[link]
Do it. It's nifty. |D And use me for the referral. c: I would love youu~

COMMISSION INFORMATION!
[link]

>3> Becauseee I asked *AkaiOniNeko for a sketch, I had to do it. :c

Ten free sketches!

The first 10 people who comment on this journal will get a sketch, free. However, in return, you must offer 10 free sketches in your own journal.

Rules(Akai had them too)
1) Single character only
2) May/May not be coloured
3) Anything goes mostly EXCEPT furries like sonic. I can't draw that style.
4) Like she had, be patient. I'm still finishing up requests from the first time.
5) I need references for the sketch.

1. [link]
2. Her fursona Falling Rain or Kitxan
3.
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8.
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10.

The sketches may be pretty dirty too because..keep in mind, they are free and time is being taken from me. Not like..I have any commissions coming in right now. I have to adjust some pricing because..it's just not working.

Next order of business. I looked at my poll and noticed that the option of Sorta and Not enough improvement was selected. I want to know is..how can I make adjustments to my artwork? What really needs to be worked on? Because whoever you are..you didn't explain to me WHY you selected that option. I won't be mad. I really want to know so that I can improve.

Last thing. And this is editted. Congrats to Ever(RPDxRRD) for getting my 4k kiriban. cc:

And now..I can go whine in a corner about how crummy artists can get ten billion favourites and I like..nothing. No offense to anyone watching me. I meant others that are far, far, worse I've seen. D; It sucks. Not saying my artwork is perfect or great..just that my hard work never pays off.

|D Alright. Done whining. Now I have to get ready for school. College
Contact stuff~

Gaiaonline: Rincaeks
Verpets: Rin
Neopets: xnekodemonx
Artgrounds: Apuppetmemory
Wajas: Rin(69780) <-- I have invites
Flyff: Riinako, Abellan, Seiiko.
That's about it. c:

[link]
Do it. It's nifty. |D And use me for the referral. c: I would love youu~

COMMISSION INFORMATION!
[link]

Uh. I don't know what's going on but..my comments aren't showing up for some reason plus they won't go through. I'm hoping it's part of something with DA like..they are having issues. I dunno. Marlee was the one who said there wasn't anything coming up on the comment so..I may not be replying to comments until this is fixed or..people are seeing the replying comments. I noticed on the Sumiko and Rin sketch picture that the comments aren't even showing. I hope it's a DA issue.

Besides this, my Kiriban is approaching quickly. Remember, it's the 4k. So screenie it and send it to me via note so I can do their gift.

Whoever gets it will get a fully CG'd picture(background included if I can do it) of whatever is requested. and maybe an icon or something. Maybe. xD

Mmkay. I think that's it. ...maybe. lawl.



Gaiaonline: Rincaeks
Verpets: Rin
Neopets: xnekodemonx
Artgrounds: Apuppetmemory
Wajas: Rin(69780) <-- I have invites
Flyff: Riinako, Abellan, Seiiko.
That's about it. c:

[link]
Do it. It's nifty. |D And use me for the referral. c: I would love youu~

COMMISSION INFORMATION!
[link]

So..those requests that I was supposed to be working on...um, are on hold. :c I fail so badly right now. xD I haven't been wanting to draw and I feel bad for people waiting. But I just lack the will to draw. I guess it's because I feel tired and all I want to do is play on Flyff. I have a bad habit of delaying things. But. I will try to get something done this weekend.

My class is almost over. Next thursday is the final and gosh, I am really nervous. I don't know if I'm going to pass. I mean, i'm trying to not put myself down but damn am I stupid in math.

Uh. What else. Hm. Well, nothing else is really going on. College bills suck. seriously... My bill previous to me(parents' money) paying for my class was about $8000. For class alone it was $1600. It sucks. And I'm getting scared that we won't be able to continue. I mean, I'm applying for my loans this weekend plus financial aid cause apparently fafsa is allowing it again or something. I dunno. It sucks. xD

Mm. Yeah. That's about it.

>3> Contacts that I forgot to put back up...

Gaiaonline: Rincaeks
Verpets: Rin
Neopets: xnekodemonx
Artgrounds: Apuppetmemory
Wajas: Rin(69780) <-- I have invites
Flyff: Riinako, Abellan, Seiiko.
That's about it. c:

Alright, finally. The day has come when..I decide to set up the commission entry. c: Heehee.

Alright, now, the prices are still vague because I'm not sure how this is going to work. I will most likely change them(mostly for the artwork, not clay figures) in the future if things go well with this.

Alright, Prices!
EDIT: I brought the prices down. D; It's not working too well with getting people to want something.

Sketches: [link]
$2

Lineart: [link]
$6

Flat colours: [link]
$8

Full coloured(CG,Traditional):[link]
$15~$20

Now..this is where things may get hectic because..even though sketches may seem cheap..You have to keep in mind the size.
Headshot: $3
Bust: $6
Animals: $8
Full Body: $10
More than one character: $15

Those prices for headshot, etc, are tacked onto the original price. So if you just wanted a sketch, it will be $5 for the sketch and whichever option you choose say like full body, It'll be $17 for the whole thing.

Now..this isn't necessarily the way I'll keep it. I might end up take off the tacked on price from the headshot list. D; Remember, this stuff takes a lot of time. Especially if I'm colouring and shading. PLUS I'm using my own ink from the printer or using my own materials like pencils, coloured pencils, paint, etc.

Now, that's for artwork. Here's for clay figures.
Prices

Small figureReference for size.)[link]
$10

Medium sized figureReference for size.) [link]
$15~$20

Large size(haven't done it):
$25+

To ship them to you, it will most likely be a $5 shipping and handling cost. For all sculptures, they will be molded into what you want, baking, painted, and sprayed to give that glossy look unless my paint is the shiny, metallic kind that may not need to be sprayed.

Those prices I believe are fair enough because they take..a lot of time and precision to do. c: I should know. xD

Alright. So, for right now, I will be taking about 10 commissions. Though..please, if you ask for something, give me a reference. I would appreciate it a lot. I mean, if you give me a well detailed description, I can pretty much work with it. xD If you do that and wanted a coloured one, I will immediately show you the sketch before proceeding. I don't want to disappoint people. I really don't. c:


In other news, Rinako, the black and pink kitty sculpture, has to go in for surgery. >3> Her tail, her right front and back paw snapped off yesterday from being dropped. xD I have no luck.

And my KIRIBAN IS STILL AT 4K!!

I think that's about it.

Commission list:
1)
2)
3)
4)
5)
6)
7)
8)
9)
10)

D; I'm exhausted from this week. Like. I have..no energy to do much like draw, sculpt, etc. It sucks. I'm sorry for those requests. I have one sketched out and it's waiting to be inked(linearted)/coloured but..I just can't get to it.

I have another major exam tomorrow that I'm freaking out over because, well, I think I'm going to fail this one. Because I just don't think I'm grasping the subject again. Which is not good anymore. I can't fail this class because if I do..my parents will kill me and that's $1,600 wasted. Not a good thing at all.

And I really am starting to hate this class because everyday..I get abused with comments. Like everybody is against me except Kayti. That's about it. Everyone else, even the professor, is against me and have to figures ways to humiliate me. I hate it. I feel like I'm in highschool all over again. I don't like being teased or anything. It makes me feel awful and hateful.

So yeah. On another note.
Rinako the kitty, the black and pink clay cat, needs to go in for surgery. xD I broke her foot before I left for class today. Oops. So yeah. I need to reattach the foot on.

and a QUESTION. If I were to sell those clay statues...would anyone buy one? Just curious. They won't exactly be cheap because it's clay, the amount of work put into sculpting and painting it, and shipping. Might be like..$20 or so. Just curious.

That's about it I think. I'll try sketching stuff out this weekend. c:

Yeah. My progressing bad mood came back yesterday and it's just not a good thing. I've become very snappy again and just..hate everything once again. Like, the last piece of artwork I put up I was happy with the other day but now..I hate it.
Seriously, I have no idea where this whole, "I hate everything again" attitude comes from. So that might, in turn, affect artwork in the future. I think college got the better of me without realizing it yet. My life is full of drama that I just..simply wish I could abandon and just..go someplace to start anew. Just leave everything behind in this life and pick up somewhere else. But we all know this just can't happen.
And the other things that's been really bad with me is material possession. All I want is..that. I want a car. A dog(it's a possibility now). A computer for me only. So much stuff that I can't even list. I just..don't know what's going on.

Oh and I deleted the age poll because you bastards wouldn't even comment. Only Eka was nice enough to comment while the rest of you just decided to click the c: Option and NOT comment. That poll was MEANT to be commented.

And really, I don't care for the new poll. It's just going to sit there and rot. More or less.
I apologize for making you all read this but. What are journals for, ya'know?

On that note...I really want to go to the midnight release of Breaking Dawn regardless that I've become less of a fan of the series because of the bullshit that Meyer did to the legend of vampires(vampyres). Annoys the shit out of me that they can't eat, sleep, they fucking sparkle. No. That is not right.
Well. The eating one is..okay to slip by. But come on. They can't sleep? And they SPARKLE? Jesus no. When a vampire steps into sunlight, they are supposed to burn. End of story. I just..hated that part of the story. xD It's awful.

Um. I think I'm done with my bitching. For the most part.
Oh, one last thing. It's about college. Got my schedule. Not bad at all. c:

Here we go!!
Mon - 8:30am~9:45am - Architecture Lecture
10am~11:15 - Architecture(They are designing classes apparently I have..no idea. xDD)
Tues - 1pm~2:15pm - Math course(not sure which one)
2:30pm~3:45pm - Humanities(English course)
4pm~4:45pm - Math again
Wed - 1pm~2:15pm - Math
Thurs - 11:30am~12:45pm - Architecture
Friday - 10am~11:15am - Freshman Seminar
1pm~2:15pm - Math
2:30~3:45pm - Humanities

And that's only for part-timers. xD There will be tons of classes for the spring one. I know that for a fact. It's going to suck. And I was supposed to have Colour Theory. I don't get why I didn't have it this time around. Blah.
Anyways. I'm done for now.

New poll up. Yes, I did steal it from Kio. Because I thought it was funny and was really curious about it. xDD I need to stop being a poll making whore. D;

So. Requests are moving along. Surprisingly. xD I'm trying to do backgrounds as well considering I'm generally lazy and never want to add anything. I could do things if I simply tried but usually fail horrible. xD So yeaaah. Expect more this time around.

I gots an 95 on my quiz today in PreCalc. I was happy. Um.

D; I don't know what else to write in here. Crud. xDD

):< Guys suck on trains. Don't even care if they nearly knock a small girl over. Aka myself. I had to stand in the vestibule because the guy that cut me took an available seat. I was pissed off. AND he got off at my train station.
...
I wanted to punch him in the face.

...

Atleast the start of the day wasn't bad because some kid on the train going to school was checking me out. Lmao. It was amusing. But he was like..12. :c I needs a boyfriend.


Well, that's all for now. I think. If anyways else comes up...I'll make edits to this or just make anew. |D

Kiriban = 4,000. O:< Raise that number. Whoever gets it gets..some artwork. That I might actually do a background and yeah. |D

Um. So. I got my exam back in Pre-Calc. ;o; A bloody 78. Sure, it's passing. It's a C+ but..CMON. D| I hate myself.


Anyways..I gots a tagged by Kawelik.


1. Choose a few of your own characters.
2. Make them answer the following questions.
3. Feel free to go ahead and add some questions yourself!!
4. Then tag four people.

My Choice: Rinako, Seiko, Kaname, Cain, Damien, Abel, Krystallin, Taiki, Haru.
(Oh shut it. I have a lot of favourite characters that I created.)


Who/What are you?
Rinako: I'm Rinako, Rin for short and I'm a cursed human who was changed into a magic-using black cat.
Seiko: c: I'm Seiko who's a cursed human too who was changed into a magic-using red fox.
Kaname: I'm Kaname and I'm a snow cheetah.(Snow leopardxCheetah mix)
Cain: >> I'm a unicorn. Whoo~
Damien: > I'm a WEREWOLF.
Abel: ...<< I'm a werewolf too.
Krystallin: Cat half-demon.
Taiki: Cursed human who was changed into a magic-using red fox
Haru: Cat youkai


Do you have any brothers or sisters?
Rinako: 1 step-sister, 1 step-brother
Seiko: One brother, Taiki
Kaname: Only child
Cain: One brother, Aine(older)
Damien: A brother but he died
Abel: One sister but she died
Krystallin: One sister
Taiki: Seiko
Haru: Only Child

What's your height?
Rinako: 5'4
Seiko: 5'11
Kaname: 6'
Cain: ...5'6?
Damien: 5'11
Abel: 5'9
Krystallin: 5'6
Taiki: 5'7
Haru: 5'10

How old are you?
Rinako: 17
Seiko: Going on 19
Kaname: 22ish
Cain: Go on..17? xD I keep forgetting
Damien: Looks 18.
Abel: Looks 18.
Krystallin: Looks 19. Over 300 years.
Taiki: 17.
Haru: 18 going on 19.

Are you a virgin?
Rinako: ... Seiko: Hell no. c:
Kaname: ._. damn.
Cain: Nope. c:
Damien: Hell to the no. -hornpup-
Abel: << Yes.
Krystallin: <-- whore
Taiki: Yes.
Haru: No.

Who's your mate/spouse?
Rinako: o.o Um. i have..a few. (Setio, Ikiaki, sometimes Kaname..)
Seiko: ;3 Kediv. ...O:< If he wants me.
Kaname: Would be Rinako if there wasn't those other people interfering
Cain: ;3 Aine. xD
Damien: Whoever.
Abel: Unofficial right now.
Krystallin: Taiki..kind of.
Taiki: Krystallin..kind of.
Haru: Would be Seiko.

Do you have any kids?
No one has kids.

What's your favorite food?
Rinako: -doesn't haveo ne-
Seiko: Mint Chocolate Ice cream..and peanut butter cookies.
Kaname: Oreos.
Cain: Soup from Aine.
Damien: Sweets.
Abel: Doesn't matter.
Krystallin: -shrugs-
Taiki: << Sweets too.
Haru: D; Damnable sweets.

Have you ever killed anyone?
Rinako: ): Yes.
Seiko: ): Yep.
Kaname: Surprisingly, no.
Cain: Nope.
Damien: Hell yes.
Abel: No.
Krystallin: All the time. :>
Taiki: Nah.
Haru: Yes.

Do you hate anyone?
Rinako: >> Krystallin.
Seiko: Matt..Execi..dislikes Saida...a lot of people...on Kio's side. xD
Kaname: <<; SETIO.
Cain: Fruitpop.
Damien: Kaname currently.
Abel: No one.
Krystallin: Rinako.
Taiki: Yukiko.
Haru: Kediv.

Do you love anyone?
Rinako: D; You suck with questions. I love a bunch of people.
Seiko: Kediv <3 and a few others..lawl.
Kaname: Rinako. ):
Cain: My brother.
Damien: Women. c;
Abel: UmwellthisgirlnamedHinabutyeah.
Krystallin: Taiki I su... ]]> *HeartlessPuppet http://HeartlessPuppet.deviantart.com/journal/19611415/ http://HeartlessPuppet.deviantart.com/journal/19611415/ Sat, 26 Jul 2008 18:13:35 PDT

Silent watchers are getting the best of me finally. I think I bitch every four journals on how I hate that no one comments/favourites my artwork. Yeah. I'm just getting a bit annoyed again. I was going through my stats for favourites and you know what's the sad part? The highest count in favs was a 5 on one picture. Two with 3, a few with 2, and a few with 1. The rest nothing. So..yeah. I just want to know if I'm doing something right. Like is my proportions right, does the design look nice, etc.

I just feel like I'm getting absolutely no where. =/ And this is going to be my major in college. I'm afraid to even take it now because I won't be good enough. So, just like Kaw, that stamp will be appearing in my journal more often because..I'm just tired of it. But, I will continue to draw. Like a friend said to me a few journals back, you should draw for yourself. It's what you like. And stuff.

Anyways. Since..I lost all reason to what I was ranting on..plus I'm just..not wanting to type anymore and get more bullshit and crap from others that might read this...I'm getting more pictures done..Like Ebon-Wolf's fursona. I have the lineart finished but the colouring isn't. Should be out by sometime tonight. There's still two openings in the features though it'll be down within a week. And..I think that's it.

For now, I'm just not going to do commissions for people on here. Fuckit. I'll see how Gaia does with it before moving it to DA.


Comment to be added to the featured list.

Rules: The first 10 to comment in this journal will be featured with 3 of their deviations. After being featured, you have to put this into your journal.

Currently, 8/10 have asked.

I might..add some more junk later. <3 Later.


Features!


I've known Kio for a long while, having met on Gaia. It was great to know that we shared a common interest in Art and my my, has her art grown into something amazing. She's a varied artist, to me anyways, being able to draw superior animals and also humans which is not common for animal artists. She can draw animals realistic which is awesome and has really amazing designs for them. If you're looking for a great animal artist and someone who's cool, check Kio's DeviantArt. |3




Though she doesn't have much up in her gallery, the pencil and digital artwork that is up is something you really should go look at. She has a very unique style which is awesome. o:< SO GO NOW. GO COMMENT BECAUSE I SAID SO. |D Eka ish cool.

http://HeartlessPuppet.deviantart.com/journal/19562782/ Wed, 23 Jul 2008 21:01:00 PDT

<< Stolen from Kio because 1) I can and 2)She told me I should have one at 4k.

xD So, whoever gets my 4k kiriban, please screenie it and I may consider some artwork. c:

So that's that part. Now here's the question.
Should I do commissions/Requests? That might make me want to do more drawings(if I can due to school) and not be lazy with getting requests done. xDD

I dunno yet. I was going to do commissions for Gaiaonline but I'm not sure if people would buy the artwork. Would be a nice idea. xD But I'm just curious.

Um. New poll is up. Go..take the poll or something. -shrug-

My mood has been dropping rapidly again. I really think it's school. I'm really stressed out over it again and tomorrow, we have our first exam. I'm really nervous for taking it. I mean, I know most of it but I feel like I'm going to blank out and forget every formula. I pretty much knew all the formulas during the review game so that wasn't so horrible. But I don't know. Wish me luck? xD This is exam 1 of 3. We have two small exams for this class and then our final. Which I can't wait for because um. Well. I get a week back to myself. And then real classes start. Oh joy.

Anyways. Um. Yeah. So from my last poll, you'll be seeing more character designs and previous ones with newer looks in the next month or so. I've been doodling on the train more frequently so yeah. c:

Andddd c'mon and comment to be featured. 3 spots still left open!!!
I will keep the features in the journal up until Aug. Then..I dunno what I'll do. Maybe what Kio's doing. Or something. -shrug-

And..I think I want to add more months to my subbie. D; I need a bloody job.


Comment to be added to the featured list.

Rules: The first 10 to comment in this journal will be featured with 3 of their deviations. After being featured, you have to put this into your journal.

Currently, 7/10 have asked.

I might..add some more junk later. <3 Later.


Features!


I've known Kio for a long while, having met on Gaia. It was great to know that we shared a common interest in Art and my my, has her art grown into something amazing. She's a varied artist, to me anyways, being able to draw superior animals and also humans which is not common for animal artists. She can draw animals realistic which is awesome and has really amazing designs for them. If you're looking for a great animal artist and someone who's cool, check Kio's DeviantArt. |3




Though she doesn't have much up in her gallery, the pencil and digital artwork that is up is something you really should go look at. She has a very unique style which is awesome. o:< SO GO NOW. GO COMMENT BECAUSE I SAID SO. |D Eka ish cool.

... ]]> *HeartlessPuppet http://HeartlessPuppet.deviantart.com/journal/19528108/ http://HeartlessPuppet.deviantart.com/journal/19528108/ Mon, 21 Jul 2008 22:58:09 PDT

So. I definitely had the best night of my life last night. Well, kind of. Besides some crap going on..it was enjoyable when we got to go to one of the Weird NJ sites that was creepy as hell.

Alright, there's this house in Leonardo, NJ called the Dempsey house. Apparently, there's two legends behind the house. 1 being that there used to be a husband and wife living there. Well, the wife had been taking careo f the husband for a while due to him being sick. And then she suddenly left one day, leaving him to die in the house. Then sometime later, the neighbors called the police, saying they smelled a rotting corpse coming from the house and when a police officer went in, he came out moments later to hang himself from a nearby tree.

Another legend was that the husband went crazy one night and killed his entire family and stuffed them into the boilers that are located in the basement of the house. And then he killed himself. No one knows which is true or even if any are true. But damn. When we got there, it was pitch black, no streetlamps, no nothing. It was surrounded by trees and damn. It was just a scary little house. So. We got out of the car and used my megaawesomehuge flashlight and checked out the area. Yeah. Bad idea.

I got pictures that I haven't loaded onto the computer but when I went walking on the property and was going to head towards the house..we heard screams coming from the wooded area and yeah. Now, I KNEW there were kids back there and I was the only one not wanting to turn and run but..yeah. My friend's boyfriend ended up ditching my ass and ran for his car like everyone else did. D; And I was the last one to the car too! But in all. I want to go back in the worst way. Why? Because you can get inside from the basement. I really want go inside and check it out. And take more pictures. And get creeped out some more. lawl.

We're planning another trip in the future to go to Greystone Mental Institution. It's abandoned and looks like fun. c: And I really want to go inside a mental hospital so badly..regardless that everything is like..private property. Yeah. << Learn from me. Don't trespass. I'm a bad influence. |D I swear I'ma get arrested one day for this crap. And I'm not even legal yet. xDD

So yeah. I wanted to share this interesting tale.
Oh. Yeah. The other thing. This was upsetting actually to learn. We were originally looking for the slaughterhouse in Marlboro but..came to find out that it doesn't exist anymore. But the Marlboro Psychiatric Hospital is still there but can't be accessed UNLESS you're a state person. I should join the police so I can get access. Lmao.

Mmkay. That's all for now. <3



Comment to be added to the featured list.

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Features!


I've known Kio for a long while, having met on Gaia. It was great to know that we shared a common interest in Art and my my, has her art grown into something amazing. She's a varied artist, to me anyways, being able to draw superior animals and also humans which is not common for animal artists. She can draw animals realistic which is awesome and has really amazing designs for them. If you're looking for a great animal artist and someone who's cool, check Kio's DeviantArt. |3

*HeartlessPuppet http://HeartlessPuppet.deviantart.com/journal/19405115/ http://HeartlessPuppet.deviantart.com/journal/19405115/ Tue, 15 Jul 2008 07:58:58 PDT

Mm, I'm just..not going to say anything after that last journal.

Comment to be added to the featured list.

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I might..add some more junk later. <3 Later.


Features!


I've known Kio for a long while, having met on Gaia. It was great to know that we shared a common interest in Art and my my, has her art grown into something amazing. She's a varied artist, to me anyways, being able to draw superior animals and also humans which is not common for animal artists. She can draw animals realistic which is awesome and has really amazing designs for them. If you're looking for a great animal artist and someone who's cool, check Kio's DeviantArt. |3




Though she doesn't have much up in her gallery, the pencil and digital artwork that is up is something you really should go look at. She has a very unique style which is awesome. o:< SO GO NOW. GO COMMENT BECAUSE I SAID SO. |D Eka ish cool.




Whee, my buddy from a long time ago. xD That I met on a forum! Anyways, it was awesome to know that he did artwork after knowing him for so long. |D He's an art inspiration whenever I'm really out of ideas. He has amazing designs with his mostly pencil artwork which I enjoy a lot. :3 And I have no idea what else to say about him. Go..look at his stuff. xDD Sorry dear. Not good with this stuff.

http://HeartlessPuppet.deviantart.com/journal/19397718/ Mon, 14 Jul 2008 19:49:38 PDT

I really should just stop looking at gallery stats for myself and Kio's page. All I get is angry everytime I look at them. I just feel like I'm getting nowhere. I want to get recognized but..I just suck apparently. Maybe if I fucking draw more animals and furries, I'll get recognized moreso for artwork I'm not prone to do.

Man, why are these communities such fucking garbage? I want to know. Oh wait. That's right. It's full of stupid young teenagers that I only looking for fanart or artwork to rip off of great artists to use as their roleplay characters.

Can you tell I'm in a really bad mood? Yeah. The Precalc course is getting to me already and it's only day 5 of it. I hate sitting there for three hours, taking notes and just wanting to be elsewhere. I'm just sick of my pathetic life. I can't drive, I don't even have a job, and all it seems is that I keep getting the short end of the stick for everything. I'm always the third wheel, I'll never have a significant other, and I'm going to fail with my career. I just know it.

Yeah yeah, I know what you are all going to say. Stop being hard on yourself/having negative comments. Guess what. I'm tired of that shit. When the hell am I ever going to get a motherfucking break? For once, just once, I would like to be appreciated. But I'll never get that.

And I'm sorry that I went ranting off in this journal but..I'm just sick of everything. I just want to end it all.

And if you want a feature, comment. I'll put you up.


Rules: The first 10 to comment in this journal will be featured with 3 of their deviations. After being featured, you have to put this into your journal.

Currently, 5/10 have asked.

I might..add some more junk later. <3 Later.


Features!


I've known Kio for a long while, having met on Gaia. It was great to know that we shared a common interest in Art and my my, has her art grown into something amazing. She's a varied artist, to me anyways, being able to draw superior animals and also humans which is not common for animal artists. She can draw animals realistic which is awesome and has really amazing designs for them. If you're looking for a great animal artist and someone who's cool, check Kio's DeviantArt. |3




Though she doesn't have much up in her gallery, the pencil and digital artwork that is up is something you really should go look at. She has a very unique style which is awesome. o:< SO GO NOW. GO COMMENT BECAUSE I SAID SO. |D Eka ish cool.

*HeartlessPuppet http://HeartlessPuppet.deviantart.com/journal/19320299/ http://HeartlessPuppet.deviantart.com/journal/19320299/ Fri, 11 Jul 2008 10:40:28 PDT

I gots a subscription. xD But..erm. Yeah. Bare with me on this. x.x I only managed to colour the background. I thought I knew CSS but apparently..I forgot most of it since I worked more with HTML and other languages like C++ and stuff. Lawl. More info will be posted here shortly considering..I will be asking for people if they want to be featured on here.
<<; Damn Kioface. :3

EDIT:
Alrighty. I think I got this thing under control. xD For the most part.. I need to play with my shoutboard and stuff but that might be later when I have a little more time than I have now.

Do you like the colouring in my journal? Cause..I'm open for suggestions and such. |D And since I asked Kio to feature me, I have to do the same in my journal. So gogogo. Comment and ask to be featured!!


Rules: The first 10 to comment in this journal will be featured with 3 of their deviations. After being featured, you have to put this into your journal.

Currently, 5/10 have asked.

I might..add some more junk later. <3 Later.


Features!


I've known Kio for a long while, having met on Gaia. It was great to know that we shared a common interest in Art and my my, has her art grown into something amazing. She's a varied artist, to me anyways, being able to draw superior animals and also humans which is not common for animal artists. She can draw animals realistic which is awesome and has really amazing designs for them. If you're looking for a great animal artist and someone who's cool, check Kio's DeviantArt. |3




Though she doesn't have much up in her gallery, the pencil and digital artwork that is up is something you really should go look at. She has a very unique style which is awesome. o:< SO GO NOW. GO COMMENT BECAUSE I SAID SO. |D Eka ish cool.




Whee, my buddy from a long time ago. xD That I met on a forum! Anyways, it was awesome to know that he did artwork after knowing him for so long. |D He's an art inspiration whenever I'm really out of ideas. He has amazing designs with his mostly pencil artwork which I enjoy a lot. :3 And I have no idea what... ]]> *HeartlessPuppet http://HeartlessPuppet.deviantart.com/journal/19301866/ http://HeartlessPuppet.deviantart.com/journal/19301866/ Wed, 09 Jul 2008 23:19:52 PDT

...I still do. Regardless that I understand it moreso now than before. xD It just sucks getting up everyday and having to take myself to my sister's on a bike and then walking my ass to the train station, stay on there for almost an hour, then NEED to waste almost an hour because my class doesn't start until 3pm. And thennnnnn having to sit there for 3 hours..taking notes.
...
Seriously, I really just want to sleep in class already. And tomorrow's just day four of this hell.
x.x Man. How am I going to make it through college...lawl.

On the brighter side, I suppose, I might get a subscription. Maybe. I don't know. I've been wanting one but not for the sucky prices. I would get the full year but I am not spending $30 on that. Noooooooo~
Besides, it would be a waste. xD Considering my artwork is..nyeh.

And question. And I hope someone can answer this one. Is it a bad idea to use toothpicks in sculpture clay that you are going to use to bake in the oven? Because..I want to have a standing up structure but I have no wiring and i was thinking of using toothpicks. Any ideas?

Let's see what else..
Mm, I haven't been sketching much. So there probably won't be many updates. Again, I'm on art block. Which is the only time I'll do references. I think I'll just..play create-a-character for a while and create outfits because for some reason..I've been liking that moreso lately. Except I need to stop making people with animal features..
D; I like fantasy. I can't help it.

OOO:< AND I'M NOT CONTENT DAMMIT. I'm exhausted. And not wanting to do homework. Again.

And this journal..was COMPLETELY random and pointless. WHOO. -fail-

And screw you too art communities and people on them that only like certain things and don't give lower artists a chance. Goddamn fanart, furries, and animals. ):

Contacts:
Gaiaonline, Roliana: Rincaeks(Shinigami Izumi on Gaia as well)
PPTO: Rinny
SheezyArt: HeartlessPuppet
Neopets: xnekodemonx
Subeta: HeartlessPuppet

]]> *HeartlessPuppet http://HeartlessPuppet.deviantart.com/journal/19209470/ http://HeartlessPuppet.deviantart.com/journal/19209470/ Fri, 04 Jul 2008 21:04:42 PDT

So, I decided to gather all the answers to my previous two quizzes that forced people to input answers. xDD But I didn't have too much luck so yeah. I decided to put them up.

Um, there might be a mini decline in artwork for the next two months due to school. I'm not sure how bad the homework is going to be nor the studying I actually need to do this time around so..we shall see. Bloody Pre-Calc is going to be the end of me. xDD

I should have a few up by the end of this weekend before the college course starts on Mon. x.x Kill meh please.

Answers:
Movie Quotes

1. Transformers
2. Disturbia
3. Interview with the Vampire
4. Queen of the Damned
5. V for Vendetta
6. Star Wars: Revenge of the Sith
7. Pirates of the Caribbean: At World's End
8. Saw IV(xD I think. Or it was III.)
9. The Departed
10. Resident Evil: Extinction
11. The Lion King
12. Spiderman 3
13. Howl's Moving Castle
14. Memoirs of a Geisha
15. Final Fantasy VII: Advent Children
Bonus - Juno

Do you know me quiz --
1. My name is Laura
2. Crismale is my last name
3. I current am in love with no one
4. Depends on the person..of where I met them
5. I have no middle name
6. I went to SWMHS though I will be going to NJIT
7. I'm afraid of being alone, failure, rape, being a disappointment which I already am, losing everyone
8. I don't smoke
9. I don't drink...sips. xD
10. I have a sibling
11. One sister who's older.
12. A few things I enjoy doing is drawing, reading, playing videogames, playing flute
13. I have 8 piercings in my ears. Cartilage in both ears and 3 lobe piercings in each.
14. No tattoos yet. I want wings on my shoulderblades when I turn eighteen in Sept.
15. I like Rock over anything. Then Ska, Techno, Soundtrack stuff.
16. I'm both really. Shy when I first meet people then I'll be a bit outgoing.
17. I'm both a rebel and a rule follower. I'll admit, I do enjoy breaking the rules once in a while UNLESS the consequences are..extremely bad.
18. I don't have a favourite. I have lots of favourites in colour. xDD
Red, Silver, Black, Turquoise, Lime Green, Teal, Cerulean blue, light purple, dark pink
19. Art thieves, my artwork xD, being so hard on myself, myself in general, lots of things really I hate.
20. Being able to read/play flute music. And percussion music like mallets.
21. I am not posting my number.
22. I love Etnies. And flip flops.
23. I have five pets, two dogs(Rat Terriers) two ferrets, and a rabbit.
24. Not dating/liking anyone.
25. ----
26. I am 5'1/5'2
27. Being my own worst critic.
28. If I was stranded on an island, I would take and with me. Plus a few others on DA and other places. xD Along with a sketchpad with a pencil that had an eraser. Mostly a mechanical pencil. And my PSP until that died. And..um. reading material. xD
And lined paper for writing!

Contacts:
Gaiaonline, Roliana: Rincaeks(Shinigami Izumi on Gaia as well)
PPTO: Rinny
SheezyArt: HeartlessPuppet
Neopets: xnekodemonx
Subeta: HeartlessPuppet

]]> *HeartlessPuppet http://HeartlessPuppet.deviantart.com/journal/19115508/ http://HeartlessPuppet.deviantart.com/journal/19115508/ Sun, 29 Jun 2008 19:12:23 PDT

EDIT: I HIT 3k HITS. WHOOOOOOOOOO~

Well, I stole this from because it looks like fun for people to do. And I get to see their interesting responses. xD
(2 Points) My name:
(4 Points) My last name:
(4 Points) Who am I in love with:
(1 Points) Where did we meet:
(6 Points) Take a stab at my middle name:
(1 Points) Where do I go to school:
(3 Points) What am I afraid of:
(2 Points) Do I smoke :
(3 Points) Do I drink:
(1 Points) Do I have any siblings:
(2 Points) How many:
(2 Points) What's one of my favorite things to do:
(1 Points) How many piercings do I have:
(4 Points) How many tattoos do I have:
(3 Points) What's my favorite type of music:
(4 Points) Am I shy or outgoing:
(3 Points) Am I a rebel or do I follow the rules:
(2 Points) What's my favorite color:
(3 Points) Name something I hate:
(4 Points) Name a talent I have:
(4 Points) PHONE NUMBER:
(4 Points) What kind of sneakers do I wear:
(4 Points) Do I have any pets:
(2 Points) Who am I dating/liking right now:
(5 Points) How long have I been da ting them:
(5 points) How tall am I:
(5 Points) What is my worst habit:
(5 Points on Creativeness) If I were stranded on a desert island, what would I bring:

Scoresssss.
86+ = I love you.
80-85 Points; Best Friend.
70-79 Points; Great Friend.
40-69 Points; Friend.
20-39 Points; Colleauge
00-19 Points; Other

Scores so far:
- 55/89
- 74/89



And thennnnn.. I got tagged again by

First Best Friend: Amanda,
First House Location: In my current location. Somewhere in NJ. xD
First Kiss: ._.
First Car: Waiting on that..
First Screenname: moon90light
First Pet Name: Honey
First Piercing: ear lobes
First Crush: Uhh. ._. Good question.
First CD: Can't remember.
First School: Harry S. Truman Elementary School.

---9 Lasts---

Last Time You danced: A while ago...I hate dancing.
Last Food You Ate: Mini tacos.
Last Car Ride: Three days ago to get party supplies.
Last Movie You Watched: Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix. I luffles it. And it was on one of the movie channels. I think it was like my sixth time of seeing that.
Last Phone Call: My sister.
Last CD You Listened To: Within Temptation - The Heart of Everything
Last Bubble Bath You Took: Forever ago.
Last Song You Listened To: Don't Fear the Reaper - Blue Oyster Cult
Last Words You Said: I forgot my money in my back pocket of my shorts...don't throw them down into the basement yet.

---8 Have-You-Evers---

Dated A Best Friend: Never dated
Been On TV: Mmhmm. For a Bon Jovi special when he was at my HS.
Eaten Sushi: Of course.
Cheated On Your B/F or G/F: No
Been On A Blind Date: ---
Been Out Of The Country: Nope.
Been In Love: I doubt it. Okay..maybe..once.

---7 Things You Are Wearing---


1: Shorts.
2: 2007's Bamboozle shirt
3: Earrings in my ten billion ear piercings.
4: Hair tie
5: Panties ;3
6: My..nail tips that I want to rip off already.
7: Glasses since I just needed something else. xD

---6 Things You've Done Today---

1. Cleaned up the backyard from my party
2. Slept
3. did dishes
4) Played Guitar Hero: Rocks the 80s
5) Took a shower.
6) Watched a Thunderstorm

---5 Favorite Things (not in any order)---

1. Glittery things
2. Drawing
3. Videogames
4. The green
5. Starbucks. xD

--4 People You Most Trust---

1. Keri(Kio)
2. Aaron
3. Kerstin
4. Erm.. ._. That's about it now.<... ]]> *HeartlessPuppet http://HeartlessPuppet.deviantart.com/journal/19027451/ http://HeartlessPuppet.deviantart.com/journal/19027451/ Tue, 24 Jun 2008 20:02:30 PDT
Can sometimes be interesting yet bad all at the same time.

I went up to my college, NJIT(New Jersey Institute of Technology) for Connections Miniversity which is an overnight program for incoming freshmen to get the feel of college and what not. Well, it was fun due to the people I hung with. Jesus, they were crazy and great. Some sucked like the stalker I had..and like every other girl.( Mind you, there was probably about 15+ girls there out of 170+ that were there..) But in all, it was cool. And I got owned in volleyball. xD Mannnn, never dive for a ball in sand that you know you can't get. x3

But while I was there, I found out a lot of information about my major and boy was I really wrong about it. xD Forget Pittsburgh. I'll stay here and learn. It was everything I was looking for and just didn't know. Which is good. :3 AND I GET TO TAKE COMPUTER PROGRAMMING AGAIN! YAYYYYYYYYYY~ xD And traditional media stuff too. I love it. But enough about that. I have been tagged.

Due to the fact that I posted a comment in his() I'll post it here now while I have the tags going. xD
a) tell you why I friended you,
b) associate you with something - fandom, a song, a color, a photo, etc.,
c) tell you something I like about you,
d) tell you a memory I have of you,
e) ask something I've always wanted to know about you,
f) tell you my favorite pic of yours,
g) in return, you must post this in your journal.


And here's the other one. Tagged by


THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1.Laura
2.Rin
3.erm, Lala

THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU'VE HAD:
1.Rincaeks
2.bleedblackhearts
3.HeartlessxPuppet

THREE THINGS YOU'VE DONE IN THE LAST 33 MINUTES:
1.Went to NJIT's website
2. Got frustrated due to the fact that I'm worried I won't have information for my summer course of Pre-Calc in time. ):
3. Talked to Mom.

THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. Being able to play and read music.
2. Having drawing skills regardless if they aren't great or not.
3. Having the potential of doing well in college because I really want to strive for the best.

THREE THINGS YOU DISLIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. Laziness.
2. Appearance.
3. My art.

THREE PARTS OF YOUR ORIGINS:
1. Italian.
2. Cherokee Indian.
3. << >> GermanIrishRussianEnglishPolish

THREE THINGS YOU'RE AFRAID OF:
1. << Screwing up in college like NOT TAKING THE MATH COURSE I NEED IN THE SUMMER DUE TO JERKS NOT GIVING ME INFORMATION.
2. Being alone by not having a significant other.
3. Failing completely at life.

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. NJIT tshirt that i got yesterday for free :3
2. Shorts.
3. black panties ;3

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. Food.
2. Sleep.
3. Drawing/videogames/computer

THREE IMPORTANT OBJECTS:
1. Sketchpad with a pencil that has an eraser.
2. << Compooper.
3. PS2/Wii xD.

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS:
1. Within Temptation
2. Streetlight Manifesto
3. Atreyu

THREE WAYS TO BE HAPPY:
1. Hanging out with friends.
2. Do a hobby that you love like reading or drawing or gaming.
3. Try not to look at the negatives in life. Though, I'm a total hypocrite to that.

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS AT PRESENT:
1. Heart of Everything - Within Temptation
2. Stand My Ground - Within Temptation
3. Sell Your Soul - Hollywood Undead

THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS:
1. Losing a lot of weight. I want to shock the hell out of everyone the next time they see me. Seriously. I say I'm on a diet and easily break it like three days later.
2. Learning to draw realism and just enhancing my skills.
3. x.x Making sure I don't fuck up my first year of college.

THREE THINGS YOU REGRET:
1. Hurting myself.
2. Wasting time on certain people that always brought me down by easily going for my emotions.
3. << NOT having my license. My... ]]> *HeartlessPuppet http://HeartlessPuppet.deviantart.com/journal/18894454/ http://HeartlessPuppet.deviantart.com/journal/18894454/ Tue, 17 Jun 2008 14:14:21 PDT


Got this from

RULES--
1. Pick 15 of your favorite movies.
2. Go to IMDb and find a quote from each movie.
3. Post them here for everyone to guess.
4. Strike it out when someone guesses correctly, and put who guessed it and the movie.
5. NO GOOGLING/using IMDb search/other search functions/looking at my Myspace or whatever to see what my favorite movies are.

Here we go!



x1. "So if it's some super advanced robot, why does it turn back into a piece of crap Camaro?" (Transformers, Niicht)

2. "Operation Stupid is officially over!"

3. "Where are we?"
"Where do you think, my idiot friend? We're in a nice, filthy cemetery. Does this make you happy? Is this fitting, proper enough?"

4. "With all my black little heart."

5. "Not anymore. Remember, remember the 5th of November. The gunpowder, treason, and plot. I know of no reason why the gunpowder treason should ever be forgot."

6."You were the chosen one! It was said that you would destroy the Sith, not join them. You were to bring balance to the force, not leave it in darkness."
"I hate you."
"You were my brother, Anakin. I loved you. " (Star Wars: Revenge of the Sith, 1-EKA-1)

x7. "You know, for all that pirates are clever-called, we are an unimaginative lot when it comes to naming things."
"Like?"
"I once sailed with a geezer lost both his arms and part of his eye."
"What did you call him?"
"Larry."(Pirates of the Caribbean: At World's End, Kiocah)

8. "Death is a surprise party."

9. "Go f-ck yourself."
"I'm tired from f-cking your wife."
"How is your mother?"
" Good, she's tired from f-cking my father."

10. (xD I like both quotes.)
"I knew your sister. She was a homicidal bitch."
"For so long, I thought you were the future. I was wrong. I am the future."
"No. You're just..another asshole."(Resident Evil: Extinction, 1-EKA-1)

x11. "She's wrong. I can't go back. What would it prove anyway? You can't change the past. You said you'd always be there for me. But you're not. It's because of me. It's my fault."(The Lion King, Kiocah)

12.Your blood pressure Mr. Jameson, your wife told me to tell you to watch the anger!"
"You tell my wife...thank you."

x13. "Here's another curse for you - may all your bacon burn."(Howl's Moving Castle, Kiocah)

14. "At the temple, there is a poem called "Loss" carved into the stone. It has three words, but the poet has scratched them out. You cannot read Loss, only feel it."

15. "Mother schmother... it's Jenova's friggin' head.
...Your ma's cool. What the hell am I saying! "(FFVII:AC, 1-EKA-1)

;3 Have fun.

PS! I HAS A BONUS! Maybe free art if you get it? xD MAYBE. XP
x16. "Thundercats are go!"(Juno, Kiocah)

Contacts:
Gaiaonline, Roliana: Rincaeks(Shinigami Izumi on Gaia as well)
PPTO: Rinny
SheezyArt: HeartlessPuppet
Neopets: xnekodemonx
Subeta: HeartlessPuppet


]]> *HeartlessPuppet http://HeartlessPuppet.deviantart.com/journal/18875026/ http://HeartlessPuppet.deviantart.com/journal/18875026/ Mon, 16 Jun 2008 14:08:33 PDT

Make pointless journal entries like Kio did. Lawl.
I'm getting closer to 2.9k and 3k. xD Whooooo~
I enjoy jumping numbers much during the week. :3 I guess I must be drawing something right to get more pageviews...or something. lawl.

Anyways, 2 days 'til Graduation. Whoooooo~

Contacts~
Gaiaonline, Roliana - Rincaeks
Sheezyart - HeartlessPuppet
Wajas - Rin(69780)
PPTO - Rinny

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