http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:GuyaricanKitten&section=today deviantART RSS for by:GuyaricanKitten en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Thu, 10 Dec 2009 00:44:55 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://GuyaricanKitten.deviantart.com/journal/27529375/ http://GuyaricanKitten.deviantart.com/journal/27529375/ Thu, 01 Oct 2009 20:10:50 PDT needs help. This time it seems worse than any and she may loose everything including her own mother. I'm not even joking. Please read her journal here and help her out: [link]

She's even doing a Commission Lottery, so you can help her gain money that way too.

]]> ~GuyaricanKitten http://GuyaricanKitten.deviantart.com/journal/25567997/ http://GuyaricanKitten.deviantart.com/journal/25567997/ Fri, 26 Jun 2009 13:34:40 PDT So this journal for me, bewteen the day of both their deaths.

RIP Michael Jackson... though their were people who hated you, there were people who admired you and believed in you. Through your music you will live forever.

RIP Michael Turner... You're still dearly missed, you'll live on in our memories, through the comics you helped to create, through the artwork that inspired many.

]]> ~GuyaricanKitten http://GuyaricanKitten.deviantart.com/journal/24933288/ http://GuyaricanKitten.deviantart.com/journal/24933288/ Sun, 24 May 2009 22:27:21 PDT
What's crazier is today makes exactly a yr that I lost a really dear friend... I miss him like crazy...

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With Hope - Steven Curtis Chapman

This is not at all how
We thought it was supposed to be
We had so many plans for you
We had so many dreams
And now you've gone away
And left us with the memories of your smile
And nothing we can say
And nothing we can do
Can take away the pain
The pain of losing you, but ...

We can cry with hope
We can say goodbye with hope
'Cause we know our goodbye is not the end, oh no
And we can grieve with hope
'Cause we believe with hope
(There's a place by God's grace)
There's a place where we'll see your face again
We'll see your face again

And never have I known
Anything so hard to understand
And never have I questioned more
The wisdom of God's plan
But through the cloud of tears
I see the Father's smile and say well done
And I imagine you
Where you wanted most to be
Seeing all your dreams come true
'Cause now you're home
And now you're free, and ...

We have this hope as an anchor
'Cause we believe that everything
God promised us is true, so ...

We wait with hope
And we ache with hope
We hold on with hope
We let go with hope

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]]> ~GuyaricanKitten http://GuyaricanKitten.deviantart.com/journal/21776238/ http://GuyaricanKitten.deviantart.com/journal/21776238/ Mon, 01 Dec 2008 23:16:50 PST [link] ) site just now:

"Shaun Healey aka Endling author of Ever After and all around rad guy has contracted a rare disease. The quick and dirty is he needs our support. The sooner we can help Endling out the sooner he can return to a completely normal life. In my opinion charity is by FAR the greatest thing about the Holidays and it's a rare oportunity to see a Charity directly help out a close personal friend like this. I'd personally GREATLY appreciate any help you can give to Endling. So to make this a lot easier to help out We've set up two really easy ways to offer support.

Every single item sold at Shark Robot will go towards a donation to Endling to be given to him on the 26th the Day after Christmas. Or if you'd like to help him out SUPER directly you can buy Endling's shirt and print

Number Two: You can make a direct donation to Endling through PayPal. Endling's PayPal is endrealm@yahoo.com

Snafu fans are the greatest people on earth and I know we won't let Endling down in his time of need. Let's end this year in the true spirt of the holiday season by helping a friend. God bless all of you. You are the BEST!"

Endling as some of you may know is a fellow deviant and I've already seen how great deviantartist can be to others. So please extend your help if you can.

]]> ~GuyaricanKitten http://GuyaricanKitten.deviantart.com/journal/21605926/ http://GuyaricanKitten.deviantart.com/journal/21605926/ Fri, 21 Nov 2008 22:47:49 PST
Anyway! I have been workin on art here and there. I had started a new one based on one of my current feelings, but either my Photoshop does it's crashing thing or I don't have the time or motivation. I still have others that are undone too, I'm real sorry I'm so inactive. Does anyone still really watch me cept for the few I know still appear round here?

I should be going back to college in Jan. so you may get to see school projects n such from me, means more updates. Lets hope so right?

]]> ~GuyaricanKitten http://GuyaricanKitten.deviantart.com/journal/20294839/ http://GuyaricanKitten.deviantart.com/journal/20294839/ Tue, 02 Sep 2008 17:09:27 PDT
]]> ~GuyaricanKitten http://GuyaricanKitten.deviantart.com/journal/18312185/ http://GuyaricanKitten.deviantart.com/journal/18312185/ Tue, 13 May 2008 20:30:01 PDT and a mutual friend have just released their preview of their first episode: [link]

That there is a review for DMC4 and if you check out their channel: [link] you'll also find a cheat for MegaMan 2. Any comments should be left on their page/videos.

Please check them out, Thanks a bunch for those who do!

]]> ~GuyaricanKitten http://GuyaricanKitten.deviantart.com/journal/17870165/ http://GuyaricanKitten.deviantart.com/journal/17870165/ Tue, 15 Apr 2008 18:49:38 PDT
Mirror - BarlowGirl

Mirror, Mirror on the wall; Have I got it?
Cause Mirror you've always told me who I am
I’m finding It’s not easy to be perfect
So Sorry you won’t define me
Sorry you don’t own me

Who are you to tell me
that I’m less than what I should be
Who are you ,Who are you
I don’t need to listen
to the list of things I should do
I won’t try - I won’t try

Mirror I am seeing a new reflection
I’m looking into the eyes of He who made me
To Him I have beauty beyond compare
I know He defines me

Who are you to tell me
that I’m less than what I should be
Who are you ,Who are you
I don’t need to listen
to the list of things I should do
I won’t try - I won’t try

You don’t define me (No you don’t define me)
You don't define me

Who are you to tell me
that I'm less than what I should be
Who are you?
Yea, I don’t need to listen
to the list of things I should do
I won’t try - No I won’t try

]]> ~GuyaricanKitten http://GuyaricanKitten.deviantart.com/journal/17804120/ http://GuyaricanKitten.deviantart.com/journal/17804120/ Fri, 11 Apr 2008 22:54:04 PDT posted this article on his journal: [link]ageone&article_no=3605&age=1

The article is titled: "Mind Your Business: You Will Lose All The Rights to Your Own Art"

I believe EVERYONE on this very site should read the whole thing through. It's utterly important and we need to fight back!

This is the link to find your congressmen and make your voice heard: [link]

]]> ~GuyaricanKitten http://GuyaricanKitten.deviantart.com/journal/17100793/ http://GuyaricanKitten.deviantart.com/journal/17100793/ Thu, 28 Feb 2008 10:16:26 PST
The image is basically an editted wallpaper from one of my favorite video game series: Fatal Frame. I took the official wallpaper and added on elements I thought made it look better. The wallpaper was originally made for my little brother, but he liked it so much I decided to put it on here as well.

This is the wallpaper: [link]

I like it myself, but to get the most views and favorites in my entire gallery? Does my work really suck that much people? :/

]]> ~GuyaricanKitten http://GuyaricanKitten.deviantart.com/journal/16255676/ http://GuyaricanKitten.deviantart.com/journal/16255676/ Fri, 04 Jan 2008 13:25:34 PST
Anyway, I know I haven't been posting. I have works though, most are just scraps. I do have actual work though, but one of em was suppose to be a X-Mas pick, than I thought to make it a New Yrs... now I'm thinking it can be a Valentine's one... considering I have more time to work on something so simple by that time, lol. Have an image I keep workin on and off since June x.x; ...Hopefully I'll finish it before a yr anniversary

]]> ~GuyaricanKitten http://GuyaricanKitten.deviantart.com/journal/12890319/ http://GuyaricanKitten.deviantart.com/journal/12890319/ Tue, 08 May 2007 16:59:12 PDT
So uh.. My art? Yea, I've just been doin rare doodles and haven't finished a drawing I've been working on. Meeeehh... Real sorry guys x.o;

]]> ~GuyaricanKitten http://GuyaricanKitten.deviantart.com/journal/12438090/ http://GuyaricanKitten.deviantart.com/journal/12438090/ Mon, 02 Apr 2007 22:52:04 PDT

Here’s the rules…
The 1st player of this "game" starts with the topic "6 weird habits/things/hates about yourself" and people who get tagged MUST write a journal about their 6 weird habits/things/hates as well as state this rule clearly.
In the end, you need to choose the next 6 people to be tagged and list their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says "you are tagged" in their devpage comments and tell them to read yours...

1. I dunno why, but I tend to meow randomly
2. I speak in weird voices/noises absentmindedly everytime I'm at home.. I dunno, it's like a mechinism
3. I've seen a demon before and have actually witness to that event. However, they don't like it to be mentioned because it was a rather freaky experience for us.
4. I tend to say "I like cheese" randomly, even though I'm not that hardcore about it
5. I drink a crap load of milk, coz I love it
6. My nails grow to be about half n inch long (yes, they're real) and it feels weird when I dont have them o.o;


I taaaag... NOONE AHAHAHAHA... unless you wanna do it, be my guest.

]]> ~GuyaricanKitten http://GuyaricanKitten.deviantart.com/journal/12211075/ http://GuyaricanKitten.deviantart.com/journal/12211075/ Fri, 16 Mar 2007 19:43:45 PDT is in need of serious help. She's one of the most sweetest and humblest artist I know here on DA, but she has to put up with so much crap it's not even funny. She was very ill and still is at times, and now she needs to pay back a loan taking out that was used to perserve her health. She's finding it very difficult to pay for her rent and even something like food. She's trying her very best to try and get things straightened out, but she's very worried she might not be able to.

Here are her most recent journals about this issue:
[link]
[link]

She's a VERY talented person and her artwork is very beautiful. And I'm asking you to please check out her gallery, if you really like what you see, maybe if you'd like to buy some prints or commissions to help her out. Or just try to cheer her up. Since I have no money myself right now.. I try to be supportive, but I don't feel it's enough... So I'm not gonna BEG you all to help her, but if YOU would LIKE to, if you have the time or just a dollar to spare than please help her out.

Her close friend is also taking commissions in order to help her friend out, so check her out too please.

Her journal on topic this is located here: [link]

]]> ~GuyaricanKitten http://GuyaricanKitten.deviantart.com/journal/11428018/ http://GuyaricanKitten.deviantart.com/journal/11428018/ Sat, 13 Jan 2007 21:58:14 PST [link]

^ My friend made this for me cause she's so nice. It was a wonderful surprise and made me so happy to see. And now I share it with you ^_^ I can't thank you enough gurl! Means a lot!

]]> ~GuyaricanKitten http://GuyaricanKitten.deviantart.com/journal/11292238/ http://GuyaricanKitten.deviantart.com/journal/11292238/ Tue, 02 Jan 2007 18:05:10 PST

As for my own life.. just don't ask -__-; My Christmas was real good though ^^ Hope everyone else had good holidays.

]]> ~GuyaricanKitten http://GuyaricanKitten.deviantart.com/journal/10793360/ http://GuyaricanKitten.deviantart.com/journal/10793360/ Mon, 20 Nov 2006 20:10:05 PST _____________________

I know I've neglected DA for some time... I'm trying to keep up with deviations... I'm sorry, but I had to delete all the journals... I have such a crapload of messages.... just so much crap going on in my life, taking up my time.... I'm stressed right now... lost.. depressed, confused, lonely... surprised I actually posted something, ain't ya'll? Even though it's a crappy poem... still something. Don't worry though, I do have works that need to be posed... they just won't be for a while longer... sorry. evenually you'll get something else outta me... maybe I may just freakin surprise ya'll be bombarding you with stuff... that'll be the day, right?... ::sighs:: ....

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Gaiaonline Username: SangreSagrada
Myspace: [link] ]]> ~GuyaricanKitten http://GuyaricanKitten.deviantart.com/journal/10361400/ http://GuyaricanKitten.deviantart.com/journal/10361400/ Wed, 11 Oct 2006 17:50:58 PDT _____________________

It's a sad day in the world of baseball today.... Yankees Pitcher, Cory Lidle, was killed in an accidental plane crash in NYC. Apparently something went wrong while he was flying his new plane for a little sight-seeing trip... It crashed into a 50-story apartment building... Only he and his passager were killed and 4 apartments (perhaps two large ones) went up in flames... He left behind his 6yr old son and wife... may our prays go out to them and to the Yankees who have lost their teammate... for more info on Lidle visit yankees.com

It's crazy how he was doing something that he seriously had a passion for.. and just sadly he was killed... makes you really, truly realize how suddenly it can be taken from you... I mean, I bet he was having the time of his life flying and then something suddenly goes wrong and everything comes crashing down.... It's insane... You always treat people like they'll be there forever, even though you know they won't be... but you'd rather not think and act like they won't be.... and I know first hand what that's like... cause I use to do it... and I regreted it so much when my grandpa and grandma died... I dunno... this event got me thinking all over again about all this....

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Gaiaonline Username: SangreSagrada
Myspace: [link] ]]> ~GuyaricanKitten http://GuyaricanKitten.deviantart.com/journal/10187533/ http://GuyaricanKitten.deviantart.com/journal/10187533/ Mon, 25 Sep 2006 22:17:44 PDT _____________________

I cry sometimes.. when i hurt... but.. it's like i can't stay crying even though i just wanna so much.. to just let it all out and hold nothing back.. just to scream and cry until my eyes dry out... but i can only cry a lil... and then it's just that i calm down till it starts up again sometime.. maybe in a few minutes... hours.. days... weeks... I just can't cry how i wanna... and it upsets me sometime... that i can't... i feel i have to be strong, and that i shouldn't worry bout things cause it doesn't help with anything... even though most times i do... lately.. i dunno... It's all weird... I'm just going with the flow.. along with what lil hopes and dreams I have left... Tonight... I'm realizing how empty I feel inside.... I know I lost my way from God already, just because of that one fact.... that saddens me more... I gotta get back to Him, I'm trying to hold on, even if by the tips of my fingers... He'll catch me though, I know.. a lot of stumbling and falling with being Christian... but if you believe... He'll always be there to pick you up.... and I really need Him to do that right now.... I feel so lost.. and alone... like... everything, save school and my "daily" life, has gone wrong... like i said... just goin with the flow... tryin.. so hard to please people and.. kinda myself to... it's gettin me nowhere... I hurt someone I really care about... no words.. could ever say how sorry and how horrible i feel... I screwed up.. I screwed up big time... Feel like I lost one of my best friends.. which I kinda ahve.. but I.. can't do a damn thing about it.... If I could fix it, I would.. but I dunno how... not even sure if I'd be allowed to... everything just seems like a mess right now.. and I'm sure next to all of you on my watch list don't read any of my journals or give a damn bout my rants.. it's fine this time.. I just need to get shit out.. i wanna scream, i just wanna scream and cry and break things... ....but i can't do any of it.... ::closes tearing eyes:: ....Lord please help me... I need you now........

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Gaiaonline Username: SangreSagrada ]]> ~GuyaricanKitten http://GuyaricanKitten.deviantart.com/journal/10043942/ http://GuyaricanKitten.deviantart.com/journal/10043942/ Tue, 12 Sep 2006 17:10:55 PDT EDIT
Here is the link to my WTC sketch: [link]
aand a new doodle of Gaara: [link]

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~Original Entry~ 9/11

And from what I see on my messags of journals.. no one seems to remember or cares to. Sooo... I'll do it... 5 yrs have passed since 9/11 and people may think everything is fine and well.. though is it really? They haven't finished building the Pentagon, there's no real memorial for the Flight 93 passagers and there's still a huge (and that's an understatement) hole in the city of Manhattan... I honestly wanted to do a picture or sketch, maybe I will do at least a sketch tonight.. for now I only have a pic of Lil Gaara in scraps, blah. However, for now, I'll leave you all with a 2 excerpt from the "9/11 - Artist Respond Vol. 1" graphic novel:

Excerpt from "The Building" - Will Eisner

"As I grew older and accumulated memories, I came to feel more keenly about the disappearances of people and landmarks. Especially troubling to me was the callous removal of buildings. I felt that, somehow, they had a kind of soul.

I know now that these structures, barnacled with laughter and stained by tears, are more than lifeless edifices. I cannot be that having been part of life, they did not somehow absorb the radiation from human interaction.

And I wonder what is left behind when a building is torn down."


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Prayer - Jon J. Muth

i am the son whose mother is lighting a candle beneath a photograph at a new york city firehouse.

i am the daughter of a man who hijacked a plane in the name of allah.

i am the palestinian boy whose father was killed by israeli gunfire.

i am the soldier who shot him.

i am the jewish girl whose brother was killed by a palestinian bomb while eating pizza in the mall.

i am the father in america who must protect this great country and this great way of life.

i am the father in iraq who is watching his children starve.

i am the daughter who jumped from the burning world trade center holding my friend's hand.

i am the orphaned afgani boy who lives in a refugee camp.

i am the woman who led the pre-schoolers away from fire and falling buildings.

i am the fireman who saved your wife.

these are the ten thousand reasons to kiss your parents each day, to kiss your children, to hold dear the one you are with.

you are the ocean and each of it's waves.

when i reach out to touch your face i touch my own.

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There are sooo many more moving stories and images in "9/11 - Artist Resond" and the second volume. I've had both volumes since 2002 when they first came out. They're wonderful graphic novels to have, simply beautiful. I HIGHLY recommend getting your hands on both, they're so very touching. ]]> ~GuyaricanKitten http://GuyaricanKitten.deviantart.com/journal/9855663/ http://GuyaricanKitten.deviantart.com/journal/9855663/ Fri, 25 Aug 2006 21:14:56 PDT ~GuyaricanKitten http://GuyaricanKitten.deviantart.com/journal/9816605/ http://GuyaricanKitten.deviantart.com/journal/9816605/ Tue, 22 Aug 2006 13:50:56 PDT
Somebody Love Me - Michael W. Smith

Counting every moment
Biding all my time
Standing out here on my own
Searching for that someone
To heal this heart of mine
And keep me from being alone
But when will it be
And how will I know
I don't wanna wait here forever

Chorus:
Somebody love me
Come and carry me away
Somebody need me
To be the blue in their grey
Somebody want me
The way I've always dreamed it would be
Won't somebody love me, love me

I'm waiting for somebody
To dance across the floor
Sweeping me off of my feet
I'm looking for the right one
To open up the door
And offer me a tender retreat
It's like wanting to sing
But needing a song
When I hear the music playing

Somebody love me
Come and carry me away
Somebody need me
To be the blue in their grey
Somebody want me
The way I've always dreamed it would be
Won't somebody love me, love me ]]> ~GuyaricanKitten http://GuyaricanKitten.deviantart.com/journal/9777444/ http://GuyaricanKitten.deviantart.com/journal/9777444/ Fri, 18 Aug 2006 23:13:44 PDT
He Will Carry Me - Mark Schultz

I call, You hear me
I’ve lost it all
And it’s more than I can bear
I feel so empty

You’re strong
I’m weary
I’m holdin’ on
But I feel like givin’ in
But still You’re with me

chorus:
And even though I’m walkin’ through
The valley of the shadow
I will hold tight to the hand of Him
Whose love will comfort me
And when all hope is gone
And I’ve been wounded in the battle
He is all the strength that I will
Ever need
And He will carry me

I know, I’m broken
But You alone
Can mend this heart of mine
You’re always with me

chorus

And even though I feel so lonely
Like I have never been before
You never said it would be easy
But You said you’d see me through
The storm

chorus ]]> ~GuyaricanKitten http://GuyaricanKitten.deviantart.com/journal/9718364/ http://GuyaricanKitten.deviantart.com/journal/9718364/ Sun, 13 Aug 2006 21:18:41 PDT
Please read the artist comment, please, please. It may give you a better understanding of what it means. Also, I'm sorry it took me a while to get this done, the background color gave me problems.. and I was kinda lazy and occupied with other things. Hopefully I'll get more stuff done... x.o; The ideas keep flowing x.x; ..One in particular that I don't feel ready to do yet.. It'll be an important piece... and I want it to come out right... but yea, gotta work on other things n such.. hopefully before school starts x.x; ]]> ~GuyaricanKitten http://GuyaricanKitten.deviantart.com/journal/9657940/ http://GuyaricanKitten.deviantart.com/journal/9657940/ Wed, 09 Aug 2006 01:07:18 PDT [link]

I bring this to your attention, because to me.. it seems like we don't really have a place here. I mean, I looked in my gallery today and most of my work ended up in "Paintings" and they're digitally made anime images! They don't belong under paintings! As if to ask "Where I belong?".. Not very fair for us... So please read the journal for further explaination and opinions

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In Other news...

Forgive me, but I've deleted a great deal of journals.. I just can't keep up. My life had been comsumed by Bleach for the last week or so. Was very obsessed and I mean VERY obssessed, lol. I've calmed down after the two day withdrawl, lol. Can't wait for the newer ones to show. Anyway, don't think that doesn't mean I haven't done any art... though I have negleted my DNAngel fanart at the moment, I do INDEED plan on getting back to it. I also started a new piece today for my "spiritual" side. I have a lot of ideas and I need to kick myself into gear to get some of this stuff down on paper before i get back to school. I have pics I kinda owe to people too x.o They're not commissions or gifts though.. Anyway, I also wanna do a Bleach fanart, come on! you knew that was coming!! lol. Well, that's all for now.. Thank you come again xDD ]]> ~GuyaricanKitten http://GuyaricanKitten.deviantart.com/journal/9527789/ http://GuyaricanKitten.deviantart.com/journal/9527789/ Fri, 28 Jul 2006 21:52:01 PDT and the coloring to me. Thankies ^_^

Now I should get going on that fanart for DNAngel ^_^ ]]> ~GuyaricanKitten http://GuyaricanKitten.deviantart.com/journal/9411752/ http://GuyaricanKitten.deviantart.com/journal/9411752/ Sun, 23 Jul 2006 23:31:24 PDT
Anywayz, I posted new art and I thank God for the ability given to me to make it.. cause as you'll notice it's a bit better than what I normally do o_o; w00t! God ish good ^_^ I hope you enjoy de art: [link]


PS: I haven't read journals, had to delete them all.. and i'm soo behind on lookin at artwork, I'm sorry ;-; And I'm sorry Terry that I haven't worked on the collab, but you know why and thank you for understanding

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~Original Entry~ July 18th

Yup.. today's my birthday.. Imma be 20 at 5:55pm (time I was born)... and I know it's only like gonna be 4am here, but my emotions have literally been on a roller coaster ride. I was alright, then out of it, then crying.. then I was happy, then down, happy again, then depressed and crying again... right now.. i'm kinda down, but not out? I dunno... ::glances to ceiling:: ...I'm sorry, but imma need to ask for more strength... hehehe.. Yea, God is good n.n

.... ....see... my mood just changed again!! x_X

Anyway, I have two people to thank for the happiness this night... My friend from high school, whom i hadn't spoken to in a long time (thought he was upset with me, turns out not), wished me a Happy b-day than we talked for a bit... and called me and started to sing the entire song of "Happy Birthday" once i picked up... made me smile so wide, lol. Thus we talked for a good few hrs or so was fun... so yea, thank u guys so much...

Here's my b-day gift from ...thanks so much for everything you've done for me...

[link]

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July 25th - Denist again >_>;

July 31 - Wish cousin Happy B-Day ]]> ~GuyaricanKitten http://GuyaricanKitten.deviantart.com/journal/9389265/ http://GuyaricanKitten.deviantart.com/journal/9389265/ Sun, 16 Jul 2006 00:22:24 PDT [link] VIEW IT NOW!!

Ain't it cool? THANK YOU SO MUCH TERRY, I LOVE IT!!!!

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CONCERT
I just came back from the concert.. literally o.o; I had so much fun!!! It was an all day thing at the beach, reserved for people who were going to the concert. There was a battle of the bands for a couple good hours, but me and my lil bro skipped most of it cause they were showing Michael W. Smith's movie "The Second Chance" in the Youth Temple. It was such a great movie! Not just sayin that cause it was MWS, it just had a real message to it, not only bout God, but about races... After we went to eat pizza, then to the concert! Aw man, I loved it! And I even got to hand a security guard the poster I made for MWS before the show started.. to give to him, duh (it's the one on my "Freatured").

Concert was so great, he was makin jokes and he sung so well.. even came back when he was gonna leave and sang us too more songs ^_^ The whole church did The Wave before the show, though Lord knows how many times, lol it was classic. And also, on this one slow song, everyone broke out with their cell phones since no one really had lighters, lmao


PRIATES OF CARIBBEAN
I saw it for was a second time last Thrusday with a friend. I loved it just as the first time I saw it and smiled just the same at Captin Jack Sparrow's 1st appearence. Didn't get old to me ^_^


DNAngel
My friend let me borrow the entire box set of DNAngel the very night he bought it! So sweet of him! I fell in LOVE with that anime. Gosh, I just adore Daisuke, he's so cute.. and sadly, I LOVE Dark and have the biggest crush on him xDD ..if only he were real... and... not such a player at times x.x; But I love it!


ARTWORK
I started a fanart for DNAngel just before I left for the concert, i couldn't resist, lol. Soon as I saw Dark in all his sexiness I was like "I WANNA DRAW HIM!!".. just ask my brother xDDD I have to work on that collab too, I'M SORRY TERRY x_x; aaand I have a lot of ideas in my head having to do with more "up lifting" elements concerning God... deal with it! Hopefully I'll be able to get on those soon, but i doubt it with the other pieces that need to be taken care of first x.x;; I MUST WORK FAST!




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Still left for me in July:

July 17 - Wish friend Happy B-day

July 18 - MY BIRTHDAY/ MWS'S MOVIE "THE SECOND CHANCE" ISH OUT ON DVD!

July 19 - Dentist (cancelled appointment on 5th x.x; )

July 22 - MAH B-DAY PARTY

July 31 - Wish cousin Happy B-Day ]]> ~GuyaricanKitten http://GuyaricanKitten.deviantart.com/journal/9304776/ http://GuyaricanKitten.deviantart.com/journal/9304776/ Fri, 07 Jul 2006 18:05:01 PDT
It was such an awesome movie! Made me smile to see all, and I do mean ALL, the same actors as their respective characters.. That's something you don't normally see in Disney movies, so I was utterly pleased! All the action and comdey -- Ah! So much fun! I loved it to death! And Johnny Depp is just an awesome actor, I swear.. so weird and ever changing with each character of his.. And I don't think I'd ever see anyone else but him as Captin Jack Sparrow, ^_^ Though the way it ended... ::eye twitches a few times:: UGH! I freaked outta mah mind and I'm still freakin out over it, lol. It's just... "OMG, HOW CAN YOU DO THIS TO ME?!" Again, those of you who saw it know exactly what I mean xDD

I went out and bought the soundtrack, lol. Now I'm on the hunt to find the first soundtrack.. I know, I shoulda bought it a long time ago.. though stupid me, I didn't. And it would figure that now that I really, really want it... it's no where to be found around my area -_____-;;;;;;;;; and my mom doesn't want me to buy it online, cause i actually found it for a good price at a big name store's site.. but meh...

~ART NEWS~
I have a lot of different ideas in my head as of now. God is rather inspiring.. and so was the movie xDDD I wanna draw a G-Kitty pirate! However, I have to finish my collab first... than we'll see if I actually get anything done x.x;;;;

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Things still to come for me:

July 9 - Dad's work havin special BBQ

July 10 - Hopefully hang out with friends, Marc and Aaron

July 11 - Hopefully hang out with friend, Sean

July 14 - Go to Jersey to spend night for concert

July 15 - MICHAEL W. SMITH CONCERT ::fangirl scream and excitement::

July 17 - Wish friend Happy B-day

July 18 - MY BIRTHDAY/ MWS'S MOVIE "THE SECOND CHANCE" ISH OUT ON DVD!

July 19 - Dentist (cancelled appointment on 5th x.x; )

July 22 - MAH B-DAY PARTY

July 31 - Wish cousin Happy B-Day ]]> ~GuyaricanKitten http://GuyaricanKitten.deviantart.com/journal/9252345/ http://GuyaricanKitten.deviantart.com/journal/9252345/ Tue, 04 Jul 2006 12:10:39 PDT [link]8Xm5Za_QU4

I know, I know, I post too much in here now, I SOWY! But, this has to be said, it really does. GOD IS GOOD!! Lol, I lately I've honestly been feeling different... I honestly feel more closer to God, call me crazy or say I've finally snapped if ya want, but WHOOOO. I'm so happy being a new born creature in Christ! I feel so GOOD when I think about it.. I scare myself sometimes, lmao. Oh and HAPPY 4TH MAH FELLOW AMERICANS!! W00t W00T! I'm so high off God, it's great xDDDD AH! I FEEL SO GOOD! Just hope The devil doesn't come round looking to undo me ::shifts eyes about:: though we know he will. But the devil ish a liar!.. and so is his son (inside joke) xDDDDDD

And a song that suits me as of now:

Trading My Sorrows - Darrell Evans

I'm trading my sorrows
I'm trading my shame
I'm laying them down for the joy of the Lord
I'm trading my sickness
I'm trading my pain
I'm laying it down for the joy of the Lord

We say yes Lord yes Lord yes yes Lord
Yes Lord yes Lord yes yes Lord
Yes Lord yes Lord yes yes Lord Amen

I'm pressed but not crushed
persecuted not abandoned
Struck down but not destroyed
I am blessed beyond the curse
for his promise will endure
That his joy's gonna be my strength

Though the sorrow may last for the night
His joy comes with the morning


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Still to come (no worries, I'll only update on "big events") :


July 4 - Most likely a BBQ at one of my relatives houses

July 5 - Dentist 4 root canal :twitch:

July 6 - Cousin comes to sleeping over til 8th

July 7 - PIRATES OF THE CARIBBEAN 2

July 8 - Dad's work havin special BBQ

July 14 - Go to Jersey to spend night for concert

July 15 - MICHAEL W. SMITH CONCERT ::fangirl scream and excitement::

July 17 - Wish friend Happy B-day

July 18 - MY BIRTHDAY/ MWS'S MOVIE "THE SECOND CHANCE" ISH OUT ON DVD!

July 22 - MAH B-DAY PARTY

July 31 - Wish cousin Happy B-Day ]]> ~GuyaricanKitten http://GuyaricanKitten.deviantart.com/journal/9243252/ http://GuyaricanKitten.deviantart.com/journal/9243252/ Sat, 01 Jul 2006 16:24:10 PDT [link]

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Yesh, it is July first and I have a rather busy month.. which I'm not complaining about, least it'll keep my mind off a certain someone -__-;

Cause lookie all the fun stuffz:

July 2 - Getting BAPTIZED (w00t!)

July 3 - Hopefully hang out with a friend

July 4 - Most likely a BBQ at one of my relatives houses

July 5 - Dentist 4 root canal :twitch:

July 6 - Cousin comes to sleeping over til 8th

July 7 - PIRATES OF THE CARIBBEAN 2

July 8 - Dad's work havin special BBQ

July 14 - Go to Jersey to spend night for concert

July 15 - MICHAEL W. SMITH CONCERT ::fangirl scream and excitement::

July 17 - Wish friend Happy B-day

July 18 - MY BIRTHDAY/ MWS'S MOVIE "THE SECOND CHANCE" ISH OUT ON DVD!

July 22 - MAH B-DAY PARTY

July 31 - Wish cousin Happy B-Day


..Uhm, yea there might be more stuffz going on, but those things are what ish known now o.o; I made gif invitations for my party and sent em in e-mails to mah peoples xD so maybe I might post that in my scraps... I'm also actually working on my first Collab!!! OMG! So look for those things ^_^; ]]> ~GuyaricanKitten http://GuyaricanKitten.deviantart.com/journal/9157034/ http://GuyaricanKitten.deviantart.com/journal/9157034/ Fri, 23 Jun 2006 20:44:24 PDT Put the scrap into my gallery: [link]

And, so far I had a pretty good day, had it's downs, but more ups thank god. I got myself 3 really nice shirts (i normally don't buy clothing) and I ordered tickets for my family and I to go to a Michael W. Smith concert! AHHHHH! MICHAEL W. SMITH, LIVE, IN CONCERT!! ...for those of you who don't know, MWS is my most favorite musicial artist. He's a Chrisitian singer, by the way, such a great one too! He writes and composes his own songs, he's written books, and he's acted in a movie that should be coming on DVD soon ^_^ Wheee, I'm really happy bout that.. though I still can't help but feel down when the topic of my situtation is brought up x.x;; ...Hopefully the good things continue on.


~Original Entry~
How I'm doing? I.. really don't know.. heh... I'm all over the place really, though I only really have one thing on my mind... meh.. I'm at my cousins' house now, just recently got here.. and uhm, hopefully this'll help me get some laughter into my life right now... then hopefully i'm going to the movies with a friend and my little bro on Monday (day after I get back)... Might go see Click. uhm.. posted stuff, see? I'm getting somewhere... I guess

This is in my scraps, for those who don't pay attention to them:
[link] ]]> ~GuyaricanKitten http://GuyaricanKitten.deviantart.com/journal/9090101/ http://GuyaricanKitten.deviantart.com/journal/9090101/ Fri, 16 Jun 2006 18:54:30 PDT
Meh... I hardly have any motivation on here either... i don't really read the journals.. or artist's comments anymore... it's like I can't be bothered... and I'm honestly sorry about that.... I still look at everyone's artwork, I owe them that... Hopefully hanging with people sometime soon will help me a bit more.. I'm trying to make plans with friends to try and take me further aways from thinking bout this shit... ...even now as I type, I'm becoming depressed... God I miss him... ]]> ~GuyaricanKitten http://GuyaricanKitten.deviantart.com/journal/8930685/ http://GuyaricanKitten.deviantart.com/journal/8930685/ Wed, 31 May 2006 13:20:56 PDT ~GuyaricanKitten http://GuyaricanKitten.deviantart.com/journal/8554933/ http://GuyaricanKitten.deviantart.com/journal/8554933/ Sat, 22 Apr 2006 20:55:01 PDT

Rules: The 1st player of this "game" starts with the topic "6 strange habits/things about yourself" and people who get tagged need to write a journal about their 6 weird habits/things as well as state this rule clearly. In the end, you need to choose the next 6 people to be tagged and list their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says "you are tagged" in their devpage comments and tell them to read yours...

6 Strange habits/things about Me

1. I tend to meow randomly
2. I speak in weird voices/noises absentmindedly
3. I usually check DA more than 5 times a day xD
4. I tend to say "I like cheese" randomly, even though I'm not that hardcore about it
5. I drink a crap load of milk, coz I love it
6. My nails grow to be about half n inch long (yes, they're real) and it feels weird when I dont have them o.o;


I tag , , , and (i'm gettin back at ya >) ]]> ~GuyaricanKitten http://GuyaricanKitten.deviantart.com/journal/8533996/ http://GuyaricanKitten.deviantart.com/journal/8533996/ Thu, 20 Apr 2006 17:09:48 PDT
Oh and, uhm... another pic of my KH2 character was posted today... obsessed much? o.o; but ya'll don't care.. why? COZ FFVII:AC IS COMIN OUT AAAAAHHHHHHH!!!

...oh.. and it seems my wireless is back at my house.. plus the fact that we just bought AOl Boardband... sweeeeeeet SO REJOICE! REJOICE I SAY!! ... coz I like cheese o.o;;; I'm kinda hyper now, even though I was havin a bad day x.x; Weell I have to end this journal of insanity before my bf comes to pick me upz to go outz.. I need a new flashdrive my 1GB is full and I need a new one for my final projects x.x; SUMMER VACATION IS COMING FOR ME IN 4 WEEKS WHEEEE ::shot before she can babble any longer:: ]]> ~GuyaricanKitten http://GuyaricanKitten.deviantart.com/journal/8413525/ http://GuyaricanKitten.deviantart.com/journal/8413525/ Sun, 16 Apr 2006 13:08:34 PDT Whoo! My KH2 fanart ish finished! I is so happy. I like the way it came out. Lookie here: [link]

I'd also like to state while I'm on, that my internet on laptop isn't working at the moment.. so i have to use my brother's or the slow computer. So I won't be on as much as I'd like to be.. sorry guys.. means I'll be deleting a lot of journals ;-;

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EDIT 4/13/06:
Ok, my KH fancharacter is up now [link] and I'm already on the shading stage for my KH2 fanart pic. Yaaay! Rejoice! I've been workin a lot on this pic, so i hope when I post it, ya'll hopefully like it e.e;

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Orinigal Entry 4/9/06:

I finished KH2 yesterday and I kinda wish I didn't. It's not that I didn't like it or anything, I loved it and that's why I don't wanna say goodbye to it all, I got attached to those three ;-; I want MORE. MORE I SAY o.o;; I guess I might end up playing it again (doubt it if with the time I'm gonna be lacking). I want another installment of it >_< Come on Square, gimme another!

::ahem:: ...o.o; Dude to this you should expect KH fanart from me soon, seeing as I already doodled up a fancharacter and just now started a fanart for KH2 xDD Hopefully since my Spring has just started I'll be able to get those done faster than normally.. don't count on that though, seeing as I still have other crap to do and that my vacation is only a week x.x;

Oh and one more thing: ADVENT CHILDREN IS COMING TO AMERICA THIS MONTH ON THE 25TH WHOOOOOO. I believe ALL the voice actors for the FFVII characters in KH2 will be the same for the movie

...that is all for now o.o;;;; ]]> ~GuyaricanKitten http://GuyaricanKitten.deviantart.com/journal/8367583/ http://GuyaricanKitten.deviantart.com/journal/8367583/ Tue, 04 Apr 2006 19:33:36 PDT ).

I've been out with him and his best friend all day, so I haven't posted a journal on it till now (seeing as I just recently got in). I gave him 2 Advent Children posters, 2 KH mangas and Cloud's Buster Sword o.o; Ironically enough, his best friend bought him the Gunblade from the same site I bought the Buster Sword xD So he was pretty surprised and loved em.

Anywho, I haven't finished KH2 yet, but my brother has, so I'll be able to get my hands on it when I want. Yaaay. However, I still have projects that need to get done for school since the semester is nearing a close -__-; Soooooo, you may not hear from me for a while and I'm sorry for not having read all your journals, but I'll look over your deviations.


SORRY FOR THE REPEATIVE JOURNALS X.X; ]]> ~GuyaricanKitten http://GuyaricanKitten.deviantart.com/journal/8326189/ http://GuyaricanKitten.deviantart.com/journal/8326189/ Fri, 31 Mar 2006 18:14:43 PST
A warning for those of you who haven't played Kingdom Hearts: Chain of Memories for the GBA-- PLAY IT BEFORE YOU GET YOUR HANDS ON KH2!! It will allow you to understand KH2 a bit better. I haven't played all of KH:CoM, but some of what i do know helps understand what's going on.

Well, I'm gonna check the deviantions than work a bit on a piece before playing KH2 ^_^;;;; ]]> ~GuyaricanKitten http://GuyaricanKitten.deviantart.com/journal/8219609/ http://GuyaricanKitten.deviantart.com/journal/8219609/ Wed, 22 Mar 2006 08:28:04 PST No, my laptop isn't fixed yet, but I did get one response from someone on annoyances.org and I will try the suggestions or even mix and match suggestions to see if it'll work-- to see if i can HOPEFULLY fix my laptop. At the moment I am EXTREMELY moody because of this and stress.

Though there is only one bit of good news... I have something for you all to view while I'm "gone". So please enjoy and READ THE WORDS ON THE IMAGE, and the artist comment please! I don't wanna see any comments asking if it's blood coming from the woman's chest.

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Original Journal Entry:

UGH! WHY?! WHY MY LATOP?! ::steals the devil's pitchfork and stabs him repeatedly with it:: THIS WAS YOUR DOING, WASN'T IT?! ::shoves it all the to the side:: ..if you can't guess, my laptop isn't working at all (I'm on my pc right now, meh...). The taskbar, icons and applications are no where to be found and my Task Manager is unable to be accessed for some strange reason. AND IT WAS JUST WORKIN THIS MORNING TOO! But once I got to school, it just got like that on me.. now I don't know what to do. I posted a question on Annoyances.org to hopefully get some helpful information on how to fix it.. If any of you know how I could possibly fix this, I'm be VERY grateful coz right now I'm a very, very sad girl. As pathetic as it may sound I wanna cry, past few days haven't been very good ;-; Except for like one thing that made me so happy, but then was killed by all this. DAMN YOU
SATAN FOR STEALING MY HAPPINESS!!

So on this note, I won't be on DA even less now, seeing as my laptop is.. d-dead ::eye twitches:: and I have school projects that should be coming first.. speaking of which I have a Color Theory painting due tomorrow and I'm like less than half way done x.x;; I'll just to post up something when I can, and I guess this means another round of deleting journals.. I apologize from now if I have to. But I'll TRY to look over all of your artworks when I can. ]]> ~GuyaricanKitten http://GuyaricanKitten.deviantart.com/journal/8191219/ http://GuyaricanKitten.deviantart.com/journal/8191219/ Fri, 17 Mar 2006 18:26:33 PST ~GuyaricanKitten http://GuyaricanKitten.deviantart.com/journal/8037741/ http://GuyaricanKitten.deviantart.com/journal/8037741/ Thu, 02 Mar 2006 17:44:26 PST
*EDIT*
I posted that project from Color Theory, hope ya'll enjoy it. ]]> ~GuyaricanKitten http://GuyaricanKitten.deviantart.com/journal/7860413/ http://GuyaricanKitten.deviantart.com/journal/7860413/ Fri, 10 Feb 2006 22:09:22 PST

1. Full name (including middle names)
-Justina Lydia Narine

2. Male or female
-Female

3.Colour of eyes
-Dark Brown

4.Colour of Hair
-Dark Brown.. looks black though

5.The first thing people will notice about you
-My evil glare? o.O; I have nooo idea

6.Hobbies
-Drawing(more like my wannabe career), singing, dancing, playing video games, reading comic books.. erm.. stuffz >_>;

7.Pets?
-Gambit and Pigiot (My two Cockatails, whom I wuv so much) and my doggy Snoopy

8.Biggest fear?
-Going to Hell

9.Most scared of?
-Losing my bf, my family, and my really close friends...

10.Favorite food?
-Pastallos! ^_^!!

11.Favorite drink?
- Milk and pepsi (Not together)

12.Favorite place?
-My bf's arms

13.Favorite colour?
-Black, red and dark purple

14.Favorite Film?
-Nightmare Before Christmas and Final Fantasy VII: Advent Children

15.Favorite sweets?
-Twix!

16.Who do you think cares about you the most?
-My family, bf, and really close friends (which are family anyway, so from now on I just say family >>; )

17.Who do you care about the most?
-Family y me'za bf o.o;

18.If you had 24 hours to live who would you spend it with?
- De peoplez mentioned above

19.You find a small child at the side of the road, his ball is in the middle of the road what do you do?
-If a car runs it over, tough luck.. if the roads are clear, I'll be nice and get it for 'em

20.How many T-shirts do you own?
-datz nearly all my clothing o.o;

21.How many letters are in you full name?
-18 (like me birthday x3 )

22.What did you want to become when you were younger?
-A Marine Biologist, coz I wanted to work at Sea World with the Orcas o.o;

23.Cups, Mugs or Glasses?
-Cups! Glasses maybe for special occasions

24.What religion are you?
- Pentecostal Chrisitan

25.Have you ever stolen anything?
-Small stuff

26.Whats the worst thing you have ever done?
-Rather not say...

27.Whats the best thing you have ever done?
-Uhm... I dunno, you'd have to ask other people what they'd say bout me o_O;

28.Do you love anyone?
-Anthony CHECK OUT HIS NEW STUFFZ NOW! ::cracks whip:: u.u;

29.Have you ever lied to someone?
-Yes

30.Could you ever kill someone?
-Uhm... er... hm.... I honestly don't know xD I doubt I could, but boy do I have some very evil thoughts at times >_>;

31.Have you ever lost someone close to you?
-...Yea

32.Do you go to school, Collage, university, have a Job?
-College

33.Do you have a girl/boyfriend, a wife/husband
-Anthony ish mah bf and hopefully my husband in a few years

34.Friends or Family?
-"Family" comes before anything else in my book, coz my family are my friends, coz we just that close. Guyanese luv! and ESB 4 life! Mah really, seriously close friends are me family, so you people should know who you are!

35.Have you ever made someone cry?
-Yea... I have a couple of times

36.Have you ever been broken hearted?
-::sighs:: ...yea.. more like it was shattered though

37.Have you ever broken someones heart?
-I think I did.. but I honestly didn't mean to.. and I'm very sorry...

38.Have you ever been so close to someone you just dont want it to end?
-....yea. And I'm feeling such again

39.Do you have a job, if so what is it?
-I just got my first job recently! I don't get paid much and I only work once a week, but it's still something! I work on campus as the Mac Lab assistant o.o;

40.Do you think theres life after death?
-I know there is, because I've seen the demons from Hell and I know everyday the blessings of Heaven ^_^

41.Whats your idea of heaven?
-A place of golden clouds, forever lit by a beautiful sunset.. where I'd be able to see the ones I've lost again.. a place with no worrie... ]]> ~GuyaricanKitten http://GuyaricanKitten.deviantart.com/journal/7794180/ http://GuyaricanKitten.deviantart.com/journal/7794180/ Fri, 03 Feb 2006 20:33:08 PST _____________________

Mood: ..Meh
Listening to: Rewrite - Asian Kung-Fu Generation

Due to a journal and a little talk I've had with I deleted artwork I did that was merely redrawn verisons of actual manga/anime works (meaning the pose and such are exactly the same as the original). My most favorited ones of such in my gallery were both the shaded and colored verisons "Manga Ash and Pikachu". Ironically I had them faved by someone right before I deleted them.. sorry to people who faved them. I loved them too, because I was proud of how well they came out, but it's an image that already exists and I'd rather you guys fav the works I create from my own head and work really hard on, and not just from what I completely copy from big time artist. So those works are gone, though I kept one. Which was the "Yankees Pikachu" for my mom, because I added on and I'd rather know what you all thought on how I colored it than anything else.

On a lighter note, I am working on my OWN works, one that has to be done before Valentine's Day, some of you guys know what I'm talking about. Others even saw the work-in-progress xD But anywayz, I'm back to school, already got homework to do x.x So Imma be very busy and you guys will be able to expect works from school.

An update on my cousin, the one who was hit by the train. He seems to be doing alright. He was awake and alert, even joking when I saw him last Saturday. I've heard that he's going to rehab so he can learn to walk again. I might go see him tomorrow night, but it's not official yet.

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Gaiaonline Username: SangreSagrada ]]> ~GuyaricanKitten http://GuyaricanKitten.deviantart.com/journal/7735640/ http://GuyaricanKitten.deviantart.com/journal/7735640/ Sat, 28 Jan 2006 20:34:11 PST _____________________

Mood: ..Meh
Listening to: Rewrite - Asian Kung-Fu Generation

Wow, lookie me back after some days. No, I have nothing to post, as usual. I've been workin on things, but I got sick and had to take some days off. I've forgotten to mention my brother has been home now for about a week, still kinda ill, but at least he's no longer in the hospital. But now my cousin is in the hospital because he was 'hit' by a train in the NY subway. He was lucky to survive, because no one normally does. However, he was smart about his situation which saved his life. If you're at all interested in reading more about the whole thing, you can read it here: [link]
[link]

Second article has a bit more info, but a mistake cause his son's name is JAMES, not John! Freakin reporters >_>; Maybe I'll post some other articles if I find if you guys are interested, but most likely not But, yea, juuust so you know what I've had to deal with over my short break.. yea, I start school on Monday.. meh.. busy, busy, BUSY ::eye twitch::

*EDIT*
Oh yea, forgot to mention. I didn't have a chance to read a lot (most) of the journals in my message center, sorry. But ya'll know why. Luckily, I got a free sub (weird how I get it after I see my coz in the hospital) so I'll be able to look over the artwork faster tonight.

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Gaiaonline Username: SangreSagrada ]]> ~GuyaricanKitten http://GuyaricanKitten.deviantart.com/journal/7644479/ http://GuyaricanKitten.deviantart.com/journal/7644479/ Thu, 19 Jan 2006 00:10:31 PST because of an "Artist's Comment" on a deviation he posted recently titled "Who's Hand Will You Grab?".

The following poem, is my most favorite, because I know it to be true in my own life, to my families life. I hope you enjoy it Terry, as well as the rest of you (I beg for you all to read it thru):

One night a man had a dream.
He dreamed was walking along the beach with the Lord.
Across the sky flashed scenes from his life.
For each scene, he noticed two sets of footprints in the sand:
one belonging to him
and the other to the Lord.

When the last scene of his life flashed before him,
he looked back at the footprints in the sand.
He noticed that many times along the path of his life,
there was only one set of footprints.
He also noticed that it happened at the very lowest
and saddest times in his life.

This really bothered him,
and he questioned the Lord about it.
"Lord, You said that once I decided to follow You,
You'd walk with me all the way.
But I have noticed that during the most troublesome times in my life,
there is only one set of footprints.
I don't understand why when I needed You
most You would leave me."

The Lord replied, "My son, my precious child.
I love you, and I would never leave you.
During your times of trail and suffering,
when you see only one set of footprints,
it was then that I carried you."

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I have known miracles in my life and my family is very blessed... I know, I can be all emo and angty.. but even through all that I have faith that God will never leave me or let me down. My brother was 2 when he had a brain tumor, doctors said it was most likely he wouldn't live... but he has, with help from doctors, yea, but to me it was all God's doing. And even more so when my mother had breast cancer. Just before they were gonna do surgey.. the cancer was suddenly gone, vanished.. I know it was God...

My brother, has been in a nd out of the hospital this past month and the doctors dunno what to do or what it is, but I have faith that God is going to see us through and he'll be fine... I could go on about my blessings... and how God has never left me or let me down... but I'd rather you all think on the poem.. those of you who believe.. and even those of you who don't. I mean, I can understand how you can say God has never been there for you... but you're the one who leaves Him and shuns him, what do you want him to do when you don't want Him or care if He's in your life or not?.... Sorry if I'm being all religious, this is just part of who I am... ]]> ~GuyaricanKitten http://GuyaricanKitten.deviantart.com/journal/7564541/ http://GuyaricanKitten.deviantart.com/journal/7564541/ Tue, 10 Jan 2006 13:29:13 PST
"I agree with all of you who say people are getting fake on here. So I gave in and let's see who really reposts this. This is a test to see who's paying attention. It serves to eliminate people who are desperately trying to add "friends" like its a popularity contest in High School. This is a test to see how many people in my friends list actually pay attention to me. Copy and repost in your own bulletin. Lets see who the true friends are and I think I know who you are... Repost this if you are a friend.. if you don't, you get deleted.. Don't reply... just copy and paste this in a new bulletin as "Fake Friends".

And this is what I think of it:

HEEELLOOOOOO, you should know who your real friends are on here. Who do you speak to the most, feel you can confide in, joke with n shit; like you'd do with your normal friends. and what do YOU consider a friend in the first place? THIS THING PROVES NOTHING!

And if you people (ones I watch) wonder if I pay attention, I do indeed read every single journal normally and even let you all know when the journals are too much by posting on my journal about it, and ask you to let me know anything you'd like me to! SO WHOSE PAYING ATTENTION NOW, HM?! Plus I ALWAYS look at every single bit of artwork (even scraps!). I may not comment or anything, but hell.. I watch over a hundred people and can't keep track of them all and more than half even AREN'T my friends, but I do watch and pay attention to everything. I mean hell, I READ THE ARTIST COMMENTS!

I can understand if you, yourself doesn't do these things and that's fine, but don't go saying other people don't pay attention coz they don't post a stupid chain.

DA isn't about popularity (sure it can seem like it at times, but that's just what some people make it out to be). And ya know, I watch people who aren't my friends, I do very much enjoy their artwork and would perhaps like to be their friends, but it's not always possible. And DA is about artists and their works, and yes, making friends if that's possible. If anything, mostly feed back for improving ones' work! So this is what I say to this so-called test of friendship:
(^) T_T (^) ]]> ~GuyaricanKitten http://GuyaricanKitten.deviantart.com/journal/7540291/ http://GuyaricanKitten.deviantart.com/journal/7540291/ Tue, 10 Jan 2006 12:40:56 PST All ish better between us, like I said it would be ^_^; And I actually have drawings I'm working on.. but I dunno when I'm gonna get to coloring them because 1) I'm not finished with them and 2) Coz I can't get into the Mac Lab at school until Spring Semester starts (All art classes/teachers out for the winter) x.x


~OLD ENTRY~
...I.. need to rant.. to vent... before I explode... I'm just gonna ramble stupid nonsense now... coz... I... NEED to.... I know I'm very easily pissed off... very emotional... i can't help it.. it's who I am... so... this is just to let some shit outta my head.. before i.. complaetely snap.. coz, I already want to cry.. but refuse to with my lil bro sitting a few feet away from me... so.. a vent of nonsense...

Love... is fucking shit. For those of you whom want sooooooo much to have someone to love... ur not really missing out on much.. especially for those of you who think it would be SO GREAT to be in love... ur so decived. this coming from someone whose in love. No, we didn't break up, no we're not planning to.. just how I feel.. and think sometimes... that love.. no matter how nice n lovely dovey n shit it can be.. the price.. the bad times... are not worth what little sanity I have left... I love him.. but things sometimes.. set me off... maybe coz he's a lot like me in certain areas.. same fuckin reason I love him.. but meh... other things are not eye to eye, and its to be expected...

GGGRRRRRRRR.. I just wanna scream and cry... and... GGGGGGGGGGRRRRRRRRR...

I could be having such a nice day and it's all so easily ruined because of something he simply utters!!! I know.. I'm stupid.. and it's not as bad as people may come to think.. I'm just rather touchy at the moment.. but I don't really have stress.. I dunno what's wrong with me... But I do know I'm pissed at him for being pissed at me for such a stupid, materialistic reason... meh... pay no mind to this.. it'll be over soon, as it always is... ironic thing was we had such a lovely night yesterday just being in each other's arms.. ::narrows eyes groweling:: how funny things quickly change for the worse....

I contradict myself a lot, I know.. it's the price of trying to see things with open mind... you get yourself and others confused too.... and seeee... I just went completely off topic.. least I kinda stopped trembling... to those who read this fully.. thanks for at least showing some interest in my insanity... ]]> ~GuyaricanKitten http://GuyaricanKitten.deviantart.com/journal/7492644/ http://GuyaricanKitten.deviantart.com/journal/7492644/ Mon, 02 Jan 2006 19:59:10 PST
ANYWAYZ! Unlike most of you, I didn't have a winter/christmas break and have been attending winter session courses which are taking up a lot of my time so far... They'll be finished by Jan 13th, though. Only 3 weeks of classes, but I have tests twice a week in one of my classes x.x; Bout two or three days to study for each exam... it's a bitch!

Then I start my Spring Semester on Jan 28th!... not much of a break, but at least I get something x.x;;;

Sorry I didn't wish you all a "Happy Holidays" or "Happy New Year".. sooo just call those belated... I'm sure you're all sick of seeing journals with those messages in them by now anyway.

Uhm, and since I haven't been on lately, I erased most of the jounals in my box.. (had 41 and read like 14 x.X ).. I normally read all my journals, but I just don't have the time right now, so if there's anything that you would like to imform me about, even if it's random, please comment and let me know. Oh and no worries about your artworks, I ALWAYS take looks at them. ]]> ~GuyaricanKitten http://GuyaricanKitten.deviantart.com/journal/7327303/ http://GuyaricanKitten.deviantart.com/journal/7327303/ Fri, 16 Dec 2005 11:35:03 PST _>;;

ANYWAYZ! Yea, I actually posted stuffs! ::claps:: I have like 4 more things to post, two of which I have to change into RGB so I can post (but I can't do that till I go back to school on Monday) and two projects from my 2D Design class need to be scanned in. My final project was a paper-cut out of Advent Children's Cloud Strife, which I'm rather proud of ^-^

Uhm, a side note for those of you whom chat with me on AIM. I have a new sn now: GuyaricanKitten

How shocking o___o;; Lol. Hope to chat wit uz soon, anyone is free to IM me. Buh bye. ]]> ~GuyaricanKitten http://GuyaricanKitten.deviantart.com/journal/7119386/ http://GuyaricanKitten.deviantart.com/journal/7119386/ Wed, 23 Nov 2005 00:30:45 PST
~Life~
I still got my black eye, but it's fading away, I dunno if I should be happy bout that coz oddly I thought it looked kinda cool >_>; I have this strong toothach now, which spreads up the side of my face to my eye so that the entire left side of my face ish shit.. going to the denist on Friday hopefully...

And a Happy Thanksgiving in advance to you all, incase I'm swamped with shit, which I think I will be. Seeing as I have school work to be done and I have my cousin sleepin over Wednesday night x.x;

~Art News~
I've got stuff finished and stuff I'm still workin on, no worries.. I dunno when Imma get em posted up though, sorry. ]]> ~GuyaricanKitten http://GuyaricanKitten.deviantart.com/journal/7067333/ http://GuyaricanKitten.deviantart.com/journal/7067333/ Wed, 16 Nov 2005 19:58:40 PST tagged me and asked me nicely enough to do it.. I'll do it... you don't need to bother reading it, coz I know ya'll don't care > BUT I will ask you to please read below this crap for a REAL update.

+- Ten people/things you like:


1. Anthony
2. Mah soul sistaz, Mari and Tina
3. Family
4. Music
5. Anime
6. Video Games
7. Photoshop
8. Art/drawing
9. Japan (even though I've neva been there)
10. Comic Books

..I have so much more o.O;

+- Three things that make you happy:

1. Anthony
2. Survival Horror video games (FATAL FRAME AND RESIDENT EVIL BABY!!!)
3. Music


+- Ten things that you hate/dislike:

1. Preps.. so... so.. UTTERLY much...
2. Jocks
3. People who drink
4. People who smoke/ do drugs
5. People who think they're "all that"
6. People who bash on suidicial people when they don't have a f*ckin clue
7. School
8. Society.. I guess people in general X3
9. Being put down
10. CHAIN LETTERS AND E-MAILS!! UUUUGGHHHH!!


+- Three facts about your name:

1. Named after my great grandmother
2. My Middle name is the same as me Mom's
3. My last name is spelled wrong because they (the hospital, I'm guessing) didn't know how to spell my grandpa's last name o_o;

+- Five facts about yourself:

1. I am a Pentecostal Christian
2. I am Puerto Rican and Guyanese (durf)
3. I believe in the supernatural... which is why I love Fatal Frame so much :3
4. ..I believe myself to be a tad insane/unstable in both good and bad ways o.O;
5. I fear death, only because I fear I'll end up in Hell....

+- Two things you expect (at least for now):

1. ...Another semester of college xD
2. ....stuffz... I DON'T EXPECT ANYTHING ><


+- Four random thoughts:

1. ..Crack.... ers...
2. I WUB ANTHONY!
3. Fatal Frame ish the shitz of all survival horror games!
4. Where's Anthony at anyway??? >_>;

+- Song you're listening to (give singer):
"Koe" sung by Amano Tsukiko from Fatal Frame III

+- Ten People you'll tag this to
NO ONE! I WILL SPARE YOU ALL! SPARE YOU I SAY!.. unless you wanna do it, then datz entirely up to you.

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Now that's done with.. REAL SHITZ!

Ok, so I've been working on things, don't worry, I'll post stuffz when I get the chance and it maybe quiet a bit. I actually made two comic book covers outta "Just Try It" and "Noone Will Ever Hurt You Again".. they need some more work though, seeing as it's for a class project (No we're not making comic books). We've created our own companies! And we need to make packaging of some sort, so I figure I'd make a comic books for mine... It works out since I am tryin to work on a script for a comic dealing with the characters in the images...

I'm also working on the final for the Triangle Design then I'll have to move into the Mixed Design afterwards... Hopefully I'll get all of such to ya'll soon.. ]]> ~GuyaricanKitten http://GuyaricanKitten.deviantart.com/journal/7022531/ http://GuyaricanKitten.deviantart.com/journal/7022531/ Sat, 12 Nov 2005 12:39:57 PST <;;;

Good news: My bf has been lookin out for me when he could. Such the sweetheart e.e Even more sweet of him to pick me up a copy of the thrid installment of mah fav video game series... No not RE, that comes in second to FATAL FRAME! I've only been watching my brother play it, seeing as we made a bet and he won it >_>;; AND I'm not feeling so top notch (I'd like to enjoy playing it without feeling like shit). It's a kick ass game so far and Fatal Frame fans will DROOL and go nuts over it!! Sooo goooood... speaking of which, imma go call meh bf then go watch me brother play sum morez n.n ...the only two good things bout my week T_T;

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3. GuyaricanKitten is ______.

4. GuyaricanKitten and I are_____.

5. If I was alone in a room with GuyaricanKitten we would probably _____.

6. I wish GuyaricanKitten could _____.

7. GuyaricanKitten should ______.

8. GuyaricanKitten reminds me of _____.

9. If GuyaricanKitten was an animal, she would be a ________.

10. One day, GuyaricanKitten and I will _____.


I'm curious as to what you lively people would put, except ~Tenchin ....I fear yours o____o;; Lol ]]> ~GuyaricanKitten http://GuyaricanKitten.deviantart.com/journal/6989538/ http://GuyaricanKitten.deviantart.com/journal/6989538/ Tue, 08 Nov 2005 10:42:36 PST _>;;; BUT WAIT! Before you all start laughin at how stupid I am, I have a perfect explaination for it! See, I was very sick yesterday and rather light-headed and shaky from all the vomitting I did.. so when I was getting up from bed for another trip to the bathroom, I dunno why.. but I didn't, or couldn't, see the door and I stumbled into the edge of it so now I have a hidious black eye ;-; ...Ok, NOW you can laugh at me ]]> ~GuyaricanKitten http://GuyaricanKitten.deviantart.com/journal/6939926/ http://GuyaricanKitten.deviantart.com/journal/6939926/ Wed, 02 Nov 2005 21:15:10 PST < I'll have to try to fix it somehow.. dunno how.. Maybe DA was just actin up, I dunno... any suggestions on how I can fix it without deleting it? Maybe just reload the image itself I guess..

ANYWAYZ! Do not think this is the end of my postings, for it's not! MUWAHAHA! I actually have a logo finished for my Graphic Design class, though I like it so much, I think I'll use it for the everday or maybe even the comic company I'm thinking of having one day ^_^;; ...a girl can dream ;_; I also had to make a logo for one of my friends.. we had to swap our ideas for our classmates to make logos for our "companies", though we had to make ones for our own as well.. o.O;; Don't ask! We were just as confused! We'll have to fit the logos onto letterheads, envelopes, business cards..etc. The final project would be to make like a package for the "product" to go into... wish me luck on that x.X;;; ]]> ~GuyaricanKitten http://GuyaricanKitten.deviantart.com/journal/6849733/ http://GuyaricanKitten.deviantart.com/journal/6849733/ Sun, 23 Oct 2005 20:59:14 PDT Blah, it seems my subscription it up ;-; Oh well.. Was great while it lasted. This is gonna make looking over messages harder and perhaps longer with the 90 + people I watch, so please try to bare with me x.x;;;

Oh, I changed "NoOne Will Ever Hurt You again" due to a suggestion a friend of mine gave (). So go check that out and lemme know if it looks better. Still workin on the other pieces of artworks.. dunno when I'll be posting em up.

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Wheee, I think I posted a lot o_O And to think I have other things I have yet to post. Tis WIP

Alright, so I posted stuff in scraps, they have links to such on my "Squares Design -Final-".. and I'm actually workin on a design in class with cicrles only. I did the variations, but I'll wait till after I finish the final one to post them all here.

I posted Fatal Frame doodles, some of which I may color up one day, but we'll see what happens with that.

Uhm, I'm working on CGing one picture I did over the summer and I'm working on logos in my Graphics Design class.. I'll post those up when I have finals for those... AND I HAVE SO MANY IDEAS IN MY HEAD I WANNA GET DONE ON PAPER BUT CAN'T, UGH! Though I should be thankful I never have art blocks.. just the fact of sometimes trying to force it onto the paper o.O;;;

Until then, enjoy what I have up at the moment! ]]> ~GuyaricanKitten http://GuyaricanKitten.deviantart.com/journal/6752421/ http://GuyaricanKitten.deviantart.com/journal/6752421/ Wed, 12 Oct 2005 21:53:56 PDT _____________________

Mood: Wheee
Watching: Final Fantasy VII: Advent Children

Yes, I saw it, my bf brought his DVD over and we watched it on my 62" TV wit exploding surround sound @_@!!!! TWAS GOODNESS! GOODNESS, I SAY!!! ...and to think I'm not even a hardcore fan o_____o; I mean, I've known all the characters since I was lil, I know the summons, and I do have the game (got it a few months back, though didn't get very far at all x.x, BUT IT WAS STILL A KICKASS MOVIE! The graphics make you wanna foam at the mouth And the fight scenes were good.. and the story was good and.. and... I LOVE CLOUD'S MOTORCYCLE! ..those of you who have seen it know what I'm talkin bout :wink: And now I understand what all the fangirls were talkin bout wit the hott guys.. I mean, I knew from the start they were hot.. but... uhm.. yea.. ::dogdes a whack from her bf::

I think I wanna start playin the game again, just for the story and to understand it all the more better... and I really would like to watch it again.. and of course Imma get my own copy when it comes out officially here (See sweetie, I DID REALLY enjoy the movie ). I was trying to finish up the Fatal Frame series before the 3rd one comes out next month (I already have that on reserve).

~OTHER NEWS~

I'm still working on school stuff and I have been working on CGing two drawings I did while I was in Flordia over the summer. Though of course, school work HAS to come first >_>; Uhm... I think that's all I really have to say for now o_O; BUH-BYE n.n;;

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Mood: Wheee
Listening to: Tears to Shed - The Corpse Bride
Watching: The Corpse Bride

**EDIT**
I got to see "The Corpse Bride" again, though this time with my bf. And he was sweet enough to get me the soundtrack! I've been listening to it nearly nonstop! ^_^ Thank You Sweetie!

In art news.. I posted scraps, I think yesterday and I have posted 3 new deviations. It turns out I have reached my 100th deviation and it turns out to be one I'm rather proud of. Sad thing is I have so much art work I haven't even posted on here or finished... So I have so much more you guys haven't seen. I also started to CG a drawing I did over the summer.. so I still have things to work on if I have the time.. depending on school work. I have designs for another class I MAY post up.. and perhaps the final one as well.

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~News on meh~

::fangirl shierk:: I loved The Corpse Bride! I went to see it yesterday with my cousin and younger brother. It was so beautifully done and rather sad at times, you feel so bad for Emily "our little Corpse Bride". I will admit though that the some of the music doesn't hold a candle to The Nightmare Before Christmas (love that soundtrack to death), however it does have some good songs and the instrumental is the best of all (it's Danny Elfman after all, course it's kick ass). The story is really good too and so is the moral, that I saw anyway... a very good moral to be taken to heart by all. It's a really tragic romance story that I'm sure all Tim Burton/Nightmare Before Christmas fans would love and then some.. Hopefully I'll be going to see it again and even get the soundtrack ^-^ I CAN'T WAIT FOR THE FIGURES N STUFFS @_@ NOW GO SEE THE CORPSE BRIDE TO CHEER UP THE BEAUTIFUL EMILY!!.... pwease? e.e

~Art stuff~

I'm actually working on artworks, believe it or not. I just haven't been posting any, sorry for being so lazy guys x.x;;; I'll get it up if I can get myself to scan or form .jpeg files for these shitz x.o;;;

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Mood: rather sad...
Listening to: Wake Me Up When September Ends - Greenday
Watching: Ladder 49

I spent about half of this day, in front of the TV watching certain things, that ironicly had much to do with this day and have touched my heart deeply. For the first time, I watched Ladder 49 and as we speak I am watching the end of "The Flight That Fought Back", which is a documentary of Flight 93. Both had much to do, with people risking their owns lives, to make sure others could live on.. and the pain left behind for their friends and families....

It has brought me to tears much of this day, for I will never forget 9/11... Though I didn't lose anyone... It was a rather huge impact since I live in NY and since some of my very close cousins live in DC.... Watching these things today, fills me with... I dunno how to explain... I see people risking their lives for others.. dying to protect the many... Today we should remember those people that died for the purpose to protect along with those who have died..... and those of the present as well...

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