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How my soul just ache when I'm led to temptation
ashamed and disappointment flooding all over my vein
to you I'm deeply sorry, your child has sinned once more
each days goes by it doesn't seem to get better
I feel smaller, shrinking down by size.
not worthy to call your name, though this is an emergency
I am lost and unsaved.. call me home oh lord for I have no power.
I can't do this alone.. I am to be led back home.
this is me, all of me...hear my cry father.. don't forsake me
I need you now more than ever, I need you always even when I'm not myself.

Feat. Deviation

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'Use Me'

Comfort me and love me to no end.
I long for peace and glory only in your name.
shattered heart, broken to pieces, left alone not to be mend
carry me to your table, please give me some hope..
I want to live.. to glorify your name
this is what I want, this is what I need..
use me in any way you can, keep loving me oh god!

Feat. Deviation

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'For you are..'

For I have sinned, you still come and love me
For I have sinned, you still hear my prayer
For I have sinned, You care for me in abundance
For I have sinned, your glory still lives in me
For I have sinned, you are there to catch my fall
For you are god, and I just a lone soul who needs your care.

Feat.Deviation

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Sept. 25, 2009
-Gita

]]> ~GitaKawaii http://GitaKawaii.deviantart.com/journal/26715828/ http://GitaKawaii.deviantart.com/journal/26715828/ Thu, 20 Aug 2009 14:52:29 PDT .Abusive of it, does come with a price.
.I fall with everything I've thought was dead.
.you shown me the light when I fought it so hard.
.appreciate you, love you with every single fiber of my being.
.you're my one and only God, You see me when I don't see you.
.Given me Grace, shown me the path, leading me to LIGHT.

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]]> ~GitaKawaii http://GitaKawaii.deviantart.com/journal/22722934/ http://GitaKawaii.deviantart.com/journal/22722934/ Wed, 21 Jan 2009 21:01:07 PST ---Drunken Love
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I'm lost in your eyes, thought, or possibly dreams.
twisted head, hurting , entering the very corners of my heart
Dwell, i cry in my sleeps, your name surfacing my every thoughts
I'm drunk past the point of redemption, shocking my body from head to toe
make me your queen, fly me over to the moon. name a star for me and keep me for yourself.
draw me how much you love me, serenate me to my sleep, bring me back from the dead.
let me drink every part of you, taste you, have you all to myself,
...longing for your love is what I thirst the most.

---the one that got away
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disappearing through moonless night
left in despair, no thoughts left inside
you will always be the greatest
every single thing you possess..
now buried silently in my heart
nothing else matters, no else exist
forgive my ungrateful soul
for no sound can excite it anymore...

your shadow, it's forever glimmering in my eyes
in this lonely night.. I sit to ponder about you and I
I've come to my senses, your very existence is no longer present
that love is carved boldly in my heart.. believing you're now gone,
hardening my soul.. stabbing my heart nonstop.


---denial
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longing for you is unbearable.
hating you seems to be impossible.
ignoring the truth can't possibly be done.
hiding the truth with laughter hurts even more.

hate me for it, I can't stop what I feel.
look me in the eyes and tell me you despise me,
but love me in secret, when you are lonely at night...

my love is for you to keep, not to destroy.
I feel you in every single of my fiber being.
looking at you, I'm ashamed of myself,
you're not mine to hold, to kiss or to love...
now take me back to the start! where it all started...
when you were never present, buried inside my heart.



----never will
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leaving seems to be the hardest thing.
walking away from you, it's something I'm used to doing.
when you're with her, it's as if I'm non existence.
In the background only to watch and apprehend reality

it hurts to see you hold her dearly ...
ignoring my presence, deception written on your face.
i'd love for you to call me baby, easy my pain even just for one time.
is this how it should be? an unrequited love for me?
I leave now, leave you in peace. don't think of me and my pathetic self.
I'm not for you, never was,never will.

]]> ~GitaKawaii http://GitaKawaii.deviantart.com/journal/22041738/ http://GitaKawaii.deviantart.com/journal/22041738/ Wed, 17 Dec 2008 23:09:28 PST I'm down on my knee, hunger for a thirst of your unknown soul.
that soul cries out to me, calling me in different way possible to ruin me.
such soul I cannot comprehend, where does it come from?
Is it real? its creation beyond perfection, soothes me from head to toe.
call me once again, dry out my conscious, perfect in itself, I seem to ache for more.

----

Time Forgets. heart does not forget. scarred for life.
better in time. take refuge it does not last. look out for more heartbreaks.
the right one won't come about.pray that it will pass. pray so content will surface in time.
hope for something better. joy and happiness is life's brand of heroin.

-----

I call you by your first name, you answer by desperately leaving me.
I show you how I feel, you answer by Ignoring me.
I comfort your broken heart, you butchered my heart to pieces.
I loathe your presence forevermore, only for this once do leave me in peace once more.

------

she failed to receive you. animosity rising failing every sane feelings in her.
cool her down by that very same dose of happiness. leave her be, joy she longs for her time.
conquer her heart, it needs to be tame down. pull her down from reaching her highest ground.
sanity ...sanity... sanity, it doesn't just come about, bring it back to her, she needs to stay alive.

-------

Rainy days, I crave for more.
water drop, color my world.
dark clouds, keep me warm.
thunder and wind, show me the light.
lighting strikes for I am lost in thought.

--------

satisfying his need was his number one virtue.
finding out the answer alone liberated his feelings.
forgiveness was something he couldn't apprehend alone.
searching for his answers in the wild was rewarding to his soul.
death was vital for it did not stop him therefore made him stronger.
content in himself was found in troubled distraught.
loving life in nature healed all his final wounds.


-Gita 10-17-08

]]> ~GitaKawaii http://GitaKawaii.deviantart.com/journal/21857850/ http://GitaKawaii.deviantart.com/journal/21857850/ Sun, 07 Dec 2008 01:59:42 PST
seeing you through her unwanted blurry mirror, only to find hidden feelings surfacing only to shatter about it meaninglessly...

Have she found you? ....
the path that she's chosen was vital to her own helpless feelings.

did going about it quickly make it all not worthwhile?..Ignoring all her thoughts made her so denyingly breakable. that wittiness she once longed for oozes in triumphant; flying yet so far unreached to the touch...

tell her now oh great one! where does she go about finding this indescribable reward ?

-Gita

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]]> ~GitaKawaii http://GitaKawaii.deviantart.com/journal/15993510/ http://GitaKawaii.deviantart.com/journal/15993510/ Tue, 18 Dec 2007 21:32:16 PST "We can't go back and change the Beginning but we can go FORWARD and change the Ending...."

there are some things in life that will never be erased, or probably ever be forgotten, but that's what makes our lives oh so0o interesting, good or bad, we can choose to interpret them to our lives which will later define who we truly are....

let them all be an inspiration for you like everything has been to me

-Have a nice day!
GBU
-gita

>>>>>>>>>>FIND YOUR PARADISE THROUGH OTHERS<<<<<<<<<<


]]> ~GitaKawaii http://GitaKawaii.deviantart.com/journal/15479260/ http://GitaKawaii.deviantart.com/journal/15479260/ Mon, 12 Nov 2007 13:22:05 PST
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]]> ~GitaKawaii http://GitaKawaii.deviantart.com/journal/14945353/ http://GitaKawaii.deviantart.com/journal/14945353/ Sat, 06 Oct 2007 18:39:36 PDT My Top 10 Current favorite

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Shattered Dreams!

Yeah, that day you and I talked, it was suprising how deep we got,secrets and fears

were revealed like we didn't care for tomorrow. how foolish was I to think there was

something right that was happening, not knowing in the end rejection was waiting to

happen.The wake up call was painfull, those dreams of perfect fairy tale came to an end

like a tsunami wiping out a beautiful Island. denying sure didn't help,hopes seems to have

gotten me nowhere. like a lost soul waiting to be found, I waited for you. clocks were

ticking and days, weeks, months have passed by, there's not a day that passed by where

thoughts of you didn't flash through my head. now it's all over, is this really the end?, life

goes on, people move on, what more could I have done. will you regret it, will thoughts of

me ever occur again in your head? I wanted to know everything about you, love you as

much as I wanted, care for you when life brings you down, hope for you to succeed with

what you do, give you all the love i've got! was that not enough? but now you're neither a

friend or foe to me, for I have realize that I could never hate you. all I feel now is

dissapointment, yes I'm dissapointed... I'm dissapointed towards you!

the one I could've cared for, should've cared for and would've deeply loved!

]]> ~GitaKawaii http://GitaKawaii.deviantart.com/journal/14632932/ http://GitaKawaii.deviantart.com/journal/14632932/ Fri, 14 Sep 2007 15:50:24 PDT P E R S O N A L - F A V O R I T E S



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~GitaKawaii http://GitaKawaii.deviantart.com/journal/13648845/ http://GitaKawaii.deviantart.com/journal/13648845/ Sat, 07 Jul 2007 16:29:46 PDT Check Out>>> [link]



]]> ~GitaKawaii http://GitaKawaii.deviantart.com/journal/13271067/ http://GitaKawaii.deviantart.com/journal/13271067/ Fri, 08 Jun 2007 21:40:33 PDT that's what I live by more than anything. no matter
how old you are or how young you are,
you should be living your wildest fantasies.
that's the only reason we're on this planet.

Sometimes you have to test someone.
Not because you don't trust them,
but to see how much they'll sacrifice for you.
And sometimes you have to let them go;
not because you suddenly stopped loving them,
but to see if they love you enough to come back.

What you say and how you look does not define who you are,
because some of the most beautiful people do the ugliest things
You owe it to the people who hate you, who disrespect you & who put you down,
because they are the ones who have made you who you are today;
for keeping your head up & not breaking down when they want you to.

too often we underestimate the power of a
touch, a smile, a kind word, a listening ear,
an honest compliment, or the smallest act of caring,
all of which have the potential to turn a life around.

wherever life takes you -- big cities, small towns
you will inevitably come across small minds.
people who think they are better than you are.
people who think that material things or being pretty or popular
makes you a worthwhile human being. but none of these things matter
unless you have a strength of character, integrity, sense of pride.
and if you have these things, don't ever sell them. don't ever sell out.
so when you meet a person for the first time,
please don't judge them by their station in life. because who knows,
that person just might end up being your best friend.

----GITA----

]]> ~GitaKawaii http://GitaKawaii.deviantart.com/journal/13010198/ http://GitaKawaii.deviantart.com/journal/13010198/ Sat, 19 May 2007 07:30:30 PDT ur a good sweet pure girl..esspecially pure u know,,so if ur gonna meet a guy..you actually must meet a guy who's treating u like sumthin breakable, he must not rush things or want things to quickly or ask to many things from you...you are a pearl of God, a child of God..and he only wants the best for his children...

-Stephan!-



]]> ~GitaKawaii http://GitaKawaii.deviantart.com/journal/12741336/ http://GitaKawaii.deviantart.com/journal/12741336/ Thu, 26 Apr 2007 10:55:11 PDT
And when that day comes, I'll smile and tell you the same things you once told me.

That you're my friend. And that's all I want us to be. And maybe, if you're lucky, you'll open your eyes,

and how those words can never be comforting. And you'll never say them again."

"I don't regret loving you. I only regret believing that you loved me too."

"My love was a privilege that you abused. I have withdrawn that privilege.

You are out of my heart. I wish you nothing but unending guilt."

"And now I have to stop. Because every time I remember this, I have to cry a little by myself.

I don't know why something that made me so happy then feels so sad now.

it's over before you know it. it all goes by so fast. yah,

the bad nights take forever & the good nights don't ever last.

Maybe that is the way it is with the best memories, and sometimes we learn it the hard way"

I want that kind of relationship ;;
the one where you can take stupid pictures,
& act like complete idiots around each other
but not care one bit.

]]> ~GitaKawaii http://GitaKawaii.deviantart.com/journal/12532923/ http://GitaKawaii.deviantart.com/journal/12532923/ Mon, 09 Apr 2007 23:41:21 PDT it always comes back to haunt me and I can't seem to avoid it
was is all worth it? or should I've just avoid it?

...(Parting is such sweet sorrow)...

Did we really part ways.. ? I just don't understand, or is it just in my head to keep thinking this way. was I allowed to feel that way, is it a sin? so many questions still lingers in my head. will they ever be answered?



The greatest irony of love?

Loving the right person at the wrong time,
Having the wrong person when the time is right,
And finding out you love someone right after
That person walks out of your life.

And sometimes, you think you're already over a person,
Until you see them smile at you again,
You'll suddenly realize that you're really not.

For some, they think that letting go is one way
Of expressing how much you love the person,
By sacrificing your happiness for theirs,
Without realizing that the other person's
Doing the same thing for them.

Most relationships tend to fail
Not because of the absence of love;
Love is always present,
It's just that one is being loved too much
And the other was being loved too little.

We always fall in love with the person we think we love,
Only to discover that what we loved about them fades.
Bad experiences are always remembered,
But it's the wonderful memories that are captured
To remind us that there are brighter days ahead
And that happiness exists.

You need to learn to let go when you're hurting too much,
Realize that sometimes love just isn't enough
And accept the fact that things aren't always gonna be the same.

There is someone out there who will love you more.
It's all the thought you put into your decisions
That impairs your judgement
When your heart already knows what you need to do.

but remember
Listen to your heart. Even though it's on the left side, it's always right.

-gita

]]> ~GitaKawaii http://GitaKawaii.deviantart.com/journal/12448269/ http://GitaKawaii.deviantart.com/journal/12448269/ Tue, 03 Apr 2007 18:46:41 PDT
Girls are like apple trees. The best ones are at the top
of the tree, but boys don’t want to reach for the ones at
the top because they’re afraid of falling & getting hurt.
instead, they grab the rotten ones at the bottom. they
aren’t as good … but they’re easier to get. so the apples
at the top think there’s something wrong with them. but
in reality, they’re "a m a z i n g" . they just have to be
patient and wait for the right guy who will take the time
» to get a ladder and find a good apple. «


so guys...
"Be very careful if you make a woman cry, because God counts her tears.
The woman came out of a man`s rib. Not from his feet to be walked on.
Not from his head to be superior, but from the side to be equal.
Under the arm to be protected, next to the heart to be loved, and only
one rib because there will only be that one special women that you'll
ever come to love."

]]> ~GitaKawaii http://GitaKawaii.deviantart.com/journal/12304461/ http://GitaKawaii.deviantart.com/journal/12304461/ Sat, 24 Mar 2007 01:27:33 PDT
We got tickets for HB again this year !! yipieeeeee


"Thank You GOD!" ^_^



-gita

]]> ~GitaKawaii