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                <title>Merchants, looters, and ghosts</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 31 Mar 2008 22:48:03 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hi all!<br />By rights you should hate me for dissapearing like that.  Truth is I've been having an awful time lately... what with my ongoing identity crisis and another pre-emptive best-friend breakup.  Chances are when I make it through I won't even be Hatsu anymore.  But when it's all over and I know what I really need to be, I'll make a new DA page, one for the real me and not some silly pretend boy I made for the internet.  I'll probably be so different you won't rcognise me, but I know the good in my heart will still be there.<br />Toodles,<br />me.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~HatsuPahin</author>
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                <title>DoGA Club Grading</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 07 Oct 2007 19:10:05 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Just a reminder to all my watchers: the DoGA club's late summer confrontation is up for review.  It would be super cool if we could get some more people scoring the entries - as always, we made some cool stuff!  You don't even have to know how to use DoGA to participate as a grader, just an appreciation for art (Actually, all you need is a computer.  But we keep that a secret (and yes, this is still a secret, because nobody reads the stuff in parenthesis) because some people with computers are bad-weird.  Not like us.).<br />
<br />
Check it out!<br />
<a href="http://doga-club.deviantart.com/journal/14830629/#comments">[link]</a><br />
<br />
~HP<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~HatsuPahin</author>
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                <title>RPG</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 30 Sep 2007 21:42:10 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ It's midnight on a sunday, and people are still yelling in the halls.  Time for a rant.<br />
<br />
I've come up with a new meaning for the letters RPG.  They're probably most familiar to us as Role Playing Game, but now they also stand for Red Pink Green.  So what is an RPG?<br />
RPGs tend to say things like "Male Capitalist Pigs (Capichauvitalinists) are destroying the environment."<br />
When forced to participate in the market economy, we shop organic.  And we know how to shop.<br />
We make up pseudonyms like Karly Marx or Allison Gore.<br />
<br />
Reds are Socialists (although in my case it's also Native Americans)<br />
Pinks are Feminists (the somewhat contradictory femininity-embracing type)<br />
And Greens are Environmentalists.<br />
And I'm all of those.<br />
<br />
So I'm an RPG.  Unfortunately if you play me, you won't level up or find rare items (but you may have to gather your party before proceeding).  But yeah, I'm a communist, feminist, and environmentalist.  Sleep-deprivation makes me want to tell the world.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~HatsuPahin</author>
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                <title>Transmission Resumed</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 07 Dec 2006 10:51:49 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Somewhere in the Periphery...<br />
<br />
the avalon-class cruiser Katrina SteinR flys liltingly above some conviently un-named world.  They're letting GunnR fly the blasted thing again.<br />
<br />
CommandR: Are you sure this is the planet where Hatsu Pahin is hiding?<br />
<br />
ScannR: accoring to the RadR he should be right under us.<br />
<br />
GunnR: Let's blow it up!<br />
<br />
DrivR (Drunk): buh thash wud be tooo essey.<br />
<br />
CommandR: Right, we need drama!<br />
<br />
Suddenly a beam of pure energy dramatically slices through the Katrina SteinR.  <br />
<br />
FixR: Logic drive is completely destroyed!  Activate redundancy systems!<br />
<br />
Hovering infront of the viewport in utter protest to logic is Ami, Hatsu, Hatsu, Hatsu, and Hatsu (now that's redundant).<br />
<br />
Ami: Oh, just go away.  We're trying to sleep!<br />
<br />
CommandR (teary eyed): It's really you!  all of you!  Blake be praised!<br />
<br />
Ami is suddenly inside the Katrina SteinR.  She ties the crew up with licorice then commandeers the warship.  The Hatsu get to work on various projects like fixing the scanner (impossible without the disk) and making mods for Total Annihilation.  Christmas is coming and they're gonna be prepared.<br />
<br />
Ami (wearing santa hat): Inner sphere, here we come!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~HatsuPahin</author>
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                <title>Color me gone</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 01 Oct 2006 19:08:05 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I've been so out of it that there's really no getting back in.  To add to that, I lost the disk for my scanner so I can't even upload those sketches for Ranos and Sakurapedals.  I will do that when I fix the bloody thing, but aside from that there's no more deviations from the Hatsu department.  My art vehicle is out of gas, and I don't feel like pushing it all the way to the next waystation.  But if I ever get there, I'll get Murray the mechanic to drive me back to the art vehicle and fill it up, as long as no bandits got to it first.<br />
<br />
Hatsu the she-man trudged along on its way, but it waved goodbye saying "don't you sigh, I'm mindless anyway!"<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~HatsuPahin</author>
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                <title>on a lighter note.</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 30 Jul 2006 17:08:31 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ k, Sakurapedals had this as her journal and I replied to it, so:<br />
<br />
For the first five people to comment here, I will draw one free sketch. In return for said sketch, you must make this same offer on your own journal.<br />
<br />
Besides, I can't think of anything I want to draw these days.  So give me some inspirations!<br />
And I will substitute quickie DoGAs for sketches if you ask me to.  Note that any time I try to do a quickie (sketch or DoGA) it somehow explodes into a massive project, but I'm fine with that. ]]></description>
                <author>~HatsuPahin</author>
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                <title>STUPID Syndrome</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 17 Jul 2006 14:04:59 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Self-Torment Under Potentially Important Decisions Syndrome (STUPIDS) is a condition which causes individuals to habitually make majoy decisions against their obvious best interest.  While it's likely that a significant percentage of the human race has this condition, only one named case exists - that of one Hatsu Pahin, last known to be gender-challenged college student living in the United States of America, and the current expert on STUPIDS.<br />
Miss/Mr. Pahin was self-diagnosed with a case of STUPIDS after accepting a second summer job on july seventeenth, two thousand six.  (S)he had commented within the past twenty-four hours of this decision on how content (s)he was with his/her current lifestyle, and during the twelve hours preceeding the decision Pahin resolved to turn down this job offer.  Pahin had no need for extra funds, and has expressed quite an pronounced dislike for "paper" (money) over the years.  The decision to devote his/her saturday to acquiring funds that will most likely never be used must have been made at the spur of the moment.  Pahin claims (s)he phoned the manager of an organization or corporation, whose name will be kept confidential, to refuse the job offering.  In the thirty seconds that (s)he was on hold before speaking to the manager, Pahin's self-trauma directive must have activated.  Pahin told the manager that (s)he would be available for the job, when, in actuality, Pahin had only just enough down-time during the week with the previous arrangement.<br />
"I need more than twenty-four hours a week in which I can be... irresponsible," Pahin told his/her mother the day before.  Before accepting this job, Pahin's saturdays were entirely clear of commitments.  In making this decision, Pahin cut his/her downtime to friday and sunday only - these days will obviously be spent in passive preparation for the next-day's work and tending to family matters.<br />
Pahin believes the current arrangement will not impede his/her artwork, which is already at a record low.  (S)he does however, predict that (s)he will have a breakdown in the near future.  The current expert on STUPIDS can only agree with Pahin's self-prognosis, and advises Pahin to drink more tea and pretend to be a Zelonian champion when not at work so Pahin can forget (s)he even exists.<br />
Pahin has a history of Self-traumatizing decisions.  (S)he has a high tendancy to agree to doing things (s)he doesn't want to, and more often than not actually does them too.  Pahin is very easily taken advantage of - a cause for this has yet to be determined, but it might actually be his/her overwhelming compassion for others that often blinds his/her better sense of judgement, as well as his/her sense of what others actually would like him/her to do.<br />
As of yet, there is cure for STUPIDS.  The only treatment is heavy doses of tea and hardcore roleplaying.  Both are known to aid in forgetting one's self-threatening decisions, but the expert also belives they may be responsible for the existence of STUPIDS in the first place, or exist as side effects of the self-trauma symptom.  Perhaps a more appropriate name for this condition would be TEARS (TEa And Roleplaying Syndrome), but that seems far too dramatic for expert Pahin's liking.<br />
<br />
If anyone has any experiences they belive are related to STUPIDS, feel free to share them, as they will aid Pahin in both research and recovery. ]]></description>
                <author>~HatsuPahin</author>
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                <title>Apology for the Comments</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 03 Jul 2006 06:06:07 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Or I should say, lack of comments.<br />
I make a point of trying to look at everything the people on my devwatch create, but often viewing other's artwork and writing leaves me with alot of intangible thoughts that are really hard to put in words.  I feel this obligation to let people know I actually look at their creations, so I try to come up with something I can put in writing on the spur of the moment.  Unfortunately when I do this it can sounds stupid or mocking - either I don't know enough about the subject matter or I don't fully understand the creator's intention in the piece.  So I'm sorry if any of you thought I was making fun of your work or anything, it's just that I'm bad with words when I have less than a day to choose them.  Yes, I could take twenty-four hours for every piece you guys make and come up with something meaningful and insightful, but I'd never get through them all unless I lived to be nine-hundred and something.  And at the same time, I don't want to just write "Clutch" or "Nifty" which sums up my actual tangible thoughts about most pieces.  And you probably don't want me to write "well rounded shiny hardware with a softness of hug character that could easily fit inside the cake panzer, gatling ver. with gusto" - which is a paraphrasing of a thought I often have when viewing the floodling's artwork, and is definitely a compliment if you think as abstractly as me.<br />
In short, I'm no longer going to try to write meaningful tidbits if I have to force myself to think of them.  If I have an immediate insight or it reminds me of one of the more concrete dreams I've had I might say something, but other than that you just have to trust that I'm actually viewing your artwork, reading your stories, listening to your music (if only DA supported it) and actually care about you all, because I do! *massive huggage!* even if I am mostly silent and sometimes take a month to getting around to viewing things. ]]></description>
                <author>~HatsuPahin</author>
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                <title>And I thought it was summer vacation...</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 27 May 2006 21:32:23 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Seems like now that alot of people know I'm out of school for the year they're all demanding my time at the same time.  Between Karate, home life, and my web buddies I have a full plate.  That's not neccecarily bad, it just means I have like zero free time.  Don't expect any art within the next three months unless someone else told me to do it. ]]></description>
                <author>~HatsuPahin</author>
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                <title>New Car, New Computer, Old Gundams!</title>
                <link>http://HatsuPahin.deviantart.com/journal/8811289/</link>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 18 May 2006 19:34:06 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hiya everyone!  Sorry I dissapeared for awhile - with the semester grinding to a screeching halt what free time I had was spent binging on Gundam paraphenalia.  For some reason I'm addicted to mobile suits again, but that might mean some DoGAfication.  Especially because I've finally broken down and decided to get a new computer.  Yes, Hatsu is upgrading!  That means faster rendering with more polygons, yo.  The new unit should be ready by next monday and I'll try to belt out some dead-awesome renderings.<br />
<br />
As many of you know, the mighty Geo is no longer in my posession.  I'm letting the junkyard hold it for awhile - when I have my own income I'm buying myself a clunker and restoring it, maybe I can get some parts from the original?  The current replacement is a blue Ford Escort that I've unoficially dubbed the Kampfer (gah-dang Gundams again!).  It's way too big, but probably the smallest thing my parents will call safe.  It also absorbs pollen.  From a distance it looks green because of all the pollen caked up on it.  I'm sure it'll come off when it rains though...<br />
<br />
I'll try to catch up on all my messages over the next week or so.  I'm still a little burned out from the end of the semester, but a little R&R and a good dose of giant robots and I'll be back up to operating speed.  Later all! ]]></description>
                <author>~HatsuPahin</author>
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                <title>How the heck do you put avatars in a post?</title>
                <link>http://HatsuPahin.deviantart.com/journal/8587260/</link>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 25 Apr 2006 23:49:31 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I've been trying to figure out how to do it ever since I came to DA, and I even tried to find it in the help section.  It seems like something that everyone but me was born knowing how to do.  I've tried everything I can think of... how on earth do you make someone's avatar appear in a journal or deviation? ]]></description>
                <author>~HatsuPahin</author>
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                <title>Superweapon Contest</title>
                <link>http://HatsuPahin.deviantart.com/journal/8491722/</link>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 16 Apr 2006 17:15:09 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ You might have noticed the Ami model in my gallery.  It's for <a href="http://doga-club.deviantart.com/journal/8488360/">[link]</a> , a contest between a few DoGA-obsessive people like me.  Please head on over and check out the awesome stuff we make, and feel free to participate in the grading as described in that journal.<br />
And I'll say it again - if you want to enter contests in the future, go ahead and join the DoGA Club! ]]></description>
                <author>~HatsuPahin</author>
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                <title>My lasy connection to reality has a busted frame</title>
                <link>http://HatsuPahin.deviantart.com/journal/8369425/</link>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 05 Apr 2006 00:45:46 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ As many of you know, I drive a twelve year old Geo.  Well, I had a little scuffle with a curb the other day - no harm done, just a blown tire and the wheel put out of alignment.  But in repairing the damage, we discovered that the brakes were fried - something I'd never have noticed because I drive it 5 miles under the speed limit and coast to a stop.  While trying to repair the brakes, it was found that the entire frame is damaged beyond repair.<br />
<br />
Normally I should be excited - I get a new car, probably a better one out of this.  But my Geo was more than just a car, it was a symbol to me that there is a real world.  Geo Metros are cars that are neither proud nor afraid of what they are.  My car was more human than I was, and it helped shape me into someone who could accept that I might not be able to save an entire village of helpless refugees, but I could probably be a teacher if I tried.  The geo taught me not to to be a superhero, just to be somebody's hero.  And even if I get another Geo, it cannot be "the Geo."  It will be a cheap immitation, a false slavation.  My sense of reality goes to the scrap pile with that vehicle.<br />
<br />
Also, my master plan was to continue driving it for another year or so, and spend the money I'll now have to spend on a car on a better motor scooter or motorcycle once I get a liscence for those things.  I can say farewell to that plan.<br />
<br />
I'll be lucky to make it through this with a nervous breakdown and several sleepless nights, but without a pillar of reality chances are I'm going to seek out a religion that will let me do missionary work wether or not I actually belive in their dietys, just so I can go become a superhero somewhere.  I wanna save lives now, I want to go live in squalid conditions so I can bring aid to the suffering.  I want to wake up and find myself in one of my "Hatsu dreams" and if I'm lucky a big old portal will open up to Zelonia for me and I can just waltz right in like I used to, back when I thought this dream world I usually live in was the real world. ]]></description>
                <author>~HatsuPahin</author>
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                <title>A 3-D Mech contest - DoGA Battle</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 15 Mar 2006 23:02:54 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ All right, if you don't know what a DoGA battle is, it's where a bunch of us crazy mechheads make a bunch of crazyhead mechs using this nifty little program: <a href="http://www.doga.co.jp">[link]</a> . We use the L-3 version of it and no, we won't be using any of the register-features so there's no need to pay, you can build, render and save models without any fees. Information on the battle specifics can be found here: <a href="http://doga-club.deviantart.com/">[link]</a> . That's the DoGA club. <br />
<br />
The big issue is that we have a serious lack of participants. Some of you who read this are probably the people who know this.  This message goes out to the random guy who sees my page and thinks stuff like this: <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/19791285/">[link]</a> is cool.  If you're one of those people, please head over to the DoGA club page and show your support!  - even if you don't want to participate as long as you'd like to see what happens when a bunch of people who like building 3-D stuff compete for the title DoGA Master.  Raise your voices, lift your hearts, take your sorrow and turn it into anger, and give three cheers for 3-D rendering software that anyone who can build with legos can use!<br />
<br />
And yes you probably ended up with a semi-complete version of this in your inbox.  I should compete for the title "Worst Typist Ever" for being able to accidentally strike the shortcut for "submit journal" while fumbling for the shift-key. ]]></description>
                <author>~HatsuPahin</author>
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                <title>Psychology of Anime</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 27 Jan 2006 07:10:20 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hypothesis of evolutionary predisposition with regards to Chibis<br />
<br />
It is my opinion that human psychology is responsible for our reactions to specific items often seen in Anime.  First developed as a Hypothesis that evolution causes us to  percive chibi (super deformed) characters as cute, I wish to expand my resarch to take in the whole compass of stereotypical anime stuff.<br />
I'd like your help with this study.  Please provide responses to all items on this survey as follows:<br />
if you think the item is scary - you are afraid of it or it's scary to see - mark H for Horrifying.<br />
if you think the item is repulsive - you think it's awful or gross - mark U for Ugly.<br />
if you think the item is adoreable - you would cuddle it or decorate your room with it - mark C for Cute.<br />
if you think the item is attractive - you are physically drawn to it - mark S for Sexy.<br />
if you think the item is laughable - you find it amusing to see this item - mark R for Ridiculous.<br />
if you think the item is desireable - you wish you had one (or do have one) to do whatever you want with - mark W for I Want one.<br />
if you think the item is undesireable - you don't like it becuase you think it's stupid or uncool - mark L for Lame.<br />
if you feel that you have no opinion on the item - you are not familiar with the item, you are unsure of your feelings about the item, or you do not wish to disclose your feelings about the item - mark A for Abstaining.<br />
You may provide multiple responses to each item.  please do not write any comments on the item, simply provide the item number and one or more letter indicating your opinion of it.  there are no right and wrong answers and if you wish to remain confidential you can send an email to me from an undisclosed adress marked "Psychological Survey 1."  The information will not be associated with your name in this study and I'll do my best not to let it infulence my opinion of you (since I'm just gonna copy and paste all the responses to a word document without looking at any of the names or comments I won't know who said what anyways). <br />
<br />
example: <br />
Suppose the survey has three items.<br />
Suppose item #1 is "Little Old Men" and you think little old men are ugly but also funny.<br />
Suppose item #2 is "Pandas" and you think pandas are cute and you wish you had one.<br />
Suppose item #3 is "Guld Goa Bowman" and you don't know who Guld Goa Bowman is.<br />
your responses would be as follows:<br />
1: UR<br />
2: CD<br />
3: A<br />
<br />
Survey: (please provide your answers as shown above in one consecutive list with no interruptions)<br />
0: Please indicate your gender with M for Male, F for Female or U for Undecided.<br />
The item list<br />
1: Chibis (super-deformed characters)<br />
2: Vampires<br />
3: Cheese<br />
4: Mecha (giant robots)<br />
5: Zombies (and other undead)<br />
6: Flowers<br />
7: Little Girls (younger than 12)<br />
8: Cake<br />
9: Adult Cats<br />
10: Little Old Men (less than 5 feet tall)<br />
11: Heero Yuy (Gundam Wing)<br />
12: Glasses (corrective)<br />
13: Sunglasses<br />
14: Sports Cars<br />
15: Pandas<br />
16: Hamsters<br />
17: Kittens<br />
18: Little Boys (younger than 12)<br />
19: Lynn Minmei (Macross)<br />
20: 1994 Red Geo Metros<br />
21: Horses<br />
22: Babies (less than a year old)<br />
23: Tengus<br />
24: Chickens<br />
25: Firearms<br />
26: Skirts<br />
27: Dead Bodies<br />
28: Little Old Ladies (less than 5 feet tall)<br />
29: Swords (European)<br />
30: Lions<br />
31: Pants<br />
32: Swords (Japanese)<br />
33: Jerry Seinfeld<br />
34: Ragnarok Online Sprites<br />
35: Motorbikes<br />
36: Motorscooters<br />
37: Puppies<br />
38: Penguins<br />
39: Blood<br />
40: Boats<br />
41: Planes<br />
42: Adult Dogs<br />
<br />
please give a respone to all items on this list.  Thank you for your time and look forward to the results of this survey.  Also, if you wish to pass this on to your friends and get results from them you're more than welcome to do so (larger samples are always better). ]]></description>
                <author>~HatsuPahin</author>
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                <title>oh well, screw it.</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 09 Dec 2005 09:33:28 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I say I'm gonna get on YIM and it doesn't happen.  I say i'm gonna read such and such a book and it doesn't happen.  I say I'm gonna look for a job and it doesn't happen.  and I even say I'm gonna post on DA and it doesn't happen.  I've been trying for like a month to think of something to post, hasn't happened yet.  please relegate me to a lurker status. ]]></description>
                <author>~HatsuPahin</author>
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                <title>Quiz thingermabobber.</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 24 Oct 2005 22:59:40 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Sakura-Chan had this as her journal and it looked fun, so here we go!<br />
<br />
Seven things that scare you:<br />
(and I quote,)<br />
<br />
1. Only<br />
2. Three <br />
3. Things<br />
4. Scare Me:<br />
5. Nukes<br />
6. Tornadoes<br />
7. and Yoko Ono.<br />
<br />
Seven things you like the most:<br />
<br />
1. Girls<br />
2. Books<br />
3. Anime<br />
4. Mecha<br />
5. Roleplaying<br />
6. Mopeds<br />
7. My homies<br />
<br />
Seven important things in your room:<br />
<br />
1. My computer - how the heck would I talk to you without it?<br />
2. Pillows, I agree they make sleeping more fun<br />
3. Books and Manga<br />
4. Anime DVD's/Tapes<br />
5. Plastic Models<br />
6. Cash!<br />
7. My moped helmet<br />
<br />
Seven random facts about you:<br />
<br />
1. Rides a Moped (incase you didn't guess)<br />
2. Can't draw a straight line<br />
3. is unemployed!<br />
4. is single!<br />
5. I sometimes wish I was a girl.<br />
6. Prefers Winter (easier to get warm when it's cold than to cool down when it's hot)<br />
7. I have trouble thinking of seven random facts about me.<br />
<br />
Seven things you plan to do before you die:<br />
<br />
1. Get published<br />
2. Visit Japan<br />
3. Overcome my fear of nukes, tornadoes, and yoko ono<br />
4. cross-dress for an extended time<br />
5. get a bigger moped<br />
6. read a whole lot<br />
7. find someone to love<br />
<br />
<br />
Seven things that attract you to the opposite sex:<br />
<br />
1. Usually I'm attracted to the girls I wanna be like.  but aside form that:<br />
2. Hair.<br />
3. Eyes.<br />
4. Teeth.<br />
5. Skirts (is that really a physical feature?  darn, i wanna wear skirts.)<br />
6. The right to be cute.  (Guys shouldn't be cute.  Although I still try to be.)<br />
7. ok, I'll say it.  Boobs.<br />
<br />
Seven things you say the most:<br />
<br />
1. Gyah!<br />
2. Bloody heck.<br />
3. Hail!<br />
4. kick ass.<br />
5. Dahm!<br />
6. Yo.<br />
7. Peace out!<br />
<br />
Seven celeb crushes (whether local or foreign):<br />
<br />
1. Ayumi Hamasaki<br />
2. Mai Kuraki<br />
3. Ami Suzuki<br />
4. Yuki Kimura<br />
5. Mini Moni.  All of 'em.<br />
6. Akira Watase (ok, she's not exactly a celebrity) <br />
7. Misato Katsuragi (she's animated, but I say she still counts. ]]></description>
                <author>~HatsuPahin</author>
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                <title>Jailbait no more!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 18 Sep 2005 21:09:03 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ By the time you read this I'll be 18.  Yay for me!<br />
anyone who can discover my whereabouts between now and tomorrow will be rewarded with cake.<br />
Um... that's about it.<br />
<br />
Can you tell that I'm not really that excited about turning 18? ]]></description>
                <author>~HatsuPahin</author>
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                <title>leave-the-comment thing</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 12 Sep 2005 10:21:23 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Sakura-chan (has no idea hwo to do the icon thingies) had this as her journal and since she responded to my comment I guess I'm going to stick it as my journal now.<br />
<br />
Leave a comment here and...<br />
1. I'll respond with something random about you.<br />
2. I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.<br />
3. I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle with you in.<br />
4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.<br />
5. I'll tell you my first/clearest memory of you.<br />
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.<br />
7. I'll ask you something that I've always wondered about you.<br />
8. If I do this for you, you must post this on your journal. You MUST. It is written. ]]></description>
                <author>~HatsuPahin</author>
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                <title>Hiragana, BLT's, and my first steps towards Womanh</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 04 Sep 2005 00:14:44 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ That's right, the traditional seemingly meaningless title signifiying that I'm going back to school!<br />
But this time, things are a little different.  You see, it's college time!  Which means I get to take pretty much whatever the heck I want - so I'm taking Japanese (I think I'm taking japanese I really think so, doodoo doo doo doo doo doo).  Due to the sporadic nature of my schedule I'v been eating lots of BLT's, as well as various combinations of bacon, lettuce, tomatoes, and other random things.  However, you have to make the bacon JUICY or else it's not that great.  I know that some people like pure crispy bacon (I like it that way with eggs) but on a sandwich juicy is the only way to go.  AAAAAND, I've started playing ragnarok again (on one of those questionabe free private servers)!  But since I'm freaking nuts I've decided to play as a chick.  I'll prolly put some pics of my character, "Celvice" on here somewhere, she's absolutely adoreable.  And somehow I have a fine personality for her - that's either A). I'm a crazy roleplayer person or B). I shoudla been a girl.  prolly a combination of the two.  Speaking of roleplaying, going back to school always puts me in the mood to do just that.  So somebody better roleplay with me before I start roleplaying with myself (gods that's just dirty).<br />
<br />
Well, best luck to us all in school, work, or whatever the heck we're gonna do this fall,<br />
HP<br />
<br />
(as long as we're here, let's see how I did since last year's back-to-school journal.  "Umbrellas" - still necessary, but less used since I lost mine.  "Dress-Up-Dolls" - see my journal from september 16 2004.  "RamenPockets" - tasted terrible, shoulda put the beef seasoning on it.) ]]></description>
                <author>~HatsuPahin</author>
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                <title>Guess what, I'm not dead.</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 10 Jul 2005 22:13:01 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Don't start trying to claim your share of my will yet, I'm still standing and breathing and paying taxes.  Alot's been going down 'round here - between graduation (Yes, I survived highschool), my new job (which is way better than my old one and I actually look forawrd to going to work now) and getting back into EVE and Tibia and about a million other things I havent had been posting many deviations or comments - but I have been checking DA occasionally and viewing peep's gallery's and stuff.  I'll try to get something up here before you all hunt me down and make me reveal the location of my secret box of random artwork - I have lots of stuff from skool, but alot of it's kinda big and I'm gonna need a digicam for it.  <br />
<br />
Hailz to my homies,<br />
HP ]]></description>
                <author>~HatsuPahin</author>
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                <title>Koyaanisqatsi</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 09 Jun 2005 22:38:44 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Go rent, buy or steal the wonderful film called Koyaanisqatsi.  RIGHT NOW.  It's the most important thing you'll ever watch.<br />
<br />
Those of you who have seen it know what I'm talking about.  And any chance you have a screenshot of the final (or more like second to last) scene? ]]></description>
                <author>~HatsuPahin</author>
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                <title>Gyah what the hell!?</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 27 May 2005 20:16:56 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I got a free subscription thinge and  all I can say is "Gyah what the hell!?"   I can't find anything!  There's all  these thumbnails and crap and the  messages display right in the box and  AAAAAAUGH it's driving me nuts.  and  there's all this stuff int he journal  thingie too.  darn I'm typing in the  header.<br /><br /><strong>Mood</strong>: Gyah!<br /><strong>Listening to</strong>: Brian Boytanno<br /><strong>Reading</strong>: Catcher in the Rye<br /><strong>Watching</strong>: Metropolis<br /><br />This would be pretty cool if I had some  kind of idea what i was doing.<br /><br />I typed this in the footer, now i'm  having fun being a moron about it.  But  I still don't like it.  any way to make  things NORMAL again? ]]></description>
                <author>~HatsuPahin</author>
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                <title>Soon the Nightmare Dissapear</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 16 May 2005 19:20:45 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I'd like to congratualte myself for  tolerating the intolerable and bearing  the unbearable over the past  4-and-a-half months.  I've finally  managed to land a new job, so I'll be  quitting the old one that's caused me  so much trouble in about two weeks.   Then I'll have like a whole freakin  month off before my new job - a  TEACHING job for special education  students in a summer camp.  So expect  to see me return gloriously to the  killing-fields and drawing-board as I  cleanly slice my writer's block in half  with a large claymoure.<br />
<br />
I have a single regret about the  impending quit of my slavery with the  grocery store.  I met a really weird  great girl there - she reminds me of a  non-sadistic version the little  sister/best friend person.  Still, why  the heck would I stick with THAT kind  of work just to hang around an amazing  spaz girl?<br />
<br />
Aside fom that I'm once again the  amazingly powerful human force known as  Hatsu Pahin.  For a while I wasn't very  Hatsu at all, in fact I was a total  anti-Hatsu, but now I'm Hatsu again so  make way for my Awesome McShweetness!<br />
<br />
Also, I'm once again hopelessly  addicted to everything remotely related  to Mobile Suit Gundam.  Hail Zeon!<br />
<br />
(title of this journal ripped off from  ZOE II's themesong.  Opening line of  this journal ripped off from a Ghiren  Zabi speech) ]]></description>
                <author>~HatsuPahin</author>
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                <title>Come in Hatsu, what's your status?</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 10 Feb 2005 15:22:01 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ *fsssssht - pop, pop crackle*<br />
This is Hatsu, can you hear me?  I'm  reading you loud and clear.  I don't  have much time so I'll make things  quick.  Stuff's not going too well out  here - I'm getting too much work and  too little sleep.  My new job  (grocery-store cart-boy) sucks, but at  least I get paid more each month than I  used to spend all year.  Now that I've  got an income, I managed to get my  hands on a vehicle ('94 geo metro)- it  ain't fast or pretty but I think it  suits me well.  Unfortunately I have  very little free time, and even less  control over my own schedule.  By far  the worst part is a near failure of my  creative drives - I almost at the point  where I need to be told to draw or  write something before I can do it.  I  won't try to deny that I'm hating my  state of life, but you know me, I'll  keep on truckin (suicide is for  quitters).  Peace for now, and if I get  any work done I'll stick it where you  can see it (post it on DA).<br />
<br />
*fsssssssszzzzzh.....*<br />
<br />
...........<br />
<br />
*STOP TRANSMISSION*<br />
<br />
PS: Getting a car makes you instantly  popular with the chicks - even the ones  who don't know you have a car. ]]></description>
                <author>~HatsuPahin</author>
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                <title>Hatsu Pahin's steady descent into pure insanity</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 08 Nov 2004 18:58:06 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Sometimes I rap.  this is kinda like  rap... or poetry... or something.  I  might add mroe when I'm bored and  p'o'ed cuz a certain someone got  re-elected (my congratualtions to his  supporters, my sympathy to those who  are gonna get sucked into his war) and  whatnot...<br />
<br />
Here I go<br />
a plummetin down a hole<br />
who knows where it goes but soon I'm  gonna know<br />
everythings a deadend<br />
there's nothin left anyway<br />
not even you can save me<br />
I'm goin to inasnity<br />
<br />
I fall unhindered to this state<br />
I'm relizing everythign too late<br />
I missed my turn and now I'm gonna burn  on the road of fate.<br />
everythings a sham<br />
the same thing every day<br />
I'm walkin with the dammned<br />
into the hole of insanity<br />
<br />
Everything's gone<br />
totally completely wrong<br />
I've missed the cance to take a stand  and turn my life around<br />
there's no way to survive<br />
when samsara clouds the way<br />
if i'm even alive<br />
my life's just insanity. ]]></description>
                <author>~HatsuPahin</author>
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                <title>Ami Dress Up v.01</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 16 Sep 2004 19:28:43 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ It's highly incomplete (only two  outfits and no background) but I just  put it out there as a  beta-type-thingie... and to prove that  I'm not I hick because I can use flash,  and that means I'm cool.  It's in the  scraps section... or click this <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/10676257/">[link]</a>  and it should go there.<br />
No you can't remove her purple  undergarments and no i can't tell you  the secret hotkey to remove them  (becuase there isn't one.  You think I  wanna do time?). ]]></description>
                <author>~HatsuPahin</author>
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                <title>Umbrellas, Dress-Up-Dolls, and RamenPockets</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 08 Sep 2004 20:38:04 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ That can only mean one thing- that's  right, I'm~a goin' back to school  y'all!  <br />
As for further explanation of the  title... It's been raining nonstop  since late afternoon, an it's supposed  to keep raining for the next 24 hours.   I got plastered even just walking from  the car to the dojo and it's just  suppsed to get worse, so any time I  leave the confines of my house I had  best weild an umbrella.  That includes  walking to across the staff parking lot  at school unless I want to turn the  lobby into a large puddle.  Although, i  think that going back to school is a  good thing for me.  School means  studyhalls an studyhalls means a time  when I can sit in the corner and draw  and nobody even really gives a flying  fart wether or not I'm alive.  Which  means I can do some long-awaited art  for a flash project i'm working on-  Highlander Warrior virtual  dress-up-dolls.  No, they won't be the  dirty kind or anything... I'm not that  good with flash yet.  so expect to see  some new stuff in the coming weeks.   School also means lunches, and that  means I get to experiment with foods.   Lunch tomorrow is something entirely  new.  i like to call it a  "RamenPocket."  I have no idea what it  tastes like yet but it sure smells  good.  anyways if it's edible I'll post  a recepie (there are, afterall, certain  procedures that must be followed to  successfully concot a RamenPocket).<br />
Well, the bowl of ramen on my lap is  nearly empty, and when it is I'm gonna  hit the sack... but not before i tend  to my dental hygeine... because Master  Asia says, "Brush your teeth before you  go to bed!!" ]]></description>
                <author>~HatsuPahin</author>
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                <title>Bored as heck.</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 05 Sep 2004 21:08:03 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hello, I'm writing this becuase I'm  bored as heck.  It seems as though  nought is happening anywhere and I  can't work on anything myself for some  reason.  Heck there's not even any good  songs on the radio! *kills realplayer*   Perhaps it's because of school?  It  seems as though everyone is going back  to school and I'm no exception.  Well,  school can't possibly be as boring as  home. *starts windows media player,  listening to just the pillows*  As far  as what i've been doing *rocking out  listening to Wake Up, Frenzy* I finally  got my Mechwarrior4Mercs Server  running.  It's got mad lag... but  already a few players.  Prolly becuase  everyone likes the maps I play and  nobody else runs them anymore.  Also I  finally moved my room to the basement.   it's small and all I have is an old  betacord, my comp, and a TV.  I'm going  to build japanese-style wall-paneling  out of cardboard (or at least try) to  stick to the walls, which are only  paneled on the outside.  I really need  to soundproof the walls though so I can  play guitar and sax and blast my  computer's synthesizer... and have big  raves... in a small room.  I'm gonna  try to find that old webcam that takes  terrible pictures and see if I can't  photograph the place.  Anyways I'm  wicked bored.  Anybody wanna roleplay  space pirates or something? ]]></description>
                <author>~HatsuPahin</author>
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                <title>Eve Online</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 28 Jul 2004 15:22:49 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I'm leaving in about 2 minutes to go to  tonfa and sword practice so I shouldn't  really be typing right now but who  cares.  Anyways the reason I've been  AWOL recently is a new game I  discovered called Eve Online.  It's one  of those MMOG's but it's all sci-fi  like and instead of a little dude with  a sword you get space warships and  stuff.  And since I now must be going  to smash things with my bokken, I will  just give you the adress for the site  so you can check it out yourself.  <a href="http://www.eve-online.com/"> [link]</a> ]]></description>
                <author>~HatsuPahin</author>
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                <title>We're a'going to the boondooks!</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 09 Jul 2004 10:26:19 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well I'm headed out to the boondocks  for the weekend.  I gotta go find my  explosives and guns so I can play with  those.  I'm gonna make an even better  rocketlauncher... one that doesn't get  rockets stuck in it and then have them  explode next to your head.  I also  gotta get my gameboy so I can play  pokemon on the trip up if they won't  let me drive!  I'm thiniking i might be  able to get some work done on HW or  maybe draw something because I'm gonna  have a crapload of free time and  nothing to distract me.  Well anyways  you're all free from my incessant  ranting until sunday!  You'll miss me,  won't you? ]]></description>
                <author>~HatsuPahin</author>
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                <title>Farewell to TWD?</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 08 Jul 2004 17:46:39 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I'm not immune to stress.  stress got  the better of me at about 3:00 this  morning, causing me to post a message  on the TWD forums saying that I was  leaving them to sort out their own  problems which I contributed to.  Well,  now I've shown them my true colors.   Because I'm actually a big jerk who  thinks he can take advantage of people,  including his own family.  Or at least  a part of me is.  But no matter what  I'm still me, and if I was't me then I  probably wouldn't have been able to  make friends on TWD, or anywhere else.   And there is a part of me that did care  about those at TWD.  So really I ruined  myself while an ignorant part fo my  heart decided to unsettle my favorite  crowd.  Now it seems as if a ban is  imminent... and I used to think that I  probably could have been made  sub-adminsistrator on TWD if I ever  asked.  Of course I'm not out for  responsibilty for any actions but my  own.  And that goes for any side of me.   It's just too bad that the small good  part of me is going to suffer fromt he  actions of the big bad part. ]]></description>
                <author>~HatsuPahin</author>
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                <title>Since this is a good place to write...</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 02 Jul 2004 22:58:05 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hey guess what!  It's 2:27 in Tokyo and  I feel like writing something totally  random.  So I think I'll write a  dialoughe between two of my alternate  personalities and call it a journal  entry.<br />
  <br />
What a smashing idea, I couldn't have  thought of a better way to blow off  some steam.<br />
Yeah, it ain't bad, but we really could  make better use of our time.<br />
Poppycock!  What better have we to do  than sit here and write?<br />
We could go play some sadistic  videogames.<br />
That's no way to think now, old sport.   Why not be more creative and such?<br />
Hah, We roleplay!  We can't play tetris  without roleplaying, hows that for  creative!<br />
Well, it would be rather nice if we  could draw something for the fans here  at DA.<br />
What fans?  We only see 3 people on the  DevWatch list!<br />
Well, think about them.  Haven't they  done a bloody thing or two for us then  and now?<br />
Maybe.  Heck we still owe MadlizardX  a  Megamek match.  Something's always  interfering with our fights, eh Mad?   He's also the guy who introduced us to  DoGA.  I guess that sort of provides us  with a place to vent our creativity as  we are always somehow deprived of a  good place in which to draw.<br />
Aye, Geckoneves7 has also been a major  player in the DoGA craze, and has been  rather the tough opponent in TWD's  recent DoGA contests.  He did a flippin  good job on the first NFW2100 battle  and that's what drove us to make that  smashing Mecha for the final battle.  I  just hope we can beat him, but his Quad  sure is bloody brilliant.<br />
Heh, SakuraPedals prolly doesn't have a  clue what we just said, but she was our  first friend from Tibia.  And unlike  all of our other friends she never got  hacked, quit the game, or started  powerleveling.  So we can actually  still hunt or train with her on  occasion.  Besides she's now the reason  we want to improve our artwork.  It's  just wrong that she draws better than  us!<br />
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This has been my quaint little version  of a journal entry where someone says  who and why their friends are...  and  how do you make the little avatar  thingies appear in your text? ]]></description>
                <author>~HatsuPahin</author>
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                <title>Yeah, about more stuff</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 30 Jun 2004 23:05:37 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ 1:43 AM.  Summerschool starts in less  than 9 hours.  I'm excited!  Yeah as  if.  It's not something I want to be  doing, but I gotta do it or else drop  band for half of next year.  Plus it's  the only way I can take driver's ed and  if I don't do that my mum will stab me  in the hands with a pen.  Anyway, I've  deemed sleep impossible at the time.   So heck, I might get screamed at for  staying up to an unreasonable hour.   But that's ok with me.  I know why I  can't sleep, it's cus I always think  more and better at this time of day.   Why?  Hmm, prolly because it's 2:50 PM  in Tokyo.  And that's a reasonable hour  for me to be thinking at my best.  So I  kindly demand that the authorites  deport me to Japan ASAP or else risk me  crashing the Driver's ED car in  summerschool!  Yeah, that's another  thing about driver's ed that i will  surely find unsettling.  If i don't  even trust my parents' driving, how the  **** am I supposed to trust a kid I  don't even know to drive a car with me  in it?  I will suspect everyone of  being a psycho out to assassinate me  and the murder other  students/instructor in a suicide crash,  so I may find myself having alot of  free time late at night.  Which means I  might actually be able to get some work  done!  But I might puke if i think any  more about it.  Well, it's 3:00 PM in  tokyo now, I wonder if they've let the  japanese kids out of summerschool yet?   Heck I think school there is year-round  anyways and goes until ike 4.  But that  would be better than not being able to  sleep because I'm thinking.  Ya know,  that would compliacte things if I ever  get a girl in japan, becuase i'd have  to stay up until like 3 AM just to tlk  to her on the phone.  And think of the  long-distance charges I'd rack up.   Hmm, that might be enough to convince  my parents to deport me to Japan...  of  course it would more likely convince  them to never allow me within 200  meters of a Japan-naturalized woman  (I'd cry if they did that).  Well, I've  run out of crackerjacks and I'm still  not tired.  I could be here awhile.... ]]></description>
                <author>~HatsuPahin</author>
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                <title>More about stuff... yeah.</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 29 Jun 2004 22:45:01 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hail all.<br />
Is DA ususally jumpy (like you suddenly  screen-scoll out of nowhere) or is  there sumthin wrong with my comp?  I  may have infected my computer with  keyloggers and crap like that and then  in an attemt to remove them caused  further infection of system components.   or maybe I'm just paranoid-<br />
*pauses while listening to the pillows*<br />
-about things like that.  Anyways if I  still have a keylogger then the peeps  who put it there are getting my  keystokes streamed to them and they are  a bunch of (censorship) who like to  (censorship) a (censorship)!  Well,  I'll continue to monitor for unusual  activity, and maybe do something more  constructive than online gaming (as I  am paranoid to enter any passwords as  long as I may have a sysyem  irregularity).<br />
*despite Gackt being on I backtrack the  livestream to the pillows*<br />
So peace out and that kind of stuff.<br />
Bah.  if there was any kind fo  keylogger it's dead meat now.  I  annihilated anything i didn't recognise  as system-neccecary that was created  yesterday (which means I prolly killed  a few vital system files, but they tend  to respawn anyways).  Unfortuately i  annihilated the tibia sprites stuff,  but that's ok because it was prolly the  keylogger anyways.  I'll just do it the  old-fasioned way for my tibia feudal  japan theme (take screenshots and  modify them). ]]></description>
                <author>~HatsuPahin</author>
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                <title>Yeah, stuff!</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 28 Jun 2004 20:25:53 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hah.  I should really keep a journal in  real life instead of this one but what  the heck, I'm to lazy to get out a  notebook.<br />
Still looking for drawing of Hatsu.   Most I can find have him posing with  some woman and are totally outdated, or  esle are chibi, and I even have a Chibi  pic of Hatsu with a Chibi woman.  No,  it's nothing dirty.  I have made the  decision to purchase a tablet if i can  ever find one, becasue I had a strong  desire to draw a pic of hatsu today but  I didn't feel like walking to the other  side of the room to look for paper.<br />
My amazing journey across north america  continues on TWD <a href="http://twdfiction.proboards19.com/.">[link]</a>  I hope that  SakuraPedals doesn't mind my using of  her likeness from an MMORPG in this odd  little story.  And also thanks to  SakuraPedals for an idea I have for a  flash game about a character who likes  their manga a little too much.  I doubt  I'll ever make it but I realy need to  get off my bum and learn flash.<br />
Will post more HW.  Not sure if anyones  reading it, but give it a try anyways.   and if you don't like the first one  you'll prolly like all the others cus  the first one isn't verry funny, and  the others are.<br />
Summer School starts thursday.  No, I'm  not stupid!  I just can't fit in all  the courses I need to pass next year if  I want to take art.<br />
I've run out of ways to re-arrange th  two words, "Yeah" and "Stuff" so I'll  have to be more creative with my next  jornal title. ]]></description>
                <author>~HatsuPahin</author>
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                <title>Stuff... yeah.</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 27 Jun 2004 22:00:08 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I have nothing to say for myself except  that i have nothing to say for myself.   I just feel like writing randomly about  something.  Sort of like the way my  Fanfiction, Highlander Warrior began.   I have submitted about half of the  first part of HW, as well as that  crappy (yet amusing) "cover art."  It's  called cover art because HW is really  scripting for an OVA that will never be  produced!  But I still need cover art  for the DVD cases that will never  exist.  So expect a better one soon.<br />
I'm still trying to find a pic of hatsu  that's worth putting here.  Most of  them are too old, too incomplete, or  too chibi.<br />
So I guess I really didn't have nothing  to say...<br />
On a side note I need soemone to cast  an unrelenting evil spell on one of my  friends. ]]></description>
                <author>~HatsuPahin</author>
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                <title>Hail All!</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 25 Jun 2004 22:53:52 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hey Kids!  Remember me?  Well of course  ya don't.  But maybe you do.  And if  you do that's scary, because I prolly  don't remember you.  Well, as I  continue my journey from the arctic on  TWD Mechbay I decided to pust a bunch  of my stuff that isn't on any of my  other sites.  To see more of my stuff  look around the forums at TWD  mechbay.... whatever the heck the  adress for that is.<br />
Anyways, I feel like roleplaying now...  or maybe going to bed instead.  So,  Peace Out Dawgz! ]]></description>
                <author>~HatsuPahin</author>
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