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Ustreaming Done~

*Hinderence — Mon, 04 Jan 2010 14:27:19 PST

Ustream!

[link]
It maybe for an hour or so~ Depends when I need to start Dinner ~~;;

I know how to crochet (I can BARLY Knit but I have the needles so I can attempt it)
If I get a certain amount of money to start crochet commissions (Like Plushies Blankets Hats gloves, Anything I can try, If I can't do it, I'll let you know or try more if I can.)

I can attempt Furcadia Patches (not PORTS) Patches Like PLayers Items, and even Skins.
I've only done 1 player patch in my life. But I really think if I put my effort into it I can really do good with it. I've made maybe 10+ Items aswell, Randing from monsters (with annimation) to Bricks and Walls trees ect. I can do 1 Items or a Bundle It's your call as a commissioner.

I can Do regular art, Character sheets, Pictures, Portraits (Not Furcadia ports) you name it I can try it.

Art to Do

-Ports - TBA
1. ~Bl00dyTourniquet - Non remap - Re Sketching

-Contests
-None-

-Non Pixel Commissions - Open
1. ~Lothlore - Hinder and Loth BAMF MW2 - Paid Part 1 done/ Coloring part 2
2.*Tiffany-Kage - Elsie Pouting - Not Paied - $20 Plotting
3.~VioletRaizel - Cross Dresser man again - Idk if you still want it or not! Contact me <3
4.~thehappywhip - Leo - CG - Plotting
5.

-Other
Trades:
1.~ageime - Need info
2.~aynako - Sketched Done- Shading
3.=Saisashi - CG picture- Plotting
Misc:
4.~ShadowZeCat - OC Silent - Kirin payment - Plotting
5.~grimrippy - Aya 8D - Plotting

Contact Me?

Please Feel Free to note me or contact me anywhere below with ANY questions you may have.

Contact me:
Furc: Hinderence / Eternal Sailor
Msn: satinareoko@hotmail.com
Skype: Hindy-poo
AIM: Hindypoo
Paypal: hindypoo@yahoo.com (Donations would Be Loved forever!)
e-mail: satinareoko@hotmail.com

The Goal

$96.00/$1,000

Thank you For the art Lovlies!

Sa-Tina

To wear Sunscreen.

A meaningfulsong to bring with you into 2010. It's from the heart and has alot of meaning. 2009 is gone no more. 2010 is time to move on and start trying to make your life more meaningful and better! Hopefully with much happieness. But You may laugh and say that's impossible. Well it may if you keep that outlook. Nothing is Imposseble. Only difficult to acheive. But if you are persistant with your life and Say positive but not oblivious to things then you will surly suceed. (Also this is from someone who Can't take her own advice -v- ) I do with you Watchers and Dear freinds Good luck in 2010. You can do it!

"Everybody is free to wear sunscreen"
by Baz Luhrman
Ladies and Gentlemen of the class of '97,

Wear sunscreen. If I could offer you only one tip for the future, sunscreen would be it. The long term
benefits of sunscreen have been proved by scientists, whereas the rest of my advice has no basis or
reliable then my own meandering experience. I will dispense this advice....now.

Enjoy the power and beauty of your youth. Oh, nevermind, you won't understand the power and
beauty of your youth until they've faded, but trust me in 20 years, you'll look back at photos of
yourself and recall in a way you can't grasp now how much possibility lay before you and how fabulous
you really looked. You are not as fat as you imagine.

Don't worry about the future, or worry, but know that worrying is as effective as trying to solve an algebra
equation by chewing bubblegum.

The real troubles in your life are apt to be things that never crossed your worried mind: the kind that blindsides
you at 4pm on some idle Tuesday.

Do one thing every day that scares you.

Sing.

Don't be reckless with other people's hearts; don't put up with people who are reckless with yours.

Floss.

Don't waste your time on jealousy. Sometimes you're ahead, sometimes you're behind. The race is
long, and in the end, it's only with yourself.

Remember compliments you receive; forget the insults. (if you succeed in doing this, tell me how).

Keep your old love letters; throw away your old bank statements.

Stretch.

Don't feel guilty if you don't know what you want to do with your life. The most interesting people
I know didn't know at 22 what they wanted to do with their lives; some of the most interesting 40 year
olds I know still don't.

Get plenty of Calcium. Be kind to your knees -- you'll miss them when they're gone.

Maybe you'll marry, maybe you won't. Maybe you'll have children, maybe you won't. Maybe you'll
divorce at 40; maybe you'll dance the funky chicken on your 75th wedding anniversary.

Whatever you do, don't congratulate yourself too much or berate yourself, either. Your choices are half
chance, so are everybody else's.

Enjoy your body: use it every way you can. Don't be afraid of it or what other people think of it; it's the
greatest instrument you'll ever own.

Dance...even if you have no where to do it but in your own living room.

Read the directions (even if you don't follow them).

Do not read beauty magazines; they will only make you feel ugly.

Get to know your parents; you never know when they'll be gone for good.

Be nice to your siblings: they're your best link to your past and the people most likely to stick with you in
the future.

Understand that friends come and go, but what a precious few should hold on. Work hard to bridge the gaps
and geography and lifestyle, because the older you get, the more you need the people you knew when you
were young.

Live in New York City once, but leave before it makes you hard.

Live in Northern California once, but leave before it makes you soft.

Travel.

Accept certain inalienable truths: prices will rise, politicians will philander, you too will get old; and when you
do, you'll fantasize that when you were young, prices were reasonable, politicians were noble, and children
respected their elders.

Respect your elders.

Don't expect anyone else to support you. Maybe you have a trust fund, maybe you'll have a wealthy spouse,
but you never know when either one might run out.

Don't mess too much with your hair or by the time you are 40, it will look 85.

Be careful whose advice you buy, but be patient with t...

Revised Update - Commissions!

*Hinderence — Fri, 25 Dec 2009 09:43:33 PST

An Update!

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE! I hope you all stay nice and warm this holiday! May there be mant smile and laughter and good memories!
I hope you all are have an very safe Time! With famlies friends and loved one!
Thank you so much sora for hosting that contest! ;w; And the subbie. AT the bottom of this is VERY OLD and REALLY NEW arts people have done for me! I will never forget them!

This journal skin is one I had back when i first had a subbie on this account xD blast from the past yo. <3

I'm willing to do just about anything at the time being to raise the money for this.
I know how to crochet (I can BARLY Knit but I have the needles so I can attempt it)
If I get a certain amount of money to start crochet commissions (Like Plushies Blankets Hats gloves, Anything I can try, If I can't do it, I'll let you know or try more if I can.)

I can attempt Furcadia Patches (not PORTS) Patches Like PLayers Items, and even Skins.
I've only done 1 player patch in my life. But I really think if I put my effort into it I can really do good with it. I've made maybe 10+ Items aswell, Randing from monsters (with annimation) to Bricks and Walls trees ect. I can do 1 Items or a Bundle It's your call as a commissioner.

I can Do regular art, Character sheets, Pictures, Portraits (Not Furcadia ports) you name it I can try it.

Art to Do

-Ports - TBA
1. ~Bl00dyTourniquet - Non remap - Re plotting/Sketching

-Contests
-None-

-Non Pixel Commissions - Open
1. ~Lothlore - Hinder and Loth BAMF MW2 - Paid Part 1 done/ Plotting Part 2
2.*Tiffany-Kage - Elsie Pouting - Not Paied - $20 Plotting
3.~VioletRaizel - Cross Dresser man again - Idk if you still want it or not! Contact me <3
4.~thehappywhip - Leo - CG - Plotting
5.

-Other
Trades:
1.~ageime - Need info
2.~aynako - Sketched Done- Shading
3.=Saisashi - CG picture- Plotting
Misc:
4.~ShadowZeCat - OC Silent - Kirin payment - Plotting
5.~grimrippy - Aya 8D - Plotting

Contact Me?

The Goal

$96.00/$1,000

Thank you For the art Lovlies!

Sa-Tina

pikachu If you want me to refund the $8 I can if you donot wish to wait, If you do want me to finish it (More than likly going to have to redo it entirly) I appreciate your patience with this! ~Bl00dyTourniquet Same goes for you, I'm terribly sorry that you were all excited for your first port. I can still do it When I can, But in the meantime I can offer you character art, and once I'm able to get ports done efficently, I can redraw and complete your port. Thank you, you two for your paitence

My goal befoe I can go back to Florida and get my car in the shape to drive it 1,500 miles back here will be ROUGHLY around $1,000 That's a HUGE Amount of money.

I'm willing to do just about anything at the time being to raise the money for this.
I know how to crochet (I can BARLY Knit but I have the needles so I can attempt it)
If I get a certain amount of money to start crochet commissions (Like Plushies Blankets Hats gloves, Anything I can try, If I can't do it, I'll let you know or try more if I can.)

I can attempt Furcadia Patches (not PORTS) Patches Like PLayers Items, and even Skins.
I've only done 1 player patch in my life. But I really think if I put my effort into it I can really do good with it. I've made maybe 10+ Items aswell, Randing from monsters (with annimation) to Bricks and Walls trees ect. I can do 1 Items or a Bundle It's your call as a commissioner.

I can Do regular art, Character sheets, Pictures, Portraits (Not Furcadia ports) you name it I can try it.

Prices:
General Art:
Sketch - $7
Ink-no color - $10
Color-simple - $15
Color-complex -$20

Background + $5-$10 Depending on how complex.
Persons after 1 + $5 each

Patches:
Player patch (General) - $60
Player patch (Annimation attached Like the Kirin's Cloud) - $75
Items - $5 Each item
Skins - (TBA)

Crochet:
Plushies (About 6-9 inches tall) - $15
Body Blanket - $20
Hat - $10
Scarf (About 4-5 ft long) - $12

Crochet Commissions:
(Will open after $20 are added to the funds to purchase Yarn)

Furcadia Patches: (Items and Player)
1.(Open)
2.(Open)
3.(Open)

General Art:
1.(Open)
2.(Open)
3.(Open)
4.(Open)
5.(Open)

TO DO:
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Commissions to-do
(Haiatus)
1.~pikachu - non Remap pixel port - 50% Colored - Half payment sent
2.~Bl00dyTourniquet - Non remap - Coloring

Trades:
1.~ageime - Need info
2.~aynako - Sketched Done- Needs Coloring
3.=Saisashi -CG picture- Plotting

Other:
Gift for ~cherryvanilla - Sketched
30k for ~blindfeline - Shading
I'm an Elf - - Plotting

Waiting list:
Ashley S (For a Port? Or Regular art Ash?)

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Please Feel Free to note me or contact me anywhere below with ANY questions you may have.

Contact me:
Furc: Hinderence / Eternal Sailor
Msn: satinareoko@hotmail.com
Skype: Hindy-poo
AIM: Hindypoo
Paypal: hindypoo@yahoo.com (Donations would Be Loved forever!)
e-mail: satinareoko@hotmail.com

The GOAL:
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$5 out of $1,000 Needed

My life is 57% happy - Another Meme woot.

*Hinderence — Wed, 23 Dec 2009 00:52:07 PST

Stolen from :Iconchiliean-chan:

[ ] You have a boyfriend/girlfriend

[x] You have your own room.

[x] You own a cell phone.

[x] You have an ipod/ mp3 player.

[ ] Your parents are still married. (Remarried.)

[ ] You have more than 2 best friends.

[x] There is a swimming pool in your backyard

T 0 T A L: 4

[x] You dress how you want to.

[ ] You hang out with friends more than once a week.

[x] There is a computer/laptop in your room.

[ ] You have never been beaten up.

[ ] You never cry more than twice a month.

[x] You are allowed to listen to the music you want to.

[x] Your room is big enough for you.

[ ] People don't use you for something you have.

[x] You have been to a concert. (Newsboys was the only one I went to... I went with my Dad -x- )

T 0 T A L: 5

[x] You have over 50 friends on myspace. (72 -w- I don't even use Myspace all that much, but may to talk to my sister and post pictures that no one looks at xD)

[x] Your parents let you have a myspace. (My parents were never really strick on that stuff...)

[ ] You get allowance.

[ ] You collect something normal.

[x] You look forward to going to school. ( I miss school so much.... I really want to start college)

[ ] You don't wish you were someone else. ( Blarrg -w- )

[ ] You play a sport.

[ ] You do something after school.

T 0 T A L: 3

[x] You own a car.

[x] You usually don't fight with your parents. (I've only faught with my dad... My mom No never!)

[ ] You are happy with your appearance.

[ ] You aren't self-conscious at all.

[ ] You have never got a failing grade in your life.

[x] You have friends.

T 0 T A L: 3

[ ] You know what is going on in the world. ( Not really... I know what the weather is tho! Aswell as our country is Becommming Poor)

[x] You care about so many people. ( So many people... So many....)

[ ] You are happy with your life. ( Lots of things I wish I was doing to be happy)

[ ] You know more than one language.

[ ] You own a pet.

[x] You know the words to 5 songs

[x] You don't have any enemies

[x] You are a generally nice person.

T O T A L: 4

Now count your numbers and multiply by three.
Then title this journal "My life is ? % Happy"

I've done 100 of the 120 stupidest things.

*Hinderence — Mon, 07 Dec 2009 17:10:51 PST

Stole this from

Level 1
(x) Smoked A Cigarette
(x) Smoked A Cigar (Naaaaasssttyyy)
(x) Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex.

SO FAR: 3

Level 2
(x) Are / Been In Love
(x) Dumped someone
( ) Been Fired
(x) Been In A Fist Fight

SO FAR: 6

Level 3
(x) Had A Crush On An Older Person
(x) Skipped Class ( Thats why I failed 9th Grade >.<
( ) Slept With A Co-worker
(x) Seen Someone / Something Die ( My cat ;w; )

SO FAR: 8

Level 4
(x) Had / Have A Crush On One Of Your deviantart / sheezyart Friends
(x) Been To Paris
( ) Been To Spain
(x) Been On A Plane
(x) Thrown Up From Drinking

SO FAR: 12

Level 5
(x) Eaten Sushi
( ) Been Snowboarding
(x) Met Someone Through Internet
(x) Been in a Mosh Pit

SO FAR: 15

Level 6
(x) Been In An Abusive Relationship ( emmotionally abusive...)
( ) Taken Pain Killers
(x) Liked/loved Someone Who You Cant Have
(x) Laid On Your Back And Watched Cloud Shapes Go By
(x) Made A Snow Angel

SO FAR: 19

Level 7
(x) Had A Tea Party ( Imaginary tea party ;w; with tea cups and stuffed animals. )
(x) Flown A Kite
(x) Built A Sand Castle
(x) Gone mudding (omg SO much fun ;w; )
(x) Played Dress Up

SO FAR: 24

Level 8
(x) Jumped Into A Pile Of Leaves
(x) Gone Sledging
(x) Cheated While Playing A Game
(x) Been Lonely (I'm that alot sometimes -w- )
(x) Fallen Asleep At Work / School

SO far: 29

Level 10
(x) Watched The Sun Set
( ) Felt An Earthquake
( ) Killed A Snake

SO FAR: 30

Level 11
(x) Been Tickled
(x) Been Robbed / Vandalized
( ) Been cheated on (Kind of)
(x) Been Misunderstood

SO FAR: 33

Level 12
(x) Won A Contest
(x) Been Suspended From School ( Had 3 days Out of School Suspension for throwing paper balls in In School Suspension)
(x) Had Detention (Many times...)
(x) Been In A Car / Motorcycle Accident
SO FAR: 37

Level 13
( ) Had / Have Braces
( ) Eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
(x) Danced in the moonlight ( Practicing Poi with a Buddy of mine at A-Kon maybe more when it gets warmer and I get my flow toys.)

SO FAR: 38

Level 14
(x) Hated The Way You Look
(x) Witnessed A Crime
(x) Pole Danced ( Errr... So my friend had a Striper pole in his house.. SO Yeah.. It was really fun o__o with clothes of course >.>; )
(x) Questioned Your Heart ( All the time.)
(x) Been obsessed with post-it-notes

SO FAR: 43

Level 15
(x) Squished Barefoot Through The Mud
( ) Been To The Opposite Side Of The World
(x) Swam in the ocean
(x) Felt like you were dying

SO FAR: 46

Level 16
(x) Cried to sleep
(x) Played Cops And Robbers
(x) Recently Colored With Crayons / Colored Pencils / Markers
(x) Sang Karaoke
(x) Paid For A Meal With Only Coins

SO FAR: 51

Level 17
(x) Done Something You Told Yourself You Wouldn't
(x) Made Prank Phone Calls
(x) Laughed Until Some Kind Of Beverage Came Out Of Your Nose (It's happened with Solid food too @.@)
( ) Kissed In The Rain

SO FAR: 54

Level 18
(x) Written A Letter To Santa Claus
(x) Watched The Sun Set/ sun rise With Someone You Care/Cared About
(x) Blown Bubbles
(x) Made A Bonfire On The Beach Or Anywhere

SO FAR: 58

Level 19
(x) Crashed A Party
( ) Have Travelled More Than 5 Days With A Car Full Of People
(x) Gone Rollerskating / Blading
( ) Had A Wish Come True
( ) Been Humped By A Monkey (LMAO WHAT?!)

SO FAR: 60

Level 20
( ) Worn Pearls
(x) Jumped Off A Bridge
(x) Screamed "Penis" or "Vagina"
( ) Swam With Dolphins

SO FAR: 62

Level 22
(x) Got Your Tongue Stuck To A Pole/Freezer/ice Cube
( ) Kicked A Fish (why would I do that >.<
(x) Worn The Opposite Sex's Clothes
(x) Sat On A Roof Top

SO FAR: 65

Level 23
(x) Screamed At The Top Of Your Lungs
(x) Done / Attempted A One-Handed Cartwheel
(x) Talked On The Phone For More Than 6 Hours
(x) Recently stayed Up for a while talking to someone you care about ( ;w; )

SO FA...

Ustream! - Drawing 30k image

*Hinderence — Tue, 01 Dec 2009 11:57:59 PST

Gonna be ustreaming a picture fo ~blindfeline who got my 30k and her verry pretty char Artsi. This is my 3rd time on ustream and I'mnot like a superfast drawer. SO if you wanna stop by I would LOVE to see you! ;3;
Ustream link: [link]

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COMMISSION HER!:

I'm not all cool to show examples in my journal But check her out! She's open for commissions! A really good friend of mine! <3 She needs the monies ;-;! Ty fo rthe plug on donations <3

COMMISSION HIM!:

He's now open for commissions as well Go take a gander at his gallery you will not be disappointed! Thank you so much Sora for the help!
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Prices!
Port prices:
Remap - $15-$20 Depending how complex.
Couples (two people in one port) - $20
Couples (joining ports) - $25-$35 Depending how complex.

CG:
Sketch- $7
Ink-no color - $10
Color-simple - $13
Color-complex -$18
Background + $4-$10 Depending on how complex.
Persons after 2 - $5 each

TO DO:

Commissions to-do
1. Done
2.~Tumblewheeda - Remap port - Pending
3. Done
4. Done
5.~pikachu - non Remap pixel port - 50% Colored - Half payment sent
6.~Bl00dyTourniquet - Non remap - Coloring

Trades:
1.~ageime - Need info
2.~aynako - Sketched Done- Needs coloring
3.=Saisashi - For her- CG picture- For me Port :3

Other:
Gift for ~cherryvanilla
30k for ~blindfeline
I'm an Elf -

Waiting list:
Ashley S

Contact me:
Furc: Hinderence / Eternal Sailor
Msn: satinareoko@hotmail.com
Skype: Hindy-poo
Paypal: hindypoo@yahoo.com
e-mail: satinareoko@hotmail.com

Thankful For:

*Hinderence — Thu, 26 Nov 2009 14:14:33 PST

Today is Thanksgiving. I belive a day to give thanks for things you are grateful for. This day also shows that the year is comming to an end. One more month and a few days it'll be 2010. Guess there's alot of reflecting to do on the last year, and start planning resoulutions. I would like to give thanks for having such wonderful friends and watchers. With out my friends I'd be in a cornner broken. Though I have grown far more distant form most of my friends, I do cherish the times and memories we had together and I'm thankful that I have met you. The times we had together, I woulden't trade for anything. My family, though we aren't as close and don't share alot of problems with each other, but for being there and supportive.

This year I more than likly made alot of stupid disicions. Hurt some friends in the process. But I noticed I'm changing as a person. It gets hard to handle stressful moments when I don't even know myself. I really miss the closeness of friends to be able to tell them anything. To not have to hold things in for months a years. To be accepted for who I am. Even if I don't know myself. I want to have the curage to say something to someone and not have the fear of what will happen after that. To not feel so useless. To be more creative. Those may be some things I would like to change in the comming year. I may have ranted a bit. Just kinda free style typing here on things that come to mind.

I hope everyone has a Safe and verry Happy Thanksgiving!

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COMMISSION HER!:

I'm not all cool to show examples in my journal But check her out! She's open for commissions! A really good friend of mine! <3 She needs the monies ;-;! Ty fo rthe plug on donations <3

COMMISSION HIM!:

He's now open for commissions as well Go take a gander at his gallery you will not be disappointed! Thank you so much Sora for the help!
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Prices!
Port prices:
Remap - $15-$20 Depending how complex.
Couples (two people in one port) - $20
Couples (joining ports) - $25-$35 Depending how complex.

CG:
Sketch- $7
Ink-no color - $10
Color-simple - $13
Color-complex -$18
Background + $4-$10 Depending on how complex.
Persons after 2 - $5 each

TO DO:

Commissions to-do
1. Done
2.~Tumblewheeda - Remap port - Pending
3. Done
4. Done
5.~pikachu - non Remap pixel port - 50% Colored - Half payment sent
6.~Bl00dyTourniquet - Non remap - Coloring

Trades:
1.~ageime - Need info
2.~aynako - Sketched Done- Needs coloring

Tablet = Death (THANKS FOR THE DONATIONS)

*Hinderence — Mon, 16 Nov 2009 16:53:13 PST

UPDATE:
I reached my goal of $50 for the tablet! I found another tablet for a few dollars more and my mom spot the rest of it so i can buy it! It's on it's way it may be two weeks for me to get it! Just hang tight my dear commissioners and friends! I'll be back in business in no time!
I'd like to give a biig huge thanks for the people that donated! I will be drawing you guys something!

My 6 year old Wacom Graphire 3 Sapphire tablet is on it's last legs.
It may work long enough to get my last two Ports done, But i honestly don't know. It randomly shuts off. I have to move it around and screw with it to come back on. and when it does. it's not always in the most comfortable position for me to use. I really do apologize and I will do my best to get back up and running. It may even be till after Christmas if I get a new one. It's kinda heartbreaking that it's Dying. I'm sorry again x.x!

Another note Got the 30k Kiri Congrats!

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COMMISSION HER!:

I'm not all cool to show examples in my journal But check her out! She's open for commissions! A really good friend of mine! <3 She needs the monies ;-;! Ty fo rthe plug on donations <3

COMMISSION HIM!:

He's now open for commissions as well Go take a gander at his gallery you will not be disappointed! Thank you so much Sora for the help!
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Prices!
Port prices:
Remap - $15-$20 Depending how complex.
Couples (two people in one port) - $20
Couples (joining ports) - $25-$35 Depending how complex.

CG:
Sketch- $7
Ink-no color - $10
Color-simple - $13
Color-complex -$18
Background + $4-$10 Depending on how complex.
Persons after 2 - $5 each

TO DO:

Commissions to-do
1. Done
2.~Tumblewheeda - Remap port - Pending
3. Done
4. Done
5.~pikachu - non Remap pixel port - 50% Colored - Half payment sent
6.~Bl00dyTourniquet - Non remap - Coloring

Trades:
1.~ageime - Need info
2.~aynako - Sketched Done- Needs coloring
3.=Saisashi - For her- CG picture- For me Port :3

Other:
Gift for ~cherryvanilla
30k for ~blindfeline
I'm an Elf -
I'm not all cool to show examples in my journal But check her out! She's open for commissions! A really good friend of mine! <3 She needs the monies ;-;!

Commission Her:
Please give my friend a look for consideration for a commission
[link] Her very dear companion, Misty, had gotten attacked by a dog and she's trying to earn some money for the vet bill. Their only $12 for a fully colored picture! I'm getting one, will you?

Prices!
Port prices:
Remap - $15-$20 Depending how complex.
Couples (two people in one port) - $20
Couples (joining ports) - $25-$35 Depending how complex.

CG:
Sketch- $7
Ink-no color - $10
Color-simple - $13
Color-complex -$18
Background + $4-$10 Depending on how complex.
Persons after 2 - $5 each

Sending info:
I would request ref photos pref but if you want to send a description that will be fine. Just be as detailed as possible, provide any necessary information you want the port to be please provide valid contact info, I tend to think of questions to ask once I start on the artwork. If it's a question regarding the artwork itself, it may be halted till i can double check on the info.
Send info in Notes please. I have my note organized so i can keep track of my Commissions.
Please name them according to the Commission type, ie,... Non remap port for suzie, CG background for Bob

Payment:
I show you sketch you approve or change and pay half, once I complete I sho you you approve You pay rest I e-mail file.

Disclaimer- NO PESTERING ME TO SEE IF YOUR ART IS DONE.
I am not at all a fast drawer, please let me work at my own pace, I -Will- Get it done. if there's a problem i will contact you.

TO DO:

Commissions to-do
1.~~~shota - Remap port - Done paid~~
2.~Tumblewheeda - Remap port - Sketching (for ipod she sent)(haven't had contact with her yet D
3.~~~muddkiwi - Remap port - Done paid~~
4.~~~Kiskae - Remap port - Done Paid - Extra - CG of first port Sketch.~~
5.~pikachu - non Remap pixel port - Coloring - Half payment sent
6.~Bl00dyTourniquet - Non remap
Trades:
1.~ageime - Need info
2.~aynako - Sketched Done- Needs coloring
3.=Saisashi - For her- CG picture- For me Port :3
Other:
Gift for ~cherryvanilla

Waiting list:
Ashley S

Contact me:
Furc: Hinderence / Eternal Sailor
Msn: satinareoko@hotmail.com
e-mail: satinareoko@hotmail.com

Made it!

*Hinderence — Tue, 01 Sep 2009 08:13:58 PDT

I make it To Kansas City, Mo safe and sound!
my mom had a doctors appointment today i felt bad i slept in D:
gott tweak my sleep habit a bit cause the hour change.
She had to get a shot in her back.
My mom's Dog izzy is the awesomest dog this 65 lb dog loves to lay on my lap xD.
I thought my moms 360 was broken when i went to play ._. but i fixed it so I won't go crazy xD
I miss my Buddies!
Stay safe.

There will be some arts on the way! Perhaps in the next few days.

Moving

*Hinderence — Mon, 31 Aug 2009 10:06:55 PDT

Today at 6:15pm I am flying away from this state.
Going to follow my mom to Kansas City, MO. Beautiful weather a fresh start it'll be great.
I wish things here were the way there were. But nothing can change that now. We're all "grown up" right? No time for friends just business. I have lost more friends this year than I have in my lifetime. plus gained a few that I am sad to leave behind. This year has been so stressful idk how to even explain it.
So this is my Good by to the people i know in Florida. You won't be seeing me again for a while.
I love you Drake.
I'll miss you.

Beware the Escalina! The Port Thief!

*Hinderence — Fri, 05 Jun 2009 19:10:52 PDT

Claiming the port I made for Amber was found on ([link]) which was proven was not nor wasn't ever uploaded on that site.

Escalina is the name she uploaded the port on and has been notorious for stealing and recoloring ports to be uploaded for her own use.

Additional information go here [link]
Her Da's:
[link] (active)
[link] (seems unactive)
SA Account (seems unactive)
[link]

That should sum up just about anything you need to know.

Any additional information about this person (either have they tried to commission you, contacted you, know any alternate names she goes by, or anything at all that you may thing could help the situation at all please note me)

The only way i can get the port she stole removed is if I can contact her. I have sent her notes and whispers and no responses yet.

DEP hasen't been doing too much to be helping me with this problem.
I may never get this port cleared but I want to warn all you port artist out there. She WILL NOT pay you for commissions, If you do her commission before she pays and you upload it She will take it Keep proofs of WIP at all times.
I do not want any other artist to have to go through what I had to!

Edit:
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[link]
"I'll hire anyone to do it and WILL pay for it. I would just enjoy seeing the results before I pay. This does not mean that I will ask for you to send me the file before I pay, just upload it online and let me see, give it colors if you want so you're sure no one will steal it, then I'll purchase for the port to be sent to me. I'm paying for a few different outfits too if you want to get paid for more then one port drawing!"

No longer doing ports.

*Hinderence — Fri, 22 May 2009 16:15:24 PDT

I'm done.
Doing what I owe that's it.

I am extremely upset about this. I can't even think of what to type.
I almost put my fist though my screen.

Removing Ports

*Hinderence — Wed, 13 May 2009 10:54:45 PDT

I have had two ports stolen in the past moth. Neither of them removed cause i can't provide the "proof" of creation.

Thanks alot whoever has stolen my art.

Star Trek!

*Hinderence — Sat, 09 May 2009 02:03:45 PDT

... Was amazing.
I can't sleep right now. it's 5 am yaaay. Kind of been struggling with things lately. Not sure on what but my head feels like one of those New york Traffic jams. Pretty soon I'll be on a one week vacation just to get out of this state for a while clear my head spend some money and see my mom who i haven't seen for about a little less than a year. My art has also been suffering, just haven't have the uhmph to get to it and when i do i end up crumpling it up.

On another note, my other brother and his wife moved in for a while. My newly met Sister in law is pretty cool. We also share the same name. It's fun to show her around my town and talk with her. On the downside it's pretty crowded here. this is the first night of the week I've actually stated home. Probably why I'm not asleep yet.

I can't really think straight at the moment, when i fist started writing this i though i knew what i was going to say, not I'm struggling to think of what I'm typing.

My job's going well but very time consuming. Seems i don't even have time to do anything anymore. And if i make time, others get upset or agitated. Makes me want to just crawl off without telling anyone anything. Not sure who I'm talking to. Keeping things to myself suck. And no, don't offer to lend an ear. No, thank you I'm not open for talking about my problems at the current time.

Okay seriously what am I talking about.

I have no ideal.

Uh... Seems my relationship with my real life friends are pretty distant. I guess it's really nothing I can control. Any opportunity I have to, the Ideal is tossed away for one reason or another. Heh, at least I made the suggestion.

Uhg.

Guess that's It.

Also, I'm starting to forget who wants art or is commissioning from me, If you are one of them send me a message or something on this journal (even if i Had you in my last journal), and like I'll get to it as soon as I can. I can't even count to 5 without getting sidetracked in thoughts.

Thank you.

To Do List- Comment if not on it.

*Hinderence — Mon, 13 Apr 2009 11:40:34 PDT

Not open.

I take Digos(at-least 7 months), Spaces(3), and Dragon Scales(15)
15 GD, and Pay Pal for a port.

ports to do/ commission / Trades
(sketched but can't et ahold of them online.)
(sketched)
Ashley S (to be done.)
AJ (to be done.)
Neol Kitty (2 port) (sketched)

Non port Commission Trades
Tanu (reff)

Gaia commissions
(list on Gaia.)

(comment on here or on furc if you're suppost to be on here and I said YES to doing a port(or any other art.) for you. It's really hard to keep track x.x)

Kind of Late - Resolutions

*Hinderence — Mon, 19 Jan 2009 22:28:07 PST

1. Save Money
2. Be a better girlfriend.
3. Get a Job.
4. Se my mom in Kansas.
5. Quit smoking.
6. Sky Dive.
7. Get my SCUBA License.
8. Go see the North east US.
9. Lose Weight
10. Draw more.
11. Be a Better girlfriend...

Kind of late but here are my goals for this year.
Wish me luck...

It's December?

*Hinderence — Wed, 17 Dec 2008 15:32:41 PST

Yeah This year flew by fast.
It's almost 2009. This year felt like half a year.
Pretty shitty yet fun year, I suppose.
Btw I'm 19 now. My birthday was on the ninth.
Yaay...
Felt like any other day actually. Spent time with my BFF and a couple friends. Nothing special nothing horrible.
Moved into my old house again. Same room. Different family. This one a tad bigger than the last time. 1 Brother 1 Sister in law 3 nephews and a best friend.
Trying to find a job again. I need to pay *PkingSora for a beautiful commission he did.
I would have it paid if I didn't send the money to the wrong address.
Go Visit him he does amazing Christmas pictures. They aren't expensive at all and they are amazing!

I'm getting ~Silvxa to draw again. She has this amazing story Ideal.Imma keep prodding her to write it and it'll turn your brain to shit.
You do the same stop by and give her a hello please and thank you.

Thats probably all I really have to say.

Crossing my fingers I'll have a picture up sometime in the next year....

Hm.

*Hinderence — Sat, 08 Nov 2008 12:31:13 PST

Well been wanting to update but Nothing really positive has happened to do a decent update.
Quit/fired from job (I had to many lates)
Moving back into the house I moved out of. (at least I get to live with my BFF ~Silvxa )
No money.
Strained relationships with old friends (one sided on my half)
So angry. All the time.
I'm starting to get drawn away from The DA community seeing as it's basically a place of fame now more than a place for people to see your art.
I've seen artist change they're styles, type of art just to be socially acceptable in this fuck up site. I have been on this site for about 8 years now and hate it more and more everyday. I wish it was how it was before. It seems you can't develop a personal relationship with your fave artist or whatever because you may not kiss their ass and draw them fan art of their characters. I'm very thankful for the fanart i have received but even before that I still was very friendly to those who offered the same to me. Now a days I have to PAY people to draw my characters. I'm not popular in the least none of my watchers hardly talk to me or comment anymore. it's always a fave and run. and when I try to befriend other artist I just get a 3 word reply and thats it. It's really pissing me off. I will commission people when they have a goal they have set that I seem is a rational reason to draw art for money, but seriously I don't want to do commissions ever again. I like drawing to make people happy not to get money out of it. DA makes me sick. But I only stay here to see art and comment on my good friends work (lately I haven't been doing so. thanks to lack of inspiration.)
I wish I had some guts to say to people what I want to Especially if they deserve it....

This is probably a confusing journal but whatever, I might re write it I might not...

No Time , No Insperation.

*Hinderence — Thu, 14 Aug 2008 20:01:32 PDT

Work Work Work...
I hid all of my deviations, I can't really draw as of late. I try but only crap is produced. So I probably won't be submitting anything for a Long, long time.
I'll Post it i I ever get a chance to pick up a pencil.
Full-time jobs are very time-consuming, they leave you with a pathetic social life, on My two days off I stay home and sleep or I go down to LP to see =LastoftheDrakenites I'd like to see my friends more but just really no more time and I'm too far now just don't have the money for Gas.
It's sad.
But It'll get better I hope.
If any of my irl friends want to hang out just give me a call srlsy.
So I bid you adue till I get back on my feet drawing wise. (which won't be for about a couple months)

Audios

Getting better!

*Hinderence — Wed, 11 Jun 2008 17:54:50 PDT

I wanted to get rid of that old emoish journal.
Things are starting to look up.
I move in with my friend Rachel tomorrow.
After that I'm gonna start drawing more.(sucks to have to Job-hunt again)
I really want to do more art. Finish old incomplete things stuff away in my digital folders.

I can honestly say I'm really happy at this point in time.
Thank you my friends for being there for me!
You have helped me so much, Theres no way I could thank you enough!
I will try my best at doing the same for you guys.

It all happens so fast...

*Hinderence — Sat, 10 May 2008 11:48:14 PDT

Had an awesome week (aside from the many latenesses at work) Spending time with Friends most of the nights and Camping last night.

Mom Just told me not 10 mins ago, She's Leaving the first week of June.
The house hasn't sold nor has she found a Job in Kansas.
Just tired of Waiting. Waiting and running out of money.

So Here I am. I have 2-3 weeks to spend time with my mom who I won't seen maybe twice a year when she goes up there.
I Now have to become responsible for my own self. I won't have mom there to help me out anymore.

I'm a little scared. Worried about if I can handle it.

I'm going to miss my childhood house. A lot of memories here.

I have no ideal what my sister is going to do. She's fighting again going to Kansas cause she doesn't want to leave. (I want her to. Like I want her around when Mom leaves)

hmmm I kind of don't know what I'm saying...
Mom's leaving in two weeks and I'm moving in with =zareonianwolf Lets hope I'm not a handful for her Dx

JaCon's Next weekend tho! woo!

Lalala - In my Pants

*Hinderence — Mon, 21 Apr 2008 00:18:02 PDT

Another Thing! MUSIC IN MY PANTS!
Lets see what I get x3 out of the 800 songs i have on my playlist currently.

Directions:
1.) Put your media player of choice on shuffle.
2.) List the first fifteen songs that come up add "in my pants" to the end.
3.) Bold the ones that actually made you LOL.

(1) With Arms Wide open in My Pants - Creed
(2) Car Chase City in My Pants - Tenacious D
(3) Purple Pills in My Pants - D12
(4) Move Your Ass in My Pants - Scooter
(5) Fergilicious in My Pants - Fergie
(6) Crawling in My pants - Linkin Park
(7) Die Another Day in My Pants - Madona
(8) Is This Love in My Pants - Terra Skye
(9) The Finger in My Pants - Dane Cook
(10) Bitch We Gotta Problem in My Pants - KoRn

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I was organizing my faves and I came across The Random Question Meme.
so here I go again for the 7th time XD

[link]

1. Kim just got vaporized in a freak accident. Now what?
------ HOLY SHIT. KIM'S NAKID THEY LEFT HER CLOTHES! GET IN THE LION, IT'S A CAR!!!!!!
2. What would you do without Patrica?
------ Suck at art. Break Down a cry. Not be the same person I am today. I Probably would be WAAAAAY Worse than I am now.
3. Manda suddenly knows all your secrets. What do you have to say about that?
------ Manda Probably already KNOWS All my secrets. She is a Gossip Whore >:0
4. Have you eaten around Caroline?
------ Who's to say I haven't already EATEN Caroline! >:E Oh Wait, Thats sounds a bit wrong.
5. What would Caroline not be caught dead in?
------ Uhhh... I think Uhmmm comon think THINK OF SOMETHING WITTY TO SAY!. OH, A room full of oxygen.
6. Who is Patrica's best friend?
------ ALL OF US HOES. Probly Xai and Lisha more. Cause they are like.. Her bitches yo.
7. What was your first impression of Alisha?
------ She was an Anime Chick. My first inpression was Friiiiiieeeeeeennnnnnndddddddd. *leach*
8. Describe Drake in one word.
------ Cardboard.
9. Would you love to read Nikki's very personal diary?
------ ALREADY DID LOL!!11111one
10. What would you do if Sam confessed love to you?
------ Tha'd be Hot. But I'd like say yo, swung hat way once I love you but i'm not In love with you. I'd much rather have yer mom!!

Headache

*Hinderence — Wed, 16 Apr 2008 20:57:13 PDT

Everything is a big pain.
Fucking irl Drama that seems to follow wherever not needed.
Banks charging too much for one mistake.
People at work being douche bags.
Strangers coming to my house causing my mom to freak out and yell cause things aren't done the way she likes it.
Money.

and One of my fish died He got stuck in a hole in fake coral and died. He was pretty stuck when I tried to get him out. RIP Hugo.

Old Shit just never seems to go away.
People never seem to change for the better.
People are BLIND.
Stupid.
Paranoid.

Gets on my nerves.

I hate Headaches.

Blarg With the Job

*Hinderence — Wed, 26 Mar 2008 01:54:21 PDT

Yuh I'm Steadily working again
which means no time for commissions.
I'm clearing my plate, Sorry those who were waiting but I have almost no time. I haven't drawn in 3 weeks. I might doodle here and there but I have no time for projects. I wanted to finish my TuTu Picture but I haven't even touched it since I submitted the WIP x.x

The only commissions I'm working on is the one for Lothlore. I have that mostly colored. Just working on a background. I'm not all too happy about how it's turning out.

I'm hoping to get some of those Art trades for my good friends irl worked on.

Sorry again to all the ones waiting for me to get going on your pictures.

Guess What

*Hinderence — Mon, 03 Mar 2008 08:41:44 PST

IGOTAJOBNOWIGOBOOMNOWKBUHBYE

Incredibly long Survey

*Hinderence — Tue, 26 Feb 2008 06:13:24 PST

I did this one alonnng time ago on my other account so i think it's time for me to Update it 8D Plus I'm bored & Sick.

(1)Your name: Cassandra Ellen Abbott
(2) Are you happy with it?: Yuh It's not a popular one.
(3) Are you named after anyone?: I think my Middle name comes from my moms mom's middle name. o.o;
(4) Nicknames?: Hinder, Hindy, Hisan, Hindypoople, Hindypoo, Bun, Sa-tina, Tina. Tina Puff, there are more but i can't remeber them xDD.
(5) Your User name: Hinderence.
(6) Would you name a child of yours after you?: No Prolly not.
(7) Then what would you name your children?: idk something not common.
(8) If you were born a member of the opposite sex, what would your name be?: Peter 8D
(9) If you could switch names with a friend, who would it be?: I don't know Putting one of my friends name here would seem abit creepy xD
(10) Are there any mispronunciations/typos that people do with your name constantly? People who call me Cassy... I hates it >:E
(11) Would you drop your last name if you became famous?: uhhh Yeah famous... Right...
(12) Your gender:Female.
(13) Straight/gay/bi? Straight
(14) Single?: Yes and not Loving it.
(15) Want to be?: Absolutely not. I like having that special someone.
(16) Your birth date: December 9th, 1989.
(17) Your age: 18
(18) Age you act: Ranging from 13-18
(19) Age you wish you were: Before I hit puberty and knew what love is.
(21) The color of your eyes: Green Sometimes Hazel.
(22) Happy with it?: Yuh I like green :>
(23) Hair color? Light Amber, I dye my hair occasionally.
(24) Happy with it?: Not really.
(25) Left/right handed?: Right-Handed.
(26) Your living arrangement?: In my room in my mom's house.
(29) What's your job: Don't Patronize me.
(30) Piercings?:2 in each ear and my Belly.
(31) Tattoos?: Someday.
(32) Obsessions?: Halo 3...
(33) Addictions?: Smoking -.-
(35) Do you speak another language?: I wish D=
(37) Do you have a webpage?: Yep but I can't/don't ever update it.

DEEP THOUGHTS about life and you in it...
(38) Do you live in the moment?: Not most of the time.
{39) Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: Yes very... sometimes too much.
(40) Do you have any secrets?: A few. I think.
(41) Do you hate yourself?: I hate what I do... Not myself.
(42) Do you like your handwriting?: Hell no.
(43) Do you have any bad habits?: Yes.
(44) What is the compliment you get most from people?: About my art.
(45) If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called? "Oh God Just Shoot Me" lawl. It'd Be that boring.
(46) What's your biggest fear?: Having no one.
(47) Can you sing?: Eh..
(48) Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: No.
(49) Are you a loner?: Depending on my mood.
(50) What are your number 1 priorities in life?: Marry.
(51) If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: Probably.
(53) Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: I hate Thats I'm selfish at times. That I can't speak my mind when it's bet to do so. Thats I can't Let go of things that should more than likely be let go of for my sake. Thats I need to procrastinate less.
(57) If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?: One thing.... All of the above.
(58) There are three wells, love, beauty and creativity: Love.
(59) How do you vent?: I Draw, Go outside and Cry, and Write.
(60) Do you think you are emotionally strong?: No.. Not at all.
(61) Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: There are many things I regret.
(62) Do you think life has been good so far?: Yeah. It's had it's ups and downs...
(64) What do you like the most about your body?: eh... Nothing is in favor over my other body parts.
(65) And least?: My hands and feet.
(66) Do you think you are good looking?: I'm Average.
(67) Are you confident?: Depends on what. I don't like being confident though. Most of the time it doesn't work out.
(68) What is the fictional character you're most like?: I wouldn't have a clue actually..
(70) Are you perceived wrongly?: Yes. I'm Not always as Happy as I look.

Do you...
(71) Smoke?: Yes...
(72) Do drugs?: Not anymore.
(73) Read the newspaper?: No.
(74) Pray?: Not at all.
(75) Go to church?: No. Too boring.
(76) Talk to strangers who IM you?: Yes.
(77) Sleep with stuffed animals?: Yes.
(78) Take walks in the rain? Yes.
(79) Talk to people even though you hate them?: If they Talk to me first. But I really don't hate anyone at the moment.
(80) Drive?: Yes.
(81) Like to drive fast?: Yes.

WOULD OR HAVE YOU EVER...
(82) Liked your voice?: No.
(83) Hurt yourself?: Yes I have.
(84) Been out of the country?: Yes, Europe....

I'm a fuck up

*Hinderence — Tue, 19 Feb 2008 11:39:09 PST

Things just keep getting worse and worse...
I'm so close to losing hope...I've come to the realization that no one in my family fucking likes me. Mom's to the point of kicking me out, and I'm to the point of a meltdown. I'm slowly and painfully giving up on my ambitions, love, life, hope, happiness, just about everything.
Things aren't looking good.

The Most heartbreaking thing is seeing your Dad Cr

*Hinderence — Fri, 08 Feb 2008 21:28:44 PST

IU'm Not quite back from Kansas yet I'm in Chattanooga, TN atm I'll be back sometime tomorrow afternoon, but as far a what i titled this journal is because My step-dad whome i see more of a supporting father-figure than my real dad,...Cryed when he had to say bye to my mom whne we left Kansas. I have never EVER once seen him do so in the 7+ years i have known him. When i saw him i just broke down myself, he's lonley i feel so bad for him being so far away from his wife for god knows how long. I hope my house sells soon and/or mom finds a job up there with equal or little less than what she's making currently.

But on a happier note, I had a fun time with Kim and my family up there. the day-after we got there it started to snow! about 3-5 inches in some parts. I have never seen it acually fall it's was petty! When I get back home I'm gonna put most of the pictures i took on my myspace (lol myspace) so I don't spam you all with random pictures of bushes and trees.

I also re-designed Sa-Tina's look again. I strayed away from the whole anthro look so she's human no tails an ears thinger look. She has tri-colored hair now. It's a new Pixel ID so you won't be seeing it till i get some of my commissions done.

If all goes well Right after I get home i'm going to go to Pubix (my previous employer) Who the manager in the first Department i worked in is willing to give me a job again SOOO hopefully i get a job there 8D Z WOLF APLY TOO SO YOU CAN WORK WITH ME > I DEMANDS IT.

I typed alot cause i can't type on Laptops o.x

Art to Do:

-Gifts On hold.

- Sketched
- ?

- Sketched

- Sketched

- Sketched

vacation

*Hinderence — Sun, 27 Jan 2008 18:07:03 PST

Going on Vacation to Kansas City, Kansas
I'm going to try and Get as much art as I can done before then.
Hopefully this trip will be fun seing as the first few days Kim will be there so that should be awesome. Hopefully it'll snow, and hopefully it'll help me keep things off my mind that I have been stressing about. I will keep quiet about that.

well I'll be leaving Sunday and won't be back till Saturday-Sunday.
I won't like the next week after we get back at all, I don't think I'll be online much so if I'm gone and not responsive for a week don't worry.

Art to Do:

-Gifts On hold.

- Sketched
- ?

- Sketched

- Sketched

- Sketched

- ?

- ?

Roughly between $15- $25 I let you choose.
-Ports -Closed
Magnus - info sent - pending
Demi - Pending. (gift)
asphyxiation - Port trade - Pending.

-Contests
Draicos's - Not started
Fuhnora's - Not started

Depending on the type We'll discuss a price.
-Non Pixel Commissions - Open 2/5
Magnus - 2 fully colored pictures. (sketching 1/2)
Fuhnora - v-day picture

Art to do.

*Hinderence — Mon, 14 Jan 2008 05:28:30 PST

Art to Do:

-Gifts On hold.

- Sketched
- ?

- Sketched

- Sketched

- Sketched

- ?

- ?

Roughly between $15- $25 I let you choose.
-Ports -Closed
Heaven - Info sent - sketching
Magnus - info sent - sketching
Demi - Pending. (gift)
asphyxiation - Port trade - Pending.

-Contests
-none

Depending on the type We'll discuss a price.
-Non Pixel Commissions - Open 1/5
Magnus - 2 fully colored pictures.

-Other
- Trade (not started)

3 more days till 08 - Art update.

*Hinderence — Fri, 28 Dec 2007 22:36:37 PST

The New Year!

One Hell of a year it has been mmhm!
Probably the most eventful one in my life Made a lot of mistakes, learned a ot, made new friends Hung out and had goo times with still close friends.
Been in relationships, the last one I thought would last but I was wrong. It Still amazes me how much you can learn form yer friends. Not just general stuff but I mean more about them, Like you think you know them then a few days later you find something else, The world is like a never ending book of knowledge waiting to be discovered. I'm now 18 considered an adult and I feel no different than I did when I turned 16 or 14 or whatever, just another day older with a little more privileges and restrictions/catches. I have done what most "average" Teenagers have done. Done drugs, sex, drank and broken the law. Oddly enough a large handful of my friends haven't even done so, I envy them. Well no not exactly, I can't really explain that xD Maybe I will someday, Thats what I hope to learn how to do Is explain my opinions with actual,... Fact and detail to make people able to understand what I'm thinking. Hard as it is to believe I think A LOT and about almost EVERYTHING, I also what if a lot. I don't know if it's good or not to think like that or if it's hurting me in a way to do. Right now I'm not even sure why I am writing this. I'm probably just boring you all with my rambling on about various things. Right now is probably gonna be the hardest time in my life, for now, Hopefully. My mother is in a emotionally hard time and I'm doing my best to help which isn't any help seeing as I have a lot of bad habits I just can't seem to break. She's trying to Sell my Childhood home so she can move out of this state she seems to Hate so much to live witch my Step-Dad who now lives 21 hours away (because his job is there) so she can be happy. I stay up till 3 am and sleep till 2 pm I get nothing done, I have no job to support me so I have to borrow from my mom a lot which is why I'm doing my best on getting a job to get money for her, Which isn't Helping one bit. I like to Get out of the house a lot to get away from the stress at home Thats why I'm so thankful for my friends I love my family and I just want them to be happy So I'm Staying here in my hometown when my mom moves. I won't regret it. I know I won't. My parents won't either as long as I'm able to support myself and be a responsible adult. Along time ago I hated life I wanted to just die now I don't want to. I want to make as many people happy as possible as well as myself. I want to live the fullest life as possible.
I suppose I have a New Years resolution, a couple actually and I hope they all can be accomplished.
I would Like to find that "special someone" I can be with on a regular basis not online being depressed because the person I care for is so many miles away, cause you can't have a strong happy relationship when you can't even touch the one you love.
I want to start School and start learning the things I need for my career that will keep me surviving till I'm old enough to quit it and live without having to work.
I want to be the best friend I can to all of my irl and online friends
I want a job so i can support my self living here with my mom and when I move out into a friends home. I want to be able to help any of my friends if they come up and say "hey I have a big problem I really need your help" I'm able to DO something about it. If any of you EVER need any Help or just someone to talk to I WILL no WANT to to help Please don not hesitate to ask.
This now ends my Ranting on about nothing in particular just everything.

Also I know Christmas is 2 days away, I unfortunately ran out of time for the pictures I wanted to make by Christmas. So I'm hoping by some miracle i will Have them done by New years!

Help Mah Friends!!

Also a good friend of mine Needs some help!

He's In need of some money so he's having a sale on chibies! His are amazingly adorable! The perfect gift!

Also Needs some commissions Go check out his page and journal for more info!!

If you can Help? :<

I need to repay my m...

Christmas Time - Help My friend.

*Hinderence — Sat, 15 Dec 2007 22:35:53 PST

Christmas Time!

Thanking a break on Commissions and stuff.
I will be making Gifts in the mean time!
14 more days!

Gift for these people Not in any order. These are Close and Good friends that i talk to on a semi regular basis! Sorry if you are not on this list .
If you have a question mark next to your name I have no ideal what to draw you so Please let me know~!

- Sketched
- ?

- Sketched

- Sketched

- Sketched

- ?

- ?

Pew I got myself one mighty list!
Well I got work on my list! Be sure to get back with me if you have a Question mark!

Help Sora!

Also a goo friend of mine Needs some help!

He's In need of some money so he's having a sale on chibies! His are amazingly adorable! The perfect gift!

Question Meme Generator

*Hinderence — Sun, 09 Dec 2007 18:17:49 PST

18 Yeah! Been awake for more than 24 hours!

Made by the amazing
This made me LULZ DO IT [link]

1. Who would you rather get stuck in handcuffs with, Patricia or Nikki?
- Both! Sexy party Hell Fucking YEAH!
2. Super fun fun adventure amusement park marathon with you, Jamie and Xai! How will it go?
- I predict Much vomiting. And Screaming ohh the screaming.
3. Does Sam make you hot?
- I Fap to her image 5 times a day.
4. Do you miss Jamie?
-Yes, I miss all my friends!
5. Have you eaten around Kim?
-Yes, i have eaten many a things around Kim.
6. If Patricia and Aya teamed up, what would they most likely accomplish?
- WORLD DOMMINATION!
7. Who would be a better superhero sidekick between Kim and Drake, and why?
- This one is a hard Choice. Kim is a woman, and Drake has Stealthy Ninja powers and Lazor beams. SO probably Drake Sorry Kim you can be my sidekick tho! ~<3
8. Will Xai eat those green eggs and ham?
- Yes SHE WILL< AND FROM A CAN!
9. Can Xai be bad influence?
-NO OR ATLEAST I DON'T THINK SOO.
10. Does Drake make you hot?
-ONLY IF HE LETS ME TOUCH HIS NOODLEY APPENDAGES
FUCK

If you can Help? :<

I need to repay my mom for my insurance which is $158.78
I'm doing $5 Clean inked pictures if you are interested PLEASE note me.
I'll even SHIP the picture to you so you can have the original copy!
My pay pal address is satinareoko@hotmail.com
My name on there should be Cassandra Abbott
Thank you all for your help.
$-40.12/$158.87 (i had to pay for gas, I really need to quit smoking.)

Art to Do

-Ports - Closed
~Scuzzers - 3 ports - $60 USD Pay Pal (paid) (Started 3/3)

-Contests
-none

-Non Pixel Commissions - Open
- $5 Ink (paid) (Done)
- $5 ink (paid) (Done)
- $5 ink (paied) (Done)
-$5 ink (Paid) (Done)
-$5 ink (Paid) (not started)

-Other
- Trade (sketching)
- 10K (inking)
- Trade (not started)
victim (not started)

Thank you For the art Lovlies!

Sa-Tina

18 Yeah!

I'm 18 Right now Horay!

Ninjaed from
THE BASICS: write a Christmas/Holiday wish list. It can be any 10 wishes you'd like to have granted, no matter what they are. Possible or seemingly impossible. People look and grant the wishes if they can. It's not about "OMFG PRESENTS", it's about making someone else's holiday a little brighter by giving. Personally, I get more out of giving than receiving sometimes. It's just a good feeling to give.

STEP ONE

** Make a post in your journal. The post should contain your list of 10 holiday wishes. The wishes can be anything at all, from simple and fun ("I'd love a Snape/Hermione icon that's just for me") to medium ("I wish for _____ on DVD") to really big ("All I want for Christmas is a new car/computer/house/TV.") The important thing is, make sure these wishes are things you really, truly want.

** If you wish for real possible things, make sure you include some sort of contact info in your post, whether it's your address or just your email address where Santa (or one of his elves) could get in touch with you.

** Also, make sure you post some version of these guidelines in your journal, so that others can join in and participate to spread the holiday joy!

STEP TWO

** Surf around your friend list to see who has posted their list. And now here's the important part:

** If you see a wish you can grant, and it's in your heart to do so, make someone's wish come true. Sometimes someone's trash is another's treasure, and if you have a leather jacket you don't want or a gift certificate you won't use--or even know where you could get someone's dream purebred Basset Hound for free--do it.

** You needn't spend money on these wishes unless you want to. The point isn't to put people out, it's to provide everyone a chance to be someone else's holiday elf--to spread the joy. Gifts can be made anonymously or not--it's your call.

There are no rules with this project, no guarantees, and no strings attached. Just...wish, and it might come true. Give, and you might receive. And you'll have the joy of knowing you made someone's holiday special.

1) Anything from Hot Topic. (Skirts, Mesh stuff, boots, Armbands, jackets, pants)

2) A Rx to clear my Psoriasis. I really want it gone, i kills me to have disgusting hands and feet. (changed Gas cause I fergot about my Skin condition I'd waaay rather have this than gas.)

3) ~~Me Not having NEGATIVE 75 Bucks in the bank. (it will be more than 75 here in a bit cause of the 35 dollar fine ever 7 days)~~ Mommah Paid it cause it was effecting her credit cause she is joined to my account.

4) a Calligraphy Pen (Copic Drawing pen)

5) Manga Any manga

6) Art cause I love art.

7) Money/Giftcards

8) more time with my friends

9) A Boyfrind

10) A Subscription to DA

If you can Help? :<

Art to Do

My Birthday - Edit.

*Hinderence — Thu, 06 Dec 2007 13:11:39 PST

18 Yeah!

My birthday is on Sunday (December 9th)
Edit:
Forget My birthday Someone Get me the fuck out of this house. I can't take it anymore. I want to be gone from here the whole weekend.... I need to get away from HER right now.

I got a Pretty Pictures from My Friends
Posse
Mutt

That Is all.

Edit: I Quit Smoking By means of Cold Turkey I have now gone 3days without smoking.

If you can Help? :<

Art to Do

Thank you For the art Lovlies!

Sa-Tina

An old Survey~ Re-Taken 5 years down the road.

*Hinderence — Sat, 31 Oct 2009 05:20:55 PDT

Kind of wish i still had my original answers D: But on my old account I deleted all my old journals >.o

.001. ] Name: Cassandra A.
.002. ] Gender: Female.
.003. ] Age: 19.
.004. ] Birthday: December 9th, 1989
005. ] Height: 5' 2" Woo shortie 8D
.006. ] Hair color: brown/blonde
.007. ] Eye color: Green/hazle
.008. ] Race: Uh, Homosapien?
.009. ] Is your hair long or short: Shot :3
.010. ] Repping: Wat?
.011. ] Zodiac sign: Sagittarius
.012. ] How many languages do you know: English, understand SOME Spanish.
.013. ] Nationality: I'm a mutt.
.014. ] Piercings you have: 3 in each ear, and belly button.
.015. ] Piercings you want: I'm fine with the one's I have.
.016. ] Tattoos you have: None.
.017. ] Tattoos you want: A butterfly somewhere (no tramp stamps ktnx)
.018. ] Today's date: 10/31/09
.019. ] The time: 6:16 Am

Â» S C H O O L Â«
.020. ] Are you still in school: Nope.
.021. ] Did you drop out: Yep.
.022. ] Favorite grade: 9th grade. When I had friends x3
.023. ] Least favorite grade: Elementary school. Terrible terrible years.
.024. ] Favorite teacher: Mr. Virkler cause he was a happy leprechaun. Gave us candy all the time.
.025. ] Least favorite teacher: Mrs. COOMS
.026. ] Favorite subject: P.E.
.027. ] Least favorite subject: Science and World History.
.028. ] Do/did you buy lunch or bring it: I buy it.
.029. ] Play any sports on the school's team: Nah.
030. ] Are/were you popular: Not really o3o.
.031. ] Most humiliating moment: Farting in reading class, while sleeping. IT HAD TO BE THE MOST QUIET CLASS TOO. Uhg.

Â» F A V O R I T E Â«
.032. ] Number: 21.
.033. ] Clothing brand: Anything.
.034. ] Shoes: Anything comfy.
.035. ] Saying: Whole Beaans!
.036. ] Tv show: I don't watch TV much.
.037. ] Sport: Swimming
.038. ] Vegetable: Asparagus
.039. ] Fruit: Kiwi!
.040. ] Movie: All the movies people don't like..
.041. ] Magazine: Uh. US weekly?
.044. ] Scent: Ocean.
.045. ] Ice cream flavor: Raspberry Sorbet
.046. ] Color: Green, Yellow, and White
.047. ] Season: Winter.
.048. ] Holiday: Don't have any faves.
.049. ] Type of music: Techno, Trance, Vocal Trance, Instrumental.
.050. ] Thing in your room: My laptop
.051. ] Bands: To many!
.052. ] Books: Mostly manga, a few romance novels
.053. ] TV channel: Discovery
.054. ] Junk food: Chiips and Diiip!
.055. ] Overall food: Everything mostly
.056. ] Shoe brand: Uh.
.057. ] Fast food: Culver's or Steak-n-Shake
.058. ] Restaurant: On the Boarder
.059. ] Shape: Star
.060. ] Time: Sunset.
.062. ] State: Tenessee
.063. ] Boys name: Deven
.064. ] Girls name: Serena or Alana
.065. ] Mall: Eh.
.066. ] Car: Camero!
.067. ] Word: SCUBA
.068. ] Month: December.
.069. ] Disney character: Eeyore
.070. ] Scary movie: Uhh. prolly has to be the decent, Creeps the hell out of me.

Â» T H I S OR T H A T Â«
.071. ] Rock or rap: Rock
.072. ] Rock or pop: Rock.
.073. ] Rock or r&b: Rock.
.074. ] Rap or pop: Rap
.075. ] Rap or r&b: Rap
.076. ] Rap or metal: Rap
.077. ] Pop or r&b: Pop
.078. ] Pop or metal: Pop
.079. ] r&b or metal: Metal.
.080. ] Selena or J.lo: J.lo
.081. ] Hot or cold: Warm.
.082. ] Winter or summer: Winter.
.083. ] Spring or fall: Fall.
.084. ] Shakira or Britney: Shakira
.085. ] MTV or VH1: Neither.
.086. ] Football or basketball: Football.
.087. ] Skiing or snowboarding: Done neither
.088. ] Rollarblading or skateboarding: Rollarblading.
.089. ] Black or white: White
.090. ] Orange or red: orange
.091. ] Yellow or green: Green.
.092. ] purple or pink: Pink
.093. ] Inside or outside: Outside mostly.
.094. ] Weed or alcohol: Alchohol
.095. ] Cell phone or pager: Cellphone.
.096. ] Powerpuff Girls or Charlie's Angels: Powerpuff girls
.097. ] Scooby doo or dino: Scooby Doo.
.098. ] Tattoos or piercings: Either
.099. ] Coke or pepsi: Pepsi
.100. ] Flowers or candy: Flowers of course
.101. ] Tall or short: Uh. I like tall people, but I like being short.

.Â» H A V E / W O U L D Y O U E V E R . . Â«
.102. ] Pictured your crush naked?: Uh, Yes.
.103. ] Actually seen your crush naked: Yes.
.104. ] Been in love: Yeah..
.105. ] Cried when someone died: Yes.
.106. ] Drank alcohol: HAHAHA. yes.
.107. ] Lied: Yea, I'm human aren't I.
.108. ] Eat crap for $1,000,000: Uhh. Prol...

Well I hate Growing up.

*Hinderence — Tue, 20 Nov 2007 10:52:30 PST

An Update!

In 2 and a Half weeks I will be turning 18
My parents are moving, when I do not know when ever the house is going to sell. Well that leave one Question, Where the Hell am I going to Go. I really don't want to move to Kansas It's beautiful up there don't get me wrong but 21 hours away from my home town is just too dramatic. I started talking with my grandfather recently and he has offered to take me in and put me through college. My mom is comfortable with it aswell, but when i don't know. If anyone you know is looking for a house in Florida contact me.
I will be soon living in West Palm Beach (way better than Tampa)
There's ALOT of colleges down there and the beaches there are amazing! (not as amazing as Destin though sadly)
I'm still trying to find a Job though to get me through till I move out. My mom had to pay ANOTHER one of my insurance payments soo the amount I owe back to her is increasing The places I applied for need to call me back Dx.

I feel alittle better though no that i have an Ideal of where I'm going in life. That what was making me so miserable. I now can actually see College in my future But I'm still far away from my friends. I really hope I'll be able to see you guys more than once every 2 years :/

Well latter today i will do my next feature Right now I'm working on my overdue port commissions. I haven't done a port in a long time I'm sorry! I'm getting to them As soon as I can Dx

If you can Help? :<

Art to Do

-Ports - Closed
Catessa - 2 ports - $35 USD Pay pal (not paid) (Not Started)
Raotix - Couple port - 3 Spaces (not Paid) (Not Started)
Science - 1 port - (paid) (Inking)
Binx - 1 port (paid) (Not Started)
~Scuzzers - 3 ports - $60 USD Pay Pal (paid) (Started 3/3)
- 1 Port - $10 USD Pay Pal (paid) (not started)

-Contests
(not started) (I really need to)

-Non Pixel Commissions - Open
- $5 Ink (paid) (Done)
- $5 ink (paid) (Done)
- $5 ink (paied) (Done)
-$5 ink (Paid) (Done)

-Other
- Trade (sketching)
- 10K (not started)
- Trade (not started)

Thank you For the art Lovlies!

Sa-Tina

Teknine

I am behind in my featuring! The next 3 days shall be !
I have talked with her a couple times on furcadia, I like her style of art! She does all kinds of pictures for other people which is awesome cause drawing stuffs for others is.... uhm Awesome!.
Okay soo I shall feature 5 pictures I like out of her scraps and Gallery (which was hard to do cause I liked alot of em!)

- Blue
I like the way she drew this character it may be a Hip and up picture but it's a cute pose and the coloring on it is Beautiful! I love how she does ears, something I have trouble myself doing. and Don't forget the hair! Awesome job!

- out 2
I really really Like the haiiir! I donno why this one is in scraps! She did very well on the shading aswell!

This is Halloween
This one is my fave. I think it's adorable even for the song it's relating to. She has such a creative character! I like the stitches n markings on her characters body. Very well done you should be proud!

My character yaaay
Me really likes her face! Here is her character again (but older version me thinks) again I love her hair and the shading in the hair! I say moar moar

Senorita
Last but not least! I like how she used different tones of the color to give it a unique touch, and the fact almost all her pictures including this on were drawn on the computer! (I'm assuming this correct me if I am wrong!)

I say Go watch her and comment on her piactures she needs moar love >:0
and Keep it Up I'm keepin an eye on your uploads!

If you can Help? :<

Art to Do

-Ports - Closed
Catessa - 2 ports - $35 USD Pay pal (not paid) (Not Started)
Raotix - Couple port - 3 Spaces (not Paid) (Not Started)
Science - 1 port - (paid) (Inking)
Binx - 1 port (paid) (Not Started)
~Scuzzers - 3 ports - $60 USD Pay Pal (not paid) (Started 2/3)
- 1 Port - $10 USD Pay Pal (paid) (not started)

-Contests
(not started) (I really need to)

-Non Pixel Commissions - Open
- $5 Ink (done) (paid needs mailed)

*Hinderence — Tue, 13 Nov 2007 21:33:27 PST

"Everything's Wrong"

It hurts to be alone in the cell I call my home.
But it heals me in my mind without you by my side.
I feel so down and out and you never knew that about me.
When you fought this all away and now I know it was no mistake.

But it's all gone.

Nothing feels good anymore,
everything's wrong yeah!
Nothing feels right anymore.
I'm a slave to my anger,
everything holds me down,
so I wont try anymore.

But it's all right.

I left without a plan, I knew you would not understand.
It all builds up to this day, made it too hard along the way.
I felt so full of doubt at the thought of running out kills me.
And I kept it close to home but I love being all alone.

When it's all gone.

Nothing feels good anymore,
everything's wrong yeah.
Nothing feels right anymore.
Im a slave to my anger,
everything holds me down.
So I wont try anymore.

And im still hanging on and I tried so hard for you.
And im still holding on and I've tried my best for you.

Oh nothing feels good anymore,
everything's wrong yeah.
Nothing feels right anymore.
I'm a slave to my anger,
everything holds me down,
so I won't try anymore.

But it's all right.

Everything's wrong
Crossfade

Eh a song that suits me atm.

If you can Help? :<

Art to Do

-Ports - Closed
Catessa - 2 ports - $35 USD Pay pal (not paid) (Not Started)
Raotix - Couple port - 3 Spaces (not Paid) (Not Started)
Science - 1 port - (paid) (Inking)
Binx - 1 port (paid) (Not Started)
~Scuzzers - 3 ports - $60 USD Pay Pal (not paid) (Started 2/3)
- 1 Port - $10 USD Pay Pal (paid) (not started)

-Contests
(not started) (I really need to)

-Non Pixel Commissions - Open
- $5 Ink (done) (paid needs mailed)
- $5 ink (paid) (sketching)
- $5 ink (not paid) (not started)
-$5 ink (Paid) (not Started)

-Other
- Trade (sketching)
- 10K (not started)
- Trade (not started)

Thank you For the art Lovlies!

Sa-Tina

Hey I'm back =o

Not the happiest person in the world right now I have a lotta things on my Mind BUT I shall draw alot seeing as my list is growing of stuff i need to do >.> <.<; so Yeah you Might be seeing a lotta pictures submitted here in the next two 3 weeks.

So yeah

I have been tagged while on vacation by the mighty I was assigned the letter F So I must state 10 things I like that start with F...
1. Fucking (Yeah you didn't see that coming)
2. Fish ( I have a pet Beta fish named Jim who is still at my Dad's house witch I hope hasn't been relocated in the Hot Tub D= )
3. Flying ( Only done it a couple times but I love flying)
4. Fried Plantains (omg Yummm)
5. Fire ( as long as It's not on me I love it )
6. Flared pants ( I can't wear any other kind of pants cause my ankles need breathing room)
7. Fuzzy things ( omg I so love fuzzy things!)
8. French Fries ( *mouthwaters* Especially from Checkers)
9. Ferrets (cause they are cute and I'm having trouble thinking of things that start with F I like....)
10. Final Fantasy ( cause I'm a Nerd and proud of it. Although I have never beaten any of the games....I CAN"T HELP IT I GET STUCK IN RPGs! )

I tag!
You get the Letter G
you get the Letter T
you get the Letter O

If you can Help? :<

Art to Do

-Ports - Closed
Catessa - 2 ports - $35 USD Pay pal (not paid) (Not Started)
Raotix - Couple port - 3 Spaces (not Paid) (Not Started)
Science - 1 port - (paid) (Inking)
Binx - 1 port (paid) (Not Started)
~Scuzzers - 3 ports - $60 USD Pay Pal (not paid) (Started 2/3)

-Contests
(not started) (I really need to)

-Non Pixel Commissions - Open
- $5 Ink (done) (paid needs uploading and mailed)
- $5 ink (not paid) (not started)
- $5 ink (not paid) (not started)
-$5 ink (not paid) (not Started)

-Other
- Trade (sketching)

hmm(updated the Featured Area)

*Hinderence — Wed, 24 Oct 2007 09:07:50 PDT

Winter downs?

Dont know why but for some reason I'm feeling extremely emo....
DonÂt ask me why I honestly have no clue...

Next drawings I do I would really encourage some ADVANCED Critique I know I spelled that wrong but I donÂt have fire fox right now to used it's nifty spell check...
Just please I beg I want to improve my art it hasnÂt gone anywhere for a while now and I'm abit unhappy about that. I know some things I need to work on but others I donÂt know or donÂt know how to fix or improve. I was actually going to write a journal about something completely different...... but I forgot what it was about.

OH One thing I remember what I was going to say. Here's not completely directly quoted Phone conversation with my friend Rachel.

Me: Yeah my dad wanted me to stay with him and work at Pizza hut.
Rachel: Pifft yeah right *laughs*
Me: YEAH, ThatÂs what I was saying in my head! But Deliverers make some good money.
Rachel: Yeah with all the tips and stuff, when I get pizza I usually tip 5 gold.
Me... 5 Gold?!
Rachel: Did I just say 5 Gold? Oh my God I did! *starts laughing"
Me: *falls on the grass laughing hysterically.* Oh god Rachel you Killed me!

Lesson- WoW kills your BRAIN!

That was my laugh of the day!

Also I have new featured art at the bottom it actually has a theme. All the pictures I have received from other people, Go check them out They are AMAZING!

If you can Help? :<

Art to Do

-Ports - Closed
Catessa - 2 ports - $35 USD Pay pal (not paid) (Not Started)
Raotix - Couple port - 3 Spaces (not Paid) (Not Started)
Science - 1 port - (paid) (Inking)
Binx - 1 port (paid) (Not Started)
~Scuzzers - 3 ports - $60 USD Pay Pal (not paid) (Started 2/3)

-Contests
(not started) (I really need to)

-Non Pixel Commissions - Open
- $5 Ink (done) (paid needs uploading and mailed)
- $5 ink (not paid) (not started)

-Other
- Trade (sketching)
- 10K (not started)

Thank you For the art Lovlies!

Sa-Tina

Quick update

I'm in Kansas Right now as we speak, well as I speak.

Kilmyana

:iconKilmyan:She is one of my newest watches and watchers! She's got alot of pretty stuff and writing that i think you all will like :3 Her strong point is in her writing witch I happen to like alot I read through most of them and I'll feature a few of them for you along with some of her prettyfull CG pictures and pixel works :3

Fully Alive:
I relly really like how this picture was put together The backround is done very well, not to mention the pose shos exactly what the title states she looks like she's very much alive and happy to be so! Her anatomy is well done aswell :3 It takes skills to do feet that good!

In The Shadow's Light...
Mmhm another good put together picture I really like the effects in this one, like the ray of light comming from the sun above the tree to highlight the angle gilr very well done indeed :3 I wish i had Ideals liek that for background you lucky lucky girl you >( Keep up the beautiful pictures

Hold you, Hold me...(blue version):
Me lovie this one! Soch a meaningful pose for the two So adorable. and the sky in the background the swerlies just ah awesome! Great job!

Into the Night
love love love this one You are quite the writer! I love how much feeling is in this and the choice of vocabulary just made it all the more good! I love a good poem :3

Ninja Rabbit
Go ninja rabbit go! Good job on this one it made me giggle Bunny will pwn ur a$$ with Stingy grapefruit!!

Go check out more of her stuff you liky specially her writings! You will not regret it!

If you can Help? :<

I need to repay my mom for my insurance wish is $158.78
Si I'm doing $5 Clean inked pictures if you are interested PLEASE note me.
I'll even SHIP the picture to you so you can have the original copy!
My pay pal address is satinareoko@hotmail.com
My name on there Should be Cassandra Abbott
Thank you all for your help.
$0.00/$158.78

Art to Do

-Ports - Closed
Catessa - 2 ports - $35 USD Paypal (not Paid) (Not Started)
Raotix - Couple port - 3 Spaces (not Paid) (Not Started)
Science - 1 port - (paid) (Inking)
Binx - 1 port (paid) (Not Started)
~Scuzzers - 3 ports - $60 USD PayPal (not paid) (Started 1/3)

-Contests
(not started)

-Non Pixel Commissions - Open

-Other
- Trade (sketching)

Featured Artists

Click or die D= j/k

Silvxa

*Hinderence — Mon, 15 Oct 2007 11:21:40 PDT

Silver

She's Been my friend longer than anybody has. We went through some shit but it's all patched up now :3.
Some one needs to beat her over the head with something to get her to draw more! She like completely stopped posting any new pictures aside from stamps which are the greatest stamps ever!

.little.guy.
She drew this on the back of a receipt with a pen! How amazing is that!? He's her own adorable creation! He deserves to be on her fave deviation! He also demands favs and comments

Smo
She does awesome full body pictures when she does draw something x) I love the details she puts into sketches and the pose is like awesome! She does very good on details such as wrinkles in clothes and furry tails as you can tell

Aynako
Yes Kim I went to your old account to grab up some art I liked that you did. I really like this one it may be a simple pose but it's well done! I love the details as usual It's a shame you don't have more up >0

Organization XIII Madness
Her doodles ALWAYS make me laughs my ass off and are draw so very well done! I like how everyone of the orgy members look Especially Axel She draws hands too well! Dx

For Hinderence
*giggle* I have ALWAYS loved this picture! She does comics very well. I just LOVE this picture Thats all that I can say! I saved the best for last hehe! x) Thanks again Silver for the picture!

I think you all should go over to *Silvxa's page and bug the hell out of her to make her draw more. I miss seeing pictures from her D=
I love ya Silver!

If you can Help? :<

my car insurance witch i need to pay in less than 2 weeks
which is $158.78 and I have $5.11 to my name.

Art to Do

I'm a horrible person.

*Hinderence — Sun, 14 Oct 2007 21:59:13 PDT

For the lulz

I will Get my next feature up tomorrow when I wake up

Stoled From

---------

1. Smoked. [x]
2. Consumed alcohol. [x]
3. Slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex. [x]
4. Slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex. [x]
5. Kissed someone of the same sex. [X]
6. Had sex. [X]
7. Had someone in your room other than family. [x]
8. Watched porn. [x]
9. Bought porn. [ ]
10. Done drugs. [x]

TOTAL SO FAR: 9

1. Taken painkillers. [x]
2. Taken someone else's prescription medicine. [x]
3. Lied to your parents. [x]
4. Lied to a friend. [x]
5. Been to rehab. [ ]
6. Done something illegal. [x]
7. Cut yourself. [x]
8. Hurt someone. [ ]
9. Been to a club. [x]
10. Seen someone die. [ ]

TOTAL SO FAR: 16

1. Missed curfew. [x]
2. Stayed out all night. [x]
3. Eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself. [ ]
4. Been to a therapist. [ ]
5. Snuck out of the house. [x]
6. Dyed your hair. [x]
7. Received a ticket. [ ]
8. Been in an accident. [x]
9. Wished someone to die. [ ]
10. Been to a bar. [x]

TOTAL SO FAR: 22

1. Been to a wild party. [x]
2. Been to a Mardi Gras parade. [ ]
3. Drank more than four beers in a night. [x]
4. Had a spring break in Florida. [x]
5. Sniffed anything. [x] Pixie sticks Lawl
6. Wore black nail polish. [x]
7. Wore arm bands. [x]
8. Wore t-shirts with band names. [ ]
9. Listened to rap. [x]
10. Owned a 50 Cent CD. [ ]

TOTAL SO FAR: 29

1. Dressed Gothic. [x]
2. Dressed prep.[x]
3. Dressed punk. [x]
4. Dressed grunge. [ ]
5. Stole something. [x]
6. Been too drunk to remember anything. [x]
7. Blacked out. [x]
8. Fainted. [ ]
9. Had a crush on a neighbor. [ ]

TOTAL SO FAR: 35

1. Snuck into someone else's room. [x]
2. Had a crush on your friend. [x]
3. Been to a concert. [x]
4. Dry-humped someone. [x]
5. Been called a slut. [ ]
6. Called someone a slut. [ ]
7. Installed speakers in your car. [ ]
8. Broken a mirror. [x]
9. Showered at someone of the opposites sex's house. [x]
10. Brushed your teeth with someone else's toothbrush. [ ]

TOTAL SO FAR: 41

1. Consider/considered Ludacris your favorite rapper. [ ]
2. Seen an R-rated movie in theater. [x]
3. Cruised the mall. [x]
4. Skipped school. [x]
5. Had surgery. [ ]
6. Had an injury. [x]
7. Gone to court. [ ]
8. Walked out of a restaurant without paying/tipping. [x]
9. Caught something on fire. [ ]
10. Lied about your age. [x]

TOTAL SO FAR: 47

1. Owned/rented an apartment. [ ]
2. Broke the law in the police's presence. [ ]
3. Made out with someone who had a gf/bf. [ ]
4. Got in trouble with the police. [x]
5. Talked to a stranger. [x]
6. Hugged a stranger. [x]
7. Kissed a stranger. [x]
8. Rode in the car with a stranger. [ ]
9. Been harassed. [x]
10. Been verbally harassed. [x]

TOTAL SO FAR: 53

1. Met face-to-face with someone you met online. [x]
2. Stayed online for 5 hours straight. [x]
3. Talked on the phone for more than 4 hours straight. [x]
4. Watched TV for 5 hours straight. [x]
5. Been to a fair. [x]
6. Been called a bad influence. [ ]
7. Drink and drive. [ ]
8. Prank-called someone. [x]
9. Laid on a couch with someone of the opposite sex. [x]
10. Cheated on a test. [x]

TOTAL SO FAR: 61

-If You Have Less Then 10..write [I'm a Goody Goody.]
-If You Have More Than 10..write [I'm still a goody goody.]
-If You Have more Than 20..write [I'm average.]
-If You Have More Than 30..write [I'm a bad kid.]
-If You have more than 40..write [I'm a very bad influence.]
-If You Have more than 50..write [I'm a horrible person.]

If you can Help? :<

my car insurance witch i need to pay in less than 2 weeks
which is $158.78 and I have $20.11 to my name.

Art to Do

-Ports - Closed
Catessa - 2 ports - $35 USD Paypal (not Paid) (Not...

Zareonian Wolf

*Hinderence — Fri, 12 Oct 2007 07:54:48 PDT

Z Woffle

Z Woffle:
She has Been My Loong time friend since the 7th Grade.
I meet Her in Technology Class (Yay Mr. Blakey). I was first very jealous of her art, She drew alot better than me She still does. I'm glad we are still friends through out all the crap we have been through and I'm glad to see she's starting he webcomic finally! So now I get a chance to show off some of her awesome Art witch she has been developing since the first time I met her!

Used and Abused:
I really liked this one the Blue just brings out the emotion in it more. I love the pose she chose to Put her character (Z Wolf The Great) In. This one means alot more to me Because I knew first hand how she felt during the time she drew this.

Snakes on a PAGE:
I Think this is her most original character yet! I love how this looks even if it may be a simple character sketch. I how how she came up with his hairstyle and color and unique Markings. He's just a fun character to look at! Great job Z Woffle

Retyping Gijinka-inks:
I absolutely LOVE this one. Why? It's not colored it's just the ink right? No I love Simple and clean line art I just wanted to show how how well her Inking abilities are. although I do adore the pose and the details in the character She has a nice steady hand nice straight lines just simply very clean!

PR- Omniscence:
Yet another good example of how well created characters she has.
I love the colors she chose to put her in and the whole concept is awesome. I can't wait to see this character in action in Polar Rain!

Polar Opposites:
I love this one Just wow! Her coloring skills have improved so much over the past years! I love the element effects in the two's hands and the shading is just awing! Their facial expressions make them look like their about to kick some major ass!

You like what you see Go watch her now!
I look forward to seeing more pictures done my her!
You should be proud and keep on drawing and creating that beautiful stuff!

If you can Help? :<

I'm still trying to gather up money for two things a Tablet pen with will make my coloring a lot faster and better
And my car insurance witch i need to pay in less than 2 weeks
which is $158.78 and I have $20.11 to my name.

Art to Do

Get featur'd full!

*Hinderence — Thu, 11 Oct 2007 19:24:40 PDT

The Happpin x3

I haven't the chance to do this I have wanted to for a while now.
10 first comments on the journal will get featured each in a separate journal for 3 days straight!
I may not be watched by many people but I hope you all get views!
No obligations in this one. Meaning you don't have to do the same thing in your journal. I will pick the top 5 best images in my opinion in your gallery AND scraps.
Just leave a comment!
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I'm still trying to gather up money for two things a Tablet pen with will make my coloring a lot faster and better
And my car insurance witch i need to pay in less than 2 weeks
which is $158.78 and I have $20.11 to my name.

Art to Do

Featured Artists

Click or die D= j/k

The Happpin x3

DA Has probably just pulled the most STUPIDEST Thing.
Adult content strictly forbidding people under 18 to view Mature content.
I can't view my own Pictures and I can't view a lot of the people I watch Picture's either cause they have blood in it or Boobs or something that the are obligated to put it under mature content. Well I am Mature I can handle a few tits and a little blood....it's ridiculous I'm so pissed I'm spitting fire I swear.
If you disagree to this new change Sign this petition PLEASE!
[link]

In other news I'm still trying to gather up money for two things a Tablet pen with will make my coloring a lot faster and better
And my car insurance witch i need to pay in less than 2 weeks
which is $158.78 and I have $20.11 to my name.

Art to Do

Featured Artists

Click or die D= j/k

The Happpin x3

Whee I have a new journal Layout!
I shall Uhhh... fill this in laters I'm still tinkering with it x)

I now have some pictures put in mah featured area!

In other news I'm still trying to gather up money for two things a Tablet pen with will make my coloring alot faster and better
And my car insurence witch i need to pay in less than 2 weeks
wich is $158.78 and I have $20.11 to my name.

Art to Do

-Ports - Closed
Catessa - 2 ports - $35 USD Paypal (not Paid) (Not Started)
Raotix - Couple port - 3 Spaces (not Paid) (Not Started)
Science - 1 port - (paid) (Inking)
Binx - 1 port (paid) (Not Started)
~Scuzzers - 3 ports - $60 USD PayPal (not paid) (Started 1/3)

-Contests
(not started)
(coloring)

-Non Pixel Commissions Open

-Other
- 8k Kiriban (not started x.x)
- Trade (sketching)

Featured Artists

Click or die D= j/k

Watch it NOW!
and Dance like you've never dance before!
*watches that video for the millionth time.*

Art update.

*Hinderence — Mon, 01 Oct 2007 18:12:04 PDT

YES I DO!
ONLY PAYPAL!
15-25 USD Depending on the port.

I will update this as I go mmkay.

-Ports - Closed
Catessa - 2 ports - $35 USD Paypal (not Paid) (Not Started)
Raotix - Couple port - 3 Spaces (not Paid) (Not Started)
Science - 1 port - (paid) (Inking)
Binx - 1 port (paid) (Not Started)
~Scuzzers - 3 ports - $60 USD PayPal (not paid) (Not Started)

-Contests
(not started)
(not started)

-Non Pixel Commissions Open

-Other
- 8k Kiriban (not started x.x)

Well this was fun.

*Hinderence — Wed, 26 Sep 2007 12:04:34 PDT

1 - Hinderence
2 - Alana
3 - Leon
4 - Sa-Tina
5 - Sega
6 - Gaikido
7 - Inagi
8 - Totechi
9 - Zanto
10 - Razor
11 - Nite Dragon
12 - Kijime

(I had to whip open my drawing folder and find some characters I created eons ago )

1. Who would make a better couple, 4 and 5 or 2 and 11?
O_o
Sa-Tina and Sega or Alana and Nite Dragon.... mmm
Alana and Nite Dragon cause I donno xD Sa-Tina isen't all for Sega soo yeah!

2. 6 and 12 are marooned on an inhospitable desert island with no food or water, only a single-shot pistol. Who gets shot?

Lawl easy Kijime cause she's a squirrel and they are annoying and Gods like Gaikido don't put up with annoying pests :

3. Would 9 cheat off of 3Âs test?

Yes XD Leon is kind of uber smart But i think thar be Hell if Zanto and Leon were in the same room

4. 1 and 7 duel. What is it over, and who wins?

Inagi is a Goddess so no offence to Hinder, Hinder would loose like 5 seconds into it D= as for what the fight is over Hinder probly said something Stupid to Piss Inagi off.

5. Walking home late at night, 2 realizes 8 is following him/her ominously. What do they do?

Alana would Uhh.. Probly pay no mind at all.
She kind of has a thing for foxes soo Who knows o.O
Totechi is a fox god soo um <.<..........>.> *brain farts*

6. What might an accurate fortune cookie predict of 6Âs future?

"Beware of the Evil money's"
And that is exactly why I don't make Fortune cookies.....

7. What would 10 be voted in the yearbooks ÂMost Likely To:Â section?

Razor
"Most likely to: End Up in jail for Streaking in the local Mall while randomly humping unsuspecting customers."

8. How long does 1 last in boot camp?

Quite a while 8D She might even Like it there

9. After a rough week, 4 goes to the spa and gets the works. 7 walks in and sees 4 all mud-and-cucumbered-up. What does 4 do?

Hot girl-on-girl....
No Kidding....
Absolutly NOTHING Inagi would pay no mind to Sa-Tina's.... "Muddyness"

10. What is the first chapter of 9Âs autobiography titled?

Zanto

"Likes to light people on fire."
wtf is a Autobiography.
Auto means car biography means uhm about soo Zanto is a car? and you want me to talk about his.."carness"

11. 11 knocks 8 out of the way of a car and is hit and killed. Does 8 go to the funeral, or just send flowers? What do they do at the funeral/ what kind of flowers?

NOTHING WOULD HAPPEN.
Cause no way in hell Nite would Knock Totechi out of the way.
Infact he would be the one who PUSHED him in front of it.
Nite hate everyone cept a few,
and he would send Half dead half eaten flowers that were on fire!

12. What celebrity would 12 adore?

Britney Spears
"LEAVE BRITNEY ALONE! *Hack Sob*"

13. 3 pranks 5Âs house. What do they do?

Leon would probly in flate 600 condomes and tape them to many area's around the house and leave all the wrappers in the yard followed by Spraying over 100 cans of shaving cream (white) along the walls of the house the sentance "I Like Cock!!!11oneone" written for all to see.
Sega would get on the roof and Scream " IT'S A LIE!"

14. 10 and 2 are trapped in an elevator for 2 hours. What do they do?

Something "interesting" would happen if there happened to be a camera in said elvator seeing as Razor is a fox and Alana digs foxes =o
can we say "Bow cicka Wow Wow!"

15. Would 6 rather go on an all-day shopping spree with 8 or 4?

Totally Gaikido I can deffinatly see a huge muscle Tiger/man showing with a twig of a fox/man People TOTALY wouldn't get the wrong ideal o.o

16. 1(Hinder) and 9(Zanto) team up to storm the Dark LordÂs citadel. A mysterious stranger, 6(Gaikido), enters with 11(Nite Dragon) trussed up in a sack. 12(Kijime) jumps out of a hidden doorway and attacks 3(Leon) because they think that 3(Leon) is actually 5(Inagi) in disguise. What does 4(Sa-Tina) do after they are knocked over by 6(Gaikido) dropping 11(Nite Dragon) on their foot as they spot 1(Hinder) and 9(Zanto) sneaking through the gate?

Okay I have to read this over and over to see wtf is going on.
I donno why Leon would remotely look like Inagi
Damn Kijime is BLIND! And damn Gaikido you need you a Big ass Sack(lol) to Hold Nite in there He's Kind of...

Since everyone is asking about commissions

*Hinderence — Mon, 24 Sep 2007 19:38:09 PDT

YES I DO!
ONLY PAYPAL!
15-25 USD Depending on the port.

Currently I am CLOSED For commissions.
I will update this as I go mmkay.

-Ports
Catessa - 2 ports - $35 USD Paypal (not Paid) (Not Started)
Raotix - Couple port - 3 Spaces (not paied) (not started) (before I started charging paypal only)
Science - 1 port - (paid) (sketching)
Binx - 1 port (paid)

-Contests

-Non Pixel Commissions
Catessa - 1 Character art with BG - $55 USD Paypal (inking)

-Other
- 8k Kiriban

CALL MY 8,000 VEIW!

*Hinderence — Sun, 23 Sep 2007 19:58:49 PDT

Free full colored character art to the person who gets the screen shot of my 8,000th pageview!!!

*more art comming btw.

LOL I HAVE NO JOB!

*Hinderence — Fri, 21 Sep 2007 00:04:49 PDT

Yep I'm unemployed after ..... 2 years I think
I quit cause the assholes there abused me.
I was part time.
Boss Favored others over me,
There was always behind-the-back talk
The fuckers weren't scedualing me to what i was SUPPOSE to do
I was closing instead of Decorating cakes.

So Yeah Job hunting i go Until Dec 9th

I'm FREE TILL I GET A JOB
HIT ME UP ON HANGING OUT
when anyone I know irl is available
Note me for my number or somthing

RANDOM QUIZ!

HOW SHY ARE YOU?

[x] You don't like public speaking.
[ ] You find it hard to talk to strangers.
[x] You don't like to look people in the eye.
[x] You hate using public restrooms.
[ ] You hate to go shopping alone.
TOTAL: 3

[ ] Being introduced to new people makes you nervous.
[ ] When you're in a group of people, it's difficult to think of what to say.
[ ] You have a lot of trouble talking to the opposite sex.
[x] You hate to be teased.
[ ] You hate answering the door.
TOTAL: 1

[ ] You can't stand people watching you.
[ ] One on one conversation makes you nervous.
[x] You don't like to ask people for help.
[ ] You hate to read out loud.
[ ] You don't like answering questions.
TOTAL: 1

[ ] You dread ordering food at restaurants.
[ ] You are uncomfortable at parties, unless you know everyone well.
[ ] You don't like to talk, because you're afraid of being embarrassed by what you say.
[ ] You wish you were more outgoing.
[ ] You hate being in the center of any room.
TOTAL: 0

[x] You don't know how to react to compliments.
[ ] You prefer reading, writing, or listening to music than being around too many people.
[x] You blush easily.
[x] You spend a lot of time in your room.
[ ] You don't like talking about personal things with people you donÂt know very well.
TOTAL: 3

Overall total: 8

Add all the X's and multiply by 4
8
x 4
---
32

...32% shy!

TAGED by Silvxa

*Hinderence — Thu, 20 Sep 2007 11:27:14 PDT

I've done this one already xDD
But that was like a million years ago soo Imma update it
Plus i have better music now!

So here are the RULES for it:
1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesnÂt make sense. NO CHEATING!

1. How are you feeling today?
Arg - Tell Me Where You are.
Well... Thats about right.

2. Will you get far in life?
Safri Duo - Played a Live(bongo song)
hmmm....

3. How do your friends see you?
Fergie - Fergilicious
Mmm Cassandralicious. Thanks Guys D=

4. Will you get married?
Neuroticfish - They're coming to Take me away
Lmfao...

5. What is you best friend's theme song?
Dane Cook - Late
O.o ftw?

6. What is the story of your life?
DJ Sammy - Fly On the Wings Of Love
Hmmm....

7. What was highschool like?
System Of a Down - Toxicity
Yes.... Yes it was.

8. How can you get ahead in life?
Lifehouse (or Creed o.o) - Hanging By a Moment
Well thats touching...

9. What is the best thing about your friends?
So-Real - You Take My breath away.
<3

10. What is in store for this weekend?
CKy - Jackass Theme Song
Oh Snaap!

11. To describe your grandparents?
Gunther - Ding Dong Song.
K, Imma go gouge my eyes out Dx

12. How is your life going?
Linking Park - Bleed it out
Well thats Emo. /wrist

13. What song will they play at your funeral?
Robert Miles - Children (Dreams version)
Nice, Very pretty song.

14. How does the world see you?
Toy Box - Best Friend

15. Will you have a happy life?
Sarina Paris - Look at Us.
T^T

16. What do your friends really think of you?
System Of a Down - Psycho.
Oh snaps, REALY!?
Where the fuck's My Meds!!!!?!

17. Do people secretly lust after you?
Dane Cook - Dude, I just wanna Dance.
*Oblivious*

18. How can I make myself happy?
Newton - Streamline
Mmmm Pepsi

19. What should you do with your life?
The Darkness - I believe in a Thing Called Love
8D
Yay!

20. Will you ever have children?
Lasgo - Alone

hmmm....damn T^T

Taged me aswell as everyone else!
Soo Whoever reads this and hasen't done it DOOO it!

TAGED by Chiliean-Chan

*Hinderence — Tue, 28 Aug 2007 19:26:46 PDT

omg you popped my Tag Cherry D=

The rules:
1.Post these rules:
2.Each person tagged must post 8 random (hopefully interesting) facts about themselves.
3.Tags should write a journal of these facts.
4.At the end of the post 8 more bloggers are tagged and named.
5.Go to their page and leave a comment telling them that they're tagged.

My facts:
1. I have an unhealthy obsession with techno/trance music
2. I hate my job. Mainly my boss and her devil :/
3. I have flown in a hot air balloon.
4. I have a fear of people looking/touching my feet.
5. I have a pet fish named Jim
6. I'm going to miss all my friends dearly when I move.
7. I will one day finish my SCUBA diving test to become a certified SCUBA diver
8.I think that the word SCUBA is the funnest word ever created.

I TAG!

Stupid sign and Fucking Gaia.

*Hinderence — Wed, 15 Aug 2007 12:45:31 PDT

Well Seems I was hacked on Gaia. All my hard earned gold GONE. All those commissions were now for nothing. FanfuckingTASTIC.

*grumbles and wonders off.*

Well My house is officially for sale. We have the sign in the front yard as we speak. I figure I have about a month left here in Florida, then off I go.

Not much to Update really. Been working alot and packing my house up.

I no longer own my beloved Ducks and Baby.
They were given to a Lady who has a lot of acres for them to waddle around in. I hope she has a big pond to for them. Something a bit deeper then the ones they had here. I cried when she drove off. I miss them already.

VroomVroom

*Hinderence — Mon, 23 Jul 2007 12:47:15 PDT

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CARFORLONGLONGTIMEANDNOWIDRIVETOSEBRINGI NAFITOFJOYOMGI'MSOEXCITEDIGOBOOMNOW.