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]]> ~Homicidal-Psychotic http://Homicidal-Psychotic.deviantart.com/journal/9194613/ http://Homicidal-Psychotic.deviantart.com/journal/9194613/ Tue, 27 Jun 2006 00:04:28 PDT
"Fall Into Sleep"

Dreams of earthquakes
Dreams of hurricanes
Dreams of pouring rain
Dreams of tidal waves...to wash us all away
Dreams of guns blazed
Dreams of fire rage
Dreams of swollen graves
Dreams of hollow pain
All gone

No more fallen
No more enemy
No more casuality
No more dream

Fall into sleep
Fall into me
I have a dream
But nobody cares
Nobody wants to listen

Fall into sleep
Fall into me
Hang on to a dream that nobody wants
Nobody cares anymore

Dreams of mourning grief
Dreams of disbelief
Dreams of tragedy
Dreams of our disease...to take us all away
Dreams of fidelity
Dreams of inner peace
Dreams of loyalty
Dreams of unity
All gone
All gone

Fall into sleep
Fall into me
I have a dream
But nobody cares
Nobody wants to listen

Fall into sleep
Fall into me
Hang on to a dream that nobody wants
Nobody cares anymore

The angels are injured
Fall with broken burning wings
Are we dead inside
Are we blind
We can't keep moving forward
Backwards with closed eyes
We're losing sight
All lost inside

No more fallen
No more enemy

Fall into sleep
Fall into me
I have a dream
But nobody cares
Nobody wants to listen

Fall into sleep
Fall into me
Hang on to a dream that nobody wants
Nobody cares
Nobody wants
Nobody cares anymore

All gone
All gone
All gone
All gone ]]> ~Homicidal-Psychotic http://Homicidal-Psychotic.deviantart.com/journal/8423094/ http://Homicidal-Psychotic.deviantart.com/journal/8423094/ Mon, 10 Apr 2006 00:26:02 PDT

"The Devil's Rejects"

I am the bad one,
Distant and cruel one,
I am the dream that,
Keeps you running down,
With distraction,
Violent reaction,
Scars of my actions,
Watch me running out,

Hell doesn't want them.
Hell doesn't need them.
Hell doesn't love them.
The Devil's Rejects [x2]

Yeah, I am the brains,
Some say insane,
Blood is the rain,
That's whay life's about,
In the great wide,
Head split and tongue tied,
Watch the sun die,
When you're running out,

Hell doesn't want them.
Hell doesn't need them.
Hell doesn't love them.

The Devil's Rejects
The Devil's Rejects

Yeah I am the knuckle,
Bow down and buckle,
Hold your breath,
Your world is running down,
Live for the family,
Die with the family,
All is the family,
My gun is running out,

Hell doesn't want them.
Hell doesn't need them.
Hell doesn't love them.
This world rejects them.
This world rejects them.
This world rejects them.
This world rejects them.

The Devil's Rejects
The Devil's Rejects ]]> ~Homicidal-Psychotic http://Homicidal-Psychotic.deviantart.com/journal/8422893/ http://Homicidal-Psychotic.deviantart.com/journal/8422893/ Sun, 09 Apr 2006 23:44:06 PDT
In time i'll get this out of
Get this out of
Out of my mind
Where am i?
I can't see
I fear for my life
Fear of this fright

They haunt me
And they taunt me
Try to relax
Let it happen
My hopes turn to crystal matter
Watch them shimmer
As they shatter

Night terrors in my mind
Thoughts i cannot hide
Dreams that play on my cold fears
Night terrors in my head
Am i really dead?
I can't tell, it feels so real

Remember what you once said?
Every passing fragile moment
Is another chance to turn it around
I want to try to work it out

Night terrors in my mind
Thoughts i cannot hide
Dreams that play on my cold fears
Night terrors in my head
Am i really dead?
I can't tell, it feels so real to me

Get out of my mind
Get out of my head
I wish you were dead
I can't take it
Get out of my mind
Get out of my life
I'll curse you tonight
I just can't take it anymore ]]> ~Homicidal-Psychotic http://Homicidal-Psychotic.deviantart.com/journal/8298137/ http://Homicidal-Psychotic.deviantart.com/journal/8298137/ Tue, 28 Mar 2006 18:49:56 PST _<..

Clock

clock tick tick tick, tick tock, tick tock

wicked mind you hold the hour
but my mind it holds the power

clock tick tick tick

where did the time go?
what do i have to show?
watching the time fly (go by)
watching the time fly

clock - it counts my fears

my time goes by so slow
my clock goes by so slow

come closer you can do better
you can do better than me

it counts my fears ]]> ~Homicidal-Psychotic http://Homicidal-Psychotic.deviantart.com/journal/7939837/ http://Homicidal-Psychotic.deviantart.com/journal/7939837/ Sun, 19 Feb 2006 03:38:28 PST
Today I am dirty
I want to be pretty
Tomorrow, I know I'm just dirt

Today I am dirty
I want to be pretty
Tomorrow, I know I'm just dirt

We are the nobodies
Wanna be Somebodies
When we're dead,
They'll know just who we are

We are the nobodies
Wanna be Somebodies
When we're dead,
They'll know just who we are

Yesterday I was dirty
Wanted to be pretty
I know now that I'm forever dirt

Yesterday I was dirty
Wanted to be pretty
I know now that I'm forever dirt

We are the nobodies
Wanna be Somebodies
When we're dead,
They'll know just who we are

We are the nobodies
Wanna be Somebodies
When we're dead,
They'll know just who we are

Some children died the other day
We fed machines and then we prayed
Puked up and down in morbid faith
You should have seen the ratings that day ]]> ~Homicidal-Psychotic http://Homicidal-Psychotic.deviantart.com/journal/7939834/ http://Homicidal-Psychotic.deviantart.com/journal/7939834/ Sun, 19 Feb 2006 03:37:58 PST
"Coma White"

There's something cold and blank behind her smile
She's standing on an overpass
In her miracle mile
[coma:]
"You were from a perfect world
A world that threw me away today
Today to run away"

A pill to make you numb
A pill to make you dumb
A pill to make you anybody else
But all the drugs in this world
Won't save her from herself

Her mouth was an empty cut
And she was waiting to fall
Just bleeding like a polaroid that
Lost all her dolls
[coma:]
"You were from a perfect world
A world that threw me away today
Today to run away"

A pill to make you numb
A pill to make you dumb
[chorus repeat] ]]> ~Homicidal-Psychotic http://Homicidal-Psychotic.deviantart.com/journal/7869807/ http://Homicidal-Psychotic.deviantart.com/journal/7869807/ Sun, 12 Feb 2006 00:51:20 PST
i peek into the hole, i struggle for control
the children love the show, but they fail to see the anguish in my eyes
fail to see the anguish in my eyes
i scratch around the brim, i let my mind give in
the crowd begins to grin, but they seem to scream when darkness fills my eyes
seem to scream when darkness fills my eyes, it's no surprise
fail to see the tragic, turn it into magic
my big top tricks will always make you happy, but we all know the hat is wearing me
my bag is in the hat, it's filled with this and that
my vision's getting fat, the rabbit's just a monkey in disguise
stars and pills and needles dance before our eyes
they will bite the hand if it is slower than the quickness of thier scrutinizing eyes
fail to see the tragic, turn it into magic
my big top tricks will always make you happy, but we all know the hat is wearing me
chicanery will always make you happy, but we all know the hat is wearing me ]]> ~Homicidal-Psychotic http://Homicidal-Psychotic.deviantart.com/journal/7850598/ http://Homicidal-Psychotic.deviantart.com/journal/7850598/ Thu, 09 Feb 2006 20:07:43 PST
the ants are in the sugar
the muscles atrophied
we're on the other side, the screen is us and we're t.v.
spread me open,
sticking to my pointy ribs
are all your infants in abortion cribs
I was born into this
everything turns to shit
the boy that you loved is the man that you fear
pray until your number,
asleep from all your pain,
your apple has been rotting
tomorrow's turned up dead
i have it all and i have no choice but to
i'll make everyone pay and you will see
you can kill yourself now
because you're dead
in my mind
the boy that you loved is the monster you fear
peel off all those eyes and crawl into the dark,
you've poisoned all of your children to camouflage your scars
pray unto the splinters, pray unto your fear
pray your life was just a dream
the cut that never heals
pray now baby, pray your life was just a dream
(I am so tangled in my sins that I cannot escape)
pinch the head off, collapse me like a weed
someone had to go this far
I was born into this
everything turns to shit
the boy that you loved is the man that you fear
peel off all those eyes and crawl into the dark,
you've poisoned all of your children to camouflage your scars
pray unto the splinters, pray unto your fear
pray your life was just a dream
the cut that never heals
pray now baby, pray your life was just a dream
the world in my hands, there's no one left to hear you scream
there's no one left for you ]]> ~Homicidal-Psychotic http://Homicidal-Psychotic.deviantart.com/journal/7658830/ http://Homicidal-Psychotic.deviantart.com/journal/7658830/ Fri, 20 Jan 2006 15:22:12 PST

"Gravity"

Gravity plays favorites i know it cause i saw
Honest to god officer it's awful
Down at work i'm getting too familiar with the floor
Showing off my talentsby the mouthful

Hate to break it to you but its out of my control
Forces go to work while we are sleeping
If i could attack with a more sensible approach
Obviously thats what i'd be doing

Now
Necks are cracking sideways
Hit me from the back side
I am on the white side
You are on the black side
Cut a piece thats bite size
Shoot me from my good side
If you got a straight line
This would be a good time

Gravity works slowly if you notice it at all
Some of us are getting mighty lucky
If you had to live with this you'd rather lie than fall
You thnk i can't fly well you just watch me

Now
Necks are cracking sideways
Hit me from the back side
I am on the thin side
You are on the fat side
Cut a piece thats bite size
Shoot me from my bad side
If you got a straight line
This would be a good time

The sky is always falling down on me
So officer forgive me please! ]]> ~Homicidal-Psychotic http://Homicidal-Psychotic.deviantart.com/journal/7545938/ http://Homicidal-Psychotic.deviantart.com/journal/7545938/ Sun, 08 Jan 2006 15:05:33 PST
Crowded streets are cleared away
One by One
Hollow heroes separate
As they run

You're so cold
Keep your hand in mine
Wise men wonder while
Strong men die

Show me how it ends it's alright
Show me how defenseless you really are
satisfied and empty inside
That's alright, let's give this another try

If you find your family, don't you cry
In this land of make-believe, dead and dry

You're so cold, but you feel alive
Lay your hand on me one last time


It's alright ]]> ~Homicidal-Psychotic http://Homicidal-Psychotic.deviantart.com/journal/7168449/ http://Homicidal-Psychotic.deviantart.com/journal/7168449/ Mon, 28 Nov 2005 14:44:35 PST
Truthfully, people, a satanist really is capable of love. They are even capable of being happy! I know I am, I am very happy with my boyfriend Alex, and I believe I will have a wonderfull life with him when I turn 18. Anyway, A Satanist is a person who accepts both love and hate, they are a very rational people that believe in being yourself and no one else. I cant think of a stupider thing to do then when a new learning satanist comes in and thinks they have to throw all goodness and love aside just because they think that its what we do. There is nothing wrong with love, people! I know alot of satanists who love and are nice. Its because we are more centered and we understand human emotion.

Infact, even the most horrible things you can do to a person is be nice, it can rip them to shreds. I, personaly, find is amusing as hell to smile wile I practicly stick a knife in a persons back and twist it around a bit. You can also take a polite and nice comment and use it to tear their fuckin world to peices. You can take their already broken ego and crash it further to the point that they want to kill themselves.

Other religions have made up the delusion of good and evil to keep humans in check. I personally think that what is "good" and "evil", mearly depends on YOUR perspective, no one elses.

I myself think its "good" to make a person eat their friends and family raw and then gut the person like a fish... wile others can think its "evil". Its your choice to believe what you want, I would say "dont like anyone tell you different" but I know it will do no good... infact.. I dont think this will do good either.. except help me get out what I need to.

well, thats the end of my rant.. I do believe in these things plus more.. but if I start talking about the other things I believe in I may get into trouble and it will take many more journal entrys...


I hope you enjoyed this..

Im leaving now...

going to go call Alex and then take a nap..

I LOVE YOU ALEX!!! ]]> ~Homicidal-Psychotic http://Homicidal-Psychotic.deviantart.com/journal/6329959/ http://Homicidal-Psychotic.deviantart.com/journal/6329959/ Thu, 25 Aug 2005 23:53:40 PDT
It seems like every day’s the same
and I’m left to discover on my own
It seems like everything is gray
and there’s no color to behold
They say it’s over and I’m fine again, yeah
Try to stay sober feels like I’m dying here

And I am aware now of how
everything’s gonna be fine one day
Too late, I’m in hell I am prepared now,
seems everyone’s gonna be fine
One day too late, just as well

I feel the dream in me expire
and there’s no one left to blame it on
I hear you label me a liar
‘cause I can’t seem to get this through
You say it’s over, I can sigh again, yeah
Why try to stay sober when I’m dying here

And I am aware now of how
everything’s gonna be fine one day
Too late, I’m in hell
I am prepared now,
seems everyone’s gonna be fine
One day too late; just as well

And I’m not scared now.
I must assure you,
you’re never gonna get away
And I’m not scared now.
And I’m not scared now. No…

I am aware now of how
everything’s gonna be fine one day
Too late, I’m in hell
I am prepared now
seems everyone’s gonna be fine
One day too late, just as well
I am prepared now,
seems everything’s gonna be fine for me
For me; for myself.
For me, for me, for myself
For me, for me, for myself ]]> ~Homicidal-Psychotic http://Homicidal-Psychotic.deviantart.com/journal/6251586/ http://Homicidal-Psychotic.deviantart.com/journal/6251586/ Wed, 17 Aug 2005 10:43:37 PDT
Dee Snider: Inconclusion Lyrics
I've died a thousand times, drowned in a sea of lies
Walked every path, through every door
Oh, how I've suffered through, the wicked man can do
But blind they can't ignore the things I have in store

These are the lies and in paradise
They can suffer for a few, never knowing they were used
This is the way, the thing that needs them to the stay
Driven by the blackened heart, swaying as they come apart

What's done can't be undone, you're not the chosen one
Toleration seeps from every poor
Darkness anticipate, what's right you can't agrate
You struggle to ignore the things worth fighting for

These are the lies and in paradise
They can suffer for a few, never knowing they were used
Don't turn away, get down to your knees and pray
I'm the things you dare not hate, for the pain you look the same

These are the lies, these are the lies, the little lies
These are the lies, these are the lies, the dirty little lies ]]> ~Homicidal-Psychotic http://Homicidal-Psychotic.deviantart.com/journal/6024689/ http://Homicidal-Psychotic.deviantart.com/journal/6024689/ Sun, 24 Jul 2005 20:54:04 PDT




(x)Rocky Horror Picture show
(x) Grease
(x) Pirates of the Caribbean
( ) Boondock Saints
( ) The Mexican
(x) Fight Club
( ) Starsky and Hutch
(x) Neverending Story
( ) Blazing Saddles
( ) Airplane
(x) The Princess Bride
(x) Young Frankenstien
( ) AnchorMan: The Legend of Ron Burgandy
( ) Napoleon Dynamite
(x) Saw
(x) White Noise
(x) White Oleander
(x) Anger Management
(x) 50 First Dates
(x) Jason X
(x) Scream
(x) Scream 2
(x) Scream 3
(x) Scary Movie
(x) Scary Movie 2
(x) Scary Movie 3
(x) American Pie
(x) American Pie 2
( ) American Wedding
(x) Harry Potter
(x) Harry Potter 2
(x) Harry Potter 3
(x)Resident Evil I
(x)Resident Evil 2
( ) The Wedding Singer
( ) Little Black Book
(x) The Village
( ) Donnie Darko
(x) Lilo & Stitch
(x) Finding Nemo
(x) Finding Neverland
(x)13 Ghosts
(x) Signs
(x) The Grinch
(x) Texas Chainsaw Massacre
( ) White Chicks
(x) Butterfly Effect
( ) Thirteen going on 30
(x) I, Robot
( ) Dodgeball: A True Underdog Story
( )Universal Soldier
(x) A Series Of Unfortunate Events
( ) Along Came A Spider
( ) Deep impact
( ) KingPin
( )Never Been Kissed
( ) Meet The Parents
( ) Meet the Fockers
( ) Eight Crazy Nights
( ) A Cinderella Story
( ) The Terminal
( ) The Lizzie McGuire Movie
( ) Passport to Paris
( ) Dumb & Dumber
( ) Dumb & Dumberer
(x) Final Destination
(x) Final Destination 2
(x) Halloween
(x) The Ring
(x) The Ring 2
( ) Harold & Kumar Go To White Castle
( ) Practical Magic
(x) Chicago
(x) Ghost Ship
(x) From Hell
(x) Hellboy
(x) Secret Window
(x) I Am Sam
(x) The Whole Nine Yards
( ) The Whole Ten Yards
(x) The Day After Tomorrow
(x)Child's Play
(x) Bride of Chucky
( ) 10 Things I Hate About You
( ) Just Married
(x) Gothika
(x) Nightmare on Elm Street
( ) Sixteen Candles
( ) Coach Carter
( ) Bad Boys
( ) Bad Boys 2
( ) Joy Ride
(x) Seven
(x) Oceans Eleven
(x) Oceans Twelve
(x) Identity
( ) Lone Star
(x) Bedazzled
(x) Predator I
(x) Predator II
(x) Independence Day
(x) Cujo
( ) A Bronx Tale
(x) Darkness Falls
(x) Christine
(x) ET
(x) Children of the Corn
( ) My boss' daughter
( ) Maid in Manhattan
(x) Frailty
( ) Best Bet
( ) How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days
( ) She's All That
( ) Calendar Girls
( ) Sideways
(x) Mars Attacks
( ) Event Horizon
( ) Ever after
( ) Forrest Gump
( ) Big Trouble in Little China
(x) X-men
(x) X-2: X-Men United
(x) Jeepers Creepers
(x) Jeepers Creepers 2
( ) Catch Me If You Can
(x) The Others
(x) the original Freaky Friday
(x) Reign of Fire
(x) Cruel Intentions
( ) The Hot Chick
( ) Swimfan
( ) Miracle
( ) Old School
( ) Ray
( ) The Notebook
( ) K-Pax
(x) Lord of the Rings: The Fellowship of the Ring
(x)Lord of the Rings: The Two Towers
(x) Lord of the Rings: The Return of the King
( ) A Walk to Remember
( ) Boogeyman
( ) Hitch
(x)The Fifth Element
(x) Star Wars episode I The Phantom Menace
(x) Star Wars episode II Attack of The Clones
(x) Star Wars episode III Revenge of The Sith
(x) Star Wars episode IV A New Hope
(x) Star Wars episode V The Empire Strikes Back
(x) Star Wars episode VI Return of The Jedi...
( ) Troop Beverly Hills
( ) Swimming with Sharks
( ) Air Force One
( ) For Richer or Poorer
( ) Trainspotting
( ) People Under the Stairs
( ) Blue Velvet
(x) Sound of music
( ) Parent Trap 1
( ) Parent Trap 2
( ) The Burbs
(x) The Terminator
( ) Empire Records
( ) SLC Punk
( ) Meet Joe Black
( ) Wild Girls
(x) A Clockwork Orange
( ) The Order
(x)Spiderman
(x) Spiderman 2
( ) Amelie
( ) Mean Girls
(x) Shrek
(x) Shrek 2
(x) The Incredibles
(x) Collateral
(x) The Fast & The Furious
( ) 2 Fast 2 Furious
( ) Sky Captain & The World of Tomorrow
(x) Closer
(x) Titanic
( ) Saved
( ) Bowling For Columbine
(x) Farenheit 9/11
(x) The Sixth Sense
(x) AI: Artificial intelligence
( ) Love Actually
( ) S... ]]> ~Homicidal-Psychotic http://Homicidal-Psychotic.deviantart.com/journal/5839917/ http://Homicidal-Psychotic.deviantart.com/journal/5839917/ Mon, 04 Jul 2005 17:04:38 PDT
"Ready To Die"- Andrew WK

This is your time to pay,
This is your judgement day,
We made a sacrifice,
And now we get to take your life.

We shoot without a gun,
We'll take on anyone,
It's really nothing new,
It's just a thing we like to do.

You better get ready to die,
You better get ready to kill,
You better get ready to run,
Cause here we come,
You better get ready to die!

Your life is over now,
Your life is running out,
When your time is at an end,
Then it's time to kill again,
We cut without a knife,
We live in black and white,
Your just a parasite,
Now close your eyes and say good-night.

You better get ready to die,
You better get ready to kill,
You better get ready to run,
Cause here we come,
You better get ready to die!
Get ready to die!
Get ready to die! ]]> ~Homicidal-Psychotic http://Homicidal-Psychotic.deviantart.com/journal/5808269/ http://Homicidal-Psychotic.deviantart.com/journal/5808269/ Fri, 01 Jul 2005 03:41:15 PDT
"Sweetest Perfection" -Depeche Mode


The sweetest perfection
To call my own
The slightest correction
Couldn't finely hone
The sweetest infection
Of body and mind
Sweetest injection
Of any kind

I stop and I stare too much
Afraid that I care too much
And I hardly dare to touch
For fear that the spell may be broken
When I need a drug in me
And it brings out the thug in me
Feel something tugging me
Then I want the real thing not tokens

Things you'd expect to be
Having effect on me
Pass undetectedly
But everyone knows what has got me
Takes me completely
Touches me sweetly
Reaches so deeply
I know that nothing can stop me

Sweetest perfection
An offer was made
An assorted collection
But I wouldn't trade

Takes me complelty
Touches so sweetly
Reaches so deeply
Nothing can stop me ]]> ~Homicidal-Psychotic http://Homicidal-Psychotic.deviantart.com/journal/5775808/ http://Homicidal-Psychotic.deviantart.com/journal/5775808/ Mon, 27 Jun 2005 20:38:55 PDT [link] I cant believe this is going on!

"This is a real nightmare, Laura Silva is a already a famous woman who lives from robbing artists all over the globe.

she owes money to many artists who take pitty on her and offer her their prints.

and she stole websites with copyrighted names like jessicagalbreth.com & josephinewall.com - but in this cases yahoo says that this can be solved since she isn't allowed by law to use other artists names.

The problem is for example on one of her websites [link] a "gothic faery shop" where she sells prints from *ladymorgana ; =larafairie ; *blackeri ; =BlueBlack

it seems she even has more than one website like this...

what I understood is that she buys prints here in DeviantArt and resells them in her own way.. at her own prices - making profit from it.

sometimes she even removes watermarks and trademarks (as you can see here quite well: search the blurry surface: [link]

people have united and written to her, but she replies with rude and ridiculous words...
a real bitch...

you can read one of those replies on =larafairie 's journal here -> [link]

this is really shitty... not only for the artists themselves but I felt it too today!

I went to =BlueBlack gallery today... and she has forbidded access to 90% of her gallery, i'm thinking temporarily...
but then again she has enough reasons to shut her DA account down.


anyway.. help spread the word to protect more people from this Missy Laura Silva
everyone counts! "

This Laura Silva should fuckin pay for the crap she is pulling! So please, tell anyone you can... This woman has to be stopped if not killed. Although I know this is not very uncommon; there ARE some people who are pathetic and unoriginal enough to do bullshit like this pathetic waste of air is pulling. And I cant believe that this has been let go for so long. Come on people! What the hell!? Do people LIKE it when some one does this? Cause I know I wouldnt, and I dont. This woman should fuckin be torchered and killed!

Anyway, tell as many artists as you can, please. It would help alot in bringing this bitch down.

Thanks, (*sighs* shit.. now Im pissed..)

Alice ]]> ~Homicidal-Psychotic http://Homicidal-Psychotic.deviantart.com/journal/5755629/ http://Homicidal-Psychotic.deviantart.com/journal/5755629/ Sat, 25 Jun 2005 17:45:23 PDT
I just need to find out where they keep the damn scanner here..

-Alice ]]> ~Homicidal-Psychotic http://Homicidal-Psychotic.deviantart.com/journal/5583573/ http://Homicidal-Psychotic.deviantart.com/journal/5583573/ Tue, 07 Jun 2005 20:23:07 PDT
after kicking myself and sculding myself (as I usually do) Im actually doing what I promised; Im working on the future version of Ni Sekai that I promised Laura I would do.. but I wont be posting anymore of that crap on this login; I WILL be posting it all on this one though: [link] this is Laura's and my deviant site so yeah.. thats where it will be...

hmmm what else should I say.... ummm... I dunno... Im just gonna go and draw more and talk to my boyfriend...
*quickly leaves*
~Alice~ ]]> ~Homicidal-Psychotic http://Homicidal-Psychotic.deviantart.com/journal/5407929/ http://Homicidal-Psychotic.deviantart.com/journal/5407929/ Fri, 20 May 2005 00:37:36 PDT
[Schism]
I know the pieces fit cuz I watched them fall away
mildewed and smoldering, fundamental differing,
pure intention juxtaposed will set two lovers souls in motion
disintegrating as it goes testing our communication
the light that fueled our fire then has burned a hole between us so
we cannot see to reach an end crippling our communicatioooon.

I know the pieces fit cuz I watched them tumble down
no fault, none to blame it doesn't mean I don't desire to
point the finger, blame the other, watch the temple topple over.
To bring the pieces back together, rediscover communicatioooon.

The poetry that comes from the squaring off between,
And the circling is worth it.
Finding beauty in the dissonance.

There was a time that the pieces fit, but I watched them fall away.
Mildewed and smoldering, strangled by our coveting
I've done the the math enough to know the dangers of a second guessing
Doomed to crumble unless we grow, and strengthen our communicatioooon.

cold, cold, cold,
Cold silence haaaas
a tendency toooo
atrophy anyyyyy
sense of compassiooooon.

between supposed loverrrs
between supposed brotherrrrrs.

(I know the pieces fit. 7x)
I know the pieces fiiit! ]]> ~Homicidal-Psychotic http://Homicidal-Psychotic.deviantart.com/journal/5388032/ http://Homicidal-Psychotic.deviantart.com/journal/5388032/ Tue, 17 May 2005 23:49:53 PDT
[Sober]
There's a shadow just behind me,
shrouding every step I take,
making every promise empty,
pointing every finger at me.
Waiting like a stalking butler,
who upon the finger rests.
Murder now the path called must we,
just because the son has come.
(Jesus, won't you fucking whistle,
something but the past and done? 2x)
Why can't we not be sober?
Just want to start this over.
Why can't we drink forever?
I just want to start things over.

I am just a worthless liar.
I am just an imbecile.
I will only complicate you.
Trust in me and fall as well.
I will find a center in you.
I will chew it up and leave,
I will work to elevate you,
just enough to bring you down.
(Mother Mary won't you whisper,
something but what's past and done. 2x)
Why can't we not be sober?
I just want to start this over.
Why can't we sleep forever?
I just want to start this over.

I am just a worthless liar.
I am just an imbecile.
I will only complicate you.
Trust in me and fall as well.
I will find a center in you.
I will chew it up and leave
(Trust me. 5x)
Why can't we not be sober?
I just want to start things over.
Why can't we sleep forever?
I just want to start this over.

(I want, what I want. 4x) ]]> ~Homicidal-Psychotic http://Homicidal-Psychotic.deviantart.com/journal/5380125/ http://Homicidal-Psychotic.deviantart.com/journal/5380125/ Tue, 17 May 2005 06:09:57 PDT
Feel Good Inc.:

(Feel Good.....)
[Damon Albarn]
City's breaking down on a camel’s back.
They just have to go 'cos they dont hold back
So all you fill the streets it’s appealing to see
You wont get out the county, 'cos you're bad and free
You've got a new horizon It's ephemeral style.
A melancholy town where we never smile.
And all I wanna hear is the message beep.
My dreams, they've got to kiss, because I dont get sleep, no..

BEEP

Windmill, Windmill for the land.
Learn forever hand in hand
Take it all in on your stride
It is sticking, falling down
Love forever love is free
Let’s turn forever you and me
Windmill, windmill for the land
Is everybody in?

[De La Soul]
Laughing gas these hazmats, fast cats,
Lining them up like ass cracks,
Ladies, homies, at the track
its my chocolate attack.
Shit, I'm stepping in the heart of this here
Care bear bumping in the heart of this here
watch me as I gravitate
hahahahahahaa.
Yo, we gonna go ghost town,
this motown,
with yo sound
you're in the place
you gonna bite the dust
Cant fight with us
With yo sound
you kill the INC.
so dont stop, get it, get it
until you're cheddar header.
Yo, watch the way I navigate
ahahahahahhaa.
(Feel Good[4x])

[Damon Albarn]
Windmill, Windmill for the land.
Learn forever hand in hand
Take it all in on your stride
It is sticking, falling down
Love forever love is free
Let’s turn forever you and me
Windmill, windmill for the land
Is everybody in?

[De La Soul]
Dont stop, get it, get it
we are your captains in it
steady,
watch me navigate,
ahahahahahhaa.
Dont stop, get it, get it
we are your captains
in it
steady,
watch me navigate
ahahahahahhaa.
(Feel Good....) ]]> ~Homicidal-Psychotic http://Homicidal-Psychotic.deviantart.com/journal/5370311/ http://Homicidal-Psychotic.deviantart.com/journal/5370311/ Mon, 16 May 2005 04:11:19 PDT
"Kill The Rock"

i can handle this but i can't handle anything else
it's my own mistake - it's based on me and not on my groin
it's the little things in my pants that we're all living for
i never really knew what that thing down there was used for

yo yo yo yo yo yo - i kill the rock rock rock rock rock yo
then she killed my brain brain brain brain brain brain brain brain
nothing hurts anymore - nevermind... then she killed my

yo wicked gay but then today i think i'll be hardcore
if i forget to take my medicine then i'll be sick
i'm so hot to trot i'm stealing all my beats from the blacks
and from all the young girls is where i steal my act

yo yo yo yo yo yo - i kill the rock rock rock rock yo then
then she killed my brain brain brain brain brain brain brain brain
nothing hurts anymore - nevermind... then she killed my brain

i can't stand it

if i'm so wonderful then why am i so misunderstood?
everybody has a reason for it except me
it's the little things in my pants we're all waiting for
i never really knew what that thing down there was used for

yo yo yo yo yo yo - i kill the rock rock rock rock rock yo
then she killed my brain brain brain brain brain brain brain brain
nothing hurts anymore - nevermind... then she killed my ]]> ~Homicidal-Psychotic http://Homicidal-Psychotic.deviantart.com/journal/5358460/ http://Homicidal-Psychotic.deviantart.com/journal/5358460/ Sat, 14 May 2005 18:36:58 PDT
Silent Lucidity

Hush now, don't you cry
Wipe away the teardrop from your eye
You're lying safe in bed
It was all a bad dream
Spinning in your head
Your mind tricked you to feel the pain
Of someone close to you leaving the game of life
So here it is, another chance
Wide awake you face the day
Your dream is over... or has it just begun?

There's a place I like to hide
A doorway that I run through in the night
Relax child, you were there
But only didn't realize it and you were scared
It's a place where you will learn
To face your fears, retrace the years
And ride the whims of your mind
Commanding in another world
Suddenly you hear and see
This magic new dimension

I- will be watching over you
I- am gonna help you see it through
I- will protect you in the night
I- am smiling next to you, in Silent Lucidity

[spoken during solo]
(Visualize your dream)
(Record it in the present tense)
(Put it into a permanent form)
(If you persist in your efforts)
(You can achieve dream control)
(Dream control)
(How's that then, better?)
(Hug me)

If you open your mind for me
You won't rely on open eyes to see
The walls you built within
Come tumbling down, and a new world will begin
Living twice at once you learn
You're safe from the pain in the dream domain
A soul set free to fly
A round trip journey in your head
Master of illusion, can you realize
Your dream's alive, you can be the guide but...

I- will be watching over you
I- am gonna help to see it through
I- will protect you in the night
I- am smiling next to you.... ]]> ~Homicidal-Psychotic http://Homicidal-Psychotic.deviantart.com/journal/5348649/ http://Homicidal-Psychotic.deviantart.com/journal/5348649/ Fri, 13 May 2005 15:01:11 PDT
*grins* this is the best day ever...I dont think I would have remembered this day if it werent for my boyfriend Alex.. THANK YOU SWEETY!!! ]]> ~Homicidal-Psychotic http://Homicidal-Psychotic.deviantart.com/journal/5243815/ http://Homicidal-Psychotic.deviantart.com/journal/5243815/ Mon, 02 May 2005 03:49:22 PDT

Yup Im really really bored right now.. Just watchen HellRaiser: Inferno for about the 4th time right now.. I really like the twins and chatterer in this movie *grins* they are extra wicked.

yup... bordem... *sighs* ]]> ~Homicidal-Psychotic http://Homicidal-Psychotic.deviantart.com/journal/5209029/ http://Homicidal-Psychotic.deviantart.com/journal/5209029/ Thu, 28 Apr 2005 00:40:23 PDT
Alice: I thought I told you not to mess with this account..

Bunny: first of all little lady, I dont take orders.. and secondly Im bored. Your not even writing the story..

Alice: I AM writing the story...

Bunny: not as well as you can.. You ARE destracted arent you..

Alice: You'd been talking to that bunny again wernt you..

Bunny: Mr. Fuck Bunny has alot of nice things to say.. You just dont listen.. ]]> ~Homicidal-Psychotic http://Homicidal-Psychotic.deviantart.com/journal/5208286/ http://Homicidal-Psychotic.deviantart.com/journal/5208286/ Wed, 27 Apr 2005 21:57:53 PDT
Under your bed
Deep in your head
No longer dead but are you awake
Not just a fad
Makes you do bad
Fucked in the head but are you afraid

You're in the dark
Leaving your mark
Larger than large but are you a fake
Trying to be
A memory
Haunted by me
Now are you afraid

I can see
Right through you

Sick mystery
This part of me
What can it be
Don't take it away
It helps you see
Reality
You're incomplete now are you afraid

I can see
Right through you ]]> ~Homicidal-Psychotic http://Homicidal-Psychotic.deviantart.com/journal/5208070/ http://Homicidal-Psychotic.deviantart.com/journal/5208070/ Wed, 27 Apr 2005 21:28:47 PDT
Talking about payback
The pussy motherfuckers
Try to talk that shit
Fuck that
Talking about the wayback
When everybody used to try to talk back
They ain't got jack

Yeah
If you wanna fuck with this
You wanna fuck with this?

You gotta make a fist
If you even wanna fuck with this
And by the fuckin way
I don't mistake your predictions for anything but motherfuckin fiction
There will be friction

It's your deviant nature
Go where it takes you
Do what it makes you

Yeah
And if you think I even care about your fuckin ass
To move that shit you gotta find me
When you get done with that
You better mind me
Get behind me

It's your deviant nature
Go where it takes you
Do what it makes you
You're a freak of nature ]]> ~Homicidal-Psychotic http://Homicidal-Psychotic.deviantart.com/journal/5181817/ http://Homicidal-Psychotic.deviantart.com/journal/5181817/ Mon, 25 Apr 2005 01:08:43 PDT

I believe in
I deceive in
Bottom weaving
I can breathe in
Make a wish in
Flower fishing
Moving vibration
Mild relation
I'm jamaican on your radio station
Got a curse in
Could be worse in
You first
In a hearse in
Good as dead in
Nothing left in
Nothing left in
Some be heading
I need a head rest in
And a feed from a warm breast
A man making hits
For the childhood of hicks
Underground like
Who's it sound like
You all sound the same
But you don't know my name

I believe in people lying
I believe in people dying
I believe in people flying
I believe in people crying

I believe in people balking
I believe in people talking

I believe in people breathing
I believe in people being

We all sound the same
You don't know my name
Rearrange and
Things don't change
Things remain
Feel the strain
Stress
Catch my breath
(There'll be a new tale of)
Get some rest
(He and I)
From the mess
(In fact any time)
I couldn't care less
(Every day)
Sugar cane
(Write fictional stories)
Is like smack to my vein
Shook fame
(If you want to)
But I don't complain
(On the street)

I believe in different reasons
I believe in breath through seasons
I believe when snow flakes fall
I believe in buildings tall

I believe in people bombing
I believe in people warring
I believe diseases coming
I believe that's why I'm running

Keep living

Keep living

You gotta ask
(There'll be a new tale of)
Before he attacks
(He and I)
You got the flats
(In fact any time)
Dub my sacks
(Every day)
You've got the city
(Writing fictional stories)
Move out of the country
I'm scrunching
(If you want to)
Friends that are punchy
(On the street)

I believe in people falling
I believe in people warring
I believe diseases coming
I believe that's why I'm running

I believe in people balking
I believe in people talking

I believe in people breathing
I believe in people being

Keep living... ]]> ~Homicidal-Psychotic http://Homicidal-Psychotic.deviantart.com/journal/5171004/ http://Homicidal-Psychotic.deviantart.com/journal/5171004/ Sat, 23 Apr 2005 20:40:40 PDT
Cult of Personality by Living colour

Look in my eyes, what do you see?
the Cult of Personality
I know your anger, I know your dreams
I've been everything you wanna be ohhh
I'm the Cult of Personality
Like Mussolini and Kennedy
I'm the Cult of Personality
the Cult of Personality
the Cult of Personality

Neon lights, Nobel Prize
When a mirror speaks, the reflection lies
You won't have to follow me
Only you can set me free

I sell the things you need to be
I'm the smiling face on your T.V. ohh
I'm the Cult of Personality
I exploit you; still you love me
I tell you one and one makes three ohh
I'm the Cult of Personality
Like Joseph Stalin and Gandhi ohh
I'm the Cult of Personality
the Cult of Personality
the Cult of Personality

Neon lights, Nobel Prize
When a leader speaks, that leader dies
You won't have to follow me
Only you can set you free

(Guitar solo)

You gave me fortune, you gave me fame
You me power in your God's name
I'm every person you need to be ohh
I'm, the, Cult, of, Per, Son, Al, Ity

I am the Cult of (x8)
Personality ]]> ~Homicidal-Psychotic http://Homicidal-Psychotic.deviantart.com/journal/5150488/ http://Homicidal-Psychotic.deviantart.com/journal/5150488/ Thu, 21 Apr 2005 16:13:37 PDT Its all in my head...
Its all in my head...
Its all in my head...
Its all in my head...
Its all in my head...
Its all in my head...
Its all in my head...
Its all in my head...
Its all in my head...
Its all in my head...
Its all in my head...
Its all in my head...
Its all in my head...
Its all in my head...
Its all in my head...
Its all in my head...
Its all in my head...
Its all in my head...
Its all in my head...
Its all in my head...
Its all in my head...
Its all in my head...
Its all in my head...
Its all in my head...
Its all in my head...
Its all in my head...
........................................ ................. I need sleep.... ]]> ~Homicidal-Psychotic http://Homicidal-Psychotic.deviantart.com/journal/5142986/ http://Homicidal-Psychotic.deviantart.com/journal/5142986/ Wed, 20 Apr 2005 20:36:12 PDT
"The Virus Of Life"

I can see you but you can't see me
I could touch you and you wouldn't even feel me
Wait a second and you'll settle down
I'm just waiting, 'til you really let your guard down?
Your relaxed, your sublime, your amazing
You don't even know the danger you're facing
If I'm quiet, I'll slide up behind you
And if you hear me I'll enjoy trying to find you

I've been with you all day
I'm trying to stay calm
I'm impatient and it's really hard to breathe
I'm going to empty you and fill you in with me

Just keep the violence down
Not yet - don't make a sound
Oh God I'm feeling it
It's reaching fever pitch
My skin is caving in
My heart is driving out
No mercy, no remorse
Let nature take its course

Watching - Bring me to my knees
waiting - I am your disease
Lover - set my sympton free
Covered - you won't feel a thing
You can't stop me

(wait, no, wait, no, wait, wait, not yet, no wait)

I'm sweating through my veins
I'm trying to hold on
It's unbearable, it's almost worse for me
I'm gonna to tear you apart and make you see
MAKE YOU SEE!

Watching - Bring me to my knees
waiting - I am your disease
Lover - set my sympton free
Covered - you won't feel a thing

This is the virus
THE VIRUS OF LIFE
It gets inside us
The crisis, the knife
This is the virus
The virus of life
This is inside us
The crisis, the knife

It's almost time to play
It's time to be afraid
I can't control the pain
I can't control in vain
Oh God I'm ready now
You're almost ready now
I'm gonna raid it now
I'm gonna break it down
I see you in the dark
I see you all the way
I see you in the light
I see you bright as day
I wanna touch your face
I wanna touch your soul
I wanna wear your face
I wanna burn your soul

Watching - Bring me to my knees
waiting - I am your disease
Lover - set my sympton free
Lover - You don't love me

This is the virus, the virus of life
This is the virus, the virus of life
This is the virus, the virus of life
This is the virus, the virus of life ]]> ~Homicidal-Psychotic http://Homicidal-Psychotic.deviantart.com/journal/5140197/ http://Homicidal-Psychotic.deviantart.com/journal/5140197/ Wed, 20 Apr 2005 15:26:43 PDT
1. finnished CST testing early (YAY!)

2. my parental units trust me enough to send me with a few people I know (without them going with me) wich is very good..

3 I met a girl during testing (names April) who draws anime and she and a guy friend of hers are going to help me with my manga Ni Sekai.. Im going to be meeting them on friday..

4. and most importantly: I get to see Shakez on friday!!! YAY!! *bounces* I love him so much!

I feel so great now, everything is going so well... Shit.. the room is spinning again... must drink more sugar!!

anyway... wow.. Ive never really put a real journal entry in here.. I guess this is the closest to a journal entry I have ever made!... ohwell.. I gonna go now..

-Alice ]]> ~Homicidal-Psychotic http://Homicidal-Psychotic.deviantart.com/journal/5107485/ http://Homicidal-Psychotic.deviantart.com/journal/5107485/ Sat, 16 Apr 2005 22:00:01 PDT
My Little Box

Silent in my sanity
I live save inside my cell
In the darkness that surrounds me
I see my own special hell
Comfort in my suffering
Feeling warm inside this pain
Before I was coming down on me
I come on down again

I let you win, you come on to me
And you're so fucking brave
A chewed out lighten candle
Fell in my cool and empty cave
Somewhere in your world
They tell you this is what the people need
Doing all that shit on me
And leave me here to bleed

Cradle falls
(I live save inside my cell)
(In the darkness that surrounds me)
Unholy walls

Cradle falls, unholy walls
Cradle falls

Silent in my sanity
I live save inside my cell
In the darkness that surrounds me
I see my own special hell
Comfort in my suffering
Feeling warm inside this pain
Before I was coming down on me
I come on down again

You woke me out of my secret grave
You let your pretty world in

Cradle falls
(I live silently inside my cell)
(You woke me out of my sin)
Unholy walls
(You woke me out of my secret grave)
(You let your pretty world in)
Fall...

Now you're in my world
Did you dream it be so small
My little box was perfect
'Till you destroyed it all
My sanctety of sorrow gone
Forever in it's place
The sacred sweet of you
Is all that's left to taste

Feeling claustrofobic
Now my world is closing in
Subtle retrobusion
Where I am and where I've been
I'll take you to a place
You never knew could be
Curled up, in my little box

Cradle falls ]]> ~Homicidal-Psychotic http://Homicidal-Psychotic.deviantart.com/journal/5107247/ http://Homicidal-Psychotic.deviantart.com/journal/5107247/ Sat, 16 Apr 2005 21:26:10 PDT ~Homicidal-Psychotic http://Homicidal-Psychotic.deviantart.com/journal/5100466/ http://Homicidal-Psychotic.deviantart.com/journal/5100466/ Sat, 16 Apr 2005 01:50:31 PDT
*sighs* ok.. Im calm now.. *sighs* shit.. this manga thing is taking longer than I thought.. Why cant I just snap my fingers and have it all done and kick ass? ]]> ~Homicidal-Psychotic http://Homicidal-Psychotic.deviantart.com/journal/5099595/ http://Homicidal-Psychotic.deviantart.com/journal/5099595/ Fri, 15 Apr 2005 22:17:41 PDT
"Backmask"

you guys man - you gotta get organized - come on
when i say "we" you say "suck"
we - suck - we - suck
when i say "we" you say "suck"
we - suck - we - suck - dick

play that record backwards
here's a message yo for the suckas
play that record backwards
and go fuck yourself

play that record backwards
it's a message from aaaaaawwwwww
play that record backwards
and go go gogogogo

kill yourself
muthafucka go kill yourself... muthafucka go kill yourself...
muthafucka go kill... yourself

hate and devour the young
and the weaker ones and don't forget the guns
you're gonna need 'em to go kill yourself
hate all the people you love
in a river of blood
and don't forget the guns
you're gonnna need 'em to destroy
always destroy... always destroy...
always destroy yourself if you don't get what you want now

[Backwards:]
clean your room
do your homework
don't stay out too late
eat your vegetables
put away your toys
don't sit too close to the TV
get dressed for church

kill yourself because you don't get what you want ]]> ~Homicidal-Psychotic http://Homicidal-Psychotic.deviantart.com/journal/5056613/ http://Homicidal-Psychotic.deviantart.com/journal/5056613/ Mon, 11 Apr 2005 00:57:23 PDT
1. Whats the name of teh manga? Ni Sekai

2. Whats that mean? Its nothing special, I had nothing else to really call it and neither did Laura and we thought that just calling it Two worlds would be sort of corney so we went through a japanese book and found out how to say two worlds in japanese!! WOO! *sighs and slits wrists*

3. So your doing the past part first? Ive decided not to, we have the story almost finnished anyway so Im free to do what part I wish too.. If I wanted to do the very end and work tillt eh beginning I can! you know why? cause Im all powerfull!!!! *clears throat* anyway.. I have a real problem with drawing old men (I simply cannot do it) and if one of the characters in the Past part of Ni Sekai is an old dying king.. so Ill save that part for when I get brave.

4. So, your doing this yourself? Im drawing the manga by my self yes... Laura isnt much of an artist, shes a writer (a very good one at that) so her and I are roleplaying the story and I am using teh story to draw the manga..

5. Have you drawn manga before? Well not full manga novels no, but Ive done a comic or two.. So this will be my first full legnth manga.

6. Do you have a place to put this manga? Well I will shortly, Laura is creating a website (another thing shes good at) and we will be seeing if we can put it on onlinecomics.net..

If ya all have anymore questions dont hesitate to ask.. *shrugs* Ill try and get some more crap on here when I get the chance... ]]> ~Homicidal-Psychotic http://Homicidal-Psychotic.deviantart.com/journal/5056387/ http://Homicidal-Psychotic.deviantart.com/journal/5056387/ Sun, 10 Apr 2005 23:52:00 PDT Were those screams mine?
Some of them sound like me but others....

I just dont know..

All I know is that I wont be sleeping tonight, or the next night. To be honest, I am scared/sick of sleeping and scared/sick of dreaming. All I will do now is just sit in the pitch black and listen to the calming Tic toc noise the analog clock makes thats above my bed. It always used to calm me from my helusinations, when nothing else would. I have always loved that sound.

Well who knows, perhaps Ill get some work done tonight instead of sitting here.. It would be a change..

Alice ]]> ~Homicidal-Psychotic http://Homicidal-Psychotic.deviantart.com/journal/5056380/ http://Homicidal-Psychotic.deviantart.com/journal/5056380/ Sun, 10 Apr 2005 23:50:41 PDT A person whom one knows, likes, and trusts.

A person whom one knows; an acquaintance.

A person with whom one is allied in a struggle or cause; a comrade.

If thats all what a friend is, I used to have a couple of those, you know aside from the neverending people who used to laugh and beat me up all teh time. But I could never trust those people anymore. I am always hurt but "friends" so why on earth have them if they can only hurt you? I know that people need friends to make them feel special but honestly you can do that yourself; are people so lazy as you count on others to make them feel special?
Alice ]]> ~Homicidal-Psychotic http://Homicidal-Psychotic.deviantart.com/journal/4984151/ http://Homicidal-Psychotic.deviantart.com/journal/4984151/ Sat, 02 Apr 2005 23:43:51 PST ~Homicidal-Psychotic http://Homicidal-Psychotic.deviantart.com/journal/4948993/ http://Homicidal-Psychotic.deviantart.com/journal/4948993/ Wed, 30 Mar 2005 03:04:20 PST
Im sorry ladys and gentlmen, I really havnt been sleeping. Honestly sleep scares me so much, besides, what is the point? I mean, I end up sleeping a couple hours a week but aside from that Im to afraid to sleep even more. the more I sleep the more real the dreams get, keeping me from escaping untill I am woken up by my cat.

*sighs*
I wish Fuck Bunny would just shut up for once, always bothering me about killing, hurting and the like.. but I dont know why I talk about this.. No one truely understands what is going on.. They say they do, but: PROVE IT FUCKERS!! Ive only met one person that proved that they understood, and that is my Shakez the klown! I LOVE YOU!!! *hugs Shakez*

anyway.. *sighs* I wish there were more people who udnerstand.. then I remember that the pathetic wastes of life are breeding and there arent very many people who would.. ohwell.. *slits wrist*

-Alice ]]> ~Homicidal-Psychotic http://Homicidal-Psychotic.deviantart.com/journal/4921172/ http://Homicidal-Psychotic.deviantart.com/journal/4921172/ Sun, 27 Mar 2005 03:00:45 PST
~Candy~ liek every day?

*looks down* shut up...

~Candy~ *hands her Fuck Bunny* Fine.. you be that way..

Anyway!! *sighs* Im bored now... shit.. *slits wrist* ]]> ~Homicidal-Psychotic http://Homicidal-Psychotic.deviantart.com/journal/4906399/ http://Homicidal-Psychotic.deviantart.com/journal/4906399/ Fri, 25 Mar 2005 04:58:30 PST
~Candy~ If your so bored.. Listen to the rabbit for once then..

I dont wanna.. Ide rather wait till Im in a place where no one suspects me of anything...

~Candy~ where's that? eh?

Good point... *sighs* fuck.... I need more sugar!! and some aprin... shit..STUPID MEMORYS!! BAD!! *eats more asprin* ]]> ~Homicidal-Psychotic http://Homicidal-Psychotic.deviantart.com/journal/4882694/ http://Homicidal-Psychotic.deviantart.com/journal/4882694/ Tue, 22 Mar 2005 15:27:04 PST ~Homicidal-Psychotic http://Homicidal-Psychotic.deviantart.com/journal/4723348/ http://Homicidal-Psychotic.deviantart.com/journal/4723348/ Thu, 03 Mar 2005 21:06:15 PST
The lie that is known to be a lie is half eradicated but the lie that even intelligent persons accept as fact-the lie that has been inculcated in a little child at its mothers knee- is more dangerous to contend against than a creeping pestilence." ]]> ~Homicidal-Psychotic http://Homicidal-Psychotic.deviantart.com/journal/4723341/ http://Homicidal-Psychotic.deviantart.com/journal/4723341/ Thu, 03 Mar 2005 21:05:26 PST ~Homicidal-Psychotic http://Homicidal-Psychotic.deviantart.com/journal/4090861/ http://Homicidal-Psychotic.deviantart.com/journal/4090861/ Fri, 17 Dec 2004 19:33:21 PST --Alice ]]> ~Homicidal-Psychotic