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IN A BLAZE OF GLORY...

Wow, okay so I've been 'dormant' for awhile. Feels like I've been in hibernation for the past two months, been so busy, not had a whole hell of alot of time for internet, and what with the Halloween Party John and I are hosting Friday night, probably won't have a whole hell of alot of time this weekend to do hop on either. SOOOOO much crap to do, so little time.

Anyway, I've got a new addiction. [link]

You ALL must join....join or diiiieee.... >_<;

But yeah, still jobless, and looking. Applied at 4 pharmacies a bookstore and *cringe* Blockbusters. But at least we're not struggling for money. It's tight, yeah, but at least nothing is behind, and we're able tp make all the bills with ease. Can't say the same for me mum and her hubby though. >_>; I have no pity for her though, it's their own damn fault. They have that "The world owes them." type of attitude....not good....*shakes head*

Regardless of misfortunes, and mediocrity however, I have suddenly pulled out of my artists block. It was the funniest thing too...XD I was laying in bed last night and at about 1:15, I sat bolt upright, walked downstairs and started drawing. XD And...here's the kicker...I can all of a sudden, draw HANDS! o_O; *gasp* And....and PROPOTIONS! O_o; It's like lightning struck my brain or something, I dunno, but I'm not complaining. When I get my new scanner/printer I shall be uploading MUCH work, yes...much much work...

I also realized something else...I look daaaaaamn good as a cartoon. XD <3

But yar, I gots unpacking and cleaning and cookin' to dooooo so....BAI! : D <3


"Hey! D'you know we's in the spirit world? Heh-hah!"

REAP THE WHIRLWIND!

"And Bon Jovi sang."

<----Dance The Magic Dance!

Kiefer.....

]]> ~HIT-File-Murdoc http://HIT-File-Murdoc.deviantart.com/journal/19536133/ http://HIT-File-Murdoc.deviantart.com/journal/19536133/ Tue, 22 Jul 2008 11:50:12 PDT

IN A BLAZE OF GLORY...

Level 1
( ) Smoked A Cigarette
( ) Smoked A Cigar
(x) Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex

SO FAR: 1

Level 2
(x) Are / Been In Love (Gina<3)
(x) Dumped someone
( ) Been Fired
(x) Been In A Fist Fight

SO FAR: 4

Level 3
(x) Had A Crush On An Older Person (Kiefer..<33 Corey Haim <333)
(x) Skipped Class (Pfft...I pity those who HAVEN'T!)
( ) Slept With A Co-worker
(x) Seen Someone / Something Die (....I saw a man get turned into a road pizza...it wasn't pleasant T_T)

SO FAR: 7

Level 4
(x) Had / Have A Crush On One Of Your deviantART friends (My Gina ^,,^<3)
( ) Been To Paris
( ) Been To Spain
(x) Been On A Plane [Woo!]
( ) Thrown Up From Drinking (I'm no lightweight! >)

SO FAR: 9

Level 5
( ) Eaten Sushi
(x) Been Snowboarding (God it sucked and I hated it so I turned in my board for a pair of skiis at the rental shack....I still hated it but it wasn't as bad! XD)
(x) Met Someone Through Internet
(x) Been in a Mosh Pit (KISS pits are brutal)

SO FAR: 12

Level 6
(x) Been In An Abusive Relationship (My ex was a dickhead ._.; )
(x) Taken Pain Killers [I almost melted my hand when I worked at Dunkin Donuts, there was no way I was going to sit and suffer >.o;]
(x) Liked/loved Someone Who You Cant Have (Le sigh...Kiefer...Corey Haim)
(x) Laid On Your Back And Watched Cloud Shapes Go By (Not for very long though, I cant be out in the sun)
(x) Made A Snow Angel (It was a little deformed but we called it a special needs angel and I felt better :3)

SO FAR: 17

Level 7
(x) Had A Tea Party (Hasn't every little girl had a tea party at least once in their life? o.o
(x) Flown A Kite (Right into a tree! ;3 )
(x) Built A Sand Castle (At the beach...too close to the incoming tide..I cried T,,T)
(x) Gone mudding (...Fun to DO, not fun to clean up ._.; )
(x) Played Dress Up (Again, hasn't everyone?)

SO FAR: 22

Level 8
(x) Jumped Into A Pile Of Leaves
(x) Gone Sledging (<--- Is that supposed to be 'Sledding'? If so then yes! :3 )
(x) Cheated While Playing A Game (Gameshark, DUH! <3)
(x) Been Lonely ( ;,,; I miss you Gina..)
(x) Fallen Asleep At Work / School (I used to build up a wall of my textbooks so my teachers couldnt see me sleeping or doodling in class XD)

SO far: 27

Level 10
(x) Watched The Sun Set (And laughed as the light died! *licks fangs*)
( ) Felt an earthquake
(x) Killed A Snake (And regretted it, and cried like a baby T,,T)

SO FAR: 29

Level 11
(x) Been Tickled ( *VERY ticklish*)
(x) Been Robbed / Vandalized (When I was 10, some jerk stole my brownie sash and my handbook out of my mum's car. T_T)
(x) Been cheated on (I was 15 years old. I kicked him in the nuts, I got even. :3 )
(x) Been Misunderstood (On a daily basis. T,,T)

SO FAR: 33

Level 12
(x) Won A Contest
(x) Been Suspended From School (I stabbed a kid with a pencil! ;3 )
(x) Had Detention (For drawing in class ._.
(x) Been In A Car / Motorcycle Accident (Couple of fender benders, and accidently rode my bike into a parked car when I was 11, split my ear open. :3)

SO FAR: 37

Level 13
(x) Had / Have Braces (Have scars inside my cheeks from them >_<
(x) Eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night (Strep throat...>_>
(x) Danced in the moonlight (Skyclad during ritual ^_^<3)

SO FAR : 40

Level 14
(x) Hated The Way You Look (My hair was cut like a mushroom, I SO loathed it)
(x) Witnessed A Crime (I see people steal shit everyday ._.
(x) Pole Danced (Only to make fun of my mum. XD <3)
( ) Questioned Your Heart
(x) Been obsessed with post-it-notes (I currently am right now! I have heart shaped ones, star-shaped ones, tiny ones,... ]]> ~HIT-File-Murdoc http://HIT-File-Murdoc.deviantart.com/journal/19488151/ http://HIT-File-Murdoc.deviantart.com/journal/19488151/ Sat, 19 Jul 2008 19:14:55 PDT

IN A BLAZE OF GLORY...

o,,o; BOO!

And I still have Dunkin Donuts! XD

Three Musketeers and Young Guns With myself as Porthos/Billy.
My beloved Gina <3 A.K.A - Athos/Doc
My Ryce <3 A.K.A. - Aramis/Chavez

Resistance is futile:




Friends bumped off my mainpage:
http://HIT-File-Murdoc.deviantart.com/journal/15800848/ Tue, 04 Dec 2007 22:59:45 PST

IN A BLAZE OF GLORY...

Yeah...I totally don't keep up with online journals at all. I can't even keep up with a real one, let alone an online one. Too busy, too much going on in my life to bother with them. But it's been awhile, and I'm sitting here online...doing nothing....bored outta my effin' mind. So..yay here's some updates.
I work at CVS Pharmacy now. I'm a pharmacy technician, and I get certified on the 19th. The lady that does the exam is going to be in the pharmacy until we get a lead technician in, which means she'll be there to drill me until the exam day comes and make sure I know everything. But it's intimidating even now because I feel like if I don't know something, it will count against me, even though it doesn't. Maybe I'm just paranoid because my little sleep issue, detailed below.

My teeth are so effed up right now. All 4 of my wisdom teeth need to come out, as soon as possible. I've got two on the top that are crushing all the others into my pallette, and I've got two on the bottom that are growing INTO my other teeth. So yeah..ow. I deal with the throbbing on a regular basis now, and they hurt like f*ck. The only problem being..They won't operate on me until I get seen by a physician for my heart murmur, because they're unsure how my body will react to the anesthetic. So yeah...fun. I've got an appointment on friday. Let's just hope the damn valve isn't entirely deadened. *flicks at her heart* Not to mention, my asthma, so I'm not sure how my lungs will like the anesthetic either. I've never been into surgery, I've never NOT been aware of and in control of my own body, it kinda wigs me out a little...I'm not going alone.
You can see how f*cked up they are here:
[link]

But that's not the only thing wrong. My insomnia and anxiety have both gotten to the point where I'm getting little-to-no sleep at all anymore. It's not a matter of choosing to stay up late just because I dont wanna go to bed, it's a matter of not being physically ABLE to sleep. I close my eyes what seems like a MINUTE later and I'll look at my clock and HOURS have gone by. I can't sink into deep REM sleep. I'm gonna go f*ckin' insane. It's like my brain is entirely absent of the chemical needed to reach delta brainwave sleep. Need me some clonazepam and zolpidem to fix these f*cked up chemicals. But I work at a pharmacy now and can fill my own scripts when I get them. : D Ain't that cool?

I miss you Gina...I miss you so much....please bear with me, I know I've been extraordinarily difficult, lately, I'm just....sore, sleepless, and strung out thread bare right now. It might all just be because my chemistry is so f*cked right now and because I havent slept a solid 3 hours in the last month or so. I'm twitchy, I'm snappy, I'm running on empty. I don't mean to upset you or anything. I love you so very much, and I'm trying baby.


"Hey! D'you know we's in the spirit world? Heh-hah!"

REAP THE WHIRLWIND!

"And Bon Jovi sang."

<----Dance The Magic Dance!

Kiefer..... ~HIT-File-Murdoc http://HIT-File-Murdoc.deviantart.com/journal/15527915/ http://HIT-File-Murdoc.deviantart.com/journal/15527915/ Thu, 15 Nov 2007 23:59:37 PST

IN A BLAZE OF GLORY...

8 Random Things About Yourself
1.- post the rules
2.- write down 8 random things about yourself.
3.- you must tag 8 folks ((....Nobody reads my journals anyway, so therefore, I tag my cat. When she learns how to type, I'll let you all know.))

1~I hate surveys. ._. Not to mention, I'm not gonna make anyone feel obligated to fill this out. You fill out one survey, then you've technically done them all. They're all the same, just a different way of saying the same things. I really don't mean to sound rude by my attitude towards these, but the only reason I'm doing this right now Gina is for you, to make you happy.....I'm sorry..i love you

2~I need to get my wisdom teeth pulled. They hurt. I'm a sissy and don't like pain.

3~I would like a get a new computer...soon. This one's on it's last leg, and if it goes, I won't be able to get online and spend time with Gina, or RP. Stupid CPU fan. *hits it with a brick*

4~I like RPing. Lots. : D Ish fun. Good temporary escape from reality. Cause we all know how bad reality can suck at times. I get random sporatic attachments to certain SLs. It's not really obsession, but it's just...drive..you know? When I'm hooked on an SL or idea, and I dont get to RP it out, I get frustrated and grumpy, and strung out, and sad, sometimes even mopey and a little detached. I just get the feeling in my head that I've accomplished absolutely nothing, and I HATE that feeling. I hate feeling like I've gotten nothing done. It drives me absolutely insane. Not just in RPing but IRL too, sometimes even at work. Like when I'm in the middle of doing something or if I'm asked or expected to complete a project, and I'm told/asked to do something completely different, I just..I don't know, it's like nails on a chalkboard. Aggravating and unnerving. Because I KNOW that if I get sidetracked from what I'm working on, I won't be able to get anything done, and it drives me up the damn wall...but uh...yeah...I like RPing. ^,,^<3

5~I like music. Music calms me down. I like singing, I'm kinda good at it. Nothing spectacular though. But yeah, I listen to 80's music. 80's pop, 80's dance, 80's Rock, 80's Metal. Everything else sucks IMO, though there's given exceptions, which are too many to state here. Like for example. One song that...more or less gets me through life, is Winger "Easy Come Easy Go"...it's my anthem and it's what gave me my carefree attitude about bullshit that life does. Without it, I'd probably be in a hug-me-coat somewhere in some padded room. More people should listen to that song. I tried to send the song to a few friends, and suggested they listen to it, and follow it's message, but a few of them have a hard time learning how to let go and move on and would rather sit there and be grumpy and sad. Bottom line, if you let little shit in life bother you to the point of insanity, you'll wind up exactly that. Insane. Calm down, take a deep breath and let things go, dont hold onto things that upset you, just move on, and forget it, otherwise you'll stay upset. Every day is a clean slate.

6~I have no social life. I have a few friends nearby, but we haven't been out to do anything since Ryce was up visiting from GA. I feel bad, I've kinda ignored them/cut off contact. It's not because I'm anti-social. As a matter of fact, I'm very social, I've just been very busy with work lately, and what time I DO have to myself, I'd rather spend online with Gina. She seems to think I hold a grudge about this fact, but it's not the case at all. I prefer to spend my free time with her, snuggling, playing RO, and RPing, because I love her, and we see so little of each other as it is. I miss my friends, but I miss my baby more.

7~ Material things I want: A house,....too many things to name. I'm not greedy, there's just alot of stuff that I'd like to have, most of it, stuff that I'd share with Gina. <3 I know I'll never have half of the stuff I want, but it's nice to dream, huh? ^,,^;

8~ I'd really....REALLY like to become an actress....I'm not getting any younger and I really wish I'd just get a break. I know I can act, I've taken classes for it, and I love doing it. I guess it ties into my love for RPing too. I dunno, I never grew out of the 'retend' phase. People tell me to grow up all the time.. ._. They just don't understand. But yeah.... my dream is to be an actress. Film, stage.. ^_^


bulletred:THINGS I NEED TO DOhttp://HIT-File-Murdoc.deviantart.com/journal/12978577/ Wed, 16 May 2007 14:35:29 PDT

IN A BLAZE OF GLORY...

^-^ Well it's been a long time since I updated my journal so here's something to let you all know that I am NOT dead, that I AM alive and well, and that I AM getting my muse back! *cheers* This winter kicked my ass royally, I just got over being ill about a month ago, and Gina's still trying to break out of her sickness as well. But the weather is warming, summer is returning and so is my life and my energy. I think I may have been in the beginning stages ot hibernation this winter actually...my body started shutting down on me... o_o;;;;;

For starters, Gina finally got the time off she well deserves and it going to be able to come up and spend time with me at last! <3

For seconds, she and I are GMs on a new private Ragnarok server, here:
[link] <--the webstie
[link] <---the control panel

Currently it's down for maintenance, but it's being worked on day and night by the admin and system in place employees.

For thirds, I now have a new job. I'm a cashier at Ocean State Job Lot. ^-^ It's so much nicer than dealing with grumpy co-workers and uptight management who treats their underlings like shit all day. Everyone here is so nice, and one of my fellow workers even gave me a few bracelets from India that she's had for awhile when she noticed my growing collection of bangles on both my wrists. I'm even eligible for a promotion to deperatment head in a week or so. I've been there for less than a month, ain't that a kicker? One of the assisstant managers even said she was impressed by how well I was doing and said I was very excellent with the customers, I was always on time and friendly. I'm just glad someone recognizes that I'm not just a drone of the company like thousands of others, and that I'm finally at a job thats not breathing down my neck making me feel like I'm replaceable. -.-

And lastly, I seem to be getting my muse back as you can see from my latest submission. I'm also working on a few other pieces of art that I have yet to finish and upload, so look for them. ^-^

I'm glad to be back guys! I missed you all!

bulletred:THINGS I NEED TO DO
-The Young Guns (Peyote-Style! XD)
-Aislynn
-Anmae
-Elise, Emily, and Daniel Schreber (Jr.)
-Leslie

WORK IN PROGRESS
-Keegan and Lisette
-Ragnarok Professor(Scholar)

And I still have Dunkin Donuts! XD

Three Musketeers and Young Guns With myself as Porthos/Billy.
My beloved Gina <3 A.K.A - Athos/Doc
My Ryce <3 A.K.A. - Aramis/Chavez

Resistance is futile:
~HIT-File-Murdoc http://HIT-File-Murdoc.deviantart.com/journal/10625627/ http://HIT-File-Murdoc.deviantart.com/journal/10625627/ Sun, 05 Nov 2006 13:29:21 PST

IN A BLAZE OF GLORY...

Alright, for a long while now, I've been in desperate need of a new job. It's nothing to do with Dunkin Donuts itself, because personally, I love the job. It's fun filling donut orders and making people's coffees, and I've actually memorized how quite a few of the regular customers take theirs. It's more like the working conditions....
1) When you're sick, you HAVE to show up unless you find coverage for your OWN shift...you can't call in even when you're puking your effing brains out. Major downside. And at my store, NO ONE does ANY favors for anyone, so of course when you call them and ask them to cover for you, they're all like "No, I dont want to" or "I can't" without giving a real valid reason. They're a bunch of effing highschool kids with bad attitudes, with the exception of two or three select few.
2) No matter how hard I try, there's these two people that I just can NOT get along with. I'll tell you about the first one....I've done nothing but try to be her friend, and be nice to her, I go out of my way to try to smile and get along with her, but she's just a crabby, cranky bitch, who for one reason or another, likes to take shit out on me.
And the other, well....lets just say, we've NEVER gotten along. I think she's bitter and holding a grudge that I was hired in the first place. She's the store's trainer. Since day one, I have done everything she's ever asked, I've been polite, and courteous, and all I get in return is being made to feel like I'm less than human. My VERY first day at the store, my FIRST day training, she pulls me into the office and starts rambling on to me how horrible I'm doing, how slow I am, how I'm not picking things up in the blink of a fucking eye, and told me that I'm too slow for the job, and that she was going to let me go at the end of the shift if I didn't turn around, breaking me down until I started fucking CRYING....and all the while, the previous store manager, was rubbing my back and telling me it'd be alright, and after the Trainer walked out, the manager turned to me and said that I was hired regardless of what she said. She gave me the box of tissues and let me take a breather. And sure enough, as soon as I was working without that bitch breathign down my neck, I was doing fine. In a few days, once I got a feel for what I was doing, I was quite proficient. Anyway, as I was saying, from day one, I get nothing but snide comments, and smartass remarks when she thinks I can't hear her. She's condescending, she talks down to me and speaks to me like I'm an effing two year old. But see, here's the real kicker. Just Tuesday morning, I had brought my special uniball pen to work with me because it writes smoothe, and they last longer than cheap crap pens....well for one reason or another, I accidently left it on the drive thru window and walked away. When I remembered I had left it, and returned to reclaim it, it was gone. The General Manager was down by drive thru, working on the new register....well since she was there I asked her "Hey, have you seen my black pen? I left it down here a few minutes ago." She told me she thought is belonged to the Trainer and had given it to her. So, I go to the Trainer and ask her politely for my pen back. I told her the General manager accidently gave it to her and that it was mine. She argues and says it belonged to her. I, on the other hand, am getting upset, because it's not just a cheap throw-around pen. To some people it may be, but I don't have the money to just throw around on fancy pens whenever I feel like it, especially to have someone take them. And granted, I KNOW it was her, because I always keep track of where my stuff goes, and if I ever lose sight if it, I track it down. So anyway, frustrated as I am, I leave. That very afternoon, I went out and bought myself a brand new three-pack of black uniball pens, and a set of nice highlighters to use for random things, one being looking through newspapers for a new job. ._.; And I bring the pink/purple one to work with me because it matches the Dunkin Donuts colors and I'd been using it to write down the sandwich orders on the bags for our sandwich maker. Well coincidentally as I'd found out Friday morning, the Trainer uses the very same highlighters on her trainees' checklists, and was missing the very color I'd been using. I knew she used highlighters, bu I had no idea what brand, nor was I aware that she was even missing one in the first place. Well I'm sorry, but it's not my fault that SHE can't keep track of HER stuff.... however, that doesn't mean I don't look after mine. But aside from that, I had opened the brand hew package of uniballs I'd... ]]> ~HIT-File-Murdoc http://HIT-File-Murdoc.deviantart.com/journal/9538387/ http://HIT-File-Murdoc.deviantart.com/journal/9538387/ Sat, 29 Jul 2006 23:17:02 PDT

IN A BLAZE OF GLORY...

1) Name: April, April-Lynne, Lex
2) Name Backwards: Don't make me smack you...
3) Were you named after anyone?: The first of three prettiest months, April, May, June.....forget it....it's a Three Stooges joke you're probably too young to remember...
4) Does your name mean anything?: The Fourth Month?
5) Nick Name(s): Lex, Lexums, Lexi, Lexie, Dawn, Dawnie, Fruit Fly, Chivato, Kid
6) Screen Name(s): ThouShaItNotDie
7) Date Of Birth: July 30th 1985
8) Place of Birth: Stoughton, MA
9) Nationality: American
10) Current Location: East Bridgewater, MA
11) Sign: Leo
12) Religion: Wiccan/Egyptian/Greek/Norse....I dabble in a bit of everything
13) Height: 5'2"
14) Weight: When your 11 year old sister can throw you around like a rag doll, that's sad...
15) Shoe Size: 6 and 1/2 wide..
16) Hair colour: right now?: Blonde..
17) Eye colour: Storm/Cloud Blue..
18) What do you look like?: Someone said I looked like Paris Hilton once, the way I smiled or something...but they're full of sh*t...I look like...ME...
19) Innie or Outie?: Innie..
20) Righty, Lefty, ambidextrous: Lefty, southpaw....
21) Gay, Straight, Bi, or Other?: Bi..
22) Best friend(s): Gina, Ryce, Joy, Mark, Liz...
23) Best friend you trust the most: Gina...
24) Best friends {your sex}: I'm not going to repeat myself to a survey...
25) Best friends of the opposite sex: I'm not going to repeat myself to a survey...
26) Best Bud(s): I'm not much of a gardener....
27) Boyfriend/Girlfriend: Gina...
28) Crush: Your Mother, Trebek !MWUAHAHAHAHA!!!
29) Parent(s): Daddy, Mummy...
30) Worst Enemy: Loneliness....Hopelessness....the cold....
31) Favorite on-line Guy(s): Magical Trevor....
32) Favorite on-line Girl(s): Gina..
33) Funniest friend: Ryce..
34) Craziest friend: Ryce..
35) Advice Friend: ....I ask for advice?
36) Loudest Friend: Me...
37) Person you cry with: My pillow...Gina....Ryce...My cat...but she usually gets pissed off when my tears get her wet and bites me to get out of my vicegrip on her... ;-;

Do You Have...

38) Any sisters: One...
39) Any brothers: Nupe...
40) Any pets: 1 cat...My Andromeda baby. <33
41) A Disease: Bi-Polar disorder, Obsessive Compulsive Disorder
42) A Pager: No...WTF are those good for anyway? -_- A cell phone with the ringer off does the same damn thing...both make your pants vibrate...@_@ *shiver*
43) A Personal phone line: *forehead slap* Did I not just say I had a cellphone? Idiots....
44) A Cell phone: FOR THE LOVE OF GOD, YES! >_<;
45) A Lava lamp: Nope...they get too hot...might start a fire...I like them though...
46) A Pool or hot tub: Both...depends on weather and if the pool's indoor or not...>_>;
47) A Car: No. Don't drive...

Describe Your...

48) Personality: Bubbly, Goofy, Silly, Airhead, Loveable, Cuddly, Snuggly, Squishy, Breakable, Fragile, Wild, Mental, Unstable, Loud, Obnoxious, Crazy, Loyal, Needy, Clingy, Paranoid, Deditacted, Determined, Hopeful.....what, you want my life freakin' story here?
49) Driving: Did I not just say I wasn't going to repeat myself to a survey?
50) Car or one you want: ~grabs a chainsaw....hacks survey to bits, bathes in it's blood~ Bathory....mwuehehehehehe....XD
51) Room: Small and cozy in the basement. Cellar Dweller! XD
52) What’s missing?: ........Gina
53) School: School screwed me over.....<^> -_- <^>
54) Bed: Air mattress...soon to be tempurpedic memory foam that I don't have to worry about the cat sharpening her claws on! : D
55) Relationship with your parent(s): Haven't spoken to my mother in about two months, HER fault, love my Daddy...<3

Do You...

56) Believe in yourself: Too much sometimes...
57) Do you believe in love at first sight?: .......Gina
58) Consider yourself a good listener: When I feel like it...
60) Get Along with your parents: I'm not repeating myself to a survey...
61) Save your e-mail conversations:......who the f*ck has CONVERSATIONS through e-mail? Haven't you ever heard of IMs? Sweet Jesus somebody shoot me....
62) Pray: Everyday, you godless heathens...>_>;
63) Believe in reincarnation: I am Elizabetha/Ilona Tepes....and I'm thinkin' a little bit of Elizabeth Bathory too....o.o; ~gives herself a bloody spongebath...then licks herself clean~
64) Like to make fun of people: Hey, I'm leaving someone else alone. >_>; I dont do it to people'... ]]> ~HIT-File-Murdoc http://HIT-File-Murdoc.deviantart.com/journal/8728636/ http://HIT-File-Murdoc.deviantart.com/journal/8728636/ Wed, 10 May 2006 09:20:19 PDT

IN A BLAZE OF GLORY...

JOIN NOW! YOU KNOW YOU CANNOT RESIST CLICKING ON A LINK!
[link]
MWUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAAAAAA!!!!!

No, but seriously, this thing is awesome, you should really join, it kicks ass. <3

THINGS I NEED TO DO
-Robert Doob reaching for help/mercy
-Vampire Kiefers with their new eye-designs by my GF
-Zoe and Doc
-Zoe and Chavez
-Zoe, Doc, AND Chavez
-The Young Guns (Peyote-Style! XD)
-Ace in Lost Boys getup
-David and Dawnie on his bike (w/ or w/o Lyrics to 'Turbo Lover' by Judas Priest. It's still debatable atm. XD )
-The Forsaken (Lou's Gang of vampires)
-More Hentai

WORK IN PROGRESS
-Chibi Kiefers Anime-Style
-Dunkin Donuts Pixel Art
-Kiefer-Fangirl Pixel Art
-DA ID for my GF
-Pixel-Art Present for my GF

And I STILL have Dunkin Donuts! XD

Three Musketeers and Young Guns With myself as Porthos/Billy.
My beloved Gina <3 A.K.A - Athos/Doc
My Ryce <3 A.K.A. - Aramis/Chavez
My Kat <3 A.K.A. D'Artagnan/Charley

Resistance is futile:


Friends bumped off my mainpage:
http://HIT-File-Murdoc.deviantart.com/journal/8314797/ Thu, 30 Mar 2006 13:48:05 PST

IN A BLAZE OF GLORY...

Alrighty, now that I've reconciled with Neopets, everyone should join up. But if you're joining because you saw it in my journal, please use the link I've provided below. It lets them know that I referred you. ^-^<3
[link]
JOIN NOW! YOU KNOW YOU CANNOT RESIST CLICKING ON A LINK! MWUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAAAAAA!!!!!

THINGS I NEED TO DO
-Robert Doob reaching for help/mercy
-Vampire Kiefers with their new eye-designs by my GF
-Zoe and Doc
-Zoe and Chavez
-Zoe, Doc, AND Chavez
-The Young Guns (Peyote-Style! XD)
-Ace in Lost Boys getup
-David and Dawnie on his bike (w/ or w/o Lyrics to 'Turbo Lover' by Judas Priest. It's still debatable atm. XD )
-The Forsaken (Lou's Gang of vampires)
-More Hentai

WORK IN PROGRESS
-Chibi Kiefers Anime-Style
-Dunkin Donuts Pixel Art
-Kiefer-Fangirl Pixel Art
-DA ID for my GF
-Pixel-Art Present for my GF

And I STILL have Dunkin Donuts! XD

Three Musketeers and Young Guns With myself as Porthos/Billy.
My beloved Gina <3 A.K.A - Athos/Doc
My Ryce <3 A.K.A. - Aramis/Chavez
My Kat <3 A.K.A. D'Artagnan/Charley

Resistance is futile:


Friends bumped off my mainpage:
~HIT-File-Murdoc http://HIT-File-Murdoc.deviantart.com/journal/8046968/ http://HIT-File-Murdoc.deviantart.com/journal/8046968/ Thu, 02 Mar 2006 13:12:59 PST

IN A BLAZE OF GLORY...

^-^ My beloved and I have chosen names for our babies. It's something that's been under long consideration from the both of us. I swore up and down that I'd never have children, or that if I would, they would be adopted. I just never wanted to go through the pain or ordeal of childbirth. But I've known Gina for six years now, and I've been with her for two of them. Talking with her, and just understanding her views, has kind of opened my eyes. I have to say it's a complete turn-around. I've changed my mind entirely, and I realize now more than ever that I DO want to have a baby, namely twins. Two of my own, something that she and I can share and raise. I never thought I'd be so eager to hear a little voice or voices calling me 'Mommy'. ;-;
Of course, though it may be expensive, insemination is really the only choice we have. I want to be assured of twins, and it's the only way. A little boy and a little girl. I swore up and down I'd never do it, but for personal reasons, we both decided I'd carry them. Talk about total turn around, huh?
Gina and I already have names picked out for them. ^-^
Our baby girl's name will be:
Aislynn Savannah Ruddock Robichaud
And our baby boy is:
Kiefer Riley Ruddock Robichaud

Also, as you all know, artificial insemination is quite expensive...as it were....Gina and I can barely afford the clothes on our own backs right now. It won't happen anytime soon...but after she and I have our place together...and once we get ourselves stable...Well I might as well cut to the punch here.....

We may need help raising the money. When the times comes closer, I'll post up a new journal entry, and whoever sends us a donation for the process, I'll keep in my entries and on my userpage forever more, and depending on the amount of the donation, they may get a full year's subscription to DA if they haven't one already. They will also receive photos of the twins regularly, during Holidays and on their Birthday, we will send our donators ultrasound pictures as well. Again, it's not anytime in the immediate future, and I'll keep everyone updated. ^-^<3

Oh and BTW....My Mystery Eggs Hatched again. Here they are!

And you know what THAT means........MORE MYSTERY EGGS! WOOOOOOO!



~HIT-File-Murdoc http://HIT-File-Murdoc.deviantart.com/journal/7854235/ http://HIT-File-Murdoc.deviantart.com/journal/7854235/ Fri, 10 Feb 2006 08:50:47 PST

IN A BLAZE OF GLORY...

NYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHH!!!! I feel so awesome! I won not one but TWO contests here on DA! Sure, the first one was more or less by default, but I was declared the winner since the original screencap was never taken/submitted.

's contest was a screen grab of 8,888 pageviews, but since no one got it, or submitted it, I was ruled winner with a screengrab of 8,910....*snort*....get it? 8, 9, 10? Lame yeah, I know, whatever....-.-;

's contest was a screen grab of 5,555 pageviews and I DID manage to get that one! ^-^<3

I feel SO cool right now...XD <3 Ty very much to both of you!

THINGS I NEED TO DO
-Robert Doob reaching for help/mercy
-Vampire Kiefers with their new eye-designs by my GF
-Zoe and Doc
-Zoe and Chavez
-Zoe, Doc, AND Chavez
-The Young Guns (Peyote-Style! XD)
-Ace in Lost Boys getup
-David and Dawnie on his bike (w/ or w/o Lyrics to 'Turbo Lover' by Judas Priest. It's still debatable atm. XD )
-The Forsaken (Lou's Gang of vampires)
-More Hentai

WORK IN PROGRESS
-Chibi Kiefers Anime-Style
-Dunkin Donuts Pixel Art
-Kiefer-Fangirl Pixel Art
-DA ID for my GF
-Pixel-Art Present for my GF

And I STILL have Dunkin Donuts! XD

Three Musketeers and Young Guns With myself as Porthos/Billy.
My beloved Gina <3 A.K.A - Athos/Doc
My Ryce <3 A.K.A. - Aramis/Chavez
My Kat <3 A.K.A. D'Artagnan/Charley

Resistance is futile:


Friends bumped off my mainpage:
http://HIT-File-Murdoc.deviantart.com/journal/7765933/ Tue, 31 Jan 2006 21:17:56 PST

IN A BLAZE OF GLORY...

Mood: WOOT!!!!!
Listening to: 'Rock Me' - Great White<3
Reading: 'The Vampire Book' (Kiefer's on the Cover ^-^;)
Watching: The Lost Boys...YES it's a Kiefer flick...

WOOOOOO! NYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHH! MY MYSTERY EGGS HATCHED!!!! ^-^<3 Aren't they adorable?!



SO.....I adopted more! ^-^<3




OLD Hatchings! Ones that I missed but got to codes for anyway! <3
AUGUST:


SEPTEMBER:


OCTOBER:
http://HIT-File-Murdoc.deviantart.com/journal/7743031/ Sun, 29 Jan 2006 15:26:14 PST

IN A BLAZE OF GLORY...

Mood: Grr......
Listening to: 'Hot Cherry' - Hardline<3
Reading: 'The Vampire Book' (Kiefer's on the Cover ^-^;)
Watching: 24 Season 3...YES it's a Kiefer flick...

x_x Alrighty.....Got suckered into doing another one...did I tell you BTW how much I HATE these friggin things? Anyway, here goes:

1) Full Name: April Lynne Robichaud...
2) Name Backwards: Duahcibor Ennyl Lirpa...
3) Were you named after anyone?: A Month....No. I was NOT born in April, so stop f*cking asking me!
4) Does your name mean anything?: April: Opening, The Fourth Month(DUH) Lynne: Beautiful Watferfall...
5) Nick Name(s): Lex, Teh Lex, Lexie, Lexi, Lexy, Lexums, Blondie (From Work XD), Dawn, Dawnie, Billy, Kid, El Chivato, Chivato...
6) Screen Name(s): Wiiliam H Bonney
7) Date Of Birth: July 30th 1985...
8) Place of Birth: Stoughton, MA...
9) Nationality: French-Canadian, Irish, English, German, Romanian....Jesus, I'm a mutt....>.o;
10) Current Location: In a chair. o.o; In front of my computer...
11) Sign: Leo...Teh Lion...GRRRR! ~pounces, rends flesh~
12) Religion: Solitary Wiccan, Ancient Egyptian, Greek, Gypsie, Voodoo, Pagan, Sumerian, Norse,.....I really dont fall into one category in particular, I believe in ALOTof things...
13) Height: 5'2/5'3.....I've been to different doctors for many different physicals...they always tell me something different, I dont give a shit anymore...-.-;
14) Weight:112 lbs...
15) Shoe Size: 6 1/2 Wide...
16) Hair color: Natural Blonde baby! Sometimes I dye it lighter than the real color but *shrug* Don't matter. I'm blonde regardless. >:}
17) Eye color: Stormy Blue...
18)What do you look like?: A Vampire.
19) Innie or Outie?:Innie...
20) Righty, Lefty, or Ambidextrous?: Lefty...aka southpaw! ^-^
21) Gay, Straight, Bi, or Other?: Bi..
22) Best friend(s): Gina, Kat, Ryce, Mark, Mary, Joy...
23) Best friend you trust more than anyone: Gina, Kat, Ryce, Mark...
24) Best friends {your sex}: Gina, Kat, Ryce, Mary, Joy...
26) Best friends of the Opposite Sex: Mark...
27) Boyfriend / Girlfriend: My Gina! ^-^<3
28) Crush: My Gina...Kiefer Sutherland...Michael Des Barres...Paul Stanley
29) Parent(s): My Daddy! ^.^ My mummy in CO! HI MUMMMMMYYYYYY!!!!!!!
30) Worst Enemy: Clowns....*shudder*
31) Favorite on-line Guy(s): Mark, Dylan, Deru, Kam...
32) Favorite on-line Girl(s): Ryce, Mary, Joy...
33) Funniest friend: Ryce and Mark...
34) Craziest friend: Ryce XD...
35) Advice Friend: Gina, Ryce, Mark, Joy...
36) Loudest Friend: Gina, Ryce, Mark...
37) Person you cry with: Gina, Ryce, Mark...

Do You Have...
38) Any sisters: My Brat- Jennifer(11, CO), Kat, Ryce, Mary, Joy...
39) Any brothers: Mark...
40) Any pets: Andromeda, my beautiful kitten. ^-^<3
41) A Disease: Not unless mental ones count....
42) A Pager:...Why would I want vibrating pants?....Wait a minute...that don't sound like a bad idea! :}
43) A Personal phone line: Nope...No need...
44) A Cell phone: Nope...No Need...
45) A Lava lamp: Too dangerous...they get too hot...BAD fire hazard...>.o;
46) A Pool or hot tub: Pool that's been neglected for a few years...;-; I wish we could get it back up and running again though...*sniffle* And no hottub...not yet anyway...
47) A Car: Nupe...

Describe Your...
48) Personality: One... ]]> ~HIT-File-Murdoc http://HIT-File-Murdoc.deviantart.com/journal/7712759/ http://HIT-File-Murdoc.deviantart.com/journal/7712759/ Thu, 26 Jan 2006 11:15:18 PST

IN A BLAZE OF GLORY...

O_O I have 24 people watching me........*gasp*
Hooray for creepy coincidences!

THINGS I NEED TO DO
-Robert Doob reaching for help/mercy
-Vampire Kiefers with their new eye-designs by my GF
-Zoe and Doc
-Zoe and Chavez
-Zoe, Doc, AND Chavez
-The Young Guns (Peyote-Style! XD)
-Ace in Lost Boys getup
-David and Dawnie on his bike (w/ or w/o Lyrics to 'Turbo Lover' by Judas Priest. It's still debatable atm. XD )
-The Forsaken (Lou's Gang of vampires)
-More Hentai

WORK IN PROGRESS
-Chibi Kiefers Anime-Style
-Dunkin Donuts Pixel Art
-Kiefer-Fangirl Pixel Art
-DA ID for my GF
-Pixel-Art Present for my GF

And I STILL have Dunkin Donuts! XD

Three Musketeers and Young Guns With myself as Porthos/Billy.
My beloved Gina <3 A.K.A - Athos/Doc
My Ryce <3 A.K.A. - Aramis/Chavez
My Kat <3 A.K.A. D'Artagnan/Charley

Resistance is futile:


Friends bumped off my mainpage:



"Hey! D'you know we's in the spirit world? Heh-hah!"

REAP THE WHIRLWIND!

~HIT-File-Murdoc http://HIT-File-Murdoc.deviantart.com/journal/7669258/ http://HIT-File-Murdoc.deviantart.com/journal/7669258/ Sat, 21 Jan 2006 17:49:05 PST

IN A BLAZE OF GLORY...

^-^ I saw these on the site of a friend of mine, and wanted to try them for myself. So here we go. I adopted mystery eggs! ^-^ Here they are!


THINGS I NEED TO DO
-Robert Doob reaching for help/mercy
-Vampire Kiefers with their new eye-designs by my GF
-Zoe and Doc
-Zoe and Chavez
-Zoe, Doc, AND Chavez
-The Young Guns (Peyote-Style! XD)
-Ace in Lost Boys getup
-David and Dawnie on his bike (w/ or w/o Lyrics to 'Turbo Lover' by Judas Priest. It's still debatable atm. XD )
-The Forsaken (Lou's Gang of vampires)
-More Hentai

WORK IN PROGRESS
-Chibi Kiefers Anime-Style
-Dunkin Donuts Pixel Art
-Kiefer-Fangirl Pixel Art
-DA ID for my GF
-Pixel-Art Present for my GF

And I STILL have Dunkin Donuts! XD

Three Musketeers and Young Guns With myself as Porthos/Billy.
My beloved Gina <3 A.K.A - Athos/Doc
My Ryce <3 A.K.A. - Aramis/Chavez
My Kat <3 A.K.A. D'Artagnan/Charley

Resistance is futile:


Friends bumped off my mainpage:
http://HIT-File-Murdoc.deviantart.com/journal/7657406/ Fri, 20 Jan 2006 12:33:45 PST

IN A BLAZE OF GLORY...

I WON A CONTEST!

It was 's Rainbow Contest! ^.^ And I WON! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!

THINGS I NEED TO DO
-Robert Doob reaching for help/mercy
-Vampire Kiefers with their new eye-designs by my GF
-Chibi Kiefers Anime-Style
-Zoe and Doc
-Zoe and Chavez
-Zoe, Doc, AND Chavez
-The Young Guns (Peyote-Style! XD)
-Ace in Lost Boys getup
-David and Dawnie on his bike (w/ or w/o Lyrics to 'Turbo Lover' by Judas Priest. It's still debatable atm. XD )
-The Forsaken (Lou's Gang of vampires)
-More Hentai

WORK IN PROGRESS
-Dunkin Donuts Pixel Art
-Kiefer-Fangirl Pixel Art
-DA ID for myself
-DA ID for my GF
-Pixel-Art Present for my GF

And I STILL have Dunkin Donuts! XD

Three Musketeers and Young Guns With myself as Porthos/Billy.
My beloved Gina <3 A.K.A - Athos/Doc
My Ryce <3 A.K.A. - Aramis/Chavez
My Kat <3 A.K.A. D'Artagnan/Charley

Resistance is futile:


Friends bumped off my mainpage:
http://HIT-File-Murdoc.deviantart.com/journal/7521069/ Thu, 05 Jan 2006 19:56:55 PST

IN A BLAZE OF GLORY...

I got my first paycheck from Dunkin' Donuts today!
^-^ $179.97 *dance*
And I'm officially OFF training! I start taking home tips and such tomorrow! ^-^ w00t:

Gah, sorry It's been so long uploading art. I haven't exactly FINISHED anything in a long while. I've got about 4 pixel art pieces I'm working on now. And I've been spending so my time with my GF, I've been neglecting my muse....which has been chewing on my ear....~swats, then horrible realization of her actions dawns on her and she nurses the little thing back to health~ x_x; Anyway, I've noticed alot of people make lists in their journals about what pieces they need to finish, and how far along they are etc...I figure this might set some direction for myself as well so here we go:

THINGS I NEED TO DO
-Robert Doob reaching for help/mercy
-Vampire Kiefers with their new eye-designs by my GF
-Dizellia(Dizzy) and Bob(Half-shift)
-Chibi Kiefers Anime-Style
-Zoe and Doc
-Zoe and Chavez
-Zoe, Doc, AND Chavez
-The Young Guns (Peyote-Style! XD)
-Ace in Lost Boys getup
-David and Dawnie on his bike (w/ or w/o Lyrics to 'Turbo Lover' by Judas Priest. It's still debatable atm. XD )
-The Forsaken (Lou's Gang of vampires)
-More Hentai

WORK IN PROGRESS
-Dunkin Donuts Pixel Art
-Kiefer-Fangirl Pixel Art
-DA ID for myself
-DA ID for my GF
-Pixel-Art Present for my GF

And I STILL have Dunkin Donuts! XD

Three Musketeers and Young Guns With myself as Porthos/Billy.
My beloved Gina <3 A.K.A - Athos/Doc
My Ryce <3 A.K.A. - Aramis/Chavez
My Kat <3 A.K.A. D'Artagnan/Charley

Resistance is futile:


Friends bumped off my mainpage:
http://HIT-File-Murdoc.deviantart.com/journal/7397293/ Fri, 23 Dec 2005 22:57:05 PST

IN A BLAZE OF GLORY...

Today....was f*cking awesome......
I had a job interview with Dunkin Donuts today, and they practically handed me a uniform. XD I got hired! Woohoo!!!!!! It's a part time, and afternoon/night shifts like I wanted! I got in for training Tuesday. ^-^ :woot:
And I had and extra cheese pizza all to myself for lunch....omg...yum.....<333333333333
I got home and sat down to DA to buy a new subscription for my Gina since the first one didn't work. This one went through though! Merry Christmas my love. <3
I also got a subscription for my frient Ryce. ^-^<3
Then my Daddy and I went out eat and I figured the drive home would be as good a time as any to come out of the closet and let him know I was Bi.....My mum told me not to tell him, and my aunt told me he'd freak out.....
He didn't. In his exact words "It doesn't change who you are. You're my daughter and I love you."
I cried, I was shakin' I was so happy. It's like a great weight's been lifted off my shoulders.....carrying around a secret like that's too much....Besides, he's my father, It's not right to have kept it from him. It feels good to have gotten it off my chest, and even better that I have his acceptance and support. I love you Daddy. <3
Omfg....this day was pissah all around....aside from not having my fmily all come up for the 'Night Before' barty, and not being able to spend it with my love, this has to be the BEST Christmas I've ever had....

And I STILL have Dunkin Donuts! XD

Three Musketeers and Young Guns With myself as Porthos/Billy.
My beloved Gina <3 A.K.A - Athos/Doc
My Ryce <3 A.K.A. - Aramis/Chavez
My Kat <3 A.K.A. D'Artagnan/Charley

Resistance is futile:


Friends bumped off my mainpage:
http://HIT-File-Murdoc.deviantart.com/journal/7389950/ Fri, 23 Dec 2005 07:56:12 PST

IN A BLAZE OF GLORY...

I have a job interview at Dunkin Donuts today! Yay! OMG! *flail* Hopefully I'll get this one because I REALLY don't wanna work at Wendy's....*twitch* Fast Food...ech.....I mean I know since I have NO work experience I can't be picky, but regardless of Fast Food being an entry-level position, I still would rather work with coffee and donuts than with grease and frylators and cheap -F grade processed hamburger meat. XD Everyone wish me luck! I'm gonna need it. x_x <3333

And I STILL have Dunkin Donuts! XD

My Gina <3 <3

Resistance is futile:


Friends bumped off my mainpage:



REAP THE WHIRLWIND!

"And Bon Jovi sang."

<----Dance The Magic Dance!

Kiefer.....

http://HIT-File-Murdoc.deviantart.com/journal/7356230/ Mon, 19 Dec 2005 16:13:07 PST

IN A BLAZE OF GLORY...

I HAVE REACHED, AND SURPASSED 1,000 PAGEVIEWS! OMG! ^-^<3
And I STILL have Dunkin Donuts! XD

My Gina <3

Resistance is futile:


Friends bumped off my mainpage:


"And Bon Jovi sang."


REAP THE WHIRLWIND!

Kiefer.....

]]> ~HIT-File-Murdoc http://HIT-File-Murdoc.deviantart.com/journal/7347568/ http://HIT-File-Murdoc.deviantart.com/journal/7347568/ Sun, 18 Dec 2005 17:06:26 PST

IN A BLAZE OF GLORY...

OMG! I almost reached my 1,000th pageview!
I'm so glad I'm home here in MA. I have so much more energy here than I did in crappy CO. Maybe it's because I can BREATH....because we have AIR.....and *gasp* OMG....TREES! I know that must be a revolutionary concept to building planners out there! Yes! It IS possible to build a structure WITHOUT FLATTENING EVERYTHING IN SIGHT!!!!!!!!!
Bah! To Hell with you all....I have Dunkin Donuts!
Anyway little update on how my life is....
Lex's Forecast: F*ckin' awesome....<3
This is MY....you heard me right, MY bedroom:

Oh yeah, BTW....this is my new catchphrase:
"And Bon Jovi sang."

My Gina <3

Resistance is futile:


Friends bumped off my mainpage:



REAP THE WHIRLWIND!

Kiefer.....

~HIT-File-Murdoc http://HIT-File-Murdoc.deviantart.com/journal/7268445/ http://HIT-File-Murdoc.deviantart.com/journal/7268445/ Sun, 18 Dec 2005 07:08:33 PST

HOLY SHIT!
IT SNOWED! O_O;;;;;;; ~peeks out the door.....makes a mad dash outside and runs around like an idiot for a few seconds then flies back inside and ducks under electric blanket to warm back up~........There. Covered my mandatory playtime for the winter. ~sipples cream cocoa and Dunkin Donuts tea and curls up by the fireplace with Gina~ <3333333


Resistance is futile:


Friends bumped off my mainpage:



REAP THE WHIRLWIND!

Kiefer.....

]]> ~HIT-File-Murdoc http://HIT-File-Murdoc.deviantart.com/journal/7230280/ http://HIT-File-Murdoc.deviantart.com/journal/7230280/ Mon, 05 Dec 2005 15:06:38 PST

Well, I'm finally back in MA for good now. Back home with my DSL and my Daddy, and *gasp* OMG....my OWN room! I've gotta finish painting the walls before they deliver my furniture on Wednesday. Nyaaah! Season 4 of 24 comes out on DVD tomorrow!
*snort*....I just finished watching 'The Land Before Time X' on Cartoon Network.......Kiefer does voice-acting in the movie as Bron, the longneck. And... I couldn't stop laughing. God I love the man, but c'mon......picture standing in front of Kiefer Sutherland, and watching and listening to him say 'Littlefoot'. *dies* XDDDDDDDDDDD <333333333 It was a decent movie, but it's still funny. So now I'm watching human-Kiefer again to cleanse my mind of that. I suppose I'll eventually do a Bron pixel plushie, but like the Robert Doob one, I don't think I'll put it up for adoption. Anyway, I got bored and went browsing on DA today. Now ordinarily, I don't do surveys, but I saw this one and figured I'd post it up just for a reason to write a journal entry. This was taken from the journal of:


Name: Lex
Birthday: 30th July
Birthplace: MA
Current Location: MA
Eye Color: It varies.
Hair Color: Blonde! ^-^<3
Height: 5' 3"
Right Handed or Left Handed: Lefty. I'm a southpaw!
Your Heritage: French/Canadian/American/etc....etc.....so on and so forth...
The Shoes You Wore Today: Steel toed, lace-less boots.
Your Weakness: My Gina. <3 And Kiefer. <3
Your Fears: Don't think I want to share them.
Your Perfect Pizza: Viking Pizza. It's a Greek place in the town I live, I grew up eating here, and I've NEVER had a better pizza. Extra Cheese baby!
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: Visit my Gina, Kidnap Kiefer, Drag them both to Vegas......XD See where I'm going with this?
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: "XD , o.o , ^-^<3 , *glomp*, *cling*'
Thoughts First Waking Up: 'Dunkin Donuts.....? *sniffsniff* DD-TEA! ^-^<3'
Your Best Physical Feature: I've been told I have gorgeous eyes, but also that I have beautiful lips as well. *shrug*
Your Bedtime: Whenever I damn well please. XD But usually 2-3 a.m. That's when my brain start's crashing.
Your Most Missed Memory: I'm supposed to decide? Bleh....I suppose being the ringleader of my neighborhood. All the kids and I would stay out late and play manhunt after dark all during the summer and have snow-wars in the winter. We'd get wheelbarrows and wagons and shovel neighbors driveways and yards, then bring all the snow back to our yards and build these HUGE elaborate snow forts. Sometimes it was capture the flag, others it was just snowball fights. Good times, good times....^-^<3
Pepsi or Coke: That depends. o.o; You see, Cherry Coke is better than Cherry Pepsi, but Regular Pepsi is better than Regular Coke...sometimes....aw Hell I dunno.....if I HAD to choose, it'd be Coke.
McDonalds or Burger King: McDonalds, no contest. They have better fries and their pickles are awesome.
Single or Group Dates: Depends. Group dates can be fun, but if you and your date want to be alone, it's not always easy to ditch the other two without offending them. >.o;
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Neither. Arizona lemon iced tea rules all. And Snapple peach tea comes in at a close second. <3
Chocolate or Vanilla: Hadgen-Daaz just came out with a Bailey's Irish Creme Ice cream. <3
Cappuccino or Coffee: Dunkin Donuts Coffee is supreme. <3333 Go to HELL Starbucks!

Do You…
Do you Smoke: No
Do you Swear: F*ck yes. XD
Do you Sing: Of course. ^-^<3
Do you Shower Daily: *noddle* And get yelled at for using all the Hot Water...XD
Have you Been in Love: Since the beginning of time....if that makes sense....I mean..what would you call that big blank period before 'time' was created? o.o; Damn conundrums and paradoxes...
Do you want to go to College: Maybe. Not sure. I hate deadlines.
Do you want to get Married: Eventually.
Do you believe in y... ]]> ~HIT-File-Murdoc http://HIT-File-Murdoc.deviantart.com/journal/7182423/ http://HIT-File-Murdoc.deviantart.com/journal/7182423/ Wed, 30 Nov 2005 03:41:35 PST

AH-HAH! I have completed the infamous Kiefer pixel plushies!
Base by [link]
This new set is fully adoptable AND customizable. BUT.....I will only accept commissions if they are sent in the form of a NOTE with specific details of what you want. Also, the Robert Doob plush is NOT available for adoption, sorry. However, I might change my mind sometime for a special reason/occasion.

From Left to Right:
-Josiac G. "Doc" Scurlock w/ Hat(Young Guns 1 & 2)
-Josiah G. "Doc" Scurlock w/o Hat (Young Guns 1 & 2)
-Robert "Bob" Wolverton (Freeway)
-Federal Agent Jack Bauer (24)
-Dr. Daniel Paul Schreber (Dark City)
-Ace (Stand By Me)
-Robert Doob (Eye For An Eye) **NOT AVAILABLE**
-David (The Lost Boys)
-The Unknown Caller (Phone Booth)
-Nelson Wright (Flatliners)
-Curtis Freley (Truth Or Consequences N.M.)
-Athos DeWinter w/o Hat (Disney's The Three Musketeers)
-Athos DeWinter w/ Hat (Disney's The Three Musketeers)
You will also be able to see these through the awesome 24 club I'm in, but if you wish to adopt one, the NOTE goes to, moi. S'il vous plait, et merci.

And ty to my beloved for giving me the idea to make one of Curtis. He fits right in, Gina. Ty.
Hopefully, I'll be able to save up enough for the grand roadtrip this summer between myself:
and
Kat Gina and Ryce
Kiefer Themed baby <3 Only....minus the five of clock shadow and manliness. He's gonna be in a new movie this April too! The Sentinel. Damn right I'm gonna reserve tickets. It's KIEFER. I'd have to be a fool NOT to. And I'm no fool. Crazy, maybe, but not a fool. It's just one more pixel plush I'll have to make. ^-^<3 I'm working on one of his character Joey from 'The Last Days of Frankie the Fly' but I haven't finished him yet. Besides, he doesn't really belong with this group anyway. It was kinda a B-movie sadly. Well worth seeing, solely because it's Kiefer, but it's not a popular rental.
Blah, three more days until I'm back home in MA, and comfy with my DSL. This dial-up is killing me, I can't to ANYTHING with it. x_x; Besides, I've been homesick really bad. I miss the ocean, and I miss my family. ;-; That's been the hardest part of being stranded out here. I'll miss my mum and my sister, but I think being back with my daddy and my extended family has been a long time coming. And I'm SO looking forward to finally having my OWN room. Being in and outta apartments and having to share one all your life, you learn to appreciate the skill of being able to cram all your shit into a 3x5 closet which you have to split with your ten year old sister....and waking up to nightmares, and sleepwalking, and NO privacy...>_o;
But now that I'll have my own room, the commandments are thus as follows:
I & II: The walls shall be black and owned by Kiefer memorabelia!
III: Glow-stars shall litter the ceiling mocking the celestial bodies!
IV: No longer shall sharing the TV consist of an epic battle over the game system controller!
V: My dresser shall contain MY clothes, and MY clothes ONLY!
So sayeth the Lex! >.<;
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Base by [link]
OMFG HE'S SO EFFIN' CUTE! And him's mine! ^-^ Mineminemineminemine!
Sorry, just found a better 'plushie' base and I'm testing it. New adoptions shall be in order when I make the rest of these Kiefers. <3

Kiefer....


]]> ~HIT-File-Murdoc http://HIT-File-Murdoc.deviantart.com/journal/6986235/ http://HIT-File-Murdoc.deviantart.com/journal/6986235/ Mon, 07 Nov 2005 23:21:29 PST

Since I've hit a wall of artist's block, the Kiefer Plushie Dollz are now up for adoption! ^_^ Fully customizable and ready for a loving home! Adopt one, or many, or all! Send me a NOTE with DETAIL on what you want, how you want it and a Kiefer could be yours within a day or so! ALL Kiefer plushie dollz you see here below are adoptable, as well as any you might suggest, because unfortunately, I haven't yet made ones for Athos(Three Musketeers), Hart(Taking Lives), Joey(The Last Days Of Frankie the Fly) or any of his other movies yet. Although I DO plan to. These are just his mainstream Hollywood roles. I mean, c'mon...how could you say 'NO' to faces like these? It's KIEFER damnit!

From left to right: Dr. Daniel Paul Schreber(Dark City), Nelson Wright(Flatliners), David(The Lost Boys), Josiah 'Doc' Scurlock(Young Guns 1 & 2), The Unknown Caller(Phone Booth), Robert 'Bob' Wolverton(Freeway), Jack Bauer(24), and Ace(Stand By Me)
Also, PLEASE take note, the Kiefer plush doll of Robert Doob(Eye For An Eye) in my 'Obsessed' deviation is NOT available for adoption. He's MINE. I might change my mind sometime in the future, perhaps for special occasions or circumstances, but don't nag me about him. He's quite comfortable in my lap for now and that is where he shall stay for awhile. <3
Also, for those of you as obsessed as I am...

Join this club. Or Jack'll be pissed. And believe me, Jack Bauer is NOT someone you wanna piss off. *dreamy sigh*<3_<3 Gotta love that trigger-happy Kiefer.
Kiefer.....


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*snort* XDDDDDDDDDD



]]> ~HIT-File-Murdoc http://HIT-File-Murdoc.deviantart.com/journal/6834100/ http://HIT-File-Murdoc.deviantart.com/journal/6834100/ Sat, 22 Oct 2005 06:07:26 PDT

Alrighty, after countless searches on MANY different search engines, I've all but given up. Does ANYONE know WTF happened to Brooke McCarter who played the vampire 'Paul' In The Lost Boys? He's the one on the far right of my desktop piccie. My girlfriend , and many of my friends have bee searching desperate for a RECENT picture of him or at least some news as to what the fuck the guy's been up to, but it's like he disappeared off the face of the earth. Joel Shumacher hasn't seen or heard from him since The Lost Boys so he says, I don't think many people is anyone has. And yet everyone else has gone on to make other flicks and appearances everywhere. Billy Wirth(Dwayne) is still a sexy beast of a model, Alex Winter(Marko) is still adorable even now, Chance Michael Corbitt(Laddie) has done plenty, Jason Patrick(Michael....well he's only gotten uglier with age, but at least we know what he's up to...and dear god....Kiefer...*melt, quiver* Well I won't even start with him... BUT...Here's the real kicker....
WHERE'S PAUL?! ;-;

The first person to bring me accurate, up to date news and/or pictures gets gift art and my eternal gratitude. I'd give you my soul, but already owns it.
<3 HELP ME FIND PAUL, PLEASE!


]]> ~HIT-File-Murdoc http://HIT-File-Murdoc.deviantart.com/journal/6806833/ http://HIT-File-Murdoc.deviantart.com/journal/6806833/ Wed, 19 Oct 2005 06:03:59 PDT

XD Great wisdom was bestowed upon me early this morn by a new friend of mine. For many years now, I've had my GED, and had quite a clear impression of what holding such a pristine and glittering document meant. However I was enlightened by this friend of mine as to what exactly having your GED meant.

GED= Good Enough Diploma

XDDDDDD It was just too damn funny not to post up.

Ty to: for this revered knowledge few possess and many envy. <3

And for the record, Thomas Ian Griffith makes one delicious vampire.

RANDOM QUOTE OF THE DAY: Jack Crow and Father Adam Guiteau
John Carpenter's Vampires

"Hey padre...when you were stabbin' that vampire back there...didja get any wood?"
"Mahogany."
"Huh?"
"Ebony."
"What?!"
"Teak."
"A-are you possessed by demons?!" *snort*


]]> ~HIT-File-Murdoc http://HIT-File-Murdoc.deviantart.com/journal/6790315/ http://HIT-File-Murdoc.deviantart.com/journal/6790315/ Mon, 17 Oct 2005 09:06:49 PDT

OMFG! YES! DING-DONG THE B*TCH IS DEAD! TERI'S DEAD, SHE'S DEAD WOOOOO DEAD! ONE DOWN, ONE TO GO BABY!
Talkin' about 24, yeah. She didn't deserve Kiefer's sexiness anyway. She'll make a better coatrack than a wife. ^_^ Now, how to get rid of that ungrateful sl*t of a daughter....


]]> ~HIT-File-Murdoc http://HIT-File-Murdoc.deviantart.com/journal/6790047/ http://HIT-File-Murdoc.deviantart.com/journal/6790047/ Mon, 17 Oct 2005 08:28:22 PDT

Don't you just HATE those kinda plot twists that floor you, stun you, turn you around and drop your pants...? The kind you can't predict? >_<; My poor beloved Jack...*petpet*
I still say Teri and Kim don't deserve to even be on the same set as Kiefer. >.<; Shoot em ALL Jack! Just kill EVERYONE! That'll solve all the problems of double-agents. ^-^ Besides, ungrateful wh*re of a wife and sl*t daughter don't deserve to even lick you shoes clean. Still don't like seeing Kiefer upset though....;-; Poor thing...*comforts*


]]> ~HIT-File-Murdoc http://HIT-File-Murdoc.deviantart.com/journal/6665463/ http://HIT-File-Murdoc.deviantart.com/journal/6665463/ Mon, 03 Oct 2005 04:06:45 PDT no reason at all? Well this has happened to me twice already within the course of 60 days.
First, I was just drawing random doodles and started singing Rick Deringer's 'Rock and Roll Hootchie Coo.' As far as WHY, search me, cause I really don't know. I haven't heard it on the radio recently, havent seen anything that'd spark me into remembering it. Oh well. Good song nonetheless, so I DLed it.
Then again...Mummy and I were walking into Borders Bookstore to pick up a copy of Fright Night I had on reserve....and I started singing 'Heaven Let Your Light Shine Down' by Collective Soul. Only now do I realize I must have totally embarrassed her by my impression of a rock star using a green apple lollipop as a microphone and an aisle of books as my target audience for the performance. I don't think the Borders' employees appreciated it much either. ^_^; I'm sorry. I love you Mummy. Anyway I DLed that song too.
And then again today! I was doing dishes earlier...and I just started dancin' and singing the song for the Charmin Ultra toilet paper commercials. You know, the ones with the goofy-lookin' cartoon bears sh*ttin' on that ass-floss they call a tree? XD Anyway, here it is!

((Yeah, I forgot the first verse. So sue me. >:}~ ))
"Well we say 'Less is More!'
Less is More!
More absorbent than the regular rippled brand for sure!
What you used to love,
Now you're gonna adore!
With Charmin Ultra,
Less is More!
Cha-cha-cha....CHARMIN!"

Shoot me. Shoot me NOW. x_x; I actually TRIED to DL this song...but I couldn't find it. I'd like to thank everyone at Limewire...;-; You saved my sanity.

]]> ~HIT-File-Murdoc http://HIT-File-Murdoc.deviantart.com/journal/6274300/ http://HIT-File-Murdoc.deviantart.com/journal/6274300/ Fri, 19 Aug 2005 20:24:07 PDT -First, I gave him the metal horns salute...He gave them right back with a grin.
--Then I hugged him...he had to bend down to hug me 'cause he's taller than he looks, and I'm only 5'3" ;-; I think my heart stopped. I'm never washing this t-shirt again, it has his cologne smell on it! XD
---Then I got his autograph...
It doesn't look like much, just a scribble because well...he kinda had his hands full of fried dough when I stopped him, and he was in a hurry to avoid being mobbed XD Poor guy...He was a sweetheart though, he just smiled and reached for my pen with his free hand. Look at my Livejournal if you want to see the actual pic of the autograph, it's kinda too big to toss into an entry here and I'm too damn lazy to resize it right now. Plus I'm still in a state of total shock. It's not everyday you run into a Rock and Roll GOD mingling with us common folk! *snort* <333

]]> ~HIT-File-Murdoc http://HIT-File-Murdoc.deviantart.com/journal/6228852/ http://HIT-File-Murdoc.deviantart.com/journal/6228852/ Sun, 14 Aug 2005 21:12:57 PDT Prince Of Files [11:38 PM]: "I am the ward of Gravy! None shall pass without potatoes!"
ThouShaItNot Die [11:39 PM]: XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD


No more cherry coke, no more belated b-day cake for me. XD

]]> ~HIT-File-Murdoc http://HIT-File-Murdoc.deviantart.com/journal/6113420/ http://HIT-File-Murdoc.deviantart.com/journal/6113420/ Tue, 02 Aug 2005 14:18:41 PDT
ThouShaItNot Die [2:15 AM]: Hook, meets Labyrinth, meets Alice in Wonderland, meets Lex and Ryce's brains combined, WE ARE CAPTAIN PLANET!

Play Pretending [2:15 AM]: ......
Play Pretending [2:15 AM]: I think I just spontaniously combusted, that was so funny. XD

ThouShaItNot Die [2:16 AM]: ~prods~ Oh dear god I finally laughed you to death.....o_o;;;
ThouShaItNot Die [2:16 AM]: It IS POSSIBLE! THEY TOLD ME I WAS CRAZY! THEY TOLD ME IT COULDN'T BE DONE!

Play Pretending [2:16 AM]: XDDDDDDDD
Play Pretending [2:17 AM]: ::lungs collapse, face implodes, and legs catch fire, is so funny::

ThouShaItNot Die [2:17 AM]: XDDDDDDDD omfg....you ok?

And things just went steadily downhill and ALOT less coherent from here.....XD



RANDOM QUOTE OF THE DAY:
"You just ended that sentence with a PREPOSITION!? Bastard!" -(RDA)Colonel Jack O'Neill Stargate SG-1 ]]> ~HIT-File-Murdoc http://HIT-File-Murdoc.deviantart.com/journal/6072110/ http://HIT-File-Murdoc.deviantart.com/journal/6072110/ Fri, 29 Jul 2005 21:35:03 PDT
BOW DOWN AND WORSHIP ME!!!
*hiccup*

o.o;
Where the hell did THAT come from? ^.^;;; <3





]]> ~HIT-File-Murdoc http://HIT-File-Murdoc.deviantart.com/journal/6069232/ http://HIT-File-Murdoc.deviantart.com/journal/6069232/ Fri, 29 Jul 2005 15:55:54 PDT -short
-half-hearted
-...

I offered to make dinner tonight for my family but when I started cooking, auntie started cooking something entirely different. Am I NOT supposed to feel a little hurt and insulted? That they wouldn't trust my judgement that whatever I was making would taste delish? I mean I don't cook hardly at all but when I do, I read the instructions, and make it WELL.
I dunno what to feel right now....bah......whatever.

*sniffle*

]]> ~HIT-File-Murdoc http://HIT-File-Murdoc.deviantart.com/journal/6039224/ http://HIT-File-Murdoc.deviantart.com/journal/6039224/ Tue, 26 Jul 2005 12:01:00 PDT I wanna go back to NH again and go on the Alpine Slides till I puke....which is prolly never gonna happen since I don't get motion sick. ;-; And if you're reading this, I wish you was wif me Gina. <3 You woulda loved it.
Though the ski lift was wet, so everytime we got to the top of the mountain, my pants were soaked and stickin' to my ass. -_-; Really sucks having pick a wedgie in an open crowd. Though I prolly shouldn't feel bad, I wasn't the only one doing it.
I got airborne off of the little dip in the track, OMG I thought I was gonna die. x_x Gravity sucks...>_>; *grumble*
Oh, and then one the second trip down, my daddy lost his hat, but he didn't notice...so of course, little princess Lex gets to play the hero and rescue it. I jerk the brakes back and nearly fly overtop of my own sled. Then comes the daunting task of dragging the damn thing off the track, and lemme tell you those stupid sleds are ALOT heavier than they look. ;.; I wound up throwing it a little awkwardly to the side and bruising both my knees in the process. But I jumped over both tracks and snatched up the hat! Yay! Then I rode back down waving it like a trophy! Daddy was so happy! *snerk*
Bah, and a recent addition to the slides this year, they ALSO have these lame camera people at the bottom that take pictures of you like it or not. I mean, if I wanted my picture taken, I'd ASK for it. I'm so pale I'm starting to doubt whether I show up on film anymore anyway *giggle* but still...
So ignoring the 'Slow Down' banners every time, I FLY around the corner, lead-wristed on the lever and the losers don't have time to aim the camera or adjust the shutter speed. I'm a motion blue on every picture. XD
Daddy even suggested I try jumping the gears and sending the sled out from under me off the track at her as we rounded the corner but I couldn't get the leverage. DAMN! >.<; TAKE THIS PICTURE BISH!
I'm gonna laugh if they wind up getting sued by a Native American. Because of the belief that photographs capture a bit of the soul and all. I mean seriously, they should at LEAST give you an option of NOT having your picture taken. Jerks.
On a lighter note, there's an episode of MacGyver with Murdoc in it coming up! ^_^ Murdoc...<333333 *dreamy sigh* For those of you familiar with the show, by now you can guess with my random babbling and incessant whiny rants that I'm Penny Parker in the flesh. ^_^;
Seriously, my mum and her bf pulled a trick on me once and had me believing for a whole YEAR that I stuck the remote control in the dishwasher. ;-; Not nice, huh?
So yeah, I have a major thing for Michael Des Barres. Murdoc.....gah just that name....*shiver* And he NEVER DIES....o_o;
Imagine this will you: Your lover spends a good hard day at work killing people and getting buildings dropped on him, blown up by TNT, dropped off a cliff, electrocuted, drowning, shot, blown up by a grenade, dropped down a mine shaft, shot again, and driven off another cliff...and he STILL brings home the bacon! <3333333
Blah alrighty I'm done. I still have a whole second season of Stargate SG-1 to watch before RP starts up tonight. ^-^ <3 Lollies for all and much love for my Gina. <3333333333


RANDOM QUOTE:
"Just let us go! I...I promise I won't talk!"-Penny
"Sweetheart, you do nothin' BUT talk." -Badguy ]]> ~HIT-File-Murdoc