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Since my laptop is back and in proper condition... xD
(meaning that it's not randomly crashing or shutting down or overheating due to my abuse)
I guess I'll be a wee bit more active from now on? ((gets shot

ただいま？本当に久しぶりだなー、やっぱり自分のパソコンは一番いいだ。（笑）
今日から同人誌
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[3/5/2013]
Live streaming this atm at https://join.me/287-342-153
Feel free to drop by =D (more or chatting and relaxing while colouring lol)

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Legs are dead from Comic Fiesta, I attended both days, but on day 2 I sprained my ankle and took off early for the rest of the day, regretting it now... but I was already at my limit, and it would be troublesome if I needed help getting home XD.
Since I traveled down to KL for the event from my hometown by train, it got me really tired, even Ryuu looked like he's at his limit.

The crowd this year was 2 times more terrifying, enough said. Funnily enough, cosplayers make up more than half of the event-goers, I should ]]> http://heller45.deviantart.com/journal/Project-Sengoku-Basara-Anthology-2013-Updated-342181451 http://heller45.deviantart.com/journal/Project-Sengoku-Basara-Anthology-2013-Updated-342181451 Mon, 10 Dec 2012 10:03:15 PST Project: Sengoku Basara Anthology 2013 [Updated] nonadult journals/personal Heller45 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/h/e/heller45.jpg?2 Copyright 2012-2013 =Heller45
Our doujinshi artists' progress:
:iconheller45:  Drafting and lining, screentoning (ok, i realized I'm the slowest, lol orz)
:iconakahitoken: Lining and screentoning.
:iconsora-lioellx: Lining and screentoning.

Preview available soon, I'll be updating this journal on any changes in this project.

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CALLING artists to join in for our 2013 Sengoku Basara Anthology collaboration!
Show y ]]> http://heller45.deviantart.com/journal/LIVESTREAM-OFFLINE-287088980 http://heller45.deviantart.com/journal/LIVESTREAM-OFFLINE-287088980 Sat, 25 Feb 2012 09:37:15 PST LIVESTREAM [OFFLINE] nonadult journals/personal Heller45 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/h/e/heller45.jpg?2 Copyright 2012-2013 =Heller45 Esp annoying Ryuu, and getting distracted by him in the process.

Submitting the finished work later.
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1/4/12
Timezone: GMT +8
https://join.me/389-511-295
Come stalk me? ((shot
Continuing whatever works I left unfinished, and getting distracted.
Warning: I get distracted a lot, and I annoy Ryuu while I'm at it. XD
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Been ages since I last livestreamed.
(YES I HATE THAT SITE SO MUCH NOW)
https://join.me/880-166-364
Timezone: GMT +8
(might lag, and probably blurry)

Be warned that I get bored easily and might run off to other distractions on my desktop while ]]> http://heller45.deviantart.com/journal/CF11-repor-photos-owo-275170703 http://heller45.deviantart.com/journal/CF11-repor-photos-owo-275170703 Wed, 21 Dec 2011 21:28:45 PST CF11 repor-- photos? (owo;) nonadult journals/personal Heller45 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/h/e/heller45.jpg?2 Copyright 2011-2013 =Heller45
This year the security was really tight.
The queue oh the queue, 3 hours long!
(But I pre-ordered tickets already, poor Ryuu!)
Barring every exit and entrance even though the crowd number was over 9000!
I bought tickets but couldn't enter the main event hall, cause there were too many people lulz.

Around KLCC, cosplayers ran about lol.
Kaito buying McDs, Ciel at SushiKing, Lightning FFXIII shopping for shoes. =_=;;;;

So, I was only around the doujin booths for like 20 minutes. lol..
Later on for the rest of the day, stuck in the cosplayer's changing hall with all th ]]> http://heller45.deviantart.com/journal/Christmas-is-also-RED-274224941 http://heller45.deviantart.com/journal/Christmas-is-also-RED-274224941 Fri, 16 Dec 2011 10:27:42 PST Christmas is also RED? nonadult journals/personal Heller45 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/h/e/heller45.jpg?2 Copyright 2011-2013 =Heller45 But you don't get Ang Pau's on Christmas! WHY?!!!!!

(Yes this is irrelevant, but i've always been this way xD )
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Continuing my HIATUS until who knows when.
But I'll lurk around to catch stalkers.
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(´・ω・)ﾉ Oooook, see you at CF'11!
I'll be stalking the doujin booths for anything BASARA!
Ceui will be here! I wanna watch her perform!

And laughing at Mr. Hot Head is my objective for the day! (´・ω・)ﾉ

I wonder if it was a good thing to decide to follow a friend's group to the venue.
(A bunch of .... uhhh military armored suited guys in a tra ]]> http://heller45.deviantart.com/journal/AGAIN-Semi-hiatus-orz-263157515 http://heller45.deviantart.com/journal/AGAIN-Semi-hiatus-orz-263157515 Wed, 12 Oct 2011 23:48:08 PDT AGAIN! Semi-hiatus orz nonadult journals/personal Heller45 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/h/e/heller45.jpg?2 Copyright 2011-2013 =Heller45 ヾ( ﾟ∀ﾟ)ﾉﾞ Actually i'm just really lazy.
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Busy with whatever shit life's throwing here. and... of course EXAMS.

If you have a twitter leave me your ID! 8D I'm only warning you if you follow me I tweet nothing but nonsense and whine a lot xD

:iconrin-shiba: 姉ちゃん！抱抱抱抱抱抱抱抱！
bdayプレゼントでありがとう！(´；ω；｀)ｳｩｩ感 ]]> http://heller45.deviantart.com/journal/Semi-Hiatus-260440799 http://heller45.deviantart.com/journal/Semi-Hiatus-260440799 Mon, 26 Sep 2011 22:18:51 PDT Semi-Hiatus nonadult journals/personal Heller45 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/h/e/heller45.jpg?2 Copyright 2011-2013 =Heller45 But I'm addicted to twitter so I'm not cutting my tweet count.

Dad's condition improving, but I'm tired.
Hospital trips tire me out so much I'm late for class most of the time now.
It's starting to sound funny to even me. haha.

For now, I'm just gonna focus on all these stupid affairs of mine.
Financially, I'm troubled enough, now to deal with all these stupid school rules that I seem to be breaking unintentionally.

有很多烦恼。
学校太爱找我麻烦了，到底是帮我还是麻 ]]> http://heller45.deviantart.com/journal/Mid-Autumn-festival-AMG11-257838833 http://heller45.deviantart.com/journal/Mid-Autumn-festival-AMG11-257838833 Sun, 11 Sep 2011 02:25:39 PDT Mid Autumn festival + AMG11 nonadult journals/personal Heller45 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/h/e/heller45.jpg?2 Copyright 2011-2013 =Heller45 Hmm, today's the mid autumn festival, also mooncake festival, as i used to call it.
It's a festival where we eat mooncakes and enjoy the full moon, according to the old chinese folklore.
(rabbits on the moon and pretty dame who flies up there for a reason i'm too lazy to tell XD )

This is a what a mooncake looks like, they're made from lotus paste, and nowadays they come in weird shapes and sizes. =_=;;;

I see that I won't be having any mooncake this year, they're quite expensive. lol.
And the news has reported that we might not see the full moon thanks to the haze.

Still, I'm gonna just enjoy sitting out here, being annoyed by mo ]]> http://heller45.deviantart.com/journal/Difficult-256853590 http://heller45.deviantart.com/journal/Difficult-256853590 Mon, 05 Sep 2011 03:05:48 PDT Difficult. nonadult journals/personal Heller45 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/h/e/heller45.jpg?2 Copyright 2011-2013 =Heller45 Lol yes I have nothing better to do, but unfortunately, I now look pretty stupid.

A lot of things that happened recently made me realize many things.
As for the reason for my frequent uploads lately, it's a form of relieving stress for me, it's a happy thing.

Bad times are yet to end, certain lessons are yet to be learnt.
But all I really want to do is to forget it all.
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lla ta gnihton .gnihtyna htrow ton m'i esuaceb ,em rof emoc reve lliw ydobon tub ,enola leef ylurt i ,siht ekil semit ta
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最近没有胃口吃东# ]]> http://heller45.deviantart.com/journal/Relieved-255625357 http://heller45.deviantart.com/journal/Relieved-255625357 Mon, 29 Aug 2011 01:21:36 PDT Relieved. nonadult journals/personal Heller45 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/h/e/heller45.jpg?2 Copyright 2011-2013 =Heller45 The first time didn't go so well, but I'm thankful that he's still safe after a second attempt.
Now in recovery.

I'm glad.
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我已经没得上网了，都没有WIFI了说。
而且我也有考试要应付， 真闲呢。MS不是什么好读的东西。

一个星期的假期就让我好好休息吧。
 ]]> http://heller45.deviantart.com/journal/Just-waiting-253404964 http://heller45.deviantart.com/journal/Just-waiting-253404964 Wed, 17 Aug 2011 05:43:52 PDT Just waiting. nonadult journals/personal Heller45 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/h/e/heller45.jpg?2 Copyright 2011-2013 =Heller45 [EDIT 20/8] My dad's weaker day by day. The side effects of the medication is giving him hallucinations as well.
I've never seen my mom look so haggard and worn out. My dad's brother hasn't slept a wink helping him settle affairs.

September 28th. I turn 18 then, a legal age to take over his affairs.
I wish I didn't have to keep them waiting.
... Another reason to why I dislike birthdays.

[EDIT 18/8:2] The operation didn't happen. My dad's condition made it hard so they decided to kept him
under observation till further decisions are made.

My mother's staying with him, because I can't do anything. So I'm just ]]> http://heller45.deviantart.com/journal/Not-dead-but-not-really-alive-either-D-217905048 http://heller45.deviantart.com/journal/Not-dead-but-not-really-alive-either-D-217905048 Sat, 18 Jun 2011 09:25:48 PDT Not dead, but not really alive either D: nonadult journals/personal Heller45 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/h/e/heller45.jpg?2 Copyright 2011-2013 =Heller45 好想看戦国BASARA的剧场版. 很可惜, 我不够线啊! 而且快考试了.... Orz.
感觉上我好...relaxed. lol.

好无聊.
真想做些跟学业没关系的东西.  XP
... 梦啦!
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Today, on a whim, I decided to go out to the city centre.
Spent the day watching movies, and visiting bookstores and Starbucks. LOL
(You know, I've never been to a cinema before, or been to Starbucks ever. ]]> http://heller45.deviantart.com/journal/COMMISSIONS-CLOSED-222394402 http://heller45.deviantart.com/journal/COMMISSIONS-CLOSED-222394402 Tue, 07 Jun 2011 06:58:12 PDT COMMISSIONS: [CLOSED] nonadult journals/personal Heller45 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/h/e/heller45.jpg?2 Copyright 2011-2013 =Heller45 COMMISSION STATUS: CLOSED

Commissions closed. Will be opened only for special requests(note me)
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:bulletyellow:ALL DIGITAL:bulletyellow:

:bulletwhite:FULL COLOUR (Digital CG):bulletwhite:

5USD head/9USD for waist up/17USD for full body
:thumb256818408::thumb263675005::thumb265674856::thumb269622000:

:bulletwhite:FULL COLOUR (Soft paintings):bulletwhite:

6USD head/8USD for waist up/17USD for full body
:thumb195624746::thumb196883878::thumb255627022::thumb260279726:

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Please note that:

:bulletred: Dimensions are 800x600 ~ 1500x1300 (Any bigger will take me longer)
:bulletred: MANGA Or ANIME ]]> http://heller45.deviantart.com/journal/Hectic-Hectic-Hectic-218776812 http://heller45.deviantart.com/journal/Hectic-Hectic-Hectic-218776812 Fri, 13 May 2011 06:36:27 PDT Hectic Hectic Hectic nonadult journals/personal Heller45 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/h/e/heller45.jpg?2 Copyright 2011-2013 =Heller45
I will continue to draw and indulge in art from time to time.
But not nearly as often.
Speaking of which, I've never been really that active here anyway. :P

I'm pretty determined to attend CF this year.
Must... get an artist's booth. lol.
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So... I'm finally an A-level student.
But I didn't make things easy for myself.
I nearly passed out when I founded out that my school was the furthest from my dorm.
=_=; God, this college wasn't so big decades ago.

Dorm life is pretty new to me.
I CANNOT wait to get out of this place. D<
The internet coverage sucks, and I have ]]> http://heller45.deviantart.com/journal/LIVESTREAM-OFF-220680112 http://heller45.deviantart.com/journal/LIVESTREAM-OFF-220680112 Sat, 16 Apr 2011 04:59:30 PDT LIVESTREAM [OFF] nonadult journals/personal Heller45 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/h/e/heller45.jpg?2 Copyright 2011-2013 =Heller45 -----------
EDIT: Doesn't really work well, with low internet connection xD; Sorry for the spam.

http://www.livestream.com/heller45

Watch if you want to, i generally bore people though XD.
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Heller45 ]]> http://heller45.deviantart.com/journal/gah-219486113 http://heller45.deviantart.com/journal/gah-219486113 Tue, 12 Apr 2011 08:31:28 PDT gah nonadult journals/personal Heller45 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/h/e/heller45.jpg?2 Copyright 2011-2013 =Heller45 Ｌａｕｇｈｉｎｇ　ｔｏ　ｓｌｅｅｐ．
Ｈｅｌｌｅｒ４５． ]]> http://heller45.deviantart.com/journal/New-laptop-is-love-but-I-219561359 http://heller45.deviantart.com/journal/New-laptop-is-love-but-I-219561359 Thu, 07 Apr 2011 10:17:19 PDT New laptop is love.... but I. nonadult journals/personal Heller45 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/h/e/heller45.jpg?2 Copyright 2011-2013 =Heller45
Also, do any of you have premature white hair? Not just a few, I mean like... about half your head turning white.
I'm not concerned, but I'm fed up of people thinking I'm down with some kinda of disease. XD;
Or else they'd say I'm using my head too much. (Uh..... airheads like me don't think much lol)

---Possible Hiatus---
My old tablet doesn't work for my new laptop.
I want to buy a WACOM, a smaller one in the near future.
Maybe not so much artwork in the next few weeks or months.
If I owe you anything, please forgive me.
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学驾车真麻烦& ]]> http://heller45.deviantart.com/journal/XD-Ouch-219830383 http://heller45.deviantart.com/journal/XD-Ouch-219830383 Wed, 30 Mar 2011 09:29:28 PDT XD Ouch. nonadult journals/personal Heller45 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/h/e/heller45.jpg?2 Copyright 2011-2013 =Heller45
As for my driving. *counts
I almost ran over a dog, a truck and a bush. Engine died on me 11 times!

I wonder if that's how newbies' driving lessons go? xD
Funny moments like these are worth remembering.  
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Because I can't find the right words to diss Rebecca's Black "Friday" in english.
这首歌. 我够DULAN啊啊!! 外表烂, 歌声让我要呕, 歌词差得不能再差.
"Yesterday was Thursday, Today is Friday, Tomorrow is Saturday"
你说, 世上哪& ]]> http://heller45.deviantart.com/journal/One-thing-to-keep-in-mind-220239971 http://heller45.deviantart.com/journal/One-thing-to-keep-in-mind-220239971 Sun, 13 Mar 2011 08:32:11 PDT One thing to keep in mind nonadult journals/personal Heller45 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/h/e/heller45.jpg?2 Copyright 2011-2013 =Heller45
Japan, you're a lucky country,
to have this many supporters and all.
You better pull through!! ]]> http://heller45.deviantart.com/journal/I-still-ain-t-gonna-DRIVE-BSR-RANT-220434147 http://heller45.deviantart.com/journal/I-still-ain-t-gonna-DRIVE-BSR-RANT-220434147 Wed, 02 Mar 2011 07:47:49 PST I still ain't gonna DRIVE! + BSR RANT nonadult journals/personal Heller45 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/h/e/heller45.jpg?2 Copyright 2011-2013 =Heller45 Don't EVER ask someone who doesn't even know how to use the gear to know how to reverse on the first try.
Keep that in mind, or there goes the car's very expensive butt. XD

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A short Basara doujinshi, Date-centric. (I think)
Very slight Kojuu x Masa if you wear glasses.

I have done 4 pages, but only toned the first. And dialogues are in Chinese, and....
it's pretty much going in the direction of BL. lol.
Kojuurou, you sure you're JUST his retainer???!
Even in my straight eyes I can see that you're...
*bricked before could ]]> http://heller45.deviantart.com/journal/--221051339 http://heller45.deviantart.com/journal/--221051339 Sun, 06 Feb 2011 09:07:33 PST _ nonadult journals/personal Heller45 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/h/e/heller45.jpg?2 Copyright 2011-2013 =Heller45 http://heller45.deviantart.com/journal/Hiatus-CNY-Annoying-kids-221428514 http://heller45.deviantart.com/journal/Hiatus-CNY-Annoying-kids-221428514 Thu, 03 Feb 2011 05:15:09 PST Hiatus = CNY + Annoying kids. nonadult journals/personal Heller45 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/h/e/heller45.jpg?2 Copyright 2011-2013 =Heller45 Apparently they have a wireless network, but it hates my laptop.
And kids, sometimes they're cute and all, but they can be terribly annoying. DX

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That 5 hour car ride is gonna kill my ass. XD

Be back in a few days. Till then, in advance, 恭喜发财 to all of you~ lol. Have a good time with your family if you celebrate it. =D
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Went to see my grandmother for the first time in 2 years.
Apparently now I have 5 nephews, 4 nieces and a bunch of other adults as cousins.

Though I sure am baffled.
I do not know why they fuss over the fact I'm too fair for a guy D:
Apparently all of t ]]> http://heller45.deviantart.com/journal/Dear-kids-in-my-yard-SHUDDUP-221479728 http://heller45.deviantart.com/journal/Dear-kids-in-my-yard-SHUDDUP-221479728 Wed, 19 Jan 2011 21:26:10 PST Dear kids in my yard: SHUDDUP!! nonadult journals/personal Heller45 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/h/e/heller45.jpg?2 Copyright 2011-2013 =Heller45 As if I wasn't annoyed with other stuff already D:

Like: The fact that my hair is now brown instead of black.
And I still keep every strand of my white hair, which pisses my mom off. A LOT. XD
I'd rather have my black hair back D8, I don't like hair dye, it smells funny.

Anyone up for an art-trade/collab? XD
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Trying out painting XD. Though I mostly end up with retarded looking proportions. LOLOLOL. Sometimes I wish I took lessons 8x Hahaha.

I'm never getting anything done at this rate D8 Time to go back to using pencils.
My tablet dies ]]> http://heller45.deviantart.com/journal/Flour-all-over-my-front-LOL-221723059 http://heller45.deviantart.com/journal/Flour-all-over-my-front-LOL-221723059 Wed, 12 Jan 2011 05:34:01 PST Flour all over my front. LOL. nonadult journals/personal Heller45 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/h/e/heller45.jpg?2 Copyright 2011-2013 =Heller45 Maybe I really should have worn an apron, but it's got flowers all over it. D|

I didn't really like HP7 the movie, oh god wtf at the Ron's illusions. Missing so many scenes from the books, added too many unneeded romance scenes =___=; When did the books say Voldemort didn't have a nose?! D8 Did Malfoy lose his hair or something?? LOLOLOL.

Ah, some people have already registered for college, and I'm sitting around waiting for pre-U and results. LOL.
Hopefully Pre-U is not stressing, although only having 5 subjects is a whole lot more less stressful t ]]> http://heller45.deviantart.com/journal/Back-to-bed-221801871 http://heller45.deviantart.com/journal/Back-to-bed-221801871 Wed, 05 Jan 2011 09:36:11 PST Back to bed. nonadult journals/personal Heller45 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/h/e/heller45.jpg?2 Copyright 2011-2013 =Heller45
I have no idea why I suddenly took a liking to sleeping. 8 Maybe cause I start to get tired of ninja-ing around near dawn.

Page 4? *procrastinates
Somebody kick me.
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So yea, my psp doesn't work now.
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Fails,
Heller45 ]]> http://heller45.deviantart.com/journal/NERD-to-NEET-221867653 http://heller45.deviantart.com/journal/NERD-to-NEET-221867653 Sun, 02 Jan 2011 10:39:51 PST NERD to NEET. nonadult journals/personal Heller45 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/h/e/heller45.jpg?2 Copyright 2011-2013 =Heller45 Gets boring though. But I'm not complaining. There's a limit to this heaven.

Got myself a PSP, shhh. But I think the buttons won't survive for long with me and Project Diva. Especially when I'm obsessed with any rhythm game on EXTREME mode.

Still, drawing is more fun. More BEAT art for now... It's about time I introduce some new characters. And I'm missing a cover. I really do fail. D8
----RANDOM----
I'd like to try journal CSS, except I'm too distracted... lol.
I still hate driving, I'll never ever get traffic logic, and cars scare me. A LOT.
I downloaded a Vocaloid for no apparent reason.
Hmm, maybe I sh ]]> http://heller45.deviantart.com/journal/5-4-3-2-1-0-221933403 http://heller45.deviantart.com/journal/5-4-3-2-1-0-221933403 Fri, 31 Dec 2010 09:29:33 PST 5, 4, 3, 2, 1, 0. nonadult journals/personal Heller45 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/h/e/heller45.jpg?2 Copyright 2010-2013 =Heller45
RESOLUTION FOR 2011: Currently none. *shot.

Looking back upon 2010, it's been an ok year. Nothing too good, nothing too bad. That's how I like things to go. XD

Even attended some end-of-the-year-party, despite the fact I hate parties and crowds. Well, I went cause my mother forced me to lololol Apparently being pale is my most distinguishable feature? LOLOLOL. |D

I noticed I've really changed throughout the year, for the better? I learnt lots from dA, I like seeing improvement. For the worse? I've lost my sense of logic, health points and parts of my ego. |D Now I discover I can't walk 10 metres without panting. LOL.
]]> http://heller45.deviantart.com/journal/Merry-Christmas-indeed-222072241 http://heller45.deviantart.com/journal/Merry-Christmas-indeed-222072241 Sat, 25 Dec 2010 10:14:58 PST Merry Christmas indeed. nonadult journals/personal Heller45 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/h/e/heller45.jpg?2 Copyright 2010-2013 =Heller45
Ah, It's already over. It's been a good Christmas this year, even if I don't celebrate it. XD Even without Christmas trees, carols, messages, decors or dinners, it really does feel like, Christmas is indeed a merry occasion after all. No need for crowds or parties, just that warm feeling of being with a friend or two will do for me.
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On another note, I finally started drawing pages for my original manga project 唯舞独尊BEAT!
:thumb190854128::th ]]> http://heller45.deviantart.com/journal/BEAT-Manga-Chinese-English-225474497 http://heller45.deviantart.com/journal/BEAT-Manga-Chinese-English-225474497 Sat, 26 Jun 2010 00:20:05 PDT BEAT! Manga (Chinese/English) nonadult journals/personal Heller45 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/h/e/heller45.jpg?2 Copyright 2010-2013 =Heller45
一些关于[唯舞独尊BEAT!]的资料:
漫画类型: 少年/街舞/搞笑
漫 ]]> http://heller45.deviantart.com/journal/CRAP-I-don-t-want-to-take-a-plane-plz-225659356 http://heller45.deviantart.com/journal/CRAP-I-don-t-want-to-take-a-plane-plz-225659356 Wed, 16 Jun 2010 05:10:24 PDT CRAP... I don't want to take a plane plz. nonadult journals/personal Heller45 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/h/e/heller45.jpg?2 Copyright 2010-2013 =Heller45 Nuff' said, but i have no idea what people do there...8D;

Someone care to tell?
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OH CRAB!!!!
Cause I is scared of them -x-; And they look kinda horrid...
And those pincers are nasty! D<

Went to the beach, got a cold XD;
Did I mention I can't swim? 8D;
Not to mention the fact that i got scared off by a crab =_=;

Seriously, what kind of public toilets need payment!!??
For big business you pay 50 cents! D<
For small business you pay 30 cents!
For a bath you pay 1$!!! WTF?!?!

Now i remember why i stay at home! At least i don't have to pay to use the bathroom! D<

Very frustrated,
Heller45 ]]> http://heller45.deviantart.com/journal/OVERLOADING-120-225767781 http://heller45.deviantart.com/journal/OVERLOADING-120-225767781 Thu, 10 Jun 2010 09:39:08 PDT OVERLOADING 120% nonadult journals/personal Heller45 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/h/e/heller45.jpg?2 Copyright 2010-2013 =Heller45
And what amazes me is the fact that I'm bored enough to fall asleep! >D Usually I stay up and don't take naps at all LOL. Yet i don't find the urge to sleep! Now even watching my brother rape his PS bores me to sleep.... ON THE FLOOR -x-;

I never knew that you had to ACTUALLY drive to an ACTUAL store to ACTUALLY buy ACTUAL clothes in GTA! D< WTF?! But goddammit i'm jealous of him playing the entire DMC series in fullspeed. I haven't even played DMC1 yet! >A<

Feel like making another CG video, hmmmm.

Hoping for more rest,
Heller45 ]]> http://heller45.deviantart.com/journal/LOL-i-forgot-to-title-my-journal-XD-225861401 http://heller45.deviantart.com/journal/LOL-i-forgot-to-title-my-journal-XD-225861401 Fri, 04 Jun 2010 23:45:18 PDT LOL i forgot to title my journal XD nonadult journals/personal Heller45 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/h/e/heller45.jpg?2 Copyright 2010-2013 =Heller45 Try not to finish watching it, it's really boring. (Even i got bored halfway XD)

Part 2 will come(?) *dies
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Tonnes of sketches piled up yesterday, so expect more? XD

Died of boredom,
Heller45 ]]> http://heller45.deviantart.com/journal/The-3-meme-3-225889110 http://heller45.deviantart.com/journal/The-3-meme-3-225889110 Thu, 03 Jun 2010 12:17:50 PDT The 3 meme. =3= nonadult journals/personal Heller45 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/h/e/heller45.jpg?2 Copyright 2010-2013 =Heller45
THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. NERD
2. That guy over there
3. Kitty (Don't ask XD)

THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
1. Heller45
2. Heller45
3. Heller45 (LOL)

THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. My sinister smiles
2. My glasses
3. Panda eyes.

THREE THINGS YOU DON'T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. My greyed out hair
2. Shortiness
3. Stupidity

THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE
1. Chinese
2. Asian
3. Human (LOL)

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU (or mostly creep you out):
1. Hobos.
2. Crabs.
3. Mother.

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. Internet
2. Paper and Pencil
3. Coffee XD

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEAR ]]> http://heller45.deviantart.com/journal/Ca-nt-fnid-Glsaess-225946420 http://heller45.deviantart.com/journal/Ca-nt-fnid-Glsaess-225946420 Mon, 31 May 2010 10:01:36 PDT Ca'nt fnid Glsaess... nonadult journals/personal Heller45 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/h/e/heller45.jpg?2 Copyright 2010-2013 =Heller45
Just kidding, keep away that axe ok? 8D I haven't seen DA for a pretty long time. Sorry if i make SLOW replies >A ]]> http://heller45.deviantart.com/journal/SURVIVOR-HELL-YEAH-226115549 http://heller45.deviantart.com/journal/SURVIVOR-HELL-YEAH-226115549 Fri, 21 May 2010 05:35:22 PDT SURVIVOR HELL YEAH! nonadult journals/personal Heller45 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/h/e/heller45.jpg?2 Copyright 2010-2013 =Heller45
As i type this, aedes sprayers are invading my house. *le facepalm 真破坏气氛... wow I've never seen such a nice smog-filled housing area, not to mention the fresh air 8D
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Teacher's complains:
1. I sleep in class (Night timer)
2. I draw in class (Won't stop)
3. I don't do homework (Cause it's pointless)
4. I don't pay attention (Cause it's pointless)
5. I day-dream (Ok, they don't really know anything)
6. I talk a lot (NO)
7. I eat in class (Hey, i was hungry!)
8. My hair is too long (... i'm almost BALD thanks to them)
9. My shoes are dir ]]> http://heller45.deviantart.com/journal/What-dya-want-from-me-LOL-meme-226211447 http://heller45.deviantart.com/journal/What-dya-want-from-me-LOL-meme-226211447 Tue, 18 May 2010 06:42:26 PDT What'dya want from me!!?? LOL meme. nonadult journals/personal Heller45 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/h/e/heller45.jpg?2 Copyright 2010-2013 =Heller45 2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
5. Tag 15 friends
6. Everyone tagged have to do same thing
7. Have Fun!

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IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
Lying - Yoga Lim
(LOL, i DO say that sometimes D8)

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Jiang Nan - JJ Lin
(Oi, that's the name of a place in China darn it)

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
I'm sorry I can't laugh for you - 2AM
(LOL I don't feel sorry for not being able to laugh D8)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Living till a ]]> http://heller45.deviantart.com/journal/I-think-I-ate-a-BUG-226254587 http://heller45.deviantart.com/journal/I-think-I-ate-a-BUG-226254587 Thu, 13 May 2010 09:05:45 PDT I think I ate a BUG. nonadult journals/personal Heller45 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/h/e/heller45.jpg?2 Copyright 2010-2013 =Heller45 Note to self: Never buy food from the damn school canteen again unless i want an angry stomach... or bad breath.

I have a jogathon tomorrow, let's hope i make it back alive. Especially when my stamina is lower than a kid's, and the fact that i have a knack for getting lost. I think i was last place in the last jogathon! (Almost never made it back actually...) OTL. And i've gotta watch out for cars =_=; and other random accidents which involve two feet.

LET'S HOPE IT RAINS.

Need to concentrate on studies for these few months, my full existence on DA can resume after December, after i scrape back a ]]> http://heller45.deviantart.com/journal/Revenge-is-SWEET-indeed-226368864 http://heller45.deviantart.com/journal/Revenge-is-SWEET-indeed-226368864 Thu, 06 May 2010 09:00:51 PDT Revenge is SWEET indeed. nonadult journals/personal Heller45 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/h/e/heller45.jpg?2 Copyright 2010-2013 =Heller45
I'm not being very active lately, messages are replied late cause of my lack of time on the internet. Also drawing less because i simply have no time/mood/inspiration to do so.

I will only draw when i feel like it, or when my ego isn't bruised by the pro's here.

And i'm driven crazy by my family, school and other egoistical issues. Don't bother reading the crap below, they're all life-related rants and crap.

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Going to a beach party tomorrow, to celebrate our class getting 1st place in that dikir barat competition. I hope i enjoy my day there, it's been a long time since i ever saw the beach. But i still find ]]> http://heller45.deviantart.com/journal/DA-Mentor-Digging-Graves-226582937 http://heller45.deviantart.com/journal/DA-Mentor-Digging-Graves-226582937 Fri, 23 Apr 2010 09:02:08 PDT DA Mentor + Digging Graves nonadult journals/personal Heller45 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/h/e/heller45.jpg?2 Copyright 2010-2013 =Heller45 It's a group dedicated to help out fellow artists on DA here to improve their skills in their respective fields. Applies the mentor and student system(?):dev0JennxYukina0: is the big heart behind this whole thing, pat her on her back for her good heart.

CLICK AND JOIN. Who knows, maybe someone could learn something from you! D< From what I know, they need more mentors!! >D For more info, click http://news.deviantart.com/article/115434/

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Still halfway through exams here, and i don't think i'm gonna do well again. =_= *sigh. I really can't do anything useful D< I'm getting nowhere in both art and sc ]]> http://heller45.deviantart.com/journal/Hot-N-Cold-226630042 http://heller45.deviantart.com/journal/Hot-N-Cold-226630042 Tue, 20 Apr 2010 11:24:26 PDT Hot N Cold nonadult journals/personal Heller45 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/h/e/heller45.jpg?2 Copyright 2010-2013 =Heller45 During exam week too... why am i so unlucky?! Q_Q
Exams will last for 2 weeks, guess there won't be any art till then... 8 more days of torture! =x= And after that comes the miserable part; RESULTS.

WIP: 50%
:thumb161395461:

See you guys around, well if you still bother that is. My existence on DA is dying day by day oAo.

Tired,
Heller_45 ]]> http://heller45.deviantart.com/journal/WTF-got-into-me-226833026 http://heller45.deviantart.com/journal/WTF-got-into-me-226833026 Thu, 08 Apr 2010 06:24:58 PDT WTF got into me?! nonadult journals/personal Heller45 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/h/e/heller45.jpg?2 Copyright 2010-2013 =Heller45 But to be honest, my voice sucks. I sing like a synchronizer! D<

Don't know what got into me, i entered my name at the last 5 minutes before the deadline =_=;
I blame a certain number of people D< YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE.

Well, at least i have full confidence i won't make it through the audition 8D
-snickers- that'll teach them to tell me to sing D<
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I did some new BeAT! sketches, according to the poll results. XD
Wonder why many voted for original artwork, i don't do much original anyway, but i feel like it so expect some new works from me ><

]]> http://heller45.deviantart.com/journal/Dull-days-COMMISSIONS-226921459 http://heller45.deviantart.com/journal/Dull-days-COMMISSIONS-226921459 Sat, 03 Apr 2010 12:10:29 PDT Dull days + COMMISSIONS nonadult journals/personal Heller45 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/h/e/heller45.jpg?2 Copyright 2010-2013 =Heller45
To be honest, I'm starting to get bored of them quarreling over the same darn things XD; It'll be a miracle if they start to quarrel about anything unrelated to marriage ==;

So far, i haven't drawn anything. Thanks to my family. OH HOW I LOVE MY FAMILY! Face the sheer sarcasm of it pplz.

THINGS I SWEAR I'LL GET USING MY OWN HANDS TO WORK FOR IT:
1. Some art materials (Because i don't own any!)
2. A PSP
3. New laptop (Because now my laptop is "shared" and infected with family virus)
4 ]]> http://heller45.deviantart.com/journal/Not-amused-by-my-ICON-227002132 http://heller45.deviantart.com/journal/Not-amused-by-my-ICON-227002132 Thu, 01 Apr 2010 01:36:34 PDT Not amused by my ICON. nonadult journals/personal Heller45 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/h/e/heller45.jpg?2 Copyright 2010-2013 =Heller45
But the "Real men don't sparkle" icon is a WIN. So is LADY GAGA. Why's mine a Team Jacob one though?

oh wait... who's Jacob? ]]> http://heller45.deviantart.com/journal/I-want-a-pet-snake-227017740 http://heller45.deviantart.com/journal/I-want-a-pet-snake-227017740 Wed, 31 Mar 2010 10:31:39 PDT I want a pet snake... nonadult journals/personal Heller45 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/h/e/heller45.jpg?2 Copyright 2010-2013 =Heller45
XD I'm so evil. Blame herself for that... she was the one who was being all "nice", trying to act like she's willing to buy me something. In this case, i don't trust her, so i didn't ask for anything i really wanted.

Mother: "So... what do you want? A PSP? A new laptop?"
Me: "None. I WANT A PET SNAKE." (will usually die to own a PSP)

I'd like to see her actually take me out to buy one, which should let her think twice about acting nice in front of me.
XD But it's mostly because i like snakes... cold-blooded and sly looking.
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Life's becoming lik ]]> http://heller45.deviantart.com/journal/Issues-Tmp-Hiatus-227049285 http://heller45.deviantart.com/journal/Issues-Tmp-Hiatus-227049285 Mon, 29 Mar 2010 10:05:46 PDT Issues + Tmp. Hiatus nonadult journals/personal Heller45 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/h/e/heller45.jpg?2 Copyright 2010-2013 =Heller45
I'm not going anywhere. It's just that my family(well mostly parents) has... err issues. I'm just going to keep to my room, no laptop and probably no meals either ==; since i doubt an angry woman will still have the mood to cook.

Can't reply to messages either, cause my line's kinda sucky and won't load anything properly... sorries ><

I'll just keep myself distracted with homework or drawings... even though my mood's already killed. =_=;

Staying off the laptop for now,
Heller45
]]> http://heller45.deviantart.com/journal/Sleepy-Insanity-zzz-227119841 http://heller45.deviantart.com/journal/Sleepy-Insanity-zzz-227119841 Fri, 26 Mar 2010 05:53:13 PDT Sleepy + Insanity ....... zzz nonadult journals/personal Heller45 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/h/e/heller45.jpg?2 Copyright 2010-2013 =Heller45 AT LEAST IT'S OVER NOW!!! YAY.
(Except the tuition part *groans)

NOW excuse me while this insane nerd gets hyper over his tablet, & SAI.
Also discovered more and more SAI users everyday 8|; Wonder if i contributed to that fact? XD

I need to use proper english more often. Chinglish isn't going to help me get better grades in ORAL tests... or interviews.

I think i'm becoming more and more NORMAL! D< OFF TO DO INSANE THINGS!
Hopefully I stop disturbing people on MSN... i don't want to scare people off D<

GOOD NEWS:
1. SUB SUB SUB SUB 8D
2. My class won the Dikir Barat Competitio ]]> http://heller45.deviantart.com/journal/COMMISSIONS-227447124 http://heller45.deviantart.com/journal/COMMISSIONS-227447124 Fri, 12 Mar 2010 03:27:35 PST [COMMISSIONS] nonadult journals/personal Heller45 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/h/e/heller45.jpg?2 Copyright 2010-2013 =Heller45 COMMISSIONS STATUS: OPEN

:bulletred:ALL WHOLEPAGE/ MANGA AND ANIME ONLY
:bulletred: Extra $2 for every extra character
:bulletred: Background + $3 (or miscellaneous items/animals... )

TRADITIONAL
:bulletwhite: Sketch - 3$
:bulletwhite: Detailed pencil - 4$

DIGITAL
:bulletwhite: Lineart - 5$
:bulletwhite: FULL COLOUR (Hard-cell shading) - 15$
:bulletwhite: FULL COLOUR (Soft-cell shading) - 16$
:bulletwhite: SCREENTONES - 10$

Commission Form
Name: [Any name works]
Email: [Completed works will be sent to this]
References: [Compulsory, unless it's fanart]
Commission Type: [Refer to above: DIGIT ]]> http://heller45.deviantart.com/journal/I-look-bored-because-I-AM-BORED-D-lt-227583578 http://heller45.deviantart.com/journal/I-look-bored-because-I-AM-BORED-D-lt-227583578 Sat, 06 Mar 2010 03:15:02 PST I look bored because I AM BORED!!! D< nonadult journals/personal Heller45 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/h/e/heller45.jpg?2 Copyright 2010-2013 =Heller45
[EDIT]Finally went to a doctor when my headache went from bad to WORSE LOL. Once again i have to set my eyes on pills and antibiotics =_= these are sorta becoming a daily diet LOL.
Can't remember a day when i never have to look at a PILL Dx

Don't know what got into my head, writing depressive stuff like that recently... =A= I feel like some stereotyped EMO. WTF got into my head?! SOMEBODY SLAP ME. -_-!

I should probably sleep. I mean by going to bed at a normal time. =A= Dozing off in EVERY PLACE except my room is DEFINITELY NOT HELPING in ANY WAY!

Well it's mostly because I' ]]> http://heller45.deviantart.com/journal/All-for-nothing-Waste-time-lah-227701494 http://heller45.deviantart.com/journal/All-for-nothing-Waste-time-lah-227701494 Sat, 27 Feb 2010 02:58:51 PST All for nothing?! Waste time lah. nonadult journals/personal Heller45 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/h/e/heller45.jpg?2 Copyright 2010-2013 =Heller45
As IF. I'll be there to laugh when they LOSE.

As for those who saw my stupid previous journal, don't worry about me -A-
Life may be stupid, but i'll deal with it myself. At least until something kills me.

I'm on ARTBLOCK. No updates for some time.
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INSANE,
Heller45
]]> http://heller45.deviantart.com/journal/BACK-from-uhhh-kicking-signboards-lol-227862434 http://heller45.deviantart.com/journal/BACK-from-uhhh-kicking-signboards-lol-227862434 Tue, 16 Feb 2010 04:59:19 PST BACK from... uhhh... kicking signboards? lol nonadult journals/personal Heller45 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/h/e/heller45.jpg?2 Copyright 2010-2013 =Heller45 aside from the 2nd day which i went to KL... and some random funny stuff that went on lol

Let's see... this means more comics and more sketches 8D;
Been outdoors drawing a lot... well more of the scenery kind, the place is nice... sorta.
Besides the annoying signboards blocking the views.
--1st day--
I remember kicking down one that said "PLEASE KEEP OFF THE GRASS"... because it was blocking a tree i was drawing LOL =A= Some kid saw me, he might have thought i was some angry nerd with a fetish for destroying public objects....

LOL. And i WAS stepping on the GRASS anyway... XD
--2nd day--
I ]]> http://heller45.deviantart.com/journal/C-N-Y-P-H-A-I-L-U-R-E-227935824 http://heller45.deviantart.com/journal/C-N-Y-P-H-A-I-L-U-R-E-227935824 Fri, 12 Feb 2010 04:57:04 PST C N Y + P H A I L U R E nonadult journals/personal Heller45 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/h/e/heller45.jpg?2 Copyright 2010-2013 =Heller45
May the year of the Tiger bring prosperity, health, luck and wealth blah blah blah...
Heller45, Honestly just accept the fact it's chinese new year NERD. And stop snapping at everyone you see!

Gah.

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Starting to get tired of smiling and acting hyper, A hell lot of people are telling me that I stay happy WAY too long, and get HAPPY at the wrong times in the wrong situations... -_-

... OTL i phail.

I've never failed so many subjects in my whole LIFETIME! =_=;
If this continues, I'm gonna be 1000000000% a FAILURE.

Sunday - Failed Moral Studies
Monday - Failed Add maths, No A for Eng ]]> http://heller45.deviantart.com/journal/Sports-day-NOT-for-NERDS-228039632 http://heller45.deviantart.com/journal/Sports-day-NOT-for-NERDS-228039632 Sat, 06 Feb 2010 04:20:58 PST Sports day = NOT for NERDS nonadult journals/personal Heller45 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/h/e/heller45.jpg?2 Copyright 2010-2013 =Heller45
Throbbing pain is annoying. Guess that's what i get for only sitting around drawing, being online and going for tuition, studying... 24/7.

School life's been hectic and pretty uneventful besides today.
Exams tomorrow, haven't studied.... conclusion: CHEAT
OTL I'm really that useless lol.
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Random funny stuff happening while i write this

My family hates my playlist LOL XD; I can understand, i've had the same album on repeat all week and it's because the lyrics are stupid.

]]> http://heller45.deviantart.com/journal/Back-to-hometown-for-CNY-228136125 http://heller45.deviantart.com/journal/Back-to-hometown-for-CNY-228136125 Sun, 31 Jan 2010 08:39:55 PST Back to hometown for CNY nonadult journals/personal Heller45 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/h/e/heller45.jpg?2 Copyright 2010-2013 =Heller45
It's somewhere 345km away from my house, and no laptop, no tv, no radio... =.=;
The only thing i'll be bringing is my sketchpad LOL.

As much as i don't really like Chinese New Year, I still have to go back to my hometown for maybe 3 days or so XD; I have to say i gets old after going there 16 times in a row... My parents told me i'll never see them again after my dad's gone. Well, good riddance ]]> http://heller45.deviantart.com/journal/Back-to-the-BACK-again-COMMISSIONS-228187709 http://heller45.deviantart.com/journal/Back-to-the-BACK-again-COMMISSIONS-228187709 Thu, 28 Jan 2010 10:04:32 PST Back to the BACK again... +COMMISSIONS nonadult journals/personal Heller45 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/h/e/heller45.jpg?2 Copyright 2010-2013 =Heller45 _>

Most of you probably never noticed that i was gone for a few days lol.
Even if i don't comment or fav, i do give every deviation a look, but the reason's mainly cause i've less time to be online now -.- Sorry in advance.

I have monthly tests next week, less updates=less art
And as for chinese new year: TO HELL WITH IT
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Thanks to those computer nutters, i had to reinstall everything back into my laptop AGAIN!
And my parents won't let me keep my laptop to myself now... so i want to get another one.
I can't stand having not having any privacy around them...

My mom u ]]> http://heller45.deviantart.com/journal/Panda-Eyes-lt-3-228307707 http://heller45.deviantart.com/journal/Panda-Eyes-lt-3-228307707 Thu, 21 Jan 2010 08:54:33 PST Panda Eyes <3 nonadult journals/personal Heller45 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/h/e/heller45.jpg?2 Copyright 2010-2013 =Heller45 "Since when the hell do i wear black eyeliner...?"

*had to mentally slapped myself for that silly question.

School's been screwing my head, what with homework and projects and dumb events... XD; Having to go back to school on a Saturday doesn't make it less better either LOL!

And the funny thing is we're just going back to clean the school -.-; And i'm suppose to bring glitter powder LOL, i guess they need them for...uh... sparkles?
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Never stopped drawing... but i don't feel like scanning 20+ sketches @@ (Oh they're all BeAT! related and some fanart)
But if anyone's interested just ]]> http://heller45.deviantart.com/journal/Messed-up-headache-228442813 http://heller45.deviantart.com/journal/Messed-up-headache-228442813 Wed, 13 Jan 2010 08:51:45 PST Messed up + headache + nonadult journals/personal Heller45 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/h/e/heller45.jpg?2 Copyright 2010-2013 =Heller45
LIKE SINCE WHEN DO I CARE.

Messed up a lot lately 8D; Blame my lack of sleep.
Went to bed unintentionally at 7pm and woke up to find that i'm late for school. I was even wearing my tuition clothes LOL!

Well that should be the first time i've slept in a month ++... woke up with a BAD headache.

Been pretty busy with school for a while, i'm forced into a poster competition & an essay-writing competition... UNWILLINGLY. And i have a six-person portrait to finish ]]> http://heller45.deviantart.com/journal/SCREW-NORMALCY-TAG-228514637 http://heller45.deviantart.com/journal/SCREW-NORMALCY-TAG-228514637 Sun, 10 Jan 2010 02:51:29 PST SCREW NORMALCY! + TAG nonadult journals/personal Heller45 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/h/e/heller45.jpg?2 Copyright 2010-2013 =Heller45 And the solitude is a nice change from all that screaming during the day.

But now, i fall asleep at random times =_=; Wonder how many times i slept through dinner and lunch. It's just a half an hour nap before i get up suddenly and curse: "SCREW MY HEAD."

I really need to drink more coffee 8D
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Screw this normal act... i can't stand being NICE and smiley to my family lol x_x
And i discovered that my mother has been messing around with laptop-chan during daytime lol QAQ

I checked browsing history =.= She's searching up something about teen-parenting art ]]> http://heller45.deviantart.com/journal/Path-of-the-INSOMNIAC-228550237 http://heller45.deviantart.com/journal/Path-of-the-INSOMNIAC-228550237 Thu, 07 Jan 2010 05:25:14 PST Path of the INSOMNIAC. nonadult journals/personal Heller45 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/h/e/heller45.jpg?2 Copyright 2010-2013 =Heller45
AND I LOVE IT.
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Not much drawing done lately, since it's a new school term and stress will get me sooner or later. Exams are in feb and i'm still just spacing out at the back of my class =_=;

Can't help it D8 It can get a little lonely, with only yourself to humour lol!
I'm starting to find a lot of things funny for no reason, like my shoe laces =.=;

Better not lose my head yet.

Might sketch something over the weekends though, can't guarantee it 8D
Since i need to reinstall the drivers for my laptop and there's a chance ]]>