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]]> ~HellBlazer003 http://HellBlazer003.deviantart.com/journal/17173496/ http://HellBlazer003.deviantart.com/journal/17173496/ Tue, 04 Mar 2008 00:06:18 PST <0r1|\|' Vista. They then found that they ruined one of my 80 GB drives because Ph|_|><0r1|\|' Vista was installed on it. Now I have nothing and I have yet to get all the same stuff that I had before back. I had three weeks of music that I had collected and worked on all gone. I lost 50 hours of video that was done. And I lost all the stuff that I was working on. I don't even want to think about any of that because I know I will have a heart attack right then and there. I know this is the second post of the day but I just got pissed because I found that some of the stuff I was working on was lost again. I lost it about six months ago but still I find more and more stuff missing and that is the only place I would have put it.

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Im serious about this. Im not saying that all the time that I feel that I am mimicking someone else's life. Its more or less the ups and downs and what they mean. Take for example the people around you and the ones that come into your life and the ones that leave your life. Im not talking about the ones your age but the ones that are older then you, how have they influenced the life you lead and how much does it reflect your life. I look at my life and I see just failure at what I try to do. But I also see accomplishments that I have set out to achieve that are greater then the ones that were put before me. I have become something more then the people who are older then me are. I really have not failed them but I feel that I have. I feel this way because I have failed the task they have given me. But in failing that task, I have become more then what I was when I was given that task.

The things that I see are not failers but succses at what I have done. From when I was starting out to what I have done today, I have become more then what I was and no longer am the person that I was when I started.

I guess what I am trying to say is that the way you look at something is the way you will want to see it. Its not until you take your self out of the subject and reflect and look upon the things that you were you will become more then what you will. You will mirror some people, but if you try hard to become something that others want, you will then become that mirror of them. So to sum it all up, its not you who is the mirror but the one who wants to be mirrored. To be the mirror, you will only feel that you have failed and have not become more then you or others are.

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