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I'll do that soon, k?

However... that soon is "soon" in university terms... First year at Dalhousie in Halifax, NS. Lovin every minute... and swamped every second.

Hope to get more active at some point.

<3

]]> ~Granasaber An Industrial Update http://Granasaber.deviantart.com/journal/18980504/ http://Granasaber.deviantart.com/journal/18980504/ Sun, 22 Jun 2008 09:41:43 PDT
I'm working on a new portfolio piece in a course I'm taking at NSCAD. It's in colour and black and white. Mostly black and white because it's cheaper. lol
And quicker...

Anyways, it's an industrial piece. Focusing on Tonka trucks and Caterpillar construction machines; stuff that people consider to not be very aesthetically pleasing, or pleasing at all, and finding some beautiful parts of them. It's a whole lot of fun to photograph. In fact, I think I've found one of the areas what I truly love in photography. This industrial twist has been inspired by the works of Edward Burtynski. A Canadian photographer who made the movie and book called "Manufactured Landscapes." Amazing stuff.

I'll be working on an artist statement to go with my portfolio, and I'm working a little harder to get all of my work into digital form so it can come onto dA and you'll see the artist statement to go with it here in this journal!

I've been shooting this piece with my new/old Mamiya C330 which has been a DREAM to work with. I'm really loving this photography business.

Stay tuned.

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Art for LOVE
Art Auction and Exhibit

Join local artists who have donated art in support of Leave Out Violence,
Halifax's youth violence prevention and intervention organization.
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Thursday, November 22, 2007
Reception 6 pm
Art auction hosted by John Dunsworth from The Trailer Park Boys, 7:30 pm
FRED. 2606 Agricola Street
$20 suggested donation
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Art will be displayed at FRED> starting Monday, November 19th. Come by and check out what you can bit onl. Artwork by Kevin Lewis, Frank Linely, Shelley Mansel, Marilyn McAvoy, Steve Moore, among other local artists.

Since 2000, LOVE have been working in Halifax to mobilize youth who have experienced violence in all forms, to stop the cycle. To find out more about LOVE go to leaveoutviolence.com or call out office at 429-6616.

As quoted from The Coast.

Thanks for the support... support from what few of you guys who comment on my little photographs means a lot to me. I read them all... I sure as hell take my time to reply if need be, but it still does make me feel all fuzzy inside.

Umm... yeah. 100 words list.

1. Introduction
2. Love
3. Light
4. Dark
5. Seeking Solace
6. Break Away
7. Heaven
8. Innocence
9. Drive
10. Breathe Again
11. Memory
12. Insanity
13. Misfortune
14. Smile
15. Silence
16. Questioning
17. Blood
18. Rainbow
19. Gray
20. Fortitude
21. Vacation
22. Mother Nature
23. Cat
24. No Time
25. Trouble Lurking
26. Tears
27. Foreign
28. Sorrow
29. Happiness
30. Under the Rain
31. Flowers
32. Night
33. Expectations
34. Stars
35. Hold My Hand
36. Precious Treasure
37. Eyes
38. Abandoned
39. Dreams
40. Rated
41. Teamwork
42. Standing Still
43. Dying
44. Two Roads
45. Illusion
46. Family
47. Creation
48. Childhood
49. Stripes
50. Breaking the Rules
51. Sport
52. Deep in Thought
53. Keeping a Secret
54. Tower
55. Waiting
56. Danger Ahead
57. Sacrifice
58. Kick in the Head
59. No Way Out
60. Rejection
61. Fairy Tale
62. Magic
63. Do Not Disturb
64. Multitasking
65. Horror
66. Traps
67. Playing the Melody
68. Hero
69. Annoyance
70. 67%
71. Obsession
72. Mischief Managed
73. I Can't
74. Are You Challenging Me?
75. Mirror
76. Broken Pieces
77. Test
78. Drink
79. Starvation
80. Words
81. Pen and Paper
82. Can You Hear Me?
83. Heal
84. Out Cold
85. Spiral
86. Seeing Red
87. Food
88. Pain
89. Through the Fire
90. Triangle
91. Drowning
92. All That I Have
93. Give Up
94. Last Hope
95. Advertisement
96. In the Storm
97. Safety First
98. Puzzle
99. Solitude
100. Relaxation

It seems I have run out of things to say!

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*E... ]]> ~Granasaber Addicted to Photography doesn't even begin to http://Granasaber.deviantart.com/journal/15382051/ http://Granasaber.deviantart.com/journal/15382051/ Mon, 05 Nov 2007 18:36:00 PST My Art Director mentor for the music video I made this summer with Curve Productions Inc. for Red1 asked to see my portfolio on Nov 12th! We're just chillin, but she wants to see my work and see if she can get me some work with the company she's working with now!
Isn't that amazing!? Holy crow! I'm so pumped, I'm pretty much growing ulcers as we speak!

Also, I have a final project for my colour photography class due in TWO WEEKS! Holy crow, I only have one photo done for it and I dunno if I have enough time and if the shots I want are going to work! It'll be a one shot game, let's hope I can make it!!

Finally, I'm being FEATURED in an art show in Halifax for a group I'm involved in called Leave Out Violence! I'll give you guys more details as they come to me but I'm just so excited for it all! I'm just... peeing my pants this week, I'm consumed with photography, LOVE, art director mentor, and and and... dude! I'm just so excited in general!

I hope you guys reading this are doing well. I'll be sure to share my photoship asap.... I've just been consumed with work of the yin yang and literally don't have enough time to scan these babies. Much love to you all!

Umm... yeah. 100 words list.

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~Granasaber I am addicted to the darkroom chemicals... http://Granasaber.deviantart.com/journal/15128540/ http://Granasaber.deviantart.com/journal/15128540/ Fri, 19 Oct 2007 12:20:01 PDT
So, I'll be active again sometime. I'm also rather annoyed I didn't buy more film, because there's a beautiful effect with the sun and clouds and it has been lingering for a long time... so I think it's just shoving it in my face that I can't take pictures of it right now... LOL!

Hope everyone's doing well. I'm fine as of now, thankfully. lol

Umm... yeah. 100 words list.

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]]> ~Granasaber Which do you prefer? http://Granasaber.deviantart.com/journal/12497036/ http://Granasaber.deviantart.com/journal/12497036/ Sat, 07 Apr 2007 13:34:35 PDT
Anyways, ~thebreezehfx says that one of these is way too orange and doesn't look natural. Now, I disagree with him because it's a rusted heap of junk and I'm trying to make it look even more aged and rusted by using warm colours, but he's comparing it to the original which had more cool colours and such. So, I decided to see what other people thought... specifically Hannah cuz she's my major critique and is always right whenever I ask her opinion... or at least most of the time.

Orange-y One
Slightly More "Natural" Looking One

What do you think? Option number one? Or option number two?
Take your pick. ;D

That's all for now folks! Tune in next time for... Lloyd of CBC Radio One, 90.5 FM in Halifax. The time right now is 5:33 pm. *CBC theme music*

Umm... yeah. 100 words list.

Love him, plz. My wonderful loving freak of nature.

Neptunian Photography [Business Card]... ]]> ~Granasaber Photography Start Up http://Granasaber.deviantart.com/journal/12368485/ http://Granasaber.deviantart.com/journal/12368485/ Wed, 28 Mar 2007 20:34:53 PDT What happened to those journals that people tagged you and you did them and then tagged someone else... I'm craving some Angie and Hannah taggingness... to the MAX! Hah hah!

I have a tough decision ahead of me. There is a cityscape class at NSCAD, and I am in love with cityscapes. If anyone here knows me, I love them more than anything. I want a fisheye lens to allow me to distort a lot of my very structural city into a very loopy Tim Burton type of world. But man, if I could take that class and learn how to DRAW cityscapes, I could kill myself! Seriously, it has me SO pumped. So pumped... Oh, I have some drawing for you people of a naked woman and huge tits. It'll take me a while to find a scanner big enough though... it's on 18" by 24" paper.

But do you know what that would do for me? I could draw towers and buildings and everything. I just don't even know where the possibilities END!... BUT! My mom can't afford it and my photography class... I need to develop some film and my certificate and my colour class means just as much to me as the cityscape... but I'm unsure if they'll offer the cityscape again. I'm just completely torn about it. Oh well, it'll come time that I'll figure it out at one point.

Course selection for grade 11 next week! WHEE! Physics Advanced it is.... my science 10 teacher told me that physics was the way to go if I'm taking math 11 advanced next year. So, I'm going that way. I'm also taking LAW and ACCOUNTING. Whoopie!
And I found out there's a political science course in grade 12! Huh WHAT!? That's music to my ears.

Oh oh oh... I met with my wife last week or so. Two weeks ago now, actually. Well... we went to Starbucks and I finally picked out a coffee for her, and lo and behold! A family of four leaves a table! Sweet! So, we sit down and I give her her coffee and tell her, "This is part two of your present today..." and then reached into my playboy bunny bag and whipped out a frying pan with Martha Stewart on it and said, "And this is part one."
She nearly burst out crying while laughing. It was a perfect moment, exactly... precisely what I was hoping for. Thank god! Hah hah.

She now carries it around everywhere, and here is a couple of pictures of us.
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The first one is of Justine, who tagged along, and me with the frying pan... man, that's a pretty cool pic of me. And the second is me and my wife kissing. She's so B-E-A-U-TIFUL! Love her to bits... hahahha!

That's all for now folks! Tune in next time for... Lloyd of CBC Radio One, 90.5 FM in Halifax. The time right now is 12:32 am. *CBC theme music*

Umm... yeah. 100 words list.

1. Introduction
2. Love
3. Light
4. Dark
5. Seeking Solace
6. Break Away
7. Heaven
8. Innocence
9. Drive
10. Breathe Again
11. Memory
12. Insanity
13. Misfortune
14. Smile
15. Silence
16. Questioning
17. Blood
18. Rainbow
19. Gray
20. Fortitude
21. Vacation
22. Mother Nature
23. Cat
24. No Time
25. Trouble Lurking
26. Tears
27. Foreign
28. Sorrow
29. Happiness
30. Under the Rain
31. Flowers
32. Night
33. Expectations
34. Stars
35. Hold My Hand
36. Precious Treasure
37. Eyes
38. Abandoned
39. Dreams
40. Rated
41. Teamwork
42. Standing Still
43. Dying
44. Two Roads
45. Illusion
46. Family
47. Creation
48. Childhood
49. Stripes
50. Breaking the Rules
51. Sport
52. Deep in Thought
53. Keeping a Secret
54. Tower
55. Waiting
56. Danger Ahead
57. Sacrifice
58. Kick in the Head
59. No Way Out
60. Rejection
61. Fairy Tale
62. Magic
63. Do Not Disturb
64. Multitasking
65. Horror
66. Traps
67. Playing the Melody
68. Hero
69. Annoyance
70. 67%
71. Obsession
72. Mischief Managed
73. I Can't
74. Are You Challenging Me?
75. Mirror
76. Broken Pieces
77. Test
78. Drink
79. Starvation
80. Words
81. Pen and Paper
82. Can You Hear Me?
83. Heal
84. Out Cold<... ]]> ~Granasaber Whacko New Update http://Granasaber.deviantart.com/journal/11627262/ http://Granasaber.deviantart.com/journal/11627262/ Tue, 30 Jan 2007 18:42:05 PST
My next course for NSCAD is a Portfolio building course. Hmm, I also am working out with my boyfriend[ Yes, I have a new boyfriend] to build up a website with my own domain name. Which will be cool to give out business cards with my own domain name. More and more legitimate as I go along. I'm one third of the way there for my photography course. I also noticed there are some art history courses at NSCAD. Like some art and film history. I wanna take them, sounds so effing cool!

Oh, there is another update, I don't work at Chapters anymore... yes, I had a job at Chapters. Now I don't work there since the holiday season is over. I've now apllied to a couple of places... one being Second Cup. Pretty cool, eh?... man, I sound like I'm blogging.

Next up, some final buskers flame show pictures and a lot of sky ones. Four more rolls of film must be developed. Model photography is going to be a reality in the near future when I can raise enough money for equipment. I have a line of models ready to go, and a makeup artist as well. I need to study as an apprentice for wedding photography and model photography for a while, less so for the model photography.

Man, this is exciting... anyways. Happy new year, and happy anniversary for my... second? year on deviantART.

Umm... yeah. 100 words list.

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* ~Granasaber 100 words, prints, and misc. http://Granasaber.deviantart.com/journal/9969550/ http://Granasaber.deviantart.com/journal/9969550/ Mon, 04 Sep 2006 19:32:02 PDT Crystal Chronicles - Twilight in Dreamland

I've heard a lot of the 100 word challenge. A lot of the artists I admire are taking up the challenge.
I think I will too. I'm going to be posting the 100 words as a reference.
I saw the initial announcement but I thought it was a contest with a time limit.
So, I'm going to rise up to the challenge and try to find every single one of these.

I feel that it would discredit myself if I searched trough my gallery and looked for a photothat could double as a representation of one of the words and from now on at the date and time...
[September 4, 2006 11:11 pm] *Makes a wish*
I'm going to be working on that mainly but I'm trying despirately to finish the World of Love series.

I have run out of film for a while, so I'm going to find in my budget more money for film.
Umm... I'm going to be making a slideshow/presentation for the LOVE Halifax Program. I'm going to try to make it more public, but I'm not sure. I'm going to be working on that after I get all this film developed.

SCHOOL STARTS! FROSH WEEK! GASP!

Oh, and I've come up with ideas for prints. They may come out ahead of schedule, that only depends on the release date of the slideshow. Please continue to support and comment. I would really appreciate it. It's what's keeping me going on with all this work and stuff.
If you can't comment on my page because you aren't a member of deviantART, just e-mail me saying you saw the place and wanted to comment, etc. at neptunian_photography@hotmail.com

Umm... yeah. 100 words list.

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~http://Granasaber.deviantart.com/journal/9803030/ Mon, 21 Aug 2006 10:32:22 PDT Indijika - Out of the Blue

Well, my friends. The time has come.
I'm going to LOVE [Leave Out ViolencE] Camp.
Someplace in Ontario, after I find out exactly where I'll update. Everyone has told me it's a life changing event. So umm...
I'm gonna get West Nile and gonna die! D:

I've been deemed Halifax's official filmographer and photographer. I'm gonna be working a bunch. Oh god. I don't know if anyone from the other LOVE groups [Vancouver, Toronto, Montreal, and New York City] has a photographer.
Secretly in the back of my mind I'm hoping there's a gay boy there.
Heh heh, or a photographer. I'd love to just chat about shit like that. I'm really excited and crap.

I won't be here for Thursday's update. My friend, ~miniowl told me what I should do to make Negatives of the Sky look much better. [Thanks ~miniowl] That's my g'bye for a while. I have at least seven films backed up that need developing so... I'll be working very hard for a while now.

Prints will be up and running by the end of September
That's September 30th.

Anyways... I think that is all. I'll be gone for about five days. I'm leaving at 04:00 Tuesday morning. 14 hours away. The countdown begins. I'm also going to the LOVE Office to join in the festivities and prepare for camp and such for 16:00 this afternoon.

It seems I have run out of things to say!

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~photoshoptutors ]]> ~Granasaber A Normal Title? I think not! http://Granasaber.deviantart.com/journal/9681330/ http://Granasaber.deviantart.com/journal/9681330/ Thu, 10 Aug 2006 17:39:13 PDT Frou Frou - Holding Out For A Hero

Well, since my last journal I've finished the books Deception Point, Angels and Demons both by Dan Brown. Then I started The Theives of Heaven and I couldn't get past chapter three. It was absolute bullcrap. I couldn't understand what was going on, who was who, or what the point of most of it was. Shockingly a waste of time. Then I started Dance of Death written by Douglas Preston & Licoln Child. I kinda... well... I forgot that it was the second book in the Agent Pendergast books they wrote. When I was told, I was already on page 40. It was an amazing book, if anyone likes Dan Brown's works, I reccomend the Agent Pendgast series by Preston and Child the most. Next I'm going to be starting a John Grisham book. I heard it was about court cases and such. My mother said that she found herself turning the pages faster and faster just to find out what thing he was gonna file next. Then she said, "... wait a minute... paperwork? Exciting!?... oh dear." and she's an Accountant/Manager at her job. I must say, the literature I've been finding have been quite captivating, and my bookshelf is growing quite fuller.

Speaking of bookshelves, I'm renovating my room. I cleaned a bit of the living room, today. We cleaned off the shelves and took them apart. They'll need to be scrubbed because it's so dusty. Then we'll paint them again, unless I find a new shelf. We got the fabric for my bed, and I may be getting a new bed since this one is a wee bit small. It's 6' long... so am I. So, it's becoming more of a problem. My room shall be lime green and black. So excited.

For people only reading this for an explanation about my photos, last week I was late with Étincelles de la Vie because I went out to my grandparents in Bass River. Thus, no computer. This week, I'm working on the Bass River film, so bear with me.
I loved it out there and took pleanty of pictures for you all. Hope you'll enjoy them. They turned out much better this time with my better understanding of exposure, the chemestry of the film, and the aparture. Although, along with that, I was fairly careless about a few pictures and screwed some of them up, sadly. Damn carelessness. I also experimented with a couple things... screwed up, but oh well. I found out that now I actually DO need a timer for my camera.

It seems I have run out of things to say!

Well, thanks for your time, for the people who actually comment or read all this, kudos to you.

Both The Da Vinci Code and Digital Fortress are true works of genius and of pure
intelligence. I love them both so much. Dan Brown definitely deserves all the credit coming
for him! I can only hope to aspire to his level of ability of writing and insight.

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*macrophoto ]]> ~Granasaber Why can't you see? Fear will impede you to break t http://Granasaber.deviantart.com/journal/8921424/ http://Granasaber.deviantart.com/journal/8921424/ Tue, 30 May 2006 14:27:40 PDT After Forever - Zenith

I saw The Da Vinci Code
As a movie on it's own, pretty wicked. Although confusing. To be an alumni of the book, it is incredibly
dismal, and they changed the movie around so much that it was virtually unrecognisible. I'm
extremely disappointed. They even made Sophie's car white!

New films have been developed, check in this Thursday! I may have a treat. I may submit more than
one photo. One of them is... well... nah. I'll let you wait for them. I'm very proud of them too. They
are all magnificent in my eyes. I can honestly say my eye has improved in quality, and that I have
developed a lot as a photographer. Which makes me very proud. What say you all?

If you want to receive an e-mail from .Neptunian. .Photography., just contact me via note, or e-mail
[found on business card link below] and I'll get on it ASAP.

Well, that's all the updates I have in terms of photography right now. I've joined a few more groups,
and I am getting more involved in the community. I've replied to a bunch of the backlog of notes in
my mailbox, and I'm working very hard to keep going forward. I have a set layout for my journal
here, and a new layout for my photos, and system. If you guys like the way I'm running everything,
just say "Yes." in this journal. It ain't that hard people. I'd like to get some feedback. How
can I continue to develope if I have nothing to work with?

I've also set up a format of submitting on Thursdays. Do you think that's a good day?
I also have a new manager coming into .Neptunian. .Photography. soon, hopefully. I've gotten an
on-call make-up artist. I have my boyfriend starting to help with the business, and all that jazz. I'm
also getting a few requests from my friends for photographs and prints. C'mon! Tell your friends all
about me, and tell them about my page! Get the word out that I exist!

Also, I'm going to be submitting a couple of writings soon as well. So, be prepared for a little reading.
They're short too, so, you don't have to worry about taking up too much time. I'd love it if you guys
would actually read and give feedback on my stuff, thank you very much.

Much love goes to you all! I'm still reading Digital Fortress too. Amasing book! Read Dan
Brown's series and give an author some support!

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=onewordphoto ]]> ~Granasaber Now this time is just for me, I never wanted a par http://Granasaber.deviantart.com/journal/8700480/ http://Granasaber.deviantart.com/journal/8700480/ Sun, 07 May 2006 12:22:38 PDT Ayria - My Revenge On The World

Oh god, this week has not been a wonderful walk in the park, despite me thinking about doing just that.
Well, my just recent relationship has gone through a nice little episode of "on/off" a couple times.
Which, to someone who prefers stability like myself, really can't handle too well without a bit of help.
Although, I was very happy with the time spent, despite being played like a toy. Oh well.

Now someone else is talking to me who isn't scared to admit he's interested in something more than
just friends. This could prove to be interesting, just because I wasn't too pleased with the way I had
conducted myself previously. Let's see if I can do it right this time, eh? Just, the feelings of missing
him are very dominant currently. Which... is what The Da Vinci Code was made for! Curing
such feelings.

Speaking of which. The Da Vinci Code is an extremely well written book. I'm one who is very
hesitant to fall into fads. This time, I caved, and descided to buy the $11 CA book. I've been
thoroughly pleased with what it has to offer, and the historical facts, which are true, are rather
interesting. I'm looking forward to reading more of Dan Brown's creations. For instance, I
bought Angels and Devils recently as well. I forgot the price. But I'm sure I'll be equally
pleased.

Also, thanks to reading books, bus rides have seemed much less dreaded, I've been less worried in
general, especially about being late and the like. It's sped up bus rides for me as well. Made quite a
few things more pleasurable. I can definitely see why my parents are such book worms, and why my
old friend, Kate, got into the feeling of it feeling strange going somewhere without a book. Just how
my playboy messenger bag is an essential to about 95% of the places I go to, having at least two
books in it seems equally awkward.

Now a status on my art. Well, I'm thinking of writing slightly more. I'm going to submit a poem I made
a while back which some people have been marvelling at. It was inspired by my shirt with words on
it. Heh heh, inspiration for me comes from quite different places it seems.

For photography, guess what! I have now established a buisness. Neptunian Photography is
the name. I have an introductory e-mail [Revised by Nick Dollimount]. If anyone is interested
in services provided by me, they can give a call, or send me an e-mail. If you want to find out more,
contact me at [neptunian_photography@hotmail[dot]com]. I have a couple things already on the go, I
need to open a bank account, and develop a budget soon. I'm meeting with some people who are
photographers to find out what they do, along with going to NSCAD [Nova Scotia College of Art and
Design University] to take some courses to get some credentials, certificates, and to build up my portfolio.
I'm so excited!

Well, that'll be all for now. I have a new layout for my photos, and also a new colour enhancing way
of working things out. I'm hoping to go way up into the sky with my brother, to take photos of
above the clouds. It'd be so wonderful, and also I'd be able to be with my bro. As stupid as he is, I
lurve him.

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=onewordphoto ]]> ~Granasaber Oh let us share, the memories that only we can sha http://Granasaber.deviantart.com/journal/8415066/ http://Granasaber.deviantart.com/journal/8415066/ Sun, 09 Apr 2006 07:01:34 PDT Within Temptation - Say My Name

Hey people. This time, I'm only updating to say, I have a new banner for my deviantART site. So,
where ever you go, be it nex, myspace, a forum, or dA itself... would you mind putting this
somewhere? If it's too big, just say so, and I'll make a smaller one. But I'm pretty proud of it.

Tell your friends. Tell everyone. Just because I wanna get some publicity. I wanna go pro
photographer, and I need more people to be looking at my stuff in order to generate enough interest
so that I can properly create some posters and such for people.

They'd be cheaper than what dA is offering as well, I'd think. I wanna get to work on this. So, if you
care about what I'm doing at all, please help me out by putting this around. Or just tell your friends. I
am really passionate about this, I wanna share my message, I wanna let more people see [in my
honest opinion] beautiful art, which is created by me. I need your help.

So, here it is. If you need the HTML code for how to make it appear and be clickable, just ask and I'll
be more than happy to give it to you. Feel free to e-mail me too. Yes, this means you too Bryan. I
know you're not keen on posters, but your friends may be.

Thanks a lot everyone, in advance. It means a lot.

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APRIL FOOLS!
New pic up, btw.

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=onewordphoto ]]> ~Granasaber My hopes were running high, left me like the morni http://Granasaber.deviantart.com/journal/8265246/ http://Granasaber.deviantart.com/journal/8265246/ Sat, 25 Mar 2006 13:01:08 PST This time, Lullacry - Crucify My Heart

Well, this week and the week before have been FANTASIC!
I went through a full week of school, I finished all my detentions. I'm catching up on my homework and
I'm actually gonna finish gr. 9. So happy.

Well, today I had a photoshoot. We went out towards Portuguese Cove and took a zillion pictures, filmed
a lot of stuff around there. We spent two hours out there and I had a blast every second of it. I'm
excited to see my pictures. I had a lot of fun with it, I must say. And Kerri, my film teacher and great
friend, had a fun time too. I met one of her friends, I forgot his name. But he was really nice, simple,
and they both have real style and class. It was fun going out in an old truck listening to old tunes. So,
I'm hoping to get some of those pictures developed! So, you may see some pictures from me tonight!
Wow! Lloyd updating!? WTF?!

The whole Jordan thing, he sucks. Meh, he's a shallow, hypocrite, bigot. I can live without him. To tell
you the truth, I got over the whole issue with him in three days, maybe less. The whole Scott being an
asswipe took a little more time. But I'm fine. Just go with the flow.

I went out last night with my friend Chelsea! She's from Colby. Man, she has STYLE. She picked out a
white sweater, a purple shirt, and a jean jacket for me. Man, I love this stuff! In total, we also saved
$185 CA in sales! Man, the jean jacket alone was originally $115, and was marked down to $30!

Well, right now I think I'm either gonna go shoe shopping, and develope some film, or just do the
film. Man, I'm hungry. Thanks for checkin' in guys, I'm having a wicked time right now!

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=onewordphoto ]]> ~Granasaber Disclaimer: We should all hope and look towards th http://Granasaber.deviantart.com/journal/8111948/ http://Granasaber.deviantart.com/journal/8111948/ Thu, 09 Mar 2006 12:11:17 PST Chevelle - Still Running

Y'know that icky feeling you get inside of you and you feel like everyone's staring at you because you
did something nasty and such? And you just feel like a whore?
Well, I got infected now. It's a nasty gross feeling ain't it?

I've spoken to ~NellasEcha about this. Man, I just can't get rid of the feeling. Everyone says
otherwise, but it doesn't seem to make a difference.

So, basically, I find out from a kid at my school that my boyfriend has hated me for the past few
weeks and I was driving him crazy. So, he's the incredibly shallow one and I'M the one
driving HIM drazy!? wtf? I'm totally like, "Wtf?"
I even ask him periodically if I'm doing anything that's annoying him, and he would never tell me
anything. He always says, "no." and then kicks me out, "Hmm... no, eh? *gets out a bazooka* Wanna
say "no" again? >: D"

So um, y'know Stephie? Jordan and Laura make fun of you like... all the time, btw. Always making fun
of your haircut and such. I kinda felt like, "Why... are they doing this to their... "friend"?" But said
nothing. I'm sorry I didn't say anything before.

And sure, I feel nasty and whoreish because I went over to one of my gay friend's place, and he was
extremely horney, and I kinda did nothing. Man, I'm like, "Christ, am I stupid?" I... really didn't want
to do it, but I didn't know what to do. Robby said that I'm the timid kind of person who can't get away.

Then I found out that that gay guy, Scott, did that so that he could get to Jordan. Then Jordan
READILY accepts him [even though he said he would leave if I invited him over for a movie. Dear
lord.], and gives him a hickie, and everything. I heard from people at school that Scott actually got
horney with him too. But he's denying it. Then Scott blackmails me to break up with Jordan, or he
would for me. Then he shows off his hickie and everything to everyone at school and just... god. I feel
so used. Laura hates me too. So, to them, I'm on the same level as Josh is. Woo hoo. That's definitly
something to be proud of. You practically have to WORK to get to that level. Fuck, that's disgusting.

I'll have that Dresdon Dolls CD asap, Stephie. Note me or something.

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=onewordphoto ]]> ~Granasaber Dead I am this guy, watching the angels fly... http://Granasaber.deviantart.com/journal/8039979/ http://Granasaber.deviantart.com/journal/8039979/ Wed, 01 Mar 2006 17:31:49 PST Rob Zombie - Dragula

Mhm, totally. Rock on, dude.
So yea, been a while since I've updated. I'm gettin' back into the groove with my picture taking! So, there will be more pictures! I promise. I'm also in the process of developing some of them, and I have quite a few films to develope that are colour too.

I also bought a new camera, for those who didn't know. I bought it in January! My lord, time sure flies! It's already March! It's a Canon Rebel, a film camera. The zoom lens cost $100 and the body cost $170. So, in total, with taxes, it cost $310. Preowned. Spectacular. That's all I have to say about it. Spectactular.
It is a... 28 mm to 90 mm, and a standard size lens. [God, I've got my numbers screwed up tonight] The lenses for my new camera are useable on the digital cameras too. It's got some pretty sweet features which make the joy of hearing that *snap* of the camera feel that much more pleasurable.

That camera will be for my black and white photography and my minolta X-700 is for my colour. Mainly because my minolta has more options. I may play around with both of them though. God, I love this stuff. So, NO MORE DISPOSIBLE CAMERA FOR BLACK AND WHITES FOR ME, MAN!

Well, other than that, my life is going along the regular teenage rollar coaster, goin' through some tough shit, but I won't go all emo about that because this is not my place to say, and I'm sure you have your own issues to deal with too. 'Kay? We good? Good.

By the way, you guys are all GONCHES! Yes, GONCHES! I don't have a clue what it means either, but someone called me that when I was holding my boyfriend's hand down the street. So, I'm calling you guys all GONCHES!

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=onewordphoto ]]> ~Granasaber Tagged by Angie! http://Granasaber.deviantart.com/journal/7204230/ http://Granasaber.deviantart.com/journal/7204230/ Fri, 02 Dec 2005 14:24:57 PST

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. Tucker
2. Lloyd
3. Tucker of the Lloyd

THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
1. Granasaber
2. Neptunian
3. chroniclesofthecursedsword

THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. My clothes
2. My hair
3. My artistic ability

THREE THINGS YOU DON'T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. Too anxious
2. My age
3. Too paranoid

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. Everyone hating me
2. Losing Robert
3. If I'll fail

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. Cell phone
2. MP3 player
3. My wallet

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. Black zipper-up boots
2. Black cotton long-sleeve with a hang-ten sweater
3. Black cargo pants

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS (or artists (at the moment)):
1. Lullacry
2. Theatre of Tragedy
3. Within Temptation

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS AT PRESENT:
1. Within Temptation - It's the Fear
2. Lullacry - Better Days
3. Theatre of Tagedy - Lorelei

THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS:
1. Not failing at life
2. Set up prints
3. Feel better about shit.

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP (love is a given):
1. Trust
2. Respect
3. Intellegence

TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE
1. I am a Neptunian
2. I am very very straight. GIRLS FOR LIFE!

3. I am an actor, and a photographer

THREE THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
1. Nice hair
2. Good build
3. We're 'tight'.

THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO:
1. Intentionally hurt someone.
2. Stand homophobic people
3. Drop music, forever

THREE THINGS YOU CAN DO:
1. Photography
2. Acting
3. Creative writing

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. Photography
2. Reading
3. Graphic Art

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. Go to LOVE
2. Get over my artist block
3. Go to New Zealand

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
1. Psychiatrist
2. Doctor
3. Actor

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
1. Germany
2. United Kingdom
3. Korea

THREE KID'S NAMES:
1. Zack
2. Blaine
3. Dan/Don

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. Live in New Zealand
2. Live with my husband/partner
3. Help people, medically

THREE PEOPLE WHO HAVE TO TAKE THIS QUIZ:

]]> ~Granasaber We play the blaming game. Yes, I mind. It's not yo http://Granasaber.deviantart.com/journal/7048069/ http://Granasaber.deviantart.com/journal/7048069/ Mon, 14 Nov 2005 18:17:46 PST

10 people/things you like (order does not matter):
1. Robert Perry
2. Taylor
3. Jordan [the guy and the girl]
4. Photography
5. Chevelle
6. Boys
7. Chris Evans + Ewen MacGregor
8. Creativity
9. Ashley Lowe
10. Neon Green [I had to, man]

5 things that make you happy:
1. A good picture
2. Erin Bartlet
3. A hug, comfort
4. Walks alone
5. Reading

10 things that you hate/dislike:
1. Kiddies who try to impress me
2. Wannbes
3. Social situations
4. Rap
5. Kings View Academy
6. People who fail to make connections.
7. Lying
8. Mistreated innocent [aren't I such a goodie-goodie?]
9. Attention whores
10. Having to come up with things I hate

3 facts about your name:
It's from my great-grandad.
It has TWO 'L's! Who woulda thunk!?
It's the most mispelled name I know of.

6 facts about yourself:
I'm tall.
I am a neutral person.
I'm agreeable.
I like neon green.
[Is prone to oversleeping]
Music is my life.

2 things you expect (at least for now):
To fail at life~
To go to Harry Potter The Goblet of Fire

4 random thoughts:
Fucking hell, some people are retarded.
Chevelle rox mah sox.
I wanna go to bed.
I'm over busy...

Song you're listening to (give singer):
Lacuna Coil - Heaven's a Lie

I'm gonna tag:
~Calymos
=isays [NO EXCUSES!]
~crazybelgium [If you're busy, I won't hold it against you]
~DeNovoRegiment

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=onewordphoto ]]> ~Granasaber We lived our lives, in our paradise... http://Granasaber.deviantart.com/journal/6848433/ http://Granasaber.deviantart.com/journal/6848433/ Sun, 23 Oct 2005 18:28:47 PDT Aw, c'mon people. After all the work I've put into starting my prints up?
I even made a few samples and came up with a "company name" to boot!

Just goes to show how much respect there is for people out there. I didn't even
get people who said, "No, I wouldn't like any prints, thanks."

I only got Bryan to answer, and I had to ask him a second time.

C'mon, if someone asks a question, they tend to like an answer. Even if no one is
interested, a no would be nice just to know.

Now if you think that paying any money at all for prints is god ugly-like-horrible,
that's nice, but again, "No, I can't pay any money." is nice.

I hardly ever get anyone to reply to my journals anyways. *sigh*

Although, it's nice to see that people like my photos anyways. ~DeNovoRegiment
even faved like... three or four of my photos. I feel rather flattered. Thanks for
all those, people. Helps my self esteem in that aspect a lot. If you didn't notice
any of my 're-done' stuff, with new frames and such, go out into my gallery
and check it out, and if you don't want to do all that clicking and waiting,
[horrible, ain't it?] then TELL ME, and I'll just like the 're-done' stuff up in a
journal.

Also, I'm gonna direct you to ~NellasEcha and ~tasharoot2009. They
both TOTALLY rock mah sox, have wicked art, and are pretty wicked people.
Drop 'em a line if you wanna. Just thought I'd support my friends that I
have out there.

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=dapride ]]> ~Granasaber Nemo My Name Forever More.... http://Granasaber.deviantart.com/journal/6732177/ http://Granasaber.deviantart.com/journal/6732177/ Mon, 10 Oct 2005 16:35:37 PDT
Now, I'm pretty sure that only three or four people will actually care and look at this journal, but I'm willing to make it up anyways.

So, first of all, I got a lot of deviations uploaded now, and I must say I'm very proud of all my photographs. But as a heads up, I'm gonna tweak with all my old ones before I put on frames and put on frames and see if I can get rid of all the dirt and noise in the pictures. So, there may be a little bit of a flood in your inboxes, if I do them as fast as I think I will. Although, knowing fate, this probably won't be the case.

I was also speaking with ~NellasEcha and I was thinking about setting up prints if anyone wanted any of my stuff. I was just wondering if anyone would care. The prices would probably be much lower than dA, and shipping costs as well. Also! The costs won't go towards a lawsuit over a website! *snicker*

But That's all I really wanted to notify for people. If you're interested in prints, just ask and I'll see what I can do.

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~DeNovoRegiment ]]> ~Granasaber We both reached for the gun! http://Granasaber.deviantart.com/journal/6584632/ http://Granasaber.deviantart.com/journal/6584632/ Fri, 23 Sep 2005 19:29:39 PDT
Leave a comment here and...
1. I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.
3. I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle with you in.
4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.
5. I'll tell you my first/clearest memory of you.
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll ask you something that I've always wondered about you.
8. If I do this for you, you must post this on your journal. You MUST. It is written

Blame it on my friend Bryan. Throw rocks at him if you please.

Thanks to Shannon of the Quinn, I am now totally in a Broadway musical mood. It's unreal. But it's alright. Chicago has totally wicked music none the less.

Also thanks to Bryan, I have found out that god is gay, and he openly admitted it. Totally wicked, eh? Now the gay guys *coughcough* can enjoy the mile long penis his has. Hehheheh. Sweet.

I took more pictures! I'm editing them! I hate digital cameras so frikin' much!

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~DeNovoRegiment ]]> ~Granasaber Devious Journal Entry http://Granasaber.deviantart.com/journal/6444981/ http://Granasaber.deviantart.com/journal/6444981/ Wed, 07 Sep 2005 19:43:04 PDT Rent - Seasons of Love

Company
525,600 minutes, 525,000 moments so dear. 525,600 minutes - how do you measure,
measure a year? In daylights, in sunsets, in midnights, in cups of coffee. In
inches, in miles, in laughter, in strife. In 525,600 minutes - how do you
measure a year in the life?
How about love? How about love? How about love? Measure in love. Seasons of
love.

Female Soloist
525,600 minutes! 525,000 journeys to plan. 525,600 minutes - how can you measure
the life of a woman or man?

Male Soloist
In truths that she learned, or in times that he cried. In bridges he burned, or
the way that she died.

Company
Its time now to sing out, tho the story never ends let's celebrate remember a year in the life of friends. Remember
the love! Remember the love! Remember
the love! Measure in love. Seasons of love! Seasons of love.

Do you KNOW how much I LOVE that song right now. It makes me want to cry so bad. Youth Performance Company did that for their two week intensive production this summer, along with Fame, Luck Be A Lady Tonight, and one other one I forgot. Man, I loved it so much, the acting, dancing, singing. I'm a real theatre person, especially seeing everyone I love so much up on stage doing their best to give me and others a great show. I love them, and this song. It's unreal... *sigh*... I wanted to change my journal. Jark was getting old on my front page; and I feel that you deserve an update.

MY SCHOOL SUCKS. 17 people in it this year, and I'm stuck with kids who are starting puberty. AGAIN. I'm sorry, I'm just a bit peed off I'm not with the seinors... I SHOULD be with them, but NO, the numbers didn't benefit me... *sigh* That's all for now. I'll update later.

Clubs: ~photoshoptutors ]]> ~Granasaber About Jark http://Granasaber.deviantart.com/journal/6114029/ http://Granasaber.deviantart.com/journal/6114029/ Tue, 02 Aug 2005 16:18:44 PDT
I'd like to say that yeah, I kinda was thinking about joining the "SUPPORT JARK" wagon, for a while, and even made an avatar just for the fun of it just uncase I did; But then I read further into it and I found that most of the people on dA are being a little too over entheusiatic and should really calm down and think for a while. I've even found out that whenever the slighest thing goes wrong or disappears from one's userpage or something of the like, they blame it on "The conspiracy of the mn@!"

I find that to be quite highly to be paranoia, and reasonably unfair. I've seen some good responses to this, but many people have taken a slightly different interpretation to it and turned everything into a war on dA. Thing is, with most websites, it's an anarchy, there's the admins as the king, mods as the knights, and so on and so on; but with this site, and some others aswell, they have it so that they just support the community, but otherwise try to merge as normal users or role models. But everyone rioting, the power of this and the showmanship of a group is quite amasing, and it's nice to see everything getting all pumped, but the energy is being put in the wrong place it seems.

Sure, we all want answers and wanna know why °jark has been removed, but truth be told, I think he's really upset to see what's been going on in the community. Everyone's spreading rumours like wildfire, and it's kinda annoying to see everything going hectic. Yes, there are two founders of dA, they had a beautiful dream and it changed all of us somehow, or most of us, actually, but the mn@ have been trying to show their support for the community anyways and try to keep the place going. I've seen that they're kinda getting pissed, and they are mortified to see what's been going on.

I must say that =nolavon is right, everything going on is mass hysteria, and we should calm down, and this is just plain getting out of hand. I will support the "no deviation day" just because it's a community thing; But I will not support the yellow day, mainly because °jark does not want this all to be going on, and it's unfair to everything that dA is about: An art community.

I am not taking anyone's side, except for =nolavon's and the community's. We'll find out soon enough why Jark was removed. He's not gone, he's still a part of the community as much as he always was.

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~Granasaber ]]> ~Granasaber My Status - Just "Musically" http://Granasaber.deviantart.com/journal/5894339/ http://Granasaber.deviantart.com/journal/5894339/ Sun, 10 Jul 2005 11:53:05 PDT Blue Oyster Cult - (Don't Fear) The Reaper

All our times have come
Here but now they're gone
Seasons don't fear the reaper
Nor do the wind, the sun or the rain
We can be like they are

Come on baby... Don't fear the Reaper
Baby take my hand... Don't fear the Reaper
We'll be able to fly... Don't fear the Reaper
Baby I'm your man...

Valentine is done
Here but now they're gone
Romeo and Juliet
Are together in eternity...
Romeo and Juliet

40,000 men and women everyday... Like Romeo and
Juliet
40,000 men and women everyday... Redefine
happiness
Another 40,000 coming everyday...We can be like
they are

Come on baby... Don't fear the Reaper
Baby take my hand... Don't fear the Reaper
We'll be able to fly... Don't fear the Reaper
Baby I'm your man...

Love of two is one
Here but now they're gone
Came the last night of sadness
And it was clear she couldn't go on
The door was open and the wind appeared
The candles blew and then disappeared
The curtains flew then he appeared
Saying don't be afraid

Come on baby... And we had no fear
And we ran to him... Then they started to fly
They looked backward and said goodbye
We had become like they are
We had taken his hand
We had become like they are

Come on baby...don't fear the reaper

Sting - Shape of My Heart (Thanks Shannon)

He deals the cards as a meditation
And those he plays never suspect
He doesn't play for the money he wins
He doesn't play for the respect
He deals the cards to find the answer
The sacred geometry of chance
The hidden law of probable outcome
The numbers lead a dance

I know that the spades are the swords of a soldier
I know that the clubs are weapons of war
I know that diamonds mean money for this art
But that's not the shape of my heart

He may play the jack of diamonds
He may lay the queen of spades
He may conceal a king in his hand
While the memory of it fades

I know that the spades are the swords of a soldier
I know that the clubs are weapons of war
I know that diamonds mean money for this art
But that's not the shape of my heart
That's not the shape, the shape of my heart

And if I told you that I loved you
You'd maybe think there's something wrong
I'm not a man of too many faces
The mask I wear is one
Those who speak know nothing
And find out to their cost
Like those who curse their luck in too many places
And those who fear are lost

I know that the spades are the swords of a soldier
I know that the clubs are weapons of war
I know that diamonds mean money for this art
But that's not the shape of my heart
That's not the shape of my heart

Lullacry - Crucify My Heart (Thanks Daniel)

My hopes were running high
Left me like a morning tide
Everything I do is up to you

How can I still pretend
All good things must end
Emotions are so easy to crush

Like a junkie I traded everything for love

You were all I ever wanted
Right from the start
You were all I ever needed
Crucify my heart

The tide has turned
See my dreams drown
Nothing new under this hollow sun

The stillness of the night
Only thing holding me tight
Emotions are so easy to crush

Like a junkie I traded everything for love

You were all I ever wanted
Right from the start
You were all I ever needed
But you crucified my heart

Crucify my heart
Crucify my heart

Like a junkie I traded everything for love

You were all I ever wanted
Right from the start
You were all I ever needed
But you crucified my heart

You were all I ever wanted
Right from the start
You were all I ever needed
But you crucified my heart

Crucify my heart
Crucify my heart

Can you see a theme in my selection of some of my favourite songs?

I'd like to know your three more favourite songs you have, or three random ones of your favourites, or whatever.

Well lemme see, a journal entry... well, I have been alright with most things this summer, I got my new shoes, and neon green shoelaces, yes I'm nuts about the laces, they're neon green, who could ask for more?
Well, sad thing is they don't quite glow in the dark, but that's alright, I can live with that, took me a goddamnawful time finding them.

I ordered... ]]> ~Granasaber Bleh http://Granasaber.deviantart.com/journal/5833189/ http://Granasaber.deviantart.com/journal/5833189/ Sun, 03 Jul 2005 22:30:53 PDT [709. Kamelot - Soul Society]

If my soul could revive
from my carnal remains
what does it matter to me
If it's all fades to black
If Im born once again
then no-one really is free
How could I be condemned
for the things that I've done
If my intentions were good
I guess I'll never know
Some things under the sun
Can never be undestood

How can we believe in heaven
Human reason counters all
Ideas of a soul society
my life is just a fragment
Of the universe and all
there must be more than I can see

In the dark we're the same
In the concept of time
We're like a grain in the sand
And we strive for the flame
As if death was our aim
Cause we cannot understand

How I wish there was heaven
All for one and one for all
a flawless soul society
Our lives are just a fragment
Of the universe and all
there may be more that we can see ]]> ~Granasaber Performances http://Granasaber.deviantart.com/journal/5241215/ http://Granasaber.deviantart.com/journal/5241215/ Sun, 01 May 2005 19:02:39 PDT
What happened was first we had rehersals all week during school time. And I missed three weeks of rehersals, you'd think it'd take me hours upon hours to catch up, right? Wrong. Took me ONE HOUR to catch up on three weeks of work. That's kinda sad, but I'm not needed too much in the play since I dropped one of my scenes. But I dance a lot, and it's looking damn good now, I must say.

We first went to Camp Hill hospitol, mainly for veterans who served in the WWII. But the room we were using was AWFUL! God, I hated it so much, we hardly even had a backstage where we could get ready to do stuff... so, we had to be "onstage" before we actually did anything ONstage... if you know what I mean... it's sorta compicated, and the timing for one bit with various scenes was fucked, and everyone was late for their cues... except for me, because I only march, and do nothing else... really. And I skipped a paragraph, my wife was late, and everything was just dreadful. But, the audience liked it, as horrible as it was. But anyways... ._.;

Next up, tonight, we had a performance at the Sir James Dunn Theatre in the Dalhousie Arts Centre... The Dunn Theatre for short. Anyways, this afternoon (14:00 Atlantic) we had a performance, and it was MUCH MUCH MUCH better than Camp Hill, but it was still kinda crappy. @_@

After that, I went to see The Hitch Hikers Guide to the Galaxy. I loved it very much... very good... Heh heh, and I saw a preview to a Tim Burton movie and I was like, "Needtoseeit."

Then, tonight. (20:00 Atlantic) We had another performance. We had more people this time, and people from school were there too. I actually didn't fuck up this time! WHOO HOO! 8D And then we came to the conclusion, it was the best performance yet, gah... so much going on, I need two journals to have everything in them. XD Well, that's all for today... one five more performances left! ]]> ~Granasaber *unpuffles* http://Granasaber.deviantart.com/journal/5170247/ http://Granasaber.deviantart.com/journal/5170247/ Sat, 23 Apr 2005 18:59:32 PDT
The trip was awsome, not like, "OMFG! I WENT TO CALIFORNIA AND GOT A FUCKING GORGEOUS TAN!" like, I got to cool off, and have lots of stress relieved, but I don't feel too much different. Just nice to have gotten time to have a break from everything.

When I was drawing the penciled version, I liked the pencil sketch more than when it was inked... strangely. But then I coloured it and loved it more than anything. I wanted to have that old fashioned photograph feel, and one single meaningful thing to be coloured; the rose. No blood this time! *gasp* That's amasing. And not under mature content! *gasp again* And I got something to be inked, and not look like shit, and it actually looks decent! *gasp thrice* XD

Yesterday, I went over to halifax and wanted to spend my $40 gift certificates on Loomis Art store as soon as possible. So, I went to get my long wanted/needed inking brush pens that were shades of grey. And then I thought, "Hey awsome, I can use these and make a totally inked in picture of "Do You Remember Me?", and then I wanted to get some professional markers, and they were EXPENSIVE! $6.75 EACH! I only got two, red, and green, as you can see in the picture. But I also needed a new sketchbook that would keep my markers and pens from bleeding. Because the sketchbook I have now bleeds anyways with the inking pens I have, it would be horrible with these markers. ._.; So, I also got a book for markers.

The sheets of paper are so thin, but they don't let it bleed at all, or lot it bleed THROUGH the paper onto the other side. It kicks so much ass. And I only went three dollars over my spending money. ^_^

And THEN I went to see The Interpreter. On the first day it was showing. And the theatre I went to just got bought by Empire Theatres, and now they have STADIUM SEATING! Before they had shit assed seating I couldn't bear. Omfg... chairs... so... comfy.... *melts* And on that afternoon I saw about 20 people I knew, and talked to three of them... jesus, I know lots of people in Halifax. ._.;

Yesterday kicked so much ass. *dies*

Clubs:

]]> ~Granasaber Goin' away... http://Granasaber.deviantart.com/journal/5032308/ http://Granasaber.deviantart.com/journal/5032308/ Fri, 08 Apr 2005 07:53:10 PDT
Just a few weeks ago, as you may have noticed in my previous journal entry, I got my hair dyed blue. I was, and still am very happy with it, just with my haircut, my roots show up more than others, but that's alright. It's awsome, having arguments with people on wether it's blue or black, and them being convinced that I'm some fucked up turd who can't see. Alright, that maybe embarassing myself, but it's my hair, and if I can see blue, there's blue.

Anyways, besides blue hair, I got a haircut, y'know that webcam picture I have down there, that's so old now. Even though it's only a couple weeks old, but anyways, the point is my hair is uber short now, so, you'll see a picture of that latah. *lurves the hair hair*

Well, also I got sick in less than a month, twice, with the cold. This would happen to be my third cold since Christmas, when I cought onto the epidemic where the cold JUST WOULD NOT LEAVE! It was insane, and having a cold twice really soon, is not fun... but I got to miss school, etc. So, s'all good. XP

And onto other news other than my hair... ._.;
I'm gonna be going away for two weeks to Sussex, New Brunswick. My grandparents live there and got no internet... although, you probably wouldn't notice me being off of dA anyways, so... that's alright if you don't. Hope ya people dun miss me too much. *gets shot*

Anyways, I'll be leaving Sunday, so you gotta live with me being here.... sorta, for a couple more days now. Check out my web cam pic when ya get the chance, if you havn't seen mah new do. XD

~Lloyd

Oh yeah, I'm in a club now. 8D Whoopie... maybe I should put my friends too... I'll organise that in another entry.

]]> ~Granasaber Thingie majigger http://Granasaber.deviantart.com/journal/4866798/ http://Granasaber.deviantart.com/journal/4866798/ Sun, 20 Mar 2005 20:20:34 PST

[ 1 ] First grade teacher's name: Mrs. Robertson-Tran
[ 2 ] Last word you said: Dude!
[ 3 ] Last song you sang: Within Temptation - Angels
[ 4 ] Last person you hugged: Johnelle
[ 5 ] Last thing you laughed at: Emma... she's so silly.
[ 6 ] Last time you said i dont fucking remember: Today.
[ 7 ] Last time you cried: Hmm... probably Tuesday night...
[ 8 ] What's in your CD player: Nightwish - Wishmaster
[ 9 ] What color socks are you wearing: Well... I'm not wearing socks, but if I was, they'd be black... it's all I got.
[ 10 ] What's under your bed: Art stuff, music sheets, books, knife...
[ 11 ] What time did you wake up today: 10:48
[ 13 ] Current hair: BLUE! Straight, sideswept
[ 14 ] Current clothes: Black cargo pants, black shirt.
[ 15 ] Current annoyance: Parents
[ 16 ] Current longing: I wanna cuddle....
[ 17 ] Current desktop picture: Broken Miho.
[ 18 ] Current worry: School shit...
[ 19 ] Current hate: Mostly everything.
[ 20 ] Current favorite article of clothing: Black Cargo pants.
[ 21 ] Favorite physical feature of the opposite sex: Height...
[ 22 ] Last CD that you listened to: Wishmaster, duhhh.
[ 23 ] Favorite place to be: Anywhere but here. @_@
[ 24 ] Least favorite place: Here. @_@
[ 25 ] Time you wake up in the morning: School days: 6:15,
Any other day: After 11.
[ 26 ] If you could play an instrument, what would it be: I already play bass... drums would be cool, y'know.
[ 27 ] Favorite color(s): Black, red.
[ 28 ] Do you believe in an afterlife: I dunno what I believe in, in relation to that.
[ 29 ] How tall are you: 5' 11" (About 181 cm)
[ 30 ] Current favorite word/saying: I've been married for 18 years and my daughter's a slut.
[ 31 ] Favorite book: Aurain
[ 32 ] Favorite season: Summer
[ 33 ] One person from your past you wish you could go back and talk to: ... David...
[ 34 ] Favorite day: Friday

[[[ FUTURE ]]]

[ 35 ] Where do you want to go: Europe.
[ 36 ] What is your career going to be like: Er... psychotic?
[ 37 ] How many kids do you want: 0 *happy happy, joy joy.*
[ 38 ] What kind of car will you have: Hmm...

[[[ HAVE YOU EVER... ]]]

[Gotten in a fight w/your dog/cat/bird/fish, etc]: Nah.
[Been to New York?]: Nope
[Been to Florida?]: Nope.
[Been to San Diego, Cali?]: Nope
[Been to Hawaii?]: Nope
[Been to Mexico?]: No....
[Been to China?]: So many "no"s to pass out. @_@
[Been to Canada?]: I *LIVE* in Canada, dumbass.
[Danced naked?]: Yup.
[Dreamed something really crazy and then it happened the next day]: All the time. XD
[Had an imaginary friend?]: Nope.

[[[ RANDOM ]]]

[Do you have a crush on someone?]: Yup.
[Worst feeling in the world]: Helpless, lost, needy
[What is the first thing you think when you wake in the morning?]: "DIE YOU DUCKING ALARM CLOCK! GO MAKE OUT WITH Cher.. or something..."
[How many rings before you answer?]: Er... one or two, sometimes three.
[Future daughter's name]: I most likely won't have one, but if I had to choose... Madeline.
[Future son's name]: Rick, Douglas
[Do you sleep with a stuffed animal?]: Not anymore.
[If you could have any job you wanted, what would it be?] Psychiatrist
[Are you a lefty, righty or ambidextrous?]: When I'm writing, righty. Everything else, ambidextrous.
[College plans]: hm...
[Piercings]: None... I want three.

[[[ THE EXTRA STUFF ]]]

[Do you do drugs?]: Never have, never will.
[Do you drink]: Sometimes.
[Who are your best friends?]: Emma.
[What kind of Shampoo and Conditioner do you use?]: Herbal Essences, Fruitjuice, and some conditioner I found... can't remember the name.
[What are you most scared of?]: Losing all my friends.
[What clothes do you sleep in?]: ... nothing except boxers, baby! >D
[Who is the last person that called you?]: Emma
[Where do you want to get married?]: Earth
[If you could change anything about yourself what would that be?]: I want cut muscles, damnit.
[Favorite number]: 5473... o_O;
[Are You Timely Or Always Late]: Timely
[Do You Have A Job]: Sometimes... dad makes me work, or I get my ass kicked. @_@
[Do You Like Being Around People]: Sometimes, most of the time, no.
[ Best feeling in the world]: Getting hugged, and when it means something.
[Are you for world peace]: Su... ]]> ~Granasaber Bumpity bump, bump bump bump. http://Granasaber.deviantart.com/journal/4694984/ http://Granasaber.deviantart.com/journal/4694984/ Mon, 28 Feb 2005 16:50:19 PST
I'm not having a great time in school, but that's natural... I missed Rob, he was gone for a week to England, and it just didn't feel the same without him. I dunno, he's cool. Well, Mrs. Hill's back tomorrow, I ever did so enjoy going around in my normal clothes during the afternoons and listening to music while working ever so much without getting yelled at.... such days shall disappear now... I don't like getting yelled at, I get yelled at so much, people would think I WOULD like it. @_@ It's crazy where I live, but boring in Hallafax anyways. It's like... a mix of everything, I swear. O_o; Well, that's all for now. *puffles*

~Lloyd ]]> ~Granasaber <insert witty title here> http://Granasaber.deviantart.com/journal/4371454/ http://Granasaber.deviantart.com/journal/4371454/ Thu, 20 Jan 2005 18:09:25 PST
There is also another concern I have, this is supposed to be normal Nova Scotia weather... we get blizzards like the all the time every year... what makes this year so special? More low pressure fronts, Nor'Easters, etc, etc. But... the thing is, this is still not supposed to do that much to everything, right? Wrong. We have power outages every time we have a snowfall amount higher than 1 inch... I mean... come on... this is supposed to be NORMAL WEATHER! This is NOT hurricane Juan people... the power poles are getting old and the power company isn't doing much about it... I seriously think they should invest on new power poles... they've been through Juan and blizzards galore, they should have a break, they're being battered to a pulp. This gets me so mad... and also, I have had my power flicker all the time and be like, "Aw shit... winter without power is gonna be heeeellllll............"

When I got home I was just a litle ticked off, and then I just feel bored, moody, depressed, etc. So, I sit at the computer just having some fun with dA and some forums, talking to my Angi.

And then I just felt like craaaap, and something hit me in the head... like an anvil... I have been feling like this for a while now.... and it has been getting ony my nerves, seriously. So, thanks to the storm, I had to shovel, and I was gonna back out of YASC, (Youth Acting Stage Company) but i found out my mom already paid for it. T_T So... that got me disappointed. <_< After I was finished with the snow, I descided to draw Kibo, because I wanted to draw a little chibi me.... but... then I saw

's picture that I favourited, and seriously, that made me wanna draw a voodoo me in a sort of goth like form, but representing my mood at the same time. I finished him, and now I am gonna ink it in later when I go to school and revise over it with my friend Frannnnnnn, and then colour it with Frannnnnnn.

Today sorta seemed like an up and down day, so I'm alright with it, I havn't gone insane yet and kicked someone's ass, but that's okay. I'll save that for when I get drunk.

Anyways, enjoy... life goes on, I'll live. Everything will move on.

Oh, and on a final note, I think I will be using Kibo as a character with something

and I are gonna do. She told me she hasn't made a character yet. *scolds Nellas* Anyways, I'm off, done for the day.

]]> ~Granasaber Big things come in small packages http://Granasaber.deviantart.com/journal/4322424/ http://Granasaber.deviantart.com/journal/4322424/ Fri, 14 Jan 2005 21:19:02 PST
Well, after french I had a science test, I am pretty sure I didn't do well, seeing as how I didn't care about anything at the time, and pretty much still don't. I think I got the answers right, but didn't elabourate well enough. Or something like that. In gym I actually did well in basket ball... really well, but my hair kinda got screwed.

When I got home I just didn't do anything, I havn't done much at all, I havn't had enough energy to really do much else but move a mouse or type. I havn't eaten much... only.. a piece of apple pie (with a spoon) and that's [retty much it, my teeth still hurt y'see from the dentist tightening my braces and such. I just then talked to people, talked about issues and past... memories... everything has been piling up, I have to get ahead a chapter in math, history quiz, audition I am NOT ready for at all currently, nor caring about ANYTHING at all... exams coming up... my dad on Tuesday... my depression feels like it is getting worse as each day turns by... I'm scared if the doctor will be enough... or will it be too late? I'm not sure.

Well, I'll shut up now, this isn't a goth's site for complaining about how their life is, or a place where you continuously complain about your life... I can do this other places or just shut up and not complain at all. Ungh, so much happening, everything is overloading my brain, just dry humour is making me feel worse... *sigh* anyways, off I go. -_- ]]> ~Granasaber Le sick-eth http://Granasaber.deviantart.com/journal/4263839/ http://Granasaber.deviantart.com/journal/4263839/ Fri, 07 Jan 2005 17:05:49 PST ]]> ~Granasaber