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                <title>Nebraskon</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 13 Nov 2009 01:28:25 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Ok so this is a lil bit late to go up but <br /><br />ohh well.. things have been a lil bit <br /><br />hectic since i got back.<br /><br />Nebraskon was Awesome!<br /> there was miniscule drama in the room.. <br /><br />mostly just people getting anoyed w/ <br /><br />each other but that's normal when you <br /><br />have 8 people in a room, & i don't really <br /><br />feel like going into it.  Though i think <br /><br />now i have a bit better plan for <br /><br />organizing things for future cons, & <br /><br />staying until monday really did make <br /><br />sunday MUCH less stressfull.<br /><br />i still fee like a moron for not realizing <br /><br />until we were about halfway home that <br /><br />Nami-chan was a Vegitarian...& all the <br /><br />food i had taken w/ me had been Meat, <br /><br />or had Meat in it >_< that was my <br /><br />Major Fail for the weekend. i've always <br /><br />though to ask about food allergies, but <br /><br />never if people were on special diets...I'll <br /><br />remember that in the future though <br /><br />We left friday about 3:20ish pm & finally <br /><br />got to Omaha around 7:30 so about 4ish <br /><br />hours, which isn't too bad considering <br /><br />construction, & random stretches of road <br /><br />where the speed limit dropped from 75 <br /><br />to 55 for no apparent reason -_- stupid <br /><br />roads...grrr....<br /><br />the hotel room was really nice.. though <br /><br />for it being a suite & for the price i <br /><br />expected it to have been larger. <br /><br />i will however say that i Freaking HATE <br /><br />taking that van to con's... i spent around <br /><br />about $75 in gas alone in that beast >_< <br /><br />but we wouldn't have been able to fit all <br /><br />of our half of the group's stuff if we <br /><br />hadn't had the van... though if we have <br /><br />to take the van next time we're taking <br /><br />out the 3rd row seat, it'll make loading <br /><br />easyer.<br /><br />I went on a serious Candy/snack food <br /><br />rampage this weekend. i bought like 6 or <br /><br />more boxes of Milk Coffee Pocky (it's <br /><br />soooo good) 4 packages of Konpetto (2 <br /><br />for me 2 for cori) 4 things of Ramune <br /><br />candy, & 2 lil packs of mixed candies (1 <br /><br />chocolate mix & 1 sweet mix) & i think 4 <br /><br />bottles of Ramune. & then i bought Cori <br /><br />a IV phone charm & an XI for myself, for <br /><br />when i get my new phone (really soon <br /><br />hopefully) & a Prezzie for my Baby <br /><br /><a href="http://shadow-in-teh-night6.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/s/h/shadow-in-teh-night6.gif?1" alt=":iconshadow-in-teh-night6:" title="shadow-in-teh-night6"/></a>  XD<br /><br />it was really great getting to see <br /><br /><a href="http://themysticpoptart.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/t/h/themysticpoptart.gif" alt=":iconthemysticpoptart:" title="themysticpoptart"/></a> , <br /><br /><a href="http://vampyre-poet.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/v/a/vampyre-poet.jpg?6" alt=":iconvampyre-poet:" title="vampyre-poet"/></a> , <a href="http://okaminoriley.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/o/k/okaminoriley.png" alt=":iconokaminoriley:" title="okaminoriley"/></a> , <a href="http://pharaohdeli.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/p/h/pharaohdeli.jpg?1" alt=":iconpharaohdeli:" title="pharaohdeli"/></a> & <a href="http://fyrie-mystic.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/default.gif" alt=":iconfyrie-mystic:" title="fyrie-mystic"/></a> again!<br /><br />I was amazed that i had a fangirl.. she even had a Marly FanGirl t-shirt XD  though absolutely nothing beats the roxas fangirling over Cori's Vexen & having a Fan-gasm XD <br /><br />work has been nutz & i've only been back for 2 freaking days! <br /><br />today we had this big corporate inspection..& equipment kept failing >_<  <br /><br />for today being MarLar day today was amazing! I finally got to see In This Moment Live!! & even got a signed poster... just for saying that Kris was from Kansas (thankies Ro-Chan!!) 175pics in the hour that itm was onstage lol. i'm only going to post one or two here.. cause DA _IS NOT_ photobucket. if you want to see all of them go to --> <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://viewmorepics.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=viewImage&friendID=11393385&albumID=3125863&imageID=71485944">[link]</a>  that's the first pic in the album<br /><br />& ugh i can't think of anything else to say atm, so i'll stop here for now....more updates later maybe?<br /><br /><br /><!-- Do not remove the link --><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.countdown2zero.com"><img src=\"http://www.countdown2zero.com/mscd.php?code=a929e\" border="0"></a><!-- <a href="http://... ]]></description>
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                <title>Motaku</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 27 Oct 2009 01:52:36 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Fair warning this journal will be spazzy & random.. my fellow staff members & our Con-chair people broke my brain this weekend.. & i havnt been able to make much w/ the cohearent thoughts & staying focused on any one subject for long today.<br /><br /><br />So i just got back home from my first time Staffing at a con around 11:15 last night(Sunday)... & wow.. i definitely have a whole new appreciation of staff members. this was the first time i've EVER gone to bed before 3am at any con. i was behind the registration table for about 13 hours solid on saturday with a group of freaking awesome people!! & then sometime around 9ish i slipped off upstairs during Spike Spencer's pannels to go get ready for the rave. OMG we had a few fantastic DJ's, DJ Kermit & DJ Willis both were pretty awesome! talked to bothe of them for quite a while, & wound up w/ a new name from JD Willis... which is Go-Go... i was surviving solely on cafeene by that point & pretty sure when he asked me my name he didn't catch a single one of the ones i rattled off.. so this weekend i was MoMo Go-Go! which to me sounds way toooo much like mojo-jojo from Powerpuff girls >_< but it's what ever lol... anyway i was extatic to see Toxic Bubble Wrap had a table in artists alley (Raver stuffs for the Win!) but poor Kandi hadn't sold a single thing most of saturday until i managed to make my way over to her table when i could escape from Registration. i bought one of her adorable mixed media falls (yarn, ribbions, foam stars, strands of Marti Ga beads) & comissioned a Super Cute Rainbow Kandi belt, which i'm kinda hoping to have by Nebkon (it wasn't quite half done when i had to head out for home sunday) but if nothing else i'll have it for Naka XD <br /><br />All in All the con was really pretty great! i think the last badge i stamped a few hrs before closing ceremony's was #457 (i think...) granted we did have our lil issues but i had a great time this weekend.<br /><br />& i know i'll never forget almost being asleep saturday night & hearing Neeks (hyper cat boy staff member) come skipping down the hall singing "We're off to see the wizard" at the top of his lungs & then hearing a big bang & "I found the door ...with my face" & then the door opening to our room & him tumbling in giggling his ass off.  & apparently out VA guest Spike Spencer was about 3 doors down from our room & he popped out of his room going "seriously guys SHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH" this was after his 2nd bottle of wine.. which we had to have someone run to the store During his pannel & get for him btw XD<br /><br /><br /><br />& on that note.. i'm gonna stop here cause this journal is Massive!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Secret plan  = Failure</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 19 Oct 2009 23:01:24 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ so ya.. i've thought about & thought about & my secret plan just isn't going to work.. i wouldn't be able to make my car payment on time in December.... & i'm pretty sure work would not be happy about me taking off another 5 days this month just so i could do this. <br /><br />Soooo... i'm gonna tell you all what my plan was, cause i know it's been driving a certain someone aka <a href="http://shadow-in-teh-night6.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/s/h/shadow-in-teh-night6.gif?1" alt=":iconshadow-in-teh-night6:" title="shadow-in-teh-night6"/></a> insane cause i refused to tell her what i was planning.<br />*<br />*<br />*<br />  btw <a href="http://fishgurl36.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/i/fishgurl36.jpg?1" alt=":iconfishgurl36:" title="fishgurl36"/></a> & <a href="http://stalkersproduction.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/s/t/stalkersproduction.jpg?2" alt=":iconstalkersproduction:" title="stalkersproduction"/></a> were totally in on the planning of this lil scheme of mine<br />*<br />*<br />*<br />*<br />*<br />*<br />*<br />*<br />*<br />*<br />*<br />*<br />*<br />*<br />I was going to leave Salina on Thrusday Nov 19th & drive the 6 or so hours to Mattie's house & suprize the holy hell out of <a href="http://shadow-in-teh-night6.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/s/h/shadow-in-teh-night6.gif?1" alt=":iconshadow-in-teh-night6:" title="shadow-in-teh-night6"/></a>come friday morning @ yulecon<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Cons &amp; Costume Commissions</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 18 Oct 2009 00:03:05 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <b>Cons:</b><br /><br /><b>Motaku:</b><br />O_O i leave next saturday morning for KC,Mo for Motaku! at like 5am >_< this is going to be the absolute earliest i've ever left for a con lol but it's all good XD! i'll have everything already in the car friday night & be able to just get in the car & go saturday morning... heck my directions have been in my car for the past week <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> i hope lily knows that she's going to get attacked by an overly caffeinated momo as soon as i spot her saturday morning XD<br /><br /><b>Nebraskon:</b><br />leaving sometime around or after 3pm (Nami-chan dosn't get out of school til 2:35) Friday Nov 6th for Omaha & coming back Nov 9th, when ever we get sick of being in omaha lol (possibballity we might go to the zoo but idk)<br /><br /><br /><b>Costume & Wig Commissions: </b> are currently closed until after Thanksgiving. i'm making myself crazy w/ 2 cons in 4 weeks <i>plus trying to pull off this plan of mine before thanksgiving as well...still not entirely sure if it's going to work or not -_- </i><br /><br />There are a select few costumes for myself & friends i might be able to work on over thanksgiving weekend... that is if i haul my sewing machine w/ me to gmas over thanksgiving, which i probably will <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> just to keep me sane. This includes Harley Quin, Swan Princess Odette for Mattie, & other org XII coats<br />  I'll be back in Omaha Nov 25th - 29th .<br /><br />Plushie Madness is taking over.. I've nearly got my lil Zexion completed i'm quite pleased w/ how he's turning out XD & the pattern i used for him turned out to be perfect considering Zexion is supposed to be pretty short.. my lil Zexy is smaller than my Heartless plushie!<br /><br />I'm in the process of drafting a pattern for a taller plushie, that will be a bit closer to the size of the licensed plushie's<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Calm the ache, stop the shakes You clear my mind..</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 12 Oct 2009 23:13:35 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ so.. 11 more days til i leave for KC for Motaku!!! it's going to be soooo weird for me to not be taking along the org coat & a box full of wigs, just 2 sets of Neko ears & tails, & jeans & t-shirts & hoodies....no actual cosplays...Weird! lol<br /><br />then 12 days after i get back from Motaku we leave for Omaha for Nebraskon on Nov. 6th. & come back the 9th<br /><br />pretty sure i'm going to be a zombie @ my g-ma's for thanksgiving when i head back to Omaha again on Nov. 25th. least i'm not expected to do anything there.. wish i had a DS & 358/2 days to keep me occupied while i'm there.. but my moneys are going to other things right now <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/w/wink.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";)" title=";) (Wink)" /> XD<br /><br />i'm REALLLLY hoping that what 'im planning & plotting will work out & that i'll be able to do it.. & no don't bother asking i'm not telling, though there are a few who know, but i'm not saying who... so you'll just have to keep wondering so <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":P" title=":P (Lick)" />  & if you know, don't say a word PLEASE!?!?!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~GothicLizzie</author>
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                <title>Happy National Coming out day!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 11 Oct 2009 12:24:19 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Happy National Coming out day everyone!!<br /><br />Woot & i hit my 10,000 pageviews sometime last night!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Marly's a very happy person!</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 05 Oct 2009 22:09:03 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ yup i'm verry happy! i've got a Girlfriend! XD & she's sweet & wonderfull & i miss her <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /> <br /><br /><br /><br />Just thought you all should know lol -dances off to go make more kandi-<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>New car + con = best day ever</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 28 Sep 2009 21:39:33 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ -dances about happily-  i had the best day ever today! <br /><br />i got my new car today! it's a 2004 Oldsmobile Alero  <a href="http://fav.me/d2aiz6x">[link]</a><br /><br /><br />& i took a position as a staff member for the new Kansas City, Missouri Convention Motaku <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://motaku.org/">[link]</a><br /> so i get to go to two cons within two weeks of eachother XD it may kill me but it'll be worth it <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>FFFFFFFFFFF*ck!</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 25 Sep 2009 11:44:38 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ so last night my computer was acting strange.. being really slow, so i decided to restart to see if it would help. but no the computer froze while shutting down, & i had to resort to using the power button to HotBoot it, i hate doing that, & now all i get is "No Signal" when i turn on the monitor.<br /><br />FML! <br /><br />I Reall hope my computer isn't Fried, cause if it is i've just lot Everything, All KHCC data, everyone's b-days, All my Music, my anime, my copy of photoshop 7 (granted yes old but i like it) everything....<br /><br />-dashes head against wall-<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Life, cars, &amp; cosplay &amp; other things!</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 21 Sep 2009 21:18:39 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ _EDIT_<br /> Change of plans... not going to wichita afterall this weekend. instead looks like it's going to be a cosplay work weekend w/ yoyo sama since we both have the weekend off. maybe i can get a start on Harley Quin?<br /><br />_END EDIT_<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />WEEE! <br /><br />it's alomst Ren Fair!!<br /><br />so tomorrow i'm going to go test drive this <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.bennettautoplex.com/used-inventory/vehicle-details.htm?vehicleId=491e9d607f00000101e64a3befcadaf2&useHistory=true">[link]</a> it's an 03 Dodge Stratus, but idk if i'll wind up getting it, it's got 123,305 miles on it.. wich is like 50,000 more miles than my 03 neon had on it >_<<br /><br />Wednesday, i'm probably going to the DR. i really really need to get my eyes checked. but mostly wednesday will probably be focused on my right shoulder. i have alot of problems w/ it. it constantly partially dislocates. which it is right now.. thanks to a certain jerk @ work making me do things i'm not supposed to do.<br /><br />This weekend is The Great Plains Ren Faire in Wichita Ks, can you guess where i'll be? XP<br />i'll be driving down to wichita saturday afternoon as soon as mom & i are finished w/ the Santa Fe Days parade here. so probaly getting there around 1:30, 2ish i think. no ida what in the hack i'm wearing.. probably just take a random assortment of bellydance stuff with me & come up w/ something there. & i'll probably take several pairs of my wings w/ me XD<br />Can't wait to get to hang out w/ <a href="http://xxjustxxaxxnobodyxx.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/x/x/xxjustxxaxxnobodyxx.jpg?6" alt=":iconxxjustxxaxxnobodyxx:" title="xxjustxxaxxnobodyxx"/></a> again!!<br /><br />& on the subject of Cosplay, some of my friends & i are doing a Batman Villains group. I'll be cosplaying Harley Quin. we've also got a Joker, ScareCrow, Catwoman, & possabbly a Riddler.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>lets just move on to a less emo entry shall we ^_^</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 17 Sep 2009 21:52:35 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ sry about that last entry.. i was not in a good place when i wrote that, but i'm doing better now.. <br /><br />Anyway...moving on.<br /><br />holy cow! KHCC just keeps growing & growing! this week we hit 21 members! most of whom are actually active! i never once thought that when we started this cosplay group we'd be as big as we are now, 21 members in 4 states! O_O wow.. just wow! i really need to give <a href="http://khcosplaycentral.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/k/h/khcosplaycentral.jpg?1" alt=":iconkhcosplaycentral:" title="khcosplaycentral"/></a> (the KHCC da  account) more love.. it's rather neglected.. i think the last time it got updated was right after <a href="http://xxjustxxaxxnobodyxx.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/x/x/xxjustxxaxxnobodyxx.jpg?6" alt=":iconxxjustxxaxxnobodyxx:" title="xxjustxxaxxnobodyxx"/></a> & i got back from AKON... ohh geez it is gah that's been over 3 months ago.. eep i think i'll update that today! <br /><br />i got the fabric for <a href="http://xxjustxxaxxnobodyxx.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/x/x/xxjustxxaxxnobodyxx.jpg?6" alt=":iconxxjustxxaxxnobodyxx:" title="xxjustxxaxxnobodyxx"/></a> & i's new org coats the other day & i'm going to start pining & cutting pieces tomorrow! then in the next week or so order our new chains & drops. i've already got the zippers, they came in a few months ago.<br /><br />still no word from the Naka dealers room people >_< but hopefully i will soon.<br /><br />1 month 2 weeks & 5 days until Nebraskon!<br /><br />before NebKon i still have to:<br /> * start & finish 2 org XIII coats - complete w/ pockets<br /> * remove a few wefts from the sides of the vexen wig<br /> * re-set the flip/fluffyness of the Marluxia wig<br /> * find all the bits & pieces for my rave outfit<br /> * & make new falls to go w/ the rave outfit (Red, Pink & Black to go along w/ my name Ichigo)<br />ok so now that i see it listed it's not an imposable task.. heck i completed 2 org coats in 2 weeks last year.. anything in possible in nearly 2 months!!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Sometimes...</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 13 Sep 2009 20:06:30 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Sometimes i feel like i shouldn't even bother anymore<br /><br />i feel old, i'm nearly 26 & i feel like i'm i'm so much older than that, i shouldn't but i do.<br /><br />i feel like a failure, here i am 25 years old & living in my parents basement.<br /><br />there's still so much i want out of life, but i just dont know to get it.<br /><br />here i am 25 years old & even though i feel so much older than that at the same time i kinda feel like that lost lil kindergartner who has no idea what their supposed to do, or where to go on that first day of school.<br /><br />& I'm still looking for that one person "the one just for me" to borrow the phrase from Chobits. every single time that I've thought that "Hey, maybe she's the one?" any shred of hope that that person gives me gets completely shattered like a stained-glass window hit with a baseball & I'm left to pick up the brightly colored pieces of my heart again & again.. but the colors of those pieces are fading & their getting harder & harder to see. & I'm beginning to wonder just how much more my heart can take before it completely fades into the darkness & i truly become heartless, so I've tried to build walls around my heart, but those walls aren't nearly strong enough & their unstable & weak & they'll come crashing back down eventually.<br /><br />& yes i know this journal's been extremely emo but today of all days i have every right to be emotional. two years ago today i lost my daughter. intellectually i know that there was nothing i could have done to keep my self from loosing the baby, but @ the same time i feel like there was... <br /><br />two years ago today the world i knew & the life i thought i wanted crashed down around me. i've picked my self back up & put my self back together for the most part.. but there will always be a piece or two missing for my babies that i lost. I've started a new life & for the most part i'm ok... but every one has their melt downs & breakdowns<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~GothicLizzie</author>
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                <title>-dances excitedly!-</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 31 Aug 2009 12:06:40 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I PASSED!!!  i passed my Cosmetology final!!! -dances like a maniac- & now i'm going to go pass out.. i've been awake for over 26 hours & had to walk 2 miles home from the school after taking the test for the 2nd time.. i feel sick as hell >_< nightynight<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~GothicLizzie</author>
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                <title>UGH! i need a car damnit &gt;_&lt; *edit* O_O</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 31 Aug 2009 00:47:46 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Ugh why is everything on the same weekend? <br /> seriously the seekend of sept 26 & 27 has like a billion & 1 things happening.<br /><br />i'm suposed to be in wichita that weekend for the Fall Ren faire. the 26th is santa Fe day here & the studio is in the parade... which i usually drive the studio van in..  i'm really really hoping that we'll have the sable by then.. or that i can con my mother into going to either Abline or Newton w/ me this coming weekend to look @ the 2 cars i'm interested in. i cqan't take this not having a car shit much longer. i just feel trapped not having a car.. & i'm sick of having to depend on my parents for rides to/from work.. or having the walk the mile to work then work for 8 hours (on my feet the entire time) & then walk the mile home... i mean dont get me wrong i love the side effect of the weight loss from walking 2 miles a day but i'm sick of not being able to go where i want when i want >_<<br /><br />*EDIT*<br /><br />So ya.. i think i mat have convinced my um to go to newton with me on Saturdat t ogo look @ the 05 neon that i REALLY really want. & i'm getting a massive check on friday i put in a lil over 90 hrs in the last 2 weeks.. which means overtime, about 10 hrs of it actually...  ( i make $7.50 normally.. & 11.25 an hr for overtime!)  -dose the math-  HOLY KINGDOM HEARTS!!! O_O  ohh wow... that's omg ...that's gonna be an insane check!   heck yes! means i can put a bunch in my car fund & some in my moving fund & still get the fabric for Cori & i's new org coats... & still have cash to play with & hell maybe i can get my new phone early XD  only not so good thing is that they dont exactly like it when we get over time.. our store owner is a penny-pinching-tight-wad when it comes to the stores.. but yet he'll go out & blow over $30,000 on a new car every year >_<  *EDIT AGAIN* so my check wont be as big as i thought it would cause my manager's a moron & included days from the last payperiod on my hour report that he printed lastnight<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~GothicLizzie</author>
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                <title>The awesomeness just gets better!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 15 Aug 2009 13:21:22 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ HECK YES!!!<br />got more awesome news today!!<br /><br />went to the dealership to deal w/ paperwork for the Gap insurance on Etolie & the guy that i bought Etolie from, Steve jr.,  is already looking for a New Neon for me w/ the only stipulation from us being that it CANNOT be red, it may be my favorit color but i will not have a red car. if your wondering why it's because of several reasons.<br /><br /> Red cars have:<br />1. Higher Insurance rates.<br />2. are statistically been proven to be pulled over more often (Do Not want! already had my license yanked once for too many tickets.. it's NOT happening again)<br />& 3. red cars are involved in more accidents than any other color vehicle<br /><br /> one of my dads good friends took my dad out to lunch today, we weren't sure what dean was gonna tell dad (dean's been bidding on the county Emergency Management Coordinator job & w were hoping he'd get it cause he's done more in the last 3 weeks than the previous guy did in 3 months) but what he said to dad had nothing to do w/ the position at all... he had herd about what had happened w/ my car being crushed by a tree & what did dean do but offer us his Mercury Sable for FREE!!!! & the only reason he's not keeping it, he bought a boat & is buying a bigger vehicle to tow it (his S10 can do it but only w/ a range of about 60 miles so he's getting something else just to tow the boat) & doesn't want to trade the sable in because it's still in great condition & he didn't think he'd get what it's worth from it plus he knows we're in a bind what with being down to 2 failing vehicles & all. All I've gotta say is right now I'm insanely great-full that my dad has such an amazing friend! so once we get the sable I'll be driving my mom's van & she'll have the sable, except for when i head out of town. & in the meantime i get to save up for a down payment for my new car!! & once I've got my new car the van will go over to the studio to be used for studio purposes & the sable will become mom's in entirety.<br /><br /><br />i'm soooooo less stressed now that i'm not worrying about having to find & secure financing for another car before the end of October XD!!  because now we'll have the Sable to take to Nebraska for Nebkon!!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~GothicLizzie</author>
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                <title>Holy Awesomesause!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 14 Aug 2009 00:37:32 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ok so :iconhxxjustxxaxxnobodyxx:& i have been uploading pics of most of our Kandi to facebook & tonight i got a message from Chronicals Convergence Convention (A new con in Wichita) saying that they want to get together with us (K33P3RS+K4ND1) to see if we'd be interested in making a profit @ their con next year AKA they want us to set up a dealers table!!! i'm so insanely happy i'm danceing around my room right now!! so the awesome news is that we've got like a year  to build up our inventory.  so i'm definitely getting the full version of this bead pattern program i'm been trying out (bead tool 3).<br /><br />*EDIT*<br /><br />O.o ZOMG WOW!! IT'S OVER 9,000!! i hit 9,003 pageviews!!<br /><br />sry just had to do that =^.^=<br />*END EDIT*<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>ugh not a plesent way to wake up &gt;_&lt;</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 11 Aug 2009 12:26:56 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ so this morning we got hit by a freak rain/hail storm.. it was Crazy bad, scarred the hell out of my poor lil dog too.. it was his whineing & barking that actually woke me up first then i herd the Hail & then a loud crack, which i though was thunder.. turns out that no it wasn't thunder it was the trees in my front yard splitting & breaking... & a huge limb landing on my car >_<  <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://fav.me/d273hoa">[link]</a> -headdesk- -grumbles under breath about stupid kansas weather-<br /><br />EDIT:<br />  UGH!! FML! i won't be getting my car back at all it's totaled <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /> when the insurance people told me it was a total loss i just handed off the phone to my mom & started crying. i really really loved that car. & now i have to start the search for a new one. cause i've gotta have one by the 1st of November because we leave november 6th for Nebraskon<br /><br />R.I.P Etolie-Sama, the best car i ever had<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Convention Meme</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 22 Jul 2009 23:38:14 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ 1. How many times have you been to a convention?<br />6<br /><br />2. Do you sleep at conventions?<br />Not much. XD but i try...if i'm not too hyped up on Mana of PixiStix & orange soda<br /><br />3. Do you eat?<br />yup.. cause otherwise there is the whole issue of blood sugar crash 'cause i'm borderline hypoglycemic/diabetic so i have to be careful. & i usually end up forcing my roomies to eat -pointed look @ Vexen-<br /><br />4. Are you shameless at conventions?<br />ya...sometimes  like AKon for example  <br /><br />5. On average, how much money do you spend?<br />depends on what i find in the dealers room.. i'm a huge pocky & Ramune addict so i spend lots on that. but i always set aside $ for gas to get home & food on the way<br /><br />6. Do you go to conventions to pick up people?<br />no.. but i try to keep an open mind that maybe i'll meet that special someone @ a con =^.^= thats not wrong is it?<br /><br />7. Do you go to conventions to bang people?<br />NO. NO. NO A thousand Times NO!<br /><br />8. How much cellulite do you see when you go to conventions?<br />ehh.. i try not to look too close if the costume isn't flattering on the person<br /><br />9. Do you cosplay?<br />Yup! At every con I've been to1 & i make all my own costumes too.. well except for my secret cosplay.. i'm gonna buy that one cause it's kinda hard to get right.. & i'm NOT telling who it is!<br /><br />10. Does your cosplay show a lot of skin?<br />Usually they cover almost EVERYTHING. the only ones that acually showed skin were Aerith (first cosplay @ Naka'08) & Midori Neko (OC worn @ Akon 19 & AFW5)<br /><br />11. Is your cosplay the epitome of badassery?<br />umm not exactly.. though people are usually amazed when they find out that it only takes me about 24hrs to complete an Org Coat<br /><br />12. Do you wait in line for things...i:e; hentai fest, yaoi fest, autographs, ceremonies?<br />Nope.. unles you count waiting in line to get into the Rave @ Akon<br /><br />13. How many friends have you met from conventions?<br />A hell ova lot! i've met the whole 20 some people part of KHCC @ cons. Kingdom Hearts people are the Best!!  i love all of them to pieces!! XD<br /><br />14. Have you ever been drunk at a convention?<br />no.. i've drank during a con, but i was only mildly buzzed my roommates however (@Naka'08, my first con) were trashed... & being the only girl in a room w/ 3 drunk guys sucks ass <br /><br />15. Name your conventions:<br />Naka-Kon<br />A-Kon<br />AFW<br />Nebraskon<br />& next year adding Yule Con!!!<br /><br />16. Do you go to conventions alone or with a bunch of people?<br />usually w/ a smallish group, that i'm usually coordinating everything for.<br /><br />17. Get your own room or mooch off of someone?<br />own room but offer space for any of my friends to stay as well...I just ask that they help pay is all.<br /><br />18. Ever partied hard with a voice actor?<br />Nope. <br /><br />19. Taken a picture with Silent Bob?<br />Nope. seen quite a few but never have<br /><br />20. Jay too?<br />nope.. should though<br /><br />21. Gotten home to find out you've lost weight from walking around so DAMN much?<br />did @ my first con... but not any  of the 5 Scene<br /><br />22. Hugged random people?<br />Totally~<br /><br />23. Kissed random people?<br />ummm well.. about that.... -blushes- it's was the pocky game's fault... I'm NOT a Pedo! lol<br /><br />24. Stalked someone who was cosplaying your favorite bishi character?<br />Don't think I've STALKED anyone...<br /><br />25. Gotten a g/f or b/f out of a convention?<br />not directly.. met her @ the con.. saw her again like 6 months later @ the reunion.. wound up getting together a few weeks after that.. it only lasted 2 months though.. long distance relationships suck<br /><br />26. Hooked up with someone?<br />nope<br /><br />27. Tell the truth now... seriously<br />I am telling the truth!<br /><br />28. Had a temporary convention love that ended by Monday morning?<br />Nopes<br /><br />29. Raved until you fell over?<br />Ohh yes! i'm surprised the Raves @ Akon didn't kill me<br /><br />30. Flirted with a dealer to get a discount?<br /> No way<br /><br />31. Taken pictures of people?<br />Hell yes!!<br /><br />32. Had your picture taken?<br />Yuppers!!<br /><br />33. Gone to a photo shoot?<br />every Con! well except @ neb con last year.. cause 2 certain people refused to get their asses in gear in the AM so we could drive the 2 miles to the student union & we wound up missing it >_<<br /><br />34. Planned a photo shoot?<br />Yup just ran my 2nd one @ AFW5!<br /><br />35. Been stalked?<br />yes. by a overly hyper Aerith obsessed fan girl @ Naka'08. & as a result i got tackle glomped to the floor & smacked my head >_<<br /><br />36. Been annoyed by someone?<br />yes.. once... aka the kids bugging us that started the whole "I'm 12" thing.. but that's ok now.. it's become a viral Video! <br /><br />lol ya. probably<br /><br />38. Had fun at a convention?... ]]></description>
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                <title>Random Concerts are Amazing!!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 19 Jul 2009 03:49:48 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ so lastnigth i wound up randomly going to a concert @ a local bar (i appoligize to those who got super random txts from me going on & on about bands) I missed the first band because of work but go to see the 2nd & 3rd & holy Crap! i spazzed the fuck out when i saw the singer for the 2nd band <b> "The Break Point Method"</b> because the lead singer was an absolute Dead ringer for Justin Furstinfeld (Singer of Blue October)!! this guy could easily have been his twin.. .down to his smile even!!! holy shit!!... found out later why all the members looked insanely familiar.. I went to high school with all of them! one of the guitarists (Jimmy) used to date my ex's lil sister! small fuckin world!<br /><br /><br />the 3rd band <b>RazerBlade Dolls</b> <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.myspace.com/therazorbladedolls">[link]</a> completely & totally blew my fucking mind!! it was like Industrial Metal meets Visual Kei! elaborate costuming & Make up the whole nine yards!! the lead singer was made up kinda Zombie like & had chains everywhere & barbed wire wrapped around his arms branching down from a collar around his neck. The first guitarist had a Gas mask & cyberlox dreads & fishnet & chains. the other guitarist had gorgeous dreads. & the Bassist... ohh dear fucking god the Bassist... was absolutely drop dead fucking HOT!!! she looked purely demonic with the way she had her makeup done down to the giant sfx scar & stitches running @ a diagonal across her face & her awesome hair!! RAINBOW DREADS!  i spent a large portion of their set drooling over her & her Bass. she had a B.C. Rich Widow-head Warlock Ohh God she was just Hot as Fucking Hell!! - their next stop i just realized looking @ their concert schedual is Texas!! fuckityfuckfuck! i wish i was in Texas! UGH! you texas people are lucky! they were fucking AMAZING! the recording they have on their myspace do not do them justice. They completely Stomped any other band i've ever seen live... their stage prescience was just <b>Fucking Epic!</b>  Fav song that they did "They Kill" <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hol6167gTz8">[link]</a><br /><br /><b>Anyway here's their Texas dates & shows:<br />Jul 24 2009  	9:00P	CURTAIN CLUB w BOZO PORNO CIRCUS 	DALLAS, Texas<br />Aug 7 2009 	9:00P	ANDYS BAR 	        DENTON, Texas<br />Aug 21 2009 	9:00P	The Blue Door 	        HOUSTON, Texas<br />Aug 22 2009 	8:00P	THE WAREHOUSE     	SAN ANTONIO, Texas<br />Sep 4 2009 	9:00P	SKILLMAN STREET BAR  	DALLAS, Texas<br />Oct 16 2009 	8:00P	The Curtain Club 	DALLAS, Texas </b><br /><br /><br />& got to see some good friends i haven't seen in a long while. & got a chance to see some new pictures of my adorable lil man Draven, i used to live below him & his mom(s) a year or so back (when he was 3.. he just turned 5) & the lil escape artist used to slip out of the upstairs apartment in nothing but his diaper & sneak downstairs & pound on my door til i let him in. idk how many times his mom called me panicking asking "have you seen Draven?" or "have you got him?" or how many times i'd send him back upstairs w/ a Popsicle during the summer. apparently he still goes nutz anytime he sees a pic of me asking for "His Lizzie" XD<br /><br /><br />so today/yesterday what ever you want to call it since i haven't been to bed yet - literally just got home - Was a freaking Epic day in my books!  & on that not i'm gonna go crash for a few hours --- too much Rum & coke @ the bar<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Tagged by Demyx</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 13 Jul 2009 22:35:38 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So I was tagged by <a href="http://stalkersproduction.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/s/t/stalkersproduction.jpg?1" alt=":iconstalkersproduction:" title="stalkersproduction"/></a><br /><br /><br />P E R S O N A L<br /><br />Real Name: Lisette<br />Nickname: Lizzie, MarMar, Kouya, onii-chan, Smurfette, twin<br />Deviant Art Name: GothicLizzie<br />Country: U.S.A<br />Gender: Female<br /><br /><br />F A V O R I T E S<br /><br />Color: Red & black, or Neon Green & Purple XD<br />Food: pocky! dose that count?<br />Drinks: Raspberry Ramune!<br />Movie at the moment (1 only): The Secret Garden<br />Song at the moment (1 only): "which Back Street Boy is Gay" <br />TV Program at the moment (1 only): So You Think You Can Dance<br />TV Channel at the moment (1 only): umm idk<br />Book at the moment: um.. wtf am i reading right now.. i dont remember the title off hand.. it's some random romance novel<br /><br />V E R S U S<br /><br />What do you like most?<br /><br />Sweet or Spicy?: Sweet, <br />White chocolate or dark chocolate?: dark.. but i like milk chocolate better<br />School or Mall?: Mall<br />Desktop Computer or Laptop?: i love my desktop!<br />Ice Cream or Cake?: Mmmmm... how about Icecream Cake! haha best of both worlds!<br />Anime or Cartoons?: Anime<br />PSP or PS2?: PS2<br />Sony or Panasonic?: Sony<br />RNB or POP?: Neither.. i'm a metal head...& i love J-rock too<br /><br />D E V I A N T A R T<br /><br />- What is your most favorite deviation in your gallery?<br />The Graceful Assassin - because 1. Cori-chan took it & 2, i look freaking fantastic in it!<br />- Who is your first watcher?<br />KawaiPsychoJohnny on 8/13/06 (wait what? Axel/Roxas/Zexion!? lol) <br />How many watchers do you have right now?<br />71<br />-How many deviations do you have?<br />185, 56 or which were when all i did was stock photography.<br />-In the moment, how many is your page views?<br />8,320<br />Whom of your watchers do you talk the most?<br />XxJustXxAxXNobodyxX, fishgurl36, & StalkersProduction<br />-Are you a subscriber?<br />Nope not right now.. used to be.<br />-When did you start using Deviantart?<br />May 10th or 2006.. wow.. that was a long time ago!<br /><br />I'm tagging:<br /><a href="http://that1gurl.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/t/h/that1gurl.gif?2" alt=":iconthat1gurl:" title="that1gurl"/></a>  <a href="http://pharaohdeli.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/p/h/pharaohdeli.jpg?1" alt=":iconpharaohdeli:" title="pharaohdeli"/></a>   <a href="http://cabbit13x.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/c/a/cabbit13x.gif?1" alt=":iconcabbit13x:" title="cabbit13x"/></a> <a href="http://inu-pup.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/i/n/inu-pup.gif" alt=":iconinu-pup:" title="inu-pup"/></a> <br /> <br /><br />Cuz I feel like it ^^<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~GothicLizzie</author>
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                <title>AFW...</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 12 Jul 2009 23:36:17 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ..Was a bit of a bust this year... con wise.. though as usual it's the People that made it good. I loved geting to see part of the Nebraska crew again & getting Glomped by Nami & <a href="http://pharaohdeli.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/p/h/pharaohdeli.jpg?1" alt=":iconpharaohdeli:" title="pharaohdeli"/></a> & saddly poor Xemnas <a href="http://dark-priestess-sin.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/default.gif" alt=":icondark-priestess-sin:" title="dark-priestess-sin"/></a> wasn't able to make it due to her car dyeing before even making it out of KC (info gotten from her Journal) <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /> we missed you Superior!<br /><br />& Epicly Amazingly we were put in room 411 @ the hotel!!! Cori & I Spazzed & laughed our asses off!! but saddly forgot to grab a picture of us infront of the door, in the insanity of checkout today, as requested by a few of our KHCC members <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /><br /><br />Our KH shoot was a pretty sad Affair... only had maybe 9 or 10 people show up & it lasted only 12(Ughh!) min . & all but 4 people were KHCC members! <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /> <br /><br />though i did make some great Business connections this weekend.. I've got a few people interested in Custom Dollfie clothes (Cosplays for Dollfies!) & the head of the New anime Con in KC, Mo Motaku <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://motaku.org/">[link]</a> said that he'd love my input in planning their Iron cosplay event for the Con after finding out that i made an entire Yamato (loveless) cosplay in 6 hours & that my nickname was "Last min cosplay Queen" due to me always bulling something out of thin air at the very last min.  he's also the one who does the T-shirt designs for Fresh Baked Tees/Neko knicknacks & after hearing the story behind the "Because i'm 12(UGHH!)" video on youtube <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3fKCfSaJLds">[link]</a> ,& that it was me & my friends,  was interested in designing & selling "Because i'm 12(UGHH)!" shirts! i about died!!!! XD!!!!<br /><br />i'm actually surprised we didn't get much more attention for out Loveless group than we did.. esp considering out Sobi's EPIC "Beloved" Scar that she was Rocking!  Our Natsuo & Youji were epically adorable & out Yuiko (who's wig i sewed the pigtailed extensions into in the room the night before) were amazing & Cori.. makes such a Cute Ritsuka!!! i did however wind up being the only Zero girl... but that's ok.  I'm thinking my may possably do Yuiko for Nebraskon sence we have a Sobi there as well.<br /><br />& on another cosplay Update: Cori & i desided on our next Kingdom Hearts cosplay pair ......but idk if we're going to reveal just yet as to who they are.. though a few already know XD<br /><br />I was amazed to be recognized from youtube! ...AGAIN! i though that might have just been a lil random one time thing but no! i had someone cosplaying MisaMisa say that she recognized me & Vexen from youtube while she was taking out picture... i'll admit i was a lil un-nurved... but recognition is kinda cool. <br /><br />I think Cori & i are going to try to make it out to Yule Con in Texas next year... a whole Christmas themed Anime con sounds Fun!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>KH photoshoot @ AFW</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 07 Jul 2009 22:57:10 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So <a href="http://xxjustxxaxxnobodyxx.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/x/x/xxjustxxaxxnobodyxx.jpg?5" alt=":iconxxjustxxaxxnobodyxx:" title="xxjustxxaxxnobodyxx"/></a> & i are running the Kingdom Hearts Photoshoot this Weekend @ AFW (Anime Festival Wichita) this will be our 2nd time running a KH shoot& we're hoping this one goes as well as the last one (-me falling on the stairs in the evil-boots-of-doom)<br /><br />For those going to AFW the KH shoot is as follows:<br />Date: Saturday July 11th '09<br />Time: 1pm<br />Location: Meet just outside the front doors by the Waterfalls.<br /><br />Anyway.... Any of you KH fans out there have any Requests for the photoshoot??<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~GothicLizzie</author>
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                <title>2 days til AFW!!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 07 Jul 2009 21:06:40 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ holy crap! only 4 days til AFW!!<br /><br />Finished Kouya yesterday (July 4th) & took a few pics while hanging out with Cori-chan <a href="http://xxjustxxaxxnobodyxx.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/x/x/xxjustxxaxxnobodyxx.jpg?5" alt=":iconxxjustxxaxxnobodyxx:" title="xxjustxxaxxnobodyxx"/></a>  in her Ritsuka cosplay & me in my Kouya.. i'll probably upload those sometime tomorrow/today after i get some sleep >.<<br /><br />spent the 4th w/ <a href="http://xxjustxxaxxnobodyxx.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/x/x/xxjustxxaxxnobodyxx.jpg?5" alt=":iconxxjustxxaxxnobodyxx:" title="xxjustxxaxxnobodyxx"/></a> watching fireworks sitting on her Roof & blowing up stuff in her neighbor's driveway. We set off this big Star one for <a href="http://kaia-ibayo.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/k/a/kaia-ibayo.jpg" alt=":iconkaia-ibayo:" title="kaia-ibayo"/></a> who was stuck @ work on her favorite holiday. (that's a rotten thing to do to a Pyro you know.. making them work on the 4th of July <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /> poor Axel ) pretty sure @ one point i told Vexy that the Star thingy looked like a paoupaou fruit XD<br /><br />true to form for me i've still got some last min stuff to do to finish off costumes, all minor details though.<br /><br />Yamato:<br />make Neck bow thing - <b>DONE!</b><br />make Loose socks which i'm just doing as legwarmers to make it simplier,<br /> & i need to take in her skirt a bit @ the waist & attach hook & Eye<br /><br />Kouya: <br /> moved all the buttons over on the skirt so it won't bruise my ribcage like it did yesterday >.< <br /><br /><br />ZOMG!! i love my Fluffy tail for Kouya!!<br /><br />I'm making lil backpack things to go with the loveless cosplays cause.. ya no pockets for important things like the room key & phones & Money in the skirts <b>DONE!</b><br /><br />& now i've completely lost my train of thought.. lol so i should probably head to bed! nightnight<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Loveless group for AFW:<br /><br />Ritsuka: <a href="http://xxjustxxaxxnobodyxx.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/x/x/xxjustxxaxxnobodyxx.jpg?5" alt=":iconxxjustxxaxxnobodyxx:" title="xxjustxxaxxnobodyxx"/></a><br /><br />Soubi: Alex (doesn't have a dA)<br /><br />Natsuo: <a href="http://kleptoyaoi-hime.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/k/l/kleptoyaoi-hime.gif?2" alt=":iconkleptoyaoi-hime:" title="kleptoyaoi-hime"/></a><br /><br />Youji: <a href="http://xgentle-catastrophex.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/x/g/xgentle-catastrophex.gif?1" alt=":iconxgentle-catastrophex:" title="xgentle-catastrophex"/></a><br /><br />Kouya: <a href="http://gothiclizzie.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/g/o/gothiclizzie.jpg?1" alt=":icongothiclizzie:" title="gothiclizzie"/></a> MEEEE!!<br /><br />Yamato: <a href="http://kaia-ibayo.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/k/a/kaia-ibayo.jpg" alt=":iconkaia-ibayo:" title="kaia-ibayo"/></a> after a bit of convincing XD<br /><br />Yuiko: <a href="http://koolkat2001.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/k/o/koolkat2001.jpg?1" alt=":iconkoolkat2001:" title="koolkat2001"/></a><br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~GothicLizzie</author>
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                <title>i am SUCH a dork sometimes...</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 25 Jun 2009 22:44:57 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ so last night i actually managed to remember to get a Shipping quote from Amphigory.com for the Bases for the next 2 wigs i'm doing.... those wigs being Axel & Roxas.. Guess how much the UPS ground shipping total was.. go on guess i'll wait *waits* give up? Yup it was $8.13 i just sat there & stared @ it for a sec until it actually sunk in & then i busted up laughing! for those that aren't KH fans, 8 is Axel's # in organization 13 & 13 is Roxas's #.<br /><br />Ohh & i'm an idiot to have not though of this before but i've got unlimited txting so my AKon buddies should send me a note with their #  so i can actually talk to you when i'm not home.. like when i'm @ work bored out of my mind! lol<br /><br /><br />Loveless group for AFW:<br /><br />Ritsuka: <a href="http://xxjustxxaxxnobodyxx.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/x/x/xxjustxxaxxnobodyxx.jpg?5" alt=":iconxxjustxxaxxnobodyxx:" title="xxjustxxaxxnobodyxx"/></a><br /><br />Soubi: Alex (doesn't have a dA)<br /><br />Natsuo: <a href="http://kleptoyaoi-hime.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/k/l/kleptoyaoi-hime.gif?2" alt=":iconkleptoyaoi-hime:" title="kleptoyaoi-hime"/></a><br /><br />Youji: <a href="http://xgentle-catastrophex.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/x/g/xgentle-catastrophex.gif?1" alt=":iconxgentle-catastrophex:" title="xgentle-catastrophex"/></a><br /><br />Kouya: <a href="http://gothiclizzie.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/g/o/gothiclizzie.jpg?1" alt=":icongothiclizzie:" title="gothiclizzie"/></a> MEEEE!!<br /><br />Yamato: <a href="http://kaia-ibayo.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/k/a/kaia-ibayo.jpg" alt=":iconkaia-ibayo:" title="kaia-ibayo"/></a> after a bit of convincing XD<br /><br />Yuiko: <a href="http://koolkat2001.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/k/o/koolkat2001.jpg?1" alt=":iconkoolkat2001:" title="koolkat2001"/></a><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Cosplay/con update! AFW</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 22 Jun 2009 12:14:34 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ wow.. AWF's almost here... 18 more days!<br /><br />I've made quite a bit of progress on the Roxas pants for <a href="http://cabbit13x.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/c/a/cabbit13x.gif?1" alt=":iconcabbit13x:" title="cabbit13x"/></a> just a lil bit left to do<br /><br /><br />I've recently gotten into Loveless & quickly fell in love with the series! <br /><br />I'm part of a Loveless cosplay Group for AFW<br /><br />Ritsuka: <a href="http://xxjustxxaxxnobodyxx.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/x/x/xxjustxxaxxnobodyxx.jpg?5" alt=":iconxxjustxxaxxnobodyxx:" title="xxjustxxaxxnobodyxx"/></a><br /><br />Soubi: Alex (doesn't have a dA)<br /><br />Natsuo: <a href="http://kleptoyaoi-hime.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/k/l/kleptoyaoi-hime.gif?2" alt=":iconkleptoyaoi-hime:" title="kleptoyaoi-hime"/></a><br /><br />Youji: <a href="http://xgentle-catastrophex.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/x/g/xgentle-catastrophex.gif?1" alt=":iconxgentle-catastrophex:" title="xgentle-catastrophex"/></a><br /><br />Kouya: <a href="http://gothiclizzie.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/g/o/gothiclizzie.jpg?1" alt=":icongothiclizzie:" title="gothiclizzie"/></a> MEEEE!!<br /><br />Yamato: <a href="http://kaia-ibayo.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/k/a/kaia-ibayo.jpg" alt=":iconkaia-ibayo:" title="kaia-ibayo"/></a> after a bit of convincing XD<br /><br />Yuiko: <a href="http://koolkat2001.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/k/o/koolkat2001.jpg?1" alt=":iconkoolkat2001:" title="koolkat2001"/></a><br /><br />Considering the amount of time i have in which to complete things <a href="http://kaia-ibayo.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/k/a/kaia-ibayo.jpg" alt=":iconkaia-ibayo:" title="kaia-ibayo"/></a> & i will be doing "Summer Uniforms" for Yamato & Kouya. aka Yamato without the burgundy Blazer & Kouya without the yellow sweater.<br /><br />I'll also be cosplaying Marluxia @ AFW. <br /><br /><a href="http://xxjustxxaxxnobodyxx.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/x/x/xxjustxxaxxnobodyxx.jpg?5" alt=":iconxxjustxxaxxnobodyxx:" title="xxjustxxaxxnobodyxx"/></a> & I will be running the Kingdom Hearts photo shoot for AFW which will be @ 1pm Saturday July 11th. we'll be meeting outside the front of the hotel @ the Waterfalls<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~GothicLizzie</author>
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                <title>HOLY FRIGGING FRAGGING FRACK!!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 08 Jun 2009 22:29:57 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ check out the KHCC website!! <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.freewebs.com/kingdomheartscosplaycentral/index.htm">[link]</a><br /><br />Ok so i know i'm spamming you guys with journals (@ least one a day now i'm sorry!) but i just had to get this one up!<br /><br />So today was pretty dull & boreing that is until i got home when my mom told me that Ade Obayomi had made it into the Top 20 on So You Think You Can Dance. I completely spazzed out & started screaming.. why you may wonder... because i know him, & have for years, though i haven't seen him in the past maybe 3 years or so because he moved.<br /><br />I met him hum i think maybe about 6 years ago.. maybe more, @ a Tallent On Parade Dance Competition. he is absolutely fantastic! He's got this amazing gift to be able to completely entrance you while he's dancing. <br /><br />I'm pretty sure that this <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cgMcAhzjSu8">[link]</a> is the last piece i got to see him perform live. he's just... well.. FanFriggingTastic.. there's no other way to put it<br /><br /> i'm so freaking happy that he's making a name for himself out there!!<br /><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow" ><a href="http://RavenSerpent.deviantart.com/art/Lesbian-Stamp-75324803"><img src="http://fc08.deviantart.com/fs23/f/2008/022/d/c/Lesbian_Stamp_by_RavenSerpent.png" width="99" height="56" /></a></span></span><br /><br /><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.TickerFactory.com/"><br /><img src="http://tickers.TickerFactory.com/ezt/d/4;16;2/st/20090313/e/Naka-Kon+%2709/dt/-1/k/263d/event.png"></img> WOOOHOOO!!! Almost here!!!!<br /><br /><br /><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.TickerFactory.com/"><br /><img src="http://tickers.TickerFactory.com/ezt/d/4;14;4/st/20090529/e/A-Kon+20/dt/-1/k/cb11/event.png"></img>  <-- Deffinately going! (will be my first time in Texas)<br /><br /><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.TickerFactory.com/"><br /><img src="http://tickers.TickerFactory.com/ezt/d/4;14;6/st/20090710/e/AFW5/dt/-1/k/90e0/event.png"></img> (cant wait! lol i'm sure my apartment will be packed with cosplayers!)<br /><br /><br /><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.TickerFactory.com/"><br /><img src="http://tickers.TickerFactory.com/ezt/d/4;10728;3/st/20081113/e/Nebraskon/dt/-13/k/ffb1/blk-event.png"></img><br /><br />Current commissions list:<br /><br /><br />Roxas wig for: <a href="http://second-2-last.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/s/e/second-2-last.jpg?3" alt=":iconsecond-2-last:" title="second-2-last"/></a> 100% completed!!<br /> Roxas pants for <a href="http://cabbit13x.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/c/a/cabbit13x.gif?1" alt=":iconcabbit13x:" title="cabbit13x"/></a> -debating several ways to construct & pricing Fabric</a></a></a></a> ]]></description>
                <author>~GothicLizzie</author>
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                <title>Cosplay &amp; Con Update</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 07 Jun 2009 23:41:55 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ check out the KHCC website!! <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.freewebs.com/kingdomheartscosplaycentral/index.htm">[link]</a><br /><br /><b>*EDIT*</b><br /><br />    A-Kon pics slideshow vid up on my youtube!  <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=42Akkr0tOpI">[link]</a><br /><br /><b>*END EDIT!*</b><br /><br /><br />ACK!! so much still to do before AFW. which is Anime Festival Wichita for those of you not from around my area. It's July 10-12 in Wichita,Ks <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.afwcon.org/index.shtml">[link]</a><br /><br /><br /><b>Cospaly stuff</b><br />   <b>To Be Done before AFW </b><br /><br />* I've still got to make Akamaru's tail & attach it, & sew in pouches in the back for Ice packs to keep the yoyo-sama from over heating too badly.she's gonna be hot in it anyway.<br /><b> Fur suit + summer convention = Frying </b><br /><br />* I've got to get my but in gear on <a href="http://cabbit13x.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/c/a/cabbit13x.gif?1" alt=":iconcabbit13x:" title="cabbit13x"/></a> 's Roxas Pants.<br /><br />* My Marluxia Wig needs a bit of Touching up- some of the flippyness is starting to fall flat but hey AFW will mark the 1 year b-day for that wig XD <br /><br />* & Vexen needs to be restyled...he looked great for a 15 min quick fix before A-KON but he's still not quite right. got an idea on how to make him work though.<br /><br />* Fix straps & loops on Midori Neko<br /><br /><b>To Be Done Before Nebraskon </b><br /><br />* Make 2 new Org coats - already have the new zippers.. just need the fabric<br />* Order the new drops from <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.orgXIII.org">[link]</a> for both Vexen & I<br />* Possibly/Hopefully get Alice in wonderland finished?<br /><br /><b>Con Schedule</b><br />2009<br />Naka-Kon: March 13th - 15th - was a blast & i somehow became Mother/Jenova<br />A-Kon 20: May 29th - 31st - <b>OMFG FANTASTIC!!!</b> so going next year if i can!<br />Nan Desu Kan: September 11th-13th - <b>Scratched</b> Spetember 13th is a day filled with very bad memories for me & it would not be safe for me to be on the road & Vex & i really dont want to travel that far on Sept 11th<br />AFW5: July 10th - 12th<br />Nabraskon: November 6th - 9th<br /><br />OurUpcomming Cons for 2009 are:<br />AFW5: July 10th - 12th<br />Nabraskon: November 6th - 9th<br /> We'll also hopefully be going to the KC Ren Fest <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.kcrenfest.com/">[link]</a> in either  September or October. <br />& the Fall Ren faire in Wichita <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.greatplainsrenfest.com/">[link]</a> September 26th & 27th, 2009 <b>(crap for some reason i thought this was in October!!!!)</b><br /><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow" ><a href="http://RavenSerpent.deviantart.com/art/Lesbian-Stamp-75324803"><img src="http://fc08.deviantart.com/fs23/f/2008/022/d/c/Lesbian_Stamp_by_RavenSerpent.png" width="99" height="56" /></a></span></span><br /><br /><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.TickerFactory.com/"><br /><img src="http://tickers.TickerFactory.com/ezt/d/4;16;2/st/20090313/e/Naka-Kon+%2709/dt/-1/k/263d/event.png"></img> WOOOHOOO!!! Almost here!!!!<br /><br /><br /><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.TickerFactory.com/"><br /><img src="http://tickers.TickerFactory.com/ezt/d/4;14;4/st/20090529/e/A-Kon+20/dt/-1/k/cb11/event.png"></img>  <-- Deffinately going! (will be my first time in Texas)<br /><br /><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.TickerFactory.com/"><br /><img src="http://tickers.TickerFactory.com/ezt/d/4;14;6/st/20090710/e/AFW5/dt/-1/k/90e0/event.png"></img> (cant wait! lol i'm sure my apartment will be packed with cosplayers!)<br /><br /><br /><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.TickerFactory.com/"><br /><img src="http://tickers.TickerFactory.com/ezt/d/4;10728;3/st/20081113/e/Nebraskon/dt/-13/k/ffb1/blk-event.png"></img><br /><br />Current commissions list:<br /><br /><br />Roxas wig for: <a href="http://second-2-last.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/s/e/second-2-last.jpg?3" alt=":iconsecond-2-last:" title="second-2-last"/></a> 100% completed!!<br /> Roxas pants for <a href="http://cabbit13x.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/c/a/cabbit13x.gif?1" alt=":iconcabbit13x:" title="cabbit13x"/></a> -debating several ways to construct & pricing Fabric</a></a></a></a> ]]></description>
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                <title>WTF!?</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 04 Jun 2009 23:46:46 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ check out the KHCC website!! <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.freewebs.com/kingdomheartscosplaycentral/index.htm">[link]</a><br /><br />Ugh What in the Frack! <br /><br />I've got Con Crud. Grrrrrrrr this blows. a week after the con & i come down with Con Crud BLEH! <br /><br />i never get con crud. so how in the frack did this happen!? i made sure i ate like i was supposed to, hell i didn't even have any issues with my blood sugar crashing @ all during the con! i drank plenty of water. got enough sleep, well aside from the sleep deprivation thanks to the fire alarms Saturday night. & i survived the weekend with only one mild panic attack (which happened on the drive there) <br /><br />so ya.. i'm fuckin miserable. cant stop coughing/wheezing, I had to use my stupid inhailer more than 2x yesterday & today, didnt use it @ all in the last 2 weeks!  Mind numbing migraines (Not helped by the stupid ass headset @ work) & that ever-so-wonderful pukey feeling. BLEH! <br /><br />i was suposed to go camping with Vexy & some of her friends this weekend but cant get out of work tomorrow or sunday <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /> plus with me being sicky it wouldnt be a good idea, wouldnt want to get them sick.<br /><br /><br /><br />Got some Supplies for K33p3rs+Kandi stoofs today. more Perls & Neons & some Glow in the dark lettering. & while looking for my tin full of smaller beads found a big bag sull of Brightly colored buttons. think we'll call that kind "Kandi Buttons" or something along those lines.. if i like the way they turn out XD  <br /> i'm going to go through my scrap fabric stash & make some masks (surgical type) to sell in the store too, along with Falls, & i think mom's got a small invintory of hats with kitty, bear, & Bunny ears on them that she's going to let us had at as well! Yay! lol @ this rate we'll be a one stop shot for Ravers online!<br /><br />I'm off to go make some more Kandi.. hopefully dads done watching Gangland -__-<br /><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow" ><a href="http://RavenSerpent.deviantart.com/art/Lesbian-Stamp-75324803"><img src="http://fc08.deviantart.com/fs23/f/2008/022/d/c/Lesbian_Stamp_by_RavenSerpent.png" width="99" height="56" /></a></span></span><br /><br /><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.TickerFactory.com/"><br /><img src="http://tickers.TickerFactory.com/ezt/d/4;16;2/st/20090313/e/Naka-Kon+%2709/dt/-1/k/263d/event.png"></img> WOOOHOOO!!! Almost here!!!!<br /><br /><br /><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.TickerFactory.com/"><br /><img src="http://tickers.TickerFactory.com/ezt/d/4;14;4/st/20090529/e/A-Kon+20/dt/-1/k/cb11/event.png"></img>  <-- Deffinately going! (will be my first time in Texas)<br /><br /><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.TickerFactory.com/"><br /><img src="http://tickers.TickerFactory.com/ezt/d/4;14;6/st/20090710/e/AFW5/dt/-1/k/90e0/event.png"></img> (cant wait! lol i'm sure my apartment will be packed with cosplayers!)<br /><br /><br /><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.TickerFactory.com/"><br /><img src="http://tickers.TickerFactory.com/ezt/d/4;10728;3/st/20081113/e/Nebraskon/dt/-13/k/ffb1/blk-event.png"></img><br /><br />Current commissions list:<br /><br /><br />Roxas wig for: <a href="http://second-2-last.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/e/second-2-last.jpg?3" alt=":iconsecond-2-last:" title="second-2-last"/></a> 100% completed!!<br /> Roxas pants for <a href="http://cabbit13x.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/c/a/cabbit13x.gif?1" alt=":iconcabbit13x:" title="cabbit13x"/></a> -debating several ways to construct & pricing Fabric</a></a></a></a> ]]></description>
                <author>~GothicLizzie</author>
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                <title>About me</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 04 Jun 2009 00:02:06 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ check out the KHCC website!! <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.freewebs.com/kingdomheartscosplaycentral/index.htm">[link]</a><br /><br />so ya.. it's somewhat just dawned on me that wile some of you know me in RL you may not still know the Real me so here's some about me<br /><br /><br />first off i live in Kansas, yes.. it's flat.. but not everything's flat in Kansas, as you'll know if you've even seen me without binding on <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/wink.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";)" title=";) (Wink)" /> <br /><br />I'm a Lesbian. i have dated guys in the past but that was just in an attempt to fit into society's definition of "Normal" . considered myself Bi-sexual up until a lil over a year ago when i decided to finally stop lying to my self & fully admit that I'm only attracted to women & not attracted to men unless their gay & adorable like my Demyx XD, <br /><br />I'm 25 & out of school @ the moment.. hopefully going back soonish (in the next year or so) to Major in Photography. I'm also this close *holds up fingers an inch apart* from having my Cosmetology license .<br /><br />I went to A Private Catholic school up until the end of 8th grade (huge part of why i didn't come out until later in life i come from a Large Catholic Family >_< ) & was a cheerleader for a year.. to this day cheerleaders scare me.. their the most Evil & mean creatures.. esp the ones @ catholic schools, their the Worst!<br /><br />I'm Wiccan. A Polytheistic religion which holds Mother Nature in the highest Reverence & follows the Wiccan Reed "An it harm none, Do what ye will" - that's the simplified basic meaning of it.<br /><br />I don't really have many talents.. <br /> I've been taking dance for 22 years (I'm 25). i used to do Ballet, Tap, Jazz, Lyrical, & Pom (yes i said Pom, as in cheer leading). i currently only do Belly dance. I've been a Belly dancer for 4 years.  I used to sing. you'll rarely catch me singing anymore, unless you've conned me into Rock band (Kaia <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":P" title=":P (Lick)" /> ) Or I'm in the car & think that no one can hear me. the reason for this is that about 6 years ago a nasty viral infection severely damaged my vocal cords & nearly killed my singing voice. i used to be a high soprano now it's more like a low alto <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" />  I cant draw for crap.. except for the sketch i did for cori-chan/vexy's Pirate Bella costume that i designed for her.<br /><br />my only other real talents tie into cosplay. i love to sew, & can churn out an Org coat in under a week (drops, chain & all) & i love Love LOVE styling wigs!! I've done 2 Roxas wigs so far, Vexen, Midori Neko (An OC) & Saix is in progress. <br /><br />Favs:<br /> Books: oh goddess there's too many! i love anything by Sherrylin Kennyon, Christene Feehan, Ann Rice or Nina Bangs & Many Many Mangas<br /> Movies: Queen of the Damnd, The Crow, Interview with a Vampire, Under World, Blade<br /> Games: Kingdom Hearts (All of them), Soulcaliber 1, 2, & 3. <br /> Bands: Blue October, Nightwish, Disterbed, AFI, Korn, Linkin park, Paramore, Shiney Toy Guns, Drowning Pool, Godsmack<br /> Anime: Strawberry Panic!, I my me strawberry eggs, kyo kara maoh (pure crack whith lots of yaoi) Chobits, Tubassa Resivor Cronicles<br /><br />Other random factoids:<br />I LOVE to dance, used to be a major Bar fly, i'd be @ the bar dancing all night every Thursday, Friday & Saturday night while i was in cosmetology school. <br /> I've gotten myself in Major trouble before...<br />I have a tendency to speak or act before i think & therefore fuck up the chances of things going a different way or the way i want them to <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /> <br /><br />I'm over protective of those i care about. my friends are more my family than my own blood relations. & I'm loyal to a fault to my friends.<br /><br />& um ya.. that's all i can think of ATM if there's something you wanna know just shoot me a note & I'll probably tell ya lol <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/wink.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";)" title=";) (Wink)" /><br /><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow" ><a href="http://RavenSerpent.deviantart.com/art/Lesbian-Stamp-75324803"><img src="http://fc08.deviantart.com/fs23/f/2008/022/d/c/Lesbian_Stamp_by_RavenSerpent.png" width="99" height="56" /></a></span></span><br /><br /><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.TickerFactory.com/"><br /><img src="http://tickers.TickerFactory.com/ezt/d/4;16;2/st/20090313/e/Naka-Kon+%2709/dt/-1/k/263d/event.png"></img> WOOOHOOO!!! Almost here!!!!<br /><br /><br /><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.TickerFactory.com/"><br /><img src="http://tickers.TickerF... ]]></description>
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                <title>:( vacation comes to an end :(</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 03 Jun 2009 12:41:06 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ check out the KHCC website!! <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.freewebs.com/kingdomheartscosplaycentral/index.htm">[link]</a><br /><br />so here it is Wednesday...& i'll be leaving soon to go back home (leaving in about 45 min) <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /> my vacation is officially over & i go back to work today, sad day. <br /><br />this past week has been SO wonderful. first Vexy's graduation then A-Kon. i met so many wonderful people @ A-kon & i hope to see them all again one day! <br /><br />Vex & i spent pretty much the past two days doing nothing but watching TV & making Raver Kandi jewelry. we're going to be opening a shop online soon to sell our Falls & Raver Kandi & accessories & stuffs called KeepersKandi. we've already made about 100 pieces sofar this week! <br /><br />Hun.. vex disapreared to go get Coffee & hasnt returned... must go see whats keeping em.<br /><br /><br />*EDIT* <br />So i'm back home in Rinkydinky lil Salina, Ks. And all i want to do is either sleep or make Kandi but unfortunately i have to leave in a few min for work *BLEH!* <br /><br />Anyways<br /><br />To all those i spent most of saturday with @ A-Kon i miss you all & luff you to pieces & hope to see you all again @ another Kon!!!<br /><br />*END EDIT*<br /><br />MarMar out<br /><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow" ><a href="http://RavenSerpent.deviantart.com/art/Lesbian-Stamp-75324803"><img src="http://fc08.deviantart.com/fs23/f/2008/022/d/c/Lesbian_Stamp_by_RavenSerpent.png" width="99" height="56" /></a></span></span><br /><br /><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.TickerFactory.com/"><br /><img src="http://tickers.TickerFactory.com/ezt/d/4;16;2/st/20090313/e/Naka-Kon+%2709/dt/-1/k/263d/event.png"></img> WOOOHOOO!!! Almost here!!!!<br /><br /><br /><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.TickerFactory.com/"><br /><img src="http://tickers.TickerFactory.com/ezt/d/4;14;4/st/20090529/e/A-Kon+20/dt/-1/k/cb11/event.png"></img>  <-- Deffinately going! (will be my first time in Texas)<br /><br /><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.TickerFactory.com/"><br /><img src="http://tickers.TickerFactory.com/ezt/d/4;14;6/st/20090710/e/AFW5/dt/-1/k/90e0/event.png"></img> (cant wait! lol i'm sure my apartment will be packed with cosplayers!)<br /><br /><br /><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.TickerFactory.com/"><br /><img src="http://tickers.TickerFactory.com/ezt/d/4;10728;3/st/20081113/e/Nebraskon/dt/-13/k/ffb1/blk-event.png"></img><br /><br />Current commissions list:<br /><br /><br />Roxas wig for: <a href="http://second-2-last.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/e/second-2-last.jpg?3" alt=":iconsecond-2-last:" title="second-2-last"/></a> 100% completed!!<br /> Roxas pants for <a href="http://cabbit13x.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/c/a/cabbit13x.gif?1" alt=":iconcabbit13x:" title="cabbit13x"/></a> -debating several ways to construct & pricing Fabric</a></a></a></a> ]]></description>
                <author>~GothicLizzie</author>
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                <title>ZOMG! A-Kon!!!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 02 Jun 2009 23:35:29 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ check out the KHCC website!! <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.freewebs.com/kingdomheartscosplaycentral/index.htm">[link]</a><br /><br />*EDIT* <br />         New Random videos going up on the KHCC youtube account!!!!<br />*END EDIT*<br /><br /><br />so Vexen & i just got back lastnight from A-Kon in texas & holy kingdom Hearts was it insane!<br /><br />Vexen & i were much more popular than we expected.<br /><br />we met so many awesome kh cosplayers there. they were so great! both in cosplay & personality. the Demyx, Axel, & Roxas's & Kairi that we hung out with most of saturday after being invited to the KH pocky Game (which Vexen had never player before) by Kairi were so adorable. lol of course the had the two of us start off the game, what better way to start off the day than with yaoi right? lol.<br /><br />time went by & Kairi started playing Kingdom Hearts Future card games with us which was quite entertaining.....& there were lots of random candid pictures taken of us Org members playing cards with Kairi in various states of relaxation, with roxas asleep on the floor behind us.<br /><br />thye KH shoot was rather hectic until we got to the outside location where there were tons of photos taken. though disturbingly enough they made me do MarLar pairing shots *shudders* thats just WRONG! but thankfully Demyx started chanting for Vexen & Vex came & saved me...which led to more Yaoi for the crowd which went absolutely wild!<br /><br />thats all i can think of @ the moment... cause vex is distracting me.... with beads, we're Making a Bunco of Candi aka Raver jewelry to sell along with our Falls & stuffs online & possibly eventually @ cons to help fund future trips<br /><br />MarMar out<br /><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow" ><a href="http://RavenSerpent.deviantart.com/art/Lesbian-Stamp-75324803"><img src="http://fc08.deviantart.com/fs23/f/2008/022/d/c/Lesbian_Stamp_by_RavenSerpent.png" width="99" height="56" /></a></span></span><br /><br /><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.TickerFactory.com/"><br /><img src="http://tickers.TickerFactory.com/ezt/d/4;16;2/st/20090313/e/Naka-Kon+%2709/dt/-1/k/263d/event.png"></img> WOOOHOOO!!! Almost here!!!!<br /><br /><br /><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.TickerFactory.com/"><br /><img src="http://tickers.TickerFactory.com/ezt/d/4;14;4/st/20090529/e/A-Kon+20/dt/-1/k/cb11/event.png"></img>  <-- Deffinately going! (will be my first time in Texas)<br /><br /><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.TickerFactory.com/"><br /><img src="http://tickers.TickerFactory.com/ezt/d/4;14;6/st/20090710/e/AFW5/dt/-1/k/90e0/event.png"></img> (cant wait! lol i'm sure my apartment will be packed with cosplayers!)<br /><br /><br /><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.TickerFactory.com/"><br /><img src="http://tickers.TickerFactory.com/ezt/d/4;10728;3/st/20081113/e/Nebraskon/dt/-13/k/ffb1/blk-event.png"></img><br /><br />Current commissions list:<br /><br /><br />Roxas wig for: <a href="http://second-2-last.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/e/second-2-last.jpg?3" alt=":iconsecond-2-last:" title="second-2-last"/></a> 100% completed!!<br /> Roxas pants for <a href="http://cabbit13x.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/c/a/cabbit13x.gif?1" alt=":iconcabbit13x:" title="cabbit13x"/></a> -debating several ways to construct & pricing Fabric</a></a></a></a> ]]></description>
                <author>~GothicLizzie</author>
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                <title>ACK!!! -bit of life drabble &amp; cosplay/con upda</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 21 May 2009 10:25:22 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ check out the KHCC website!! <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.freewebs.com/kingdomheartscosplaycentral/index.htm">[link]</a><br /><br />just found out that i have 3 months to finish my last few tests @ the Academy Of Hair Design...or i loose all my logged hours... Crapola! looks like i'll be dragging my ass outta bed every morning this summer to go into the school & study my ass off & finish my tests & start preparing for state boards. <br /><br />For once i'm glad for mom being easily recognizable, if Janette hadn't recognized her i would of had absolutely no clue that my 5 year window was about to expire....<br /><br /><br /><br />Sooooooooo once i get this all tied up nice & pretty I'll hopefully be taking my state boards soonish!  -depending how long i get wait listed to take em- & once i pass my boards i'll hopefully be getting a job in a salon!! YAY!!!! (possible escape from McDonald's has me jumping for absolute joy!!!)<br /><br /><br />the next like 2 weeks are PACKED for me! WOOOOHOOOO! Vacation here i come!! (of work the 26th-3rd XD XD XD<br /><br />Tomorrow/Friday: Demyx arrives sometime in morning/afternoon *Squeeeeeeee!* then i have to work from 3 - 11 PHAIL!  poor dem has to put up with my super spaz puppy while I'm @ work.. hopefully he doesn't drive her insane<br />Saturday: Dance Recital, which is why Dem is coming to town...To watch me dance, saddly she's the only one of my friends coming to watch me, but thats ok.<br />Sunday: Dem heads home.. i think, hoping i can keep her til Sunday. Back to work for another 7.5 hr shift, least I'll have one hell ova decent check waiting for me when i get back from Texas XD! & I'm hoping that our raises will be on that check cause ya.. that would be awesome!<br />Monday: Last day of work before my week long Vacation which i so desperately need<br />Tuesday: pack everything for <a href="http://xxjustxxaxxnobodyxx.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/x/x/xxjustxxaxxnobodyxx.jpg?4" alt=":iconxxjustxxaxxnobodyxx:" title="xxjustxxaxxnobodyxx"/></a> 's graduation & A-KON & load the car with what i can that wont be damaged by heat (like my wigs.. those will go in absolute last so marly cant wilt again <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /> just fixed him) & make sure i've got my directions & our badge confirmation stuff in the car!!!!!!!<br />Wednesday: load in wigs & myself & head to Wichita early in the day for <a href="http://xxjustxxaxxnobodyxx.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/x/x/xxjustxxaxxnobodyxx.jpg?4" alt=":iconxxjustxxaxxnobodyxx:" title="xxjustxxaxxnobodyxx"/></a>'s graduation!! get to Wichita & unload <br />Thursday: relax a bit with Cori-chan & finalize anything we need to for our nice long 5 hour road trip to the con!<br />Friday: get up super early for me & Vex, neither of us are much of morning people lol. load car & meet the others caravan-ing with us @ the meeting point @ 8am & then hit the road after getting sandwich stuffs @ the grocery store! & then ZOMG! A-KON !!!!<br />Saturday: A-KON!<br />Sunday: A-Kon! then head homeward (meaning Wichita) & crash the hell out when we get back home to Cori-chans house<br /><br /><br />Soooooooooo anyway we're now 8 days from A-KON! i am excited beyond words!! i LOVE going to new cons!!  I'll be taking my Marluxia cosplay & my new Neko cosplay. she's been named Midori Neko i'll post her in progress pics later to my scraps & link them here!<br /><br />WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! *twirls around* ugh sorry for the Spazzy journal i'm hyper atm as my coffee has kicked in! <br /><br />Now i must dash off to go attach straps to my Neko dress & make my arm warmers & legwarmers!<br /><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow" ><a href="http://RavenSerpent.deviantart.com/art/Lesbian-Stamp-75324803"><img src="http://fc08.deviantart.com/fs23/f/2008/022/d/c/Lesbian_Stamp_by_RavenSerpent.png" width="99" height="56" /></a></span></span><br /><br /><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.TickerFactory.com/"><br /><img src="http://tickers.TickerFactory.com/ezt/d/4;16;2/st/20090313/e/Naka-Kon+%2709/dt/-1/k/263d/event.png"></img> WOOOHOOO!!! Almost here!!!!<br /><br /><br /><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.TickerFactory.com/"><br /><img src="http://tickers.TickerFactory.com/ezt/d/4;14;4/st/20090529/e/A-Kon+20/dt/-1/k/cb11/event.png"></img>  <-- Deffinately going! (will be my first time in Texas)<br /><br /><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.TickerFactory.com/"><br /><img src="http://tickers.TickerFactory.com/ezt/d/4;14;6/st/20090710/e/AFW5/dt/-1/k/90e0/event.png"></img> (cant wait! lol i'm sure my apartment will be packed with cosplayers!)<br /><br /><br /><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.TickerFactory.com/"><br /><img src="http://tickers.Ti... ]]></description>
                <author>~GothicLizzie</author>
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                <title>Cossy update, this weekend/my birthday</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 15 Apr 2009 00:23:18 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ check out the KHCC website!! <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.freewebs.com/kingdomheartscosplaycentral/index.htm">[link]</a><br /><br /><b>so a bit of a Cossy Update:</b><br />  Akamaru (My part of the Colaberation) is nearly done!! just have to sew the last 5 seams on the suit it's self then draft up a pattern for the tail & sew & stuff that. so i'm sitting @ about 75% done with my portion of it!!<br /><br />Renfair garb for spring faire is done! & i got the fabric for my new corset for Fall faire (Both the KC one & GP faire) it's a really pretty burnished gold fabric, i think it's going to wind up bring paired with a lovely deep green brocade for the skirt.<br /><br /><b>This weekend/ my birthday</b><br />  this weekend is the Spring Great Plains Renaissance Festival in Wichita, Ks. i'll be there with <a href="http://kaia-ibayo.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/k/a/kaia-ibayo.jpg" alt=":iconkaia-ibayo:" title="kaia-ibayo"/></a> & <a href="http://xxjustxxaxxnobodyxx.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/x/x/xxjustxxaxxnobodyxx.jpg?4" alt=":iconxxjustxxaxxnobodyxx:" title="xxjustxxaxxnobodyxx"/></a> Monday is my Birthday so we're celebrating early by going to ren faire & Out to Fantasies Saturday night!<br /><br />i'll be heading to <a href="http://kaia-ibayo.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/k/a/kaia-ibayo.jpg" alt=":iconkaia-ibayo:" title="kaia-ibayo"/></a> 's house as soon as i get off work Friday night, i'm hoping work isn't godawful but i'm sure it will be As the frigging circus is in town this weekend & my place of employment is less than a mile from where they perform! (PHAIL!!) then Saturday morning <a href="http://kaia-ibayo.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/k/a/kaia-ibayo.jpg" alt=":iconkaia-ibayo:" title="kaia-ibayo"/></a> & i will be heading back through Salina to grab our Ren Garb & headed onward to Wichita to <a href="http://xxjustxxaxxnobodyxx.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/x/x/xxjustxxaxxnobodyxx.jpg?4" alt=":iconxxjustxxaxxnobodyxx:" title="xxjustxxaxxnobodyxx"/></a>'s house!! i can't wait for this weekend!! <br /><br /><br /><br /><b> IS IT FRIDAY YET???? </b><br /><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow" ><a href="http://RavenSerpent.deviantart.com/art/Lesbian-Stamp-75324803"><img src="http://fc08.deviantart.com/fs23/f/2008/022/d/c/Lesbian_Stamp_by_RavenSerpent.png" width="99" height="56" /></a></span></span><br /><br /><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.TickerFactory.com/"><br /><img src="http://tickers.TickerFactory.com/ezt/d/4;16;2/st/20090313/e/Naka-Kon+%2709/dt/-1/k/263d/event.png"></img> WOOOHOOO!!! Almost here!!!!<br /><br /><br /><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.TickerFactory.com/"><br /><img src="http://tickers.TickerFactory.com/ezt/d/4;14;4/st/20090529/e/A-Kon+20/dt/-1/k/cb11/event.png"></img>  <-- Deffinately going! (will be my first time in Texas)<br /><br /><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.TickerFactory.com/"><br /><img src="http://tickers.TickerFactory.com/ezt/d/4;14;6/st/20090710/e/AFW5/dt/-1/k/90e0/event.png"></img> (cant wait! lol i'm sure my apartment will be packed with cosplayers!)<br /><br /><br /><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.TickerFactory.com/"><br /><img src="http://tickers.TickerFactory.com/ezt/d/4;10728;3/st/20081113/e/Nebraskon/dt/-13/k/ffb1/blk-event.png"></img><br /><br />Current commissions list:<br /><br /><br />Roxas wig for: <a href="http://second-2-last.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/e/second-2-last.jpg?3" alt=":iconsecond-2-last:" title="second-2-last"/></a> 100% completed!!<br /> Roxas pants for <a href="http://cabbit13x.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/c/a/cabbit13x.gif?1" alt=":iconcabbit13x:" title="cabbit13x"/></a> -debating several ways to construct & pricing Fabric</a></a></a></a> ]]></description>
                <author>~GothicLizzie</author>
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                <title>Cosplay &amp; Commission Update</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 28 Mar 2009 15:08:10 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ check out the KHCC website!! <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.freewebs.com/kingdomheartscosplaycentral/index.htm">[link]</a><br /><br />Costumes in progress:<br /> (in order of deadlines)<br /><b>Ren fair Garb:</b> Discobered that oddly enough my old Burgundy skirt fits again!! XD! just have to repair/replace the fastener!<br />  Kaia-s Ren fair Garb: Vest 100% finished.. just need to trim off the stringies left after it was washed. need to sew the hems on her Sash., & on her scarf thingie. that'll take what.. maybe 20 min total!? XD!<br /><br /><b>Akamaru Fur suit Commission/Collaboration:</b> 25% all pieces traced onto fabric, sleeves cut out... (Debuting @ AFW!)<br /><br /><b>Roxas pants commission:</b> still in planning stages- trying to decide the best rout to go about making them & needing <a href="http://cabbit13x.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/c/a/cabbit13x.gif?1" alt=":iconcabbit13x:" title="cabbit13x"/></a> 's measurements - Note me or E-mail me Shelley!-<br /><br /><b>New Org Coats:</b>  for <a href="http://xxjustxxaxxnobodyxx.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/x/x/xxjustxxaxxnobodyxx.jpg?4" alt=":iconxxjustxxaxxnobodyxx:" title="xxjustxxaxxnobodyxx"/></a> & i. The New zippers to replace the Defective ones should hopefully be here by Monday.  i was hoping to debute these @ A-Kon but it all depends on if Hobby lobby has enough of the Black Twill in stock... so we can avoid dye lot differentials agan (AKA panels that photograph GREEN!)<br /><br /><b>Neko cosplay:</b> costume to go with my White & Green kitty ears i bought @ Naka-Kon! sketched out & sorted out colors. trying to decide between Fur or Fleece fabrics. (Debuteing @: AFW maybe? or maybe A-kon...<br /><br /><b>Alice in Wonderland:</b> 5% i've got my pattern, & my shoes, that's about it.. lol... need to order: a proper petti coat to go under it, & Wig  (debuteing @ NebKon '09)<br /><br />wow.. that is alot more than i thought it was....<br /><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow" ><a href="http://RavenSerpent.deviantart.com/art/Lesbian-Stamp-75324803"><img src="http://fc08.deviantart.com/fs23/f/2008/022/d/c/Lesbian_Stamp_by_RavenSerpent.png" width="99" height="56" /></a></span></span><br /><br /><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.TickerFactory.com/"><br /><img src="http://tickers.TickerFactory.com/ezt/d/4;16;2/st/20090313/e/Naka-Kon+%2709/dt/-1/k/263d/event.png"></img> WOOOHOOO!!! Almost here!!!!<br /><br /><br /><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.TickerFactory.com/"><br /><img src="http://tickers.TickerFactory.com/ezt/d/4;14;4/st/20090529/e/A-Kon+20/dt/-1/k/cb11/event.png"></img>  <-- Deffinately going! (will be my first time in Texas)<br /><br /><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.TickerFactory.com/"><br /><img src="http://tickers.TickerFactory.com/ezt/d/4;14;6/st/20090710/e/AFW5/dt/-1/k/90e0/event.png"></img> (cant wait! lol i'm sure my apartment will be packed with cosplayers!)<br /><br /><br /><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.TickerFactory.com/"><br /><img src="http://tickers.TickerFactory.com/ezt/d/4;10728;3/st/20081113/e/Nebraskon/dt/-13/k/ffb1/blk-event.png"></img><br /><br />Current commissions list:<br /><br /><br />Roxas wig for: <a href="http://second-2-last.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/e/second-2-last.jpg?3" alt=":iconsecond-2-last:" title="second-2-last"/></a> 100% completed!!<br /> Roxas pants for <a href="http://cabbit13x.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/c/a/cabbit13x.gif?1" alt=":iconcabbit13x:" title="cabbit13x"/></a> -debating several ways to construct & pricing Fabric</a></a></a></a> ]]></description>
                <author>~GothicLizzie</author>
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                <title>Con schedule Update!! again</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 15 May 2009 12:07:46 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ check out the KHCC website!! <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.freewebs.com/kingdomheartscosplaycentral/index.htm">[link]</a><br /><br />& the September con has been desided!! & it is *drumroll* <b>Nan Desu Kan!</b><br /> we'll be there the 11th - the 14th<br /><br /><br />so the Con's i'll be @ this year are:<br />Naka-Kon: March 13th - 15th<br />A-Kon 20: May 29th - 31st<br />Nan Desu Kan: September 11th-13th<br />AFW5: July 10th - 12th<br />Nabraskon: November 6th - 9th<br /><br />Edit:<br /><br />so Vexy & i talked it over & for affordability issues we're scrapping our plans to attend NDK unfortunately... it was just going to be way too expensive for just the two of us to go all the way to Colorado for a con <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /> maybe next year?<br /><br />so for a September event we'll be attending the KC Renaissance Festival, as it's much closer to home for both of us<br /><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow" ><a href="http://RavenSerpent.deviantart.com/art/Lesbian-Stamp-75324803"><img src="http://fc08.deviantart.com/fs23/f/2008/022/d/c/Lesbian_Stamp_by_RavenSerpent.png" width="99" height="56" /></a></span></span><br /><br /><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.TickerFactory.com/"><br /><img src="http://tickers.TickerFactory.com/ezt/d/4;16;2/st/20090313/e/Naka-Kon+%2709/dt/-1/k/263d/event.png"></img> WOOOHOOO!!! Almost here!!!!<br /><br /><br /><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.TickerFactory.com/"><br /><img src="http://tickers.TickerFactory.com/ezt/d/4;14;4/st/20090529/e/A-Kon+20/dt/-1/k/cb11/event.png"></img>  <-- Deffinately going! (will be my first time in Texas)<br /><br /><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.TickerFactory.com/"><br /><img src="http://tickers.TickerFactory.com/ezt/d/4;14;6/st/20090710/e/AFW5/dt/-1/k/90e0/event.png"></img> (cant wait! lol i'm sure my apartment will be packed with cosplayers!)<br /><br /><br /><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.TickerFactory.com/"><br /><img src="http://tickers.TickerFactory.com/ezt/d/4;10728;3/st/20081113/e/Nebraskon/dt/-13/k/ffb1/blk-event.png"></img><br /><br />Current commissions list:<br /><br /><br />Roxas wig for: <a href="http://second-2-last.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/e/second-2-last.jpg?3" alt=":iconsecond-2-last:" title="second-2-last"/></a> 100% completed!!<br /> Roxas pants for <a href="http://cabbit13x.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/c/a/cabbit13x.gif?1" alt=":iconcabbit13x:" title="cabbit13x"/></a> -debating several ways to construct & pricing Fabric</a></a></a></a> ]]></description>
                <author>~GothicLizzie</author>
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                <title>April is going to be EPIC!</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 20 Mar 2009 01:07:07 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ check out the KHCC website!! <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.freewebs.com/kingdomheartscosplaycentral/index.htm">[link]</a><br /><br />absolutely freaking EPIC!!! <br /><br />first: April 6th in Lawernce, Ks BLUE OCTOBER! yes Blue Freaking October!!! & I'M GOING!!! it's my birthday present to my self<br /><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.TickerFactory.com/"><br /><img src="http://tickers.TickerFactory.com/ezt/d/4;3;3/st/20090406/e/BLUE+OCTOBER+CONCERT%21/dt/-1/k/e897/event.png"></img><br /><br />then 2nd: i'll be heading to Omaha on the 10th w/ my mum for Easter & we'll be taking my car. which means... if i get super annoyed with my family, which is bound to happen, i can just leave for a little while XD! least i have another cosplayer in my family! i'm sure micheal i i will spend a good portion of sunday talking about cosplays & Nebraskon. which reminds me that i need to ask my g-ma is my friends & i could invade her house for Nebraskon as it's only 9 miles from the hotel... though i'm not entirely sure i want to subject my friends to my crazy French g-ma...but it would be nice to have somewhere free to stay.....ehh idk.. we'll see what happens.. depends on how many people are goin with me too. i'm gonna look into the hotel stuff anyway. <br />:::EDIT::: <br />    my Nebcon cgroup Will NOT be invading my g-ma's house.. i desided to spare all of you that insanity... not to mention that my g-ma's a homophobe & i just really dont want to deal with her esp with Zexy's tnedancy to randomly kiss people (Luffs ya Zexi <3 ) I booked our Suite , yes i said suite @ the con hotel this evening!<br /><br />& 3rd: the Great plains Renfair lands on my b-day weekend again this year! makes me so freaking happy! makes me even happier that i'll be spending that weekend with 2 of my Favorite people ! Cori <a href="http://xxjustxxaxxnobodyxx.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/x/x/xxjustxxaxxnobodyxx.jpg" alt=":iconxxjustxxaxxnobodyxx:" title="xxjustxxaxxnobodyxx"/></a> & Kaia <a href="http://kaia-ibayo.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/k/a/kaia-ibayo.jpg" alt=":iconkaia-ibayo:" title="kaia-ibayo"/></a><br /><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow" ><a href="http://RavenSerpent.deviantart.com/art/Lesbian-Stamp-75324803"><img src="http://fc38.deviantart.com/fs23/f/2008/022/d/c/Lesbian_Stamp_by_RavenSerpent.png" width="99" height="56" /></a></span></span><br /><br /><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.TickerFactory.com/"><br /><img src="http://tickers.TickerFactory.com/ezt/d/4;16;2/st/20090313/e/Naka-Kon+%2709/dt/-1/k/263d/event.png"></img> WOOOHOOO!!! Almost here!!!!<br /><br /><br /><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.TickerFactory.com/"><br /><img src="http://tickers.TickerFactory.com/ezt/d/4;14;4/st/20090529/e/A-Kon+20/dt/-1/k/cb11/event.png"></img>  <-- Deffinately going! (will be my first time in Texas)<br /><br /><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.TickerFactory.com/"><br /><img src="http://tickers.TickerFactory.com/ezt/d/4;14;6/st/20090710/e/AFW5/dt/-1/k/90e0/event.png"></img> (cant wait! lol i'm sure my apartment will be packed with cosplayers!)<br /><br /><br /><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.TickerFactory.com/"><br /><img src="http://tickers.TickerFactory.com/ezt/d/4;10728;3/st/20081113/e/Nebraskon/dt/-13/k/ffb1/blk-event.png"></img><br /><br />Current commissions list:<br /><br /><br />Roxas wig for: <a href="http://second-2-last.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/e/second-2-last.jpg?3" alt=":iconsecond-2-last:" title="second-2-last"/></a> 100% completed!!<br /> Roxas pants for <a href="http://cabbit13x.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/c/a/cabbit13x.gif?1" alt=":iconcabbit13x:" title="cabbit13x"/></a> -debating several ways to construct & pricing Fabric</a></a></a></a></a> ]]></description>
                <author>~GothicLizzie</author>
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                <title>Naka-Kon was...</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 17 Mar 2009 10:58:09 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ check out the KHCC website!! <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.freewebs.com/kingdomheartscosplaycentral/index.htm">[link]</a><br /><br />EPIC this year!  so much better for me than last year because i wasn't sharing a room with 3 drunk & high moronic guys! instead this year i was rooming with Xemnas, Zexion, Axel, Roxas & KHCC's soon to be newly cast Saix! yes a room full of org members!  the hotel was great! ... well aside from the lack of a coffeemaker in the freaking room & the forever long (20 min) wait for a down elevator/lift when it came time to pack the car Sunday morning, next year we're staying til Monday, just to make Sunday a lil easier on all of us.<br /><br /> the Kingdom Hearts Shoot went really well i think, considering i left the photo requests @ home (EPIC FAIL!) & was shaking so terribly from adrenaline after having nearly fallen down the stairs in my boots of boom, why i thought 5.5 inch platform heals were a good idea i have no clue!, & the fact that i hadn't had time to eat right before the shoot. there were some absolutely epic shots too which will be up soonish.. might take me a little bit.. took over 70some photos @ the KH shoot!<br /><br /> My Alice Cullen cosplay was fully completed while @ the con when i walked into the dealers room & Realized that there was a vender there selling colored contacts! i love my amber contacts! & they look great with my cat ears too! Alice wound up being better received than i thought i even had a few staff members specifically seeking me out just to see it! so far i've only found one picture of my self as Alice.<br /><br /> this weekend was so full of lawls like realizing the girl from the "because i'm 12" vid was on our floor! yes I'm 12 still lives 8 months later! (because i'm 12 part 2 video up on my youtube!)<br />& Axel having major memory loss asking every 5 min "hey guys.... where's MarMar?" & getting the answer "in Vexen's room"  & "in Vexy's room..don't you remember?"<br />& the fact that they put us in room 814 (FAIL) sadly room 813 was a hotel staf only room <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /> otherwise i would have requested it<br /><br />  Xemnas & i came to the conclusion that Zexion's a freaking Ninja. why you ask? one second you're just standing then *POOF* there's Zexy & then next thing you know *BOOM* you're on the floor & either pinned down or being dragged across the floor by your ankle<br /><br /><br /> somehow by the end of the weekend Roxas was calling me mommy or Mother so now there's a possibility i may be cosplaying JENOVA @ some point next year.. or hell if i can pull it off for AFW<br /><br />this weekend flew by so fast! i didn't make it to a single panel but that's ok i still had a great time with friends & got to see some people i hadn't seen in years!  one of the staff members was actually a girl i used to baby sit!! i hadn't seen her in about 10 years! i fliped when i saw her screaming "OMG JENIFER!?" <br /><br /> heck i even got in on a pocky game this year! shared a fair pit of pocky with the lovely Lilly ( I <3 you love!) <br /><br /> now that Naka's over it's time to get back into my daily rutean of walking 2 miles aday so i can hopefully loose a bit more weight, thought what i really need to be doing is crunches & sit ups... but those are really hard on my damaged spine <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /><br /><br /> countdown to my next con started yesterday, as of today it's 2months 1week 5days. i'm really hoping that vexy & i can find like 2 people to go with us or i dont't think it's going to be affordable for either of us.<br /><br /> i can't wait for the 18th & 19th of April!! i love that every year the Great Plains spring Renaissance fair lands on my birthday weekend.. i mean what better way to spend my days but wandering the fair grounds in my ren garb with my friends!  this year  there's the added bonus of heading out to Fantasies (Gar club/bar) on the 18th! i'm taking both Cori/Vexen & Kaia/Axel for the first time! reminds me i need to call the hotel & reserve our room. i'll do that today. gah i can't believe i'm going to be 25 next month... wow... seems like just the other day was my 18th bday....time just flys.<br /><br />& holy crap this is a long journal... time to wrap it up & get to uploading photos<br /><br /><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.TickerFactory.com/"><br /><img src="http://tickers.TickerFactory.com/ezt/d/4;16;2/st/20090313/e/Naka-Kon+%2709/dt/-1/k/263d/event.png"></img> WOOOHOOO!!! Almost here!!!!<br /><br /><br /><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.TickerFactory.com/"><br /><img src="http://tickers.TickerFactory.com/ezt/d/4;14;4/st/20090529/e/A-Kon+20/dt/-1/k/cb11/event.png"></img>  <-- Deffinately going! (will be my first time in Texas)<br /><br /><a href="h... ]]></description>
                <author>~GothicLizzie</author>
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                <title>-spazzes- ZOMG! only a few days til Naka-Kon!!!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 08 Mar 2009 01:46:57 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ check out the KHCC website!! <a href="http://www.freewebs.com/kingdomheartscosplaycentral/index.htm">[link]</a><br /><br />so it's now 5 days til con! & for once i have everything done except one lil thing... finishing sewing the pockets into Cori <a href="http://xxjustxxaxxnobodyxx.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/x/x/xxjustxxaxxnobodyxx.jpg" alt=":iconxxjustxxaxxnobodyxx:" title="xxjustxxaxxnobodyxx"/></a> & i's Org XIII coats. which will be done tomorrow. XD!<br /><br />The Roxas wig for <a href="http://second-2-last.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/e/second-2-last.jpg?3" alt=":iconsecond-2-last:" title="second-2-last"/></a> was completed YAY!! <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow" ><a href="http://GothicLizzie.deviantart.com/art/2nd-Roxas-wig-115019906"><img src="http://th05.deviantart.com/fs44/150/i/2009/064/9/0/2nd_Roxas_wig_by_GothicLizzie.jpg" width="150" height="113" /></a></span></span> XD XD XD <br /><br />My mom's having Knee surgery Again(this will be her 3rd) on the 12th (torn Meniscus) I do feel slightly guilty about leaving town the day after her surgery... but i know that it'll be better for me to be out of the way for those first few days after the surgery.. pain has a way of making people very cranky & i know i can be annoying when I'm hyper or trying to be overly helpful. plus my dad will be home with her while I'm away.. & my friend Misha is watching my puppy while I'm gone.<br /><br />i cant wait til friday to see everyone again!! especially <a href="http://ezekiels-savior.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/e/z/ezekiels-savior.png" alt=":iconezekiels-savior:" title="ezekiels-savior"/></a> who's mother had a stroke the otherday & i know she's in need of some serious hugs... cause digital ones just really dont cut it. please keep her mother in your thoughts & Prayers <br /><br />Saturday we'll actually have the most KHCC members together in the history of KHCC!!! & we're about to hit our 1 year birthday mark!<br /><br /><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.TickerFactory.com/"><br /><img src="http://tickers.TickerFactory.com/ezt/d/4;16;2/st/20090313/e/Naka-Kon+%2709/dt/-1/k/263d/event.png"></img> WOOOHOOO!!! Almost here!!!!<br /><br /><br /><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.TickerFactory.com/"><br /><img src="http://tickers.TickerFactory.com/ezt/d/4;14;4/st/20090529/e/A-Kon+20/dt/-1/k/cb11/event.png"></img>  <-- Deffinately going! (will be my first time in Texas)<br /><br /><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.TickerFactory.com/"><br /><img src="http://tickers.TickerFactory.com/ezt/d/4;14;6/st/20090710/e/AFW5/dt/-1/k/90e0/event.png"></img> (cant wait! lol i'm sure my apartment will be packed with cosplayers!)<br /><br /><br /><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.TickerFactory.com/"><br /><img src="http://tickers.TickerFactory.com/ezt/d/4;10728;3/st/20081113/e/Nebraskon/dt/-13/k/ffb1/blk-event.png"></img><br /><br />Current commissions list:<br /><br /><br />Roxas wig for: <a href="http://second-2-last.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/e/second-2-last.jpg?3" alt=":iconsecond-2-last:" title="second-2-last"/></a> 100% completed!!<br /> Roxas pants for <a href="http://cabbit13x.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/c/a/cabbit13x.gif?1" alt=":iconcabbit13x:" title="cabbit13x"/></a> -debating several ways to construct & pricing Fabric</a></a></a></a> ]]></description>
                <author>~GothicLizzie</author>
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                <title>Con schedule  Update!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 24 Feb 2009 11:28:28 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ check out the KHCC website!! <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.freewebs.com/kingdomheartscosplaycentral/index.htm#">[link]</a><br /><br />so the Con's i'll be @ this year are:<br />  Naka-Kon: March 13th - 15th<br />  A-Kon 20: May 29th - 31st<br />  AFW5: July 10th - 12th<br />  Nabraskon: November 6th - 9th<br /><br />I'm kind of looking for something in September... to keep with my every other month pattern.<br /><br />this is what i've come accross in the way of Con's happening in September:<br />AnimeFest<br />September 4-7, 2009 - Hyatt Regency Dallas, Dallas, TX<br /><br />Dragon*Con<br />September 4-7, 2009 - Atlanta Marriott Marquis, Hyatt Regency Atlanta,Atlanta Hilton, Atlanta, GA<br /><br />Kumoricon<br />September 5-7, 2009 - Hilton Portland & Executive Tower, Portland, OR<br /><br />*Nan Desu Kan<br />September 11-13, 2009 - Marriott Denver Tech Center, Denver, CO<br /><br />Anime Weekend Atlanta<br />September 18-20, 2009 - Renaissance Waverly Hotel & Cobb Galleria Centre, Atlanta, GA<br /><br />New York Anime Festival<br />September 25-27, 2009 - Jacob K. Javits Center, New York, NY <br /><br /><br />----ehh all of those are pretty far away... though going back to texas probably wouldn't be too bad... god i would kill to go to Dragon con.. but that would deffinately be one i'd have to fly to.. 15 hours is way too freaking long for me to drive! & the hotel & con would kill my pocketbook... i'll probably just enjoy my little gap of 4 months without a con to work on cosplays & commissions<br /><br />EDIT:Nan Desu Kan actually looks like it could ba very do-able. cheched out the hotel rates & wow... for a Standerd room it's only $99.00 a night!! (Insanely good price for Colorado!!) & for 3 night (ariving friday & leaving monday) it would only run $297.00!!!!! i freaking love colorado, havnt been there in about 5 years & would LOVE to go back!)& it's only a 6.5 hr drive from where i live now!<br /><br /><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.TickerFactory.com/#"><br /><img src="http://tickers.TickerFactory.com/ezt/d/4;16;2/st/20090313/e/Naka-Kon+%2709/dt/-1/k/263d/event.png"></img> WOOOHOOO!!! Almost here!!!!<br /><br /><br /><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.TickerFactory.com/#"><br /><img src="http://tickers.TickerFactory.com/ezt/d/4;14;4/st/20090529/e/A-Kon+20/dt/-1/k/cb11/event.png"></img>  <-- Deffinately going! (will be my first time in Texas)<br /><br /><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.TickerFactory.com/#"><br /><img src="http://tickers.TickerFactory.com/ezt/d/4;14;6/st/20090710/e/AFW5/dt/-1/k/90e0/event.png"></img> (cant wait! lol i'm sure my apartment will be packed with cosplayers!)<br /><br /><br /><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.TickerFactory.com/#"><br /><img src="http://tickers.TickerFactory.com/ezt/d/4;10728;3/st/20081113/e/Nebraskon/dt/-13/k/ffb1/blk-event.png"></img><br /><br />Current commissions list:<br /><br /><br />Roxas wig for: <a href="http://second-2-last.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/e/second-2-last.jpg?3" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconsecond-2-last:" title="second-2-last"/></a> (base wig ariving today, getting started styling tonight -Feb. 10th-)<br /> Roxas pants for <a href="http://cabbit13x.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/c/a/cabbit13x.gif?1" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconcabbit13x:" title="cabbit13x"/></a> -looking for patterns-<br />Roxas wig for <a href="http://kaishu256.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/k/a/kaishu256.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconkaishu256:" title="kaishu256"/></a></a></a></a></a> ]]></description>
                <author>~GothicLizzie</author>
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                <title>Tagged</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 28 Jan 2009 19:26:25 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ check out the KHCC website!! <a href="http://www.freewebs.com/kingdomheartscosplaycentral/index.htm">[link]</a><br /><br />1) I just lost the game, and so did you!<br /><br />2) Tag Started!(INTEGRATED FROM MYSPACE)<br />In this tag you must answer the following.<br />A)What color is you shirt?<br />Blue<br />B) Have you tripped this week?<br />ya.. over my dog<br />C)Did you click the button?<br />WHAT BUTTON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!<br /><br />Now, Who do you tag?<br />  ~cabbit13X <a href="http://cabbit13x.deviantart.com/">[link]</a><br />  XxJustXxAxXNobodyxX  <a href="http://xxjustxxaxxnobodyxx.deviantart.com/">[link]</a><br />    roxarosx  <a href="http://roxarosx.deviantart.com/">[link]</a><br /><br /><a href="http://www.TickerFactory.com/"><br /><img src="http://tickers.TickerFactory.com/ezt/d/4;16;2/st/20090313/e/Naka-Kon+%2709/dt/-1/k/263d/event.png"></img><br /><br /><br /><a href="http://www.TickerFactory.com/"><br /><img src="http://tickers.TickerFactory.com/ezt/d/4;10301;4/st/20090508/e/ACEN/dt/-1/k/f9ff/event.png"></img><br /><br /><br /><a href="http://www.TickerFactory.com/"><br /><img src="http://tickers.TickerFactory.com/ezt/d/4;14;4/st/20090529/e/A-Kon+20/dt/-1/k/cb11/event.png"></img>  <-- A huge gigantic maybe<br /><br /><br /><a href="http://www.TickerFactory.com/"><br /><img src="http://tickers.TickerFactory.com/ezt/d/4;14;6/st/20090710/e/AFW5/dt/-1/k/90e0/event.png"></img><br /><br /><br /><a href="http://www.TickerFactory.com/"><br /><img src="http://tickers.TickerFactory.com/ezt/d/4;10728;3/st/20081113/e/Nebraskon/dt/-13/k/ffb1/blk-event.png"></img><br /><br />Current commissions list:<br /><br /><br />Roxas wig for: <a href="http://second-2-last.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/e/second-2-last.jpg?3" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconsecond-2-last:" title="second-2-last"/></a><br /> Roxas pants for <a href="http://cabbit13x.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/c/a/cabbit13x.gif?1" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconcabbit13x:" title="cabbit13x"/></a><br />Roxas wig for <a href="http://kaishu256.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/k/a/kaishu256.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconkaishu256:" title="kaishu256"/></a></a></a></a></a></a> ]]></description>
                <author>~GothicLizzie</author>
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                <title>everythings coming together!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 18 Jan 2009 23:32:46 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ check out the KHCC website!! <a href="http://www.freewebs.com/kingdomheartscosplaycentral/index.htm">[link]</a><br /><br />everythings coming together For Naka-kon!!! -dances about- makes me sooo freaking happy!! <br /><br />i know its still a few months off but i'm gonna post this anyway<br /><br />Between 11 am & Noon (hopefully @ 11): Leave Salina & head to Manhattan<br />Between 12:11 & 1:11 arrive @ Axel's then head over & pick up Marly.<br />Between 2:15 & 3:15 Pick up Roxas in Ottawa.<br />then 50 min Later We're @ NAKA!!!! <br /><br /><br /><br />excuse the uber hyperness... blame the orange"soda" = combo of hi-C orange & sprite (cause mcdonalds is stupid & dosnt have a carbonated orange soda fountain drink!).. No caffeine but double the sugar content of a 20 oz coke . Sadly no pixie stix today.. i ate em all earlyer in the week <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /> <br />   Orange soda + Pixie stix = CRACK!! = better than an energy drink<br /><br /><br />cosplay progress:<br />Marluxia: Completed<br />Alice Cullen: 35% completed<br />Alice in wonderland: searching for fabric & deciding which wig to get<br /><br /><a href="http://www.TickerFactory.com/"><br /><img src="http://tickers.TickerFactory.com/ezt/d/4;16;2/st/20090313/e/Naka-Kon+%2709/dt/-1/k/263d/event.png"></img><br /><br /><br /><a href="http://www.TickerFactory.com/"><br /><img src="http://tickers.TickerFactory.com/ezt/d/4;10301;4/st/20090508/e/ACEN/dt/-1/k/f9ff/event.png"></img><br /><br /><br /><a href="http://www.TickerFactory.com/"><br /><img src="http://tickers.TickerFactory.com/ezt/d/4;14;4/st/20090529/e/A-Kon+20/dt/-1/k/cb11/event.png"></img>  <-- A huge gigantic maybe<br /><br /><br /><a href="http://www.TickerFactory.com/"><br /><img src="http://tickers.TickerFactory.com/ezt/d/4;14;6/st/20090710/e/AFW5/dt/-1/k/90e0/event.png"></img><br /><br /><br /><a href="http://www.TickerFactory.com/"><br /><img src="http://tickers.TickerFactory.com/ezt/d/4;10728;3/st/20081113/e/Nebraskon/dt/-13/k/ffb1/blk-event.png"></img><br /><br />Current commissions list:<br /><br /> Roxas pants for <a href="http://cabbit13x.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/c/a/cabbit13x.gif?1" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconcabbit13x:" title="cabbit13x"/></a><br />Roxas wig for: <a href="http://second-2-last.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/e/second-2-last.jpg?3" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconsecond-2-last:" title="second-2-last"/></a></a></a></a></a></a> ]]></description>
                <author>~GothicLizzie</author>
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                <title>Holy Freaking Moley!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 15 Jan 2009 00:36:16 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ check out the KHCC website!! <a href="http://www.freewebs.com/kingdomheartscosplaycentral/index.htm">[link]</a><br /><br />i just found out that Freaking PRIMER 55 is going to be playing a show in Salina (my home town) on Sunday!!!!!!! now i've gotta find someone to take my shift so i can go. cause ya... not missing out on that if i can help it, Primer 55 has been silent for the last 3 years, not touring, recording, nothing... & now there gonna play in podunk lil Salina, Ks!!! -spaz attack of doom- OMFG!!!!! -dies-<br /><br /><a href="http://www.TickerFactory.com/"><br /><img src="http://tickers.TickerFactory.com/ezt/d/4;16;2/st/20090313/e/Naka-Kon+%2709/dt/-1/k/263d/event.png"></img><br /><br /><br /><a href="http://www.TickerFactory.com/"><br /><img src="http://tickers.TickerFactory.com/ezt/d/4;10301;4/st/20090508/e/ACEN/dt/-1/k/f9ff/event.png"></img><br /><br /><br /><a href="http://www.TickerFactory.com/"><br /><img src="http://tickers.TickerFactory.com/ezt/d/4;14;4/st/20090529/e/A-Kon+20/dt/-1/k/cb11/event.png"></img>  <-- A huge gigantic maybe<br /><br /><br /><a href="http://www.TickerFactory.com/"><br /><img src="http://tickers.TickerFactory.com/ezt/d/4;14;6/st/20090710/e/AFW5/dt/-1/k/90e0/event.png"></img><br /><br /><br /><a href="http://www.TickerFactory.com/"><br /><img src="http://tickers.TickerFactory.com/ezt/d/4;10728;3/st/20081113/e/Nebraskon/dt/-13/k/ffb1/blk-event.png"></img><br /><br />Current commissions list:<br /><br /> Roxas pants for <a href="http://cabbit13x.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/c/a/cabbit13x.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconcabbit13x:" title="cabbit13x"/></a><br />Roxas wig for: <a href="http://second-2-last.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/e/second-2-last.gif?2" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconsecond-2-last:" title="second-2-last"/></a></a></a></a></a></a> ]]></description>
                <author>~GothicLizzie</author>
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                <title>old friends</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 04 Jan 2009 21:15:37 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ check out the KHCC website!! <a href="http://www.freewebs.com/kingdomheartscosplaycentral/index.htm">[link]</a><br /><br />so yesterday i drove up to wichita to go see one of my old friends/girlfriends. i hadnt seen her but for once in nearly 2 years, last time i saw her her daughter was only 8 month old, lil Chrissi is 2.5 now.<br /><br />Jessi & i went to applebees for dinner than later that nite we went out to Fantasys, which is a gay bar in Wichita... i had such a great time! the people were great & i couldnt help but gawk a lil bit at all the adorable gayboys! i was in a Yaoi fan girls paradice!!<br /><br />then thisafternoon we went & picked up my neice Chrissi from g-ma's house & i kid you not that lil girl knew who i was! her eyes lit up like a freaking Christmas tree & the biggist most adorable grin spread across her face & it made me realize just how much of her life i've already missed out on... even in just the short 22 months scene id seen her last...i missed hearing about her first steps, her first word.. all of that... & all because of my stupid ex-bf tony who hated her, & wouldnt let me see her even on her last night that she was in salina before she moved away.<br /><br />  I wont miss out on any more of my neices life <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> , considering that i'm moving to wichita in 6 months... first weekend of June i'll be completely moved there.<br /><br /><a href="http://www.TickerFactory.com/"><br /><img src="http://tickers.TickerFactory.com/ezt/d/4;16;2/st/20090313/e/Naka-Kon+%2709/dt/-1/k/263d/event.png"></img><br /><br /><br /><a href="http://www.TickerFactory.com/"><br /><img src="http://tickers.TickerFactory.com/ezt/d/4;10301;4/st/20090508/e/ACEN/dt/-1/k/f9ff/event.png"></img><br /><br /><br /><a href="http://www.TickerFactory.com/"><br /><img src="http://tickers.TickerFactory.com/ezt/d/4;14;4/st/20090529/e/A-Kon+20/dt/-1/k/cb11/event.png"></img>  <-- A huge gigantic maybe<br /><br /><br /><a href="http://www.TickerFactory.com/"><br /><img src="http://tickers.TickerFactory.com/ezt/d/4;14;6/st/20090710/e/AFW5/dt/-1/k/90e0/event.png"></img><br /><br /><br /><a href="http://www.TickerFactory.com/"><br /><img src="http://tickers.TickerFactory.com/ezt/d/4;10728;3/st/20081113/e/Nebraskon/dt/-13/k/ffb1/blk-event.png"></img><br /><br />Current commissions list:<br /><br /> Roxas pants for <a href="http://cabbit13x.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/c/a/cabbit13x.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconcabbit13x:" title="cabbit13x"/></a><br />Roxas wig for: <a href="http://second-2-last.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/e/second-2-last.jpg?1" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconsecond-2-last:" title="second-2-last"/></a></a></a></a></a></a> ]]></description>
                <author>~GothicLizzie</author>
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                <title>Cosplay Quiz</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 01 Jan 2009 22:53:45 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ check out the KHCC website!! <a href="http://www.freewebs.com/kingdomheartscosplaycentral/index.htm">[link]</a><br /><br />A cosplay quiz I stole from <a href="http://xxjustxxaxxnobodyxx.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/x/x/xxjustxxaxxnobodyxx.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconxxjustxxaxxnobodyxx:" title="xxjustxxaxxnobodyxx"/></a> because I'm beond bored.<br /><br /><br />- What is your cosplay alias?<br />MarMar or Alice<br /><br />- How many years have you cosplayed?<br />uh.... lets see first time i ever cosplayed i was 9 @ a star trek con... so uh.. like 15 years. started cosplaying @ anime cons about a year ago<br /><br />- How did you get into cosplaying?<br />my mom, she was & still is a Trekie. we would go to Star trek cons like 4, 5, 6 times a year. <br /><br />- What was your first convention and how did it go?<br />gah it was 15 years ago i dont remember... well aside from meating Marina Sirtis <a href="http://www.imdb.com/media/rm3112409088/nm0000642">[link]</a> , she is insanely nice.<br /> My first Anime con Was Naka-Kon 08 & is was amazing (aside from sharing a room with 3 guys who were either drunk or high 95% of the time) i met so many new friends including Amber, Sage, Cori-chan, amanda... & so many others<br /><br />- How many cons have you been to?<br />i dont remember how many i went to with my mom. anime con wise i've been to 3 : Naka-Kon, AFW, & Nebraskon<br /><br />- How many cosplays have you done?<br />uhh.. probably about 10, but i'm not really sure. I start costumes and sometimes don't finish them, or they dont turn out how i want them so they get scrapped. <br /><br />[[Your Cosplays]]<br /><br />- What was your first cosplay and why did you choose it? -gonna go only Anime/games from here on-<br />Aerith Gainsborough FF7. my hair was already the exact same cut as hers & close to the same shade so i dyed it slightly darker. & her costume looked simple enough... was one of those easyer said than done deals though.<br /><br />- What is your favorite cosplay you've done so far?<br />Marluxia from KH:2  the org XIII coat is nice & comfey & my wig is absolutely perfect for him<br /><br />- What is your least favorite you've cosplayed?<br />havnt really had a least favorite yet<br /><br />- What cosplay is the most uncomfortable?<br />Aerith... i had gaind a bit of weight right before the con so i had to wear a waist cincher under my dress & because of the severe inward curvature of my spine (stupid herridatary defect) the stays in the waist cincher were constently digging into my back & the dress was too short<br /><br />[[Process]]<br /><br />- How do you research the cosplay before you make it?<br /> I usually do characters I know well, i studdy my reference pictures extensively & talk to other cosplayers who have done the same character in the past to see if they have any sugestions as to what patterns to use & the like<br /><br />- Do you sew your cosplays yourself?<br />Yep i've sewn every one of them myself Including my Ex-BF's full Moogle cosplay<br /><br />- If so, how did you learn to sew? If not, do you plan to learn?<br />my mom taught me the basics & i took Home Economics in Jr. High, from there i pretty much just figured stuff out on my own<br /><br />- Do you make your own props?<br />the 1 prob i had was Aerith's flower basket & that was just a random basket i had lyeing about & some flowers & sparkly bobbles tossed in<br /><br />- If so, how did you learn to? If not, do you plan to learn?<br />i'm teaching myself how to build large fomcoar props following tutorials<br /><br />- Do you style your own wigs?<br />yaps... & i do wig commissions too<br /><br />- What other skills do you use to create your cosplays?<br />my eye for the smallist details, look @ my org Jackets to see what i mean.. i even tracked down Gigantic zippers that matched the ingame renders<br /><br />- What skill has been most useful for making your cosplay?<br />lol the fact that i can pull 2 complete cosplays out of my ass in under 2 weeks<br /><br />- What is the hardest thing when making a cosplay?<br />Making something from scratch<br /><br />- What was the biggest screw up you've had making a cosplay?<br />sewing things together the wrong way<br /><br />- How often do you injure yourself while making a cosplay?<br />Not too often<br /><br />[[Budget]]<br /><br />- On average, how much will you spend on cosplay in one year?<br />no idea really.... i usually look for sales on Fabric & patterns, & occaisionally fabric dye as well<br /><br />- Do you try to stay cheap or do you splurge on materials?<br />Cheeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaaap<br /><br />[[Conventions]]<br /><br />- What is your favorite convention?<br />i'd have to say Naka-Kon... cause it runs 24hours aday ... if u cant sleep u can go watch some anime<br /><br />- What conventions have you gone to?<br />Naka 08, AFW4, Nebraskon 08. upcomming cons are: Naka 09, A-kon 09, AFW5, Nebraskon 09, & hopefull... ]]></description>
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                <title>xmas break</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 29 Dec 2008 22:02:36 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ check out the KHCC website!! <a href="http://www.freewebs.com/kingdomheartscosplaycentral/index.htm">[link]</a><br /><br />this holiday season has been great!<br /><br />on the 19th one of my best friends came home & will be here for 3 whole weeks! we've known each other since like the 6th grade, & of course because she's home & its the holiday season there has been much Drunkenness & partying lol.<br /><br />i was soo happy Christmas morning to open my sewing machine!! it was the exact one i wanted. this is one step further to being able to take on Cosplay Costume Commissions! that will really be able to get under way once i've moved & have space to spread out all my sewing stuff!! <br /><br />Ohh i cannot wait to move! i want to be in my own place again so i can actually have people over (partys dont work so well when your mother goes to bed @ like 11:45!) another plus to moving is that i'll be like an hour closer to Antjea (she's living 3 hours from where i currently am)...it's kind of funny actually i thought when i moved i'd know a few people there but it turns out that My Demyx is going to be going to WSU in the fall along with his best friend & one of my "lil sisters" might be moving to wichita as well to help out her Aunt who's recently divorced with her 3 kids. & i just know that Bret, Phillip & Allie are going to wind up @ Cori & i's place all the time... Ugh i've gotta teach Bret how to do his laundry... Seriously the boy is 17 & cant do his laundry!!! that's ridiculous!!<br /><br />ack.. end rant.. lol<br /><br />Heading for wichita in the morning to go see Cori-chan & take some cosplay pics!! Yay!!!<br /><br /><a href="http://www.TickerFactory.com/"><br /><img src="http://tickers.TickerFactory.com/ezt/d/4;16;2/st/20090313/e/Naka-Kon+%2709/dt/-1/k/263d/event.png"></img><br /><br /><br /><br /><a href="http://www.TickerFactory.com/"><br /><img src="http://tickers.TickerFactory.com/ezt/d/4;14;4/st/20090529/e/A-Kon+20/dt/-1/k/cb11/event.png"></img><br /><a href="http://www.TickerFactory.com/"><br /><img src="http://tickers.TickerFactory.com/ezt/d/4;14;6/st/20090710/e/AFW5/dt/-1/k/90e0/event.png"></img><br /><br /><br /><a href="http://www.TickerFactory.com/"><br /><img src="http://tickers.TickerFactory.com/ezt/d/4;10728;3/st/20081113/e/Nebraskon/dt/-13/k/ffb1/blk-event.png"></img></a></a></a></a> ]]></description>
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                <title>this weekend!</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 09 Dec 2008 19:55:49 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ check out the KHCC website!! <a href="http://www.freewebs.com/kingdomheartscosplaycentral/index.htm">[link]</a><br /><br />going to wichita again this weekend to see Cori-chan!! <br /><br />leaving salina around 1:00 on Friday & will be back sunday before i have to be @ work @ 4:45<br /><br />Host club tea @ East High on Friday @ 3:30!! *squeeeeee*<br /> - i so wish my high school had had an Anime club! but we didnt... cause Salina south is just stupid like that....<br /><br />expect MarVexen Pics come monday or tuesday!<br /> - including some xmas themed ones! hopefully their'll still be some snow on the ground by the time the weekend rolls around for a few of the shots i have loosely planned in my head!<br /><br />so i finally figured out what bread my lil Spaz puppy is (he was a stray) he's a Carin Terrier (same breed as ToTo from wizard of Oz)  the lil guy got to experiance snow for the first time today... it was adorable.. he had a blast pouncing on the itty bitty snow drifts, we didnt get a whole lot of snow... not even an inch i dont think.  he apparently loves the snow, though he hates his coat- its been super cold here lately so yes having the lil tyke wear clothes is necessary - constantly attacking the fake fur trim around the hood.<br /><br />his name has finally been desided to officially be Spaz Chaos Ashen-Brenner<br /><br />*edit* <br />ZOMG! i hit 6,000 pageviews sometime recently!!!<br /><br /><a href="http://www.TickerFactory.com/"><br /><img src="http://tickers.TickerFactory.com/ezt/d/4;16;2/st/20090313/e/Naka-Kon+%2709/dt/-1/k/263d/event.png"></img><br /><br /><br /><br /><a href="http://www.TickerFactory.com/"><br /><img src="http://tickers.TickerFactory.com/ezt/d/4;14;4/st/20090529/e/A-Kon+20/dt/-1/k/cb11/event.png"></img><br /><a href="http://www.TickerFactory.com/"><br /><img src="http://tickers.TickerFactory.com/ezt/d/4;14;6/st/20090710/e/AFW5/dt/-1/k/90e0/event.png"></img><br /><br /><br /><a href="http://www.TickerFactory.com/"><br /><img src="http://tickers.TickerFactory.com/ezt/d/4;10728;3/st/20081113/e/Nebraskon/dt/-13/k/ffb1/blk-event.png"></img></a></a></a></a> ]]></description>
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                <title>got tagged by Kaia-ibayo</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 05 Dec 2008 13:31:37 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ check out the KHCC website!! <a href="http://www.freewebs.com/kingdomheartscosplaycentral/index.htm">[link]</a><br /><br />A<br />- Available: yes<br />- Age: 24<br />- Animal: Cat, Dog, Wolf, Horse<br /><br />B<br />- Birthday/Birthplace: 4/20/1984 Salina Regional Health Center<br />- Best Friends: Cori, Misha, Laura K, Miranda, Bret, Steph B, .....uhh wow.. seems like my circle of BFF has gottin lots smaller...<br />- Best feeling in the world: Knowing that ur wanted/needed/loved, & having love something that you made for them<br />- Best weather: Around 70 with no clouds.....<br />- Been in Love: Who hasn't?<br />- Been on stage?: Yes<br />- Believe in yourself?: sometimes...<br />- Believe in life on other planets: Yes...we cant be the only ones<br />- Believe in miracles: yes<br />- Believe in Magic: Yes<br />- Believe in God: Not  the one christian god... i'm Polytheistic (Believe in more than one god/goddess)<br />- Believe in Santa: Only so he can bring me gifts XD<br />- Believe in Ghosts/spirits: Yes! <br /><br />C<br />- Car: 2003 Dodge Neon... I LOVE my car!!<br />- Colour: Blue or Purple  @ the moment... love neon green too<br />- Cried in school: Yes<br />- Chocolate/Vanilla: both<br />- Chinese/Mexican: I like both<br />- Cake or pie: Cake! no... Pie.... Ugh! Both!!! even though i dont need either one!<br /><br />D<br />- Day or Night: night<br />- Danced: yaps... goin on 23 years of dance<br />- Dance in the rain: yaps... gah that was a awefull performance @  Rolling Hills Wildelife Reffuge.. our Feather Boas looked like drownd rats after that!<br /><br />E<br />- Eyes: Blue.. but they chance color from time to time<br />- Everyone has a: tallent... they just have to find it<br />- Ever failed a class?: yeps..<br /><br />F<br />- First crush: Nuh Hun... not telling<br />- Full name: Lisette Renee & if you truely know me you already know my last name<br />- First thoughts waking up: where's spaz? (my puppy)<br /><br />G<br />- Greatest Fear: not being loved<br />- Giver or taker: Both...i dont like taking unless i give something back<br />- Gum: 5<br /><br />H<br />- Hair Colour: Faded burgandy & black<br />- Height: 4'11.75"<br />- Happy: Oh....ull know when im happy XD, cause i'll be hyper as fuck<br />- How do you want to die: in my sleep as an old lady<br />- Health freak?: not really.... but sometimes<br />- Hate: Cheators, being cheated on, being lied to, homophobes, & people who try to force their religion on you<br /><br />I<br />- Ice Cream: Peanut butter cup! or Banana pecan frozen yogurt<br />- Instrument: Gutar<br /><br />J<br />- Jewelry: yes. my goddess pendant, pent, rainbow ring, pent ring. & rainbow ribbon tied around my right wrist.<br />- Job: Current: McDonald's. Future: hopefully in a salon, or hottoppic when i move to Wichita<br /><br />K<br />- Kids: some day<br />- Keep a journal?: ya, this one... & my dream journal<br /><br />L<br />- Letter: o.O? um..idk lol<br />- Laughed so hard you cried: XD Yes<br />- Love at first sight: Yes<br /><br />M<br />- Milk flavor: chocolate... but i'm allergic to milk<br />- Movie: Twilight!!!! Harry Potter (all), Eragon, To Wong Foo- thanks for everything, Connie & Carla, Interview with a Vampire, FF7:advent Children<br />- Mooned anyone: lol long time ago....<br />- Motion sickness: not usually.. unless ive got a godawefull migrane<br />- McDÂs or BK: Mickey D's<br /><br />N<br />- Number of Siblings: Adopted: 10 Bilogical: 3(deceased)<br />- Number of Piercings: 2, getting more eventually<br />- Number: 13<br /><br />O<br />- Overused Phrases: idk<br />- One wish: make more $ so i can save enough to pay off my credit card & for the upcomming cons & to move<br /><br />P<br />- Place youÂd like to live in: wichita, moving there in may<br />- Pepsi/Coke: Pepsi.. i'm addicted..seriously<br /><br />Q<br />- Questionnaires: o.O? what about em?<br /><br />R<br />- Reason to cry: Lonelyness, depression.... bi-polar disorder going haywire<br />- Radio Station: 95.1 but i usually listend to my sterio<br />- Roll your tongue in a circle?: Yes<br /><br />S<br />- Song: Sweet Transvestite, or I caught myself by Paramore<br />- Shoe size: 7<br />- Skipped school: Yes.. in colledge<br />- Slept outside: XD Yes, gotta love camping!<br />- Sports: swimming<br />- Seen a dead body?: Yes<br />- Smoked?: used to... only when stressed<br />- Swear?: XD ya<br />- Shower daily?: Yes<br />- Sing well?:used to... but a severe viral infection fucked up my vocal cords<br />- Stuffed Animals?: XD ya.... PLUSHIES!!!<br />- Single/Group dates: Single, doubble dates are good sometimes too<br />- Strawberries/Blueberries: Both!!! Mmmm yummy strawberry pocky & blueberry pocky!!<br /><br />T<br />- Time for bed: Whenever im tired<br />- TV: Animal Planet, food network, what ever chanel it is that runns NCIS or CSI, SciFi<br />- Touch your tongue to your nose?: Nope<br /><br />V<br />- Vegetable you hate: aspagagus<br />- Vegetable you love: Corn, or carrots<br... ]]></description>
                <author>~GothicLizzie</author>
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                <title>so glad</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 30 Nov 2008 18:05:30 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ check out the KHCC website!! <a href="http://www.freewebs.com/kingdomheartscosplaycentral/index.htm">[link]</a><br /><br />that things are back to normal... <br /><br />& insanely happy to be back in Kansas.. not that i dont like nebraska, but i hate the way half of my family treats me, especially my grandmother, i'm the oldest girl in the family (2nd oldest grandkid) & she treats me like shit, honestly... i mean calling me fat besause i'm eating veggies & dip & the exact same stuff that the entire family was eating befor our thanksgiving meal was just uncalled for, i am by no means fat! i only weigh 133 for heavens sake!!! & thats a good 30 lbs less than i weighed last thanksgiving! so i spent the better part of thanksgiving hiding in my grandmother's basement being terrorized by my little cousin Alex, i swear the lil boy is half demon or something!  he kept banging on my knees with a toy hammer! & attacking me with the toy saw from this toy woodworking bench All while grinning & laughing like a crazed lunatic, it was actually slightly frightening because he was getting so much enjoyment out of it, i just hope we dont have a budding psychopath on our hands, he's only 4!!<br /><br /><a href="http://www.TickerFactory.com/"><br /><img src="http://tickers.TickerFactory.com/ezt/d/4;16;2/st/20090313/e/Naka-Kon+%2709/dt/-1/k/263d/event.png"></img><br /><br /><br /><br /><a href="http://www.TickerFactory.com/"><br /><img src="http://tickers.TickerFactory.com/ezt/d/4;14;4/st/20090529/e/A-Kon+20/dt/-1/k/cb11/event.png"></img><br /><a href="http://www.TickerFactory.com/"><br /><img src="http://tickers.TickerFactory.com/ezt/d/4;14;6/st/20090710/e/AFW5/dt/-1/k/90e0/event.png"></img><br /><br /><br /><a href="http://www.TickerFactory.com/"><br /><img src="http://tickers.TickerFactory.com/ezt/d/4;10728;3/st/20081113/e/Nebraskon/dt/-13/k/ffb1/blk-event.png"></img></a></a></a></a> ]]></description>
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                <title>I'm always...</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 26 Nov 2008 15:20:52 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ check out the KHCC website!! <a href="http://www.freewebs.com/kingdomheartscosplaycentral/index.htm">[link]</a><br /><br />always here<br />no matter what<br />i understand, everyone has their own issues<br />but i miss talking to you/txting you<br />take all the time you need<br />I'll still be here.<br /><br />I'm sorry if it seemed things were going in a different direction, that's never what i intended. i just have a tendency to get emotionally attached to my friends pretty quickly, so pulling away the way you did hurt, but its ok i understand you need time....take all the time you need & contact me when your ready.<br /><br /><a href="http://www.TickerFactory.com/"><br /><img src="http://tickers.TickerFactory.com/ezt/d/4;16;2/st/20090313/e/Naka-Kon+%2709/dt/-1/k/263d/event.png"></img><br /><br /><br /><br /><a href="http://www.TickerFactory.com/"><br /><img src="http://tickers.TickerFactory.com/ezt/d/4;14;4/st/20090529/e/A-Kon+20/dt/-1/k/cb11/event.png"></img><br /><a href="http://www.TickerFactory.com/"><br /><img src="http://tickers.TickerFactory.com/ezt/d/4;14;6/st/20090710/e/AFW5/dt/-1/k/90e0/event.png"></img><br /><br /><br /><a href="http://www.TickerFactory.com/"><br /><img src="http://tickers.TickerFactory.com/ezt/d/4;10728;3/st/20081113/e/Nebraskon/dt/-13/k/ffb1/blk-event.png"></img></a></a></a></a> ]]></description>
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                <title>people make me crazy</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 24 Nov 2008 20:29:37 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ check out the KHCC website!! <a href="http://www.freewebs.com/kingdomheartscosplaycentral/index.htm">[link]</a><br /><br />-strangled scream- Freaking morons dont you realize that suicide is the cowards way out!!! <br /><br />so my ex boyfriend just decided to be extremely stupid & retarded & tried to end it all.... & was busted by the Family (his adoptive family) i just got off the phone from giving him a gigantic lecture about how he's not a coward & that while yes some of us refuse to be there for him any more there are obviously still people who care... & that's going to take a freaking long time to repair/regain my brother Zach & I's trust.<br /><br /><br />also....<br /><br /> its been brought to my attention lately that i have a tendency to come one too strong when it comes to new friendships, to the point where other people think that there's something going on between the other person & i (other than friendship)... & i seem to smother people.. so if some of you don't hear from me as much as you used to it's cause I'm backing off... i don't want to scare people off .... I'm just a fiercely loyal & protective person when it comes to my friends... just know that i love you all & I'm sorry if I'm freaking anyone out....  as part of my backing off you may not here from me till after thanksgiving unless I'm going absolutely insane being with my family. <br /><br />& those of you that know me well... you know how hard it is for me not to txt.....<br /><br /><br />I love you all, Lizzie<br /><br /><a href="http://www.TickerFactory.com/"><br /><img src="http://tickers.TickerFactory.com/ezt/d/4;16;2/st/20090313/e/Naka-Kon+%2709/dt/-1/k/263d/event.png"></img><br /><br /><br /><br /><a href="http://www.TickerFactory.com/"><br /><img src="http://tickers.TickerFactory.com/ezt/d/4;10728;3/st/20081113/e/Nebraskon/dt/-13/k/ffb1/blk-event.png"></img></a></a> ]]></description>
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                <title>things are looking up</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 20 Nov 2008 11:18:40 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ check out the KHCC website!! <a href="http://www.freewebs.com/kingdomheartscosplaycentral/index.htm">[link]</a><br /><br />so ya got back from Nebraskon on Sunday! it was Epic!... well aside from Lex driving me up the walls...but that's normal... <br /><br />met lots of awesome peoples! like KHCC's Zexion! & the Axel's, Larxene & Demyx/Marly that we hung out with, you guys were great!! i've got soo many pics & vids to upload... all of which can be found here <a href="http://smg.photobucket.com/albums/v513/Gothic_Lizzie/Nebraskon%2008/">[link]</a><br /><br />tonight's the Twilight premire!! i'm heading to wichita in about an hour and 15 min to go see it with Cori <a href="http://xxjustxxaxxnobodyxx.deviantart.com/">[link]</a><br /><br />havnt seen her sence monday when i took her back after Nebraskon... i hate Hate HATE being away from her... she's become one of my best friends in the whole world & i honestly dont know what i'd do without her & i dont want to know what i'd do either.  I cant wait til i move to wichita in may!!<br /><br />in regards to moving... i desided today that i think i'm going to try to get a job out @ tonys pizza here in town.. Mcdonalds just isn't really cutting it any more... but idk.. i'd possabbly have a harder time getting the time off that i need for cons working ther.. we'll see. the $ would be great though... depending on what blast your working you can make like $500 a week! & they get paid weekly!  if i got the job out there i could have plenty of $ saved up to move & for cons too... but who knows whats gonna happen...<br /><br />ohh & another update! I get to keep my lil spaz puppy!!! (he's currently curled up in my laundry basket gnawing on his bone) i love my lil Demyx-puppy-Chan he's so adorable! my parents are already super attached to him after only 2 weeks! came home from Nebraska to find him wearing a hand knit dog sweater that my mom made for him. he's so tiny.. half of his toys are as big as his head! lol<br /><br /><a href="http://www.TickerFactory.com/"><br /><img src="http://tickers.TickerFactory.com/ezt/d/4;10728;3/st/20081113/e/Nebraskon/dt/-13/k/ffb1/blk-event.png"></img></a> ]]></description>
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                <title>the past couple days have been nutz</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 10 Nov 2008 21:27:05 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ check out the KHCC website!! <a href="http://www.freewebs.com/kingdomheartscosplaycentral/index.htm">[link]</a><br /><br />so the past few days have been quite interesting...<br /><br />friday night while driving to a friends house i nearly ran over a lil puppy who was sitting in the middle of the road.. luckily i was able to stop in time. i got out of the car to make sure it was ok & discovered that it was a time lil Yorkie puppy who cant be more than a few months old (he's still teething) he was soo scared & cold & i just didnt have the heart to call the animal shelter so i brought him home. i've named him spaz, because he truely is a spaz. <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/103173994/"><img src="http://th08.deviantart.com/fs39/150/i/2008/314/0/5/Spaz_the_puppy_by_GothicLizzie.jpg" width="150" height="113" /></a></span></span>  unfortuneately i dont think i'm going to get to keep him (epic sad face) i have 5 cats & he loves to terrorize them. he even litterly scared the poop out of one of them. he's soo damn cute! i wanna keep him!<br /><br />I've been working my ass off to finish up 2 Org XIII coats before nebraskon on the 14th<br /><br /><br />yesterday i got some horrible news, My friend Brandi who lived in Ark City died on friday (the same day that her older brother graduated from Basic Training) we were told that it was an apparent suicide.  today they released her autopsy report & they ruled out suicide... but now they suspect foul play. translation, they think she was murdered. i might be going to Ark City tuesday for her feuneral... i say i might not be going because thats nearly 6 hours of driving & i dont have the cash for gas.<br /><br />On a positive note thursday i go pick up Cori after she gets out of school & bring her back to salina! i cant wait to see her again!  then friday afternoon we're heading for Nebraska with 2 more of my friends for Nebraskon, i've never been to this particular con before so it'll be something new... we'll be meeting my cousin michael while were @ the con & hopefully i'll get to see my cousin Steph as well while we're there as she goes to UNL & the con is being held on the UNL campus. she should hopefully be able to point us to come good cheep places to eat, & i can garentee she'll point us to the mall as well.. girls a shop-a-holic<br /><br />Grr damn thing wont let me change my mood!!!<br /><br /><br />edit: And it gets even worse...<br /><br /><br />today i broke up with my boyfriend because i found out he cheated on me with one of my friends. my trust has been severely dammaged & it's going to take time for me to repair my trust with her & longer yet to repair trust with him if its even possable.... <br /><br />i learned a hard lessen again today.. just because you can trust somebody & just because they say they love dosn't always mean their telling the truth. -sigh-<br /><br /><a href="http://www.TickerFactory.com/"><br /><img src="http://tickers.TickerFactory.com/ezt/d/4;10728;3/st/20081113/e/Nebraskon/dt/-13/k/ffb1/blk-event.png"></img></a> ]]></description>
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                <title>Crazyness</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 12 Oct 2008 23:48:09 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ check out the KHCC website!! <a href="http://www.freewebs.com/kingdomheartscosplaycentral/index.htm">[link]</a><br /><br />so ya... some of ya may have noticed that I've been a bit scarce lately... life's been crazy... I've got my new car & I'm loving it!! she drives like a dream.. I've named her Etolie which means Star in French it's quite the fitting name.. she sparkles like a star in the sun he color somewhat shifting between Blue & black. I'm in the process of outfitting her with skulls & such & my boyfriend is adding a few Neon's in the Interior. XD!!! (Black Lights & Blue neon's!!)<br /><br />Ya i said boyfriend.. lol I'm seeing someone new.. he's a wonderful man! i met him a lil over 6 months ago when he started working @ my McDonalds. he & i had slowly been becoming friends, I'd felt this strange pull to him from the moment i set eyes on him... like I'd known him my whole life... now i don't know how many of you believe in past lives & reincarnation but i do, & so dose he... through talking about our past lives we realized that we were married in a past life, back in the days of Stonehenge!<br /><br />He's even Found a Photography school for me!! down side... Its in Texas... Up side it's only for a week in May! its a super intensive professional photography course being taught by like 10 professors all for under $600 & that includes all of your meals!!!! <br /><br />Upcomming events:<br /><br />  Oct 18th: Great Plains Rennassance Festival in Wichita... I'll deffinately be there!! only the one day though.. realized i have to get my tags for my new car from this check! & i have to go to wichita again the next friday<br /> Oct 23: heading to Wichita after i get off work @ 11Pm <br /> Oct: 24th Court in wichita (for Boyfriend) @ 8am! Sister flies in from California to the Wichita Airport @ 11pm!!!!   I'm soo super excited she's coming home! i havnt seen her in over 3 years!!<br /><br />Nov 13: pick up Cori In wichita & come back to salina<br />Nov 14 - 16: NEBRASKON!!! we'll be leaving here sometime after noon cause i cant pick up my check that day til 10am<br /><br />Mar 13 - 15: NAKA-KON!!!!<br /><br /><a href="http://www.TickerFactory.com/"><br /><img src="http://tickers.TickerFactory.com/ezt/d/4;10728;3/st/20081113/e/Nebraskon/dt/-13/k/ffb1/blk-event.png"></img></a> ]]></description>
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                <title>Life, upcomming events &amp; con season plans!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 27 Sep 2008 22:59:26 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ check out the KHCC website!! <a href="http://www.freewebs.com/kingdomheartscosplaycentral/index.htm">[link]</a><br /><br />Edit:<br /><br /> I got my car today!!!! -dance of epic joy!!!!-<br /><br />~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~<br /><br />WOOT!! told mom the other day that i had made up my mind & desided on the '03 Dodge neon!! we're going to goo look @ it again tomorrow after the Parade & see about taking it down to out Machanic to have them check it out & make sure everything under the hood is all in proper working order  XD!! & if it is then we start the loan process!! -squeeeeeeeee- & with mom co-signing it's going to be no big deal to get it. so i'll have a car by October!! <br /><br />-epic happy dance of joy-<br /><br />& because i'll have my own car by october i'll be able to go to the Great plains Ren Faire in Wichita on Oct. 18th & 19th!! i need to see about signing up to volunteer!<br /><br />October:<br />  Oct 18th & 19th in wichita for Ren faire!!<br />  Oct 20th Andrew comes home from his Army training!!!! Omg i cant wait for him to be home again!!! we're throwing him a welcome home party @ misha's house!!<br /><br /><br />Nebraskon: November 14 - 16:<br />  found out the other day that poor Demmy-kun cant go with us after all he has a DECA conference for school that weekend -epic sad face- poor boy's still a con virgin!! (this will be solved by Naka-kon!!) so it'll be: Myself, Cori <a href="http://xxjustxxaxxnobodyxx.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/x/x/xxjustxxaxxnobodyxx.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconxxjustxxaxxnobodyxx:" title="xxjustxxaxxnobodyxx"/></a> & Sage <a href="http://x-sage-x.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/x/_/x-sage-x.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconx-sage-x:" title="x-sage-x"/></a> & very-possibly-almost-definitely Misha who is KHCC's Lexaerus. if Misha does go with we'll likely spend the following few days in Wichita shopping & such as she'll be taking a weeks vacation! XD!! <br /><br />after Nebraskon i've got a couple months off from Cons again til March for Naka-kon<br /><br />there's a  chance the week following Naka Misha & i might be up in the Lake of the Ozarks area for Vacation but we're not sure just yet....because if Demy does finally get to go to a con with me then i'll have to bring him back...unless he, Larxy, & Xion go on the Lake of the Ozarks Vacation w/ Lex & i. we were already planning on taking Larxy & Xion <br /><br /><br /><br />& wow this is a long journal..... i'm off to find some Anime to watch!! or maybe go play SC2!!<br /><br /><a href="http://www.TickerFactory.com/"><br /><img src="http://tickers.TickerFactory.com/ezt/d/4;10728;3/st/20081113/e/Nebraskon/dt/-13/k/ffb1/blk-event.png"></img></a> ]]></description>
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                <title>Nebraskon</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 17 Sep 2008 21:34:38 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ check out the KHCC website!! <a href="http://www.freewebs.com/kingdomheartscosplaycentral/index.htm">[link]</a><br /><br />Plans for Nebraskon are going well. Got cori & i's tickets ordered... & i'll be calling to book our hotel room probably tomorrow.<br /><br />I need to email my aunt & let her know about the slight change in plans that would be us leaving here on Friday @ noon instead of Thursday.<br /><br />I need to get my butt in gear & finish my Org coat & the Modifications to my lolita outfit...<br /><br /><br />& the greatist news of all is that i might have my new car as soon as Sunday!!!!!<br /><br />Its a Beautiful Charcoal Gray Metallic 2003 Dodge Neon....<br /><br /><a href="http://www.TickerFactory.com/"><br /><img src="http://tickers.TickerFactory.com/ezt/d/4;10728;3/st/20081113/e/Nebraskon/dt/-13/k/ffb1/blk-event.png"></img></a> ]]></description>
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                <title>Quiz thinga-ma-bobber stolen from Kaia-Ibayo</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 03 Sep 2008 12:58:17 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ check out the KHCC website!! <a href="http://www.freewebs.com/kingdomheartscosplaycentral/index.htm">[link]</a><br /><br />Info<br />[ x] I am shorter than 5'4.<br />[x] I think I'm ugly sometimes.<br />[x] I have many scars.<br />[ ] I tan easily. (not anymore )<br />[ x] I wish my hair was a different color. (sometimes )<br />[x ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.<br />[ ] I have a tattoo. (Meh, I want one... Really, really badly. )<br />[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance. (Surgery, anyone? XD )<br />[x ] I have/I've had braces.<br />[ x] I wear glasses.  <br />[x] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free. (I'm just that desperate... )<br />[x] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.<br />[ ] I have more than 2 piercing.<br />[ ] I have piercing in places besides my ears.<br />[] I have freckles. (Eh, comes with the territory. )<br /><br />Family/Home Life<br />[x] I've sworn at my parents.<br />[x] I've run away from home. (When I was little... I came back though when I got hungry. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/animesweat.gif" width="19" height="19" alt="^^;" title="Sweating a little..." /> )<br />[x] I've been kicked out of the house. (Damn father... )<br />[x] My biological parents are together. (I wish, you lucky bastards. )<br />[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.<br />[x] I want to have kids someday. ( F-ing No. Never. Not me. )<br />[ x] I've lost a child. (2x)<br /><br />School/Work<br />[] I'm in school<br />[x] I have a job. (about to?)<br />[x] I've fallen asleep at work/school.<br />[ ] I almost always do my homework. (Heck no... )<br />[x] I've missed a week or more of school. <br />[ ] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years.<br />[] I failed more than 1 class last year. (Ugh, hell... )<br />[x] I've stolen something from my job. ( French Fries!!)<br />[ x] I've been fired.<br /><br />Embarrassment<br />[x] I've slipped out an "lol" in a spoken conversation.<br />[x] Disney movies still make me cry.<br />[ ] I've peed from laughing.<br />[x] I've snorted while laughing.<br />[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.<br />[x] I've glued my hand to something.<br />[ x] I've had my pants rip in public.<br /><br />Health<br />[ ] I was born with a disease/impairment<br />[x] I've gotten stitches/staples. (I blame both my brother and bumper cars... *sighs* )<br />[ x] I've broken a bone (pinky)<br />[ ] I've had my tonsils removed.<br />[x] I've sat in a doctorÂs office/emergency room with a friend. (many times...to many to count )<br />[ ] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.<br />[ ] I had a serious surgery.<br />[x] I've had chicken pox. <br />[ ] I've had measles<br /><br />Traveling<br />[x ] I've driven over 200 miles in one day.<br />[ ] I've been on a plane.<br />[ ] I've been to Canada.<br />[ ] I've been to Mexico.<br />[ ] I've been to Niagara Falls.<br />[ ] I've been to Japan.<br />[ ] I've celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.<br />[ ] I've been to Europe.<br />[ ] I've been to Africa.<br /><br />Experiences<br />[x] I've gotten lost in my city.<br />[x] I've seen a shooting star.<br />[x] I've wished on a shooting star<br />[x] I've seen a meteor shower.<br />[x] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.<br />[x] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator.<br />[x] I've kicked a guy where it hurts.<br />[ ] I've been to a casino.<br />[ ] I've been skydiving.<br />[x ] I've gone skinny dipping. ( XD! )<br />[x] I've played spin the bottle. ( XD ! Oh yes! )<br />[ ] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.<br />[x] I've crashed a car.<br />[ ] I've been Skiing.<br />[x] I've been in a play.<br />[x] I've met someone in person from myspace.<br />[x] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.<br />[ ] I've seen the Northern lights.<br />[x] I've sat on a roof top at night.<br />[x] I've played chicken.<br />[x] I've played a prank on someone.<br />[] I've ridden in a taxi.<br />[x] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.<br />[ ] I've eaten sushi.<br />[] I've been snowboarding.<br /><br />Relationships<br />[x ] I'm single.<br />[] I'm in a relationship<br />[ ] I'm engaged.<br />[ ] I'm married.<br />[ x] I've gone on a blind date.<br />[ ] I've been the dumped more than the dumper.<br />[x] I miss someone right now. (ya & its kinda stupid)<br />[x] I have a fear of abandonment. ( ... )<br />[ ] I've gotten divorced.<br />[x] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.<br />[x] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.<br />[x] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.<br />[x] I've kept something from a past relationship.<br /><br />Sexuality<br />[x] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex. (Uhhh duh!)<br />[ ] I've had a crush on a teacher. (Ew... )<br />[x] I am a cuddler.<br />[x] I've been kissed in the rain. <br />[x] I've hugged a stranger.<br />[ ] I have kissed a stranger<br /><br />Honesty/Crime<br />[x] I've done something I prom... ]]></description>
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                <title>soooo....</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 29 Aug 2008 23:18:10 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ check out the KHCC website!! <a href="http://www.freewebs.com/kingdomheartscosplaycentral/index.htm">[link]</a><br /><br />Finally finished moveing all of my stuff into salina from my old place out in Gypsum (tiny lil dinky town.. doesn't even have a school anymore)....i'm amazed @ how much stuff i've accumulated in the last 3 years... <br /><br />& i can honestly screw moving just using cars/vans/pickup trucks... I'm renting a Fucking U-hall when i move to Wichita in may..<br /><br />Ya you heard me right.<br /><br /><br />i'm moving the hell out of Salina in may... & no i'm not just thinking of doing it.. i definitely am. In April I'll have lived in the same town for 25 years... & in the same house for 22 of those 25 years.. i want to get out of Salina, see new places, do something different..<br /><br />there are other reasons I'm moving too<br />1.  Friends... i have several people wanting me to move up to Wichita & goddess do i want to !!!! <br />2.  More Job opportunity's.... i want to work in a salon where i dont already know everyone working there... & all the Drama surrounding everyone..<br />3.  School... i want to go to college... take some photography classes.. eventually take over the Family Photography business... (like hell am i going to let the business die after 3 generations!!)<br />34.  well theirs more reasons.... had this all planned out in my head earlier.. now i cant remember it... Grrrrr<br /><br /><a href="http://www.TickerFactory.com/"><br /><img src="http://tickers.TickerFactory.com/ezt/d/4;10728;3/st/20081113/e/Nebraskon/dt/-13/k/ffb1/blk-event.png"></img></a> ]]></description>
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                <title>AFW ROCKED!!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 19 Aug 2008 21:22:31 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ AFW was great!! i had a blast!! Lilly it was great seeing you again! & thankyou so much from making sure i stayed hydrated & giving me a place to stash everything i got in the Dealers room so i wasn't draging it all over the con.<br /><br />Cori you are absofantasticly awesome & I <3 to peices!! & i so wanna move to Wichita!!!!<br /><br />It was great seeing everybody!! & i miss you all already!!!!<br /><br /><br />Starting count down to Nebraskon!!<br /><br /><a href="http://www.TickerFactory.com/"><br /><img src="http://tickers.TickerFactory.com/ezt/d/4;10728;3/st/20081113/e/Nebraskon/dt/-13/k/ffb1/blk-event.png"></img><br /><br /><br /><br />   I'm taking Cori <a href="http://xxjustxxaxxnobodyxx.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/x/x/xxjustxxaxxnobodyxx.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconxxjustxxaxxnobodyxx:" title="xxjustxxaxxnobodyxx"/></a> with me!! <br />we'll be heading to Omaha first to pick up another cosplayer, My cousin who cosplays Sora.<br /><br />check out the KHCC website!! <a href="http://www.freewebs.com/kingdomheartscosplaycentral/index.htm">[link]</a></a> ]]></description>
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                <title>AFW</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 15 Aug 2008 21:44:23 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ so i'm heading off for AFW @ the ass crack of dawn.. lol.. aka 7am. to be there early to deliver Amber's Coat that she commissioned from me & my Original Marluxia wig.. which i'm handing off to her as a replacement for hers that died @ the Naka-Kon Reunion.<br /><br />i'll be in wichita all day..<br /><br />@ some point tomorrow i'll be taking off to the Mall with Cori <a href="http://xxjustxxaxxnobodyxx.deviantart.com/">[link]</a><br /><br />KHCC photoshoot at some point tomorrow also @ AFW<br /><br />& on that note i'm going to wind this up, finish my nails & head off to bed!! night all & see some of you @ AFW!!!<br /><br />XD XD XD XD<br /><br />check out the KHCC website!! <a href="http://www.freewebs.com/kingdomheartscosplaycentral/index.htm">[link]</a> ]]></description>
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                <title>AFW, job, writing, life</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 09 Aug 2008 20:41:07 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ EDIT!! <br />       I AM GOING TO AFW!!! i'll likely only be there saturday though<br /><br /><br />Making the Decision later today as to weather or not i'll be going to AFW...I really Really Want to go... i need to cosplay, its my escape..i need to be someone else for a day or two..if i do go to AFW if you see me call me Marluxia, MarMar, or Marly... i most likely wont be answering to my real name except to a few people( Cori, Larxy, Misha, Shell, Demmy, Kylie)...Either way i'll be in Wichita next weekend.. i need to do some major shopping for new clothes & such... <br /><br /><br />Job:<br />should be hearing from USD 305 sometime today as to weather or not i got the job.. i really hope i get.. its a wonderful opportunity to give back.. i wouldn't have graduated high school with out all the help i got from the Para's @ my school<br /><br /><br />Writing:<br />as you can see if you look @ my recent Deviations i'm writing again which is wonderful i had a severe writers block for over 3 years<br /><br /><br />Life:<br />Things were really looking up in my life for once, i was blissfully happy, healthy (for the most part), & doing well, no manic episodes, & the migraines had all but disappeared!<br /><br />having some relationship issues.. but hopefully things will begin to look up again soon.<br /><br />i haven't been feeling so great the past few days..th lymph node on the right side of my neck is severely swollen.. so much so its causing me problems with my jaw, making it difficult to eat.. making mom take me to the doc tomorrow before work<br /><br />had a bit of a manic episode @ work today... started rapid cycling...not too bad though... Demy managed to keep my pretty calm when i started getting agitated.<br />had one reverse attack migraine while i was in KC on vacation...thank you lilly for taking care of me while jourdan went & got stuff from the house. & got hit with one mild migraine earlier this week...<br /><br /><br />Wow... i Think that's the longest journal I've posted since the KHCC list... lol<br /> well I'm off to bed its freaking 3:39am... wow... definitely time for bed!!<br /><br />check out the KHCC website!! <a href="http://www.freewebs.com/kingdomheartscosplaycentral/index.htm">[link]</a> ]]></description>
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