http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:Gwin-Thorn&section=today deviantART RSS for by:Gwin-Thorn en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Wed, 23 Dec 2009 02:36:21 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://Gwin-Thorn.deviantart.com/journal/29116725/ http://Gwin-Thorn.deviantart.com/journal/29116725/ Tue, 22 Dec 2009 20:57:28 PST I am going out with a coworker. Crrraazzzyyyyy. Made 'im that car pic mhm.

I've been playing Sonic Adventure 2 Battle so much lately. SO MUCH. When I started I didn't know the "right way" to raising awesome chaos. So now I am. Haaa. Even made some charas based on them. (Ya.. I need to upload more shit.)

That "The Show" fictional band I'm making finally is done. Got some cuuuute charas for it. Yay!

]]> *Gwin-Thorn http://Gwin-Thorn.deviantart.com/journal/28754965/ http://Gwin-Thorn.deviantart.com/journal/28754965/ Fri, 04 Dec 2009 20:48:58 PST
So I got a job guys.
Burger King, if you hadn't guessed yet. Started Dec 1st, man. Worked 5-10 tues and wed, and 3-10 today (fri). Gotta work 4-10 tomorrow and sun.
You always hear a lot of shit being talked about the fast food business, but it's really not that bad.

Guard ended like 2 weeks ago. No more band practice (yay).

I wrote a 7 page paper on how to start a business for my Senior Paper. It was pretty hardcore if I do say so myself. I put a Victoria Secret picture on it. Hot.

Speaking of.

November Friday the 13th (Haaa) I got a girlfriend. ..and any further comments about that isn't for you.

]]> *Gwin-Thorn http://Gwin-Thorn.deviantart.com/journal/27893922/ http://Gwin-Thorn.deviantart.com/journal/27893922/ Wed, 21 Oct 2009 17:43:23 PDT I'M GOING TO DIE.

Made a deal with a sweet lady on furc to get the lifer uni <3
Gonna get the lifer phoe and catten soon. If I get my way 8D




the sign said the long-haired, freaky people need not apply.. and the sign said..



We Didn't Start the Flame War
why are you guys so racist?
why are you guys so racist?
double post, my bad
this kid's a noob fag
what's your problem douchebag?
ur the ass, fucking fag!
your a fag!
You're a BITCH!
All of you can suck my dick! 8==0

]]> *Gwin-Thorn http://Gwin-Thorn.deviantart.com/journal/27585718/ http://Gwin-Thorn.deviantart.com/journal/27585718/ Sun, 04 Oct 2009 19:05:36 PDT
I might be graduating early. After the first semester.. Graduate in December. I have to talk to my guidance counselor though. Get everything in order..

My art teacher and I have been butting heads. :/ It's fine. It's just not the most pleasant thing. o-o;

I underwent (if that's a word) a tremendously stressful week a couple weeks back. It started with unsettling news and increased with school stress and blew up when an asshole drew on my drawing.... Afterwords I did a lot of talking and thinking with people who could help me. Things still hurt, but I suppose I'm relatively over it.

I made 2 new friends and they are quite wonderful. A down-to-Earth girl and the other a gayboi who looks a lot like me; people believe us when we say we're siblings.

The gayboi is in Color Guard at my school, and so I joined because it looked like fun. I started last Tuesday and have practiced around 16 hours since.... I hurt and am very tired. We have Tues Thurs practices for 4 hours, an away game this Friday, and a competition on Saturday.

Life's been kicking me around. I'm clinging to the 2 new friends and the old friends who I grow closer to, Color Guard, and the hope of graduating early to get me through.

This movie's been helping me, too. XD Along with the new remade movie Fame. I saw it last week.. Made me want to dance.

]]> *Gwin-Thorn http://Gwin-Thorn.deviantart.com/journal/26593155/ http://Gwin-Thorn.deviantart.com/journal/26593155/ Fri, 14 Aug 2009 15:54:52 PDT
School's on the 24th. Senior year~

]]> *Gwin-Thorn http://Gwin-Thorn.deviantart.com/journal/25359403/ http://Gwin-Thorn.deviantart.com/journal/25359403/ Tue, 16 Jun 2009 18:56:38 PDT I gotta new phone. So perdy. The one on the right. <3!

I went to my dad's for a week.... And now a random Minnesota relative is visiting for a week. e_o


Guns N Rosessssss

]]> *Gwin-Thorn http://Gwin-Thorn.deviantart.com/journal/24977040/ http://Gwin-Thorn.deviantart.com/journal/24977040/ Wed, 27 May 2009 10:35:10 PDT
My feline port uploaded sometime during school today.. SO EXCITED. <3 lawls

5 more days of school! AND MY TEACHERS KEEP GIVING ME WORK. THE FUCK?! Squeezing in a final chapter in math, STILL learning about WWII (when we should be onto like, the 90's by now anyways. That's just Fail.)

I got a $20 Giftcard for getting a 5 on the FCAT Writing~ I think I'll take mom there, then.... 8)

HEY.
YOU.
ALL MY LOVIES.
You should play Furcadia~! It's so much fun~! <3333
(And YES, It's Freeeeeee~ <3 )


I'll never ever ever give you up
Your love will always be enough
And when I kiss your lips, I close my eyes
Let everybody see that you are mine



]]> *Gwin-Thorn http://Gwin-Thorn.deviantart.com/journal/24915602/ http://Gwin-Thorn.deviantart.com/journal/24915602/ Sat, 23 May 2009 22:24:47 PDT I
Have Been
Depressed
All
Week.

HOWEVER-
I just got back into the swing of things.
Thank God.

Good timing,
considering,

Tomorra I should be getting the year Noble Feline and year Leonen on Furcadia. c:

And.
In 3 days
My SS Port is free to be replaced with a new one..
So
I edited a Feline Port
For my new Digos~


]]> *Gwin-Thorn http://Gwin-Thorn.deviantart.com/journal/24497567/ http://Gwin-Thorn.deviantart.com/journal/24497567/ Wed, 29 Apr 2009 13:41:14 PDT Amanda Palmer Lyric)
Tiz True, though. o3o

Soooooo
I've changed my Furcadia main to 'Jesterific' owo
I got the Kitter-for-life sale and Silver Sponsorship. I had to save up like $80+ but it was worth it~ /shiver/



How's everyone? I'd like to know.

I've been good, very good. We have to do a research paper in history, pick someone pre-1990s and say how they've influenced society (made their way into history). I picked Alice Cooper. =^_^= Sweets!

Musicsss:
Amanda Palmer~
Marilyn Manson
Coldplay

]]> *Gwin-Thorn http://Gwin-Thorn.deviantart.com/journal/24025931/ http://Gwin-Thorn.deviantart.com/journal/24025931/ Thu, 02 Apr 2009 15:36:56 PDT
I've been volunteering at the Renaissance Festival and it's a BLAST!! <3!

This is the last weekend, though. ): Not cool! I love it there.

!!! I've been on a Sims kick, again! Made 4 CRAZY AWESOME NEW CHARACTERS <33333 Yay! I'll take screenshots soons! <3

Musicsss:
Guns N' Roses
Hippodrome

]]> *Gwin-Thorn http://Gwin-Thorn.deviantart.com/journal/23512586/ http://Gwin-Thorn.deviantart.com/journal/23512586/ Tue, 03 Mar 2009 17:57:23 PST
My current music <3s-
80's
Dancey (Mainly Techno)
Marilyn Manson
Hollywood Undead

]]> *Gwin-Thorn http://Gwin-Thorn.deviantart.com/journal/23427335/ http://Gwin-Thorn.deviantart.com/journal/23427335/ Fri, 27 Feb 2009 04:21:29 PST
I had a D in Pre-Calc and so mom took away stuff (internet) and so that's why for the last week I haven't been on.. (I'm at school right now haha). And before that it was my birthday so I was pre-occupied (February 19th!!) I gotta go though

Happy late b-day Deru! (Yeah, I have your picture)

Need to somehow submit through school....

]]> *Gwin-Thorn http://Gwin-Thorn.deviantart.com/journal/22950448/ http://Gwin-Thorn.deviantart.com/journal/22950448/ Tue, 03 Feb 2009 18:27:12 PST
I'm not going to be able to get on as much for a little; computer is killing my sleeping habits. (According to mother.)


------
ZOMG Inspiration for this journal from Bek,

1. Most of my time is spent drawing or doing something else in the art field, like making jewelry and such.

2. I really hate water. (Not drinking water-I love that stuff. XD ) It's beautiful and all, and so cool when there's a sunset on the other side, but other than that.... Icky!! >_< Chlorinated is ..eh. I'll swim in it, but not if I can help it.

3. I write poetry and prose, but my favorite is short stories. They are like poems that make sense. (If written right.)

4. It might not show, but I would rather have a cartoon style of DC Comics and Marvel than a manga style.

5. I have a horrible time falling asleep. There's just so much else I could be doing! I mean, I LOVE sleep, but ehhhh it's so hard to stop thinking about stuff.

6. At school, I get the feeling people think I'm not approachable unless they already know me. :/ In a way that's good, since I'm pretty bad at socializing unless I know ya'..

7. I'm not interested in drugs. I'm wierd enough as it is and when I get hyper I go all Fatboy Slim- "Gangster Tripping" anyways. (Haha. You wouldn't get it unless you a Fatboy Slim fan.)

8. Drinking is pretty much the same. I like mixed drinks, though, but not enough to get drunk or not be able to wait until I'm 21.

9. Cigarettes are kinda a different story, however. I have never smoked, but for some reason I want to. Not like crazy lots of packs a day addicted or whatever haha but just like here and there? Idunno skhfa;twtjkl

10. I often daydream about what I'm going to say to friends the next time I see them. It's kinda handy, except sometimes I don't realize I'm daydreaming and I'll laugh and people will look at me funny. ha

11. I'm incredibly pessimistic. Like normally I look at things logically, but when it comes to romance or even normal relationships usually I get paranoid and think I'm doing something wrong and I'm doing something that doesn't please the other person.

12. I'm uber laid back. Too laid back. But I like it that way.

13. I wish I was in a band. Lead singer is the only thing logical, but I'd love to be a drummer..

14. I love science, especially Chemistry! (Thank you Mr. Engel! Gawd I miss your pedophilic-ness ;___; <3 XP )

15. I listen to any kind of music.. Really! Like, usually people add onto that "except rap/country" but I don't mind them. ..Kinda. Like, yeah they are definately my least favorite, but some of it is good. Woah! My favorite is alternative rock, 80s, and electronic. I don't have very much electronic on my iPod, but it's all good. Lessee-music range from Darkthrone "Transilvanian Hunger" to Veggietales.

16. I hate school. Except friends and art class. BUT, I can't wait for college! Well, I might do a normal associates first, in which case ehh.. BUT THEN I should go to art school-and that's the thing I can't wait for <333

17. I don't like girls. (Some I do, of course, but just typically no.... It's hard to explain? It's just me /shrug/ )

18. It'd be so cool to move to Georgia, Ohio, or Vegas. Prolly won't though, but I'd love to. Maybe at least visit for a long period of time haha Idunno

19. My body temperature is usually more warm than cold. However, to touch, my hands seem to be cold a lot nowadays. O_O

20. Cross-dressers make me go crazy. (In a good way.) Like you know how everyone's like "OMG <3 GAY PEEP-L <3 R LURV <3" nowadays? Well, I am like that haha but I completely lose it and seizure with happiness at cross-dressing.

21. Mean vampires are sexy. Nice vampires can go die. (Unless they just that cliche 'don't want to suck blood type' 'cause then it might not be because they nice, just means because they don't like blood. Or something.) aejertjhaerhgOMGIJUSTTHREWUPALITTLE

22. Pokemon is a YES. Along with Star Wars.

23. I laugh while watching Sweeney Todd. wtf.

24. Well, duh. It 'cause I like blood. Mmmmmm. @_@

25. I said penis REALLY LOUD and oBNoXIoUS in marine science the other day. We were reading outloud and I was reading about reproduction stuff and so the last sentence in a paragraph was something like "Shrimp have a long, flexible penis." Before I could stop myself, when I go to say "penis" I just like shout it out like how I will... ]]> *Gwin-Thorn http://Gwin-Thorn.deviantart.com/journal/22846088/ http://Gwin-Thorn.deviantart.com/journal/22846088/ Tue, 27 Jan 2009 15:16:30 PST Found
2 ace bandages.

>_>
<_<

Yes.

]]> *Gwin-Thorn http://Gwin-Thorn.deviantart.com/journal/22786201/ http://Gwin-Thorn.deviantart.com/journal/22786201/ Sat, 24 Jan 2009 16:21:49 PST
woo had an eventful day. Did some cleaning and worked on 2 art pieces, then went to the park with Kiri and Alejandro. It was one of those things where it seemed like time flew by and out of no where I already had to go home. ): It was nice, though.

]]> *Gwin-Thorn http://Gwin-Thorn.deviantart.com/journal/22703051/ http://Gwin-Thorn.deviantart.com/journal/22703051/ Tue, 20 Jan 2009 20:11:57 PST What happened was I decided i wanted to do it blah blah so i wore boxers sticking out of my skinny jeans like a skaterboy haha (would've bandaged but i think our ace is in mom's bathroom and it was too late to try and get it that day) continuing: I had a wonderful day and decided i must hunt down the ace. So, I get home from school and I'm doin' regular stuff, homework, chores and mom gets home and is like "you didn't wear that to school did you?" "Of course" "That's disgusting never do that again. If you do it again I'll take your phone away." She emphasized 'disgusting' very.. hm like she hated what she was seeing-like. She doesn't like it when guys do it, so it makes sense she wouldn't want me doing it.. We didn't discuss it further, and we went to Moe's for dinner. We picked up my friend and I hadn't taken them off, I didn't take them off until I had to shower and go to bed. But so the rest of the day pretty okay, mom was in a good mood and she figured it was just a thing I did and wasn't going to do it again. However, I figured I had to make it at least a little known that it was for cross-dressing, so I had mom come in my room before bed and I asked "Is cross-dressing okay?" and she slarified "is you cross-dressing okay?" I nod, she finishes "well, I don't like it, no." I sit there and manage an 'okay' and then she hug me and say good night.

I hate.
I only got a taste of cross-dressing and yet I know it's right. It's hard to explain, but I have a feeling you kinda get it.
It isn't a thing about being a boy or wanting to be a guy or thinking I'm a guy or anything, I just feel better that way. Everyday since then (Jan 12) cross-dressing has been on my mind. Boxers would only be for pants, but it's the chest binding I want, and I didn't even get to do it.
Fuck.

]]> *Gwin-Thorn http://Gwin-Thorn.deviantart.com/journal/22622578/ http://Gwin-Thorn.deviantart.com/journal/22622578/ Fri, 16 Jan 2009 20:37:48 PST
Q: Type in "[your name] needs" in the Google search.
A: Nicole Needs a Boob Job

Q: Type in "[your name] looks like" in Google search.
A: Nicole Looks Like Your Grandma

Q: Type in "[your name] says" in Google search.
A: More Sexy Miley Cyrus Photos Hit the Internet

Q: Type in "[your name] wants" in Google search.
A: Nicole Wants Bigger Boobs

Q: Type in "[your name] does" in Google search.
A. nicole does stuff with cookies

Q: Type in "[your name] hates" in Google search.
A: Nicole Hates Her Boobs, Disses Big-Busted Women - I have a feeling we'll be hearing a lot more from her from now on.

Q: Type in "[your name] asks" in Google search.
A. Who are you kidding Nicole, asks Osbourne

Q: Type in "[your name] likes " in Google search.
A: Nicole likes men.

Q: Type in "[your name] eats " in Google search.
A: nicole eats airplane's Q&A profile

Q: Type in "[your name] wears " in Google search.
A: Nicole wears the pants

Q: Type in "[your name] got arrested for" in Google search.
A: apparently when Nicole Richie got arrested a couple year ago she was put down as WHITE.

then when she got arrested this time she was put down as BLACK.

doesnt this go to show the government that there is a NEED FOR a MIXED RACE/Bi/tri racial category?!?!

I mean come on!

i hate that she has to classify her self as only one racial background.




ZOMGGGG ALL OF IT was like for Nicole Richie and Nicole Kidman! >_< My name is spelled Nicolle-TWO "L"s but like nothing came up with it that worked :/ ahhhhhhhhh these were all about boobs and crazy stuff!

]]> *Gwin-Thorn http://Gwin-Thorn.deviantart.com/journal/22401903/ http://Gwin-Thorn.deviantart.com/journal/22401903/ Fri, 09 Jan 2009 14:10:59 PST
[link]

WATCH IT
(for all you Twilight freaks)




ah!! the end of break is here! I got back from Illinois last Saturday and finally finished submitting all my pictures... there should be like 68. I've been submitting all afternoon

Please take the time to view them sometime....
If you go to my gallery they are in the folders "Trip" and "misc photos" Thank you so much!

]]> *Gwin-Thorn http://Gwin-Thorn.deviantart.com/journal/22287472/ http://Gwin-Thorn.deviantart.com/journal/22287472/ Tue, 30 Dec 2008 19:43:34 PST
I miss peoples. ;_;

/hugs all around-Ty, Ardey, Ita, Erik/

Kinda not liking my trip. (Kinda won't allow myself to enjoy it, though.)

]]> *Gwin-Thorn http://Gwin-Thorn.deviantart.com/journal/22075422/ http://Gwin-Thorn.deviantart.com/journal/22075422/ Fri, 19 Dec 2008 21:04:46 PST
I'm going to visit dad dec 27-jan 3 :/

]]> *Gwin-Thorn http://Gwin-Thorn.deviantart.com/journal/21981069/ http://Gwin-Thorn.deviantart.com/journal/21981069/ Sun, 14 Dec 2008 13:16:34 PST

I have one page left in my sketchbook.
I'm hoping it'll be put to good use as a Christmas gift, but who knows.


My friend's friend and the same friend's brother were making this big scene trying to get me and Alejandro together, but then finally went away.. So we talked and then lay there (we were on the trampolene (sp??) at Destiny's for her b-day party) and then I held Alejandro's hand. Aren't you so proud??

Ahhh. Exam week was last week for us, and we SOMEHOW gotta make it through this week without overturning the school before Christmas break.

]]> *Gwin-Thorn http://Gwin-Thorn.deviantart.com/journal/21852415/ http://Gwin-Thorn.deviantart.com/journal/21852415/ Sat, 06 Dec 2008 17:52:41 PST
BORED OUT OF MY MIND!!!! XD


...Nobody's answering their phone and such, so I'm in "lonely" mode. :/

I guess I'll just have to finish some pictures I've been saying I'll finish.. gah.

Oh, and I need some help!!
I'm hoping to get a tattoo on my arm, I want to design it myself, but I don't know what I want to get done. I was thinking about a griffin, 'cause I really like those, but idunno. My latest idea is a boombox/stereo thingy....
Helps! c:

]]> *Gwin-Thorn http://Gwin-Thorn.deviantart.com/journal/21822018/ http://Gwin-Thorn.deviantart.com/journal/21822018/ Thu, 04 Dec 2008 19:35:24 PST
This middle schooler my mom used to teach has been e-mailing my mom, saying she's been cutting herself.
Today at 5 o'clock she got into a green car outside her house and wasn't heard from

until about 30 minutes ago she contacted another teacher that had been trying to help her out.

Last I know the teacher was on the way to where the girl said she was, and the fellow teacher will call my mom back to tell us what's up.

The girl claims nobody cares about her.
And she wants people to care about her so she cuts herself.... She's cruel to her mother and hates her step father, but it seems that he doesn't really do anything that would make her hate him. Her father and step mother live in Texas, but the girl doesn't really want to live with them either. Her older sister doesn't live with them, but she claims her older sister is weird and so doesn't want to live with her either.

The girl doesn't know what she wants, and she doesn't know how to talk to people or communicate feelings.

Her parents found out about a Myspace page of hers, claiming she was 17. She was talking to an older guy through it.

....
Whenever the teacher calls us back and I get back on, I'll edit this to tell how it ended.

Just.....
Please
please
please
PLEASE
people.
Don't cut yourself.
No matter how miserable, or how much you think people don't like you.
Don't do it.

And please, pray (or whatever you do depending on beliefs....) for this girl. In a way I kind of (honestly) think of her being a tad pathetic, because I can't sympathize with her, but at the same time I feel really bad about the whole thing. I don't want anything bad to happen to her, though I don't know her :/

I think you understand that feeling c: /sigh/


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EDIT

Alright, so the teacher did call back yesterday..

The girl went to a mental hospital for young peoples.

She just spent yesterday there, to get evaluated, and so I don't know if she'll be staying or not. I kinda hope so, at least she'll be safe and maybe make some friends with similar problems or something. :/

]]> *Gwin-Thorn http://Gwin-Thorn.deviantart.com/journal/21555977/ http://Gwin-Thorn.deviantart.com/journal/21555977/ Tue, 18 Nov 2008 18:25:00 PST

ABOUT YOU:
001. Name → Nicolle
002. Nickname → Gwinny (online) Feather (at church)
003. Status → single /shifty eyes/
004. Zodiac sign → uhmm my birthday is at the cut off day between airies and picses (sp? on both of those..????) so it depends on which calendar you look at, but I (obviously) don't follow them anyways
005. Male or female → Female
006. Elementary → Quails
007. Middle School → Wildcats
008. High School → 2 years a Gator, 2 years a Wildcat
009. Smart → Yus. <3 Pssh, I know where the real upsidedown cross came from. Do you?
010. Hair color → dark brown, but part of it is always dyed. It's supposed to be pink and blue there, but I haven't dyed in FUREVER.. so it's blondey and some pinks and oranges..
011. Long or short → short on right side, medium on left
012. Loud or Quiet → quiet-ish.. but I'm not really shy..
013. Sweats or Jeans → skinny jeans
014. Phone or Camera → camera
016. Drink or Smoke? → Mixed drinks are rather good, but I can never have them considering....
017. Do you have a crush on someone? → hahahahahahha Y-U-S
018. Eat or Drink → :/ of course..
019. Piercings → 3 in each ear
020. Tattoos → sadly no.

FIRSTS:
023. First piercing → when I was a babeh
024. First best friend → Mercedes!
025. First award → Uhmmm student of the month
026. First crush → that blonde guy from Backstreet Boys XDDD
027. First pet → prolly Courtney, a border collie
028. First big vacation → to Atlanta to visit my gran-pa
030. First big birthday → I used to have them at roller skating rinks, now I invite a friend over for a sleepover

CURRENTLY:
049. Eating → Nothing, I just had nachos [horrible] nachos
050. Drinking → I just had hot cocoa
052. I'm about to → play Sims Seasons XD
053. Listening to → Anberlin
054. Plans for today → It's almost over.. sleep

YOUR FUTURE:
058. Want kids? → no.
059. Want to get married? → Yes.
060. Careers in mind → Art teacher, lighting and sound engineer

WHICH IS BETTER WITH GIRL/BOY?
068. Lips or eyes → eyes
070. Shorter or taller? → taller
072. Romantic or spontaneous → uhhhh idunno.. spontaneous as long as my parents aren't around >_>
073. Nice stomach or nice arms → haha.. stomach
074. Sensitive or loud → sensitively loud XD no, just kidding uhmmm loud with me and sensitive around others? naw, that won't work. idunno
075. Hook-up or relationship → >_< (honest: ) hook-up-y relationship. Meaning: A relationship I know will end soon.. ('cause I know who I really want and if that guy's not him, then poo!)
077. Trouble maker or hesitant → /coughs/ trouble maker.. but not enough to get suspended, 'cause that's stupid

HAVE YOU EVER:
080. Lost glasses/contacts → yes ;___; glasses-still have NO CLUE where they are
081. Ran away from home → thought about it
085. Been arrested → no
087. Cried when someone died → fake tears..

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
089. Yourself → yar! c:
090. Miracles → Yes
091. Love at first sight → ha, I believe in LUST at first sight <3
092. Heaven → Yes
093. Santa Claus → No
094. Sex on the first date → depends. If it's you-know-who I'd do it, anyone else then: NO
095. Kiss on the first date → why not

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
097. Thats pimping beatch whut. → wait what? /is a clueless whitegirl/ I got a new [old] dance for you called the solja boi.... XD
098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life → Yes, other than 2 things: 1) /crycry/ no Joshua and 2) /crycry/ no Shaina....................................
099. Do you believe in God → Yes. I'm down with Jesus.
100. Post as 100 truths and tag → http://Gwin-Thorn.deviantart.com/journal/21443663/ Tue, 11 Nov 2008 18:07:54 PST
Do you remember...


That guy Joshua I told you about? That works at the movies that I used to know and how I chickened out talking to him............ I SAW HIM AGAIN TODAY.

At the movies, of course. He conveniently was waiting for the crowd to come out of our theatre so he could sweep--and I decided to talk to him!! 8D Well, for like a second 'cause he was working.. but I gave him my e-mail.. /crosses fingers/ He recognized me before I even said anything..!

My Sims character finally got a Slacker career job AND got promoted-I KNEW it was a sign.. XD

]]> *Gwin-Thorn http://Gwin-Thorn.deviantart.com/journal/21409643/ http://Gwin-Thorn.deviantart.com/journal/21409643/ Sun, 09 Nov 2008 17:43:23 PST

Tomorrow is "Decade Day" where we dress up in ..a decade.. or whatever XD I know like half the school is going to do 'hippi' but NOT MEEEEEE XP I am doing 1920s babe; Imma be a mobsta' I'll take a picture now that the software is working!! BTW-- since software=working that means pictures! Yayyyy! I'm getting them up as soon as I can, but I also don't want to crowd my DA in one day with new pics, so I think I may slowly put them up /shrug/ idunno

Tuesday is no school! I'm going to go shopping and go to the movies and hopefully help my friend Nathan with his "Character Day" custume for Wednesday; he's going as the Mad Hatter while I'm going to be the white rabbit that's always late.. XD Pictures of that will be posted as well. I did it last year, but it's getting MAJOR improvements!!

Thursday and Friday are lame: Class Color day and School Spirit day. Luckily Junior class is red; freshman get yellow, sophomore orange and senior green.

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omggg I got the "Nightmare Revisited" CD 8) win It's good and all, but I have NO IDEA what Sparklehorse was smoking when he recorded "Jack's Obsession".... /cough/

"This is Halloween" by Marilyn Manson is still my favorite of all the CDs though

]]> *Gwin-Thorn http://Gwin-Thorn.deviantart.com/journal/21284691/ http://Gwin-Thorn.deviantart.com/journal/21284691/ Sun, 02 Nov 2008 13:52:59 PST ___< Woke up with it on Friday, but then got stabbed with it Saturday morning. It continues to get worse today, now my ears are plugged up and it's hard to hear people talking/for people to hear me. I'm all sniffly and I have to use a tissue every 10 seconds -hold on a sec- I've already gone through a box of Puffs. v__v I spent the whole day in bed yesterday, and today I've been working on a project for Art, finally finished about 15 minutes ago.



I did get to go Trick or Treating this year; came over and we went in my cousin's neighborhood. We got a bunch of candy! Unfortunately, my illness has hindered my taste in sweets. /sigh/

Oh, and for those of you keeping track: I broke up with my boyfriend last Thursday.

]]> *Gwin-Thorn http://Gwin-Thorn.deviantart.com/journal/21153653/ http://Gwin-Thorn.deviantart.com/journal/21153653/ Sat, 25 Oct 2008 10:40:56 PDT [link]


Holy crap.... Go there and watch it!! It's Barack dancing/singing and it's soooo funny! XDDD

]]> *Gwin-Thorn http://Gwin-Thorn.deviantart.com/journal/21084222/ http://Gwin-Thorn.deviantart.com/journal/21084222/ Mon, 20 Oct 2008 18:06:19 PDT My scanner has been brokeded.... so that's why I haven't been submitting. I would take pictures, but our camera software went kablewy and mom has to reinstall before I can do that. (But I HAVE been drawing like crazy, so if something ever gets fixed in this house you'll be seeing from me )

I finished one of the two online classes I had to do, and now I'm trying to finish up the other one. Ridiculous.

I got the Sims 2 Double Delux game two weeks ago, and took screenshots of all my sims........ 35 screenshots that is. I submitted and hope people won't be pissed off at the amount. I find them entertaining, personally; of course, they are my characters so.... I guess you'd expect that.

I've gone to the movies and Joshua hasn't been there.. >_<

..But the kid that I said likes me at school and I got together on the 7th, so my head is held high. ..He's great

]]> *Gwin-Thorn http://Gwin-Thorn.deviantart.com/journal/20839272/ http://Gwin-Thorn.deviantart.com/journal/20839272/ Sun, 05 Oct 2008 09:50:38 PDT
First, I didn't get to go to the movies, so I'll try again next week, but I've pushed him out of my mind for now, considering I think there's a boy at school that likes me...

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I went over 's house and she showed me her sims 2 double deluxe game and now I want it!! )8 I almost have enough money for it, so I hope we can go to the store soon.. /spoiled/

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Life is a bit bumpy

.............

here's a to Mr. Ty

]]> *Gwin-Thorn http://Gwin-Thorn.deviantart.com/journal/20745291/ http://Gwin-Thorn.deviantart.com/journal/20745291/ Mon, 29 Sep 2008 16:25:08 PDT

DAMMIT
DAMMIT


DAMMIT

...

Have you ever fallen in love with someone and have them have to move away/change schools/etc. and you didn't exchange contact, so you just lost touch with them?? That happened to me two years ago, in 9th grade, the end of the school year came and we never saw eachother again.... But I saw him last night, working at the new movie theatre by my house.Fuckin' dammit shit. I had finally stopped thinking about him over the last summer. Why Mr. Joshua have you decided to come back into my life? /sigh/ I froze when I saw him, chickened out of talking to him at first, then when I decided to, another friend of mine, also working there, said "Hello! How are you?" and I decided to chat with her (Miss lovely Tori~ ) and so totally chickened out and just went to my movie. (Eagle Eye-a very good movie by the way 8) ) ....My movie got out and he was still working, so I was going to go and talk, but my mom was already at the exit doors waving at me. .../bangs head/... i don't even know if he recognized me...

Aye.... :/ sorry but I had to rant about it.. /shrinks down/

]]> *Gwin-Thorn http://Gwin-Thorn.deviantart.com/journal/20705073/ http://Gwin-Thorn.deviantart.com/journal/20705073/ Sat, 27 Sep 2008 12:35:15 PDT Hellos everyone!! I got to sleep in today~~~ /is the hyperness/ I've been watching re-runs and slowly doing math homework.. damn graphing crazy functions.. I have a graphing calculator, who needs to know how to graph without it?!?!? /bangs head/ anyways.. I made a painting!! It was the first art project at school, when I get it back I'll take a picture and post, but I don't know when I'm getting it back. :/ I'm not a big fan of it, but for not being a painter I think it came out okay.



Oh, and..
My dog got put down a couple days ago. Girly.. Now I just have the ferret, the new dog and a cat

]]> *Gwin-Thorn http://Gwin-Thorn.deviantart.com/journal/20570146/ http://Gwin-Thorn.deviantart.com/journal/20570146/ Fri, 19 Sep 2008 14:53:43 PDT
Sorry about that.

School has been pretty okay, something in the day makes me hyper and if I just hold onto whatever made me it than I am usually in a good mood all day, but this week has been rather "bleah," other than Wednesday and Today. Wednesday is church night and so that's always exciting, and today I got reaquianted (sp??) with an old friend of mine! He's funny.... And a new friend of mine I saw a lot during passing, so that made me happy, too. Friends make me happy. It keeps my world going 'round. 8)
Speaking of.
I miss youssssss , ,

I scanned some things, but I accidently deleted the file before submitting, so I need to scan them again

MOMMA IS TAKING ME TO GO SEE IGOR AT 7:10pm TODEH!!

]]> *Gwin-Thorn http://Gwin-Thorn.deviantart.com/journal/20116824/ http://Gwin-Thorn.deviantart.com/journal/20116824/ Sat, 23 Aug 2008 16:44:33 PDT I've made only a couple of friends, sadly each friend I only have one class with. So it's kinda like a "I don't know anyone in this class, so let's meet someone."

1st Period- Destiny (I knew her before, she's the only friend that I knew before and have class with. One old friend, in one class. Xl )

2nd- NO ONE

3rd- Nafis.. but he doesn't count. Nor Sean Harkin.

4th-NO ONE

5th- After a horrible experience of meeting an enthusiastic emo freshman on day 1, I've managed to scope out the Georgia transfer student Rachel. She's okay.

6th- I met this girl Autumn and we were pretty cool pals, but on Friday she wasn't there and we had to pick permanent seats... and this guy Dustin I had met walking from lunch the day before got me. So I think that relationship is gonna die, but in place one with Dustin will be there. Silly curly hair, glasses boy.

Passing- Talon! (knew before) and Jerome aka "Curly" (or how I say "Carlo") (Who just thinks I'm awesome.. )

7th- KENROY!!!!! AHHHH!! THE MOST AWESOMEST BLACK SENIOR MAN EVERRRRRRR!! Hahahha /calms down/ We walk to the buses together.

Bus- NO ONE





.This. .Is. .Shit.

]]> *Gwin-Thorn http://Gwin-Thorn.deviantart.com/journal/20029966/ http://Gwin-Thorn.deviantart.com/journal/20029966/ Mon, 18 Aug 2008 19:53:04 PDT bolded is a half semester class)
1st sem-
American History Honors
Pre Calc
AP English III
Driver's Ed
Lunch XP
Art 2-D
Marine Biology

2nd sem-
American History Honors
Pre Calc
AP English III
Art 3-D
Lunch XP
Drawing
Marine Biology

Saw peeps I rememebered from 3 years ago in middle school, but only had one of them in one of my classes. ;______; I was still happy that I got to see them in passing though. Teachers are okay, except a kinda annoying english teacher. Of new peeps I only met two, but we only talked for like 2 minutes and so it's definately not anything huge yet XDDDDD
I had an unexpectantly good first day and a Hurricane Day has been called for tomorrow: No School. Goddammit.
The "Panic" mood below quite fits me at the moment

]]> *Gwin-Thorn http://Gwin-Thorn.deviantart.com/journal/19955300/ http://Gwin-Thorn.deviantart.com/journal/19955300/ Thu, 14 Aug 2008 15:45:46 PDT bolded is a half semester class)
1st sem-
American History Honors
Pre Calc
AP English III
Driver's Ed
Lunch XP
Art 2-D
Marine Biology

2nd sem-
American History Honors
Pre Calc
AP English III
Art 3-D
Lunch XP
Drawing
Marine Biology

]]> *Gwin-Thorn http://Gwin-Thorn.deviantart.com/journal/19910954/ http://Gwin-Thorn.deviantart.com/journal/19910954/ Tue, 12 Aug 2008 07:05:55 PDT I only saw one person I knew ;_; My old buddy Terrence.

I got my hair cut on Saturday and it's the shit. 8D It's that same short/long thing I had before, but it's BETTER. I can have a FAUXHAWK again. And stuff. I took some pictures..... and then my camera battery died. I might get those up sometime before school, though.

I'm not doing 100 theme anymore. XDDD I realized people probably do it because they don't know what to draw, but the thing is I have so many things I want to draw I haven't been able to draw them all yet. XP
10 need to finish
5 need to submit

]]> *Gwin-Thorn http://Gwin-Thorn.deviantart.com/journal/19865632/ http://Gwin-Thorn.deviantart.com/journal/19865632/ Sat, 09 Aug 2008 16:40:02 PDT I still can't really be on DA or messaging..

**If bolded it means it is being worked on! 8D

Ahem.. Ley are..
1 Introduction
2 Love
3 Light
4 Dark
5 Seeking Solace
6 Break Away
7 Heaven
8 Innocence
9 Drive
10 Breathe Again
11 Memory
12 Insanity
13 Misfortune
14 Smile
15 Silence
16 Questioning
17 Blood
18 Rainbow
19 Gray
20 Fortitude
21 Vacation
22 Mother Nature
23 Cat
24 No Time
25 Trouble Lurking
26 Tears
27 Foreign
28 Sorrow
29 Happiness
30 Under The Rain
31 Flowers
32 Night
33 Expectations
34 Stars
35 Hold My Hand
36 Precious Treasure
37 Eyes
38 Abandoned
39 Dreams
40 Rated
41 Teamwork
42 Stanging Still
43 Dying
44 Two Roads
45 Illusion
46 Family
47 Creation
48 Childhood
49 Stripes
50 Breaking The Rules
51 Sport
52 Deep In Thought
53 Keeping A Secret
54 Tower
55 Waiting
56 Danger Ahead
57 Sacrifice
58 Kick In The Head
59 No Way Out
60 Rejection
61 Fairy Tale
62 Magic
63 Do Not Disturb
64 Multitasking
65 Horror
66 Traps
67 Playing With The Melody
68 Hero
69 Annoyance
70 67%
71 Obsession
72 Mischief Managed
73 I can't
74 Are You Challenging Me?
75 Mirror
76 Broken Pieces
77 Test
78 Drink
79 Starvation
80 Words
81 Pen and Paper
82 Can You Hear Me?
83 Heal
84 Out Cold
85 Spiral
86 Seeing Red
87 Food
88 Pain
89 Through the Fire
90 Triangle
91 Drowning
92 All that I've Have
93 Give Up
94 Last Hope
95 Advertisement
96 In the Storm
97 Safety First
98 Puzzle
99 Solitude
100 Relaxation

That should be all correct.. ^__^;;

]]> *Gwin-Thorn http://Gwin-Thorn.deviantart.com/journal/19833969/ http://Gwin-Thorn.deviantart.com/journal/19833969/ Thu, 07 Aug 2008 20:48:17 PDT
Anyways, I guess I should update you?
Hopefully getting hair cut tomorrow XP
Having some school schedule problems.... In order to get my art classes I might have to drop some higher level educational classes..... :/
I had my cousin at my house for like, a week e.O and she brought her wii!! I got to play Brawl for HOURS!! 8DDDD I have Melee and I had always loved Marth on it ^3^ and I also liked Samus, Sheik, Captain Falcon, and Link. So, on Brawl I like those too-BUT I also love Ike and Snake now!! C8!

Marth.. Ike.. Snake..... /fangirl noises../

ANYWOO
I have been working on ..lots of pictures!! I have like.. 15-20 of them. =0!

]]> *Gwin-Thorn http://Gwin-Thorn.deviantart.com/journal/19773997/ http://Gwin-Thorn.deviantart.com/journal/19773997/ Mon, 04 Aug 2008 15:26:41 PDT remember those online classes I've talked about? Well, mom got mad at my lack of progress and said I couldn't message anyone until I get into week 4 of both classes. I'm only halfway through week 2 in both.......... D: /cry cry/ She left the house and so I thought I'd sneak.. ): I am scared of her, though, so I can't even check messages. I'm putting up one thing and this journal and that's all. :/ Sorry! /chicken/ I'm working on the classes so I can talk again Just wanted to let you know! )))):

]]> *Gwin-Thorn http://Gwin-Thorn.deviantart.com/journal/19720027/ http://Gwin-Thorn.deviantart.com/journal/19720027/ Fri, 01 Aug 2008 14:08:50 PDT

Was it a silly dream?

I'm alright...

Kay......so..... quesodilla

I think I should go back to 100 theme list. I want to be able to say I've completed one.. Thing is: I said it was all gonna be pokemon theme. >_> <_< >_< Not gonna happen.

4/100 completed..


Ahem.. Ley are..
1 Introduction
2 Love
3 Light
4 Dark
5 Seeking Solace
6 Break Away
7 Heaven
8 Innocence
9 Drive
10 Breathe Again
11 Memory
12 Insanity
13 Misfortune
14 Smile
15 Silence
16 Questioning
17 Blood
18 Rainbow
19 Gray
20 Fortitude
21 Vacation
22 Mother Nature
23 Cat
24 No Time
25 Trouble Lurking
26 Tears
27 Foreign
28 Sorrow
29 Happiness
30 Under The Rain
31 Flowers
32 Night
33 Expectations
34 Stars
35 Hold My Hand
36 Precious Treasure
37 Eyes
38 Abandoned
39 Dreams
40 Rated
41 Teamwork
42 Stanging Still
43 Dying
44 Two Roads
45 Illusion
46 Family
47 Creation
48 Childhood
49 Stripes
50 Breaking The Rules
51 Sport
52 Deep In Thought
53 Keeping A Secret
54 Tower
55 Waiting
56 Danger Ahead
57 Sacrifice
58 Kick In The Head
59 No Way Out
60 Rejection
61 Fairy Tale
62 Magic
63 Do Not Disturb
64 Multitasking
65 Horror
66 Traps
67 Playing With The Melody
68 Hero
69 Annoyance
70 67%
71 Obsession
72 Mischief Managed
73 I can't
74 Are You Challenging Me?
75 Mirror
76 Broken Pieces
77 Test
78 Drink
79 Starvation
80 Words
81 Pen and Paper
82 Can You Hear Me?
83 Heal
84 Out Cold
85 Spiral
86 Seeing Red
87 Food
88 Pain
89 Through the Fire
90 Triangle
91 Drowning
92 All that I've Have
93 Give Up
94 Last Hope
95 Advertisement
96 In the Storm
97 Safety First
98 Puzzle
99 Solitude
100 Relaxation

]]> *Gwin-Thorn http://Gwin-Thorn.deviantart.com/journal/19678768/ http://Gwin-Thorn.deviantart.com/journal/19678768/ Wed, 30 Jul 2008 11:03:43 PDT

So, yesterday mom signed us up for a gym! ... We spent about an hour and a half there annndd... when I got home I did a few things, then WENT TO BED. (about 8 pm) I got at least 13 hours of sleep last night but.. I still felt tired. v__v I'm not used to straight-forward exercise. X3 We'll probably go again in about an hour, then I'll shower there and go to church (across the street 8) ).

]]> *Gwin-Thorn http://Gwin-Thorn.deviantart.com/journal/19613656/ http://Gwin-Thorn.deviantart.com/journal/19613656/ Sat, 26 Jul 2008 20:51:17 PDT
..I need to talk to you, Nathan.

Anywoo.

The party was great, nothing I should've worried about. What was making my heart so heavy was lifted the night before. Thank God.



I learned stuff at it, too.
Oh.
And we saw a gay black-man couple at the mall. And, of course, there was a gay guy working at Hot Topic. "She has Hello Kitty Band-Aids! MREOW!"

Oh.
And I got a new green and black checkered belt. A necklace with a metal wing. And an AWESOME black bracelet with an attaching chain-to-ring gizmo on it. ( XD I'll take a picture with the stuff or something. ..Actually Ardey took one of me at the party.. Hey, Ardey, want to submit that picture? 8D )

I got back on my Online Classes. Now I feel better about them.

PSHAW. I luff everybody today.

Miss you, Ty. Are you back home now? (My cell wasn't on today.... It'll be on tomorrow afternoon, maybe. Trying to get rid of distraction from Online Classes. But, tomorrow I have church in the morning. ^___^ )

]]> *Gwin-Thorn http://Gwin-Thorn.deviantart.com/journal/19556989/ http://Gwin-Thorn.deviantart.com/journal/19556989/ Wed, 23 Jul 2008 14:28:45 PDT

]]> *Gwin-Thorn http://Gwin-Thorn.deviantart.com/journal/19465635/ http://Gwin-Thorn.deviantart.com/journal/19465635/ Fri, 18 Jul 2008 13:31:29 PDT we have stopped at a library before catching the boat; so that's how I'm updating now I drew 4 things on way up, and hope to submit when I get home. (Or rather, hope to draw more and submit.) I think you'll like them! hehe
Tay are:
Good Charlotte's "Dance Floor Anthem" inspired song..
Old Character Mary-DJ-ing 8D
Me in car coming up here..
An abstract-y picture with blood. (I'm verrry excited with this one, I can't wait to finish it!)

See you in a couple days! <333333
Gwinny~

]]> *Gwin-Thorn http://Gwin-Thorn.deviantart.com/journal/19396325/ http://Gwin-Thorn.deviantart.com/journal/19396325/ Mon, 14 Jul 2008 18:24:41 PDT

Dear Ron,
I don't know how to say this, but Your nostrils are an insult.
I think I realized it last year in your house, and I saw you hitting on my alovera plant.
I'm sure you're cowardly enough to understand that I have changed sex.
I'm sending back the pictures of Portugal, but I'll keep Your suicide-note as a memory.
You should know that I never liked our friendship.

Say goodbye to your pet frog Leonard from me,
Harry Potter

...Harry is such a bitch. XD


Rules:
1. Fill in the gaps with the info.
2. Post to da or myspace... or something
3. You read this... you're tagged!

The Note:
Dear -your partners name- (if you're single, write Jimmy)
I don't know how to say this, but __1__.
I think I realized it __2__ __3__, and I saw you __4__ __5__.
I'm sure you're __6__ enough to understand __7__.
I'm sending back __8__, but I'll keep __9__ as a memory.
You should know that I __10__ __11__.
__12__
-your name-

The Info:
1.THE COLOR OF YOUR SHIRT:
blue- our romance is over
red- our affair is at an end
white- I'm joining a monastery
black- I hate you
green- our horoscopes don't match
grey- You're a perv
yellow- I'm on the streets
pink- Your nostrils are an insult
brown- the mafia is after you
no shirt- You're a loser
other- I'm in love with your sister

2. WHAT MONTH WERE YOU BORN IN?
January- that night
february- last year
march- when we were skinny dipping
april- when I was high on sesame seed
may- when I was shaving your legs
june- when you put handcuffs on me
july- when I threw up
august- When I saw the tiny head
september- when your dwarf bit me
october- When I was taking a walk
november- When I tied my shoes
December- When your dog went crazy

3. FAV FOOD?
tacos- in your house
pizza- in your van
pasta - in London
Hamburger- Under the bus
salad- while you were eating enchiladas
chicken- with Chuck Norris
kebab- in your closet
fish- in woman-clothes
sandwich- at the mental hospital
hotdogs- in trans
other- with mr and mrs Bush

4. WHATS THE COLOR OF YOUR SOCKS?
yellow- hitting on
red- insulting
black- ignoring
blue- punching
purple- pour syrup on
white- carve your name in
grey- tear the clothes of
brown- put leeches on
pink- steal the toupee from
no socks- sit on
other- chasing out

5. WHAT'S THE COLOR OF YOUR UNDERWEAR?
black – my best friend
White- my father
grey- john travolta
Brown- my whoopee cushion
purple- my pie
red- th cookiemonster
blue- my alovera plant
Yellow- my pen-pal from Ghana
Orange – my Carl Larsson-collection
pink – my cat
no underwear – my Cartman-statue
Other- The crazy monk

6. WHAT DO YOU WATCH ON TV?
Scrubs - woman (if you're male) / man (if you're female)
O.C. - sensitive
One Tree Hill - open
Heroes - ashamed
Lost - turned on
House - cowardly
Simpsons - scarred
the news - Mongolian
American Idol – masochistic
Family Guy - senile
other - frost-bited

7.WHAT MOOD ARE YOU IN RIGHT NOW?
happy- how bad I've been feeling
sad- How boring you are
bored- that your Honda sucks
angry- that all your pimples are in the last stadium
depressed- That I have changed sex
exited- that there's no solution to
nervous- the Middle east
worried- that we're cousins
apathetic- that Santa doesn't exist
ashamed- that I'm allergic to your hamster
huggable- that the garbage-man turns me on
exceedingly happy- that I'm a clone
other- "Deal or no deal" sucks

8. THE COLOR OF YOUR BEDROOM-WALLPAPER/PAINT?
white- your ring
yellow- your love letters
red- your Darth Vader-poster
black- your pet rock
blue- the pillows
green- the pictures of Portugal
Orange- your artificial teeth
brown- your cellphone
grey- our matching snoopy-bibs
pink- the old toe-nails
other- your military service-memory-box

9. THE FIRST LETTER IN YOUR NAME?
A/B - Your picture
C/D - the oil-stock shares
E/F - My virginity
G/H - your neighbor Carl
I/J - The blood-test results
K/L- your left ear
M/N - Your suicide-note
O/P - my sense
Q/R - your mom
S/T - Your collection of butterflies
U/V/W - your crime records
X/Y/Z- your highschool grades

10. LAST LETTER OF YOUR LASTNAME?
A/B – shall always rem... ]]> *Gwin-Thorn http://Gwin-Thorn.deviantart.com/journal/19334186/ http://Gwin-Thorn.deviantart.com/journal/19334186/ Fri, 11 Jul 2008 12:30:12 PDT
[ ] the dark
[ ] staying single forever
[x] being a parent
[x] giving birth
[ ] being myself in front of others
[ ] open spaces
[ ] closed spaces
[ ] heights
[ ] dogs
[ ] birds
[ ] fish
[ ] spiders
[ ] flowers or other plants

Total so far: 2

[ ] being touched
[ ] fire
[x] deep water
[ ] snakes
[ ] silk
[ ] the ocean
[x] failure
[ ] success
[ ] thunder/lightning
[ ] frogs/toads
[ ] my boyfriends/girlfriends dad
[ ] boyfriends/girlfriends mom
[ ] rats
[ ] jumping from high places
[ ] snow

Total so far: 4

[ ] rain
[ ] wind
[x] crossing hanging bridges
[x] death
[ ] heaven
[x] being robbed
[x] falling
[ ] clowns
[ ] dolls (soulless eyes...)
[x] large crowds of people
[ ] men
[x] women
[x] having great responsibilities
[x] doctors, including dentists
*****EXCLUDING dentists for me, actually. =]
[x] tornadoes

Total so far: 13

[x] hurricanes
[x] incurable diseases
[x] sharks
[ ] Friday the 13th
[ ] ghosts
[ ] poverty
[ ] Halloween
[x] school
[ ] trains
[ ] odd numbers
[ ] even numbers
[ ] being alone
[x] becoming blind
[x] becoming deaf
[ ] growing up

Total so far: 19

[x] creepy noises in the night
[x] bee stings
[x] not accomplishing my dreams/goals
[ ] needles
[ ] blood
[ ] dinosaurs
[ ] the welcome mat
[ ] high speed
[x] throwing up
[ ] falling in love
[x] super secret

Final Total: 24

If you wish to post this in your journal, it's been requested that you title it I'm afraid of __ out of 72 common fears.

If you get more than 30, I strongly recommend some counselling.
If you get more than 20, you’re paranoid.
If you get 10-20, you are normal.
If you get 10 or less, you're fearless.
People who don’t have any are liars.


xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
A
[ ] Achluophobia - Fear of darkness.
[ ] Acrophobia - Fear of heights.
[ ] Agliophobia - Fear of pain.
[ ] Agoraphobia - Fear of open spaces or crowds.
[ ] Agraphobia - Fear of sexual abuse.
[ ] Aichmophobia - Fear of needles or pointed objects.
[ ] Ailurophobia - Fear of cats.
[ ] Algophobia - Fear of pain.
[ ] Amaxophobia - Fear of riding in a car.
[ ] Androphobia - Fear of men.
[ ] Anemofopbia - Fear of windy weather.
[x] Anginophobia - Fear of angina or choking.
[ ] Arachibutyrophobia - Fear of peanutbutter stucking on the palate.
[ ] Anthrophobia - Fear of flowers.
[ ] Anthropophobia - Fear of people or society.
[ ] Aphenphosmphobia - Fear of being touched.
[ ] Apiphobia - Fear of bees.
[ ] Aquaphobia - Fear of water.
[ ] Arachnophobia - Fear of spiders/scorpions
[ ] Arithmophobia - Fear of numbers.
[ ] Astraphobia - Fear of thunder and lightening.
[x] Ataxophobia - Fear of disorder or untidiness.
[ ] Atelophobia - Fear of imperfection.
[x] Atychiphobia - Fear of failure.
[ ] Autophobia - Fear of being alone.

B
[ ] Bacteriophobia - Fear of bacteria.
[ ] Barophobia - Fear of gravity.
[x] Bathmophobia - Fear of stairs or steep slopes.
[ ] Batrachophobia - Fear of amphibians.
[ ] Bibliophobia - Fear of books
[ ] Biphobia - Fear of or discrimination against bisexuality
[ ] Botanophobia - Fear of plants.

C
[x] Cacophobia - Fear of ugliness.
[ ] Catagelophobia - Fear of being ridiculed publicly.
[ ] Catoptrophobia - Fear of mirrors.
[ ] Chemophobia - Fear of chemicals.
[ ] Chionophobia - Fear of snow.
[ ] Chiroptophobia - Fear of bats.
[ ] Chromophobia - Fear of colors.
[ ] Chronomentrophobia - Fear of clocks.
[x] Claustrophobia - Fear of confined spaces.
[ ] Coulrophobia - Fear of clowns.
[x] Cyberphobia - Fear of computers (haha, I'm scared of them in the way that they are TOTALLY gonna take over the world. If you can ruin part of someone's life over it -as I've done times.. Mainly to myself XD v.v - then you can ruin the world. )
[ ] Cynophobia - Fear of dogs.

D
[ ] Dendrophobia - Fear of trees.
[ ] Dentophobia - Fear of dentists.
[ ] Domatophobia - Fear of houses.
[x] Dystychiphobia - Fear of accidents.

E
[ ] Ecophobia - Fear of the home.
[ ] Elurophobia - Fear of cats.
[x] Emetophobia - Fear of vormit/vormiting.
[ ] Entomophobia - Fear of insects/bugs
[x] Ephebiphobia - Fear of teenagers. (XD It's a joke.. my answer.. XD )
[ ] Equinophobia - Fear of... ]]> *Gwin-Thorn http://Gwin-Thorn.deviantart.com/journal/19295551/ http://Gwin-Thorn.deviantart.com/journal/19295551/ Wed, 09 Jul 2008 15:59:47 PDT
[ ] the dark
[ ] staying single forever
[x] being a parent
[x] giving birth
[ ] being myself in front of others
[ ] open spaces
[ ] closed spaces
[ ] heights
[ ] dogs
[ ] birds
[ ] fish
[ ] spiders
[ ] flowers or other plants

Total so far: 2

[ ] being touched
[ ] fire
[x] deep water
[ ] snakes
[ ] silk
[ ] the ocean
[x] failure
[ ] success
[ ] thunder/lightning
[ ] frogs/toads
[ ] my boyfriends/girlfriends dad
[ ] boyfriends/girlfriends mom
[ ] rats
[ ] jumping from high places
[ ] snow

Total so far: 4

[ ] rain
[ ] wind
[x] crossing hanging bridges
[x] death
[ ] heaven
[x] being robbed
[x] falling
[ ] clowns
[ ] dolls (soulless eyes...)
[x] large crowds of people
[ ] men
[x] women
[x] having great responsibilities
[x] doctors, including dentists
*****EXCLUDING dentists for me, actually. =]
[x] tornadoes

Total so far: 13

[x] hurricanes
[x] incurable diseases
[x] sharks
[ ] Friday the 13th
[ ] ghosts
[ ] poverty
[ ] Halloween
[x] school
[ ] trains
[ ] odd numbers
[ ] even numbers
[ ] being alone
[x] becoming blind
[x] becoming deaf
[ ] growing up

Total so far: 19

[x] creepy noises in the night
[x] bee stings
[x] not accomplishing my dreams/goals
[ ] needles
[ ] blood
[ ] dinosaurs
[ ] the welcome mat
[ ] high speed
[x] throwing up
[ ] falling in love
[x] super secret

Final Total: 24

If you wish to post this in your journal, it's been requested that you title it I'm afraid of __ out of 72 common fears.

If you get more than 30, I strongly recommend some counselling.
If you get more than 20, you’re paranoid.
If you get 10-20, you are normal.
If you get 10 or less, you're fearless.
People who don’t have any are liars.


xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
I'm still on vacation, but nabbed the computer. =]

But~~ I AM COMING HOME TOMORROW!!!!!! 8D

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I'm driving to Atlanta with my Auntie Lisa to see my Grandpops and Grand..mops and two of my uncles. Then we are driving with them to Ohio to see a whole bunch of relatives that live there.... I don't really know any of them. I was born in Ohio but my parents moved down here when I was 1, so I don't remember anything. Then on Sunday (July 6?) I'm headed to Illinois to stay with my Father until Thursday, July 10, where I'll take a FLIGHT back home. The whole trip is to see my dad, and I think I get to see him for the first time in about half a year in Ohio sometime around the 3rd or 4th. Soooo, I'll be back on the 10th, but hopefully I get to grab the computer while I'm gone, eh?

In Illinois I get to see Tim, , again finally after about half a year, too. That should be fun.

Nathan, , and Ardey, , I'll be missing youssss! D:

You too, Ty, , XD!

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I have decided go get out of this torture called IB.. Meaning.. If we don't move soon.. I have to go to another school.

And.I'm.Going.Into.ELEVENTH.Grade.

And I'm not going to know anybody..
It's going to suck. Suck like the man-eating mushrooms on Yavin 4.. I think it was 4.. anyways. My signing up appointment is all the way on July 15th.. I'm worried out of my mind that there won't be slots open in my classes. I have to take AP and then my electives have have HAVE to be Art and Yearbook, considering that's the big reason for my exit of the IB program. (You don't get electives in it.. They make you take Spanish and an educational Chemistry/Physics/Acting -your choice of the three-)

There is one hope to stay at my current school..a ride from Shaina.. But I doubt that'll happen. v.v So, Wildcats, here I come. ..*CRy*

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HEYYYYY I'm gonna do one of those 100 Theme lists! MY CATCH: I'm gonna do it all Pokemon themed! 8D Seriously!
-Note: I am NOT going to do them in order I am submitting 1 Introduction first, but none of the rest will not be in order, more than likely..
Ahem.. Ley are..
1 Introduction
2 Love
3 Light
4 Dark
5 Seeking Solace
6 Break Away
7 Heaven
8 Innocence
9 Drive
10 Breathe Again
11 Memory
12 Insanity
13 Misfortune
14 Smile
15 Silence
16 Questioning
17 Blood
18 Rainbow
19 Gray
20 Fortitude
21 Vacation
22 Mother Nature
23 Cat
24 No Time
25 Trouble Lurking
26 Tears
27 Foreign
28 Sorrow
29 Happiness
30 Under The Rain
31 Flowers
32 Night
33 Expectations
34 Stars
35 Hold My Hand
36 Precious Treasure
37 Eyes
38 Abandoned
39 Dreams
40 Rated
41 Teamwork
42 Stanging Still
43 Dying
44 Two Roads
45 Illusion
46 Family
47 Creation
48 Childhood
49 Stripes
50 Breaking The Rules
51 Sport
52 Deep In Thought
53 Keeping A Secret
54 Tower
55 Waiting
56 Danger Ahead
57 Sacrifice
58 Kick In The Head
59 No Way Out
60 Rejection
61 Fairy Tale
62 Magic
63 Do Not Disturb
64 Multitasking
65 Horror
66 Traps
67 Playing With The Melody
68 Hero
69 Annoyance
70 67%
71 Obsession
72 Mischief Managed
73 I can't
74 Are You Challenging Me?
75 Mirror
76 Broken Pieces
77 Test
78 Drink
79 Starvation
80 Words
81 Pen and Paper
82 Can You Hear Me?
83 Heal
84 Out Cold
85 Spiral
86 Seeing Red
87 Food
88 Pain
89 Through the Fire
90 Triangle
91 Drowning
92 All that I've Have
93 Give Up
94 Last Hope
95 Advertisement
96 In the Storm
97 Safety First
98 Puzzle
99 Solitude
100 Relaxation

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1. The age you will be on your next birthday: 16 O.o

2. A place you'd like to travel: Coruscant.. 'Specially the Jedi Temple.... It's GOT to be peaceful there.

3. Your favorite place: My room. Preferably my floor, 'cause that's what my laptop "desk" is.

4. Your favorite object: ..There's..there's so many..... My glasses, my iPod, my DS, my sketchbook, my iPod, pencils and markers for my sketchbook, converse, my stolen Bandanna. (..That was an inside joke.)

5. Favorite food/drink: Grapefruits and Grapefruit Juice ( )

6. Your favorite animal: ..'Nother hard one..... I'm definately a dog person, but love my ferret more than my dogs.... And I've always liked gryphs. Bunnies are cute and sheep are fun....

7. Your favorite color: Green And I love the halloween orange and black color combo.

8. The town/state/etc. in which you live: SunNy frACkIn' FLoOR-E-DUh

9. Name of past pet: Lenny.. ..meoW. v.v

10. A dream come true:

11. Your nickname/screenname: Gwin Thorn. For about six years now?

12. Middle name: Holly

13. Favorite Smell: ..what a funny question.. I gots no ideas...... Maybe ? Hah.

14. Bad habit of yours: Oi. ..Prooobbbaaabbllyyy giving too much information about myself out on here and on furcadia.

15. Your first job: ..not yet

16. Favourite Movie: Iron Man............

17. What are you doing right now?: Listening to that JET song "Are You Gonna Be My Girl", this thing, and waiting for 's response to a comment I believe 8D

18. Whats The Weather Like?: It's probably a reasonable temperature considering it's 12:40 am.. Heh.. But, earlier it was hot v.v hot hot hot.. I put on sun screen.

19. Favourite Sport: To play? ...DDR? To watch? .......POKER. Just kidding. I don't watch sports. Barely play them at all.

20. Favourite Music/Style/Band: Alternative, Indie, Garage, Crunk is fun 8D


Yayyyy..

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I'm getting my hair dyed in like, a half hour. ^__^ I'll post pictures. Then I should be going over my aunt's-all the cousins are gathering as part of "yayyy, summer!"


Wait.. I had something I wanted to say here.. But I foRgAt..

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I got to spend around two hours with It went by too fast.. v.v

Recieved some long awaited pictures from

Have a happy friendship with that seems to be unbreakableness!

And am spoiled (NOT) <--inside joke? by

Oh, anddddddd... ART DUMP TIME SINCE THE SUMMER HATH STARTED!

]]> *Gwin-Thorn http://Gwin-Thorn.deviantart.com/journal/18650948/ http://Gwin-Thorn.deviantart.com/journal/18650948/ Tue, 03 Jun 2008 18:42:32 PDT
You'd think I'd be happy, but with summer assignments and being in limbo from not knowing what classes I'm taking-all depending on whether we move or not-I'm just all.. GAH! Idunno..

I kinda have that feeling where you are running in circles but each time you feel the line start to straighten and go in one direction.. BAM! SPlaT INTo A waLL yOU gO! ..grr >_<

The new dog was acting funny these last two days, made mom really upset. .. . .. ... . Personally, I think they baby him too much. And that's why he was acting this way. Just to get attention. I mean, I know he's just a dog.. but..

And I'm even more bummed because I didn't get to talk to today.. I am a failure.

]]> *Gwin-Thorn http://Gwin-Thorn.deviantart.com/journal/18592341/ http://Gwin-Thorn.deviantart.com/journal/18592341/ Sat, 31 May 2008 11:23:53 PDT He's a huge yellow lab named Hugo.

I'm in such a confused mood!

]]> *Gwin-Thorn http://Gwin-Thorn.deviantart.com/journal/18590328/ http://Gwin-Thorn.deviantart.com/journal/18590328/ Sat, 31 May 2008 08:57:11 PDT

My youtube video.

]]> *Gwin-Thorn http://Gwin-Thorn.deviantart.com/journal/18548696/ http://Gwin-Thorn.deviantart.com/journal/18548696/ Wed, 28 May 2008 18:08:02 PDT
Today

was different.

Today was Senior's last day (we still have a week) and I've never had ties still lasting at the end of the year with a senior, but this year I did. I didn't know what to do with myself. I almost cried in first period and again in second and third and fifth. :/ So, I wrote a poem. A poem for my senior. And guess what? I wrote the poem wrong.

It's what they call a "Luc Bat" poem, some Vietnamese thing. I got the rhyme scheme down.. But, you are supposed to have a certain amount of syllables in each line, and it is supposed to loop at the end to the final rhyme goes with the first rhyme.. ANYWAYS. I fixed it at the bus stop after school, but was very VERY pissed about it. It still works though. >_<



But, HEY!! Go watch my youtube video.

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Gwin_Thorn

Pumpkin_Juice



Come chat with me on furc! I'm friendly! <3 ^____^

Oh and heyyyyyyyy, I'm in a club. ^_^

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