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All the same link.


Just needed to emphasise that

FOLLOW MEEEE love meee



xxx

]]> ~GenerallyGemma http://GenerallyGemma.deviantart.com/journal/25512118/ http://GenerallyGemma.deviantart.com/journal/25512118/ Wed, 24 Jun 2009 08:13:59 PDT
]]> ~GenerallyGemma http://GenerallyGemma.deviantart.com/journal/25509909/ http://GenerallyGemma.deviantart.com/journal/25509909/ Wed, 24 Jun 2009 05:02:21 PDT
xox

]]> ~GenerallyGemma http://GenerallyGemma.deviantart.com/journal/25451903/ http://GenerallyGemma.deviantart.com/journal/25451903/ Sun, 21 Jun 2009 11:34:09 PDT
Hey.

So, Okay, Let's face it.

I'm still depressed,
I'm still VERY hurt inside,
I don't think I'll get over this without him because I love him so much.

But

He is actually trying.

He's thinking about going back out with me.
So thats cool.

I love him so much.

He came to Cardiff with me yesterday as friends.
We did have a great day.
It was alright then awkward then alright then shit then perfect and that all happened in the first hour and a half.
So it aint bad.

We agreed we made good friends, even though It isn't enough for either of us.

We cuddled and stuff whilst in cardiff.

It was nice.

I got him Diehard 4.0 he got me Transformers 1 the 2disk spesh edish.
he gtot me and my sisters some chocolate lollies from Thorntons.
He paid for cinema tickets (9.60) and said he didnt want me spending more on food

I did i spent 13.90 on food haha

hehe

we had wok to walk food which he got and I got the cola.

Anyway, this was fun.

I loved the day.

The film was

AWESOME

so yes

A-W-E-S-O-M-E-!

Haha

He kissed me a few times and we did in the cinema but yknow. We can't help it we're so damn close.

I love him.

Oh well.

Enjoy my shitty updates.

]]> ~GenerallyGemma http://GenerallyGemma.deviantart.com/journal/25374917/ http://GenerallyGemma.deviantart.com/journal/25374917/ Wed, 17 Jun 2009 14:23:17 PDT Much worse.

Great

Sure he admitted he has veryyy much dislike for what happened and towards me,
and sure he admitted he still loves me which is really fucking me up right now But he can not see himself with me anymore and doubts we'll become friends.
so yeah, i had to go and fuckup or friendship and relationship.

great go me.

fucking miserable
cannot stop crying.

just... i am so fucking depressed.

so.. yeah.

fuck it.

i just cant be assed anymore tbh.

all men can fuckoff i dont want another relationship I dont wanna get hurt any bloody more.

I love him so much still okay

and im not gonna get over this any time soon,.


hes taken my whole heart away and left a big massive gap there.



ill upload some shit.

]]> ~GenerallyGemma http://GenerallyGemma.deviantart.com/journal/25372199/ http://GenerallyGemma.deviantart.com/journal/25372199/ Wed, 17 Jun 2009 11:47:30 PDT
i feel worse.

much worse

fuck sake,.

ssomeone kill me please,
someone who doesnt like me seriously hurt me please.

I can't take this pain tbh

I really really cant.

i love him
no wait
i adore him

and.. hes ripped my heart out and left a black hole
an its all my fucking fault.



fuck it

just idk anymore idc.

]]> ~GenerallyGemma http://GenerallyGemma.deviantart.com/journal/25350141/ http://GenerallyGemma.deviantart.com/journal/25350141/ Tue, 16 Jun 2009 11:14:01 PDT
I'm feeling pretty shitty.

congrats nec on one year!

But yeah, shit times.
me and dave broke up
yeah
lack of trust
yeah
my fault
yeah.

anyway,

yeah

i doubt this dude will contact me as well.

god i feel like crap tonight.

please put an end to my misery.

x

]]> ~GenerallyGemma http://GenerallyGemma.deviantart.com/journal/25332407/ http://GenerallyGemma.deviantart.com/journal/25332407/ Mon, 15 Jun 2009 15:35:23 PDT
I regret to inform you that I'm still alive!

Hahaha

Anyway Dave has passed his practical driving test
so damn proud of him.

Me and him are going to watch transformers 2 on saturday in cardiff.
Can't wait.


Been drawing and stuff

Will update eventually.

Well..

Talk to me haha will do better journal tomo

xx

]]> ~GenerallyGemma http://GenerallyGemma.deviantart.com/journal/25254615/ http://GenerallyGemma.deviantart.com/journal/25254615/ Thu, 11 Jun 2009 13:01:33 PDT
[ ] you have dry skin.
[ ] you eat 1 meal.
[x] you're very weak. (extremely)
[x] you hate your body.
[x] you starve yourself. (now and again)
[x] you have low self esteem. (extremely low)
[ ] you use laxatives.
[x] you need to be more skinny. (I have a fat tummy;A; )
[ ] people always say you're skinny, but you think fat.
[ ] people think you are too skinny.
total: 5

ADHD (ATTENTION DEFICIT/HYPERACTIVITY DISORDER)

[x] your mind is all over the place.
[x] you are hyper most of the time.
[x] you barely pay attention to anything.
[ ] you cannot cooperate with people well.
[x] you seem to never sit still.
[x] you talk all the time.
[ ] you need attention 24/7.
total: 5

BIPOLAR DISORDER

[x] you can act wild at times then the next day you are depressed.
[x] you are very irritable.
[x] you barely get any or no sleep.
[x] you are anti-social.
[ ] you have very high self esteem at times.
[ ] you are abusing alcohol, drugs, or sex.
[x] you have thought of/attempted suicide.
total: 5

BULIMA NERVOSA

[ ] you throw up all of your food.
[ ] you throw it up even when you don't feel sick.
[ ] you have no control over how you eat.
[ ] you use laxatives.
[x] you have overly exercised to where you almost fainted/passed out.
[x] you always say you are fat, when you aren't.
[ ] people think you are way too skinny.
total: 2

CONDUCT DISORDER

[ ] you are a bully.
[ ] you threaten other people.
[ ] you often find yourself in fights.
[ ] you have used a weapon that could cause injury to others. (ex: knife, bat, etc.)
[ ] you are cruel to humans and/or animals.
[ ] you have raped/molested someone.
[ ] you destroy property on purpose.
[ ] you always lie.
[ ] you stay out all night.
[ ] you have ran away from home.
total: 0

DEPRESSION

[ ] you are always sad.
[ ] you find no hope in your future.
[ ] you find no longer excitement over the activities you used to love.
[x] you always find yourself around the house or in bed all day.
[x] you can be/are anti-social.
[x] you have low self esteem.
[x] everything bad that happens is always your fault.
[x] you always seem to be weak or have physical features hurt.
[ ] you are failing school.
[x] you have thought of/attempted suicide.
[ ] you have ran away from home.
[x] hope is no longer there for you.
total: 6

OCD (OBSESSIVE COMPULSIVE DISORDER)

[x] you have daily rituals.
[ ] you have disturbing thoughts or thoughts you hate.
[x] you have to do a certain thing until it feels right.
[x] you have to keep things in a certain order.
[x] you have harmed yourself.
[ ] you are afraid you will get an STD, AIDS, or any kind of germs.
[x] you have to check some stuff over again.
total: 5

PTSD (POST-TRAUMATIC STRESS DISORDER)

[ ] you repeatly have flashbacks of horrible moments/memories in your life.
[x] you repeatly have dreams of horrible moments/memories in your life.
[x] you sometimes think the event will happen again.
[x] you feel highly uncomfortable when remembered/remembering the event.
[x] you can be/are anti-social.
[ ] you have lost interest in the things you used to love.
[ ] you have not had a lot of sleep lately.
[ ] you worry about dying at an early age or dying at all.
[x] you can have angry outbursts.
[x] you act younger than your age.
total: 6

SCHIZOPHRENIA

[x] you often have hallucinations (seeing things or hearing things that aren't there).
[x] you have strange, unusual dreams or thoughts.
[x] you can be confused about reality and fantasy.
[x] you think people are always staring or talking about you.
[x] you have extreme anxiety or fearfullness.
[x] you have difficulty with relationships with family, friends, and opposite sex.
[ ] you do not take care of your hygeine like you should.
[x] you are very shy.
[x] you often talk to yourself. (I sat on the floor and spoke to myself in Chemistry one, everyone was looking at me like WTF!)

Total: 8

]]> ~GenerallyGemma http://GenerallyGemma.deviantart.com/journal/25192146/ http://GenerallyGemma.deviantart.com/journal/25192146/ Mon, 08 Jun 2009 06:19:23 PDT
How are you all?

Im great.

Okay, not many updates lately cause

1. I'm a lazy shit.
2. I've been busy

Anyway

Friday Dave got me a new phone
(How sweet is that? )

Saturday was quiet

Sunday
Hell of hells i was dying with a bug haha
Yellow puke
face rash
weakness
headaches

haha I was suffering.

Today I was recovering and now im better.

You will see my new phone when I can be bothered.

]]> ~GenerallyGemma http://GenerallyGemma.deviantart.com/journal/25028637/ http://GenerallyGemma.deviantart.com/journal/25028637/ Sat, 30 May 2009 07:35:54 PDT
How've your week been?

Mine good.

Well was GREAT then shit then great then meh then good now fucking FANTASTIC!!!

Ahh yesss, beach with dave and his fam on the sunday, Cinema with dave on the monday, Tues and wednesday I was driven mad and thursday dave came over again Bmped into him last night

so fun week yeah.

But today in the mail I get a letter about a publisher wanting to publish my poem in a book of poetry called Poetry by moonlight, basically its a collection of talented UK poets' work! Im so fucking shocked my one is one that's been chosen.

Oh i'm so happy

If you wanna find it it's here: [link]



As you can tell

Im EXTREMELY happy about this.


Also, today I bought new sandals, a new pair of shorts and a new hat.
Lush luck or what?

Also.

LOOK AT THE WEATHER!!!

Gorgeous!!



yay

]]> ~GenerallyGemma http://GenerallyGemma.deviantart.com/journal/24944552/ http://GenerallyGemma.deviantart.com/journal/24944552/ Mon, 25 May 2009 14:25:27 PDT
How're you?

I'm bloody brilliant thankyou.

I treated my darling prince.

Took him to brynmawr cinema to see night at the museum 2. Just had to treat him, payed for his ticket and sweets. (We shared medium popcorn, a small packet of after 8 thingies and a normal bottle of pepsi.) Hehe The bought him some food, well us. we shared a pot of chips and a 2 peice chicken thing Really had to treat him.

Glad I did.

I absolutely adore him tbh

Updated too

there we go

haha

<3

]]> ~GenerallyGemma http://GenerallyGemma.deviantart.com/journal/24934771/ http://GenerallyGemma.deviantart.com/journal/24934771/ Mon, 25 May 2009 01:09:35 PDT
I have some news

its mega important.

Well

not really.

Haha.

Okay some updates from yesterday to come

yeah went to Barry island with my sweet david and his family.

Love it

was a very nice day.

aaaand



tonight im taking him to see night at the museum 2 and to a chippy near the cinema.

Im paying for everything

soooo happpyyy

yay <3

]]> ~GenerallyGemma http://GenerallyGemma.deviantart.com/journal/24892227/ http://GenerallyGemma.deviantart.com/journal/24892227/ Fri, 22 May 2009 14:48:41 PDT
So I'm in a good mood, yeah?
Perfect mood.

But I miss dave like hell
im actually REALLY upset over it

Half term too so that's shit.

I miss him :'(

I need him with me now.

For fuck sake.

I LOVE HIM

I

L
O
V
E

LOVE

HIM!!!!!



Anyway, one of the popular dudes from my old school actually spoke to me,
Not in a bad way tbh.
He said he used to have a word with peeps and basically toldd me that if anyone picks on me he'll sort them out and will sort out the girls who made me really depressed.
he even said im a tidy girl and knew me by name.

mad.

Made my night though,

why?

i was a lonely lil cow and when i bumped into him mmade me happier.

I miss dave though.

I want him here.

I want to cuddle him.

fuck im so alone :'(

I want him now.

]]> ~GenerallyGemma http://GenerallyGemma.deviantart.com/journal/24883222/ http://GenerallyGemma.deviantart.com/journal/24883222/ Thu, 21 May 2009 23:42:25 PDT
Yees

Why?

Cause I am

Anyway

propper journal comes laterrrrr
patience is a virtue my dear deviants

yeeeeeeees

it is.

anyway


BAIII!!!


*runs&

]]> ~GenerallyGemma http://GenerallyGemma.deviantart.com/journal/24875487/ http://GenerallyGemma.deviantart.com/journal/24875487/ Thu, 21 May 2009 14:57:40 PDT
How're you all?

I'm great tbh

Yes again.

Okay sure i anna stab my animation tutor until he bleeds black blood like the black hole that engulfs his body.

Yeah

he pissed EVERYONE off today

bad man

BAD!!!!!!!!


Anyway,

Dave's such a damn sweetie, he bought be the Mickey Mouse In living colour DVD it's adorable I love it Its just an amazing present off of him. He got it me to say sorry. So i've just ordered him a Christopher Redfield figurine from Resident Evil

Yes I'm a lovely girlfriend.

Haha I wish

Ive bruised him.

its bad.


Im such a shit gf

Aww

I need him here though

to cuddle and kiss



arrrggg

emotional gemma time


RARRRRR

:'(


Updates tomorrow

xox

]]> ~GenerallyGemma http://GenerallyGemma.deviantart.com/journal/24857759/ http://GenerallyGemma.deviantart.com/journal/24857759/ Wed, 20 May 2009 14:21:24 PDT

How are you lot?

I'm great, well to be rather honest.

MORE than great!

Me and Dave are together, stronger than ever.

Ive done some updates and we had a great afternoon.

We played GTA:SA on my ps2 and cuddled up

I reasured him that he looks amazing and is handsome.

He's feeling great now so i'm happy!

roll on tomorrow

tra

xxx

]]> ~GenerallyGemma http://GenerallyGemma.deviantart.com/journal/24841215/ http://GenerallyGemma.deviantart.com/journal/24841215/ Tue, 19 May 2009 14:52:37 PDT

Rules:

1. You cannot tag the person who tagged you.
2. You must write ten things to ten different people.
3. The peoples' identities must not be given. No names, kthx.
4. They must be things that you have always wanted to say, but can never find the words when you come face to face with them.
5. Tag five people when you're done!

3.... 2.... 1.... GO!!!

1. Stop thinking you know everything for fuck sake you only wanted me and him to end so you and the guy WE GOT YOU WITH last longer than us. We have something true, something real and it is most DEFINATELY worth another chance. This is because I love him and he loves me. Mmmmkay BITCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2. Just because you aint got noone doesnt mean you can badmouth what I've got. You're a jealous little cunt. Just fuckoff (Y)

3. I love you, no wait I adore you, no wait that aint even the word to describe my feelings for you and I doubt there is a word to describe them. Bloody hell!! I will show you each and every day how much I love you. Please never leave me. Let's make this work because we ARE meant to be! You're mine and I'm yours and that's the way it will be forevermore!

4. To be honest. You're all fucking morons! You waste your time for your exams, you come to college to learn media for a-level and still fucking waste your time fucking around. The media exam is in two fucking weeks. Let's see you pass your media a-level on the basis of fucking around and mooching lessons. go fail, faggots!!

5. Just because you're an annoying twit and we used to be friends doesnt mean you can fucking annoy me. You ran ove rmy life in the past with a fucking bulldozer. What did I do wrong? Nothing. So fuckoff.

6. Do some fucking work you cunt. I got you that distinction I did all the fucking paperwork ad when we agree on colours. DONT FUCKING CHANGE YOUR MIND!!! YOU fucked our work up. YOU make us look like fucking dicks. However. next time, work with someone else!!

7. Fuck off out of my life.

8. You used to be a real friend.

9. Okay, all you do is take the piss outta me and guess what? IT AINT GETTING TO ME ANYMORE so just fuckoff and die!

10. Please oh please get a grip. You whiny english toerag. I DID THE FUCKING WORK. I WALKED TO COLLEGE IN THE PISSING RAIN AND GOT SOAKED FOR YOU!! SO WHAT IF MY WORKS A LITTLE WET. GET A FUCKING GRIP OR JUST FUCKING FUCK OFF!!! Fail me on the assignment if you have to I DONT CARE. sure it's my future job but fuckit!! You are a fucking cunt. No wonder he threated to kill you before. I wanted to. Just leave the fuck off. I hate you.

I tag:

everyone who reads this

Btw none of these are aimed at any of you on DA

]]> ~GenerallyGemma http://GenerallyGemma.deviantart.com/journal/24840887/ http://GenerallyGemma.deviantart.com/journal/24840887/ Tue, 19 May 2009 14:33:35 PDT
How is all?

Okay I took sunday night a bit harsh but you know what?

This weekend has proven to me that me and dave are truly meat to be.
We still love eachother even after what we said, even after physically fighting.

We're together again and you know what?

It means everything to me.

Why?

It just shows me that love conquers all and me and dave have the best relationship that anyone will ever have.

My friends, better fuckoff.

Dave is worth another chance.



I love him

So much

updates soon

got some sex health shit tomorrow. how gay (N)

ohwell

good evening with dave today

lets hope tomorrow afternoon'll be just as good <3

]]> ~GenerallyGemma http://GenerallyGemma.deviantart.com/journal/24807932/ http://GenerallyGemma.deviantart.com/journal/24807932/ Sun, 17 May 2009 15:37:50 PDT
it's official

i fucking hate myself

i may go die now.

let me die pls.

give it up god

ive had enough (Y)

]]> ~GenerallyGemma http://GenerallyGemma.deviantart.com/journal/24807251/ http://GenerallyGemma.deviantart.com/journal/24807251/ Sun, 17 May 2009 14:56:25 PDT
Well the weekend was alright...

I decided to make fairycakes yesterday and then Apple and Pecan Muffins today
both were yummy.

Have updated alot as well.

However...

Dave's been a bit of a prick yet again.

So I don't feel good

im rather upset.

cheeer me up yes?

]]> ~GenerallyGemma http://GenerallyGemma.deviantart.com/journal/24806525/ http://GenerallyGemma.deviantart.com/journal/24806525/ Sun, 17 May 2009 14:11:58 PDT The Basics

Name Gemma
Age 17
Month of birth April
Any Siblings? 2
Parents still married? Yes
Occupation Student
Do you like your job? PMSL what job?
Any pets? cat and fish
Hair color Ginger but dyed dark
Eye color Blue
Shoe size 4
Any Tattoos? no
Any Piercings? ears
Current mood Happy
Current wardobe choice PJS
What are you listening to? TV
Who did you last speak with on the phone? Dave
What do you currently smell like? soap

Last....

Movie you watched Batman Begins
Magazine you looked at BBC easy cook
Thing you ate Apple and Peacan Muffin
Book you read Harry potter 1
T.v. show you watched Britains got talent
Time you cried YJust now because of the prick that is dave
Took a shower Earlier
Got a real letter (a.k.a Snail Mail) tooo long ago
Ate at a restaurant (not fast food) last month
CD you bought dont know

What is/was....

The best thing to happen to you today? Cook awesome muffins
Your most prized possession My teddy
Your first vehicle a pushbike
Your current vehicle pushbike
Your favorite quote Live today as if it's the last day you'll live
You bedtime (on average) 11:30
Your best trait/characteristic kindness
Your worst trait/characteristic swearyness

Do You....

Store things under your bed Yea
Daydream Yea
Have a computer at home 2 pcs 2 laptops
Live in the city, suburbs or country Suburbs
Live in a home, apartment, duples or mobile home home
Own a cell phone yesss
Have a good luck charm yess
Collect anything yess
Attend high school or college college
Make good grades pshyeah

Have You Ever....

Had a surgery? Yeah
Had teeth pulled? Yeah
Broke the law intentionally Yeah
Ran away from home? Kinda
Broke a bone? Yeah
Cheated on a test/exam Yeah
Been issued a citation/traffic ticket no
Been in an auto accident no
Lied to someone yes
Been lied to yes

Your Favorite....

Place to be Cardiff
Place to visit Cardiff
Place to chill Cardiff
Non-Alcoholic drink Cola
Alcoholic drink Smirnoff
Type of food Pasta
Meal/Food dish too many to name
Dessert Choco cake or black forest gateaux
Shampoo & Conditioner any
Toothpaste colgate
Salad dressing dunno
Ice cream mint choco chip
Fast food establishment mcdonalds
Color black at the moment
Season summer
Holiday xmas
Perfume/Cologne charlie
Video Game guitar hero
T.V. show skins
Smells whatever
Article of clothing top
Book whatever
Children's Book whatever
Candy turkish delight
Car ferrari

Do You Believe....

In Karma Yes
In God no
In Heaven & Hell sure
That aliens exist maybe
That ghosts exist maybe

Your Opinion....

On the death penalty Bullshit
On reciting the Pledge of Allegiance in schools PMSL the what?!
On homosexuals in the military sure why not?
The war in the Middle East bullshit (Y)
Schwarzeneggar...Governor or Terminator Terminator (Y)
Current gas/fuel prices Pissflaps

]]> ~GenerallyGemma http://GenerallyGemma.deviantart.com/journal/24789563/ http://GenerallyGemma.deviantart.com/journal/24789563/ Sat, 16 May 2009 15:29:59 PDT


Norway won,
Ireland second
i think azerbijzan 3rd?
and turkey 4th?

whatever

UK were 5th

we ACTUALLY did well for once

THANK YOU ANDREW LLOYD WEBBER AND JADE!

and thankyou our only amazing friend of the night, Greece!

]]> ~GenerallyGemma http://GenerallyGemma.deviantart.com/journal/24771232/ http://GenerallyGemma.deviantart.com/journal/24771232/ Fri, 15 May 2009 14:24:42 PDT
How old is he? 17

Where does he live? Tredegar

How old are you? 17

Where do you live? Ebbw Vale

When did you meet? september 08

what did you think of him when you first saw him? nice and gentle

When did you hook up? 4th oct 08

When was your first kiss? 7 oct o08

What was running through your mind when you first kissed him? woww

Is he in the military? no

Is it a long distance relationship? no

How many times do you talk to him in a week? everyday

How many times do you see him in a week? 5/7

What do you love more his hugs or his kisses? both equal

Does he play any sports? kayaking

What is his favorite food? pasta

What is his favorite take out place? not sure

Have you guys ever kissed outside at night? yes

Have you ever slept together (naps included)? no

Have you ever danced? yes

Does he have any tattoos or peircings? If so, where? no

Has he ever....
Tickled/ made you laugh till you either peed, farted, or collapse? yea

Kissed your stomach? yea

Kissed your neck? yea

Kissed your forehead? yea

Met your parents? yeah

Done anything spontanious? yeah

Cheated on you? no

]]> ~GenerallyGemma http://GenerallyGemma.deviantart.com/journal/24771168/ http://GenerallyGemma.deviantart.com/journal/24771168/ Fri, 15 May 2009 14:20:45 PDT
and what size is it? 34dd

what kind is it? sports

are you happy with the way you look? no

what do you think guys notice most about your body? boobs

do you get your nails done profesionally? no

have you ever seriously considered getting plastic surgery? no

How do you get tan? normally

how old were you when you first got your period? cant mema

how old were you when you lost your virginity? shutup.

so how tall are you? 4'11

come on, be honest... how much do you weigh? 60kg apparently

eye color? blue

so how old are you anyways? 17

what size pants do you wear? 14

whats ur shoe size? 4

what color are your underwear? white

what kind are they? norm

how do you feel about your boobs? theyre big

most girls hate their abs... how do you feel about yours? what abs?

how often do you shave? duno

how much makeupe do you wear? enough

whats your best feature? eyes

don't worry you're almost done. have you ever/do you have an eating disorder? have had

whats your biggest flaw? weight

could you ever pose nude?no

]]> ~GenerallyGemma http://GenerallyGemma.deviantart.com/journal/24771098/ http://GenerallyGemma.deviantart.com/journal/24771098/ Fri, 15 May 2009 14:15:43 PDT
2. Saw you cry: Dave

3. Made you cry: My dad

4. Went to the movies with you: Dave

5. You went to dinner with: Dave

6. You talked on the phone: Dave

7. Said 'I love you to you and really meant it': Dave

8. Broke your heart: DOnt wanna emember

9. Made you laugh: Dave

10. you thought about more than 3 times a day: Dave


haha

]]> ~GenerallyGemma http://GenerallyGemma.deviantart.com/journal/24768992/ http://GenerallyGemma.deviantart.com/journal/24768992/ Fri, 15 May 2009 11:59:29 PDT
2. beverage: Cider and squash

3. kiss: Earlier today - Dave

4. hug: Earlier Today - Dave

5. movie seen: At home - lilo and stitch 2. Cinema - Paul blart

6. cd played: can't remember

7. song listened to: Taylor swift lovesong

8. bubble bath: last week

9. time you cried: earlier today

]]> ~GenerallyGemma http://GenerallyGemma.deviantart.com/journal/24737495/ http://GenerallyGemma.deviantart.com/journal/24737495/ Wed, 13 May 2009 13:10:58 PDT
Okay I had a bad day yesterday

today was better

Dave made me so happy today

I truly do love him

anyway give me an idea for some drawing

xoxox

contest/ collab

This contest / collab will be of mickey&friends and the disneyprincesses.
Yes, you can do your own take on them and modernise them if need be.
I'd rather you didn't though.

The contest winner will be featured in my journal for a month and have me do a coloured drawing for them

(sorry for lame prizes but I'm stony broke)

Anyway The contest/collab is open to Traditional/digital art (no ascii or whatever it's called please) and photography.



Do your best

Thanks for reading but let me know if you're joining in!

Would be nice if someone did

]]> ~GenerallyGemma http://GenerallyGemma.deviantart.com/journal/24719372/ http://GenerallyGemma.deviantart.com/journal/24719372/ Tue, 12 May 2009 11:51:18 PDT
todays crap

i feel dead inside

daves caused it

YET AGAIN


decided i am gonna starve
bigtime

why?

his fault

im just gonna shutup now

and watch myself suffer

JUST TO GET BACK TO THE STRONG GIRL I ONCE WAS!!

]]> ~GenerallyGemma http://GenerallyGemma.deviantart.com/journal/24704035/ http://GenerallyGemma.deviantart.com/journal/24704035/ Mon, 11 May 2009 13:51:35 PDT
I want to do a sort of contest/collaboration of art peices relating to disney.

HOWEVER!!

It cannot be modern day disney, as it isn't Walt's true vision.
So I today and forevermore want to bring it back, I grew up with the loving princesses and mickey and the gang and I DEMAND they come back.
No stupid CGI sequels No stupid HOUSE OF MOUSE or MICKEY AND FRIENDS

RETARDS!!!

That isn't walt's vision.

Mickey is an idol not some stupid cartoon that you can just chuck into acting like a child.

Mickey and friends are for ALL ages to love and now you leave out Walt's classic toons in favour for 'reality' type shows.
WELL SCREW YOU DISNEY!!!
SCREW YOU!!!

Anyway back on subject.


This contest / collab will be of mickey&friends and the disneyprincesses.
Yes, you can do your own take on them and modernise them if need be.
I'd rather you didn't though.

The contest winner will be featured in my journal for a month and have me do a coloured drawing for them

(sorry for lame prizes but I'm stony broke)

Anyway The contest/collab is open to Traditional/digital art (no ascii or whatever it's called please) and photography.



Do your best

Thanks for reading but let me know if you're joining in!

Would be nice if someone did

]]> ~GenerallyGemma http://GenerallyGemma.deviantart.com/journal/24703346/ http://GenerallyGemma.deviantart.com/journal/24703346/ Mon, 11 May 2009 13:13:16 PDT have Itunes or WMP on shuffle and press forward.
dont cheat!!!

Opening Credits: Don't stop Believeing by Journey

Waking Up Scene: Unbreakable by Westlife

Getting Ready Scene: Lala land by Demi Lovato

Car Driving Scene: World of our own by Westlife

High School Flashback Scene: Wordplay by Jason Mraz

Nostalgic Scene: I just wanna live by Good Charlotte

Angry Scene: finders keepers by youandmeatsix

Agony, Painful Scene: You're my angel by unwritten law

Break-up Scene : Scream by Tokio Hotel

Sad, Breakdown Scene: Save me by theory of a deadman

Nightclub/Dance Scene: Memory by sugarcult

Buddy/Sidekick Scene: Baby comeon by +44

Dreaming of Someone Scene: Adore by Paramore

Contemplation Scene: Champagne by Sugarcult

Love Scene: Id come for you by Nickelback

Kissing Scene: Me against the world by superchick

Relaxing Scene: Teardrops on my guitar by Taylor swift

Action/Fight Scene: Keep em seperated by the offspring

Victory Scene: daddy's little defect by sugarcult

Closing Credits: never agn by kelly clarkson


WHOAHHHH
fucked up or what?
PMSL!!!!!


Tag you all

]]> ~GenerallyGemma http://GenerallyGemma.deviantart.com/journal/24703144/ http://GenerallyGemma.deviantart.com/journal/24703144/ Mon, 11 May 2009 13:01:00 PDT --Go to urbandictionary.com and type in your answers to the following questions.
--Post one of the definitions onto this note.
--Tag 10 people

1. Your name: Gemma
practically perfect in everyway + has a handbag like Mary Poppins, funny, caring and everyones friend.

2. Your age: 17
The right age to start having sex, according to Chef on South Park

3. What should you be doing: Work
A place where people have to go everyday to get paid. Also known as "hell".


4. Birthplace: Wales
Country to the west of England that English people often forget exists.

5. Month of your birth: April
the month were the sexiest bitches are born

6. Last person you talked to: Dave
A term used to refer to the coolest person in a group

7. Your nickname: Princess
Royalty. Daughter of a king and queen. Not you.

]]> ~GenerallyGemma http://GenerallyGemma.deviantart.com/journal/24703021/ http://GenerallyGemma.deviantart.com/journal/24703021/ Mon, 11 May 2009 12:53:51 PDT []Brown - £100
[] Blonde -£50
[] Black - £15
[] Bald - £5
[x] Other- £75

Total: £75

Eye Color:
[] Brown - £50
[] Green - £75
[] Blue - £150
[x] Hazel - £100
[] Other - £15

Total: £175

Height:
[] Over 7' - £200
[] 6'8? to 7' - £175
[] 6'0? to 6'7? - £150
[] 5'8? to 6? - £75
[] 5'4? to 5'7? - £85
[x] Under 5'4 - £95

Total: £270

Age:
[] 50 to 56 - £175
[] 46 to 50 - £150
[] 41 to 45 - £125
[] 31 to 40 - £100
[] 26 to 30 - £75
[] 21 to 25 - £50
[] 19 to 20 - £25
[x] 0 to 18 - £100

Total : £370

Birth Order:
[] Twins or more than twins - £200
[x] First Born - £320
[] Only Child - £250
[] second born - £150
[] Middle child - £100
[] Last Born - £100
[] third born - £550
[] fourth born - £300
[] fifth born - £400
[] sixth born - £215

Total: £690

Drink?
[] I did like once - £400
[] Only Holidays - £250
[] Sometimes - £215
[] once or twice - £200
[x] only weekends - £300
[] Every other day - £50
[] Once a day - £15
[] I live from the bottle
[] No - £600

Total: £990

Vision?
[] perfect vision - £400
[x] need or have glasses/ contacts but dont wear them- £200
[] No correction - £100
[] Glasses - £50
[] contacts - £25
[] Surgical correction - £100

Total: £1190

Shoe Size:
[] 13+ - £300
[] 12 and a half to 13 - £250
[]11 to 12 - £400
[] 7 to 10 - £500
[x] Under 7- £450

Total: £1640

Favorite Colors (two):
[x] Green-£750
[] Red - £600
[] Black - £100
[] Yellow - £475
[] Brown - £300
[] Purple - £225
[] White - £400
[] Aqua - £350
[] Orange - £300
[] Blue - £300
[x] Pink - £100
[] Other - £500

Total: £2490

Did you use a calculator to add it all up?
[] Yes £0
[] Nope - £1000
[x] some- £50

Total: £2540

]]> ~GenerallyGemma http://GenerallyGemma.deviantart.com/journal/24702921/ http://GenerallyGemma.deviantart.com/journal/24702921/ Mon, 11 May 2009 12:47:43 PDT > Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.
> For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
> YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
> Tag 20 friends (make me #21 so I can see your results).
> Everyone tagged has to do the same thing.
> Have Fun!

1. IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY?
All the same - Sick Puppies

2. HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
Say I'm sorry - sugarcult

3. WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Carmeldansen - Caramell (WTF?! XD)

4. HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Like a rose - A1 (awww yeah i do )

5. WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Money Money Money - Abba (OMG pahaaaaaaa!!!)

6. WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO?
Take me out - Franz Ferdinand

7. WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
This one goes out to the one i love - REM (MMmmmm oookay)

8. WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Monsoon - Tokio Hotel

9. WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
From a distance - John Barrowman

10. WHAT IS 2 + 2?
Fly on the wall - Miley Cyrus

11. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
I kissed a girl - Ingram Hill

12. WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Achy Breaky Heart - Billy Ray Cyrus

13. WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Somebody said a prayer - Billy ray cyrus

14. WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
I was right - New years day

15. WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
If you seek amy (PMSL!!!!!)

16. WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Life among the distant stars - Murray Gold (OMG this makes me cryyy)

17. WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Second Chance - Shinedown

18. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
Love is dead - Tokio Hotel

19. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
Hot n cold - Katy Perry

20. WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?
Simple Man - Shinedown

21. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
The Anthem - Good Charlotte ( True I am my own person why would I wanna be them?)

22. WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
little things - Good Charlotte



Youre all Tagged!

]]> ~GenerallyGemma http://GenerallyGemma.deviantart.com/journal/24696070/ http://GenerallyGemma.deviantart.com/journal/24696070/ Mon, 11 May 2009 00:02:20 PDT


I like it!

anyway update later, possibly in college!

ciao

xoxox

]]> ~GenerallyGemma http://GenerallyGemma.deviantart.com/journal/24599724/ http://GenerallyGemma.deviantart.com/journal/24599724/ Tue, 05 May 2009 11:21:13 PDT
Im here

even though I dont wanna be
was gonna run away
didnt

suckage

however

i was absolutely pissed in college,
haha how fun.

so I got an upset tummy right now,
but i aint/cant eat anyway so that fine

yeah

im gonna do this. bigtime.

Dear Child, love yourself for who you are. Because believe me, you are amazing ]]> ~GenerallyGemma http://GenerallyGemma.deviantart.com/journal/24588108/ http://GenerallyGemma.deviantart.com/journal/24588108/ Mon, 04 May 2009 16:55:29 PDT
gone..

and its all my fault.

Dear Child, love yourself for who you are. Because believe me, you are amazing ]]> ~GenerallyGemma http://GenerallyGemma.deviantart.com/journal/24587292/ http://GenerallyGemma.deviantart.com/journal/24587292/ Mon, 04 May 2009 16:12:03 PDT
fuck it

i ruin everything

Ive lost the ONE PERSON i ever fucking wanted to spend forever with

for FUCK sake ><

i want a good drink

NOW ><

might steal dads stella artois.
go to college a bit tipsy perhaps.

yeah.

okay

whatever

gnight.

Dear Child, love yourself for who you are. Because believe me, you are amazing ]]> ~GenerallyGemma http://GenerallyGemma.deviantart.com/journal/24584666/ http://GenerallyGemma.deviantart.com/journal/24584666/ Mon, 04 May 2009 13:57:08 PDT
Yeah

me again

im feeling like shit

pure shit.

I may start starving again, I used to feel good when I did that. Maybe when i lose weight all over again I'll feel pretty.

Maybe then he wont be such a prick to me.

Diet pills, diet shakes, lots of water galore.

Bring on the hunger pangs, bring on the dizziness

I cant wait for you my friend.

im SICK of being treated like shit

FOR FUCK SAKE I LOVE HIM I NEVER SPEAK ABOUT HIM LIKE THAT!!!!

He has the nerve to speak tom me like shit

but maybe hes got a point.

Im INFERIOR

Im an EMBARASSMENT

ima fucking DOG

maybe i should just DROP DEAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!

fuck sake.

ikm so fed up.

Dear Child, love yourself for who you are. Because believe me, you are amazing ]]> ~GenerallyGemma http://GenerallyGemma.deviantart.com/journal/24580706/ http://GenerallyGemma.deviantart.com/journal/24580706/ Mon, 04 May 2009 09:20:28 PDT
How're you all?

Im FANTASTICAL!

I've updated like mad

Some poems, some photos.

Hope you all like.

i'm just waiting very patiently for my chinese D:
Chow Mein here I come!

Misisng dave though

Havent spoken to him today

I love him so much.


xoxox

Dear Child, love yourself for who you are. Because believe me, you are amazing ]]> ~GenerallyGemma http://GenerallyGemma.deviantart.com/journal/24566677/ http://GenerallyGemma.deviantart.com/journal/24566677/ Sun, 03 May 2009 13:20:19 PDT
I'm in a chatty moood

Dear Child, love yourself for who you are. Because believe me, you are amazing ]]> ~GenerallyGemma http://GenerallyGemma.deviantart.com/journal/24566609/ http://GenerallyGemma.deviantart.com/journal/24566609/ Sun, 03 May 2009 13:17:01 PDT
There's no point to.

Just to fake to people online that you're flawless.

Get over it,.

NOBODY is flawless.

Everybody will always have someting someone don't like.

I don't see the point in it.

Yes im talkative tonight


get over it

Dear Child, love yourself for who you are. Because believe me, you are amazing ]]> ~GenerallyGemma http://GenerallyGemma.deviantart.com/journal/24566177/ http://GenerallyGemma.deviantart.com/journal/24566177/ Sun, 03 May 2009 12:54:06 PDT

i have no idea what these are in lbs im sorry but to help you

14lbs = 1 st

Im like 9st

and .3 overweight aha

thats like from

8st summat maybe a month or so ago?

maybe?

im a fatass aii XD

Yeah random mockery of myself


Gemmmmmmmaaaarr will come and take ur cookiessss

The fatasss is coming



pmsl

Dear Child, love yourself for who you are. Because believe me, you are amazing ]]> ~GenerallyGemma http://GenerallyGemma.deviantart.com/journal/24565716/ http://GenerallyGemma.deviantart.com/journal/24565716/ Sun, 03 May 2009 12:27:20 PDT Me however? I get bullied each and everyday, am not that good looking and not exactly happy. I have a bunch of friends sure. But, they hate being seen around me because i'm an embarassment and whoever is seen with me gets bullied for that. I'm alone if i'm not with dave. To be honest it aint that great.

I have a shit relationship with food, somedays I'd rather starve to death, somedays i need to eat. I mean sure in the past ive gone through starving myself and then the extreme of eating. It's not normal. I know this has been because of bullying over whaty i look like and who I am and stuff. Making me feel like i need to be real thin to be liked.

Then theres the depression, yet again caused by years of bullying and it even led to suicide attempts and self harm. Just hated being alive and listened to people telling me i should be dead and that I am worthless. I still get that now.

I have no confidence because of my self esteem, the bullying everything to be honest. SO therefore I bully myself and make myself feel like shit if I do anything wrong or look horrible in my opinion.

I dont want to talk about my past due to the main fact it really depresses me.

But nowadays,

ever since my last very depressed state, I dropped out of 6th form (YES DROPPED OUT) and went to college to study media. I met the love of my life, my true love, my prince charming you could say. David Billings. I absolutely ADORE him! He's gone and turned my world upside down cause I never thought i'd feel the good, nor have I ever thought I'd be this happy ever in my life. I'd love him even after my final breath passes through my lips. He's just simply wonderful.

Weird thing is?

We're so alike!

We eat the same way, we like the same things, we have the same sense of humour, we both been bullied, we both not confident. We're both shy. We love violent games, we love gaming, period.

To be honest, he needs to get a bit more confidence in himself.

He's lovely, he's handsome intelligent god you name it and if its good then he is it!

Cause he's perfect.

I thank him for everything.

I don't deserve him but he's just wonderful.



I could say more But I am tired.

Dear Child, love yourself for who you are. Because believe me, you are amazing ]]> ~GenerallyGemma http://GenerallyGemma.deviantart.com/journal/24533077/ http://GenerallyGemma.deviantart.com/journal/24533077/ Fri, 01 May 2009 15:26:22 PDT
Good evening people.

How're you?

Anyway...

I'm bloody fantastic

New look looks AMAZING if you haven't noticed.
Spend today with dave, (okay in coll and out but who cares?)

He got me a psp how sweet but yeah sure i traded my ds and some money
but its great

Annnyway

Who's got fifa 08 on psp and wants a match?
Go easy on me i'm new

I miss dave so i'm a little ermotional tonight.

now im back off to my fifa game

gnight xox

Dear Child, love yourself for who you are. Because believe me, you are amazing ]]> ~GenerallyGemma http://GenerallyGemma.deviantart.com/journal/24495985/ http://GenerallyGemma.deviantart.com/journal/24495985/ Wed, 29 Apr 2009 12:03:18 PDT
Guess what?

Ive gone and changed on you all!

Yes

Ive dyed my hair today
Tomorrow?
Im cutting it

Go me.

and guess what

YOU DONT SEE TILL TOMORROW!

Paha what a bitch i am

Oh welll

Happy bday to can-i-haz-cookie


anyway

more stuff tomorrow when i cba

Dear Child, love yourself for who you are. Because believe me, you are amazing ]]> ~GenerallyGemma http://GenerallyGemma.deviantart.com/journal/24395763/ http://GenerallyGemma.deviantart.com/journal/24395763/ Thu, 23 Apr 2009 14:48:35 PDT
How're you all?

Hoping youre well

Ive doen stuff...

Will update tomorrow

xoxox

Dear Child, love yourself for who you are. Because believe me, you are amazing ]]> ~GenerallyGemma http://GenerallyGemma.deviantart.com/journal/24362451/ http://GenerallyGemma.deviantart.com/journal/24362451/ Tue, 21 Apr 2009 15:13:38 PDT
How is everyone?

Good I hope.

Ayway got the bargain of a century today.

a whole outfit for £15

Green top
Black skirt
Black shoes

I know.

Shocking much?

Top - £4
skirt - £4
shoes - £7

Amazing

anyway good news done

MY PHONES DYING

yes it's distoring the screen now turning it all pinky and ruining the quality

so yeah

LG's are shite.

gotta send it back to Tesco Direct now

AGAIN

...
...
...

GAY!!!!!!!!

Oh well i got a new myspace!

[link]

Go see!

Go add!


NAO!

or prepare to feel my wraths!!!!!!!!!!!!

haha update tomorro

niiiiiiiiiiiiite xox

Dear Child, love yourself for who you are. Because believe me, you are amazing ]]> ~GenerallyGemma http://GenerallyGemma.deviantart.com/journal/24357130/ http://GenerallyGemma.deviantart.com/journal/24357130/ Tue, 21 Apr 2009 09:02:15 PDT
[x] Kenan and Kel
[x] Doug;
[x] Ren & Stimpy;
[x] Pinky & the Brain;
[x] AAAHH!! Real Monsters;
[x] Rocko's Modern Life;
[x] Animaniacs;
[ ] Gargoyles;
[x] Hey Arnold!;
[ ] Out of the Box;
[x] Bear in the Big Blue House

[x] You’ve ever ended a sentence with the word "PSYCHE!"
[X] You just can’t resist finishing this: "In west Philadelphia born and raised...".
ON THE PLAYGROUND IS WHERE I SPENT MOST OF MY DAYS...

You remember:

[ ] Step by Step;
[ ] Family Matters;
[x] Dinosaurs;
[x] Boy Meets World;
[ ] Full House

[x] You remember when it was actually worth getting up early on a Saturday to watch cartoons.
[x] You remember reading Goosebumps

When everything was settled by:

[x] "Rock/paper/scissors";
[ ] "Bubble gum, bubble gum in a dish";
[ ] "Miss Mary Mack".
[x] When kickball was something you did everyday
[x] You used to listen to the radio all day long; Just to record your FAVORITE song of ALL time on a tape.

[x] You remember Super Nintendo and Sega Genesis;
[x] You remember The Original Game Boy.
[x] You always wanted to send in a tape to America’s Funniest Home Videos... but never taped anything funny;

You remember watching:

[x] The Magic School Bus;
[x] Wishbone;
[ ] Reading Rainbow;
[ ] Ghostwriter.

[x] You remember when Yo-Yo's were cool;
[x] You remember those "Where’s Waldo" books
[ ] You remember eating Warheads and Splashers Gushers.

You remember watching:

[x] Batman the Animated Series;
[x] Aladdin;
[x] Ninja Turtles;
[x] Ghost Busters.

[x] You remember Ring Pops;
[x] You remember when everything was "da BOMB!";
[x] You remember boom boxes vs. CD players;

[x] Making those little paper fortune cookie things, and then predicting your life with them;
[x] You played and/or collected Pogs;
[x] You had at least one Tamagotchi, GigaPet or Nano and brought it everywhere you went.

You watched the original cartoons of:

[x] Rugrats;
[x] Wild Thornberrys;
[x] Power Rangers.

[ ] All your school supplies were "Lisa Frank" brand

You collected:

[x] Beanie Babies;
[x] Pokemon cards;
[ ] Silver dollars.

You remember when:

[ ] Everyone watched the WB;
[x] Everybody knew all the Pokemon by heart;
[x] Digimon was still on;
[x] If you even know what an original Walkman is;
[ ] You know the Macarena by heart;
[x] "Talk to the hand";
[x] You went to McDonald’s to play in the playplace and it was still sanitary;
[x] Before the MySpace frenzy;
[x] Before the Internet & text messaging;
[x] Before Sidekicks & iPods;
[x] Before PlayStation3 or X-Box 360;
[x] Back before X-Box period;
[x] Before SpongeBob;
[x] When light up sneakers were cool <--- DUDE I WAS SO JEALOUS WHEN MY FRIEND GOT SOME LOL
[x] When you rented VHS tapes, not DVDs;
[x] When gas was $0.95 a gallon;
[x] When we recorded stuff on VCR;
[x] You had slap bracelets;
[x] You actually played outside until it was dark;
[x] Way back before we realized all this would eventually disappear.

Dear Child, love yourself for who you are. Because believe me, you are amazing ]]> ~GenerallyGemma http://GenerallyGemma.deviantart.com/journal/24345500/ http://GenerallyGemma.deviantart.com/journal/24345500/ Mon, 20 Apr 2009 15:14:31 PDT
Added more journals.

aha

Happy as hell.

So yeah

Recording chris moyles' quiz night and about to go to bed.



Happy as hell again.



Oh and

JOHN BARROWMAN - PHWOAR!

End of story

Okay thats all I gotta say

xox

Dear Child, love yourself for who you are. Because believe me, you are amazing ]]> ~GenerallyGemma http://GenerallyGemma.deviantart.com/journal/24345460/ http://GenerallyGemma.deviantart.com/journal/24345460/ Mon, 20 Apr 2009 15:11:45 PDT [ ] Red = loud
[ ] Green = stupid
[ ] None = freaky
[ ] Fuzzy = gorgeous
[ ] Yellow = innocent
[ ] Purple = a little too happy
[ ] Black = punk
[] Stripes = funny
[ ] Gray = skanky
[ ] Pink = preppy
[ ] Light blue = sweaty
[x] Other = hot
[ ] White = sexy

What kind of bottom half are you wearing?
[ ] Shorts = cutie
[ ] Skirt/skort = skank
[ ] Corduroy = faggot homosexual
[ ] Tight jeans = scene kid
[ ] Ripped jeans = emo
[ ] Cammo = cage fighter
[x] Jeans = prep
[ ] Cargo = clown
[ ] Sweats = athlete
[ ] Boxers = brat
[ ] Booty shorts = female
[ ] Capris = Gangster
[ ] Nothing = ho
[ ] Dickies = weirdo
[ ] Bikini bottoms = tiki girl
[ ] Skinny jeans = beast
[ ] Other = sex addict

What is your natural hair color?
[ ] Auburn = that every one wants to make out with
[ ] Blonde = with a broken heart
[ ] Black = with a sexy smile
[ ] Dark brown = with a hot boyfriend/girlfriend
[x] Red = that likes to have fun
[ ] Brown = who loves to be different
[ ] Dirty blonde= with sexy eyes
[ ] Bald = with herpes
[ ] Other = with a nice ass

Pick the month you were born on:
[ ] 1 = who ate
[ ] 2 = who needed
[ ] 3 = who killed
[x] 4 = who shot
[ ] 5 = who killed
[ ] 6 = who smoked with
[ ] 7 = who farted on
[ ] 8 = who ran shirtless with
[ ] 9 = who got stabbed horribly by
[ ] 10 = who cuddled with
[ ] 11 = who slept with
[ ] 12 = who ran naked with

Pick the day you were born on:
[ ] 01 = the kool-aid man
[ ] 02 = a dog
[ ] 03 = a shoe
[ ] 04 = a toothbrush
[ ] 05 = Santa Claus
[ ] 06 = The Trojan man
[ ] 07 = Barny the dinosaur
[ ] 08 = a prostitute
[ ] 09 = a porn star
[ ] 10 = a bag of weed
[ ] 11 = a stripper
[ ] 12 = a glass of milk
[ ] 13 = a horse
[ ] 14 = a lesbian
[ ] 15 = a prep
[ ] 16 = a pickle
[ ] 17 = a jew
[x] 18 = a homo
[ ] 19 = an orange
[ ] 20 = a dildo
[ ] 21 = a homeless guy
[ ] 22 = a whore
[ ] 23 = my crush
[ ] 24 = an easter egg
[ ] 25 = a jar of honey
[ ] 26 = a condom[ ] 27 = a bowl of cereal
[ ] 28 = a french fry
[ ] 29 = Micheal Jackson
[ ] 30 = Paris Hilton
[ ] 31 = YOUR MOM

Pick the color of the shirt you are wearing
[ ] White = because I love marijuana
[ ] Black = because im sexy as hell
[ ] Pink = because the voices told me to
[x] Blue = because I have AMAZING boobs
[ ] Red = because I'm a pimp and your jealous
[ ] Polka Dots = because I hate my life
[ ] Purple = because I'm gay
[ ] Gray = because I got dared
[ ] Other = because that's how I roll
[ ] Green = because I'm good in bed
[ ] Orange = because I smoke crack
[ ] Turquoise = because I have a noodle in my nose
[ ] Brown = because I had to
[ ] Shirtless = because I've got sexy abs

WOW!!!!

I'm a hot prep that likes to have fun who shot a homo because I have AMAZING boobs.

aha

mean much?

Oh well

DO IT NOW!



Dear Child, love yourself for who you are. Because believe me, you are amazing ]]> ~GenerallyGemma http://GenerallyGemma.deviantart.com/journal/24345361/ http://GenerallyGemma.deviantart.com/journal/24345361/ Mon, 20 Apr 2009 15:06:48 PDT a) Only mark one :[ ]: per question with an X
b) write down the scenetences behind the = after each other, and you'll reccieve a most interesting story about yourself in the Who-verse
c ) Have fun!

What gender are you?
:[X]: Female = A bored Human
:[ ]: Fangirl = A horny Human
:[ ]: Male = A disgrunted Time Lord
:[ ]: Both = A horny Weevil
:[ ]: None = A gay Dalek
:[ ]: WTF? = A retarded immortal Guy

What colour of shirt are you wearing?
:[ ]: Black = drinking root beer
:[ ]: Brown = dancing naked
:[ ]: Violet = setting things on fire
:[x]: Blue = eating chicken Curry
:[ ]: Purple = watching Torchwood
:[ ]: Red = listening to the Scissor Sisters
:[ ]: Orange= shooting at people
:[ ]: Yellow = aimlessly roaming around
:[ ]: Pink = hiding
:[ ]: Green = licking screens
:[ ]: White = sitting on the toilet

How old are you?
:[ ]: 0-12 = in yo momma's arms!
:[ ]: 13 = In a misty forrest
:[ ]: 14 = at home
:[ ]: 15 = in the Hub's corpse chamber
:[ ]: 16 = on the Hub's sofa
:[x]: 17 = aboard the TARDIS
:[ ]: 18 = totally lost
:[ ]: 19 = in Cardiff
:[ ]: 20 = In your worst enemie's arms
:[ ]: 20-25 = at Davros' tea party
:[ ]: 25-35 = in Bessie on a country road
:[ ]: More than 35 = in a bush

Where are you from?
:[ ]: Africa = confused babbling
:[ ]: Asia = drunken singing
:[ ]: America = horny whispering
:[ ]: Australia = screaming headbanging
:[X]: Europe = burping out loud

What month where you born?
:[ ]: Jan = the '"friendly Dalek song"
:[ ]: Feb = the ode to Clom
:[ ]: Mar = the "I've got a Glass of Dirt" song
:[x]: Apr = Judoon-swears
:[ ]: May = a Gallifreyan nursery rhyme
:[ ]: Jun = the Welsh national anthem
:[ ]: Jul = the TARDIS-navigation-manual
:[ ]: Aug = a horny poem about a naked David Tennant
:[ ]: Sep = a horny poem about a naked John Barrowman
:[ ]: Oct = "Halt, sonst werden wir Sie exterminieren!"
:[ ]: Nov = the name of every inhabitant of ancient Pompeji
:[ ]: Dec = random TW1 members who got killed by Cybermen (Or Daleks)

What's your hair Colour?
:[ ]: Black = for strange reasons,
:[x]: Brown = for no particular reason,
:[ ]: Blonde = because the mental voices ordered it,
:[ ]: Grey = for it was worth the money,
:[ ]: White = for no reason at all,
:[ ]: Red = because it's fuuuuuuuuuuun,
:[ ]: Other = for it was simply epic,

What day is it today?
:[X]: Mon = which resulted in
:[ ]: Tue = what made the high council react with
:[ ]: Wed = and the reward was
:[ ]: Thu = the punishment for this was
:[ ]: Fri = which accaused
:[ ]: Sat = until you reccieved
:[ ]: Sun = and brought you

What is you eye colour?
:[ ]: Black = a free trip to a small town of cannibals
:[ ]: Green = life as a companion
:[ ]: Brown = a chance to suck Dalek Sec's tentacles
:[ ]: Blue = a grave in the tomb of Rassilon
:[ ]: Green-Brown = a hot encounter with professor Lazarus
:[x]: Green-Blue = becoming the Master's sex toy
:[ ]: Green-Yellow = a job at Torchwood 3...
:[ ]: Grey = sex with Pete Tyler

What was the last thing you ate?
:[ ]: Pizza = for free,
:[x]: Sandwich = in chains,
:[ ]: Meat = for several hours,
:[ ]: Candy = until earth gets stolen,
:[ ]: Chocolate = in a lovely summer night,
:[ ]: Ice = during a random attack on earth,
:[ ]: Chinese = kneeling on the floor,
:[ ]: Chips = listeing to the sound of drums,
:[ ]: Soup = looking at random shoes,

What colour are your pants / is your skirt or whatever you're wearing to keep your ass warm?
:[ ]: Black = with best wishes from
:[x]: Grey = getting hugged by
:[ ]: Brown = having nightmares of
:[ ]: Blue = being sonic-screwed by
:[ ]: White = reccieving special thanks of
:[ ]: Beige = thinking only about
:[ ]: Red = having wet dreams of
:[ ]: Yelow = shaking the hand of
:[ ]: Green = getting cookies from


What day of the month were you born?
:[X]: 1 = Martha Jones
:[ ]: 2 = Gwen Cooper
:[ ]: 3 = The Kandyman
:[ ]: 4 = Ian
:[ ]: 5 = Staal
:[ ]: 6 = K-9
:[ ]: 7 = Dalek Caan
:[ ]: 8 = A random Toclafane
:[ ]: 9 = A meaoooowing bunch of cat people
:[ ]: 10 = Davros
:[ ]: 11 = Nasty fairies
:[ ]: 12 = The Cyberleader
:[ ]: 13 = Adric
:[ ]: 14 = Sarah Jane Smith
:[ ]: 15 = Ianto Jones
:[ ]: 16 = Ace
:[ ]: 17 = Mickey Smith
:[x ]: 18 = The Master
:[ ]: 19 = The Doctor himself
:[ ]: 20 = Rose Tyler
:[ ]: 21 = Owen Harper
:[ ]: 22 = Some guy delivering Jubilee Pizza
:[ ]: 23 = The Rani
:[... ]]> ~GenerallyGemma http://GenerallyGemma.deviantart.com/journal/24336028/ http://GenerallyGemma.deviantart.com/journal/24336028/ Mon, 20 Apr 2009 00:34:29 PDT
yesterday

my mate had a bbq so she invited me down.

Yes I went

so did 2 other girls.

Was a but of a laugh.

TBH all we mainly did was laugh around and play rockband. (Yes, I know I'm going to burn in hell for this. SORRY GUITAR HERO!) I pwn at the drums, Gotta admit that

haha anyway

watched eden lake (more like took the piss out of it all the way thru it pmsl)

yes we had some drink,
not much.

ha it was fun.

but now...

college
D:

NOES
NOES
NOES
NOES
NOES
NOES
!!!!!!!

Oh well,

I'll update with the pictures later.

I promise!

Dear Child, love yourself for who you are. Because believe me, you are amazing ]]> ~GenerallyGemma http://GenerallyGemma.deviantart.com/journal/24309619/ http://GenerallyGemma.deviantart.com/journal/24309619/ Sat, 18 Apr 2009 14:39:16 PDT
Okay yeah,

So it's my birthday.

I'm 17 now and legally old enough to drive in the UK.

Ha-le-lu-jah!



aha

Anyway.

I didn't take many pics.

Why?

I don't know.

Oh wells.

I had a FANTASTIC time!

Summarise it up?
Okay!


--

well last night Dave came over we watched 2 shit ass boring films but who cared we cuddled and shared biscuits and lollies. The ilms were Nick and Norah's infinate playlist and the other, Zack and Mira make a porno.

Today tho. awwh woke up early, baloons all downstrairs, mam got me a tshirt and a card, jenny harvest moon for mah wii (help explain it to me plz?) and a card and a garfield pen, dad money but when we sat down and got ready Dave was the sweetest ever, gave me a card off him and a card off his parents. A batterycharger and batteries for my wii and a surprise which are some adorable earings. Made me cry like hell at his lil note that he included. Went to cardiff, watched mall cop with him and jenny but he was sooo sweet cuddling me. Had a meal with the fam, picked on dad (HES GOT A AIR RIFLE NAO D: ) we went to the town and looked at disney shop and stuff he got us a lolly (dave not dad) on way home he cuddled me and when we got here they sang to me (i had a dalek cake lol im sooo sad) but yeah was amazing, we just led and cuddled then till 8 when he had to go.



awh

the perfect weekend for me.

Yes, Im crying cas im so happy.

Okay end of story I wanna be with him
NAO!

i love him so much!

Anyway Im 17 today yay

Oh and...

Happy birthday to my birthday buddy.... DAVID TENNANT! (oh well. He's famous I ent but hey! SAME BDAY!)



Xox

Dear Child, love yourself for who you are. Because believe me, you are amazing ]]> ~GenerallyGemma http://GenerallyGemma.deviantart.com/journal/24289164/ http://GenerallyGemma.deviantart.com/journal/24289164/ Fri, 17 Apr 2009 10:59:40 PDT
Guess what?

I'm 17 tomorrow!
That's pretty awesome.
It means I can get my provisional license and learn how to drive.
BOOYAH!

Anyway.

That'll be pretty cool.

Yeah.

So what am I doing tomorrow?

Cardiff trip with the family and my darling fiance David

Me David and my youngest sister are going to see Paul Bert: Mall Cop in the odeon. Lovely.

Then a lovely meal with the rents too.

Pretty darn nice if you ask me.

Anyway.

I WONT be on tonight due to the straight fact my darling David will be here. (Yes people he is sleeping over). I've been soo excited to this.

Yes and guess what?

Tonight we will have been together 7 months, not official though as we were technically seeing eachother on the friday but were OFFICIALLY on the saturday. so how awesome is that.

Officially 7 months with the man i love on my birthday AND spending it with him.



Perfect,.

What more could I want?

Nothing.

I best be off soon. He's on his way in a few mins. -sqweee-







haha i'm so hyper and happy.



Will probably update tomorrow night. If not, Sunday.

Thankyou my lovely pals



xox

Dear Child, love yourself for who you are. Because believe me, you are amazing ]]> ~GenerallyGemma http://GenerallyGemma.deviantart.com/journal/24184020/ http://GenerallyGemma.deviantart.com/journal/24184020/ Sat, 11 Apr 2009 14:19:47 PDT

I'm happy,

why?

Saw dave yesterday, bought two new things today

The rugrats movie (first one) on DVD
The automatic's album



lovely.

Dave called,

even better

dave's sleeping over next friday

wicked

i washed dads car

not cool but twas fun


I ACTUALLY played Grand theft auto for the firsr time ever
and i fucking LOVED it

buuut

am stuck
PS2 version,

and am doing a mission for one of the dudes sweet i think
and well.....
on the Drive BY mission and cant complete it without totaling the car,
help?
please?

Yes it's GTA San Andreas!



anyway happy moood :d

BUUUUT

I missed doctor who, but sky plused it
soo...
don't give me spoilers or die

thankyou

xx

Dear Child, love yourself for who you are. Because believe me, you are amazing ]]> ~GenerallyGemma http://GenerallyGemma.deviantart.com/journal/24158474/ http://GenerallyGemma.deviantart.com/journal/24158474/ Fri, 10 Apr 2009 04:05:54 PDT

Hai Guys

Guess what?



Daves coming up today.

Like
mega yays!



Yeaaa so it's going to be good.

Cept... I have to meet him to meet him in town in the rain.

but tiz good


happy time.

anyway

give me ideas for drawings / photos

I got 8 days to go till im 17 woo




happy happy

anyway

i better go get ready!


oh and im still not talking to that specific DA person

Dear Child, love yourself for who you are. Because believe me, you are amazing ]]> ~GenerallyGemma http://GenerallyGemma.deviantart.com/journal/24127553/ http://GenerallyGemma.deviantart.com/journal/24127553/ Wed, 08 Apr 2009 10:43:59 PDT
I need halp,

You guys use emoticons right?

You know those massive smiles!
How do you use them?
Who knows the codes?

HALP



You help I hump,
JUST kidding

ahaa

<3

but do help!

Dear Child, love yourself for who you are. Because believe me, you are amazing ]]> ~GenerallyGemma http://GenerallyGemma.deviantart.com/journal/24127496/ http://GenerallyGemma.deviantart.com/journal/24127496/ Wed, 08 Apr 2009 10:38:59 PDT Gemma
Gem
Princess

2. Three Screen Names:
GenerallyGemma
MisfitGemma
xxxWelshiexxx


3. Three Things You've Done Tonight:
Clean my room
Watch TV
Wash Dishes

4. Three Things You Like About Yourself:
my eyes
My creativity
my ability to see beauty in simplicity

5. Three Things You Dislike About Yourself:
I’m short
I’m insecure
I’m a daydreamer

6. Three Things You're Afraid Of:
Loneliness
Death
Losing my true love

7. Three of Your Everyday Essentials:
Mobile Phone
MP3 Player
Talking to Dave

8. Three Important Objects:
MP3
Mobile phone
My Laptop

9. Three Favorite Bands
Simple Plan
Skillet
McFly

10. Three Ways To Be Happy:
Talking to David
Listening to music
Using MSN

11. Three of Your Favorite Songs:
Simple Plan: I can wait forever
TI Ft Justin Timberlake: Dead and Gone
Theory of a deadman: Bad Girlfriend

12. Three New Things You Want to Try in 2009:
Learn to drive
To stop being so self-depreciating
Take Dave out for a propper meal

13. Three Things You Regret:
not saying goodbye to my cousin
Being an idiot to Dave
Not leaving school sooner

14. Two Truths and A Lie (In that order)
I sometimes really hate myself
I tend to wreck good things that happen to me cause i dont deserve them
I want to go to the moon

15. Three Physical Things You Like in the Opposite Sex:
Eyes
Personality
Intelligence

16. Three Things You Can't Do:
Sing
Play COD
Fix my laptop

17. Three Things You Miss From Your Past:
The fun summers up my nans
My cousin
My old friends

18. Three Gifts You'd Like To Receive
A macbook OR new laptop
A nokia N95 8g phone
A 12inch David Tennant Doll!!

19. Three of Your Favorite Hobbies:
Reading
Writing
Playing tricks on relations

20. Three Places You Want to Go for Vacation:
London
Japan
New York city

21. Three Cartoon Characters :
Kimberly Anne Possible
The yes guy
Stewie

22. Three Boy Names:
Joey
Cameron
Thomas

23. Three Girl Names:
Esmerelda
Juliette
Mandy

24. Three Favorite Foods
Spaghetti (nomage)
Chow mein
PIZZAR

25. Three Favorite Restaurants
Pearl of the orient
TGI Fridays
(a chinese one in port talbot)

Dear Child, love yourself for who you are. Because believe me, you are amazing ]]> ~GenerallyGemma http://GenerallyGemma.deviantart.com/journal/24126350/ http://GenerallyGemma.deviantart.com/journal/24126350/ Wed, 08 Apr 2009 09:00:22 PDT
Why are there so many haters out there?

seriously.

"WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

Truly, is this a joke?

You have a lazy eye here. Your eyebrow is clearly from another person, as it is too big. You shittily cut yourself out from paint, the hair looks painted on, you have a horse nostril and your "lipstick" is crooked.

Seriously, I'm not exactly a master at photoshop either... Maybe stick to MSPaint. It'll be easier for you, sweetums."

Like what the fuck.

I'm learning new skills.

I'm a total N00B at adobe photoshop, so what?

I never used it before until I started my media course in college and there are people in their 40's worse than me.

So why hate those who try?

Get a fucking life.

Anyway updates probably coming later.



xo

Dear Child, love yourself for who you are. Because believe me, you are amazing ]]> ~GenerallyGemma