http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:Hatsuharurocks&section=today deviantART RSS for by:Hatsuharurocks en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Tue, 22 Dec 2009 05:00:00 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://Hatsuharurocks.deviantart.com/journal/27568741/ http://Hatsuharurocks.deviantart.com/journal/27568741/ Sat, 03 Oct 2009 23:24:42 PDT
Stressed over work/watching boss's children/dealing with pissy customers
Bad fight with boyfriend
two more days of said bad fight
Everything okay again and everyone back to a sane state of mind
Boyfriend gets me flowers.
Boyfriend comes over to work to help me out

Boyfriend cleans my bathroom that Boss's ex-hubby has to shower in before he can see kids to get horse dirt off

Sarah happy with clean bathroom <3

....Boss's ex shaves in shower and leaves hair all over in said shower...

Boyfriend clean up shower again for me <3

Boyfriend moves in with me at work to take over the housework so i can just concentrate on kids and customers and work

Sarah sitting here at computer and is tired and want sleep.....at 11pm which is early for me to be tired.

Okay? Okay.

Quiz:
Do you find it hard to trust others?
Not at a shallow level, but to gain my true trust takes something special. And once my trust is gained, it is so easily lost and near impossible to get back *coughgatlincough*

What were you doing at 4am this morning?
...Sleeping?

Does anyone call you babe or baby?
Not that i know of? Sarah no like....

Do people ever call you by your last name?
Not since 6th grade

Are you wearing any clothes that don't belong to you?
No! Sexy bra all mine.

What's the last thing you put in your mouth?
Vita water bottle cause i would rather chew on the plastic than drink its ickyness...

What are you listening to?
Computer hum and house night noise

What's the very first thing you do when you wake up?
Tell Omi bella to get her little bumba dressed and ready for school/

Do you ever think "what if" about anything?
much to Dave's dislike. lmao.

Are you happy with the way things are going?
Now? Yes. Things.....are jumping at lightspeed (AKA Dave moving in randomly with me. lmao)

Are you nice to everyone?
No, because i am the Master of the Universe. D=< And i teeeeeckle small cheeeeldren till they pee

Do you play with dead bugs?
Picked up a dead spider to stare at last month.

What do you usually do when the clock turns 11:11?
not notice

Do you care too much/not at all/just enough?
Probably to a near ocd point

Have you ever kissed someone whose name started with the letter S?
Not that i can think of....but i licked Samantha's face!

Can money buy happiness?
$=Food and sexy bras. lmao

Who was the last person of the opposite sex you had a conversation with?
Jorge D=> (just came down and told me to put cat in landury room)

What are you wearing on your feet?
...the kind that are not on my feet....? Because i took shoes off....?

How old do you look?
Fork

Do you think you'll be married in 5 years?
I hope to be.

Does anyone think you are an asshole?
no, but apperantly i can be a bitch sometimes.

Are you close with your dad?
)= not as close as i want to be.

Do you think you will be in a relationship 3 months from now?
Owo if i am not, then i might be in prison instead

Do you have children?
Lol! I am 19 and i have 4 children now.

Last time you laughed really hard?
A few days ago i laughed until i cried with Dave. Or cried until i laughed. I really don't eff know anymore. lol

Any plans for tomorrow?
Day off. =3 Chiiiilllling out for once and then going home for a day to visit family.

You have to get a piercing, what do you get?
*censored to make Dave happy* lmao

Do you have a good relationship with your parents?
Decent. Again, wish i was closer. But it isn't easy

Do you want your life to stay the way it is right now forever?
Nah, but i am on a good road.

Are you a bad influence?
I shoot small child with plastic sword and tickle like a monster. >

No?

Have you ever been called a bitch?
Lol! Too many timed from my sister.

Are you excited about anything?
~Hatsuharurocks http://Hatsuharurocks.deviantart.com/journal/27206494/ http://Hatsuharurocks.deviantart.com/journal/27206494/ Mon, 14 Sep 2009 10:05:33 PDT
Today is my first day off in like....the three months i have started going back to work for Bonnie. Things are going good, and it looks like i will be also taking over the nanny job left open when Sam goes back to school for her senior year (Sam is the name of her nanny, incase i was unclear or you are not a rocket scientist/brain surgeon.)

I've been so busy with work that i have not been able to draw much, though i have been commissioned to draw art for a new jewelry company. So those pieces will be popping up eventually.

My sister has school, my dad has work, and i'll be at home with my mom. My mom is Still in bed. She went back to sleep after dropping off my sis at school. I'm alone and bored and trying to not feel sorry for myself (only because my stupid doc switched my birth control pills on me because she is a cracked out ho who didn't really like the generic brand my old doc had me on before she moved to Oregon. Had to switch me to a name brand and blah blah blah. Now i cry when i open a bag of frozen chicken the wrong way. And crying isn't my thing.)

Nineteen. The age where you can't do anything new from when you turned eighteen.

I'm tired, i think i am getting sick, and i just want to sleep on Dave lol. haha.

I have a lot of things to update on that i just never got around to. Like winning a state competition back in April for my jewelry piece. So yeah.

Anyways, Happy Birthday to me. =3 'nother year older and spazzier.

]]> ~Hatsuharurocks http://Hatsuharurocks.deviantart.com/journal/26018366/ http://Hatsuharurocks.deviantart.com/journal/26018366/ Sat, 18 Jul 2009 01:42:46 PDT [link]

It was the first real peice of jewelry i ever made, and the first peice i was actually proud of. it wasn't even worth 10$ i'm sure, but it was a major sentimental loss. I would do anything to get it back, but i don't think its going to happen. Especialy since it is a full week later since i lost it.

It had become a sort of promise ring to me, i always wore it on my ring finger, and i affectionately would think of it as a symbol of my relationship with Dave.

go figure why it kills me to have lost it. It was priceless and is probably lost to the world now. >.<

I have a lot of news on things that have happened in the past, but i am too tired to write about them right now. The short and sweet of it being i placed first in state in a jewelry competition, and i succesfully graduated from high school. w00t.

]]> ~Hatsuharurocks http://Hatsuharurocks.deviantart.com/journal/25164837/ http://Hatsuharurocks.deviantart.com/journal/25164837/ Sat, 06 Jun 2009 16:15:29 PDT
if no one sends that, who ever sends one with the closest number to 6,000 can win instead!

post a link to the image in a comment here or on a note. >w< thank you everyone for the page views!

]]> ~Hatsuharurocks http://Hatsuharurocks.deviantart.com/journal/25154709/ http://Hatsuharurocks.deviantart.com/journal/25154709/ Sat, 06 Jun 2009 02:47:02 PDT
Rules: You need google.com . Tag 3 people and answer all truthfully.

1. Put "[Your first name] needs" in google.com
Sarah needs to set up her experiment by finding subjects.

2. Put "[Your first name] looks like" in google.com
Sarah looks like someone punched her in the mouth, but I still think she is pretty.

XD LMAO

3. Put "[Your first name] says" in google.com
Sarah Says... I'm looking for a job.

wow.

4. Put "[Your first name] wants" in google.com
Sarah wants us to know that she'll help expand that hole.

....yes. yes i will...?

5. Put "[Your first name] does" in google.com
Sarah does not eat humans.

nope, just Dave. lmao.

6. Put "[Your first name] hates" in google.com
Sarah hates hats

....mer?

7. Put "[Your first name] becomes" in google.com
Sarah becomes the focus of a nation's grief.
owo....i'm loved by the nation? lol?

8. Put "[Your first name] likes" in google.com
sarah likes to smell colleens armpits.

XD close, but no cigar.


9. Put "[Your first name] eats" in google.com
"Ex-Sex Slave Sarah Eats Sushi"

XD HAHAHAHAAA!!!!


10. Put "[Your first name] wears" in google.com
Sarah wears a bra and shoes sometimes.

^_^;...indeed i do...?

]]> ~Hatsuharurocks http://Hatsuharurocks.deviantart.com/journal/23696705/ http://Hatsuharurocks.deviantart.com/journal/23696705/ Sat, 14 Mar 2009 15:24:10 PDT I am now open for commissions here on DA. (And will be referring people from other sites to this page to see prices)

Okay, so I have been checking out the Paypal site to check out how their systems work, and i saw that I will be charged for debit/credit payments. So i will be adjusting my prices to cover the fees so i'm not losing money instead of making it. So, the prices may vary slightly depending on your payment type.

Also, i may make changes so that you can pay shipping and handling to have the original art sent to you.

(with the cheap prices compared to the rates of shipping stuff, it would be more efficient to order multiple art pieces to have shipped at one time... )

More info below.

What I will be offering:

Anything and everything. There isn't really anything i won't do for the right price, so if you have a question about something not listed here or something you aren't sure if i will draw, send me a note. It never hurts to ask.

I will offer anime for the most part, but i can also do realistic and...well...pretty much whatever you want.

I will draw OCs as well as avatars from any site so long as the image is supplied with a short breakdown of the major items. Cluttered avis may not be drawn, ask me if it is alright or not. I'll work something out,

Prices
These are the base prices that i want to offer, so the fees will be added to these pricing rates. (about 3%)

If you want to see more specific examples, ask or browse my gallery.


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Style: Normal (regular body proportions)
Example:[link]

Type:......Line Art.....Color.......Background
HeadShot:......$1......+ $1........+ $0
Bust:..............$2......+ $1........+ $1
Halfbody:.......$3......+ $2........+ $1
Fullbody:........$5......+ $3........+ $2

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Style: Semi-Chibi (regular body proportions with a bigger head, hands&feet)
Example:[link]

Type:......Line Art.....Color.......Background
HeadShot:......$1......+ $1........+ $0
Halfbody:........$3......+ $2........+ $1
Fullbody:........$4......+ $2........+ $2

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Style: Chibi-Chibi (Big head, simplified body)
Example:[link]

Type:......Line Art.....Color.......Background
HeadShot:......$1......+ $1........+ $0
Halfbody:........$2......+ $1........+ $1
Fullbody:........$3......+ $2........+ $1

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Style: Super-Chibi (~Two heads tall, Big head, super simplified, cute as hell)
Example:[link]

Type:......Line Art.....Color.......Background
HeadShot:......$1......+ $1........+ $0
Fullbody:........$2......+ $1........+ $1
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Style: Animated Super Chibis ( Big head, super simplified, cute as hell)
Example:[link]

Type:.................Naked.....Fully Outfitted.....Background
HeadShot:..............$1........+ $0.50...........+ $1
Fullbody Stationary: $2........+ $1...............+ $1
Fullbody Twitchy: ....$2........+ $2...............+ $1
Fullbody Dancing: $4........+ $2...............+ $1

Animation Expression Ideas: If you want something not suggested here, feel free to ask. Examples will be added later next week.

Blinking, Angry $%@#!!, Blushing, Laughing, Sleeping, Smiling, frowning, crying, TT__TT, and whatever else you might want. Those are just some ideas.
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COLORING OPTIONS:
-The coloring options offered at this time are: Copic Markers and CG.

-If you REALLY want my colored pencils, i might do them for you depending on how many orders i receive. Colored pencils are something i end up spending way too much time doing.

-The animated chibis ONLY come in CG colored.

- If you are looking for alternate coloring options, i can also do: water color paints, colored pencils, oil pastels, chalk pastels, greyscale shading etc. Ask and i'll negotiate something depending on what you are ordering.
=========================... ]]> ~Hatsuharurocks http://Hatsuharurocks.deviantart.com/journal/23659337/ http://Hatsuharurocks.deviantart.com/journal/23659337/ Thu, 12 Mar 2009 12:59:44 PDT
If anyone would be interested, i'll post the prices up and put more info.

]]> ~Hatsuharurocks http://Hatsuharurocks.deviantart.com/journal/22781024/ http://Hatsuharurocks.deviantart.com/journal/22781024/ Sat, 24 Jan 2009 11:57:44 PST [link]

mmmm.....also, i appologize to anyone who reds this and doesn't know whats going on. *patpat* we will be in the same boat.
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1. What would you do if Dave confessed love to you?

Hahaha, why, I'd say it right back then hang up the phone *click*
(=/ it for cerealy asked me this question *punches the generator*)

2. Who would win in a duel, Kyu or Michelle? And what kind of duel would they pick, anyway?

o.o i don't know? Would it be a duel of wits?....fencing maybe?....with mackerel?

3. Have you dreamt of Michelle before?
Yes, don't remember what about though.

4. If Mindy and Billy teamed up, what would they most likely accomplish?
Twisted graphic images?

5. Who would win in a duel, Bonnie or Leia? And what kind of duel would they pick, anyway?
o.o i don't want to think about that....nor do i want to pick sides. Though again, i am going to say it would be a duel of fencing with mackerels.

6. Ever slept in the same room with Brookie?
yar, at a sleep over at Michelle's.

7. What's your fondest memory of Bradfish?
Probably homecoming this year, silly shenanigans went on.

8. Ever slept in the same room with Billy?

o.o...no. No offence billy, but for the sake of your life, i never want to either. lol.

9. If Leia and spam were locked in the same (really small) room for longer than a day, what would most likely happen?

Hell if i know! Who is spam! or is it meaning the food???!!?!? D=< I AM SO CONFUSED! If it was talking about the canned dog food type food spam, then i suppose she would get hungry and eat it....

10. What's Logan to you?
Pedobear in the flesh.

End!
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Luffs for everyone!


Hogawd, and if you love having your retinas pleasured by lovely photography, visit



Also, go visit my scraps and give me a little feed back on my manga so far (mostly looking for tips with paneling =3)
[link]

]]> ~Hatsuharurocks http://Hatsuharurocks.deviantart.com/journal/22771616/ http://Hatsuharurocks.deviantart.com/journal/22771616/ Fri, 23 Jan 2009 22:52:39 PST i have finally started working on my manga, though right now i am only going though story boarding (though because i am OCD it looks like my sketches for my story boards could almost be cleaned up into the real thing...)

In anycase, I'll be posting them up when i can, and i'll start to categorize them by chapter to keep things easier.

So yes! Visit my scraps and give me some feedback!

(Also, if you would like one of your OC characters to make a cameo appearance in my manga, just ask. I'll be putting a page in the back that will credit all cameos to the people they are based off of, or the owners of the OC's)

=3 that is all for now XD

(P.S. FINALS ARE OVER!!! AND I SCORED A 1790 ON MY SAT'S THE OTHER MONTH! W00T!!)

]]> ~Hatsuharurocks http://Hatsuharurocks.deviantart.com/journal/21637071/ http://Hatsuharurocks.deviantart.com/journal/21637071/ Sun, 23 Nov 2008 18:58:44 PST
We've known she has been getting older, but....it just never feels like anything would even happen to someone you love so much.

She has been a best friend to me in times when there was no one else, she'd come in my room and let me cry on her because i had no one else...

Someone who would never tell any of my secrets to anyone. Ever. Dog is man's best friend.

A while ago...her eye started acting up. We thought Rosie had been maybe playing too rough with Gambit, our new puppy, and maybe gotten scratched in the eye.

It started to look better after a few days, so we didn't think anything of it untill it got worse again.

So we took her to the vets and they told us she had glucoma....

And because it had been longer than 24 hours since she started showing signs that she'd probably lose sight in that eye and they didn't know if they could save it or not...

Right now we are falling on some hard times. My dad doesn't have work right now (he's an electrician, and he isn't laid off...yet, and hopefully he won't be...but right now they haven't started up a new job, so there has been no work, and therefore no money) So we could barely afford what we did to buy her meds.

Roo went back to the vets like two hours ago to see if the meds were helping at all...but when they did the test, it showed that the pressure in her eye had gone up...not down.

They said we should take her to a canine optomitrist to get their opinion and see if anything could be done...the only other option would be to operate on her and remove her eye.

Mom never said it...but if it came down to an operation....that wouldn't be what we'd do.

She's 12 years old and i don't think we would be able to afford something like that. Not to mention something like that would be so hard on her at her age.

Then there come the decision between being selfish, and ending her pain...And i don't even want to think about that right now. All i can do right now is to hope and pray that she will get better for now...and be comfertable for another year or so...I'm not ready to loose her.

And with all the other things that have been going on in my life, it is the last thing i would have ever wanted added to my plate.

I feel guilty...all the times that i didn't spend with her...

I don't want any consolodation, i don't want anyone's sympathy or pity. Just leave me be, and don't be surprised at any art that may be showing up in my gallery in the next few weeks.

Enjoy what you all have while you have it. You never know just when it will be taken away.

]]> ~Hatsuharurocks http://Hatsuharurocks.deviantart.com/journal/21510527/ http://Hatsuharurocks.deviantart.com/journal/21510527/ Sun, 16 Nov 2008 00:19:28 PST I have once i think o.o But it was because Dave stole it from me in a kiss and i wanted it back D=<

What descr​ibes your relat​ionsh​ip statu​s?​​
angsty due to lack of ability to see each other. Plan to be married.

Who was your last call from?​​
....Dave?

How are you right​ now?


Are you a heart​ break​er,​​ or the broke​n heart​?​​
i'm the one that has to be glued back together sometimes

Ever been skinn​y dippi​ng?​​
XD hex yes at 3am in my friend's back yard.

Do you think​ two peopl​e can last forev​er?​​
If the relationship is right, and the people are dedicated.

Who was your last text from?​​
Virgin Mobil.....

Do you write​ how you speak​?​​
not often, but sometimes.

Do you under​stand​ footb​all?​
Yeah, for the most part.

Do you belie​ve exes can be frien​ds?​​
Meh, it depends on the people and the relationship they had.

Last piece​ of cloth​ing you wore from the oppos​ite sex?
I am currently wearing a pair of Dave's boxer shorts >.>;;

If you could​ move somew​here else,​​ would​ you?
Dave's pocket so i could always be with him whenever he wears pants.

Do you ever think​ "​​what if"?
And doesn't Dave hate it when i do.

Are you happy​ with the way thing​s are going​?​​
What things? This is a yes and a horrible terribly angsty i F%*&%&$%ing WISH.

Do you belie​ve in love at first​ sight​?​​
Happend to me in a way. So yeah.

What eye color​ on the oppos​ite sex do you like the most?​​
Blue/green with a yellow spark around the iris

What the best thing​ to do durin​g a thund​ersto​rm?​​
Stand in it and let it wash away everything

What was the last movie​ you watch​ed?​​
How to Rob a Bank and Get Away with it

Could​ you survi​ve boot camp?​​
Yeah, i think i could. Depended on just how long we are talking about.

Is your hair longe​r than your shoul​ders?​​
By a little bit.

Where​ was the last place​ you went?​​
My aunts Condo?

Who was your last misse​d call?​​
no idea.

Do you have nice eyes?​​
I'd say so.

Were you happy​ when you woke up?
Not particularly.

Do you think​ that you have made a diffe​rence​ in someo​ne'​​s life?​​
Yeah, i know i have. He's done the same for me too.

Would​ you do anyth​ing to have someo​ne back in your life?​​
No...not really. But i haven't really lost anyone.

Is there​ a perso​n of the oppos​ite sex who means​ a lot to you?
More than he could ever imagine.

How has this week been?​​
Absolutly fucking terrible, made worse by the fact that i can't even talk to the one and only person who can make me feel better when i am hating life so much because he has lost his phone privaliges =.=

When is the last time you took a nap?
No idea. A few days ago i guess.

How impor​tant is trust​?​​
infinately.

]]> ~Hatsuharurocks http://Hatsuharurocks.deviantart.com/journal/20570391/ http://Hatsuharurocks.deviantart.com/journal/20570391/ Fri, 19 Sep 2008 15:09:06 PDT Live from california!

=3 lucky me the hotel has wi-fi!

I will try and keep some minor updates of the fun-tastic time we are having here. Though so far the only place we have ate at was terible )=

]]> ~Hatsuharurocks http://Hatsuharurocks.deviantart.com/journal/20478906/ http://Hatsuharurocks.deviantart.com/journal/20478906/ Sat, 13 Sep 2008 20:41:19 PDT yay! updates on my life XD

Tomorrow is my 18th b-day! yaaaay! *party time*

I got my driver's permit last saturday! Yaaaay! *vroom vroom time!*

And today my aunt let me learn to drive in her lexus in a school parking lot! *fancey vroom vroom* yaaaaay!

Okay, in anycase, that it a short and sweet and somewhat hyper update. =3 have a nice day and keep an eye out for more new stained glass art.

oh! and i made a new ID for the first time in forever!

]]> ~Hatsuharurocks http://Hatsuharurocks.deviantart.com/journal/20062672/ http://Hatsuharurocks.deviantart.com/journal/20062672/ Wed, 20 Aug 2008 15:32:53 PDT ( ) Smoked A Cigarette
( ) Smoked A Cigar
(X) Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex
SO FAR: 1

Level 2
(X) Are / Been In Love
( ) Dumped someone
( ) Been Fired
( ) Been In A Fist Fight
SO FAR: 2

Level 3
(X) Had A Crush On An Older Person
( ) Skipped Class
(X) Slept With A Co-worker (LOL CAMP!)
( ) Seen Someone / Something Die
SO FAR: 4

Level 4
( ) Had / Have A Crush On One Of Your deviantart / sheezyart Friends
( ) Been To Paris
( ) Been To Spain
(X) Been On A Plane
( ) Thrown Up From Drinking
SO FAR: 5

Level 5
(X) Eaten Sushi
( ) Been Snowboarding
(X) Met Someone Through Internet
( ) Been in a Mosh Pit
SO FAR: 7

Level 6
(X) Been In An Abusive Relationship ( <_<;; )
(X) Taken Pain Killers
( ) Liked/loved Someone Who You Cant Have
(X) Laid On Your Back And Watched Cloud Shapes Go By
(X) Made A Snow Angel
SO FAR: 11

Level 7
(X) Had A Tea Party
(X) Flown A Kite
(X) Built A Sand Castle
( ) Gone mudding
(X) Played Dress Up
SO FAR: 15

Level 8
(X) Jumped Into A Pile Of Leaves
(X) Gone Sliding
(X) Cheated While Playing A Game (only with my sis cause she cheated first!! XD)
(X) Been Lonely
(X) Fallen Asleep At Work / School (lol...fell asleep during my planning periods when it was too freaking hot)
SO far: 20

Level 10
(X) Watched The Sun Set
(X) Felt An Earthquake
( ) Killed A Snake (D= i love them too much!)
SO FAR: 22

Level 11
(X) Been Tickled
(X) Been Robbed / Vandalized
(X) Been cheated on
(X) Been Misunderstood
SO FAR: 26

Level 12
(X) Won A Contest
( ) Been Suspended From School
(X) Had Detention (=_= for being tardy....)
( ) Been In A Car / Motorcycle Accident
SO FAR: 28

Level 13
( ) Had / Have Braces
( ) Eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
( ) Danced in the moonlight (...have we??)
SO FAR : 28

Level 14
(X) Hated The Way You Look
( ) Witnessed A Crime
(X) Pole Danced (erm....more like door danced)
(X) Questioned Your Heart
(X) Been obsessed with post-it-notes
SO FAR: 32

Level 15
(X) Squished Barefoot Through The Mud
( ) Been To The Opposite Side Of The World
(X) Swam In The Ocean
(X) Felt Like You Were Dying
SO FAR: 35

Level 16
(X) Cried Yourself To Sleep
( ) Played Cops And Robbers
(X) Recently Colored With Crayons / Colored Pencils / Markers
( ) Sang Karaoke
( ) Paid For A Meal With Only Coins
SO FAR: 37

Level 17
(X) Done Something You Told Yourself You Wouldn't
( ) Made Prank Phone Calls
( ) Laughed Until Some Kind Of Beverage Came Out Of Your Nose
(X) Kissed In The Rain (meh...sorta. enough to count anyways)
SO FAR: 39

Level 18
(X) Written A Letter To Santa Claus
(X) Watched The Sun Set/ sun rise With Someone You Care/Cared About
(X) Blown Bubbles (and he loved it!)
( ) Made A Bonfire On The Beach Or Anywhere
SO FAR: 42

Level 19
( ) Crashed A Party
( ) Have Traveled More Than 5 Days With A Car Full Of People. (a bus actually)
(X) Gone Rollerskating / Blading
(X) Had A Wish Come True
( ) Been Humped By A Monkey o_o (does my dog count?)
SO FAR: 44

Level 20
(X) Worn Pearls
( ) Jumped Off A Bridge
( ) Screamed "Penis" or "Vagina"
( ) Swam With Dolphins
SO FAR: 45

Level 21
( ) Got Your Tongue Stuck To A Pole/Freezer/ice Cubes
( ) Kicked A Fish (oddly yes)
(X) Worn The Opposite Sex's Clothes
( ) Sat On A Roof Top and watched the stars
SO FAR: 46

Level 22
( ) Screamed At The Top Of Your Lungs (no, but i think i need to...)
( ) Done A One-Handed Cartwheel
(X) Talked On The Phone For More Than 6 Hours
(X) Recently stayed up for a while talking to someone you care about
SO FAR: 48

Level 23
( ) Picked And Ate An Apple Right Off The Tree
( ) Climbed A Tree
(X) Had/Been In A Tree House
(X) Been scared To Watch Scary Movies Alone
SO FAR: 50

Level 24
( ) Believe In Ghosts
( ) Have had More Then 30 Pairs Of Shoes
( ) Gone Streaking
( ) Visited Jail
SO FAR: 50

Level 25
( ) Played Chicken
( ) Been Pushed into a pool with all your clothes on
(X) Been Told You're Hot By A Complete Stranger (LOL, DAVE! D= you are the only one.)
( ) Broken A Bone (DENTED MY HEAD THOUGH )
(X) Are Easily Amused
SO FAR: 52

Level 26
( ) Caught... ]]> ~Hatsuharurocks http://Hatsuharurocks.deviantart.com/journal/19698380/ http://Hatsuharurocks.deviantart.com/journal/19698380/ Thu, 31 Jul 2008 11:21:26 PDT

1: Haru (OC)
2: Kyo (OC)
3: Pikku (OC)
4: Leet (OC)
5: Tech (OC)
6: Michiko (OC)
7: Aiko (OC)
8: Ryuu (OC)
9: Haruko (OC)
10: Sarah (OC)


1) 4(Leet) invites 3(Pikku) and 8(Ryuu) to dinner at their house. What happens?

Lol. Not much. Pikku and Ryuu would have an awkward dinner while Pikku blushed terribly.

2) 9(Haruko) tries to get 5(Tech) to go to a strip club.

Again, not much. Tech would be all for it as long as there was some nudity involved.

3) You need to stay at a friends house for the night. Do you chose 1(Haru) or 6(Michiko)?

Haru....since Michiko is a slave and probably lacks comfortable living quarters, let alone a place for a guest to stay. o.o Haru might end up raping you in the night, but who would complain about that?

4) 2(Kyo) and 7(Aiko) are making out. 10(Sarah) walks in...Their reaction?

o.o I would wonder why my character was making out with her dead mother.....

5) 3(Pikku) falls in love with 6(Michiko). 8(Ryuu) is jealous. What happens?

Well, it makes sense that he would be jealous that his lover is falling in love with another female. It probably wouldn't matter though because Pikku would be too shy to tell Michiko that she loved her anyways.

6) 4(Leet) jumps you in a dark allyway. Who comes to your rescue? 10(Sarah),2(Kyo) or 7(Aiko)?

Like Hell i would do any rescuing, Kyo probably would be laughing at you, and Aiko is dead and never was much of a hero anyways. Why would you need to be rescued from Leet anyways? Who wouldn't want to be raped by a catgirl? (thats probably all she would do anyways)

7) 1(Haru) decides to start a cooking show. 15 minutes later what is happening?

Her clothes are off and she is baking while trying to see what she is doing over her giant anime boobs.

8) 5(Tech) is in a car crash and is critically injured. What does 9(Haruko) do?

Does her best to fix Tech's wounds with her magic. Then probably gets raped by Tech when she is all better. o.o [note to anyone who doesn't know or hasn't realized by now, alot of my characters are quite sexual by nature.]

9) 3(Pikku) has to marry either 8(Ryuu),4(Leet) or 9(Haruko). Who do they chose?
lol, easy. Ryuu, her lover. I'm sure Leet will be quite disappointed.

10) 7(Aiko) kidnaps 2(Kyo) and demands something from 5(Tech) for 2's release. What is it?

Sex? Probably the technology to bring her back to life or create her spirit a new body o.o i really don't know.

11) You get to meet either 1(Haru) or 6(Michiko). Who do you chose?

Haru of course! i would love to actually get to meet her. Michiko wouldn't be too much. Poor dejected unloved soul. Haru would be my sexy-time buddy!

12) 10(Sarah) challenges 4(Leet) to a chariot race. Why?

o.o I don't know why i would do that. Leet would probably be able to calculate exactly what she needed to win and then kick my but hard core....'cept i have racehorses to my calling > = D

13) Everyone gangs up on 3(Pikku). Does 3 have a chance in hell?

Nope. She would be the damsel in distress. She has minimal fighting skills (at this time) and her magic is weak, and mostly only good for shilding and healing at best. She could hold her own shortly, but not for long. However, her lover, Ryuu, would probably not be turning against her and would probably help fend off the others. Ryuu is Pikku's best and most effective weapon.

14) Everyone is invite to 2(Kyo) and 10(Sarah)'s wedding except for 8(Ryuu). How do they react?
He would wonder why the wedding was being allowed anyways since it is quite close to incest...(Since Sarah is directly based off of myself, and Kyo is based off of something of my little sister's)

15) Why is 6(Michiko) afraid of 7(Aiko)?
o.o because she ate her grand daughter?...out....?

16) 10(Sarah) gathers everyone around to tell them a fairy tale. How does it go?

Once upon a time, there was a sexy cat girl in fishnets and boots. She had a maaagical skirt that would swish and sway and hypnotize men. She also had maaagical boobs that would jiggle and bounce with whatever she did, this had the power to turn most men into drooling zombies. Then one day, there was a man..a really manly man with large pants. They were no ordinary pants, these were maaagical pants. And these magical pants hid his true power. Then one day... ]]> ~Hatsuharurocks http://Hatsuharurocks.deviantart.com/journal/19652367/ http://Hatsuharurocks.deviantart.com/journal/19652367/ Tue, 29 Jul 2008 00:01:26 PDT so i quit my job in N.Y and came back home a full month sooner than i was going to. I am currently at my grandma's house, about 3 hours from my home. Once i get back (probably later this week) i will try to upload the stuff i have been drawing since i've gotten home (i had NO time to draw while i was working at camp. As well as some jewelry that i just havent had the chance to put up yet) Also, when i get the chance i will try to type up the ENTIRE story of what happened, how things went, and why i quit early and took a 3 day bus ride on a greyhound across the U.S X__x.


now here is some randomness.


Rules:
1. Choose a few of your own characters. 5 at the most.
2. Make them answer the following questions
3. Then tag three people.

Characters Chosen ~ Haru, Kyo, Pikku, Leet, Tech

1) How old are you?
Haru:20
Kyo:20
Pikku:18
Leet:20
Tech:19

2) Height?
Haru: 5'10"
Kyo: 5'9"
Pikku: 5'9
Leet: 5'10
Tech: 5'1

3) Do you have any bad habits?
Haru: D=< I do NOT dress like a prostitute!!! [denial]
Kyo: explosive temper....
Pikku: I tend to end up being the "damsel in distress"
Leet: Hacking major computer systems for fun
Tech: *cough*Using my genetic experiments as sex slaves*cough*

4) You a virgin?
Haru: virginity *shudders* what a horrid time in my life... yay for sex!
Kyo: Who would have sex with the spawn of a devil?
Pikku: Of course! As a preistess i must remain pure.
Leet: Hahahahaha! you make me laugh.
Tech: *cough*sexslaves*cough*

5) Who's your mate or spouse?
Haru: Shiro
Kyo: Hahahaha.
Pikku: Ryuu [And the lazy artist needs to find him a proper name!!]
Leet: Techy-poo <3
Tech: Leet <3

6) Have any kids?
Haru: *smiles slowly*
Kyo: Sort of. Rin, my cat, is like a child to me.
Pikku: Virgin, remember?
Leet: ...kinda need sperm for that to happen.
Tech: I have genetiic children with no blood relation whatsoever ^_^ ;;

7) Favorite food?
Haru: I've never really thought about it. I love all food!
Kyo: souls. hahaha. i don't know, what do you expect me to say?
Pikku: I like fish i guess.
Leet: Its not really food...but i love bubble gum!
Tech: Cheese. Psych! Wouldn't that be clich'e?

8) Favorite ice cream flavour?
All: What's ice cream?

9) Killed anyone?
Haru: *facepalm* bad question.
Kyo: ....
Pikku: Never!
Leet: Hahaha, not outside of computer games.
Tech: I've had to put down failed experiments.

10) Hate anyone?
Haru: My sister...
Kyo: Myself.
Pikku: Demons
Leet: nope.
Tech: Paul Cullen. Hahahaha!

11) Any secrets?
Haru: *smiles*...and so a secret it shall remain.
Kyo: My goals are to please my father...
Pikku: I was a priestess until my temple was destroyed.
Leet: I swear i haven't figured out ways to rigg elections...
Tech: I'm a lez? Oh wait...that's old news. Hahaha.

12) Love Anyone?
Haru: My mother, Shiro, Haruko, Kyo, Pikku....and so on.
Kyo: Rin and my mother.
Pikku: My mother, Ryuu, Haru.
Leet: Tech my love!
Tech: Leet of course!

13)-------------------
Haru: *poke*
Kyo: God this is stupid.
Pikku: ?
Leet: lol.
Tech: lmao.


14)Ever slept in all day?
Haru: Of course....when i'm not woken by nightmares.
Kyo: ha. yeah, right.
Pikku: why?
Leet: Every morning.
Tech: No, i need to wake up my lazy lover. *rolls eyes*

15) Favorite show?
Haru: ??? show??
Kyo: ....?
Pikku: Huh?
Leet: Big Bang Theory
Tech:*cough*BibleBlack*cough*

16) Favorite movie?
Haru: Movie??
Kyo: ....?
Pikku: huh?!??
Leet: The Core
Tech: X-men

17) Favorite Band?
Haru:
Kyo:
Pikku:
Leet: I love a lot of things.
Tech: AC/DC, classic rock, and some random fluff.

18) Eye colors?
Haru: Blue
Kyo: Red (or Blue sometimes)
Pikku: Hazel
Leet: Amber
Tech: Grey

19) Skin?
Haru: Lightly tanned
Kyo: Ashy near white tone.
Pikku: Fair
Leet: Nerd-white
Tech: Nerd-white

20) Fat/Average/Slim?
Haru: Slim with lots of curves.
Kyo: Slim and a bit less curvy
Pikku: Slim
Leet: Slim
Tech: Slim

(Hahaha, see a pattern there?)

21) Rain, sunshine?
Haru: Rain
Kyo: Rain
Pikku: Sun
Leet: Always inside, so it never matters.
Tech: Same!

22) Po... ]]> ~Hatsuharurocks http://Hatsuharurocks.deviantart.com/journal/18862974/ http://Hatsuharurocks.deviantart.com/journal/18862974/ Sun, 15 Jun 2008 21:21:35 PDT
For anyone wishing to keep in contact with me, contact me via my e-mail. (Hatsuharurocks@yahoo.com) I don't know how often i will get to check up on my mail, or how often i will be able to respond, but i will do my best.

Talk to you all in two months!

]]> ~Hatsuharurocks http://Hatsuharurocks.deviantart.com/journal/18732468/ http://Hatsuharurocks.deviantart.com/journal/18732468/ Sun, 08 Jun 2008 14:30:15 PDT w< where do you find all these??

Yourself

My name should be: Safty Dance - men without hats [wtf X_X...]

I think I am: Right Here - Staind [LMFAO!]

My thoughts are generally about: Sink The Pink - AC/DC [ o.o....>.>; <.<;; shhhhh. ]

Others see me as: Martian Girl - Aquabats [Actually...i don't know if that is really the title of the song or not....but its what i have down. i'm freaky with sharp teeth and blue skin or something like that o.o??]

I dress like: All The Same - Sick Puppies [ D= how did itunes know i have a bad habit of wearing the same pants all the time?!?!?! ]

My favorite thing to say is: Jailbreak - AC/DC [aka saying i want out of my house?...]

My room has: Clean Machine - The Presidents of the United States of America [...this....is irony. ]

My screenname has to do with: The Jack - AC/DC [ eh? ]

I love to: Ride On - AC/DC [*coughsputterchokes while laughing*]

During the summer, I: Boogie Man - AC/DC [ o.o i am going to scare little children??]

If I had a duck I would name her: Showdown - ELO [ >w< Showdown the Duck. lol ]



Friends and Family

My best friend is: Leave it Behind - The Offspring [ nandesuka?]

When hanging out with my friends, we like to: Original Prankster - The Offspring [ umm...joke around, be crazy, and pull pranks? ]

During Christmas, my family and I: Can't Stop Rock'n'Roll - AC/DC [ o.o no christmas music for us?]

I think my mom is: Right Side, Wrong Road - Smashmouth [Definaly.]

But she thinks that I think she's: Someone That You're With - Nickleback [D= What??! Why are you with my mother?!?!]

My pet's always acting like: Worms Make Dirt - Aquabats [D=> sounds like she is dead!!! Nuuuuu! (i love my fluffers! )]

The one friend I can't stand is: Can't Get Enough of You Baby - Smashmouth [ o.o .....Eh? isn't that a bit paradoxal?]

My friends and I usually talk about: Love Everybody - The Presidets of the United States of America [ o.o okay.]

I really think that my grandma has a disease called: Breaking the Rules - AC/DC [ o.o.....grandmas a rebel! ]


Relationships

(o.o Love.....i love you no matter what this comes out saying. )

My boyfriend is: Permanent - Acceptance [ >w< its a sign? ]

He treats me like: Sorry - Buckcherry [ >w< yeah, whenever we fight, it ends up kinda along those lines in the end, well, if you have ever heard the lyrics....]

When we're alone, I want to: Touch Too Much - AC/DC [ LMFAO!!! >w< maaaaaybe. >.>;;]

We're always talking about: Evil Woman - ELO [ HAhaha. One word. Tara. o.o and my mother.]

He looks like a: Dune Buggy - The Presidents [ o.o..........awkward.....]

To be honest, I just want to: Love in an Elevator - Aerosmith [ >w< ]

And his friends are so...!: Gone Shootin' - AC/DC [o.o for what?]

But that's okay, because I love him like: Sedona Sunrise - Aerosmith [good song. There ain't no thing to cool the heat of love....or something like that. Can't think with a different song playing now]

Our first kiss was like: Abrakadabra - Steve Miller [lol, pretty much good enough >w<]

His petname would be: Stranger - The Presidents [ *DIES LAUGHING* (inside jokes here....>////< LMFAOLOLOLBBQ) ]

He would call me: Peaches - The Presidents [X___X *dead from laughing even more* oh God XD]

And together, we will have a life full of: Deep in the Hole - AC/DC [HOLY F***ING LOL!!!! *dies laughing*]


School

School made me want to: We're Not Gonna Make It - The Presidents [X__x;;; die? suffocate under work? idk...]

The only reason I went was to: Fill Me Up - Staind [I suppose... with knowlege?]

My teachers looked like: The Kids Aren't Alright - The Offspring [ o.o ......]

And they act like: Cold Heart Bitch - Jet [LOL! some of them.]

But it doesn't bother me, because I'm going to: Poke and Destroy - The Presidents [ >w< lol. ]

Homework can go suck a: What's Next to the Moon - AC/DC [...k?]

Math makes me want to: Thunderstruck - AC/DC [ l o l ]

For lunch, I eat: Dirty Deeds Done Dirt Cheap - AC/DC [*dies laughing again* mmmm....cream filled goodness XD hahaha ]

If the day was any longer, I would: Shoot to Thrill - AC/DC [lol, gotta make it go by some how?]

The bus smells like: She's Got Balls - AC/DC [ lol? awkward XD]

And cheerleaders are annoying as: Ska Boss - Aquabats [again, i don't know if that is the actual title, but it is what i had down]

To sum it up, s... ]]> ~Hatsuharurocks http://Hatsuharurocks.deviantart.com/journal/18687995/ http://Hatsuharurocks.deviantart.com/journal/18687995/ Thu, 05 Jun 2008 21:33:28 PDT
I'm going to N.Y on June 20th wih Dave, and we are going to a summer camp to be counselors. Its a special needs camp, so we will be working with autistic/ special needs children and adults. In addition, i am teaching ceramics.

Soo....its going to be an interesting two months....but they are paying for basially everything. And at the end of two months, i will have made $2,500.

So yeah, i will be back on August 24th. I might be able to get on between now and then...but i really have no idea. So we will see.

Hopefully...i will have a start on my manga to post when i get back. =3 so we will see. I will miss you all! I hope to see bunches more pageveiws when i return.

]]> ~Hatsuharurocks http://Hatsuharurocks.deviantart.com/journal/18686141/ http://Hatsuharurocks.deviantart.com/journal/18686141/ Thu, 05 Jun 2008 19:25:00 PDT
1)Touch Too Much (In My Pants)

2)Rocker (In My Pants)

3) Fight for All the Wrong Reasons (In My Pants)

4)The End of the Line (In My Pants)

5)over You in Oil (In My Pants)

6) Fly on the Wall (In My Pants)

7) The Jack (In My Pants)

8) Sin City (In My Pants)

9)Walla Walla (In My Pants)

10) Candy (In My Pants)

11) Baby, Please Don't Go (In My Pants)

12) Let's Get it Up (In My Pants)

13) Beautiful Bomb (In My Pants)

14) Shana's Theme (In My Pants) [o_o.....]

15) Feel Good Inc. (In My Pants)

]]> ~Hatsuharurocks http://Hatsuharurocks.deviantart.com/journal/18165352/ http://Hatsuharurocks.deviantart.com/journal/18165352/ Sun, 04 May 2008 13:23:25 PDT
1. WITNESS PROTECTION NAME: (mother & father's middle name)
Kalene Swen
[>w< I sound forien (can't spell)]

2. NASCAR NAME: (first name of your mother's dad, father's dad)
Tom Richard
[LAME. lol]

3. STAR WARS NAME: (the first 3 letters of your last name, first 2 letters of your first name)
Jensa
[Okay. Hoorah?]

4. DETECTIVE NAME: (favorite color, favorite animal)
Black Leopard
[This answer could shift greatly depending on my moods]

5. SOAP OPERA NAME: (middle name, city where you were born)
Amanda Auburn
[o_o kk.....LAME >w<]

6. SUPERHERO NAME: (2nd fav color, fav drink, add "THE" to the beginning)
The Lime Green Water
[ ...i wouldn't be drinking myself... ]

7. FLY NAME: (first 2 letters of 1st name, last 2 letters of your last name)
Saen
[ Fancey? ]

8. GANGSTA NAME: (fav ice cream flavor, fav cookie)
Cookie Dough Cooki eDough
[o_O good god >w< i am a tastey gangster. (gets shot and dies)]

9. ROCK STAR NAME: (current pets name, current street name)
Rosie Tapps
[...err...i'm not sure what qualifies as my street name lmao.]

10. STRIPPER NAME: (name of your fav perfume/cologne, fav candy)
Pollo Butterfingers
[ ....wtf X_X; ]

11. PORN NAME: (1st pet, street you grew up on)
Spike Can'trememberwhat
[lolol...daterape?]

This was very special...

]]> ~Hatsuharurocks http://Hatsuharurocks.deviantart.com/journal/18123533/ http://Hatsuharurocks.deviantart.com/journal/18123533/ Thu, 01 May 2008 19:28:13 PDT

RULES:
1. Put Your iTunes, Windows Media Player, ETC on Shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name.
5. Put this on your journal.


1.If someone says, "Is this okay?" You say?
Walk Like An Egyption - The Bangles
[Yep...apperantly i am giving dance advice]

2.How would you describe yourself?
Right Here Waiting - Staind
[I've made a commitment, i'm willing to bleed for you...i've needed fufillment...i've found what i need in you...]

3.What do you like in a girl?
Highway to Hell - AC/DC
[My friends are gonna be there too. I like girls who will be my friends forever...be it ending in a speeding car to hell...or just not stabbing me in the back. ^w^;; yay? ]

4.How do you feel today?
Jailbreak - AC/DC
[Oh How i wish i could fly....gonna make a jaaaaaiiiilbreak.....yeah. Pretty much want out of my house....]

5.What is your life's purpose?
Ballbreaker - AC/DC
[Dave...apperantly...you need to be prepaired...>w< cause imma gonna getchu!]

6.What is your motto?
Radio - Smash Mouth
[All Planets align with the disco ball!]

7.What do your friends think of you?
All Star - Smashmouth
[Apperantly i am full of myself?]

8.What do you think of your parents?
All Screwed up - AC/DC
[wow...that couldn't have been a more perfect song title.]

9.What do you think about very often?
Squealer - AC/DC
[Er...hehehe....Dave....don't you think this one fits?]

10.What is 2 + 2?
Look What You've Done - Jet
[ you've gone and made my brains huhrt with math...]

11.What do you think of your best friend?
She's got balls - AC/DC
[Haha, lol.]

12.What do you think of the person you like?
Little Lover - AC/DC
[Mmmm...Dave...thats exactly how you make me feel >w< hehehe...]

13.What is your life story?
Invisable Man - Aquabats
[ Lol...yeah....pretty much.]

14.What do you want to be when you grow up?
You Shook Me All Night - AC/DC
[Heh >w< Dave's bride. (go figure that one out hahahaha >///< ]

15.What do you think of when you see the person you like?
No Breaks - The Offspring
[Umm O.o .....Some one say its all right...say it now, say it for my sake.]

16.What will you dance to at your wedding?
Video Killed The Radio Star - (I dunno....)
[ >w< Fun song....]

17.What will they play at your funeral?
Damn Sure - Taking Back Sunday
[Makes sence...i love this song. Its not really sad, nor fitting for a funeral, but it is a good song none-the-less]

18.What is your hobby/interest?
Bullet to Bite On - AC/DC
[erm...ok?]

19.What is your biggest fear?
Super Rad - Aquabats
[ >w< oh God! I swear i didn't cover their lockers in glue!!]

20.What is your biggest secret?
What Would Bryan Boitano Do - South Park Movie
[ >w< WWBBD? ]

21.What do you think of your friends?
Savin Me - Nickleback
[.....I don't know where i would be without them.....]

22.What will you post this as?
Feather Pluckin' Insane - The Presidents of the United States of America
[Exactly!]


That was a lot more fun than last time. Now i am going to go party to my music. YAY! Everybody SUPERNOVA!

i tag my hot stud of a lover [AGAIN! BWAHAHAHA] for no reason.

]]> ~Hatsuharurocks http://Hatsuharurocks.deviantart.com/journal/18056012/ http://Hatsuharurocks.deviantart.com/journal/18056012/ Sun, 27 Apr 2008 13:59:05 PDT
RULES:
1. Put Your iTunes, Windows Media Player, ETC on Shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name.
5. Put this on your journal.


1.If someone says, "Is this okay?" You say?
Have a Drink on Me - AC/DC
[...if that were true...i think i would be in debt...]

2.How would you describe yourself?
Walk All Over You- AC/DC
[Wow...not...really...this isn't turning out so funny so far XP *shakes lame iPod*]


3.What do you like in a girl?
Burning Alive- AC/DC
[Umm...>.> <.< >.> i didn't do it?]

4.How do you feel today?
One Week - (i don't remember who....)
[Been about a week since i have seen Dave and i miss him. though thats not really fitting with the song....wow...i think i am too cynical right now to be doing this]


5.What is your life's purpose?
Let's Make It- AC/DC
[sex, sex, sex, sex, ,sex, sex, sex and sex i guess. I think i am fine with that.]

6.What is your motto?
Fly on the Wall- AC/DC
[thats right...ignore me...i hear every thing you say]

7.What do your friends think of you?
Given the Dog a Bone- AC/DC
[Wow....from what i've told them....yeah...i'd say they would think this about me...]

8.What do you think of your parents?
Love Hungry Man- AC/DC
[Umm....that sounds dirty but i guess it's true. Well, besides the man part. But i'm starving for love and attention from my parents...]

9.What do you think about very often?
If you want Blood- AC/DC
[Er...refering to how messed up the world is, i guess so. I saw a tank top and a mini skirt at walmart...for dogs. What is society coming to?

I'm getting irritated with nothing but AC/DC coming up right now...and its even on shuffle!]

10.What is 2 + 2?
Feelings- Offspring
[2+2=foursome? = feelings of haaaayiiiiaaaate.]

11.What do you think of your best friend?
Dog Eat Dog- AC/DC
[Haha, with how she has been recently...i guess this fits to an extent...]

12.What do you think of the person you like?
Cover you in Oil- AC/DC
[Mmmm...thats right Dave. Gonna make you wet gonna make you mine...i wanna cover you in oil]

13.What is your life story?
Self-Esteem - Offspring
[Wow....this fits a bit i guess. Haha, just ask Dave. I've got baggage and its all the emotional kind.]

14.What do you want to be when you grow up?
Hail Hail Rock'n'Roll- AC/DC
[Musician? ]

15.What do you think of when you see the person you like?
Can't Stand Still- AC/DC
[Yeah, guess so. Bah, we never really just get to chill out.]

16.What will you dance to at your wedding?
Highway To Hell- AC/DC
[*frustrated with so much AC/DC* i think its a clue that once my laptop is fixed i need to put a wider variety of music on there....]

17.What will they play at your funeral?
Moneytalks- AC/DC
[umm....well....i guess if i made it rich and threw a fancey funeral?]


18.What is your hobby/interest?
Twisted Transister- Korn
[erm...ok?]

19.What is your biggest fear?
Evil Walks-AC/DC
[Umm...ok, ,well this fits a bit because i am always paranoid that somethindg is out to get me.]

20.What is your biggest secret?
Can I sit Next to you Girl- AC/DC
[I am a closet lesbian i guess? Don't tell Dave D=...(joking)]

21.What do you think of your friends?
Falling- The offspring
[Ehh....some of them are having some tough times i guess...]

22.What will you post this as?
You Fill Me Up- Staind
[er...okay...]


Bah, that was lame. Might try this again later when i am in a better mood. Right now i am a party pooper.

i tag my hot stud of a lover for no reason.

]]> ~Hatsuharurocks http://Hatsuharurocks.deviantart.com/journal/17735094/ http://Hatsuharurocks.deviantart.com/journal/17735094/ Mon, 07 Apr 2008 16:28:51 PDT
I probably won't be able to upload new stuff, and i probably won't be able to veiw many deviations...however i think i can still squeek on at home to check up on my comments. We will see how it goes.

My only real hope for decent internet on the weekends and the ability to upload stuff to DA is to get my laptop fixed....which is 145$ that my mom won't want to pay. Recently i landed a jewelry commission and i will be getting money from that soon. I also have another person interested in buying my cuff bracelet. So i might be able to pay for about half of the repair cost....maybe that will persuede my mom?

I really miss my laptop...it has been dead for over a year now. And its only because the power connector thing is messed up so it won't change or stay powered.

]]> ~Hatsuharurocks http://Hatsuharurocks.deviantart.com/journal/17364942/ http://Hatsuharurocks.deviantart.com/journal/17364942/ Sun, 16 Mar 2008 14:42:48 PDT w< squeee! after painstakingly watching my page veiw stuck at 1,999 for what felt like hours, i finally got to 2 thousand!!

i must make celebration art!

*goes off dancing and singing and throwing sandwiches and conffetti*

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I am SO behind on updating my artwork. I've got so many new drawings and so many new jewelry pieces. I'll try to get them scanned so i can upload them sometime...

I'm also finally getting around to writing my manga. I have a few "test" pages that i have up in my scraps (or if you look in the "Manga" section in my gallery) I've got some really good plot ideas....but there are still some things i need to work out and characters i need to design before i can really get down to anything final.

So, i hope i have some goodies to put up soon for you all to pleasure your retinas with ^w^

]]> ~Hatsuharurocks http://Hatsuharurocks.deviantart.com/journal/16822567/ http://Hatsuharurocks.deviantart.com/journal/16822567/ Sun, 10 Feb 2008 18:39:05 PST
Maturity test.

x = Yes
/ = Half

[x] I know how to cook toast.
[/] I can do my own laundry.
[x] I can cook for myself
[x] I actually enjoy intellectual conversations.

Total so far = 3.5

[/] I show up for school all of the time unless I'm sick
[/] I always carry a pen in my pocket/purse.
[ ] I've never gotten a detention. (I came late from lunch ;( )
[x] I've watchd talk shows.
[x] I drink coffee/tea at least once a week.

Total so far = 6.5

[x] I know how to run the dish washer and/or do the dishes.
[x] I can count to 5 in either Spanish/French /German/Italian/etc
[/] When I say I'm going to do something I always do it.
[ ] I can mow the lawn.
[x] I remember to water my plants.
[/] I study when I HAVE to.
[x] I pay attention at school most of the time.

Total so far = 11.5

[x] I can spell experience without looking it up.
[/] I can go to the store without getting something I don't need.
[/] I always understand jokes the first time they are said.
[ ] I can type fast

Total so far = 13.5

[x] I have realized that the weather forecast changes every hour.
[x] I realize that no one will take you seriously unless you are over the age of 20 and have a job.
[x] I can read a book and actually finish it

Total so far = 16.5

[x] I knew that the alphabet and twinkle twinkle little star have the same rhythm.
[x] You just checked.
[x] You actually watch the weather. (only when I travel. The weather man always lie so I tend not to mind them too much)

Total = 19.5
Actual age= 17


ANOTHER QUIZ STOLEN FROM KYU!

Three Things You Want To Do Before You Die:
1.) Get married.move in with Dave
2.) Complete a manga
3.) get somewhere in a career

Three Names You Go By:
1.) Sarah
2.) ....Sarah...
3.) Sarah....bear...?

Three Screen Names You Have Had:
1.) Hatsuharurocks
2.) LeopardPrintPsycho
3.) KinkyLover

Three Physical Things You Like About Yourself:
1.) my eyes
2.) my really long and nice nails =3
3.) my.... reproductive organs?

Three Parts Of Your Heritage:
1.) German
2.) (mystery) Native American
3.) Sweedish

Three Things That Scare You:
1.) Needles
2.) Spiders >__<
3.) Losing the one i love so much

Three Of Your Everyday Essentials:
1.) my pencils and erasers
2.) WATER
3.) and the most important: DAVE <3

Three Things You Are Wearing Right Now:
1.) Black cammi
2.) SPONGEBOB P.J'S HEX YES XD
3.) Virgo panties =3

Three Of Your Favorite Bands/Musical Artists:
1.) AC/DC
2.) Three Days Grace
3.) Finger Eleven

(i like MANY MANY more)

Three Of Your Favorite Songs:
1.) What's Next to the Moon by AC/DC
2.) All the Same by Sick Puppies
3.) Gone Away by The Offspring

Three Things You Want In A Relationship:
1.) Dave
2.) Dave
3.) Dave

Two Truths And A Lie (in no particular order):
(Can you guess the fake? )
1.) I have a dent in my skull
2.) I killed my pet Iguana when i was 2
3.) My mom was in a movie

Three Physical Things About The Preferred Sex That Appeal To You:
1.) Sence of Humor
2.) Intellegence
3.) Romantic...ness

Three Of Your Favorite Hobbies:
1.) Drawing
2.) Jewelry
3.) Guitar

Three Things You Want To Do Really Badly Right Now:
1.) DAVE
2.) DAVE
3.) MONEY!

Three Careers You're Considering/You've Considered:
1.) Graphic Design
2.) Character Design
3.) Tattoo artist

Three Places You Want To Go On Vacation:
1.) Japan
2.) Australia
3.) Europe

Three Names You Like:
1.) David
2.) Micheal
3.) Michelle

Three Ways That You Are Stereotypically A Girl:
1.) Boobies!
2.) D= i giggle (thanks a lot Dave!!)
3.) P...M....S....*moodswing in 3..2...1...D=<.........T___T.....>w<....=___=*

Three Ways That You Are Stereotypically A Boy:
1.) BOOBIES!
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]]> ~Hatsuharurocks http://Hatsuharurocks.deviantart.com/journal/16504233/ http://Hatsuharurocks.deviantart.com/journal/16504233/ Mon, 21 Jan 2008 11:24:18 PST Now i am happier and a little less distressed....but i still have a book report that i have to finish TODAY >__< so i am off to go read.

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2) When showering, do you start the water and then get in or get in and start?
I start the water first, then test it....otherwise i am sure i would burn myself...

3) Do you read the labels on the shampoo bottle?
Umm...on a rare occasion i think i have done that...

4) Do you moan in the shower like the people on the herbal essence commercials?
Umm....sometimes maybe =3

5) Have you ever been forced to shower with one of your siblings?
=3 yep. well...not forced, but as we grew up we just moved from taking baths together to taking showers together.

6.) Have you ever brushed your teeth in the shower?
Two or three times, its not something i usually do.

7) Have you ever dropped your soap on your foot?
Yep, at least a few good times.

8) How old do you look?
Umm....i really have no idea, I guess i look at least my age. (17)

9) How old do you act ?
Beyond my years. Though i know when to let loose and have some fun.

10) What's the last song you heard/sang?
...a song that i've been writing....

11) Have you recently become a member of anything?
Ummm....the Dave is awesome fan club that i JUST now made so that i could have an answer for this?

12) What are your plans for the weekend?
...trying to keep myself somewhat happy as i wish i could spend my one year anniversary with the man who has made my life so much brighter and writing a book report (by the way...Happy Anniversary Dave!)

13) What is your mood at the moment?
Annoyed with life...irritated, depressed, stressed and knowing i need to do a book report but not wanting to do it...

14.) Have you ever ridden a mechanical bull?
No...but i would like to.

15) Do you ever intentionally vomit after drinking?
I Don't drink. So i can't really say that i have, now can i?

16) If you were working on a pirate ship, what would you most likely be?
=3 the whorey wench? > i'd be the captains whore. Then i would never have to do anything.

17) Have you ever called anyone a slut?
Umm...yes, but it was all in good humor =3

18) Has anyone ever called you a slut?
Umm...more than a few times =3 but its usually from friends and Dave and what not, so i know they are joking.

19) Have you ever smuggled something into Canada?
Haven't been there.

20) Does playing a guitar make someone more attractive?
Yeah, in its own way. But mostly it just irritates me if they can play better than i do XD

21) Do you live in a city with a good sports team?
Umm...Go Seattle Seahawks =3

22) Have you ever finished off the popcorn?
ummm...not usually

23) Have you ever turned someone down for a date?
Never been asked out by anyone really. So i've never even had the chance.

24) What's your favorite super-hero?
....I like the Xmen as a whole....minus Scott. lol. I miss the old cartoons....

25) Do you have more enemies or more friends?
I've definitely got more friends unless there is some secret society of people who just randomly decided to hate me.

26) Have you ever sent an anonymous letter?
Yeah, sorta. I did it twice back in middle school when i had silly little crushes.

27) Can you fix your own car?
Don't have on eto fix...and i know next to nothing about cars as of now, so i don't suppose i would be able to fix one.

28) Are you smarter than your friends?
Sometimes. At least on certain subjects. But then they have me beat in other areas. So no, =3 i don't think i am smarter than my friends. other people however....

30) Have you ever stolen anything from your friends?
Nope. =3 though my sister did one time....

31) Have you ever been to jail?
Hahaha, nope, and i never plan to.

32) Last thing you bought over 50 dollars?
Ummm....Guitar Hero, almost 80$ i think....back in August of '06.

33) Do you like the smell of beer?
Not really...though i don't mind it too much on other people's breath sometimes oddly.

34) Have you ever died or killed someone in a dream?
Umm...i've killed a few in self protection, and i think i was going to die a few times, but i always wake up first.

35) Have you ever given to charity?
Back in November of '04 (i think...it was November of my 8th grade year) I donated 17 inches of my hair to locks of love....thats the closest that i can think of....

36) Would you kill a dog for $1000?
D= no! and i am going t... ]]> ~Hatsuharurocks http://Hatsuharurocks.deviantart.com/journal/16478741/ http://Hatsuharurocks.deviantart.com/journal/16478741/ Sat, 19 Jan 2008 17:47:40 PST
I woke up fine and was singing a song about pole cats, got to school with a bit of time to spare. I had to multitask and do my language arts work while finishing my Psych notes for the next class...

in second period i turned in my psych paper and then we had a test. I think i did alright on it. Last big test of the semester covering everything we have learned so far. I had about 15 minutes to do whatever, and i was feeling sleepy (not really a morning person) so i laid my head down on my desk and let my thoughts wander. Of course they nearly immediatly went to Dave, and then i started thinking about how much it sucks that i can't see him for our anniversary (tomorrow) So....go figure....i started crying. 3rd period math, we went to an assembly, i was okay thoughout that thing....but as soon as we got back to class i started crying again.
At lunch i started to perk up a little bit...and then 4th period my teacher gave me a cookie (it was oatmeal rasin and he didn't like rasins) so that made me kind of happy....till i found out i had a 62% in that class when i had sworn i had had a C+....i've even been turning in all my work....
Japanese 5th period i had a test and then we made oragami pigs....i'm actually pretty good at figuring out hte directions no matter how vague they are. 6th period jewelry....i didn't do a damned thing because my ring wasn't ready to cast...so i have to go in really early on Tuesday to cast it so i can work on it during class that day.
Then on the bus ride home i was ok, untill i found out my lucky marble (free "lucky" arble i got at the Fairgrounds) had popped out of the keychain...T__T made me sadface.....

Then i got to the bus stop and i waited around for my mom, gave her my backpack and got 5$ and then i walked to Top foods with my friend Ivette. We had some problems with her mom not being home when we got back....she had left earlier than we had been told...so she was locked out and i didn't want to leave her in the cold alone. So we went to a giftshop by the gas station just up the road and looked around for a little while before we headed back to see if her mom was back yet. She was, so i got the phone and called home to ask my mom to come pick me up. Originaly i had just planned to walk home...until we had those complications and it got dark out. So when mom came to pick me up i got bitched at for making her drive in the dark....even though its only a minute long drive...litteraly.
So that immediatly brought my mood back down....and when i got home it oly got worse...I found out that the Birthday card i had sent Dave hadn't arrived there yet...because it was sent back X__X i forgot COMPLETLY that he had moved again and i didn't have his new address....and since its a Card...its got it's own special sized envalope...so i couldn't really just get the new adress and slip it into a new envalope. Mom was pissed because i wasted a stamp too. So i guess i wont send him the card, i'll just wait till i see him who-the-fuck-knows-when. Then my dad said i couldn't go to my aunts house for the weekend. I hate being stuck at home. I like to get to go over there on the weekends and get to just be in a different setting.

So, i was really upset. Guess who i always want to talk to when i am really upset because he can make me feel better? ...and guess who wasn't home when i tried to call....-___- Just my luck, just how that whole day was going. Dave had already left to go to Yakima with his parents for his birthday party thing....which his Dad and Tara so lovingly considered me in i'm sure....-___- there was no way i could go with him...and it was on...of all weekends...the weekend of our one year anniversary...And, its been over 2 months since i have seen him last. The last time was november 10th when we had our own little Saw marathon. I'm REALLY missing him. T__T and everything has just such bad timing.

Finals are next week, i'm stressed over all that and all the homework that is being piled up in all the classes that is all due at the same time. I'm depressed because i miss Dave, i haven't seen him in two months. And i can't see him for our anniversary. A bunch of little things keep going on, my parents are on my back about my grades and to top it all off i am PMSing...so everything is automatically multiplied by 10000000000000.9 AAAAND, AND i get to have cramps and worry about all that fun shit while i am taking a bunch of long and complicated tests that could make or break my grades.

T___T and now i just realized that i forgot to turn in an essay on frieday because i was so upset and preocupied i didn't remember to print it out....-___- so even if i turn it in now i get an F on it because it is late...i'm still not at my aunts...i had to get my last HPV shot today and it always stresses me out getting shots....and i STILL can't talk to Dave.... ]]> ~Hatsuharurocks http://Hatsuharurocks.deviantart.com/journal/15480867/ http://Hatsuharurocks.deviantart.com/journal/15480867/ Mon, 12 Nov 2007 15:14:34 PST
^_^ I'm so proud of it

Its a completely different style than what i have done in the past on the computer. There are no outlines on this, because i was lazy and didn't want to sit and trace my entire picture. So, i just used the smudge tool along with a few shades of the same color and bam...i did a happy dance =3

Please, comments and criticism loved, i'm thinking about doing a whole Western Zodiac set, then maybe a Chinese one too.

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What Your Handwriting Says About You

You are sometimes a very energetic person, but you are sometimes quite lethargic. You're moody, prone to ups and downs, and you don't have a lot of endurance.

You range from very outgoing to very shy. You are a shapeshifter who is very versatile. You adapt well, and you look at things from many angles.

You are balanced and grounded. You know how to get along well with others.

You need a lot of space in your life, and it's easy for you to feel stifled. You avoid commitment and responsibility whenever you can.

You are somewhat traditional, but you are also open to change. You listen to your head and your heart.

You are a poor communicator. No one really knows exactly what you're getting at.

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I guess that is really pretty accurate. Anyways. I'm bored and playing with iGoogle....

I got to see Dave yesterday. It was lots of fun. Though today i am rather sad and depressed...i really miss him.
you know....the "poor communicator" bit feels pretty true right now....

Here is some other random quiz things....i guess ^_^;



Are You An Easy Girl?
[link]

***Guys Think You're Easy to Be With... But Not Easy***
You're definitely a flirt - and a good one.
But you also know that you shouldn't make a move on any cute guy who passes by.
You save your seductive moves for someone who already knows the real you.
That way, your sex appeal is just part of the whole package.

Virgo & Capricorn
These Earth signs share the values of hard work, social advancement, and financial security. Although their love may be somewhat arid, they are skillful at climbing the social ladder together, and sustain each other through great effort, with unfailing loyalty. The Virgoan inspires the Capricorn and diverts him or her from a too-serious world; the Capricornian soothes the Virgoan, providing for the couple's material needs and freeing the latter's wit. If a perfect match existed, this would come close.

]]> ~Hatsuharurocks http://Hatsuharurocks.deviantart.com/journal/15036828/ http://Hatsuharurocks.deviantart.com/journal/15036828/ Fri, 12 Oct 2007 22:59:00 PDT
Mushrooms: no
Onions: yes
Pickles: yes
Broccoli: YES
Celery: no
Lettuce: yes
Peppers: yes
Garlic: no
Beansprouts: yes
Brusslesprouts: yes
Asparagus: yes
Beets: no
Cauliflower: yes
Cucumbers: yes
Spinach: yes (raw)
Tomatoes: NUUuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu
Squash: no
Artichoke: YES! YES! YES!!!
Ice in drink: Yaaaarrrrrr!

How do you like your...

Eggs: unfertalized thank you very much! (ok, but seriously, i like them over easy because i love the yoke.)
Steak: bloody as is still safe for consumption....
Milk: 2%
Tortillas: umm....corn chips with salsa, guacamoli, sour cream....so on.
Chicken: alive <3 go chocken go chicken go! (but they are quite tastey...)
Potatoes: Mashed
Grits: umm....not on my plate.
Cheese: ....in my white rice
Coffee/Tea: Coffee-creamer and sugar. Tea- honeyt and sugar
Marshmallows: On a stick and on FIRE!
Sandwiches: <33 in my mouth.

Relationships

Previous

Have you dated before? yes
How many? 1 serious online...and then Dave.
Have you loved before? yes
How many? 1
General reason for breakup: Cheating.....
Are you a virgin? *cough*
Have you ever been kissed? Yes
Was it with or without tongue? i've had both.
How long was your longest relationship? My current one, almost 9 months.

Current

Do you love someone right now? YES
Are you in love with him/her? ...not so much now IN love.
Are you dating him/her? Yep.
Do you think he/she is "the one"? ....... if i didn't think, and hope, and pray that he is the one, i wouldn't still be with him.

The Opposite Sex

OKAY! WARNING TO MY FRIEDS WHO DON'T WANT TO HEAR THIS!

What is most attractive? Self confident without being too cocky. Knowing when to hold back. Loving, romantic. Dominant personality w/o being too demanding or restricting.
Turn-ons: Biting, spanking, bondage =3 forewardness, kissing, touching...and so on.
Turn-offs: trying to go farther than i want to. rudeness, ect. aka jerky assholish things.
Things you fall for: romanticness....caring. Love affection. Eyes with that certain magic...

Personal

Height: 5'10"
Weight: 250lbs (i'm not afraid to say it o_O because i look like i weigh a lot less. Plus i'm tall with a broad build.)
Eye Color: Hazel
Hair Color: Dark Brown
Hair Length: half way down my back
Age: 17
Right or Left Handed? right
Creative or Intellectual? Intellective. =3
Career Path: something art related either jewler or tattoo artist maybe.
Pet Peeve: Illiteracy, spelling my name wrong
Birthday: 09/14/90
Birth Time: 9:15pm ish.

Most Proud Moment: ------ i don't know....nothing good much ever happens to me.
Most Shameful Moment: ----- when i accidentally kicked Dave....yeah...*sadface* i felt so bad.
Most Terrifying Moment: two weeks ago when my world crashed down on me.
Most Disgusting Moment: ....you don't want to know what came to my mind.

Favorites

Type of Food: japanese
Food: rice
Color: black, yellow, red, lime green....
Person to kill: o_O.....i...tend to avoid murderous thoughts.....
Job: ...o_o.....pornstar??
Hobby: drawing and playing guitar
Family Member:...my Aunt Stacey!
Pass-Time: Drawing anime or playing guitar.
Thing to do: talk to Dave...think....draw...play guitar....listen to music...harass my sibling.
Season: winter/fall
Time of day: later evening/night
Animal: Dragon, Leopard
Manga: ...Demon Diaries.
Place: ....In Dave's arms.
Anime: Fruits Basket/Hellsing/DearS
Letter: S
Phrase/Quote: "Life isn't about waiting for the storm to pass, its about learnign to dance in the rain."
Movie: Saw (1,2,3)
Book: Phantoms in the Brain
Character: Haru! (My original character)
Candy: reeses peanut butter cups or crunch bars
Pop: .....rootbeer!
Language: Japanese
Clothing to wear: whatever i feel like at the time honestly.
Weapon: Sword
Mythical/Biblical Animal: Dragon
Book Series: Harry potter/LOTR
Drink: Water
Ice Cream: Cookie Dough or chocolate (or fred meyers' double vanilla)
Car (If any) : i guess i tend to like the older cars....but nothing really specific.
Flower: Red rose
Restaurant: mmm....i don't know
Singer/Group: AC/DC always and forever.
Music: Rock,... ]]> ~Hatsuharurocks http://Hatsuharurocks.deviantart.com/journal/14956153/ http://Hatsuharurocks.deviantart.com/journal/14956153/ Sun, 07 Oct 2007 13:07:11 PDT
o_O Oh! heh! And i suppose i should add that it wasn't Dave making me feel uncomfortable, but his step mom... >_> she kept barking at us to "show some self controll" when we weren't even do anything. seriously. I was leaning over resting my head on his shoulder or something like that in the car ride over there when she said that. =_= Made me about cry a few times because my emotions are still being all weird.

Geh, we couldn't cuddle really because they didn't want us both laying down at the same time...and we weren't supposed to "suck each other's faces" because he had just gotten teeth pulled and it would be bad for him to get dry rot or what ever it was called.

>_> so, okay, yes thats understandable...but it does take away a lot from getting to see him.

*sighs* I nearly cried when he said i should have gotten him different flowers....i got him this bright and colorful Yellowy sunflower bouquet because i thought, that after getting his teeth pulled that he would be kind of out of it and in pain. But he was just fine... So yeah. *shrugs* I guess he didn't like them much. This time i bought him something to kind of brighten his room rather than something i knew he liked. Guess if i get him flowers again i'll go for the single rose like he likes.... -_-;

But yeah...nothing really eventful happened. We just ate, watched a movie, unpacked stuff in his room, and ate dinner. To say the least it was kind of boring. But thats ok. I was tired as hell anyways. Plus, the only thing that really matters to me is that i got to see him for a few hours. He gave me some disks with pictures that his mother has taken of him....and i just finished looking at all those. Its interesting to see how he looks a few years younger. ^_^; He almost looks like a completely different person with shorter hair and a clean face. (D= and DANG IT DAVE!!!! I still want to see those pictures from our first date!!)

Last weekend was a real test on our relationship....or at least a test of my commitment to it....and we have made it though. This weekend...was good for my healing process i think. I'm still hurting a little. Not really angry at all anymore. But i still need time.

*sighs* why is life so complicated? I've still got so many thoughts to sort through and settle before i can be back to normal. -_- especially between Dave and i.

In other news, i have lots of new art i need to scan so i can post. I'm tired of posting pictures of my drawings. It looks so unprofessional. So i'm going to try and only post scans of my work from now on. So....actually...I'm going to go and draw some more. It usually helps me calm down and get some pent up emotions out.

I feel like someone is shaking up my life like a poloroid picture to see how its going to turn out.

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But at least things are looking up now.

I started my week off just all irritated and angry and sad. And as the week went on i got a little better, but for the most part i've been pretty depressed...

You know when you just have one of those days? You kinda try and keep a positive attitude, but then so many little things go wrong and piss you off or make you sad? And then you just kinda give up on trying to pretend that everything is ok?

Yeah...that was my entire week.

It was spirit week at our school because our homecoming game is tonight, and the dance is tomorrow. Monday was pajama day, Tuesday was rock star day, Wednesday was fasion desaster day, thursday was Pirate vs. Ninja, and then today was color wars (were each grade lever wears one of the school colors. Juniors wore white X_X

I swear homecoming week is cursed for me. It was a terrible week for me last year, and i doubt it was any better my freshman year.

But things are getting better now, at least. Things between Dave and i are good now after a little rough patch last weekend...And i get to see him tomorrow.

He got teeth pulled today. So i wanted to go and see him and dote on him. I'll probably tell the world how that all goes tomorrow.

I think i am going to die of lack of sleep soon here or something X_X; i'm turning into a zombie. I think a nice nap on Dave is going to be on the schedule for tomorrow. Because i'm going to need it. lol. *goes off to eat brains and sleep*

]]> ~Hatsuharurocks http://Hatsuharurocks.deviantart.com/journal/14841395/ http://Hatsuharurocks.deviantart.com/journal/14841395/ Sat, 29 Sep 2007 12:54:10 PDT Why fucking why why why?!

Why does this shit keep happening to me.

I wish i could rant about it to someone, but i can't.
Right now...i really need to get a hold of Dave and ask him what the FUCK is going on.
And i can't get a hold of him.

I've never been so hurt or so FUCKING ANGRY.

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I've just been out wandering in the forest for a few hours. I got lost, cried. Broke sticks, cried some more, continues to be lost, and then punched a fallen log out of anger and anguish untill i couldn't feel my hands....then i cried as it started to rain and punched the log some more. i think i may have fractured a knuckle....my right hand is pretty swollen and bruised looking X_X; and it hurts to type.

but atleast i got rid of some pent up emotions. And i can think clearly now.

Still can't get a hold of him though....

]]> ~Hatsuharurocks http://Hatsuharurocks.deviantart.com/journal/14665911/ http://Hatsuharurocks.deviantart.com/journal/14665911/ Sun, 16 Sep 2007 20:33:13 PDT
Woke up and showered and whatnot, threw some clothes on to get ready to go pick up Dave. >.< Such a lovely hour long drive, but hell, he is worth it. We ended up sitting in traffic for about a half hour. Picked up Dave and headed back to my aunt's house for the party. Then when we got there we started playing around with make up. I was having a "goth/emo" themed dress for my party because we were going laser tagging and so we were dressing in black anyways. I decided why not have fun with it.
Then my friends started showing up and we played twister. One of my friends was late, and i started freaking out because we had to leave without her to laser tag. I felt so freaking bad!! Then she ended up showing up at laser tag at like the last minute. I was so relieved. X_X;
Dave didn't have too much fun with the laser tagging as far as i could tell....the little kids there pissed us all off. (Honestly this was the worst time i have had laser tagging. The little kids were so freaking obnoxious...i wanted to puch a few of them...and it takes a lot to make me want to hurt anyone)

After that we went back to the house, and i did what i could to cheer Dave up... We went and played DDR on the Xbox and i hit another rough patch with Dave...

X_X i ended up getting so stressed out at one point that i felt sick,and just trying to eat a peice of celery made me start retching X_X; Layed down with Dave on the floor for a while, relaxed a bit, and i started to feel better. then we opened up presents. =3 and i got a pack of sharpies (which i later used to draw on my friends XD) And then we ate cake and what not. =3

Then eventually we started to play with helium balloons....god that was so funny (and maybe part of why i have such a killer headache) we have a video of it, but i am having issues with getting it uploaded onto photobucket right now.
It was lots of fun. Dave showed off his hypnotism ski8lls to my friends. >_< Its so weird...I almost ate cat food...But then my friends wanted him to try hypnotizing them too (Dave's had months of hypnotism on me X_X; its so freaking WEIRD!!! ) So then he was trying that. Aperantly, Michelle Loves Stained glass windows. XD too hard to explain here.

then he had to go home and it was just me and my friends. Then we talked about him and other things, played truth or dare, have you ever and just talked and caught up on things that have been going on in our lives. I love having parties with my close friends because usually it brings us closer and i always end up learning new things about them, even though we have known each other for years, so much has been happening recently and we have had so little contact. We stayed up talking and playing until about 1 or 2 when everybody was crashed out except for me and two of my friends. So we went downstairs and talked until 6am when we finally passed out.

This morning we ate eggs and bacon for breakfast and didn't really do too much. We just kinda bummed around, and i drew stuff on Michelle and Shelby. Then My friends one by one left, and we had to clean up. =3 'twas all good.

I was happy that my friends got to meet Dave, and vise versa. I think things could have gone a little smoother, but at least things were pretty good. I think everyone can say that they had fun. Can't wait to talk to him tonight. i really miss him, i really didn't get to spend all that much close time with him. I didn't expect to by far, but i didn't know that i'd still miss him like i never saw him afterwards...

Anyways, this was a weekend to remember. >_< Next week is going to suck. There isn't anything to look forward to. heh, i need to make some plans.

i do think i know when i might be able to see Dave again though. On October 5th (if i remember right) Is my home coming. And i hope i can take Dave. =3

]]> ~Hatsuharurocks http://Hatsuharurocks.deviantart.com/journal/14642035/ http://Hatsuharurocks.deviantart.com/journal/14642035/ Sat, 15 Sep 2007 09:07:32 PDT
Anyways, i'm excited! *does a little happy dance* My actual birthday pretty much sucked. I was so stressed out i had a breakdown in my 4th period class >.< But things got better once i got home. i went and picked up two cakes from the store with my mom. One was custom order (green and yellow airbrushed striped on buttercream frosted white cake with yummy filling) and one random smaller cake for us at home. i didn't really want to custom order a cake, but all the ones they had had raspberry filling >_< yuck. I felt too....spoiled getting a custom one, but it turned out really cool looking XD i gave the woman who decorated it a big hug. <3 We got the little second cake for home because i left for my aunts house last night because thats where the party is. And i needed to spend the night so i could help decorate and go with them to pick Dave up in the morning. (which we are leaving to go do soon.)
Now that everything for the party can be taken care of, i can finally relax and just wait for stacey to get ready so that we can go get Dave...then just wait for all the party guests to show up. then its time to P-A-R-T-Y!

Hahah, i'll be back sunday night to rant abotu my party XD

]]> ~Hatsuharurocks http://Hatsuharurocks.deviantart.com/journal/14459254/ http://Hatsuharurocks.deviantart.com/journal/14459254/ Sun, 02 Sep 2007 16:54:49 PDT 2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name

- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -

1 How would you describe yourself?
No Brakes- the offspring
[True enough. I've got no brakes, just ask Dave. ]

2What do you like in a guy/girl?
Some Postman- The Presidents of the united States of America
[Erm...yes...letters are nice.]

3 How do you feel today?
Feather Pluckin' Insane - The Presidents of the united States of America
[Hahaha, damn straight!]

4 What is your life's purpose?
Out of Line - Buckcherry
[Sure. =3]

5 What is your motto?
You spin me right round - Dead or Alive
[Okay o_O]

6 What do your friends think of you?
Heatseeker- AC/DC
[o_O wtf?]

7 What do you think of your parents?
Moneytalks- AC/DC
[....]

8 What do you think about very often?
Strange Magic- ELO
[Yeah....if Dave is considered strange magic, i think about it all the time.]

9 What do you think of your best friend?
Falling- The Offspring
[Yeah....we are slipping a little bit, so that actually works.]

10 What do you think of the person you like?
Lets Make It- AC/DC
[HEH. Ain't this the truth.]

11 What is your life story?
C.O.D- AC/DC
[Sure....]

12 What do you want to be when you grow up?
Burnin Alive- AC/DC
[o_O suicidal much?]

13 What will you dance to at your wedding?
Little Lover- AC/DC
[HEH]

14 What is your biggest secret?
Love at First Feel- AC/DC
[HAHAHAHAH!!! THE BRIGE DAVE! THE BRIDGE! * rofl*]


Can you tell i have a lot of AC/DC on my iPod?

Well...that was certainly interesting.

]]> ~Hatsuharurocks http://Hatsuharurocks.deviantart.com/journal/14440916/ http://Hatsuharurocks.deviantart.com/journal/14440916/ Sat, 01 Sep 2007 12:15:57 PDT


Lets give this a stab, shall we?

[1] I absolutely hate my middle name.
[2] I have a dent in my skull.
[3] I have a teddy bear that i've kept since i was little and her name is Sunflower.
[4] My favorite color is Germany.
[5] I have never been on the Radio or the TV before
[6] My mother was in a movie.
[7] I have only seen my boyfriend 10 times in the time that we have been dating.
[8] I cosplayed as Police Girl from Hellsing last year at Sakura Con
[9] I'm very intelligent...but with a tendancey to space out in my own thoughts and fantasies....especially in math.
[10] I am not a book nerd, i hate reading and wish i could burn all books.
[11] I have been in many (offline) relationships and am now dating my tagger.
[12] I get very bitchy or depressed every month and i feel sorry for everyone who has to put up with it.
[13] My boyfriend is a Panty Thief.
[14] Drawing is my life.
[15] I'm a prep.
[16] I'm President of japan club at school and my character Haru has been elected the club mascot.


Grrr....3 nights in a row with little to no sleep. this is going to kill me if it keeps going when school starts.

]]> ~Hatsuharurocks http://Hatsuharurocks.deviantart.com/journal/14312335/ http://Hatsuharurocks.deviantart.com/journal/14312335/ Fri, 24 Aug 2007 00:19:32 PDT
I'm not saying i want to die...i'm just saying i am tired of living. I just want a break from everything.

I needed to vent somewhere. Today has just been teribble. Life recently has been terrible lately. I've had a total artist's block, and thats killing me just as much as some other things....So many things i just don't know how to say to so many people. Too many life changing choices to make. Too many people who should care, but feels like they don't. Or don't care enough. It almost feels like i'll be\\never be happy again...

And i am done thinking over what i should pick.
Sleep is the closest i can get to getting away.

I just wish i could go run and cry in the arms of my lover...hear him tell me everything will be all right. But right now thats impossible.

The one thing i need is impossible.

So i'm going to go mope around and cry with my ancient teddy bear (Dear God, you see me dragging Sunflower around and you know i'm far from happy....) because somehow thats the closest i can get to comfort right now.

I'm sinking....drowning in my own life...with no way out and no clue what to do. It feels like i'm dying inside. Someone please come and save me.

Please.

]]> ~Hatsuharurocks http://Hatsuharurocks.deviantart.com/journal/13887849/ http://Hatsuharurocks.deviantart.com/journal/13887849/ Thu, 26 Jul 2007 12:49:46 PDT

For anyone who cares.

Its been over a month now since i have seen Dave and its killing me. I really hope i can see him soon.

I'm working still on writing my own manga, but i have a lot of stuff to work out before i am even going to dare start it. So you may end up seeing some character sheets pop up in my gallery or something,

Even though i am not going to start on my Manga, i will draw short ones not related tot he story so that i can get a feel for doing more complex paneling.

As far as my Manga goes, i don't have too much worked out. I keep hitting walls that i then have to work out. I do know how i want tit to start, and how i want it to end, and generally i have a vaguye plot worked out for inbetween....but i am thinking it would be best for me to write this out in a story or script format before i begin to draw it.

I'm hoping to get a short Manga finished soon.... Abusive Friends: Salted
Its going to be a sporadic and random short series called "Abusive Friends" based off of my friends and the real life things we do. We love eachother to death, so we feel privileged to abuse eachother or something. =3 or we are all justed messed up.
Anyways, if i get it finished and posted, i hope it will make you all laugh.

some other random things:
I recently got that HPV Guardasil shot..... didn't hurt too bad...untill afterwards. Felt like i got punched in the arm for a good few hours after and my arm didn't want to work properly. >_< Now that my arm is all better....i get to go in for my second round of shots on September 18th....4 days right after my birthday. hoorah....?

I finished reading Harry Potter and the Deathy Hollows.

I made 50$ babysitting my cousin last saturday

And i am trying to make a mascot for a website that has members from my school's Japan Club. Deadline for submissions is at the end of the month...and i don't know if i can get something good by then *shrugs* if i don't then i guess it will be good to let someone else have the glory... Haru is already the official Japan Club Mastcot, so i don't know if i should try and make another one for the site too. >=3 i'll just pwn all the mascot positions

]]> ~Hatsuharurocks http://Hatsuharurocks.deviantart.com/journal/13627932/ http://Hatsuharurocks.deviantart.com/journal/13627932/ Thu, 05 Jul 2007 23:38:34 PDT 's journal)

1. Is my style unique? When you see a drawing, do you know I drew it before looking at the icon/name?
2. What are my biggest weaknesses? What should I improve?

3. What subjects would you like to see me tackle more often? Or what kind of pictures in general?
4. How old would you think I am, just from my drawings? (even though you can cheat and look at my page...)

Anyone who answers this would help me greatly. Luffs to you all.

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And i also got this....its...interesting.

* Answer the questions before you read the outcome!

1. You are not alone. You are walking in the woods. Who is with you?

~ Dave ()

2. You are walking in the woods. You see an animal. What kind of animal?

~ Dragon!

3. What interaction takes place between you and the animal?

~ we have...crazy animal/dragon....beastiality type sex between the three of us!

4. You walk deeper in the woods. You enter a clearing, and before you is your dream house. How big is it?

~Not too big. Not to small. Big enough for a family of four i guess, but perfectly comfortable for 2. Or basically anywhere with Dave would be good enough for me.

5. Is your dream house surrounded by a fence?
Nope.

6. You enter the house. You walk into the dining room and see the dining room table. What do you see on AND around it?

~Nothing really....a fork? Some clean plates waiting for dinners. Maybe some vase with half dead flowers i need to replace. And its got two chairs.

7. You exit the house and a cup is on the ground, what kind is it?

~A green plastic cup =3 like the ones we got for cheap XD 4 for a dollar! w00t! (not like the red ones that you buy in mass quantities o_O)

8. What do you do with the cup?
Pick it up

9. You walk to the edge of the property where you find yourself standing at the edge of a body of water. What kind of body of water is it?

~of Either a big lake or an ocean. i'll make a sandcastle with my cup! yeah!

10. How will you cross the water?
o_O..... i shall ride on the wooly back of David Hasselhoff!! (like in the Spongebob movie =3 )

**Keep Reading!!!**
==============================================

1. The person who you are walking in the woods with is the most important person in your life.

2. The size of the animal is representative of your perception of the size of your problems.

3. The severity of the interaction you have with the animal is representative of how you deal with your problems.

4. The size of your dream home is representative of the size of your ambition to solve your problems.

5. A lack of a fence is indicative of an open personality. People are welcome at all times. The presence of a fence indicates a closed personality. You'd prefer people not drop by unannounced.

6. If your answer did NOT include food, flowers, or people, then you are generally unhappy.

7. The durability of the material with the cup is made of is representative of the perceived durability of your relationship.

8. What you did with the cup is representative of your attitude.

9. The size of the body of water is representative of the size of your sexual desire.

10. The way you cross the water is representative to how easy or hard you expect your life to be.

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o_O Quick rundown on my life:

The most important person in my life is Dave ~Hatsuharurocks http://Hatsuharurocks.deviantart.com/journal/13550739/ http://Hatsuharurocks.deviantart.com/journal/13550739/ Sat, 30 Jun 2007 10:57:03 PDT
I suck with names .

But anyways, i am going to try writing my own manga. I have one of the main characters, but no name that i am content with right now. So, i want you guys to help me out with a name. =3 I'll have GeneticExperiment help me decide because this is also partially his character.

I'm looking for something that has a Japanese sound to it, either an actual word or name that fits him would be good.

Anyways, now to the goodies. To the winner, i shall give the only thing i can. =3 Free art! woot!

Just post your names (and or any questions) in a comment here.

human-ish form: [link] (prototype, but you get an idea)
Dragon form: [link] (unfinished but you get the idea)

Thanks for the help!

Also, if you feel like trying to draw, and have some good ideas, it would be wonderful if you could try drawing variations of him. Other people can think differently than i can, so therefore you might be able to come up with something great that i otherwise couldn't have thought of on my own. I will credit any things i use on my final character design to you.

Again, there are references of him above. I need four different forms for him: Human (ish); half Dragon half human (basically anthro, i need one more dragon-like, and one more human-like.); and his full dragon version.

And again, if you do this for me, i will most likely end up drawing you some thank you art from the bottom of my heart for going though the trouble whether or not i use your ideas.

Things i would really love ideas on: Horns, wings, tail tip, feet/claws, chest plate scale armor things, body type/structure.

the only thing i like so far that i have is his face, so basically everything else i feel needs to be revised X_X

So yeah, i'm off to try drawing out ideas. Just post any questions. And if you want i'll try and type up and add character info and personality here too.

]]> ~Hatsuharurocks http://Hatsuharurocks.deviantart.com/journal/13375332/ http://Hatsuharurocks.deviantart.com/journal/13375332/ Sun, 17 Jun 2007 00:07:59 PDT
You can do these in any style and any medium you want.
Post it in your own journals if you are doing this challenge!

20 EMOTIONS CHALLENGE
It can be good practise to draw different emotions and feelings, and that's what this challenge is all about.
If you don't know what the word means, well, you'll have to look it up. It's educational as well!
There is no time limit for this challenge, and you can do it in any way you like - e.g. a mood sheet of one character, or lots of separate pictures themed on a certain emotion.
Copy and paste this into your own journal if you are taking the challenge.
If you manage to draw all 20 emotions, contact =Wolfdog for a journal feature.
The words are;

agitated
anguished
apathetic
ardent
astonished
complacent
ecstatic
enthralled
envious
exasperated
humiliated
hysterical
irate
melancholic
nauseous
optimistic
relieved
revolted
sympathetic
terrified

]]> ~Hatsuharurocks http://Hatsuharurocks.deviantart.com/journal/13194095/ http://Hatsuharurocks.deviantart.com/journal/13194095/ Sat, 02 Jun 2007 20:12:55 PDT
If anyone has any other themes or challenges they want to add, just post them in a comment here.

Here is my list and my progress:

1. Introduction
2. Love
3. Light
4. Dark
5. Seeking Solace
6. Break Away
7. Heaven
8. Innocence
9. Drive
10. Breathe Again
11. Memory
12. Insanity
13. Misfortune
14. Smile
15. Silence
16. Questioning
17. Blood
18. Rainbow
19. Gray
20. Fortitude
21. Vacation
22. Mother Nature
23. Distaste
24. No Time
25. Trouble Lurking
26. Tears
27. Foreign
28. Sorrow
29. Happiness
30. Under the Rain
31. Flowers
32. Night
33. Expectations
34. Stars
35. Hold My Hand
36. Precious Treasure
37. Eyes
38. Abandoned
39. Dreams
40. Rated
41. Teamwork
42. Standing Still
43. Dying
44. Two Roads
45. Illusion
46. Family
47. Creation
48. Childhood
49. Stripes : [link]
50. Breaking the Rules
51. Sport
52. Deep in Thought
53. Keeping a Secret
54. Tower
55. Waiting
56. Danger Ahead
57. Sacrifice
58. Kick in the Head
59. No Way Out
60. Rejection
61. Fairy Tale
62. Magic
63. Do Not Disturb
64. Multitasking
65. Horror
66. Traps
67. Playing the Melody
68. Hero
69. Annoyance
70. 67%
71. Obsession
72. Mischief
73. I Can't
74. Are You Challenging Me?
75. Mirror
76. Broken Pieces
77. Test
78. Drink
79. Starvation
80. Words
81. Pen and Paper
82. Can You Hear Me?
83. Heal
84. Out Cold
85. Spiral
86. Seeing Red
87. Food
88. Pain
89. Through the Fire
90. Triangle
91. Drowning
92. All That I Have
93. Give Up
94. Last Hope
95. Advertisement
96. In the Storm
97. Safety
98. Puzzle
99. Solitude
100. Relaxation


~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~The others~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
101. Cut
102. War
103. Ancient
104. Voodoo
105.Split
106. Balk
107. Cold
108. Snow
109. Alone
110. Gone
111. Broken
112. Lovers
113. Wrath
114. Want
115. Moon
116. Walk
117. See
118. 4:29PM
119. Soft
120. Submission
121. Hate
122. Mislead
123. Gore
124. Young
125. Old
126. City
127. Country
128. Future
129. Need
130. Desecrate
131. Sick
132. Hunger
133.Testament
134. Confrontation
135. Dirt
136.Death
137. Embarrassment
138. Hesitation
139. Sin
140. Temptation
141. Exotic
142. Laughter
143. Boredom
144. Romance
145. Pride
146. Summer
147. Winter
148. Fall
149. Spring
150. Faith

]]> ~Hatsuharurocks http://Hatsuharurocks.deviantart.com/journal/12941798/ http://Hatsuharurocks.deviantart.com/journal/12941798/ Sun, 13 May 2007 12:57:59 PDT Last night i spent about 10 hours straight on my "Neko Sarah" image. I think i only took one half hour break and a few short bathroom breaks during that entire time. I'm so happy i finished it.

Hahaha i guess here is a little time line of my CG work:

[link] Paint days *shudders*

Moving on to experimenting with Photoshop 3.0:
[link]

Then i started to edit drawings. I made....

[link] this....[link] ...from this.

[link] This.....[link] from this....

Then came these [link] & [link] from [link]

AND FINALLY!!!

My current masterpeice!

I made this [link] from [link]

I'm so proud of myself But...XP the final image has only gotten 1 page veiw so far and no comments. XP so it is a little depressing.

my next project is a birthday present for My friend who i have had for over 10 years now. =3 her b-day is next week and a drawing of a Jester would be the perfect thing for her. ^_^ luckly i have monday off school so i can stay at my aunt's to finish it....being as i don't have photoshop at home.

>.< I JUST WISH I HAD A TABLET. Things would go so much quicker. =_= i wouldn't have to hand trace everything with the mouse....if ANYONE is familiar with photoshop (3.0 or otherwise) and there is a quicker easier way to trace things PLEASE PLEASE PLEEEEEAAAASE let me know. I would apriciate it SO MUCH!

=3 i'm off to get to work on that Jester sketch. *salutes* See you later. I'm in work mode now.

]]> ~Hatsuharurocks http://Hatsuharurocks.deviantart.com/journal/12760534/ http://Hatsuharurocks.deviantart.com/journal/12760534/ Fri, 27 Apr 2007 22:20:19 PDT
Anyways......I've been pretty wrapped up is school work and such recently....so i haven't had much time to be online. (if you haven't noticed i haven't been around much)


So yes.....I love you all, but i don't know how often i'm going to be on for a while. and if i am on, it will mostly be on during the weekends.

XP......*goes to reply to like....2 week old messages*

]]> ~Hatsuharurocks http://Hatsuharurocks.deviantart.com/journal/12524717/ http://Hatsuharurocks.deviantart.com/journal/12524717/ Mon, 09 Apr 2007 12:39:43 PDT the next 6 people to be tagged and list their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says "you are tagged" in their devpage comments and tell them to read yours...

1.) I don't brush my teeth as often as i would like to
2.) o_O whenever i eat a McDonalds burger i ALWAYS take it apart, eat the pickles and such, and then the buns, and then the meat patty. o_O but i DON'T always do that with burgers from elsewhere.
3.) I hate the lack of physical attention I get...
4.) I hate that I have low self esteem and am trying to lose weight but can't.
5.) I hate how i alow myself to be used and get a sick pleasure out of it
6.) I use toilet paper for a book,ark when i read books (cheap and easy to replace if it falls out =3)


*i'm lazy and i don't have 6 people i want to "tag" or whatever so if you read this and you want to do it, then be my guest.*

]]> ~Hatsuharurocks http://Hatsuharurocks.deviantart.com/journal/12235063/ http://Hatsuharurocks.deviantart.com/journal/12235063/ Sun, 18 Mar 2007 16:13:59 PDT Ever notice that my mood is always passionate? Thats because i'm really too lazy to bother changing it.

I'm trying to work out some impossible master plan to get Dave over to come to my school dance with me. I have to type fast because my dad is on his way to pick me up (i am at my aunts house)


Grr....I don't get online much anymore, save for the weekends now. >.< and i really wish my laptop worked so i could actually scan all my crap instead of just taking crap-tastic pictures.

o_O wow....Mark McGrath from Sugar Ray is pretty sexy (amazes me that i think so because generally i don't find musicians and such attractive because i think its stupid) But i have to admitt that he is. <.< no where near as sexy as my Dave....though sexy none the less. lmao.

I really hope i can get everything to work out so that i can get to see Dave again, because i really REALLY miss him.

I found i like doing art trades. I have two going right now.

DAD HERE GTG! BYE!!

]]> ~Hatsuharurocks http://Hatsuharurocks.deviantart.com/journal/12046356/ http://Hatsuharurocks.deviantart.com/journal/12046356/ Sat, 03 Mar 2007 21:34:57 PST Especially when everything would be easier if you could just be face to face....
but hey, life isn't easy, right?

]]> ~Hatsuharurocks http://Hatsuharurocks.deviantart.com/journal/11921048/ http://Hatsuharurocks.deviantart.com/journal/11921048/ Thu, 22 Feb 2007 12:33:28 PST
I saw Dave again last Sunday and we had some fun together. We were originally going to go see a concert but my mom didn't buy the tickets in time and so it was sold out. So....we went to dinner and a movie instead.

dinner was terrible. The service sucked. Then We saw Bridge to Teribithia and it was....ok...but it should have had a lot more action in it or something.

Though i am not going to complain much because spending time with Dave is all that really matters. I don't care what i'm doing or where i'm doing so long as it is with him.

=O which reminds me....we just missed out one month anniversary from when we first me. *smacks self on forehead* jeeze....i can't believe its been that long already. ^_^ well....i look forward to many more months with Dave....=3 damn i really need to work on getting my parents to see him more often....because once a month is not enough.....not when i miss him as badly as i do....

]]> ~Hatsuharurocks http://Hatsuharurocks.deviantart.com/journal/11517123/ http://Hatsuharurocks.deviantart.com/journal/11517123/ Sun, 21 Jan 2007 11:46:34 PST I'm going to put up the whole....er...>.> heh, almost full story of our day on here in another entry, but i want to talk to dave first because i can't remember what order things happend in =3 But i did have my first kiss, and TONS of fun just being with him!

]]> ~Hatsuharurocks http://Hatsuharurocks.deviantart.com/journal/11441994/ http://Hatsuharurocks.deviantart.com/journal/11441994/ Mon, 15 Jan 2007 00:38:46 PST
Next Saturday i finaly get to meet David. Our families are meeting in seattle and we are going to spend the day together.

I'm so nervous though. I've never had anyone love me before. Never had a first kiss....never even have had the opertunity to cuddle up with someone. And with David....comes all these new things. Saturday is going to be a day full of excitement and first time things for me. I've never been to the space needle, or had a boyfriend, or kissed, hell i've never even loved someone like i love him.

But with all these new things....it just adds to the anxiety. X_X; *hyperventalates* lol

I am going to try and go though with this without fear or heasitation though. Because the fact that David and i met and such....its just all too perfect. Things are just too perfect to ignore. I mean....i had an uber bad day at school....and at lunch i...prayed. I never pray though. And i asked for someone to love me because i didn't know how much longer i could keep myself together without someone by my side.
And...bam, that night i met Dave on Gaia. We talked the whole night, even though i had school the next day, i just wanted to talk with him. Heh, i have never been so tired as i was that day, but it was worth it.
David and i are such a perfect match. I mean, no we aren't perfect, but thats what makes it perfect.
Where we don't agree, we balance eachother out. I am a more submissive person by nature, and he is more dominant. We both agree on things like love, and saving sex untill marrage....and as much as we agree on stuff, we disagree on stuff too. Which is great, because it leave things to discuss and we aren't always just nodding and agreeing with the other.

I have faith that he was brought into my life for some reason. I don't know what reason....but we are ment to be together. at least for now. If he isn't ment to be my husband, then he is in my life for some other reason. And so i am going to go ahead without fear, knowing ...and feeling...as if this is all being planned out by something over my head and there isn't much i can do to alter its plans.
(ever have that feeling that everything in yoru life has been pre planned?)

I love David, and i look foreward to that first kiss next Saturday. I'm still counting down the days that pass by so slowly and yet so rapidly at the same time. Just like my heart beats when i think of him, fast yet slow.

]]> ~Hatsuharurocks http://Hatsuharurocks.deviantart.com/journal/11399072/ http://Hatsuharurocks.deviantart.com/journal/11399072/ Thu, 11 Jan 2007 13:55:46 PST _>; cause its fun and i love it XD But i was dissapointed when i found that most of the snow was dry and not packing snow....save for the stuff on our car that had been in the sun. So i built a mini snowman....he was like 3 feet tall.

I put a scarf and hats on him and took pictures and stuff......=3 then i got bored....and got the machete out of the stump in our yard...and some fake blood left over from halloween a few years ago....=3 and stabbed the snowman. My sister video taped it as i stabbed him a few times, and then beheaded him ^_^; poor snowman...but i saved him from a slow melting death....=3 i swear i don't have any anger issues XD

D: and this wasn't a hate crime against the snowy men. XD

though if mom asks about the scratch on her car...the squirrels did it...because i most certainly didn't use a little too much force and hit the car too....those damn squirrels.

In other news...X_X i really miss David, i haven't been able to talk to him recently due to the fact that i am out of minutes on my cell phone...(I you David =3)

]]> ~Hatsuharurocks http://Hatsuharurocks.deviantart.com/journal/11342550/ http://Hatsuharurocks.deviantart.com/journal/11342550/ Sat, 06 Jan 2007 20:59:26 PST
I get to meet david on the 20th now. Its further away then i would have liked, but it is atleast a set date. X_X; i am perfectly happy that i get to meet him at all in the first place, so i am not going to complain. ^_^ I'm so happy....though i miss him. I haven't gotten to talk to him too much today or yesterday *shrugs* its ok though.
The more secure i feel with him and the more i feel he loves me the more i can stand to be away from him.

]]> ~Hatsuharurocks http://Hatsuharurocks.deviantart.com/journal/11305603/ http://Hatsuharurocks.deviantart.com/journal/11305603/ Wed, 03 Jan 2007 19:04:59 PST
I have pleanty of good friends...but only 2 at my lunch. Michelle and Kenny. Michelle is always off with Olivia now....and Kenny is usually with other friends, playing magic cards or something. Leaving me to sit in a hall by myself for a half hour each day. Sometimes i don't mind, its good thinking time....other times, like today....it just makes me sad and depressed and feel like i am invisable.
Makes me want to just cry. I think i would if i could...but for some reason i can just never cry unless something is REALLY wrong or its PMS week....
My emotions are broken i think.....

I love Dave so much, but DAMN! Its going to drive me crazy not getting to have any contact with him. T_T Today he hasn't even been on, i can't call him because i'm out of minutes on my cell phone and my parents won't let me call him with the homephone yet because they are just being weird and protective....

*bangs head on desk* My whole family is gone right now, i am alone in the house with nothing but my thoughts and my paranoia. I feel like i am the last person alive in this world. Everyone i love is shunning me (well, not really but thats how it almost feels....) Its times like now i want to hurt myself...the only thing that stops me is the promise i wouldn't so i don't hurt the ones i love.

But serisouly, it gets so hard sometimes.
I slept like shit, i feel sick, ,my day that started off ok was abruptly turned around to a shitty day because Michelle completly ignored me, and it just got worse from there. Now i feel like everyone and everything is rejecting me....T_T i need to feel love but i am not getting it from anywhere today, save for a single comment by David.

>_< why does today have to be a day he can't get on to talk to me?

]]> ~Hatsuharurocks http://Hatsuharurocks.deviantart.com/journal/11304081/ http://Hatsuharurocks.deviantart.com/journal/11304081/ Wed, 03 Jan 2007 17:04:04 PST
X_X; i feel so stupid trying to figure out my way around the site, but i'll get this right sooner or later XD

Umm anyways... =3 i am so excited about getting to meet David that i made a BIG countdown thing on my wall. o_O accept i dunno what day we are getting to meet....XD so i don't know when to count down to.

I love David so much, and i hope he and i really get along well when we get the chance to talk face to face. Though somehow i have the feeling we will do just fine.

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