deviantART: by:GorillazLover

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http://GorillazLover.deviantart.com/journal/22056923/ Thu, 18 Dec 2008 20:43:13 PST

x3 Until my birthday (December 23rd)...and Christmas. I can't wait...

xBirthday!x
For my birthday, I'm probably going to go with my friends to Red Lobster. I love that place! Psssst...everyone... Try the lava cookies. They're yummy. I can't wait to get one...and a serving of crab legs with melted butter and fjgdfgfg.... (drool)
The previous journal was about my birthday party. I still am counting down until the big day itself!

xSamantha or 'Nena'x
Everyone! We need to pick which name the baby girl is going to have, so please do your share here. We have it narrowed down to 'Samantha' and 'Nena', so please place your vote! The father and I have plenty of time still, but the poll won't be up forever!
Don't ask any questions... Just vote. XD Maybe even link the poll to friends for their opinions on which name is better. This is super important, and I would appreciate cooperation! :3

xSchool!x
School has been...school-ish, but I only have a half of a day left after tonight before CHRISTMAS VACATION! x3 That's always nice... and tomorrow, in all of our classes, we're going to be watching Wall-E.
Semester exams are coming up, and I don't have to take any of mine! I'm super happy about that, because I really, really don't want to have to worry about that. I got all 'A's, and only missed 7 days. x3 Hooray. Technically I could miss two more and still not have to take them, but there's only one more day in the semester to miss, and I really find it pointless because 1. It's a half day, and 2. I get to see my friends tomorrow and get CANDY! x3

xEdit!x
OKAY! This pisses me off.
"We don't wear your Abercrombie - so don't listen to our punk rock.Â ~ Davey Havok.
What the hell gives him the right to say who can listen to what music? I don't like AFI, but Gerard Way himself could've said it, and I would still be enraged at the moment. >:c That's just stupid. Abercrombie is a STORE. =_= Stupid people and their...idiotic tendancies.
I am in no way insulting Davey Havok; I'm just saying that that has to be one of the stupidest things that anyone has ever said in a long, long time.

xEdit Edit!x
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Creepy! But most other MCR fans will, like I did, be grinning like an idiot the whole time... (guilty)
Finally, a little update from Gerard in the picture-department.
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http://GorillazLover.deviantart.com/journal/21984593/ Sun, 14 Dec 2008 16:49:12 PST

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I GOT ONE FOR MY BIRTHDAY!!! YES! Finally the world's stupidest invention is mine! And it works! Oh my God... (is wearing it right now) Next time Vanessa (my photographer ;3) comes over, I am SO taking an ID pic of me in it.

Yes... I also got the groovy book light. :B

Thank you, Kara!

I got it for my birthday, along with several other awesome things like matching Saki and Jost bracelets. x333 Squee. They're in the German flag colors. And I got the new 2009 MCR calendar, a new DS Light (red), a Feebas (finally!) action figure, a Jack Skellington bobble head (he's so cute!), a Dora the Explorer fairy princess wand that I got pimp-caned with x_x, Pokemon Diamond (even though I already had Pearl and hated the 4th gen...I'm giving it another chance!), some Diet Pepsis for my mini fridge, an awesomely large pack of markers (some are scented!). I also got some very, very adorable drawings and some equally amazing cards (one has to do with mpreg! x333).

And the party was insane. Yupyup. My house looks like a tornado went through it. I should get around to cleaning that up...

My Snuggie... :3 He needs a name...

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=GorillazLover Thank You! http://GorillazLover.deviantart.com/journal/21872153/ http://GorillazLover.deviantart.com/journal/21872153/ Sun, 07 Dec 2008 19:43:22 PST

I just decided that I wanted to take a moment to thank every single one of you who have ever faved one of my pictures. Thank you so much for letting me know that my art means something to people out there, and that I haven't just been drawing all these years for nothing! I appreciate every single favorite that I receive, even if sometimes I don't get around to thanking you individually for them (especially lately).

These past few days I've been getting so many favorites, though, that I can't keep up with them. I'm so sorry, but I think that I may have to go through a few without saying thank you to you individually.

That doesn't mean that I don't appreciate the faves, though! I do! :3

And thanks for 25,000+ pageviews!!!

ALSO...Well...
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Join ussssssssssssss.... lawl

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http://GorillazLover.deviantart.com/journal/21824190/ Thu, 04 Dec 2008 22:44:43 PST

xChangesx
...The change is temporary, most likely. What, you didn't think that I would keep my old one FOREVER, did you?

Frerard fans of mine, don't flip a shit and start biting my eyelids, kay? The Frerard WILL continue, and my journal header will remain the same until 2009. =] But what will 2009 have in store?

The reason for my icon change, you ask? Well...this.

Now we just need to convince my friend Erik to be Georg. ;3

I will miss my old icon, though... It was made by my amazing role-play partner, and it was completely aweshuuuum...

xWhy Tokio Hotel?
Why in the world has the Frerard gone and been replaced by Tom and Bill Kaulitz?
Well...I can't force love, and that means that I just can't keep shoving out art that I don't believe in anymore. As my signature indicates ('Frerard didn't just die; it came crashing and burning down, killing many in the process.' ), I just don't believe that it's going to...continue. For Pete's sake, LynZ is having a child! ((is happy about that) x3), and I highly doubt Frank and Gerard are even seeing much of each other anymore.

MCR is still my favorite band for their MUSIC.
About two weeks ago, I was kind of pissed at the band for personal reasons that I don't feel like going into detail about in fear of losing my head, and so I can't just forcing art that I don't find appealing to draw anymore.

I still RP Frerard, but only with ONE role-play partner, and it's just because I've known her now for over a year and she's the only Gerard that fits to my Frank. x3

But Tokio Hotel (I suppose that it's because they're younger) is easier to RP for me, and I've been doing happily now since...Father's Day. xD The band members are generally easier for me to relate to (I RP Bill, and I LOVE it), and I find twincest to be way too cute.
Couples of TH I RP (who I RP is underlined):
TomxFemale OC
Bill/Male OC
Bill/Tom
I also RP as Georg and Gustav as characters, but I don't couple them up with anyone other than maybe a female OC for each. ;3

I'm so sorry, but I don't think that there will be too much Frerard from now on. I just had to go ahead and say that so that those who will be pissed at me can get it over with right now.

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http://GorillazLover.deviantart.com/journal/21668301/ Tue, 25 Nov 2008 17:19:49 PST

They're having a babyyyyyy
a babyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
a little, squishy ger-z babyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
x333333

I'm so happy for them, even if MCR might be over now. I don't care because it's about time that they started their lives! x3

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Sorry for the lateness of this journal; my internet was down yesterday! D:

Frank Talks About It: [link]

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http://GorillazLover.deviantart.com/journal/21538617/ Mon, 17 Nov 2008 17:07:10 PST

Brace yourself for raw teenage angst... O_O (puts on helmet, then types)

20 Things That Are Tedious.
1. The fact that I'm experiencing a lag in my role-playing.
2. I just can't help but to feel that, a lot of the times, my ideas are getting shoved down for no reason whatso-fucking-ever and that it's not even worth my effort to think of them.
3. That I have ALL 'A'S in school, and I just can't help but to think that I'm still not doing good enough.
4. I can't take art until next year. :c
5. I'm in a rut with drawing in general; I just can't draw right now!
6. I'm getting desperate for a new boy/girlfriend, and it's so fucking annoying because I don't want to date anyone just for the sake of dating.
7. Someone who I've known for, like, ever is getting on my last nerve because she's become such a literal slut that it's breaking my heart. >_<
8. I'm really, really hungry, and my dinner is late. xD (stomach growls)
9. I JUST WANT TO ROLE-PLAY, and I can't because orjojodfgjogfdfkh. (I'm not looking for a new partner, just some modifications on current RP conditions)
10. I feel a desperate need to cling onto the fans now that I have on DA, just because my biggest fear is that you'll drift away.
11. I miss Maryland. I haven't been there in too long, and there's someone there who I really, really need to talk to about some things that are too personal to write on here.
12. I'm going through a phase with My Chemical Romance where I'm starting to analyze some of the things that I used to adore about the members themselves, and it's leading to me drifting away from the band members, really, and just focusing on the music. Sure, this isn't exactly a bad thing most of the time...but my 'fame' on DA revolves around Frerard and, well, without believing the things that I used to, I just don't know if I can keep this up.
13. I miss my mother so, so much right now. =[ Like...she's been away before, but suddenly I just miss her so much! It's only been a few days, too, and I sure as hell am old enough to be away from her, but it's just so incredibly difficult this time.
14. [link] Issues involving my dad (he's gone after the incident described in that linked journal) are popping back up, and it's starting to look as if he and my mom are going to get back together, which sucks because he abused me for so long and I'm totally fucking afraid of him. A few days ago, though, he was in our house...with my mom's permission and without a police escort for the first time. Needless to say, I was terrified. >_<
15. My fingers are REALLY cold, like, all of the time, and for some reason that really affects my typing and makes it hard not to make typos. XD
16. Once again...
MY
IDEAS
DESERVE
CONSIDERATION
(clears throat) Sorry.
17. I'm getting really frustrated with, like, certain projects, and I'll just abandon them halfway through. This involves mostly drawing... >_<
18. I stilllll don't have my dinner.
19. My stomach just growled.
20. I WANT MAH DINNAH! >:c xD (it's 7 o' clock now)

This journal is mostly a stress reliever, and I just needed to type something up to get out how I feel. I really would rather not have my friends who I know in person read it, but whatever. >_< I can't stop them.

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http://GorillazLover.deviantart.com/journal/21343425/ Wed, 05 Nov 2008 15:49:12 PST

For those of you who care (like myself), Gustav got in a car crash today. :c

He was hit by a tram a few hours ago in Germany. It hit him on the opposite side from which he was sitting. There were two other people in the car, and two other cars were involved. He's in the hospital right now with minor (thank God) injuries, and he should be perfectly fine for the EMAs tomorrow.

=c My best wishes go out to you, Gustav!

And happy late birthday, Frank! :3

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http://GorillazLover.deviantart.com/journal/21164897/ Sun, 26 Oct 2008 02:31:53 PDT

The show ended up being at 9 o' clock.

As most of those of you who are fans of mine know, I saw Tokio Hotel live yesterday (well, technically it was two days ago since it's three in the morning now, but still!)!

xCar Ride/Holiday Inn Express!x
The car ride was both long and painful. xD We left at around 10 after a quick stop by Wal-Mart, and didn't get to the hotel until dark.
There were A LOT of cows, and every time we saw one we'd say 'Kuh!' (pronounced 'Koo' which means 'Cow' in German. Ironically enough, our license plate said 'Koo', but we didn't find that out until later. XD In the car, we watched Riki Tiki Tavi and talked a lot, and my friend Kara accidentally read, out loud, one of those 'We Bare All!' sign for a trucker stop...with girls. XD It was so funny. Those signs are EVERYWHERE. We also played a game where we had to think of ten songs that we ALL knew with a certain word in them, like 'Rain' or 'Run'. That was very fun to do, and it kept us pretty busy.
We saw the bus of a little band called 'The Clique Girls' as they were on their way to some show (probably in Jacksonville or Tampa), and that was pretty interesting.
Once we got to the hotel and freaked out about the bathrooms on the first floor (they were nice!), we went back to the car and got our stuff. There was a cute little French boy out there who I wanted to adopt. xD He was SO adorable!
Okay! So we went to the Cici's Pizza across the street and had a guy named 'Xavier' make me wait fifteen minutes for some Alfredo pizza after saying that it would only take three minutes. >_>
After dinner, we went back to the hotel and bathed (I shaved as a pre-concert tradition, and accidentally cut my leg pretty fucking deep D: ) and then Vanessa went to sleep. For a while, Kara and I bothered her...but eventually (after spitting toothpaste off of our 5th floor balcony) we also went to sleep.

xMorningx
Okay! So we woke up at around 5:30, and left for the venue at 6 because we were told that we could get there at 5 and still be able to get into Downtown Disney (they performed at the House of Blues there) to wait in line.
Welllll...We get there and this chick is like 'You have to wait until eight!', so we headed back out and got doughnuts and ice-cream from Baskin Robins. x3
After eating breakfast and waiting around in the car, we go back to Downtown Disney in order to wait. We're the second group (there was one insane/awesome girl before us who had waited since two days before in front of the venue) there, and we all sit there in the rain under our umbrellas as people slowly begin to arrive now that the place is open! The girl who had been there for two days made a makeshift cover out of some cardboard. It was awesome. xD
So the morning went by with talking and Tobi (one of Tokio Hotel's main security guards) sightings!

There were these insane chicks with bunny ears who irritated the shit out of us later on in the day, too. D: That was kind of amusing in the morning, though. xD Also there was this techno-ish track at the Disney Quest place apart the street that just kept looping; it was driving me insane! I swear that I'm going to hear it in my dreams over and over again. >_<

xSigningx

Okay! So, at around one in the afternoon, my friends and I wandered over to the Virgin Megastore across the street, since people were starting to line up over there for the signing and we were getting nervous about being in the back of the line for that. Someone held our spots while we drifted over there for that.
Outside the Virgin Megastore, we waited for around...3 hours, I think (I'm bad with number details), and I ate a sa... ]]> =GorillazLover Emergency Journal D: (now edited) http://GorillazLover.deviantart.com/journal/21006122/ http://GorillazLover.deviantart.com/journal/21006122/ Wed, 15 Oct 2008 17:51:01 PDT

-Pic taken 10/15/08 (just an hour or two before death)-

Most of you know Gerard, my insane, evil, and adorable rabbit that I've had now for a while...

*In the last one he's just a baby!*

Well...He's sick. :c He hasn't been feeling too well these past three or so days; he's not eating or drinking and he's getting weaker and weaker...and I have to wait until Friday to take him to the vet. >__
What could be wrong with him...
1. His teeth have overgrown because he can't chew on anything in the cage.
2. Something that's been wrong with him for a while (he has spinal damage, and it affects his brain) could be acting up and causing him to behave oddly.
3. He could've gotten bitten by too many mosquitoes whenever I took him for a walk the other day.

Well...all I can hope is that he'll pull through until the vet's visit. >_<

Sorry about all of the journals lately; a lot has been going on.

xIn Other (Brighter) Newsx
I'm going to get to meet Tokio Hotel whenever I go to see them on the 24th, because they're doing a Meet and Greet across the street and we already have someone to hold our spot in line for two or three hours when we shimmy on over there. Also, Vanessa has realitives who will be (most likely) able to get us passes tomorrow morning. =]
Edit 9/17/08: Vanessa got the passes, and we're GOING to meet the boys! :] It's going to be a small meet and greet, too, so it won't be all that crowded. x3

Everybody, please wish the best for Geegee! I love my baby, and I want him to get better very badly. X_X

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EDIT

9:28 PM Gerard died...
He was kind of...twitching and such in his cage, with his face pressed in the cedar...making these little squeaky noises. So I picked him up because I could just tell that this was the end, and I took him to the living room. He died in my arms. >_<

An older pic that I found on my camera today (9/17/08) >_<

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=GorillazLover CONCERT IN 10 DAYS http://GorillazLover.deviantart.com/journal/20784913/ http://GorillazLover.deviantart.com/journal/20784913/ Tue, 14 Oct 2008 21:59:16 PDT

GOFOGODFJOGJSOJFO!!!!!!!!!!

In NINE days, we'll be leaving for the Orlando House of Blues to see TOKIO HOTEL live! Horrayyyyyy~~~! I can't wait...This is going to be amazing.

And I just had to get rid of my last journal...which I accidentally deleted the original journal saying that I was seeing TH on the 24th on by typing (I ended up accidentally editting it and typing the angsty one D: )

So, so, so!
Things that I need to do before the show:
1. Go to Wal-Mart and have a mass shopping spree for traveling stuff!
2. Dye my hair again because my roots are growing in D:
3. Finish the TH jacket that I'm making x3
4. Get the whole situation with Devin and Shannon fixed up (we don't know who will be riding with us and who's taking another vehicle)
5. Possibly buy Tom this Cadillac cap that we saw at Spencer's XD
6. Get basic entertainment so that waiting outside for fourteen hours won't be torture this time xD (it's a tradition to wait that long before concerts)
7. Fix my camera a bit, just incase they let us take them in.

Alright! :3 I can't wait...

xFrerard Newsx

What should Gerard be doing in this pic? I need some opinions...xD

AND TOKIO HOTEL WILL BE DOING A MEET AND GREET BEFORE THE SHOW!!!!!!!!!! x333333

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=GorillazLover Winnifred the Cotton Swab! http://GorillazLover.deviantart.com/journal/20733331/ http://GorillazLover.deviantart.com/journal/20733331/ Sun, 28 Sep 2008 22:29:14 PDT

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That's right, hoes! >:3 jkjk I love you alllll....but that's my cotton swab that I spent three hours dipping into a candle between role play posts. XD How exciting, right? x333 He needs a name...xD (edit: He's called Winnifred now)

Art News
Alright! I'm back to drawing! Yessss! Or at least I have been posting art this past week after a one month DA vacation of no artistic output! O:

I'll try to get back to Frerard, but you can't force it...so we'll see what time allows me to create. Wigglewigglewiggle.
In the meantime, expect Tokio Hotel art, because I'm in a rather Tokio mood lately, as is America. Woooooo. WHYDON'TTHEYSHIPTOTHEUSA!!?!?!!? grrrrr

French!
I'm learning French in school...FUCK YEAH! x3 I want to learn German in class, but I cannnnnn't because they don't offer it. I'm learning that in my spare time. So far I know how to say "Hello, my name is ______. I'm __ years old." in BOTH languages, and I know a bunch of little phrases in each. xD Yayyyy!

gigglesnort

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