http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:HakuHana&section=today deviantART RSS for by:HakuHana en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Wed, 23 Dec 2009 00:28:47 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://HakuHana.deviantart.com/journal/28227656/ http://HakuHana.deviantart.com/journal/28227656/ Sun, 08 Nov 2009 21:46:08 PST All right. Lets do this.

Rule #1 if you get this you have to take it!
Rule #2 You must answer to every one.
Rule #3 Answer truthfully!

Q: Have you flown a plane? I hijack planes for a living, and this one pilot was being a little too saucy, so I did the logical thing and bitch-slapped him out the window.
Q: Have you ever played video games for 24 hours straight? No! Who do you think I am, your lover?
Q: Have you been in a choir? I was, for a short amount of time. I was kicked out because I sounded too much like a dying giraffe.
Q: Have you sung in front of people? Yes - I got some free tomatoes.
Q: Have you bought an action figure/doll? My second job is that of an action figure pornographer. So yes, I have several.
Q: Have you run away from home? I was kicked out for being too whiny when I was three.
Q: Have you broken a rented DVD/game? When he screamed "SPARTAAA" I came onto the DVD.
Q: Have you choked on your own spit? Well, I think it was mine.
Q: Do you believe in aliens? They're as real as that fat wart on your nose.
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1. Winter or summer? Summer so I can run around in the nude.
2. Spring or fall? Once, in fall, I put a chihuahua in my back pocket. Then I sat down.
3. Camera or video? If I wanted to forever immobilize the faces of strangers screaming in terror when they saw me, I wouldn't use a camcorder, now would I?
4. Cell phone or house phone? Why does no one use telegrams anymore?
5. Desert or ocean? If I lived in the desert, then maybe I'd be able to do this: [link]
6. Golf or soccer? Old men in shorts or young men in shorts?
7. Night or day? Night, for the same reason I prefer summer to winter.
8. Tablet or mouse? That's like saying "Clint Eastwood or Macaulay Culkin?"
9. Gears of War or Halo? Gears. I mean really - how often can you find city-devouring worms in Halo? Or anywhere, for that matter.

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1. Who was the last person you hugged? My pedophile hugged me. With his penis.
2. Who was the last person that came over? See above.
3. What was your first car? Mattress on wheels.
4. What is your current car? A wookie.
5. Who is your best friend? My stupid parakeet.
6. What's your favorite animal? My best friend.
7. Where's your favorite vacation spot? The solace of my closet.
8. Where do you live? Under a bridge near you.
9. Do you consider where you live pretty? Do you consider the inside of your nose pretty?
10. Do you talk to stuffed animals? They're the only ones who like- urk- duh.
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3 Things that you are craving right now:

1. Rorschach
2. Whoever thought of the name peacock
3. A monocle

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3 Things you hate right now:

1. Hooter's food
2. Gun safety
3. Babies

]]> ~HakuHana http://HakuHana.deviantart.com/journal/27107143/ http://HakuHana.deviantart.com/journal/27107143/ Wed, 09 Sep 2009 02:43:11 PDT
I still haven't watched Star Trek 'cause I'm a failure. And I need to watch Inglorious Basterds and District 9. Along with Ponyo and 9, of course.

And then some oldies. Like Dirty Dancing!

Anyways, a few very disturbing things have been going on in my life. Not bad grades, no family problems, no friend drama. All that's going pretty smoothly.

I've been agonizing over those reality shows over dere on dat Certoon Netwerk. I flipped out and cried when I heard about that oxymoronic blasphemy! When I told one of my fellow aspiring animators the retardedly terrible news, I expected more than just a "that sucks." Admittedly, that's my catchphrase in times where something badish happens when I don't know what to say, b-but they're dumping cartoons out of the only solidly cartoon channel!

There are some people who want to be animators, but don't seem to see why getting rid of cartoons is so unfortunate for us. Not only is that destroying our childhood memories, but it's terminating our future jobs. You don't see what's wrong with putting regurgitated reality shows on Cartoon Network? Have a good life.

And then there's Marvel being bought by Disney. I also flipped out and cried when I heard that (that's twice in two days folks!). Even if I didn't grow up on Marvel, that still makes me sad. Good-bye controversial, thought-provoking comics, and hello Jonas Brother cameos.

Not only does this make me lose a chunk of faith in Marvel, what really twists the knife is that Stan Lee agrees! The man says he supports the 'marriage' between Marvel and Disney. Even though it isn't really marriage at all, Disney OWNS Marvel.

I hope they'll have enough sense to leave Disney's opening castle image out of Iron Man 2. If I see that fucking castle, I'll eat the person sitting next to me.

But wait, there's more! There is a third subject that makes me cannibalistic! They're going to remake the Yellow Submarine movie, in 3-d animation. I don't have anything against 3-d animation, but you can't make Yellow Submarine in 3-d. It just doesn't happen. If you've all seen the original - and I'm assuming you have - then you know what I mean.
Oh, and there's one more problem with remaking a Beatles movie. Half of them are dead. Who is going to do the voices? Or are they going to continue onwards with just Paul and Ringo?

So that is what makes me sad. Live-action kids on CN, The Hulk falling for Hannah Montana, and 3-d Beatles. What has the world come to? I'm not sure if I want to live on Earth anymore.

Edit: I need to go on dA more. [link]

]]> ~HakuHana http://HakuHana.deviantart.com/journal/25364377/ http://HakuHana.deviantart.com/journal/25364377/ Wed, 17 Jun 2009 00:58:11 PDT I'll be back in July.

---

For the next month, I'm gonna be a having a weird weird schedule.

So my sisters and I are leaving for camp on the 22nd, then I'm gonna come back on the the first of July, THEN I'm leaving again on the 6th, and coming back on the 16th c:

...but then I leave again for Georgia on the 19th. It's like some art program thing at SCAD where you take college courses for a week? And you get to stay in the dorms and stuff so it's pretty awesome. B-but I hafta be on a plane by myself and I'm kindasorta scared outta my mind.

Anyways, I'll be back on the 25th c:

Then I'll hopefully be able to do some stuff I've been planning.

Also, uh, does anyone wanna help me out with a certain problem I've been having with my ex? Please note me if you're good with this kind of stuff D8>

... Do you like hearing about people's personal lives in their dA journals? I reallyreally like it when artists just rant about how much their lives suck/rock, and totally stay away from talking about commissions and stuff. I feel like I know them better or they're more like a close friend, even if I've never talked to them before. It also helps me understand their art better, sometimes xD
Maybe that's just me, lol.

_{Oh also, while I'm at camp, I was thinking of sending my boyfriend a letter, 'cause I know I'm gonna miss him, but my sister thinks that seems creepy? Or obsessive or something? I dunno. Does it seem creepy to you? D8
I decided not to send a letter 'cause I'm not sure who will find it first: him, or his dad (who apparently doesn't approve of relationships? I'm not sure). That would get us both in trouble, haha.}

That was a short journal. I can't think of anything else I want to write, guh.

]]> ~HakuHana http://HakuHana.deviantart.com/journal/24849615/ http://HakuHana.deviantart.com/journal/24849615/ Wed, 20 May 2009 00:54:09 PDT - my to-do list LOL


Heee almost midnight and I haven't started homework so I'm writing a journal.
i r smrt C8

So Fanime is this weekend and IM AS EXCITED AS SHIT FOR THIS YEAR
fffffffffffffff it'd better not dissappoint.

ive been looking forward to this for-fuckin-ever
i had a major crisis last week (two weeks ago? pfft idk) when i thought i wouldnt be able to gooo BUT then got over it and now i am struggling with school and friends.

school problems: uh, like, everything. i stopped doing homework like a month ago lol. grades are suffering like my brain. 6__9

friends: JESSE'S A FUCKING RETARDDDDD
stop acting like the world revolves around you and speak for yourself and stop being such a goddamn wimp. even though he'll never read that lol.

i was also painfully reminded why i made myself stop dating. by several people. alksdfjlskdjfs i hate high school and drama and shittttt

i feel guilty for not doing the commissions/requests/whatever for mah buds on chickensmoothie.

I reallyreally want to
but i cant
because i have school
and fanime
and life
...


when i started that forum thingy, i had nothing going on in my life.
no parties or get-togethers or after-school shit.
NOTHINGGG

so i figured drawing for a complete doggie collection would be a fun past-time but NOWWWW idk what to do about it :/
i promised stuff to like 23047239847 people and now its not done, and i can only hope it WILL eventually be done (espcially when it's, y'know, prepaid)

i wish my attention span was a long as a porn star's dick the mississippi river C8

I FELT LIKE WRITING A SHIT JOURNAL
SO I DID
>8C



urp.

]]> ~HakuHana http://HakuHana.deviantart.com/journal/24257392/ http://HakuHana.deviantart.com/journal/24257392/ Wed, 15 Apr 2009 13:48:07 PDT
I haven't added anything new to what I listen to for like... a year... because I'm not finding anything I like.

I've got: We the Kings, All Time Low, Panic at the Disco, Fall Out Boy, The Academy Is..., Making April, Dashboard Confessional, Nine Days, Green Day, Blink 182, Sublime, Bowling for Soup, Sugar Ray, Third Eye Blind, AFI, Linkin Park, Red Jumpsuit Apparatus, All-American Rejects, Ok Go, The Almost, American High Five, etc...
That's pretty much all I listen to.
That whole new-rock genre.
yeah.

BUT
I also listen to The Beatles and Queen. Which definitely isn't new at all xD

Anything that they play at high school dances = NO
alskdjfjd. i hate how my generation's famous for listening to crappy music.

BONUS POINTS FOR REALLY SLOW BANDS WITH A CALMING SINGER VOICE.
like... snow patrol...
cos I've been looking for ones like that
and cant find any i really like
...i dont like coldplay...

ALSO BONUS POINTS IF YOU RECOMMEND ASIAN POP MUSIC
COS THAT STUFF IS FTW



_{... even more points if your name is mary.
i dont even know what you listen to.}

PLEASE POST
EVEN IF YOU DONT KNOW WHAT MUSIC IS
POST

]]> ~HakuHana http://HakuHana.deviantart.com/journal/24077420/ http://HakuHana.deviantart.com/journal/24077420/ Sun, 05 Apr 2009 14:28:48 PDT WATCH IT NOW:
[link]

]]> ~HakuHana http://HakuHana.deviantart.com/journal/23938374/ http://HakuHana.deviantart.com/journal/23938374/ Sun, 29 Mar 2009 23:25:23 PDT
anyways, still haven't been on dA as much as I should be. been spending all my time on cs. i still have tons of stuff to upload but keep forgetting about it.
actually i posted some of it... ill upload more c:

i saw watchmen! rorschach shouldn't have been cute... but he definately was xD. he's so short and full of badassery.

started reading the comic book!
and damn, it's the best comic book i ever did read.
but the only other one i've read is spawn. and that one was just weird.
I... didn't really like it.

and a friend of mine let me borrow speaker for the dead, which ive been meaning to read ever since i finished enders game.

...

i actually couldn't think of anything to write when i started this. just felt like this page needed changin'

what a dumb journal! -shot-

]]> ~HakuHana http://HakuHana.deviantart.com/journal/23359369/ http://HakuHana.deviantart.com/journal/23359369/ Mon, 23 Feb 2009 09:19:54 PST HEY LOOK ITS ME AND SOME RANDOM ASIAN BOY It's my Tifa cosplay and also hangin' with that kickass childhood friend I was talking about c:
[link]
and also my Marlene Wallace accomplice/little sister:
[link]
_{mary found the pictures lol}
/EDIT

Urg... I feel so sick right now... It's some weird sort of fever+cold thingy... I don't like it D8>

The last time I've felt this crappy was when I got pneumonia in 5th grade. The up-side to this? I get to stay home today c:

I didn't do any of the homework I was supposed to, so I can finish all that today.
But enough about being sick.

AOD WAS SO FREAKING FUN

I couldn't believe how awesome it was!! When Marlene my sister and I got there, the first thing that happened was we totally got glomped by a Yuffie. She was really cute and hyper XD And she kept saying hi to us throughout the rest of the convention.

There were a bunch of KH cosplayers who were waving to us, and there was a Vincent Valentine who was like "HI TIFA" and he was sitting next to a pika-girl.
It was just kinda cool that all these random people were being so freakin' nice. haha.

ALSO the pictures. My sister and I would walk a few feet, then someone would be like "can I haz picture?" and we were like "lol okay" so we'd pose and they'd take a picture then we'd walk away. Pffft.

Some of 'em were like... hella professional. We were sitting down in this cafe and some mid-thirties-year-old white dude wanted a picture, but he didn't know what character I was. He just kinda randomly walked up to us and said "What character are you?"
and I said "Why don't you know?" because srsly... Who doesn't know who Tifa is?

He was just like "Umm... idk... well if you want a picture taken then I'll be upstairs." Then I realized he had a really nice camera on him. But by then I didn't care so much if any more pictures were taken XD

And while sister and I were in the cafe, these really chinese people wanted to take a picture WITH us and that was funny. But then they were like "So, you are Tifa, and you are Aeris?" and I said "No she's Marlene..." And for a minute, I thought they wouldn't know who she was, but then they were like "OH Barrett's daughter!" and I was like "YAY you got it :]"

And after the cafe... I was kinda tired from walking around so I lay down on this couch in the lobby. I was totally just gonna sleep there, but then this dude sat down on the chair next to me. I was just gonna ignore him, but he started talking to me. He asked "What character are you?" and I was thinking WHY ARE THESE PEOPLE AT ANIME CONVENTIONS WHEN THEY DONT KNOW FINAL FANTASY
But I didn't actually say that to him. I was like "Tifa Lockhart." and he said "What anime are they from?" and I said "Not an anime you retard FF7"
and he said "Oh yes. I have heard of that." and I was like WHAT THE HELL IS THIS GUY. so I sat up and looked at him and HOLY SHIT he looks like a older/whiter version of the creepy guy from my japanese class. And that was when I started feeling uncomfortable.
So then he said "Is Tifa the main character of Final Fantasy?" and I said "No."
By now I was kinda looking for a way out of the conversation. But I didn't wanna be mean or anything. I also realized he hadn't even noticed my sister. So he was like... flirting with me or something...

Y'know how guys tend to pretend to have everything in common with a girl when they're hitting on her? And they pretend to watch all the same TV shows even when they've never even heard of it? So I figured that was what this guy was doing. Cos the guy was like TRYING to figure out Final Fantasy XII or something. But it was a funny conversation, cause the creeper asked "Is Tifa your favorite character?" and I said "No." and he said "Who is your favorite character?" and I said "Zack." and he said "Is Zack the main character?" and I was like LOL NOOOOOOOOOOOO. But I said "Why don't you know who the main character is?" and he said "Well, there are many characters with very detailed backstories and plots surrounding them." Who talks like that? Anyways, I said "But... the whole thing is centered on this one person, and they're in every effing scene. It's pretty hard not to know they're the main character." Then he switched the topic to his costume. He said he cosplaying as... Honchkrow... wait wtf? A pokemon? Seriously???

AND THEN he spewed out all the known facts about the stupid pokemon (Honchkrow is even worse than Farfetch'd. ARGH) and how there was some trainer who owned it and was all mean to it or something and I was like... ]]> ~HakuHana http://HakuHana.deviantart.com/journal/23175377/ http://HakuHana.deviantart.com/journal/23175377/ Fri, 13 Feb 2009 13:58:11 PST Chickensmoothie wayyy more than I should've been. It's ridiculous XD

I've been doing commissions for people, and I would advertise here, but I'm already swamped, and I actually don't really want any more D8>
_{...and no one here would request one x]}

I'm planning on uploading the various commissions I've done, but just... not today lol.

But that explains why I haven't been on for like, two weeks.
And I'll be gone for the next week too. Skiing again c:

WINTER BREAK YES

Happy Friday the 13!
And Happy Valentines Day!
Also AOD tomorrow YAY (oshit I need to finish my costume...)

]]> ~HakuHana http://HakuHana.deviantart.com/journal/22855498/ http://HakuHana.deviantart.com/journal/22855498/ Wed, 28 Jan 2009 00:06:06 PST and uhrm... im too tired to type so ill just copypaste kaylink's journal here:

"Okay apparently there is a virus/hackign thing going around da. If you see a comment by me (or anyone) with a link that reads "rofl this may be relevant to your interests" DO NOT CLICK IT. The people's accounts who post them did not really, just look at my activity, it says I posted like 100 comments in two seconds. I'm still trying to figure out what exactly is going on because now I cant make normal comments as well.

UPDATE:

The, well, lets call it the rofl spam, is not a virus. It's an XXS (cross-site-scripting) attack. Basically because DA has very simple/low-security coding, the virus is very likely to spread by anyone who clicks it, unless you have specialized internet security programs. Since it appears that at least one DA admin has also been hit by this, it's unlikely those who are victims will suffer any banning/freezing of their accounts. The warnings are spreading like mad so hopefully this will die down eventually. Again, my apologies to anyone who I spread this too.

Please make a note to tell your friends about this or post a warning in your journal! The more we educate people, the less crap like this happens!"

repost so the word spreads even quicker c:
...or at least tell some friends about it lol

]]> ~HakuHana http://HakuHana.deviantart.com/journal/22681290/ http://HakuHana.deviantart.com/journal/22681290/ Mon, 19 Jan 2009 19:22:18 PST
So it turns out I can't actually go to AOD whether people come with me or not.

Cos my skiing trip is on the same goddamn day.
I also wanted to go to AX, but I can't go because I'm gonna be at summer camp. And I can't go to Comic-con cos its TOO FAR AWAY. Sac-anime is also too far. And no Yaoi-con for me 'cause I'm too small young.

So I'm going to Fanime and only Fanime until I turn 18.

This... kinda sucks.

But what sucks even more is that the sewing machine isn't working. So basically the three people I wanted to cosplay as... well, I might not be cosplaying.

Which would REALLY fucking suck.

And here's those links that didn't work last time:

Fanime:[link]
-incomplete- 100 List:[link]
not posting the AOD link b/c it doesn't matter anymore.

/EDIT

I kinda spent part of the last journal bashing anime.
Sorry about that.
I had to apologize for that one, because, if I didn't, I'd feel like even more of a hypocrite than I already do XC

For the last week, all I've been doing was preparing for anime conventions.

Mainly AOD.
But also Fanime, later in the year.

The thing is, I might not be allowed to go to AOD if I don't have anyone to go with.
So if any of you are going then please tell me c:
...or if you'd be willing to go, lol.

On an unrelated note - I want to do one of those 100 lists.
Where there's a list of 100 different themes, and you draw a picture for each one. Except mine's gonna be of songs.
100 songs with a picture for each.

I... I think you're supposed to find someone else's 100 list and use it, without creating your own. But I dunno where I could find a 100 songs that I liked, other than my own ipod.

So I'm going to pick songs offa there and put them into this playlist. Then they can all be in one public place :]

...Well I think it'd be fun.

]]> ~HakuHana http://HakuHana.deviantart.com/journal/22461748/ http://HakuHana.deviantart.com/journal/22461748/ Wed, 07 Jan 2009 22:07:11 PST
first off.

who the fuck said that twilight was gonna be the next harry potter?

WHO THE FUCK SAID THAT

I will find you and EAT you.
and drink your blood.
like a REAL vampire.

not like an effing cullen.
those people suck.

i mean seriously.

i remember when i first read twilight, i was like "whoaa... that was pretty cool."
but then.
i thought about it.

(yes, i like to think about what i read.)

and realized.

there was no plot.
for the first 3/4ths of the book.

really, NOTHING happened.

and i also realized
bella swan had NO personality.

and she was really mean too
and stupid
and annoying.

she was like "oh im so average and normal and i wont fit in at this new school why am i so klutzy and i dont wanna live here and its cold and rainy and wet and it sucks."

and she was like... looking down at the people at her school, even though all they were trying to do was be nice to her.
and another thing that bothered me lots was that EVERY SINGLE GUY FELL FOR HER.
and she's supposed to be 'average'???

fuck that.
she's obviously really pretty or something.
cos it's definitely not her personality that attracts the boys.

and when she's at home, all she does is cook, clean, and write letters to her mom. oh and homework.
how does this make her an interesting person?

and in the sequel ARGGGHGH
she spent the first half of the book just being depressed! what a fucking loser! and then she kept trying to kill herself.

and jacob kept helping her out and stuff.
honestly, he was so much better than edward.
until he went all werewolfy.
that was the equivalent of killing off the only character the author had even bothered to give a personality to.

and then, there's edward.
who seemed okay at first, but he went downhill. he was kinda bipolar... and controlling... throughout the book, he was just saying "dont come near me cos i liike you too much but now im gonna cuddle you and stalk you but WHAT ARE YOU DOING?!?!1 i just said not to come near me! and now you're trying to kiss me!!! okay fine lets kiss but grrrrRRRR STOP KISSING OR I MIGHT EAT YOUUUUUUUUU"

...it was pretty nonsensical.
couldn't make heads or tails of what edward was thinking.

also,
after being around for over a century, you'd think he'd be able to find a girl better than bella. seriously.

and what is UP with the whole 'sparkling' thing?
instead of looking like a pile of ashes when the vampires are in the sunlight, they look like THIS.

and also, the whole thing is about BEAUTY and PHYSICAL ATTRACTION and shit like that. its fine if they're both good-looking, but the author doesn't have to spend the whole book talking about how sexy edward is.
it just gets BORING.

speaking of the author, have any of you ever seen a picture of her?

just... wow.
she looks so makeup-ed and... fake looking.
to me, she seems really insecure and too focused on how she looks. and how other people look. oh, and if you people havent noticed yet,
SHE TOTALLY PULLED A SELFINSERTION

bella and stephanie meyer both have brown eyes and hair. also, they both act like housewives. because thats what meyer is. a housewife.

makes sense that a housewife would write such a crappy book, eh?

which brings me to the second thing i wanna vent about.

HOUSEWIVES.

i hate them. they just sit around all day and fold clothes and cook and drive kids to school and clean the house and... hmmm.... what else do they do? is that it?
how sad.

oh wait! they BUY GROCERIES!!!
big accomplishment, RIGHT!?

also thats... kinda sexist. to themselves. all the girls who go through school and get good grades and go to good colleges them settle down and have a family and dive right back into their gender role!!! how pleasant!

which reminds of a movie that i watched and hated.
'mona lisa's smile'
which started out okay, but ended really crappily.

so the awesome lady art teacher was like "break free from the place society has put you and do something with your life!!!" and the girl students were like "...youre dumb."

but then the teacher started getting to them and the girls were all happy and applying for good col... ]]> ~HakuHana http://HakuHana.deviantart.com/journal/22336850/ http://HakuHana.deviantart.com/journal/22336850/ Thu, 01 Jan 2009 16:17:15 PST
2008 effing sucked.

New year's resolution(s):

-draw something every day.
-learn to socialize.
-be happy.

I hope I can do all three :]

Remember that animation that I said would be thirty seconds long and I'd post it up somewhere? Well it's still only four seconds long. I kinda forgot about it, heh. I'll still try to get it done sometime :]

Oh also, what do you guys do when you suddenly feel an extremely negative emotion? As in, if you feel very sad, very angry, or very upset in any way, how do you let it out and/or heal from it? Please tell me your techniques, whether they work or not.
Thankies c:

]]> ~HakuHana http://HakuHana.deviantart.com/journal/22186806/ http://HakuHana.deviantart.com/journal/22186806/ Thu, 25 Dec 2008 09:48:58 PST
I GOT SOME GOOOOOOOOD STUFFF

panic! at the disco cd: a fever you can't sweat out
legend of zelda: twilight princess
a new sketchbook!
a scarf
post-its
new eraser
tons of chocolate
some weird cute squishy glowy thing
4 spiderman pencils!!!!

AND
AND
AND

SEVENTY
TWO
COPIC MARKERS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

GAWWWW
YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW HAPPY I AM OVER THAT
i said i kinda wanted 'em....
but i DEFIANTLY didn't expect to actually get them.
they're freakin expensive
like
i dont even know how much
this one website said $438....ohman im getting worried.

and bought me a cool jacket 8D

]]> ~HakuHana http://HakuHana.deviantart.com/journal/22114066/ http://HakuHana.deviantart.com/journal/22114066/ Mon, 22 Dec 2008 02:29:17 PST
HOLY SHIT

IM AS HAPPY AS A PIG WITH A COMPUTER

OLYSHIT

EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

... actually i got it back like a week ago. heh.

uhhh. thats really all that's happened.

i haven't updated anything yet... sorry.
but i decided ill start posting on NEW YEAR'S DAY

b/c my resolution is to have a picture for every day of the year. (but that starts taking effect in '09, so no updates for the rest of the year!!! pfft. like anyone cares. oh well XD)

and i wont be drawing anybody anything for the other holidays cos i hate you all.
just kidding.
i just donno what to draw for all you people.

oh actually if you request something in the comments then ill draw it. i mean if you want a picture from me lol.


the break from school actually seems really... long... haha. not in the bad way! but just... well idk. i never thought id say that though.
ive been doing absolutely NOTHIIINNNGGGGGG. and it kicks asss!!!! not having to do school makes me feel so much better. about everything.

i was gonna rant about finals... but that brings back painful memories D8
so ill talk about something else saddening.

DUMBO
AHHHHHH
HOLYCRAP

thats the saddest movie ive ever seen!!!! i just watched it and i cried alot :[
like when he was visiting his mom... that was so sad.
i always cry at that part tho.

but the beginning was so cute!!! when all the babies were being delivered to their parents-!
that was so sweet.

but mrs. jumbo [lolfunnyname] didn't get one. and she was like "oh thats my baby! oh wait no its not... oh THAT ONE is- wait... no its not that one either......" i felt sorry for her. :/

another movie i watched today was indiana jones II:

THE TEMPLE OF DOOM

..which i hadn't seen before in my life.
HOLY CRAP IT SUCKED (its even worse than the title).

i thought the crystal skull one was bad... you aint seen NOTHING compared to this shit.

so this guy was running toward indy and gonna impale him on a spear then indiana just dodges it and the guy manages to pole vault himself into a boiling lake of lava.

wow, wish i could do that.

and there was this cute/annoying chinese kid who was like... indiana jones' sidekick or something and his name was short round!!! that doesnt even sound asian!!!!

he was pretty short tho...

and i watched lady in the water which was probably the weirdest movie ive ever seen.

and there was this one character who was like "there is no more originality left in this world..."
but the movie was pretty fucking original. it was totally unique. and by the guy who directed the sixth sense.
AND HE HAD A MAJOR PART IN THE MOVIE TOO!!! eeeeeee hes so cool.
and hes like... this young indian guy.. how strange.
not that i have anything against indians!
its just whenever i think "MOVIE DIRECTOR" i tend to picture fat old white guys. like steven spielburg. and george lucas. and.. alfred hitchcock...
and lots of others.

i also watched the first x-men movie!!! wolverine's my favorite. mmmmmmmm.... hugh jackman.
lol just kidding. hes a good actor for wolverine :]

but he doesnt deserve the "HOTTEST GUY OF THE YEARRRR" title.

and i watched the dickie roberts former child star movie!!!
which i really really like.
i watched it for my birthday in fifth(?) grade.
and i didn't get it back then, but thats ok. i get it now and its REALLY EFFING FUNNY.
and the main actor also does the voice of cusko (sp?) from the emperor's new groove. which is another movie i liked.
alotta people didnt like it... but i did...

wow ive been watching alotta movies.
like two everyday.
...well its alot for me.
and when im not watching movies im -attempting to- work on a THIRTY SECOND LONG ANIMATION!!!
that is only 4 seconds long right now.
i really want to get it done before 2009!!!!!!!!!!
owowzers that would be so cool.
teehee.

]]> ~HakuHana http://HakuHana.deviantart.com/journal/21940639/ http://HakuHana.deviantart.com/journal/21940639/ Fri, 12 Dec 2008 00:32:58 PST
good news: i think ill have my computer back in a week or so.

bad news: i dont feel so good

i just feel a bit sleep-deprived and groggy. my eye really itches. i feel all drained like how you do after crying for a long time, but i havent cried today. i just feel crappy.

i was going to make this a journal of ranting, but it got so long and bitchy that i just deleted it.

guh, i think its just finals, or school in general, thats doing this to me. if the littlest bad thing happens i snap at someone. sorry if i blow up at you.

By the way, my mood is far from content. I just can't change it for one reason or another.

just because i feel like it:

music :]

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]]> ~HakuHana http://HakuHana.deviantart.com/journal/21722344/ http://HakuHana.deviantart.com/journal/21722344/ Fri, 28 Nov 2008 21:55:14 PST
it's my dad's old lappy, and it apperantly just 'bluescreens' after a couple 'o hours. so im scared of trying to draw crap on it cos i get hella pissed whenever i work on a pic and then the computer freezes. when its not saved.

so no artwork. just journalings and uhhhh....
ima gonna be spending the rest of the night checking any new stuff (487 Deviations and 268 Messages. Shit.) for I haven't been here for a freakin month. or something. pfft idk.

i was gonna talk about how awesome halloween was... but that was quite some time ago. maybe thanksgiving.
...maybe not.

how about CHRISTMAS!?!?
thats in about 27 days!!!

I REALLY FUCKING LIKE CHRISTMAS
ALOT

its always so freakin awesome!!! and when i ask my dad for stuff, i always get it!!!

except idk what i want for xmas this year XD

i have no freakin idea. oh well lol. thats ok.

HAVE YOU GUYS SEEN FERNGULLY 2?!?!?!?!
HOLY CRAP
THAT IS THE SECOND WORST ANIMATED MOVIE I HAVE EVER SEEN
(worst is this:[link])
and dude on the cover - [link]
the guy fairy has his hands in his armpits. who the hell does that?!

so in the movie the slut girl fairy was talking to the guy fairy and she said something like "Pits! You need to use your magic well!" and inodog and i started laughing and laughing and laughing cos PITS IS SUCH A FITTING NAME FOR A GUY WHO LIKES TO PUT HIS HANDS IN HIS ARMPITS!!!

turns out his name was Pips. damnit.

and those two animals in the bag in the background WERE NEVER IN THE MOVIE. the kangaroo was, and there were two other main char animals, but they were a wombat and a bandicoot. not a couple of retarded dogthings.

oh and that bat was voiced by robin williams in the original. in this one he was voiced but some creep with a strange voice.

i actually want to see the original tho...

gah. cant think of anything else to talk aboot. oh well.

and also i just realized the title wasnt in all caps. thats the first time thats happened since september!

]]> ~HakuHana http://HakuHana.deviantart.com/journal/21131948/ http://HakuHana.deviantart.com/journal/21131948/ Thu, 23 Oct 2008 20:09:06 PDT
recently, my tablet broke.
then it got fixed.
but now, my compy is broke.
and idk if it can be fixed D8>

and im pretty angry about it. cos now i cant update all the time. ive missed like, a week.

but at least i could use the internet w/o a tablet, and i could do crappy mouse drawings too, but now i cant do ANYTHING.
lucky me.

so basically i wont be submitting anything for awhile. cant say how long, i have no idea. i might hafta get a new computer (which sucks cos the one that just broke is still pretty new).


fyi - im using my sister's computer right now. so that why this journal is here.

]]> ~HakuHana http://HakuHana.deviantart.com/journal/21055544/ http://HakuHana.deviantart.com/journal/21055544/ Sat, 18 Oct 2008 23:27:17 PDT WHAT IS THIS MADNESS???

OMG WHUT
HAVE YOU WATCHED IT YET????
HOLY CRAP

VIC'S VOICE DOESNT WORK FOR TAMAKI
HARUHI SOUNDS OLD
AND HUNNY IS ANNOYING
TWINS ARE CREEPY
KYOUYA IS ALSO CREEPY
MORI IS QUIET
AND THEY PRONOUNCE JAPANESE STUFFF EVEN WORSE THAN ME



lol it sucks.

]]> ~HakuHana http://HakuHana.deviantart.com/journal/20817663/ http://HakuHana.deviantart.com/journal/20817663/ Fri, 03 Oct 2008 23:36:22 PDT
damn that was quick!

eeeeeeeeeeeeeee im happpyypypyy!!!

lol we watched iron man and dad said "if tony stark could build that, then i can fix your tablet."

hehe
hes so cool.


OH ALSO ALSO
im gonna start watching blood+
we started getting it from netflix. i heard good stuff about it.

so, if anyone's seen it, tell me what you think of it plz!

]]> ~HakuHana http://HakuHana.deviantart.com/journal/20786454/ http://HakuHana.deviantart.com/journal/20786454/ Wed, 01 Oct 2008 23:56:30 PDT GODDAMMNIT
WHATTHEHELL!?!??!?!

MY TABLET BROKE

GAHHHHHHHHHH
WHY?!?!


im really really reallly really really really mad/sad/angry/depressed/pissed off/upset becuase i was drawing this mildly funny thing when suddenly the tablet stopped working. the little blue light went off. it just... died.

so i asked my technology-whiz dad to fix it, and then he asked how it was for the whole time ive had it. i said it had been going all weird since january, and it would only work if i held the wire at a certain angle.

and when dad heard this he was like "if you had told me that back then, i would've been able to fix it. now i can't."
but the thing was, I TOLD HIM IT WAS GOING STUPID AND HE DIDN'T DO ANYTHING.
and now hes freakin saying it was my fault!??!
WHAT THE FUCK

but anyways i wont be able to upload anything for awhile. ill try to find old stuff, or draw on mspaint. sorry.

]]> ~HakuHana http://HakuHana.deviantart.com/journal/20607911/ http://HakuHana.deviantart.com/journal/20607911/ Sun, 21 Sep 2008 18:42:00 PDT
oh right, cos its fanart.
bleh.
jeez.
i hate how fanart gets so much popularity.
and i know ive griped about this before so im shutting up XD

SO my birthday finally happened and i got BOOKS!
LOTS OF BOOKS
YES
NOVELS
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
and uh.... some manga.... and an edgar allen poe book. just because hes so screwed up. 8D
and i got a stephen king book. and then another one. i got "It" and "The Mist"
and pendragon books!!!!
HOLY SHIT
WHO HERE READS PENDRAGON!??!? DID YOU READ THE NEWEST ONE?!?!? HOLY CRAP I COULDNT BELIEVE THE ENDING!!! HOW IS HE GONNA MAKE ANOTHER ONE!!! HOW ARE THEY ALL TOGETHER???
just AHHHH
WHAT THE DICKENS IS GONNA HAPPEN NEXT?!?!?


anyways.....
i havent posted anything so far about school, so here we go (bobby's line lol).

so on the 1st day of school i looked at my schedule for the first time ever and realized that my pe teacher from last year is my history this year and i freaked out. how is this guy gonna further my education??!!? hes a freakin water polo coach!!! i hate water polo coaches!!!!
so anyways i walked into the classroom thinking "man oh man i gotta transfer outta here"
then i looked up and the first person i saw was and i was like AHAHAHHAHAHA YESSSSSSSSS NO TRANSFER FOR MEEEEEEEEEEE
and then we realized we had OVER HALF OF OUR CLASSES TOGETHER!!!! dude that was kickass!!!

but anyway so we have these current events quizzes every friday and last friday one of the questions was like "which museum just relocated?" or something and i was just thinking "how the hell are we supposed to know which museum that is? maybe there was some tiny one in europe or something that no one cares about" but anyways no one got it right.
BUT the next day on the news it was like "A MUSEUM JUST OPENED! YAAAAY!"
....
...
HOW THE HELL AM I SUPPOSED TO KNOW THE NEWS BEFORE IT APPEARS ON THE PAPER. I DONT HAVE CABLE. I CANT WATCH THE NEWS (nor do i want to). and also... the tv news stations are all... biased and crap. so yeah.
however im willing to read the newpaper. i actually like reading it lol.

and at first im like WHY WE TAKE STUPID CURRENT EVENTS QUIZ IN HISTROY???
and teacher says its cos "the current events now become the past events o' the futuer...and also they affect you now so KNOW WHATS HAPPENED AROUND HERE"
and i mean... i guess that makes sense.....
so okay, ill keep up with the current events :]
but THEN hes like "orite theeres gunna be school football questions there too haha."
GAHHHHHHHH I DONT CARE ABOUT FOOTBALL!!!! AT ALL!!! I WISH IT DIDNT EXIST!!! THAT WAY SOCCER WOULD BE CALLED FOOTBALL LIKE HOW IT IS IN SENSIBLE ENGLAND!!
sorry to any football fans reading this, but yes. i think football is dumb.
it doesnt affect me in any sort of way, and it wont make the history books in the future. so really. why care about it (unless youre on the team or something).

um wow that was alot of capitalizationizing. lawla.

my lit teacher has this creepy obsession with orlando bloom... she has this GIANT poster of him that says "READ" and hes in a library holding a book and TRYING DESPRATLY to look sexy. but um... idk. hah.
also hes dyslexic or something so that made it even funnier.
and also my teacher was talking about how boring most kids notebooks were and how you cant tell 'em apart so shes like "i encourage you all to get interesting, not boring notebooks, such as this one" and she holds up a notebook with orlando's face on it.
everyone groaned.

i remember HOPING and WISHING that i would get a reallyreally good math nd science teacher this year. so that half-way came true.

so i thought my math teacher was pretty normal, UNTIL this one thing happened. so yknow how when you draw on your papers, the teacher either ignores them or tells you to stop drawing. so i doodled on the back of my homework. then i turned it in, got it back, and there were all these corrections on the problems and stuff. then i turned it over cos i didnt like looking at my score and there was writing on the back. and HE WAS WRITING ABOUT MY DOODLINGS. he wrote "wow, these are pretty good. i cant draw guys to save my life and i cant draw girls that look like girls." and i was SO HAPPY.
IVE NEVER EVEN HEARD OF A TEACHER DOING THAT BEFORE!!!! COMMENTING ON A STUDENTS STUPID SKETCHES??
so i read it and i was like "i think im in love" "youre the best math teacher in the world"
so yeah.
hes awesome. ~HakuHana http://HakuHana.deviantart.com/journal/20118417/ http://HakuHana.deviantart.com/journal/20118417/ Sat, 23 Aug 2008 18:40:03 PDT [link]
....which is definatly NOT what i was looking for.

blahhhh

what's it called?
when you're on a surfboard, holding onto a handle which connects to a parachute and you just get pulled over the water all quick-like. WHAT IS IT?!

]]> ~HakuHana http://HakuHana.deviantart.com/journal/19685475/ http://HakuHana.deviantart.com/journal/19685475/ Sun, 10 Aug 2008 19:18:06 PDT
camp was...
um.
ok.

i guess. :/

it WOULDVE been really cool but there was someone who... totally... killed the experience for me... y'know?

but moving on.

so i know i just got back but i have to leave AGAIN on thursday and im getting back on wednesday. and then AHHHH SCHOOL IS STARTING!!!
I REALLYREALLYREALLYREALLYREALLY DONT WANNA GO BAAAAAACK!!!!

my freshman year was dislikable for me. so yesh. i dont wanna head back anytime soon.

ANDAND i was supposed to get the stoopid email for waterpolo about hell week but i havent gotten it yet nd i think its cos my coaches dont want me to come back XD.
im actually debating on whether i should do wp or not this year. it was really reallly hard nd i never enjoyed the practices nd i sucked at it nd i never had enough time to do homework nd i kept missed classes nd stuff. ahah.

but it is very good exercise.
O SHIZ AND I NEED THE PE CREDIT.

why do people make school so complicated!? okay thats a dumb question, but i cant think of any other way to put it.
I JUST HATE PUTTING UP WITH SCHOOLTSRGHOKSDFG

but, as octimus prime says, stay in school kids!

]]> ~HakuHana http://HakuHana.deviantart.com/journal/19278020/ http://HakuHana.deviantart.com/journal/19278020/ Tue, 08 Jul 2008 17:02:57 PDT (well actually, my tablet had this weird thing going on wehre it only worked if the cord was in a certain place... so i taped it like that, and it works ok. lol.)

o dude so i watched the arisocats and WTF?!?! i was just watching it and thinking 'holy shit this is so BAD' there was this one part near the beggining where the chick who owned the cats was like looking around the room or something and you could TELL she was outlined in pencil!! you could see the graphite like... rustling in her hair as she turned her head and i was thinking what kind of a crap job is that?! is this the finished product!? and they reused soooo many clips adn ARGH. it was sooo bad. they didnt even have shadows!!!

anyways.

i also saw cinderella, which i actually liked when i was younger. but it was dissappointing :/. it was wayyyy worse than i remembered. and those mice were sooo friggen annoying... still loads better than aristocats tho.

I WATCCHED MULAN!!! shes my fav disney person (ANYONE WHO THINKS MULAN IS A DISNEY PRINCESS IS STUPID) EVER because shes so freakin KICKASS and smart!!(and asian)!!! omg it was so sad/funny when they were singing 'a girl worth fighting for' and they were talking about their ideal woman then mulan is like "how 'bout a girl who's got a brain! and always speaks her mind?" then the guys are like NAH!!

AND the most recent disney movie i watched was Hercules WHICH IS REALLY EFFING GOOOD!! i never really payed much attention to how incredibly awesome it was. nd the person who voices meg also voices lin from spirited away!! i still like aladdin more tho... hurhur...

]]> ~HakuHana http://HakuHana.deviantart.com/journal/19135787/ http://HakuHana.deviantart.com/journal/19135787/ Mon, 30 Jun 2008 21:01:36 PDT it was about what i expected. johnny depp looks exactly like how he did in edward scissorhands XDDD. nd he was an okayish singer.

i also watched the greeeeeen mile againnnn which is one of my favorite movies cos after its over you have to keep thinking about it.... for a longlong time. its pretty cool.

i saw that new futurama movie. the beast w/ a million backs one. it was pretty good. i liked it. it wasnt actually that funny, but it was still good. :]

and ive been thinking about four eyed monsters (its a movie you guys) alot... its a really cool movie. its so freaking real!! no traces of a hollywood romance there... it used to be up on youtube, but now it's not D8>
idk where you can watch it, sorry. BUT IF YOU EVER GET THE CHANCE, DO IT!!!

i saw the incredible hulk about a week ago... it was ALOT better than the old one, and it kinna reminded me of the iron man movie (also really good) AND i saw the new indiana jones movie. the one with shia lebouf. i thought it wasnt gonna be that great, but it was ok.

other movies ive seen in theaters recently: dont mess with the zohan, the love guru, get smart. i think there's another i forgot... idk.
btw, i didnt really want to see any of those three movies.

i normally dont go the the theaters that often. i only went once a year, and it was only to see the newest harry potter movie (cos id be a potterholic >:K ), so im getting tired of all this movie-watching really fast.

i mean i love watching a good movie, (who doesnt?) but thats the thing - i like watching GOOD movies. just good ones. i hatehatehate shitty ones. my least favorite movie genre is the one that has napoleon dynamite in it. i guess that would be new, unfunny, comedies. things that purposely use really crappy specials effects cos they think its funny.
but i friggen HATE the jokes in those movies!! they're all just sex jokes! i mean, sex jokes can be pretty funny, but making movies that totally revolve around them is REALLY FREAKING RETARDED .

if i have to watch another one of those this month, im gonna kill the person sitting next to me the same way johnny depp killed allen rickman.

]]> ~HakuHana http://HakuHana.deviantart.com/journal/18913549/ http://HakuHana.deviantart.com/journal/18913549/ Wed, 18 Jun 2008 14:24:29 PDT pay no attention to this to-do list people!
its just tehre so that everytime i see my bootiful dA page, ill be reminded that i need to get this done. w00t.

to do list:
-pokemon page----------------get done before
-skinny jeans smiley guy-----katie gets back
-dance!costumed L & light
-CHANGE COMPY
-art jumble thing
-finish sp meme!!
oshit there was somthing else... dammit i cant remember..
ill prolly add more later




AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

HOLY SHIT IM SO CONFUSED!!
my whole freakin life is going round in circles or something, i swaer. and im getting dizzy as hell.

so a bunch of shit happened and i cant post it up here BUT there's something i can say --- when you sneak out, dont get caught.

i sneaked out, and got caught. at like 2 am. AND i had my mom's laptop with me. HONESTLY i was going to the park with my friend to watch a movie on the laptop. like i wen tto the park, watched the movie with her, came back, and my sister told me that mom had realized me and her laptop were missing, so she freaked out fora while. but she was asleep when i got back. so i didnt get killed immediatly.

but i freaked out really badly anyways.


BUT enough about bad shit. lets talk about happy things!!

i watched mrs. doubtfire again!! i lov the part where that theif tries to take mrs. doubtfire's purse and then she/he's like "GTFO BASTARD!!" and the greaser runs away XD

AND i saw aladdin again!!!! i hadnt seen it fer like two years!! so at the beggining when he appeared i was like JAWDROP! this guy is sexy!!! and now hes my fav disney char. :]

and i watched the road to el dorado, and it was funny as hell!! im like, reliving all these childhood movies :]
and miguel is hot.

]]> ~HakuHana http://HakuHana.deviantart.com/journal/18791945/ http://HakuHana.deviantart.com/journal/18791945/ Wed, 11 Jun 2008 20:42:02 PDT

My god!! WHY the fuck am i so freakin PISSED OFF?? i have no effing idea. (no, im NOT pmsing, so shut the fuck up about that oh-so-idiotic theory)

I feel really retarded for acting like this. ive been trying my hardest NOT to explode for the past few hours!! and i havent punched any walls yet, so i figure im doing ok.

but HEY. you never know.

what i normally do when incredibly angry is take a walk to the park. but that only works when its dark. around midnightish. just so no one else is out.

i hate seeing people when im mad. i hate hearing them, seeing any evidence of their existence, or anything to do with the human species.
thats cos we seriously fucked up everything. by everything, i mean the world. we havent quite managed to screw up the entire fucking galaxy. for the universe's sake, i hope we never spread to other planets. ever.

its weird that im so PO'ed cuz its the second to last day of school. i should be happy, right?! EVERYTHING i can imagine going right, is going right! im not totally failing school, i have some nice summer plans (but w/o being too busy), im doing well with my friends. so im just being a spoiled brat, i guess.
another reason to hate human nature; no matter how incredibly cool, awesome, and close to perfect our lives can get, WE ALWAYS FIND SOMETHING TO COMPLAIN ABOUT.

whenever i leave home to take a walk, or hang around outside, or SOMETHING, my dear old mother always has to ask where im going. when i tell her i just want some fresh air, she fucking laughs!! WHY THE FUCK WOULD LAUGH AT SOMEONE FOR THAT?

thats almost as fucked up as hitting a child for crying. as IF that will make them stop...
only an insane satanist would do that.

i heard someone say something that really pissed me off the other day. they said "wow, people who commit suicide must be really brave."

that is not true. commiting suicide is the most cowardly thing you could ever do.
CONFESSION: i used to think suiciders were brave too.

i realized they weren't.
seriously.

suicide is just running away from your problems. if anything, SUICIDE is weak. not crying. MY GOD.



if anyone recommends me to a therapist, i will shoot them in the head.
i hate therapists.

commenting on this journal?
plz dont.

]]> ~HakuHana http://HakuHana.deviantart.com/journal/18616230/ http://HakuHana.deviantart.com/journal/18616230/ Sun, 01 Jun 2008 19:17:27 PDT FUCK YES!




...

ok so its not a big thing to be happy about, but FOR ME IT IS SO SHUTTUP.

but, moving on now---FANIME!!!!! was so effing awesome! I went with onepenguin the first day and we didn't know what to do so we watched a crapload of weird asian movies. and we couldnt see the subtitles.
BUT WHEN THAT GUY FRIED AN EGG ON HIS FIERY HAND I CRACKED UP SO HARD!!

second day - i also whent with onepen, and we wandered around UNTIL I FINALLY FOUND SOME COOL PEOPLE!! then my sister ditched us and we hung around, waiting for commisions to finsh up nd stuf. and we got to see the fma date rape amv!!! the song started and i was like YESSSSSSSSSS because that is one of my favorite amvs. [link]

lessee... i went as Ed and mah sis was L. uhm... yeaaaaaa

olol at fanime i went into this bathroom and i was washing my hands when this middle-aged woman walked in and she was like "whoa, am i in the wrong one??" and i was like "... uhm... no..." and she says "oh XD good. i thought you were a guy for a sec." i didn't know if that was complement or an insult. ill pretend it was flattering....

AHHHHHHH I REALLY WANNA GO TO ANIME EXPO!!!!!!!!! HOLY DAMMIT YES I DO!! BUT ITS IN LA AND IDK HOW TO GET THERE I WANNA GO WITH AN ENTIRE GROUP OF PEOPLE AND WE CAN STAY INA HOTEL AND HAVE A JOLLY GOOD TIME EVEN THO THATS ANOTHER FANTASY OF MINE THAT WILL PROBABLY NEVER COME TRUE.
i feel like crying and laughing.-hiccoff-

i always feel like that after watching any of Blondewolf2's videos. like bawling and going into hysterics, i mean.

i feel really ADD right now. scratch that, i feel ADHD right now.

AS IN i wanna pull my hair off my tiny scalp and scream at my pet frog for being fatter than me and listen to an audio version of pet semetary. cos that boook STILL isnt done. DUDE ITS REALLY GROSS.

and i want a hug [froma certain guy D8>].

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omgggg onepenguin and i have recently gone ona panic at the disco craze. is it just us, or do they sound like the beatles? their new stuff, from 'retty odd'?

GAHHHHH WHEN THE FUCK IS SCHOOL ENDING??? TWO WEEK RIGHT?? WWWWRRROONNNGGG!! more like TWO FUCKING YEARS!!! holy shit i feel so friggin edgy right now... everyone's like, "dude, when the year was going, it felt really really draggy, but now it feels short." that did not happen to me. it normally does, but this year.... nope. that whoel thing took. feels like its been a lifetime, when it wasn't even a year.

HOLY SHIT I WAS JUST DRAGGED AWAY FROM MY COMP TO TEACH MY SHITTY LITTLE(ST) SISTER ABOUT THE AREA OF TRIANGLES. not i mind ALOT, because it was going ok. but then, i was trying to explain to her why you had to divide basexheight in half when youre trying to find the area of a triangle. and i guess she wanted this to go faster or something cos she was like "well we dont have to know why we have to do this, just how." and, idk, something about that just pissed me off. so much. i was like "oh ok. well then, you have fun memorising this stuff without having any clue as to why this works. have a good life!" and i walked away.

which is kinna mean, but whatever. i didnt even want to be there!! and here i was, trying to teach her stuff, and she didnt even care that i acctually wanted her to know it!!

im so pissed off right now. serisouly. i know a few mintues ago i sasid i wanted to laugh and cry, but know i just want to cry.

... but now i feel ok. geez, i really am ADD. XD.

i dun wanna type no moar.

til next time,

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]]> ~HakuHana http://HakuHana.deviantart.com/journal/18314211/ http://HakuHana.deviantart.com/journal/18314211/ Wed, 14 May 2008 00:49:16 PDT
o shit i forgot it... i had it on th tip o' my tongue, but i accidentaly ate it. sorry :/ itll come to me later.

SO i watched lion king 2. it was almost cute, but the whole thing with kovu being half of whatsherface really pissed me off. like, she needed some guy to complete her? she never really found herself! arggg

and it looked stupid when she looked in the water and half her face was missing. lawl.

buuuuttt itsa disney straight-to-video sequel. so what can you expect, eh?

arggh im going on another minimal-food thing again ;.;
where i feel hungryish but when i start to eat i wanna puke. its hella annoying. AND I WAS HELLA WEAK AFTER SWIMMING TODAY OMGWTFKWEJN9T6WS35.

and i saw iron man. twas kickassss.... and i didn't know who the guy at the end was, but my dad did. hes such a marvel nerd XD.
he thinks its the best superhero movie hes seen fora really long time. spiderman was pretty good tho...

ORITE i went to this party that i thought was gonna be all boring and grown-up ish. but they had this monster car (like a remote controlled one that could beat up other remote controlled cars) and it had a fucking FLAMETHROWER. like, HOLY DAMN. it was hellla awesome. and the cool car crushed all these wimpy lil RCs. nd onepenguin nd me got to shoot gumdrops outta a gumdrop gun that the people there had previously made. but it ran out of air presuure really fast so it wouldn't hit things as hard as it normally would.

and at the end of the match they had this pinata but instead of beat it to death, they TORCHED IT. and i was like "aww, poor candy" but then they moved the ashes away and looked at the stuff inside and it was all little glass bottles of stuff. and this guy was like "YOU PUT LIQUOR IN THE PINATA!?!?"

and everybody got drunk and poured the alcohal ona loser car and burnt it up. it was HYSTERICS!!!!

i wanna see prince caspian (who hasa buttchin, loL. ORITE - lee, did you watch the SP ep called "how to eat with your butt"??) EEEEE PC's COMING OUT INA FEW DAYS. i havent read the book, but owell.

we got a bunch of movies from netflix that ive been wanting to see for a veryvery long time. liiiiike sweeney todd and secondhand llions. we also got juno... which looke really bad... but, i havent heard anythign bad about it so far.

but then again, i thought transformers looked rrl bad, but people said it was rrl good, so i watched it, and i was majorly dissappointed. hope that doesn't happen with juno.

is it just me, or does all the popular music these days SUCK. im just thinking about the three dances ive been to so far, and how i didn't hear a single song i liked. i remember that in middle school dances (nobody danced, lol), half the stuff they played was like, hollaback girl, nd the other half was like sugar we're going down. so those were ok.

i remeber talking to a friend about what HS dances would be like, and she said that she heard people actually danced. that was cool, but i thought she meant actually dancing. not.... freaking...

dude, freaking is such a dumb name!! people should keep calling it grinding. really. freaking makes you sound like... a freak... dur.

ALSO its stupid to get into huge groups and rub against eachother all slutty. 'specially if you dont know half the people there. and then my friends complain about guys feeling 'em up whenever they grind. well, DUH. you're pretty much asking for it.

but i am rambling.


LOL the other day i had to explain what a hickey was to somebody!! that was soo awkward. i dont think she got what i meant either... hah. she'll figure it out. ;]

]]> ~HakuHana http://HakuHana.deviantart.com/journal/17982073/ http://HakuHana.deviantart.com/journal/17982073/ Tue, 22 Apr 2008 19:18:46 PDT
south park all day long!!!

so various south park moments have been floating through my head alot... mainly butters cos he's so cute! lol.

ack but im really bored.... which is why im updating my journal. i onlyl update it if im either really bored or have something important to say (latter hasnt happened yet)

i suddenly dont feel like typing anymore. i wish i wasnt so indecisive.
buh-bye.

]]> ~HakuHana http://HakuHana.deviantart.com/journal/17831143/ http://HakuHana.deviantart.com/journal/17831143/ Sun, 13 Apr 2008 11:47:55 PDT
like.... icons and stamps nd things....


tell me if you know how.

]]> ~HakuHana http://HakuHana.deviantart.com/journal/17739309/ http://HakuHana.deviantart.com/journal/17739309/ Mon, 07 Apr 2008 20:53:47 PDT
lookit this:
[link]

yesyes, a nice dA artist, whats so strange about that?

ICON
ICON
ICON
...

hericonlooksexactlylikemineandshesabetterartistthanmesoifanyofher
fansorjustpplwhoknowheringeneralfindmethentheyregonnasayi
copiedhericoneventhoimightvehaditfirstbutmaybeididntwhichwould
reallysuckbutevenifididitwouldntmattercosshemoartalentedthanme
soshegetspriorityoverwhogetsthecooliconandiknowimjust
overreactingandcrabbybutwhateveralsoifyoucanreadallthisthenim
proudofyou.
Ack.

soooo i feel like i should change my icon... ive been thinking that i should for about a month now, but this was realy what kicked me into gear. this really isnt the best reason to change my icon, but i actually think i should. im gonna start making a new one like... tomorrow... im finishing something else up right now... blurble

]]> ~HakuHana http://HakuHana.deviantart.com/journal/17720488/ http://HakuHana.deviantart.com/journal/17720488/ Sun, 06 Apr 2008 18:07:41 PDT
[link]

AHAHAHA YES!

ahem. moving on now...
SO i got dis awesome book called train man. its a romance, yes, but its really good. and not ur average romance. cos the pretty girl falls in love with a geek and its told entirly through the forums on which the guy posts on. really good. highly recommended. ages 100+.

in case you missed it last time...
[link]

]]> ~HakuHana http://HakuHana.deviantart.com/journal/17612584/ http://HakuHana.deviantart.com/journal/17612584/ Mon, 31 Mar 2008 19:12:36 PDT [link]

some of em are kinna sloppy, but i love them anyway
lol chainsaw. my sister rocks.
yesyes, onepenguin is my sister. shes the purple one in the merman picture.

wanna leave comments? well TOO BAD.
just kidding. here's the actual page:
[link]

why did i put up separate links? because the only way to see the full image was download it, which was the 1st link
second one was the picture as well, but when you clicked on it it wouldn't expand to its full height and width.
...if that makes any sense.

moving away from aquatic dudes, i need to do some hw. bibi! :]

]]> ~HakuHana http://HakuHana.deviantart.com/journal/17248344/ http://HakuHana.deviantart.com/journal/17248344/ Sat, 08 Mar 2008 23:12:11 PST i JUST noticed it today, and apparently its been like that for some months.
for those of you who don't know her, she's one of the people working on the Balto series (which i personally think is a dumb idea, but there is an abundance of talent in it, so i've been trying to keep up) and makes some really good music videos. she made on for the lion king that i really loved and faved it. so a few minutes ago i went to go see it and the link wouldnt work, so i clicked on her account to see wat was up. OMFG DONT GO TO HER ACCOUNT. actually, GO, just to see what happened.
from what ive gathered, some hacker (who thinks furries are the dumbest thing in existance) got her account and changed the password so she couldnt get it back. he deleted all of her wonderful videos so no one could enjoy them. and he changed the rest of her account to totally random crap.
SO NOW one of the coolest people on youtube who made a vid that i faved cant get on her account anymore. that pisses me off. alot.

]]> ~HakuHana http://HakuHana.deviantart.com/journal/17169568/ http://HakuHana.deviantart.com/journal/17169568/ Mon, 03 Mar 2008 18:05:18 PST not tellin yah who them is, so dont ask D8<

o righ'.
the last journal i spent bitchin about how crappy sadies was... it was crappy, but only BECAUSE I THOUGHT IT WAS CRAPPY.* i keep taking this NEGATIVE view on life and i reely need to stop if i want to be a happy person.

speaking of which, ive been reading these newsweek articles on happiness and how it happens and stuff (like when you get the chemical rush and all that cool shit) and the first one i read wasabout how some people are genetically programmed to be happier than others. it was something like... 50% of happiness is determined by surroundings and events.... 40% is genetics... and 10% is what you make of things. when i read it i was just thinking... '10%? dude, thats nothing." i thought it would be like 90%= your take on things, 5% genes and 5% events.
and i know what some people's reactions would be to that. theyd be like "wat? how can only 5% of happiness be determined by events? happiness REVOLVES around events!"
if there's one thing i learned from my dad, its that there's always a good side to things.... and if i talk about this anymore, ill start sounding cheesey. i also cant thin of anything else to say at the moment. urg... my mentral train derailed again....

well the second article was about how really happy people functioned in society. so they went around, asking ppl how happy they were on a scale of 1-10, and the people who said 8 were most succesful in life. (they had a good job, lotsa friends, money, family, ect)
i would want to be a '10' person. i dont care if im not successful. i want to be HAPPY. there was some rich nd famous person who died of sadness(indirectly of course)... i thyink it was judy garland or something... when SHE had all the fame and fortune she wanted, but was STILL unhappy.
and at the end of they article they said that it would be ideal if everyone was an 8. I ALMOST RIPPED THE MAGAZINE UP OR SOMETHING!!!!! ARGG!!! EVERYONE FREAKIN CARES ABOUT HOW RICH YOU ARE!!!! thats just SAD.

so all this happiness talk brings me back to my original point (kindof) which is that happiness matters more than anything to me, and i am in control of my happiness. it was my own fault that i didnt want to freak dance, an made myself miseralbe for 3 hours. im gonna freak dance at the next one, even if it ripps my moral fibers up into a million liddle shreds. ill try to do wat kelly said:
"you just hafta... try and forget about how whoreish you're being and have fun"
lawl

i'd better get to hw tho... its almsot 6 (pm XD) and it takes me FOREVER to get all my hw done... ill upda- HOLY SHIT ALL I HAVE IS GEO!!!!
ok nvm ill keep talking

i just have this one last little rant to add right here....
y'know how everybody ALWAYS makes this wrist-cutting motions whenever they pretend to be emo? MAKING FUN OF CUTTING IS NOT COOL YOU GUYS!! IT IS NOT COOL!!! im not saying that because i was a cutter (i never was). i have a very stong opinion on cutting because i had a crush on someone who cut himself. granted, that was two years ago, and i dont even talk to him anymore, but i still liked him back then!!!!
hes not emo. never was, never will be. he was blonde, and dressed like a skater. he was really cute, and athletic as hell. and i noticed him cutting himself in math an i was like "wahh!! nooo!! you'll get infected or something!!!" urgg... his arms were really... ughhh. he stopped after a few months tho :]

but seriously. cutting is a serious issue. an dont make fun of it either. like, what if u and ur friends were all hanging out somewhere telling cutter jokes and one of them is a cutter and no one knows! then they'd feel all down an think everyone looks down on cutters and they need to punish themselves for it cos no one else knows, so when they get home...

well, maybe thats totally backwards or something, and im just overreacting again, but i seriously feel sorry for cutters.

AND GAY PEOPLE (sry guys, just one more rant!) i feel soooo sorry for gay people! they get made fun of so much.... and dude, pete totally sums it all up in 30 seconds. [link]
everyone loves pete.
(xept for the ppl who thing gay is a terrible diasese... THEY are the diasese)

gah, theres so many terrible people in this world.
if i grow into one, you have my permission to shoot me (hell, you dont need permission)



-=-tis all i h... ]]> ~HakuHana http://HakuHana.deviantart.com/journal/17141042/ http://HakuHana.deviantart.com/journal/17141042/ Sat, 01 Mar 2008 23:13:56 PST
i went to the sadie hawkins dance. it was really... insulting.
it wasn't even fun!! i didnt go with anyone and my friend did, so i couldnt talk to her about anything, and i was forced to wander around by myself. which i dont really mind, normally, but its gets to you when all you have to do for the next 3 hours is walk around in a dark building.
now, how is that insulting? it really wasn't. the thing that realyl got under my skin was...
as i was wandering aimlessly around, i ran into a friend of mine. shes a pretty good friend, and we have been best friends since elementary school(notice the past tense on the 'best friends' bit). and she was like
"Hey, come dance with us!" and i looked at how they were dancing and quickly declined. they were all in a line, front to back, humping eachother (call it freak dancing). my friend asked why i didnt want to and i just said i didnt. but she really persisted to get teh answer, so i just yelled at her and said it was slutty. she actually seemed to take offense. but then she got her smile back up and was like "but we're in highschool!"
I was really to strangle her or something. so, just because we're in high school we can be sluts? idk... something just sounds wrong about that... the sad part was, freaking was the only thing to do there. so... i was really bored. i think im never gunna go to another dance again. im pretty sure im going to end up swallowing those words soon, but thats going to be a sad, sad day.

]]> ~HakuHana http://HakuHana.deviantart.com/journal/17124703/ http://HakuHana.deviantart.com/journal/17124703/ Fri, 29 Feb 2008 21:15:23 PST
Im not about to go on a long rant about my life right now, dont worry.

I really dont have anything to complain about.

I just got really sad today... barely know why...

So just saying, if you think im going to continue being so happy and hyper, im not.

At least, not for now.

]]> ~HakuHana http://HakuHana.deviantart.com/journal/17017867/ http://HakuHana.deviantart.com/journal/17017867/ Sat, 23 Feb 2008 15:11:11 PST
okay so i went to lake tahoe fora skiing trip and we spent like six days there and i only just got back last ngiht. i had a couple of dreams --- one was all crazy/stupid/funy and the other was all... realistic (ish) and depressing...
the stupid one was all avatar airbendery and i was sokka and it was like the one where toph was using her earthbending to cheat on games to get some monnies. and that guy was switching the cups around with the acorn or w/e insiode it, except with this little round things that had pictures of everybody from avatar on it. like there was one with a picture of yue, one for momo, one for ozai and so on and so forth. and the guy swithching them around was all stupidly and they were falling out onto my lap, until they were all on my lap and the guy was like "if you pick the right one, you'll win" so i looked at 'em all for a while and i couldn't decide. but then i was like "i choose....." and i looked at 'em some moar.... then i was like "AANG!!! cos hes my bestest buddy in the world!!!!!!" and i totally glomped him. that was the highilight of that dream.

the sad one was all.... idk....
well in it, i went to a school dance (NOT sadies) nd i was having fun with my friends and then my ex-bf comes up to me and asks me to dance with him. for those of you who dont know, im HELLA FUKING PISSED AT HIM -in real life- so i was gunna say no, and i started to say it but i said 'yes' for some reason. and he was all happy but instead of dancing with me, we sat down ona nearby bench and he started asking why i dumped him and i started yelling at him about how he cared too much about the wrong things and not enough about me and that i was really POed when he started dissing my gung ho ness about art and when he said it was never gunna get me anywhere in life. and then i smacked him. and then he was all teary and he walked away and i woke up FEELING SO HAPPY.
but then i thought about it a little and got all depressed. barf.

but seriously tho, whenever i draw or outline something or paint i feel so.... destressed. so peaceful. and its the only thing i really love doing. and i remember when i was talking to my bf about what classes i liked, i said i liked art and writing. and he was like "well, art alone makes no money, so just draw a shitty picture and give it a good title. that'll get you famous." i was seriously ready to break up with him right then and there. i wanted to beat him up realy bad (but he takes kung fu...what a fuking dork) but i couldnt and we were still at school and everything. if he didn't say that, we might still be together. i mean, you shouldn't say that to someone who wants to make a career out of art. 'draw something shitty'... what an idiot.
im STILL mad at him for it. and that happened like a month ago and i should really talk to him about it and shit.... but ive been trying my hardest to avoid him ever since that conversation. i never want to see him again. ever.

in case you cant tell, i have a habit of overreacting to everything that comes my way.

speaking of which, one thing i havent cried about is my grade in science. it isnt high enough to get into chem honors next year. at ANY OTHER SCHOOL, that wouldn't matter. but i happen to go to a school thats 99.9999999% asian. which means that most of the population there gets a 4.0 gpa. i have a 3.8 ish one, and THAT puts me in the low classes. i hate going to good schools. everyone's always saying ill be grateful for it in the future, and i might be, but if my 3.8 would be a 4.0 at another school, and if i applied to stanford and they see that i have a 3.8 and not a 4.0 i wont get in. but if i went to that other school, and my gpa was a 4.0, then wouldn't i have better chance of being accepted into stanford?!??!
i REALLY hate going to schools that crank out smart people. espeacially when im not one of them.

as i said earlier, i went to tahoe for a skiing vacation. what did i do there? skied, built snowmen, igloos, and READ A JACK THE RIPPER BOOK!!! holy shit it was the grossest thing ive ever read. it was like 400 pages of gore. well, sure it was all explained in a very scientific, profesional manner, but it was still hella gross. it was like, se7en (the movie, not the singer) times a MILLION. what with all the letters, and the clues, taunts, and mailing of body parts... it was pretty awesome.

i reallyreallyreally love reading stuff, but not watching it. like, i like reading gory stuff, but not watching it. so i didn't like se7en, but i loved this jack the ripper book. o right -- they figured out who he was recently. walter sickert. he was a really good artist, but i dun like looking at his pictures... theyre creepy. they're like, portraits of ppl he killed AFTER he k... ]]> ~HakuHana http://HakuHana.deviantart.com/journal/16902792/ http://HakuHana.deviantart.com/journal/16902792/ Fri, 15 Feb 2008 17:30:05 PST
ANOTHER slowslowslow week has finally gone by and-why the frick is there a SPELLCHECKER on everything now? when did this happen? this is a ART website, NOT a WRITING website!!! i mean, i guess there is a writing community on devArt, but it's diminutive and not very helpful(or so it seems). i know i shouldn't judge things before checking them out, but if it was really good, i think i would've figured that out by now. seriously tho, if you want to write, go to fictionpress or fanfiction. geez.

anywho, ITS FINALLY BREAK!!! HELL YES!!!! im finally gonna go skiing!!! hence, the title. grrr, ever since this specker came along, its been slowing down my typing and stuff... as in, its not appearing on the screen for a few seconds. ahaha. i still hate you, speller.

ARG i hate my lit teacher!!! first, he says its vital to our essay that we have a meeting with him, but then he took half an hour to meet with each person so he didn't get around to everyone and i didn't meet with him so now i have to turn in a crappy essayyyyyy T.T (lawl, i luv run-on sentences)
gah, and i thought he was smart.
OMG and just now i triedt o submit it on this website wehrer we were supposed to submit it and when i did IT WASNT SPACED OUT RIGHT but it submitted anyways so now i don't know what to dooooo
and its worth most of our grade. and im gunna fail it cuz hesaidithadtoexactlymatchupwiththeoneweturnedintohiminclassand
minedoesntsinceitwasallspacedoutweirdndshitandhesgonnatakeoffso
manypointsimsohellafreakedoutnadiknowisaidididntcareaboutgrades
anymorebutistilldodeepinmyheartandicantdothis!!!!! so i sent him an email saying i couldn't do it and attached the document and now all i can do i hope for the best - and if teh bastard emails me back WHILE IM ON MY VACATION W/O A COMPY TO CHECK MY EMAIL ON, THEN SOMEONE IS GUNNA DIE TONIGHT!

omg, so in dwama today (HATE that teacher) we was watchign this movie about broodway like we do every week and it had like, this long-ass chunk all about sweeney todd and i REALLY want to watch it right now!!!! but its still not out on netflix, is it? and i want to get across the universe cuz i heard it has a really good plot (and a really hot main char) and beatles music which is totally kickass.

instead of my usual linkin park, ive been getting a healthy dose of fallout boy. i was trying to learn the drums to dance dance, but since i just started, there was no way in hell i could learn it. whatever. ill keep trying, maybe. (and i STILL havent' gotten that gladstone pad... argh i really need oneee!!!) anyways, ive been listening to fallout boy and i have like, 40 songs from them on mine and onepenguin's ipod. they're so effing awesome. i dont really understand wat they're saying in theyre songs, so i looked up the lyrics and THEY MAKE YOU THINK ALOT. its creepy, but hella awesome. and they always switch words around.... like "drop a heart, break a name..." and "robbing lips and kissing banks..." its really weird. music wise, they're songs sound alot alike. i used to get them confused with Panic! alot, but now that ive listened to both of them alot, there is a definate difference.

olol i just rememberd something - in biology yesterday, we finished watching twilight of the golds, and i was talking to kevin about it (slightyinsane knows who he is - he's the one in ur art class... the tamaki wannabe) and here's how our convo went:

Kevin: if i had a gay baby, id keep it
Me: me too.
Kevin: ...but if it was fat, id get an abortion.
Me: D8>

and we also started talking about racism, and he brought up rosa park(s?)....

Kevin:....she's SUCH a korean.
Me: wtf?!
Kevin: park is a major korean name! you should know that, haruhi.
Me: uhm.. its a white name too.
Kevin: lawl no its not. OMG ill bet she was a KOREAN GUY SPYING ON THE BLACKS!!!
Me: dude, wtf? why would koreans want to spy on the africans?
Kevin: for the chickens!
ME: LOL WTF?!
Kevin: koreans dont make good chickens, and they wanted to know how so they were studying the blacks to figure out how to make good chickens because the blacks make good chickens!!!
Me: uhm... the koreans dont really care about chickens...
Kevin: yes they do! chickens is good luck!
Me: well y didnt they spy on the africans in africa? why america?
kevin: cos' america is closer
Me: uhm lol no
Kevin: WEL ONLY THE AMERICAN-BLACKS MAKE GOOD CHICKENS OKAY?!?!

]]> ~HakuHana http://HakuHana.deviantart.com/journal/16803520/ http://HakuHana.deviantart.com/journal/16803520/ Sat, 09 Feb 2008 16:09:49 PST so, it was club day yesterday at school and i had money so i decided to eat something that day so i was asking someone where they were selling edible stuff and he was liek "CAKE" and i was like "uhm, yes thats great but what about other than cake?" and he was like "CAKE" and i was like "where cake?" and he was like " CAKE!!!!!" which is hella strange cuz hes normally all quiet and not hyper, but it was hella funny watching him be hyper for a few mintues
omg, im failing half of my classes and im so f*cking happy right now!!! i was hella depressed for the past whatever monthes and then a fw days ago i went ona happy-high and imn still on it now. being happy is a GOOD THIGN but its concequences nto so much. i think im happy because i dont pay attention to my school anymore, which explains the failing of the school, but i just feel so happy which is also strange becasue ** *** *** *** *** ******** ALOT and i dont like seeing that happen to people so close to me ;; ah well. OMG I JUST REMEMBERED SOMTHIGN THAT REALLY PISSED ME OFF TODAY i was watching my friend (who has moved to india) amv's and then i saw that our other friend had taped a looooong vid for her b-day and i watched it and i WASNT IN IT AT ALL D: back when she was here, if i had to pick a thrid bff, it wouldve been her, so why wasnt i in it?!?!??!?!?! and THEN i found out that she had BiPoLaR dIsOrDeR and she didnt tell meeeeeeeee (speaking of bipolar, watch this vid [link] XD all of the ppl i look up to end up having mental disorderssssss)
what is happening to my firends?!?!? i dont think im cool enough for them anymore, theyre not inviting me to play with them and stuff and i dont know what to do and n7/.45myb;lw4t,4my/7.,4-5iy62 im soo confused. ANYWAYS i knew i had to let it all go... all of my problems, bad grades, my relationships with people. so i broke up with ****(its not that i dont like you anymore, i DISLIKE you. gtfo.) and quit caring about my grades and stuff AND I SUDDENLY WHENT HAPPY so thats good. maybe i can be more of a friendly person instead of some weird, cold person. omg i was realyl drepressed the other day and i wrote a hate note on the back of my math hw but i forgot to erase it when i turned it in so i think my geo teacher hates me nowwww. it wasnt meant for anymroe in particular, and DEFINATLY NOT my math teach. hes nice. and wacky hair. for a teacher, an ASIAN teacher XD

haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa im so unstable right now.... mhm, so i think thats all i want to type for right now- O WIAT ITS NOT
onepenpen had a dream where she was at FANIME CON 2008 which im gunna be at so YOU'DE BETTER GO EVERYBODY.
and tell me if you are.

ok, NOW im done.

/end./

]]> ~HakuHana http://HakuHana.deviantart.com/journal/16637004/ http://HakuHana.deviantart.com/journal/16637004/ Tue, 29 Jan 2008 23:25:10 PST
in other words, i started listening to a bunch of linkin park songs... and a little snow patrol here and there. my computer mouse broke, so now i have to use my tablet for everything, but thats not an entirely bad thing.

but I'm sure no one's reading this to listen to me complain, so i'll speak about my art...

I actually don't have much to say

Ive gotten much better at drawing human anatomy, but I'm still finding ways to cut out legs from the picture. so i cant draw legs to save my life. I also have a nasty habit of making profile picture really angular and sharp, but my 3/4's and the front view ones are really flat looking, so whenever I try character head studies, they turn out retarded. o well.

so whats up with you guys!?

]]> ~HakuHana http://HakuHana.deviantart.com/journal/16198714/ http://HakuHana.deviantart.com/journal/16198714/ Tue, 01 Jan 2008 02:12:33 PST
argh, i also promised myself id stop these crappy journal entries. i reallly need to make a really cool journal... wahhh i wish i could use CSS stuff. o wellz.

cya guys

]]> ~HakuHana http://HakuHana.deviantart.com/journal/16152029/ http://HakuHana.deviantart.com/journal/16152029/ Sat, 29 Dec 2007 12:13:05 PST
OMG my daddy's takign my nd my sisterss to see Rocky Horror Picture Show today. Onstage, as a play. He got us some seats really close to the stage. For audience participation or sumthin. im kinna scaredAND OMG THE FRANKENFURTER THEY HAVE IS BLONDE!!!!! that'll be interesting.


toodles~

]]> ~HakuHana http://HakuHana.deviantart.com/journal/15768734/ http://HakuHana.deviantart.com/journal/15768734/ Sun, 02 Dec 2007 17:27:47 PST I have no idea.

I'll be playing until i complete the NATIONAL DEX!!!
which means no updates for about two years XD

]]> ~HakuHana http://HakuHana.deviantart.com/journal/14736928/ http://HakuHana.deviantart.com/journal/14736928/ Sat, 22 Sep 2007 00:33:16 PDT A new tablet is one of the many things I've been freaking out about over the past week or so... I recently got some anime posters that I've been trying to find space on my wall for. Homecoming is rearing it's ugly head, so I need to find a dress in three weeks. Also some Japanese exchange students are staying at my house for a week. That'll be fun.

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