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Ok so yesterday I went to this one place with my friends, cause they nvited me. That got methinking- 'Well, when someone invites me somewhere, I'll get off the computer! that should work out fine~'

But I am going to try and be off the computer alot and try and finish day 1 and day homework before anything else.

]]> ~Hawkstar19 http://Hawkstar19.deviantart.com/journal/24297812/ http://Hawkstar19.deviantart.com/journal/24297812/ Fri, 17 Apr 2009 20:20:34 PDT
So, For the past month.. or something like that, I have been tlaking to my friends and focusing MOSTLY on school. I ALMOST HAD STRAIGHT A's!!!! I only had three B's that screwed it up <.< stupid math teacher....

Ok, so one of my friends has a myspace, and she told me this earlier in the year but I didnt care, even though Ihad one too. Well, considering theres only like, what? 9, 8 weeks till school is over? and she and I havent been to each others houses, so I'd figure to look at her page today, and what she said was "Just look up (insert friends name here)!" So, that made me baffle, because for one, I have NO CLUE as to how to spell her first and last name. SECOUNDLY there are like... 4 ways I can think of to spell not only her firstm but her last name as well! She told me her age on it, and right now I feel as f I'm either on a wild goosechase, or I'm playing a horrible easter game. *yawns*Ssoo... that makes... *thinks* 4x4... 20.. ah! My head hurts D:< Well, I'm geussing tere are over like... Hundreds of outcomes for that. I already finished one name thing, and that had 35, but when I had begun, it said 90, then INCREASED to 91, and when I reached 35, it stopped.

*yawns and nearly falls backwards* ehhehehehe...T.T idont see her till monday mon! give a jamican girl a break mon!

No I'm not Jamican.... I needsomething to cheer me up...

Ok, so I've sorta been multi tasking. While looking up for my friend, I was drawing a picture(s) she requested, and I was making a youtube video.*slams head on desk and lets dog out to go to the bath room* Worst of all, I feel as if satain has come and killed me, but God has punished me for all my sins by makeing me live... but some rest should clear that up.

Ok, so that guy I like... well I still like him xD and my friend (same on who has a myspace) is friends with him, and just yesterday I gave her (my friend) the link to my youtube channel, and she gave itto him. GAH She wasnt suppose to do that T~T

Ok, so i have a minor head ache... Whats worse when you look back on your old self and you look at asite you USE to visit, then joined another one, and dont go to the first one AT ALL?! then, sevral months later YOU GET BANNED FROM THE SECOUND SITE because of inactivity, when your just trying to build up your fueture IN REAL LIFE?! I feel woozy =U my space bar lately doesnt want to cooperate with me. My back is hurting... gosh... I NEED TO GET A LIFE!! Why oh why do I confined all my pain and agony to the internet? WHY?! before I ever got on the computer, I watched T.V and played LIKE A NORMAL KID. Now I feel as if all that is gone and I have ruined my life... Well... I geusse its never to late... I geusse I'm just out growing the computer. SunSun, if you read this, I think you'll know how I feel. I mean... I actually have friends, not only on the internet, but in real life too. Some of my friends on the computer complain and whine to me that they don't have any friends, and if you guys read this, I'm sorry! I'm not trying to hurt your feelings or anything, it's just... it's just that I can't fix that! How in the world am I able to fix YOUR friend making problems, when I have problems of my OWN to SOLVE! We, apparently, only have one chance at life, but who says that we don't get rencarnated? Well, even so, we can NEVER turn back time!I am TIRED of throwing away my life andwasteing my time on the computer! I'm sorry, but I think I might be on less often now (I usualy get on youtube like, EVERY DAY).

~Hawkstar19

*Journal compleated at 11:19PM*
*Sorry for any spelling errors*

]]> ~Hawkstar19 http://Hawkstar19.deviantart.com/journal/23515515/ http://Hawkstar19.deviantart.com/journal/23515515/ Tue, 03 Mar 2009 20:49:15 PST
Natural Hair Color:
[] Redhead/auburn - $50
[] Brunette - $75
[] Blonde - $50
[] Black - $15
[] Bald - $5
[] other-$|00

Total: $

Eye Color:
[] Blue | $|00
[] Green || $75
[] Brown | $50
[] Hazel | $25
[] Other | $15

Total: $

Height:
[] 6′8″ to 7′ - $175
[] 6′0″ to 6′7″ - $150
[] 5′5″ to 5′11″ - $75
[] 5′0″ to 5′4″ -- $45
[] Under 5′ - $35

Total: $

Age:
[ ] 30 to 40 - $100
[ ] 25 to 30 - $75
[ ] 20 to 24 - $50
[ ] 18 to 20 - $25
[ ] 0 to 17 -- $15

Total: $

Current Education:
[ ] PhD - $500
[ ] Masters - $450
[ ] Bachelors - $400
[ ] Associates - $350
[ ] In College/Some College - $300
[ ] High School Graduate - $250
[ ] High School - $200
[ ] Middle school -$150
[ ] High School Dropout - $100
[ ] Jr. High - $50
[ ] What is School - $Bankrupt$

Total: $

Birth Order:
[] Twins or more than twins - $300
[] First Born - $300
[] Only Child - $250
[] second born-$150
[] middle child -$100
[x] Last Born - $50
[] Adopted - $30

Total: $

Vision?
[] No correction $75
[x] Glasses $50
[] Contacts $25
[] Surgical correction $10

Total: $

Car Color
[] Red - $700
[] Black-$650
[] Grey - $600
[] Blue - $500
[] White - $475
[] Black - $450
[] Gold- $400
[] Green- $350
[] Silver - $300
[] Purple- $250
[x] Metallic - $200
[] Yellow - $100
[] Primer - $75
[] Rusted - $15
[x] No Car - $0

Total: $

Shoe Size:
[] 13 - $300
[] 11 to 12 - $200
[x] 7 to 10 - $100
[] Under 7 - $50

Total: $

Room Color (can be multiple colors):
[] Black - $500
[] Blue - $475
[] Brown - $450
[] Purple - $425
[x] White - $400
[] Red - $350
[] Orange - $300
[x] Yellow - $200
[] Pink - $100
[] Other - $50

Total: $1,400




Some things I just dont want to give out to the world. Thats why most of them I didnt answer fully. But I can asure you I do know I am worth atleast $1,200

]]> ~Hawkstar19 http://Hawkstar19.deviantart.com/journal/23510937/ http://Hawkstar19.deviantart.com/journal/23510937/ Fri, 17 Apr 2009 20:34:07 PDT


---------• × • A L L A B O U T | M E • × •--------------

Name: Ashley
Single or taken: Single
Gender: Female
Birthday: ------- (can't tel )
Sign: Scourpion
Hair color: Red, Brown, Blonde, And Dark Brown. Mostly Brown and blonde mix
Eye color: blue-green
Height: 5 ft something....
Are you straight/bisexual/gay: Straight

-----------• × • F A S H I O N | S T U F F • × •--------------

Where is your favorite place to shop for clothes?: I hate shoping for clothes ._. but, Hot Topic would be awesome because of the Fred Shirts x3
Favorite designer?: nope
What is your sexiest outfit?-o i consider sexy an adult word for pretty. I dont aim for sexy, but the more coverd up look.
What is your most comfortable outfit?: T-Shirt, Sweatshirt, Long jeans/kakis that are a bagg-ish then my shoes :3
What do you usually wear?: I usually have the same thing as said above. But come the hotter season, I'm going to wear long zip-up jackets with a hoodie instead of a sweat-shirt.

--------------• × • S P E C I F I C S • × • -------------------

What kind of shampoo do you use?: Dove. Depending if I need moisturazing, I use the white bottles of dove x3
What are you listening to right now:...our portable dish water doing its job x3 and my mom messing around the kitchen. Lets not forget the key clicks from the keyboard :3
Who is the last person that called you?: umm.... My friend, who doesnt have anything to do with the internet. She rarely gets on and doesnt have anything on it.
How many buddies are online right now?: ....buddies....?

-------------• × • F A V O R I T E S • × •-----------------

Foods: too many to list D=
Girls names: to many ._.
Boys names: to many Dx
Subjects in school: SOCIAL STUDIES AND... um.... My H block which is Core/Homeroom. And Gym x3 i get to pwn people on fitness fun friday

----------------• × • H A V E | Y O U | E V E R • × •-------------

Given anyone a bath?: No
Smoked?: NO, OF COURSE NOT!
Bungee jumped?: No, but I want to x3
Made yourself throw up?: Yes. I had to so I could go to bed. I had these throwing up feelings and couldnt fall to sleep.
Ever been in love?: Yes.
Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: Once or twice.... never more than three
Pictured your crush naked?: NO! YOU SICKO!
Actually seen your crush naked: EWW Omg, this quiz is sick. NO!
Cried when someone died?: Yesh
Lied: Has't everybody?
Fallen for your best friend?: What does that mean? o-o
Rejected someone?: Maybe in elementary school
Used someone?: More thatn likely i attempted to in elementary school
Done something you regret?: Yes .-. I ate a nutted cookie and got sick

------------• × • C U R R E N T • × •---------------

Clothes: White socks, Kakies, pick t-shirt and a black and white sweat shirt with old-time Mickey on it
Music: ...
Desktop picture: On my PC, its an old offcial pokemon thing. On my Laptop, its the arua ligths going into a moutain

.----------------• × • L A S T | P E R S O N • × •----------------------

You touched: My moms hand
Hugged: My sister
You spoke to online: .... My friends on youtube (I gotta get a life o-o)
You kissed: mom (in a motherly daughterly way)
---------------• × • A R E | Y O U • × •---------------------

Understanding: depends.
Open-minded: sometimes
Arrogant: YES- wait, if this means I'm competetive, yes, but if not, then NO
Insecure: Currently, yes
Random: Yes.sometimes.
Hungry: no
Smart: ..I think..?
Moody: Yes
Organized: School wise, YES.
Healthy: I think
Shy: Pubicly, yes
Difficult: OFCOURSE!!!
Bored Easily: Sometimes
Obsessed: Over...?
Angry: usually whensomeone picks at my nerves. Mostly
Sad: sometimes
Happy: yes
Hyper: yesh go sprite wewt woot
Trusting: yes i was like a diary in elemantary school o-o so many secrets!

---------• × • W H O | D O | Y O U | W A N N A • × •--------

Kill?: no one currently :3
Slap: ...no one yet
Get really wasted with?: Wasted? no one
Talk to offline: Ever... ]]> ~Hawkstar19 http://Hawkstar19.deviantart.com/journal/22870562/ http://Hawkstar19.deviantart.com/journal/22870562/ Wed, 28 Jan 2009 17:05:25 PST
I dont mind the fog much though! ^-^ (i love fog :3)

]]> ~Hawkstar19 http://Hawkstar19.deviantart.com/journal/22547370/ http://Hawkstar19.deviantart.com/journal/22547370/ Mon, 12 Jan 2009 16:31:18 PST I was sooo happy! Thennn, he went the way i usually go for the bus and he held open 2 doors fro me! I dont care if that doesnt mean a dang thing! It means something to ME and right now, between me and him, thats all that matters <3 I know for sure that he's single (LOL at our grade, everyone should be single untill the third semester or somehting) and i see him everyday! omg....im just so exsited cause i actualy think that he sorta likes me.... :3 lets hope he does. Oh, and I've been dead tired from staying up late at night and waking up early X.X bbuuuttttt.... theres more! in the morning i get this feeling that I need to see him once in a while to live o.o..... i odnt stalk him or anything...i just see him in the blocks we have together. but yeaahh....I'm pretty tired and on wajas xD i'm such a procrastinator.... i need to turn in this dumb AR (which stands for Accelrated Readers) thing on the 15 for english, when i'm only going to do the longer version cause of the book im reading. Then i have this thing in science thats due on the 20th...and ive not even compleated half xD

I geuss I'll get my butt onto that then..... cya guys....

]]> ~Hawkstar19 http://Hawkstar19.deviantart.com/journal/21874188/ http://Hawkstar19.deviantart.com/journal/21874188/ Sun, 07 Dec 2008 22:48:34 PST
]]> ~Hawkstar19 http://Hawkstar19.deviantart.com/journal/21808845/ http://Hawkstar19.deviantart.com/journal/21808845/ Wed, 03 Dec 2008 23:51:34 PST Now i worry that i wont finish it in time... maybe a little poetry will calm me down

~homework~
I sit here in the dead of night
staring, thinking, wanting to bite my homeowrk to shreds,
why oh why,
do i cry?
I might not finish,
I might get in trouble
if i dont do my homeowrk
But if is never true~
SO IMA DO MY HOMEWORK!!!


Ahhh i feel bettehz =3 allrightttyy cyall in my next thingy! *waves*

]]> ~Hawkstar19 http://Hawkstar19.deviantart.com/journal/21773705/ http://Hawkstar19.deviantart.com/journal/21773705/ Mon, 01 Dec 2008 19:36:16 PST If you get more than 20, you’re paranoid.
If you get 10-20, you are normal.
If you get 10 or less, you’re fearless.
People who don’t have any are liars."

I Fear…

[X] the dark
[X] being a parent
[X] giving birth
[ ] being myself in front of others
[ ] open spaces
[ ] closed spaces
[ ] heights
[ ] dogs
[ ] birds
[ ] fish
[X] spiders
[ ] flowers or other plants

Total so far: 4

[ ] being touched
[ ] deep water
[X] snakes
[ ] silk
[X] failure
[ ] success
[ ] thunder/lightning
[ ] frogs/toads
[ ] boyfriends/girlfriends dad
[ ] boyfriends/girlfriends mom
[X] rats
[ ] jumping from high places
[ ] snow

Total so far: 7

[ ] rain
[ ] wind
[ ] crossing hanging bridges
[ ] death
[ ] heaven
[ ] being robbed
[ ] falling
[X] clowns
[ ] dolls
[ ] large crowds of people
[ ] men
[ ] women
[ ] having great responsibilities
[ ] doctors, including dentists
[ ] tornadoes

Total so far: 8

[ ] hurricanes
[X] incurable diseases
[X] sharks
[ ] Friday the 13th
[ ] ghosts
[ ] poverty
[ ] Halloween
[ ] school
[ ] trains
[ ] odd numbers
[ ] even numbers
[ ] being alone
[X] becoming blind
[X] becoming deaf
[X] growing up
Total so far: 13

[X] creepy noises in the night
[X] bee stings
[ ] not accomplishing my dreams/goals
[ ] needles
[ ] blood
[ ] dinosaurs
[ ] the welcome mat
[ ] high speed
[ ] throwing up
[X] falling in love
[ ] super secrets
Total: 16

O.o

]]> ~Hawkstar19 http://Hawkstar19.deviantart.com/journal/21273790/ http://Hawkstar19.deviantart.com/journal/21273790/ Sat, 01 Nov 2008 22:17:22 PDT Hipnotized by you deep deep green-bluse gaze,
you wave to us good bye,
we bag,
we plea,
we catch up to you and reveal who we truly were.
I was the Feather Angle,
My Friend the Dragon Angle
and you the water Angle.
We tell you that you must take the staff,
to stop running from destiney,
when wait,
it was only a dream.

]]> ~Hawkstar19