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]]> ~Holydarkness18 http://Holydarkness18.deviantart.com/journal/12454258/ http://Holydarkness18.deviantart.com/journal/12454258/ Wed, 04 Apr 2007 08:30:56 PDT
I am kinda cranky becasue Laura is leaving, and i had a meeting with my elementary advisor today. I will be stuck at Rowan for another 3-4 semesters, but thats not too bad, i have to retake three course i passes already, but get A's on them, one is a class i never went to and got a c- another is a class i took my freshman year that is a senior level class, i c- that class too, but thats pretty good for a 17 year old taking a senior course. Everything will and is falling into place, and next semester Laura and I will both be in college, and she wants me to help her write her papers becasue she thinks i am smart, but she is smarter than i ever will be becasue she has a work ethic and can ask for help. Well as you can probly see i am bitter and upset at the moment, so i will stop.

]]> ~Holydarkness18 http://Holydarkness18.deviantart.com/journal/12079535/ http://Holydarkness18.deviantart.com/journal/12079535/ Tue, 06 Mar 2007 10:58:11 PST [link] its rough music right now, jsut me and a guitarist, but we have gotten a 2nd guitarist, and are seeking a drummer, so if anybody can help with a drummer let me know.

]]> ~Holydarkness18 http://Holydarkness18.deviantart.com/journal/8926292/ http://Holydarkness18.deviantart.com/journal/8926292/ Wed, 31 May 2006 01:43:21 PDT ~Holydarkness18 http://Holydarkness18.deviantart.com/journal/8541022/ http://Holydarkness18.deviantart.com/journal/8541022/ Fri, 21 Apr 2006 12:45:31 PDT
1. Something purple within 5 feet of you?
Camcorder Box

2. The sexiest item of clothing you own?
Kilt

3. Last person who pissed you off:
Drew, i will kill him

4. The weirdest thing you've ever heated in the microwave:
my underwear, they were wet

5. How much Japanese can u speak?
Yo hablo japanese eh?

6. Do you look good in yellow?
too fAt, like a school bus
7. Do you sing?
yeah i guess, more of monster growling and shit

8. Ever danced naked in front of a crowd?
no they dance naked for me

9. Do you spit?
i dont give head

11. Least favorite color?
white, dirty to easy

12. Ever had Dippin' Dots?
I got my tongue stuck to a pole in the walk in freezer once, does that count?

13. Ever played an instrument?
gradually learnign the bass, the pimp instrument

14. Ever had a massage?
yerp, girlfriends are great at rubbing body parts to make u feel good

15. Do you believe in Big Foot?
have you ever seen me without a shity and not shaved in liek a week?

16. Ever been to a palm reader?
nah, i masturbate too much, my palms are hairy

17. Last Pez dispenser you had?
santa clause, yesterday i found it in my car

18. Had sex in your current car?
no, my old car, only hooked up with some sheep in this car

19. Did you have a good weekend?
it starts now, and im telling u its gonna suck, HW HW HW, and the occasional mosquito bite on my ass

20. What are you thinking about right now?
why do i have to be in work in 20 minutes yet refuse to move?

22. How is today going for you?
gay, cause i drove all the way to school to find out class is cancelled, than i slept

23. Any plans for tonight?
writing a lesson plan so i can get the fuk out of beng a JR in college

24. Have you ever had stitches?
haha too tough, thats why i have scars

26. If you could be anywhere right now where would you be?
on the shitter

27. Do you find Smurfette sexy?
id smurf her good

28. Current dissapointment:
school sucks my cock

29. Do you have an air freshener in your car?
sponge fuckign bob

30. Do you have plants in your room?
nah, no sun in here becasue my room is in a weird location

31. If you could drink anything right this second, what would it be?
surge, jsut surge

32. Last piece of mail opened?
give us back our overdue library books

33. Does anything hurt on your body right now?
my socks

34. What city was your last taxi cab ride in?
fuck taxis, i dont need to be transported by next weeks selected al quaida bomber

35. Last thing you drank?
powerade

36. If someone you hated died, would you laugh and spit on their grave?
not laugh, jsut dance on their grave and leave a swirly on top

37. What do you want people to remember about you when you die?
that theres always room for jello

39. What is your favorite drink at Starbucks?
the blood of the virgin who serves the coffee

40. Whats Your Nick Name?
walton, god thats so corny, love me ]]> ~Holydarkness18 http://Holydarkness18.deviantart.com/journal/7877880/ http://Holydarkness18.deviantart.com/journal/7877880/ Sun, 12 Feb 2006 20:37:37 PST ~Holydarkness18 http://Holydarkness18.deviantart.com/journal/6630039/ http://Holydarkness18.deviantart.com/journal/6630039/ Wed, 28 Sep 2005 22:58:57 PDT
so any way im in school still, and shit is going good. I got A's on my papers, and i gave my first speech in my history of the US legal system and constituion. Everything is same old same old around the house, except for me being pissed off sick. Ive fucking had this god dman cold for like 4 days and im all sleeping in school, and sneaking out of work early becasue i dotn wanna die, but dont despair yet.... i made myself happy in various NON-sexual ways, lol. First i started recording my vocals for my own songs, jsut working on what i think will sound good and working on he timing and spacing of my words, its work but it fun. After that i splurged a little bit and bought somethign i really really love, i bought alot of new metal shirts, check this out: i got an original At The Gates tee black, 2 Lamb of God tees, one As I lay Dying tee, one Black Dahlia Murder Shirt, adn one The Agony Scen shirt, im gonna be the only teaching candidate to show up being hardcore badass, lol. Oh check out my new songs at [link]

]]> ~Holydarkness18 http://Holydarkness18.deviantart.com/journal/6525151/ http://Holydarkness18.deviantart.com/journal/6525151/ Sat, 17 Sep 2005 00:20:49 PDT ~Holydarkness18 http://Holydarkness18.deviantart.com/journal/6509670/ http://Holydarkness18.deviantart.com/journal/6509670/ Thu, 15 Sep 2005 07:29:21 PDT ~Holydarkness18 http://Holydarkness18.deviantart.com/journal/6480205/ http://Holydarkness18.deviantart.com/journal/6480205/ Sun, 11 Sep 2005 19:28:16 PDT
As of right now theres blood, sand and grass stuck to my leg. Trying to be a showboater during baseball i made the most unneccesary slide ever in the outfield nd ripped my leg up, but i did catch the ball... so damn str8!!! I wrote two new songs "raping the rapist," and "voices from the dark" ]]> ~Holydarkness18 http://Holydarkness18.deviantart.com/journal/6436925/ http://Holydarkness18.deviantart.com/journal/6436925/ Tue, 06 Sep 2005 22:06:49 PDT

Whats up people I figured i should let u all know abotu my life some more because its quite weird. To start u guys have to go to the art museum of philadelphia, its great. I rolled down every flight of steps there and had a crowd of liek 30 people cheering for me, 30 random people. After that i continued my onslaught by harassing and mlesting a naked statue, she was hot, and it was kinky as hell. That was fun people.
Than my cousin came over and shit went hardcore great, like fuckign kickball, kill the man, an dodge ball all night and wek with the freiends. lol and i was pulled over for stupid reasons 4 nights in a row with Pete, he fuckign attracts cops. Walmart is also a great endeavor to thse of u seeking enlightenment or jsut hawaian punch at 3 am....


School started but i dont care, lol, i made a new friend her names amanda nd she lives all far away so we communicate with telepathy and smoke signals. Its cool cause she gives me sum1 to really talk to, and i wanna say thank u... nd she came on the same night i saw three shooting stars, badassness.

The main happy thing now is the band im working on. Me, my cousin pete, his friend dmitry, and dmitry's friend are working to become COLD MERCY. We have it all figured out, and i have 24 songs already, and shit is looking good. ]]> ~Holydarkness18 http://Holydarkness18.deviantart.com/journal/6315364/ http://Holydarkness18.deviantart.com/journal/6315364/ Wed, 24 Aug 2005 12:30:46 PDT ~Holydarkness18 http://Holydarkness18.deviantart.com/journal/5589247/ http://Holydarkness18.deviantart.com/journal/5589247/ Wed, 08 Jun 2005 13:02:31 PDT






]]> ~Holydarkness18 http://Holydarkness18.deviantart.com/journal/5266762/ http://Holydarkness18.deviantart.com/journal/5266762/ Wed, 04 May 2005 16:15:19 PDT ]]> ~Holydarkness18 http://Holydarkness18.deviantart.com/journal/5082867/ http://Holydarkness18.deviantart.com/journal/5082867/ Wed, 13 Apr 2005 22:23:49 PDT ~Holydarkness18 http://Holydarkness18.deviantart.com/journal/4723415/ http://Holydarkness18.deviantart.com/journal/4723415/ Thu, 03 Mar 2005 21:26:08 PST 2. Does that look like hockey to you? 'Cause it looks like a bunch of monkies trying to hump a football to me. - Herb Brooks
3. DO YOU BELEIVE IN MIRACLES???!!!??? - famous olympic quote
4. Quack! Quack! Quack! - Mighty Ducks
5. A right by Roy, a right by Roy, an uppercut, another right by Roy, and hes down! - Hockey Analyst
6. OWWWWW my Balls!!!! - alot of hockey players, and me
7. Heeeenrrrrryyyyyyyyyy - Mr. Rogers (greatest fucking coach ever)
8. You have to shoot high, this goalie goes down more then a bride on her wedding night - Mr. Rogers again
9. Sassafrass - Dave Cassale
10.
BINKIE: wow you actually look like a goalie this year, did u got goalie camp?
ME: No man, i just think you got worse. ]]> ~Holydarkness18 http://Holydarkness18.deviantart.com/journal/4494800/ http://Holydarkness18.deviantart.com/journal/4494800/ Fri, 04 Feb 2005 09:06:48 PST
....I see a red door and i want it painted black... ]]> ~Holydarkness18 http://Holydarkness18.deviantart.com/journal/4407132/ http://Holydarkness18.deviantart.com/journal/4407132/ Mon, 24 Jan 2005 21:57:17 PST
School started again, but who cares, to make a long story short, i get to play hockey with Bobby Orr, and other former NHL players, so school cant damper my spirits, and the EAGLES ARE GOING TO THE SUPER BOWL, WHOOT!!! Alright, and my hockey rokcs too, im 7-0-2 2 shutouts, 1.26 GAA, get this in 9 games ive let up 14 goals, and in the one game i didnt play my team lost and let 7 goals in, damn can u say need me in the pipes? jsut a quick update for u people, though i doubt anyone gives two flyin fucks bout my life ]]> ~Holydarkness18 http://Holydarkness18.deviantart.com/journal/3690580/ http://Holydarkness18.deviantart.com/journal/3690580/ Wed, 27 Oct 2004 22:02:00 PDT ~Holydarkness18 http://Holydarkness18.deviantart.com/journal/3681583/ http://Holydarkness18.deviantart.com/journal/3681583/ Tue, 26 Oct 2004 18:28:07 PDT > > > > > >They said had run the light
> > > > > >That caused the six-car pileup
> > > > > >On 109 that night.
> > > > > >
> > > > > >When broken bodies lay about
> > > > > >And blood was everywhere,
> > > > > >The sirens screamed out eulogies,
> > > > > >For death was in the air.
> > > > > >
> > > > > >A mother, trapped inside her car,
> > > > > >Was heard above the noise;
> > > > > >Her plaintive plea near split the air:
> > > > > >"Oh, God, please spare my boys!"
> > > > > >
> > > > > >She fought to loose her pinned hands;
> > > > > >She struggled to get free,
> > > > > >But mangled metal held her fast
> > > > > >In grim captivity.
> > > > > >
> > > > > >Her frightened eyes then focused
> > > > > >On where the back seat once had been,
> > > > > >But all she saw was broken glass and
> > > > > >Two children's seats crushed in.
> > > > > >
> > > > > >Her twins were nowhere to be seen;
> > > > > >She did not hear them cry,
> > > > > >And then she prayed they'd been thrown free,
> > > > > >"Oh, God, don't let them die!"
> > > > > >
> > > > > >Then firemen came and cut her loose,
> > > > > >But when they searched the back,
> > > > > >They found therein no little boys,
> > > > > >But the seat belts were intact.
> > > > > >
> > > > > >They thought the woman had gone mad
> > > > > >And was traveling alone,
> > > > > >But when they turned to question her,
> > > > > >They discovered she was gone.
> > > > > >
> > > > > >olicemen saw her running wild
> > > > > >And screaming above the noise
> > > > > >In beseeching supplication,
> > > > > >"Please help me find my boys!
> > > > > >
> > > > > >They're four years old and wear blue shirts;
> > > > > >Their jeans are blue to match."
> > > > > >One cop spoke up, "They're in my car,
> > > > > >And they don't have a scratch.
> > > > > >
> > > > > >They said their daddy put them there
> > > > > >And gave them each a cone,
> > > > > >Then told them both to wait for Mom
> > > > > >To come and take them home.
> > > > > >
> > > > > >I've searched the area high and low,
> > > > > >But I can't find their dad.
> > > > > >He must have fled the scene,
> > > > > >I guess, and that is very bad."
> > > > > >
> > > > > >The mother hugged the twins and said,
> > > > > >While wiping at a tear,
> > > > > >"He could not flee the scene, you see,
> > > > > >For he's been dead a year."
> > > > > >
> > > > > >The cop just looked confused and asked,
> > > > > >"Now, how can that be true?"
> > > > > >The boys said, "Mommy, Daddy came
> > > > > >And left a kiss for you."
> > > > > >
> > > > > >He told us not to worry
> > > > > >And that you would be all right,
> > > > > >And then he put us in this car with
> > > > > >The pretty, flashing light.
> > > > > >
> > > > > >We wanted him to stay with us,
> > > > > >Because we miss him so,
> > > > > >But Mommy, he just hugged us tight
> > > > > >And said he had to go.
> > > > > >
> > > > > >He said someday we'd understand
> > > > > >And told us not to fuss,
> > > > > >And he said to tell you, Mommy,
> > > > > >He's watching over us."
> > > > > >
> > > > > >The mother knew without a doubt
> > > > > >That what they spoke was true,
> > > > > >For she recalled their dad's last words,
> > > > > >"I will watch over you."
> > > > > >
> > > > > >The firemen's notes could not explain
> > > > > >The twisted, mangled car,
> > > > > >And how the three of them escaped
> > > > > >Without a single scar.
> > > > > >
> > > > > >But on the cop's report was scribed,
> > > > > >In print so very fine, An angel walked the beat tonight on
>Highway 09. ]]> ~Holydarkness18 http://Holydarkness18.deviantart.com/journal/3572222/ http://Holydarkness18.deviantart.com/journal/3572222/ Tue, 12 Oct 2004 10:19:54 PDT ~Holydarkness18 http://Holydarkness18.deviantart.com/journal/3486129/ http://Holydarkness18.deviantart.com/journal/3486129/ Fri, 01 Oct 2004 07:40:00 PDT ~Holydarkness18 http://Holydarkness18.deviantart.com/journal/3414734/ http://Holydarkness18.deviantart.com/journal/3414734/ Tue, 21 Sep 2004 14:44:29 PDT
I have adopted this from Lamb of God, the best fucking band out there. If you disagree with this, FUCK YOU. YOU ARE A COWARD, OR PUSSY AND CANNOT SURVIVE ON YOUR OWN. ]]> ~Holydarkness18 http://Holydarkness18.deviantart.com/journal/3402927/ http://Holydarkness18.deviantart.com/journal/3402927/ Sun, 19 Sep 2004 22:17:59 PDT ~Holydarkness18 http://Holydarkness18.deviantart.com/journal/3391280/ http://Holydarkness18.deviantart.com/journal/3391280/ Sat, 18 Sep 2004 11:31:27 PDT A Single Breath I Could Take,
I'd Trade All The Others Away.

The Blood's On The Wall,
So You Might As Well Just Forget It.
And Bleach Out The Stains,
Commit To Forgetting It.
You're Better Off Empty And Blank,
Then Left With A Single Pathetic Trace Of This.

Smother Another Failure
Lay This To Rest

Console Yourself,
You're Better Alone,
Destroy Yourself,
See Who Gives A Fuck.

Absorb Yourself,
You're Better Alone,
Destroy Yourself.

I'll Chain You To The Truth,
For The Truth Shall Set You Free.
I'll Turn The Screws Of Vengence,
And Bury You With Honesty.

I'll Make All Your Dreams Come To Life,
Then Slay Them As Quickly As They Came,

Smother Another Failure
Lay This To Rest

Console Yourself,
You're Better Alone,
Destroy Yourself,
See Who Gives A Fuck.

Absorb Yourself,
You're Better Alone,
Destroy Yourself.

See Who Gives A Fuck.

Failure.

If There Was A Day I Could Live,
If There Was A Single Breath I Could Take,
I'd Trade All The Others Away,
I'd Trade All The Others Away.

LAMB OF GOD- LAID TO REST ]]> ~Holydarkness18 http://Holydarkness18.deviantart.com/journal/3368104/ http://Holydarkness18.deviantart.com/journal/3368104/ Wed, 15 Sep 2004 07:54:26 PDT and all the other fake MC’s can suck my cock,
Fuck Kid Rock, and Fuck Eminem,
Dre only signed Eminem because he’s fucking him

Fuck Kid Rock and Fuck Joe C,
both of them ho’s can blow me,
their music videos make me laugh,
they make me cry, and make me wanna kick their ass,
Kid’s rap and roll sounds horrible,
but his little midget friend is adorable,
he’s only 2 feet tall, but that’s just the right size,
for Kid Rock to nut in his eyes,
homo sex and bad music,
makes me wanna buy a gun, then find you and use it,
Ba-wa-ta-ba-da-dang-da what the fuck are you talking about any damn way?
“My music sucks dick” is what you need to say,
then put the mic down and just walk away
[I mean I aint got nothing against mixing rock and rap, ONYX and Biohazard, that’s good shit. But you’re just wack. Reel wack.]

Fuck Eminem, and Fuck Kid Rock,
and all the other fake MC’s can suck my cock,
Fuck Kid Rock, and Fuck Eminem,
Dre only signed Eminem because he’s fucking him (x2)

Chicka Chicka Slim Shady,
raps like an old lady,
sounds like a little baby,
and looks like a fucking dick,
Dre must have been drinking a lot of Juice and Gin,
when he signed Eminem,
or maybe he signed him without listenin to him,
cause Eminem raps like he’s talking on the phone,
like he’s rapping while eating an ice cream cone,
rapping about being bad when he just aint shit,
when deep down he wants to rap about sucking dick,
but homosexual lyrics dont make records sell,
so he acts hardcore and hopes people cant tell,
that inside he’s just another bitch,
but I see it muthafucka & I’m calling you on it,
[to all of Eminems fans dont take it personally. He tricked a lot of people into thinking he’s good. Only question is are you ready to wake up and smell the wack now or wot? Wake up, wake up]

Fuck Eminem, and Fuck Kid Rock,
and all the other fake MC’s can suck my cock,
Fuck Kid Rock, and Fuck Eminem,
Dre only signed Eminem because he’s fucking him (x2)

Fuck Kid Rock, and Fuck Eminem,
and all the other rappers that sound just like them,
cause there’s people out there that are keeping it reel,
with only 13 fans and no record deals,
yall aint bad, you’re just no good,
nobody bumps Kid Rock when they drive in the hood,
I’m Pimp Daddy Welfare, the other white rapper,
and if I see a bitch in a kid rock T-shirt I’mma walk up and slap her,
then grab her and choke her and pile drive,
that bitch into the ground until she fucking dies,
stop listening to that shit and play something good,
listen to Elmo Pimps Ho’s when you roll throught he hood!
[Now I’m not saying Im the best, I’m just saying I’m better then them. So Fuck Kid Rock and Fuck Eminem, and any other rapper that sounds like them. While we’re at it, fuck KORN, fuck Cash Money, & Fuck No Limit. And Puff Daddy, suck a dick, str8 up.]

Fuck Eminem, and Fuck Kid Rock,
and all the other fake MC’s can suck my cock,
Fuck Kid Rock, and Fuck Eminem,
Dre only signed Eminem because he’s fucking him,
Fuck Eminem, and Fuck Kid Rock,
and all the other fake MC’s can suck my cock,
Fuck Eminem, and Fuck Kid Rock,
I wish they both would just... stop ]]> ~Holydarkness18 http://Holydarkness18.deviantart.com/journal/3289551/ http://Holydarkness18.deviantart.com/journal/3289551/ Sun, 05 Sep 2004 00:56:44 PDT ~Holydarkness18 http://Holydarkness18.deviantart.com/journal/3176315/ http://Holydarkness18.deviantart.com/journal/3176315/ Fri, 20 Aug 2004 22:07:05 PDT ~Holydarkness18 http://Holydarkness18.deviantart.com/journal/3153085/ http://Holydarkness18.deviantart.com/journal/3153085/ Wed, 18 Aug 2004 05:40:30 PDT
You my friends, if u feel im being stupid or foolish, please take a look at the situation and ask urself: wouldnt it mean the world to u when everything around u is falling apart but u have that one pillar of strength keeping the rubble off so u can escape? Some of u already have come to me for help, and i didnt turn u down, and theres nio way im going ot turn her down. Think im a fool if u must, but an open heart never hurt ne1. ]]> ~Holydarkness18 http://Holydarkness18.deviantart.com/journal/3095531/ http://Holydarkness18.deviantart.com/journal/3095531/ Tue, 10 Aug 2004 22:42:59 PDT
Oh and remember that promise i made u?, Well im taking it back, someone who cant return a fraction of what i gave, does not deserve my most prized possesion. ]]> ~Holydarkness18 http://Holydarkness18.deviantart.com/journal/3087280/ http://Holydarkness18.deviantart.com/journal/3087280/ Tue, 10 Aug 2004 00:00:43 PDT
So neway, lol that little title and quote is from the Bloodhoung gang. I have dscovered the best new exercise, it requires your friends 2003 suzuki aerio, him to drive it, putting the car in neutral, and have sum stupid fat kid (me) push that shit around as he plays depressing love songs, lol. Its fun as hell, i try to get at least 10 mph, but cant break 6 mph yet, hehe. I have my only day off on friday, and if nothign comes up i have at least a 5 hour band session, so keep ur eyes here for informatiuon on the band im in, ull want to hear us when we get our asses off the ground. Ive played basketball the last 2 days, and ive been writing alot of new lyrics, i think i should slow down the musicians cant write music as fast as i write songs, but thats what happens when ur on a tear. So neway, peace out to all my fellow metal heads. 16 more days to Ozzfest and SLAYER
\w/ x x \w/
() ]]> ~Holydarkness18 http://Holydarkness18.deviantart.com/journal/3069162/ http://Holydarkness18.deviantart.com/journal/3069162/ Sat, 07 Aug 2004 20:01:27 PDT ~Holydarkness18 http://Holydarkness18.deviantart.com/journal/2970559/ http://Holydarkness18.deviantart.com/journal/2970559/ Mon, 26 Jul 2004 07:42:50 PDT ~Holydarkness18 http://Holydarkness18.deviantart.com/journal/2962573/ http://Holydarkness18.deviantart.com/journal/2962573/ Sun, 25 Jul 2004 07:29:01 PDT ~Holydarkness18 http://Holydarkness18.deviantart.com/journal/2947159/ http://Holydarkness18.deviantart.com/journal/2947159/ Fri, 23 Jul 2004 04:33:41 PDT
My personal life if also straightening itself out. Me and Tiffany are friends, and i know all my friends disprove, but I made her the same promise i made all my friends, and i will never break it. She was my first, and she'll always be loved by me. ]]> ~Holydarkness18 http://Holydarkness18.deviantart.com/journal/2847628/ http://Holydarkness18.deviantart.com/journal/2847628/ Sat, 10 Jul 2004 09:00:35 PDT ~Holydarkness18 http://Holydarkness18.deviantart.com/journal/2837872/ http://Holydarkness18.deviantart.com/journal/2837872/ Fri, 09 Jul 2004 00:10:19 PDT
Hey but like usual i have good news. I am now not allowed in 3 towns after dark: maple shade, moorestown, and cinaminson yes, we are so fuckign hela dope, lol. We started poke night, and every friday were playing poker for money, uber nice. We played wedsnday from 11-4am, and we allgot banned from my houe for a week be cause we drank... we each had one fuckign hard lemonade, lol. But yeah, i shoudl be seeing this girl desiree saturday, but im not getting my hopes up because love seems to hate me!!!!!!! ]]> ~Holydarkness18 http://Holydarkness18.deviantart.com/journal/2784434/ http://Holydarkness18.deviantart.com/journal/2784434/ Fri, 02 Jul 2004 00:12:36 PDT ~Holydarkness18 http://Holydarkness18.deviantart.com/journal/2775044/ http://Holydarkness18.deviantart.com/journal/2775044/ Wed, 30 Jun 2004 20:42:34 PDT ~Holydarkness18 http://Holydarkness18.deviantart.com/journal/2760131/ http://Holydarkness18.deviantart.com/journal/2760131/ Tue, 29 Jun 2004 00:30:25 PDT ~Holydarkness18 http://Holydarkness18.deviantart.com/journal/2738179/ http://Holydarkness18.deviantart.com/journal/2738179/ Sat, 26 Jun 2004 01:01:52 PDT 1. she loved me
2. i was the first person she had sex/hooked up with
3. her grade, she told me she was a sophmore, she was a fresman
4. bout her going out with Steve
5. bout her kissing steve
6. having period for 3 weeks, meaning no sex, probly the biggest lie ever
7. telling me she still loves me and giving me false hope of being with her
8. Shes probably gonna drop steve soon cause she has a 3 month cycle per guy

You know what fuck it, when shes playing her writs a violing with a razor, ill be there saying well, i wanted to help. At first i was depressed, but this new feelign of happiness tainted with anger has overtaken me, especially after sum mutherfucker sideswipes me and runs, but fuck it MABLE lives on, lol. I have rediscovered my old friends, and taken out the trash (tiffany), and now im off to find a real woman, and there are plenty out there, and i know a few myself, yippyeee i dont have to sit here and hope some little fucking 10th grade nymph takes me back, ill jsut go get a real woman, not some fake cocky, arrogant, i dont give a shit bout life, little bitch. Oh and i went bowling, lol, i rock. ]]> ~Holydarkness18 http://Holydarkness18.deviantart.com/journal/2717621/ http://Holydarkness18.deviantart.com/journal/2717621/ Tue, 22 Jun 2004 07:57:49 PDT ~Holydarkness18 http://Holydarkness18.deviantart.com/journal/2679020/ http://Holydarkness18.deviantart.com/journal/2679020/ Thu, 17 Jun 2004 00:01:32 PDT
Only sum1 strong could pull themselves together after this, im trying my best and i am gonna be better. Like always though i do have sum good news. Tiffany did acknowledge that she is not the same person, and she is gonna make sure she comes back to her normal self. I bought thief3, a radeon 9200 se 128mb video card and another 256 ram piece, so yeah i can playt the only video game series i ever liked. Ahh, and b4 i got this bnlister i mastered 2 simple songs on my bass using just the G, A , and B notes.

PS: tiffany, i will always be your friend, i will always love u, i sit here and wait anxiously for ur return to me. ]]> ~Holydarkness18 http://Holydarkness18.deviantart.com/journal/2666081/ http://Holydarkness18.deviantart.com/journal/2666081/ Tue, 15 Jun 2004 11:35:52 PDT ]]> ~Holydarkness18 http://Holydarkness18.deviantart.com/journal/2654430/ http://Holydarkness18.deviantart.com/journal/2654430/ Sun, 13 Jun 2004 22:11:39 PDT My life did have sum good shit though, like playing asshole for 3 hours and being president for like 12 straight games, and smashign 6 cans of soda over my head, lol. I also talked to Richie, little fucker's band is fallign apart b4 i even get the chance to sing for it, lol, but now im inspired to start playing a Bass, whch my dad proudly let me begin on his '76 Fender Precision Bass, very nice. well peace out, im trying to get sum more lyrics done. ]]> ~Holydarkness18 http://Holydarkness18.deviantart.com/journal/2534110/ http://Holydarkness18.deviantart.com/journal/2534110/ Sat, 29 May 2004 07:40:02 PDT ~Holydarkness18