http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:HelloKitty-CantCme&section=today deviantART RSS for by:HelloKitty-CantCme en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Mon, 21 Dec 2009 16:08:50 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://HelloKitty-CantCme.deviantart.com/journal/27337442/ http://HelloKitty-CantCme.deviantart.com/journal/27337442/ Mon, 21 Sep 2009 12:07:42 PDT I wish for a simple life.
I wish I couldn't feel the pain I do now.
I wish I could have freedom.
[link]
[link]
Listen to alot of Enya as well.
My next journal will say more.

]]> ~HelloKitty-CantCme http://HelloKitty-CantCme.deviantart.com/journal/26612333/ http://HelloKitty-CantCme.deviantart.com/journal/26612333/ Sat, 15 Aug 2009 15:54:23 PDT One more in the name of love.
[link]
How can you not like this song?
Yeah I'm going back in time a little.
I have music phases. Normally 2 genres at a time.
Like about a month or two ago.
Reggae and Classic Rock.
Right at the moment I'm transitioning from Metal and Jazz to
80's and Punk.
See what I mean?
Hehe.
Well school is gonna be starting for me next week and of course I'm not going to the Fine Arts Center.
Fuck them.
Hard.
Snobs.
And the past two days I've been sick as a dog. Fever, sinuses, ear hurts. Almost passed out plenty times. Its pretty bad. I've had to cancel alot of plans because of how awful I feel.
Ugh.
>.<
Anyways. Still working on the photography. I got some good shots of my cat. She's like. Beautiful.
Those pictures coming up soon.
Along with another update.

Jessica

]]> ~HelloKitty-CantCme http://HelloKitty-CantCme.deviantart.com/journal/26386747/ http://HelloKitty-CantCme.deviantart.com/journal/26386747/ Tue, 04 Aug 2009 18:05:37 PDT Oh well.
[link]


I'm kinda hitting a slight bump in the road because I'm not sure exactly how the hell i'm gonna get up my film pictures online.
I'll figure it out.
Also I'm going to get my paintings on here so everyone can take a looksy.
School is almost here.
Oh boy.
And of course as the days go by, my bad ankle has been getting worse.
I'm starting to worry about my health.
Physical and mental.
I almost passed out from a dehydration attack and my ankle was hurting so bad yesterday is cause my whole leg to throb and go numb.
And boy it's been raining alot.
Well not much else to say. I mainly wanted to feature that new song.
I quite like it.
Her dance moves are insane.
Insaane.
Anyways, go ahead and check out the deviations I got up now and I will keep working hard to put up more.

Jessica

]]> ~HelloKitty-CantCme http://HelloKitty-CantCme.deviantart.com/journal/26237712/ http://HelloKitty-CantCme.deviantart.com/journal/26237712/ Tue, 28 Jul 2009 16:29:01 PDT I just couldn't make myself choose one single song.
Haha.
[link]
Not much going on lately really.
Had art classes a few weeks ago.
Painted, made a mosaic, a couple prints, and some watercolour paintings.
I'll post 'em up and let everyone see how good I did.
I'm quite proud of myself.
And just last week was a summer camp provided by my therapist.
We did stuff like go to table rock, meals on wheels (that was great), went to a water-park and whatnot. Rock climbing too. Which is a bitch on that slanted wall.
Got a boyfriend.
Although..
He's 18.
No problem there.
But fixin' to go to college.
And I don't even know where it is.. So i'm a bit nervous, not to mention we're both still kinda adjusting to the idea that we're dating now.
But we'll see.
Still working on my photography.
Still need to get some of that film onto the computer though so I can show off more.
=/
I'm never one to be a digital freak.
Saturday night was a bad night. I trashed my best friend's hotel room because he decided to treat me like crap and got fucked up.
Bad move, I know, the whole night was fucked up.
But anyways.
Still working, but gotta go for now.
Peace.

]]> ~HelloKitty-CantCme http://HelloKitty-CantCme.deviantart.com/journal/25961335/ http://HelloKitty-CantCme.deviantart.com/journal/25961335/ Wed, 15 Jul 2009 10:30:37 PDT I'm going to start a thing where I feature a great song in every journal I post.
This song is beautiful [link]
Makes me think alot.
So yeah.
At the moment. Me being a single girl with alot of free time. I have decided to post everything I wanna put up from my digital photography. There's alot, but obviously its not as good as what I've done with my 35mm film camera.
But I'm getting there.
Also been getting out more. Spending more time with friends.
I've been having weird dreams too.
Haha.
Wish me luck on my photography practice. I will have much more work put up soon.

Jessica

]]> ~HelloKitty-CantCme http://HelloKitty-CantCme.deviantart.com/journal/25032110/ http://HelloKitty-CantCme.deviantart.com/journal/25032110/ Sat, 30 May 2009 11:41:04 PDT Bunch of stuff going on.
Been doing alot more photography.
Working on my composition and portfolio.
Since the Fine Arts Center here rejected my application.
=[
Been writing lyrics too.
Becoming a woman.
Single.
Been so for about 2 months now..?
That seems about right.
I'm gonna be putting up a bunch of stuff here soon.
Real soon.
Don't worry.
I was in love.
My heart got broken.
Again.
Been listening to music nonfuckingstop.
It seems to help me out.
It saves my soul.
Shit going on at home.
Bad shit.
But i'm still alive.
Any questions?
Talk to me.
I'll have a more.. better journal up soon.
X]
-Love-
Jessica~
Myspace: [link]
AIM: Sprinkles4Atari
Yahoo: engrave_my_name

]]> ~HelloKitty-CantCme http://HelloKitty-CantCme.deviantart.com/journal/22069862/ http://HelloKitty-CantCme.deviantart.com/journal/22069862/ Fri, 19 Dec 2008 15:34:18 PST In other news. I have a new boyfriend. We've been together since...let's say late september. He's pretty damn cool, not what i expected. I've never met another man like him. And of course we have our stupid pet names. I'm Kitty and he's Teddy Bear.
As for school, I am currently failing my algebra class, but I know I'll pass because I'm only a few points away from passing. Other than that, I'm actually taking an interest in French. Despite the fact that French people suck and they're weird, the language is pretty interesting.
Alas, it is now Officially Christmas Break and I can relax, party, and share the drunken joy with my peers. So after the break, when we get back to school, we get 2 more weeks of our current classes, then we have to change toq 4 different classes. So that should be fun, but I know imma miss some of the stupid fools in my classes.
As for recently. Last night I participated in a school concert. I sang in nthe chorus and my boyfriend plays trombone in the band. So that was fun, and I hate to seem narcissistic, but I looked hot. Of course right before the concert I'm freaking out because we were underrehearsed, and everybody in our class is a total jackass and they love to screw things up. Of course I was quite proud of this one guy who came. He got arrested earlier in the year (and I've known this fool since K4) and he came back and does nothing, but he actually showed up and attempted to sing. I was so happy.
In other OTHER news, I have all my holiday shopping done, I got everybody some wonderful gifts, of course I still have to get my siblings something. But they're babies, so it won't be that hard.
Well it be my uncle's birthday so imma make like a fetus and head out.
Peace
~Kitty~

P.S. Don't worry, from now on I'll try to keep up with my journals.

]]> ~HelloKitty-CantCme http://HelloKitty-CantCme.deviantart.com/journal/20242192/ http://HelloKitty-CantCme.deviantart.com/journal/20242192/ Sat, 30 Aug 2008 19:54:39 PDT But yeah my relationship with my boyfriend ended...A while back but I don't like talking about it.
I moved and I'm now going to a new school where I know more people I knew from prevoius schools and It's right near the community art school.
The only problem is four 90 minute classes a day. but thats more credits in a year.
w00t for strict highschools!
Just kidding...They're ridiculously strict, it's no laughing matter.
But yeah, this is my new start and things are turning out pretty good.
Ive got new friends, different work to do, I've been busy, I don't have internet at home yet =[ but hopefully that will be soon.
But yeah, honestly and truly I don't feel depressed anymore or anything like that. I feel happy and a hell of alot better about my own self. And hopefully when I get my internet back I should be going through alot of stuff. I want to organize my favourites and get some more photography up. and i'm going to pretty much delete all my other journals except this one and my last one.
So yeah.
I have to go now. I'll try to keep track of things better and keep everyone posted.
Much
Jessica
P.S. OWNS YOUR FACE! xD Coz I loves mah buddiee.

]]> ~HelloKitty-CantCme http://HelloKitty-CantCme.deviantart.com/journal/19503432/ http://HelloKitty-CantCme.deviantart.com/journal/19503432/ Sun, 20 Jul 2008 16:30:22 PDT But yeah, new Deviations..I hope people are enjoying them. I've also been just browsing and adding plenty of random art, haha. Cause I never get to do that! And I also added a bunch of junk to my wishlist because I long for those certain artworks, haha. I also have been looking at more anthro art because I forgot how much I love it. I love me some wolves too. Beautiful animals.
Also I finally got the time to look through 's BBA comics, which I must say, are wonderful! Of course, that should be no surprise that I love them -Smirky smirk smirk- But yeah..you should check it out! If youre into that kind of stuff. [link]
But yeah, a little real life for those who wanna know.
I'm still on vacation and I'm pretty content with everything. But yeah.

Gotta get off now. You should totally check out [link] too because I said to.
Peace

Jessica

]]> ~HelloKitty-CantCme http://HelloKitty-CantCme.deviantart.com/journal/19381668/ http://HelloKitty-CantCme.deviantart.com/journal/19381668/ Sun, 13 Jul 2008 23:30:07 PDT -Things aren't going too well between me and my boyfriend, but I'd rather not get into that.
-Haha, I guess everyone read my other journal saying how I finally got through my some one-thousand deviation-full inbox ^_^ yay.
-I finally put up some deviations and I'm so proud of myself..I wanted to make [link] a print..but I can't seem to adjust some sizes and crap...I don't know, haha, help is always wanted with this.
I don't know what else to say..I've been going through so much crap at home that I'm staying down with other family for a week or two..Getting some stress off and having fun.Its late, I'll post some more deviations tonight and I'll give y'all a better update some other time.

]]> ~HelloKitty-CantCme http://HelloKitty-CantCme.deviantart.com/journal/19264572/ http://HelloKitty-CantCme.deviantart.com/journal/19264572/ Mon, 07 Jul 2008 23:07:29 PDT
]]> ~HelloKitty-CantCme http://HelloKitty-CantCme.deviantart.com/journal/18406990/ http://HelloKitty-CantCme.deviantart.com/journal/18406990/ Mon, 19 May 2008 21:19:06 PDT
This weekend was okay, except Saturday I got into a car accident. Nobody got really hurt and none of the cars were damaged, except for the fact that I was sitting in the iddle seat next to my boyfriend (Danny) and my head hit the rearview mirror and I cracked his grandmother's nice car's windshield. I feel bad about it, but my head has suffered the most. So ya, Danny has had the most stressful time since last week and I feel really bad for him.

Sunday night me and my boy went to my friends Quincenera and it was nice and fun, but Danny embarrased me by not dancing with me, so we argued (not in the middle of the room though) then everything was a bit better. The problem was that after we left the party, we stopped by his house so he could get changed coz he HATES dressing up. Well my dress was bothering me so i put on a shirt I had left there last time and I got on a pair of his little brother's pants. Everything was fine, we were in a good mood (finally) until we got to my house. At first there was just confusion about my changing of clothes, next thing I know, my stepfather, being the little fuck-up he is, decides to cuss at Danny and THREATEN HIM by saying next time I come home with different clothes on, he's gonna beat my boyfriend's ass. Daniel's opinion..."I'd like to see him try to hit me."

Danny's momma is pissed and now Dan is getting mortally depressed because of how my mom and her fuck-up b/f are treating me and Danny. He says it reminds him of how his father treated him (which had fucked him up in life, so that's not a good thing) and now Danny feels like he has no power and he doesn't wanna lose me so he now "can't see the good in things anymore."

Im getting scared and I dunno what to do. I checked up on him a little less than an hour ago though, and after his mom talked to my mom (even though his mom didn't get to say all the shit she wanted to coz she is soo pissed off at my mom) he said he feels a little bit better.

Im just getting really tired of being treated like SHIT in my own houseehold and I know how my man feels and I feel bad because it's having this effect on him. (He's all that I really got)

Well I got my hair done and it's all cool.

School's almost over and if my household is gonna work out this shitty then my summer might suck, but hey...at least I won't have skool to help with the anguish...

Well Im really really tired so I'm gonna go to bed before I implode.

Peace Jess

]]> ~HelloKitty-CantCme http://HelloKitty-CantCme.deviantart.com/journal/17562340/ http://HelloKitty-CantCme.deviantart.com/journal/17562340/ Fri, 28 Mar 2008 18:31:12 PDT
I want to keep going with my music and try to learn some songs to play on the guitar

Ive been trying to learn to scream (ya kno? like screamo music)

I want to get some shit done with my photos. I have a lot of good self portraits of and other pictures, and Im thinking that if I put them all on a disk and bring them to my boyfriend's house and computer, I might be able to get alot done.

I want to take on some different art and try to stay out of the drama, stay good in skool, keep away from all the TV and video games, and minimize the sexual activity, lol.

And I wanna make a new avatar (one that I made by myself) No offense to ToFu, I just want to try something myself and get something a little different.

Well yeah, so Ive gotten through quite a bit of my deviations in my inbox..thanx everybody for being so understanding (even though, what? only two or three people actually read the journal or noticed)

Well Im out
Peace
Jess

]]> ~HelloKitty-CantCme http://HelloKitty-CantCme.deviantart.com/journal/17137185/ http://HelloKitty-CantCme.deviantart.com/journal/17137185/ Sat, 01 Mar 2008 18:00:27 PST


That is all
Jess :he

]]> ~HelloKitty-CantCme http://HelloKitty-CantCme.deviantart.com/journal/16919283/ http://HelloKitty-CantCme.deviantart.com/journal/16919283/ Sat, 16 Feb 2008 19:16:41 PST
So yeah, it was an okay day, but everyone at school was carrying so many things at one time and everyone was just hyper and red and pink and my boyfriend wasnn't there coz he was sick so school wasn't too cool that day.
But my boyfriend picked me up and what I got him for V-day was a soft red and black stuffed gorrila holding a heart that says "Our First Valentine" and omg it is so sweet (he loved it). But then he had to go home and I had to babysit while my mum and stepdad went out, but my boyfriend got to come back and hang out with me while i babysat. I also got him a gift certificate to Earshot, b/c when i went in the store, I didn't have time to find him a T-shirt or anything, so i just got the giftcertificate.
Yeah, when he came back to my house, he brought me this giant pink stuffed puppy and a new (2-disk) CD of my all-time favourite band RED HOT CHILI PEPPERS Stadium Arcadium (w00t) and a card. He's so damn sweet. And he helped me babyshit the devil herself.

Lol, so yeah a quick update. Well last month i got wrote up for skipping a class, but they never got ahold of my mum so i was off the hook, but i kept the referral and my goddamn mum who loves to make me miserable and go through my stuff found the referral, so now I'm gorunded until March the 21st. And the punishment rules are hell on earth, so Im not afraid my boyrfriend is gonna kill my mum (and fuck it, I'm gonna let him). SO yeah, that's what's up and I don't know what else to type up so ya, seeya

Oh yeah and I think I'm going to be able to host a aprty for spring break coz i get off my gorunding the day before the weekend that starts off spring break ^_^
Peace Out Jess

]]> ~HelloKitty-CantCme http://HelloKitty-CantCme.deviantart.com/journal/16713674/ http://HelloKitty-CantCme.deviantart.com/journal/16713674/ Sun, 03 Feb 2008 19:36:11 PST Here I am, more than four states away. All the way from the dirty south to the fucking nasty north, because my grandfather was in the hospital. Me and my mum had first just gotten phone call updates on how he is doing, and he was put on life support. We got here just in time and later this afternoon, they took him off the life support and the respiration machines, because that was the only thing keeping him slightly alive. I was there in the room, watching that, crying.
I haven't cried this much in years and after today, I don't think I will ever be the same. I feel a bit better now because I took a valume ( I have no idea how to spell it) so I'm high and mellowed out. But yeah, never in my life did I think I would have to deal with something as horrible as this. I know thats how life is and everybody dies, but he was only in his late 50s and..well I dunno, this is just traumitizing.
Recently, I've been going through hell at home because everyone is a little punk-ass.

School's been okay, after mid-terms, the lowest grade i got is an 84 (C) which is good, so the rest were As and Bs. But, we get our progress reports soon and I think I'm not doing so well in that class which was a C grade.

I dunno, I miss my boyfriend. We're getting serious and we've gone up in this relationship many, many levels. But it's all good and after some bullshit between my mum and me, my boyfriend has now decided that he hates my mum. But that's okay, I'm not fond of his mum and she doesn't like me because i'm taking her little boy away. Bitch.

I'm pretty happy with life, but alot of shitty bullshit has been going down and now this. I dunno how i'm gonna cope. Really, I almost went down a bad road. The only thing keeping me from doing drugs and other bad shit is my friends who I love and those who care about me, and my boyfriend. He's just about the only one that matters anymore. Him and my best friends in the whole fucking world. I know this is a depressing journal, but it's either this, or my sex life, lol, so there ya go.

Well, okay, I don't have much more to say, and I'm so mellowed and tired from this pill (i need it as a damn prescription for me, because this shit works), and this laptop might have to be plugged up soon because i don't have much battery power left.

Peace Out (my head hurts) Jess

]]> ~HelloKitty-CantCme http://HelloKitty-CantCme.deviantart.com/journal/16464266/ http://HelloKitty-CantCme.deviantart.com/journal/16464266/ Fri, 18 Jan 2008 18:25:53 PST Whats new..hmm..what's new with me?
Well me and my boyfriend are doing good (great actually) and..I dunno, I think it's getting serious, but whatever, lol. (Thatss just none of your business, now is it?)

Umm, yeah, my mum is driving me crazy because my stepdad lost his job (hah) and it recently snowed. Me and my friend took a walk and as it was still snowing, it sparkled in the light and we looked at the individual ones, like the big snowflakes that you could see the freaken design of it and everything. Then we made snowcones with coolaid and unmade tang, lol.

I actually don't know what to write in this journal, because really, life's just been...whatever, its been good, so yeah. Ill write a new journal after somehting exciting in my life happens


love, Jess

]]> ~HelloKitty-CantCme http://HelloKitty-CantCme.deviantart.com/journal/16223265/ http://HelloKitty-CantCme.deviantart.com/journal/16223265/ Wed, 02 Jan 2008 11:57:25 PST
What did I get for X-mas?
I got...

-A bass guitar!!
-a rainbow shag rug
-two new CDs (The Beatles (some greatest hits) and Seether, Finding Beauty in Negative Spaces)
-a digital camera!
-a sweater and a high-waist hoodie
-a dress with a matching headband
-a little bit of make-up (lip gloss, glitter) and other accessories
-socks and underwear (really warm socks with treads and real men's boxers)
-a adorable little dog statue
-some real hippie John Lennon/Janis Joplin glasses
-other random stuff
-some amazing scented body wash

So yeah, I'm sick, I'm sore, and I am having problems in my life and I'm scared....Bleh, I dont wanna talk about that though.

I'm still with my glorious, wonderful boyfriend (we've been together for eight a little less or a little more than three months, so thats cool) And this is really the longest and happiest relationship i've ever been in, but we're having problems, but we're trying to fix things..so yeah.
New years Eve was pretty boring for me, but i enjoyed it because it was just me and my boyfriend. We went to the movies and yes, i'm underage for a R movie, but i told the lady at the ticket booth that I'm sixteen and she let me in! It was awesome, and we saw Walk Hard. Oh mann that was a funny movie. And then we went back to his house and chilled out. We didn't keep track of the time so when i looked at the time on his computer, it said three minutes after twelve...I was like "whoa" so i turned around, lookad at my B/f and said "Happy New year"...Lol and that was it for my New Years Eve.

So yeah...I have over 700 deviations in my inbox and i am about to freak the fuck out...But thats okay...Ill get through this...I hope

Yeah, I dunno what else to type really, Im stressed out, school is about to start up again and I dont wanna go, and Ive been having multiple weird dreams that are just so weird...and they all have something to do with people i know. I dunno, it's weird.

Lol, ah yes but before I say my goodbyes, me and dear ToFu have made a plan. The plan is to make a playlist (not together, we both make separate ones) of songs that we would like to have sex to (were not planning on having sex any time soon, but the playlist idea sounds like fun) So, yeah..that should be fun, coz there are lots of songs that just rock enough, they're worth it. ^_^

Anyhoo, Adios Mi Amigos
~Jess :Heart:

]]> ~HelloKitty-CantCme http://HelloKitty-CantCme.deviantart.com/journal/15463903/ http://HelloKitty-CantCme.deviantart.com/journal/15463903/ Sun, 11 Nov 2007 12:40:19 PST
1. When you looked at yourself in the mirror today, what was the first thing you said? "Good God I need to take a fucking shower"

2. When is the next time you will make out? When....hmmm...whenever (damnit)

3. What's a word that rhymes with "LUCK"? .....fl....fff...flll.....PLUCK!! (Ha!, and you thought I was gonna say Fuck!)

4. What's your favorite planet? .......Jupitarr...cuz it reminds me of make-up....ALLOTT of make-up

5. Who's the 4th person on your missed calls list? I dunno...

6. What is your favorite ring tone on your phone? Lolz, what phone?

7. What shirt are you wearing right now? Black tank top...pretty boring, but my Led Zeppelin hoodie kicks ass!

8. What do you "label" yourself as? "The freshman who is dating a senior" (I dont label, assholes)

9. Name the brand of shoes you're currently wearing? Vans

10. Bright or dark room? Rather dark than bright

11. What do you think about the person who last took the survey? Pretty fucking awesome

12. If you're alone in a room with two beds, which one do you sleep on? Depends on how each bed feels

13. What were you doing at midnight last night? Taking with ToFu about everything and anything.

14. What did your last text message you received on your mobile say? Lolz, once again retards, what cell phone?

15. What just so happens to be the best song in the world? lolz, thats a funnie question.

16. What's a word or phrase that you say a lot? "Don't Be that guy!"

17. Who told you they loved you last? Daniel ^_^

18. Last furry thing you touched? Dogg

19. How many drugs have you done in the past 3 days? One

20. How many rolls of film do you need to get developed? One roll

21. Favorite age you have been so far? Lolz, who knows (i totally hated my childhood)

22. Your worst enemy? Myself

23. What is your current desktop picture? Dogg

24. What is the last thing you said to someone? *thumbs up* Oh, okay, gotcha.

25. Do you love someone? Yes

26. Last song you listened to? .....I forgot

27. If the last person you spoke to on the phone was getting shot at what would you do? I'd whip out a can of whoop-ass and after that turns out to be a failure, I'd just....I'd die on the inside.

28. Do you do the games in the ads on myspace? Lolz....maybee

29. What are your favorite Pjs? My PJ pants with frog on them saying "Kiss me" and whatever tank top i just happen to be wearing...and no bra...Thats comfortable.

30. What do you do when you pass graveyards? I just kinda......duhhhhhhhh

31. Have you ever seen a shooting star? No ;_;

32. How old do you think you'll live to be? Lawlz, not that old

33. Your favourite website? DeviantArt

34. List five things you want to do in your lifetime:

1 Become famous for the things I love to do
2 Get a mowhawk my senior year
3 Kick someone's ass
4 Get laid in a volkswagon BUS/Van (thing)
5 Show everyone that I'm not just one person, Im much more than that

35. What do you put on your hamburgers? Bacon, catsup, mustard, lettuce, tomatoe, sometimes onion

36. Do you eat raw hot dogs? Hell no, I don't even eat hot dog at all ><

37. Do you like sushi? YESSHH!!!!! HELLZ YESH

38. How much salad dressing do you put on your salad? Not that much, enough to taste it, but not enough to drench what Im eating

]]> ~HelloKitty-CantCme http://HelloKitty-CantCme.deviantart.com/journal/15348218/ http://HelloKitty-CantCme.deviantart.com/journal/15348218/ Sat, 03 Nov 2007 15:21:43 PDT Well, I got my report card, and my grades have dropped. I have 2 Cs
3 As
1 B
and 1 D
But what surprised me was that my mum and stepdad weren't bothered by that and just told be to try and bring up the lower grades. So thats fucking awesome, I must say.
First: I have a boyfriend, whic (of course) makes everybody happy. His name is Daniel. It's quite strange really, because everytime someone I know get a boyfriend or girlfriend, everything is just alright, but when I get a boyfriend, it's always "AWW you two are so cute" or "AWW you two make such a good couple" and so on and so on. It's quite irritating, but for me, this guy is different. And better than just about everyone. ^_^.......BUT...(yes, there's always a but) He's a senior, and he's 18 (with a tattoo). But that's it. My mum met him yesterday (she doesn't know I'm going out with him though) because she said she had to meet him before he could drive me around, and she approves, because, really, he's a really sweet guy and he's not like any other guy, you know, who is just after girls for that one special thing (in our pants). So, hah. It was funny, really, because (well my mum says he looks cute, but geeky) I guess alot of people wouldn't think of someone like me going out with someone like him. While he was getting gas, a friend of his came over and said hey, and when Daniel told the guy that I am his girlfriend, (after the guy looked at me and said hello) he looked really surprised.
I dunno, maybe I'm pretty or something, lol.
So yea, yesterday I hung out with my b/f and me and the family went out to eat (MEXICAN!!!).
Today, me and my grandmother went around town to some local art galleries, because there was a big event with open studios to show off a bunch of art and ZOMG ZOMFG it was so amazing. I could've died in those places it was so amazing.
I love art........ Damnit.......
And tomorrow, me, Daniel, and my other senior buddy are going to kidnapp my best friend who moved. Yeah it sucks cause she was going to our skool, she's my best friend, but she had to move so, like, we gotta hang out with her. Hopefully...if not I'll just hang out with the two senior buddies.

So yeah...There's also been the usual drama and the usual bullshit, but of course now I wanna so, like, fucking Kill Julie...............just for bein' Julie. So yeahhh....


Oh, yeah, one more thing. Yesterday, my other (fresher, newer) best friend was going on a chorus trip, but she wasn't wearing jeans [and she was supposed to] so we traded pants. The funny part was first in the bathroom, when she was undo-ing her belt she looked at me and said "so are we really gonna do this" as if we were about to, like, have sex. I laughed and carried on with it like a joke. But what is more funny is after school, when we traded pants again, she didn't want to go to the bathroom, se we went behind a bush and a tree, had all our friends block us, and we changed our pants outside. It was cold and we both started laughing and sotra screaming/squealing because not only was it cold but the tree was some sort of evergreen thing and it hurt like hell. Everyone was laughing and telling us to shut the fuck up because the assistant principle was looking to see wtf we were doing. It was...one of my golden moment. But what was bad was that not only was Daniel tryong to look, but Ilater had peices of ITCHY tree leaves in my pants, and (had big holes in my socks already) there was grass in my shoes and socks.


So yeah, that's a pretty long journal...Enjoy!! TTFN Jessica

]]> ~HelloKitty-CantCme http://HelloKitty-CantCme.deviantart.com/journal/15059396/ http://HelloKitty-CantCme.deviantart.com/journal/15059396/ Sun, 14 Oct 2007 13:40:17 PDT So yeah, also a few weekends ago, my friend ran away from home, so i had to deal with that and now everybody else hates her and im tired of being her friend but she considers me the best thing that has ever happened to her (JULIE) so im fucked on that one too.
Ive fallen in love with one of my best friends and even though he has a g/f, he likes me too, so i wrote him a note telling him how i feel....i think that was a mistake, but friday i had a mental attack and broke down crying during the end of the day.....it was horrible and the guy knew i was upset, but i havent heard from him since i gave him the note (telling him how i feel) blah blah blah, so right now my life sucks and nobody loves me.
for punishment, i have to clean both bathrooms in the house and when i scrub the toilets....i get to use a toothbrush (im almost down with the second one, then i have to finish cleanin my room)
But its nice to come here and spill out my problems (even though nobody cares, wtf else am i to do?)




Yeahhh, and ive got a ton more photography, but i will not be able to get that on here until next time i am able to use a different computer to submit those...sorriee! ._......Yeahh hopefully ill have a betetr week...i just gotta get all my work in and totally get my brain off the stupid things that dont matter....-sigh- im just getting a little screwed up over some things right now..

ttfn, Jess

]]> ~HelloKitty-CantCme http://HelloKitty-CantCme.deviantart.com/journal/14744832/ http://HelloKitty-CantCme.deviantart.com/journal/14744832/ Sat, 22 Sep 2007 14:17:56 PDT ......Whatever..........I'll try my best.....

Well last Saturday, I went to me friend, Jessica's party, and I hung out with some of my best friends i know.....It was awesome, and, honestly, i almost started crying cuz i missed them all so much.

Yeah...good times...except for these vicious headaches i keep getting...my stomach aches have gone down, but my mom still needs to take me to the doctor. or one day im gonna collapse at school and go to the hospital in an ambulance....thats how bad i feel sometimes >< GRARG

As usual, school is kicking my ass, but Im getting good grades.....5 A's, one B, and one D (the D is cause my math teacher is senile and doesn't know how to teach woth shit) So thats cool.
Yeah, a while back me and my b/f did break up, so now we're friends...It's all good...lol, but my buddie, Julie, is getting on my nerves and, well im trying really hard to get her to chill out...okay maybe not enough trying, but i will, cause she's getting worse and i at least need to get her to a.....tolerable state.....so thats that...
Yeah and now, after that big mess i made about the last boy i liked alot (who really is a jealouse asshole, who only wants me when he can't have me) well i cleaned up the mess and moved on to someone better...of course this new person is even more out of my reach, even though he can't keep his hands off me.

Yeah, well the asshole is going out w/ my friend (because of a bet) even though he doesn't like her and she knows why he's going w/ her, but now he's all...bleh and real annoying. Why, you may ask, well ill tell you why.

This new boy that i like, Timmy, well he's really sexy and nice and sweet and he's the other guy's (Sid('s)) best friend. Sid only wanted me when i was going with someone, i got single, wanted him, he 'didnt want me' anymore, so i moved on. Sid is jealouse beyond reason cuz im all flirty flirty (to the extreme) with Timmy, he doesn't even pay attention to his own girlfriend.

The problem: Timmy's "already got a g/f in college", but he likes me back, so between me and him we have no problem (sortof)
Sid is pissing me off beyond reason, because he's really rude to people when me and Timmy are.....'being ourselves'...Therefore, instead of sid being rude to me, he's rude to Tim, which pisses me off more than if he was rude to me. He only says that me and Timmy would make a cute couple if he's around his own g/f....until then all he does is try to get Timmy away from me, or calls Timmy rude names like a 'molester' and shit like that.....I, however, don't say anything to him, because thats between the guys, because soon enough, Timmy's not gonna take that shit and tell sid off.....but yeah..thats the drama of the week...

Oh, lol and my friend Leea (my lovely, lovely Leea) named my breasts-sess...lol, the right is Elmo and the Left is Big Bird...lmao so yeah...Leea and Timmy own Elmo and Big Bird, and my face belongs to Julie, and my ass belongs to Timmy.....lololol....funnie



Lol, speaking of funnie...Yeah, i talk to my mom about stuff all the time and i've told her about my wonderful Timmy (who is, indeed, a sexy, tall, black guy...but he's kind of an oreo) So i was singing to a Kanye West song and my mom looks at me, smiles, and calls me a Wigger....she then says "Haha, a wigger and an oreo, what a pair"....so yeah..we laughed our asses off...because I am, indeed, a very ghetto person (for a pretty little white girl) and yes, there is nothing wrong with being an oreo....

lol, there's always comedy that comes with the drama.... thats all folks (unless you want me to talk about my classes....riiiggghtt)

]]> ~HelloKitty-CantCme http://HelloKitty-CantCme.deviantart.com/journal/14548065/ http://HelloKitty-CantCme.deviantart.com/journal/14548065/ Sat, 08 Sep 2007 15:41:43 PDT I've got a boyfirend now (Bret) who i love dearly, but i have a big problem. I like my b/f, but I also like (have a big crush) on this other gy who, i think, likes me back and i don't know what to do. I feel wrong about it, but until i have a solution, I'm going to do absolutely nothing about it.

My classes are okay, but my keyboarding class sucks, because i restricted from Deviantart and i cant customize or mess with the systems because they are old, locked, school computers. I can only mess with (and hack around w/) the laptops, whichc i barely ever get to use. So i use my free computer/school time reading the news, or asking/answering questions on yahoo (or searching stuff).
I hate my math teacher and im having trouble in English. I can't control my talking in english because the class is easy, but i dont wanna move up to english 2 because i want to watch and read the movies/novels we plan on going over in the english one class. So im trying to cope.

Yeah thursday was crazy because after i got home from school, did my chores and stuff, i went to sleep, before 8:00 PM and i stayed asleep til 6:30 AM the next morning. Ive been THAT TIRED and i dont even have extra-cirricular things to do after school or anything, it's just that fun and crazy.

I have alot more photos to post on DA soon, but i have to wait til I can get on a comp. that isnt so slow and crappy (like this one) If MY home comp. had internet (or if i even had a fucking house phone) i could do it in five minutes, but NO.......my stepdad sucks like that.

Yeah, well im actually pretty relaxed right now, but i do have to take a shower...bad..i had to buy razors today with my own money because my mom is a lazy bitch and im a hairy monster (TMI i know but its true) My mom says "dont complain about being hairy, I have the same problem'....SO WHAT, SHE'S NOT A PRETTY HIGHSCHOOL GIRL WHO HAS TO GO TO HIGHSCHOOL AND STUFF...i mean, where does she have to go that needs her to have her legs shaved? she doesn't even work so SHE needs to stop complaining. SO yeah, im happy now...when im clean ill be even happier.

Well im busy so......yeah.........die
SprinklesLUVv

]]> ~HelloKitty-CantCme http://HelloKitty-CantCme.deviantart.com/journal/14337195/ http://HelloKitty-CantCme.deviantart.com/journal/14337195/ Sat, 25 Aug 2007 16:35:16 PDT
Monday-
Not a good day, and my best friend, Jesse, came over to help me install some illegal sound-mix systems and i was so upset and not having a good day, that i took it out on him and made him feel like crap. So I feel bad now so next time I see him, Im apologizing.

Tuesday-
Slightly better. Met some kool people who are, like, my total buddies now.

Wednesday-
The days were getting better as they progressed.

Thurs-
I found out that my friend Bret, who I like, Likes me too

Fri-
I got my friend to ask Bret out for me (because...well dood, if he likes me why don't he just ask me out?) and i don't think he appreciated that very much. He said he has to get to know me more before we go out or anything,which is what i expected origunally, until my friends told me that he said 'yes'. Dammit. We had a big pep-rally and the whole football team and seniors beat up freshmen, ran around campus screaming and yelling, and they broke two cafeteria tables (LMFAO) It was awesome, but me and my best bud in highschool (I still got my other best friends, but I see this girl every skoolday), Julie couldn't get the money to go the the BIG GAME BETWEEN FRIKKEN GREENVILLE AND OUR SKOOL so we hung out at my house and chilled and shit. It was fun and she stayed over at my place. So it's all good. Until next week cause the school is gonna be very hard-ass on us and shit and that's gonna suck.


But yeahh...I hope things get better or I might freak...But yeah, about this boy, Bret I like, Zomg he looks totally kool like i guess punk/emo/goth whatever people call it, lol. He likes screamo music and shit like that, and i never expected that he's a Christian and the 'Church-type'. I don't care if he is or not (we had one of those "You should come to my church, its awesome" Conversations from him) but I just never NEVER expected it. But he's funny, he throws stuff at people and beats the crap out of people and shit. One day I was walking down the hallway with him and he started singing really loudly the beginning of "Rape Me" by Nirvana (pretty much the "rape me" part) and it was fucking hilarious. Ha..Ha..Haa

]]> ~HelloKitty-CantCme http://HelloKitty-CantCme.deviantart.com/journal/14241281/ http://HelloKitty-CantCme.deviantart.com/journal/14241281/ Sun, 19 Aug 2007 13:43:22 PDT
Its a dark (but RED RED) red base with light, BRIGHT red highlights and it's cut with sideswipe bangs and just a few little layers...Ill get some pictures...but not for a while. o_o;

Okay, yeahh...In other news...I'm starting highschool tomorrow and i'm scared out of my mind, and I can't go shopping for clothes until next friday (im getting one hundred dollars) and two weeks AFTER next friday im getting another 100 bucks for (what i have decided) is specifically for HoT ToPiC (which at the mall In my town, is a new remodeled HoT ToPiC) WHICH IS SO KICKASS NOW...Im spazzing because in a few i have to finish a book report for the summer reading for Highschool and i have to go to bed at my curfew time....and my sleeping pattern is messed up...Aw..damn

Well i got a new, kickass pair of shoes from my aunt in the mail, but they dont fit so i need to find a Vans retail store near my area to exchange the shoes for a bigger size and im finding nothing...that sucks..and im done with my journal for now...Lala

]]> ~HelloKitty-CantCme http://HelloKitty-CantCme.deviantart.com/journal/13921982/ http://HelloKitty-CantCme.deviantart.com/journal/13921982/ Sun, 29 Jul 2007 01:55:59 PDT I know im ranting..but if you were put in my position..especially with my badd family issues im going through...its really not that bad...i dunno..theres been alot of blind yelling and crying and...shit...but im happy to be here today..with ToFu...cuz when i dont feel good and theres no one around me make me feel better...well thats what ToFu is for....


She just had a little celebration...Silly ToFu...Silly Silly ToFu


Well...nothing really new to say...i dunno..i guess i need help...badly...whatever..lol at least im not suicidal or anything...just in alot of pain..im also stressed because my best friend just went to jail because of his own damn mom and he actually got took to court the day after his birthday...what a wonderful present to get...."hey, man Happy Birthday, guess what! You're going to jail for your birthday!! is't that exciting ecause i dont really care!!" <--------Thats pretty much his mom and the rest of the world.


Whatever...im neopetting away with myself so ill just check my mail away and try to relax and have a little fun.


Adios Lovelies!!! Luz you all

]]> ~HelloKitty-CantCme http://HelloKitty-CantCme.deviantart.com/journal/13472131/ http://HelloKitty-CantCme.deviantart.com/journal/13472131/ Sun, 24 Jun 2007 13:06:18 PDT
Anywhoo! I finally took some damn pictures of myself with a digital camera, that im obviously going to put on my myspace and DevID....Im not supposed to do that though, but i think people have a right to know who i am.....wtf is the worst that they can do...I look bad in all the pics though cuz im breaking out....but i got a new facewash to take care of that...lol

Well i guess during the rest of the summer my cousin, Alyssa! will be coming to my place at least 2 times a week....cuz, well her mom is a big meth-head and her dad works alot, plus we never see her cuz her Meth-head mom hates my mom, but it'll be good to see her again....hopefully the meth-head whore gets what she deserves....Cuz Alyssa wandered off from the apartment while her mom was strung out and the cops picked her up and got her mom to do a hair-strand test....supposedly the cops dropped the charge, but DSS is deep in this mess.....


Well prepare to see the wonderfulness that is me! Adios.....who knows when ill be on again...

wish me luck luv ya all

]]> ~HelloKitty-CantCme http://HelloKitty-CantCme.deviantart.com/journal/13332302/ http://HelloKitty-CantCme.deviantart.com/journal/13332302/ Wed, 13 Jun 2007 16:51:04 PDT
Haha, well this week is the week that i'm going to the fine arts center and ive only got two days left ....but its so awesome Ive got, clay, photography, and GUITARR!! and this year, my guitar teacher is oh so goodlooking and theres two other guys who help out with the class and stuff and this one guy is so hot...i wanna bang him into a brick wall...reely hard...

And, my oh-so sexy neighbors, are oh-so sexy and i wanna bang one of the oh-so sexy guys into a brick wall really REALLY hard as well <3 And i went into their house and i wanna live with those sexy fuckers so fucking badly!!! BAHAHA

Oh, yeah...i was down near the park with my friend and this crack-head girl comes up and starts bothering me and Trey....she looked like a man, had white stuff around her mouth, and she asked me what my name was many many times and ended up calling me 'Heather'.....she kept offering to buy us acohol and shit...she was weird...and i wanted to run away and scream.

Well that wasn't much...but i do want to bang two very older, sexy people into brick walls and my friends uncle is extremely cute.....bahaha

Im off now TTFN Jessica

]]> ~HelloKitty-CantCme http://HelloKitty-CantCme.deviantart.com/journal/13194323/ http://HelloKitty-CantCme.deviantart.com/journal/13194323/ Sat, 02 Jun 2007 20:35:33 PDT Yesterday we didn't do much and i got to watch some of my shows, and i stayed up all night watching Wildboyz (funnie shit right there) and today my Papa gave me his old REALLY GOOD camera, a Yashica from 1970!! and i got a whole bunch of other shit from him, so booyah. And today i watched Pan's Laberynth and Hannible Rising (two GOODASS movies) because me, Papa, and his wife (Brenda) went to Wal-Mart after eating pizza. Bahaha, and i found an open almost whole pack of Trident gum....so you know what i did? Of course. I took all the peices out and had some gum!! (later i BOUGHT some starburst and other candy) So, you know, party....

But what's really depressing is that at the end of this month...my Papa and Brenda are moving to fucking Missouri....cuz they're on disability and they dont have any money....so in the past 2-5 years, ive been torn into little bits and peices

and im so fucking old because i have a REALLY REALLY bad spine/back and yesterday my hip went out of place and would NOT go back in and it hurts like a son-of-a-bitch and right now im having a fucking shoulder spazm >< OMFG ><

But im having a good time, and i think ive reached a new peak of 'sexy' (bwahaha, i'm a sex machine)

oh yeah and
CHRIS PONTIUS IS MY BITCH, BAM IS MY BRO, RYAN DUNN IS MY SECRET LOVER, JOHNNY KNOXVILLE IS A SEX MACHINE, AND STEVE-O IS GREATNESS!!!!

I LOVE YOU ALL KITTY~

]]> ~HelloKitty-CantCme http://HelloKitty-CantCme.deviantart.com/journal/13179740/ http://HelloKitty-CantCme.deviantart.com/journal/13179740/ Fri, 01 Jun 2007 17:37:11 PDT



FRIENDS VS. SOUTHERN FRIENDS
>
>FRIENDS: Never ask for food.
>SOUTHERN FRIENDS: Always bring the food.
>FRIENDS: Will say "hello".
>SOUTHERN FRIENDS: Will give you a big hug and a kiss.
>FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr. and Mrs.
>SOUTHERN FRIENDS: Call your parents Mom and Dad
>FRIENDS: Have never seen you cry.
>SOUTHERN FRIENDS: Cry with you.
>FRIENDS: Will eat at your dinner table and leave.
>SOUTHERN FRIENDS: Will spend hours there, talking, laughing, and just
>being together.
>FRIENDS: Know a few things about you.
>SOUTHERN FRIENDS: Could write a book with direct quotes from you.
>FRIENDS: Will leave you behind if that's what the crowd is doing.
>SOUTHERN FRIENDS: Will kick the whole crowds' back-ends that left you.
>FRIENDS: Would knock on your door.
>SOUTHERN FRI ENDS: Walk right in and say, "I'm home!"
>FRIENDS: Are for a while.
>SOUTHERN FRIENDS: Are for life.
>FRIENDS: Might ignore this.
>SOUTHERN FRIENDS: Will forward this
>
>It takes just one minute to find a special person, an hour to
>appreciate them, a day to love them, but then an entire lifetime to
>forget them.

]]> ~HelloKitty-CantCme http://HelloKitty-CantCme.deviantart.com/journal/13140626/ http://HelloKitty-CantCme.deviantart.com/journal/13140626/ Tue, 29 May 2007 16:14:34 PDT
We had our 8th grade dance and it was so kickass (beyond belief) Even though all they played were hip-hip and pop songs, im tolerant and i danced the night away. And my adorable friend (named Taylor) danced with me. Cuz my ho, Ariel was all up on 'dis boi Zack, and this other bitch was on my ex (who cares), so I saw Taylor standing all alone and i asked him to dance (i had to explain to him what to do since it was slow) and he danced with me then the song changed to 'Shake it like a salt shaker' and i totally grinded o\up on him. But it was lovely and right after the dance me and my best bud, Meghan, went and saw the third Pirates of The Carribean movie!!! (the night it came to theatres and we got GOOD seats!!)

Im totally over the boi i thought i was head over heels for, so now im totally bigtime crushing on taylot even though its, like the end of the year (he's got my number tho!)

And next week im going to my grandfathers, so i might get more computer time, and then the week of June the 11th, my mom is going in the hospital and im going to the fine arts center for a class(es) thing for the week. I got guitar, pottery and photography classes <3 !!!!

Omg and me and my skater buddy were hanging out near the road, and as a prank, he would lay in the middle of the road and 'lay dead' and i would pretend to be jogging and i would stop, put my hand over my mouth and pretend to be freaked out, and a car would stop and the person would start freaking out....then the boy got up and ran....mann that pissed off a few people!! but we have a whole other plan now and we need ToFu, and a video camera!! (i put that cuz i know ToFu will read this)


OKay im on my buddy's comp. right now and im pretty updated so im gonna be headin' out now!!!





TTFN Kerran

]]> ~HelloKitty-CantCme http://HelloKitty-CantCme.deviantart.com/journal/12977140/ http://HelloKitty-CantCme.deviantart.com/journal/12977140/ Wed, 16 May 2007 12:25:47 PDT
Right before the trip, i got bad grades so, im struggling to stay above the water here. and right before the D.c trip, my b/f broke up with me (turns out he had been dating this other girl, etc.) but thats alright, cause the trip rocked, i did some baddass stuff, and this guy who i liked...well during that trip i saw who he REALLY is, and now, ive got a bit of a problem about that cause im head over heels for him.
Soo, whats going on:
Last week i went to the dentist and got 3 cavities filled, but after a week ive had pain, so today, they checked me out and filled in my other 2 cavities so i should be alright for another.....what, like, 6 months. but my mom is yet to contact a damn orthodontist, but medicaid might not pay for it and such, and she's about to have another baby in like, 3 weeks (>< FUCK)

Also........(its so easy to say it but its also so damn hard) My friends hate me.....well a majority do (if not, they're only pretending to be my friends) and the guy i have the biggest crush on, hates me, or he likes me and doesnt want to or he's confused....i dunno, but its been very awkward and uncomfortable between us and....fuck....

I had some of the best food today, at the Pita House....man, i fell in LOVE with that food.

I also got myself more stuff for the 8th grade dance thats coming up, like a flat iron....and 'sexy' underwear (booyah) lmao, anyhoo

ive been thinking about my summer and how badly its going to suck. Having to watch a toddler all summer, and the fact that i might fail the school year, cant get to summer school and my mom wont let me go to the fine arts center classes, so summer is gonna suck monkey balls and.....i feel the need to party....shame on me

i have more to day, but i have others things to do right now so ill just make another lournal later


TTFN Love Kerran

]]> ~HelloKitty-CantCme http://HelloKitty-CantCme.deviantart.com/journal/12743413/ http://HelloKitty-CantCme.deviantart.com/journal/12743413/ Thu, 26 Apr 2007 14:18:13 PDT
Like holy crap!!.....~AhEm~ Well, in five days, im going on my Washington DC trip and i am SO FREAKEN EXCITED!! We're staying there for four days and were going to all these wonderful places and all kinds of stuff. AND, im rooming with two complete party animals (but im rooming with 3 people...one is not-so-party) and ive got 4 disposable cameras and 100 bucks for the trip.
And! (off subject) My boyfriend (who is actually the guy who went out with me for 2 days and then broke up with me) plans to 'sit with me' on the bus. he's such a partie-Boi, and this time, we're doing much better this time, and now, only a limited amount of people know about us, and people dont call me by HIS last name, lol.(plus, he's gone out with too many girls, there's, like, no one left for him and im like chocolate fudge cake, just so fucking irrisistable) lmao
ANND that comes to my next subject.....My eighth grade dance!! W00t!! Well I've got a dress, ive got shoes (if they still fit), ive got a necklace, an me mum is doing my hair, so all i need is a G-string and a strapless bra (hell yeah!) So my B/f, and a little group of our friends plan to get a Limo (is that how you really spell it?) and go downtown XD (as long as everybody pitches in about five bucks or so, so that should be so PIMP, and you KNOW, im-a be lookin' all sexy up in dat peice (lol, my ghetto slang)
So i wont be on for a WHILE cause i get back on a saturday, so not next, but the NEXT next tuesday or thursday,(or maybe next tuesday, but no journal, i gotta submit something in for a contest) ill be back on and update (if not, the 2nd saturday of june or so), But i might not be so happy when i get back because i saw my history grade today on my progress report and its a FUCKING 59........-sigh- i am so damn screwed...i dont think im doing good this time....i really gotta bring up my grades though, or i wont be going to the magical-ness of HIGH-SKOOL >< (arg)



Well i plan to tell everybody about the trip and stuff....i dont feel to good right now, so im-a leave (plus the stupid-ass stepdad should be here soon) TTFN (Ta-Ta For Now) Loveyaloveyaloveya

Sprinkles A.k.A Kerran a.K.a Jessica

]]> ~HelloKitty-CantCme http://HelloKitty-CantCme.deviantart.com/journal/12591991/ http://HelloKitty-CantCme.deviantart.com/journal/12591991/ Sat, 14 Apr 2007 10:44:28 PDT
1. smoked.
Yes
2. consumed alcohol.
Yes
3. slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex.
Yes
4. slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex.
Yes
5. kissed someone of the same sex.
Yes
6. had sex.
No
7. had someone in your room other than family.
Yes
8. watched porn.
Yes
9. bought porn.
No
10. done drugs.
No
TOTAL: 7

1. taken painkillers.
Yes
2. taken someone else's prescription medicine.
Yes
3. lied to your parents.
Yes
4. lied to a friend.
Yes
5. snuck out of the house.
Yes
6. done something illegal.
Yes
7. cut yourself.
Yes
8. hurt someone.
Yes
9. wished someone to die.
Yes
10. seen someone die.
No
TOTAL: 9

1. missed curfew.
Yes
2. stayed out all night.
Yes
3. eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself.
No (almost)
4. been to a therapist.
No
5. been to rehab.
NO
6. dyed your hair.
Yes
7. received a ticket.
No
8. been in an accident.
No
9. been to a club.
No
10. been to a bar.
NO
TOTAL: 3

1. been to a wild party.
Yes
2. seen the Mardi Gras.
No
3. drank more than four beers in a night.
No
4. had a spring break in tropics.
No
5. sniffed anything.
Yes
6. wore black nail polish.
Yes
7. wore arm bands.
Yes
8. wore t-shirts with band names.
Yes
9. listened to rap.
Yes
10. owned a 50 Cent CD.
No
TOTAL: 6


1. dressed Gothic.
Yes
2. dressed prep.
yes
3. dressed punk.
Yes
4. dressed grunge.
Yes
5. stole something.
Yes
6. been too drunk to remember anything.
Yes
7. blacked out.
yes
8. fainted.
No
9. had a crush on a neighbor.
Yes
TOTAL: 8

1. snuck into someone else's room.
No
2. had a crush on your friend.
Yes
3. been to a concert.
Yes
4. dry-humped someone.
Yeah (lol)
5. been called a whore.
Yess
6. called someone a whore.
Yes
7. installed speakers in your car.
No
8. broken a mirror.
Yes
9. showered at someone of the opposites sex's house.
Yes
10. brushed your teeth with someone else's toothbrush.
Yes
TOTAL: 8

1. consider/considered Ludacris your favorite rapper.
No
2. seen an R-rated movie in theater.
Yes
3. cruised the mall.
Yes
4. skipped school.
Yes
5. had surgery.
Yes
6. had an injury.
Yes
7. gone to court.
yes (not my case tho)
8. walked out of a restaurant without paying/tipping.
No
9. caught something on fire.
Yes
10. lied about your age.
Yes
TOTAL: 8

1. owned/rented an apartment.
No
2. broke the law in the police's presence.
No (not that i know of at least)
3. made out with someone who had a gf/bf.
YES
4. got in trouble with the police.
No
5. talked to a stranger.
Yes
6. hugged a stranger.
Yes
7. kissed a stranger.
No
8. rode in the car with a stranger.
Yes
9. been harassed
Yes (but not horribly extreme)
10. been verbally harassed.
Yes
TOTAL: 6

1. met face-to-face with someone you met online.
No
2. stayed online for 5 hours straight.
Yes
3. talked on the phone for more than 4 hours straight.
No
4. watched TV for 5 hours straight.
Yes
5. been to a fair.
Yes
6. been called a bad influence.
Yes
7. drink and drive.
No
8. prank-called someone.
Yes
9. laid on a couch with someone of the opposite sex.
Yes
10. cheated on a test
YEA
Total: 7


Total Total: 62!! (unless I really DO suck at math and that's wrong)

Lol, Arn't I the special one!

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1. How many polos do you own?
none

2. Do you always wash your hands after using the bathroom?
yeah

3. Do you shower facing the shower head or with your back to it?
back to it

4. Do you have anything in your pockets right now?
yes

5. Do you share your computer with anyone?
not really

6. What kind of cell phone do you have?
dont have a cell phone

7. What color are the walls of your room?
white and brown

8. Are you wearing socks?
yes

9. How many hours did you sleep last night?
dunno

10. Did you ever get the chicken pox?
nope

11. Have you been outside your house yet today?
of course

12. Parents Still Together?
no

13. Honestly, are you in love right now?
yes

14. Honestly, what color is your underwear?
lavender

15. Honestly, what did you do today?
stuff

16. Honestly, what did you do yesterday?
idk

17. Honestly, do you bite your nails?
sometimes

18. Honestly, do you have a deep dark secret?
yes

19. Honestly, Why are you doing this survey?
im bored and i got these from a friend

FAVORITES:

[Color]
Rainbow!!

[Number]
13

LOVE:

[First Crush]
yeah right (like im gonna tell)

[You believe in "the one?"]
nope

ARE YOU:

[a daydreamer]
yes

[Shy]
no

[Talkative]
Yupp

LAST PERSON THAT:

[Slept in your bed]
idk

[Saw you cry]
idk

[Made you cry]
nobody

[Saw a movie with you?]
idk

[Went to a playground with]
idk
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Random


20.what was your first piercing ever?
ears

21.do you have a bf/gf and how long have you been dating?
dont have one

22 what song is playing right now?
Wind It Up (Gwen Stefani)

23.what are you thinking about?
people, places, things

24.are you using any type of messenger? which one?
Aol Instant Mess., and Yahoo IM
25.who is the last person to IM you?

26.are you wearing any jewelry?
yes
27.what about you do you think attracts the opposite sex?
Besides the way I look, i think guys like it when im funny and outgoing

28.last website you were on before myspace?
DeviantArt

29.when was the last time you went to the beach?
years ago

30.what makes you laugh / smile?
Alot of things


31 (and 32).what do you like to do when youre upset / angry?
walk it off, or chill out in various ways

33.do you play video games?
yes

34.what magazine do you like to read?
AP, Elle, Seventeen, Spin, Redbook, and gossip magazines

35.when did you last go out of town and where did you go?
idk

36.who do you hang out with most during the week?
people at skool

37.last time you rented a movie?
dunno

38.whats your nationality?
Im a mixed Breed

39.do you like to quote things to show or express how you feel?
Yupp

40.what do you love to do?
stuff

41.whats your longest convo youve had on the phone?
over an hour at least

42.whats tha most youve spent on an outfit?
a bit over 60 bucks


43.have you ever tried to compete with a girl/guy for a guy/girl?
nope

44.have you ever kissed someone with a tongue ring?
no (but i REALLY want to)

45.what did you last eat and drink?
McDonalds snack wrap and sweet tea

46.what did you spend money on recently?
Gum

47.the last thing you watched on tv?
News

48.what are some of your nicknames?
Bill, Karen, Sprinkles, Jess, Baby

49.would you say youre conceited?
dunno

50.do you ever think youre better than another girl/guy?
sadly, yes


51. Are you in a relationship?
nope

52. If no, would you like to be?
Yes

53. How often do you visit MySpace?
too often

54. What is your favorite candy bar?
Crunch bar xD

55. Have you ever tripped going up steps... ]]> ~HelloKitty-CantCme http://HelloKitty-CantCme.deviantart.com/journal/12130374/ http://HelloKitty-CantCme.deviantart.com/journal/12130374/ Sat, 10 Mar 2007 11:34:34 PST
-I went to my jewelry class and made a pretty blue and gold/amber pearl and crystal necklace and then i got a pretty damn good salad from Jack in the Box

-I've been looking at this Red Hot Chili Peppers hoodie for clearance <-- (Spell? o-O) and i can afford it, so im gonna buy it, and today i bought White Stripes newest (2005) CD and its eating my socks, lol. So now i have 42 bucks, instead of 60, but thats not bad, lol. But hey, even though my mom wants me to save money to buy HER stuff during my DC trip, fuck that, its MY money, i have it, and im gonna spend it -Bitch-. Hah -Pimpin'- Plus, i also need more money to spend on stuff for my friend's B-day (Alexis), I'll probably get her a gift certificate to Earshot or somethin'

-Shit. Friday, during my first period class (well right after) Someone stole ALOT of money from the teacher, so the Officer, The Principal, and the Ass-istant principal, searched everyone from that class, even though i bet it was someone from 2nd period who came in early, cause they didnt find the money. And so, the Ass-istant principle took my Cd's and CD player FOR NO GoD DAMN REASON, and she sneaky-stole my pack of gum, so now my mom has to go and pick up the CD player and stuff, but she dont drive so she's gonna write a note and call, but i dunno if they'll give it back that way or not >< So of course, my school can go suck a dick

-People who shun and mock me during gym class can suck a dick too, even my ex, and my 'friends' who ignore me because of those dick-sucking people (Ive lost almost all the friends ive made at this school, which is odd because i know im not adorable, but jesus christ!)

Oh well, i got alot accomplished today and im gonna partay on the internet!





That's all FUCKERS!~
Sprinkles A.k.A Kerran a.K.a Jessica

]]> ~HelloKitty-CantCme http://HelloKitty-CantCme.deviantart.com/journal/11987923/ http://HelloKitty-CantCme.deviantart.com/journal/11987923/ Tue, 27 Feb 2007 13:34:47 PST <

Well my weekend rocked! I went to my friend, alexis' house and we rocked out to the wonderful, but crude, comedian, DANE COOK! (damn he's so awesome) and Sat, after we got back from Frankie's Fun Park and Taco Bell, we got amazinlgy drunk on Peach Shnapps and some powerful blackberry shit >< and i tried talking to someone very special to me, but it didnt work, so me and Alexis got off the comp. and ended up crying over people who hurt us (and are still hurting us).
AND when i got up and ready, i went to the mall to try and find a dress for the 8th Grade dance (whenever it is) but there are too many good looking dresses so im lyk 'WTF', but im still looking ~groovy~

Well it turns out that TOO many of my friends ride the same bus as Alexis, so i got major hugs and i got to laugh (this was held on friday by the way)
And yes, i am being pestered by this white-boy "gangster" and this other dude who my friend thinks is hot (but i find him just fucking weird) and the more i think, the more of a troubled adolescent i become. But everyone can get over it because when im all 'go away, you dont know who i am and you will never understand me' and all that, i feel more free than i really am. Hah, and my ex wonders why i hate him and he gets all upset when i totally give him these disgusted looks and shit. Bwahaha, that poor little whore (yes i know that rhymes) But what excites me is when he gets upset and shit.

Oh, and, like, one day last week, my stepdad finally correctly set up his sound system and when you close the door, the windows rattle XD(we live in this old-ass house) so we were partying outside and i have these HAWT neighbors, who are SO punk and they have other, hawt punk friends too, so of course when i was dancing and shit, the friends were (of course) looking at (who else?) MWA . and smiling too, and it was like magical strangers.

Yesterday: my dog got a bath >< GOD DAMN SHE ALMOST KILLED ME! it was aweful, and i really got upset when i figured out that i left my Nintendo DS charger at Alexis' house >< (bullshit) so i wasen't feeling well, but the dog is clean and thats good.

Another thing: Ive got this bad habit of waking up 2 hours and thirty minutes before i HAVE to get up (so i wake up at fucking 4:30 alot) and i dont know why but it really bothers me and it makes me extra tired at school (which is even worse) but , hey, no therapists for me, baby.

Shit
This damn AOL update download is taking fucking forever and i have to leave in, like ten to fifteen minutes....oh well...i might be able to make it...68%, not that bad, right? RIGHT?!



Lol, seeya l8eR

Sprinkles A.k.A Kerran a.K.a Jessica
Much Love Lozers!!!

]]> ~HelloKitty-CantCme http://HelloKitty-CantCme.deviantart.com/journal/11852815/ http://HelloKitty-CantCme.deviantart.com/journal/11852815/ Sat, 17 Feb 2007 09:26:35 PST
My stepdad got me a brand new, black Hello Kitty Squier Stratocastor FENDER GUITAR FOR 55 BUCKS AT GOODWILL XD (brand-fucking-new!!!)
OMG she's so awesome and new my first guitar, who happens to be a guy, has a little girlfriend (that lucky duck). So now i have Izzy the Ibanez, and EMMA the Fender!!! (im so happy...they'll make beautiful music together.

Well in about...what, 2 months? Ill be going to DC for a 4 day trip for school....and hopefully it will kick-ass, but ive been having more friend problems at school than ever and i feel like something's gonna be lost soon. But, hell....ive paid and im gonna MAKE SURE i have a good time. my stepdad wants me to send a letter to the Prez. from him and hold a picket sign in front of the white house...but i dont think were even going to the white house...but that'd be a funny-ass picture.

...my week:

Mon.: Monday
Tues.: i dunno
Wed.: Valentines day, i got some cool things from my mom and stepdad, but nobody at school said or did anything (as expected)...oh my bad, it's not Valentines Day, its actually Singles Awareness Day! <3
Thurs.: wasen't in school that day...and it was FUCkING COLD

Fri.: stayed up late, did nothing

Today: my mom and stepdad are going on a trip to charlotte to whore themselves out to each other for Singles Awareness Day so im here, chillin'
I GOT CORNDOGS!!!! (ive had an everlasting corndog craving for weeks and i finally got some!!!)
Im looking on this free Xbox site for my stepdad, but the two site's he gave me are search sites for other different, con-artist free sites, so im trying SOMETHING out, even though im very tired (i got to bed past one in the morning and had to wake up at eight) and all this registration for the xbox stuff is hard.
WEll ive been feeling a bit better, but i still hate the fact that im going to this shit school and i dont have alot of friends there and i miss the real people (who matter), but today i feel good. XD which is good

So you know <3

~Jessica 's YOU!

]]> ~HelloKitty-CantCme http://HelloKitty-CantCme.deviantart.com/journal/11749187/ http://HelloKitty-CantCme.deviantart.com/journal/11749187/ Fri, 09 Feb 2007 15:35:35 PST
The past few weeks, Ive been crazy about this guy at school, later to find out that he hates my guts. He's this Whit-Boi Afro Sk8r dood who i really really liked. Well whatever, im upset that he hates me but theres nothing i can do about it.
Okay, so Wed. my friend asked me out and, of course, we were doing great until (like my friend said would happen, cause the same shit happened to her) today. He broke up with me and i am beyond upset now, cause i really like him. And i dont even know why he broke up with me. Soo put it this way...When i woke up i HAD a boyfriend. Well i might as well say that the male species sucks at life and i'm thinking of getting a girlfriend for a while.

Thats right, a GIRLFRIEND
Got a problem? (Cause if you do...fuck you)
Yes, i have a big problem with people who decide that they like someone but will fool around with other people and believe whatever they say so they change their minds subconciously (and yes i know that's confusing but its true)

I found a new way to get high, or at least a really bad sugar rush...Sniff fun-dip (or pixie sticks) it burns like hell but it makes you freak out and get hyper. and if you sneeze, your snot will be whatever colour the powder was. XD BOOYAH

Ive got Fin-Dipping Junkie friends who love it...i mean shit it burns, but its funny as hell to watch your friends cry while they do it so what the hell.

lol well i guess i have nothing more to say so I love you all and i will be on this weekend!


Much love
~Hello Kitty

]]> ~HelloKitty-CantCme http://HelloKitty-CantCme.deviantart.com/journal/11437293/ http://HelloKitty-CantCme.deviantart.com/journal/11437293/ Sun, 14 Jan 2007 16:31:20 PST < Im beyond worryment and i haven't been stable lately.

Here i am sitting here with a hole in the ass of my pants and i'm trying to calm down. Im kinda hungry and school report cards are coming out soon and i NEED NO Fs. Well the other day me and my b/f broke-up ;_; mainly because his friend was mad and my (ex) friend was mad at me so we were like "fuck it, im not dealing with this shit, lets just be friends" even though now im going back out with my other friend (once again i dont really want to but hes adorable) i just hate people in general right now.

Hah, im not so angry right now, im just sarcastic and plain disgusted. Oh and i figure within the next few weeks my long reddish hair will be gone! mainly becaise my dirty blonde roots are too long, so im gonna cut and bleach my hair and put four symmetrical brunette or black streaks (two front (left and right) and two in the back (left and right)) XD i figured i could use something new..and unique.

Because thats how i roll, yo. im the queen of dat hip-hop! XD (lol)

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