deviantART: by:Girl-Of-Roses-Hanna http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:Girl-Of-Roses-Hanna&section=today deviantART RSS for by:Girl-Of-Roses-Hanna en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Mon, 07 Dec 2009 13:26:15 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png Thanksgiving + College + Art http://Girl-Of-Roses-Hanna.deviantart.com/journal/28567237/ http://Girl-Of-Roses-Hanna.deviantart.com/journal/28567237/ Wed, 25 Nov 2009 11:53:31 PST Happy Thanksgiving a day early!
This year I am thankful for everyone who has helped me become the person I am today, who has made me stronger, better, and helped me grow. All my friends, my family, my teachers (and professors) and finally, a certain boy.
Also, thank you my watchers. Hope you've enjoyed this as much as I have.

College has been kicking my ass.
FOR SERIOUS
I have finals coming up, and my professors all seem to think the best way to prepare us is to pile on the homework.
I might not make it out of this alive D;

AND ART
I IS AN ART MAJOR NOW
All bad grammar aside, I'm think of transferring to a school with a huge emphasis on art. Maybe an art academy.
So my watchers, any good suggestions for a school?

]]> ~Girl-Of-Roses-Hanna Sorry guys http://Girl-Of-Roses-Hanna.deviantart.com/journal/26698141/ http://Girl-Of-Roses-Hanna.deviantart.com/journal/26698141/ Wed, 19 Aug 2009 17:54:17 PDT I just moved into my dorm room and don't have access to a good camera or a scanner, so I be on the haitus now.

IM SORRY
If you want the commission some art from me, feel free.
All you'll have to do is pay for postage. The actual art will be free.

]]> ~Girl-Of-Roses-Hanna I am made of win and sex http://Girl-Of-Roses-Hanna.deviantart.com/journal/26596599/ http://Girl-Of-Roses-Hanna.deviantart.com/journal/26596599/ Fri, 14 Aug 2009 19:20:55 PDT FUCK YEAAAAAHHHH

Also, sorry for raping your inboxes with my EYES. I'll try spread out stock uploads more, instead uploading 10 at a time. I JUST WANTED THEM OFF MY FUCKING CAMERA.

]]> ~Girl-Of-Roses-Hanna HIPPO FUCK YEAAAHHH http://Girl-Of-Roses-Hanna.deviantart.com/journal/26408507/ http://Girl-Of-Roses-Hanna.deviantart.com/journal/26408507/ Wed, 05 Aug 2009 18:10:54 PDT :iconrosa-nera:

[ ] - Dust scares you.
[x] - Your mother had more than 2 children.
[ ] - You are a smoker.
[ ] - You drink a lot
[x] - You like to write.
[ ] - You are religious. ( A bit, yes )
[x] - You like to burn candles.
[x] - You prefer juice or water over soda
[x] - You have ridden a horse.


TOTAL SO FAR = 5

[ ] - You have done drugs.
[ ] - You are currently a drug addict.
[x] - You are very artistic.
[x] - You like stuffed animals.
[x] - You are attracted to shiny things.
[x] - You have eaten a bug before
[ ] - You love cars.
[x] - Cats are your favorite animal.
[ ] - You hate animals.
[x] - You are spontaneous and random.

TOTAL SO FAR = 11

[x] - You like fruit a lot.
[ ] - You drive.
[x] - You make / made good grades in school.
[x] - You are going / are in / have been to college
[ ] - You like for things to be very clean.
[ ] - You are very messy.
[x] - You love to eat.
[x] - Christmas is your favorite holiday.
[x] - You like the beach.
[ ] - You hate the color pink.

TOTAL SO FAR = 17

[x] - You wear glasses or contacts.
[x] - You chat online a lot.
[x] - You always use correct grammar.
[x] - You like to take quizzes.
[ ] - You eat out at restaurants more than you eat at home.
[x] - You enjoy swimming.
[ ] - You have more than 5 pets.
[ ] - You have more than 10 pets.
[x] - You believe in ghosts.
[x] - You have seen a ghost.

TOTAL SO FAR = 24

[x] - You prefer comedy movies over romance movies.
[x] - You like dancing, either doing it yourself or watching.
[ ] - You have been to a strip club.
[ ] - You drink coffee in the morning
[ ] - You like to be awake at night.
[x] - You don't go outside often
[x] - You love to read
[x] - You believe in an afterlife of some kind.
[x] - You have had short hair.
[x] - You know how to cook well.

GRAND TOTAL = 31

Answers

0 - 1 = Mosquito.
2 - 3 = A weed.
4 - 5 = Daisy.
6 - 7 = Janitor.
8 - 9 = Goose.
10 - 11 = Rock.
12 - 13 = Fireman.
14 - 15 = Rose.
16 - 17 = Mouse.
18 - 19 = Cow.
20 - 21 = Rabbit.
22 - 23 = Mental Patient.
24 - 25 = Grass.
26 - 27 = Water.
28 - 29 = Bat.
30 - 31 = Hippo.
32 - 33 = Crocodile.
34 - 35 = Vampire.
36 - 37 = Horse.
38 - 39 = Hawk.
40 - 41 = Spider
42 - 43 = Flea.
44 - 45 = Princess or Prince.
46 - 47 = President.
48 - 50 = You have done everything. Your lives have run out.

]]> ~Girl-Of-Roses-Hanna Devious Journal Entry http://Girl-Of-Roses-Hanna.deviantart.com/journal/26321409/ http://Girl-Of-Roses-Hanna.deviantart.com/journal/26321409/ Sat, 01 Aug 2009 16:10:00 PDT I move into my dorm room on the 19th. I happen to be a little scared about this.
I'm loosing access do a decent scanner because of this too.
Maybe I'll find one at the school?
Bah ~
I'm buying a tablet after my birthday.
I'd buy one now, but you know, my mom was all
"What if someone buys you one for your birthday?"
Which is the 24th.
I'm almost 18 ~
Snap, but living in Nebraska, that is meaningless.
The legal age of Nebraska is 19.
Fuck you, Nebraska. Fuck. You.
I'm the last of my friends to turn 18 too.
In fact, in a few months, I know a chick who graduated in my class that is turning 19 ~
I would call her a friend but she's a bitch ~

]]> ~Girl-Of-Roses-Hanna MIRROR MIRROR http://Girl-Of-Roses-Hanna.deviantart.com/journal/26138055/ http://Girl-Of-Roses-Hanna.deviantart.com/journal/26138055/ Thu, 23 Jul 2009 20:10:29 PDT WHOSE THE FAIREST OF THEM ALL?
MIRRORMIRROR ON THE WALL
WHOOOOSE THEEEE FAAAAAIIIIREST?

[link]
Only watch it for the song ~

Get it out get it out get it out
I'm going to draw Flapjack art D<

]]> ~Girl-Of-Roses-Hanna I'm tired of this shit! http://Girl-Of-Roses-Hanna.deviantart.com/journal/25906336/ http://Girl-Of-Roses-Hanna.deviantart.com/journal/25906336/ Sun, 12 Jul 2009 19:30:20 PDT
Explanation - I suck at drawing men, and have done many things to try and better myself, thus, I resorted to not drawing women at all, in an attempt to better man drawing skillz. But I like drawing boobs too much! D<

I can't do this any longer! OTL;;;;


In other news, I changed a car tire today, almost all on my own. And I'm not even the one who popped it! Does that make me SEXAY woman noa?

]]> ~Girl-Of-Roses-Hanna 8 uninteresting facts http://Girl-Of-Roses-Hanna.deviantart.com/journal/25840186/ http://Girl-Of-Roses-Hanna.deviantart.com/journal/25840186/ Thu, 09 Jul 2009 13:48:46 PDT

Stolen from :iconnadadee: and :iconmessa:

1. I want to go to college so bad, just to run away and disappear, but I know I'm too weak to just stop relying on my family. Or maybe I love them too much?

2. I know how to drive, but just don't. My car is horrible, and I really want a new one, so until then, I probably won't be doing much driving, and since I'm enrolling is an expensive college, it will probably be a long time before I get a new car.

3. I eat in front of my laptop even though I was "I won't eat in front of my laptop" when I got, so I wouldn't get it dirty. I lasted a month before I did it.

4. I hate selling fireworks I love selling, and talking to people, but I hate all the work with the fireworks part, and living in a. RV for about a month with my family pretty much sucks balls.

5. I used to love camping, now I do everything I can not to go. I've even stayed home alone for three days while everyone was camping. My excuse was that I needed to dance somewhere.

6. I love to dance, even if I look bad doing it, or am just a bad dancer. But when it comes to belly dancing, I'm good. I have a lot belly to dance with, so that helps, yeah?

7. I wish I knew more languages than English and broken German.

8. Most days I feel broken, and can only draw when I'm not. Otherwise, my art is depressing, or just plain bad.

Did I bore you?
I tag anyone who wants to be ~

Journal Design & CSS by =blissart
]]> ~Girl-Of-Roses-Hanna Bitch, I just got paid. http://Girl-Of-Roses-Hanna.deviantart.com/journal/25823194/ http://Girl-Of-Roses-Hanna.deviantart.com/journal/25823194/ Wed, 08 Jul 2009 17:40:57 PDT

Got back from South Dakota after selling fireworks two days ago (got back the 6th, today is the 8th, I believe.)
Dad paid me today, and here's the fucked thing.
I haven't even checked how much I got paid.


And the reason I haven't yet is because I know I can't spend any of it.
It's all going to pay for college.
Why even bother looking?
I'll just be tempted to spend it.

But whatever amount it is....
It better not be the same amount as my sister.
I worked so much harder than her.

Aren't I horrid?

Journal Design & CSS by =blissart
]]> ~Girl-Of-Roses-Hanna sjdh;als;hdl http://Girl-Of-Roses-Hanna.deviantart.com/journal/25257972/ http://Girl-Of-Roses-Hanna.deviantart.com/journal/25257972/ Thu, 11 Jun 2009 16:05:59 PDT

salkdlansdnfnasolihaoi
fjh;asljdhlaksdlkfngasldiu
sdha;sljdh;ofaiusydfjknas
sdlbnsald n'losaiuagpoglkasj'jp
alsdh;lashd;!!!

I have dance tonight, and do not wish to go.

Journal Design & CSS by =blissart
]]> ~Girl-Of-Roses-Hanna No lieing! http://Girl-Of-Roses-Hanna.deviantart.com/journal/25003110/ http://Girl-Of-Roses-Hanna.deviantart.com/journal/25003110/ Thu, 28 May 2009 18:20:46 PDT

1. Honestly, what colour is your bra (or undershorts if you're a boy)?

Flesh tone 8D I'm boring!

2. Honestly, what’s on your mind?

My bra, then then you asked me so now I'm trying to think I was thinking and I'm failing and typing instead. D;

3. Honestly, what are you doing right now?

I was sitting with my hand on my face, but now I'm not. I've got to type my answers somehow.

4. Honestly, do you think you are attractive?

A little? I'm not vain, but I'm all down on myself.

5. Honestly, have you done something bad today?

I called me sister a cunt D;

6. Honestly, do you watch Disney channel?

Nope. It has stupid shoes D< I watch everything online these days.

7. Honestly, are you jealous of someone right now?

I am a jealous sort of being. I envy different people for different things, and probably always will, just like everyone else in the world.

8. Honestly, what makes you happy most of the time?

I like dancing the most right now. It calms me down, and I know I'm good at it <3 Also, drawing, except when I feel like a talentless whore, but then I'm not feeling so happy D;

9. Honestly, do you bite your nails?

klhlaksjhakjs No.

10. Honestly, do you want to see someone this very minute?

Yes. He's a sweetie, and I like talking to him over MSN, but reallife would be better <3

11. Honestly, when is the last time you went to Taco Bell?

Sometime in November.

12. Honestly, are you in denial?

Of course. Aren't we all?

13. Honestly, where would you rather be right now?

Somewhere where all my friends internet and real life could be together and get along. But hell, that isn't happening.

14. Honestly, do you like someone?

I feel like I'm not a nice person, and I like a lot of people, they just don't always know it.

Anger Section

1. What do you do when you're mad?

Scream, hole myself up in my room, rage around, cry, then sleep.

2. Ever made anyone cry when you were mad?

I don't know. I'm always the one crying in the end.

3. Do you swear when your mad?

Yes. A lot. But not if I'm having an argument with my dad.

Crying Section

1. When was the last time you REALLY cried your heart out?

Little over a week ago. Dad and I had an argument about college, and I felt horrible after it. I said some really mean things, was an all around bitch, but Dad was just as bad back to me, so I was angry at myself and feeling hurt.

2. When was the last time you cried yourself to sleep?

I haven't in years. Or, at least not a time I can remember recently.

3. Do you still cry when you get an injury?

XD No. I generally laugh. Because I probably just did something extremely stupid to get hurt and I have to laugh at myself for it. And you know the saying, we laugh to keep from crying <3

4. What usually makes you cry?

Arguments. I get so disappointed in myself for being petty and saying the horrible things I do. Sometimes I wonder what sort of person I have become and it makes me sad.

Happy Section

1. Are you usually a happy person?

I'd like to think so. I usually feel happy, so I guess I am.

2. What can make you happy?

Many things. Art, music, friends, loved ones, knowledge, dancing. Anything can. Hell, I saw fabric the other day and it made me happy!

3. Does being with your friends make you happy?

It can. Usually, i just end up bitching about something, or some drama gets started and I'll be unhappy. Or I'll just be randomly annoyed at a friend for no reason and want nothing to do with them.

Self-Esteem Section

1. Do you believe in yourself?

I do. I'm the only person who can give me what I want, who can me who I want to be, fulfill my dreams and what-not. I need to believe in myself.

2. When people say they think you are good looking/pretty, do you agree?

Nope. I think I look average, but I let them compliment me, and I say thank you, even if I don't agree. I know my physical appearance is my responsibility and if I have a problem with it, then I need to do something about it. It's all on me.

3. Are you one of those people that thinks they are ugly?

I think I'm average, again. Not ugly, not pretty.

DA Section ~Girl-Of-Roses-Hanna GOD HATES ME http://Girl-Of-Roses-Hanna.deviantart.com/journal/24861619/ http://Girl-Of-Roses-Hanna.deviantart.com/journal/24861619/ Wed, 20 May 2009 18:01:10 PDT

My right hand hurts. A lot. It might be from not drawing and then suddenly drawing all day, or typing on the new laptop, I don't know. But it hurts. A lot.

I'm about to pee myself....

GOD MUST HATE ME.

Journal Design & CSS by =blissart
]]> ~Girl-Of-Roses-Hanna Tomorrow or the day after, I promise http://Girl-Of-Roses-Hanna.deviantart.com/journal/24664506/ http://Girl-Of-Roses-Hanna.deviantart.com/journal/24664506/ Sat, 09 May 2009 07:37:03 PDT

I'll upload then! I promise, I promise!
I'm heading to Sioux City for my cousin's graduation party,
which is a little over four hours form where I live.
I'll be in a car about 8 to 9 hours today....
So I promise I'll upload something tomorrow!

Also, I'm going to do something about my journal.
I'm learning CSS, and maybe I'll be able to make something
cute or befitting to me for my journal.

Thanks for watching me, all of you who do <3

Journal Design & CSS by =blissart
]]> ~Girl-Of-Roses-Hanna I HAVE NO WORDS RIGHT NOW FOR HOW HAPPY I AM http://Girl-Of-Roses-Hanna.deviantart.com/journal/24416442/ http://Girl-Of-Roses-Hanna.deviantart.com/journal/24416442/ Fri, 24 Apr 2009 19:09:23 PDT :|

SO LYKE
I did my solo today. I screwed the intonation on some parts, and I blew it way out of proportion. Like way way out of proportion. The judge for my performance (since it was District Contest for Small Ensemble and Solos), Dr. Low, pointed it out to me, asked me to tune my notes to the piano (which was horribly out of tune), and complimented me.

On the ride home, I was all "Oh, God! I fucked that up, oh, God. There is no way I got a superior."

When I got home, I logged onto the site that has the scores posted, and sakdh;lashfga OH MY GOD.

I did get a superior. Check it [link]
I'm Hanna Taylor by the way, and the page automatically updates, but fear not, the back button works if it moves on without you seeing my score 1. 1 = Superior.

HAPPY HANNA FACE

]]> ~Girl-Of-Roses-Hanna So this really weird thing happens http://Girl-Of-Roses-Hanna.deviantart.com/journal/24355058/ http://Girl-Of-Roses-Hanna.deviantart.com/journal/24355058/ Tue, 21 Apr 2009 05:20:19 PDT
So, alright, on topic.
Every time I eat breakfast, I have to go to the bathroom, as if to make room for the little food I have just ingested. Like right now, I feel my butt might explode because I'm sitting here instead of doing that.

I do go to the bathroom at other points in the day, but you know, it isn't ever after meals. And it's weird to me.

I have never used my schools bathroom. But I have been in the men's room multiple times, and have even used it on one occasion.

My computer is telling me men's is spelled wrong. Which I know it is not.

So like, I'm going dress shopping today after school, because my senior prom is less than two weeks away, and I still have yet to get a dress. Also, I graduate in just about 3 weeks, and I have yet to send out graduation invites, enroll is college (been accepted to a number of places already, just not enrolled), submit my FAFSA, and do a few music auditions.

Fffffffffuck.

The hard part of Senior year in high school is not the actual classes, (Ok, Calculus is kinda hard at first, and I am a retard, so that was a little challenging) it's the stress of preparing for college, applying, filling out tons of forms, and then planning all sorts of graduation parties so your family can show you off to your relatives of 'Oh, why yes, my daughter graduated in the top 15% in her class. She's actually in the top 8%, but I don't want to brag!"

Fffffffuck.

I'm going to be late to school. Do not want (to go.)

]]> ~Girl-Of-Roses-Hanna Loosing my fucking mind http://Girl-Of-Roses-Hanna.deviantart.com/journal/24200260/ http://Girl-Of-Roses-Hanna.deviantart.com/journal/24200260/ Sun, 12 Apr 2009 11:56:05 PDT I don't have the skills or the means to do it.
I'm loosing my fucking mind.

]]> ~Girl-Of-Roses-Hanna dklhsa;lkh http://Girl-Of-Roses-Hanna.deviantart.com/journal/24141246/ http://Girl-Of-Roses-Hanna.deviantart.com/journal/24141246/ Thu, 09 Apr 2009 05:04:00 PDT My brother invented this thing I am eating, and calls it a cheesy.
I have realized it simply a simple kasedilla thing that I can not spell.

slkjhas;ljhas
IM TIRED AS FFFFFUCK

]]> ~Girl-Of-Roses-Hanna Through the sun and the rain http://Girl-Of-Roses-Hanna.deviantart.com/journal/24034928/ http://Girl-Of-Roses-Hanna.deviantart.com/journal/24034928/ Fri, 03 Apr 2009 04:38:21 PDT I'll try to get pictures of me in my belly dance costumes.
I'm a sexy beast in them.

SO LYKE
IMMA BE GONE THE WHOLE WEEK END AT THIS CONVENTION
See you all Monday <3
I gots another gasmask picture for you then ~

ILYjelli

]]> ~Girl-Of-Roses-Hanna And it went twang. http://Girl-Of-Roses-Hanna.deviantart.com/journal/23665121/ http://Girl-Of-Roses-Hanna.deviantart.com/journal/23665121/ Thu, 12 Mar 2009 18:15:41 PDT My second wire that I've broken! I was playing Tales of Symphonia too, while it happened.
Started a cut scene and was surprised with a wire breaking.

I play ToS too much. This must me my 8th or 9th time playing through it.

My mouth hurts, and I want to own a gas mask.

]]> ~Girl-Of-Roses-Hanna D< http://Girl-Of-Roses-Hanna.deviantart.com/journal/23062314/ http://Girl-Of-Roses-Hanna.deviantart.com/journal/23062314/ Sat, 07 Feb 2009 13:45:51 PST
I need a new ID. Once I'm done with some other pieces I'll make one.

This one is too depressing.

]]> ~Girl-Of-Roses-Hanna RANT RANT RANT VIOLENCE RANT http://Girl-Of-Roses-Hanna.deviantart.com/journal/23044986/ http://Girl-Of-Roses-Hanna.deviantart.com/journal/23044986/ Fri, 06 Feb 2009 17:05:50 PST
So, over the weekend, (January 30 - February 1) I was away on this honor orchestra weekend practice your ass off then have a concert hell trip. I was pretty stoked, and excited. I mean, my first honor orchestra and I sat third chair at the thing. The conductor was crazy in the music genius sort of way, and I learned an amazing amount within three days. One problem.

My friend.

God, I love the woman, I never imagined spending three days straight with her would make me hate her so much. Just little things about her that usually bugged me became massive problems, because in my usual day, I only see her for a few hours, and can get away from the annoyances, but I spend 72 hours straight with her. The little things just kept getting worse. Like how immature she can be, or how seriously fucked up her thought process is because of how her mother raised her. Seriously, because of her upbringing, she is completely socially inept. And probably always will be.

Not only that, but whenever I would have the chance to draw, she'd have a comment for every little fucking thing. And, hell, I can take criticism. You have to in today's society, but she knows nothing of drawing, and she'd tell me to try shading a certain way, or that the shape of the nose I just drew was completely off. After about three suggestions, I was going to gouge her, and then my eyes out, just for the hell of it.

Finally, I got away from her on Sunday, when she rode home with her own family (Thank fucking God...), and on the way home, I mostly slept. Then, yet another problem Monday. She insisted on telling me that she could draw better than me. I will you one thing. My stick figures are better than the pictures she attempts.

It pissed the hell out of me.

Also, there are other people that watch me when I draw (which pisses me off anyways), one is a girl I've known for a seriously long time. The other day I was painting my last project for this unit for my senior arts project class, and the entire time she tried to keep telling me what was wrong with my painting. I know she is an amazing artist and all, but seriously. Back the fuck off. How else do I learn, other than to mess up? I have an amazing number of failed projects, but from every single one of them, I have learned something new. If I am simply told how to do everything, I will not learn, and I will become completely dependent on other people guiding me through my own art.

The other girl I'm thinking of seems to be under the impression that all I can draw is porn/huge breasted women/vaginas/porn/tits/penises/women. When in truth, I do like to draw porn, it can be horribly fun, and I have an easier time drawing women, because well, shit, I am a woman. When in truth, I like to draw everything. I'm very insulted that all I seem to be to people is a pornographer. I feel I'm so much more.

I have a bad habit of drawing during my German class, and the girl that thinks I am incapable of drawing school appropriate material and makes unnecessary comments regularly while drawing. And not only are the comments insulting to me, but they are rude and snide. It's like she looks down on me for my style, regardless of the fact that she can't even hold a pencil correctly to write her own. (She does misspell her own name regularly.) One day, I drew a thin girl, and her remark was "Oh, wow. You can draw someone with small boobs."

Honestly.

I love the girl. I've known her for a long time, and she can be nice, but I hate her lack of confidence and the way she seems to look down on me. Like she could do that. I'm so conceited, sometimes I even annoy the shit out of myself. But she just keeps at it. Then she goes and joins my dance class, so now I can't even get away from her there! Son of a Bitch! Here is where her nonexistent self-confidence shines through. Belly dance means you must enjoy your own body at least a tiny bit, and that you must be willing to show it off. I'm willing, and I love to. In fact, I'm good at dancing. This girl is simply a tense pain in my ass. The teacher insists on pairing me with her, because I know her. I'm willing to guess she's trying to get me to loosen the girl up, but it doesn't working. Now, not only does she make snide remarks about my drawings, but about how I move and how willing I am to flaunt my body.

I feel as if she's calling me a whore.

It does not please me.

I fear someday in German, I'm just going to go off. I'll swear, rave, rant, and maybe even hit her. She just treats me as if I am nothing. I am nothing. I will never be nothing.

jklhsdlkjhasdf

I'm done ranting. You can stop hiding now <3

I need a new ID D<

]]> ~Girl-Of-Roses-Hanna . http://Girl-Of-Roses-Hanna.deviantart.com/journal/22073297/ http://Girl-Of-Roses-Hanna.deviantart.com/journal/22073297/ Fri, 19 Dec 2008 18:51:32 PST I be emo
D:


Once I finish my two commissions, a Time Warp meme, I'll have a dev ID because I figured out how to do that D<
I know, just figured it out. That kinda fails, right?
For I am made of fail.


I make too many new journals too often.
And no one comments on them. :|

Oh my, I just noticed I have less than 10 pages left in my sketch book. o3o I drew nearly 100 pages worth of stuff in only a few months... Lyke woah

]]> ~Girl-Of-Roses-Hanna Really, I wonder why.... http://Girl-Of-Roses-Hanna.deviantart.com/journal/22001127/ http://Girl-Of-Roses-Hanna.deviantart.com/journal/22001127/ Mon, 15 Dec 2008 16:20:32 PST I blame the lack of sleep, and finals.
And friends asking for porn for Christmas. Well, I'm not old enough to go out and buy it, so I guess I draw it?
I want to update something not porn now.

But I have nothing.
D;

]]> ~Girl-Of-Roses-Hanna Oh, Hallelujah Jesus! http://Girl-Of-Roses-Hanna.deviantart.com/journal/21666477/ http://Girl-Of-Roses-Hanna.deviantart.com/journal/21666477/ Tue, 25 Nov 2008 15:33:51 PST ART for my dA now, not just writings <3
And good art, none of this old shit I post it now.

Oh, I also broke my writer's block. I'm awesome, yeah?

]]> ~Girl-Of-Roses-Hanna What to do next, Brier? http://Girl-Of-Roses-Hanna.deviantart.com/journal/21372434/ http://Girl-Of-Roses-Hanna.deviantart.com/journal/21372434/ Fri, 07 Nov 2008 12:47:38 PST I have writer's block!
And if I didn't, I could so have chapter 6 of my story done today, meaning once my friend, Nyssa, got my chapter 5 back to me, I'd be able to update Sanctuary of a Place Unknown!
Why? WHHHHYYYYY?!

I'm done now....
My feet are cold.

]]> ~Girl-Of-Roses-Hanna What it means to be good http://Girl-Of-Roses-Hanna.deviantart.com/journal/20653320/ http://Girl-Of-Roses-Hanna.deviantart.com/journal/20653320/ Wed, 24 Sep 2008 14:38:56 PDT
Really, I'm honored, since there are two cellists (Yay, I play cello!) in the section. My teacher, and me. Apparently, she thinks I'm good enough to play by her side. It's amazing, considering she's never given me a chair in orchestra above 4th. I wonder why she chose me. Maybe because this other girl who the teacher considers as better will probably try out and get a part in the musical. When i think of things like that, it feels like the teacher is settling for me.

I'm not going to think of it that way.

I get to play I Feel Pretty on my cello <3 Can you guess what musical now?

]]> ~Girl-Of-Roses-Hanna Boin-oin-oin-OING! http://Girl-Of-Roses-Hanna.deviantart.com/journal/20221408/ http://Girl-Of-Roses-Hanna.deviantart.com/journal/20221408/ Fri, 29 Aug 2008 15:42:51 PDT
o-o It freaked me out though. I was all eating a hunters mix, nut mix and I ate a sesame stick thinger, and I felt my expander move. At first I thought I just got the sesame stick stuck, but then I tried swallowing and almost gulped down my expander @_@ Not good.

I still have the expander. And after wearing it for 7 months, the roof of myself feels funny without it. Of course, it should. I haven't felt the roof of my mouth for nearly 7 months, because of the expander.

I'm going to keep the expander and make like a trophy out of it. Lolololololol D;

]]> ~Girl-Of-Roses-Hanna Huzzah? http://Girl-Of-Roses-Hanna.deviantart.com/journal/20037949/ http://Girl-Of-Roses-Hanna.deviantart.com/journal/20037949/ Tue, 19 Aug 2008 09:02:21 PDT
You all get to meet Victor, and Nakia. They're my muses along with Mr.Shroomy (My horribly abused mushroom character for my comic became my muse.... huuuuh) Victor is a little crazy, and Nakia is... out there.

Lately, I've gotten obsessed with my new music. The band Hurt is amazing, so are the Dresden Dolls and Mindless Self Indulgence. I want to get back into listening to my old music (Like Dredg, and the Gorillaz) but it's hard when you're obsessed.

School starts... tomorrow. D; *dies* (Wednesday, 20th) I don wanna go Dx Make is go away? I draw more in the school year, so I guess I'll get into the habit of updating daily. Or doing commissions. My writer friend and I were talking about doing a comic together. She would write it, of course, and I'd draw it. It's an amazing opportunity to refine my skills, and learn to draw other things. I really want to get the project rolling.

I'm still freaking out about what my last journal was, but I think I'm going to stop thinking about it and just concentrate on school, friends, and art. I'm going to have tons of fun before my world falls apart because of what my parents want to do. I am going to survive, though.

]]> ~Girl-Of-Roses-Hanna Old Songs Have New Meaning http://Girl-Of-Roses-Hanna.deviantart.com/journal/19841458/ http://Girl-Of-Roses-Hanna.deviantart.com/journal/19841458/ Fri, 08 Aug 2008 08:26:57 PDT
Oh, and a slightly happier note -- I might be getting a laptop and tablet for my birthday in a few weeks. Yaaaaay.

]]> ~Girl-Of-Roses-Hanna IT LIIIVES http://Girl-Of-Roses-Hanna.deviantart.com/journal/19227479/ http://Girl-Of-Roses-Hanna.deviantart.com/journal/19227479/ Sat, 05 Jul 2008 23:27:47 PDT I'm sorry I forgot to say I left for South Dakota for about 2 weeks with no internet access.
I be back, and will have some serious cash!
Help me figure what to cosplay as?

dA hates me!
]]> ~Girl-Of-Roses-Hanna So.... http://Girl-Of-Roses-Hanna.deviantart.com/journal/18855244/ http://Girl-Of-Roses-Hanna.deviantart.com/journal/18855244/ Sun, 15 Jun 2008 13:07:11 PDT >

I want a new scanner. Or a tablet. NOW PLEASE. D;

AND my computer is being stupid. Or maybe it's deviant art? It seems dA isn't work on my computer. I'm going to have to scan it with avast! thing again.... If we have another Trojan Virus I swear to god, I'll kill my sister. She's the one that downloads stuff....

I can't change the mood thing.... It should say "angry, annoyed, pissed" or something along those lines of homicidal.

]]> ~Girl-Of-Roses-Hanna Newest Obsession http://Girl-Of-Roses-Hanna.deviantart.com/journal/18782627/ http://Girl-Of-Roses-Hanna.deviantart.com/journal/18782627/ Wed, 11 Jun 2008 11:09:57 PDT
Steampunk.

Ohhh, baby. I remember watching Steamboy and loving, LOVING the style in it. Victorian mixed with steam technology. Brown with silver and dark green. Sexy baby. And it's intense! Google, photobucket and dA has the best images. Seriously, I'm obsessed. I'm going to post my steampunk outfit(s). I've really only got one so far, but I can make it maybe more. If I layer my clothes right, and do multiple pants thats are about the same color.

What Hanna wants [link]

]]> ~Girl-Of-Roses-Hanna 1000 page views? http://Girl-Of-Roses-Hanna.deviantart.com/journal/18626465/ http://Girl-Of-Roses-Hanna.deviantart.com/journal/18626465/ Mon, 02 Jun 2008 12:10:34 PDT
I'm make special arts <3

]]> ~Girl-Of-Roses-Hanna Song of my Life http://Girl-Of-Roses-Hanna.deviantart.com/journal/18524046/ http://Girl-Of-Roses-Hanna.deviantart.com/journal/18524046/ Tue, 27 May 2008 08:57:34 PDT
1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, etc).
2. Put it on shuffle.
3. Press play.
4. For every question type the song that's playing.
When you go to a new question press the next button.
Ready? GO!

Opening Credits:
Funeral Song -- The Rasmus (Mer? o___o )

Waking Up:
Catch Without Arms -- Dredg

Falling In Love:
Lazy Days -- Enya (Kinda... works... )

Fight Scene:
Destati -Dive into the heart- -- Yoko Shinomura (KH epic music? HUZZAH! )

Breaking Up:
Crawling -- Linkin Park

Make-up:
Blast - Off! -- Yoko Shinomura

Secret Love:
Miss Murder -- AFI (o-o!)

Life's Okay:
Mad World -- Gary Jules (Cool?)

Mental Breakdown:
Atlantic -- Thrice (o-o This would seriously work...)

Driving:
Nas Ne Dagoniat -- tATu

Flashbacks:
Hesitation -- Yoko Shinomura (Ok, enough Kingdom Hearts music....)

Happy Dance:
Hare Hare Yukai (OMG, perfect and epic win.)

Regretting:
She Hates Me -- Puddle of Mudd (lawl)

Long Night Alone:
Angel's Rain -- Minna Daisuki

Final Battle:
Come -- Inuyasha Ending (o-o I actually don't mind that)

Death Scene:
Strange Whispers -- Yoko Shinomura (Works, I guess)

Ending Credits:
Tsuki no Ie -- Outlaw Star OST (Hrm? Wasn't this already an ending theme? LAME)


Ok, so yeah >> Some songs are epic

]]> ~Girl-Of-Roses-Hanna Well... this sucks... http://Girl-Of-Roses-Hanna.deviantart.com/journal/18073886/ http://Girl-Of-Roses-Hanna.deviantart.com/journal/18073886/ Mon, 28 Apr 2008 16:26:02 PDT I need to pay for my car -- $1200
I want a tablet + computer -- $500+
Gas for car -- Unimaginable
College -- don't even make me think of it.

But really, all I want is a tablet, but I can't find a good one for an affordable price.... Wacoms are supposed to be awesome, but HOLY SHIT. $330 for that.. when I found another the same size, probably about just as good for about $120.

Then, since all we have is a family computer, I'd need my own to go with it, so I'm tying it up all the time, and can be in my den of arty-ness (bed room?) Maybe I could con my dad into building me a computer for free, and just getting a job, or using my fireworks money to buy a tablet....

But still, if I do get a job, Dad will want me to pay off the car. The money IS going to him and my brother... and those two are Father and Son (since dad got two girls and a boy out of this marriage) If I get a job, the first $1200 will go to the car, not me, gas, or the tablet. Then again, I graduate high school next year (class of 2009) or I need to really get my butt in gear, start looking at colleges, find one that's right for me, affordable at that, and find what I want to major. I'm not really all the great at anything in general, and on top of it! I want to go into art, but just looking around on dA, I'm no where good enough to go anywhere. And I don't think I ever will be....

Gah, someone buy me a computer and tablet. Let's just get this over with....

]]> ~Girl-Of-Roses-Hanna So... yeah http://Girl-Of-Roses-Hanna.deviantart.com/journal/17995471/ http://Girl-Of-Roses-Hanna.deviantart.com/journal/17995471/ Wed, 23 Apr 2008 17:17:14 PDT
On another note, I got a 27 on my ACT.... I shall study, because I want at least a 30, maybe higher. It would help if I maybe cared a little bit about school. But after the whole bomb threat thing, and the school not evacuating us, I find it hard to even want to be there for more than 45 minutes.

Lastly -- I got a new chucks about 2 weeks ago, and one pair was completely white -- So! I've decorated them myself. I'll post them sometime. I'm a little the blue and red smeared, but the black looks awesome, and it has my water/trade mark (checked tips <3 )

]]> ~Girl-Of-Roses-Hanna Boy/Girl Friend Meme http://Girl-Of-Roses-Hanna.deviantart.com/journal/17933761/ http://Girl-Of-Roses-Hanna.deviantart.com/journal/17933761/ Sat, 19 Apr 2008 20:06:25 PDT

1. Are you going out with anyone?

Yes >> (buh, why else would I do this?)


2. How long have you been going out with that person?

We met in 8th grade, and pretty much been together since.


3. How did you two end up together?

My mommy and daddy said I could if I got straight A's, so I did, and we met and just clicked. 4 years now, I guess >>;


4. Have you ever gone out with anyone else in your life before that person?

Actually, yes. One before her, but he was mean, and did not sound good to me.


5. And the one you've had the longest relationship with?

This one is my longest, by far.


6. What colour best describes your lover?

Color of rose wood, pure white, black, and silver accents.


7. Any interesting memories?

I broke you the first time we met, my love.... but things got better, and I'm sorry it took me so long to learn your name >> Hopefully, things will go better now that we can be together forever.

8. Do you feel like cheating at all?

Sometimes you aren't around, and I'm forced
9. Anything you want to say to your current lover?

Thank you for always being there for me, and all the hard we did for contest yesterday. It was amazing, I never expected what happened. I love you more ever day!


















(Yargh, I just wrote about my cello ;-; >> Yus, at contest, I played my solo and got a 1, a superior! I can play well..... )

]]> ~Girl-Of-Roses-Hanna Music meme http://Girl-Of-Roses-Hanna.deviantart.com/journal/17798266/ http://Girl-Of-Roses-Hanna.deviantart.com/journal/17798266/ Fri, 11 Apr 2008 15:58:56 PDT 1. Put Your iTunes, Windows Media Player, ETC on Shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name.
5.Put this on your journal.


1.If someone says, "Is this okay?" You say?
Fire' Coming Out Of A Monkey's Head - Gorillaz (Random?)

2.How would you describe yourself?
Invasion - Arc The Lad OST (Nya-hahaha, I invade people...)

3.What do you like in a girl?
November Has Come - Gorillaz (Huh?)

4.How do you feel today?
Drift & Die - Puddle Of Mudd (EMO)

5.What is your life's purpose?
Frei - Some German Band ( I FEEEEL FREEEE MOMMMY!)

6.What is your motto?
Song To Say Good Bye - Placebo (Say goodbye now!)

7.What do your friends think of you?
I Don't Love You -- My Chemical Romance (;-;)

8.What do you think of your parents?
Set Fire To The Third Bar - Snow Patrol
(Huh... actually... this implies I'm close to
family, and feel incomplete without them,
which is half way right -- when we aren't
trying to kill each other >>; )

9.What do you think about very often?
Still Standing - The Rasmus ( think about LIVING)

10.What is 2 + 2?
Shooting Star - Please Teacher OST
(HAH! 2 + 2 = Shotting Star!)

11.What do you think of your best friend?
Colors (EXTREME) - DDR Extreme 2 OST
(Nya, starts with Thinking of you, I'm fool,
which is true, I am a fool, and you help me out >< )

12.What do you think of the person you like?
Fragments Of Sorrow - Kingdom Hearts OST
(So freaking accurate, I'm not sure how I feel
about him, i want to love him, and he loves me
but meeeeeh o____o way too close to the truth)

13.What is your life story?
Behind the Crimson Door - HIM

14.What do you want to be when you grow up?
Creeping Crisis - Arc The Lad OST (lol)

15.What do you think of when you see the person you like?
Faggot - MSI (lol, omg. we say he's gay to my dad so he
won't kill him, nya hahahaha.... I love this song too ;-; )

16.What will you dance to at your wedding?
Sway - Lost Prophets (Actually, I would
like to dance to it at my wedding good
slow song and stouffers...)

17.What will they play at your funeral?
Famous Last Words MCR (lol)

18.What is your hobby/interest?
Speed Over Beethoven - Rose
(Yes, making people cry, and needing
people to listen to me in my hobby)

19.What is your biggest fear?
I Can't Decide - Scissor Sisters
(I can't decide... on anything >> )

20.What is your biggest secret?
Kiss and Control - AFI (YES! I kiss
people and control them FOREVER! >D )

21.What do you think of your friends?
Katamary On The Rocks - DOKAKA
(It fits, we are hilariously stupid like this
and seriously addicting)

22.What will you post this as?
The One I Love - The Rasmus
(Hah, my journal is the one I love >> )

]]> ~Girl-Of-Roses-Hanna *sniffle* dammit http://Girl-Of-Roses-Hanna.deviantart.com/journal/17797950/ http://Girl-Of-Roses-Hanna.deviantart.com/journal/17797950/ Fri, 11 Apr 2008 15:35:52 PDT Aber! (BUT!) I have the ACT tomorrow, and I am starting to catch a cold... so yus.... it shall suck, taking a like... 4 hours test feeling very sick... I'm NOT looking forward to it.
Now I'm to do that song/music meme I've been putting off doing for how long now? 2 weeks?

]]> ~Girl-Of-Roses-Hanna Sonuvabitch sonuvabitch sonuvabitch sonuvabitch http://Girl-Of-Roses-Hanna.deviantart.com/journal/17494532/ http://Girl-Of-Roses-Hanna.deviantart.com/journal/17494532/ Mon, 24 Mar 2008 14:58:50 PDT
]]> ~Girl-Of-Roses-Hanna MIA http://Girl-Of-Roses-Hanna.deviantart.com/journal/16968595/ http://Girl-Of-Roses-Hanna.deviantart.com/journal/16968595/ Tue, 19 Feb 2008 20:02:35 PST Anyways, I'm back, until I am grounded again (Yes, grounded for a week...)
I did a ton of pictures to ease my boredom over my four day weekend... I'll scan and post them suckers, also, I'll start posting my friend's Link comics... which are funny, and horribly drawn at the same time.

]]> ~Girl-Of-Roses-Hanna