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http://HoshiSenshi.deviantart.com/journal/19687745/ Thu, 31 Jul 2008 11:56:04 PDT Update

I just got back from my appointment a couple of hours ago. And it was not as bad as I was expecting, thank goodness. :3 (I was expecting to come home gagging and crying and gasping for air and everything.) I gagged, but only once during the x-rays. :< Thanks to the inspiration and kind words I got on here, I looked up some relaxation techniques specific for gagging during dental appointments. I also took something that would keep me calm, so that helped. And I was also glad that the lady who cleaned my teeth was so understanding and patient with me. ;A;

Right now I feel so relieved and like I can get through anything. XD Heh, seriously~

I'm hoping to find the source of my anxiety soon though, or at least find a way to fix it. Darn my overworking brain.

_{P.S. Happy birthday to *}spectrosity~! â¥ *w* (And J.K. Rowling and Harry Potter LOL.)

My Worst Fear

My worst fear right now is the dentist. ;-;

To explain in short, I had an incident last summer where I had panic attack like symptoms in which my heart started beating really fast and my palms were sweaty, and eventually I started gagging due to my throat being so tight. Although we never really found the cause despite going to the hospital, I've gained some control over these episodes (that I swear happen on the randomest of days). But I'm still left with an almost constant tight throat. Especially when I hold my mouth wide open for more than a few seconds, I gag. It's not a good feeling. At all. Which means when I go to the dentist (which is TOMORROW *sob*)...

I don't know what to do. I wish they would put me under while they clean my teeth. 8<

Yeah. It's pretty pathetic, seeing as it's a minor problem which I could probably get over with some will power and focus. I'm just that weak. ;-; Wish me luck.

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http://HoshiSenshi.deviantart.com/journal/19343289/ Fri, 11 Jul 2008 20:28:25 PDT Subscription!

SINCE WHEN AM I SUBSCRIBED HOLY CRAP. *A*

I check my devart for like, the first time since last week and I find that version 6 or whatever came out. And I never noticed the asterisk by my name until a second ago. SHOCK. Until that moment I was thinking, "Damn, even normal deviants get to see thumbnails in the message board, this is AWESOME LOL. 8DDD" (So does everyone get thumbnails then? If so, heck YES.)

SO SPILL THE BEANS. Who was the angel that gave me a month's subscription? I didn't get an email about it or anything and I want to repay you with my undying love. ;A; <3333

edit: Now I have a hunch that it was a gift from dA for me having gone to Anime Expo this year. D: Okay, maybe not.

Once I finish my (absurd amount of) physics homework, I shall do marvelous things with my page. 8D

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]]> ~HoshiSenshi sore feet + malnourished wallet = fun http://HoshiSenshi.deviantart.com/journal/19225468/ http://HoshiSenshi.deviantart.com/journal/19225468/ Sat, 05 Jul 2008 20:45:04 PDT mell0w-m1nded in the Artists Alley (I'll be framing the prints~), met the awesome and oh so pretty *spectrosity (the highlight of my day~ X3), and also found more buddies in the exhibit hall (~CranberryChime84). The company overrules the tired feet and broke-ness. XD If I had stayed more hours like I thought I could, I probably would have found more people. :[ I didn't even get a chance to eat lunch.

Now it's time for me to concentrate on passing physics. Must catch up to all the homework assignments I've been putting off till now. >.>; Wish me luck.

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(Just a note, the mood thing for the journals is taking too long to load, so I can't change it. I'm not really sad right now. I'm actually quite cheery. XD)

]]> ~HoshiSenshi Eeep. http://HoshiSenshi.deviantart.com/journal/19008415/ http://HoshiSenshi.deviantart.com/journal/19008415/ Mon, 23 Jun 2008 19:29:35 PDT Plus, I'm liek, totally BROKE. It's also the weekend before my Physics final. Oh joy. So I'm just a tad depressed about all this, but I'll get over it.

On happier news, I finished watching the epic anime that is called Tengen Toppa Gurren Lagann. I'm not much of a mecha fan, but this one I really love. Plus, Kamina is such a MAN. Like... dang. XD He is manly GAR personified, with awesome sauce on top.

I watched episode 8 of Gurren Lagann on the same day that I watched The Notebook. I recommend NOT doing that. I found myself in a pit of despair afterwards. D:

Oh noes, I'm behind on my deviations again. (sob)

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]]> ~HoshiSenshi So, um... ^-^; http://HoshiSenshi.deviantart.com/journal/18576121/ http://HoshiSenshi.deviantart.com/journal/18576121/ Fri, 30 May 2008 12:15:44 PDT
The truth is, I haven't been drawing at all until like... two days ago. x: It could be artists block, or that I haven't found any inspiration, or that I don't believe in my ability anymore. It's strange, because usually I go on dA, see the deviations of my friends and the artists I watch, and I get inspired, but recently that hasn't been happening. I don't know if college has changed the way I think about art. Perhaps me being a science major, and seeing art majors work so hard on pieces that they don't even want to do, just so that one day they'll be able to do what they want to do with their art... I think that made me ashamed in a way. There is only one type of art I can do, and want to do, and that won't get me far. And also I feel like I haven't been getting anywhere in my art, my style, my coloring, the overall quality. I want to make amazing art that's full of life, color, style, and is unique at the same time. But I haven't seen that in my art, nor do I have as much time and creativity for it as I'd like.

But nevertheless, I'll keep on trying... Even if it means the quality of my art may stay the same forever. Because so many people say that I have artistic talent, but I don't see it myself. If I keep on trying maybe I'll finally see it one day.

In other news: I've successfully completed my first year of college and passed all my classes, summer school starts on Monday, I may be going to AX for one day only, my grandfather who has lived with us since I was born is in the hospital, and my brain is about to implode.

Sorry for the depressing-ness of the journal. >///<; For all who read this, thank you for your support. â¥ Please be sure to visit my dA friends too, okay? :3

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]]> ~HoshiSenshi DED. http://HoshiSenshi.deviantart.com/journal/18044064/ http://HoshiSenshi.deviantart.com/journal/18044064/ Sat, 26 Apr 2008 19:36:30 PDT
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]]> ~HoshiSenshi Catching Up http://HoshiSenshi.deviantart.com/journal/17660740/ http://HoshiSenshi.deviantart.com/journal/17660740/ Thu, 03 Apr 2008 01:03:43 PDT I'm so terrible... even after Lent ends and even when I'm on spring break, I still can't find time to do art related things. *woe* I'm sorry everyone. ;_; Right now I feel like I can't do anything right. ._.|||

Ahem. Anyways...

I was tagged by ~biscuitmental13~! 8D

Rules:
1. Post these rules.
2. Each person tagged must post 8 random facts about themselves.
3. Tags should write a journal of these facts.
4. At the end of the post 8 more bloggers are tagged and named.
5. Go to their page and leave a comment telling them that they're tagged.

1. I used to be afraid of eraser dust because I thought inhaling them would be fatal.
2. I'm a Filipino American, but I'm better at speaking Japanese than Tagalog/Bisaya.
3. I have a myspace, a facebook, a LJ, an IJ, a y!gallery, and a xanga. o_o;;
4. I don't like carrying purses and am not comfortable wearing sunglasses.
5. I don't enjoy talking on the phone very much. My cell phone is for practical use.
6. I save all the notes and little gifts my friends give me in a Beatles lunch box.
7. I'm taking a public speaking class right now, and it kind of sucks.
8. Right now I have a different color nail polish on each nail.

Oh yes. I've finished Death Note. Finally. (I had dropped it since episode 26.) Nrrr... The final credits almost made me cry. D: Now I'm working on Fruits Basket. Now THAT anime has made me cry every single episode. No joke. *A*

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]]> ~HoshiSenshi We'll Meet Again! http://HoshiSenshi.deviantart.com/journal/16760480/ http://HoshiSenshi.deviantart.com/journal/16760480/ Wed, 06 Feb 2008 19:28:14 PST

"I'm tired of being so judgemental
Of everyone
I will not go to sleep
I will train my eyes to see
That my mind is as blind as a branch on a tree"
- On the Other Side, The Strokes

Since Lent has started for me, and one of the things I've decided to do is give up the internet... spend some time away from my fandoms and addictions on here. I'll definitely be going on to check my email and school related stuff, and I'm still going to come on DA to do my mod duties at the ~kuroganexfai club, but that's the only place I'm going to be active on here. I may also submit new deviations too, but I won't be able to look at deviations, comments, journals, or notes, so forgive me! I'll also be working on fixing my unfriendliness. ): I hope you'll have patience with me until Easter. Thanks, everyone! â¥ And happy Chinese new year and early Valentine's!

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]]> ~HoshiSenshi Pointless Post is Pointless. http://HoshiSenshi.deviantart.com/journal/16656306/ http://HoshiSenshi.deviantart.com/journal/16656306/ Thu, 31 Jan 2008 09:37:51 PST

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So I'm going to be busy with school. Again. It's only been about two or three days but I'm already wishing last semester was back. :\ I'll be hoping to get some art stuff done on weekends though... *crosses fingers* And I'll comment when I can.

Don't forget to join the ~kuroganexfai club or the ~kiss-of-fire club for KatouxIwaki! :]

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]]> ~HoshiSenshi Shameless Pimping...AGAIN. http://HoshiSenshi.deviantart.com/journal/16451835/ http://HoshiSenshi.deviantart.com/journal/16451835/ Fri, 18 Jan 2008 12:45:41 PST

"Be yourself, because the people who mind don't matter, and the people who matter don't mind." - Dr. Seuss

For the first time ever, hoshi is now a moderator of a club on DA! And that club is none other than...

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So come on all you Kurogane/Fai lovers (and I know you're out there) and join! The contests are fun and the admin is super nice. :]

Which reminds me, I've always wanted to create a Haru wo Daiteita / KatouxIwaki club. Yes, it's a yaoi series and couple. My favorites. â¥ Is there anyone out there who supports them and would be willing to join? I wouldn't want to open a club that's going to remain empty. ;_;

And back to the topic of Tsubasa/KuroFai... the second OVA of Tokyo Revelations has come out today! I haven't seen it yet, but I went to my usual Japanese bookstore and Volume 22 hadn't come in yet... Hopefully it's soon! ~~Or hopefully someone will be generous and share it soon. XD~~

I hope everyone had a restful and fun holiday! Happy new year 2008! :] I for one, can't wait to get back to school and start my next semester of college. 8D I think my sucky health is because I'm stuck at home doing nothing.

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edit:

I've opened up the KatouxIwaki club! Please join if you're interested! â¥

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And I'm in the process of downloading the 2nd TRC OVA raw! Ahhhh! â¥

]]> ~HoshiSenshi It's that time of year. http://HoshiSenshi.deviantart.com/journal/16073740/ http://HoshiSenshi.deviantart.com/journal/16073740/ Mon, 24 Dec 2007 09:23:28 PST

"I wish you a Merry Christmas,
Happy New Year, too,
I've just one wish
On this Christmas Eve;
I wish I were with you.
I wish I were with you."

Merry Christmas, happy holidays, and happy new year! Thank you for making my 2007 so special and memorable. I must say it was a very pivotal and important year for me in many aspects. May good things come for everyone with the new year as we say goodbye to the old one! ^_^

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P.S. I just finished watching Chobits! ~~Finally!~~ It was very precious. Chii and Hideki are so cute. <3

]]> ~HoshiSenshi D: Revelations http://HoshiSenshi.deviantart.com/journal/15545367/ http://HoshiSenshi.deviantart.com/journal/15545367/ Sat, 17 Nov 2007 08:54:57 PST

"No matter how long ago it was, losing the most important people in your life is still hard to forget. You will still feel lonely."
- Woman, Volume 6, Chapter 4, xxxHOLiC

I want to learn how to do lighting/mood. Like this. Tutorials? Tips? |D I wanna improve on my coloring. But then again I wanna improve on everything. Aagh, where do I start?

Man, I had a good day at school a couple of days ago. I wish it was like that all the time. Why do good days never last? *woe*

And OMG. Production I.G rocks so much for making the Tokyo Revelations OAV so awesome. D| Thank goodness the Tokyo arc didn't get in the hands of Bee Train. The OAV was true to the manga, the animation was beautiful, the voices were well done as usual (except Kamui's was a bit low) and I can't wait for the next two! (The KuroFai arm grab = <3) I hope the Infinity arc, Celes arc are done by I.G too. Heck, they should do the rest of the manga in OAVs! I think CLAMP would be happy about that as well as the fans, seriously.

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Yay for French 60s music. 8D

]]> ~HoshiSenshi Shadows Start to Fall http://HoshiSenshi.deviantart.com/journal/15468636/ http://HoshiSenshi.deviantart.com/journal/15468636/ Wed, 14 Nov 2007 20:10:31 PST

"Why do you still come?"
"Because you're very lonely. And I...am also very lonely."
- Spirit & Watanuki, Volume 6, Chapter 7

Hello everyone. Just popping by for a monthly update. (Actually, it would be over two months, wouldn't it? Oopsies.) Nothing really has been going on, except that I've been very distracted lately. Also, Dumbledore is gay, KuroFai became canon, holic is finally off break, and the Tsubasa OAV is on it's way. <3

...I'm sure this is the most useless entry I've ever done. How about you all tell me how you've been the past month? Please give me another reason to avoid doing my Chemistry quiz.

And happy early or late birthday to my November friends and comrades. <3

P.S. Does anybody have any good tutorials on lighting/mood? Especially using color? I need lots of help.

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]]> ~HoshiSenshi 大学 http://HoshiSenshi.deviantart.com/journal/14506546/ http://HoshiSenshi.deviantart.com/journal/14506546/ Wed, 05 Sep 2007 17:37:05 PDT

"If you believe so, then it's decided. If you don't believe it, then it can be changed." - Yuuko, Volume 1, Chapter 4

college is awesome, but even though i only have 3 classes plus 2 labs it is a little tiring. D| (i think i just need a backpack rather than carry all my books...) so this journal is just to tell everyone that since i need to go online often for my college courses i'll be checking on DA everyday, contrary to my previous journal which said i wouldn't be online as much. however, i probably won't have the time to actually comment or reply to comments. i WILL be looking at deviations and journals and comments though! maybe i can comment on the weekends. ï¼ï¿£ã¼ï¿£ )ãï½½ï¾ï¾ï½½ï¾ï¾

all in all, i'm gonna like my classes (but maybe not calculus, since i was never too crazy about that in high school). japanese is my absolute favorite. â¥ v(ï¿£âï¿£ )ï¾ï¾ï½¯

i've also learned how to type japanese characters on my keyboard. i think anyone who has windows xp or higher can do it without installing anything. i got this info from a friend's blog on lj. â¥ go here.ããããã§ãã?ã

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]]> ~HoshiSenshi Blastoff! http://HoshiSenshi.deviantart.com/journal/14357129/ http://HoshiSenshi.deviantart.com/journal/14357129/ Sun, 26 Aug 2007 22:37:47 PDT

"...There are limits to what we can do. Instead of regretting what we cannot do...it is better to do anything we can do. Even if what we do does not bring us to our final goal...it brings us that much closer to it." - Yuuko, Volume 9, Chapter 6, bwys translation

i was tagged by both ~silverorigami4 and ~Forsyte. :3 basically i list 6 weird habits/things about myself.

1) i've grown to hate mealtimes. my grandpa has parkinson's, often making it hard for him to swallow without aspirating (aka choking), so i always eat in fear.
2) i like to leave clues or messages about different things in my blogs or artwork or layout (in the case of myspace). and i wonder if anyone catches them...
3) when at the computer i sit like l. seriously. i slouch and don't like wearing socks.
4) when i eat candy like kit kats or pocky, i always eat the coating first.
5) i'd rather get my blood drawn than go to the dentist. i gag very easily.
6) when i drink something, or eat something that's held in my hand, my pinky goes up. it's unintentional.

college starts tomorrow. D: so expect me online less... or maybe more, depending if i wanna do my work or not. >.>;

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]]> ~HoshiSenshi 十八 http://HoshiSenshi.deviantart.com/journal/14272706/ http://HoshiSenshi.deviantart.com/journal/14272706/ Tue, 21 Aug 2007 13:14:28 PDT

"Whether it is a meeting by chance or a major event, every occurance will affect the future...because a man's path of life is not only unstoppable--but also neverending. The smallest thing, the shortest amount of time, the littlest piece of record or memory...the fate that accompanies you will never disappear." - Yuuko, Volume 1, Chapter 1, bwys translation

i've just turned eighteen, and my do i feel old. XD thank you to everyone who's wished me a happy birthday so far, and thanks to everyone who will. *points finger at those who had to be reminded* ;3 hehehe. also, thanks for the gift art i've received and may possibly be receiving! your gifts and words make me even happier. â¥

of course you all know what this means... you can come look for me on y!gallery now! >D i'm not going to link it here because most probably i'll be dumping artworks that are restricted to the eyes of the underaged and innocent over there... note me if you're so desperate to see them. or you can just browse around and see if you can spot my art style. XD

some old but good news: 2nd season of xxxholic has been confirmed! i'm so excited! â¥

also, my first day of college starts on monday! D: wish me luck, for i will need it. (i'm just thankful that my first class every day will be japanese. :3)

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]]> ~HoshiSenshi I feel dumb. Srsly. But anyway... http://HoshiSenshi.deviantart.com/journal/13894565/ http://HoshiSenshi.deviantart.com/journal/13894565/ Fri, 27 Jul 2007 00:16:58 PDT

"That's right... It's scary, isn't it? 'Speech,' that is. Once it has left your mouth, it cannot be uncalled. It cannot be nullified. People don't understand how strongly they're tied down because of it. But they continue to use that lock. 'Speech' is something living. And sometimes, it can even tie down a person's life." - Yuuko, Volume 4, Chapter 3, bwys translation

Well, I've finished the 7th and final Harry Potter book, and I enjoyed it. I can't wait till J. K. Rowling finishes the encyclopedia. <3 Lately I've been very inspired to do fanarts and such; hopefully I'll get around to them. Also, I may be seeing Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix for the 5th time tomorrow. Lolz.

And I feel so accomplished. In my Pearl game I've caught all the legendary Pokemon except Mesprit. It's one of those darn Pokemon that keep fleeing just to give you a hard time, unlike one of the other ones that just let me catch it with one Quick Ball. *shakes fist*

Holy cow... It's almost August = almost my birthday. 8D Happy early 18th birthday to *Raccuun!!! (Her bday is on the 31st.) <333

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]]> ~HoshiSenshi CLAMP Angst & External Hard Drives http://HoshiSenshi.deviantart.com/journal/13701576/ http://HoshiSenshi.deviantart.com/journal/13701576/ Wed, 11 Jul 2007 22:26:07 PDT They know they want each other, so just let this angst be done with so they can smex. XD I can't believe CLAMP left us with a cliffhanger like that. Actually, I can believe it. XD I don't think I've ever been this excited for the next chapter before in Tsubasa. *w* Or...have I?? .__.;

I liked the holic chapter though. There was a cliffhanger (which kinda sucks cause I think it's on break till...August, is it??) but there was positive Doumeki-worrying-about-Watanuki action. 8D Mweheheheh... donuts is tastehh. >:]

But enough of my CLAMP fandom worries. :3 I wanted to know...I just got an external hard drive cause I felt bad that I was using up over 1/2 of our main computers' disk space, so I wanted to know from all you external hard drive users out there, if there's any danger of external hard drives crashing or being wiped. Do I need to worry, and still put my files on CD in other words? .__. I'm clueless.

T o D o
Sketch Requests: 5/10
100 Themes Challenge: 009/100
KuroxFai art trade with ~Pokeshipper
DouWata pic for ~venuslove
~~Turtle and Penguin pic~~ DONE! :3 (But may do another one.)
SerenityMars pic for Melissa
Sketch requests are CLOSED. (I'm pretty booked.) ><;

S p e c i a l
Clubs, Worship, Awesome!

Pimping a new club! X3

]]> ~HoshiSenshi 7.7.7 http://HoshiSenshi.deviantart.com/journal/13650961/ http://HoshiSenshi.deviantart.com/journal/13650961/ Sat, 07 Jul 2007 20:04:18 PDT
Although it hasn't turned out to be lucky for me. ;__;

1.) AP scores have come in.
2.) Those DAMN Tsubasa chapter 159 spoilers. (Why CLAMP, why??!?!?) ;__;
3.) Mother wants me to have an 18th birthday party when I've told her far too many times that I DON'T WANT ONE.

Among other things. =_= I hope everyone else's day has been better than mine, though. XD

(For those who have me friended on livejournal, forgive me for this blog repeat.)

As for Anime Expo:
Good things happened, and bad things happened. But far more bad things than good things. x__x I cosplayed as Himawari-chan and recycled my Bleach outfit from last year, but I took far too little pictures. Also, got some copics, saw most of the Transformers premiere, and got to watch the 1st Death Note movie with my friends. I heard next year is going to be in LA?! D:

T o D o
Sketch Requests: 5/10
100 Themes Challenge: 009/100
KuroxFai art trade with ~Pokeshipper
DouWata pic for ~venuslove
~~Turtle and Penguin pic~~ DONE! :3 (But may do another one.)
SerenityMars pic for Melissa
Sketch requests are CLOSED. (I'm pretty booked.) ><;

S p e c i a l
Clubs, Worship, Awesome!

Pimping a new club! X3

]]> ~HoshiSenshi AX 2007 http://HoshiSenshi.deviantart.com/journal/13471035/ http://HoshiSenshi.deviantart.com/journal/13471035/ Sun, 24 Jun 2007 11:21:24 PDT

Can you smell it?

D:

T o D o
Sketch Requests: 4/10
100 Themes Challenge: 009/100
KuroxFai art trade with ~Pokeshipper
DouWata pic for ~venuslove
SerenityMars pic for Melissa

S p e c i a l
Clubs, Worship, Awesome!

]]> ~HoshiSenshi I am a high school graduate made of FAIL. http://HoshiSenshi.deviantart.com/journal/13259371/ http://HoshiSenshi.deviantart.com/journal/13259371/ Thu, 07 Jun 2007 23:54:15 PDT
But I guess I put all the blame on senior year. The senior events, the debut practices, the performances, the tests and AP tests, plus my severe case of senioritis in which I didn't want to do ANYTHING...

Hopefully that'll change now that for the first time since like...kindergarten, I have no summer reading work to do. D:

P.S. In August I'll be turning 18 and can have a y!account. Yea-uh.

P.P.S. Eep. I have so much work to do before AX. @_@

P.P.S.S. (?) I finally got a DS! Pokemon Diamond Pearl for the win! XD

T o D o
Sketch Requests: 3/10
100 Themes Challenge: 008/100
KuroxFai art trade with ~Pokeshipper
DouWata pic for ~venuslove

S p e c i a l
Clubs, Worship, Awesome!

F e a t u r e
The RL friends. Cause they are love. ^_^

]]> ~HoshiSenshi With Arms Outstretched http://HoshiSenshi.deviantart.com/journal/12477684/ http://HoshiSenshi.deviantart.com/journal/12477684/ Thu, 05 Apr 2007 23:51:11 PDT Dream - Everly Brothers
I'll Follow the Sun - The Beatles
On Boro Balloon Ichi Gou - Advantage Lucy
On the Other Side - The Strokes
Hitori Botchi - Suga Shikao
Beautiful Alone - Weiss Kreuz
Sekai no Yakusoku - Chieko Baishou
Science vs. Romance - Rilo Kiley
Hachi Gatsu no Serenade - Suga Shikao
Heart in a Cage - The Strokes
Secret Sorrow - Kenichi Suzumura
Last in my Winds - Weiss Kreuz
Eleanor Rigby - The Beatles
With Arms Outstretched - Rilo Kiley

I bet you're wondering.

P.S. I'm still on artist's block.

]]> ~HoshiSenshi The Procrastinator's List http://HoshiSenshi.deviantart.com/journal/12380572/ http://HoshiSenshi.deviantart.com/journal/12380572/ Thu, 29 Mar 2007 19:22:25 PDT Read this inspiring post and you'll know why.
If you don't particularly care about my schedule, then don't read it and go away. Plzkthnx.
But words of encouragement, reminders, and stuff would help. :9

G O A L S

School
[ ] Henderson-Hasselbalch lab write-up
[ ] clear holds!
[ ] register for summer classes
[ ] get signature to change major
[ ] register for fall classes
[ ] go to Japanese Film Festival for second project
[ ] Japanese essay contest
[ ] study for calculus/ calculus homework
[ ] cultural artifact speech

Art
[ ] Shinigami Syaoran-kun for ~GianGz
[ ] Hana Kimi pic for ~takenwithaiken8
[ ] Sketch requests (5/10)
[ ] CLAMPtastic - Bishounen Version
[ ] Penguin pic for ~silverorigami4
[ ] 100 themes art challenge (014/100)

Miscellaneous
[ ] Translate Haru wo Daiteita chapter 48 for scanlation
[ ] Start learning how to drive

]]> ~HoshiSenshi Surfing on a Rocket http://HoshiSenshi.deviantart.com/journal/12315578/ http://HoshiSenshi.deviantart.com/journal/12315578/ Sat, 24 Mar 2007 21:29:23 PDT All the proceeds go towards MS (multiple sclerosis) research, which is cool.
The performers were really awesome, and I got to dance and jump right in front.
I heard it was smaller than last year; there was even a little mosh pit last year,
But it was still fun. Afterwards we went to the school carnival.
After one of the rides, I felt like I had left earth and came back...
It was one of those swinging rides; I hadn't been on one of those for a long time.

I discovered a new good yaoi series, Under Grand Hotel.
It doesn't reach the greatness of HaruDaki, but it's good, and not too long.
Sword is like an extreme and delinquent version of Katou.
(No wonder I pictured MikiShin doing the voice.)
Sen is like the extreme naughty side of Iwaki.
Now I wish I they'd make a drama CD.

Life and school and home are so stressing and annoying and depressing.
I'll never get out of it, will I?
I'm longing for spring break.

Oh yeah, have you read the TRC spoilers for next week's new chapter?
Who knew Fai had THAT much angst in him.
CLAMP are truly the angst queens.

T o D o
Sketch Requests: 3/10
100 Themes Challenge: 008/100
KuroxFai art trade with ~Pokeshipper
DouWata pic for ~venuslove

S p e c i a l
Clubs, Worship, Awesome!

F e a t u r e
=splashley07 - Cause she's awesome and you know it.

]]> ~HoshiSenshi Time's Almost Up http://HoshiSenshi.deviantart.com/journal/12232627/ http://HoshiSenshi.deviantart.com/journal/12232627/ Sun, 18 Mar 2007 12:53:02 PDT
Before that, there's someone who needs a thanking...

Exclamation point!
She's the one I owe my gratitude to for having a subscription in the first place, and I don't know how else I can repay her except to tell everyone who reads this to go visit her DA page. Guaranteed you'll find she's an awesome and talented person. :3

Finally, happy 39th birthday, Miki-san! Otanjoubi omedetou gozaimasu~! â¥

T o D o
Sketch Requests: 3/10
100 Themes Challenge: 008/100
KuroxFai art trade with ~Pokeshipper
DouWata pic for ~venuslove

S p e c i a l
Clubs, Worship, Awesome!

L i n k s
August Serenade - My Icon LJ Community ]]> ~HoshiSenshi I'm Boring! http://HoshiSenshi.deviantart.com/journal/12046087/ http://HoshiSenshi.deviantart.com/journal/12046087/ Sat, 03 Mar 2007 21:07:27 PST
My style is so ehhh. Just about everything about it is mehhh. The poses are stiff, the lines are blocky, the hair is one big blob on the head, the CGing is typical, the colors are sparse and monotonous.

I'd rather look at my favorites gallery than at my own. ><

What sucks is that I don't have as much time as I'd like to develop my style or my coloring techniques. I don't think I ever will. Cause after high school is college. And after college is work. It's really not fair.

Mehhhhhh.

T o D o
Sketch Requests: 3/10
100 Themes Challenge: 008/100
KuroxFai art trade with ~Pokeshipper
DouWata pic for ~venuslove

S p e c i a l
Clubs, Worship, Awesome!

L i n k s
August Serenade - My Icon LJ Community

]]> ~HoshiSenshi Nihon-ophile? http://HoshiSenshi.deviantart.com/journal/11715741/ http://HoshiSenshi.deviantart.com/journal/11715741/ Tue, 06 Feb 2007 20:55:33 PST <;

Around 2-3 weeks ago I returned from a 3-day retreat at Lake Arrowhead with my classmates (and I still haven't completely unpacked - that's how much a lazy procrastinator I am). It was funner than I thought it would be, and warmer than I thought it would be, and I took a few nice pictures of the lake which are in my scraps.

Ever since I've seen *hakanphotography's work, I've been inspired to do more photography. I kind of wish I was still taking Photography class.

Today, students from Uekusa Gakuen in Japan came to visit our school! X3 It was SO fun, and I was so sad when they had to leave. My Uekusa partner was so cute, and polite, and nice to me! â¥ It was the first time I ever put my self-teaching Japanese lessons to use, and even though I probably sounded like a 5-year-old kid to her, she still said I spoke very good Japanese. They first did a traditional dance for us, then later they did origami with newspapers, and taught a tea ceremony. We took them to our classes, but since they're an hour and a half, they were pretty bored. My last class was super fun, because there's a lot of ASB people in that class, so mostly everyone had a Japanese student, and we ended up sitting on the floor in a big huge circle playing Retarded Reindeer. They caught on really fast. I wish we could've done more fun stuff...

So yeah, I was really sad when they left. But at least I got her email address (which for some reason is like a sentence long... o_o). I think I'll post a picture I took with her in my scraps. :3 â¥

Other news: we're going to play a Beatles medley for Percussion and I'm on piano; I've been downloading more Miki Shinichirou goodies thanks to the livejournal community â¥; the Fuyu no Semi OVA 1 comes out February 23rd â¥; and I haven't been doing my homework at home for like a week. D:

And as you can see, I don't link my topics in my journals. Like, at all. So, sorry about the choppiness.

T o D o
Sketch Requests: 3/10
100 Themes Challenge: 008/100
KuroxFai art trade with ~Pokeshipper
DouWata pic for ~venuslove

F e a t u r e d A r t i s t
*aresa - Fellow Miki Shinichirou and Haru wo Daiteita lover and drawer of amazingly kawaii chibis! â¥ Start your stalking!

S p e c i a l
Clubs, Worship, Awesome!

L i n k s
August Serenade - My Icon LJ Community

]]> ~HoshiSenshi Happy New Year!! http://HoshiSenshi.deviantart.com/journal/11277503/ http://HoshiSenshi.deviantart.com/journal/11277503/ Mon, 01 Jan 2007 16:21:38 PST Happy New Year 2007 to everyone on DA! Let's hope for a productive, safe, and fun year!
â¥

Any resolutions? Anyone? ^^ I think this year I'm going to stop drinking soda and take better care of my dental hygene. X3 And maybe I'd try not to procrastinate, but you know how well that'd work out... XD;;

And um. Graduation year. Omg. *tear*

T o D o
Sketch Requests: 3/10
100 Themes Challenge: 007/100
KuroxFai art trade with ~Pokeshipper
DouWata pic for ~venuslove

F e a t u r e d A r t i s t
~muckcracker:Now that's what I call style. â¥

S p e c i a l
Clubs, Worship, Awesome!

L i n k s
August Serenade - My Icon LJ Community

]]> ~HoshiSenshi 100 Themes Art Challenge http://HoshiSenshi.deviantart.com/journal/11231854/ http://HoshiSenshi.deviantart.com/journal/11231854/ Fri, 29 Dec 2006 08:48:49 PST Art Challenge: 100 Themes!

Number of Artworks Complete: 016/100
Last Update: 8/17/08
Themes Updated: 92. All That I Have, 100. Relaxation

Themes

1. Introduction
2. Love
3. Light
4. Dark
5. Seeking Solace
6. Break Away
7. Heaven
8. Innocence
9. Drive
10. Breathe Again
11. Memory
12. Insanity
13. Misfortune
14. Smile
15. Silence
16. Questioning
17. Blood
18. Rainbow
19. Gray
20. Fortitude
21. Vacation
22. Mother Nature
23. Cat
24. No Time
25. Trouble Lurking
26. Tears
27. Foreign
28. Sorrow
29. Happiness
30. Under the Rain
31. Flowers
32. Night
33. Expectations
34. Stars
35. Hold My Hand/ Hold My Hand colored
36. Precious Treasure
37. Eyes
38. Abandoned
39. Dreams
40. Rated
41. Teamwork
42. Standing Still
43. Dying
44. Two Roads
45. Illusion
46. Family
47. Creation
48. Childhood
49. Stripes
50. Breaking the Rules
51. Sport
52. Deep in Thought
53. Keeping a Secret
54. Tower
55. Waiting
56. Danger Ahead
57. Sacrifice
58. Kick in the Head
59. No Way Out
60. Rejection
61. Fairy Tale
62. Magic
63. Do Not Disturb
64. Multitasking
65. Horror
66. Traps
67. Playing the Melody
68. Hero
69. Annoyance
70. 67%
71. Obsession
72. Mischief Managed
73. I Can't
74. Are You Challenging Me?
75. Mirror
76. Broken Pieces
77. Test
78. Drink
79. Starvation
80. Words
81. Pen and Paper
82. Can You Hear Me?
83. Heal
84. Out Cold
85. Spiral
86. Seeing Red
87. Food
88. Pain
89. Through the Fire
90. Triangle
91. Drowning
92. All That I Have
93. Give Up
94. Last Hope
95. Advertisement
96. In the Storm
97. Safety First
98. Puzzle
99. Solitude
100. Relaxation

Just had to re-register on the 100 Themes Art Challenge, and thought that I might as well do what it tells me to and make a journal of this. Um yeah... no one has to comment on this journal. This is just for my reference and for the registration. n_n;

]]> ~HoshiSenshi Merry Belated Christmas! http://HoshiSenshi.deviantart.com/journal/11213510/ http://HoshiSenshi.deviantart.com/journal/11213510/ Wed, 27 Dec 2006 16:25:41 PST

What happened to me that day (which was nothing very eventful):
Woke up, fell out of bed, dragged a comb across my head... *stops quoting Beatles songs* And then I ate breakfast, waited for my sisters to wake up/come downstairs, and then we opened presents!

Got a nice white Adidas sweater and a grey turtleneck from my mom ( â¥ ); my favorite chocolate Ferrero Rocher from Santa ( â¥ ); a Bleach calendar, the xxxHOLiC movie DVD, peanut butter chocolate, a CD, and a scarf/belt/hair-accessory from my sisters; and a few other random things from my mom's friends/relatives.

Then we went to church, and went home. Relatives came over until late. Fun fun fun. :3

Yesterday, we went shopping at SCP and felt so out of place among the rich Japanese. XD But it was a nice place...with a huge Christmas tree. I managed to steal a Japanese pamphlet from there. >D (Not really steal. I'm just overexaggerating. X3)

I wish it was Christmas every day. Or rather, I wish Christmas break lasted forever. ;_;

T o D o
Sketch Requests: 3/10
KuroxFai art trade with ~Pokeshipper

F e a t u r e d A r t i s t

Now that's what I call style. â¥

S p e c i a l
Clubs, Worship, Awesome!

P r i n t s
DA Print Shop

L i n k s
August Serenade - My Icon LJ Community

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]]> ~HoshiSenshi For all DouWata KuroFai fans ♥ http://HoshiSenshi.deviantart.com/journal/11160783/ http://HoshiSenshi.deviantart.com/journal/11160783/ Sat, 23 Dec 2006 10:26:32 PST
Haven't seen this site? It's so much love. Just don't steal the images, or your in for a heck of a time. But I thought I'd share because the two new pictures from CLAMP's Nekoi for fans to fawn over. I sure enjoyed it. :3

Shh! It's our little secret! ;D

(And someone tell me if this is old news. XD; Cause I don't check that site daily and don't know when that was last updated.)

Anyway, I really want to draw something for Christmas, and I also want to finish the sketch requests and trades so I can open them up again. Maybe I can kill two birds with one stone...

Oh! And I also got the Pretty Soldier Sailor Moon Picture Collection (Artbook) Volume II. It's really nice. I think I'm going to start collecting artbooks. They're really worthwhile. :3

T o D o
Sketch Requests: 3/10
KuroxFai art trade with ~Pokeshipper

F e a t u r e d A r t i s t
Okay. IMPORTANT. And very bad. It turns out ~WEI-CHEN was only posing as Wei Chen and posting his work without permission. How disgustingly disappointing. And to think that I put that person as a featured artist... But oh well, the REAL person still has an amazing art style! So, I think I'll unwatch that person now... I'm sorry everyone! ;_;

(And oops. In the last journal I called him a she. Lol.)

S p e c i a l
Clubs, Worship, Awesome!

P r i n t s
DA Print Shop

L i n k s
August Serenade - My Icon LJ Community

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]]> ~HoshiSenshi I feel special. ♥ http://HoshiSenshi.deviantart.com/journal/11129784/ http://HoshiSenshi.deviantart.com/journal/11129784/ Wed, 20 Dec 2006 16:29:18 PST splashley07. I have no idea how I got to deserve it, but omg I love it. Thank you, =splashley07!! How can I ever repay you? â¥â¥â¥â¥â¥â¥ x 1000. *A*

So now it makes sense that I have to go on DA everyday now, right? And take advantage of all my subscriber privilages while it lasts. X3 It's going to be so awesome. ;_;

And I learned how I can make my journal all pretty and stuff! XD I got the template from here. Thank God for people who know more than me and share their knowledge. I wish I could do something useful like that one day. o_o

T o D o
Sketch Requests: 3/10
KuroxFai art trade with ~Pokeshipper

F e a t u r e d A r t i s t

Just. WOW. *_* And only 1,000+ pageviews. She did just join, but I still say she deserves 100,000 by now. Her art is that beautiful. Go visit!

S p e c i a l
Clubs, Worship, Awesome!

P r i n t s
DA Print Shop

L i n k s
August Serenade - My Icon LJ Community

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]]> ~HoshiSenshi Update http://HoshiSenshi.deviantart.com/journal/11084357/ http://HoshiSenshi.deviantart.com/journal/11084357/ Sat, 16 Dec 2006 13:38:25 PST Anime Medley, 31. Dreams, and a few others as prints. So, go give me your money! XD (I doubt anyone will buy actually, lol.) Should I put up more prints?

And I now have 2/10 sketches done! Hurrah! ^.^ Hopefully I can finish them all before Christmas.

Break has started too! *does the happy dance*

TO|DO
sketch requests: 3/10
DN fanart
OtRFK fanart
KuroFai fanart
HaruDaki fanart
Art trade w/~Pokeshipper

Clubs. Worship. Awesome.

]]> ~HoshiSenshi Umm... http://HoshiSenshi.deviantart.com/journal/11007991/ http://HoshiSenshi.deviantart.com/journal/11007991/ Sat, 09 Dec 2006 16:07:23 PST
{To Do:
- hmwk & essays
- reply to comments
- DN movie icons
- sketch requests
- fanarts:
= Death Note
= OtRFK
= HaruDaki
= KuroFai
- Rubiks cube
- upload ANC}

]]> ~HoshiSenshi I'm Terrible. So When's Christmas? http://HoshiSenshi.deviantart.com/journal/10884718/ http://HoshiSenshi.deviantart.com/journal/10884718/ Tue, 28 Nov 2006 21:46:37 PST
In any case, that means... I've finished my personal statements and applications!

And I never want to go through that again.

Now I have nothing to worry about until I get my letters. Eek. Unless the UC's computer systems crashed and my applications didn't go through. *A*

Anywayy, I am itching, ITCHING to decorate for Christmas. That, the presents, the vacation, the cold that grounds you to the warm comfort of your home, the family, the songs... Makes me love Christmas the best. But the decorating. I go mad decorating. >D

But but, our family is invited to go to the Philippines for Christmas. And I don't really wanna go. >< I'd miss home, the traditional present opening, going to church, and stuff. Then again, when my parents moved to America, they had to stop by Tokyo (for like, a few hours in the airport XO).

I dunno. I'll have to think about it. x__x It's just too bad my grandparents can't go visit home with us if we go. My mom doesn't know if they can stand the pressure from the plane.

CLUBS. WORSHIP. AWESOME.

(Ahh, I think =Raccuun has subconsciously influenced me to get into Death Note... X3)

]]> ~HoshiSenshi Oekaki Boards http://HoshiSenshi.deviantart.com/journal/10817448/ http://HoshiSenshi.deviantart.com/journal/10817448/ Wed, 22 Nov 2006 23:11:55 PST
Oo, and the HP5 trailer is out during the Happy Feet previews. Must see it sooon.

Happy Thanksgiving, everyone! â¥

Why, looky here!

]]> ~HoshiSenshi Survey Says http://HoshiSenshi.deviantart.com/journal/10769724/ http://HoshiSenshi.deviantart.com/journal/10769724/ Sat, 18 Nov 2006 18:27:45 PST <

DeviantArt Survey
Just answer the following questions.

1) What is your deviant-name and what does it mean?
~HoshiSenshi is my name, and it comes from my OC in Sailor Moon that I made up in grade school. ~silverorigami4 was Sailor Silver, two of my other friends were Sailor Sun and Sailor Sky, and I was Sailor Star. And thus, in Japanese, Hoshi Senshi. (Star Soldier).

2) Why did you join this site?
Because ~pretisamiyuki43 and ~shiroi-ryu led me to it! X3

3) What fandom were you obsessed with when you joined?
Cardcaptor Sakura and just got into Tsubasa

4) Were any of the fandoms you have currently brought about by this site?
Nnnnnnno. X3

5) Look into your stats. What is your:
- Most Favorited Deviation: Anime Medley (262)

- Most Viewed Deviation: Anime Medley (7,247)

- Most Commented Deviation: 39. Dreams (144)

6) How many watchers do you have at this moment?
230

7) First ever watcher?
~luckylisa!!

8) How many pageviews do you have at this moment?
14,248

9) What is your artist's title shown beneath your "status"?
Procrastinator

10) What is your most "meaningful" work?
Oh gosh... all my deviations are meaningful to me, even my crappy ones. ><

11) Best COMPLETED piece you ever did?
Hmmm.... my more recent ones for sure. Probably Aoi Tenshi, Shizuka na Kiseki. x_x

12) Work that took the longest?
Pretty sure it was Anime Medley. :*

13) DA artist who has influenced you the most?
Like. Everyone. Seriously. Dude. Not even joking. D: Look at my clubs worship awesome page to name a few.

14) What is currently the funnest thing to draw?
Japanese clothes!

Easiest thing to draw?
Female faces

15) Your first ever giftart was to:
~crookshanks, who asked me to draw her two characters in Sailor Soldier uniforms. :]

First ever giftart received was from:
I think it was a drawing of Rukia in an art trade with ~6o4-animegurl. :3

16) How many clubs are you in?
16. o.o;

17) How long have you been here?
About 2 and 3/4 years. 8D

18) Are you on any other art sites?
I have an account on theotaku (?) but I don't use it anymore.

19) Can you remember the old DA layout?
Barely... ^_^;;

20) Are you still as passionate about art/poetry/prose as when you joined this site?
Definitely definitely. Even more passionate than when I started. 8]

Clubs. Worship. Awesome.

]]> ~HoshiSenshi Mini Haitus? D: http://HoshiSenshi.deviantart.com/journal/10689034/ http://HoshiSenshi.deviantart.com/journal/10689034/ Sat, 11 Nov 2006 10:54:44 PST
*crickets*

Ehh, I apologize for being so inactive the past few weeks. In addition to school, the realization that I need to fill in college applications has finally hit me hard in the head. (These applications are a scary business.)

I think that once I get at least one acceptance letter, I'll be on an off on haitus, meaning I'll probably be online but will only get to favorite and look at artworks more than comment and post. I have tons of comments to sort through at the moment, and I should get to those soon. Gomen nasaiii! ;__;

A few weeks ago, I finally bought Open Canvas 4.06E Plus! (My mom bought it only after I filled in an online application like I promised, heh.) So during my mini haitus-es I'll still be working on artwork...but slowly. Like, right now I'm working on three different pieces. But VERY slowly. (And OMG, I'm sorry, the sketches are still being worked on! Moshiwake arimasen deshita, minna-san!) x_x

On another note, the Fuyu no Semi preview leaves me worried. The artwork doesn't look as good as the first two OVAs. The proportions and character designs are a bit off. (But MikiShin was narrating the ad, so I'm still happy. X3) I'm sure the music, scenery, and plot should make up for wherever artwork is lacking, ne? I still look forward to it in January!

Clubs. Worship. AWESOME.

EDIT: Uwaah! I return to my homepage after I post this journal, and I find that I have 14,000 pageviews already! *shock desu!* Thank you so much for the support, favorites, comments, and critiques, everyone!! Aishiteruuu!! â¥__â¥

]]> ~HoshiSenshi GETTO da ze! http://HoshiSenshi.deviantart.com/journal/10396418/ http://HoshiSenshi.deviantart.com/journal/10396418/ Sun, 15 Oct 2006 00:19:36 PDT I got the Kiss of Fire Artbook!! *dies of happiness*

Of course it shall remain in my hidden pile of yaoi. >.> But oh man. It's SO PRETTY. *pets it* n_n They even give you the letters Katou writes to Iwaki. Like in handwriting on stationary. Complete with envelope. It's just love. X3

I just took the SAT II Subject Tests in Math 1, Math 2, and Molecular Biology........and failed. 8D Especially Biology. I think I was the only one who walked into the room unprepared. ;__; The whole allele and gene stuff was what lost me. Hopefully I can take it again and not have that failing feeling.

And erm, those sketches are in the works. I've completed two so far, and I got way into it, I colored one on the computer. And now I'm thinking I have to be fair and color them all. 8D I apologize to everyone on the list if they come excruciatingly late. o.o;

I'm one day late but, happy friday the 13th!! >< And that same day, a minor crash occurred in front of our school. *-*

CLUBS. WORSHIP. AWESOME.

]]> ~HoshiSenshi Free Sketch Requests - FILLED http://HoshiSenshi.deviantart.com/journal/10314824/ http://HoshiSenshi.deviantart.com/journal/10314824/ Sat, 07 Oct 2006 14:19:23 PDT Sketch Requests

I commented on ~splashley07's journal, so now I get to do 5 free sketch requests! The first five people to comment get a free sketch. :3

Rules!
1. Please, anime/manga only. I'm not talented in other areas. n_n;
2. It may be a character I do or don't know about. If I don't, please provide a link to a reference picture and maybe a little description about his/her character.
3. It may be your own made up character, but again, please provide me a reference. :3
4. The pictures will be lineart only, so if you want it colored, please specify. (It'll most likely be traditionally colored with pencils.)
5. If you get a request, then you have to do this in your journal. >D (Welll, it's optional. ;3)

So start commenting and tell me what you want me to sketch! X3

~~I guess it's originally supposed to be 10 requests, but I have no idea if anyone'll request or not. So if the 5 slots fill quickly, then I'll expand it to 7 or 10 requests. n_n~~

Woah, they filled up WAY faster than expected. O_O So I've expanded it to ten. And the customers are:

1. ~splashley07 - herself
2. ~dreamsofagirl - Inoue Orihime done!
3. ~Rahzel-Zia - Abarai Renji
4. *cardcaptorkiki - Syaoran & Kiki-chan done!
5. ~Kikyo15 - Kikyo & Shinn Asuka
6. ~6o4-animegurl - Lust done!
7. ~Orihime922 - Orihime (OC) done!
8. ~yukoichihara - Hitachin twins
9. ~mell0w-m1nded - himself done!
10. ~okamiwizrd - Syaoran & Fujitaka

I'll do my best on all the requests! Thanks to everyone who commented. I'll try to get these done as soon as possible, but knowing my procrastinating ways, I wouldn't expect these TOO soon. ;3 â¥

Kiss of Fire Artbook
Regarding my last journal, does anyone know if the Borders workers will make you show your ID when you buy something with an "explicit content" sticker? I'm desperate, but I don't want to get in trouble or be told that I can't buy the artbook. o.o

Shipwreck
Queen Mary's Shipwreck is scary fun! I could never ever go there alone, I'm too much of a scaredy cat. There too many ghoulies lurking in dark corners. x_x And when I get scared I cuss (a lot). XD; ~NatsuRuby and ~shiroi-ryu were there with me - as witnesses to my profanity. XD But it was really fun. I bet it'll be packed on Halloween.

Clubs. Worship. Awesome.

]]> ~HoshiSenshi Hoshii n'da yo! >< http://HoshiSenshi.deviantart.com/journal/10252860/ http://HoshiSenshi.deviantart.com/journal/10252860/ Sun, 01 Oct 2006 20:12:33 PDT
OH MY JESUS THE HARU WO DAITEITA KISS OF FIRE ARTBOOK!!!

*collapses*

I so want it. Very. Badly. That CLAMP Northside Artbook can wait. There were only three of the artbooks, and even though I doubt there's anyone in my town who loves HaruDaki enough to pay 30 bucks for it, I don't want to take any chances. And there's an "Explicit Content" sticker on the bottom, but the workers don't check do they?? *__* I hardly have any money, but I'm willing to pay for it myself, if I can just find a way for my sister to take me there again...

Hoshii! Hoshii n'da yo! >_<

I'm loving that non-subscribers have the "listening to," "reading:" etc. options for the journal. How nice of DevART. ^_^

edit:
Oh! And you may remember in my last journal I was wondering if there was a xxxHOLiC OST, right? I found it! ^_^ If anyone wants it, note me, kay? It's seriously the most awesome of them all. X3

(I wonder how long this genki mood of mine is going to last... :9)

Clubs. Worship. Awesome. Updated finally.

]]> ~HoshiSenshi holic http://HoshiSenshi.deviantart.com/journal/10181542/ http://HoshiSenshi.deviantart.com/journal/10181542/ Mon, 25 Sep 2006 11:10:19 PDT watching: xxxHOLiC episode 23
listening to: Kagerou - Buck Tick

xxxHOLiC episode 23 made me cry. And I didn't even cry when that arc was in the manga. o.o I blame the beautiful music and animation and voice acting. ;__; I really have to download or even buy the xxxHOLiC OST when it comes out. So CLAMP fans should watch this episode if they're not already following the anime. It's on YouTube now, unless you'd want to wait for the sub version to come out. I really love this anime more than the Tsubasa Chronicle anime. Less fillers, nice not-CG-animation, beautiful music, sticks closer to the manga plot... Love it.

Ijou desu.

]]> ~HoshiSenshi STOP http://HoshiSenshi.deviantart.com/journal/10163949/ http://HoshiSenshi.deviantart.com/journal/10163949/ Sat, 23 Sep 2006 16:15:03 PDT watching: Bleach Soul Sonic 2005
listening to: The Beach Boys
reading: I Want to be Your Bird

People:

Me:

Seriously, what is WRONG with going to homecoming stag? What is WRONG with leaving my hair the way it is? I find this strange, because I don't tell people what they should do with themselves. It's just getting ridiculous, because I keep stating my opinion and it keeps getting ignored or disregarded. The next time I hear that I'm going to be set up to go to a dance with some random person, whether I know them or not, whether they're cute or not, whether it's out of "concern" for me or it's a joke, I'm deciding right then and there that I'm not going to go at all. I'm quite tired of being patient and tolerant. I already have parents who tell me what to do, I don't need anyone else to add to it. Pressure isn't fun. It's right up there in my "I hate" list with projects, dentist visits, periods, alcohol, and being forgotten.

Also, I should add technology to that list; parts three and four of the Bleach Soul Sonic event are freezing.

Mou dame desu.

]]> ~HoshiSenshi If http://HoshiSenshi.deviantart.com/journal/10014675/ http://HoshiSenshi.deviantart.com/journal/10014675/ Fri, 08 Sep 2006 23:16:17 PDT currently watching: Weiss Kreuz concert (1998)

Memes are a great thing for boredom, but then it sucks when you finish them. Doing this to relieve boredom... and because ~NatsuRuby tagged everyone she knew on dA. :]

1. If I were a fruit I'd be... an orange
2. If I were a colour I'd be... green
3. If I were an animal I'd be... a dog or a bird
4. If I were a dometic appliance I'd be... a remote control (?)
5. If I were a book I'd be... The Stranger
6. If I were a clothing item I'd be... a hat
7. If I were a jewel I'd be... a peridot (just cause it's my month's jewel)
8. If I were an object I'd be... a pencil
9. If I were a car I'd be... an awesome 1950s Chevrolet Bel-Air *_*
10. If I were an element I'd be... air or fire
11. If I were a tree I'd be... an apple blossom
12. If I were a drink I'd be... ORANGE JUICE
13. If I were an ice cream flavor I'd be... cookies n' cream
14. If I were a person I'd be... umm... me??
15. If I were a planet I'd be... Saturn
16. If I were an insect I'd be... squashed x_x
17. If I were public transport I'd be... a car
18. If I were a song I'd be... Science vs. Romance
19. If I were a movie I'd be... A Little Princess (1995 version)
20. If I were a season I'd be... summer
21. If I were a flower I'd be... a sunflower
22. If I were a job I'd be... an animator
23. If I were a cartoon I'd be... Invader Zim
24. If I were a place I'd be... home
25. If I were a gift I'd be... the striped wrapping paper
26. If I were a memory I'd be... a memory of the Marauders in their school-prime
27. If I were a city I'd be... Long Beach
28. If I were a sense I'd be... hearing
29. If I were a game I'd be... solitaire ;__;
30. If I were a candy I'd be... Starburst
31. If I were a time of the day I'd be... whenever the sun rises
32. If I were an invention I'd be... the CD
33. If I were a bodypart I'd be... *censored* XD seriously now... the hair ;]
34. If I were a country I'd be... Japan
35. If I were a flavor I'd be... orange
36. If I were a sport I'd be... track and field/ cross country
37. If I were a smell I'd be... fruity and not flowery
38. If I were a subject I'd be... art
39. If I were a flag I'd be... the Imperial Japan flag
40. If I were a building I'd be... blinding people with reflection of the sun >D
41. If I were a month I'd be... August
42. If I were a perfume I'd be... I guess some fruit
43. If I were a gummy candy I'd be... gummy vitamin bears!!
45. If I were a toy I'd be... something stuffed, little, and fuzzy
46. If I were a textile I'd be... umm... cotton??
47. If I were a shape I'd be... a circle
48. If I were a answer I'd be... "I don't know"
49. If I were a common liquorice I'd be... normal...the red kind
50. If I were a word I'd be... "infinity" â

4732. If I were a ruler I'd be... owning 5/9s of devART with ~Kitaku and our legions of sloths and llamas!! >D

I tag anyone who wants to do this. Kekekeke. :3

And wow, I have over 200 watchers now! Even if not even half of them even look at my artworks anymore, it feels special anyway! 8D *bouncebounce*

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*bows*

My grammar still sucks. X|

http://HoshiSenshi.deviantart.com/journal/9933168/ Fri, 01 Sep 2006 21:11:45 PDT mood: sulking in my corner of unworthiness
music: Weiss Kreuz, man, what else? Xp

Sometimes I want my gallery to look like my favorites page.

I love scavenging for awesome artists on this site, and sometimes I just feel like deleting my whole gallery. XD

I've been going from artist to artist, looking through their favorites, their friends, their watchers, and there are some awesome artists on here. The past few days I've been faving like crazy. Heheh. Perhaps I'm going to go into the shadows for a bit, to see if I'll improve. O_o I'm also too damn busy with school to comment, comment back, and draw, so there'll be a dual purpose to it.

I want an endless summer. ;__; All this time spent at school is killing my summer imagination.

Just discovered this artist today:

OMG, I so want to do that kind of art. I want her talent. Her works are amazing! *_*

Wish | Negai
- Bleach manga books
- Copic markers/ art stuff
- Only the Ring Finger Knows manga
- CCS Master of the Clow Volume 2
- CLAMP North Side Artbook
- ~~Headphones that WORK o.o~~
- X the Movie DVD

Clubs and Artist Pimping Time. Not to mention awesome and kind and talented people the world needs more of. ]]> ~HoshiSenshi Last Summer Vacation http://HoshiSenshi.deviantart.com/journal/9831164/ http://HoshiSenshi.deviantart.com/journal/9831164/ Wed, 23 Aug 2006 18:50:33 PDT currently watching: Hey Miki Music Video dedicated to Miki Shin'ichirou *¬*
listening to: Hachi Gatsu no Serenade - Suga Shikao

Bleach Chapter 68, Episode 20
Tomorrow school starts. It's not as dramatic as Ichigo-tachi leaving for Soul Society, but it's the same kinda thing, leaving to do something big and important. Only difference with me is that I don't want to go.

Last Chance
Yesterday we took our absolute last chance to go to the beach. It was warm and windy and nice. We sat in the sand and shared some Dibs ice cream and watched some people sky surfing (? or sky gliding?). I'm so thankful that we got to go at least once this summer. ^^

Bugged
Heh, thanks to everyone who wished me to get better soon! â¥__â¥ I made a pretty big deal about that, when now that I look back on it, it really wasn't. o_o;; The spider bites pretty much healed the day after I started taking my medicine (but I still have to take them until they're all gone. TT__TT). So yay! I'm all better! X3

Also bugged with my forum and a few communities on LJ. Sometimes I feel like giving up that stuff. Myspace too. o__o

Guilty
At the school uniform sale I cut in line, right towards the front. And to think when I first got there I met a classmate at the back of the line and ended up leaving before her. We probably would have waited at least 1 hour had we gone to the back. Damn me and my Catholic school girl conscience! >< I feel sooooo guiltyyy now (x1000). ;__;

Hey Miki!
This Miki Shin'ichiro video has been my only consolation. *¬* Omg, I need moooore!!! XO

Wish | Negai
- Bleach manga books
- Copic markers/ art stuff
- Only the Ring Finger Knows manga
- CCS Master of the Clow Volume 2
- CLAMP North Side Artbook
- Headphones that WORK o.o
- X the Movie DVD

Summer To Do List
- ~~Go to the beach [this will NEVER happen... TT___TT]~~ OMG FINALLY!! 8.22.06! xd
- ~~Watch Gakuen Heaven [hehehe...so me and =Raccuun can fangirl!]~~
- Complete my self-teaching Japanese lessons
- ~~1 2 3 4 5 Summer reading books~~ Finished just in the nick of time. 8D I feel special. And then I'll fail all the reading tests and feel like an idiot. But I'm happy the reading is done. ^^

Club and Artist Pimping Time. ]]> ~HoshiSenshi Almost...*gasp*...there... http://HoshiSenshi.deviantart.com/journal/9777847/ http://HoshiSenshi.deviantart.com/journal/9777847/ Sat, 19 Aug 2006 00:34:34 PDT listening to: Utsusemi - Buck Tick
currently watching: Pokemon; Holy Matrimony!

Starting Metamorphosis
FINALLY I'm done with my 3th book!! *cries tears of joy* All I have left to read is the Metamorphosis (not counting The Stranger cause I've already read it and plan to just skim through it a few times) which I've already started. With just the first chapter, I've decided that its 10 times more interesting and easy to read than Heart of Darkness. I finished that book not knowing what I had just read. x_x So... I'm almost there!!

Don't Let the Bed Bugs Bite
Well, not bed bugs... but spiders. I was taking a nap on Wednesday, and I woke up with a bite on my left eyelid, one on my right arm, and three on my left arm around my wrist. They weren't so bad that day, but then Thursday morning I woke up with my arms red (the poison had started to spread up my arms), my left wrist swollen, and my left eye swollen. >O DANG SPIDERS!

I called my mom at work and told her that my bites got worse and she said I should come visit her so she could take a look at them (she works as a RN at the hospital). When I got there and saw my mom, she started showing practically everyone on the whole floor my arms! I was literally backed up against a wall with dozens of people surrounding me, looking at me, poking and touching me, discussing my bites, where I should go, the weather... (kidding about the weather, but ya.) But I felt so embarrassed and uncomfortable that I started to cry. (I'm a whimp.) So I hid in the nurses lounge with my sister not talking to anyone. It's kind of funny actually. (Not.)

Apparently the spider got me really bad, so first they suggested going to ER, and then to Urgent Care, and then to just my doctor, and I liked that idea best. It gave off the impression that I was going to die of a poisonous spider bite the least. I haven't switched to a regular doctor yet and still see my pediatrician, so I got to read some Dr. Seuss book while waiting. XD After seeing the doctor (who said the spider got me good), I was prescribed some antibiotics (which is HUGE and unchewable and I hate unchewable pills; what's worse I gotta take it 4x a day TT__TT) and anti-itch medicine.

So I spent my whole day worrying about these dang spider bites, and these bites are also the reason why I missed out on a perfectly good afternoon with my friends at Medieval Times. It wasn't even that urgent. The stay at the hospital and the wait in the doctor's office just took a loong time. I apologize!! *gets down on knees and apologizes* And there you have it. ~~We're planning to fumigate the house soon.~~

Birthday Countdown
Two more days till I turn 17. Whoopee!
Kyaa! ~shiroppumusume drew an early bday gift for me! It is most precious! (KuroFai!!)

Still in Nostalgia Mode
I'm still back in my Pokemon phase. Now I'm taping the old episodes on Boomerang (todays was Holy Matrimony! Yay Rocketshipping!). I think I had them once on tape and either lost the tapes or taped over them. I also started playing my Pokemon Crystal again. It's so fuun~.

Comment Whore
I've just discovered (or more like 'accepted') that I'm a comment whore. Or an internet whore or a blogging whore. Some kind of whore. Although 'whore' isn't exactly a nice word... >_> But I just posted a huge icon post on livejournal and I find myself refreshing ten times a minute to see if there are any new comments. Same goes with when I submit a deviation on this place. Tee hee. You can bet I'll be waiting for your comments for this journal. @_@ *gets shot*

... ]]> ~HoshiSenshi