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                <title>Note</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 24 Jun 2009 16:45:34 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://s53.photobucket.com/albums/g67/Haeda/?action=view&current=gheader.jpg"><img src="http://i53.photobucket.com/albums/g67/Haeda/gheader.jpg" alt="headerg"></img><br /><br />There's gonna be some new stuff up soon. I have my hands full at the moment with a loaded schedule and line of projects for my other account lol. Though I'm pondering to have my Halloween project posted here, there or on both.. I'm way excited for it. See ya later.<br /><br /><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://photobucket.com/images/music%20gif"><img src="http://i307.photobucket.com/albums/nn311/CindyJohnsonFiles/music2.gif" alt="music notes gif Pictures, Images and Photos"></img></a></a> ]]></description>
                <author>*Grafter</author>
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                <title>Bwarf</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 19 Jun 2009 17:35:55 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://s53.photobucket.com/albums/g67/Haeda/?action=view&current=gheader.jpg"><img src="http://i53.photobucket.com/albums/g67/Haeda/gheader.jpg" alt="headerg"></img><br /><br />I want a really really long vacation..<br /><br /><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://photobucket.com/images/music%20gif"><img src="http://i307.photobucket.com/albums/nn311/CindyJohnsonFiles/music2.gif" alt="music notes gif Pictures, Images and Photos"></img></a></a> ]]></description>
                <author>*Grafter</author>
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                <title>Weird</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 03 May 2009 19:58:32 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I'm updating in here more than my main account, lol. <br />But I have a bunch of stuff to upl-nevermind thats for the other account. <br />I just wanted to clean up this area.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>*Grafter</author>
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                <title>The Bad List update</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 23 Jan 2008 21:22:19 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ 1 Shrek.<br />2. People who must always be right.<br />3. People who must always have the last word.<br />4.Windchimes.<br />5. House Centipedes.<br />6.Telemarketers in general, but a special peeve for those that insist i speak spannish or korean, despite the fact im answering in English.<br />7.When a fast food place/ or any restaraunt i reckon..takes off your FAVORITE items from the menu due to lack of popularity..<br />8. Sexualized anthro art >< ..gross.<br />9. People who laugh at videos and articles of animals being beat up or killed by stupid creeps..<br />10 The way your eyelids swell up after cryiiiing..then you gotta explain yourself or make something up ^ ^;; Plus Im not a good 'cryer' , i look super ugly lol..<br />11. Just..unfairness and hypocracy in general..<br />12.Humans and their crazy rules on relationships..i will never understand.<br />13.When people claim that something HAS to be 'underground' in order to be good or cool. Like as in the moment it becomes mainstream, even if that was unintentional..it somehow becomes lame..or a 'sell out'.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>*Grafter</author>
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                <title>New Universe</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 31 Jul 2007 13:36:21 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hmm..maybe its just me..but every time i've gone to the 'today's popular' deviations on the front page..ive gotten the exact same list of favorites for the past 3 days O o..lol..and none of the ones i've seen featured on the front are in there..<br />
Its like my accounts have been stuck in a time warp..or DA is brookeeen.<br />
<br />
Anyways though..more dreamy wierd juju. <br />
Last night i had a series of dreams..broken up cause i woke up a few times, so im not sure what is part of what or what i forgot..<br />
But i had a dream in this really strange version of earth or reality. Its bleak looking but kind of awesome lol..so much cracked, earth and gothic looking buildings. And for some reason my family were going back to church (my mom refuses to go to church now and days cause she says they've strayed too far ). But it was a lot more cult-like. And i remember reading a book with their calendar on it. THe months were titled with various things going on. I remember reading the section about next year's Easter in a purple looking section titled 'time for colored eggs'. And then after that it said "apocalypse'. Aparently according to this church, the end of the world was going to begin after the end of Easter, 2008. And i remember them singing hymns about being saved and that we'd all be in a better place soon with God. And i remember them teaching this to the little children and they were all singing about dying and being with God and it was kind of sad and strange. For some reason I felt like this was incorrect though. But never spoke up to anyone. My mom was angry and said 'we're moving.' She obviously was offended by this church again lol. I can't remember if this was a point when i woke up and fell back asleep, or if this all ran together..but then i remember being in another version of reality. Things were in much better shape than in this last world. And my family were nowhere to be found. I was still me..somehow..but i was alone in this city that looked like a sci fi version of Venice lol. It was surrounded by water..and looked slightly European..but it was so clean and brand new and high-tech looking.<br />
Now in this version of reality..everyone had the power to be themselves...but when needed or wanted i guess..could transform into a dragon lol. The part which gave it away as a dream was that people turned into one of the dragons from my zodiac series lol..whatever sign they fell under i guess. But each person's version of it was slightly different. For example..this city was being threatened by a man who was a Scorpio..so he became a scorpio dragon but he was huuuge. Or maybe all the dragons were huge lol..but it looked like his version had six or eight legs maybe. (i guess like a scropion lol). He hated the people in this city , so he turned into his dragon form and started wrecking havock. There was this person who was my friend in the dream. She was small lady..african american looking, and sprite-like lol. She was always saying 'shhh' and running off with a strange mysterious grin. I didn't know her for long but somehow we were friends. She was a Pisces apparently but was a shorter looking version of the one in my drawing..with shorter limbs and the fin-wings kept retracting and extending or disapearing all together lol. She turned into her dragon form and attacked the Scorpion dragon, draging him into the water..where they fought some more. I coudlnt see what was happening..but my fear of deep water kept me from getting too near ><.<br />
I kept trying to get away from someone ..Maybe it was the human form of this person..or someone else..but i remember always trying to escape by flying. Somehow it just made sense <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/animesweat.gif" width="19" height="19" alt="^^;" title="Sweating a little..." /> <br />
Because i'm always running and hiding..<br />
The transformations..somehow I knew it was a gift. I never heard anything from a God or from anyone else..but i just knew deep down inside that this version of existance came about because humans had achived something in a previous form of the universe. Maybe they had learned alot about living together or helping each other..or most likely about responsibility..that we could be mostly trusted with this power to transform. Aparently it wasnt all so because this one man was doing someting dangerous with it..but still. As far as I knew there were no weapons in this world..there was no need for them or maybe we decided we would never make any. But somehow..in some other relm of existance or in another universe..we had learned some kind of lesson or won some kind of favor to be allowed to do this feat that would be impossible here lol.<br />
Some times i wonder if this is so. Why do some of us feel so old in our bodies..? While other people seem oblivious to notion of ever having existed before and can't see past the end of their nose? lol. Maybe some of us "won" this new existance by retaining ourselv... ]]></description>
                <author>*Grafter</author>
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                <title>Simpsons Movie!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 28 Jul 2007 08:56:37 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Meep!<br />
I went to see the Simpsons movie yesterday and It was really good! I was kind of worried cause some people were saying they were really disapointed and I had prepared myself to be disaponited, too ^ ^; that it would be kind of lamed up.<br />
But I laughed lots ^ ^ and they kept most if it 2D. They got away with jokes that they wouldnt be able to have on the tv version lol. And I stayed until after the credits, too! It still had the gracie films thingy. *squirms*<br />
After the movie was over, it got really dark and cloudy..<br />
We went to pick up some food at the kabob place, and while we were waiting there, it got super duper rainy.  It kinda took awhile (although it was worth it cause the food was super delicious) so we only caught the second episode of the simpsons that afternoon hehe. and it was funny to see after the movie.<br />
And then, much later that night, they showed that really bad movie again on public acess about the guy with the turkey head. Garath insisted on staying up and watching the whole thing. So i didn't get any privacy last niiight :/<br />
I played some pokemonz yesterday and i finally got barboach up to a wiscash. He's the one with waterfall >_O, so I've been waiting on him to move foward.<br />
I'm missing my invader zim dvd, and letting my food get cold so im gonna end this here!<br />
bye bye<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>*Grafter</author>
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                <title>The Mystery of Itch</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 25 Jul 2007 10:30:52 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Not much of a mystery to me ^ ^;<br />
Alot of people and even scientists kept wondering why to we feel the itch? What does this feeling mean?<br />
Its not like feeling hot or cold or pain. Pain tells us something is wrong and to do something about it. Hot tells us its hot/too hot and cold ect. Pressure lets us know we are holding something. But itch is funny lol.<br />
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When you feel an itch..the instict is to scratch the spot thats itchy. Usually when you scratch yourself..it hurts. Thats because scratching causes damage. But if the spot is itchy..it seems like the only way to discontinue the itchy signal is to cancel it out with pain. In this case, to scratch it or swat at it. When you scratch an itch..it doesnt hurt, but now it doesnt itch anymore. I think the theory of itchy juju is that it was designed to create a signal that lets you know when a bug or something is touching you/trying to bite you. And by raisng your hand to scratch, your removing the source of the weird feeling. its like your skin being your eyes for you. <br />
But what about when you have a rash? Or a bug bite? Scratching makes that worse.<br />
Well, i think when you get a rash or some kind of irritation like that, it affects the nerves that create the itchy signal and they go ape lol. They arent suppossed to i think though. Its just like a side effect from the problem.<br />
That is my theory on itchy jujus.<br />
I'm sorry for the lack of any submissions on this account..^ ^; <br />
I've been focusing on my white sweater, while working on some unrelated stuff at the same time, so progress is super slow ^ ^;<br />
If i can succeed in this sweater though, and after a few other, quicker projects..i had an idea for a sweater design that i'll also have to use some pattern making skills on ^ ^;<br />
Its super ambitious..so i hope i can do it lol <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/animesweat.gif" width="19" height="19" alt="^^;" title="Sweating a little..." />;<br />
gotta go, bye bye.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>*Grafter</author>
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                <title>Merphy</title>
                <link>http://Grafter.deviantart.com/journal/13595965/</link>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 03 Jul 2007 17:56:45 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ sorry for the lack of activity on this account.<br />
I had acually lacked coming here (nothing to update yet ) so much to the point that i had acually forgotten my password lol ^ ^;;<br />
So i got a new one , and i'll try to keep better track of the stuff in here, sorry lol.<br />
I have a sweater comming, and a scarf thats been halted cause i ran out of material <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/animesweat.gif" width="19" height="19" alt="^^;" title="Sweating a little..." /><br />
Its hard to make a sweater for goofy handed person like me O O<br />
But i hope it gets done before fall lol. <br />
I saw Ratatouille yesterday and i liked it looots. Its really good. <br />
And *whisper* i saw a trailer for the next pixar movie...its about a robooooot ^ ^<br />
Frodo had to get his booster shots, so we took him to the vet, then we hung out at the library, and then to the store. (don't worry, frodo got dropped off at home with my sister before we headed to the library)<br />
I bought banana soda today , lol.  I haven't tried it yet.. ]]></description>
                <author>*Grafter</author>
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                <title>New Dream (like a story)</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 16 Apr 2007 10:35:33 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I had another special dream last night..<br />
Its been so long since ive had one like this..but in the begining of it..lots of random stuff was going on but it eventually materialized into this story.<br />
It seemed like it was some kind of edwardian period piece at first lol (which i am not a fan of usually ^ ^;  )<br />
There was a little girl, who had lost her family and had been taken in by some distant relatives who didn't really care much for her but did it for the money from her parents. No one really cared about her and she  was alone alot. She must have been no more than ten or eleven years old..<br />
She loved books, and there was a popular myth in this 'world' about a mythical creature of some kind that was both beautiful and dangerous, but..not really a myth because even though they were legendary..it was widely believed that they really did exist. They were these angelic winged human like creatures, with unusual eyes and always with green wings..various shades of green. Oddly they were wearing clothes in the dream, even though that doesnt really sound like it makes sense if they were wild creatures lol. But meeting one was a bad thing because appearantly they were very toxic to be around. They had some kind of poison i guess. <br />
The little girl would have to endure these big parties and socials that the family members would have at their house, mostly for status and those kinds of things. She got some relief when a friend of hers who was a young man would visit. She would wander around by herself when he wasnt there. One day she stumbles upon a 'nest' of these beings, and shes terrified at first but also so curious. What i really liked about the girl was that she was so wise and gentle for her age..and gave off such a good aura. I felt myself make an appearance in the dream's 'story' as one of the winged thingies ^ ^; <br />
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And like in soooooo many other dreams i have, Ive become a strange thing without language..<br />
I dont know why, but i have lots of dreams in which i can't speak english or sometimes no language at all, but strange un human sounds ><.<br />
I was nervous but felt that it was okay to stay near her. In real life , people make me very nervous and are hard to trust..especially children lol..but it was different with her..so i didnt flee right away. But i had a sibling and he/she ( i don't know which it was, but it had long hair and was very androgynous) was very nervous of her and made a high trilling sound and flew off, and i felt it instinctive to fly off with him/her.<br />
Even though my character was out of the scene, i could still see what happned in other parts.<br />
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She smiled and had such a 'tickled' and excited expression. One night they were having another one of those big social get together things in their house when our Mother, a larger being with rare blue wings instead of the green typical of the creatures , crashes through some glass. (Now for some reason the whole front of the house was made of glass and was huuuuuge and tall wall. Everyone was both frightened and angry, and they were grabbing guns. Screaming 'don't let them touch you!'. The girl made a big fuss and was acting super tough and brave lol, and kicked the men and told them not to shoot any of us. She got in trouble for that ^ ^;; but she didnt seem to care.<br />
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Then i remember another scene when she is talking to her friend who visits lots, and she told them that she met the creatures and what they were like, and that a rare blue winged one lived in her garden lol. And he said 'But aren't they dangerous?' And she said "They only seem to be poisonous if you hurt them, really.."<br />
I dont remember a moment when that happend, but i guess she knew or learned somehow that if you scare them or hurt them, that they become poisonous. The mechanics of that wasnt real clear either..if they sting or leak this poison or if its a gas or liquid..or something else. I just knew that they were deadly to people..and thats how they were always written about in her books. <br />
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But the creatures came to trust her. They could sense her wisdom and love in her aura..and her icky situation.<br />
My character was the first to trust her, even though I feel like i'd be the last person to trust a strange kid lol ^ ^;<br />
but there was a super lovley scene where i meet her again and even though she is smaller than me, im much more afraid but she strokes my face and says 'there, there, Beatuy'<br />
And i melted <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/animesweat.gif" width="19" height="19" alt="^^;" title="Sweating a little..." /> lol ..and sort of become 'tamed' by her.<br />
And i finally felt safe with someone human. <br />
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But then some more happens were the mother blue winged creature is injured or caught somehow and she gives off the posion that fatally affects some people >< although that part of the story never really gets resolved because i woke uuuup...><... ]]></description>
                <author>*Grafter</author>
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                <title>sligh wears baphy</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 22 Mar 2007 14:18:59 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Im getting creeped out by more people now ^ ^;<br />
The way they'll pick certain people as friends and then drop them, and imediately move to other people, so they can get what they want out of them.<br />
The way some people favor 'better looking' friends to the less blessed. The way they'll butter you up with bribes, and then cry that nothing is given back. ( if you were genuine, you would expect nothing back)<br />
The lies, the acting, the hypocracy. The betrayal. ><<br />
I used to have faith in everyone or at least forced me to have it in the begining, but i feel like i am wearing thin after much deciet ^ ^; and am more open to discussing my discomfort than i was..<br />
There sure is good reason for being uncomfortable for speaking up lol. Because now you are the villian. You have no faith in anyone, your such a jerk. It makes me just want to move away..get my own place and get a dog lol. Then at least i can rely on someone ^ ^; and he/she will be my friend without having to play games, and keep up some kind of false image. There's people out there that pretty themselves up in your eyes, and then become someone else when you are gone. Some wear a different mask for different people and some wear one mask for everyone, and take it all off when they are alone. The ones that wear nothing are the "wierd" ones.  The people that don't seem to fit in, but don't care. Take me or leave me, they might say. They leave themselves wide open to being made fun of, despised, loved or which ever . But they wont ever deny being horrible or wrong. They wont be above "im sorry, i made a mistake."<br />
Lol unless they are also arrogant and don't deny it. I have waaaay more respect for the most arrogant person who admits that they are arrogant than someone who acually is arrogant but acts all hurt and spiteful if you dare call them that. I hate it when people who are jerks act cute and bubbly><.  I hate it when people  act like victims when no one has done anything to them that wasnt their own doing. I hate it when  people just can't let it go when you did a boo boo and they have to call you on it every five minutes, ESPECIALLY in an irrelevant situation as a counter to some kind of argument.<br />
I cant staaand it, when people use illness be it mental or physical as a gimmick to get people to like/feel sorry for/ remember you as/ worship/buy you crap/do favors for you ( You can't rely on your personality or intelligence to be someone? )<br />
I hate it when people will twist situations out of control to milk you for more attention or even make you look like a jerk for not empathizing, and than brag to their other friends about how much of a jerk you are..and then the next day pretend like you never did that and you are all friends again, while allowing other people to feel sorry for you and hate the 'bad friend', therefor tarnishing your reputation, and glorifying the 'victim friend' as a sweet person (lol complicated to explain but that really irks me).I know I am far from perfect. lol. I have an internal short temper ^ ^; (internal because i feel very quick to anger, but know that it is not good to act upon and screw up a situation that didnt have to be.) I wasnt the most loved child in my family of a sickly bratty sister who was cute and an autistic brother who needed constant watch and treatment. So I feel icky about not getting some love from friends now and then, and it gets the better of me sometimes ><. And at the same time became so used to isolation that affection from some can scare me away and im sure that irratates and confuses them too..<br />
I get too excited about things ive learned, and things im really passionate about, so i end up talking long windedly about them, and Im sure i come off sounding like a Know it all, lol <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/animesweat.gif" width="19" height="19" alt="^^;" title="Sweating a little..." />. And too many times ive said something that doesn't come out like I want, and I m sure i also sound insensative. ( Maybe in the case of this entire journal lol) <br />
So maybe its not my place to say all these things..but its just disturbing..and I choose for the most part to stay away from making friends because I just can't handle drama  ^ ^;; It gives me uber nervous juju. Some people thrive on it..some people dislike it but think some now and then makes things interesting, and then there are those like me that if they could, they they'd go to the dimesion of no more drama and feuding to spend eternity lol <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/animesweat.gif" width="19" height="19" alt="^^;" title="Sweating a little..." /> It sounds mean but I have been keeping to myself alot latley and things have been so peaceful..Getting lost in my work, enjoying life, indulging in my AI and other obsessions lol. But the other edge to the sword is that most people operate on :Avoidance=I hate you. Which i guess is logical lol, but with some there are yet eve... ]]></description>
                <author>*Grafter</author>
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                <title>not here</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 20 Mar 2007 13:05:14 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ "substitue plush thing"<br />
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O_O<br />
[___]<br />
U    U<br />
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moop.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>*Grafter</author>
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                <title>Greatest results show of AI ever..</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 02 Mar 2007 11:34:22 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Wow..most train wrecking-spectaultariy chaotic resluts show of AI ever last night..lol.<br />
First of all Sligh is safe lol. Thats all i wanted first of all. Second Nick is gone. This is sad cause i think he had potential. Nick botches his lyrics! And laughs about it! What a great guy! Sundance is crying. And for the duration of the show..never stops. Seriously. None of the girls cry as much as MBP does. They even seen to have a camera fixed in his general direction in order to zoom in on his weepyness every few minutes or so. No one has to do anything he just, cries lol. (I can hear the 'awww' of his fans at this time. ) Who goes home next? Alaina was horrible, almost worse than Antonella lol. So she goes home, now shes forced , like Nick to resing the song she sang the night before. (which is pretty evil lol..'you loose, now sing.' ) Alaina begins cracking up and soon is balling so much she can't even sing! She's just standing there and the backround singers are doing it for her! Sundance cries. Lots of hugs from the fellow female contestants, and then she even says "Oh, sh*t" on network tv! it was uncensored! ( okay i can't verify that, but everyone was saying she said that on the message boards and were in stitches. If it was repeated im sure it would be edited by now.) Then guess what..Sanjaya is safe and AJ is going home instead. AJ was a great singer and he was such a 'life of the party' kind of guy. He was happy and so comfortable on stage. Cue weepy Sundance. Sanjaya is UNCOMFORTABLE on stage , on the other hand , and has an average voice. You can't hear how good he could be because he sings like a terrified rabbit in the headlights. And it almost sounds like his sister is so jealous that he made it through and not her and his setting him up with the most incompatible songs possible. Now i like Sanjaya as a person. But he's failed miserably twice up there and looks like he just wants to go home. But texting tweentards and their ultra cuddle-nuts grannies are keeping him from being put out of his misery cause he's just 'soooo cuuuute'. And I swear they must all live in the West Coast and Mountain time zones, because when I was voting during the East/Central time voting, he was near the bottom according to dal idol. As soon as our lines close, and theirs open..he shoots up to second place under Sundance. Sundance is the pick for VFTW.com so even though i believe Sundance has a considerable fanbase, they are also mass voting for him to keep him in. So i know they had nothing to do with Sanjaya lol and were just as bewildered as the regular AI voters on the boards that he got up there. AJ sings his swan song. Kellie Pickler is back! Oh my , whats happned to her..She's gone Dolly Parton on us. I know she's a goof so its possible she doesnt realize what she's done to herself. lol. Ryan notices her new assets and asks what shes bought. She says shoes. Hmmm..mmkay. She talks about spider sushi. You know she had to talk about seafood lol. Her song is very sad, and she kind of cries a little towards the end. Sundance cries.  Antonella and Leslie are pulled onto the stage. One of them is going home. Is it Antonella who sings bad and took sleezy photos of herself on the WW2 memorial? Of course not! Its Leslie who has a nice voice and walks puppies for a living and suffers from Lupus like my sister and who was the only girl i voted for that night! Incidently Leslie had decided to sing the same song that AJ did and he was also booted, Nina Simone's "im feeling good." I dont know if anyone should ever sing it again now <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/animesweat.gif" width="19" height="19" alt="^^;" title="Sweating a little..." /> lol. I think its bad juju. When Leslie is named, Gina just breaks down and sobs. ( So does Sundance lmao ) apperantly those two girls were roomates..<br />
Leslie ad libs "why did i decide to scat??' in the song. Brilliant!! "America dont care for Jaaaazz!" Oh snap that was so funny lmao..I <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> Leslie..but now shes off the show >_O it wasnt for lack of trying to save her though, i guess no one agreed with meeeee..<br />
But man oh man, what a show.. Now I'm hooked for the season lol.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Pass it on..</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 06 Feb 2007 15:16:22 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <a href="http://ixiel-thesinfulangel.deviantart.com/journal/">[link]</a><br />
cause i gotta. I hope people post it as pass it on lmao..<br />
I hope Ixy posts more blogs with Mr journal lol <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bounce.gif" width="40" height="25" alt=":bounce:" title="Bounce" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 26 Dec 2006 14:55:28 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Im sorry for the lack of work ^ ^; i have to get back in to the knack of knitting things, soon. I want to start offering some things for sale, hehe.<br />
To more people. And i want to make another morphy picture, but im also trying to make something else. BUT im also really intesivly focusing on my pokemon games ^ ^; im on a special mission and its taking up alot of my time <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/animesweat.gif" width="19" height="19" alt="^^;" title="Sweating a little..." /><br />
im awful sorryyy..<br />
But i'll try to get back into it soon..<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Do Da Ma</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 28 Nov 2006 09:28:28 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hiiii<br />
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Have a crazy mario <a href="http://www.albinoblacksheep.com/flash/mario-remix.php">[link]</a><br />
bye byyyye<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Do you want stuff?</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 24 Sep 2006 23:07:18 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Eeeee<br />
If i made some knitted items for sale.. would anyone be interested? hehe<br />
so far i can make scarves and armwarmers (im attempting hats, socks, and mittens soon)...<br />
They would probably go first come first served..<br />
[edit]<br />
*gasp* i never logged out last night <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/animesweat.gif" width="19" height="19" alt="^^;" title="Sweating a little..." /> i t must have looked like i was here forever lol. oopsie.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>meep, tagged.</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 15 Aug 2006 06:03:44 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ oh my, i got tagged by <a href="http://shadowrunner27.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/h/shadowrunner27.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="shadowrunner27" /></a><br />
although it was for my other accont, i saw it on here first lol, so i'll put it in here.<br />
*paste*<br />
Rules : The 1st player of this "game" starts with the topic "6 weird habits/things about yourself" and people who get tagged need to write a journal about their 6 weird habits/things as well as state this rule clearly. In the end, you need to choose the next 6 (or as many as you know XD ) people to be tagged and list their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says "you are tagged" in their devpage comments and tell them to read yours.<br />
six weird things about me?<br />
umm..okie dokie<br />
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1. I was born with scars! at least they look like scars lol. they're stripey looking lines that go horizontaly across my arms and legs near the underside of my elbow and knee joints, above and below. I heard the the reincarnation of Hanuman the monkey god, is supossed to have those marks O o but you also have to have a tail, which i dont have.<br />
A kid on Ripleys belive it or not had all of those traits though, and hes being reveired in India i think, and the marks on his arms and legs are identical to mines lol.<br />
2. Like mr Shadow runner, i keep getting visited by ghosts. they say alot of bits and pieces of things i dont understand though, or show me dreams abbout how they died i think. I also saw lots of strange beings and ppeople , and the last one liked to move stuff around and unlock doors. Little animals and things like to get near me too lol, or dont run away from me. its the same with very small children, even though i kind of dont like kids ^ ^; they keep swarming to me lol. But it wouldnt be nice to make them go away , so i say hello or play along with whatever they are doing.<br />
3. Ummm..i like to eat paper ^ ^; i used to eat pennies alot too. I tried the silver colored coins like nickles, but they made me sick lol <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/animesweat.gif" width="19" height="19" alt="^^;" title="Sweating a little..." /> and dont have the tasty copper flavor.<br />
but i used to eat the tabs off of soda cans and tinfoil to annoy my sister ^ ^;I didnt really want to annoy her, but she kept saying stop it , lol. I say used to eat pennies, cause now im going to find as many as possible and then dump in it a coinstar or one of those machiens at the chevy chase bank and see how much money i have, hehe. I might have been a fool ^ ^;<br />
4. I like movies, but i cant really sit still for them, i have to go do stuff or make things. Must make things!! >< <br />
5.I dont think its wierd, but im kind of obsessed with ..the Chernobyl disaster lol <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/animesweat.gif" width="19" height="19" alt="^^;" title="Sweating a little..." /> I want to visit that area someday..not that i want to glow in the dark, its acually pretty safe as long as you dont do anything stupid lol..but its so silent hillish and empty, hehe.<br />
6. I LOVE Silent Hill and think very few things can equal its intensity in scaryness..but..i cant get scared by it no matter how hard i try to build atmosphere ( like turning off the lights and using surround sound or playing alone ect). And i dont like blood and violence in real life at all /oo\ When i watch the animal precint on animal planet, i cant stand watching them get needles at the vet's >< or people, or seeing anyone be hurt for real, but i love cartoon and movie gore and the silent hill games <i>and</i> cant seem to find them scary. ^ ^; *shrug*<br />
Now to tag...<br />
the first six people who reads this! hehe<br />
*whisper* unless you already did it <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/animesweat.gif" width="19" height="19" alt="^^;" title="Sweating a little..." /> ]]></description>
                <author>*Grafter</author>
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                <title>Version 5?</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 08 Aug 2006 07:42:10 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ What the? everything is different O O its funky weird. I know i heard it was changing but i wasnt paying attention to what day it was going to be lol <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/animesweat.gif" width="19" height="19" alt="^^;" title="Sweating a little..." /> ]]></description>
                <author>*Grafter</author>
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                <title>$$ saving</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 05 Aug 2006 05:52:43 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hi journal<br />
Wow, we've been living like mini kings these past few weeks, lol. cause of all the lucky savings and discounts that we've been running into at the mall and at the groccery store. My mom guiltily made an over 100 dollar purchase when getting some school clothes for my brother and work clothes for my dad and it all only came up to 46 dollars cause of the discounts and things. And we've been able to get shrimp and porterhouse steaks and lemons and plums for crazy cheap prices. its making me hope that soon they can replace the old crunky bookshelves in the living room with a larger book case so i can get a desk for my new computer.<br />
eee ^ ^ ]]></description>
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                <title>Monster House</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 22 Jul 2006 09:15:38 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ helloo<br />
i went to see Monster House yesterday ^ ^. it was really good! i was afraid it wouldnt be, but i liked it way better than Cars lol. It gave me lots of Halloween juju. Eee i cant wait for fall. I love fall. <br />
BEcause<br />
1.Its the furthest away point from my next birthday. lol<br />
2.Everything looks beautiful and colorful.<br />
3. The weather feels perfect, its not to hot or cold.<br />
4. It means Halloween and Thanksgiving!<br />
5.It means Christmas is still on its way ! ^ ^(when its almost over , im kind of sad )<br />
Im bruisier than ever today lol ^ ^;; now they are on my arms, not just my legs.<br />
I'll probably get one on my forehead too, cause when i was doing laundry, the lid fell down and hit me lol <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/blushes.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":blushes:" title="Blush" /><br />
i hope the laundry doesnt make the house to hot today. I hope i go back go work soon . i hate going >< but i really need the money, lol. I have so much work to upload on both accounts, but the scanner refuses to work with the computer right now, and everytime it does this the only way to fix it, is to reset the computer, which i cant do right now cause my dad's game is still running. I dont know how to save it <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/animesweat.gif" width="19" height="19" alt="^^;" title="Sweating a little..." /><br />
this will no longer be a problem when i get my own computer and scanner, and i need a tablet ^ ^;; but if work keeps up like this, i don;t know how im going to get those things unless they are presents lol.<br />
oh well, i hope everyone is okie dokie ^ ^<br />
*sends good juju* ]]></description>
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                <title>E comic</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 28 Jun 2006 11:25:54 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ okie<br />
i think im going to stick my E comic in this account so i dont confuse or bore or anything icky to my other viewers lol. Its for the E train forum ^ ^ i'd use photobucket but it shrinks everything up so, here it goes ^ ^ hehe. ]]></description>
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