http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:GutterflowerChaos&section=today deviantART RSS for by:GutterflowerChaos en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Thu, 10 Dec 2009 15:34:21 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://GutterflowerChaos.deviantart.com/journal/28727977/ http://GutterflowerChaos.deviantart.com/journal/28727977/ Thu, 03 Dec 2009 13:04:58 PST 2. Each tagged person must post 10 things about themselves on their journal.
3. At the end, you have to choose and tag people and post their icons on the same journal.
4. Go to their pages and send a message saying you tagged them.
5. No tag-backs.

Ten things about me
1. I don't have enough time in the day to do all the things I want to do.
2. I'm beginning to wonder if I have a Peter Pan complex.
3. I can kick zombie ass in the snow in a skirt.
4. I feel like I'm just sitting on my hands waiting for the semester to end.
5. I love creating characters, but I'm always worried that they're not deep enough, or they end up looking/acting too much like me.
6. I am determined to become a successful animator.
7. I wonder if it's possible for me to love one person.
8. My awkward phase came much later in life.
9. As much as I love art, sometimes it really pisses me off.
10. I am fascinated by certain aspects of the human shape and form. Right now it's backs, shoulders, and forearms.

TEN things you wish you could say to TEN different people right now:
10. I miss you oh-so-so-so much, and I can't wait until you come home so we can watch trashy TV together.
9. No matter what you think of yourself, or what I may say or do, I love you so much and am so grateful for everything you have done for me. If nothing else, /I/ think you're beautiful.
8. I love you so much. I will never find the words to say exactly how much you mean to me.
7. I need to get off my ass and come visit you more often. It'll have to wait until you're not a zombie anymore, though.
6. My dearest darling, I love you to pieces, but I worry about you sometimes. I know sometimes you feel lonely, but rushing to find a relationship isn't the best thing to do. When you feel lonely, spend some time on yourself. Do something that you can do alone that makes you happy. Maybe you need to be comfortable with being alone/single/whatever before you dive into the dating game.
5. I often wonder what goes on in your head when we talk. I wonder if you're still upset with me, deep down. Or maybe you wish we could be more than friends. It's okay for you to touch me. You can hug me when you see me. It's not awkward anymore, or at least it shouldn't be. No matter what, I still love you.
4. I feel so blessed to have you in my life. I hope even after graduation that we will still keep in touch with each other and be as good of friends as we are now.
3. My dear, I love you, and I know you've had it rough this past year. I pray for you all the time, but I can't help but worry. You've started to pick yourself back up, but I'm concerned about this engagement. Maybe it's okay, I don't know. I haven't been around enough to say for certain, but it still makes me nervous. I just don't want you to get hurt is all.
2. GURL~ I miss you bunches and I NEED to see you over Christmas. It's been WAY too long and I don't have enough of you in my life right now.
1. I love you always.

EIGHT ways to win your heart:

8. Don't be an asshole.
7. Don't be an asshole.
6. Don't be an asshole.
5. Don't be an asshole.
4. Don't be an asshole.
3. Don't be an asshole.
2. Don't be an asshole.
1. Smile and laugh with me.


SEVEN things that cross your mind a lot:

1. There'sazombiebehindmethere'sazombiebehindmethere'sazombiebehindme~~~!
2. I don't want to do homework.
3. I need to eat better.
4. I need to exercise more.
5. Computer science is stupid.
6. Am I going to have enough money when I'm in Japan?
7. You want a burrito? I'll give it to you for a smile~.

FIVE people who mean a lot at the moment:<.b>

1. Mom.
2. Dad.
3. Lizzy.
4. My beautiful podmates. <3
5. Everyone who surrounds me with love. <3


FIVE songs that you listen to often lately:

1. Doubt & Trust - Access
2. Here in Your Arms - Hellogoodbye
3. Assault - Final Fantasy X Soundtrack
4. Johanna (Shut Up) - Crazy Loop
5. Night Drive - Jimmy Eat World

I tag anyone who wants to do it. =w=

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I woke up early to go to work. I sit at one of the desks in the fitness center, so I basically get paid to do my homework. Not very eventful, but then I scurried off to get lunch and head to rehearsal for a sketch comedy show (which is tonight!). After rehearsal, I wandered around the quad taking pictures of people at Lutefest for my photography project. By this point, I had only run into a couple people who wished me a happy birthday.

I returned to my room and just hung out, watching YouTube videos and getting calls from family. A call from my mother broke my heart a little. My grandmother is terminally ill with lung cancer, so my mom and my uncle alternate taking care of her, since she can't be by herself anymore. My mom has been so busy taking care of my grandma that she couldn't find much time to really do anything special for me on my birthday except send a card, so she felt really bad. I told her not to feel that way, because I understand what's going on and grandma needs people with her, but I know she still felt horrible. That's just the way she is. So that put me in a bit of a sad mood.

Later, I had dinner with my roommate and some friends, and continued to receive birthday wishes. Although I found it odd that some people didn't even acknowledge that it was my birthday. I mean, people whom I would expect to remember. I found it strange and tried to dismiss it, but it kept bothering me. Even after dinner, I found myself in my room just hanging out by myself. And I kept thinking, "This is wrong. I shouldn't be spending my birthday alone." Of course it is getting to be the end of the semester, so I wondered if everyone simply had too much work to do.

My sister called me, and I went over the situation with her, asking if it was selfish of me to be a little disappointed. She told me to take the initiative if no one else was going to, so I resolved to rally people together to walk into town and get ice cream. My roommate and one of my friends were in the room at the time, so we watched a couple episodes of Friends before heading downstairs.

To my surprise, a great, big group of my friends was waiting for me in the lobby. They all sang to me before leading me out to the woods behind one of the dorms where we played Ghost in the Graveyard and had lots of fun. After a while, it was "highly suggested that we return," so we went back to our dorm. Once in the lobby, a friend covered my eyes while people ran past me into the coffeehouse. Another friend grabbed my arm and I was blindly led into the coffeehouse, only to find everyone there with cake and ice cream and presents. Everyone sang to me once more and I blew out the candles, making a wish and feeling like I would cry.

It was a wonderful birthday, and it made me realize just how blessed I am to have such wonderful people in my life. I have a loving family and incredible friends here, back home, and in other places. I don't know if people realize this, but I am a very emotional person and I love with all of my heart. As I blew out the candles, I made a wish. I won't say exactly what it was, but it involved my friends and hoping that we would always have each other in one way or another. I love each and every one of them so much with all of my heart, and I hope to never lose them. I will never doubt that bond again.

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For now, 25 truths.

Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 25 random things, facts, habits, or goals about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you. If I tagged you, it's because I want to know more about you.

1. My ultimate goal in life is to found an animation studio to give Disney a run for their money.

2. I'm afraid that goal will never be accomplished

3. I love Disney movies. Not High School Musical and that kind of stuff. I mean animated movies and the classics like Mary Poppins.

4. I love trashy reality TV. It's a guilty pleasure.

5. There's always some kind of fantastic scene or story going on in my head, but it's so hard to describe everything to other people.

6. I love looking up videos of English dub voice actors on YouTube. I've found some good ones of Quinton Flynn and Johnny Yong Bosch to name a few.

7. I prefer to cosplay as boys due to a creepy experience I had when I cosplayed as Yuna. I do really want to cosplay a female character sometime soon, though.

8. I LOVED Tokyo and I can't wait to go back.

9. I HATE snobby, spoiled rich kids.

10. I also hate people who are overly arrogant and think they're better than everyone else for no good reason.

11. The one thing I want to do before I die: Hijack a golf cart at a really swanky country club and harass the golfers.

12. I'm terrified that I won't amount to anything in life.

13. I love America's Best Dance Crew and wish I could dance like those crews.

14. I hate Twilight.

15. When I'm home alone at night, I psych myself out to the point that I can't sleep.

16. GRIMMJOW WANTS YOUR BABIES.

17. I love 90's boybands.

18. Halloween is my favorite holiday.

19. I would never eat at a MacDonald's in the USA, but I would totally eat at one in Japan.

20. I think eating with chopsticks makes more sense than eating with silverware.

21. I want my future husband/boyfriend to propose to me in cosplay.

22. The only celebrity I will swoon over is Johnny Rzeznik, frontman for the Goo Goo Dolls.

23. 90's alternative is my favorite music genre.

24. I think most designer bags like Louis Vuitton and Dooney and Bourke are ugly.

25. I wish I was really good at something athletic, like archery or some kind of martial art.

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But even with all my work, I'm still finding time to draw and everything. =3 I'm currently working on a webcomic called "Skies Astern," an air-pirate, steampunk story. ^__^ It'll be good fun. Also, I've joined a few clubs, so there will be work related to that. And I've also come up with new concepts and ideas for Sky Castle IX, so there's much more from me to look forward to. In the mean time, I'm going to finish watching Alias with my roomies and go to bed. xwx

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So I woke up at 6:30 with one of my roommates so we could go to the waffle bar in town for breakfast and free t-shirts. We met a few friends in our dorm lobby and got into my roommate's car. As we pulled out of the parking lot, we were facing the sun and the windshield was foggy. As a result, we crashed into a fork-lift. The car received a bit of damage on the front left corner, and no one was hurt (I bit the inside of my lip and it bled a little, but no big deal). So Public Safety came down and assessed the damage, followed by a cop and a truck to tow the car away.

So no waffles or t-shirts. D:

So I went back to my room and didn't feel like going back to bed, so I showered and changed and got ready for class. I swung by the Cage and grabbed breakfast, then went to the Language building to go to my Japanese class. However, I mixed up the classes on my schedule. I didn't have Japanese. I had Art History. Which was in the Art building all the way on the other side of campus. So I booked it over to the building and ended up being only five minutes late.

After that, I grabbed lunch with friends and then went to my other two classes.

So yeah. Great start to the semester.

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People are stupid. People do stupid things.

I'm beginning with this statement because I came across someone doing something very stupid yesterday. I was browsing through deviantART, minding my own business, checking updates from my watches and such...And then I went to the homepage, and staring me in the face was porn.

Now by "porn" I don't mean "artistic nudity." I don't mean "art with suggestive/sexual themes." I mean straight up "found-on-a-porn-site-copied-and-pasted-onto-the-desktop-then-submitted-onto-DA-porn."

For those of you who are wondering, the image featured two men and two women who had the penises of said men in their mouths. And this piece was oh-so-artfully titled, "fuck my pussy." Just like that. With no capital letters.

So yeah, I reported it and hopefully that's been taken care of. I'm all for artwork with naked people or even implied sex. But when you're posting straight up porn when it's against the ToS...That's just stupid.

In other news, about a month left of classes! YAY!

]]> ~GutterflowerChaos http://GutterflowerChaos.deviantart.com/journal/14763544/ http://GutterflowerChaos.deviantart.com/journal/14763544/ Sun, 23 Sep 2007 19:28:25 PDT - Luxord ~PIC~
- Axel <3
- Marluxia
- Xemnas
- Xigbar
- My corridor love. <333

- Roxas (me!)

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]]> ~GutterflowerChaos http://GutterflowerChaos.deviantart.com/journal/5635572/ http://GutterflowerChaos.deviantart.com/journal/5635572/ Mon, 13 Jun 2005 10:31:21 PDT We'll just wait and see how things go..

Note: Don't forget that the next kiriban is at 567 pageviews! If you get it, make sure you let me know ^__^ ]]> ~GutterflowerChaos http://GutterflowerChaos.deviantart.com/journal/3880633/ http://GutterflowerChaos.deviantart.com/journal/3880633/ Sat, 20 Nov 2004 18:13:49 PST ~GutterflowerChaos http://GutterflowerChaos.deviantart.com/journal/3550010/ http://GutterflowerChaos.deviantart.com/journal/3550010/ Sat, 09 Oct 2004 13:03:04 PDT If you have received a kiriban, you are not eligible for another until the next...so fushiginahinotori won't be eligible for this one, but the next one. And if you do receive the kiriban, please be patient! Schoolwork has been killing me softly X____x ]]> ~GutterflowerChaos http://GutterflowerChaos.deviantart.com/journal/3339370/ http://GutterflowerChaos.deviantart.com/journal/3339370/ Sat, 11 Sep 2004 11:59:06 PDT ~GutterflowerChaos http://GutterflowerChaos.deviantart.com/journal/3294782/ http://GutterflowerChaos.deviantart.com/journal/3294782/ Sun, 05 Sep 2004 18:15:48 PDT .> Right, so the next kiriban will be at 150 pages...just let me know whenever you get it.....and...that's it XD ]]> ~GutterflowerChaos http://GutterflowerChaos.deviantart.com/journal/3149419/ http://GutterflowerChaos.deviantart.com/journal/3149419/ Tue, 17 Aug 2004 17:33:04 PDT fushiginahinotori ! ^__^ Thanks to all those who participated. ]]> ~GutterflowerChaos http://GutterflowerChaos.deviantart.com/journal/3025507/ http://GutterflowerChaos.deviantart.com/journal/3025507/ Mon, 02 Aug 2004 09:47:18 PDT .> ok, so I'm holding a "contest" if you will....who ever gives me my 100th pageview may request a drawing from me. --; there are certain restrictions to the drawing though. It cannot consist of mature adult material (just keep it PG-13 basically), and if you want a fanart from an anime, it helps if I know something about the anime itself. just check with me and I'll let you know if I can do it. Thank you and good luck! ]]> ~GutterflowerChaos http://GutterflowerChaos.deviantart.com/journal/3009184/ http://GutterflowerChaos.deviantart.com/journal/3009184/ Sat, 31 Jul 2004 06:20:51 PDT ~GutterflowerChaos http://GutterflowerChaos.deviantart.com/journal/2903233/ http://GutterflowerChaos.deviantart.com/journal/2903233/ Sat, 17 Jul 2004 10:08:41 PDT ~GutterflowerChaos