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                <title>Happy Halloween!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 31 Oct 2009 15:30:12 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Allo All!<br /><br />Happy Halloween! It's a fullish moon too! I'm not out raising hell tonight, but rather enjoying a quietish evening home and prolly then out with friends. <br /><br />A short update though, NaNoWriMo 2009 starts tonight at midnight-oh-one and promises to be a thriling event throughout November! Finished my prep work for this year and "Youth" will be totally be a finished product. <br /><br />MtC and TWR are going decenty as well. <br /><br />And since I can't think of anything else important or witty, ttfn all. <br /><br />~Havoc<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Stuff and Things!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 01 Sep 2009 21:02:55 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Allo All.<br /><br />So nothing new for the last bit, but the whole school-work thing is going goodish. No more after the 5th, manager stupidity and bigotry,  and that leads to me giving a wonderriffle two-week notice.<br /><br />On the writing front, MtC and the OmniBox series are going well, SI is being sent to my returned Beta in a day or two and then final projects will take me away. <br /><br />Other than that, there's nothing else to report, other than the whole still single thing, despite the really weird and strange rumors flying all around the town.<br /><br />~Havoc<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Live Journal...?</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 29 Jul 2009 20:58:16 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Allo All.<br /><br />Okay, so in more interesting news, awhile back I made a new LJ name. Hadn't put anything over there or chosen styling. Then, inpsiration hits, like a rogue tennis ball to the back of my head. And I post stuff up there. Not the quite so amazing stuff as there is on my AFF.net space, but nor is it complete crap. <br /><br />For those looking around for some of other "other" stuff, hit me up on LJ under the same name as here as it is on AFF. I know, not terribly creative, but it works. ^_^ <br /><br />Also, "Sacred Indulgence" in its final editing phase now, and for the lovelies waiting to read it in its "needs to be proofed by outside eyes stage" it'll be on its way soon! Promise! <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/a/animesweat.gif" width="19" height="19" alt="^^;" title="Sweating a little..." /> <br /><br />I can't think of anything else at this point, but I'm sure I'll throw out another update type thing when I ass more to my LJ. Everything else will resolve itself later, I'm sure. <br /><br />Taa all.<br /><br />~Havoc<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Been Writing....</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 07 Jul 2009 14:10:52 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Allo All!<br /><br /><br />So it's been months and months since I updated my journal and my page, so I figured I do a little of one and think about the other.  <br /><br />I've actually finished three stories, short stories. "Sacred Indulgence", "Classic Love" and "Awakened To Loving Lust". I have two more half done, a new beginning to my novel series and some new poetry. Tho, nothing but the poetry will end up here. You'll be able to find the stories on AFF.net, cuz they don't mind a little bit of erotic lean over there. ^_^<br /><br />Anyways, life goes on. Back in school. College equivalent stuff. Majoring in Accounting cuz I'm good at it and it pays better than the things I love more. <br /><br />Other than that, nothing else going. And the rest, goes on, as always.<br /><br />~Havoc<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Birthday Passed</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 28 Apr 2009 21:03:55 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Allo All.<br /><br />So I turned another year older. It went well. Life goes on. As always. Not to say that the birthday cake wasn't spectacular, or that dinner wasn't a-mazing, but it wasn't the most important day in the universe really. <br /><br />What is important, aside from the awesome task of trying to make it another year in the realm of the living, is the lack of commentary. I don't want to whine here, like I did on AFF, but I feel the need to at least say something. <br /><br />If you bother to stop, and you bother to actually like something, say so. And if you didn't like something, say so. Feedback, of any kind feeds my muse and keeps her from trying to eat my soul. <br /><br />Aside from that, nothing much else to say, so I'm headed away again for a bit. Enjoy "Presently". Strange inspiration those terribly angsty SasuNaru fanfics are. ^_^<br /><br /><br />Taa.<br /><br /><br />~Havoc<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Epic Poetry</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 17 Apr 2009 11:43:32 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Allo All.<br /><br />Continuing my quest in getting all my poetry edited and typed and organized. It is hellish going over  it all and trying to figure out what is good and what is plain crap and what is just plain weird. <br /><br />Also plotting what to do for my birthday in a week. I'm invited to the Carlisle Ford Show (hott old style cars and a parts swap meet). And working on scrapping the money together for my trip to Connecticut the end of May. Back to working to jobs too, so my poetry goal is getting a little swept up in everything else, but it's going okay I think. <br /><br />Working on my "Omni Box" stories too. The lead in about a quater of the way done and I'm liking and not liking some of the new characters I've got, considering I had to fracture a favored main character set and then fracture again the new MC because she just didn't work with a good sidekick, which has resulted in her getting like four sidkicks now to fix that. The whole sidekick thing is a reflection of changes that I didn't want to do to the storyline, but had to because of actual outside influences. <br /><br />Aside from all that, there will be a posting soon to my Fanfiction, of Naruto. The fourth chapter of Love Note is almost done and is being edited and pieced together. <br /><br />No more new for now, but ya kno, once my birthday gets by I'll have some newer stuff I'm sure. Taa.<br /><br />~Havoc<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Starting Again</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 26 Mar 2009 01:50:48 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Allo All.<br /><br />I've finally decided to restart a series of stories I started ages ago. I dragged out all my stuff, sorted through it, catalogued and then began the arduous task of the revamp. Currently, all I have is the prologue redone and completed. It no longer features a favored character set I've always used. Instead, I've got a somewhat different cast and a different direction I'm headed in. <br /><br />For those interested, you can read the completed prologue type thing on my AFF.net space. I'm under the same name there and the story is Dom Spiro Spero.  I'd post it here, but DA tends to hate my stories. Something about carmel coloring being racist. But, eh.  <br /><br />As far as poetry goes, haven't written any of that in awhile. Work has slacked off and I'm more interested in Vegas and Morgan currenly. <br /><br />That, and I'm getting ready to head back to some college type stuffs in June and I'm getting everything in order for me to do that.  <br /><br />And now, goodnight!<br /><br />~Havoc<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>March Madness</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 18 Mar 2009 00:14:21 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hey All.<br /><br />So it's March. Just past Saint Pat's day. And I have been a writing fiend and an interesting poet to start the month off on a good note. <br />My spring cleaning has gotten me into some insomnia, but its all good. Dante (my car) has had some work done. And my AFF page has seen some amazing traffic. I've got three new things over, if anyone stops by interested. Love Note Left Behind, a Shino/Shikamarua fanfic in the land of Naruto. Dom Spero Spiro, an original work. And, Ode to Wing, a collection of my finished GW fanfics in one space. <br /><br />Not much else to prattle on about, besides the big novel reworking. That is getting an entire reworking and my lovely MC has been given a girlfriend now instead of the her previous male companion. It suits the new storyline better anyway. <br /><br />And with that, lovelies, I'm off.<br /><br /><br /><br />~Havoc<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>A new year!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 10 Jan 2009 21:32:35 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So its the 10th day of January in the year 2009. And now, I make with the resolutions!<br /><br />1. Finish work on Dante (mechanical-wise)<br /><br />2. Teach DemFi how to drive! (I already found her a new place to live!)<br /><br />3. Finish the B.S. Prospectus before DemFi's B-day<br /><br />4. Finish typing and organize my poetry.<br /><br />5. Send out poetry for possible publication. <br /><br />6. Chip in for the tredmill.<br /><br />7. See about finishing my degree or getting a certificate from BOCES.<br /><br />8. Take a vacation. (Probably to see SoCal again and swim in the Ocean!)<br /><br />9. Make a decision on the undecided forward-backward rocking ship of casual weirdness that is part of the strangest friendship-thing I've even been involved in.<br /><br />10. Pay off the Creditors!<br /><br />11. Try and start an Erotica Writer's Forum/Website thing, after brushing up on laws and code issues and legal system bug things. <br /><br />Not the most amazing goals in the universe to accomplish in a year, but I plan to get at least more than half of them done. It shouldn't be that hard with the motivational people I'm surrounding myself with these days. ^_^<br /><br />~Havoc<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Essay of Heart</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 18 Dec 2008 10:42:48 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ IÂve always followed my own path. IÂve been taught by some of the strongest and strictest teachers known to mortals and immortals alike. I was pulled from the nothing once long ago to be the soul mate of a man I recently met once again. I have survived long lonely days and violent, pain filled days. I have walked alone for so long that I do not really know how to relate to anyone, on a truly completely visceral and integral level. <br /><br />I once wished that I could find love and be loved. Now I know that to do so, I would have to yield my spirit and my self to the will and whims of others and I cannot find the strength or integrity to so, even when both soul and demon cry out for my foolish pride to submit and let love find me again.  Too much pain have I suffered for my conscience to allow me to willing submit to such things again. I am not the kind to repeat mistakes. I cannot risk such foolishness, and yet, I am tempted more now than ever before. <br /><br />I know I am being silly and foolish and so many other worthless adjectives for the same stupid state of mind and action, but the sad part is I cannot help myself in this stupidity. I am jealous of those who I left behind, those who have found love even when they lost other things that were and are just as important as having someone to hold and call your own on cold and lonely nights and to have at your side for comfort when everything falls apart. I lost my faith in all of that when Grams died. Lost it and have not found it again yet. I have tried to rebuild myself, but I cannot. I can only learn and grow and change, being as the bamboo bending in the wind.<br /> <br />I do care for him, lust for him and cherish moment spent with him, but I do not believe myself to be capable of that last emotion and nor does he believe he is capable of the same emotion. Somewhere in each of us, something is so wrong and broken that we cannot reach across the abyss and give such a strong feeling to anyone. Instead we have each poured ourselves into things that we can do and things that are not alive enough to cause us hurt if in loving them we are failed. Love is a fragile thing so delicate and yet strong enough to endure through many lifetimes. I have watched so often of late love that was supposed to last for all time, fall and break into a million billion pieces and have no hope of reconciliations in later times and new lives. It makes my heart ache to think about it and I cannot think that I can endure such a thing to happen to me. I have lost a Kine and I have been sent away for safety by a Soul Mate. Kine can be found anew, but the danger lurks in my heart. The fear that only pain will come of letting either close to me. I fear to be betrayed and hurt again. I could not bear it if I was to be so harmed again. So deeply wronged and left to hang out to and dry in the wind, alone and wounded once again. I would try if only I could find the strength. But I do not that I will ever find it. I would try and get stronger, but I do not think I could find the ability to take the risk. I am not so brave and so courageous as to take that plunge again.<br /><br />It is not a difficult thing to understand that one is unable to love, it is merely a very sad thing. I can love a car, I can love pure animals. I can love a family that is not truly my own because another I am merged with already loved them to the point of pure self-sacrifice for them. I can care deeply for friends and have an affection for a lover, but I cannot find the strength of self and character to love anyone at all just because I am want to. Not that there hasnÂt been a lot of trying on my part for just that sort of thing. I have. Gave all that I was able and all I wound up with were bruises on my scars and new wounds to like and nurse as I once again became the walking wounded and tried to pick up my broken pieces once more. It is not for pity or mercy that I pray to the Gods and Goddesses for these days. No, I pray for deliverance and peace. I pray to find the inner sanctum and be released from such petty needs as a need to be loved. For make no mistake, I like every other being that feels anything at all, seek to be loved and cherished as I cherish and in my own twisted ways try to love others. <br /><br />I am honest to a fault, telling the truths that I have seen and know of many who have made my acquaintance. But I am also a cold and cruel being, often letting pride and anger be my guides when temperance, patience and a touch of forgiveness might have gone further. And while sometimes I wish to have done things differently, I know in my heart and soul that things that happened as they did were meant to. The Fates do not do anything to us that is not going to be a great burden on us if we only learn how to tackle our new obstacles without placing old pains and debts upon them to further block our way.<br /> <br />There is music by a man that not as many of the people I once knew probably hav... ]]></description>
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                <title>Update!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 26 Oct 2008 18:15:18 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Allo All.<br /><br />So I've been parked at the Terminal for the last.....x number of days, wil mild internet access. Hence the singular poem has been added. "Negra".  A moment of my more rebellious temper and growly tendency popping up again, with my snarky, b***hy, grumbling, morbid, rude, mean, unfriendly and unfair sense of humor and self shining thru again. ^_^<br /><br />Anyways, enjoy the poem. It was interesting to right and fun to type with the new laptop that was an early x-mas gift. hehe. <br /><br />Taa.<br /><br />~Havoc<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Patience</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 19 Oct 2008 22:01:51 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Allo All.<br /><br />Some people have no patience for those of us who work long days and have few moments of internet access. Funny how that relates. Anyways, as we can see some low class crass backstabbers have filed an injunction of sorts against my gifted artwork and it has been shall we say, displaced. But don't lose hope on it. ^_^ Where there is a will there is a way and really, I'm not going to lose it without a real fight. <br /><br />A girl asks for some time and a few things, and yet, no one else acts as though they are bound into the same moderately verbal contract. Some people just can't adhere to deals. Sad really, they were missed at one point. <br /><br />Anywhom, like the phoenix, things rise from the ashes and others who do not rescind on deals will be more favored in the next round. For like the elephant, I never forget a slight.<br /><br />And yes, there will be a poetic update the next time I stop at a TA and have time to upload some written words and I'm not annoyed and half asleep. <br /><br />Taa.<br /><br />~Havoc<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Goodbye, Goodbye</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 05 Oct 2008 16:12:43 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Allo all.<br /><br />Been a bit since I was here and I'll be the first one to admit it. What brings me back? Update and renewal and saying Goodbye to my ID as asked many a time, even tho I enjoy my ID lots and have been nothing but satisfied with it. And I would have hope that those who asked for its removal remember the terms I have asked for. Else, the ID will return and there will be a complete and total forevermore cease commmunication in effect and this time I am adamant about it.<br /><br />To everyone else, I do have poems to add here, but I don't have the effort necessary to post them just now. Anyway, I will be updating, just not sure when. Taa all.<br /><br />~Havoc<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>News Again</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 04 May 2008 13:53:33 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Allo All. <br /><br />I'm sure I've got something to upload, I'm just too lazy currently to bother with the whole typing it up or scanning it or any of it.<br /><br />Classes are almost out for the season. I'm gonna owe money...again.  Anything else? Oh yes, still working on that NaNo project. work and class and work stole me away and then...from somewhere far, far away a boy appeared and stole me even further away. <br /><br />In closing, I'll have poems for uploading soon. A little oldish, but still, poetry never goes out fo date or spoils like milk and cheese. <br /><br />Taa all.<br /><br />-Havoc<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Still Hanging Around</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 05 Jan 2008 17:03:34 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hey All.<br />
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Figure an update is warranted again. Still working on my NaNo project. 3/4s of the way done and still going. It's freaking epic I swear. But hey, that's the way the cookie crumbles. <br />
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It may be a bit before I have another chance to throw stuff up here. A series of familial troubles have besieged me and as such I'm not really posting anything anywhere at the moment. This place is still active though. <br />
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Anyways, I'll prolly have a link to my AFF.net space posted up here once I finish "Vacation" and get it beta'd. So that'll be sometime in March, at the earliest. Later everybody.<br />
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~Havoc<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>News of a sort.</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 04 Dec 2007 23:11:43 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hello all.<br />
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So, NaNoWriMo is over. I only made it to almost 25k. But that novella I'm working, I'm gonna finish. Doing a manuscript trade with an awesome couple of peeps I met doin' the NaNo. <br />
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Classes are almost over for the semester. Two more and I'm completely finished. Contemplating going to Conneticut to work on my next part. Got a really great friend down there that wants this writer to come and chill down there Waterbury way. Taking a week here soon to check out the set up. '09 may find this girl in a city. ^_^<br />
Checked other places too, but came on home to old New York. Just can't up and leave yet it seems. <br />
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Other than all that stuff and such, working on slash fics currently too. X-men slash. Gods bless my buddy Q-chan and her willingness to share obsessions. Everybody have a great holiday now and a safe New Years too!<br />
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-Havoc<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>NaNoWriMo</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 02 Nov 2007 01:44:50 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hello, hello!<br />
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Joined up with NaNoWriMo (National Novel Writing Month) It started the first of November and that's what I'll be up to. Doing an entire 50k novel in the 31 days of November. My WIP is called "Answer the Challenge". It's going to be stationed in Erotic Fiction on the Nano space. I'm found there as KcyaaDraccis2012. Add me if you want to and send me a note there or here afterwards or before. ^_^ It's going to be an amazing month! TTYL all! <br />
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-Havoc<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Unlazy Again!</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 01 Oct 2007 22:19:00 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Look at that! A new poem in my DA space. Blessed be that. Even if it all the wonderful angst I'm so famous for. ^_^ At least my laziness is consistent. As is my poetry style. Which is good considering everything else is so darned unpredictable.  thanks all. <br />
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                <title>Whoa, an update.</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 16 Aug 2007 22:06:53 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I'm finally was unlazy for a moment, at least writing wise, and uploaded one of my newest babies. Not the greatest thing, but it felt right and I figured I'd run with the vibe. I'm actually about to double my busy life so I figured I'd take this last day off and work my tail to the bone for a few seconds to set down a new poem. Thanks all. Enjoy. ^_^<br />
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-Havoc<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Whoa, an update.</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 16 Aug 2007 22:05:52 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I'm finally was unlazy for a moment, at least writing wise, and uploaded one of my newest babies. Not the greatest thing, but it felt right and I figured I'd run with the vibe. I'm actually about to double my busy life so I figured I'd take this last day off and work my tail to the bone for a few seconds to set down a new poem. Thanks all. Enjoy. ^_^<br />
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-Havoc<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Moving On</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 15 Apr 2007 14:07:00 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hello Hello.<br />
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Just one added to the pile. Not alot of inspiration to upload the....crap ton of poetry I wrote the last month or two. It'll get up here..eventually. For now, it sits and waits and grows in a pile that threatens to consume all my other work......<br />
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Other news, almost 600 pageviews..... I think three more and yeah, there it is. Feel kinda spiffy about that. Considering how infrequently I update and stuffs.<br />
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Anyway, should be uploading more than one poem on some other day. <br />
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Later all.<br />
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~Havoc<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>MmmmHmmmm</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 27 Mar 2007 19:53:21 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hey All,<br />
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Sorru for the extended pause. Settling in a new place of employment. Liking and not liking it. It's better than where I was, but not where I want to be. However, it si teaching me some skills I can use in the venture I'm plotting. The only thing holding me back from my next idea is a serious lack of cash flow. hopefully though, around my B-day here in another month, things will be settled and updates will be done. If everything goes well that is. Life has funny ways of showing who's really in charge of everything.  <br />
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~Havoc<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Because</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 12 Feb 2007 08:22:40 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Just sticking a note in here. Been off awhile...contemplating and compiling some poetry and dealing with...some issues of my family. other than that, not much going on. Should be doing a bit of updating this weekend, if I don't do a repeat of this past weekend and party down with some old and new friends.<br />
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-Havoc<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Hmmmm and stuffs</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 11 Jan 2007 20:54:22 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Okay, added a poem. Nice wasn't it? Hope everybody enjoyed it. It's also dedicated to someone who recalls all the events that the songs in poem conincide to. And while some of them are happy and some of them sad, it can be said that we made it through all of them mostly together. *half smile* Anyway, just wanted to throw that out there and all. Back when I have something else useful to post or say.<br />
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~Havoc<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>OMG! 501 pageviews!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 19 Nov 2006 10:52:24 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hey All.<br />
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Seems like I finally hit 500 pageviews.  Never thought the count would get there, but it looks like it did. Magickal that. And now...do to think of something nifty to do to celebrate the 501 pageviews...what, I have no idea, but I'll think of something. Maybe a 501 line poem? Maybe. Not sure how to celebrate such a monumentous occassion. ^_^. A certain lack of verbage hits me, cuz I'm stunned that I finally hit 500+ hits.  Which btw, deserves this: w00t!!!!!!!!!!!  Okay that being said, I'll think of something to celebrate my 501 hits. Indeed I will. <br />
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~Havoc<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Okay, Another Infrequent Update!</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 23 Oct 2006 21:27:47 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hello All.<br />
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Look! An update. Due to working a mid-week rotating shift, we can all see that I'm slacking in the writing department....but I swear, once I switch jobs....again....I'll update more, cuz ya kno, a change in scenery should have a positive effect on writing levels...or at least that's my aim. Anyway, just an update.<br />
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~Havoc<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Stint over</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 26 Sep 2006 19:52:01 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ hey all.<br />
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As we can see, my sudden inspiration stint has died out again. i blame work among other things. anyway, i may be updating again, i may not. keep an eye out if ya like or not. <br />
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~Havoc<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Updating</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 05 Sep 2006 20:17:39 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hello all.<br />
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I seem to have been bitten by a Muse as of late. And as such, I've updated a lot.  Hopefully, those who've been viewing stuff have enjoyed the updates and if not, oh well. Gotta love that I'm random in my updates too. Anyways, peace and stuff.<br />
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~Havoc ]]></description>
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                <title>OMFG!</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 28 Aug 2006 17:40:01 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hey all.<br />
Was randomly inspired to update. Enjoy the new stuff.  I think this new upload deserves a few good "Ho'shit!" responses. Thanks.  toodles. <br />
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~Havoc ]]></description>
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                <title>Yes something new</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 16 Aug 2006 20:00:47 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Yeah, I added something to my collection. "Floating" is like most of my poems and it's prolly something only I actually understand. And Yes it has meaning, and whatever everyone is thinking, is mostly likely not the reason I wrote it. I've thought about the why and wherefore and yeah, I kno now. Deal with not knowing.  enjoy the new poem....even if when  you view it from the gallery, the thing isn't really visible.... <br />
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~Havoc ]]></description>
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                <title>Still Kicking.</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 08 Aug 2006 17:54:13 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hey all, Still around. I'm alive and well and been writing more poetry, but I haven't had a chance to post things. Working two jobs, fixing my "new" car....so yeah. eventually something new will pop up here. Until then it will arrive. laters all. <br />
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~Havoc ]]></description>
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                <title>looking alive</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 23 Jun 2006 20:07:16 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hey there. <br />
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I'm gonna keep posting poetry up here, but I'm exclusively posting my stories on AFF.net now. Sorry all. Saves me from some hassles and stuffs. I'm a bit lazy when it comes to uploading anyways. <br />
Side note, I'm still alive and writing. Laters all.<br />
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~Havoc ]]></description>
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                <title>Yes, I did an up load, le gasp!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 27 May 2006 22:50:47 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hey all.<br />
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Yes, finally, after ages and ages, i uploaded something. it's old work mostly and it was all poetry. give me a break. i'm not feeling particularly inspired these days. yay for being generally unrestful. moving on. like i said the uploads are old works from waaaaaayyyy back in the day. i was still mostly a little kid when i wrote them. strange how i can think that at 15 i was a little kid still. funny what a difference 5years can make in your life.  anyway, nothing else to say, besides i hope the new-old poetry is enjoyed. brings me some decent memories, even if the themes are kind of sad. enjoy.<br />
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~Havoc ]]></description>
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                <title>heh</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 25 May 2006 16:35:11 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Okay, so schools out and such now, right? and now i'm just kinda chillin'. might be workin' might not be. things are up in the air. though i do know that i'm gonna be spending plenty of time with people that i care about. will also see about doing some tailored writing for a price, but haven't really decided on that point or not yet. not even sure if other writers do that sort of thing, but i digress. for now, everything is up in the air and i'm playing it all by ear. mayhap something will come of it. laters. <br />
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~Havoc ]]></description>
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                <title>day</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 04 Mar 2006 18:29:57 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Just another day in this paradise. Heh. Maybe something new and inspirwed will come of it or not. Depends on my mood and my Muse.<br />
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~Havoc ]]></description>
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                <title>bleh V-day</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 14 Feb 2006 20:26:44 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I'd said someting stirring and controversail, but I wore a shirt like that all day and Im out of controversy points now, so I'll just say that I hate this wannabe holiday and send a half-arsed congrats to some folks I heard are now involved in one of those 'long-term engagments'. Good luck. And as a final send off, since the day is fitting, have a screwing good time all! <br />
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~Havoc ]]></description>
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                <title>I do live! I swear!</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 07 Dec 2005 18:35:34 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Just another notice that i am still alive and very, very, very busy. but if you want to see some of my newerish stuffs, drop by my AdultFanFiction.net space under my name again and enjoy. Thanks. Laters. ]]></description>
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                <title>I still live!</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 03 Nov 2005 17:54:29 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hey all. just proving that i'm still around. just getting around or to doing things when i'm not doing college stuffs or running around other stuff with peoples. so eventually i promise to upload new stuffs and all that fun crap. ttyl.<br />
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~Havoc ]]></description>
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                <title>look at the pretty icon!</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 02 Aug 2005 21:53:27 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ blackmoongizoku did my pretty icon. isnt' that so nice? i love it to death tho, she's also the artist of my id....i'm being spoiled rotten by her and the rest of my Pack but i spoil them all back jsut a s much. <br />
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~Havoc ]]></description>
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                <title>hmmmmm</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 02 Aug 2005 16:34:16 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ hello and hello. just being a little random today and a bit subdued..a death in teh family can dot that to you...anway......Treasured Pet will be updated soon, i swear..i'm jsut  alittle swamped at teh moemnt<br />
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~Havoc ]]></description>
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                <title>aloha</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 31 Jul 2005 18:48:57 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ okay. calmer today adn less aggressive. not gonna hit the details or anything. But in otehr news, i should ahve chapter three up very soon for Treasure Pet adn the sequel to  Capturing A Velentine is coming a long nicely. be on teh look out for more updates and such soon!<br />
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~Havoc ]]></description>
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                <title>hello and woot</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 30 Jul 2005 22:31:07 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ a mighty spiffy hello to the world. kno that a lot of things i may be posting aren't exactly kid rated, but i write what the muse tells me to write and if need be i will tone things down. i try to bend to the rules of everything, so bear with me ok? i'm trying. <br />
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anway chapter three of treasured pet should be up soon and for those that understand and matter, more stuff will be up soon.<br />
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~Havoc ]]></description>
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                <title>woot! chapter 2!</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 27 Jul 2005 22:20:22 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ wow after a few hours work and some inspirational rain, i got the second chapter written and then posted. plz read and enjoy! comments welcome! all types!<br />
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~Havoc ]]></description>
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                <title>more stuff in meh gallery</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 26 Jul 2005 23:03:47 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ okay, so i've got three items now, uploaded and in the view of teh universe...okay in view of the universe that's over 17.....but hey, i've got werid tastes adn tehy come out in my writing. but some of my stuff wil have lowere ratings, i swear, it's jsut gonna be awhile since all teh really dirty stuff is on teh computer already and the clean stuff needs to be typed up.<br />
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~Havoc ]]></description>
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                <title>ha! i put up a second story..</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 26 Jul 2005 19:00:08 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ well, i've posted a second item. i think my skil level on wokring DA has gotten a little higher since i posted 'Little Blue Running Vamp' but that's an arguable point. anyways tho, i hope the stroy snippet 'Treasured pet' reaches out grabs some attention, elsewise, i might think that no one cares and that i should go away....<br />
so, everybody who sees this, please read the story and comment on it. i thrive on comments.<br />
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~Havoc ]]></description>
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                <title>hello</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 22 Jul 2005 21:23:33 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ hello all. nice to be here. *gives a little bow* um, i think i'm supposed to say something very witty and smart and such, but i can't think of anyting like that at the moment..so to all who read this, just be on the lookout for me and the words that will eventually flow from my fingertips. thanks<br />
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~Havoc ]]></description>
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