that you felt when they first died. Some people can live with the feeling. Some are consumed by it, but no one can escape that feeling of loss... of lost hope, lost oppertunitys, lost memorys that could have occured with that certain someone if they hadden't gone... our one chance, our one life to live must now be lived with out them. <br /><br />I can feel the sense of loss already.. I'm already thinking of how I'll possibly mourn the death of my loved ones.. will I break? Will I harden my heart? Will I lie to myself? These feelings are all unpleasent, and these feelings will all come to me.<br /><br />I'm just not sure how to greet them when they finally get here.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Thank Bajesus nobody comments on my old journals:D</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 29 Jun 2009 22:59:30 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <b>It's as though I've got something on my glasses,<br />No matter where I look,<br />Today, too, the unchanging landscape<br />Disappoints me.<br />What the heck kind of system is everyone using<br />To control their emotions,<br />I felt as if I was going insane, and started crying<br />But I'm sane, I'm sure.<br />Morning Station<br />I couldn't board the packed train.<br /><br />The era of boys locking themselves away in rooms<br />Littered with keys<br />Slipping out from the radio,<br />An electric monster<br />The speakers only whisper out<br />What you shouted at the top of your lungs.<br />I saw the era's chosen hero<br />Vanquished before my eyes,<br />Power Station<br />I'll give you as many volts as you want.<br /><br />Blues drive monster!<br />Can't you just smash up this melancholy world of ours?<br />I'm forever waiting..<br /><br />Adults wrinkle their brows<br />Your laughing voice<br />And your footsteps, announced your arrival<br />Drawing slowly nearer.<br />Those guys are holding a pistol<br />Aimed at your overlarge throat,<br />To think that sort of thing would have any effect on you<br />Is so conceited.<br />Radio Station,<br />Destory the wall of illusions.<br /><br />Blues drive monster!<br />How many times did you hoist dreams upon your shoulders,<br />And run<br />Until the night turned into day? </b><br /><br />--<br />The english translation of one of my favourite songs by my favourite band; The Pillows. <3<br />Listen to it; <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OEUjZkD9WBk&feature=related">[link]</a><br /><br />This is my other favourite song by them <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0e2jtG8VuSI&feature=related">[link]</a><br /><br />In fact, I'm on a roll, how about I just turn this into a Pillows-Pirated-journal-extrodenare?!?! ,<img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br /><br />A list of Pillows songs.<br />(Mostly for me at this point, but also for your enjoyment as well.)<br /><br /><i> I Think I Can <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=U-tFAgygjAg&feature=related">[link]</a><br />Hybrid Rainbow <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bWIrPL4IhZ0&feature=related">[link]</a><br />One Life <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0ob1cpyd8KQ&feature=related">[link]</a><br />Instant Music <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GY7IYGzzkUQ&feature=related">[link]</a> (Weird as all hell, but I still love the song)<br />Scarecrow <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k_Zfw42Xbto&feature=related">[link]</a><br />Another Morning <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y2Zj3mWjsfg&feature=related">[link]</a><br />Come Down <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u9HNJt6mlpc&feature=related">[link]</a><br />Little Busters <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ORQeOVOPv7c&feature=related">[link]</a><br />Crazy Sunshine <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qPbRnRt0mSI&feature=related">[link]</a><br />Lady Bird Girl <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ChasB-pna2k&feature=related">[link]</a><br />Carnival <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RwMT1SJ7D6U&feature=related">[link]</a> <3<br />Beautiful Morning with you <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YsatgALVnXc&feature=related">[link]</a><br />Perfect Girl <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nSJke23s_4o&feature=related">[link]</a><br />Brand New Love Song <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3ZiTD6bSgkU&feature=related">[link]</a><br />--<br /></i><br />I hope you enjoy at least some of these songs.  :3 <br />(If you guys even listen to them.. Which I know most of you won't. ;n; )<br />But oh well, your loss. n_n;;<br />....<br /><br /><br />PLEASE LISTEN TO EVEN ONE OF THESE BEAUTIFUL SONGS~ ;A;<br />pwease? ;w;<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Tagged was I</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 26 Jun 2009 11:15:29 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ 1 . YOUR REAL NAME:<br />Marek.<br />Not <i>Maar-rek</i> <br />It's pronounced <i>Mare-wreck</i> <br /><br />2 . YOUR GANGSTA NAME: (first 3 letters of real name plus izzle)<br />Marizzle<br />Hm...<br />Sounds like a Mayonnaise based salad dressing<br /><br />3 . YOUR DETECTIVE NAME: (fav color and fav animal)<br />Crimsom Fox<br />Oh yeah. <3<br />"But sir, this case is beyond even our capibility!! What are we going to do?!?!?!?!1" <br />"....Call in the Fox"<br />"sir! you don't mean-"<br />"Yes, Crimson Fox. Geneus and solver-er of every major case we've failed at, and had to get our asses bailed out of."<br /><br />4. YOUR STAR WARS NAME: (the first 3 letters of your last name, first 2 letters of your first)<br />Bucma<br /><br />5. YOUR SUPERHERO NAME: (Your 2nd favorite color, and favorite drink)<br />Evil do-ers, your days are through! For BLACK SEX ON THE BEACH is here! lol oh god... XDDD<br /><br />6. YOUR IRAQI NAME: (2nd letter of your first name, 3rd letter of your last name, first two letters of your middle name, last two letters of your first name then last three letters of your last name)<br />Acnaekuck. <br />Makes me sound like a wizard of some sort. n_n;<br /><br />7.YOUR WITNESS PROTECTION NAME: (your fav. food)<br />Pastaaaa!!! I'm Italy now?? whut whut? OwO;<br /><br />8. YOUR GOTH NAME: (black, and the name of one of your pets)<br />Black Spot(or Claire, which I wish was glare, but since it isn't I'm not using that one) <br />"Hey look, what's that over there?"<br />"You mean THE Black Spot?"<br />"Yeah what is that?"<br />"That's THE Black Spot"<br />"yea, what IS IT???"<br />"<a href="http://wthplz.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/w/t/wthplz.png" alt=":iconwthplz:" title="wthplz"/></a>"<br />"...<a href="http://imseriousplz.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/i/m/imseriousplz.png" alt=":iconimseriousplz:" title="imseriousplz"/></a> "<br />"<a href="http://facepalmplz.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/a/facepalmplz.jpg" alt=":iconfacepalmplz:" title="facepalmplz"/></a>"<br />---<br /><br />Let's see, I tag <a href="http://mell-off.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/m/e/mell-off.png?2" alt=":iconmell-off:" title="mell-off"/></a>, <a href="http://malchia117.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/m/a/malchia117.png?3" alt=":iconmalchia117:" title="malchia117"/></a>, <a href="http://dragonlover222.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/d/r/dragonlover222.jpg?1" alt=":icondragonlover222:" title="dragonlover222"/></a>, <a href="http://axel26.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/a/x/axel26.jpg?2" alt=":iconaxel26:" title="axel26"/></a>, um <a href="http://bloodspell666.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/b/l/bloodspell666.gif?1" alt=":iconbloodspell666:" title="bloodspell666"/></a>, and uhhhhhhhh.... <a href="http://anubiswolfie.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/a/n/anubiswolfie.png?2" alt=":iconanubiswolfie:" title="anubiswolfie"/></a><br />Go forth! and embarrass yourselves. <a href="http://imevilplz.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/i/m/imevilplz.jpg" alt=":iconimevilplz:" title="imevilplz"/></a><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>How Is everyone?</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 10 Apr 2009 08:33:11 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Just wondering....<br /><br />Talk to me people, long or short. <br />How ya feelin?<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Monthly Update for ya'll</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 05 Apr 2009 17:18:24 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ How's it going everyone? (4)<br />It' been a crazy month for me, but it's stating to finnaly whind down... Here's a list of the crap, er... I mean stuff, which has happened to me lately....<br />I:<br />-Got a DA account, and met some intresting new people on here ;3<br />-Fell in love<br />-Fell out of love<br />-Fell in love again<br />-Found a penny!1<br />-lost a bet<br />-Lost a great girlfriend<br />-Gained her back<br />-Lost her again<br />-Fell into depression<br />-Pulled myself out of said depression<br />-Felt hate<br />-Blew up a TV<br />-Got a new TV n_n;<br />-Ate a Papaya<br />-Was very loney<br />-Got a new girlfriend somehow<br />-Disected an eye ball in Bio (with afore mentioned GF n_n<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/wink.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";)" title=";) (Wink)" /><br />-Found out that dogs can look up<br />-Saw a man in a mini skirt<br />-Stabbed out my eyes, and am now blind (jk. I wish though... T.T)<br />-Saw the rain<br />-Sang, in afore mentioned rain<br />-Procrastinated<br />-Watched a Passion play<br />-Saw Jesus sing<br />-Saw Jesus dance<br />-Saw Jesus die<br />-Saw him take a bow at the end<br />-Drew a horrible, HORRIBLE self-portrait<br />-Hung afore mentioned portrait<br />-Bitch Slapped my computer<br />-Later hugged afore mentioned computer<br />-Became pirate<br />-Mingled with other pirates<br />-Became a "But pirate ninja" apparently<br />-Pushed it to the limit on a friend's bike<br />-Broke the chain on afore mentioned bike<br />-Am very nervous, very unsure, and very worried about the approaching future....<br />-Am, however, confident that I can, and will make it just as I wish it to be... as long as I stay cool and logical..<br /><br />Alright, thats all for now.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>omg (I'm late)</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 14 Aug 2009 23:35:43 PDT</pubDate>
                
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                <title>He's getting closer...</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 28 Mar 2009 16:07:27 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hello there my dear friends(3 people).<br /><br />I would like to say I've been just fine... but the truth is, I must undergo a grave undertaking to save one very special friend of mine.<br /><br />I must kill some bad habits,<br />I must kill some bad feelings,<br />I must kill some bad personality traits.<br /><br />I have to either lie to myself.<br />Or rewrite myself.<br />both are possible, but neither is pleasent.<br /><br />I've never had to do this before, I've never had these problems with someone. Maybe its because I never cared so much, or maybe it's just a problem with this specific person...<br />In any case, I have to do something about it.  <br /><br />I'm not doing this out of despairation,<br />nor for any other outlandish reason.<br />This is for my own peace of mind.<br /><br />I owe my friend a great deal, for everything she's given me, and everything she's been through because of me. <br />I know, that I've made too many mistakes.<br />I know that I've been a horrible person.<br />I know I may never be forgiven.<br /><br />But I don't care about that anymore.<br />I don't need forgiveness, I know how sorry I am and if someone doesnt accept that, then so be it. I'm done begging.<br /><br />I live for no one but myself, I live only for my own honor.<br /><br />I will repay my friend in whatever ways I can, to gain some of my own personal honor back. And to avoid losing a friend<br />I respect her enough to do that. And i care enough... to bring him back...<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~G1Nnasu</author>
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                <title>I think i'm a klepto, yo.</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 22 Mar 2009 17:31:46 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Alright. I heard someplace that admitting you have a problem is the first step to recovery... or some crap like that.<br /><br />Anyways, I got's a problem guys, I don't know if its's normal or not or wtf, but I always seem want every single useful (or rare) item around me... but instead of using it, I HORDE IT! Like a freaking pack rat! <br /><br />Wait I...I'm getting ahead of myself.<br />I guess I should start at the begining... -Ahem-<br /><br />So I first started noticing the problem when playing Dragon Quest 8, checking my inventory... now before I go any further, I have to say that I heart DQ8, I heart it a lot. In fact I heart it enough to have spent 109 HOURSSSZZZ playing it... at least on that save file.. anyhoo, enough about my non-existant life.<br />So yeah. I was scrollin' though my vast collection of random accomulated mystical crap and stuff, when two specific questions entered my ceribellum. <br />1: "Why do I even need 90% of this shit?"<br />and 2: "Does that say I have 89 pieces of cheese?!"<br /><br />Well, it did indeed say I had 89 pieces of cheese. But the true point of this minor tale, is that I HORDE SHIT WHICH I THINK I MAY USE, BUT NEVER END UP USING.<br />Prime example: Revieve items. I never use them. Even when i think I should use them, like say... when everyone's dead or dying: "Nope! I gotsta save it fo da boss!" <br />Then what happens when I find the boss?:"Oh Noez! I only have 34 Revival potions left, and (Insert name) is bein' a crap hound! oh well, I better save them for a later challenge..."<br /><br />Now, I've noticed this little habbit to be little more than an unessisary hinderment. But lately it's stating to seem ridiculous. Especially after spending an hour battling FF12's last boss...(I had maxed out pheonix feathers and elixers that I forgot about during the battle XP)<br /><br />Anyway, I've been playing RE5, and my biggest point here, above all the other things I've said, is this question for you all:<br /><br />"Is it bad if I have 5 full rows of green herbs in my large inventory that I never combine?"<br /><br />Thanks for ANY replys to that.. I need the help.<br /><br />I'm... I'm gonna go and resort my RE4 inventory now... I think my pistols would look better if they made a nice frame around my first aid sprays...<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~G1Nnasu</author>
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                <title>Questionier thingy... bout friends</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 21 Mar 2009 21:58:50 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ 1. Who's Emily dating?<br />-No one? I dunno. I try not to divulge into such things.<br /><br />2. What if you found out that Mellisa was secretly an alien plotting to take over the world together with Brian?<br />-...I would'nt be surprized by the first part, but with Brian? nah, maybe with Hannah though...<br /><br />3. What would you do if George confessed love to you?<br />-I'd move to Canada. no wait, make that Alaska.<br /><br />4. Can Luke be bad influence?<br />-...No? Yes? it's a mater of opinion. I don't think so though. compaired to some of my other friends... -,-;<br /><br />5. What's your fondest memory of Mellisa?<br />-...um..Car and sunset.<br /><br />6. What would you do if Hannah and Luke were going out?<br />-...washuh?!! intresting....<br /><br />7. If Katie and moony were locked in the same (really small) room for longer than a day, what would most likely happen?<br />-Moony would use his charm and wit to...(censored)<br /><br />8. Do you do anything special with Alistiar?<br />-I have this manga idea I want to co-write with him.<br /><br />9. Ever slept in the same room with Me!?<br />-oh yes, I've slept in a room with me. I've even slept in the same bed as me a number of times... <br /><br />10. What was your first impression of Emily?<br />-"huh, she's nice looking... and a pretty good artist. I wish I could muster up the courage to go and talk to her..."<br />...(1 1/2 Years later) "Hello there." X3<br /><br /><br />huh. that was fun..<br /><br />Btw, i stole this from <a href="http://anubiswolfie.deviantart.com/">[link]</a><br />Thanks Wolfie! nwn<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~G1Nnasu</author>
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                <title>So... what am i up to?</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 20 Mar 2009 22:05:55 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I have nothing better to do, so i suppose i'll start writing crap down in here... I've been through a lot in the past month, especialy the last 2 weeks. I had a lot of fun, I felt the best i've felt in a long time... but well, thats.. over for now i suppose.. I like to split life into 2 different living styles: Passive. and Active. for the last... i dunno, 2 months, ive been very passive. meaning, ive let life pass me by and i simply follow the trail it leave for me.. its a rather boring existance, but can still be fun. its like... maxing out a charecters' level on a game: nothing is a real challenge, but you feel a sense of great acomplishment for being so... complete. but now that life has.. taken another path then I was expecting, I've lost track of the trail that it was leaving for me.. So here i am, Back making my own path in life again. I'm not so bored anymore.. but I'm not really happy either. I had a comfortable life for a while. then it broke. now i have to make a new one out of the cooling ashes.. some things no longer exsist, while other, pestful things do. I will put it through the flames of emotion again, I will hammer out the imperfectons to make a fine edge, I will forge my life how I see fit. And strike down my sorrow with it... <br /><br />yes, i get theatrical when I'm really serious.<br /><br />Anyway, have fun decifering my rambling, confusing, cryptic first journal entry. n_n;; oh! And think before you jump to any conclusions about me. That means YOU! YOU know who YOU are. I'm gonna win this game. just wait and see... #3<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~G1Nnasu</author>
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