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                <title>Been quite some time!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 12 Apr 2008 22:01:00 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ SOoooo... I love photography... so much I wish I could prosue my dream of being a photographer of some sort... but I must confess... I havn't been going out and taking photos like I use to.. I miss it... a lot.. so I will go out and start using my 35 mm again soon! and am planing on taking one of my old, OLD camras out for a test run! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /> should be fun! I hope to post them up on here and getting back into all this! I miss it. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /> sooooo... expect to be seeing some new stuff soon - ish.. haha! <br /><br />MUCH LOVES!!<br /><br />The Pirate!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Heartofnails</author>
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                <title>In my Brain...</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 29 May 2006 09:48:06 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> This is what's goin' on... <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /><br /><br /><strong>Mood</strong>: <img style="vertical-align: middle" src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/r/relaxed.gif" alt="Relaxed" title="Relaxed" /> Lazy<br /><strong>Listening to</strong>: The Beautiful People / Marilyn Manson<br /><strong>Reading</strong>: Photography Your Way / Chuck DeLaney<br /><strong>Watching</strong>: The Ringer<br /><br /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletred.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletred:" title="Bullet; Red" /> YAHHHHH!!!! My birthday was on the 28th! I'm 19 now.. woot woot. dosn't feel any diffrent.. just gotta get use to saying I'm 19 now instead of 18... was a decent birthday.. no party, just hangin out. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /> birthdays arnt what they use to be anymore.. price you pay for havin a kid and growin up.. don't worry.. I'll have a big birthday again when I'm 21.. haha! anyways.. <br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletred.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletred:" title="Bullet; Red" /> Finlly had the baby!! wile ago.. on April 18th, same day as my mothers birthday.. haha! quite strange and intresting.. she was a beautiful 8 pound 4 ounce, 20 1/4 inches, baby.. You will probully be seein some more photos of her up here.. I can't stop takin pictures of her! haha! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /><br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletred.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletred:" title="Bullet; Red" />Well, I started adding some pictures I did in Ellensburg High School, when I was there for a bit of the year... I got to use there dark room, and it was a lot of fuN! one of the coolest experianced with photography I have had the chance to experiance! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/x/xd.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":XD:" title="XD" /> SO you should defintly check them out! and keep checkin back, cause I should be adding more! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /> <br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletred.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletred:" title="Bullet; Red" />Just been quite busy in my life latly, plus I've been doing a lot of work with these two wonderful stock pages! Show some love... ~<a class="u" href="http://the-unseen.deviantart.com/">the-unseen</a> and ~<a class="u" href="http://heartofnails-stock.deviantart.com/">Heartofnails-Stock</a> you just might wanna use some of the stock! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/wink.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";)" title=";) (Wink)" /> <br />
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Think that's it... who knows.. haha! Enjoy! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /><br />
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Heart of Nails Gooood Buddys<br />
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<a href="http://fallen-angel-of-hell.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/f/a/fallen-angel-of-hell.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="fallen-angel-of-hell" /></a><a href="http://giantpiggy.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/default.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="giantpiggy" /></a><a href="http://muy-magnifico.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/m/u/muy-magnifico.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="muy-magnifico" /></a><a href="http://crazzylove.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/default.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="crazzylove" /></a><a href="http://killin-posers.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/default.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="killin-posers" /></a><a href="http://folterung.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/f/o/folterung.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="folterung" /></a><a href="http://loudness88.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/l/o/loudness88.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="loudness88" /></a><a href="http://themightyachilles.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/t/h/themightyachilles.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="themightyachilles" /></a><a href="http://xxxsinfulbunnyxxx.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/x/x/xxxsinfulbunnyxxx.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="xxxsinfulb... ]]></description>
                <author>~Heartofnails</author>
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                <title>Life</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 14 Dec 2005 14:25:31 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ook. I bout to be a mommy for all those that don't know... And I'm damn proud to be a mommy. So no negitivity, or I'll kill you. I live in Ellensburg now with my father... got a job now though, maybe I'll be able to move out... cause some how I don't think that little bit of space is enough... I want my own place. I have a car now, and that's always good. Maybe I'll be able to vist people more... <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /> And I love my photography class! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /> 35 mm is awsome... i want my own dark room some day. Hopfully I'll get my photos scaned so I can summit them up here... till then I think I'm only gonna be summiting in my stock account. Some time... haha. I've been quite busy... driving to yakama 3 nights a week for training for work sucks... but I'm getting payed for it, and payed for the gas. And wow! my tummy is getting the biggest it's ever been in my life! haha! now i know I wasn't fat before... but damn... my baby's eating me! i eat a shit ton, and I still have low weight gain.... but it's all good. the docter isn't worryed... i don't think. I just want the baby to be born now! haha! I miss coffie! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /> and soda.... and damn it's hard to quit smokin... but I did it.... all for my baby. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /> well, since I'm in class I should do my work.... ha! ]]></description>
                <author>~Heartofnails</author>
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                <title>Twisted Transistor</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 12 Sep 2005 20:59:51 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hey you, hey you, Devil's little sister<br />
Listening to your twisted transistor<br />
Hold it between your legs<br />
Turn it up, turn it up<br />
The wind is coming through<br />
Can't get enough<br />
<br />
(Chorus)<br />
A lonely life where no one understands you<br />
But don't give up because the music tune<br />
Music tune! (x6)<br />
<br />
Because the music tunes<br />
And then it its reaching<br />
Inside you forever preaching<br />
Fuck you too <br />
The streets will wisper<br />
Hang on you<br />
Twisted transistor<br />
<br />
Hey you, hey you, finally you get it <br />
The world it can eat you if you let it <br />
And as your tits fall off<br />
Your dress, your dress<br />
But when she's coming through<br />
You're in a mess<br />
<br />
(Chorus)<br />
<br />
Because the music tunes<br />
And then it its reaching<br />
Inside you forever preaching<br />
Fuck you too <br />
The streets will wisper<br />
Hang on you<br />
Twisted transistor<br />
Music tune! (x4)<br />
<br />
Hey you, hey you, this won't hurt a bit<br />
This won't hurt a bit, this won't hurt!<br />
Says who? Says who?<br />
I'm not the timeless bitch<br />
I'm not the timeless bitch, I'm not the time!<br />
Just let me be<br />
Between you and them things!<br />
<br />
Because the music tunes<br />
And then it its reaching<br />
Inside you forever preaching<br />
Fuck you too <br />
The streets will wisper<br />
Hang on you<br />
Twisted transistor<br />
<br />
-Twisted Transistor/KoRn ]]></description>
                <author>~Heartofnails</author>
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                <title>Falling Away From.... Me.</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 10 Aug 2005 00:23:23 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ "Falling Away From Me"<br />
<br />
Hey, I'm feeling tired.<br />
My time, is gone today.<br />
You flirt with suicide.<br />
Sometimes, that's ok.<br />
Do what others say.<br />
I'm here, standing hollow.<br />
Falling away from me.<br />
Falling away from me. <br />
Day, is here fading.<br />
That's when, I would say.<br />
I flirt with suicide.<br />
Sometimes kill the pain.<br />
I can always say.<br />
'It's gonna be better tomorrow'.<br />
Falling away from me.<br />
Falling away from me. <br />
<br />
Beating me down.<br />
Beating me, beating me.<br />
Down, down.<br />
Into the ground.<br />
Screaming so sound.<br />
Beating me, beating me.<br />
Down, down.<br />
Into the ground. <br />
<br />
(falling away from me).<br />
It's spinning round and round.<br />
(falling away from me).<br />
It's lost and can't be found.<br />
(falling away from me).<br />
It's spinning round and round.<br />
(falling away from me).<br />
Slow it down. <br />
<br />
Beating me down.<br />
Beating me, beating me.<br />
Down, down.<br />
Into the ground.<br />
Screaming so sound.<br />
Beating me, beating me.<br />
Down, down.<br />
Into the ground. <br />
<br />
Twisting me, they won't go away.<br />
So I pray, go away. <br />
<br />
Life's falling away from me.<br />
It's falling away from me.<br />
Life's falling away from me.<br />
Fuck! <br />
<br />
Beating me down.<br />
Beating me, beating me.<br />
Down, down.<br />
Into the ground.<br />
Screaming so sound.<br />
Beating me, beating me.<br />
Down, down.<br />
Into the ground.<br />
<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/stereo.gif" width="61" height="23" alt=":stereo:" title="Jamming to mah stereo" />  KoRn <br />
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Jessica, I love you..... <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/r/roseblack.gif" width="15" height="18" alt=":blackrose:" title="Black Rose" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Heartofnails</author>
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                <title>I'm really goin....</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 09 Aug 2005 23:16:30 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well... I got a place over here. in the same naborhood as Neileo, goin to neil's school.... And I get a free place except for 100 for food. Just got to watch the most well behaved little girl I have ever meet... so, I got a GREAT deal... I'm pleased. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /> I GET TO BE WITH MY NEILEO!!!!!!!!!!!!!! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/x/xd.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":XD:" title="XD" /> YAH!!! So happy. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Heartofnails</author>
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                <title>Gettin' the blues.</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 06 Aug 2005 23:28:18 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ When I first come down to Cali, I was soooo happy, not depressed in the the littlest bit... till I decided that moving down here would be the best thing to come up in my life in a wile... Some poeple are makin it sound like I don't have a fuckin chance, Some ass hole is calling me uncalled for names, my best friend is pissed at me for wanting to move down here and better my life... She thinks I'm leaving her, when I'd never leave her... I'm just moving, dosn't mean I'm gone forever... Just all this shit I have to pay for a better future life... so I won't end up living in Pullman for the rest of my fuckin life!!!! I've been living there for 13 fuckin years! ever since I was 5 dammit! Every one of my friends hates Pullman and wants to leave... SO DO I DAMMIT! I just got a fuckin chance to leave, and accully be happy, not depressed... I'm fuckin done. Anyone have a gwad damn problem with me leaving... think about what I want, and what's best for me, and take a look back, and see if you're being selfish... I just wanna be happy, and have a better chance at making my biggest dream come true, I wanna be a photographer, and I have a school I can go to here... I hope you all the best, and I will always stay intouch if you want me to... Hope you can hope me the best as well... I don't want to lose friends from this. that's not what should happen. from this I will find out who my true friends are. True friends with stick with you till the end, no matter what, That's family to me. Hope I don't lose any family members... I would be heartbroken... don't break my heart... Much love... ]]></description>
                <author>~Heartofnails</author>
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                <title>Hellloooooooo!</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 08 Apr 2005 12:00:41 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Bah bah!!!! Havin't done that much with  this... but I've been workin on my  stock page a bit... did a serise on  saftypins. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /> you should check it out!  And if you use my stock... you should  link back to be, and give me credit...  or I'll kill ya! yah! anyways.. check  it out. <a href="http://heartofnails-stock.deviantart.com/">[link]</a>  Enjoy!!! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Heartofnails</author>
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                <title>Been awile...</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 27 Feb 2005 13:46:41 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ well... Just got the internet back...  so I don't have to bother my friends to  let me on there computers... and  neglect them.. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /> sad. but now all it  better, and getting better as life gose  on... I'm accully happy for once! and I  got quite a few people to thank for  that. Jess, My mom.... and my self. I'm  going to a meeting on tusday about  going to the alt school... so that will  be good for me. I need out of the high  school. I hate it there. I'm tired to  death of stupid High school drama...  it's bullshit! I'm tired of immiture  people.... and then people sayin there  more mature then me, then go and do  some thing more immiture then me... how  the fuck dose that work. first step,  leave the high school... second step,  get a job and save up for moving out,  thrid step, LEAVE PULLMAN! I've been  here since I was 5.... I think it's  time for a new town... <br />
Well... been trying to fix things with  people... friends with Kevin again...  that makes me really happy, and Arlo's  starting to be more of a friend  again.... and Grim's not mad at me any  more... I'm quite pleased with the way  my life's going right now. I like not  being depressed! It's a nice feeling.  well... this is all I can think up to  say right now... so I think I will just  sumitt a lot of stuff to make up for  when I was gone for soooo long. I'M  BACK NOW! yah! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Heartofnails</author>
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                <title>GLAR!</title>
                <link>http://Heartofnails.deviantart.com/journal/3425211/</link>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 22 Sep 2004 21:28:10 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I cry, You cry, We cry, But we cry  alone. ]]></description>
                <author>~Heartofnails</author>
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                <title>Hi... I'm a whore.</title>
                <link>http://Heartofnails.deviantart.com/journal/3373761/</link>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 15 Sep 2004 22:00:53 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well, I guess acording to some  people... I'm a whore... That kinda  sucks people think that... I hate how  people think they know stuff, and they  have no clue, I don't dress like a  whore... I dress in cloths that I like.  and I like skirts and knee high  boots... I don't try to look easy or  like a whore... But other people think  diffrently... I won't drop names. That  would be mean. I don't want to be mean  to people. But if people start being  mean to me, I tend to be mean back.  It's just in my nature. And my  defintion of whore is someone who  sleeps around with alot of random guys.  I do NOT do that. So I really don't get  why some people call me a whore. Ths is  just what I think. What's your  defintion of a whore... I wanna know!  And I also wanna know if I fit that  definition. Thank you! And have a NICE  day! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Heartofnails</author>
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                <title>BLEH!</title>
                <link>http://Heartofnails.deviantart.com/journal/3365573/</link>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 14 Sep 2004 20:09:40 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Glar. parints fuckin suck... I HATE  THEM ALLL! If I ever have a kid... that  kid will have a great life... well home  life that is... Parints try to shelter  there kids tooo much. They never let  them learn from there mistakes. I WOULD  LIKE TO BE IN CHARGE OF MY LIFE THANK  YOU! Grr... That is why I am moving as  soon as i can.... like this summer...  but don't worry... I'm staying in the  same town and same school... Just wanna  be away from my mother. Fuckin hate her  sometimes. When I describe the person I  would dislike greatly... she meets  almost every cariteristic. Fuckin PINK  and PREPPY all the time... I wanna just  GRRRRRRRR! ok.. sorry bout my random  though of ... life i guess... I just  gotta explode sometimes. Fuckin dumb  people... I hate them. The can just go  ram each other... I don't care for  them. Fuckin basterds... BLAH! ]]></description>
                <author>~Heartofnails</author>
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                <title>hello...</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 09 Sep 2004 18:58:37 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Blah blah. Getting better, Or I really  don't give a fuck now. I know that  every thing is diffrent to me now  though. I Listin to music contently  now. 24/7. I makes things a bit better,  But it also can cause me to remember  some stuff I'm trying to forget. I like  this song that I'm listing to now...  It's really good. You should listin to  it some time... Us or Them by The Cure.  Good stuff. KoRn is also good. I really  like KoRn. More then you will know. I  don't give a shit what anyone things.  They ARE the shit to me. I also relised  that I really like my little green  house. I really like taking care of  those flowers. They're really pretty.  But I havn't takin care of them in a  wile, so they're not looking there best  right now. But I'll get them looking  good again. Cause they love me. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /> I also  like taking care of my roses around my  house. I got to do that soon. Or  they'll go wild. I wanna play my drums  right now. But I hate getting around  the house with mom home. I try to be a  hermit and lock myself in my own little  world when she's around. She makes me  cross. But in a wile I will be out of  here... well this house at lest. I'm  sick of it. I'm already making plans  for me to have my own appartment when  I'm a seinor. And scott will ether live  with me, or just vist a hella a lot. Me  and him make sooo many plans  together... I hope that nothing ever  provents those plans. That would be  hell. Well, I guess I'm in a better  mood now. I wasn't earlyer in school. I  almost started balling in class, But I  choked it in, and got a swore throught,  and a huge ass headache. but I took  some drugs, and feel much better.  (Asprin... not any bad drug.) so...  till i feel like talking some more, far  well. ]]></description>
                <author>~Heartofnails</author>
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                <title>I am depressed</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 08 Sep 2004 22:08:43 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I get depressed at night a lot. I feel  a great need to cry, But I'm fighting  it back pretty well. I will try my very  hardest not to inflict pain on me...  but I can't promise anyone... cause  some times I tend to brake that  promise. I wish stuff wasn't soo hard.  I wish stuff that I go through didn't  have to effect others. I wish People  feel pain from my pain... I wish that I  didn't have to cause soo much friction.  I don't know what to say anymore... I  really don't care all that much  anymore. But as long as there's a scott  for me, then I will still be around. I  could never hurt him by leaving in  anyway. I hate seeing him in pain, or  that thought of him in pain. I love all  of him. Everything about him. He's the  most beautiful person. I charish him  more then my own life. I want to start  balling right now... but I'm getting  quite good at holding it in. I really  don't care what anyone thinks anymore.  I AM A VERY DEPRESSED PERSON! I may not  show it at times, but that's just when  I'm feeling happy, and my depression is  faded, just for a wile. Sometimes I  don't get depressed for days. But since  this weekend, I get depressed more  often. But I'll be fine. I always have.  I shouldn't even write this. It makes  people worry. I hate it when people  worry. I hate that look. I know they  mean well, but it dosn't help. Not when  I'm trying to forget. That's what I try  to do when I'm around people. But then  they give you that look, and It makes  you remember. It makes you wanna cry.  It makes you think about whats really  hurting you. Then you get depressed  agen. Then you cry agen. And you want  to forget agen. So you do something to  make you forget. You do something that  you can control, and makes things go  away. Makes you happyer. It helps you  forget. I like to forget. People don't  relise what there doing when there  trying to help. If I want help, I'll  ask. If I want your opinon on all this,  I'll ask. You can try to reach me, But  I'm almost too far. Sometimes I like  being alone... alone with my music and  notebooks. ]]></description>
                <author>~Heartofnails</author>
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                <title>I hate this.</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 07 Sep 2004 21:31:11 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I really don't like today. I don't  think I'll like tomorrow ether. I think  I'm gonna write in this everyday now. I  think. Peope will get tired of me, then  tell me to SHUT THE FUCK UP! and end up  ignoring me. It shall be great fun. I  sorda want people to stop fussing over  me. Yes there is something wrong with  me, and No you can't help. Every one  that has tryed has failed. I'll get  over this eventully. I hate complaing.  I hate feeling like I'm weak. I feel  like I'm helpless sometimes. I don't  know. Don't wanna talk about it.  Everyone takes it too far, cause they  have no clue. I don't wanna explain. ]]></description>
                <author>~Heartofnails</author>
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                <title>BLAR BLAR.... BLAR!!!!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 03 Sep 2004 23:12:33 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Lalala! I'm sorda hyper... and I really  don't know why... It's really weird,  cause some nights I'll get super happy  and hyper, and content... wich is  GOOOD! But some nights I get Depressed  and upset, and really messed up. But  tonight.... is a happy night... I hope  it last... sometimes something happens,  and My happy night, turns in to a BAD  night. But I don't think that will  happen. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /> I wrote a Hella a lot of poems  this past 3 days.... way over 10 or so.  And they're all in my happy little  notebook. That some little girls tryed  to get a hold of tonight.... they  accully got it away from me... and I  FUCKIN Fliped shit. I nearly KILLED  them. I don't want some people that are  friends... but not close friends to  read my personal stuff... if it was my  green notebook, I don't think I would  care as much... But this little happy  bunny notebook has poems in there that  I'm not readly for ANYONE to read.  Cause people would get worryed... and I  sorda hate that. It blows me away...  that after I said DON'T TOUCH IT! they  pin me down and take it... That's  really fucked up. I would never do that  to ANYONE! If they were fliping out  about it. I fuckin respect peoples  personal belongings. And personal  buissness. Well, anyway. Today wasin't  soo happy... but I'm suprisingly doing  fine tonight. I'm acully shocked... and  Ness should be here soon... She's  staying with me for 4 days... I  think... Not really sure. But yeah. I  like having someone around that's not  my mom... or my pets... Pets are better  then my mom... cause they leave me the  fuck alone, and they don't tell me to  get off the computer, and they don't  boss me around. I'm seriously thinking  bout living on my own senior year. In a  little apartment or something. And get  a part time job. That would be cool...  and scott could vist when ever, and  maybe even live with me! hehe. That  would be good. Then every night would  be a good night... <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":P" title=":P (Lick)" /> well, I really must  go. Hope people like the new poem I put  up, Invisible... I wrote it a loooong  time ago. I sorda liked it, and wanted  to see what people think... but not  many people comment on my stuff... just  people I know really. I'm not gooood  enought... hehe. I'm just playing. I  LOVE YOU ALL! nighty. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Heartofnails</author>
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                <title>Control It - Static-X</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 01 Sep 2004 17:01:40 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Look within me, am I evil enough<br />
memories bring tears of years old<br />
you can't get it<br />
you just don't get it, no<br />
you can't get it<br />
you got zero. ]]></description>
                <author>~Heartofnails</author>
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                <title>My camra is SEXY!</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 27 Aug 2004 22:23:57 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I really love my camra.... It's the new  love in my life... I think scott is  jeouse... but dont say anything...  hehe! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /> I STILL LOVE HIM! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> ANYWWAY! I  went camra crazy today, and took 135  pictures... but I deleted some... cause  they where not that good. Most of them  were in Scott's backyard... his grandma  wants some pictures of there pond... so  I took alot of there pond...  but there  yard was sooo pretty (Comparted to  mine) that I HAD to take more! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> I liked  the little lawn fairys. They were  pretty. I had fun today in my Skirt and  Boots! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" />! Arlo wore a skirt too... but  not boots <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":P" title=":P (Lick)" /> But her high heels were DAMN  sexy!!! So I took a rad picture of her  lags... I like it best in Black and  wight. (sorry... I really have a  spelling problem... so deal with it.)  So yeah. Today was a picture full day! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" />  Damn I love my camra. OH! I also took a  picture of MAx in PAIN! cause I was  digging my nails into his arm, cause he  wouldn't look at me to take a picture.  So that was FUN! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> till next time! ]]></description>
                <author>~Heartofnails</author>
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                <title>EEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 25 Aug 2004 21:34:31 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ TODAY WAS SOOOO MUCH FUN!!!!!! School  was like it never ended... sept there's  more people i dont know... but besides  that, it's really happy. it's acully  better then last year! XD!!!! Then I  went and got a Digital Camra for like  370 something! IT FUCKIN ROCKS! I'm  having sooo much fun with it! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> Damn...  dont think i'll feel shitty tonight.  Havn't talked to scott all night...  MUST CALL SOOON!!!!!!!!! Or I shall  DIE! Twick... twick! I CAN'T WAIT TO  TALK PICTURES TOMORROW AND PUT THEM ON  HERE!!! XD! sorry... little excited...  I also got my cartalig periced on my  right ear, and a second percing on my  left! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> They rock! But I can't sleep or  touch my right ear... it'll hurt like a  bitch! I should know... it happend a  couple times. That sucked... anyways...  must sleep if i want to wake up at 6 in  the morning! NIGHT! ]]></description>
                <author>~Heartofnails</author>
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                <title>I feel shitty</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 23 Aug 2004 22:42:06 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I'm sorda depressed right now... I  wanna talk to someone... but everyones  gone right now... that's when it's the  worse... And I lie... I lied tonight. I  lie a lot. I hate it. But I do it.  Don't really know why. I hate crying by  my self. I freak out. I try not to, but  I can't help it. I hate living here.  There's no one in this house to help  me... and the people that help me are  never around when I need them. Only  sometimes. But not many people have  seen me cry. I think I've been getting  upset and depressed latly, cause I miss  Charl. I really do. I wish she could  have stayed a little longer. But now  she's gone, and no one can bring her  back. I hate it. I funkin' hate all of  this. I need to leave. ]]></description>
                <author>~Heartofnails</author>
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                <title>Hello....</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 23 Aug 2004 13:20:31 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well... last night... or I should say  early this morning... WAS not happy. I  got really depressed and upset... just  really messed up... but now I fine...  well better. I'm back to my normal  self. If I was ever normal... hehe.  Well the out come was 2 poems. Which I  kinda like... they could be better...  but I will admit they're better then my  really old stuff... that shit sucks!  Damn... I just relised that I AM  addicted to this site... I like to  think my poems are good... when I know  that they will go NOW WHERE. But I'll  probuly never stop... till I run out of  random lines... I guess is the best way  to put that... I hate how I get really  hyper and happy, then come crashing  down and cry all night.... Then I get  really ticked off, and I want NO ONE  near me... I have VERY violent mood  swings... I'm suprissed my mom can live  with me... She thinks I'm werid... She  wants me to be a prep... and that is  something I would NEVER wanna be. I  like where I am with the friends I  have... we're a happy family! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/wink.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";)" title=";) (Wink)" /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Heartofnails</author>
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                <title>I love scott.</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 22 Aug 2004 21:35:36 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I just read a poem by my scotter... and  it really made me cry... but it didn't  make me depressed... It's just I was  sooo mad and sad and depressed and  heartbroken when he broke up with me...  that I aways wanted to know if he felt  the same pain... cause we never talked  bout it after we broke up. We didn't  even talk much at all, till last year.  We became best friends agen. And I  wanted him to hurt... and now I know  that he suffured... just as much as  me... We just didn't try... I guess we  where too hurt. I missed him soo bad...  I use to wish he was dead. But that  would have made it worse... so I  started to wish I was dead. But now I  know we are happy... but sometimes the  past comes back, Then all I need is to  be close to him... and I start to feel  better. I havin't been depressed in  sooo long because of him. Maybe I'll  never be depressed agen... but  sometimes that is too much to ask for.  I guess you just got to get past it one  day at a time. He makes my life easyer.  I'd be nothing with out him. ]]></description>
                <author>~Heartofnails</author>
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                <title>HUNGRY!!!!!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 22 Aug 2004 12:24:34 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hi! When I woke up to day... I had the  worse tummy attacks! I almost fell over  and died! So I eat sun flower seeds  that are by my computer till my mom  made me food.... cause I was like  "WOMMAN! MAKE ME FOOD!" <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> And she did! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" />  So now my tummy attacks are avenged.  And now she wants me off the  computer... and I just say.. "BLAH!"  and I win! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> haha... she'll kick me off  soon... <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /> oh well... I try... And now  scotter... my love <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hump.gif" width="27" height="17" alt=":hump:" title="Humpin that leg!" /> ... Started a  site... <a href="http://fallen-angel-of-hell.deviantart.com/">[link]</a> you should look at it...  it's sexy... cause he's sexy! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> haha! I  LOVE THIS SHOW! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/x/xd.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":XD:" title="XD" />  <br />
<br />
Love me! <br />
<br />
Christa ]]></description>
                <author>~Heartofnails</author>
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                <title>Hi. I'm new.</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 22 Aug 2004 00:35:37 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hello... I just started this... and I'm  not that artistic... but who knows...  someone might like something of mine. I  like the pictures I take more then my  poems. But I'll put both up here. Most  the poems I write are about past  relatonships all mixed together, or a  few mix in to one poem... or just one  guy... or there's some that are just  completely random... they just pop into  my head. I question my sanity  sometimes. But I like writing, it makes  me feel better. So I have TONS of  notebooks. My boyfriend thinks I'm  crazy... but all of them have there own  purpuse... everone of them are  diffrent. I Love them. He also thinks  I'm mango crazy... cause I happen to  like mangos... and I eat them  everyday... I'm not mango crazy....  hehe. I just like mangos. Quite a bit.  ANYWAY.... I love scott.... just to  tell anyone that dosen't know. He's the  love of my life! I want no one eles. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /> A  lot of my poems invole him... He's just  always been a big part of my life...  even when we didn't date for bout 2  years. And dated on and off for 2 years  before those 2 years. It's really  complacated... sorda... but not so much  anymore. Everything is happyer with him  in my life agen. Well... I hope some  people out there like my stuff... Maybe  this will cause some more really rad  friends. ya never know! <br />
<br />
LOBITH!<br />
<br />
Christa.<br />
<br />
~`~ You'll Never See Me Fall From  Grace... ~`~ ]]></description>
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